EN ARIZA m SttfUtB, Ntui fork .A»....H«. Stocking Cornell University Library PS 3537.T63C2 Carmen Ariza 3 1924 021 704 733 Cornell University Library The original of this book is in the Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://www.archive.org/details/cu31924021704733 a o % 93 BO 1 ^ <" 2 *^ pa « I > ' 0} S o J3 JS u s u J3 o S c CARMEN ARIZA BY CHARLES FRANCIS ^TOCKING, E. M. Author of THE DIARY OF JEAN EVARTS, THOU ISRAEL, Etc. CHICAGO THE MAESTRO CO. 1922 Copyright 1916 BY CHARUE5 FRANCIS STOCKING ISSUED JANUARY 1916 ALL RIGHTS RESERVED THIRTY-FIFTH PRINTING PRINTED IN U. S. A: CARMEN ARIZA D BOOK 1 OTH this offend you? — the words that I speak unto you, they are spirit, and they are life. — Jesus. CARMEN ARIZA CHAPTER 1 THE tropical sun mounted the rim of the golden Caribbean, quivered for a moment like a fledgeling preening its wings for night, then launched forth boldly into the vault of heaven, shattering the lowering vapors of night into a myriad fleecy clouds of every form and color, and driving them before it into the abysmal blue above. Leaping the sullen walls of old Cartagena, the morning beams began to glow in roseate hues on the red-tiled roofs of this ancient metropolis of New Granada, and glance in shafts of fire from her glittering domes and towers. Swiftly they climbed the moss-grown sides of church and convent, and glided over the dull white walls of prison and monastery alike. Pouring through half-turned shut- ters, they plashed upon floors in floods of gold. Tapping noiselessly on closed portals, they seemed to bid tardy sleepers arise, lest the hurrying midday siesta overtake them with tasks unfinished. The dormitory of the ecclesiastical college, just within the east wall of the city, glowed brilliantly in the clear light which it was reflecting to the mirror of waters without. Its huge bulk had caught the first rays of the rising sun, most of which had rebounded from its drab, incrusted walls and sped out again over the dancing sea. A few, however, escaped reflection by stealing through the Slanting shutters of a window close under the roof of the building. Within, they fell upon a man kneeling on the tiled floor beside a rude cot bed. In appearance the man was not more than twenty-five years of age. His black, close-curling hair, oval face, and skin of deep olive tint indicated a Latin origin. His clerical garb proclaimed him a son of the Church. The room was a small, whitewashed cell of stone, musty with the dampness which had swept in from the sea during the night. It was furnished with Spartan simplicity. Neither image, crucifix, nor painting adorned its walls — the occupant's dress alone suggested his calling. A hanging shelf held a few books, all evidently used CARMEN ARIZA as texts in the adjoining college. A table, much littered; a wooden dressing stand, with a small mirror; and an old- fashioned, hair-cloth trunk, bearing numerous foreign labels, eked out the paucity of furnishings. If the man prayed, there was only his reverent attitude to indicate it, for no words escaped his lips. But the frequent straining of his tense body, and the fierce clenching of his thin hands, as he threw his arms out over the unopened bed, were abundant evidence of a soul tugging violently at its moorings. His was the attitude of one who has ceased to inveigh against fate, who kneels dumbly before the cup of Destiny, knowing that it must be drained. With the break of day the bells awoke in the church towers throughout the old city, and began to peal forth their noisy reminder of the virility of the Holy Catholic faith. Then the man raised his head, seemingly startled into awareness of his material environment. For a few moments he listened con- fusedly to the insistent clatter — ^but he made no sign of the cross, nor did his head bend with the weight of a hollow Ave on his bloodless lips while the clamoring muezzins filled the warm, tropical, air with their jangling appeal. Rising with an air of weary indifference, he slowly crossed the room and threw wide the shutters of the solitary window, admitting a torrent of sunlight. As he did this, the door of the cell softly opened, and a young novitiate entered. "With your permission. Padre," said the boy, bowing low. "His Grace summons you to the Cathedral." The man made a languid gesture of dismissal, and turned from the lad to the rare view which greeted him through the open window. The dusty road below was beginning to manifest the city's awakening. Barefooted, brown-skinned women, scantily clad in cheap calico gowns, were swinging along with shallow baskets under their arms to the plaza for the day's marketing. Some carried naked babes astride their hips; some smoked long, slender cigars of their own rolling. Half- clad children of all ages, mixtures of mestizo, Spaniard, and Jamaican negro, trotted along beside them; and at intervals a blustering cochero rattled around the corner in a rickety, obsolete type of trap behind a brace of emaciated horses. The lively gossip of the passing groups preluded the noisy chaffering to follow their arrival at the market place. "Caramba, little pig!" shrilled a buxom matron, snatching her naked offspring away from a passing vehicle. "Think you I have money to waste on Masses for your naughty soul?" "Na, senora," bantered another, "it will cost less now than later to get him out of purgatory." CARMEN ARIZA "But, comadre, do you stop at the Cathedral to say a Pater- noster?" "To be sure, amiga, and an Ave, too. And let us return by ■way of the Hotel Espana, for, quien sabe? we may catch a glimpse of the famous matador." ''SenoT Varilla?" "Yes. He arrived from Barranquilla last night — so my Pedro tells me — and will fight in the arena this Sunday. I have saved fifty pesos to see him. Madre de DiosI but I would sell my soul to see him slay but a single bull. And do you go?" "God willing!" The soft air, tempered by the languid ocean breeze, bore aloft the laughter and friendly bantering of the marketers, mingled with the awakening street sounds and the morning greetings which issued from opening doors and windows. The scent of roses and the heavier sweetness of orchids and tropical blooms drifted over the ancient city from its innumerable patios and public gardens. The age-incrusted buildings fused in the mounting sun into squares of dazzling white, over which the tiled roofs flowed in cinctures of crimson. Far off at sea the smoke of an approaching vessel wove fantastic designs against the tinted sky. Behind the city the convent of Santa Candelaria, crowning the hill of La Popa, glowed like a dia- mond; and stretching far to the south, and merging at the foot of the Cordilleras into the gloom-shrouded, menacing jungle, the steaming llanos offered fleeting glimpses of their rich emerald color as the morning breeze stirred the heavy clouds of vapor which hung sullenly above them. To all this the man, looking vacantly out across the city walls to where the sea birds dipped on the rippling waves, was apparently oblivious. Nor did he manifest the slightest interest in the animated scene before him until a tall, heavy-set young priest emerged from the entrance of the dormitory below and stopped for a moment in the middle of the road to bask in the brilliant sunlight and fill his lungs with the invigorating ocean breeze. Turning his eyes suddenly upward, the latter caught sight of the man at the window. "Ah, amigo Jose!" he called in friendly greeting, his hand- some face aglow with a cordial smile. "Our good Saint Claver has not lobbied for us in vain! We shall yet have a good day for the bulls, no?" "An excellent one, I think, Wenceslas," quickly replied the man addressed, who then turned abruptly away as if he wished to avoid further conversation. The priest below regarded the empty window for a moment. Then, with a short, dry laugh and a cynical shrug of his broad shoulders, he passed on. CARMEN ARIZA As the man above turned back into the room his face, wear- ing the look of one far gone in despair, was contorted with passion. Fear, confusion, and undefined soul-longing seemed to move rapidly across it, each leaving its momentary impression, and all mingling at times in a surging flood that swelled the veins of his temples to the point of rupture. Mechanically he paced his narrow cell, throwing frequent furtive glances at the closed door, as if he suspected himself watched. Often he stopped abruptly, and with head bowed and brows furrowed, seemed to surrender his soul to the forces with which it was wrestling. Often he clasped his head wildly in his hands and turned his beseeching eyes upward, as if he would call upon an invisible power above to aid him, yet restrained by the deaden- ing conviction of experience that such appeal would meet with no response, and that he must stand in his own strength, how- ever feeble. Hours passed thus. The sun gained the zenith and the streets were ablaze. Belated marketers, with laden baskets atop their heads, were hurrying homeward, hugging the scanty shade of the glaring buildings. Shopkeepers were drawing their shut- ters and closing their heavy doors, leaving the hot noon hour asleep on the scorching portals. The midday Angelus called from the Cathedral tower. Then, as if shaken into remem- brance of the message which the boy had brought him at day- break, the man hurriedly took his black felt hat from the table, and without further preparation left the room. The stone pavements and narrow brick walks, above which the intense heat hung in tremulous waves, were almost deserted as he hastened toward the Cathedral. The business of the morning was finished; trade was suspended until the sun, now dropping its fiery shafts straight as plummets, should have sunk behind La Popa. As he turned into the Calle Lozano an elderly woman, descending the winding brick stairway visible through the open door of one of the numerous old colonial houses in the lower end of this thoroughfare, called timidly to him. "Marcelena," the priest returned, stopping. "The girl — is she—?" "She is dying," interrupted the woman in a voice broken with sobs. "Dying! Then the child—?" "Yes, Padre, born an hour ago — a boy. It lives. Ah, Santa Virgen, such suffering! Pray for us. Mother of God!" mur- mured the weeping woman, bending her head and repeatedly making the sign of the cross. "Who is with her now?" the priest continued hurriedly. CARMEN ARIZ A "Only Catalina. The doctor said he would return. He is good to the blessed child. And Padre Lorenzo came — ^but he would not shrive her little white soul — " "And the father—?" "He does not know," the woman sobbed. "Who would dare to tell him! Think you he would come? That he would own the babe? He would not give one blessed candle to set beside the little mother's poor sweet body! Ah, Santa Maria! who will buy Masses for her little soul? Who — ?" "But he shall know!" cried the priest, his face livid. "And he shall acknowledge his child and care for it! Qios — .' But wait, Marcelena. I can do nothing now. But I will return." Leaving the woman sobbing prayers to the Virgin Mother, the priest hurried on. Within the Cathedral the cool atmosphere met him with a sweet calm, which flowed over his perturbed soul like a bene- diction. He drew a chair from a pile in a corner and sat down for a moment near one of the little side chapels, to recover from the stifling heat without and prepare his thought for the im- pending interview with the Bishop. A dim twilight enveloped the interior of the building, affording a grateful relief from the blinding glare of the streets. It brought him a transient sense of peace — the peace which his wearied soul had never fully known. Peace brooded over the great nave, and hovered in the soft air that drifted slowly through the deserted aisle up to the High Altar, where lay the Sacred Host. A few votive candles were struggling to send their feeble glow through the darkness. The great images of the suffering Christ, of the Saints and the Virgin Mother had merged their outlines into the heavy shadows which lay upon them. The haunting memory of years of soul-struggle with doubt and fear, of passionate longing for the light of truth in the gloom of superstition and man-made creeds, for guidance among the devious paths of human conjecture which lead nowhither — or to madness — seemed to fade into the darkness which wrapped him in that holy calm. After all, what had he won in his lifelong warfare with human beliefs? What had he gained by his mad opposition to Holy Church? There she stood, calm, majestic, undisturbed. Had not the Christ himself de- clared that the gates of hell should not prevail against her? Was not the unfoldment of truth a matter, not of years, but of ages? And were the minds of men to-day prepared for higher verities than those she offered? Did not the Church plant the seed as rapidly as the barren soil of the human mind was tilled and made fallow? True, her sons, whom he had so obstinately opposed, were blindly zealous. But were fhey wholly without CARMEN ARIZA wisdom? Had not his own zeal been as unreasoningly directed to the forcing of events? And still, through it all, she had held her indulgent arms extended to him, as to all erring mankind. Why not now, like a tired child, weary of futile resistance, yield to her motherly embrace and be at last at peace? Again the temptation which he had stubbornly resisted for a lifetime urged upon him with all its mesmeric insistence. He looked up, and his glance fell upon a small, glass- covered case, dimly visible in the uncertain light at one side of the little altar. The case was filled with tiny images of gold — milagros. Each had received priestly blessing, and each was believed to have worked a miraculous cure. The relaxed lines of the priest's careworn face instantly drew into an expression of hard austerity. Like the ebb of the ocean, his recalcitrant thought surged back again in a towering flood. "What a spectacle!" he murmured. "Holy Church, assum- ing spiritual leadership of the world, sunken in idolatry, and publicly parading her fetishism in these lingering echoes of primitive demon-worship!" Ah, the Master taught the omnipotence of God, whose ways he declared as high above the blind grovelings of man as the dome of heaven swings above earth. But how long, gentle Master, shall such as this be declared thy Father's ways? How long shall superstition and idolatry retain the power to fetter the souls of men? Is there no end to the black curse of igno- rance of Truth, which, after untold centuries^ still makes men sink with vain toil and consume with disease? And — are those who sit about Peter's gorgeous tomb and approve these things unerring guides to a right knowledge of God, to know whom, the Christ has said, is life eternal? A step behind him broke the flow of his dark revery. "Our good Jos6 dreams below, while His Grace bites his nails above," said a soft, mellifluous voice. "Qu^ chistet It is — " The priest sprang to his feet and faced the speaker. For a moment the men regarded each other, the one uncertain as to the impending event, but supremely confident of his ability to meet it; the other sick in soul and torn with mental struggle, but for the moment fired anew with the righteous wrath which his recent brief interview with the woman, Marcelena, had kindled. "Wenceslas — " The priest spoke in a strained, uncertain tone, striving to hold his emotions in leash. "I have learned to-day — The girl, Maria — " "Caro amigo," interrupted Wenceslas smoothly, "what you have learned to-day, or any other day, of the girl, Maria, is a lie," 8 CARMEN ARIZA "Hombre!" The priest turned livid. Stepping closer to Wenceslasr — "Do you think, inhuman! that I have not long known of your relations with this girl? Who has not! And, further, I know — and Cartagena shall know — tjjat to-day she lies dving beside your child!" Wenceslas recoiled. His face flushed, and the veins of his forehead swelled with a purple flood. Then a pallor spread over his features, and beads of perspiration started from his pores. It was but momentary. Recovering himself, he laid a -large hand on the priest's shoulder, and, his face assuming its wonted smile,, said in his usual low tone, "Amigo, it seems that you have a penchant for spreading gossip. Think you I am ignorant of the fact that because of it Rome spewed you out for a med- dlesome pest? Do you deceive yourself that" Cartagena will open her ears to your garbled reports? The hag, Marcelena, lies! She has long hoped to gain some advantage from me, I have told you — But go now above and learn from His Grace, whom you have had the impudence to keep waiting all morn- ing, how tongues that wag too freely can be silenced." He checked himself suddenly, as if he feared he had said too much. Then, turning on his heel, he quickly left the Cathedral. The priest's head sank upon his breast, and he stood, infirm of purpose and choking with words which he could not voice. The whirl in which his confused brain had revolved for months — nay, years — had made the determination of conduct with him a matter of hours, of days, of weeks. Spontaneity of action had long since ceased within his fettered mind, where doubt had laid its detaining hand upon his judgment. Uncertainty, of his steps, fear of their consequence, and dread lest he precipi- tate the calamity which he felt hung always just above him, had sapped the courage and strength of will which his soul needed for a determined stand, and left him incapable of deci- sive action, even in the face of grossest evil. The mordant reply of Wenceslas only strengthened his conviction of the futility of massing his own feeble forces against those of one so thoroughly entrenched as this man, who had the ear of the Bishop — nay, whose resourceful mind was now said to be ac- tually directing the policies of the feeble old ecclesiastic who held the bishopric of Cartagena. As if groping through the blackness of midnight, he moved slowly down the deserted nave of the Cathedral and mounted the winding stairs to the ambulatory above. Pausing at the door of the sanctum for a moment to gather up his remnant of moral strength, he entered and stood hesitant before the wait-^ ing Bishop. 9 CARMEN ARIZA CHAPTER 2 THE long War of Independence -which destroyed the last ves- tige of Spanish control over the Peruvian colonies of South America was virtually brought to a close by the terrific battle of Ayacucho, fought on the plains between Pizar- ro's city of Lima and the ancient Inca seat of Cuzco in the fall of 1824. The result of this battle had been eagerly awaited in the city of Cartagena, capital of the newly formed federation of Colombia. It was known there that the Royalist army was concentrating for a final stand. It was known, too, that its veterans greatly outnumbered the nondescript band of patriots, many of whom were provided only with the arma blanca, the ■indispensable machete of tropical America. This fact lent a shred of encouragement to the few proud Tory families still remaining in the city and clinging forlornly to their broken fortunes, while vainly hoping for a reestablishment of the imperial regimen, as they pinned their fate to this last desperate conflict. Among these, none had been prouder, none more loyal to the Spanish Sovereign, and none more liberal in dispensing its great wealth to bolster up a hopeless cause than the ancient and aristocratic family at whose head stood Don Ignacio Jose Marquez de Rinc6n, distinguished member of the Cabildo, and most loyal subject of his imperial majesty, King Ferdinand VII. of Spain. The house of Rincon traced its lineage back to the ferocious adventurer, Juan de Rincon, favorite lieutenant of the renowned Conquistador, Pedro de Heredia. When the latter, in the year 1533, obtained from Charles V. the concession of New Andalu- sia, the whole territory comprised between the mouths of the Magdalena and Atrato rivers in what is now the Republic of Co- lombia, and undertook the conquest of this enormously rich dis- trict, the fire-eating Juan, whom the chroniclers of that ro- mantic period quaintly described as "causing the same effects as lightning and quicksilver," was his most dependable support. Together they landed at the Indian village of Calamari, and, after putting the pacific inhabitants to the sword — a manner of disposal most satisfactory to the practical Juan — laid the foun- dations of the present city of Cartagena, later destined to be- come the "Queen of the Indies," the pride, as it was the despair, of the haughty monarchs of Spain. For his eminent services in this exploit Juan received a large tract of land in the most fertile part of the Magdalena valley — which he immediately staked and lost at the gaming- 10 CARMEN ARIZA table. As a measure of consolation, and doubtless with the view of checking Juan's gambling propensities, Pedro de Heredia then bestowed upon him a strip of bleak and unexplored moun- tain country adjacent to the river Atrato. Stung by his sense of loss, as well as by the taunts of his boisterous companions, and harassed by the practical conclusion that life's brevity would not permit of wiping out their innumerable insults singly by the sword, the raging Juan gathered together a few blood-drinking companions of that ilk and set out to find diver- sion of mind on his possessions. Years passed. One day Juan again appeared on the streets of Cartagena, and this time with gold enough to buy the city. The discovery of rich auriferous sands on his estates adjoining the Atrato, which were worked extensively for him by the natives whom he and his companions had forced into subjec- tion, had yielded him enormous wealth. He settled in Carta- gena, determined to make it his future home, and at once set about buying great blocks of houses and erecting a palace for himself. He began to acquire lands and mines in all directions. He erected a sumptuous summer residence in what is now the suburb of Turbaco. He built an arena, and bred bulls for it from famous stock which he imported from the mother-country. He gave fetes and public entertainments on the most lavish scale imaginable. In short, he quickly became Cartagena's most influential and distinguished citizen, as he was easily her richest. But far more important to mention than all these dry details was the undoubted change of character which had come over the man himself. Perhaps it was the awful heat of the steaming Atrato valley that drew the fire from his livid soul. Perhaps it was a dawning appreciation off the opportu- nities made possible by his rapid acquisition of wealth that had softened his character. Some said he had seen a vision of the Virgin Mary. Others laid it to a terrible fever, in which for days he had lain delirious in the shadow of death. Be that as it may, the bloodthirsty Conquistador, who a few years before angrily shook the dust of Cartagena from his feet, had now returned a changed man. At once Juan began to manifest in an ever increasing degree an interest in matters religious. In this respect his former character suffered a complete reversal. He assidu- ously cultivated the clergy, and gave large sums for the support of the Cathedral and the religious orders of the city. The Bishop became a frequent guest at his sumptuous table; and as often he in turn sought the Bishop for consultation anent his benefactions and, in particular, for consolation when 11 CARMEN ARIZA haunted by sad memories of his devilish exploits in early life. When the great-hearted Padre Bartolome de las Casas, infirm but still indefatigable in his work for the protection and uplift of the Indians, arrived one memorable day in his little canoe which his devoted native servants had paddled through the diqiie from the great river beyond^ Jtlan was the first to greet him and insist that he make his home with him while in the city. And on the night of the Padre's arrival it is said that Juan, with tears streaming down his scarred and wrinkled face, begged to be allowed to confess to him the awful atroc- ities which he had committed upon the innocent and harmless aborigines when, as was his wont, his breath hot with the lust of blood, he had fallen upon them without provocation and hewed them limb from limb. In his old age the now gentle Juan, his former self almost obliterated, expressed a desire to renounce the world, bestow his great wealth upon the Church, and enter a monastery to pass his remaining years. Despite the protestations of his numerous family, for whom his religious zeal would permit him to leave but scanty provision, he was already formulating plans toward this end when death overtook him, and his vast estates descended intact to the family which he had founded. So complete had been the transformation of Juan de Rihcon during the many years that he lived after his return to Carta- gena that the characteristics which he transmitted to his posterity were, in general, quite the reverse of those which he himself had manifested so abundantly in early life. Whereas, he had formerly been atrociously cruel, boastingly impious^ and a scoffer at matters religious, his later descendants were generally tender of heart, soft of manner, and of great piety. Whereas, in early manhood he had been fiery and impulsive, quick of decision and immovable of opinion, his progeny were increasingly inclined to be deliberate in judgment and vacil- lating of purpose. So many of his descendants entered the priesthood that the family was threatened with extinction, for in the course of time it had biecome a sacred custom in the Rincon family to consecrate the first-born son to the Church. This custom at length became fixed, and was rigidly observed, even to the point of bigotry, despite the obliteration of those branches where there was but a single son. The family, so auspiciously launched, waxed increasingly rich and influential; and when the smoldering fires of revolu- tion burst into flame among the oppressed South American colonies, late in the year 1812, the house of Rincon, under royal and papal patronage, was found occupying the first position of eminence and prestige in the proud old city of 12 CARMEN ARIZA Cartagena. Its wealth had become proverbial. Its sons, edu- cated by preceptors brought from Paris and Madrid, were prominent at home and abroad. Its honor was unimpeachable. Its fair name was one of the most resplendent jewels in the Spanish crown. And Don Ignacio epitomized loyalty to Sovereign and Pope. With the inauguration of hostilities no fears were felt by the Rinc6n family for the ultimate success of the royalist arms, and Don Ignacio immediately despatched word to his Sovereign in Madrid that the wealth and services of his house were at the royal disposal. Of this offer Ferdinand quickly availed himself. The Rincon funds were drawn upon imme- diately and without stint to furnish men and muniments for the long and disastrous struggle. Of the family -resources there was no lack while its members held their vast possessions of lands and mines. But when, after the first successes of the patriots, reprisals began to be visited upon the Tories of Cartagena, and their possessions fell, one after another, into the hands of the successful revolutionists, or were seized by former slaves, Don Ignacio found it diiflcult to meet his royal master's demands. The fickle King, already childish to the verge of imbecility, gave scant thanks in return for the Rincon loyalty, and when at last, stripped of his fortune, deserted by all but the few Tory families who had the courage to remain in Cartagena until the close of the war, Don Ignacio received with sinking heart the news of the battle of Ayacucho, he knew full well that any future appeal to Ferdinand for recognition of his great sacrifices would fall upon unhearing ears. But to remain in republican Cartagena after the final suc- cess of the revolutionists was to the royalist Don Ignacio quite impossible. Even if permitted the attempt, he was so attached to the ancient order of things that he could not adjust himself to the radically changed conditions. So, gathering about him the sorrowing remnant of his family, and converting into a pitifully small sum his few remaining possessions, he took passage on an English trader and sailed for the mother- country, to begin life anew among those whose speech and customs were most familiar to him. He settled in Seville, where the elder of his two sons, Rafael de Rincon, a lad of fifteen,'was studying for the priest- hood, under the patronage of the Archbishop. There he estab- lished himself in the wine business, associating with him his second son, Carlos, only a year the junior of his brother. But, broken in spirit as well as in fortune, he made little headway, and two years later died pitiably in poverty and obscurity. Through the influence of the Archbishop, the business, 13 ■ CARMEN ARIZA ■which Carlos was far too young and immature to conduct, was absorbed by larger interests, and the young lad retained as an employe. As the years passed the boy developed sufficient commercial ability to enable him to retain his position and to extract from it enough to provide for the needs of himself and his dependents. He married, late in life, a woman whose family had fled from Cartagena with his own and settled in Seville. She was but a babe in arms at the time of the exodus, and many years his junior. A year after the marriage a child was born to them, a son. The babe's birth was premature, following a fright which the mother received when attacked by a beggar. But the child lived. And, according to the honored family custom, which the father insisted on observing as rigidly in Spain as it had been formerly in Cartagena, this son, Jose Francisco Enrique de Rincon, was at birth conse- crated to the service of God in the Holy Catholic Church. CHAPTER 3 IF, as Thoreau said, "God is on the side of the most sensi- tive," then He should have been very close to the timid, irresolute lad in Seville, in whom the softer traits of char- acter, so unexpectedly developed in the adventurous founder of the Rincon family, now stood forth so prominently. Somber, moody, and retiring; delicately sensitive and shrinking; acutely honest, even to the point of morbidity; deeply religious and passionately studious, with a consuming zeal for knowledge, and an unsatisfied yearning for truth, the little Jose early in life presented a strange medley of characteristics, which be- spoke a need of the utmost care and wisdom on the part of those who should have the directing of his career. Forced into the world before his time, and strongly marked by his mother's fear; afflicted with precarious health, and subjected to long and desperate illnesses in childhood, his little soul early took on a gloom and asceticism wholly unnatural to youth. Fear was constantly instilled into his acutely receptive mind by his solicitous, doting parents; and his life was thereby stunted, warped, and starved. He was reared under the con- stant reminder of the baleful effects of food, of air, of conduet, of this and that invisible force inimical to health; and terror and anxiety followed him like a ghost and turned about all his boyish memories. Under these repressing influences his mind could not but develop with a lack of stamina for self- support. Hesitancy and vacillation became pronounced. In ■ 14 CARMEN ARIZA time, the weight of any important decision gave him acute, unendurable agony of mind. Called upon to decide for himself a matter of import, his thought would become confused, his brain torpid, and in tears and perplexity the tormented lad would throw himself into the arms of his anxious parents and beg to be told what course to pursue. Thus his nature grew to depend upon something stronger than itself to twine about. He sought it in his schoolmates; but they misread him. The little acts which were due to his keen sensitiveness or to his exaggerated reticence of disposition were frequently interpreted by them as affronts, and he was generally left out of their games, or avoided entirely. His playmates consequently became fewer and more transient as the years gained upon him, until at length, trodden upon, but unable to turn, he withdrew his love from the world and bestowed it all upon his anxious mother. She became his only intimate, and from her alone he sought the affection for which he yearned with an intensity that he could not express. Shun- ning the boisterous, frolicking children at the close of the school day, he would seek her, and, nestling at her side, her hand clasped in his, would beg her to talk to him of the things with which his childish thought was struggling. These were many, but they revolved about a common center — religion. The salient characteristics already mentioned were asso- ciated with others, equally prominent, and no less influential in the shaping of his subsequent career. With the develop- ment of his deep, inward earnestness there had appeared indications of latent powers of mind that were more than ordinary^ These took the form of childish precocity in his studies, clearness of spiritual, vision, and maturity in his con- duct and mode of life. The' stunting of his physical nature threw into greater prominence his exaggerated soul-qualities, his tenderness, his morbid conscientiousness, and a profound emotionalism which, at the sight of a great painting, or the roll of the Cathedral organ, would flood his eyes and fill his throat with sobs. When the reckless founder of the family experienced a reversal of his own dark traits of soul, nearly three centuries before, it was as if the pendulum had swung too far in the opposite direction, and at the extreme point of its arc had left the little Jose, with the sterner qualities of the old Conquistador wholly neutralized by self-condemnation, fear, infirmity of purpose, a high degree of intellectuality, and a soul-permeating religious fervor. At the mention of religion the timid lad at once became passionate, engrossed — nay, obsessed. In his boyhood years, before the pall of somber rfeticence had settled over him, he had 15 CARMEN ARIZA been impressed with the majesty of the Church and the gorgeousness of her material fabric. The religious ideals taught him by his good mother took deep root. But the day arrived when the expansion of his intellect reached such a point as to enable him to detect a flaw in her reasoning. It was but a little rift, yet the sharp eidge of doubt slipped in. Alas ! from that hour he ceased to drift with the current of popular theo- logical belief; his frail bark turned, and launched out upon the storm-tossed sea, where only the outstretched hand of the Master, treading the heaving billows through the thick gloom, saved it at length from destruction. The hungry lad began to question his parents incessantly regarding the things of the spirit. His teachers in the paro^ chial school he plied with queries which they could not meet. Day after day, while other boys of his tender age romped in the street, he would steal into the great Cathedral and stand, pathetically solitary, before the statues of the Christ and the Virgin Mary, yearning over the problems with which his childish thought was struggling, and the questions to which no one could return satisfying replies. Here again the boy seemed to manifest in exaggerated form the reversed characteristics of the old Conquistador, But, unlike that of the pious Juan, the mind of the little Jos6 was not so simple as to permit it to accept without, remonstrance the tenets of his family's faith. Blind acceptance of any teach- ing, religious or secular, early became quite impossible to him. This entailed many an hour of suffering to the lad, and brought down upon his little -head severe punishments from his pre- ceptors and parents. But in vain they admonished and threat- ened. The child demanded proofs; and if proofs were not at hand, his acceptance of the mooted teaching was but tentative, generally only an outward yielding to his beloved mother's inexorable insistence. Many the test papers he returned to his teachers whereon he had written in answer to the questions set, "I am taught to reply thus; but in my heart I do not believe it." Vainly the teachers £kppealed to his parents, Futilely the latter pleaded and punished. The placid receptiveness of the Rincon mind, which for more than three hundred years had normally performed its absorptive functions and imbibed the doctrines of its accepted and established human authorities, without a trace of the heresy of suspecting their genuineness, had at last experienced a reversal. True, the boy had been born in the early hours of nineteenth century doubt and re- ligious skepticism. The so-called scientific spirit, buried for ages beneath the ddbris of human conjecture, was painfully emerging and preening its wings for flight. The "higher 16 CARMEN ARIZA criticism" was nascent, and ancient traditions were already beginning to totter on the foundations which the Fathers had set. But Spain, close wrapped in mediaeval dreams, had suf- fered no taint of "modernism." The portals of her mind were well guarded against the entrance of radical thought, and her dreamers were yet lulled into lethargic adherence to outworn beliefs and musty creeds by the mesmerism of priestly tradi- tion. The peculiar cast of mind of the boy Jose was not the product of influences from without, but was rather an exempli- fication of the human mind's reversion to type, wherein the narrow and bigoted mentality of many generations had ex- panded once more into the breadth of scope and untrammeled freedom of an ancient progenitor. As the boy grew older his ability to absorb learning in- creased astonishingly. His power of analysis, his keen percep- tion and retentive memory soon advanced him beyond the youths of his own age, and • forced him to seek outside the pale of the schoolroom for the means to satisfy his hunger for knowledge. He early began to haunt the bookstalls of Seville, and day after day would stand for hours searching the treasures which he found there, and mulling over books which all too frequently were anathema to the orthodox. Often the owner of one of these shops, who knew the lad's parents, and whose interest had been stirred by his passion for reading, would let him take one or more of the coveted volumes home over night, for the slender family purse would not permit him to purchase what his heart craved. Then came feasts for his famished little sovil which often lasted until daybreak. It happened one evening that, when he crept off to his little room to peer into one of these borrowed treasures, his father followed him. Pushing the chamber door softly open the parent found the boy propped against his pillow in bed, ab- sorbed in a much-thumbed volume which he was reading by the pale light of the single candle. "Is it thus that you deceive your poor parents?" the fond father began, in a tone of mock severity. The startled lad stifled a cry and hastily thrust the book beneath his pillow. The father's interest now became genuine. Leaning over the terrified boy he drew forth the volume. "Voltaire!" The doting father stood petrified. Voltaire, Antichrist, Archfiend of impiety — and in the hands of his beloved son! Sleep fled the little household that night. In his father's arms, while the distressed mother hung over them, the boy sobbed out his confession. He had not intended to deceive. He had picked up this book in the stall without knowing its 17 CARMEN ARIZA nature. He had become so interested in what it said about the Virgin Mary that he forgot all else. The shopkeeper had found him reading it, and had laughed and winked at his clerk when he bade the boy take it home for the night. The book had fascinated him. He himself — did not his father know? — had so often asked how the Virgin could be the mother of God, and why men prayed to her. Yes, he knew it mocked their faith — and the sacred Scriptures. He knew, too, that his father would not approve of it. That was why he had tried to hide it beneath his pillow. He had been wicked, desperately wicked, to deceive his dear parents — But the book — It made him forget — It said so many things that seemed to be true — And — and — "Oh, padre mio, forgive me, forgive me! I want to know the truth about God and the world !" The delicate frame of the young lad shook in paroxysms of grief. Alas! it was but the anguished soul-cry which has echoed through the halls of space since time began. What a mockery to meet it with empty creed and human dogma ! Alas ! what a crime against innocence to stifle the hoijest questionings of a budding mind with the musty cloak of undemonstrable beliefs. "But, my son, have I not often told you? The Holy Church gives us the truth," replied the father, frightened by the storm which raged within the childish soul, yet more alarmed at the turn which the mind of his cherished son was apparently taking — his only son, dedicated to the service of God from the cradle, and in whom the shattered hopes of this once proud family were now centered. "But this book laughs at us because we pray to a woman!" sobbed the boy. "True. But does not its author need the prayers of so pure a woman as the Virgin? Do we not all need them? And is it not likely that one so good as she would have great influence with God — much greater than we ourselves, or even the best of men, could have?" "But how can she be the mother of God? The Bible does not teach that!" "How do you know that the Bible does not teach it, my son?" "I— I— have read— the Bible," faltered the lad. "You have read the Bible!" cried the astonished father. "And where have you done that, you wicked boy?" "At the bookstore of Mariano," confessed the trembling child, "Madre de DiosI" burst from the father, as he started to his feet. "Mariano is a wicked infidel! The Bishop shall hear of this! Ah, well may the Holy Father in Rome grieve to see 18 CARMEN ARIZA his innocent babes led astray by these servants of hell! But, my son," returning to the boy and clasping him again in his arms, "it is not too late. The Virgin Mother has protected you. You meant no harm. Satan covets your pure little soul — But he shall not have it!" The father's tremulous voice mounted high, "No, by the Saints in heaven, he shall not have it!" The boy's assurance slowly returned under the influence of" his father's tender solicitude, even though he remained dimly conscious of the rift widening little by little between his parents' settled convictions and his own groping thought. With -the assuaging of his grief came again those insistent questions which throughout his life had tormented his peace and driven him even to the doors of infidels in search of truth. "Father," he began timidly, "why was I wicked to read the Bible?" "Because, my son, in doing so you yielded to the tempta- tions of Satan. The Bible is a great and mysterious book, written by God himself. He meant it to be explained to us by the Holy Father, who is the head of the Church which the good Saint Peter founded. We are not great enough nor good enough to understand it. The Holy Father, who cares for God's Church on earth, he is good enough, and he alone can interpret it to us. Satan tries to do with all men just what he did with you, my child. He seeks to make them read the Bible so that he can confuse them and rob them of their faith. Then when he gets possession of their souls he drags them down with him to hell, where they are lost forever." "And does the Holy Father really believe that Mary is the mother of God?" persisted the boy, raising his tear-stained face. "Yes — is she not? The blessed Saviour said that he and God were one. And, as Mary is the mother of Christ, she is also the mother of God — is she not? Let us read what the good Saint John Chrysostom says." He rose and went into another room, returning in a few minutes with a little volume. Taking the boy again on his knee, he continued, "The blessed Saint tells us that the Virgin Mary was made the mother of God in order that she might obtain salvation for many who, on account of their wicked lives, could not be saved, because they had so offended divine justice, but yet, by the help of her sweet mercy and mighty intercession, might be cleansed and rendered fit for heaven. My little son, you have always been taught that Mary is heaven's Queen. And so she is ours, and reigns in heaven for us. Jesus loves to have her close to him, and he can never refuse her requests. He always grants 19 CARMEN ARIZA what she asks. And that is the reason why we pray to her. She never forgets us — never!" A troubled look crossed the boy's face. Then he began anew. "Father dear, God made everything, did He not? The Bible says that, anyway." "Yes, child." "Did He make Satan?" The father hesitated. The child hurried on under the lash of his holy inquisitiveness. "Father, how did evil come into the world? Is God both good and bad? And how can a good God punish us forever for sins committed here in only a few short years?" "Ah, queriditol" cried the harassed father, "Such ques- tions should not have entered your little head for years to come! Why can you not run and play as do other children? Why are you not happy as they are? Why must you spend your days thinking of things that are far too deep for you? Can you not wait? Some day you shall know all. Some day, when you have entered the service of God, perhaps you may even learn these things from the Holy Father himself. Then you will understand how the good God lets evil tempt us in order that our faith in Him may be exercised and grow strong — " "And He lets Satan harm us purposely?" The boy's inno- cent dark eyes looked up appealingly into his father's face. "It is only for a short time, little son. And only those who are never fit for heaven go down with Satan. But you are not one of those," he hastily added, straining the boy to him. "And the Masses which the good priests say for us will lift us out of purgatory and into heaven, where the streets are pure gold and the gates are pearl. And there we will all live to- gether for — " "Father," interrupted the boy, "I have thought of these things for a long, long time. I do not believe them. And I do not wish to become a priest." The father fell silent. It was one of those tense moments which every man experiences when he sees a withering frost slowly gathering over the fondest hopes of a lifetime. The family of Rincon, aristocratic, intensely loyal to Church and State, had willingly laid itself upon the sacrificial altar in defer- ence to its honored traditions. Custom had become law. Obe- dience of son to parent and parent to Sovereign, spiritual or temporal, had been the guiding star of the family's destinies. To think was lawful; but to hold opinions at variance with tradition was unspeakable heresy. Spontaneity of action was commendable; but conduct not prescribed by King or Pope 20 CARMEN ARIZA was unpardonable crime. Loss of fortune, of worldly power and prestige, were as nothing; deviation from the narrow path trodden by the illustrious scions of the great Juan was every- thing. That this lad, to whom had descended the undying memories of a long line of glorious defenders of kingly and papal power, should presume to shatter the sacred Rinc6n traditions, was unbelievable. It was none other than the work of Satan. The boy had fallen an innocent victim to the devil's wiles. But the house of Rincon had withstood the assaults of the son of perdition for more than three centuries. It would not yield now! The all-powerful Church of Rome stood behind it — and the gates of hell could not prevail against her ! The Church would save her own. Yes, the father silently argued, through his brother's influence the case should be laid before His Eminence, the Archbishop. And, if need be, the Holy Father himself should be called upon to cast the devil out of this tormented child. To argue with the boy now were futile, even dangerous. The lad had grown up with full knowledge of his parents' fond hopes for his future. He had never openly opposed them, although at times the worried mother would voice her fears to the father when her little son brought his perplexing questions to her and failed to find satisfaction. But until this night the father had felt no alarm. Indeed, he had looked upon the child's inquisitiveness as but a logical consequence of his precocity and unusual mental powers, in which he himself felt a father's swelling pride. To his thought it augured rapid promotion in the Church; it meant in time a Cardinal's hat. Ah, what glorious possibilities! How the prestige of the now sunken family would soar ! Happily he had been aroused to an appreciation of the boy's really des- perate state in time. The case should go before the Arch- bishop to-morrow, and the Church should hear his call to hasten to the rescue of this wandering lamb. CHAPTER 4 SEVILLE is called the heart of Spain. In a deeper sense it is her soul. Within it, extremes touch, but only to blend into a harmonious unit which manifests the Spanish temperament and character more truly there than in any other part of the world. In its Andalusian atmosphere the religious instinct of the Spaniard reaches its fullest embodiment. True, its bull-fights are gory spectacles; but they are also gorgeous 21 CARMEN ARIZA and solemn ceremonies. Its ferias are tremendously worldly; but they are none the less stupendous religious fetes. Its picturesque Easter processions, when colossal images of the Virgin are carried among bareheaded and kneeling crowds, smack of paganism; but we cannot question the genuineness of the religious fervor thus displayed. Its Cathedral touches the arena; and its Archbishop washes the feet of its old men. Its religion is still the living force which unites and levels, exalts and debases. And its religion is Rome, On the fragrant spring morning following the discovery of the execrated Voltaire, the little Jose, tightly clutching his father's hand, threaded the narrow Sierpes and crossed the Prado de San Sebastian, once the Quemador, where the Holy Inquisition was wont to purge heresy from human souls with fire. The father shuddered, and his stern face grew dark, as he thought of the revolting scenes once enacted in that place in the name of ChAst; and he inwardly voiced a prayer of gratitude that the Holy OfiBce had ceased to exist. Yet he knew that, had he lived in that day, he would have handed his beloved son over to that awful institution without demurral, rather than see him develop those heretical views which were already rising from the soil of his fertile, inquisitive mind. The tinkling of a bell sounded down the street. Father and son quickly doffed their hats and knelt on the pavement, while a priest, mounted on a mule, rode swiftly past on his way to the bedside of a dying communicant, the flickering lights and jingling bell announcing the fact that he bore with him the Sacred Host. "Please God, you will do the same some- day, my son," murmured the father. But the little Jose kept his eyes to the pavement, and would make no reply. Meanwhile, at a splendidly carved table in the library of his palatial residence, surrounded by every luxury that wealth and ecclesiastical influence could command, the Archbishop, pious shepherd of a restless flock, sat with clouded brow and heavy heart. The festive ceremonials of Easter were at hand, and the Church was again preparing to display her chief splendors. But on the preceding Easter disturbances had inter- rupted the processions of the Virgin; and already rumors had reached the ears of the Archbishop of further trouble to be incited during the approaching Holy Week by the growing body of skeptics and anticlericals. To what extent these liberals had assumed the proportions of a propaganda, and how active they would now show themselves, were questions causing the holy man deep concern. Heavy sighs escaped him as he voiced his fears to his sympathetic secretary and associate, Rafael de Rinc6n, the gaunt, ascetic uncle of the little Jose. 22 CARMEN ARIZA "Alas!" he murmured gloomily. "Since the day that our Isabella yielded to her heretic ministers and thrust aside the good Sister Patrocinio, Spain has been in a perilous state. After that unholy act the dethronement and exile of the Queen were inevitable." "True, Your Eminence," replied the secretary. "But is there no cause for hope in the elevation of her son, Alfonso, to the throne?" "He is but seventeen — and absent from Spain six years. He lacks the force of his talented mother. And there is no longer a Sister Patrocinio to command the royal ear." "Unfortunate, I admit. Your Eminence. She bore the stigmata, the very marks of our Saviour's wounds, imprinted on her flesh, and worked his miracles. But, in Alfonso — " "No, no," interrupted the Archbishop impatiently; "he has styled himself the first Republican in Europe. He will make Catholicism the state religion; but he will extend religious tol- eration to all. He is consumptive in mind as well as in body. And the army — alas! what may we look for from it when soldiers like this Polo Hernandez refuse to kneel during the Mass?" "The man has been arrested. Your Eminence," the secretary offered in consolation. "But the court-martial acquitted him!" "True. Yet he has now been summoned before the supreme court in Madrid." The Archbishop's face brightened somewhat. "And the result — what think you?" The secretary shrugged his drooping shoulders. "They will condemn him." Yes, doubtless he would be condemned, for mediaevalism dies hard in Spain. But the incident was portentous, and the Archbishop and his keen secretary heard in it an ominous echo. A servant appeared at the heavy portieres, and at a sign from the secretary ushered Jose and his father into the august presence awaiting them. An hour later the pair emerged from the palace and started homeward. His Eminence, rousing himself from the profound revery in which he had been sunk for some moments, turned to his expectant secretary. "A Luther in embryo!" he ejaculated. "I feared as much. Your Eminence," returned the austere sccrctsirv* "And yet, a remarkable intellect! Astonishing mental power! But all tainted with the damnable so-called scientific spirit!" 23 CARMEN ARIZA "True, Your Eminence." "But marked you not his deep reverence for God? And his sturdy honesty? And how, despite his embarrassment, the religious zeal of his soul shown forth?" "He is morbidly honest. Your Grace." "A trait I wish we might employ to our own advantage," mused the churchman. Then, continuing, "He is learned far beyond his years. Indeed, his questions put me to some stress — but only for the difficulty of framing replies intelligible to a mind so immature," he added hastily. "Either he feared my presence, or he is naturally shrinking." "He is so by nature. Your Eminence." The Archbishop reflected. "Naive — pure — simple — mature, yet childish. Have we covered the ground?" "Not fully, Your Eminence. We omitted to mention his absorbing filial devotion." "True. And that, you tell me, is most pronounced." "It is his strongest characteristic. Your Eminence. He has no will to oppose it." "Would that his devotion were for Holy Church!" sighed the Archbishop. "I think it may be so directed. Your Eminence," quickly returned the secretary. "But — would he ever consent to enter the priesthood? And once in, would he not prove a most dangerous element?" The secretary made a deprecating gesture. "If I may sug- gest, such a man as he promises to become is far more danger- ous outside of the Church than within, Your Eminence." The Archbishop studied the man's face for a few moments. "There is truth in your words, my friend. Yet how, think you, may he be secured?" "Your Eminence," replied the secretary warmly, "pardon these suggestions in matters where you are far better fitted to pass sound judgment than a humble servant of the Church like myself. But in this case intimacy with my brother's family affords me - data which may be serviceable in bringing this matter to a conclusion. If I may be permitted — " The Archbishop nodded an unctuous and patronizing appre- ciation of his elderly secretary's position, and the latter con- tinued — "Your Eminence, Holy Week is approaching, and we are beset with fears lest the spirit of heresy which, alas ! is abroad in our fair city, shall manifest itself in such disturbances as may force us to abandon these religious exercises in future. I need not point out the serioUs nature of these demonstrations. Nor need I suggest that their relative unimportance last year 24 CARMEN ARIZ A ■was due solely to lack of strong leadership. Already our sol- diers begin to refuse to kneel during the Mass. The Holy Church is not yet called upon to display her weapons. But who shall say to what measures she may not be forced when an able and fearless leader shall arise among the heretics? To- day there has stood before Your Eminence a lad possessing, in my opinion, the latent qualifications for such leadership. I say, latent. I use the term advisedly, for I know that he appears to manifest the Rincon lack of decision. But so did I at his age. And who can say when the unfolding of his other powers, now so markedly indicated, may not force the develop- ment of those certain traits of character in which he now seems deficient, but which, developed, would make him a power in the world? Shall the Church permit this promising lad to stray from her, possibly later to join issue with her enemies and use his great gifts to propagate heresy and assault her foundations? Are we faithful to our beloved Mother if we do not employ every means, foul or fair, to destroy her enemies, even in the cradle? Remember, 'He who gains the youth, possesses the future,' as the saying goes." "Loyally spoken, faithful son," replied the Archbishop, shifting into a more comfortable position. "And you sug- gest—?" "This: that we wisely avail ourselves of his salient charac- teristics — his weaknesses, if you wish — and secure him now to the Church." "And, more specifically — ?" with increasing animation. "Your Eminence is already aware of the custom in our family of consecrating the first-born son to the service of God. This boy has been so consecrated from birth. It is the dearest hope of his parents. At present their wishes are still his law. Their judgments yet formulate his conduct. His sense of honor is acute. Your Eminence can see that his word is sacred. His oath once taken would bind him eternally. // is for us to secure that oath!" "And how?" The Archbishop leaned forward eagerly. "We, cooperating with his parents, will cater to his con- suming passion for learning, and offer him the education which the limited resources of his family cannot provide. We save him from the drudgery of commercialism, and open to him the life of the scholar. We suggest to him a career consecrated to study and holy service. The Church educates him— ^he serves his fellow-men through her. Once ordained, his char- acter is such, I believe, that he could never become an apostate. And, whatever his services to Holy Church may be there- after, she at least will have effectually disposed of a possible op- 25 CARMEN ARIZA ponent. She has all to gain, and nothing to lose by such pro- cedure. Unless I greatly mistake the Rincon character, the lad will yield to our inducements and his mother's prayers, the charm of the Church and the bias of her tutelage, and ulti' mately take the oath of ordination. After that — " "My faithful adviser," interrupted the Archbishop genially, as visions of the Cardinal's hat for eminent services hovered before him, "write immediately to Monsignor, Rector of the Seminario, in Rome. Say that he must at once receive, at our expense and on our recommendation, a lad of twelve, who greatly desires to be trained for the priesthood." CHAPTER 5 THUS did the Church open her arms to receive her wander- ing child. Thus did her infallible wisdom, as expressed through her zealous agents in Seville, essay to solve the perplexing problems of this agitated little mind, and whisper to its confused throbbing, "Peace, be still." The' final disposi- tion came to the boy not without some measure of relief, despite his protest. The long days of argument and pleading, of assur- ance that within the Church he should find abundant and satisfactory answers to his questions, and of explanations which he was adjured to receive on faith until such time as he might be able to prove their soundness, had utterly exhausted his sensitive little soul, and left him without the combative energy or will for further remonstrance. Nor was the conflict solely a matching of his convictions against the desires of his parents and the persuasions of the Archbishop and his loyal secretary. The boy's hunger for learning alone might have caused him to yield to the lure of a broad education. Moreover, his nature contained not one ele- ment of commercialism. The impossibility of entering the wine business with his father, or of spending his life in physical toil for a bare maintenance, was as patent to himself, even at that early age, as to his parents; His bent was wholly intel- lectual. But he knew that his father could not afford him an education. Yet this the Church now offered freely. Again, his nature was essentially religious. The Church now ex- tended all her learning, all her vast resources, all her spiritual power, to develop and foster this instinct. Nay, more, to pro- tect and guide its development into right channels. The fact, too, that the little Jose was a child of extreme emotions must not be overlooked in an estimate of the influ- 26 CARMEN ARIZA ences which bore upon him during these trying days. His devotion to an object upon which he had set his affections amounted to obsession. He adored his parents — reverenced his father — worshiped his mother. The latter he was wont to compare to the flowers, to the bright-plumed birds, to the biitterflies that hovered in the sunlight of their little patio. He indited childish poems to her, and likened her in purity and beauty to the angels and the Virgin Mary. Her slightest wish was his inflexible law. Not that he was never guilty of childish faults of conduct, of little whims of stubbornness and petU'- lance; but his character rested on a foundation of honesty, sincerity, and filial love that was never shaken by the summer storms of naughtiness which at times made their little dis- turbances above. The parents breathed a sigh of relief when the tired child at last bowed to their wishes and accepted the destiny thrust upon him. The coming of a son to these loyal royalists and zealous Catholics had meant the imposition of a sacred trust. That he was called to high service in the Church of God was evidenced by Satan's early and malicious attacks upon him. There was but one course for them to pursue, and they did not for a moment question its soundness. To their thought, this precocious child lacked the wisdom and balance which comes only with years. The infallible Church, their all-wise spiritual guide, supported their contentions. What they did was for her and for the eternal welfare of the boy. Likewise, for the maintenance of family pride and honor in a generation tainted with liberalism and distrust of the sacred traditions. The Church, on the other hand, in the august person of the Archbishop, had accomplished a triumph. She had recognized the child's unusual gifts of mind, and had been alert to the dangers they threatened. If secured to herself, and their de- velopment carefully directed, they would mold him into her future champion. If, despite her careful weeding and pru-ning, they expanded beyond the limits which she set, they should be stifled! The peculiar and complex nature of the child offered her a tremendous advantage. For, if reactionary, his own highly developed sense of honor, together with his filial devo- tion and his intense family pride, should of themselves be forced to choke all activity in the direction of apostasy and liberalism. Heaven knew, the Church could not afford to neglect any action which promised to secure for her a loyal son; or, failing that, at least effectually check in its incipiency the development of a threatened opponent! Truly, as the astute secretary had said, this boy might prove troublesome within the fold; but he might also prove more dangerous with- 27 CARMEN ARIZA out. Verily, it was a triumph for the cause of righteousness! And after the final disposition, the good Archbishop had sat far into the night in the comfort of his sanctum, drowsing over his pleasant meditations on the rewards which his un- flagging devotion to the cause of Holy Church was sure some day to bring. Time sped. The fragrant Sevillian spring melted into sum- mer, and summer merged with fall. The Rincon family was adjusting itself to the turn in the career of its heir, the guar- dian and depository of its revived "hopes. During the weeks which intervened between his first interview with the Arch- bishop and his final departure for Rome, Jose had been carefully prepared by his uncle, who spared no effort to stimulate in the boy a proper appreciation of his high calling. He was taught that as a priest of" the Holy Catholic Church he would become a representative of the blessed Christ among men. His mission would be to carry on the Saviour's work for the salvation of souls, and, with the power of Christ and in His name, to in- struct mankind in true beliefs and righteous conduct. He would forgive sins, impose penalties, and offer sacrificial atone- ment in the body of the Saviour — in a word, he was to become sacerdos alter Christus, another Christ. His training for this exalted work would cover a period of six or eight years, per- haps longer, and would fit him to become a power among men, a conserver of the sacred faith, and an ensample of the highest morality. "Ah, sobrinito," the sharp-visaged, gray-haired uncle had said, "truly a fortunate boy are you to hear this grandest of opportunities knocking at your door! A priest — a God! Nay, even more than God, for as priest God gives you power over Himself!" The boy's wondering eyes widened, and a look of mingled confusion and • astonishment came into his wan face. "I do not see, tio mio—I do not see," he murmured. "But you shall, you shall! And you shall understand the awful responsibility which God thus reposes upon you, when He gives you power to do greater things than He did when He created the world. You shall command the Christ, and He shall come down at your bidding. Ah, chiquito, a fortunate boy!" But the lad turned wearily away, without sharing his uncle's enthusiasm. The day before his departure Jos6 was again conducted be- fore the Archbishop, and after listeaing to a lengthly resume of what the Church was about to do for him, and what she expected in return, two solemn vows were exacted from him — "First," announced the uncle, in low, deliberate tones, "you 28 CARMEN ARIZA will solemnly promise your mother and your God that, daily praying to be delivered from the baneful influences which now cause doubt and questioning in your mind, and refraining from voicing them to your teachers or fellow-students, you will strive to accept all that is taught you in Rome, deferring every en- deavor to prove the teachings you are to receive until the end of your long course, when, by training and discipline, you shall have so developed in goodness, purity, and power, that you shall be found worthy to receive spiritual confirmation of the great tenets upon which the Holy Roman Catholic Church has been founded and reared." He paused for a moment to catch his breath and let his portentous words sink into the quivering brain of the lad before him. Then he resumed — "Second, keeping ever in mind your debt of gratitude to the Church, you promise faithfully to finish your course, and at the end offer yourself to the service of God in the holy priest- hood." The solemn hush that lay over the room when he finished was broken only by the muffled sobs of the mother. Tender in years, plunged into grief at the impending separa- tion from home and all that he held dear, the boy knelt before the secretary and gave his trembling word to observe these obligations. Then, after he had kissed the Bible and the Arch- bishop's extended hand, he threw himself upon the floor in a torrent of tears. On the following morning, a bright, sparkling November day, the little Jose, spent with emotion, tore himself from his mother's clinging embrace and set out for Rome, accompanied by his solicitous uncle. "And, queridito," were the mother's last words, "I have your promise that never will you voluntarily leave the Church?" The appeal which his beseeching look carried back to her was not granted. He slowly bowed his acquiescence, and turned away. A week later he had entered upon the retreat with which the school year opens in the Seminario. CHAPTER 6 ROME, like a fallen gladiator, spent and prostrate on the Alban hills, still awaits the issue of the conflict between the forces of life and death within. Dead, where the blight of pagan and mediaeval superstition has eaten into the quivering tissues; it lives where the pulsing current of modern- 29 CARMEN ARIZA ism expands its shrunken arteries and bears the nourishing truth. Though eternal in tradition and colossal in material achievement, the glory of the Imperial City nevertheless rests on a foundation of perishable human ambitions, creeds, and beliefs, manifested outwardly for a time in brilliant deeds, great edifices, and comprehensive codes, but always bearing within themselves the seeds of their own decay. No trophy brought to her gates in triumph by the Caesars ever approached in worth the simple truth with which Paul of Tarsus, chained to his jailer, illumined his gloomy dungeon. Had the religious principles which he' and his devoted associates labored so un- selfishly to impart to a benighted world for its own good been recognized by Rome as the "pearl without price," she would have built upon them as foundation stones a truer glory, and one which would have drawn the nations of the earth to worship within her walls. But Rome, in her mastey, Constan- tino, saw only the lure of a temporal advantage to be gained by fettering the totally misunderstood teachings of Jesus with the shackles of organized politics. From this unhallowed marriage of religion and statecraft was born that institution, unlike either parent, yet exhibiting modified characteristics oJ! each, the Holy Church. To this institution, now mighty in material riches and power, but still mediaeval in character, despite the assaults of centuries of progress, a combination of political maneuver, bigotry, and weakness committed the young Jose, tender, sensitive, receptive, and pure, to be trained as an agent to further its world-embracing policies. The retreat upon which the boy at once entered on his arrival at the seminary extended over ten days. During this time there were periods of solitary meditation — hours when his lonely heart cried out in anguish for his beloved mother — visits to the blessed sacrament, recitations of the ofiice, and consultations with his spiritual advisers, at which times his promises to his parents and the Archbishop, coupled with his natural reticence and the embarrassment occasioned by his strange environment, sealed his lips and prevented the voicing of his honest (questions and doubts. It was sought through this retreat to so bring the lad under the influence of the great religious teachings as to most deeply impress his heart and mind with the importance of the seminary training upon which he had entered. His day began with the dreaded meditation at five in the morning, followed by hearing the Mass and receiving Communion. It closed, after study and class work, with an- other visit to the blessed sacrament, recital of the Rosary, spiritual reading, and prayer. On Sundays he assisted at solemn High Mass in the church of the Seminario Pio. One 30 CARMEN ARIZA day a week -was a holiday; but only in the sense that- it was devoted to visiting hospitals and charitable institutions, in order to acquire practical experience and a foretaste of his future work among the sick and needy. Clad in his little violet cassock, low-crowned, three-cornered hat, and soprano, he might be seen on these holidays trotting along with his fellow- students in the wake of their superior, his brow generally con- tracted, and his childish face seldom lighted by a happy smile. The first year passed without special incident. The boy, filled with that quenchless ambition to know, which charac- terizes the finest minds, entered eagerly upon his studies and faithfully observed his promises. If his tender soul warped and his fresh, receptive mind shriveled under the religious tutelage he received, no one but himself knew it, not even his fond mother, as she clasped him again in her arms when he returned home for the first summer vacation. With the second year there began studies of absorbing interest to the boy, and the youthful mind fed hungrily. This seemed to have the effect of expanding somewhat his self-contained little soul. He ap- peared to grow out of himself to a certain extent, to become less timid, less reticent, even more sociable; and when he returned to Seville again at the close of the year he had ap- parently lost much of the somberness of disposition which had previously characterized him. The Archbishop examined 'him closely; but the boy, speaking little, gave no hint of the. inner working of his thought; and if his soul seethed and fermented within,^ the Rincon pride and honor covered it with a placid demeanor and a bearing of outward calm. When the interview ended and the lad had departed, the Archbishop descended to the indignity of roundly slapping his ascetic secretarj' on his emaciated back, as an indication of triumphant joy^ The boy certainly was being charmed into deep devotion to the Church .' He was fast being bound to her altars! Again the glorious spectacle of the Church triumphant in molding a wavering youth into a devoted son! Four years passed thus, almost in silence on the boy's part. Yet his character suffered little change. At home he strove to avoid all mention of the career upon which he was entering, although he gave slight indication of dissatisfaction with it. He was punctilious in his attendance upon religious services; but to have been otherwise would have brought sorrow to his proud, happy parents. His days were spent in complete ab- sorption in his books, or in writing in his journal. The latter he had begun shortly before entering the seminary, and it was destined to exert a profound influence upon his life. Often his parents would playfully urge him to read to them from it; 31 CARMEN ARIZA but the boy, devotedly obedient and filial in every other respect, steadfastly begged permission to refuse these requests. In this little whim the fond parents humored him, and he was left largely alone to his books and his meditations: During Jose's fourth summer vacation a heavy sorrow sud- denly fell upon him and plunged him into such an excess of grief that it was feared his mind would give way. His revered father, advanced in years, and weakened by overwork and business worries, succumbed to the malaria so prevalent in Seville during the hot months and passed away, after a brief illness. The blow descended with terrific force upon the mor- bidly disposed lad. It was his first intimate experience with death. For days after the solemn events of the mourning and funeral he sat as one stunned, holding his mother's hand and staring dumbly into space; or for hours paced to and fro in the little patio, his face rigidly set and his eyes fixed vacantly on the ground beneath. The work of four years in opening his mind, in expanding his thought, in drawing him out of his habitual reticence and developing within him the sense of companionship and easy tolerance, was at one stroke rendered null. Brought face to face with the grim destroyer, all the doubt and confusion of former years broke the bounds which had held them in abeyance and returned upon him with in- crea-sed insistence. Never before had he felt so keenly the impotence of mortal man and the futility of worldly strivings. Never had he seen so clearly the fatal defects in the accepted interpretation of Christ's mission on earth. His earlier ques- tionings returned in violent protests against the emptiness of the beliefs and formalities of the Church. In times past he had voiced vague and dimly outlined perceptions of her spirit- ual needs. But now to him these needs had suddenly taken definite form. Jesus had healed the sick of all manner of disease. He himself was being trained to represent the Christ on earth. Would he, too, be taught to heal the sick as the Master had done? The blessed Saviour said, "The works that I dOj ye shall do also." But the priests, his representatives, clearly were not doing the works of the Master. And if he himself had been an ordained priest at the time of his father's death, could he have saved him? No, he well knew that he could not. And yet he would have been the Saviour's repre- sentative among men. Alas! how poor a one he well knew. In his stress of mind he sought his uncle, and by him was again led before the Archbishop. His reticence and timidity dispersed by his great sorrow, the distraught boy faced the high ecclesiastic with questions terribly blunt. ".Why, my Father, after four years in the Seminario, am I 32 CARMEN ARIZA not being taught to do the works which our blessed Saviour did?" The placid Archbishop stared at the boy in dumb astonish- ment. Again, after years of peace that had promised quiescence on these mooted points! Well, he must buckle on his armor — if indeed he had not outgrown it quite — ^and prepare to with- stand anew the assaults of the devil! "H'm! — to be specific, my son — you mean — ?" The great man was sparring. "Why do we not heal the sick as he did?" the boy explained tersely. "Ah!" The peace-loving man of God breathed easier. How simple! The devil was firing a cracked blunderbuss. "My son," he advanced with paternal unction, "you have been taught — or should have been, ere this — that the healing miracles of our blessed Saviour belong to a dispensation long past. They were special signs from God, given at the time of establishing His Church on earth, to convince an incredulous multitude. They are not needed now. We convince by logic and reason and by historical witnesses to the deeds of the Saints and our blessed Saviour." As he pronounced this sacred name the holy man devoutly crossed himself. "Men would believe no more readily to-day," he added easily, "even if they should see miracles of healing, for they would attribute them to the human mentality, to suggestion, hypnotism, hallucina- tion, and the like. Even the mighty deeds of Christ were attributed to Beelzebub." The complacent Father settled back into his chair with an air of having disposed for all time of the mooted subject of miracles. "That begs the question, my Father!" returned the boy quickly and excitedly. "And as I read church history it is thus that the question has been begged ever since the first century!" "What!" The Archbishop was waxing hot. "Do you, a mere child of sixteen, dare to dispute the claims of Holy Church?" "My Father," the boy spoke slowly and with awful earnest- ness, "I have been four years in the Seminario. I do not find the true Christ there; nor do I think I shall find him within the Church," "Sanctissima Maria!" The Archbishop bounded to his feet. "Have you sold yourself td the devil?" he exploded. "Have you fed these years at the warm breasts of the Holy Mother, only to turn now and rend her? Have you become a Protester? Apostate and forsworn!" "My Father," the boy returned calmly, "did Jesus tell the 33 CARMEN ARIZA truth — or did he lie?- If he spoke truth, then I think he is not in the Church to-day. She has wholly misunderstood him — or else she — ^^she deliberately falsifies." The Archbishop sank gasping into his chair. Jose went on. "You call me apostate and forsworn. I am neither. One cannot become apostate when he has never believed. As to being forsworn — I am a Rincon!" The erect head and flashing eyes of the youth drew an involuntary exclamation of approval from the anxious secre- tary, who had stood striving to evolve from his befuddled wits some course adequate to the strained situation. But the boy's proud bearing was only momentary. The wonted look of troubled wistfulness again settled over his face, and his shoulders bent to their accustomed stoop, as if his frail body were slowly crushing beneath a tremendous burden. "My Father," he continued sadly, "do not the Gospels show that Jesus proved the truth of all he taught by doing the works which we call miracles? But does the Church to-day by any great works prove a single one of her teachings? You say that Christianity no longer needs the healing of the sick iu order to prove its claims. I answer that, if so, it likewise no lojiger needs the preaching of the gospel, for I cannot find that Jesus made any distinction between the two. Always he coupled one with, the other. His command was ever, 'Preach the gospel, heal the sick!' His works of healing were simply signs which showed that he understood what he taught. They were his proofs, and they followed naturally his great under- standing of God. But what proofs do you offer when you ask mankind to accept your preaching? Jesus said, 'He that be- lieveth on me, the works that I do shall he do also.' If you do not do the works which he did, it shows plainly that you do not believe on him — that is, that you do not understand hini. When I am an ordained priest, and undertake to preach the gospel to the world, must I confess to my people that I cannot prove what I am teaching? Must I confess that there is no proof within the Church? Is it not so, that true believers in Jesus. Christ Relieve exactly in the proportion in which they obey him and do his works?" : The boy paused for breath. The Archbishop and his secre- tary sat spellbound before him. Then he resumed — "How the consecrated wafer through the words of a priest becomes the real body of Christ, I am as yet unable to learn. I do not believe it does. How priests can grant absolution for sins when, to me, sins ar« forgiven only when they are for- saken, I have not been taught. I do not believe they can. The Church assumes to teach these things, but it cannot prove 34 CARMEN ARIZA them. From the great works of Jesus and his apostles it has descended to the blessing of /niVaffro* and candles, to the wor- ship of the Virgin and man-made Saints, to long processions, to show and glitter — while without her doors the poor, the sick and the dying stretch out their thin, white hands and beseech her to save them, not from hell or purgatory in a sup- posed life to come, but from misery, want and ignorance right here in this world, as Jesus told his followers they should do. If you can show forth the omnipotence of God by healing the sick and raising the dead, I could accept that as proof of your understanding of the teachings of Jesus — and what you' realty understand you can demonstrate and teach to others. Theo- logical questions used to bother me, but they do so no longer. Holy oil, holy water, blessed candles, incense, images and dis- play do not interest me as they did when a child, nor do they any longer seem part of an intelligent worship of God. But" — his voice rising in animation — "to touch the blind man's eyes and see them open; to bid the leper be clean, and see his skin flush with health — ah! that is to worship God in spirit and in truth — that is to prove that you understand what Jesus taught and are obeying, not part, but all of his commands. I am not apostate" — he concluded sadly — "I never did fully believe that the religion of Jesus is the religion which the Church to-day preaches and pretends to practice. I do not believe in her heaven, her purgatory or her hell, nor do I believe that her Masses move God to release souls from torment. I do not believe in her powers to pardon and curse. I do not believe in her claims of infallibility. But — " He hesitated a moment, as if not quite sure of his ground. Then his face glowed with sudden eagerness, and he cried, "My Father, the Church needs the light— do you not see it? — do you not, my uncle?" turning appealingly to the hard-faced secretary. "Can we riot work to help her, and through her reach the world? Should not the Church rightly be the greatest instrument for good? But how can she teach the truth when she herself is so filled with error? How can she preach the gospel when she knows not what the gospel is? But Jesus said that if we obeyed him we should know of the doctrine, should know the true meaning of the gospel. But we must first obey. We must not only preach, but we must become spiritually minded enough to heal the sick — " "Dios nos guarde!" interrupted the Archbishop, attempting to rise, but prevented by his secretary, who laid a restraining hand on his arm. The latter then turned to the overwrought boy. "My dear Jose," he said, smiling patronizingly upon the 35 CARMEN ARIZA youth, although his cold eyes glittered like bits of polished steel, "His Eminence forgives your hasty words, for he recog- nizes your earnestness, and, moreover, is aware how deeply your heart is lacerated by your recent bereavement. But, fur- ther — and I say this in confidence to you — His Eminence and I have discussed these very matters to which you refer, and have long seen the need of certain changes within the Church which will redound to her glory and usefulness. And you must know that the Holy Father in Rome also recognizes these needs, and sees, too, the time when they will be met. However, his great wisdom prevents him from acting hastily. You must remember that our blessed Saviour suffered many things to be so for the time, although he knew they would be altered in due season. So it is with the Church. Her children are not all deep thinkers, like yourself, but are for the most part poor and ignorant people, who could not understand your high, views. They must be led in ways with which they are familiar until they can be lifted gradually to higher planes of thought and conduct. Is it not so? You are one who will do much for them, my son — ^but you will accomplish nothing by attempting suddenly to overthrow the established traditions which they reverence, nor by publicly prating about the Church's defects. Your task will be to lead them gently, imperceptibly, up out of darkness into the light, which, despite your accusations, does shine in the Church, and is visible to all who rightly seek it. You have yet four years in the Seminario. You gave us your promise — the Rincon word — that you would lay aside these doubts and questionings until your course was completed. We do not hold yon— ^but you hold yourself to your wordi Our sincere advice is that you keep your counsel, and silently work with us for the Church and mankind. The Church will offer you unlimited opportunities for service. She is educating you. Indeed, has she not generously given you the very data where- with you are enabled now to accuse her? You will find her always the same just, tolerant, wise Mother, leading her children upward as fast as they are able to journey. Her work is universal, and she is impervious to the shafts of envy, malice, and hatred which her enemies launch at her. She has resources of which you as yet know nothing. In the end she will triumph. You are offered an opportunity to contribute toward that triumph and to share in it. His Eminence knows, that you will not permit Satan to make you reject that offer now." The secretary's sharp, beady eyes looked straight into those of the youth, and held him. His small, round head, with its low brow and grizzled locks, waved snake-like on the man's long neck. His tall form, in its black cassock, bent over the 36 CARMEN ARIZA lad like a spectre. His slender arms, of uncanny length, waved constantly before him; and the long, bony fingers seemed to reach into the boy's very soul and choke the springs of life at their origin. His reasoning took the form of suggestion, bear- ing the indisputable stamp of authority. Again, the boy, con- fused and uncertain, bowed before years and worldly ex- perience, and returned to his solitude and the companionship of his books and his writing. "Occupy till I come," the patient Master had tenderly said. From earliest boyhood Jose had heard this clarion call within his soul. And striving, delving, plodding, he had sought to obey — struggling toward the distant gleam, toward the reali- zation of something better and nearer the Master's thought than the childish creeds of his fellow-men — something warmer, more vital than the pulseless decrees of ecumenical councils — some- thing to solve men's daily problems here on earth — something to heal their diseases of body and soul, and lift them into that realm of spiritual thinking where material pleasures, sensa- tions, and possessions no longer form the single aim and exist- ence of mankind, and life becomes what in reality it is, eternal ecstasy! The Christ had promised! And Jose would occupy and wait in faith until, with joy inexpressible, he should behold the shining form of the Master at the door of his opened tomb. "With Your Eminence's permission I will accompany the boy back to Rome," the secretary said one day, shortly before Jose's return to the seminary. "I will consult with the Rector, and suggest that certain and special tutelage be given the lad. Let them bring their powers of reasoning and argument to bear upon him, to the end that his thinking may be directed into proper channels before it is too late. Hombre!" he muttered, as with head bent and hands clasped behind his back he slowly paced before the Archbishop. "To think that he is a Rinc6n! And yet, but sixteen — a babe — a mere babe!" CHAPTER 7 IT must have been, necessarily, a very complex set of causes that could lay hold on a boy so really gifted as Jose de Rincon and, against his instincts and, on the part of those responsible for the deed, with the certain knowledge of his disinclination, urge him into the priesthood of a religious in- stitution with which congenitally he had but little in common. To begin with, the bigoted and selfish desires of his parents found in the boy's filial devotion a ready and sufficient means 37 CARMEN ARIZA of compelling him to any sacrifice of self. Only a thorough understanding of the Spanish temperament -will enable one to arrive at a just estimate of Jose's character, and the sacredness of the promises given his mother. Though the child might pine and droop like a cankered rosebud, yet he would never cease to regard the sanctity of his oath as eternally binding. And the mother would accept the sacrifice, for her love for her little son was clouded by her great ambitions in respect to his earthly career, and her genuine solicitude for his soul's eternal welfare. Family tradition, sacred and inviolable, played its by no means small part in this affair. Custom, now as inviolable as the Jewish law, decreed that the first-born son should sink his individuality into that of the Mother Church. And to the Spaniard, costumbre is law. Again, the vacillating and hesitant nature of the boy himself contributed largely to the result; for, though supremely gifted in receptivity and broadness of mind, in critical analysis and keenness of perception, he nevertheless lacked the energy of will necessary to the shaping of a life- course along normal lines. The boy knew what he preferred, yet he said Amen both to the prayers of his parents and the suggestions of doubt which his own mind offered. He was weakest where the greatest firmness was demanded. His love of study, his innate shrinking from responsibility, and his repugnance toward discord and strife — in a word, his lack of fighting qualities— naturally caused him to seek the lines of least resistance, and thus afforded a ready advantage to those who sought to influence him. But why, it may be asked, such zeal on the part of the Arch- bishop and his secretary in forcing upon the boy a career to which they knew. he was disinclined? Why should loyal agents of the Church so tirelessly urge into the priesthood one who might prove a serpent in her bosom? The Archbishop may be dismissed from this discussion. That his motives were wholly above the bias of worldly ambi- tion, we may not aiiirm. Yet we know that he was actuated by zeal for the Church; that he had its advancement, its growth in power and prestige always at heart. And we know that he would have rejoiced some day to boast, "We have saved to the Church a brilliant soft who threatened to become a redoubtable enemy." The forces operating for and against this desideratum seemed to him about equally matched. The boy was still very young. His mind was as yet in the formative period, and would be for some years. If the Church could secure her hold upon him during this period she would doubtless retain it for all time; for, as the sagacious secretary so often quoted to his 38 CARMEN ARIZA superior, "Once a priest, always a priest," emphasizing the tenet that the character imprinted by ordination is inefface- able. As for the secretary, he was a Rincon, proud and bigoted, and withal fanatically loyal to the Church as an institution, whatever its or his own degree of genuine piety. It was deeply galling to his ecclesiastical pride to see the threatened develop- ment of heretical tendencies in a scion of his house. These were weeds which must and should be choked, cost what it might! To this end any means were justified, for "What doth it profit a man to gain the whole world and lose his own soul?" And the Rincon soul had been molded centuries ago. The secretary hated the rapidly developing "scientific" spirit of the age and the "higher criticism" with a genuine and deadly hatred. His curse rested upon all ftiodern culture. To him, the Jesuit college at Rome had established the level of intellectual free- dom. He worshiped the landmarks which the Fathers had set, and he would have opposed their removal with his life. No, the Rincon traditions must be preserved at whatever cost! The heretical buddings within Jose should be checked; he should enter the priesthood; his thinking should be directed into proper channels; his mind should be bent into conformity with Holy Church! If not — but there was no alternative. The all-powerful Church could and would accomplish it. In the choice of Rafael de Rincon as secretary and assistant, the Archbishop had secured to himself a man of vast knowledge of ecclesiastical matters, of great acumen, and exceptional abil- ity. The man was a Jesuit, and a positive, dynamic representa- tive of all that the order stands for. He was now in his sixty- eighth year, but as vigorous of mind and body as if he bore but half his burden of age. For some years prior to his connec- tion with the See of Seville he had served in the royal house- hold ei Madrid. But, presumably at the request of Queen Isabella, he had been peremptorily summoned to Rome some three years before her exile ; and when he again left the Eternal City it was with the tentative papal appointment to Seville. Just why Padre Rafael had been relieved of his duties in. Madrid was never divulged. But gossip supplied the paucity of fact with the usual delectable speculations, the most per- sistent of which had to do with the rumored birth of a royal child. The deplorable conduct of the Queen after her enforced marriage to Don Francisco D'Assis had thrown the shadow of suspicion on the legitimacy of all her children; and when it began to be widely hinted that Padre Rafael, were he so dis- posed, might point to a humble cottage in the sunlit hills of Granada where lay a tiny Infanta, greatly resembling the 39 CARMEN ARIZA famous singer and favorite of the Queen, Marfofi, Marquis de Loja, Isabella's alarm was sufficient to arouse the Vatican to action. With the removal of Padre Rafael, and the bestowal of the "Golden Rose of Faith and Virtue" upon the Queen by His Holiness, Pio Nono, the rumor quickly subsided, and was soon forgotten. Whether because of this supposed secret Padre Rafael was in favor at the court of Pio Nono's successor, we may not say. The man's character was quite enigmatical, and divulged noth- ing. Rut, if we may again appeal to rumor, he did appear to have influence in papal circles. And we are not sure that he did not seek to augment that influence by securing his irreso- lute little nephew to the Church. And yet, the sincerity of his devotion to the papacy cannot be questioned, as witness his services to Pius IX., "the first Christian to achieve infallibility," during the troublesome years of 1870-71, when the French dibacle all but scuttled the papal. ship of state. And if now he sought to use his influence at the Vatican, we shall gener- ously attribute it to his loyalty to Rincon traditions, and his genuine concern for the welfare of the little Jose, rather than to any desire to advance his own ecclesiastical status. Rut, it may be asked, during the eight years of Jose's course in the seminary, did his tutors not mark the forces at work in the boy's soul? And if so, why did they not urge his dismissal as unfit for the calling of the priesthood? Recause, true to his promises, and stubbornly hugging the fetish of family pride, the boy gave but little indication during the first four years of his course of the heretical doubts and dis- beliefs fermenting within his troubled mind. And when, after the death of his father and its consequent release of the flood of protest and mental disquiet so long pent up within him, the uncle returned to Rome with the lad to advise his instructors to bring extra pressure to bear upon him in order to convince him of the truths upon which the Church rested, Jos6 subsided again into his wonted attitude of placid endurance, even of partial acceptance of the religious tutelage, and seldom gave further sign of inner discord. Acting upon the suggestions of the uncle, Jose's instructors took special pains to parade before him the evidence and authorities supporting the claims of Holy Church and the grand tenets upon which the faith reposed. In particular were the arguments of Cardinal Newman cited to him, and the study of the latter's Apology was made a require- ment of his course. The writings of the great Cardinal Man- ning also were laid before him, and he was told to find therein ample support for all assumptions of the Church. Silently and patiently the boy to outward appearance ac- 40 CARMEN ARIZA quiesced; but often the light of his midnight candle might have revealed a wan face, frowning and perplexed, while before him lay the Cardinal's argument for belief in the miraculous resus- citation of the Virgin Mary — the argument being that the story is a beautiful one, and a comfort to those pious souls who think it true ! Often, too, there lay before him the words of the great Newman : "You may be taken away young; you may live to four- score; you may die in your bed, or in the open field — -but if Mary intercedes for you, that day will find you watching and ready. All things will be fixed to secure your salvation, all dangers will be foreseen, all obstacles removed, all aid pro- vided." And as often he would close the book and drop his head in wonder that a man so humanly great could believe in an infinite, omnipotent God amenable to influence, even to that of the sanctified Mary. "The Christ said, 'These signs shall follow them that be- lieve,' " he sometimes murmured, as he sat wrapped in study. "But do the Master's signs follow the Cardinals? Yet these men say they believe. What can they do that other men can not? Alas, nothing! What boots their sterile faith?" The limitations with which the lad was hedged about in the Seminario quite circumscribed his existence there. All lay influences were carefully excluded, and he learned only what was selected for him by his teachers. Added to this narrowing influence was his promise to his mother that he would read nothing proscribed by the Church. Of Bible criticism, there- fore, he might know nothing. For original investigation of authorities there was neither permission nor opportunity. He was taught to discount historical criticism, and to regard an- archy as the logical result of independence of thought. He was likewise impressed with the fact that he must not question the official acts of Holy Church. "But," he once remonstrated, "it was by an ecumenical council— a group of frail human beings — ^that the Pope was declared infallible! And that only a few years ago!" "The council but sfet its seal of affirmation to an already great and established fact," was the reply. "As the supreme teacher and definer of the Church of God no Pope has ever erred, nor ever can err, in the exposition of revealed truth." "But Tito Cennini said in class but yesterday that many of the Popes had been wicked men!" "You must learn to distinguish, my son, between the man and the office. No matter what the private life of a Pope may 41 CARMEN ARIZ A have been, the validity of his official acts is not thereby affected. Nor is the doctrine of the Church." "But, — " "Nay, my son ; this is what the Church teaches ; and to slight it is to emperil^your soul." But, despite his promises to his mother and the Archbishop, and in despite, too, of his own conscientious endeavor to keep every contaminating influence from entering his mind, he could not prevent this same Tito from assiduously cultivating his friendship, and voicing the most liberal and worldly opinions to him. "Perdio, but you are an ignorant animal, Jose!" ejaculated the little rascal one day, entering Jose's room and throwing himself upon the bed. "Why, didn't you know that the Popes used to raise money by selling their pardons and indulgences? That fellow Tetzel, back in Luther's time, rated sacrilege at nine ducats, murder at seven, witchcraft at six, and so on. Ever since the time of Innocent VIII. immunity from purgatory could be bought. It was his chamberlain who used to say, 'God willeth not the death of a sinner, but that he should pay and live.' Ha! ha! Those were good old days, amico mio!" But the serious Jose, to whom honor was a sacred thing, saw not his ;Gompani6n's caiise for mirth. "Tito," he hazarded, "our instructor tells us that we must distinguish — " "Ho! ho!" laughed the immodest Tito, "if the Apostolic virtue has been handed down from the great Peter through the long line of Bishops of Rome and later Popes, what happened to it when there were two or three Popes, in the Middle Ages? And which branch retained the unbroken succession? Of a truth, amico, you are very credulous!" Jose looked at him horrified. "And which branch now," continued the irrepressible Tito, "holds a monoply of the Apostolic virtue, the Anglican Church, the Greek, or the Roman Catholic? For each claims it, and each regards its rival claimants as rank heretics." Jose could not but dwell long and thoughtfully on this. Then, later, he again sought the, graceless Tito. "Amico," he said eagerly, "why do not these claimants of the true Apostolic virtue seek to prove their claims, instead of, like pouting chil- dren, vainly spending themselves in: denouncing their rivals?" "Prove them!" shouted Tito. "And how, amico mio?" "Why," returned Jose earnestly, "by doing the works the Apostles did; by healii^ the sick, &nd raising the dead, and — " Tito answered with a mocking laugh. "Perdio, amico! know you not that if they submitted to such proof not one of the various contestants could substantiate his claims?" 42 CARMEN ARIZA "Then, oh, then how could the council declare the Pope to be infallible?" Tito regarded his friend pityingly. "My wonder is, amico," he replied seriously, "that they did not declare him immortal as well. When you read the true history of those exciting days and learn something of the political intrigue with which the Church was then connected, you will see certain excellent reasons why the Holy Father should have been declared infalli- ble. But let me ask you, amico, if you have such doubts, why are you here, of all places? Surely it is not your own life-purpose to become a priest!" "My life-purpose," answered Jose meditatively, "is to find my soul — my real self." Tito went away shaking his head. He could not under- stand such a character as that of Jose. But, for that matter, no one ever fathoms a fellow-being. And so we who have at- tempted a sketch of the boy's mentality will not complain if its complexity prevents us from adequately setting it forth. Rather shall we feel that we have accomplished much if we have shown that the lad had no slight justification for the bud- ding seeds of religious doubt within his mind, and for conclud- ing that of the constitution of God men know nothing, despite their fantastical theories and their bold affirmations, as if He were a man in their immediate neighborhood, with whom they were on the most intimate terms. In the course of time Jose found the companionship of Tito increasingly unendurable, and so he welcomed the formation of another frieiidship among his mates, even though it was with a lad much older than himself, Bernardo Damiano, a candidate for ordination, and one thoroughly indoctrinated in the faith of Holy Church. With open and receptive heart our young Levite eagerly availed himself of his new friend's volun- tary discourses on the mooted topics about which his own thought incessantly revolved. "Fear not, Jose, to accept all that is taught you here," said Bernardo in kindly admonition; "for if this be not the very doctrine of the Christ himself, where else will you find it? Among the Protesters? Nay, they have, it is true, hundreds of churches; and they call themselves Christians. But their reli- gion is as diverse as their churches are numerous, and it is not of God or Jesus Christ. They have impiously borrowed from us. Their emasculated creeds are only assumptions of human belief. They recognize no law of consistency, and so they enjoy unbridled license. They believe what they please, and each interprets Holy Writ to suit his own fantastical whims." "But, the Popes — " began Jose, returning again to his trou- blesome topic. 43 CARMEN ARIZA "Yes, and what of them?" replied his friend calmly. "Can you not see beyond the human man to the Holy Office? The Holy Father is the successor of the great Apostle Peter, whom our blessed Saviour appointed his Vicar on earth, and con- stituted the supreme teacher and judge in matters of morals. Remember, Jesus Christ founded the Catholic religion I He established the Church, which he commanded all men to sup- port and obey. That Church is still, and always will be, the infallible teacher of truth, for Jesus declared that it should never fall. Let not Satan lead you to the Protesters, Jose, for their creeds are but snares and pitfalls." "I know nothing of Protestant creeds, nor want to," an- swered Jos6. "If Jesus Christ established the Catholic religion, then I want to accept it, and shall conclude that my doubts and questionings are but the whisperings of Satan. But — " "But what, my friend? The Popes again?" Bernardo laughed, and put his arm affectionately about the younger lad. "The Pope, Jose, is, always has been, and always will be, supreme, crowned with the triple crown as king of earth, and heaven, and hell. We mortals have not made him so. Heaven alone did that. God himself made our Pontiff of the Holy Catholic Church superior even to the angels; and if it were possible for them to believe contrary to the faith, he could judge them and lay the ban of excommunication upon them." Josh's eyes widened while his friend talked. Was he losing his own senses? Or was it true, as his lamented father had said, that he had been cast under the spell of the devil's wiles? Had he been foreordained to destruction by his own heretical thought? For, if what he heard in Rome was truth, then was he damned, irrevocably! "Come," said his friend, taking his arm; "let us go to the library and read the Credo of the Holy Father, Pius the Fourth, wherein is set forth in detail the doctrinal system of our be- loved Church. And let me urge you, my dear young friend, to accept it, unreservedly, and be at peace, else will your life be a ceaseless torment." Oh, that he could have done so! That he could have joined those thousands of faithful, loyal adherents to Holy Church, who find in its doctrines naught that stimulates a doubt, nor urges against the divine institution of its gorgeous, material fabric ! But, vain desire! "I cannot! I cannot!" he wailed in the dark hours of night upon his bed." "I cannot love a God who has to be prayed to by Saints and Virgin, and persuaded by them not to damn His own children! I cannot believe that the Pope, a mere human being, can canonize Saints and make spir- 44 CARMEN ARIZA itual beings who grant the prayers of men and intercede with God for them! Yes, I know there are multitudes of good peo- ple who believe and accept the doctrines of the Church. But, alas ! I am not one of them, nor can be." For, we repeat, the little Jose was morbidly honest. And this gave rise to fear, a corroding fear that he might not do right by his God, his mother, and himself, the three variants in his complex life-equation. His self-condemnation increased; yet his doubts kept pace with it. He more than ever distrusted his own powers after his first four years in the seminary. He more than ever lacked self-confidence. He was more than ever vacillating, hesitant, and infirm of purpose. He even at times, when under the pall of melancholia, wondered if he had really loved his deceased father, and whether it was real grief which he felt at his parent's demise. Often, too, when fear and doubt pressed heavily, and his companions avoided him because of the aura of gloom in which he dwelt, he wondered if he were be- coming insane. He seemed to become obsessed with the belief that his ability to think was slowly paralyzing. And with it his will. And yet, proof that this was not the case was found in his stubborn opposition to trite acquiescence, and in his in- frequent reversals of mood, when he would even feel an intense, if transient, sense of exaltation in the thought that he was doing the best that in him lay. It was during one of these lighter moods, and at the close of a school year, that a great joy came to him in an event which left a lasting impress upon his life. Following close upon a hurried visit which his uncle paid to Rome, the boy was in- formed that it had been arranged for him to accompany the Papal Legate on a brief journey through Germany and Eng- land, returning through France, in order that he might gain a first-hand impression of the magnitude of the work which the Church was doing in the field, and meet some of her great men. The broadening, quieting, confidence-inspiring influence of such a journey would be, in the opinion of Padre Rafael, incalcula- ble. And so, with eager, bubbling hope, the lad set out. Whatever it may have been intended that the boy should see on this ecclesiastical pilgrimage, he returned to Rome at the end of three months with his quick, impressionable mind stuf- fed with food for reflection. Though he had seen the glories of the Church, worshiped in her matchless temples, and sat at the feet of her great scholars, now in the quiet of his little room he found himself dwelling upon a single thought, into which all of his collected impressions were gathered: "The Church — Catholic and Protestant— is — oh, God, the Church is — not sick, not dying, but — dead! Aye, it has served both God 45 CARMEN ARIZA and Mammon, and paid the awful penalty! And what is left? Caesarism!" The great German and British nations were not Catholic. But worse, the Protestant people of the German Em- pire were, sadly indifferent to religion. He had seen, in Berlin, men of family trying to resell the Bibles which their children had used in preparation for confirmation. He had found family worship all but extinct. He had marked the widespread indif- ference among Protestant parents in regard to the religious instruction of their young. He had been told there that parents had but a slight conception of their duty as moral guides, and that children were growing up with only sensuous pleasures and material gain as their life-aims. Again and again he was shown where in whole districts it was utterly impossible to se- cure young men for ordination to the Protectant ministry. And he was furnished with statistics setting forth the ominous fact that within a few years, were the present decline unchecked, there would be no students in the Protestant universities of the country. "Do you not see in this, my son," said the Papal Legate, "the blight of unbelief? Do you not mark the withering effects of the modern so-called scientific thought? What think you of a religion wherein the chief interest centers in trials for heresy; whose ultimate effect upon human character is a return to the raw, primitive, immature sense of life that once prevailed among this great people? What think you now of Luther and his diabolical work?" The wondering boy hung his head without reply. Would Germany at length come to the true fold? And was that fold the Holy Catholic Church? And England — ah ! there was the Anglican church. Catholic, but not Roman, and therefore but a counterfeit of the Lord's true Church. Would it endure? "No," the Legate had said; "already defection has set in, and the prodigal's return to the loving parent in Rome is but a matter of time." Then came his visit to the great abbey of Westminster, and the impression which, to his last earthly day, he bore as one of his most sacred treasures. There in the famous Jerusalem Chamber he had sat, his eyes suffused with tears and his throat choked with emotion. In that room the first Lancastrian king long years before had closed his unhappy life. There the great Westminster Confession had been framed. There William of Orange had held his weighty discussion of the Prayer-Book revision, which was hoped to bring Churchmen and Dissenters again into harmony. And there, greatest of all, had gathered, day after day, and year after year, the patient, devoted group of men who gave to the world its Revised Edition of the Holy 4& CARMEN ARIZA Bible, only a few brief years ago. As the rapt Jose closed his eyes and listened to the ■whispered conversation of the scholarly men about him, he seemed to see the consecrated Revisersj seated again at the long table, deep in the holy search of the Scriptures for the profound secrets of life which they hold. He saw with what sedulous care they pursued their sacred work, without trace of prejudice or religious bias, and with only the selfless purpose always before them to render to mankind a priceless benefit in a more perfect rendition of the Word of God. Why could not men come together now in that same generous spirit of love? But no, Rome would never yield her assumptions. But when the lad rose and followed his guides from the room, it was with a new-born conviction, and a revival of his erstwhile firm purpose to translate for himself, at the earliest opportunity, the Greek Testament, if, perchance, he might find thereby what his yearning soul so deeply craved, the truth. That the boy was possessed of scholarly instincts, there could be no doubt. His ability had immediately attracted his instructors on entering the seminary. And, but for his stub- born opposition to dogmatic acceptance without proofs, he might have taken and maintained the position of leader in scholarship in the institution. Literature and the languages, particularly Greek, were his favorite studies, and in these he excelled. Even as a child, long before the eventful night when his surreptitious reading of Voltaire precipitated events, he had determined to master Greek, and some day to translate the New Testament from the original sources into his beloved Cas- tilian tongue. Before setting out for Rome he had so applied himself to the worn little grammar which the proprietor of the bookstall in Seville had loaned him, that he was able to make translations with comparative fluency. In the seminary he plunged into it with avidity; and when he returned from his journey with the Papal Legate he began in earnest his transla- tion of the Testament. This, like so much of the boy's work and writing, was done secretly and in spare moments. And his zeal was such that often in the middle of the night it would compel him to rise and, after drawing the shades carefully and stopping the crack under the door with his cassock, light his candle and dig away at his Testament until dawn. This study of the New Testament in the Greek resulted in many translations differing essentially from the accepted ver- sion, as could not but happen when a mind so original- as that of the boy Jose was concentrated upon it. His first stumbling block was met in the prayer of Jesus in an attempt to render the petition, "Give us this day our daily bread," into idiomatic modern thought. The word translated "daily" was not to be 47 CARMEN ARIZA found elsewhere in the Greek language. Evidently the Aramaic word which Jesus employed, and of which this Greek word was a translation, must have been an unusual one — a coined expres- sion. And what did it mean? No one knows. Jose found means to put the question to his tutor. He was told that it doubtless meant "super-supernal." But what could "super- supernal" convey to the world's multitude of hungry suppliants for the bread of life ! And so he rendered the phrase "Give us each day a better understanding of Thee." Again, going care- fully through his Testament the boy crossed out the words translated "God," and in their places substituted "divine in- fluence." Many of the best known and most frequently quoted passages suffered similarly radical changes at his hands. For the translation "truth," the boy often preferred to substitute "reality"; and such passages as "speaking the truth in love" were rendered by him, "lovingly speaking of those things which are real." "Faith" and "belief" were generally changed to "understanding" and "real knowing," so that the passage, "O ye of little faith," became in his translation, "O ye of slight understanding." The word "miracle" he consistently changed to "sign" throughout. The command to ask "in the name of Jesus" caused him hours of deep and perplexing thought, until he hit upon the, to him, happy rendering, "in his character." Why not? In the character of the Christ mankind might ask anything and it would be given them. But to acquire that character men must repent. And the Greek word "metanoia," so generally rendered "repentance," would therefore have to be translated "radical and complete change of thought." Again; why not? Was not a complete change of thought requisite if one were to become like Jesus? Could mortals think continually of murder, warfare, disaster, failure, crime, sickness and death, and of the acquisition of material riches and power, and still hope to acquire the character of the meek but mighty Nazarene? Decidedly no! And so he went on delving and plodding, day after day, night after night, substituting and changing, but always, even if unconsciously, giving to the Scripture a more metaphysical and spiritual meaning, which displaced in its translation much of the material and earthy. Before the end of his" seminary training the translation was complete. What a new light it seemed to throw upon the mis- sion of Jesus ! How fully he realized now that creeds and con- fessions had never even begun to sound the profound depths of the Bible! What a changed message it seemed to carry for mankind! How he longed to show it to his preceptors and discuss it with them ! But his courage failed when he faced this thought. However, another expedient presented: he would 48 CARMEN ARIZA •write a treatise on the New Testament, embodying the salient facts of his translation, and send it out into the world for pub- lication in the hope that it might do much good. Again, night after night in holy zeal he toiled on the work, and when com- pleted, sent it, under his name, to a prominent literary magazine published in Paris. Its appearance — for it was accepted eagerly by the editor, ■vvho was bitterly hostile to the Church — ^.caused a stir in eccle- siastical circles and plunged the unwise lad into a sea of trouble. The essay in general might have been excusable on its distinct merits and the really profound scholarship exhibited in its composition. But when the boy, a candidate for holy orders, and almost on the eve of his ordination, seized upon the famous statement of Jesus in which he is reported to have told Peter that he was the rock upon which the Lord's church should be eternally founded, and showed that Jesus called Peter a stone, "petros," a loose stone, and one of many, whereas he then said that his church should be founded upon "petra," the living, immovable rock of truth, thus corroborating Saint Augustine, but confuting other supposedly impregnable authority for the superiority and infallibility of the Church, it was going a bit too far. The result was severe penance, coupled with soul-searing reprimand, and absolute prohibition of further original writ- ing. His translation of the Testament was confiscated, and he was commanded to destroy all notes referring to it, and to re- frain from making further translations. His little room was searched, and all references and papers which might be con- strued as unevangelical were seized and burned. He was then transferred to another room for the remainder of his seminary course, and given a roommate, a cynical, sneering bully of Irish descent, steeped to the core in churchly doctrine, who did not fail to embrace every opportunity to make the suffering penitent realize that he was in disgrace and under surveillance. The effect was to drive the sensitive boy still further into himself, and to augment the sullenness of disposition which had earlier characterized him and separated him from social intercourse with the world in which he moved apart from his fellow-men^ . Thus had Jose been shown very clearly that implicit obe- dience would at all times be exacted from him by the Church. He had been shown quite unmistakably that an inquisitive and determined spirit would not be tolerated if it led to deductions at variance with accepted tradition. He might starve mentally, if his prescribed food did not satisfy his hunger; but he must understand, once for all, that truth had long since been re- vealed, and that it was not within his province to attempt any further additions to the revelation. 49 CARMEN ARIZA Once more, for the "sake of his mother, and that he might learn all that the Church had to teach him, the boy conscien- tiously tried to obey. He was reminded again that, though taught to obey, he was being trained to lead. This in a sense pleased him, as offering surcease from an erking sense of re- sponsibility. Nevertheless, though he constantly wavered in decision; though at times the Church won him, and he yielded temporarily to her abundant charms; the spirit of protest did wax steadily stronger within him as the years passed. Back and forth he swung, like a pendulum, now drawn by the power and influence of the mighty Church; now, as he approached it, repelled by the things which were revealed as he drew near. In the last two years of his course his soul-revolt often took the form of open protest to his preceptors against indulgences and the sacramental graces, against the arbitrary Index Expurga- torius, and the Church's stubborn opposition to modern pro- gression. Like Faust, his studies were convincing him more and more firmly of the emptiness of human hypotheses and undemonstrable philosophy. The growing conviction that the Holy Church was more worldly than spiritual filled his shrink- ing soul at times with horror. The limitinj;; thought of Rome was often stifling to him. He had begun to realize that liberty of thought and conscience were his only as he received it al- ready outlined from the Church. Even his interpretation of the Bible must come from her. His very ideas must first receive the ecclesiastical stamp before he might advance them. His opinions must measure up — or down — to those of his tutors, ere he might even hold them. In terror he felt that the Church was absorbing him, heart and mind. His individuality was seeping away. In time he would become but a link in the great worldly system which he was being trained to serve. These convictions did not come to him all at once, nor were they as yet firmly fixed. They were rather suggestions which became increasingly insistent as the years went on. He had entered the seminary at the tender age of twelve, his mind wholly unformed, but protesting even then. All through his course he had sought what there was in Christianity upon which he could lay firm hold. In the Church he had found an ultra- conservative spirit and extreme reverence for authority. Tito had told him that it was the equivalent of ancestor- worship. But when he one day told his instructors that he was not neces- sarily a disbeliever in the Scriptures because he did not accept their interpretation of them, he could not but realize that Tito had come dangerously near the truth. His translation of the Greek Testament had forced him to the conclusion that much of the material contained in the Gospels was not Jesus' own words, 50 CARMEN ARIZA but the commentaries of his reporters; not the Master's diction, but theological lecturing by the writers of the Gospels. More- over, in the matter of prayer, especially, he was all at sea. As a child he had spent hours formulating humble, fervent peti- tions, which did not seem to draw replies. And so there began to form within his mind a concept, faint and ill-defined, of a God very different from that canonically accepted. He tried to believe that there was a Creator back of all things, but that He was inexorable Law. And the lad was convinced that, some- how, he had failed to get into harmony with that infinite Law. But, in that case, why pray to Law? And, most foolish of all, why seek to influence it, whether through Virgin or Saint? And, if God is a good Father, why ask Him to be good? Then, to his insistent question, "Unde Deus?" he tried to formulate the an- swer that God is Spirit, and omnipresent. But, alas ! that' made the good God include evil. No, there was a terrible human misunderstanding of the divine nature, a woeful misinterpre- tation. He must try to ask for light in the character of the Christ. But then, how to assume that character? Like a gar- ment? Impossible! "Oh, God above," he wailed aloud again and again, "I don't know what to believe ! I don't know what to think!" Foolish lad! Why did he think at all, when there were those at hand to relieve him of that onerous task? And so, at last, Jose sought to resign himself to his fate, and, thrusting aside these mocking questions, accept the op- portunities for service which his tutors so wisely emphasized as the Church's special offering to him. He yielded to their encoliragement to plunge heartily into his studies, for in such absorption lay diversion from dangerous channels of thought. Slowly, top, he yielded to their careful insistence that he must suffer many things to be so for the nonce, even as Jesus did, lest a too radical resistance now should delay the final glorious consummation. Was the boy actuated too strongly by the determination that his widowed mother's hopes should never be blasted by any assertion of his own will? Was he passively permitting himself to be warped and twisted into ^ minion of an institution alien to his soul in bigoted adherence to his morbid sense of integrity? Was he for the present countenancing a lie, rather than permit the bursting of a bomb which would rend the family and bring "his beloved mother in sorrow to the grave? Or was he biding his time, an undeveloped David, who would some day sally forth like the lion of the tribe of Juda, to match his moral courage against the blustering son of Anak? Time only would tell. The formative period of his character was not yet ended, and the data for prognostication were too complex 51 CARMEN ARIZA and conflicting. We can only be sure that his consuming de- sire to know had been carefully fostered in the seminary, but in such a manner as unwittingly to add to his confusion of thought and to increase his fear of throwing himself unreservedly upon his own convictions. That he grew to perceive the childishness of churchly dogma, we know. That he appreciated the Church's insane license of affirmation, its impudent affirmations of God's thoughts and desires, its coarse assumptions of knowledge of the inner workings of the mind of Omnipotence, we likewise know. But, on the other hand, we know that he feared to break with the accepted faith. The claims of Protestantism, though lacking the pomp and pageantry of Catholicism to give them at- tractiveness, offered him an interpretation of Christ's mission that was little better than the teachings he was receiving. And so his hesitant and vacillating nature, which hurled him into the lists to-day as the resolute foe of dogma and superstition, and' to-morrow would leave him weak and doubting at the feet of the enemy, kept him wavering, silent and unhappy, on the thin edge of resolution throughout the greater part of his course. His lack of force, or the holding of his force in check by his filial honesty and his uncertainty of conviction, kept him in the seminary for eight years, during which his being was slowly, imperceptibly descending into him. At the age of twenty he was still unsettled, but further than even he himself realized from Rome. Who shall say that he was not at the same time nearer to God? On the day that he was twenty, three things of the gravest import happened to the young Jose. His warm friend, Ber- nardo, died suddenly, almost in his arms ; his uncle, Rafael de Rincon, paid an unexpected visit to the Vatican; and the lad received the startling announcement that he would be ordained to the priesthood on the following day. The sudden demise of the young Bernardo plunged Jose into an excess of grief and again encompassed him with the fear and horror of death. He shut himself up in his room, and toward the close of the day took his writing materials and penned a passionate appeal to his mother, begging her to absolve him from his promises, and let him go out into the world, a free man in search of truth. But scarcely had he finished his letter when he was summoned into the Rector's office. There it was explained to him that, in recognition of his high scholar- ship, of his penitence and loyal obedience since the Testament episode, and of the advanced work which he was now doing in the seminary and the splendid promise he was giving, the Holy Father had been asked to grant a special indult, waiving the usual age requirement and permitting the boy to be ordained 52 CARMEN ARI with the class which was to receive the holy order of the priest- hood the following day. It was further announced that after ordination he should spend a year in travel with the Papal Legate, and on his return might enter the office of the Papal Secretary of State, as an under-secretary, or office assistant. While there, he would be called upon to teach in the seminary, and later might be sent to the University to pursue higher studies leading to the degree of Doctor. Before the boy had awakened .to his situation, the day of his ordination arrived. The proud mother, learning from the secre- tary of the precipitation of events, and doting on the boy whom she had never understood; in total ignorance of the complex elements of his soul, and little realizing that between her and her beloved son there was now a gulf fixed which would never be bridged, saw only the happy fruition of a life ambition. For- tunately she had been kept in ignorance of the dubious incident of the Testament translation and its results upon the boy; and when the long anticipated day dawned her eyes swam in tears of hallowed joy. The Archbishop and his grim secretary each congratulated the other heartily, and the latter, breaking into one of his rare smiles, murmured gratefully, "At last ! And our enemies have lost a champion!" The night before the ordination Jose had begged to occupy a room alone. The appeal which emanated from his sad face, his thin and stooping body, his whole drawn and tortured being, would have melted flint. His request was granted. Throughout the night the boy, on his knees beside the little bed, wrestled with the emotions which were tearing his soul. Despondency lay over him like a pall. A vague presentiment of impending disaster pressed upon him like a millstone. Ceaselessly he weighed and reviewed the forces which had combined to drive him into the inconsistent position which he now occupied. In- consistent, for his highest ideal had been truth. He was by nature consecrated to it. He had sought it diligently in the Church, and now that he was about to become her priest he could not make himself believe that he had found it. Now, when bound to her altars, he faced a life of deception, of false- hood, as the champion of a faith which he could not unre- servedly embrace. But he had accepted his education from the Church; and would he shrink from making payment therefor? Yet, on the other hand, must he sacrifice honor — ^yea, his whole future — to the payment of a debt forced upon him before he had reached the age of reason? The oath of ordination, the priest's oath, echoed in his throbbing ears like a soul-sentence to eternal doom; while spectral shades of moving priests and bishops, lay- 53 CARMEN ARIZA and conflicting. We can only be sure that his consuming de- sire to know had been carefully fostered in the seminary, but in such a manner as unwittingly to add to his confusion of thought and to increase his fear of throwing himself unreservedly upon his own convictions. That he grew to perceive the childishness of churchly dogma, we know. That he appreciated the Church's insane license of afiBrmation, its impudent afflrmations of God's thoughts and desires, its coarse assumptions of knowledge of the inner workings of the mind of Omnipotence, we likewise know. But, on the other hand, we know that he feared to break with the accepted faith. The claims of Protestantism, though lacking the pomp and pageantry of Catholicism to give them at- tractiveness, offered him an interpretation of Christ's mission that was little better than the teachings he was receiving. And so his hesitant and vacillating nature, which hurled him into the lists to-day as the resolute foe of dogma and superstition, and" to-morrow would leave him weak and doubting at the feet of the enemy, kept him wavering, silent and unhappy, on the thin edge of resolution throughout the greater part of his course. His lack of force, or the holding of his force in check by his filial honesty and his uncertainty of conviction, kept him in the seminary for eight years, during which his being was slowly, imperceptibly descending into him. At the age of twenty he was still unsettled, but further than even he himself realized from Rome. Who shall say that he was not at the same time nearer to God? On the day that he was twenty, three things of the gravest import happened to the young Jose. His warm friend* Ber- nardo, died suddenly, almost in his arms ; his uncle, Rafael de Rincon, paid an unexpected visit to the Vatican; and the lad received the startling announcement that he would be ordained to the priesthood on the following day. The sudden demise of the young Bernardo plunged Jose mto an excess of grief and again encompassed him with the fear and horror of death. He shut himself up in his room, and toward the close of the day took his writing materials and penned a passionate appeal to his mother, begging her to absolve him from his promises, and let him go out into the world, a free man in search of truth. But scarcely had he finished his letter when he was summoned into the Rector's office. There it was explained to him that, in recognition of his high scholar- ship, of his penitence and loyal obedience since the Testament episode, and of the advanced work which he was now doing in the seminary and the splendid promise he was giving, the Holjt Father had been asked to grant a special indult, waiving the usual age requirement and permitting the boy to be ordained 52 CARMEN ARIZA with the class which was to receive the holy order of the priest- hood the following day. It was further announced that after ordination he should spend a year in travel with the Papal Legate, and on his return might enter the office of the Papal Secretary of State, as an under-secretary, or office assistant. While there, he would be called upon to teach in the seminary, and later might be sent to the University to pursue higher studies leading to the degree of Doctor. Before the boy had awakened .to his situation, the day of his ordination arrived. The proud mother, learning from the secre- tary of the precipitation of events, and doting on the boy whom she had never understood; in total ignorance of the complex elements of his soul, and little realizing that between her and her beloved son there was now a gulf fixed which would never be bridged, saw only the happy fruition of a life ambition. For- tunately she had been kept in ignorance of the dubious incident of the Testament translation and its results upon the boy; and when the long anticipated day dawned her eyes swam in tears of hallowed joy. The Archbishop and his grim secretary each congratulated the other heartily, and the latter, breaking into one of his rare smiles, murmured gratefully, "At last ! And our enemies have lost a champion!" The night before the ordination Jose had begged to occupy a room alone. The appeal which emanated from his sad face, his thin and stooping body, his whole drawn and tortured being, would have melted flint. His request was granted. Throughout the night the boy, on his knees beside the little bed, wrestled with the emotions which were tearing his soul. Despondency lay over him like a pall. A vague presentiment of impending disaster pressed upon him like a millstone. Ceaselessly he weighed and reviewed the forces which had combined to drive him into the inconsistent position which he now occupied. In- consistent, for his highest ideal had been truth. He was by nature consecrated to it. He had sought it diligently in the Church, and now that he was about to become her priest he could not make himself believe that he had found it. Now, when bound to her altars, he faced a life of deception, of false- hood, as the champion of a faith which he could not unre- servedly embrace. But he had accepted his education from the Church; and would he shrink from making payment therefor? Yet, on the other hand, must he sacrifice honor — ^yea, his whole future — to the payment of a debt forced upon him before he had reached the age of reason? The oath of ordination, the priest's oath, echoed in his throbbing ears like a soul-sentence to eternal doom; while spectral shades of moving priests and bishops, lay- 53 CARMEN ARIZA ing cold and unfeeling hands upon him, sealing him to endless servitude to superstition and deception, glided to and fro through the darkness before his straining eyes. Could he re- ceive the ordination to-morrow? He had promised— but the assumption of its obligations -would brand his shrinking soul ■with torturing falsehood ! If he sank under doubt and fear, could he still retract? What then of his mother and his prom- ise to her? What of the Rincon honor and pride? Living dis- grace, or a living lie — ^which? Sacrifice of self — or mother? God knew, he had never deliberately countenanced a falsehood — ^yet, through circumstances which he did not have the will to control, he was a living one! Fair visions of a life untrammeled by creed or religious con- vention hovered at times that night before his mental gaze. He saw a cottage, rose-bowered, glowing in the haze of the summer sun. He saw before its door a woman, fresh and fair — his wife — and children — his — shouting their joyous greetings as they trooped out to welcome him returning from his day's labors. How he clung to this picture when it faded and left him, an oath-bound celibate, facing his lonely and cheerless destiny! God! what has the Church to offer for such sacrifice as this! An education? Yea, an induction into relative truths and mor- tal opinions, and the sad record of the devious wanderings of the human mind! An opportunity for service? God knows, the free, unhampered mind, open to truth and progress, loosed from mediaeval dogma and ignorant convention, seeing its brothers' needs and meeting in them its own, has opportunities for rich service to-day outside the Church the like of which have never before been offered! To and fro his heaving thought ebbed and flowed. Back and forth the arguments, pro and con, surged through the still hours of the night. After all, had he definite proof that the tenets of Holy Church were false? No, he could not honestly say that he had. The question still stood in abeyance. Even his conviction of their falsity at times had sorely wavered. And if his heart cried out against their acceptance, it nevertheless had nothing tangibly definite to offer in substitution. But — the end had come so suddenly ! With his life free and untrammeled he might yet find the truth. Oath-bound and limited to the strictures of the Church, what hope was there but the acceptance of pre- scribed canons of human belief? Still, the falsities which he believed he had found within the Church were not greater than those against which she herself fought in the world. And if she accepted him, did it not indicate on her part a tacit recogni- tion of the need of just what he had to offer, a searching spirit of inquiry and consecration to the unfoldment of truth? Alas! 54 CARMEN ARIZA the incident of the Greek translation threw its shadow of doubt upon that hope. But if the Church accepted him, she must accept his stand! He would raise his voice in protest, and would continually point to the truth as he discerned it! If he received the order of priesthood from her it was with the understanding that his ac- ceptance of her tenets was tentative! But — forlorn expedient! He knew something of ecclesiastical history. He thought he knew — ^young as he was — that the Church stood not for prog- ress, not for conformity to changing ideals, not for alignment with the world's great reforms, but for herself, first, midst, and last! Thus the conflict raged, while thoughts, momentous for even a mature thinker, tore through the mind of this lad of twenty. Prayers for light — ^prayers which would have rent the heart Of an Ivan — burst at times from the feverish lips of this child of circumstance. Infinite Father — Divine Influence — Spirit of Love — whatever Thou art — wilt Thou not illumine the thought-processes of this distracted youth and thus provide the way of escape from impending destruction? Can it be Thy will that this fair mind shall be utterly crushed? Do the agon- ized words of appeal which rise to Thee from his riven soul fall broken against ears of stone? "Occupy till I come!" Yea, beloved Master, he hears thy voice and strives to obey — ^bnt the night is filled with terror— the clouds of error lower about him — the storm bursts — and thou art not there! • Day dawned. A classmate, sent to summon the lad, roused him from the fitful sleep into which he had sunk on the cold floor. His mind was no longer active. Dumbly following his preceptors at the appointed hour, he proceeded with the class to the chapel. Dimly conscious of his surroundings, his thought befogged as if in a dream, his eyes half-blinded by the gray haze which seemed to hang before them, he celebrated the Mass, like one under hypnosis, received the holy orders, and assumed the obligations which constituted him a priest of Holy Church. CHAPTER 8 ON a sweltering midsummer afternoon, a year after the events just related, Rome lay panting for breath and counting the interminable hours which must elapse before the unpitying sun would grant her a short night's respite from her discomfort. Her streets were deserted by all except those 55 CARMEN ARIZA Speaking to her in her own language, the priest sought to soothe the child and learn her identity as he carried her to the edge of the park and out into the street. But his efforts were unavailing. She could only sob hysterically and call piteously for her mother. A civil guard appeared at the street corner, and the priest summoned him. But scarcely had he reported the details of the accident when, suddenly uttering a cry, the priest thrust the girl into the arms of the astonished officer and fled back to the bench where he had been sitting. Another cry escaped him when he reached it. Throwing himself upon the grass, he searched beneath the bench and explored the ground about it. Then, his face blanched with fear, he rose and traversed the entire park, questioning every occupant. The gamins who had caused the accident had fled. The beggar, too, had disappeared. The park was all but deserted. Returning again to the bench, the priest sank upon it and buried his head in his hands, groaning aloud. A few minutes later he abruptly rose and, glancing furtively around as if he feared to be seen, hastened out to the street. Then, darting into a narrow cross- road, he disappeared in the direction of the Vatican. At midnight, Padre Jose de Rincon was still pacing the floor of his room, frantic with apprehension. At the same hour, the small girl who had so unwittingly plunged him into the gravest danger was safely asleep in her mother's arms on the night express, which shrieked and thundered on its way to Lucerne. CHAPTER 9 ALWAYS as a child Jose had been the tortured victim of a vague, unformed apprehension of impending disaster, a presentiment that some day a great evil would befall him. The danger beforewhich he now grew white with fear seemed to realize that fatidic thought, and hang suspended above him on a filament more tenuous than the hair which held aloft the fabled sword of Damocles. That filament was the slender chance that the notebook with which he was occupied when the terrified child precipitated herself into the river, and which he had hastily dropped on seeing her plight and rushing to the rescue, had been picked up by those who would consider its, value ml as an instrument of either good or evil. Before the accident occurred he had been absorbed in his writing and was unaware of other occupants of the park than himself and the children, whose boisterous romping in such close proximity had scarce interrupted his occupation. Then their frightened cries 58 CARMEN ARIZA roused him to an absorbing sense of the girl's danger. Nor did he think again of the notebook until he was relating the details of the accident to the guard at .the edge of the park, -when, like a blow from above, the thought of it struck him. Trembling with dread anticipation, he had hurried back to the bench, only to find his fears realized. The book had dis- appeared! His frenzied search yielded no hint of its probable mode of removal. Overcome by a sickening sense of misfor- tune, he had sunk upon the bench in despair. But fear again roused him and drove him, slinking like a hunted beast, from the park — fear that the possessor of the book, appreciating its contents, but with no thought of returning it, might be hovering near, with the view of seeing what manner of priest it could be who would thus carelessly leave such writings as these in the public parks and within the very shadow of St. Peter's. But to escape immediate identification as their author did not remove his danger. Their character was such that, should they fall into certain hands, his identity must surely be estab- lished. Even though his name did not appear, they abounded in references which could hardly fail to point to him. But, far worse, they cited names of personages high in political and ecclesiastical circles in, references which, should they become public, must inevitably set in motion forces whose far-reaching and disastrous effects he dared not even imagine. For the notebook contained the soul-history of the man. It was the journal intime which he had begun as a youth, and con- tinued and amplified through succeeding years. It was the repository of his inmost thoughts, the receptacle of his "secret convictions. It held, crystallized in writing, his earliest pro- tests against the circumstances which were molding his life. It voiced the subsequent agonized outpourings of his soul when the holy order of priesthood was conferred upon him. It re- corded his views of life, of religion, of the cosmos. It held in burning words his thoughts anent the Holy Catholic faith — his sense of its virtues, its weaknesses, its assumptions, its fallacies. It set forth his confession of helplessness before circumstances too strong for his feeble will, and it cited therewith, as partial justification for his conduct, his tender love for his mother and h'.s firm intention of keeping forever inviolable his promises to her. It voiced his passionate prayers for light, and his dim hopes for the future, while portraying the wreck of a life whose elements had been too complex for him to sift and classify and combine in their normal proportions. A year had passed since the unhappy lad had opened his mouth to receive the iron bit which Destiny had pressed so mercilessly against it. During that time the Church had con- 59 CARMEN ARIZA scientiously carried out her program as announced to him just prior to his ordination. Associated with the Papal Legate, he had traveled extensively through Europe, his impressionable mind avidly absorbing the customs, languages, and thought- processes of many lands. At Lourdes he had stood in deep meditation before the miraculous shrine, surrounded with its piles of discarded canes and crutches, and wondered what could be the principle, human or divine, that had effected such cures. In Naples he had witnessed the miraculous liquefaction of the blood of St. Januarius. He had seen the priests pass through the great assemblage with the little vial in which the red clot slowly dissolved into liquid before their credulous eyes; and he had turned away that they might not mark his flush of shame. In the Cathedral at Cologne he had gazed long at the supposed skulls of the three Magi who had worshiped at the rude cradle of the Christ. Set in brilliant jewels, in a resplendent gilded shrine, these whitened relics, which Bishop Reinald is believed to have discovered in the twelfth century, seemed to mock him in the very boldness of the pious fraud which they externalized. Was the mystery of the Christ in- volved in such deceit as this? And perpetrated by his Church? In unhappy Ireland he had been forced to the conviction that misdirected religious zeal must some day urge the sturdy Pro- testers of the North into armed conflict with their Catholic brothers of the South in another of those deplorable religious — nay, rather, theological — conflicts which have stained the earth with human blood in the name of the Prince of Peace. It was all incomprehensible to him, incongruous, and damnably wicked. Why could not they come together to submit their creeds, their religious beliefs and tenets, to the test of practical demonstration, and then discard those which world-history has long since shown inimical to progress and happiness? Paul urged this very thing when he wrote, "Prove all things; hold fast to that which is good." But, alas ! the human doctrine of infallibility now stood squarely in the way. From his travels with the Legate, Jose returned to Rome, burning with the holy desire to lend his influence to the institu- tion of those reforms within the Church of which now he so clearly saw the need. Savonarola had. burned with this same selfless desire to reform the Church from within. And his life became the forfeit. But the present age was perforce more tolerant; and was likewise wanting in those peculiar political conditions which had combined with the religious issue to send the great reformer to a martyr's death. As Jose entered Rome he found the city in a state of tur- moil. The occasion was the march of the Catholic gymnastic 60 CARMEN ARIZA associations from the cliurch where they had heard the Mass to St. Peter's, where they were to be received by the Holy Father. Cries of "Long live free-thinking!" were issuing from the rabble which followed hooting in the wake of the pro- cession. To these were retorted, "Viva il Papa Re!" Jose had been caught in the milee, and, but for the interference of the civil authorities, might have suffered bodily injury. With his corporeal bruises he now bore away another ineffaceable mental impression. Were the Italian patriots justified in their hostil- ity toward the Vatican? Had United Italy come into existence with the support of the Papacy, or in despite of it? Would the Church forever set herself against freedom of thought? Always seek to imprison the human mind? Was her unreason- ably stubborn attitude directly accountable for the presence of atheism in the place, of all places, where her own influence ought to be most potent, the city of St. Peter? For reasons which he could only surmise — perhaps because of his high scholarship — ^perhaps because of his remarkable memory, which constituted him a living encyclopedia in re- spect of all that entered it — Jose was now installed in the office of the Papal Secretary of State as an office assistant. He had received the appointment with indifference, for he was wholly devoid of ecclesiastical ambition. And yet it was with a sense of relief that he now felt assured of a career in the service of the Administrative Congregation of the Church, and for all time removed from the likelihood of being relegated to the performance of merely priestly functions. He therefore pre- pared to bide his time, and patiently to await opportunities to lend his willing support to the uplift of the Church and his fellow-men. The limitations with which he had always been hedged about had not permitted the lad to know much, if anything, of the multitude of books on religious and philosophical subjects annually published throughout the world; and his oath of obedience would have prevented him from reading them if he had. But he saw no reason why, as part preparation for his work of moral uplift, he should not continue to seek, at first hand, the answer to the world-stirring query, What does the Bible mean? If God gave it, if the theory of verbal inspiration is correct, and if it is infallible, why then was it necessary to revise it, as had been done in the wonderful Jerusalem Chamber which he had once visited? Were those of his associatesjusti- fied who had scoffed at that work, and, with a sneer on their lips, voiced the caustic query, "Fools! Why don't they let the Bible alone?" If the world is to be instructed out of the old sensual theology, does the Bible contain the truth with which to 61 CARMEN ARIZ A replace it? For to tear down an ideal without substituting for it a better one is nothing short of criminal. And so Jose plunged deeply into the study of Scriptural sources. He had thought the rich treasures of the Vatican library unrestrictedly open to him, and he therefore brought his fine Latin and Greek scholarship to bear on its oldest uncial manu- scripts. He began the study of Hebrew, that he might later read the Talmud and the ancient Jewish rabbinical lore. He pursued unflaggingly his studies of the English, French, and German languages, that he might search for the truth crystal- lized in those tongues. As his work progressed, the flush of health came to his cheeks. His eyes reflected the consuming flre which glowed in his eager soul. As he labored, he wrote; and his discoveries and meditations all found lodgment in his sole confidant, his journal. If the Church knew what Christianity was, then Jose was forced to admit that he did not. He, weak, frail, fallible, remit sins? Preposterous! What was the true remission of sins but their utter destruction? He change the wafer and wine into the flesh and blood of Jesus? Nay, he was no spiritual thaumaturgus ! He could not do even the least of the works of the Master, despite his priestly character ! Yet, it was not he, but the Christ, operating through him as a channel, who per- formed the work. Then why did not the Christ through him heal the sick and raise the dead? "Nay," he deplored, as he bent over his task, "the Church may teach that the bones, the teeth, the hair, and other human relics of canonized Saints can heal the sick — ^but even the Cardinals and the Holy Father whep they fall ill demand the services, not of these, but of earthly physicians. They seek not the Christ-healing then; nor can they by their boasted powers heal themselves." Israel's theme was: Righteousness is salvation. But Jose knew not how to define righteousness. Surely it did not mean adherence to human creeds! It was vastly more than observ- ance of forms! "God is a spirit," he read; "and they that worship Him must worship Him in spirit and in truth." Then, voicing his own comments, "Why, then, this crass materializing of worship? Are images of Saviour, Virgin, and Saint necessary to excite the people to devotion? Nay, would not the healing of the sick, the restoration of sight to the blind, and the per- formance of the works of the Master by us priests do more than wooden or marble images to lead men to worship? Proof I proof ! proof ! 'Show us your works, and we will show you our faith,' cry the people. 'Then will we no longer sacrifice our independence of thiought to the merciless tyranny of human tradition.' " And he knew that this" related to Catholic and Protestant, Jew and Mohammedan alike. 62 CARMEN ARIZA One day a Cardinal, passing through the library, saw the diligent student at work, and paused 4o inquire into his labors. "And what do you seek, my son?" was the kindly query of the aged churchman. "Scriptural justification for the fundamental tenets of our faith," Jose replied quickly, carried away by his soul's anima- tion. "And you find it, without doubt?" "Nay, Father, except through what is, to me, unwarranted license and assumption." The Cardinal silently continued his way. But permission to translate further from the Vatican manuscripts was that day withdrawn from Jose* Again the youth lapsed into his former habit of moody revery. Shackled and restless, driven anew into himself, he increasingly poured his turbulent thought into his journal, not for other and profane eyes to read — hardly, either, for his own reference — but simply because he must have some outlet for the ex- pression of his heaving mind. He turned to it, as he had in other crises in his life, when his pent soul cried out for some form of relief. He began to revise the record of the impressions received on his travels with the Papal Legate. He recorded conversations and impressions of scenes and people which his abnormally developed reticence would not permit him to dis- cuss verbally with his associates. He embodied his protests against the restrictions of ecclesiastical authority. And he noted, too, many a protest against the political, rather than religious, character of much of th& business transacted in the office to which he was attached. In the discharge of his ordi- nary duties he necessarily became acquainted with much of the inner administrative polity of the Vatican, and thus at times he learned of policies which stirred his alien soul to revolt. In his inferior position he could not hope to raise his voice in protest against these measures which excited his in- dignation; but in the loneliness of his room, or on his frequent long walks after office hours, he was wont to brood over them until his mind became surcharged and found relief only in emptying itself into this journal. And often on summer days, when the intense heat rendered his little room in the dormitory uninhabitable, he would take his books and papers to some one of the smaller "parks lining the Tiber, and there would lose himself in study and meditation and the recording of the ceaseless voicing of his lonely soul. On this particular afternoon, however, his mind had been occupied with matters of more than ordinary import. It hap- pened that a Bishop from the United States had arrived in 63 CARMEN ARIZA Rome the preceding day to pay his decennial visit to the Vatican and report on the spiritual condition of his diocese. While awaiting the return of the Papal Secretary, he had engaged in earnest conversation with a Cardinal-Bishop of the Adminis- trative Congregation, in a small room adjoining the one where Jose was occupied with his clerical duties. The talk had been animated, and the heavy tapestry at the door had not prevented much of it from reaching the ears of the young priest and becoming fixed in his retentive memory. "While I feel most keenly the persecution to which the Church must submit in the United States," the Bishop had said, "nevertheless Your Eminence will admit that there is some ground for complaint in the conduct of certain of her clergy. It is for the purpose of removing such vantage ground from our critics- that I again urge an investigation of American priests, with the view of improving their moral status.^' "You say, 'persecution to which the Church must submit.' Is that quite true?" returned the Cardinal-Bishop. "That is, in the face of your own gratifying reports? News froni the American field is not only encouraging, but highly stimulating. The statistics which are just at hand from Monsignor, our Delegate in Washington, reveal the truly astonishing growth of our beloved cause for the restoration of all things in Christ. Has not God shown even in our beloved America that our way of worshiping Him is the way He approves?" "But, Your Eminence, the constant defections! It was only last week that a priest and- his entire congregation went over to the Episcopal faith. And — " "What of that? 'It must needs be that offenses come.' Where one drops out, ten take his place." "True, while we recruit our depleted ranks from the Old World. But, with restricted immigration—" "Which is not restricted, as yet," replied the Cardinal- Bishop with a sapient smile. "Nor is there any restriction upon the inspiration, political as well as spiritual, which the Ameri- can Government draws from Rome — an inspiration much more potent, I think, than our Protestant brethren would care to admit." "Is that inspiration such, think you, as to draw the Ameri- can Government more and more into the hands of the Church?" "Its effect in the past unquestionably has been such," said the Cardinal-Bishop meditatively. "And shall our dreams of an age be fulfilled — that the Holy Father will throw off the shackles which now hold him a prisoner within the Vatican, and that he will then personally direct the carrying out of those policies of world expansion which shall gather all mankind into the fold of Holy Church?" 64 CARMEN ARIZA "There is a lessening doubt of it," was the tentative reply. "And — " the Bishop hesitated. "And — shall we say that those all-embracing policies ultimately will be directed by, the Holy Father from Washington itself?" A long pause ensued, during which Jose was all ears. "Why not?" finally returned the Cardinal-Bishop slowly. "Why not, if it should better suit our purposes? It may be- come advisable to remove the Holy See from Rome." "But— impossible!" "Not at all — quite possible, though I will not say probable. But let us see, can we not say that the time has arrived when no President of the United States can be elected without the Catholic vote? Having our vote, we have his pledges to support our policies. These statistics before us show that already seventy-five per cent of all Government employes in Washing- ton are of our faith. We control Federal, State, County and City offices without number. I think — I think the time is not distant when we shall be able to set up a candidate of our faith for the Presidency, if we care to. And," he mused, "we shall elect him. But, all in good time, all in good time." "And. is that," the Bishop interrogated eagerly, "what the Holy Father is now contemplating?" "I cannot say that it is," answered the noncommittal Cardi- nal-Bishop. "But the Holy Father loves America. He rejoices in your report of progress in your diocese. The successes at- tained by Catholic candidates in the recent elections are most gratifying to him. This not only testifies to the progress of Catholicism in America, but is tangible proof of the growth of tolerance and liberal-mindedness in that great nation. The fact that the Catholic Mass is now being said in the American army affords further proof." "Yes," meditated the Bishop. . "Our candidates who receive election are quite generally loyal to the Church." "And should constitute a most potent factor in the holy work of making America dominantly Catholic," added the older man. "True, Your Eminence. And yet, this great desideratum can never come about until the youth are brought into the true fold. And that means, as you well know, the abolishing of the public school system." "What think you of that?" asked the Cardinal-Bishop off- handedly. The Bishop waxed suddenly animated. A subject had been broached which lay close to his heart. "The public schools constitute a godless sink of pollution!" he replied heatedly. "They are nurseries of vice ! They are part of an immoral and 65 CARMEN ARIZA vicious system of education which is undermining the religion of American children! I have always contended that we, the Holy Catholic Church, must control education! I hold that education outside of the Church is heresy of the most dam- nable kind ! We have heretofore weakly protested against this pernicious system, but without success, excepting" — and here he smiled cynically — "that we have very generally succeeded in forcing the discontinuance of Bible reading in the public sdhools. And in certain towns where our parochial schools do not instruct beyond the eighth grade, it looks as if we might force the introduction of a form of the Catholic Mass to be read each morning in the High School," "Excellent!" exclaimed the Cardinal-Bishop. "Your voice thrills me like a trumpet call." "I would it were such," cried the Bishop excitedly, "sum- moning the faithful to strike a blow which shall be felt ! What right have the United States, or any nation, to educate the young? None whatever! Education belongs to the Church! Our rights in this respect have been usurped! But they shall be restored — if need be, at the point of the — " "You positively make my old heart leap to the fray," in- terrupted the smiling, white-haired churchman. 'T3ut I feel assured that we shall accomplish just that without violence or bloodshed, my son. You echo my sentiments exactly on the pregnant question. And yet, by getting Catholics employed in the public schools as teachers, and by electing our candidates to public offices, we quietly accomplish our ends, do we not?" "But when will the Holy Father recognize the time as pro- pitious for a more decisive step in that respect?" "Why, my son, I think you fail to see that we keep con- tinually stepping. We are growing by leaps and bounds in America. At the close of the War of Independence the United States numbered some forty-five thousand adherents to the Catholic faith. Now the number has increased to twelve or fifteen millions. Of these, some four millions are voters. A goodly number, is it not?" "Then," cried the Bishop, "let the Holy Father boldly make the demand that the States appropriate money for the support of our parochial schools!" Jose's ears throbbed. Before his ordination he had heard the Liturgy for the conversion of America recited in the chapel of the seminary. And as often he had sought to picture the condition of the New World under the religio-political influence which has for centuries dominated the Old. But he had always dismissed the idea of such domination as wholly improbable, if not quite impossible in America. Yet, since coming into 66 CARMEN ARIZA the Papal Secretary's oflSce, his views were slowly undergoiag revision. The Church was concentrating on America. Of that there could be no doubt. Indeed, he had come to believe its success as a future world-power to be a function of the stand which it could secure and maintain in the United States. Now, as he strained his ears, he could hear the aged Cardinal-Bishop's low, tense words — "There can be no real separation of Church and State. The Church is not inferior to the civil power, nor is it in any way dependent upon it. And the Church can never be excluded from educating and training the young, from molding society, from making laws, and governing, temporally and spiritually. From this attitude we shall never depart! Ours is the only true religion. England and Germany have been spiritually dead. But, praise to the blessed Virgin who has heard our prayers and made intercession for us, England, after long centuries of struggle with man-made sects and indefinite dogma, its spiritually-starving people fast drifting into atheism and in- fidelity because of nothing to hold to, has awakened, and in these first hours of her resurrection is fast returning to the Holy Church of Rome. America, in these latter days, is rousing from the blight of Puritanism, Protestantism, and their inevita- ble result, free-thinking and anarchy, and is becoming the brightest jewel in the Papal crown." The Bishop smiled dubiously. . "And yet. Your Eminence," he replied, "we are heralded from one end of the land to the other as a menace to Republican institutions." "Ah, true. And you must agree that Romanism is a distinct menace to the insane license of speech and press. It is a decided menace to the insanity of Protestantism. But," he added archly, while his eyes twinkled, "I have no doubt that when Catholic education has advanced a little further many of your American preachers, editors, and Chautauqua dema- gogues will find themselves behind the bars of madhouses. Fortunately, that editor of the prominent American magazine of which you were speaking switched from his heretic Episcopal faith in time to avoid this unpleasant consequence." ' The Bishop reflected for a moment. Then, deliberately, as if meditating the great import of his words, "Your Eminence, in view of our strength, and our impregnable position as God's chosen, cannot the Holy Father insist that the United States mails be barred against the infamous publications that so basely vilify our Church?" "And thereby precipitate a revolution?" It was the firm voice of the Papal Secretary himself, who at that moment entered the room. 67 CARMEN ARIZA "But, Monsignor," said the Bishop, as he rose and saluted the newcomer, "how much longer must we submit to the gross injustice and indignities practiced upon us by non-believers?" "As long as the infallible Holy Father directs," replied that eminent personage. "Obey him, as you. would God himself," the Secretary continued. "And teach your flock to do likewise. The ballot will do for us in America what armed resistance never could. Listen, friend, my finger is on the religious pulse of the world. Nowhere does this pulse beat as strongly as in that part which we call the United States. For years I have been watching the various contending forces in that country, diligently and earnestly studying the elements acting and re- acting upon our Church there. I have come to the conclusion that the success of Holy Church throughout the world depends upon its advance in the United States during the next few years. I have become an American enthusiast! The glorious work of making America Catholic is so fraught with conse- quences of vastest import that my blood surges with the enthu- siasm of an old Crusader! But there is much still to be done. America is a field white for the harvest, almost unobstructed." "Then," queried the Bishop, "you do not reckon Protestant- ism an obstruction?" "Protestantism!" the Secretary rejoined with a cynical laugh. "No, I reckon it as nothing. Protestantism in America is decadent. It has split, divided, and disintegrated, until it is scarcely recognizable. Its adherents are falling away in great numbers. Its weak tenets and senile faith hold but compara- tively few and lukewarm supporters. It has degenerated into a sort of social organization, with musicals, pink teas, and church suppers as attractions. No, America is bound to be classed as a Catholic nation — and I expect to live to see it thus. Our material and spiritual progress in the United States is amazing, showing how nobly American Catholics have re- sponded to the Holy Father's appeal. New dioceses are spring- ing up evei-ywhere. Churches are multiplying with astonishing rapidity. The discouraging outlook in Europe is more, far more, than counterbalanced by our wonderful progress in the United States, We might say that the Vatican now rests Upon American backs, for the United States send more Peter's Pence to Rome than all other Catholic countries together. We prac- tically control her polls and her press. America was discovered by Christopher Columbus, a Catholic in the service of a Catholic ruler. It is Catholic in essence, and it shall so be recognized! The Holy Catholic Church always has been and always will be the sole and only Christian authority. The Catholic religion by rights ought to be, and ultimately shall be, the exclusively 68 CARMEN ARIZA dominant religion of the world, and every other sort of worship shall be banished — interdicted — destroyed!" For a while Jos6 heard no more. His ears burned and his brain throbbed. He had become conscious of but one all- absorbing thought, the fact of his vassalage to a world-embrac- ing political system, working in the name of the Christ. Not a new thought, by any means — ^indeed an old one, often held — but now driven home to him ftiost emphatically. He forgot his clerical duties and sank into profound revery on his incon- sistent position in the office of the highest functionary of Holy Church aside from the Supreme Pontiff himself. He was aroused at length from his meditations by the de- parture of the American Bishop. "It is true, as you report," the Papal Secretary was saying earnestly. "America seems rife with modernism. Free-masonry, socialism, and countless other fads and religious superstitions are widely prevalent there. Nor do I underestimate their strength and influence. And yet, I fear them not. There are also certain freak re- ligions, philosophical beliefs, wrung from the simple teachings of our blessed Saviour, the rapid spread of which at one time did give me some concern. The Holy Father mentioned one or two of them to-day, in reference to his contemplated ency- clical on modernism. But I now see that they are cults based upon human personality; and with their leaders removed, the fabrics will of themselves crumble." He took leave of the Bishop, and turned again to address the Cardinal-Bishop within. "A matter of the gravest import has arisen," he began in a low voice; "and one that may directly affect our negotiations in regard to the support which the Holy Father will need in case he issues a pronunciamento that France, Spain, and Austria shall no longer exercise the right of veto in papal elections. That rumor regarding Isabella's daughter is again afloat. I have summoned Father Rafael de Rincon to Rome to state what he knows. But — " He rose and looked out through the door at Jose, bending over his littered desk. Then he went back, and resumed his conversation with the Cardinal-Bishop, but in a tone so low that Jose could catch only disconnected scraps. "What, Colombia?" he at length heard the Cardinal-Bishop exclaim. "Yes," was the Secretary's reply. "And presumably at the instigation of that busybody, Wenceslas Ortiz. Though what concern he might have in the Infanta is to me incomprehensible — assuming, of course, that there is such a royal daughter." "But — Colombia elects a President soon, is it not so?" "On the eve of election now," replied the Secretary. "And 69 CARMEN ARIZA if the influence of Wenceslas with the Bishop of Cartagena is what I am almost forced to admit that it is, then the election is in his hands. But, the Infanta — " The sound of his voice did not carry the rest of his words to Jose's itching ears. An hour later the Secretary and the Cardinal-Bishop came out of the room and left the office together. "Yes," the Secre- tary was saying, "in the case of Wenceslas it was 'pull and percuniam' that secured him his place. The Church did not put him there." The Car'dinal-Bishop laughed genially. "Then the Holy Ghost was not consulted, I take it," he said. "No," replied the Secretary grimly. "And he has so com- plicated the already delicate situation in Colombia that I fear Congress will table the bill prohibiting Free-masonry. It is to be deplored. Among all the Latin Republics none has been more thoroughly Catholic than Colombia." "Is the Holy Father's unpublished order regarding the sale and distribution of Bibles loyally observed there?" queried the Car dinal-Bi shop . The door closed upon them and Jose heard no more. His day's duties ended, he went to his room to write and reflect. But the intense afternoon heat again drove him forth to seek what comfort he might near the river. With his notebook in hand he went to the little park, as was his frequent wont. An hour or so later, while he was jotting down his remembrance of the conversation just overheard, together with his own caustic and protesting opinions, his absorption was broken by the strange child's accident. A few minutes later the notebook had disappeared. And now the thought of all this medley of personal material - and secret matters of Church polity falling into the hands of those who might make capital of it, and thereby drag the Rincon honor through the mire, cast the man prostrate in the dust. CHAPTER 10 DAYS passed — days whose every dawn found the priest staring in sleepless, wide-eyed terror at the ceiling above — days crowded with torturing apprehension and sicken- ing suggestion — days when his knees quaked and his hands shook when his superiors addressed him in the performance of Tiis customary duties. No mental picture was too frightful or abhorrent for him to entertain as portraying a possible con- sequence of the loss of his journal. He cowered in agony be- 70 CARMEN ARIZA fore these visions. He dared not seek the little park again. He feared to show himself in the streets. He dreaded the short walk from his dormitory to the Vatican. His life became a sustained torture — a consuming agony of uncertainty, intermi- nable suspense, fearful foreboding. The cruelty of his position corroded him. His health suffered, and his cassock hung like a bag about his emaciated form. Then the filament snapped and the sword fell. On a dismal, rainy morning, some two months after the incident in the park, Jose was summoned into the private office of the Papal Secretary of State. As the priest entered the small room the Secretary, sitting alone at his desk, turned and looked at him long and fixedly. "So, my son," he said in a voice that froze the priest's blood, "you are still alive?" Then, taking up a paper-covered book of medium size which apparently he had been reading, he held it out without comment. Jose took it mechanically. The book was crudely printed and showed evidence of having been hastily issued. It came from the press of a Viennese publisher, and bore the startling title, "Confessions of a Roman Catholic Priest." As in a dream Jose opened it. A cry escaped him, and the book fell from his hands. It was his journal! There are sometimes crises in human lives when the storm- spent mind, tossing on the waves of heaving emotion, tugs and strains at the ties which moor it to reason, until they snap, and it sweeps out into the unknown, where blackness and terror rage above the fathomless deep. Such a crisis had entered the life of the unhappy priest, who now held in his shaking hand the garljled publication of his life's most sacred thoughts. Into whose hands his notes had fallen on that black day when he had sacrificed everything for an unknown child, he knew not. How they had made their way into Austria, and into the pressroom of the heretical modernist who had gleefully issued them, twisted, exaggerated, but unabridged, he might not even imagine. The terrible fact remained that there in his hands they stared up at him in hideous mockery, his soul-con- victions, his heart's deepest and most inviolable thoughts, de- tails of his own personal history, secrets of state — all ruth- lessly exposed to the world's vulgar curiosity and the rapacity of those who would not fail to play them up to the certain advantages to which they lent themselves all too well. And there before him, too, were the Secretary's sharp eyes, burning into his very soul. He essayed to speak, to rise to his own defense. But his throat filled, and the words which he would utter died on his trembling lips. The room whirled about 71 CARMEN ARIZA him. Floods of memory began to sweep over him in huge billows. The conflicting forces which had culminated in plac- ing him in the paradoxical position in which he now stood raced before him in confused review. Objects lost their definite outlines and melted into the haze which rose before his strain- ing eyes. All things at last merged into the terrible presence of the Papal Secretary, as he slowly rose, tall and gaunt, and with arm extended and long, bony finger pointing to the yellow river in the distance, said in words whose cruel suggestion scorched the raw soul of the suffering priest: "My son, be advised: the Tiber covers many sins." Then pitying oblivion opened wide her arms, and the tired priest sank gently into them. CHAPTER 11 ROME again lay scorching beneath a merciless summer sun. But the energetic uncle of Jose was not thereby restrained from making another hurried visit to the Vatican. What his mission was does not appear in papal records; but, like the one which he found occasion to make just prior to the ordina- tion of his nephew, this visit was not extended to include Josd, who throughout that enervating summer lay tossing in de- lirium in the great hospital of th,e Santo Spirito. We may be sure, however, that its Influence upon the disposition of the priest's case after the recent denoument was not inconsiderable, and that it was largely responsible for his presence before the Holy Father himself when, after weeks of racking fever, wan and emaciated, and leaning upon the arm of the confidential valet of His Holiness, the young priest faced that august per- sonage and heard the infallible judgment of the Holy See upon his unfortunate conduct. On the throne of St. Peter, in the heavily tapestried private audience room of the great Vatican prison-palace, and guarded from intrusion by armed soldiery and hosts of watchful eccle- siastics of all grades, sat the Infallible Council, the Vicar- General of the humble Nazarene, the aged leader at whose beck a hundred million faithful followers bent in lowly genuflection. Near him stood the Papal Secretary of State and two Cardinal- Bishops of the Administrative Congregation. Jose dragged himself wearily before the Supreme Pontiff and bent low. "Benedicite, my erring son." The soft voice of His Holiness floated not unmusically through the tense silence of the room. . 72 CARMEN ARIZA "Arise. The hand of the Lord already has been laid heavily upon you in wholesome chastening for your part in this de- plorable affair. And the same omnipotent hand has been stretched forth to prevent the baneful effects of your thought- less conduct. We do not condemn you, my son. It was the work of the Evil One, who has ever found through your weak- nesses easy access to your soul." Jose -raised his blurred eyes and gazed at the Holy Father in perplexed astonishment. But the genial countenance of the patriarch seemed to confirm his mild words. A smile, tender and patronizing, in which Jose read forgiveness — and yet with it a certain undefined something which augured conditions upon which alone penalty for his culpability would be remitted — lighted up the pale features of the Holy Father and warmed the frozen life-currents of the shrinking priest. "My son," the Pontiff continued tenderly, "our love for our wandering children is but stimulated by their need of our pro- tecting care. Fear not; the guilty publisher of your notes has been awakened to his fault, and the book which he so thought- lessly issued has been quite suppressed." Jose bent his head and patiently awaited the conclusion. "You have lain for weeks at death's door, my son. The words which you uttered in your delirium corroborated our own thought of your innocence of intentional wrong. And now that you have regained your reason, you will confess to us that your reports, and especially your account of the recent conversation between the Cardinal-Secretary of State and the Cardinal-Bishop, were written under that depression of mind which has long afflicted you, producing a form of mental de- rangement, and giving rise to frequent hallucination. It is this which has caused us to extend to you our sympathy and pro- tection. Long and intense study, family sorrow, and certain inherited traits of disposition, whose rapid development have tended to lack of normal mental balance, account to us for those deeds of eccentricity on your part which have plunged us into extreme embarrassment and yourself into the illness which threatened your young life. Is it not so, my son?" The priest stared up at the speaker in bewilderment. This unexpected turn of affairs had swept his defense from his mind. "The Holy Father awaits your reply," the Papal Secretary spoke with severity. His own thought had been greatly ruffled that morning, and his patience severely taxed by a threatened mutiny among the Swiss guards, whose demands in regard to the quantity of wine allowed them and whose memorial re- counting other alleged grievances he had just flatly rejected. The muffled cries of "Viva Garibaldi!" as the petitioners left 73 CARMEN ARIZA his presence were still echoing in the Secretary's ears, and his anger had scarce begun to cool. "We are patient, my Cardinal-Nephew," the Pontiff resumed mildly. "Our love for this erring son enfolds him." Then, turning again to Jose, "We have correctly summarized the causes of your recent conduct, have we not?" The priest made as if to reply, but hesitated, with the words fluttering on his lips. "My dear son" — the Holy Father bent toward the wondering priest in an attitude of loving solicitation — "our blessed Saviour was ofttimes confronted with those possessed of demons. Did he reject them? No; and, despite the accusations against us in j'our writings, for which we know you were not morally responsible, we, Christ's representative on earth, are still touched with his love and pity for one so unfortunate as you. With your help we shall stop the mouths of calumny, and set you right before the world. We shall use our great resources to save the Rincon honor which, through the working of Satan within you, is now unjustly besmirched. We shall labor to restore you to your right mind, and to the usefulness which your scholarly gifts make possible to you. We indeed rejoice that your piteous appeal has reached our ears. We rejoice to correct those erroneous views which you, in the temporary aberration of reason, were driven to commit to writing, and which so unfortunately fell into the hands of Satan's alert emissaries. Your ravings during these weeks of delirium shed much light upon the obsessing thoughts which plunged you into mild insanity. And they have stirred the immeasurable depths of pity within us." The Holy Father paused after this unwontedly long speech. A dumb sense of stupefaction seemed to possess the priest, and he passed his shrunken hands before his eyes as if he would brush away a mist. "That this unfortunate book is but the uttering of delirium, we have already announced to the world," His Holiness gently continued. "But out of our deep love for a family which has supplied so many illustrious sons to our beloved Church we have suppressed mention of your name in connection there- with." The priest started, as he vaguely sensed the impending issue. What was it that His Holiness was about to demand? That he denounce his journal, over his own signature, as the ravings of a man temporarily insane? He was well aware that the Vatican's mere denial of the allegations therein con- tained, and its attributing of them to a mad priest, would scarcely carry conviction to the Courts of Spain and Austria, 74 CARMEN ARIZA or to an astonished world. But, for him to declare them the garbled and unauthentic- utterances of an aberrant mind, and to make public such statement in his own name, would save the situation, possibly the Rincon honor, even though it stultify his own. His Holiness waited a few moments for the priest's reply; but receiving none, he continued with deep significance:. "You will not make it necessary, we know, for us to an- nounce that a mad priest, a son of the house of Rincon, now confined in an asylum, voiced these heretical and treasonable utterances." The voice of His Holiness flowed like cadences of softest music, charming in its tenderness, winning in its appeal, but momentous in its certain implication. "In our solicitude for your recovery we commanded our own physicians to attend you. To them you owe your life. To them, too, we owe our gratitude for that report on your case which reveals the true nature of the malady afflicting you." The low voice vibrated in rhythmic waves through the dead silence of the room. "To them also you now owe this opportunity to abjure the writings which have caused us and yourself such great sorrow; to them you owe this privilege of confessing before us, who will receive your r,ecantation, remit your unintentional sins, and restore you to honor and service in our beloved Church." Jose suddenly came to himself. Recant! Confess! In God's name, what? Abjure his writings, the convictions of a lifetime ! "These writings, my son, are not your sane and rational convictions," the Pontiff suggested. Jose still stood mute before him. "You renounce them now, in the clear light of restored reason ; and you swear future lealty to us and to Holy Church," the aged Father continued. "Make answer!" commanded one of the Cardinal-Bishops, starting toward the wavering priest. "Down on your knees before the Holy Father, who waits to forgive your venial sin!" Jose turned swiftly to the approaching Cardinal and held up a hand. The man stopped short. The Pontiff and his asso- ciates bent forward in eager anticipation. The valet fell back, and Jose stood alone. In that tense mental atmosphere the shrinking priest seemed to be transformed into a Daniel. "No, Holy Father, you mistake!" , His voice rang through the room like a clarion. "I do not recant! My writings do express my deepest and sanest convictions!" The Pontiff's pallid face went dark. The eyes of the other 75 CARMEN ARIZA a\iditors bulged with astonishment. A dumb spell settled over the room. "Father, my guilt lies not in having recorded my honest convictions, nor in the fact that these records fell into the hands of those who eagerly grasp every opportunity to attack , their common enemy, the Church. It lies rather in my weak resistance to those influences which in early life combined to force upon me a career to which I was by temperament and instinct utterly disinclined. It lies in my having sacrificed myself to the selfish love of my mother and my own exaggerated sense of family pride. It lies in my still remaining outwardly a priest of the Catholic faith, when every fiber of my soul revolts against the hypocrisy!" "You are a subject of the Church!" the Papal Secretary in- terrupted. "You have sworn to her and to the Sovereign Pontiff as loyal and unquestioning obedience as to the will of God himself!" Jose turned upon him. "Before my ordination," he cried, "I was a voluntary subject of the Sovereign of Spain. Did that ceremony render me an unwilling subject of the Holy Father? Does the ceremony of ordination constitute the Romanizing of Spain? No, I am not a subject of Rome, but of my conscience !" Another dead pause followed, in which for some moments nothing disturbed the oppressive silence. Jose looked eagerly into the delicate features of the living Head of the Church. Then, with decreased ardor, and in a voice tinged with pathos, he continued: "Father, my mistakes have been only such as are natural to one of my peculiar character. I came to know, but too late, that my life-motives, though pure, found not in me the will for their direction. I became a tool in the hands of those stronger than myself. For what ultimate purpose, I know not. Of this only am I certain, that my mother's ambitions, though selfish, were the only pure motives among those which united to force the order of priesthood upon me." "Force!" burst in one of the Cardinal-Bishops. "Do you assume to make the Holy Father believe that the priesthood can be forced upon a man? You assumed it -willingly, gladly, as was your proper return for the benefits which the Mother Church had bestowed upon you!" "In a state of utmost confusion, bordering a mental break- down, I assumed it — outwardly," returned the priest sadly, "but my heart never ceased to reject it. Once ordained, how- ever, I sought in my feeble way to study the needs of the Church, and prepare myself to assist in the inauguration of reforms which I felt she must some day undertake." 76 CARMEN ARIZA The Pontiff's features twitched with ill-concealed irritation at this confession; but before he could speak Jose continued: "Oh, Father, and Cardinal-Princes of the Church, does not the need of your people for truth wring your hearts? Turn from your zealous dreams of world-conquest and see them, steeped in ignorance and superstition, wretched with poverty, war, and crime, extending their hands to you as their spiritual leaders — to you. Holy Father, who should be their Moses, to smite the rock of error, that the living, saving truth may gush out!" He paused, as if fearful of his own rushing thought. Then: "Is not the past fraught with lessons of deepest import to us? Is not the Church being rejected by the nations of Europe because of our intolerance, our oppression, our stubborn cling- ing to broken idols and effete forms of faith? We are now turning from the wreckage which the Church has wrought in the Old World, and our eyes are upon America. But can we deceive ourselves that free, liberty-loving America will bow her neck to the mediaeval yoke which the Church would im- pose upon hei"? Why, oh, why cannot we see the Church's tremendous oppgrtunities for good in this century, and yield to that inevitable mental and moral progression which must sweep her from her foundations, unless she conform to its requirements and join in the movement toward universal eman- cipation! Our people are taught from childhood to be led; they are willing followers — none more willing in the world! But why lead them into the pit? Why muzzle them with fear, oppress them with threats, fetter them with outworn dogma and dead creed? Why continue to dazzle them with pagan ceremonialism and oriental glamour, and then, our exactions wrung from them, leave them to consume with disease and decay with moral contagion?" "The man is mad with heresy!" muttered the Pontiff, turn- ing to the Cardinal-Bishops. "No, it is not I who is mad with heresy, but the Holy Church, of which you are the spiritual Head!" cried the priest, his loud voice trembling with indignation and his frail body swaying under his rapidly growing excitement. "She is guilty of the damnable heresy of concealing knowledge, of hiding truth, of stifling honest questionings ! STie is guilty of grossest intolerance, of deadliest hatred, of impurest motives — she, the self-constituted, self-endowed spiritual guide of mankind, arro- gating to herself infallibility, superiority, supreme authority — yea, the very voice of God himself!" The priest had now lost all sense of environment, and his voice waxed louder as he continued: 77 CARMEN ARIZA "The conduct of the Church throughout the centuries has made her the laughing stock of history, an object of ridicule to every man of education and sense! She is filled with super- stition — do you not know it? She is permeated with pagan idolatry, fetishism, and carnal-mindedness ! She is pitiably ignorant of the real teachings of the Christ! Her dogmas have been formed by the subtle wits of Church theologians. They are in this century as childish as her political and social schemes are mischievous! Why have we formulated our doc- trine of purgatory? Why so solicitous about souls in purgato- rial torment, and yet so careless of them while still on earth? Where is our justification for the doctrine of infallibility? Is liberty to think the concession of God, or of the Holy Father? Where, oh, where is the divine Christ in our system of the- ology? Is he to be found in materialism, intolerance, the burn- ing of Bibles, in hatred of so-called heretics, and in worldly practices? Are we not keeping the Christ in the sepulcher, refusing to permit him to arise?" His speech soared into the impassioned energy of thundered denunciation. "Yes, Holy Father, and Cardinal-Bishops, I am justified in criticizing the Holy Catholic Church! And I am likewise justi- fied in condemning the Protestant Church! All have fallen woefully short of the glory of God, and none obeys the simple commands of the Christ. The Church throughout the world has become secularized, and worship is but hollow consistency in the strict performance of outward acts of devotion. Our re- ligion is but a hypocritical show of conformity. Our asylums, our hospitals, our institutions of charity? Alas! they but evi- dence our woeful shortcoming, and our persistent refusal to rise into the strength of the healing, saving Christ, which wduld render these obsolete institutions unnecessary in the world of to-day! The Holy Catholic Church is but a human institution. Its worldliness, its scheming, its political machinations, make me shudder — !" "Stop, madman!" thundered one of the Cardinal-Bishops, rushing upon the frail Jose with such force as to fell him to the floor. The Pontiff had riseuj and sunk again into hisxhair. The valet hurried to his assistance. The Papal Secretary, his face contorted with rage, and his throat choking with the press of words which he strove to utter, hastened to the door to sum-j mon help. "Remove this man!" he commanded, pointing out the prostrate form of Jose to the two Swiss guards who had responded to his call. "Confine him! He is violent — a raging maniac!" A few days later, Padre Jos6 de Rinc6n, having been pro- 78 CARMEN ARIZ A nounced by the Vatican physicians mentally deranged, as the result of acute cerebral anaemia, was quietly conveyed to a sequestered monastery at Palazzola. ****** Two summers came, and fled again before the chiU winds which blew from the Alban hills. Then one day Jose's uncle appeared at the monastery door with a written order from His Holiness, effecting the priest's conditional release. Together they journeyed at once to Seville, the uncle alert and energetic as ever, showing but slight tracQ of time's devastating hand; Jose, the shadow of his former self physically, and his mind clouded with the somber pall of melancholia. Toward the close of a quiet summer, spent witli his mother in his boyhood home, Jose received from his uncle's hand an- other letter, bearing the papal insignia. It was evident that it was not unexpected, for it found the priest with his effects packed and ready for a considerable journey. A hurried fare- well to his mother, and the life-weary Jose, combining inno- cence and misery in exaggerated proportions, and still a vassal of Rome, set out for the port of Cadiz. There, in company with the Apostolic Delegate and Envoy Extraordinary to the Re- public of Colombia, he embarked on the West Indian trader Sarnia, bound for Cartagena, in the New World. CHAPTER 12 r[ERE is no region in the Western Hemisphere more in- vested with the spirit of romance and adventure than that strip of Caribbean coast stretching from the Cape of Yucatan to the delta of the Orinoco and known as the Spanish Main. No more superb setting could have been chosen for the opening scenes of the New World drama. Skies of profoundest blue — the tropical sun flaming through massive clouds of vapor — a sea of exuberant color, foaming white over coral beaches — waving cocoa palms against a background of exotic verdure marking a tortuous shore line, which now rises sheer and pre- cipitous from the water's edge to dizzy, snowcapped, cloud-hung heights, now stretches away into vast reaches of oozy mangrove bog and dank cinchona grove — here flecked with stagnant la- goons that teem with slimy, crawling life — there flattened into interminable, forest-covered plains and untrodden, primeval wildernesses, impenetrable, defiant, alluring — and all peren- nially bathed in dazzling light, vivid color, and soft, fragrant winds — with everywhere redundant foliage — humming, chat- 79 CARMEN ARIZ A tering, screaming life-^profusion — extravagance — prodigality — riotous waste! Small wonder that when this enticing shore was first revealed to the astonished Conquistadores, where every form of Nature was wholly different from anything their past experience afforded, they were childishly receptive to every tale, however preposterous, of fountains of youth, of magical lakes, or enchanted cities with mountains of gold in the depths of the frowning jungle. They had come with their thought attuned to enchantment; their minds were fallow to the in- credible; they were fresh from their conquest of the vast Mare Tenebrosum, with its mysteries and terrors. At a single stroke from the arm of the intrepid Genoese the mediaeval supersti- tions which peopled the unknown seas had fallen like fetters from these daring and adventurous souls. The slumbering spirit of knight-errantry awoke suddenly within their breasts; and when from their frail galleons they beheld with ravished eyes this land of magic and alluring mystery which spread out before them in such gorgeous panorama, they plunged into the glittering waters with waving swords and pennants, with shouts of praise and joy upon their lips, and inaugurated that series of prodigious enterprise, extravagant deeds of hardihood, and tremendous feats of prowess which still remain unsurpassed in the annals of history for brilliancy, picturesqueness, and wealth of incident. With almost incredible rapidity and thoroughness the Span- ish arms spread over the New World, urged by the corroding lust of gold and the sharp stimulus afforded by the mythical quests which animated the simple minds- of these hardy search- ers for the Golden Fleece. Neither trackless forests, withering heat, miasmatic climate nor savage Indians could dampen their ardor or check their search for riches and glory. They pene- trated everywhere, steel-clad and glittering, with lance and helmet and streaming banner. Every nook, every promontory of a thousand miles of coast was minutely searched; every island was bounded; every towering mountain scaled. Even those vast regions of New Granada which to-day are as un- known as the least explored parts of darkest Africa became the scenes of stirring adventure and brilliant exploit of these daring crusaders of more than three centuries ago. The real wonders yielded by this newly discovered land of enchantment far exceeded the fabled Manoa or El Dorado of mythical lore; and the adventurous expeditions that were first incited by these chimeras soon changed into practical coloniz- ing and developing projects of real and permanent value. Amazing discoveries were made of empires which had already developed a state of civilization, mechanical, military, and 80 CARMEN ARIZA agricultural, which rivaled those of Europe. Natural resources were revealed such as the Old World had not even guessed were possible. Great rivers, vast fertile plains, huge veins of gold and copper ore, inexhaustible timber, a wealth of every material thing desired by man, could be had almost without effort. Fortunate, indeed, was the Spanish Conquistador in the possession of such immeasurable riches; fortunate, indeed, had he possessed the wisdom to meet the supreme test of character which this sudden accession of wealth and power was to bring! With the opening of the vast treasure house flanked by the Spanish Main came the Spaniard's supreme opportunity to master the world. Soon in undisputed possession of the greater part of the Western Hemisphere; with immeasurable wealth flowing into his coffers ; sustained by dauntless courage and an intrepid spirit of adventure; with papal support, and the learn- ing and genius of the centuries at his command, he faced the opportunity to extend his sway over the entire world and unite all peoples into a universal empire, both temporal and spiritual. That he failed to rise to this possibility was not due to any lack of appreciation of his tremendous opportunity, nor to a dearth of leaders of real military genius, but to a misapprehension of the great truth that the conquest of the world is not to be wrought by feats of arms, but by the exercise of those moral attributes and spiritual qualities of heart and soul which he did not possess — or possessing, had prostituted to the carnal influences of lust of material riches and temporal power. In the immediate wake of the Spanish Conqueros surged the drift and flotsam of the Old World. Cities soon sprang up along the Spanish Main which reflected a curious blend of the old-time life of Seville and Madrid with the picturesque and turbulent elements of the adventurer and . buccaneer. The spirit of the West has always been synonymous with a larger sense of freedom, a shaking off of prejudice and tradition and the trammels of convention. The sixteenth century towns of the New World were no exception, and their streets and plazas early exhibited a multicolored panorama, wherein freely min- gled knight and predaceous priest, swashbuckler and staid hidalgo, timid Indian and veiled doncella — a potpourri of mer- chant, prelate, negro, thief, the broken in fortune and the black- ened in character — all poured into the melting pot of the new West, and there steaming and straining, scheming and plotting, attuned to any pitch of venturesome project, so be it that gold and fame were the promised emoluments thereof. And gold, and fame of a certain kind, were always to be had by those whose ethical code permitted of a little straining. For the great ships which carried the vast wealth of this new land 81 CARMEN ARIZA of magic back to the perennially empty coffers of Old Spain constituted a temptation far more readily recognized than re- sisted. These huge, slow-moving galleons, gilded and carved, crawling lazily over the surface of the bright tropical sea, and often so heavily freighted with treasure as to be unsafe in rough weather, came to be regarded as special dispensations of Provi- dence by the cattle thieves and driers of beef who dwelt in the .pirates' paradise of Tortuga and Hispaniola, and little was ,' required in way of soul-alchemy to transform the boucanier "^ into the lawless and sanguinary, though picturesque, corsair of that romantic age. The buccaneer was but a natural evolution from the peculiar conditions then obtaining. Where human society in the process of formation has not yet arrived at the necessity of law to restrain the Ijist and greed of its members; and where at the same time untold wealth is to be had at the slight cost of a few lives ; and, too, where even the children are taught that whosoever aids in the destruction of Spanish ships and Spanish lives renders a service to the Almighty, the bucca- neer must be regarded as the logical result. He multiplied with astonishing rapidity in these warm, southern waters, and not a ship that sailed the Caribbean was safe from his sudden depre- dations. So extensive and thorough was his work that the bed of the Spanish Main is dotted with traditional treasure ships, and to this day remnants of doubloons or "pieces of eight" and bits of bullion and jewelry are washed up on the shining beaches of Panama and northern Colombia as grim memorials of his lawless activities. The expenditure of energy necessary to transport the gold, silver and precious stones from the New World to the bottom- less treasury of Spain was stupendous. Yet not less stupendous was the amount of treasure transported. From the distant mines of Potosi, from the Pilcomayo, from the almost inacces- sible fastnesses ofvwhat are now Bolivia and Ecuador, a precious stream poured into the leaking treasure box of Spain that totalled a value of no less than ten billion dollars. Much of the wealth which came from Peru was shipped up to the isth- mus of Panama, and thence transferred to plate-fleets. But the buccaneers became so active along the Pacific coast that water shipment was finally abandoned, and from that time trans- portation had to be made overland by way of the Andean plateau, sometimes a distance of two thousand miles, to the strongholds which were built to receive and protect the treasure until the plate-fleets could be made up. Of these strongholds there were two of the first importance, the old city of Panama, on the isthmus, and the almost equally, old city of Cartagena^ on the northern coast of what is now the Republic of Colombia. 82, CARMEN ARIZ A The spirit of ancient Carthage must have breathed upon this "Very Royal and Loyal City" which Pedro de Heredia in the sixteenth century founded on the north coast of New Granada, and bequeathed to it a portion of its own romance and tragedy. Superbly placed upon a narrow, tongue-shaped islet, one of a group that shield an ample harbor from the sharp tropical storms which burst unheralded over the sea without ; girdled by huge, battlemented walls, and guarded by frowning fort- resses, Cartagena commanded the gateway to the exhaustless wealth of the Cordilleras, at whose feet she still nestles, bathed in perpetual sunshine, and kissed by cool ocean breezes which temper the winds blowing hot from the steaming llanos of the interior. By the middle of the sixteenth century she offered all that the adventurous seeker of fame and fortune could desire, and attracted to herself not only the chivalry, but the beauty, wealth and learning which, mingled with rougher ele- ments, poured into the New World so freely in the opening scenes of the great drama inaugurated by the arrival of the tiny caravels of Columbus a half century before. The city waxed quickly rich and powerful. Its natural ad- vantages of location, together with its massive fortifications, and its wonderful harbor, so extensive that the com- bined fleets of Spain might readily have found anchorage therein, early rendered it the choice of the Spanish monarch as his most dependable reservoir and shipping point for tlie accumulated treasure of his new possessions. The island upon which the city arose was singularly well chosen for defense. Fortified bridges were built to connect it with the mainland, and subterranean passageways led from the great walls en- circling, it to the impregnable fortress of San Felipe de Barajas, on Mount San Lazaro, a few hundred yards back of the city and commanding the avenues and approaches of the land side. To the east, and about a mile from the walls, the abrupt hill of La Popa rises, surmounted by the convent of Santa Candelaria, likewise connected by underground tunnels to the interior of the city, and commanding the harbor and its approaches from the sea. The harbor formerly connected with the open sea through two entrances, the Boca Grande, a wide, fortified pass between the island of Tierra Bomba and the tongue on which the city stands, and the Boca Chica, some nine miles farther w6st, a narrow, tortuous pass, wide enough to permit entry to but a single vessel at a time, and commanded by forts San Fernando and San Jose. By the middle of the seventeenth century Cartagena, "Queen of the Indies and Queen of the Seas," had expanded into a proud and beautiful city, the most important mart of the New World. 83 CARMEN ARIZA Under royal patronage its merchants enjoyed a monopoly of commerce with Spain. Under the special favor of Rome it became an episcopal See, and the seat of the Holy Inquisition. Its docks and warehouses, its great centers of commerce, its sumptuous dwellings, its magnificent Cathedral, its colleges and monasteries, and its proud aristocracy, all reflected the spirit of enterprise which animated its sons and found expression in a city which could boast a pride, a culture, and a wealth almost unrivalled even in the Old World. But, not unlike her ancient prototype, Cartagena succumbed to the very influences which had made her great. Her wealth excited the cupidity of freebooters, and her power aroused the jealousy of her formidable rivals. Her religion itself became an excuse for the plundering hands of Spain's enemies. Again and again the city was called upon to defend the challenge which her riches and massive walls perpetually issued. Again and again she was forced to yield to the heavy tributes and dis- graceful penalties of buccaneers and legalized pirates who, like Drake, came to plunder her under royal patent. Cartagena rose and fell, and rose again. But the human heart which throbs beneath the lash of lust or revenge knows no barriers. Her great forts availed nothing against the lawless hordes which swarmed over them. Neither were her tremendous walls proof against starvation. Again and again, her streets filled with her gaunt dead, she stubbornly held her gates against the enemies of Spain who assaulted her in the name of religion, only at last to weaken with terror and throw them open in disgraceful welcome to the French de Pontis and his maudlin, rag-tag followers, who drained her of her last drop of life blood. As her gates swung wide and this nondescript band of marau- ders streamed in with curses and shouts of exultation, the glory of this royal mediaeval city passed out forever. Almost from its inception, Cartagena had been the point of attack of every enterprise launched with the object of wresting from Spain her rich western possessions, so much coveted by her jealous and revengeful rivals. It was Spain herself who fought for very existence while Cartagena was holding her gates against the enemies of Holy Church. And these enemies knew that they had pierced the Spanish heart when the "Queen of the Indies" fell. And in no small measure did Spain deserve the fate which overtook her. For, had it not been for the stupendous amount of treasure derived from these new posses- sions, the dramatic and dominant part which she played in the affairs of Europe during the sixteenth century would have been impossible. This treasure she wrested from her South Ameri- can colonies at a cost in the destruction of human life, in the 84 CARMEN ARIZA outraging of human instincts, in the debauching of ideals and the falsifying of hope, in hellish oppression and ghastly torture, that can never be adequately estimated. Her benevolent in- struments of colonization were cannon and saintly relics. Her agents were swaggering soldiers and bigoted friars. Her sys- tem involved the impression of her language and her undemon- strable religious beliefs upon the harmless aborigines. The fruits of this system, which still linger after three centuries, are superstition, black ignorance, and woeful mental retarda- tion. To the terrified aborigines the boasted Spanish civiliza- tion meant little more than "gold, liquor, and sadness." Small wonder that the simple Indians, unable to comprehend the Christian's lust, for gold, poured the molten metal down the throats of their captives, crying, "Eat, Christian, eat!" They had borrowed their ideals from the Christian Spaniards, who by means of the stake and rack were convincing them that God was not in this western land, until they came, bringing their -debauched concept of Christianity. And so Cartagena fell, late in the seventeenth century, never to regain more than a shadow of her former grandeur and prestige. But again she rose, in a semblance of her martial spirit, when her native sons, gathering fresh courage and in- spiration from the waning powers of the mother-country in the early years of the century just closed, organized that federation which, after long years of almost hopeless struggle, lifted the yoke of Spanish misrule from New Granada and proclaimed the Republic of Colombia. Cartagena was the first city of Co- lombia to declare its independence from Spain. And in the great war which followed the "Heroic City" passed through terrible vicissitudes, emerging from it still further depleted and sunken, a shell of massive walls and battered defenses, with desolated homes and empty streets echoing the tread of the mendicant peon. As the nineteenth century, so rich in invention, discovery, and stirring activity in the great States to the north, drew to a close, a chance visitor to this battle-scarred, mediaeval city would have found her asleep amid the dreams of her former greatness. Approaching from the harbor, especially if he ar- rived in the early hours of morning, his eyes would have met a ^'iew of exquisite beauty. Seen thus, great moss-grown struc- tures rise from within the lofty encircling walls, with many a tower and gilded dome glittering in the clear sunlight and standing out in sharp relief against the green background of forest-plumed hills and towering mountains. The abysmal blue of the untainted tropical sky overhead contrasts sharply with the red-tiled roofs and dazzling white exteriors of the 85 CARMEN ARIZ A buildings beneath; and the vivid tints, mingling with the iri- descence of the scarcely rippling waters of the harbor, blend into a color scheme of rarest loveliness in the clear atmosphere which seems to magnify all distant objects and intensify every hue. A close! approach to the citadel \^hich lies within the land- locked harbor reveals in detail the features of the stupendous walls which guard this key to Spain's former treasurte house. Their immensity and their marvelous construction bear witness to the genius of her famous military engineers, and evoke the same admiration as do the great temples and monuments of ancient Egypt. These grim walls, in places sixty feet through, and pierced by numerous gates, are frequently widened into broad esplanades, and set here and there with bastions and watch towers to command strategic points. At the north end of the city they expand into an elaborately fortified citadel, within which are enormous fresh water tanks, formerly sup- plied by the rains, and made necessary by the absence of springs so near the coast. Within the walls at various points one finds the now abandoned barracks, storerooms, and echoing dungeons, the latter in the days of the stirring past too often pressed into service by the Holy Inquisition. Underground tunnels, still intact, lead from the walls to the Cathedral, the crumbling fortress of San Felipe de Barajas, and the deserted convent on the summit of La Popa. Time-defying, grim, dra- matic reliques of- an age forever past, breathing poetry and romance from every crevice — still in fancy echoing from mold- ering tower and scarred bulwark the clank of sabre, the tread of armored steed, and the shouts of exulting Conquistadores — aye, their ghostly echoes sinking in the fragrant air of night into soft whispers, which bear to the tropical moon dark hints of ancient tragedies enacted within these dim keeps and gloom- shrouded tunnels! The pass of Boca Grande — "large mouth" — through which Drake's band of marauders sailed triumphantly in the latter part of the sixteenth century, was formerly the usual entrance to the city's magnificent harbor. But its wide, deep channel, only two miles from the city walls, afforded too easy access to undesirable visitors in the heyday of freebooters; and the harassed Cartagenians, wearied of the innumerable piratical attacks which this broad entrance constantly invited, under- took to fill it up. This they accomplished after years of heroic effort and an enormous expenditure of money, leaving the har- bor only the slender, tortuous entrance of Boca Chica — "little mouth" — dangerous to Incoming vessels because of the almost torrential flow of the tide through it, but much more readily 86 CARMEN ARIZA defended. The two castles of San Fernandcf and San Jose, frowning structures of stone dominating this entrance, have long since fallen into disuse, but are still admirably preserved. Beneath the former, and extending far below the surface of the water, is the old Bastile of the Inquisition, occasionally pressed into requisition now to house recalcitrant politicians, and where no great effort of the imagination is required still to hear the groans of the tortured and the sighs of the condemned, await- ing in chains and san benitos the approaching auto da fi. But the greater distance from the present entrance of the harbor to the city walls affords the visitor a longer period in which to enjoy the charming panorama which seems to drift slowly out to meet him as he stands entranced before it. The spell of romance and chivalry is upon him long ere he disem- barks; and once through the great gateway of the citadel itself, he yields easily to the ineluctable charm which seems to hover in the balmy air of this once proud city. Everywhere are evi- dences of ancient grandeur, mingling with memories of enor- mous wealth and violent scenes of strife. The narrow, winding streets, characteristic of oriental cities; the Moorish architec- ture displayed in the grandiose palaces and churches; the grated, unglazed windows, through which still peep timid senoritas, as in the romantic days of yore; the gaily painted balconies, over which bepowdered doncellas lean to pass the day's gossip in the liquid tongue of Cervantes, all transport one in thought to the chivalrous past, when this picturesque sur- . vival of Spain's power in America was indeed the very Queen of the western world and the proud boast of the haughty monarchs of Castile. Nor was the city more dear to the Spanish King than to the spiritual Sovereign who sat- on Peter's throne. The Holy See strove to make Cartagena the chief ecclesiastical center of the New World; and churches, monasteries, colleges, and convents flourished there as luxuriantly as the tropical vegetation. The city was early elevated to a bishopric. A magnificent Cathedral was soon erected, followed by other churches and buildings to house ecclesiastical orders, including the Jesuit college, the University, the women's seminary, and the homes for religious orders of both sexes. The same lavish expenditure of labor and wealth was bestowed upon the religious structures as on the walls and fortifications. The Cathedral and the church of San Juan de Dios, the latter the most conspicuous structure in the city, with its double towers and its immense monastery adjoining, became the special recipients of the liberal outpour- ings of a community rich not only in material wealth, but in culture and refinement as well. The latter church in particular 87 CARMEN ARIZA was the object 8f veneration of the patrons of America's only Saint, the beneficent Pedro Claver, -whose whitened bones now repose in a wonderful glass coffin bound with strips of gold beneath its magnificent marble altar. In the central plaza of the city still stands the building erected to house the Holy Inquisition, so well preserved that it yet serves as a dwelling. Adjacent to it, and lining the plaza, are spacious colonial edi- fices, once the homes of wealth and culture, each shaded By graceful palms and each enclosing its inner garden, or patio, where tropical plants and aromatic shrubs riot in richest color and fragrance throughout the year. In the halcyon days of Cartagena's greatness, when, under the protection of the powerful mother-country, her commerce extended to the confines of the known world, her streets and markets presented a scene of industry and activity wholly for- eign to her in these latter days of her depadence. From her port the rich traffic which once centered in this thriving city moved, in constantly swelling volume, in every direction. In her marts were formulated those audacious plans which later took shape in ever-memorable expeditions up the Magdalena and Cauca rivers in search of gold, or to establish new colonies and extend the city's sphere of influence. From her gates were launched those projects which had for their object the discovery of the mysterious regions where rivers were said to flow over sands of pure gold and silver, or the kingdom of El Dorado, where native potentates sprinkled their bodies with gold dust before bathing in the streams sacred to their deities. From . this city the bold Quesada set out on the exploits of discovery and conquest which opened to the world the rich plateau of Bogota, and ranked him among the greatest of the Conquista- dores. In those days a canal had been cut through the swamps and dense coast lowlands to the majestic Magdalena river, some sixty-five miles distant, where a riverine town was founded and given the name of Calamar, the name Pedro de Heredia had first bestowed upon Cartagena. Through this dique the city's merchant vessels passed to the great arterial stream be- yond, and thence some thousand miles south into the heart of the rich and little known regions of upper Colombia. To-day, like the grass-grown streets of the ancient city, this canal, choked with weeds and dibris, is but a green and turbid pool, but yet a reminder of the faded glory of the famous old town which played such a dramatic rdle in that age of desperate courage. In the finished town of Cartagena Spain's dreams of imperial pomp and magnificence were externalized. In her history the tragedy of the New World drama has been preserved. To-day, sunk in decadence, surrounded by the old mediaeval flavor, and 88 CARMEN ARIZA steeped in the romance of an age of chivalry forever past, her muniments and donjons, her gray, crenelated walls and time- defying structures continue to express that dogged tenacity of belief and stern defiance of unorthodox opinion which for two hundred years maintained the Inquisition within her gates and sacrificed her fair sons and daughters to an undemon- strable creed. The heavy air of ecclesiasticism still hangs over her. The priests and monks* who accompanied every sanguinary expedition of the Conquistador es, ready at all times, to absolve any desperado who might slay a harmless Indian in the name of Christ, have their successors to-day in the astute and untiring sons of Rome, who conserve the interests of Holy Church within these battered walls and guard their portals against the entrance of radical thought. Heredia had scarcely founded the city when King Philip sent it a Bishop. And less than a decade later the Cathedral-, which to-day stands as the center of the episcopal See, was begun. The Cathedral, though less imposing than the church of San Juan de Dios, is a fine example of the ecclesiastical architecture of the colonial era. Occupying a central position in the cify, its ever-open doors invite rich and poor alike, citizen and stranger, to enter and linger in the refreshing atmosphere within, where the subdued light and cool shadows of the great nave and chap- els afford a grateful respite from the glare and heat of the streets without. Massive in exterior appearance, and not beautiful within, the Cathedral nevertheless exhibits a construction which is at once broad, simple and harmonious. The nave is more than usually wide between its main piers, and its rounded arches are lofty and well proportioned. Excellent portraits of former Bishops adorn its white walls, and narrow rectangular windows at frequent intervals admit a dim, mellow light through their dark panes. Before one of these windows — ap- parently with no thought of incongruity in the exhibition of such a gruesome object attached to a Christian church — there has been affixed an iron grating, said to have served the Holy Inquisition as a gridiron on which to roast its heretical victims. Within, an ambulatory, supported on the first tier of arches, affords a walk along either side of the nave, and leads to the winding stairway of the bell tower. At one end of this ambu- latory, its entrance commanding a full view of the nave and the capilla mayoT, with its exquisitely carved marble altar, is located the Bishop's sanctum. It was here that the young Spanish priest, Jose de Rincon, stood before the Bishop of Cartagena on the certain midday to which reference was made in the opening chapter of this recital, and received with dull ears the ecclesias- tical order which removed him still farther from the world and 89 CARMEN ARIZA doomed him to a living burial in the crumbling town of Simiti, in the wilderness of forgotten Guamoco. CHAPTER 13 " AT last, you come!" • f-\ The querulous tones of the aged Bishop eddied the ■*■ "^ brooding silence within the Cathedral. Without wait- ing for a reply he turned again to his table and took up a paper containing a list of names. "You wait until midday," he continued testily; "but you give me time to reflect and decide. The parish of Simiti has long been vacant. I have assigned you to it. The Honda touches at Calamar to-morrow, going up-river. You will take it." "Simiti! Father—!" "Bien; and would you dispute this too!" quavered the ill- humored Bishop. "But — Simiti— you surely cannot mean — !" The Bishop turned sharply around. "I mean that after what I learn from Rome I will not keep you here to teach your here- sies in our University! I mean that after what I hear this morning of your evil practices I will not allow you to spend another day in Cartagena!" The angry ecclesiastic brought his bony fist hard against the table to emphasize the remark. ' "Madre de Dios!" he resumed, after some moments of nurs- ing his choleric feelings. "Would you debate further! The Holy Father for some unexplained reason inflicts a madman upon me! And I, innocent of what you are, obey his instruc- tions and place you in the University — with what result? You have the effrontery — the madness — to lecture to your classes on the heresies of Rome!" . "But—" . "And as if that were not burden enough for these old shoulders, I must learn that I have taken a serpent to my bosom — but that you are still sane enough to propagate heresies — to .plot revolution with the Radicals — and — shame consume you! — to wantonly ruin the fair daughters of our diocese! But, do you see now why I send you where you can do less evil than here in Cartagena?" , The priest slowly petrified under the tirade. "The fault is not mine if I must act without instruction from Rome," the Bishop went on petulantly. "Twice have 1^ warned you against your teachings — but I did not suspect then, for only yesterday , did I learn that before coming to me you had been 90 CARMEN ARIZA confined in a monastery — insane! But — Hombrc! when you bring the blush of shame to my cheeks because of your godless practices — it is time to put you away without waiting for in- struction!" Godless practices I Was the Bishop or the priest going mad? "Go now to your room," the Bishop added, turning again to his table. "You have little enough time to prepare for your journey. Wenceslas will give you letters to the Alcalde of Simiti." Wenceslas ! The priest's thought flew back over the events of the morning. Marcelena — Maria — the encounter below with — ! Dios! Could it be that Wenceslas had fastened upon him the stigma of his own crime? The priest found his tongue. "Father! — it is untrue! — these charges are false as hell!" he exclaimed excitedly. "I demand to know who brings them against me!" The testy Bishop's wrath flared up anew. "You demand! Am I to sit here and be catechised by you? It is enough that I know what occurs in my diocese, and am well informed of your conduct!" The doorway darkened, and the priest turned to meet the object of iiii suspecting thought. Bestowing a smile of patronage upon Jose, and bowing ob- sequiously before the Bishop," Wenceslas laid some papers upon ihe table, remarking as he did so, "The letters. Your Grace, to introduce our Jose to his new field. Also his instructions and expense money." "Wenceslas!" The priest confronted him fiercely. "Do you accuse me before the Bishop?" "Accuse, amigo?" Wenceslas queried in a tone of assumed surprise. "Have I not said that your ready tongue and pen are your accusers? But," with a conciliatory air, "we must remem- ber that our good Bishop mercifully views your conduct in the light of your recent mental affliction, traces of which, unfor- tunately, have lingered to cause him sorrow. And so he gra- ' ciously prepares a placje for you, caro amigo, where rest and relief from the strain of teaching will do you much good, and where life among simple and affectionate people will restore, you, he hopes, to soundness of mind." The priest turned again to the Bishop in a complexity of appeal. The soft speech of Wenceslas, so full of a double en- tendu, so markedly in contrast with the Bishop's harsh but at least sincere tirade, left no doubt in his mind that he was now the victim of a plot, whose ramifications extended back to the confused circumstances of his early life, and the doubtful pur- poses of his uncle and his influence upon the sacerdotal direcr 91 CARMEN ARIZA tors in Rome. And he saw himself a helpless and hopelessly entangled victim. "Father!" In piteous appeal Jose held out his hands to the Bishop, who had turned his back upon him and was busy with the papers on his table. "Amigo, the interview is ended," said Wenceslas quietly, stepping between the priest and his superior. Jose pushed wildly past the large form of Wenceslas and seized the Bishop's hand. "Santa Maria!" cried the petulant churchman. "Do you obey me, or no? If not, then leave the Church — and spend your remaining days as a hounded ex-priest and unfrocked apostate," he finished significantly. "Go, prepare for your journey!" Wenceslas slipped the letter and a few pesos into the haiid of the smitten, bewildered Jose, and turning him to the door, gently urged him out and closed it after him. * * ' * * * * Just why the monastery gates had opened to him after two years' deadening confinement, Jose had not beeft apprised; All he knew was that his uncle had appeared with a papal appoint- ment for him to the University of Cartagena, and hfid urged his acceptance of it as the only course likely to restore him both to health and position, and to meet the deferred hopes of his sorrowing mother. "Accept it, sobrino mio," the uncle had said. "Else, pass your remaining days in confinement. There can be no refuta- tion of the charges against you. But, if these doors open again to you, think not ever to sever your connection with the Church of Rome. For, if the Rinc6n honor should prove inadequate to hold you to your oath, be assured that Rincon justice will fol- low you until the grave wipes out the stain upon our fair name." "Then, tio mio, let the Church at once dismiss me, as un- worthy to be her son!" pleaded Jose. "What, excommunication?" cried the horrified uncle. "Never! Death first! Are you still mad?" Jose looked into the cold, emotionless eyes of the man and shuddered. The ancient spirit of the Holy Inquisition lurked there, and he cowered before it. But at least the semblance of freedom had been offered him. His numbed heart already had taken hope. He were indeed mad not to acquiesce in his uncle's demands, and accept the proffered opportunity to leave forever the scenes of his suffering and disgrace. And so he bowed again before the inexorable. Arriving in Cartagena some months before this narrative opens, he had gradually yielded himself to the restorative effects 92 CARMEN ARIZA of changed environment and the hope which his uncle's warm assurances aroused, that a career would open to him in the New World, unclouded by the climacteric episode of the pub- lishing of his journal and his subsequent arrogant bearing be- fore the Holy Father, which had provoked his fate. Under the beneficent influences of the soft climate and the new interests of this tropic land he began to feel a budding of something like confidence, and the suggestions of an unfamiliar ambition to retrieve past failure and yet gratify, even if in small measure, the parental hope which had first directed him as a child into the fold of the Church. The Bishop had assigned him at once to pedagogical work in the University; and in the teaching of history, the languages, and, especially, his beloved Greek, Jose had found an absorption that was slowly dimming the memory of the dark days which he had left behind in the Old World. . But the University had not afforded him the only interest in his new field. He had not been many weeks on Colombian soil when his awakening perceptions sensed the people's op- pression under the tyranny of ecclesiastical politicians. Nor did he fail to scent the approach of a tremendous conflict, in which the country would pass through violent throes in the struggle to shake off the galling yoke of Rome. Maintaining an attitude of strict neutrality, he had striven quietly to gauge the anticlerical movement, and had been appalled to find it so widespread and menacing. Only a miracle could save unhappy Colombia from being rent by the fiercest of religious wars in the near future. Oh, if he but had the will, as he had the intel- lectual ability, to throw himself into the widening breach ! "There is but one remedy," he murmured aloud, as he sat one evening on a bench in the plaza of Simon Bolivar, watching the stream of gaily dressed promenaders parading slowly about on the tesselated walks, but hearing little of their animated con- versation. "And what is that, may I ask, friend?" The priest roused up with a start. He had no idea that his audible meditations had been overheard. Besides, he had spoken in English. But this question had been framed in the same tongue. He looked around. A tall, slender man, with thin, bronzed face and well-trimmed Van Dyke beard, sat beside him. The man laughed pleasantly. "Didn't know that I should find any one here toruight .who could speak my lingo," he said cordially. "But, I repeat, what is the remedy?" "Christianity," returned the amazed Jose, without knowing what he said. "And the condition to be remedied?" continued the stranger. 93 CARMEN ARIZA "This country's diseased — but to whom have I the honor of speaking?" drawing himself up a little stifiQy, and glancing about to see who might be observing them. "Oh, my credentials?" laughed the man,- as he caught Jose's wondering look. "I'm quite unknown in Cartagena, unfor- tunately. You must pardon my Yankee inquisitiveness, but I've watched you out here for several evenings, and have wondered what weighty problems you were wrestling with. A quite un- pardonable offense, from the Spanish viewpoint, but wholly forgivable in an uncouth American, I'm sure. Besides, when I heard you speak my language it made me a bit homesick, and I wanted to hear more of the rugged tongue of the Gentiles," Laughing again good-naturedly, he reached into an inner pocket and drew out a wallet. "My name's Hitt," he said, hand- ing Jose his card. "But I didn't live up to it. That is, I failed to make a hit up north, and so I'm down here." He chuckled at his own facetiousness. "Amos A. Hitt," he went on affably. "There used to be a 'Reverend' before it. That was when I was exploring the Lord's throne. I've dropped it, now that I'm humbly exploring His footstool instead." Jose yielded to the man's friendly advances. This was not the first American he had met; yet it seemed a new type, and one that drew him strongly. "So you think this country diseased, eh?" the American con- tinued. Jose did not answer. While there was nothing in the stranger's appearance and frank, open countenance to arouse suspicion, yet he must be careful. He was living down one frightful mistake. He could not risk another. But the man did not wait for a reply. "Well, I'm quite agreed with you. It has priest-itis." He stopped and looked curiously at Jose, as if awaiting the effect of his bold words. Then — "I take it you are not really one of 'em?" Jose stared at the man in amazement. Hitt laughed again. Then he drew forth a cigar and held it out. "Smoke?" he said. The priest shook his head. Hitt lighted the cigar himself, then settled back on the bench, his hands jammed into his trousers pockets, and his long legs stuck straight out in front, to the unconcealed annoyance of the ' passers-by. But, despite his brusquerie and his thoughtlessness, there was something about the - American that was wonderfully attractive to the lonely priest. "Yes, sir," Hitt went on abstractedly in corroboration of his former statement, "Colombia is absolutely stagnant, due to Jesuitical politics, the bane of all good Catholic countries. If she could shake off priestcraft she'd have a chance — ^provided she didn't fall into orthodox Protestantism." 94 CARMEN ARIZA Jose gasped, though he strove to hide his wonder. "You — " he began hesitatingly, "you were in the ministry — ?" "Yes. Don't be afraid to come right out with it. I was a Presbyterian divine some six years ago, in Cincinnati. Ever been thete?" Jose assured him that he had never seen the States. "H'm," mused the ex-preacher; "great country^-wonderful — none like it in the world! I've been all over, Europe, Asia, Africa — seen 'em all. America's the original Eden, and our women are the only true descendants of mother Eve. No ques- tion about it, that apple incident took place up in the States somevvhere — probably in Ohio." Jose caught the man's infectious humor and laughed heartily. Surely, this American was a tonic, and of the sort that he most needed. "Then, you are — still touring—?" "I'm exploring;" Hitt replied. "I'm here to study what an- cient records I may find in your library; then I shall go on to Medellin and Bogota. I'm on the track of a prehistoric Inca city, located somewhere in the Andes — and no doubt in the most inaccessible spot imaginable. Tradition cites this lost city as the cradle of Inca civilization. Tampu Tocco, it is called in their legends, the place from which the Incas went out to found that marvelous empire which eventually included the greater part of South America. The difficulty is," he added, knotting his brows, "that the city was evidently unknovvn to the Span- iards. I can find no mention of it in Spanish literature, and I've searched all through the libraries of Spain. My only hope now is that I shall run across some document down here that will allude to it, or some one who has heard likely Indian rumors." Jose rubbed his eyes and looked hard at the man. "Well!" he ejaculated, "you are — if I may be permitted to say it — an original type." "I presume I am," admitted the American genially. "I've been all sorts of things in my day, preacher, teacher, editor. My father used to be a circuit rider in New England forty years ago or more. Pious — good Lord ! Why, he was one of the kind who believe the good book 'from kiver to kiver,' you know. Used to preach interminable sermons about the mercy of the Lord in holding us all over the smoking pit and not dropping us in! Why, man! after listening to him expound the Scrip- tures at night I used to go to bed with my hair on end and my skin all goose-flesh. No wonder I urged him to send me to the Presbyterian Seminary!" "And you were ordained?" queried Jos6, dark memories rising in his own thought. 95 CARMEN ARIZA "Thoroughly so! And glad I was of it, too, for I had grown up as pious and orthodox as my good father. I considered the ordination a through ticket to paradise." "But— now— " "Oh, I found myself in time," continued the man, ajiswering Jose's unspoken thought. "Then I stopped preaching beautiful legends, and tried to be genuinely helpful to my congregation. I had a fine church in Cincinnati at that time. But — well, I mixed a trifle too much heresy into my up-to-date sermons, I guess. Anyway, the Assembly didn't approve my orthodoxy, and I had as little respect for its heterodoxy, and the upshot of it was that I quit — cold." He laughed grimly as he finished the recital. "But," he went on gravely, "I now see that it was due simply to my desire to progress beyond the acceptance of tradition and allegory as truth, and to find some better founda- tion upon which to build than the undemonstrable articles of faith embraced in the Westminster Confession. To me, that confession of faith had become a confession of ignorance." He turned his shrewd eyes upon Jose. "I was in somewhat the same mental state that I think you are in now," he added. "And why, if I may ask, are you now exploring?" asked Jose, disregarding the implication. "Oh, as for that," replied the American easily, "I used to teach history and became especially interested in ancient civili- zations, lost cities, and the like, in the Western Hemisphere. Long before I left the ministry oil was struck on our little Penn- sylvania farm, and — well, I didn't have to work after that. So for some years I've devoted myself strictly to my particular hobby of travel. And in my work I find it necessary to discard ceremony, and scrape acquaintance with all sorts and condi- tions. I especially cultivate clergymen. I've wanted to know you ever since I first saw you out here. • But I couldn't wait for a formal introduction. And so I broke in unceremoniously upon your meditations a few moments ago." "I am grateful to you for doing so," said Jose frankly, hold- ing out a hand. "There is much that you can tell me — much that I want to know. But — " He again looked cautiously around. "Ah, I understand," said Hitt, quickly sensing the priest's uneasiness. "What say you, shall we meet somewhere down by the city wall? Say, at the old Inquisition cells?" Jos^ nodded his acquiescence, and they separated. A few minutes later the two were seated in one of the cavernous arch- ways of the long, echoing corridor which leads to the deserted barracks and the gloomy, bat-infested cells beneath. A vagrant breeze drifted now and then across the grim wall above them, 96 CARMEN ARIZA and the deserted road in front lay drenched in the yellow light of the tropic moon. There was little likelihood of detection here, where the dreamy plash of the sea drowned the low sound of their voices ; and Jose breathed more freely than in the populous plaza which they had just left. "Good Lord!" muttered the explorer, returning from a peep into the foul blackness of a subterranean tunnel, "imagine what took place here some three centuries ago!" "Yes,^ returned Jose sadly; "and in the reeking dungeons of San Fernando, out there at the harbor entrance. And, what is worse, my own ancestors were among the perpetrators of those black deeds committed in the name of Christ." "Whew! You don't say! Tell me about it." The ex- plorer drew closer. Jose knew somehow that he could trust this stranger, and so he briefly sketched his ancestral story to his sympathetic listener. "And no one knows," he cgncluded in a depressed tone, "how many of the thousands of victims of the Inquisition in Cartagena were sent to their doom by the house of Rincon. It may be," he sighed, "that the sins of my fathers have been visited upon me — that I am now paying in part the penalty for their criminal zeal." The explorer sat for some time in silent meditation. "Per- haps," he said, "your family fell under the spell of old Saint Dominic. You know the legend? How God deliberated long whether to punish the wickedness of mankind by sending down war, plague, or famine, and was finally prevailed upon by Saint Dominic to send, instead, the Holy Inquisition. Another choice example of the convenient way the world has always had of attributing the foulest deeds of men to the Almighty. No won- der religion has so woefully declined!" "But is it so up in the great North?" asked Jose. "Tell me, what is the religious status there? My limitations have been such that I have — I have not kept abreast of current theological thought." "In the United States the conventional, passive submission to Orthodox dogma is rapidly becoming a thing of the past," the explorer replied. "The people are beginning to think on these topics. All human opinion, philosophical, religious, or scien- tific, is in a state of liquefaction — not yet solidified. Just what Xvill crystallize out of the magma is uncertain. The country is experiencing a religious crisis, and an irresistible determina- tion to know is abroad in the land. Everything is being turned upside-down, and one hardly dares longer say what he believes, for the dogma of to-day is the fairy-tale of to-morrow. And, through it all, as some one has tersely said, 'orthodoxy is hang- ing onto the coat-tails of progress in a vain attempt to stop 97 CARMEN ARIZA her.' We are facing in the United States the momentous ques- tion, Is Christianity a failure? Although no one knows what Christianity really is. But one thing is certain, the brand of Christianity handed out by Protestant and Catholic alike is mighty close to the borderline of dismal failure." "But is there in the North no distinct trend in religious be- lief?" queried Jose. The explorer hestitated. "Yes," he said slowly, "there is. The man who holds and promulgates any belief, religious or scientific, is being more and more insistently forced to the point of demonstration. The citation of patristic authority is becom- ing daily more thoroughly obsolete." "And there is no one who dermonstrates practical Chris- tianity?" "No. Do you? Is there any one in your Church, or in the Protestant faith, who does the works which Christ is reported to have done? Is there any one who really tries to do -them? Or thinks he could if he tried? The good church Fathers from the third century down could figure out that the world was created on the night before the twenty-third of October, four thousand and four B. C, and that Adarh's fall occurred about noon of the day he was created. They could dilate ad nauseam on transubstantiation, the divine essence, and the mystery of the Trinity; they could astonishingly allegorize the Bible le- gends, and read into every word a deep, hidden, incomprehen- sible sense; they could prove to their own satisfaction that Adam composed certain of the Psalms ; that Moses wrote every word of the. Pentateuch, even the story of his own death and burial; and that the entire Bible was delivered by God to man, word for word, just as it stands, including the punctuation. And yet, not one of them followed the simple commands of Jesus closely enough to enable him to cure a toothache, to say nothing of generally healing the sick and raising the dead ! Am I not right?" "Yes — I am sorry to have to admit," murmured Jose. "Well," went on the explorer, "that's what removed me from the Presbyterian ministry. It is not Christianity that is a dismal failure, but men's interpretation of it. Of true Cliris- tianity, I confess I know little. Oh, I'm a fine preacher ! And yet I am representative of thousands of others, like myself, all at sea. Only, the others are either ashamed or afraid to make this confession. But, in my case, my daily bread did not depend upon my continuance in the pulpit," "But supposing that it had — " "The result doubtless would have been the same. The ortho- dox faith was utterly failing to supply me with a satisfying in- 98 CARMEN ARIZA terpretation of life, and it afforded me no means of escaping the discords of mundane existence. It could only hold out an undemonstrable promise of a life after death, provided I was elected, and provided I did not too greatly offend the Creator during the few short years that I might spend on earth. If I did that, then, according to the glorious Westminster Confes- sion, I was doomed — for we are not so fortunate as you in hav- ing a purgatory from which we may escape through the suf- frages of the faithful," he concluded with a chuckle. Jose knew, as he listened, that his own Church would hold this man a blasphemer. The man by his own confession was branded a Protestant heretic. And he, Jose, was anathema for listening to these sincere* brutally frank confidences, and ten- dering them his warm sympathy. Yet he sat spellbound. "And so I retired from the ministry," continued the ex- plorer. "I had become ashamed of tearing down other men's religious beliefs. I was weary of having to apologize constantly for the organization to which I was attached. At home I had been taught a devout faith in revealed religion; in the world I was thrown upon its inquiring doubts; I yearned for faith, yet demanded scientific proof. Why, I would have been satisfied with even the slight degree of proof which we are able to ad- vance for our various physical sciences. But, no, it was not forthcoming. I must believe because the Fathers had believed. I struggled between emotion and reason, until — well, until I had to throw it all over to keep from going mad." Jose bowed in silence before this recital of a soul-experience so closely paralleling his own. "But, come," said the explorer cheerily, "I'm doing all the talking. Now — " "No! no!" interrupted the eager Jose. "I do not wish to talk. I want to hear you. Go on, I beg of you ! Your words are like rain to a parched field. You will yet offer me something upon which I can build with new hope." "Do not be so sanguine, my friend," r^eturned the explorer in a kindly tone. • "I fear I shall be only the reaper, who cuts the weeds and stubble, and prepares the field for the sower. I have said that I am an explorer. But my field is not, limited to this material world. I am an explorer of men's thoughts as well. I am in search of a religion. I manifest this century's earnest quest for demonstrable truth. And so I stop and ques- tion every one I meet, if perchance he may point me in the right direction. My incessant wandering about the gl^ie is, if I may put it that way, but the outward manifestation of my ceaseless search in the realm of the soul." He paused. Then, reaching out and laying a hand upon the 99 CARMEN ARIZA priest's knee, he said in a low, earnest voice, "My friend, some- thing happened in that first year of our so-called Christian era. What it was we do not know. But out of the smoke and dust, the haze and mist of that great cataclysm has proceeded the character Jesus — absolutely unique. It is a character which has had a terrific influence upon the world ever since. Because of it empires have crumbled; a hundred million human lives have been destroyed; and the thought^processes of a world have been overthrown or reversed. Just what he said, just what he did, just how he came, and how he went, we may not know with any high degree of accuracy. But, beneath all the myth and legend, the lore and childish human speculation of the inter- vening centuries, there must be a foundation of eternal truth. And it must be broad — ^very broad. I am digging for it — as I dug on the sites of ancient Troy and Babylon — as I have dug over the buried civilizations of Mexico and Yucatan — as I shall dig for the hidden Inca towns on the wooded heights of the Andes. And while I dig materially I am also digging spir- itually." "And what have you found?" asked Jose hoarsely. "I am still in the overburden of ddbris which the sedulous, tireless Fathers heaped mountain high upon the few recorded teachings of Jesus. But already I see indications of things to come that would make the members of the Council of Trent and the cocksure framers of the Westminster Confession burst from their graves by sheer force of astonishment! There are even now foreshadowings of such revolutionary changes in our con- cept of God, of the universe, of matter, and the human mind, of evil, and all the controverted points of theological discussion of this day, as to make me tremble when I contemplate them. In my first hasty judgment, after dipping into the 'Higher Crit- icism,' I concluded that Jesus was but a charlatan, who had learned thaumaturgy in Egypt and practiced it in Judea. Thanks to a better appreciation of the same 'Higher Criticism' I am reconstructing my concept of him now, and on a better basis. I once denounced God as the creator of both good and evil, and of a man who He knew must inevitably fall, even before the clay of which he was made had become fairly dry. I changed that concept later to Matthew Arnold's 'that some- thing not ourselves that makes for righteousness.' But mighty few to-day recognize such a God! Again, in Jesus' teaching that sin brought death into the world, I began to see what is so dimly foreshadowed to-day, the mental nature of all things. 'Sin' is the English translation of the original 'hamartio,' which means, 'to miss the mark,' a term used in archery. Well, then, missing the mark is the mental result of nonconformity to law, is it 100 CARMEN ARIZA not? And, going further, if death is the result of missing the mark, and that is itself due to mental cause, and, since death results from sickness, old age, or catastrophe, then these things must likewise be mental. Sickness, therefore, becomes wholly mental, does it not? Death becomes mental. Sin is mental. Spirit, the Creator, is mental. Matter is mental. And we live and act in a mental realm, do we not? The sick man, then, be- comes one who misses the mark, and therefore a sinner. I think you will agree with me that the sick man is not at peace with God, if God is 'that which makes for righteousness.' Surely the maker of that old Icelandic sixteenth-century Bible must have been inspired when, translating from Luther's Bible, he wrote in the first chapter of Genesis, 'And God created man after His own likeness, in the likeness of Mind shaped He him.' Cannot you see the foreshadowing to which I have referred?" Jose kept silence. The current of his thought seemed about to swerve from its wonted course. "What is coming is this," continued the explorer earnestly, "a tremendous broadening of our concept of God, a more ex- alted, a more worthy concept of Him as spirit — or, if you will, as mind.^ An abandonment of the puerile concept of Him as a sort of magnified man, susceptible to the influence of preachers, or of Virgin and Saints, and yielding to their petitions, to their higher sense of justice, and to money-bought earthly ceremonies to lift an imaginary curse from His own creatures. And with it will come that wonderful consciousness of Him which I now begin to realize that Jesus must have had, a consciousness of Him as omnipotent, omnipresent good. As I to-day read the teachings of Jesus I am constrained to believe that he was con- scious only of God and God's spiritual manifestation. And in that remarkable consciousness the man Jesus realized his own life — ^indeed, that consciousness was his life — and it included no sense of evil. The great lesson which I draw from it is that evil must, therefore, be utterly unreal and non-existent. And heaven is but the acquisition of that mind or consciousness which was in Christ Jesus." "But, Mr. Hitt, such ideas are revolutionary!" "True, if immediately and generally adopted. And so you see why the Church strives to hold the people to its own archaic and innocuous religious tenets; why your Church strives so zealously to hold its adherents fast to the rules laid down by pagan emperors and ignorant, often illiterate churchmen, in their councils and synods; and why the Protestant church is so quick to denounce as unevangelical everything that does not measure to its devitalized concept of Christianity. They do not practice what they preach; yet they would not have you 101 CARMEN ARIZA practice anything else. The human mind that calls itself a Christian is a funny thing, isn't it?" He laughed lightly; then lapsed into silence. The sea breeze rose and sighed among the great, incrusted arches. The restless waves moaned in their eternal assault upon the defiant walls. The moon clouded, and a warm rain began to fall. Jose rose. "I must return to the dormitory," he announced briefly. "When you pass me in the plaza to-morrow evening, come at once to this place. I will meet you here. You have — I must — " But he did not finish. Pressing the explorer's hand, he turned abruptly and hurried up the dim, narrow street. CHAPTER 14 ALL through the following day the priest mused over the conversation of the preceding night. The precipitation with which this new friendship had been formed, and the subsequent abrupt exchange of confidences, had scarcely im- pressed him as unusual. He was wholly absorbed by the radical thought which the man had voiced. He mulled over it in his wakeful hours that night. He could not prevent it from color- ing the lecture which he delivered to his class in ancient his- tory that day. And when the sun at length dropped behind La Popa, he hurried eagerly to the plaza. A few minutes later he and the ex-clergyman met in the appointed rendezvous. "I dropped in to have a look at the remains of Pedro Claver to-day," his new friend remarked. "The old sexton scraped and bowed with huge joy as he led me behind the altar and lighted up the grewsome thing. I suppose he believed that Pedro's soul was up in the clouds making intercession with the Lord for him, while he, poor devil, was toting tourists around to gaze at the Saint's ghastly bones in their glass coffin. The thing would be funny were it not for its sad side, namely, the dense and superstitious ignorance in which such as this poor sexton are held all their lives by your Church. It's a shame to feed them with the bones of dead Saints, instead of with the bread of life! But," he reflected, "I was myself just as bigoted at one time. And my zeal to convert the world to Protestantism was just as hot as any that ever animated the missionaries of your faith." He paused and looked quizzically at Jose. He seemed to be studying the length to which he could go in his criticism of the ancient faith of the house of Rinc6n. But Jose remained in expectant silence. 102 CARMEN ARIZA "Speaking of missionaries," the man resumed, "I shall never' forget an experience I had in China. My wealthy and ultra- aristocratic congregation decided that I needed rest, and so sent me on a world tour. It was a member of that same con- gregation, by the way, a stuffy old dame whose wealth footed up to millions, who once remarked to me in all confidence that she had no doubt the aristocracy of heaven was composed of Presbyterians. Poor, old, empty-headed prig ! What could I do but assure her that I held the same comforting conviction! Well, through influential friends in Pekin I was introduced to the eminent Chinese statesman, Wang Fo, of delightful memory. Our conversation turned on religion, and then I made the most inexcusable faux pas that a blithering Yankee could make, that of expressing regret that he was not of our faith. Good heavens ! But he was the most gracious gentleman in the world, and his biting rebuke was couched in tones of silken softness. " 'What is it that you offer me?' he said mildly. 'Blind opinion? Undemonstrated and undemonstrable theory? Why, may I ask, do you come over here to convert us heathen, when your own Christian land is rife with evil, with sedition, with religious hatred of man for man, with bloodshed and greed? If your religious belief is true, then you can demonstrate it — prove it beyond doubt. Do you say that the wonderful mate- rial progress which your great country manifests is due to Christianity? I answer you, no. It is due to the unfettering of the human mind, to the laying off of much of the mediaeval superstition which in the past ages has blighted mankind. It is due largely to the abandonment of much of what you are still pleased to call Christianity. The liberated human mind has expanded to a degree never before seen in the world. We Chinese are still mentally fettered by our stubborn resistance to change, to progression. Your great inventors and your great men of finance are but little hampered by religious superstition. Hence the mental flights which they so boldly undertake, and the stupendous achievements they attain. Is it not so?' "What could I say? He had me. But he hadn't finished me quite. " 'I once devoted much time to the study of Chemistry,' he went on blandly, 'and when I tell you that there is a law to the effect that the volume of a gas is a function of its pres- sure I do so with the full knowledge that I can furnish you indisputable proof therefor. But when you come to me with your religious theories, and I mildly request your proofs, you wish to imprison or hang me for doubting the absurdities which you cannot establish!' "He laughed genially, then took me kindly by the arm. 103 CARMEN ARIZA 'Proof, my zealous friend, proof,' he said. 'Give me proof this side of the grave for what you believe, and then you will have converted the heathen. And can your Catholic friend — or, shall I say enemy? — ^prove his laughable doctrine of purgatory? The dead in purgatory dependent upon the living ! Why, I tell him, that smacks of Shintoism, wherein the living feed the dead! Then he points in holy indignation to the Bible. Bah! Cannot I prove anything I may wish from your Bible? What will you have? Polygamy? Incest? Murder? Graft? Hand me your Bible, and I will establish its divinity. No, my good friend. When you come to me with proofs that you really do the works of him whom you profess to follow, then will I gladly listen, for I, too, seek truth. But in the present deplora- ble absence of proofs I take much more comfort in the adora- tion of my amiable ancestors than I could in your laughable and undemonstrable religious creeds.' "I left his presence a saddened but chastened man, and went home to do a little independent thinking. When I approached my Bible without the bias of the Westminster Confession I dis- covered that it did serve admirably as a wardrobe in which to hang any sort of religious prejudice. Continued study made me see that religious faith is generally mere human credulity. I discovered that in my pitying contempt for those of differing belief I much resembled the Yankee who ridiculed a Chinaman for wearing a pig-tail. 'True,' the Celestial replied, 'we still wear the badge of our former slavery. But you emancipated Americans, do you not wear the badge of a present and much worse form of slavery in your domination by Tammany Hall, by your corrupt politicians, and your organizers and protectors of crime?' "As time passed I gradually began to feel much more kindly toward Matthew Arnold, who said, 'Orthodox theology is an immense misunderstanding of the Bible.' And I began likewise to respect his statement that our Bible language is 'fluid and passing' — that much of it is the purest poetry, beau- tiful and inspiring, but symbolical." "But," broke in Jose, "you must admit that there is some- thing awfully wrong with the world, with — " "Well," interrupted Hitt, "and what is it? As historical fact, that story about Adam and Eve eating an apple and there- by bringing down God's curse upon the whole ihnocent human race is but a figment of little minds, and an insult to divine in- telligence. But, as symbolizing the dire penalty we pay for a belief in the reality of both good and evil — ah, that is a note just beginning to be sounded in the world at large. And it may account for the presence of the world's evil." 104 CARMEN ARIZA "Yet, our experience certainly shows that evil is just as real and just as immanent as good! And, indeed, more powerful in this life." "If so," replied the explorer gravely, "then God created or instituted it. And in that case I must break with God." "Then you think it is all a question of our own individual idea of God?" "Entirely. And human concepts of Him have been many and varied. But that worst of Old Testament interpreters of the first century, Philo, came terribly close to the truth, I think, when, in a burst of inspiration, he one day wrote : 'Heav- en is mind, and earth is sensation.' Matthew Arnold, I think, likewise came very close to the truth when he said that the only God we can recognize is 'that something not ourselves that makes for righteousness.' And, as for evil, up in the United States there are some who are now lumping i-t all under the head of 'mortal mind,' considering it all but the 'one lie' which Jesus so often referred to, and regarding it as the 'suppositional opposite' of the mind that is God, and so, powerless. Not a bad idea, I think. But whether the money-loving Yankee will ever leave his mad chase for gold long enough to live this premise and so demonstrate it, is a question. I'm watching its develop- ment with intense interest. We in the States have wonderful, exceptional opportunities for study and research. We ought to uncover the truth, if any people should." He fell into thoughtfulness again. Jose drew a long sigh. "I wish — I wish," he murmured, "that I might go there — that I might live and work and search up there." The explorer roused up. "And why not?" he asked abruptly. "Look here, come with me and spend a year or so digging around for buried Inca towns. Then we will go back to the States. Why, man! it would make you over. I'll take you as interpreter. And in the States I'll find a place for you. Come. Will you?" For a moment the doors of imagination swung wide, and in the burst of light from within Jose saw the dreams of a life- time fulfilled. Emancipation lay that way. Freedom, soul- expansion, truth. It was his God-given privilege. Who had the right to lay a detaining hand upon him? Was not his soul his own, and his God's? Then a dark hand stole out from the surrounding shadows and closed the doors. From the blackness there seemed to rise a hollow voice, uttering the single word. Honor. He thrust out an arm, as if to ward off the assaults of temptation. "No, no," he said aloud, "I am bound to the Church!" "But why remain longer in an institution with which you are quite out of sympathy?" the explorer urged. 105 CARMEN ARIZA "First, to help the Church. Who will uplift her if we de- sert her? And, second, to help this, my ancestral country," replied Jose in deep earnestness. "Worthy aims, both," assented Hitt. "But, my friend, what will you accomplish here, unless you can educate these peo- ple to think? I have learned much about conditions in this country. I find that the priest in Colombia is even more in- tolerant than in Ireland, for here he has a monopoly, no com- petition. He is absolute. The Colombian is the logical product of the doctrines of Holy Church. It is so in Mexico. It is so wherever the curse of a fixed mentality is imposed upon a people. For that engenders determined opposition to mobility. It quenches responsiveness to new concepts and hew ideas. It throttles a nation. The bane of mental progress is the Semper Idem of your Church." "Christianity will remove the curse." "I have no dpubt whatever of that. It probably is the future cure for all social ills and evils of every sort. But if so, it must be the Christianity which Jesus taught and demonstrated — not the theological chaff now disseminated in his name. Do not forget that we no longer know what Christianity is. It is a lost science." "It can and will be recovered!" cried Jose warmly. "I have said that is foreshadowed. But we must have the whole garment of the Christ, without human addenda. He is reported as having said, 'The works that I do bear witness of me.' Now the works of the Christian Church bear ample wit- ness that she has not the true understanding of the Christ. Nor has that eminent Protestant divine, now teaching in a theologi- cal seminary in the States, who recently said that, although Jesus ministered miraculously to the physical man, yet it was not his intention that his disciples should continue that sort of ministry; that the healing which Jesus did was wholly inciden- tal, and was not an example to be permanently imitated. Good heavens! how these poor theologians hide their inability to do the works of the Master by taking refuge in such ridiculously unwarranted assertions. To them the rule seems to be that, if you can't do a thing you must deny the possibility of its being done. Great logic, isn't it? "And yet," he went on, "the Church has had nearly two thousand years in which to learn to do the works of the Master. Pretty dull pupil, I think. And we've had nearly two thousand years of theology from this slow pupil. Would that she would from now on give us a little real Christianity! Heavens! the world needs it. And yet, do you know, sectarian feeling is still so bitter in the so-called Church of God that if a Bishop of 106 CARMEN ARlZA the Anglican Church should admit Presbyterians, Methodists, or members of other denominations to his communion table a scream of rage would go up all over England, and a mighty de- mand would be raised to impeach the Bishop for heresy! Think of it! God above! the puny human mind. Do you wonder that the dogma of the Church has lost force? That, despite its thunders, thinking men laugh? I freely admit that our great need is to find an adequate substitute for the authority which others would like to impose upon us. But where shall we find such authority, if not in those who demonstrate their ability to do the works of the Master? Show me your works, and I'll show you my faith. This is my perpetual challenge. "But, now," he said, "returning to the subject so near your heart: the condition of this country is that of a large part of South America, where the population is unsettled, even turbu- lent, and where a priesthood, fanatical, intolerant, often un- scrupulous, pursue their devious means to extend and perpet- uate unhindered the sway of your Church. Colombia is strug- gling to remove the blight which Spain laid upon her, namely, mediaeval religion. It is this same blighting religion, coupled with her remorseless greed, which has brought Spain to her present decrepit, empty state. And how she did strive to force that religion upon the world! Whole nations, like the Incas, for example, ruthlessly slaughtered by the papal-ben- isoned riffraff of Spain in her attempts to foist herself into world prestige and to bolster up the monstrous assumptions of Holy Church! The Incas were a grand nation, with a splendid mental viewpoint. But it withered under the touch of the mediaeval narrowness fastened upon it. Whole nations wasted in support of papal assumjJtions — and do you think that the end is yet? Far from it! War is coming here in Colombia. It may come in other parts of this Western Hemisphere, certainly in Mexico, certainly in Peru and Bolivia and Chili, rocked in the cradle of Holy Church for ages, but now at last awaking to a sense of their backward condition and its cause. If ever the Church had a chance to show what she could do when given a free hand, she has had it in these countries, particularly in Mexico. In all the nearly four centuries of her unmolested control in that fair land, oppressed by sword and crucifix, did she ever make an attempt worth the name to uplift and emanci- pate the common man? Not one. She took his few, hard-earned pesos to get his weary soul out of an imagined purgatory — ^but she left him to rot in peonage while on earth! But, friend, I repeat, the struggle is coming here in Colombia. And look you well to your own escape when it arrives!" "And can I do nothing to help avert it?" cried the distressed Jose. 107 CARMEN ARIZA "Well," returned the explorer meditatively, "such bondage is removable either through education or war. But in Colombia I fear the latter will overtake the former by many decades." "Then rest assured that I shall in the meantime do what in me lies to instruct my fellow-countrymen, and to avoid such a catastrophe!" "Good luck to you, friend. And — ^by the way, here is a little book that may help you in your work. I'm quite sure you've never read it. Under the ban, you know. Kenan's Vie de Jesus. It can do you no harm, and may be useful." Jose reached out and took the little volume. It was anath- ema, he knew, but he could not refuse to accept it, "And there is another book that I strongly recommend to you. I'm sorry I haven't a copy here. It once created quite a sensation. It is called, 'Confessions of a Roman Catholic Priest.' Published anonymously, in Vienna, but unquestionably bear- ing the earmarks of authenticity. It mentions this country — " Without speaking, Josd had slowly risen and started down the musty corridor, his thought aflame with the single desire to get away. Down past the empty barracks and gaping cells he went, without stopping to peer into their tenebrous depths — on and on, skirting the grim walls that typified the mediaevalism surrounding and fettering his restless thought — on to the long incline which led up to the broad esplanade on the summit. Must he forever flee this pursuing Nemesis? Or should he hurl himself from the wall, once he gained the top? At the upper end of the incline he heard the low sound of voices. A priest and a young girl who sat there on the parapet rose as he ap- proached. He stopped abruptly in front of them, "Wenceslas!" he exclaimed. "And Maria!" • "Ah, amigo, a quiet stroll before retiring? It is a sultry night." "Yes," slowly replied Jose, looking at the girl, who drew back into the shadow cast by the body of her companion. Then, bowing, he passed on down the wall and disappeared in the darkness that shrouded the distance. A few minutes later the long form of the explorer appeared above the incline. Wenceslas and the girl had departed. Seeing no one, the American turned and descended to the ground, shaking his head in deep perplexity. 108 CARMEN ARIZA CHAPTER 15 THE next day was one of the Church's innumerable feast- days, and Jose was free to utilize it as he might. He determined on a visit to the suburb of Turbaco, some eight miles from Cartagena, and once the site of Don Ignacio's magnificent country home. Although he had been some months in Cartagena, he had never before felt any desire to pass beyond its walls. Now it seemed to him that he must break the limi- tation which those encircling walls typified, that his restless thought might expand ere it formulated into definite concepts and plans for future work. This morning he wanted to be alone. The old injury done to his sensitive spirit by the pub- lication of his journal had been unwittingly opened anew. The old slowness had crept again into his gait since the evening before. Over night his countenance had resumed its wonted heaviness; and his slender shoulders bent again beneath their former burden. When Jose arrived in Cartagena he had found it a city of vivid contrasts. There mediaevalism still strove with the spirit of modern progress ; and so it suited well as an environment for the dilation of his shrunken soul-arteries. The lethal influence of the monastery long lay over him, beneath which he con- tinued to manifest those eccentric habits which his prolonged state of loneliness had engendered. He looked askance at the amenities which his associates tentatively held out to him. He sank himself deep in study, and for weeks, even months, he shunned the world of people and things. He found no stimulus to a search for his ancestral palace within the city, nor for a study of the Rincon records which lay moldering in the ancient city's archives. But, as the sunlit days drifted dreamily past with peaceful, unvarying monotony, Jose's faculties, which had always been alert until he had been declared insane, gradually awakened. His violently disturbed balance began to right itself; his equilib- rium became in a measure restored. The deadening thought that he had accomplished nothing in his vitiated life yielded to a hopeful determination to yet retrieve past failure. The pride and fear which had balked the thought of self-destruction now served to fan the flame of fresh resolve. He dared not do any writing,- it was true. But he could delve and study. And a thousand avenues opened to him through which he could serve his fellow-men. The papal instructions which his traveling companion, the Apostolic Delegate, had brought to the Bishop 109 CARMEN ARIZA of Cartagena, evidently had sufficed for his credentials; and the latter had made no occasion to refer to the priest's past. An order from the Vatican was law; and the Bishop obeyed it with no other thought than its inerrancy and inexorahility. And with the lapse of the several months which had slipped rapidly away while he sought to forget and to clear from his mind the dark clouds of melancholia which had settled over it, Jose be- came convinced that the Bishop knew nothing of his career prior to his arrival in Colombia. And it is possible that the young priest's secret would, have died with him — that he would have lived out his life amid the peaceful scenes of this old, romantic town, and gone to his long rest at l&st with the consciousness of having accomplished his mite in the service of his fellow-beings ; it is possible that Rome would have forgotten him; and that his uncle's ambitions, to which he knew that he had been regarded as in some way use- ful, would have flagged and perished over the watery waste which separated the New World from the Old, but for the iji- tervention of one man, who crossed Jose's path early in his new life, found him inimiqal to his own worldly projects, and removed him, therefore, as sincerely in the name of Christ as the ancient Conquistadores, with priestly blessing, hewed from their paths of conquest the simple and harmless aborigines. That man was Wenceslas Ortiz, trusted servant of Holy Church, who had established himself in Cartagena to keep a watchful eye on anticlerical proceedings. ' That he was able to do this, and at the same time turn them greatly to his own advantage, marks him as a man of more than usually keen and resourceful mentality. He was a native son, born of prosperous parents in the riverine town of Mompox, which, until the erratic Magdalena sought for itself a new channel, was the chief port between Barranquilla and the distant Honda. There had been neither family custom nor parental hopes to consider among the motives which had directed him into the Church. He was a born worldling, but with unmistakable talents for and keen appreciation of the art of politics. His love of money was sub- ordinate only to his love of power. To both, his talents made access easy. In the contemplation of a career in his early years he had hesitated long between the Church and the Army; but had finally thrown his lot with the former, as offering not only equal possibilities of worldly preferment and riches, but far greater stability in those periodic revolutions to which his country was so addicted. The Army was frequently over- thrown; the Church, never. The Government changed with every successful political revolution; the Church remained im- movable. And so with the art of a trained politician he culti- 110 CARMEN ARIZA vated his chosen field with such intensity that even the Holy See felt the glow of his ardor, and in recognition of his marked abilities, his pious fervor and great influence, was constrained to place him just where he wished to be, at the right hand of the Bishop of Cartagena, and probable successor to that aged incumbent, who had grown to lean heavily and confidingly upon him. As coadjutor, or suffragan to the Bishop of Cartagena, Wen- ceslas Ortiz had at length gathered unto himself sufficient in- fluence of divers nature as, in his opinion, to ensure him the See in case the bishopric should, as was contemplated, be raised eventually to the status of a Metropolitan. It was he, rather than the Bishop, who distributed parishes to ambitious pastors and emoluments to greedy politicians. His irons in ecclesiastical, political, social and commercial fires were in- numerable. The doctrine of the indivisibility of Church and State had in him an able champion — ^but only because he thereby found a sure means of increasing his prestige and aug- menting his power and wealth. His methods of work mani- fested keenness, subtlety, shrewdness and skill. His rewards were lavish. His punishments, terrible. The latter smacked of the Inquisition: he preferred torture to quick despatch. It had not taken Wenceslas long to estimate the character of the newcomer, Jose. Nor was he slow to perceive that this liberal pietist was cast in an unusual mold. Polity necessitated the cultivation of Jose, as it required the friendship — or, in any event, the thorough appraisement — of every one with whom Wenceslas might be associated. But the blandishments, arti- fice, diplomacy and hints of advancements which he poured out in profusion upon Jose he early saw would fail utterly to pene- trate the armor of moral reserve with which the priest was clad, or effect in the slightest degree the impression which they were calculated to make. In the course of time the priest became irritating; later, annoying; and finally, positively dangerous to the ambitions of Wenceslas. For, to illustrate, Jose had once discovered him, in the absence of the Bishop, celebrating Mass in a state of in- ebriation. This irritated. Wenceslas had only been careless. Again, Jose had several times shown himself suspicious of his fast-and-loose methods with the rival political factions of Car- tagena. This was annoying. Finally, he had come upon Jose in the market place a few weeks prior, in earnest conference with Marcelena and the girl, Maria; and subsequent conversa- tion with him developed the fact that the priest had other dark suspicions which were but too well founded. This was danger- ous. It was high time to prepare for possible contingencies. Ill 8 CARMEN ARIZA And so, in due time, carefully wording his hint that Padre Jose de Rincon might be a Radical spy in the ecclesiastical camp, Wenceslas found means to obtain from Rome a fairly comprehensive account of the priest's past history. He mused over this until an idea suddenly occurred to him, namely, the similarity of this account with many of the passages which he had found in a certain book, "The Confessions of a Roman Catholic Priest" — a book which had cast the shadow of dis- trust upon Wenceslas himself in relation to certain matters of ecclesiastical politics in Colombia nearly three years before, and at a most unfortunate time. Indeed, this sudden, unheralded exposure had forced him to a hurried recasting of certain cherished plans, and drawn from him a burning, unquenchable desire to lay his pious hands upon the writer. His influence with Rome at length revealed the secret of the wretched book's authorship. And from the moment that he learned it, Jose's fate was sealed. The crafty politician laughed aloud as he read the priest's history. Then he drew his plans and waited. Rut in the interim he made further investigations; and these he extended far back into the ancestral history of this unfortunate scion of the once powerful house of Rincon. Meantime, a few carefully chosen words to the Rishop aroused a dull interest in that quarter. Jose had been seen mingling freely with men of very liberal political views. It would be well to warn him. Again, weeks later, Wenceslas was certain, from inquiries made among the students, that Jose's work in the classroom bordered a trifle too closely on radi- calism. It were well to admonish him. And, still later, hap- pening to call at Jose's quarters just above his own in the ecclesiastical dormitory, and not finding him in, he had been struck by the absence of crucifix or other religious symbol in the room. Was the young priest becoming careless of his example? And now, on this important feast-day, where was Padre Jose? On the preceding evening, as Wenceslas leaned over the parapet of the wall after his surprise by Jose, he had noted in the dim light the salient features of a foreigner who, he had just leiarned, was registered at the Hotel Mariano from the United States. Moreover, Wenceslas had just come from Jos6's room, whither he had gone in search of him, and — may the Saints pardon his excess of holy zeal which impelled him to examine the absent priest's effects! — he had returned now to the Rishop bearing a copy of Renan's Vie de Jdsus, with the American's name on the flyleaf. It certainly were well to ad- monish Padre Jose again, and severely! The Rishop, hardly to the surprise of his crafty coadjutor, 112 CARMEN ARIZA flew into a towering rage. He was a man of irascible temper, bitterly intolerant, and unreasoningly violent against all un- believers, especially Americans whose affairs brought them to Colombia. In this respect he was the epitome of the ecclesias- tical anti-foreign sentiment which obtained in that country. His intolerance of heretics was such that he would gladly have bound his own kin to the stake had he believed their opinions unorthodox. Yet he was thoroughly conscientious, a devout churchman, and saturated with the beliefs of papal infallibility and the divine origin of the Church. In the observance of church rites and ceremonies he was unremitting. In the soul- burning desire to witness the conversion of the world, and espe- cially to see the lost children of Europe either coaxed or beaten back into the embrace of Holy Church, his zeal amounted to fanaticism. In the present case — "Your Eminence," suggested the suave Wenceslas to his ex- asperated superior, "may I propose that you defer action until I can discover the exact status of this American?" And the Bishop forthwith placed the whole matter in his trusted assistant's helpful hands. Meantime, Jose and the American explorer sat in the shade of a magnificent palm on a high hill in beautiful Turbaco, look- ing out over the shimmering sea beyond. For Hitt had wan- dered into the Plaza de Caches just as Jose was taking a car- riage, and the latter could not well refuse his proffered com- panionship for the day. Yet Jose feared to be seen in broad daylight with this stranger, and he involuntarily murmured a Loado sea Dies! when they reached Turbaco, as he believed, unobserved. He did not know that a sharp-eyed young novi- tiate, whom Wenceslas had detailed to keep the priest under surveillance, had hurried back to his superior with the report of Jose's departure with the Americano on this innocent pleas- ure jaunt. "Say no more, my friend, in apology for your abrupt de- parture last evening," the explorer urged. "But tell me, rather, about your illustrious grandfather who had his country seat in this delightful spot. Why, man ! this is paradise. I've a notion to come here to live some day." Jose cast his apprehensions upon the soft ocean breeze, and gave himself up to the inspiriting influence of his charming environment. He dwelt at length upon the Rincon greatness of mediaeval days, and expressed the resolve sometime to delve into the family records which he knew must be hidden away in the moldering old city of Cartagena. "But now," he con- cluded, after another reference to the Church, "is Colombia to witness again the horror of those days of carnage? And over the human mind's interpretation of the Christ? God forbid!" 113 CARMEN ARIZA The American shook his head dubiously. "There is but one remedy — education. Not sectarian, partisan, worldly education — not instruction in relative truths and the chaff of material- istic speculation — but that sort of education whereby the selfish human mind is lifted in a measure out of itself, out of its petty jealousies and envyings, out of sneaking graft and touting for worldly 'emolument, and into a sense of the eternal truth that real prosperity and soundness of states and institutions are to be realized only when the Christ-principle, 'Love thy neighbor as thyself,' is made the measure of conduct. There is a tre- mendous truth which has long since been demonstrated, and yet which the world is most woefully slow to grasp, namely, that the surest, quickest means of realizing one's own pros- perity and happiness is in that of others — not in a world to come, but right here and now." "But that means the inauguration of the millennium," pro- tested Jose. "Well, and why not so?" returned the explorer calmly. "Has not that been the ultimate aim of Christianity, and of all serious effort for reform for the past two thousand years? And, do you know, the millennium could be ushered in to- morrow, if men only thought so? Within an incredibly short time evil, even to death itself, could be completely wiped off the earth. But this wiping-off process must take place in the minds and thoughts of men. Of that I am thoroughly con- vinced. But, tell me, have you ever expressed to the Bishop your views regarding the condition of this country?" Jose flushed. "Yes," he replied in embarrassment. "Only a week ago I tried again to convince him of the inevitable trend of events here unless drastic measures were interposed by the Church. I had even lectured on it in my classes." "Well, what did he say?" "The Bishop is a man of very narrow vision," replied Jose. "He rebuked me severely and truculantly bade me confine my attention to the particular work assigned me and let affairs of politics alone. Of course, that meant leaving them to his assistant, Wenceslas. Mr. Hitt, Colombia needs a Luther!" "Just so," returned the explorer gravely. "Priestcraft from the very earliest times has been one of the greatest curses of mankind. Its abuses date far back to Egyptian -times, when even prostitution was countenanced by the priests, and when they practiced all sorts of impostures upon the ignorant masses. In the Middle Ages they turned Christianity, the richest of blessings, into a snare, a delusion, a rank farce. They arro- gated to themselves all learning, all science. In Peru it was even illicit for any one not belonging to the nobility to attempt 114 CARMEN ARIZA to acquire learning. That was tlae sole privilege of priests and kings. In all nations, from the remotest antiquity, and whether civilized or not, learning has been claimed by the priests as the unique privilege of their caste^ — a privilege bestowed upon them by the special favor of the ruling deity. That's why they always sought to surround their intellectual treasures with a veil of mystery. Roger Bacon, the English monk, once said that it was necessary to keep the discoveries of the philosophers from those unworthy of knowing them. How did he expect a realization of 'Thy kingdom come,' I wonder?" "They didn't expect it to come — on earth," said Jose. "No. They relegated that to the imagined realm which was to be entered through the gateway of .death. It's mighty con- venient to be able to relegate your proofs to that mysterious realm beyond the grave. That has always been a tremendous power in the hands of priests of all times and lands. By the way, did you know that the story of Abel's assassination was one of many handed down, in one form or another, by the priests of India and Egypt?" "Do you mean it?" inquired Jose eagerly. "Certainly. The story doubtless comes from the ancient Egyptian tale which the priests of that time used to relate regarding the murder of Osiris by his brother. Set. It was a deed of jealousy. The story later became incorporated into the sacred books of India and Egypt, and was afterward taken over by Ihe Hebrews, when they were captives in Egypt. The He- brews learned much of Egyptian theology, and their own re- ligion was greatly tinctured by it subsequently. The legend of the deluge, for example, is another tradition of those piiimi- tive days, and credited by the nations of antiquity. But here there is the likelihood of a connection with the great cataclysm of antiquity, the disappearance of the island of Atlantis in consequence of a violent earthquake and volcanic action. This alleged island, supposed to be a portion of the strip at one time connecting South America with Africa, is thought to have sunk beneath the waters of the present Atlantic ocean some nine thousand years before Solon visited Egypt, and hence, some eleven thousand years ago. Anyway, the story of this awful catastrophe got into the Egyptian records in the earliest times, and was handed down to the Hebrews, who probably based their story of the flood upon it. You see, there is a foundation of some sort for all those legends in the book of Genesis. The difficulty has been that humanity has for centu- ries childishly accepted them as historical fact. For example, the serpent story. Now in very primitive times the serpent was the special emblem of Kneph, the creator of the world, and 115 CARMEN ARIZA was regarded as a sort of good genius. It is still so regarded by the Chinese, who make of it one of their most beautiful sym- bols, the dragon. Later it became the 'emblem of Set, the slayer of Osiris; and after that it was looked upon with horror as tha enemy of mankind, the destroyer, the evil principle. Hence, in Egypt, the Hebrew captives adopted the serpent as emblemati- cal of evil, and later used it in their scriptural records as the evil genius that tempted Eve and brought about the fall of man. And so all people whose religious beliefs are founded upon the Hebrew Bible now look upon the serpent as the symbol of evil. Jews, Christians, and Mohammedans thus regard it." Jose gazed at the man with rapt interest. "Don't stop!" he urged. "Go on! go on!" Hitt laughed. "Well," he resumed, "the tree and the serpent were worshiped all through eastern countries, from Scandinavia to the Asiatic peninsula and down into Egypt. And, do you know, we even find vestiges of such worship in America? Down in Adams county, Ohio, on the banks of Brush creek, there is a great mound, called the serpent mound. It is seven hundred feet long, and greatly resembles the one in Glen Feechan, Ar- gyllshire, Scotland. It also resembles the one I found in the an- cient city of Tiahuanuco, whose ruins lie at an elevation of some thirteen thousand feet above the Pacific ocean, on the shores of Lake Titicaca, near the Bolivian frontier. This an- cient city ages ago sent out colonists all over North and South America. These primitive people believed that a serpent emitted an egg from its mouth, and that the earth was born of that egg. Now the serpent mound in Ohio has an egg in its mouth. What is the logical inference?" ""You don't mean it!" exclaimed Jose, his eyes wide with astonishment. Hitt laughed again in evident enjoyment of the priest's wonder. Then he resumed: "It has been established to my entire satisfaction that the ancient Egyptians and the Mayas of Central and South America used almost identical symbols. And from all antiquity, and by all nations, the symbols of the tree and serpent and their worship have been so closely identified as to render it certain that their origin is the same. What, then, are the serpent and tree of knowledge in the Hebrew Bible but an outgrowth of this? The tree of life, of civilization, of knowledge, was placed in the middle of the land, of the 'garden,' of the primitive country of the race, Mayax. And the empire of the Mayas was situated between the two great continents of North and South America. These people spread out in all directions. They populated the then existing island of Atlantis. And when the terrible earthquake 116 CARMEN ARIZA occurred, whereby this island was sunk beneath the waves of the Atlantic ocean, why, to these people the world had been drowned! The story got to Egypt, to Chaldea, and to India. Hence the deluge record of Genesis." "But, these primitive people, how ancient are they?" queried Jos^. "No one can form any adequate estimate," said Hitt in reply. "The wonderful city of Tiahuanuco was in ruins when Manco Capac laid the foundations of the Inca empire, which was later devastated by the Spaniards. And the Indians told the Span- iards that it had been constructed by giants before the sun shone in heaven." "Astonishing!" exclaimed Jose. "Such facts as these — if facts they be — relegate much of the Scriptural authority to the realm of legend and myth!" "Quite so," returned the explorer. "When the human mind of this century forces itself to approach a subject without prejudice or bias, and without the desire to erect or maintain a purely human institution at whatever cost to world-progress, then it finds that much of the hampering, fettering dogma of mediaevalism now laid upon it by the Church becomes pure fiction, without justifiable warrant or basis. Remember, the Hebrew people gave us the Old Testament, in which they had recorded for ages their tribal and national .history, their poetry, their beliefs and hopes, as well as their legends, gathered from all sources. We have likewise the historical records of other nations. But the Hebrew possessed one characteristic which differentiated him from all other people. He was a monotheist, and he saw his God in every thing, every event, every place. His concept of God was his life-motif. This concept evolved slowly, painfully, throughout the centuries. The ancient Hebrew patriarchs saw it as a variable God, changeful, fickle, now violently angry, now humbly repentant, now making con- tracts with mankind, now petulantly destroying His own handi- work. He was a God who could order the slaughter of inno- cent babes, as in the book of Samuel; or He was a tender, merciful Father, as in the Psalms. He could harden hearts, wage bloody wars, walk with men 'in the cool of the day,' create a universe with His fiat, or spend long days designing and devising the material utensils and furniture of sacrifice to be used in His own worship. In short, men saw in Him just what they saw in themselves. They saw but their mental con- cept. The Bible records humanity's changing, evolving con- cept of God, of that 'something not ourselves which makes for righteousness.' And this concept gradually changed from the magnified God-man of the Old Testament, a creature of human 117 CARMEN ARIZA whims and passions, down to that held by the man of Nazareth, a new and beautiful concept of God as love. This new concept Jesus joyously gave to a sin-weary world that had uttei-ly missed the mark. But it cost him his earthly life to do it. And the dark record of the so-called Christian Church, both Protestant and Catholic, contains the name of many a one who has paid the same penalty for a similar service of love. "The Chaldeans and Egyptians," he went on, after a mo- ment's reflective pause, "gave the Hebrews their account of the creation of the universe, the fall of man, the flood, and many other bits of mythical lore. And into these stories the Hebrews read the activity of their God, and drew from them deep moral lessons. Egypt gave the Hebrews at least a part of the story of Joseph, as embodied in the hieroglyphics which may be read on the banks of the Nile to-day. They probably also gave the Hebrews the account of the creation found in the second chapter of Genesis, for to this day you can see in some of the oldest Egyptian temples pictures of the gods making men out of lumps of clay. The discovery of the remains of the 'Nean- derthal man' and the 'Ape-man of Java* now places the dawn of human reason at a period some three to five hundred thou- sand years prior to our present century, and, combined with the development of the science of geology, which shows that the total age of the earth's stratified rocks alone cannot be much less than fifty-five millions of years, serves to cast additional ridicule upon the Church's present attitude of stubborn adher- ence to these prehistoric scriptural legends as literal, God- given fact. But, to make the right use of these legends — ^well, that is another thing." "And that?" The explorer hesitated. "I find it difficult to explain," he said at length. "But, remember what I have already said, there is, there must be, a foundation beneath all these legends which admonish mankind to turn from evil to good. And, as I also said, that foundation must be very broad. I have said that I was in search of a religion. Why not, you may ask, accept the religious standard which Jesus set? That was the new concept of God as love. Very good. I am quite convinced that love is the religion, the tie which binds all things together and to a common source and cause. And I am equally convinced that Jesus is the only person recorded in history who ever lived a life of pure reflection of the* love which he called God. And so you see why I am chipping and hewing away at the theo- logical conception of the Christ, and trying to get at the reality buried deep beneath in the theological misconceptions of the centuries. I am quite convinced that if men loved one another, 118 CARMEN ARIZA as Jesus bade them do, all war, strife, disease, poverty, and discord of every sort would vanish from human experience. But — and here is a serious question — did Jesus ask the impossi- ble? Did he command us to love the sinful, erring mortal whom we see in our daily walk — or did he^did he have a new thought, namely, that by loving the real man, for which, per- haps, this human concept stands in the human mind, that this very act would change that distorted concept and cause it to yield its place to the real one? I believe Jesus to have been the wisest man who ever trod this earth. But I likewise believe that no man has ever been more deplorably misunderstood, misquoted, and misinterpreted than he. And so I am delving down, down beneath the mass of human conjecture and ridicu- lous hypothesis which the Church Fathers and our own theo- logians have heaped up over this unique character, if perchance I may some day discover just what he was, just what he really said, and just what the message which he sought to convey to mankind." He leaned over and laid a hand on Jose's arm. "My young friend," he said earnestly, "I believe there are meanings in the life and words of Jesus of which the Church in its astounding self-suflBciency has never even dreamed. Did he walk on the water? Did he feed the multitude with a few loaves? Did he raise Lazarus? Did he himself issue from the tomb? No more momentous questions were ever asked than these. For, if so, then the message of Jesus has a bearing on the material uni- verse, on the human mind, and the whole realm of thought that is utterly revolutionary! What was that message? Did the man's own apostles and immediate followers understand it? Did Paul? Certain we are, however, that the theology which Rome gave to her barbarian conquerors was wholly different from that taught by Jesus and his disciples. And we know that the history of Europe from the fall of the Roman Empire down to the Franco-Prussian war is largely a recital of the development of the religious beliefs which Rome handed down to her conquerors, and their influence upon the human mind. These beliefs constitute the working hypothesis of that institu- tion known to-day as the Holy Roman Catholic Church, and its separated offshoots, the Greek Catholic and the Protestant Churches, including the numberless ramifications and divisions of the latter. The question as to whether eternal salvation is a function of complete immersion of the human body, or only a gentle sprinkling, appears most lamentably puerile in the face of the tremendous revolutionary truths hinted by the deeds of Jesus, assuming that he has been correctly reported in the Gospels, No; Renan, in his Vie de Jdsus, which I gave you last 119 CARMEN ARIZA night, missed it. Before him, Voltaire and countless other critics of man-made theology missed it. The writings of these men do serve, however, to mow down the theological stubble in the world's field of thought. What is it, this gigantic truth which Jesus brought? I do not know. But he himself is re- ported to have said, 'If ye keep my commands, ye shall know of the doctrine.' And his chief command was, that we love God and our fellow-men. I have no doubt whatever that, when we follow this command, we shall know of the doctrine which he came to establish in the hearts of men." "But his message was the brotherhood of man," said Jose. "Nay," replied the explorer, "it was the fatherhood of God, rather. For that includes the brotherhood of man. But, while we agree thus far, who can say what the fatherhood of God implies? Who, realizing that this was Jesus' message, knows how to make it practical, as he did? To him it meant — ah, what did it not mean! It meant a consciousness that held not one trace of evil. It meant a consciousness of God as omnipotent power, the irresistible power of good, which, in the form of spirit, or mind, as some will have it, is ever present. Is it not so? Well, then, who is there to-day, within the Church or without, who understands the divine message of the fatherhood of God sufficiently to acquire such a con- sciousness, and to make the intensely practical application of the message to every problem of mind, or body, or environ- ment? Who to-day in your Church or mine, for example, realizes that Jesus must have seen something in matter far different from the solid, indestructible thing that we think we see, and that this was due to his understanding of the imma- nence of his Father as spirit — an understanding which enabled him to walk on the waves, and to treat material things as if they were not? No, my friend, the Christ-message of the fatherhood of God is hardly apprehended in the world to-day in the slightest degree by priest or prelate, church or sect. And yet, the influence of Jesus is tremendous!" Jose's brow knit in perplexity. "I — I don't believe I follow you, quite," he said. "I am not surprised," replied the explorer gently. "I some- times wonder if I understand myself just what it is that I am trying to express. My belief is still in a state of transition. I am still searching. The field has been cleared. And now — now I am waiting for the new seed. I have abandoned forever the sterile, non-productive religious beliefs of current theology. I have abandoned such belittling views of God as the Presbyte- rian sublapsarian view of election. I have turned wearily from the puerile dogma of your Church as unworthy of the Father 120 CARMEN ARIZA of Jesus. From delving into the mysteries of the Brahminism of India, of ancestor-worship in Japan, of Confucianism in China, of Islamism in the far East, I have come back to the wonderful man of Nazareth. And now I am trying to see what Christianity would be if purged of its adulterations — purged of the Greek philosophy of the early Fathers; of the forgeries of the Middle Ages; of the pagan ceremonialism and priestly rites and assumptions of power to save or damn in this present century. And what do I find, after all this rubbish has been filtered out? Love, friend — ^love; the unfathomable love of the Father of Jesus, who knows no evil, no sin, no sickness, no death, no hell, no material heaven, but whose kingdom is the harmonious realm of spirit, or mind, wherein the individual consciousness knows no discord o,f any name or nature." The afternoon haze had been long gathering when Jos6 roused the sleeping cochero and prepared to return to the stifling ecclesiastical atmosphere from which for a brief day he had been so happily free. A cold chill swept over him when he took his seat in the carriage, and he shuddered as if with an evil presentiment. "And you still adhere to your determination to remain in the Church?" his friend asked, as they turned from the green hills and nodding palms of Turbaco, and set their course toward the distant mediaeval city. "Yes," came the scarcely audible reply. But as Jose spoke, he knew that his mind had that day been stripped of its last remaining vestige of the old theology, leaving it bare, exposed — and receptive. ♦ * .. * * * * A week passed. The explorer had gone, as silently and un- announced as he had come. The evening before his departure he and Jose had sat again in the thick shadows of the old wall. The next morning he was on the mighty river; and the priest was left with a great void in his heart. One noon, as Jose was returning from his classes, he pon- dered deeply the last words of the explorer, "Remember, noth- ing that has been invented by mankind or evolved by the human mind can stand, or remain. We might just as well accept that great fact now as later, and adjust ourselves to it. But the things of the spirit remain. And Paul has told us what they are." As he passed slowly along the winding little street toward the dormitory, a messenger approached him with a summons from the Bishop. He turned and started wonderingly toward the Cathedral. He had been reprimanded once, twice, for the liberal views which he had expressed to his classes. Was he 121 CA'RMEN ARIZA to receive another rebuke now? He had. tried to be more careful of late. Had he been seen with the explorer? An hour later, his eyes set and unseeing, and his thin lips trembling, Jose dragged himself up the stone steps to his little room and threw himself upon the bed. The bonds which had been slowly, imperceptibly tightening during these few months of precious liberty had been drawn suddenly taut. The Bishop, in the r6le of Inquisitor Natus, had just revealed a full knowl- edge of his dismal past, and had summarily dismissed him from the University faculty. Jose, bewildered and stunned, had tried vainly to defend himself. Then, realizing his impotence before the uncompromising bigotry of this choleric ecclesiastic, he had burst suddenly into a torrent of frenzied declarations of his undeserved wrongs, of his resolve noW to renounce his oath, to leave the Church, to abandon honor, family, everything that held or claimed him, and to flee into unknown and un- knowing parts, where his harassed soul might find a few years of rest before its final flight! The Bishop became bitterly and implacably infuriated, and remanded the excited priest to his room to reflect upon his wild words, and to await the final dis- position of his case — unlesi^ he should have determined already to try the devious route of apostasy. Rising the next morning at dawn from the chill floor where he had spent the torturing hours of an interininable night, and still clinging forlornly to his battered sense of honor and family pride, Jose again received the Bishop's summons; and, after the events of the morning already related, faced the angry churchman's furious tirade, and with it, what he could not have imagined before, a charge of hideous immorality. Then had been set before him a choice between apostasy and accept- ance of the assignment to the parish of far-otf Simiti. "And now, unpitying Fate," he murmured, as the door of the Bishop's sanctum closed behind him, and he wandered down through the gloom of the quiet Cathedral, "receive your victim. You have chosen well your carnal instruments — pride — ecclesiasticism — lust! My crimes? Aye, the very lowest; for I have loved liberty of thought and conscience; I have loved virtue and honor; the pursuits of intellect; the fair; the noble; yea, the better things of life. I have loved my fellow- men; and I have sought their emancipation from the thraldom of ignorance. I have loved truth, and the Christ who revealed it to the dull minds of mortals. Enough! I stand convicted! And — I accept the sentence — I have no desire to resist it. For the end is now not distant!" 122 CARMEN ARIZA CHAPTER 16 THE tropical moon shone in her fullness from an unclouded sky. Through the ethereal atmosphere which bathed the storied city her beams fell, plashing noiselessly upon the grim memorials of a stirring past. With a mantle of peace they gently covered the former scenes of violence and strife. With magic, intangible substance they filled out the rents in the grassy walls and smoothed away the scars of battle. The pale luster, streaming through narrow barbican and mildewed arch, touched the decaying ruin of San Felipe with the wand of enchantment, and restored it to pristine freshness and strength. Through the stillness of night the watery vapor streamed up- ward from garden and patio, and mingled with the scent of flushing roses and tropical buds in a fragrant mist suffused with the moon's yellow glow. On the low parapet bordering the eastern esplanade of the city wall the solitary figure of the priest cast a narrow shadow in the pale moonlight. The sounds which eddied the envelop- ing silence seemed to echo in his ears the tread of mediaeval warriors. In the wraith-like shadows he saw the armored forms of Conquistadores in mortal strife with vulpine buc- caneers. In the whirring of the bats which flouted his face he heard the singing of arrows and the hiss of hurled rocks. In the moan of the ocean as it broke on the coral reef below sounded the boom of cannon, the curses of combatants, and the groans of the dyirtg. Here and there moved tonsured monks, now absolving in the name of the peaceful Christ the frenzied defenders of the Heroic City, now turning to hurl curses at the swarming enemy and consign their blackened souls to deepest hell, while holding images of the crucified Saviour to the quivering lips of stricken warriors. In the fancied combat raging in the moonlight before him he saw the sons of the house of Rincon manifesting their devotion to Sovereign and Pope, their unshaken faith in Holy Church, their hot zeal which made them her valiant defenders, her support, her humble and devoted slaves for more than three centuries. What -was the charm by which she had held them? And why had its potency failed utterly when directed to him? But they were men of physical action, not thought — men of deeds which called only for brave hearts and stout bodies. It is true, there had been thinkers in those days, when the valiant sons of Rincon hurled the enemy from Cartagena's walls-r- 123 CARMEN ARIZ.A but they lay rotting in dungeons — they lay broken on the rack, or hung breathing out their souls to God amid the hot flames •which His self-appointed vicars kindled about them. The Rincons of that day had not been thinkers. But the centuries had finally evolved from their number a man of thought. Alas! the evolution had developed intellect, it is true — but the process had refined away the rugged qualities of animal strength which, without a deeper hold on Truth and the way to demonstrate it than Josd possessed, must leave him the play- thing of Fate. Young in years, but old in sorrow; held by oaths which his ever-accusing sense of honor would not let him break; trem- bling for his mother's sake, and for the sake of Rinc6n pride, lest the ban of excommunication fall upon him ; yet little dream- ing that Rome had no thought of this while his own peculiar elements of character bound him as they did to her; the man had at last yielded his life to the system which had wrecked it in the name of Christ, and was now awaiting the morrow, when the boat should bear him to far-off Simiti. He went resignedly — even with a dull sense of gladness — for he went to die. Life had yielded him nothing — and constituted as he was, it could hold nothing for him in the future. The glorious moon poured its full splendor upon the quiet city. Through the haze the convent on La Popa sparkled like an enchanted castle, with a pavement of soft moonbeams lead- ing up to its doors. The trill of a distant nightingale rippled the scented air; and from the llanos were borne on the warm land breeze low feral sounds, broken now and then by the plaintive piping of a lonely toucan. The cocoa palms through- out the city stirred dreamily in the tempered moonlight; and the banana trees, bending with their luscious burden, cast great, mysterious shadows, wherein insect life rustled and scampered in nocturnal activity. "Padre Jose!" A woman's voice called from below. The priest leaned over the wall. "It is Catalina. I have been hunting everywhere. Maria is calling for you. She cannot live long. You will come?" Come? Yes — ah, why did he let his own misery blind him to the sorrow of others even more unfortunate ! Why had he forgotten the little Maria ! Descending the broad incline to the road below, Jose hurried with the woman to the bedside of the dying girl. On the way the warm-hearted, garrulous Catalina relieved her troubled and angered soul. "Padre Lorenzo came this morning. He would not shrive her unless we would pay him first. He said he would do it for 124 CARMEN ARIZA ten pesos — then five — and then three. And when we kept telling him that we had no money he told us to go out and borrow it, or he would leave the little Maria to die as she was. He said she was a vile sinner anyway — that she had not made her Easter duty — that she could not have the Sacrament — and her soul would go straight to hell — and there was no redemp- tion! Then he came again this afternoon and said she must die ; but he would shrive her for two pesos. And when we told him we could not borrow the money he was terribly angry, and cursed — and Marcelena was frightened — and the little Maria almost died. But I told him to go — that her little soul was whiter than his — and if he went to heaven I didn't want Maria to go there too-^and — !" •The woman's words burned through the priest's ears and into his sickened soul. Recovering her breath, Catalina went on: "It is only a few days ago that the little Maria meets Sister Isabel in the plaza. 'Ah,' says Sister Isabel, 'you are going to be a mother.' " 'Yes, Sister,' answers the little Maria, much confused; and she tries to hide behind Marcelena. " 'It is very dangerous and you will suffer much unless you have a sacred cord of Saint Frances,' says the Sister. 'I will bring you one.' "And then she asks where the little Maria lives; and that very day she brings a piece of rope, with knots in it, which she says the priest has blessed, and it is a sacred cord of Saint Frances, and if the little Maria will wear it around her waist she will not suffer at -the parturition ; and the little Maria must pay a peso oro for it — and the scared little lamb paid it, for she had saved a little money which Don Carlos Ojeda gave her for washing — and she wore it when the babe was born; but it didn't help her—" "Dios!" ejaculated the priest. "And Marcelena had paid a peso y medio," continued the excited woman, "for a candle that Sister Natalia told her had come from the altar of the Virgin of Santander and was very holy and would help one through confinement. But the candle went out; and it was only a round stick of wood with a little piece of candle on the end. And I — Padre, I could not help it, I would do anything for the poor child — I paid two pesos oro for a new escapulario for her. Sister Natalia said it was very holy — it had been blessed by His Grace, the Bishop, just for women who were to be mothers, and it would carry them through — ^but if they died, it would take them right out of purgatory — and — ! " 125 CARMEN ARIZA "Catalina!" interrupted the tortured priest. "Say no more!" "But, Padre, the babe," the woman persisted. "What will become of it? And — do you know? — Padre Lorenzo says it is yours t He told Juanita so — she lives below us. But Maria says no. She has told only Marcelena — and Marcelena will never tell. Who is its father, Padre?" The priest, recognizing the inevitable, patiently resigned himself to the woman's talk without further reply.- Presently they turned into the Calle Lazano, and entering the house where Marcelena had greeted him that morning, mounted to the chamber above where lay the little Maria. A single candle on a table near the head of the bed shed a flickering, uncertain light. But the window was open, and the moon's beams poured into the room in golden profusion. Aside from the girl, there were no other occupants than Marcelena and the new-born child. "Padre," murmured the passing girl, "you will not let me die without the Sacrament?" "No, child," replied the priest, bending over her, hot tears streaming down his cheeks as she kissed his hand. The girl had been beautiful, a type of that soft, southern beauty, whose graces of form, full, regular features, and rich olive tint mark them as truly Spanish, with but little admix- ture of inferior blood. Her features were drawn and set now; but her great, brown eyes which she raised to the priest were luminous with a wistful eagerness that in this final hour be- came sacred. "Marcelena," the priest hurriedly whispered to the woman. "I have no — but it matters not now; she need not know that I come unprepared. She must pass out of the world happy at last." "There is a drop of wine that the doctor left; and I will fetch a bit of bread," replied the woman, catching the meaning of the priest's words. "Bring it; and I will let her confess now." Bending over the sinking girl, the priest bade her reveal the burden resting on her conscience. "Carita," he said tenderly, when the confession was ended, "fear not. The blessed Saviour died for you. He went to prepare a place for you and for us all. He forgave the sinful woman — carita, he forgives you — yes, freely, gladly. He loves y^ou, little one. Fear not what Padre Lorenzo said. He is a sinful priest. Forget all now but the good Saviour, who stands with open arms — with a smile an his beautiful face — to wel- come his dear child — his little girl — you, carita, you." "Padre— my babe?" 126 CARMEN ARIZA "Yes, child, it shall be cared for." "But not by the Sisters" — excitedly — "not in an asylum — Padre, promise me !" "There, carita, it shall be as you wish," "And you will care for it?" "I, child?— ah, yes, I will care for it." The girl sank back again with a smile of happiness. A deep silence fell upon the room. At the feet of the priest Catalina huddled and wept softly. Marcelena, in the shadow of the bed where she might not be seen, rocked silently back and forth with breaking heart. "Padre — ^you will — say Masses for me?" The words were scarcely audible. "Yes, carita." "I — have no money — no money. He promised to give me — money — and clothes — " "There, carita, I will say Masses for you without money — every day, for a year. And you shall have clothes — ah, carita, in heaven you shall have everything." The candle sputtered, and went out. The moon flooded the room with ethereal radiance. "Padre — lift me up— it grows dark — oh. Padre, you are so good to me — so good." "No, child, it is not I who am good to you, but the blessed Christ. See him, carita — there — there in the moonlight he stands!" The smoke from a neighboring chimney drifted slowly past the window and shone white in the silvery beams. The girl, supported by the arm of the priest, gazed at it through dim- ming eyes in reverent awe. "Padre," she whispered, "it is the Saviour! Pray to him for me." "Yes, child." And turning toward the window the priest extended his hand. "Blessed Saviour," he prayed, "this is one of thy stricken lambs, lured by the wolf from the fold. And we have b;;ought her back. Dost thou bid her come?" The sobs of the weeping woman at his feet floated through the room. "Ah, thou tender and pitying Master — ^best friend of the sinning, the sick, and the sorrowing — we offer to thee this bruised child. We find no sin, no guile, in her; for after the ignorant code of men she has paid the last farthing for satisfy- ing the wolf's greed. Dost thou bid her come?" In the presence of death he felt his own terrible impotence. Of what avail then was his Christianity? Or the Church's 127 CARMEN ARIZA traditional words of comfort? The priest's tears fell fast. But something within — perhaps that "something not ourselves" — the voice of Israel's almost forgotten God — whispered a hope that blossomed in this petition of tenderest love and pity. He had long since ceased to pray for himself; but in this, the only prayer that had welled from his chilled heart in months, his pitying desire to humor the wishes of a dying girl had un- consciously formulated his own soul's appeal. "Blessed Saviour, take her to thine arms; shield her for- ever more from the carnal lust of the wolf; lift her above the deadening superstitions and hypocritical creeds of those wlio touch but to stain ; take her; Saviour, for we find her pure, innocent, clean; suffering and sorrow have purged away the sin. Dost thou bid her come?" The scent of roses and orange blossoms from the garden below drifted into the room on the warm breeze. A bird, awakened by the swaying of its nest, peeped a few sweet notes of contentment, and slept again. "We would save her — we would cure her — but we, too, have strayed from thee and forgotten thy commands — and the precious gift of healing which thou didst leave with men has long been lost. But thou art here — thy compassionate touch still heals and saves. Jesus, unique son of God, behold thy child. Wilt thou bid her come?" "What says he, Padr6?" murmured the sinking girl. The priest bent close to her. "He says come, carita — come!" With a fluttering sigh the tired child sank back into the priest's arms and dropped softly into her long sleep. CHAPTER 17 THE twisted, turbid "Danube of New Granada," under the gentle guidance of its patron. Saint Mary Magdalene, threads the greater part of its sinuous way through the heart of Colombia like an immense, slow-moving morass. Born of the arduous tropic sun and chill snows, and imbued by the river god with the nomadic instinct, it leaps from its pin- nacled cradle and rushes, sparkling with youthful vigor, down precipice and perpendicular cliff; down rocky steeps and jagged ridges; whirling in merry, momentary dance in shaded basins; singing in swirling eddies; roaring in boisterous cataracts, to its mad plunge over the lofty wall of Tequendama, whence it subsides into the dignity of broad maturity, and begins its 128 CARMEN ARIZA long, wandering, adult life, which slowly draws to a sluggish old age and final oblivion in the infinite sea. Toward the close of its meandering course, long after the follies and excesses of early life, it takes unto itself a consort, the beautiful Cauca; and together they flow, broadening and deepening as life nears its end; merging their destinies; sharing their burdens; until at last, with labors ended, they sink their identities in the sunlit Caribbean. When the simple-minded Conquistadores first pushed their frail cockleshells out into the gigantic embouchure of this tawny stream and looked vainly for the opposite, shore, veiled by the dewy mists of a glittering morn, they unconsciously crossed themselves and, forgetful for the moment of greed and rapine and the lust of gold, stood in reverent awe before the handi- work of their Creator. Ere the Spaniard had laid his fell curse upon this ancient kingdom of the Chibchas, the flowering bahks of the Magdalena, to-day so mournfully characterized .by their frightful solitudes, were an almost unbroken village from the present coast city of Barranquilla to Honda, the limit of naviga- tion, some nine hundred miles to the south. The cupidity of the heartless, bigoted rabble from mediaeval slums which poured into this wonderland late in the sixteenth century laid waste this luxuriant vale and exterminated its trustful in- habitants. Now the warm airs that sigh at night along the great river's uncultivated borders seem still to echo the gentle laments of the once happy dwellers in this primitive paradise. Sitting in the rounded bow of the wretched riverine steamer Honda, Padre Jose de Rincon gazed with vacant eyes upon the scenery on either hand. The boat had arrived from Barran- quilla that morning, and was now experiencing the usual ex- asperating delay in embarking from Calamar. He had just returned to it, after wandering for hours through the forlorn little town, tormented physically by the myriad mosquitoes, and mentally by a surprising eagerness to reach his destination. He could account for the latter only on the ground of complete resignation — a feeling experienced by those unfortunate souls who have lost their way in life, and, after vain resistance to molding circumstances, after the thwarting of ambitions, the quenching of ideals, admit defeat, and await, with something of feverish anticipation, the end. He had left Cartagena early that morning on the ramshackle little train which, after hours of jolting over an undulating roadbed, set him down in Calamar, exhausted with the heat and dusfc-begrimed. He had not seen the Bishop nor Wenceslas since the interview of the preceding day. Before his departure, however, he had made provision for the burial of the girl, Maria, and the disposal of her child. 129 CARMEN ARIZA This he did at his own expense; and when the demands of doctor and sexton had been met, and he had provided Marce- lena with funds for the care of herself and the child for at least a few weeks, his purse was pitiably light. Late in the afternoon the straggling remnant of a sea breeze drifted up the river and tempered the scorching heat. Then the captain of the Honda drained his last glass of red rum in the posada, reiterated to his political affiliates with spiritous bombast his condensed opinion anent the Government, and dramatically signaled the pilot to get under way. Beyond the fact that Simiti lay somewhere behind the liana- veiled banks of the great river, perhaps three hundred miles from Cartagena, the priest knew nothing of his destination. There were no passengers bound for the place, the captain had told him ; nor had the captain himself ever been there, although he knew that one must leave the boat at a point called Badillo, and thence go by canoe to the town in question. But Jose's interest in Simiti was only such as one might manifest in a prison to which he was being conveyed. And, as a prisoner of the Church, he inwardly prayed that his re- maining days might be few. The blows which had fallen, one after another, upon his keen, raw nerves had left him be- numbed. The cruel bruises which his faith in man had received in Rome and Cartagena had left him listless, and without pain. He was accepting the Bishop's final judgment mutely, for he had already borne all that human nature could endure. His severance from a life of faith and love was complete. Nor could Jose learn when he might hope to reach Badillo, though he made listless inquiry. "Na, Senor Padre," the captain had said, "we never know where to find the water. It is on the right to-day; on the left to-morrow. There is low tide to-night; the morning may see it ten feet higher. And Badillo — quien sabe? It might be washed- away when we arrive." And he shrugged his shoulders in complete disclaimer of any responsibility therefor. The captain's words were not idle, for the channel of the mighty river changes with the caprice of a maiden's heart. With irresistible momentum the tawny flood rolls over the continent, now impatiently ploughing its way across a great bend, destroying plantations and abruptly leaving towns and villages many miles inland; now savagely filching away the soft loam banks beneath little settlements and greedily adding broad acres to the burden of its surcharged waters. Mighty giants of the forest, wrested from their footholds of centuries, plunge with terrifying noise into the relentless stream; great masses of earth, still cohering, break from their moorings and 130 CARMEN ARIZA glide into the wliirling waters, where, like immense islands, they journey bobbing and tumbling toward the distant sea. Against the strong current, whose quartzose sediment tinkled metallically about her iron prow, the clumsy Honda made slow headway. She was a craft of some two hundred tons burden, with iron hull, stern paddle wheel, and corrugated metal passenger deck and roof. Below the passenger deck, and well forward on the hull, stood the huge, wood-burning boiler, whose incandescent stack pierced^the open space where the gasping travelers were forced to congregate to get what air they mighi. Midway on this deck she carried a few cabins at either side. These, bare of furnishings, might accommodate a dozen passengers, if the insufferable heat would permit them to be occupied. Each traveler was obliged to supply his own bedding, and likewise hammock, unless not too discriminating to use the soiled cot provided. Many of those whose affairs necessitated river travel — and there was no other mode of reaching the interior — were content at night to wrap a light blanket about them and lie down under their mosquito nets on the straw mats — petates — with which every peon goes pro- vided. Of service, there was none that might be so designated. A few dirty, half-dressed negro boys from the streets of Bar- ranquilla performed the functions of steward, waiting on table with unwashed hands, helping to sling hammocks, or assisting with the carving of the freshly killed beef on the slippery deck below. Accustomed as he had been to the comforts of Rome, and to the less elaborate though still adequate accommodations which Cartagena afforded, Jose viewed his prison boat with sinking heart. Iron hull, and above it the glowing boiler; over this the metal passenger deck; and above that the iron roof, upon which the fierce tropical sun poured its flaming heat all day; clouds of steam and vapor from the hot river enveloping the boat — had the Holy Inquisition itself sought to devise the most refined torture for a man of delicate sensibilities like Jose de Rincon, it could not have done better than send him up the great river at this season and on that miserable craft, in company with his own morbid and soul-corroding thoughts. The day wore on; and late in the evening the Honda docked at the pretentious town of Maganguey, the point of transfer for the river Cauca. Like the other passengers, from whom he had held himself reservedly aloof, Jose gladly seized the op- portunity to divert his thoughts for a few moments by going ashore. But the moments stretched into hours; and when he finally learned that the boat would not leave until daybreak, he lapsed into a state of sullen desperation which, but for the Rincon stubbornness, would have precipitated him into the 131 CARMEN ARIZA dark stream. Aimlessly he wandered about the town, avoiding any possible rencontre with priests, or with his fellow-passen- gers, many of whom, together with the bacchanalian captain, he saw in the various cantinas, making merry over rum and the native anisado. The moon rose late, bathing the whitewashed town in a soft sheen and covering with its yellow veil the filth and squalor which met the priest at every turn as he wandered through its ill-lighted streets. Maganguey in plan did not depart from the time-honored custom of the Spaniards, who erected their cities by first locating the church, and then build- ing the town around it. So long as the church had a good loca- tion, the rest of the town might shift for itself. Some of the better buildings dated from the old colonial period, and had tile roofs and red brick floors. Many bore scars received in the internecine warfare which has raged in the unhappy country with but brief intervals of peace since the days of Spanish occupation. But most of the houses were of the typical mud-plastered, palm-thatched variety, with dirt floors and scant furniture. Yet even in many of these Jose noted pianos and sewing machines, generally of German make, at which the housewife was occupied, while naked babes and squealing pigs — the latter of scarcely less value than the for- mer — fought for places of preferment on the damp and grimy floors. Wandering, blindly absorbed in thought, into a deserted road which branched off from one of the narrow streets on the outskirts of the town, Jose stumbled upon a figure crouching in the moonlight. Almost before he realized that it was a human being a hand had reached up and caught his. "Buen Padre!" came a thick voice from the mass, "for the love of the good Virgin, a few pesos!" A beggar — ^perhaps a bandit! Ah, well; Jose's purse was light — and his life of no value. So, recovering from his start, he sought in his pockets for some billetes. But— yes, he re- membered that after purchasing his river transportation in Calamar he had carefully put his few remaining bills in his trunk. "Amigo, I am sorry, but I have no money with me," he said regretfully, "But if you will come to the boat I will gladly give you something there." At this the figure emitted a scream of rage, and broke into a torrent of sulphurous oaths. "Na, the Saints curse you beggarly priests! You have no money, but you rob us poor devils with your lies, and then leave us to rot to death!" "But, amigo, did I not say — " began Jose soothingly. 132 CARMEN ARIZA "Maldito!" shrilled the figure; "may Joseph and Mary and Jesus curse you! A million curses on you, maZcfifo/" Pulling itself upward, the shapeless thing sank its teeth deep into the priest's hand. With a cry of pain the startled Jose tore himself loose, his hand dripping with blood. At the same time the figure fell over into the road and its enveloping rags slipped off, disclosing in the bright ipoonlight a loathsome, distorted face and ele- phantine limbs, covered with festering sores. "Good God!" cried Jose, recoiling. "A leper!" Turning swiftly from the hideous object, his brain awhirl with the horrible nightmare, the priest fled blindly from the scene. Nauseated, quivering with horror, with the obscene ravings of the leper still ringing in his ears, he stumbled about the town until daybreak, when the boat's shrieking whistle summoned him to embark. The second day on the river seemed to Jose intolerable, as he shifted about the creaking, straining tub to avoid the sun's piercing rays and the heat which, drifting back from the hot stack forward, enveloped the entire craft. There were but few passengers, some half dozen men and two slatternly attired women. Whither they were bound, he knew not, nor cared; and, though they saluted him courteously, he studiously avoided being drawn into their conversations. The emotional appeal of the great river and its forest-lined banks did not at first affect him. Yet he sought forgetfulness of self by con- centrating his thought upon them. The massed foliage constituted an impenetrable wall on either side. Everywhere his eyes met a maze of lianas, creep- ing plants, begonias, and bizarre vegetable forms, shapes and hues of which he had never before had any adequate concep- tion. Often he caught the glint of great, rare butterflies hover- ing in the early sunlight which filtered through the interlaced fronds and branches. Often when the boat hugged the bank he saw indescribable buds and blossoms, and multicolored orchids clinging to the drooping bejucos which festooned the enormous trees. As the afternoon waned and the sun hung low, the magic stillness of the solitude began to cast its spell about him, and he could imagine that he was penetrating a fairyland. The vast stream, winding, broadening, ramifying round wooded islets, throwing out long, dusky lagoons and swampy arms, incessantly plying its numberless activities, at length held him enraptured. As he brooded over it all, his thought wandered back to the exploits of the intrepid Quesada and his stalwart band who, centuries before, had forced their perilous way along this same river, amid showers of poisoned 133 CARMEN ARIZA arrows from hostile natives, amid the assaults of tropical storms and malarial fevers, to the plateau of Cundinamarca, the home of the primitive Muiscas; and there gathering fresh strength and inspiration, had pushed on to the site of Santa Fe de Bogota. A cry suddenly rang through the boat. "Man overboard!" The clang of the pilot's bell stopped the clumsy craft; but not before the ragged little negro boy who had served at Jose's table as steward had been swept far away by the rapid current. The utmost confusion immediately prevailed. Every one of the rabble rout of stokers, stewards; and stevedores lost his wits and set up a frenzied yell. Some who remembered that there was such a thing, tore at the ropes which held the single lifeboat. But the boat had been put on for appearance's sake, not for service, and successfully resisted all efforts at removal. No one dared risk his life in attempted rescue, for the river swarmed with crocodiles. There was vain racing, counseling and gesticulating; but at length, the first wave of excitement over, passengers and crew settled down to watch the outcome of the boy's struggle for life, while the pilot endeavored to turn the unwieldy steamer about. "Now is the time to put up a prayer for the youngster, Padre," said a voice behind Jose. The priest turned. The speaker was evidently a native Colombian. Jose had noticed him on the boat when he em- barked at Galamar, and surmised that he had probably come up from Barranquilla. "An excellent opportunity to try the merits of a prayer to the Virgin, no? If she can fish us out of purgatory she ought to pull this boy out of the river, eh?" continued the speaker with a cynical smile. "I would rather trust to a canoe and a pair of stout arms than a prayer at present," returned Jose with candor. "Corriente!" replied the man; "my way of thinking, ex- actly! But if I had a good rifle now I'd put that little fellow, out of his misery, for he's going down, sure !" It was not unkindly said; and Jose appreciated the man's rude sentiment. . Minutes passed in strained silence. "Hombrel" cried the man. "He's going!" The lad was evidently weakening. The rapid, swirling cur- rent continually frustrated his efforts to reach the shore. Again the head went under. "DiosI" Jose exclaimed. "Is there no help?" Jesus had walked the waves. Yet here his earthly repre- sentative, trained in all the learning and culture of Holy Church to be an Alter Christus, stood helplessly by and watched a 134 CARMEN ARIZA child drown! God above! what avail religious creed and churchly dogma? How impotent the beliefs of men in such an hour ! Could the Holy Father himself, with all his assump- tions, spiritual and temporal — with all his power to loose from sin and from the imaginalry torments of purgatory — save this drowning boy? Jose turned away in bitterness of heart. As he did so a murmur of awe arose from the spectators. The priest looked again down the river. Impelled from below, the body of the boy was hurled out of the water. Then, as it fell, it disap- peared. "Cayman!" gasped the horrified crew. Jose stood spellbound, as the ghastly truth dawned upon him. A crocodile, gliding beneath the struggling lad, had tossed him upward, and caught him in its loathsome jaws when he fell. Then it had dragged him beneath the yellow waters, where he was seen no more. Life is held cheaply by the Magdalena negro — excepting his own. Shiftless and improvident child of the tropics, his animal wants are readily satisfied by the fruits and fish which nature provides for him so bountifully. Spiritual wants he has none — until calamity touches him and he thinks he is about to die. Then witchcraft, charm, incantation, the priest — anything that promises help is hurriedly pressed into requisition to prolong his useless existence. If he recovers, he forgets it all as hur- riedly. The tragedy which had just been enacted before the Honda's crew produced a ripple of excitement-^a momentary stirring of emotion — and was then speedily forgotten, while the boat turned and drove its way up-stream against the muddy waters. But Jose could not forget. Nature had endowed him with a memory which recorded as minutely and as lastingly as the phonographic cylinder. The violent death of the boy haunted him, and mingled with the recurrent memories of the sad pass- ing of the little Maria, and his own bitter life experience. Oh, the mystery of it all! The tragedy of life! The sudden blight- ing of hopes! The ruthless crushing of hearts! What did it mean? Did this infinite variety of good and evil which we call life unite to manifest an infinite Creator? Nay, for then were God more wicked than the lowest sinner! Was evil as real as good, and more powerful? Yes. Did love and the soul's desire to be and do good count for nothing in the end? No; for the end is death — always death! And after that — who knows? "We are coming to Banco, Padre," said the man who had addressed Jose before, rousing him from his doleful medita- 135 CARMEN ARIZA tions and pointing to the lights of the distant town, now shim- mering through the gathering dusk. As the boat with shrilly shrieking whistle drew near the landing, a crowd hurriedly gathered on the bank to receive it. Venders of guava jelly, rude pottery, and straw mats hastily spread out their merchandise on the muddy ground and began to dilate loudly on their merits. A scantily clad man held aloft a rare leopard skin, which he vigorously offered for two pesos gold. Slatternly women, peddling queer delectables of uncer- tain composition, waved their thin, bare arms and shrilly ad- vertised their wares. Black, naked children bobbed excitedly about ; and gaunt dogs and shrieking pigs scampered recklessly through the crowd and added to the general confusion. Here and there Jose could see dignified looking men, dressed in white cotton, and wearing straw — jipijapa — hats. These were merchants, patiently awaiting consignments which they had perhaps ordered months before. Crazy, ramshackle dwellings, perched unsteadily upon long, slender stilts, rose from the water's edge; but substantial brick buildings of fair size, with red-tile roofs and whitewashed walls, mingled at intervals with the thatched mud huts and rude hovels farther within the town. In a distant doorway he descried a woman nursing a babe at one breast and a suckling pig at the other. Convention is rigid in these Colombian river towns; but it is widely inclusive. "Come ashore with me. Padre, and forget what is worrying you," said Jose's new acquaintance, taking him by the arm. "I have friends here — Hola! Padre Diego Guillermo!" he sud- denly called, catching sight of a black-frocked priest standing in the crowd on the shore. The priest addressed, a short, stout* coarse-featured man of perhaps forty, waved back a vigorous salutation. "Hombrel" the man ejaculated, holding Jose's arm and starting down the gangplank. "What new deviltry is the rogue up to now!" The man and the priest addressed as Diego embraced warmly. "Padre Diego Guillermo Polo, I have the extreme honor to present my friend, the eminent Padre — " ceremoniously wav- ing a hand toward Jose. "Jose de Rincon," supplied the latter, bowing. "Rincon!" murmured the priest Diego. Then, abruptly, "Of Cartagena?" "Yes," returned Jose, with awakened interest. "Not of Don Ignacio— ?" "My grandfather," Josd replied promptly, and with a touch of pride. 136 CARMEN ARIZA "Ha! he owned much property — many fincas — about here; and farther west, in the Guamoco country, many mines, eh, Don Jorge?" exchanging a significant look with the latter. "But," he added, glancing at the perspiring Honda, "this old tub is going to hang up here for the night. So do me the honor, senores, to visit my little cell, and we will fight the cursed mosquitoes over a sip of red rum. I have some of very excellent quality." Jose and Don Jorge bowed their acquiescence and followed him up the muddy road. The cell referred to consisted of a suite of several rooms, commodiously furnished, and looking out from the second story of one of the better colonial houses of the town upon a richly blooming interior patio. As the visitors entered, a comely young woman who had just lighted an oil-burning "student" lamp and placed it upon the center table, disappeared into one of the more remote rooms. "My niece," said the priest Diego, winking at Don Jorge as he set out cigars and a garrafon of Jamaica rum. "I have ordered a case of American beer," he continued, lighting a cigar. "But that was two months ago, and it hasn't arrived yet. Diablo! but the good medico tells me I drink too much rum for this very Christian climate." Don Jorge swept the place with an appraising glance. "H'm," he commented, as he poured himself a liberal libation from the garrafon. "The Lord surely provides for His faithful children." "Yes, the Lord, that's right," laughed Padre Diego; "still I am daily rendering no small thanks to His Grace, Don Wen- ceslas, future Bishop of Cartagena." "And eminent services into the bargain, I'll venture," added Don Jorge. Padre Diego's eyes twinkled merrily. Jose started. Then even in this remote town the artful Wenceslas maintained his agent ! "But our friend is neither drinking nor smoking," said Padre Diego, turning inquiringly to Jose, who had left his glass untouched. "With your permission," replied the latter; "I do not use liquor or tobacco." "Nor women either, eh?" laughed Padre Diego. "Por Diosl what is it the Dutchman says? 'VVer nicht liebt Wein, Weib und Gesang, Der bleibt ein Narr sein Lebenlang.' Caramba! but my German has all slipped from me." "Don't worry," commented Don Jorge cynically; "for I'll wager it took nothing good with it." 137 CARMEN ARIZA "Hombre! but you are hard on a loyal servant of the Lord," exclaimed Padre Diego in a tone of mock injury, as he drained another glass of the fiery liquor. "Servant of the Lord!" guffawed Don Jorge, "Of the Lord Pope, Lord Wenceslas, or the Lord God, may we ask?" "Qud chiste! Why, stupid, all three. I do not put all my eggs into one basket, however large. But tell me, now," he inquired, turning the conversation from himself, "what is it brings you into this region forsaken of the gods?" "Sepulcros," Don Jorge briefly announced. "Ha! Indian graves again! But have you abandoned your quest of La Tumba del Diablo, in the Sinu valley?" "Naturally, since the records show that it was opened centu- ries ago. And I spent a good year's search on it, too! Diosl They say it yielded above thirty thousand pesos gold." "Diablo!" "But I am on the track of others. I go now to Medellin; then to Remedios; and there outfit for a trip of grave hunting through the old Guamoc6 district." "Guamoco! Then you will naturally come down the Simiti trail, which brings yon out to the Magdalena." "Simiti ?" interrupted Jose eagerly, turning to the speaker. "Do you know the place?" "Somewhat!" replied Padre Diego, laughing. "I had charge of that parish for a few months — " "But found it highly convenient to leave, no?" finished the merciless Don Jorge. "Caramba! Would you have me die of ennui in such a hell- hole?" cried Diego with some aspersion. "Hell-hole!" echoed Jose. "Is it so bad as that?" "Hombre I Yes — worse! They say that after the good Lord created heaven and earth He had a few- handfuls of dirt left, and these He threw away. But crafty Satan, always with an eye single to going the Lord one better, slyly gathered this dirt together again and made Simiti." Diego quickly finished an- other glass of rum, as if he would drown the memory of the town. Jos6's heart slowly sank under the words. "But why do you ask? You are not going there?" Padre Diego inquired. Josd nodded an affirmative. "Diablo! Assigned?" "Yes," in a voice scarcely audible. The Padre whistled softly. "Then in that case," he said, brightening, "we are brother sinners. So let us exchange con- fidences. What was your crime, if one may ask?" "Crime!" exclaimed Jose in amazement. 138 CARMEN ARIZA "Aye; who was she? Rich? Beautiful? Native? Or for- eign? Come, the story. We have a long night before us." And the coarse fellow settled back expectailtly in his chair. Jose paled. "What do you mean?" he asked in a trembling voice. "Caramba!" returned the Padre impatiently. "You surely know that no respectable priest is ever sent to Simiti! That it is the good Bishop's penal colony for fallen clergy — and, I may add, the refuge of political offenders of this and adjacent countries. Why, the present schoolmaster there is a political outcast from Salvador!" "No, I did not know it," replied Jose. "Por Dios! Then you are being jobbed, amigo! Did Don Wenceslas give you letters to the Alcalde?" "Yes." , "And — ^by the way, has Wenceslas be'en misbehaving of late? — for when he does, somebody other than himself has to settle the score." Jose remained silent, "Ah," mused Diego, "but Don Wenceslas is artful. And yet, I think I see -the direction of his trained hand in this." Then he burst into a rude laugh. "Come, amigo," he said, noting Jose's dejected mien; "let us have your story. We may be able to advise. And we've had experience — eh, Don Jorge?" But Jos6 slovyly shook his head. What mattered it now? Simiti would serve as well to bury him as any other tomb. He knew he was sent as a lamb to the slaughter. But it was his affair — and his God's. Honor, and conscience had presented the score; and he was paying in full. His was not a story to be bandied about by lewd priests like Padre Diego. "No," he replied to the Padre's insistent solicitations; "with your permission, we will talk of it no more." "But — Hombre!" cried the Padre at last, in his coarse way stirred by Jose's evident truthfulness. "Well — as you wish — I will not pry into your secrets. But, take a bit of counsel from one who knows : when yoU reach Simiti, inquire for a man who hates me, one Rosendo Ariza — " At this juncture the Honda's diabolical whistle pierced the murky night air. "Caramba!" cried Don Jorge, starting up. "Are they going to try the river to-night?" And the men hurried back to the landing. . The moon was up, and the boat was getting under way. Padre Diego went aboard to take leave of his friends. "Bien, amigo," he said-to Don Jorge; "I am sorry your stay is so short. I had much to tell you. Interesting developments 139 CARMEN ARIZA are forward, and I hope you are well out of Guamoco when the trouble starts. For the rivals of Antioquia and Simiti will pay off a few scores in the next revolution — a few left over from the last; and it would be well not to get caught between them when they come together." "And so it is coming?" said Don Jorge thoughtfully. "Comingl Hombre! It is all but here ! The Hetcules went up-river yesterday. You will pass her. She has gone to keep a look-out in the vicinity of Puerto Berrio. I am sorry for our friend," nodding toward Jose, who was leaning over the boat's rail at some distance; "but there is a job there. He doesn't belong in this country. And Simiti will finish him." "Bah! only another priest less — and a weak-kneed one at that," said Don Jorge with contempt; "and we have too many of them now. Lord. knows!" "You forget that I am a priest," chuckled Diego. "You! Yes, so you are," laughed Don Jorge; "but of the diocese of hell! Well, we're off. I'll send a runner down the trail when I reach the Tigui river; and if you will have a letter in Simiti informing me of the status of things political, he can bring it up. Conque, adios, my consummate villain." The Honda, whistling prodigiously, swung out into mid- stream and set her course up-river, warily feeling through the velvety darkness for the uncertain channel. Once she grated over a hidden bar and hung for a few moments, while her stack vomited torrents of sparks and her great wheel angrily churned the water into creamy foam in the clear moonlight. Once, rounding a sharp bend, she collided squarely with a huge ma- hogany tree, rolling and plunging. menacingly in the seaward rushing waters. "Diablo!" muttered Don Jorge, as he helped Jose swing his hammock and adjust the mosquito netting. "I shall offer a candle a foot thick to the blessed Virgin if I reach Puerto Berrio safely! Santo Dios!" as the boat grazed another sand bar. "I've heard tell of steamers hanging up on bars in this river for six weeks! And look!" pointing to the projecting smoke-stack of a sunken steamer. "Carambal That is what we just escaped!" But Jose manifested slight interest in the dangers of river navigation. His thoughts were revolving about the incidents of the past few days, and, more especially, about Padre Diego and his significant words. Don Jorge had volunteered no further explanation of the man or his conversation; and Jose's reticence would not permit him to make other inquiry. But, after all, his thought-processes always evolved the same con- clusion: What mattered it now? His interest in life was at 140 CARMEN ARIZA an end. He had not told Don Jorge of his experience with the leper in Maganguey. He was trying to forget it. But his hand ached cruelly; and the pain was always associated with loath- some and repellant thoughts of the event. ♦ ♦ »' ♦ » • ♦ The eastern sky was blushing at the approach of the ainor- ous sun when Jose left his hammock and prepared to endure another day on the river. To the south the deep blue vault of heaven was dotted with downy clouds. Behind the laboring steamer the river glittered through a dazzling white haze. Ahead, its course was traceable for miles by the thin vapor always rising from it. The jungle on either side was brilliant with color and resonant with the songs of forest lyrists. In the lofty fronds of venerable palms and cedars noisy macaws gossiped and squabbled, and excited monkeys discussed the passing boat and, commented volubly on its character. In the shallow water at the margin of the river blue herons and spin- dle-legged cranes were searching out their morning meal. Croc- odiles lay dozing on the playas, with mouths opened invitingly to the stupid birds which were sure to yield to the mesmerism. Far in the distance up-stream a young deer was drinking at the water's edge. The charm of the rare scene held the priest spellbound. As he gazed upon it a king vulture — called by the natives the Vul- ture Papa, or Pope Vulture — suddenly swooped down from the depths of heaven and, lighting upon the carcass of a monster crocodile floating down the river, began to feast upon the choic- est morsels, while the buzzards which had been circling about the carrion and feeding at will respectfully withdrew until the royal appetite should be satiated. "Holy graft, eh. Padre?" commented Don Jorge, coming up. "Those brainless buzzards, if they only knew it and had sense enough to unite, could strip every feather off that swaggering vulture and send him packing. Fools! And we poor Colom- bians, if we had the courage, could as easily throw the Church into the sea, holy candles, holy oils, holy incense and all! Diablo! But we are fleeced like sheep!" To Jose it did not seem strange tliat this man should speak so frankly to him, a priest. He felt that Don Jorge was not so much lacking in courtesy and delicate respect for the feelings and opinions of others as he was ruggedly honest and fearlessly sincere in his hatred of the dissimulation and graft practiced upon the ignorant and unsuspecting. For the rest of the day Don Jorge was busy with his maps and papers, and Jose was left to himself. The character of the landscape had altered with the nar- 141 CARMEN ARIZA rowing of the stream, and the river-plain now lay in a great volcanic basin flanked by distant verdure-clad hills. Far to the southwest Jose could see the faint outlines of the lofty Cordil- leras. Somewhere in that direction lay:Simiti. And back of it lay the ancient treasure house of Spain, where countless thou- sands of sweating slaves had worn out their straining bodies under the -goad and lash, that the monarchs of Castile might carry on their foolish religious wars and attempt their vain projects of self-aggrandizement. The day wore on without interest, and darkness closed in quickly when the sun dropped behind the Sierras, It was to be Jose's last night.on the Magdalena, for Ihe captain had told him that, barring disaster, the next afternoon should find them at Badillo. After the evening meal the priest took his chair to the bow of the steamer and gave himself over to the gentle influ- ences of the rare and soothing environment. The churning of the boat was softly echoed by the sleeping forest. The late nioon shimmered through clouds of murky vapor, and cast ghostly reflections along the broad river. The balmy air, trembling with the radiating heat, was impregnated with sweetest odors from the myriad buds and balsamic plants of the dark jungle wilderness on either hand, where impervious walls rose in majestic, deterrant, awesome silence from the low shore line, and tangled shrubs and bushes, rioting in wild profusion, jeal- ously hung to the water's edge that they might hide every trace of the muddy banks. What shapes and forms the, black depths of that untrodden bush hid from his eyes, Jose might only imagine. But he felt their presence — crawling, creeping things that lay in patient ambush for their unwitting prey — slimy lizards, gorgeously caparisoned — dank, twisting serpents — ele- phantine tapirs — dull-witted sloths — sleek, wary jaguars^ — fierce formicidae, poisonous and carnivorous. He might not see them, but he felt that he was the cynosure of hundreds of keen eyes that followed him as the boat glided close to the shore and silently crept through the shadows which lay thick upon the river's edge. And the matted jungle, with its colossal vegetation, he felt was peopled with other things — influences intangible, and perhaps still unreal, but mightily potent with the symbolized presence of the great Unknown, which stands back of all phenomena and eagerly watches the movements of its children. These influences had already cast their spell upon him. He was yielding, slowly, to the "lure of the tropics," which few who come under its attachment ever find the strength to dispel. No habitations were visible on the dark shores. Only here and there in the yellow glow of the boat's lanterns appeared the 142 CARMEN ARIZA customary piles of wood which the natives sell to the passing steamers for boiler fuel, and which are found at frequent in- tervals along the river. At one of these the Honda halted to replenish its supply. The usual bickering between the negro owner and the boat captain resulted in a bargain, and the half-naked stevedores began to transfer the wood to the vessel, carrying it on their shoulders in, the most primitive manner, held in a strip of burlap. The rising moon had at last thrown off its veil of murky clouds, and was shining in undimmed splendor in a starry sky. Jose went ashore with the passengers ; for the boat might remain there for hours while her crew la- bored leisurely, with much bantering and singing, and no anxious thought. for the morrow. The strumming of a tiple in the distance attracted him. Fol- lowing it, he found a small settlement of bamboo huts hidden away in a beautiful grove of moriche palms, through which the moonbeams filtered in silvery stringers. Little gardens lay back of the dwellings, and the usual number of goats and pigs were dozing in the heavy shadows of the scarcely stirring trees. Reserved matrons and shy doncellas appeared in the doorways; and curious children, naked and chubby, hid in their mothers' scant skirts and peeped cautiously out at the newcomers. The tranquil night was sweet with delicate odors wafted from num- berless plants and blossoms in the adjacent forest, and with the fragrance breathed from the roses, gardenias and dahlias with which these unpretentious dwellings were fairly embowered. A spirit of calm and peaceful contentment hovered over the spot, and the round, white moon smiled down in holy benedic- tion upon the gentle folk who passed their simple lives in this bower of delight, free from the goad of human ambition, un- trammeled by the false sense of wealth and its entailments, and unspoiled by the artificialities of civilization. One of the passengers suggested a dance, while waiting for the boat to take on its fuel. The owner of the wood, apparently the chief authority of the little settlement, immediately pro- cured a tom-tom, and gave orders for the bafle. At his direc- tion men, women and children gathered in the moonlit clearing on the river bank and, while the musician beat a monotonous tattoo on the crude drum, circled about in the stately and digni- fied movements of their native dance. It was a picture that Jose would not forget. The balmy air, . soft as velvet, and laden with delicious fragrance ; the vast solitude, stretching in trackless wilderness to unknown reaches on either hand; the naagic stillness of the tropic night; the fig- ures of the dancers weirdly silhouetted in the gorgeous moon- light; with the low, unvaried beat pf the tom-tom rising dully 10 143 CARMEN ARIZA through the warm air — all merged into a scene of exquisite beauty and delight, which made an indelible impression upon the priest's receptive mind. And when the sounds of simple happiness had again died into silence, and he lay in his hammock, listening to the spirit of the jungle sighing through the night-blown palms, as the boat glided gently through the lights and shadows of the quiet river, his soul voiced a nameless yearning, a vague, unformed longing for an approach to the life of simple content and childlike hap- piness of the kind and gentle folk with whom he had been priv- ileged to make this brief sojourn. i> » • » '• • The crimson flush of the dawn-sky heralded another daj' of implacable heat. The emerald coronals of palms and tower- ing caobas burned in the early beams of the torrid sun. Light fogs rose reluctantly from the river's bosom and dispersed in delicate vapors of opal and violet. The tangled banks of drip- ping bush shone freshly green in the misty light. The wilder- ness, grim and trenchant, reigned in unchallenged despotism. Solitude, soul-oppressing, unbroken but for the calls of feath- ered life, brooded over the birth of Jose's last day on the Mag- dalena. About midday the steamer touched at the little vil- lage of Bodega Central; but the iron-covered warehouse and the whitewashed mud hovels glittered garishly in the fierce heat and stifled all desire to go ashore. The call was brief, and the boat soon resumed its course through the solitude and heat of the mighty river. Immediately after leaving Bodega Central, Don Jorge ap- proached Jose and beckoned him to an unoccupied corner of the boat. " Amiga," he began, after assuring himself that his words would not carry to the other passengers, "the captain tells me the next stop is Badillo, where you leave us. If all goes well you will be in Simiti to-night. No doubt a report of our meeting with Padre Diego has already reached Don Wenceslas, who, you may be sure, has no thought of forgetting you. I have no reason to tell you this other than the fact that I think, as Padre Diego put it, you are being jobbed — not by the Church, but by Wenceslas. I want to warn you, that is all. I hate priests ! They got me early — got my wife and girl, too ! I hate the Church, and the whole ghastly farce which it puts over on the ignorant people of this country ! But — ," eying him sharply, "I would hardly class you as a real priest. There, never mind !" as Jose was about to interrupt. "I think I understand. You simply went wrong. You meant well, but something happened — as always does when one means well in this world. But now to the point." IM CARMEN ARIZA Shifting his chair closer to Jos^, the man resumed earnestly. "Your grandfather, Don Ignacio, was a very rich man. The war stripped him. He got just what he deserved. His fincas and herds and mines melted away from him like grease from a holy candle. And nobody cared — any more than the Lord cares about Candle grease. Most of his property fell into the hands of his former slaves — and he had hundreds of them here- abouts. But his most valuable possession, the great mine of La Libertad, disappeared as completely as if blotted from the face of the earth. "That mine — no, not a mine, but a mountain of free gold — was located somewhere in the Guamoco district. After the war this whole country slipped back into the jungle, and had to be rediscovered. The Guamoc6 region is to-day as unknown as it was before the Spaniards came. Somewhere in the district, but covered deep beneath brush and forest growth, is that mine, the richest in Colombia. "Now, as you know, Don Ignacio left this country in con- siderable of a hurry. But I think he always intended to come back again. Death killed that ambition. I don't know about his sons. But the fact remains that La Libertad has never been rediscovered since Don Ignacio's day. The old records in Car- tagena show the existence of such a mine in Spanish times, and give a more or less accurate statement of its production. Diablo! I hesitate to say how much! The old fellow had arrastras, mills, and so on, in which slaves crushed the ore. The bullion was melted into bars and brought down the trail to Simiti, where he had agents and warehouses and a store or two. From there it was shipped down the river to Cartagena. But the war lasted thirteen years. And during that time everything was in a state of terrible confusion. The existence of mines was forgotten. The plantations were left unworked. The male population was all but killed off. And the country sank back into wilderness. "Bueno; so much for history. Now to your friends on the coast — and elsewhere. Don Wenceslas is quietly searching for that mine — has been for years. He put his agent, Padre Diego, in Simiti to learn what he might there. But the fool priest was run out after he had ruined a woman or two. However, Padre Diego is still in close touch with the town, and is on the keen search for La Libertad. Wenceslas thinks there may be de- scendants of some of Don Ignacio's old slaves still living in Simiti, or near there, and that they know the location of the lost mine. And, if I mistake not, he figures that you will learn the secret from them in some way, and that the mine will again come to light. Now, if you get wind of that mine and attempt 145 CARMEN ARIZA to locate it, or purchase it from the natives, you will be beaten out of it in a hurry. And you may be sure Don Wenceslas will be the one who will eventually have it, for there is no craftier, smoother, brighter rascal in Colombia than he. And so, take it from me, if you ever get wind of the location of that famous property— which by rights is yours, having belonged to your grandfather — keep the information strictly to yourself I "1 do not know Simiti, But I shall be working in the Gua- moco district for many months to come, hunting Indian graves. I shall have my runners up and down the Simiti trail frequently, and may get in touch with you. It may be that you will need a friend. There ! The boat is whistling for Badillo. A last word : Keep out of the way of both Wenceslas and Diego — cultivate the people of Simiti — and keep your mouth closed." A few minutes later Jose stood on the river bank beside his little haircloth trunk and traveling bag, sadly watching the steamer draw away and resume her course up-stream. He watched it until it disappeared around a bend. And then he stood watching the smoke rise above the treetops, until that, too, faded in the distance. No one had waved him a farewell from the boat. No one met him with a greeting of welcome on the shore. He was a stranger among strangers. He turned, with a heavy heart, to note his environment. It was a typical riverine point. A single street, if it might be so called; a half dozen bamboo dwellings, palm-thatched; and a score of natives, with their innumerable gaunt dogs and por- cine companions — this was Badillo. "Senor Padre." A tall, finely built native, clad in soiled white cotton shirt and trousers, approached and addressed him in a kindly tone. "Where do you go?" "To Simiti," replied the priest, turning eagerly to the man. "But," in bewilderment, "where is it?" "Over there," answered the native, pointing to the jungle on the far side of the river. "Many leagues." The wearied priest sat down on his trunk and buried his face in his hands. Faintness and nausea seized him. It was the after-effect of his long and difficult river experience. Or, per- haps, the deadly malaria was beginning its insidious poisoning. The man approached and laid a hand on his shoulder; "Padre, why do you go to Simiti?" Jose raised his head and looked more closely at his inter- locutor. The native was a man of perhaps sixty years. His figure was that of an athlete. He stood well over six feet high, with massive shoulders, and a waist as slender as a woman's. His face was almost black in color, and mottled with patches of white, so common to the natives of the hot inlands. But there 146 CARMEN ARIZA was that in its expression, a something that looked out through those kindly black eyes, that assured Jose and bespoke his confidence. The man gravely repeated his question. "I have been sent there by the Bishop of Cartagena. I am to have charge of the parish," Jose replied. * The man slowly shook his finely shaped head. "We want no priest in Simiti," he said with quiet firmness. His manner of speaking was abrupt, yet not ungracious. "But — do you live there?" inquired Jos6 anxiously. "Yes, Padre." "Then you must know a man — Rosendo, I think his name — " "I am Rosendo Ariza." Jose looked eagerly at the man. Then he wearily stretched out a hand. "Rosendo — I am sick — ^I think. And — I have^no friends — " Rosendo quickly grasped his hand and slipped an arm about his shoulders. "I am your friend, Padre—" He stopped and appeared to reflect for a moinent. Then he added quickly, "My canoe is ready; and we must hurry, or night will overtake us." The priest essayed to rise, but stumbled. Then, as if he had been a child, the man Rosendo picked him up and carried him down the bank to a rude canoe, where he deposited him on a pile of empty bags in the keel. "Escolastico!" he called back to a young man who seemed to be the chief character of the village. "Sell the panela and yuccas d buen precio; and remind Captain Julio not to forget on the next trip to bring the little Carmen a doll from Bar- ranquilla. I will be over again next month. And Juan," ad- dressing the sturdy youth who was preparing to accompany him, "set in the Padre's baggage; and do you take the paddle, and I will pole. Conque, adioscito!" waving his battered straw hat to the natives congregated on the bank, while Juan pushed the canoe from the shore aivd paddled vigorously out into the river. "Adioscito! adioscito! Don Rosendo g Juan!" The hearty farewells of the natives followed the canoe far out into the broad stream. Across the open river in the livid heat of the early afternoon the canoe slowly made its way. The sun from a cloudless sky viciously poured down its glowing rays like molten metal. The boat burned; the river steamed; the water was hot to his touch, when the priest feebly dipped his hands into it and bathed his throbbing brow. Badillo faded from view as they rounded- a -147 CARMEN ARIZA densely wooded island and entered a long lagoon. Here they lost the slight breeze which they had had on the main stream. In this narrow channel, hemmed in between lofty forest walls of closely woven vines and foliage, it seemed to Jose that they had entered a flaming inferno. The two boatmen sat silent and inscrutable, plying their paddles without speaking. Down the long lagoon the canoe drifted, keeping within what scant shade the banks afforded, for the sun stood now directly overhead. The heat was everywhere, insistent, unpitying. It burned, scalded, warped. The foliage on either side of the channel merged into the hot waves that rose trembling about them. The thin, burning air enveloped the little craft with fire. Jose gasped for breath. His tongue swelled. His pulse throbbed violently. His skin cracked. The quivering appear- ance of the atmosphere robbed him of confidence in his own vision. A cloud of insects hung always before his sight. Dead silence lay upon the scene. Not a sound issued from the jun- gle. Not a bird or animal betrayed its presence. The canoe was edging the Colombian "hells," where even the denizens of the forest dare not venture forth on the low, open savannas in the killing heat of midday. Jose sank down in the boat, wilting and semi-delirious. Through his dimmed eyes the boatmen looked like glowing^ in- human things set in flames. Rosendo came to him and placed his straw hat over his face. Hours, interminable and torturing, seemed to pass on leaden wings. Then Juan, deftly swerving his paddle, shot the canoe into a narrow arm, and the garish sunlight was suddenly lost in the densely intertwined branches overhanging the little stream. "The outlet of La Cienaga, Padre," Rosendo offered, laying aside his paddle and taking his long boat pole. "Lake Simiti flows through this and into the Magdalena." For a few mo- ments he held the canoe steady, while from his wallet he drew a few leaves of tobacco and deftly rolled a long, thick cigar. The real work of the boga now began, and Rosendo with his long punter settled down to the several hours' strenuous grind which was necessary to force the heavy canoe up the little out- let and into the distant lake beyond. Back and forth he trav- eled through the half-length of the boat, setting the pole well forward in the soft bank, or out into the stream itself, and then, with its end against his shoulder, urging and teasing the craft a few feet at a time against the strong current. Jose imagined, as he dully watched him, that he could see death in the pestiferous effluvia which emanated from the black, slimy mud which every plunge of the long pole brought to the sur- face of the narrow stream. 148. CARMEN ARIZA The afternoon slowly waned, and the temperature lowered a few degrees. A warm, animal-like breath drifted languidly out from the moist jungle. The outlet, or cano, was heavily shaded throughout its length. Crocodiles lay along its muddy banks, and slid into the water at the approach of the canoe. Huge iguanas, the gorgeously colored lizards of tropical America, scurried noisily through the overarching branches. Here and there monkeys peeped curiously at the intruders and chattered excitedly as they swung among the lofty treetops. But for his exhaustion, Jose, as he lay propped up against his trunk, gazing vacantly upon the slowly unrolling panorama of marvelous plant and animal life on either hand, might have imagined him- self in a realm of enchantment. At length the vegetation abruptly ceased; the stream wid- ened; and the canoe entered a broad lake, at the far end of which, three miles distant, its two whitewashed churches and its plastered houses reflecting the red glow of the setting sun, lay the ancient and decayed town of Simiti, the northern outlet of Spain's mediaeval treasure house, at the edge of the for- gotten district of Guamoco. Paddling gently across the unruffled surface of the tepid waters, Rosendo and Juan silently urged the canoe through the fast gathering dusk, and at length drew up on the shaly beach of the old town. As they did so, a little girl, bare of feet and with clustering brown curls, came running out of the darkness. "Oh, 'padre Rosendo," she called, "what have you brought me?" Then, as she saw Rosendo and Juan assisting the priest from the boat, she drew back abashed. "Look, Carmencita," whispered Juan to the little maid; "we've brought you a big doll, haven't we?" Night fell as the priest stej)ped upon the shore of his new home. 149 CARMEN ARIZA BOOK 2 AY, to save and redeem and restore, snatch Saul, the mis- AA take, Saul, the failure, the ruin he seems now, — and bid him awake from the dream, the probation, the prelude, to find himself set clear and safe in new light and new life, — a new harmony yet to be run and continued and ended. — Browning. CARMEN ARIZA CHAPTER 1 JOSE DE RINCON opened his eyes and, turned painfully on his hard bed. The early sun streamed through the wooden grating before the unglazed window. A slight, tepid breeze stirred the mosquito netting over him. He was in the single sleeping room of the house. It contained another bed like his own, of rough macana palm strips, over which lay a straw mat and a thin red blanket. Bed springs were unknown in Simiti. On the rude door, cobwebbed and dusty, a scorpion clung tor- pidly. From the room beyond he heard subdued -voices. His head and limbs ached dully; and frightful memories of the river trip and the awful journey from Badillo sickened him. With painful exertion he stood upon the moist dirt floor and drew on his damp clothes. He had only a vague recollection, of the preceding night, but he knew that Rosendo had half led, half dragged him past rows of dimly lighted, ghostly white houses to his own abode, and there had put him to bed. "May buenos dias, Sefior Padre," Rosendo greeted him, as the priest dragged himself out into the living room. "You have sl«pt long. But the sefiora will soon have your breakfast. Sit here — not in the sun!" Rosendo placed one of the rough wooden chairs, with straight cowhide back and seat, near the table. "Carmencita has gone to the boat for fresh water. But — here she comes. Pour the Sefior Padre a cup, carita," address- ing a little girl who at that moment entered the doorway, car- rying a large earthen bottle on her shoulder. It was the child who had met the boat when the priest arrived the night before. "Fill the basin, too, chiquita, that the Padre may wash his hands," added Rosendo. The child approached Jose, and with a dignified little cour- tesy and a frank smile offered him a cup of the lukewarm water. The priest accepted it languidly. But, glancing into her face, his eyes suddenly widened, and the hand that was carrying the tin cup to his lips stopped. CARMEN ARIZA The barefoot girl, clad only in a short, sleeveless calico gown, stood before him like a portrait from an old master. Her skin -was almost white, with but a tinge of olive. Her dark brown hair hung in curls to her shoulders and framed a face of rarest beauty. Innocence, purity, and love radiated from her fair features, from her beautifully rounded limbs, from her soft, dark eyes that looked so fearlessly into his own. Jose felt himself strangely moved. Somewhere deep within his soul a chord had been suddenly struck by the little pres- ence; and the sound was unfamiliar to him. Yet it awakened memories of distant scenes, of old dreams, and forgotten long- ings. .It seemed to echo from realms of his soul that had never been penetrated. The tumult within died away. The raging thought sank into calm. The man forgot himself, forgot that he had come to Simiti to die. His sorrow vanished. His suf- ferings faded. He remained conscious only of something that he could not outline, something in the soul of the child, a thing that perhaps he once possessed, and that he knew he yet prized above all else on earth. He heard Rosendo's voice through an immeasurable dis- tance — "Leave us now, chiquita; the Padre wishes to have his breakfast." The child without speaking turned obediently; and the priest's eyes followed her until she disappeared -into the kitchen. "We call her 'the smile of God,' " said Rosendo, noting the priest's absorption, "because she is always happy." Jose remaiined sunk in thought. Then — "A beautiful child!" he murmured, "A wonderfully beau- tiful child ! I had no idea— ! " "Yes, Padre, she is heaven's gift to us poor folk. I some- times think the angels themselves left her on the river bank." "On the river bank!" Jose was awake now. "Why — ^she was not born here?" "Oh, no. Padre, but in Badillo." "Ah, then you once lived in Badillo?" "Na, Seiior Padre, she is not my child — except that the good God has given her to me to protect." "Not your child! Then whose is she?" The priest's voice was unwontedly eager and his manner animated. But Rosendo fell suddenly quiet and embarrassed, as if he realized that already he had said too much to a stranger. A shade of suspicion seemed to cross his face, and he rose hur- riedly and went out into the kitchen. A moment later he re- turned with the priest's breakfast — two fried eggs, a hot corn arepa, fried platanos, dried fish, and cofifee sweetened with panela. CARMEN ARIZ A "When you have finished, Padre, we will visit the Alcalde," he said quietly. "I must go down to the lake now to speak with Juan before he goes out to fish." Jose finished his meal alone. The interest which had been aroused by the child continued to increase without reaction. His torpid soul had been profoundly stirred. For the moment, though he knew not why, life seemed to hold a vague, unshaped interest for him. He began to notice his environment; he even thought he relished the coarse food set before -him. The house he was in was a typical native three-room dwell- ing, built of strips of macana palm, set upright and tied to- gether with pieces of slender, tough bejuco vine. The inter- stices between the strips were filled with mud, and the whole whitewashed. The floors were dirt, trodden hard; the steep- pitched roof was thatched with palm. A few chairs like the one he occupied, the rude,- uncovered table, some cheap prints and a battered crucifix on the wall, were the only furnishings of the living room. While he was eating, the people of the town congregated quietly about the open door. Friendly curiosity to see the new Padre, and sincere desire to welcome him animated their sim- ple minds. Naked babes crawled to the threshold and peeped timidly in. Coarsely clad women and young girls, many of the latter bedizened with bits of bright ribbon or cheap trinkets, smiled their gentle greetings. Black, dignified men, bare of feet, and wearing white cotton trousers and black ruanas — the cape affected by the poor males of the inlands — respectfully doffed their straw hats and bowed to him. Rosendo's vvife ap- peared from the kitchen and extended her hand to him in un- feigned hospitality. Attired in a fresh Calico gown, her black hair plastered back over her head and tied with a clean black ribbon, her bare feet encased in hemp sandals, she bore herself with that grace and matronly dignity so indicative of her Spanish forbears, and so particularly characteristic of the in- habitants of this "valley of the pleasant 'yes.' " Breakfast finished, the priest stepped to the doorway and raised his hand in the invocation that was evidently expected from him. "Dominus vobiscum" he repeated, not mechanically, not in- sincerely, but in a spirit of benevolence, of genuine well-wish- ing, which his contact with the child a few minutes before seemed to have aroused. The people bent their heads piously and murmured, '*Et cum spiritu tuo." The open door looked out* upon the central plaza, -where stood a large church of typical colonial design and construe- CARMEN ARIZA tion, and with a single lateral bell tower. The building was set well up on a platform of shale, with broad shale steps, much broken and worn, leading up to it on all sides. Jose stepped out and mingled with the crowd* first regarding the old church curiously, and then looking vainly for the little girl, and sighing his disappointment when he did not see her. In the plaza he was joined by Rosendo; and together they went to the house of the Alcalde. On the way the priest gazed about him with growing curiosity. To the north of the town stretched the lake, known to the residents only by the name of La Cienaga. It was a body of water of fair size, in a setting of exquisite tropical beauty. In a temperate climate, and a region more densely populated, this lake would have been priceless. Here in forgotten Guamoco it lay like an undiscovered gem, known only to those few inert and passive folk, who enjoyed it with an inadequate sense of its rare beauty and immeasura- ble worth. Several small and densely wooded isles rose from its unrippled bosom; and tropical birds of brilliant color hov- ered over it in the morning sun. Near one of its margins Jose distinguished countless white garzas, the graceful herons whose plumes yield the coveted aigrette of northern climes. They fed undisturbed, for this region sleeps unmolested, far from the beaten paths of tourist or vandal huntsman. To the west and south lay the hills of Guamocd, and the lofty Cordilleras, pur- pling in the light mist. Over the entire scene spread a damp warmth, like the atmosphere of a hot-house. By midday Jose knew that the heat would be insufferable. The Alcalde, Don Mario Arvila, conducted his visitors through his shabby little store and into the patio in the rear, exclaiming repeatedly, "Ah, Senor Padre, we welcome you ! All Simiti welcomes you and kisses your hand!" In the shade of his arbor he sat down to examine Jose's letters from Cartagena. Don Mario was a large, florid man, huge of girth, with brown skin, heavy jowls, puffed eyes, and bald head. As he read, his eyes snapped, and at times he paused and looked up curiously at the priest. Then, without comment, he folded the letters and put them into a pocket of his crash coat. "Bien," he said politely, "we must have the Padre meet Don Felipe Alcozer as soon as he returns. Some repairs are needed on the church; a few of the roof tiles have slipped, and the rain enters. Perhaps, Seiior Padre, you may say the Mass there next Sunday. We will see. A — a — ^you had illustrious ancestors. Padre," he added with hesitation. "Do^ the letters mention my ancestry?" asked Jos6 with something of mingled surprise and pride. "They speak of your family, which was, as we all know, quite renowned," replied the Alcalde courteously. 6 CARMEN ARIZA "Very," agreed Jos6, wondering how much the Alcalde knew of his family. "Don Ignacio was not unknown in this pueblo." affably con- tinued the Alcalde. ' At these words Rosendo started visibly and looked fixedly at the priest. "The family name of Rinc6n," the Alcalde went on, "appears on the old records of Simiti in many places, and it is said that Don Ignacio himself came here more than once. Perhaps you know, Seiior Padre, that the Rincon family erected the church which stands in the plaza? And so it is quite appropriate that their son should officiate in it after all these centuries, is it hot?" No, Jose had not known it. He could not have imagined such a thing. He knew little of his family's history. Of their former vast wealth he had a vague notion. But here in this land of romance and tragedy he seemed to be running upon their reMques everywhere. The conversation drifted to parish matters; and soon Ro- sendo urged their departure, as the sun was mounting high. Seated at the table for the midday lunch, Jose again became lost in contemplation of the child before him. Her fair face flushed under his searching gaze; but she returned a smile of confidence and sweet innocence that held him spellbound. Her great brown eyes were of infinite depth. They expressed a something that he had never seen before in human eyes. What manner of soul lay behind them? What was it that through them looked out into this world of evil? Childish innocence and purity, yes; but vastly more. Was it — God Himself? Jose started at his own thought. Through his meditations he heard Rosendo's voice. "Simiti is very old, Padre. In the days of the Spaniards it was a large town, with many rich people. The Indians were all slaves then, and they worked in the mines up there," indi- cating the distant mountains. "Much gold was brought down, here and shipped down the Magdalena, for the caiio was wider in those days, and it was not so hard to reach the river. This is the end of the Guamocd trail, which was called in those days the Camino Real." "You say the mines were very rich?" interrogated Jose; not that the question expressed a more than casual interest, but rather to keep Rosendo talking while he studied the child. But at this question Rosendo suddenly became less loqua- cious. Jos6 then felt that he was suspected of prying into mat- ters which Rosendo did not wish to discuss with him, and so he pressed the topic no further. CARMEN ARIZA "How many people did Don Mario say the parish con- tained?" he asked by way of diverting the conversation. "About two hundred. Padre." "And it has been vacant long?" "Four years." "Four years since Padre Diego was here," commented Jos6 casually. It was an unfortunate remark. At the mention of the former priest's name Dofia Maria hurriedly left the table. Roseiido's black face grew even darker, and took on a look of ineffable contempt. He did not reply. And the n^eal ended in silence. It was now plain to Jose that Rosendo distrusted him. But it mattered little to the priest, beyond the fact that he had no wish to offend any one. What interest had he in boorish Simiti, or Guamoco? The place was become his tomb — he had entered it to die. The child — the girl! Ah, yes, she had touched a strange chord within him; and for a time he had seemed to live again. But as th« day waned, and pitiless heat and deadly silence brooded over the decayed town, his starving soul sank again into its former depression, and revived hope and interest died within him. The implacable heat burned through the noon hour; the dusty streets were like the floor of a stone oven; the shale beds upon which the old town rested sent up fiery, quivering waves; the houses seethed ; earth and sky were ablaze. How long could he endure it? And the terrible ennui, the isolation, the utter lack of every trace of culture, of the varied interests that feed the educated, trained mind and minister to its comfort and growth — could he support it patiently while awaiting the end? Would he go mad before the final release: came? He did not fear death; but he was horror-stricken at the thought of madness! Of losing that rational sense of the Ego which constituted his normal individuality ! Rosendo advised him to retire for the midday siesta. Through the seemingly interihinable afternoon he lay upon his hard bed with his brain afire, while the events of his warped life moved before him in spectral review. The week which had passed since he left Cartagena seemed an age. When he might hope to receive word from the outside world, he could not imagine. His isolation was now complete. Even should let- ters succeed in reaching Simiti for him, they must first pass through the haiids of the Alcalde. And -ivhait did the Alcalde know of him? And then, again,' what did it matter? He must not lose sight of the fact that his & CARMEN ARIZA interest in the outside world — nay, his interest in all things — had ceased. This was the end. He had yielded, after years of struggle, to pride, fear, doubt. He had bowed before his morbid sense of honor — a perverted sense, he now admitted, but still one which bound him in fetters of steel. His life had been one of grossest inconsistency. He was utterly out of tune with the universe. His incessant clash with the world of people and events had sounded nothing but agonizing discord. And his confusion of thought had become such that, were he asked why he was in Simiti, he could scarcely have told. At length he dropped into a feverish sleep. The day drew to a close, and the flaming sun rested for a brief moment on the lofty tip of Tolima. Jose awoke, dripping with perspiration, his steaming blood rushing wildly through its throbbing channels. Blindly he rose from his rough bed and stumbled out of the stifling chamber. The living room was deserted. Who might be in the kitchen, he did not stop to see. Dazed by the garish light and fierce heat, he rushed from the house and over the burning shales toward the lake. What he intended to do, he knew not. His weltering thought held but a single concept — water! The lake would cool his burning skin — he would wade out into it until it rose to his cracking lips — he would lie down in it, till it quenched the fire in his head — he would sleep in it — he would never leave it — ^it was cool — perhaps cold! What did the word mean? Was there aught in the world but fire — flames — fierce, withering, smother- ing, consuming heat? He thought the shales crackled as they melted beneath him ! He thought his feet sank to the ankles in molten lava, and were so heavy he scarce could drag them ! He thought the blazing sun shot out great tongues of flame, like the arms of a monster devilfish, which twined about him, trans- forming his blood to vapor and sucking it out through his gaping pores ! A blinding light flashed before him as he reached the margin of the lake. The universe burst into a ball of fire. He clasped his head in his hands — stumbled— ^and fell, face down, in the tepid waters. CHAPTER 2 "TT was the little Cabmen, Padre, who saw you run to the lake, I She was sitting at the kitchen door, studying her writing lesson." The priest essayed to r,ise from his bed. Night had fallen, and the feeble light of the candle cast heavy shadows over the u 9 CARMEN ARIZA room, and made grotesque pictures of the black, anxious faces looking in at tiie grated window. "But, Rosendo, it — ^was — a dream — a terrible dream!" "Na, Padre, it was true, for I liiyself took you from the lake," replied Rosendo tenderly. Jose struggled to a sitting posture, but would have fallen back again had not Rosendo's strong arm supported him. He passed his liand slowly across his forehead, as if to brush the mental cobwebs from his awakening brain. Then he inquired feebly: "What does the doctor say?" "Padre, there is no doctor in Simiti," Rosendo answered quietly. "No doctor!" Jose kept silence for a few moments. Then — "But perhaps I do not need one. What time did it occur?" "It did not happen to-^day, Padre," said Rosendo with pitying compassion. "It was nearly a week ago." "Nearly a week! And have I lain here so long?" "Yes, Padre." The priest stared at him lincomprehendingly. Then — "The dreams were frightful! I must have talked — raved! Rosendo — you heard me — ?" His voice betrayed anxiety. ! "There, Padre, think no more about it. You were wild-^1 fought to keep you in bed^we thought you must die^all but Carmen — but you have your senses now — and you must forget the past." Forget the past! Then his wild delirium had laid bare his soul ! And the man who had so faithfully nursed him through the crisis now possessed the sordid details of this wretched life! Jose struggled to orient his undirected mind. A hot wave of anger swept over him at the thought that he was still living, that his battered soul had not torn itself from earth during his delirium and taken flight. Was he fated to live forever, to drag out an endless existence, with his heart written upon his sleeve for the world to read and turn to its own advantage? Rosendo had stood between him and death — ^but to what end? Had he not yet paid the score in, full — good measure, pressed down and running over? His thoughts ran rapidly from one topic to an- other. Again they reverted to the little girl. He had dreamed of her in that week of black night. He wondered if he had also talked of her. He had lain at death's door— Rosendo had said so— but he had had no physician. Perhaps these simple folk brewed their own homely remedies— he wondered what they had employed in his case. Above the welter of his thoughts this question pressed for answer. 10 CARMEN ARIZA "What medicine did you give me, Rosendo?" he feebly queried. "None, Padre." Jose's voice rose quei:uIously in a little excess of excitement. "What! You left me here without medical aid, to live or die, as might be?" The gentle Rosendo laid a soothing hand upon the priest's feverish brow. "Na, Padre,"— there was a hurt tone in the soft answer — "we did all we could for you. We have neither doctors nor medicines. But we cared for you — and we prayed daily for your recovery. The little Carmen said our prayers would be answered— and, you see, they were." Again the child ! "And what had she to do with my recovery?" Jose de- manded fretfully. "Quien sabe? It is sometimes that way when the little Car- men says people shall not die. And then," he added sadly, "sometimes they do die just the same. It is strange; we do not understand it." The gentle soul sighed its perplexity. Jose looked, up at him keenly. "Did the child say I should not die?" he asked softly, almost in a whisper. "Yes, Padre; she says God's children do not die," returned Rosendo. The priest's blood stopped in its mad surge and slowly began to chill. God's children do not die! What uncanny influence had he met with here in this crumbling, forgotten town? He sought the index of his memory for the sensations he had felt when he looked into the girl's eyes on his first morning in Simiti. But memory reported back only impressions of good- ness—beauty — love. Then a dim light — only a feeble gleam — seemed to flash be- fore him, but at a great distance. Something called him — not by name, but by again touching that unfamiliar chord which had vibrated in his soul when the child had first stood before him. He felt a strange psychic presentiment as of things soon to be revealed. A sentiment akin to awe stole over him, as if he were standing in the presence of a great mystery — a mystery so transcendental that the groveling minds of mortals have never apprehended it. He turned again to the man sitting beside his bed. "Rosendo — ^where is she?" "Asleep, Padre," pointing to the other bed. "But we must not wake her," he admonished quickly, as the priest again sought to rise; "we will talk of her to-morrow. I think — " Rosendo stopped abruptly and looked at the priest as if he would fathom the inmost nature of the man. Then he continued uncertainly: 11 CARMEN ARIZA "I — I may have some things to say to you to-morrow — if you are well enough to hear them. But I will think about it to- night, arid — if — Bien! I will think about it." Rosendo rose slowly, as if weighted with heavy thoughts, and went out into the living room. Presently he returned with a rude, home-made broom and began to sweep a space on the dirt floor in the corner opposite Jose. This done, he spread out a light straw mat for his bed. "The senora is preparing you a bowl of chicken broth and rice. Padre," he said. "The little Garmeh saved a hen for you when you should awake. She has fed it all the week on rice and goat's milk. She said she knew you would wake up hun- gry." Jose's eyes had closely followed Rosendo's movements, al- though he seemed not to hear his words. Suddenly he broke forth in protest. "Rosendo," he cried, "have I your bed? And do you sleep there on the floor? I cannot permit this!" "Say nothing. Padre," replied Rosendo, gently forcing Jos6 back again upon his bed. "My house is yours." "But — the senora, your wife — where does she sleep?" "She has her petate in the kitchen," was the quiet answer. Only the two poor beds, which were occupied by the priest and the child ! And Rosendo and his good wife had slept on the hard dirt floor for a week ! Jose's eyes dimmed when he realized the extent of their unselfish hospitality. And would they continue to sleep thus on the ground, with nothing be- neath them but a thin straw mat, as long as he might choose to remain with them? Aye, he knew that they would, uncom- plainingly. For these are the children of the "valley of the pleasant 'yes.' " Jose awoke the next morning with a song echoing in his ears. He had dreamed of singing; and as consciousness slowly returned, the dream-song became real. It floated in from the living room on a clear, sweet soprano. When a child he had heard such voices in the choir loft of the great Seville cathedral, and he had thought that angels were singing. As he lay now listening to it, memories of his childish dreams swept over him in great waves. The soft, sweet cadences rose and fell. His own heart swelled and pulsated with them, and his barren soul once more surged under the impulse of a deep, potential desire to manifest itself, its true self, unhampered at last by limitation and convejition, unfettered by superstition, human creeds and false ambition. Then the inevitable reaction set in; a sickening sense of the futility of his longing settled over him, and he turned his face to the wall, while hot tears streamed over his sunken cheeks. 12 CARMEN ARIZA Again through his wearied brain echoed the familiar ad- monition, "Occupy till I come." Always the same invariable response to his strained yearnings. The i^weet voice in the adjoining room floated in through the dusty palm door. It spread over his perturbed thought like oil on' troubled waters. Perhaps it was the child singing. At this thought the sense of awe seemed to settle upon him again. A child — a babe — had said that he should live ! If a doctor had said it he would have believed. But a child — absurd! It was a dream! But no; Rosendo had said it; and there was no reason to doubt him. But what had this child to do with it? Nothing! And yet — was that wholly true? Then whence his Sensations when first he saw her? Whence that feeling of standing in the presence of a great mystery? "Out of the mouths of babes and suck- lings — " Foolishness! To be sure, the child may have said he should not die; but if he were to live — ^which God forbid! — his own recuperative powers would restore him. Rosendo's lively imagination certainly- had exaggerated the incident. Exhausted by his mental efforts, and lulled by the low singing, the priest sank into fitful slumber. As he slept he dreamed. He was standing alone in a great desert. Darkness encompassed him, and a fearful loneliness froze his soul. About him lay bleaching bones. Neither trees nor vegetation broke the dull monotony of the cheerless scene. Nothing but waste, unutterably dreary waste, over which a chill wind tossed the tinkling sand in fitful gusts. In terror he cried aloud. The desert mocked his hollow cry. The darkness thickened. Again he called, his heart sinking with despair. Then, over the desolate waste, through the heavy gloom, a voice seemed borne faint on the cold air, "Occupy till I come!" He sank to his knees. His straining eyes caught the feeble glint of a light, but at an immeasurable distance. Again he called ; and again the same response, but nearer. A glow began to suffuse the blackness about him. Nearer, ever nearer drew the gleam. The darkness lifted. The rocks began to bud. Trees and vines sprang from the waste sand. As if in a tre- mendous explosion, a dazzling light burst full upon him, shat- tering the darkness, fusing the stones about him, and blinding his sight. A great presence stood before him. He struggled to his feet; and as he did so a loud voice cried, "Behold, I come quickly !" "Senor Padre, you have been dreaming!" The priest, sitting upright and clutching at the rough sides of his bed, stared with wooden obliviousness into the face of the little Carmen. 13 CARMEN ARIZA CHAPTER 3 "TT'OU are well now, aren't you. Padre?" Y It was not so much an interrogation as an affirmation, an assumption of fact. "Now you must come and see my garden — ^and Cucumbra, too. And Cantar-Ias-horas; have you heard him? I scolded him lots; and I know he wants to mind; but he just thinks he can't stop singing the Vespers — the old stupid!" While the child -prattled she drew a chair to the bedside and arranged the bowl of broth and the two wheat rolls she had brought. "You are real hungry, and you are going to eat all of thvs and get strong again. Right away!" she added, emphatically expressing her confidence in the assumption. Jose made no reply. . He seemed again to be trying to sound the unfathomable depths of the child's brown eyes. Mechanically he took the spoon she handed him. "See!" she exclaimed, while her eyes danced. "A silver spoon! Madre Ariza borrowed it from Dona Maria Alcozer. They have lots of silver. Now eat." From his own great egoism, his years of heart-ache, sorrows, and shames, the priest's heavy thought slowly lifted and cen- tered upon the child's beautiful face. The animated little figure before him radiated such abundant life that he himself caught the infection; and with it his sense of weakness passed like an illusion. "And look, Padre! The broth— isn't it good?" Jose tasted, and declared it delicious. "Well, you know" — the enthusiastic little maid clambered up on the bed — ^"yesterday it was Maiiuela — she was my hen. I told her a week ago that you would need her — " "And you gave up your hen for me, little one?" he inter- rupted. "Why— yes. Padre. It was all right. I told her how it was. And she clucked so hard, I knew she was glad to help the good Cura. And she was so happy about it! I told her she really wouldn't die. You know, things never do — do they?" The priest hesitated. To hide his confusion and gain time he began to eat rapidly, "No, they don't," said the girl confidently, answering her own question. "Because," she added, "God is everywhere— isn't He?" What manner of answer could he, of all men, make to such 14 CARMEN ARIZA terribly direct questions as these! And it was well that Car- men evidently expected none — ^that in her great innocence she assumed for him the same beautiful faith which she herself held. "Doiia Jacinta didn't die last week. But they said she did; and so they took her to the cemetery and put her in a dark boveda. And the black buzzards sat on the wall and watched them. Padre Rosendo said she had gone to the angels — that God took her. But, Padre, God doesn't make people sick, does He? They get sick because they don't know who He is. Every day I told God I knew He would cure you. And He did, didn't He?" While the girl paused for breath, her eyes sparkled, and her face glowed with exaltation. Child-like, her active mind flew from one topic to another, with no thought of connecting links. "This morning. Padre, two little green parrots flew across the lake and perched on our roof. And they sat there and watched Cucumbra eat his breakfast; and they tried to steal his fish ; and they scolded so loud ! Why did they want to steal from him, when there is so much to eat everywhere? But they didn't know any better, did they? I don't think parrots love each other very much, for they scold so hard. Padre, it is so dark in here; come out and see the sun and the lake and the mountains. And my garden^Padre, it is beauti- ful! Esteban said next time he went up the trail he would bring me a monkey for a pet; and I am going to name it Hom- brecito. And Captain Julio is going to bring me a doll from down the river. But," with a merry, musical trill, "Juan said the night you came that you were my doll! Isn't he funny!" And throwing back her little head, the child laughed heartily. "Padre, you must help padre Rosendo with his arithmetic. Every night he puts on his big spectacles and works so hard to understand it. He says he knows Satan made fractions. But, Padre, that isn't so, is it? Not if God made everything. Padre, you know everything, don't you? Padre Rosendo said you did. There are lots of things I want you to tell me — such lots of things that nobody here knows anything about. Padre," ■ — the child leaned toward the priest and whispered low — "the people here don't know who God is ; and you are going to teach them! There was a Cura here once, when I was a baby; but I guess he didn't know God, either." She lapsed into silence, as if pondering this thought. Then, clapping her hands with unfeigned joy, she cried in a shrill little voice, "Oh, Padre, I am so glad you have come to Simiti! I just knew God would not forget us!" 15 CARMEN ARIZA Jose had no reply to make. His thought was busy with the phenomenon before him : a child of man, but one who, like Israel of old, saw God and heard His voice at every turn of her daily walk. Untutored in the ways of men, without trace of sophistication or cant, unblemished as she moved among the soiled vessels about her, shining with celestial radiance in this unknown, moldering town so far from the world's beaten paths. The door opened softly and Rosendo entered, preceded by a cheery greeting. "Hombre!" he exclaimed, surveying the priest, "but you mend fast ! You have eaten all the broth ! But I told the good wife that the little Carmen would be better than medicine for you, and that you must have her just as soon as you should awake." Jose's eyes dilated with astonishment. Absorbed in the child, he had consumed almost his entire breakfast. "He is well, padre Rosendo, he is well!" cried the girl, bounding up and down and dancing about the tall form of her foster-father. Then, darting to Jose, she seized his hand and cried, "Now to see my garden! And Cucumbra! And — !" "Quiet, child!" commanded Rosendo, taking her by the arm. "The good Cura is ill, and must rest for several days yet." "No, padre Rosendo, he is well — all well! Aren't you. Padre?" appealing to Jos6, and again urging him forth. The rapidity of the conversation and the animation of the beautiful child caused complete forgetfulness of self, and, to- gether with the restorative effect of the wholesome food, acted upon the priest like a magical tonic. Weak though he was, he clung to her hand and, struggling out of the bed, stood uncer- tainly upon the floor. Instantly Rosendo's arm was about him. "Don't try it. Padre," the latter urged anxiously. "The heat will be too much for you. Another day or two of rest will make you right." . But the priest, heedless of the admonition, suffered himself to be led by the child; and together they passed slowly out into the living room, through the kitchen, and thence into the diminutive rose garden, the pride of the little Carmen. Dona Maria, wife pf Rosendo, was bending over the primi- tive fireplace, busy with her matutinal duties, having just dusted the ashes from a corn arepa which she had prepared for her consort's simple luncheon. She was a woman well into the autumn of life; but her form possessed something of the elegance of the Spanish dames of the colonial period; her countenance bore an expression of benevolence, which ema- 16 CARMEN ARIZA nated from a gentle and affectionate heart; and her manner combined both dignity and suavity. She greeted the priest tenderly, and expressed mingled surprise and joy that he felt able to leave his bed so soon. But as her eyes caught Rosendo's meaning glance, and then turned to the child, they seemed to indicate a full comprehension of the situation. The rose garden consisted of a few square feet of black earth, bordered by bits of shale, and seemingly scarce able to furnish nourishment for the three or four little bushes. But, though small, these were blooming in profusion. "Padre Itosendo did this!" exclaimed the delighted girl. "Every night he brings water from La Cienaga for them!" Rosendo smiled patronizingly upon the child; but Jose saw in the glance of his argus eyes a tenderness and depth of affec- tion for her which bespoke nothing short of adoration. Carmen bent over the roses, fondling and kissing them, and addressing them endearing names. "She calls them God's kisses," whispered Rosendo to the priest. ' At that moment a low growl was heard. Jose turned quick- ly and confronted a gaunt dog, a wild breed, with eyes fixed upon the priest and white fangs showing menacingly beneath a curling lip. "Oh, Cucumbra!" cried the child, rushing to the beast and throwing her arms about its shaggy neck. "Haven't I told you to love everybody? And is that the way to show it? Now kiss the Cura's hand, for he loves you." The brute sank at her feet. Then as she took the priest's hand and held it to the dog's mouth, he licked it with his rough tongue. The priest's brain was now awhirl. He stood gazing at the child as if fascinated. Through his jumbled thought there ran an insistent strain, "He that hath seen me hath seen the Father. The Father dwelleth in me and I in Him." He did not associate these words with the Nazarene now, but with the barefoot girl before him. Again within the farthest depths of his soul he heard the soft note of a vibrating chord — that chord which all the years of his unhappy life had hung mute, until here, in this moldering town, in the wilderness of forgotten Guamocd, the hand of Love had swept it. The sun stood at the zenith. The day was white-hot. Doiia Maria summoned her little family to the midday repast. Ro- sendo brought a chair for Jose and placed it near the rose garden in the shade of the house, for, despite all protest, the priest had stubbornly refused to return to his bed. Left now to himself, his thought hovered about the child, and then drifted 17 CARMEN ARIZA out across the incandescent shales to the beautiful lake beyond. The wat«r lay like shimmering glass. In the distance the •wooded slopes of the San Lucas mountains rose like green bil- h)ws. Brooding silence spread over the scene. It was Nature's hour of siesta. In his own heart there was a great peace — and a strange expectancy. He seemed to be awaiting a revelation of things close at hand. In a way he felt that he had accom- plished his purpose of coming to Simiti to die, and that he was now awaiting the resurrection. The peaceful revery was interrupted by Rosendo. "Padre, if you will not return to your bed — " He regarded the priest dubiously. "No, Rosendo. I grow stronger every minute. But — where is Carmen?" "She must help her mother." A long pause ensued, while Jose impatiently waited for Rosendo to continue. The child was becoming his obsession. He was eager to talk of her, to learn her history, to see her, for her presence meant complete obliteration of self. "Padre," Rosendo at length emerged from his meditation. "I would like to speak 'of "the little Carmen." "Yes," responded Jose with animation. Life and strength seemed to return to him with a bound. "But — what say you? Shall we visit the church, which is only across the road? There we can talk without interruption. No one will be in the streets during the heat. And I will carry you over." "Let us go to the church, yes ; but I can walk. It is only a step." Jose leaned upon Rosendo, the latter supporting him with his great arm, and together they crossed the road and mounted the shale platform on which stood the ancient edifice. Rosendo produced a huge key of antique pattern; and the rusty lock, after much resistance, yielded with a groan, and the heavy door creaked open, emitting an odor of dampness and must. Doffing their hats, the men entered the long, barn-like room. Rosendo carefully closed and locked the door behind them, a precaution necessary in a drowsing town of this nature, where the simple folk who see day after day pass without concern or event to break the deadening monotony, assemble in eager, buzzing multitudes at the slightest prospect of extraordinary interest. The room was dimly lighted, and was open to the peak of the roof. From the rough-hewn rafters above hung hundreds of hideous bats. At the far end stood the altar. It was adorned with decrepit images, and held a large wooden statue 18 CARMEN ARIZA of the Virgin. This latter object was veiled with two flimsy curtains, which were designed to be raised and lowered with great pomp and the ringing of a little bell during service. The image was attired in real clothes, covered with tawdry finery, gilt paper, and faded ribbons. The head bore a wig of hair; and the face was painted, although great sections of the paint had fallen away, leaving the suggestion of pockmarks. Beneath this image was located the sagrario, the little cupboard in which the hostid, the sacred wafer, was wont to be kept exposed in the custodia, a cheap receptacle composed of two watch crys- tals. At either side of this stood half consumed wax tapers. A few rough benches were strewn about the floor; and dust and green mold lay thick over all. At the far right-hand corner of the building a lean-to had been erected to serve as the sacristia, or vestry.. In the worm- eaten wardrobe within hung a few vestments, adorned with cheap finery, and heavily laden with dust, over which scam- pered vermin of many varieties. An air of desolation and abandon hung over the whole church, and to Jose seemed to symbolize the decay of a sterile faith. Rosendo carefully dusted off a bench near one of the win- dows and bade Jose be seated. "Padre," he began, after some moments of deep reflection, "the little Carmen is not an ordinary child." "I have seen that, Rosendo," interposed Jose. "We — we do not understand her," Rosendo went on, care- fully weighing his words; "and we sometimes think she is not — not altogether like us — that her coming was a miracle. But you do not believe in miracles," he added quizzically. "Why do you say that, Rosendo?" Jose returned in sur- prise. Rosendo paused before replying. "You were very sick. Padre; and in the fever you — " the impeccably honest fellow hesitated. "Yes, I thought so," said Jose with an air of weary resigna- tion. "And what else did I say, Rosendo?" The faultless courtesy of the artless Rosendo, a courtesy so genuine that Jose knew it came right from the heart, made conversation on this topic a matter of extreme difficulty to him. "Do not be uneasy, Padre," he said reassuringly. "I alone heard you. Whenever you began to talk I would not let others listen; and I stayed with you every day and night. But — it is just because of what you said in the calentura that 1 am speak- ing to you now of the little Carmen." Because of what he had said in his delirium! Josh's aston- ishment grew apace. 19 CARMEN ARIZA "Padre, many bad priests have been sent to Simiti. It has been our curse. Priests -who stirred up revolution elsewhere, who committed murder, and ruined the lives of fair women, have been put upon us. And when in Badillo I learned that you had been -sent to our parish, I was filled with fear. I — I lost a daughter. Padre — " The good man hesitated again. Then, as a look of stern resolution spread over his strong, dark face, he continued : "It was Padre Diego! We drove him out of Simiti four years ago. But my daughter, my only child, went with him." The great frame shook with emotion, while he hurried on disconnectedly. "Padre, the priest Diego said that the little Carmen should become a Sister — a nun — that she must be sent to the convent in Mompox — that she belonged to the Church, and the Church would some day have her. But, by the Holy Virgin, the Church shall not have her! And I myself will slay her before this altar rather than let such as Padre Diego lay their slimy paws upon the angel child!" Rosendo leaped to his feet and began to pace the floor with great strides. The marvelous frame of the man, in which beat a heart too big for the sordid passions of the flesh, trembled as he walked. Jose watched him in mute admiration, mingled with astonishment and a heightened sense of expectancy. Pres- ently Rosendo returned and seated himself again beside the priest. "Padre, I have lived in terror ever since Diego left Simiti. For myself I do not fear, for if ever I meet with the wretch I shall wring his neck with my naked hands ! But — for the little Carmen — Dios.' they might steal her at any time! There are men here who would do it for a few pesos! And how could I prevent it? I pray daily to the Virgin to protect her. She — she is the light of my life. I watch over her hourly. I neglect my hacienda, that I may guard her — ^and I am a poor man, and cannot afford not to work." The man buried his face ia his huge hands and groaned aloud. Jose remained pityingly silent, knowing that Rosendo's heaving heart must empty itself. "Padre," Rosendo at length i^ised his head. His features were drawn, but his eyes glowed fiercely. "Priests have com- mitted dark deeds here, and this altar has dripped with blood. When a child, with my own eyes I saw a priest elevate the Host before this altar, as the people knelt in adoration. While their heads were bowed I saw him drive a knife into the neck of a man who was his enemy; and the blood spurted over the image of the Virgin and fell upon the Sacred Host itself! And what 20 CARMEN ARIZA did the wicked priest say in defense? Simply that he took this time to assassinate his man because then the victim could die adoring the Host and under the most favorable circumstances for salvation! Hombre! And did the priest pay the penalty for his crime? No! The Bishop of Cartagena transferred him to another parish, and told him to do better in future!" Jose started in horror. But Rosendo did not stop. "And I remember the story my father used to tell of the priest who poisoned a whole family in Simiti with the com- munion wafer. Their estates had been willed to the Church, and he was impatient to have the management of them. Again nothing was done about it." "But, Rosendo, if Simiti has been so afflicted by bad priests, why are you confiding in me?" Jose asked in wonder. "Because, Padre," Rosendo replied, "in the fever you 'said many things that made me think you were not a bad man. I did suspect you at first — but not after I heard you talk in your sleep. You, too, have suffered. And the Church has caused it. No, not God; but the men who say they know what He thinks and says. They make us all suffer. And after I heard you tell those things in your fever-sleep, I said to Maria that if you lived I knew you would help me protect the little Car- men. Then, too, you are a^ — " He lapsed abruptly into silence. Jose pressed Rosendo's hand. "Tell me about her. You . have said she is not your daughter. I ask only because of sincere affection for you all, and because the child has aroused in me an unwonted interest." Rosendo looked steadily into the-eyes of the priest for some moments. Jose as steadily returned the glance. From the eyes of the one there emanated a soul-searching scrutiny; from those of the other an answering bid for confidence. The bid was accepted, "Padre," began Rosendo, "I place trust in you. Something makes me believe that you are not -like other priests I have known. And I have seen that you already love the little Car- men. No, she is not my child. One day, about eight years ago, a steamer on its way down the river touched at Badillo to put off a young woman, who was so sick that the captain feared she would die on board. He knew nothing of her, except that she had embarked at Honda and was bound for Barranquilla. He hoped that by leaving her in the care of the good people of Badillo something might be done. The boat went its way; and the next morning the woman died, shortly after her babe was born. They buried her back of the village, and Escolastico's woman took the child. They tried to learn the history of the mother; but, though the captain of the boat made many in- 21 CARMEN ARI2A quiries, he could only find that she had come from Bogota the day before the boat left Honda, and that she was then very sick. Some weeks afterward Escolastico happened to come to Simiti, and told me the story. He complained that his family was already large, and that his woman found the care of the babe a burden. I love children. Padre, and it seemed to me that I could find a place for the little one, and I told him I would fetch her. And so a few days later I brought her to Simiti. But before leaving Badillo I fixed a wooden cross over the mother's grave and wrote on it in pencil the name 'Dolores' for that was the name in the little gold locket which we found in her valise. There were some clothes, better than the average, and the locket. In the locket were two small pictures, one of a young man, with the name 'Guillermo' written beneath it, and one of the woman, with 'Dolores' under it. That was all. Captain Julio took the locket to Honda when he made inquiries there; but brought it back again, saying that nobody recog- nized the faces. I named the babe Carmen, and have brought her up as my own child. She — Padre, I adore her!" Jose listened in breathless silence. "But we sometimes think," said Rosendo, resuming his dramatic narrative, "that it was all a miracle, perhaps a dream; that it was the angels who left the babe on the river bank, for she herself is not of the earth." "Tell me, Rosendo, just what you mean," said Jose rev- erently, laying his hand gently upon the older man's arm. Rosendo shook his head slowly. "Talk with her. Padre, and you will see, I cannot explain. Only, she is not like us. She is like—" His voice dropped to a whisper. " — she is like — God. And she knows Him better than she knows me." Jose's head slowly sank upon his breast. The gloom within the musty church was thick; and the bats stirred restlessly among the dusty rafters overhead. Outside, the relentless heat poured down upon the deserted streets. "Padre," Rosendo resumed. "In the calentura you talked of wonderful things. You spoke of kings and popes and for- eign lands, of beautiful cities and great marvels of which we know nothing. It was wonderful! And you recited beautiful poems — ^but often in other tongues than ours. Padre, you must be very learned. I listened, and was astonished, for we are so ignorant here in Simiti, oh, so ignorant! We have no schools, and our poor little children grow up to be only peones and fishermen. But— the little Carmen— ah, she has a mind' Padre 22 CARMEN ARIZA Again he lapsed into silence, as if fearful to ask the boon. "Yes, Rosendo, yes," Jose eagerly reassured him. "Go on." Rosendo turned full upon the priest and spoke rapidly. "Padre, will you teach the little Carmen what you know? Will you make her a strong, learned woman, and fit her to do big things in the world — and then — then — " "Yes, Rosendo?" " — then get her away from Simiti? She does not belong here. Padre. And — " his voice sank to a hoarse whisper — "will you help me keep her from the Church?" Jose sat staring at the man with dilating eyes. "Padre, she has her own Church. It is her heart." He leaned over and laid a hand upon the priest's knee. His dark eyes seemed to burn like glowing coals. His whispered words were fraught with a meaning which Jose would some day learn. "Padre, that must be left alone!" A long silence fell upon the two men, the one massive of frame and black of face, but with a mind as simple as a child's and a heart as white as the snow that sprinkled his raven locks — ^the other a youth in years, but bowed with disappoint- ment and suffering; yet now listening with hushed breath to the words that rolled with a mighty reverberation through the chambers of his soul: "I am God, and there is none else! Behold, I come quickly! Arise, shine, for thy light is come!" The sweet face of the child rose out of the gloom before the' priest. The years rolled back like a curtain, and he saw himself at her tender age, a white, unformed soul, awaiting the sculptor's hand. God forbid that the hand which shaped his career should form the plastic mind of this girl! Of a sudden a great thought flashed out of the depths of eternity and into his brain, a thought which seemed to illumine his whole past life. In the clear light thereof he seemed in- stantly to read meanings in numberless events which to that hour had remained hidden. His complex, misshapen career — could it have been a preparation? — and for this? He had yearned to serve his fellow-men, but had miserably failed. For, while to will was always present with him, even as with Paul, yet how to perform that which was good, he found not. But now — ^what an opportunity opened before him! What a beautiful offering of self was here made possible? God, what a privilege! Rosendo sat stolid, buried in thought. Jose reached out through the dim light and grasped his black hand. His eyes were lucent, his heart burned with the fire of an unknown enthusiasm, and speech stumbled across his lips. 23 CARMEN ARIZA "Rosendo, I came to Simiti to die. And now I know that I shall die — to myself. But thereby shall I live. Yes, I shall' live ! And here before this altar, in the sight of that God whom she knows so well, I pledge my new-found life to Carmen. My mind, my thought, my strength, are henceforth hers. May her God direct me in their right use for His beautiful child!" Jose and Rosendo rose from the bench with hands still clasped. In that hour the priest was born again. CHAPTER 4 "TJE that loseth his life for my sake shall find it." I~l The reporters of the unique Man of Galilee, upon whose straining ears these words fell, noted them for future generations of footsore pilgrims on life's wandering highway— for the rich, satiated with their gorgeous gluttonies; for the proud Levite, with his feet enmeshed in the lifeless letter of the Law; for the loathsome and outcast beggar at the gates of Dives. And for Jose de Rincon, priest of the Holy Catholic Church and vicar of Christ, scion of aristocracy and worldly learning, now humbled and blinded, like Paul on the road to Damascus, begging that his spiritual sight might be opened to the glory of the One with whom he had not known how to walk. Returning in silence from the church to Rosendo's humble cottage, Jose had asked leave to retire. He would be alone with the great Presence which had come to him across the desert of his life, and now stood before him in the brightness of the undimmed sun. He no longer felt ill nor exhausted. Indeedi quite the contrary; a quickened sense of life, an eagerness to embrace the opportunity opening before him, caused his chest to heave and his shrunken veins to throb. On his bed in the darkenecf room he lay in a deep silence, broken only at intervals by the hurried scampering of lizards dafting through the interstices of the dry walls. His uncom- prehending eyes were fixed upon the dust-laden thatch of the roof overhead, where droning wasps toiled upon their frail abodes. He lay with the portals of his mind opened wide. Through them, in ceaseless flow, passed two streams which did not mingle. The one, outward bound, turbid with its burden of egoism, fear, perplexity, and hopelessness, which, like barnacles, had fastened to his soul on its chartless voyage; the other, a stream of hope and confidence and definite pur- pose, a stream which leaped and sang in the warm sunlight of Love as it poured into his receptive brain. 24 CARMEN ARIZA The fresh thought which flowed into his mental chambers rapidly formed into orderly plans, all centering upon the child. Carmen. What could he teach her? The relative truths and worldly knowledge — ^purified, as far as in him lay, from the dross of speculation and human opinion — which lay stored in the archives of his mind? Yes; but that was all. History, and its interpretation . of human progress; the languages; mathe- matics, and the elements of the physical sciences; literature; and a knowledge of people and places. With these his retentive mind was replete. But beyond this he must learn of her. And her tutor, he now knew, was the Master Mind, omniscient God. And he knew, more, that she possessed secrets whose potency he might as yet scarcely imagine. For, in an environment which for dearth of mental stimulus and incentive could scarcely be matched; amid poverty but slightly raised above actual want; untouched by the temperamental hopelessness which lies just beneath the surface of these dull, simple folk, this child lived a life of such ecstasy as might well excite the envy of the world's potentates. But meantime,- what should, be his attitude toward the parish? He fully realized that he and the Church were now as far apart as the poles. Yet this was become his parish, the first he had ever held; arid these were his people. And he must face them and preach — what? If not the Ca);holic faith, then would he be speedily removed. And that meant complete disruption of his rapidly formulating plans. But might he not in that event flee with Carmen, renounce the Church, and — Impossible! Excommunication alone could sever the oath by which the Church held him. And foi" that he could not say that he was ready. For excommunication meant disgrace to his mother — ^perhaps the snapping of a heart already sorely strained. To renounce his oath was dishonor. To preach the Catholic faith without sincerity was scarcely less. Yet amid present circumstances this seemed the only course open to him. But what must he teach Carmen in regard to the Church? Could he maintain his position in it, yet not of it; and at the same time rear her without its pale, yet so as not to conflict with the people of Simiti, nor cause such comment as might reach the ears of the Bishop of Cartagena? God alone knew. It must be attempted, at any rate. There was no other way. And if it was God's plan, he might safely trust Him for the requisite strength and wisdom. For this course the isolation of Simiti and the childish simplicity of its people afforded a tremendous advantage. On the other hand, he knew that both he and Carmen had powerful enemies. Yet, one with God might rout a host. And Carmen walked with God. 25 CARMEN ARIZA Thus throughout the afternoon the priest weighed and pon- dered the thoughts that sought admission to his reawakened mind. He was not interrupted until sundown; and then Car- men entered the room with a bowl of chocolate and some small wheaten loaves. Behind her, with an amusing show of dignity, stalked a large heron, an elegant bird, with long, scarlet legs, gray plumage, and a gracefully curved neck. When the bird reached the threshold it stopped, and without warning gave vent to a prolonged series of shrill, unmusical sounds. The startled priest sat up in his bed and exclaimed in amazement. "It is only Cantar-las-horas, Padre," laughed the little maid. "He follows me wherever I go, unless he is off fishing. Some- times when I go out in the boat with padre Rosendo he flies clear across the lake to meet us. He is lots older than I, and years ago, when there were Curas here, he learned his song. Whenever the Angelas rang he would try to sing just like it; and now he has the habit and can't help it. But he is such a dear, wise old fellow," twining a chubby arm lovingly about the bird's slender neck; "and he always sings just at six o'clock, the time the Angelus used to. ring." The heron manifested the deepest affection for the child as she gently stroked its plumage and caressed its long, pointed bill. "But how do you suppose he knows when it is just six o'clock,, c/iiq'ui7a?" asked Jose, deeply interested in the strange phenomenon. "God tells him, Padre," was the direct and simple reply. Assuredly, he should have known that! But he was fast learning of this unusual child, whose every movement was a demonstration of Immanuel. "Does God tell you what to do. Carmen?" he asked, seeking to draw out the girl's strange thought, that he might probe deeper into her religious convictions. "Why, yes. Padre." Her tone expressed surprise. "Doesn't He tell you, too?" Her great eyes searched him. He was a Cura; he should be very close to God. "Yes, chiquita — that is. He has told me to-day what to do." There was a shade of disappointment in her voice when she replied: "I guess you mean you listened to Him to-day, don't you, Padre? I think sometimes you don't want to hear Him. But," she finisTied with a little sigh, "there are lots of people here who don't; and that is why they are sick and un^ happy." Jos6 was learning another lesson, that of guarding his speech to this ingenuous girl. He discreetly changed the sub- ject. 26 CARMEN ARIZA "What have you been doing this afternoon, little one?" Her eyes instantly brightened, and the dark shade that had crossed her face disappeared. "Well, after the siesta I helped madre Maria clean the yuccas for supper; and then I did my writing lesson. Padre Rosendo told me to-day that I could -write better than he. But, Padre, will you teach madre Maria to read and write? And there are just lots of poor people here who can't, too. There is a school teacher in Simiti, but he charges a whole peso oro a month for teaching; and the people haven't the money, and so they can't learn." Always the child shifted his thought from herself to others. Again she showed him that the road to happiness wound among the needs of his fellow-men. The priest mentally recorded the instruction; and the girl continued: "Padre Rosendo told madre Maria that you said you had come to Simiti to die. You were not thinking of us then, were you. Padre? People who think only of themselves always want to die. That was why Don Luis died last year. He had lots of gold, and he always wanted more, and he was cruel and self- ■ ish, and he couldn't talk about anything but himself and how rich he was — and so he died. He didn't really die; but he thought about himself until he thought he died. And so they buried him. That's what always happens to people who think about themselves all the time — they get buried." Jose was glad of the silence that fell upon them. Wrapped so long in his own egoism, he had now no worldly wisdom with which to match this girl's sapient words. He waited. He felt that Carmen was but the channel through which a great Voice was speaking. f ^ "Padre," the tones were tender and soft, "you don't always think of good things, do you?" "I? Why, no, little girl. I guess I haven't done so. That is, not always. But — " "Because if you had you wouldn't have been driven into the lake that day. And you wouldn't be here now in Simiti." "But, child, even a Cura cannot always think of good things, when he sees so much wickedness in the world!" "But, Padre, God is good, isn't He?" "Yes, child." The necessity to answer could not be avoided. "And He is everywhere?" ••Yes." He "had to say it. "Then where is the wickedness. Padre?" "Why — but, chiquita, you don't understand; you are too young to reason about such things; and — " Jn his heart Jose knew he spoke not the truth. He felt the 27 CARMEN ARIZ A great brown eyes of the girl penetrate his naked soul; and he knew that in the dark recesses of the inner man they fell upon the grinning skeleton of hypocrisy. Carmen might be, doubt- less was, incapable of reasoning. Of logical processes she knew nothing. But by what crass assumption might he, admittedly woefully defeated in his combat with Fate, oppose his feeble shafts of worldly logic to this child's instinct, an instinct of whose inerrancy her daily walk was a living demonstration? In quick penitence and humility he stretched out his arm and drew her unresisting to him. "Dear little child of God," he murmured, as he bent over her and touched his lips to her rich brown curls, "I have tried my life long to learn what you already know. And at last I have been led to you — to you, little one, who shall be a lamp unto my feet. Dearest child, I want to know your God as you know Him. I want you to lead me to Him, for you know where He is." "He is everywhere, Padre dear," whispered the child, as she nestled close to the priest and stole her soft arms gently about his neck. "But we don't see Him nor hear Him if we have bad thoughts, and if we don't love everybody and everything, even Cucumbra, and Cantar-las-horas, and — " "Yes, chiquita, I know now," interrupted Jose. "I don't wonder they all love you." "But, Padre dear, I love them — and I love you." The priest strained her to him. His famished heart yearned for love. Love ! first of the tender graces which adorned this beautiful child. Verily, only those imbued with it become the real teachers of men. The beloved disciple's last instruction to his dear children was the tender admonition to love one an- other. But why, oh, why are we bidden to love the fallen, sordid outcasts of this wicked world — the wretched, sinning pariahs — the greedy, grasping, self-centered mass of humanity that surges about us in such woeful confusion of good and evil? Because the wise Master did. Because he said that God was Love. Because he taught that he who loves not, knows not God. And because, oh, wonderful spiritual alchemy! be- cause Love is the magical potion which, dropping like heavenly dew upon sinful humanity, dissolves the vice, the sorrow, the carnal passions, and transmutes the brutish mortal into the image and likeness of the perfect God. Far into the night, while the child slept peacefully in the bed near him, Jose lay thinking of her and of the sharp turn which she had given to the direction of his life. Through the warm night air the hoarse croaking of distant frogs and the mournful- note of the toucan floated to his ears. In the street 28 CARMEN ARIZA without he heard at intervals the pattering of bare feet in the hot, thick dust, as tardy fishermen returned from their labors. The hum of insects about his toldo lulled him with its low monotone. The call of a lonely jaguar drifted across the still lake from the brooding jungle beyond. A great peace lay over the ancient town; and when, in the early hours of morning, as the distorted moon hung low in the western sky, Jos6 awoke, the soft breathing of the child fell upon his ears like a benedic- tion; and deep from his heart there welled a prayer — "My God— .her God— at last I thank Thee!" CHAPTER 5 THE day following was filled to the brim with bustling ac- tivity. Jose plunged into his new life with an enthusiasm he had never known before. His first care was to relieve Rpsendo and his good wife of the burden of housing him. Rosendo, protesting against the intimation that the priest could in any way inconvenience him, at last suggested that the house adjoining his own, a small, three-room cottage, was vacant, and might be had at a nominal rental. Some repairs were needed; the mud had fallen from the walls in several places; but he would plaster it up again and put it into habitable condition at once. During the discussion Don Mario, the Alcalde, called to pay his respects to Jose. He had just returned from a week's visit to Ocana, whither he had gone on matters of business with Simiti's most eminent citizen, Don Felipe Alcozer, who, was at present sojourning there for reasons of health. Learning of the priest's recent severe illness, Don Mario had hastened at once to pay his devoirs. And now the Holy Virgin be praised that he beheld the Cura again fully restored! Yes, the dismal little house in question belonged to him, but would the Cura gra- ciously accept it, rent free, and with his most sincere compli- ments? Jose glanced at Rosendo and, reading a meaning in the slight shake of his head, replied that, although overwhelmed by the Alcalde's kindness, he could take the cottage only on the condition that it should become the parish house, which the Church must support. A shade of disappointment seemed to cross the heavy face of Don Mario, but he graciously ac- quiesced in the priest's suggestion; and arrangements were at once concluded whereby the house became the dwelling place of the new Cura. Rosendo thereupon sent out a call for assistants, to which 29 CARMEN ARIZA the entire unemployed male population of the town responded. Mud for the walls was hastily brought from the lake, and mixed with manure and dried grass. A half dozen young men started for the islands to cut fresh thatch for the roof. Others set about scraping the hard dirt floors; while Don Mario gave orders which secured a table, several rough chairs, together with iron stewpans and a variety of enameled metal dishes, all of which Rosendo insisted should be charged against the parish. The village carpenter, with his rusty tools and rough, undressed lumber, constructed a bed in one of the rooms; and Juan, the boatman, laboriously sought out stones of the proper shape and size to support the cooking utensils in the primitive dirt hearth. Often, as he watched the progress of these arrangements, Jose's thoughts reverted longingly to his father's comfortable house in far-off Seville; to his former simple quarters in Rome; and to the less pretentious, but still wholly sufficient menage of Cartagena. Compared with this primitive dwelling and the simple husbandry which it would shelter, his former abodes and manner of life had been extravagantly luxurious. At times he felt a sudden sinking of heart as he reflected that perhaps he should never again know anything better than the lowly life of this dead town. But when his gaze rested upon the little Carmen, flying hither and yon with an ardent, anticipatory interest in every detail of the preparations, and when he real- ized that, though her feet seemed to rest in the squalid setting afforded by this dreary place, yet her thought dwelt ever in heaven, his heart welled again with a great thankfulness for the inestimable privilege of giving his new life, in whatever environment, to a soul so fair as hers. While his house was being set in order under the direction of Rosendo, Jose visited the church with the Alcalde to formu- late plans for its immediate repair and renovation. As he surveyed the ancient pile and reflected that it stood as a monu- ment to the inflexible religious convictions of his own distant progenitors, the priest's sensibilities were profoundly stirred. How little he knew of that long line of illustrious ancestry which preceded him! He had been thrust from under the parental wing at the tender age of twelve; but he could not recall that even before that event his father had ever made more than casual" mention of the family. Indeed, in the few months since arriving on ancestral soil Jose had gathered up more of the threads which bound him to th'e ancient house of Rincon than in all the years which preceded. Had he himself only been capable of the unquestioning acceptance of religious dogma which those old Conqueros and early forbears exhibited, 30 CARMEN ARIZA to what position of eminence in Holy Church might he not already have attained, with every avenue open to still greater preferment! How happy were his dear mother then! How glorious their honored name! — With a sigh the priest roused himself and strove to thrust these disturbing thoughts from his mind by centering his atten- tion upon the work in hand. Doiia Maria came to him for permission to take the moldy vestments from the sacristia to her house to clean them. The Alcalde, bustling about, panting and perspiring, was distributing countless orders among his willing assistants. Carmen, who throughout the morning had . been everywhere, bubbling with enthusiasm, now appeared at the church door. As she entered the musty, ill-smelling old building she hesitated 'on the threshold, her childish face screwed into an expression of disgust. "Gome in, little one; I need your inspiration," called Jose cheerily. The child approached, and slipped her hand into his. "Padre Rosendo says this is God's house," she commented, looking up at Jose. "He says you are going to talk about God here — ^in this dirty, smelly old place ! Why don't you talk about Him out of doors?" Jose was becoming innured to the embarrassment which her direct questions occasioned. And he was learning not to dis- semble in his replies. "It is because the people want to come here, dear one; it is their custom." Would the people believe that the wafer and wine could be changed into the flesh and blood of Jesus elsewhere — even in Nature's temple? "But I don't want to come here!" she asseverated. "That was a naughty thing to say to the good Cura, child!" interposed Don Mario, who had overheard the girl's remark. "You see. Padre, how we need a Cura here to save these chil- dren; otherwise the Church is going to lose them. They are running pretty wild,, and especially this one. She is already dedicated to the Church; but she will have to learn to speak more reverently of holy things if she expects to become a good Sister." The child looked uncomprehendingly from one to the other. "Who dedicated her to the Church?" demanded Jose sharply. "Oh, Padre Diego, at her baptism, when she was a baby," replied Don Mario in a matter of fact tone. Jose shuddered at the thought of that unholy man's loath- some hands resting upon the innocent girl. But he made no 31 CARMEN ARIZA immediate reply. Of all things, he knew that the guarding of his own tongue was now most important. But his thought was busy with Rosendo's burning words of the preceding day, and with his own solemn vow. He reflected on his present para- doxical, hazardous position; on the tremendous problem which here confronted him; and on his desperate need of wisdom — yea, superhuman wisdom — to ward off from this child the net which he knew the subtlety and cruel cunning of shrewd, un- scrupulous men would som« day cause to be cast about her. A soul like hers, mirrored in a body so wondrous fair, must eventually draw the devil's most envenomed barbs. To Jose's great relief Don Mario turned immediately from the present topic to one relating to the work of renovation. Finding a pretext for sending Carmen back to the house, the priest gave his attention unreservedly to the Alcalde. But his mind ceased not to revolve the implications in Don Mario's words relative to the girl; and when the midday siesta came upon him his brow was knotted and his eyes gazed vacantly at the manifestations of activity about him. Hurrying across the road to escape the scalding heat, Jose's ears again caught the sound of singing, issuing evidently from Rosendo's house. It was very like the clear, sweet voice which had floated into his room the morning after he awoke from his delirium. He approached the door reverently and looked in. Carmen was arranging the few poor dishes upon the rough table, and as she worked, her soul flowed across her lips in song. The man listened astonished. The words and the simple melody which carried them were evidently an improvisation. But the voice — did that issue from a human throat? Yes, for in distant Spain and far-off Rome, in great cathedrals and con- cert halls, he had sometimes listened entranced to voices like this — stronger, and delicately trained, but reared upon even less of primitive talent. The girl caught sight of him; and the song died on the warm air. , The priest strode toward her and clasped her in his arms. "Carmen, child! Who taught you to sing like that?" The girl smiled up in his face. "God, Padre." Of course! He should have known. And in future he need never ask. "And I suppose He tells you when to sing, too, as He does Cantar-las-horas?" said Jos6, smiling in amusement. "No, Padre," was the unaffected answer. "He just sings Himself in me." The man felt rebuked for his light remark; and a lump rose 32 CARMEN ARIZA in his throat. He looked again into her fair face with a deep yearning. Oh, ye of little faith! Did you but know — could you but realize^ — that the kingdom of heaven is within you, would not celestial melody flow from your lips, too? Throughout the afternoon, while he labored with his will- ing helpers in the church building and his homely cottage, the child's song lingered in his brain, like the memory of a sweet perfume. His eyes followed her lithe, graceful form as she flitted about, and his mind was busy devising pretexts for keeping her near him. At times she would steal up close to him and put her little hand lovingly and confidingly into his own. Then as he looked down into her upturned face, wreathed with smiles of happiness, his breath would catch, and he would turn hur- riedly away, that she might not see the tears which suffused his eyes. When night crept down, unheralded, from the Sierras, the priest's house stood ready for its occupant. Canta^-las-horas had dedicated it by singing the Angelus at the front door, for the hour of six had overtaken him as he stood, with cocked head, peering curiously within. The dwelling, though pitifully bare, was nevertheless as clean as these humble folk with the primi- tive means at their command could render it. Instead of the customary hard macana palm strips for the bed, Rosendo had thoughtfully substituted a large piece of tough white canvas, fastened to a rectangular frame, which rested on posts well above the damp floor. On this lay a white sheet and a light blanket of red flannel. Rosendo had insisted that, for the present, Jos6 should take his meals with him. The priest's domestic arrangements, therefore, would be simple in the ex- treme; and Doiia Maria quietly announced that these were in her charge. The church edifice would not be in order for some days yet, perhaps a week. But of this Jose was secretly glad, for he regarded with dread the necessity of discharging the priestly functions. And yet, upon that hinged his stay in Simiti. "Simiti has two churches, you know. Padre," remarked Rosendo during the evening meal. "There is another old one near the eastern edge of town. If you wish, we can visit it while there is yet light." Jose expressed his pleasure; and a few minutes later the two men, with Carmen dancing along happily beside them, were climbing the shaly eminence upon the summit of which stood the second church. On the way they passed the town ceme- tery. "The Spanish cemetery never grows," commented Jose, stopping at the crumbling gateway and peering in. The place 33 CARMEN ARIZA of sepulture was the epitome of utter desolation. A tumbled brick wall surrounded it, and there were a few broken brick vaults, in some of which whitening bones were visible. In a far corner was a heap of human bones and bits of decayed coffins. "Their rent fell due. Padre," said Rosendo with a little laugh, indicating the bones. "The Church rents this ground to the people — it is consecrated, you know. And if the payments are not made, why, the bones come up and are thrown over there." "Humph!" grunted Jose. "Worse than heathenish!" "But you see. Padre, the Church is only concerned with souls. And it is better to pay the money to get souls out of purgatory than to rent a bit of ground for the body, is it not?" Jose wisely vouchsafed no answer. "Come, Padre," continued Rosendo. "I would not want to have to spend the night here. For, you know, if a man spends a night in a cemetery an evil spirit settles upon him-^isit not so?" Jose still kept silence before the old man's inbred supersti- tion. A few minutes later they stood before the old church. It was in the Spanish mission style, but smaller than the one in the central plaza. "This was built in the time of your great-grandfather. Padre, the father of Don Ignacio," offered Rosendo. "The Rinc6n family had many powerful enemies throughout the country, and those in Simiti even carried their ill feeling so far as to refuse to hear Mass in the church which your family built. So they erected this one. No one ever enters it now. Strange noises are sometimes heard inside, and the people are afraid to go in. You see there are no houses built near it. They say an angel of the devil lives here and thrashes around at times in terrible anger. There is a story that many years ago, when I was but a baby, the devil's angel came and entered this church one dark night, when there was a terrible storm and the waves of the lake were so strong that they tossed the crocodiles far" up on the shore. And when the bad angel saw the candles burning on the altar before the sacred wafer he roared in anger and blew them out. But there was a beautiful painting of the Virgin on the wall, and when the lights went out she came down out of her picture and lighted the candles again. But the devil's angel blew them out once more. And then, they say, the Holy Virgin left the church in darkness and went out and locked the wicked angel in, where he has been ever since. That was to show her displeasure against the enemies of the great Rin- c6ns for erecting this church. The Cura died suddenly that 34 CARMEN ARIZA night; and the church has never been used since The Virgin, you know, is the special guardian Saint of the Rinc6n family." "But you do not believe the story, Rosendo?" Jose asked. "Quien sabe?" was the noncommittal reply. "Do you really think the Virgin could or would do such a thing, Rosendo?" "Why not, Padre? She has the same power as God, has she not? The frame which held her picture" — reverting again to the story — "was found out in front of the church the next morning; but the picture itself was gone." Jose glanced down at Carmen, who had been listening with a tense, rapt expression on her face. What impression did this strange story make upon her? She looked up at the priest with a little laugh. "Let us go in. Padre," she said. "No!" commanded Rosendo, seizing her hand. "Are you afraid, Rosendo?" queried the amused Jose. "I — I would — rather not," the old man replied hesitatingly. "The Virgin has sealed it." Physical danger was tempera- mental to this noble son of the jungle; yet the religious super- stition which Spain had bequeathed to this oppressed land still shackled his limbs. As they descended the hill Carmen seized an opportunity to speak to Jose alone. "Some day. Padre," she whispered, "you and I will open the door and let the bad angel out, won't we?" Jose pressed her little hand. He knew that the door of his own mind had swung wide at her bidding in these few days, and many a bad angel had gone out forever. CHAPTER 6 THE dawn of a new day broke white and glistering upon the ancient pueblo. From their hard beds of palm, and their straw mats on the dirt floors, the provincial dwellers in this abandoned treasure house of Old Spain rose already dressed to resume the monotonous routine of their lowly life. The duties which confronted them were few, scarce extending beyond the procurement of their simple food. And for all, excepting the two or three families which constituted the shabby aristocracy of Siraiti, this was limited in the extreme. Indian corn, panela, and coffee, with an occasional addition of platanos or rice, and now and then bits of bagre, the coarse fish yielded by the adjacent lake, constituted the staple diet of the 35 CARMEN ARIZ A average citizen of this decayed hamlet. A few might purchase a bit of lard at rare intervals; and this they hoarded like precious jewels. Some occasionally had wheat flour; but the long, difficult transportation, and its rapid deterioration in that hot, moist climate, where swarms of voracious insects burrow into everything not cased in tin or iron, made its cost all but prohibitive. A few had goats and chickens. Some possessed pigs. And the latter even exceeded in value the black, naked babes that played in the hot dust of the streets with them, Jose was up at dawn. Standing in the warm, unadulterated sunlight in his doorway he watched the village awaken. At a door across the plaza a woman appeared, smoking a cigar, with the lighted end in her mouth. Jose viewed with astonishment this curious custom which prevails in the Tierra Caliente. He had observed that in Simiti nearly everybody of both sexes was addicted to the use of tobacco, and it was no uncommon sight to see children of tender age smoking heavy, black cigars with keen enjoyment. From another door issued two fishermen, who, seeing the priest, approached and asked his blessing on their day's work. Some moments later he heard a loud tattoo, and soon the Alcalde of the village appeared, marching pomp- ously through the streets, preceded by his tall, black secretary, who was beating lustily upon a small drum. At each street intersection the little procession halted, while the Alcalde with great impressiveness sonorously read a proclamation just re- ceived from the central Government at Bogota to the effect that thereafter no cattle might be killed in the country without the payment of a tax as therein set forth. Groups of peones gath- ered slowly about the few little stores in the main street, or entered and inspected for . the thousandth time the shabby stocks. Matrons with black, shining faces cheerily greeted one another from their doorways. Everywhere prevailed a gentle decorum of speech and manners. For, however lowly the station, however pinched the environment, the dwellers in this ancient town were ever gentle, courteous and dignified. Their conversation dealt with the simple affairs of their quiet life. They knew nothing of the complex problems, social, eco- nomic, or religious, which harassed their brethren of the North. No dubious aspirations or ambitions stirred their breasts. Nothing of the frenzied greed and lust of material accumula- tion touched their child-like minds. They dwelt upon a plane far, far removed, in whatever direction, from the mental state of their educated and civilized brothers of the great States, who from time to time undertake to advise them how to live, while ruthlessly exploiting them for material gain. And thus they have been exploited ever since the heavy hand of the, 36 CARMEN ARIZA Spaniard was laid upon them, four centuries ago. Thus they will continue to be, until that distant day wfien mankind shall have learned to find their own in another's good. As his eyes swept his environment, the untutored folk, the old church, the dismally decrepit mud houses, with an air of desolation and utter abandon brooding over all; and as he re- flected that his own complex nature, rather than any special malice of fortune, had brought this to him, Jose's heart began to sink under the sting of a condemning conscience. He turned back into his house. Its pitiful emptiness smote him sore. No books, no pictures, no furnishings, nothing that ministers to the comfort of a civilized and educated man! And yet, amid this barrenness he had resolved to live. A song drifted to him through the pulsing heat of the morn- ing air. It sifted through the mud walls of his poor dwelling, and poured into the open doorway, where it hovered, quivering, like the dust motes in the sunbeams. Instantly the man righted himself. It was Carmen, the child to whom his life now be- longed. Resolutely he again set his wandering mind toward the great thing he would accomplish — the protection and train- ing of this girl, even while, if might be, he found his life again in hers. Nothing on earth should shake him from that pur- pose! Doubt and uncertainty were powerless to. dull the edge of his efforts. His bridges were burned behind him; and on the other side of the great gulf lay the dead self which he had abandoned forever. A harsh medley of loud, angry growls, interspersed with shrill yelps, suddenly arose before his house, and Jose hastened to the door just in time to' see Carmen rush into the street and fearlessly throw herself upon two fighting dogs. "Cucumbra! Stop it instantly!" she exclaimed, dragging the angry brute from a thoroughly frightened puppy. "Shame! shame! And after all I've talked to you about loving that puppy!" The gaunt animal slunk down, with its tail between its legs. "Did you ever gain anything at all by fighting? You know you never did ! And right down in your heart you know you love that puppy. You've got to love him; you can't help it! And you might as well begin right now." The beast whimpered at her little barcifeet. "Cucumbra, you let bad thoughts use you, didn't you? Yes, you did; and you're sorry for it now. Well, there's the puppy," pointing to the little dog, which stood hesitant some yards away. "Now go and play with him," she urged. "Play with him!" rousing the larger dog and pointing toward the puppy. "Play with him! You know you love him!" 37 CARMEN ARIZA Cucumbra hesitated, looking alternately at the small, reso- lute girl and the smaller dog. Her arm remained rigidly ex- tended, and determination was written large in her set features. The puppy uttered a sharp bark, as if in forgiveness, and began to scamper playfully about. Cucumbra threw a final glance at the girl. "Play with him!" she again commanded. The large dog bounded after the puppy, and together they disappeared around the street corner. , The child turned and saw Jose, who had regarded the scene in mute astonishment. "May buenos dias, Senor Padre," dropping a little courtesy. "But isn't Cucumbra foolish to have bad thoughts?" "Why, yes — he certainly is," replied Jose slowly, hard pressed by the unusual question. "He has just got to love that puppy, or else he will never be happy,' will he, Padre?" Why would this girl persist in ending her statements with an interrogation! How could he know Avhether Cucumbra's happiness would be imperfect if he failed in love toward the puppy? ^ "Because, you know. Padre," the child continued, coming up to him and slipping her hand into his, "padre Rosendo once told me that- God was Love; and after that I knew we just had to love everything and everybody, or else He can't see us — can He, Padre?" He can't see us^ — if we don't love everything and everybody ! Well! Jose wondered what sort of interpretation the Vatican> with its fiery hatred of heretics, would put upon this remark. "Can He. Padre?" insisted the girl. "Dear child, in these matters you are teaching me; not I you," replied the noncommittal priest. "But, Padre, you are going to teach the people in the church," the girl ventured quizzically. Ah, so he was ! And he had wondered what. In his hour of need the answer was vouchsafed him. "Yes, dearest child — and I am going to teach them what I learn from you." Carmen regarded him for a moment uncertainly. "But, padre Rosendo says you are to teach me," she averred. "And so I am, little one," the priest replied; "but not one half as much as I shall learn from you." Dona Maria's summons to breakfast interrupted the con- versation. Throughout the repast Jose felt himself subjected to the closest scrutiny by Carmen. What was running through her thought, he could only vaguely surmise. But he instinc- 38 CARMEN ARIZA tively felt that he was being weighed and appraised by this strange child, and that she was finding him wanting in her estimate of what manner of man a priest of God ought to be. And yet he knew that she embraced hira' in her great love. Oftentimes his quick glance at her would find her serious gaze bent upon him. But whenever their eyes met, her sweet face would instantly relax and glow with a smile of tenderest love — a love which, he felt, was somehow, inr some way, des- tined to reconstruct his shattered life. Jose's plans for educating the girl had gradually evolved into completion during the past two days. He explained them at length to Rosendo after the morning meal; and the latter, with dilating eyes, manifested his great joy by clasping the priest in his brawny arms. "But remember, Rosendo," Jose said, "learning is not know- ing. I can only teach her book-knowledge. But even now, an untutored child, she knows more that is real than I do." "Ah, Padre, have I not told you many times that she is not like us? And now you know it!" exclaimed the emotional Rosendo, his eyes suffused with tears of joy as he beheld his cherished ideals and his longing of years at last at the point of realization. What he, too, had instinctively seen in the child was now to be summoned forth; and the vague, half-under- stood motive which had impelled him to take the abandoned babe from Badillo into the shelter of his own great heart would at length be revealed. The man's joy was ecstatic. With a final clasp of the priest's hand, he rushed from the house to plunge into the work in progress at the church. Jose summoned Carmen into the quiet of his own dwelling. She came joyfully, bringing an ancient and obsolete arithmetic and a much tattered book, which Jose discovered to be a chron- icle of the heroic deeds of the early Conquistadores. "I'm through decimals!" she exclaimed with glistening eyes; "and I've read some of this, but I don't like it," making a little moue of disgust and holding aloft the battered history. "Padre Rosendo told me to show it to you," she continued. "But it is all about murder, you know. And yet," with a little sigh, "he has nothing else to read, excepting old newspapers which the steamers sometimes leave at Bodegk Central. And they are all about murder, and stealing, and bad things, too. Padre, why don't people write about good things?" Jose gazed at her reverently, as of old the Sculptor Phidias might have stood in awe before the vision which he saw in the unchiseled marble. "Padre Rosendo helped me with the fractions," went on the girl, flitting lightly to another .topic ; "but I had to learn the 39 CARMEN ARIZA decimals myself. He couldn't understand them. And they are so easy, aren't they? I just love arithmetic!" hugging the old book to her little bosom. Both volumes, printed in Madrid, were reliques of Spanish colonial days. "Read to me. Carmen," said Jose, handing her the history. The child took the book and began to read, with clear enun- ciation, the narrative of Quesada's sanguinary expedition to Bogota, undertaken in the name of the gentle Christ. Jos6 wondered as he listened what interpretation this fresh young mind would put upon the motives of that renowned exploit. Suddenly she snapped the book shut. "Tell me about Jesus," she demanded. The precipitation with which the question had been pro- pounded almost took his breath away. He raised his eyes to hers, and looked long and wonderingly into their infinite depths. And then the vastness of the problem enunciated by her demand loomed before him. What, after all, did he know about Jesus? Had he not arrived in Simiti in a state of agnds- ticism regarding religion? Had he not come there enveloped in confusion, baffled, beaten, hopeless? And then, after his wonderful talk with Rosendo, had he not agreed with him that the child's thought must be kept free and open — that her own instinctive religious ideas must be allowed to develop normally, unhampered and unfettered by the external warp and bias of human speculation? It was part of his plan that all reference to matters theological should be omitted from Carmen's educa- tional scheme. Yet here was that name on her lips — ^the first time he had ever heard it .voiced by her. And it smote him like a hammer. He made haste to divert further inquiry. "Not now, little one," he said hastily. "I want to hear you read more from your book." "No," she replied firmly, laying the volume upon the table. "I don't like it; and I shouldn't think you would, either. Be- sides, it isn't true; it never really happened." "Why, of course it is true, child ! - It is history, the story of how the brave Spaniards came into this country long ago. We will read a great deal more about them later." "No," with a decisive shake of her brown head ; "not if it is like this. It isn't true; I told padre Rosendo it wasn't." "Well, what do you mean, child?" asked the uncomprehend- ing priest. "It is only a lot of bad thoughts printed in a book," she replied slowly. "And it isn't true, because God is everywhere." Clearly the man was encountering difficulties at the outset; and ,a part, at least, of his well-ordered curriculum stood in 40 CARMEN ARIZA grave danger of repudiation at the hands of this earnest little maid. The girl stood looking at him wistfully. Then her sober little face melted in smiles. With childish impulsiveness she clambered into fiis lap, and twining her arms about his neck, impressed a kiss upon his cheek. "I love you, Padre," she murmured; "and you love me, don't you?" He pressed her to him, startled though he was. "God knows I do, little one!" he exclaimed. "Of course He does," she eagerly agreed; "and He knows you don,'t want to teach me anything that isn't true, doesn't He, Padre dear?" Yea, and more ; for Josd was realizing now, what he had not seen before, that it was beyond his power to teach her that which was not true. The magnitude and sacredness of his task impressed him as never before. His puzzled brain grappled feebly with the enormous problem. She had rebuked him for trying to teach her things which, if he accepted the immanence of God as fact, her logic had shown him were utterly false. Clearly the grooves in which this child's pure thought ran were not his own. And if she would not think as he did, what recourse was there left him but to accept the alternative and think with her? For he would not, even if he could, force upon her his own thought-processes. "Then, Carmen," he finally ventured, "you do not wish to learn about people and what they have done and are doing in the big world about you?" "Oh, yes. Padre; tell me all about the good things they did!" "But they did many wicked things too, chiquita. And the good and the bad are all mixed up together." "No," she shook her head vigorously; "there isn't any bad. There is only good, for God is everywhere — isn't He?" She raised up. and looked squarely into the priest's eyes. Dissimulation, hypocrisy, quibble, cant — nothing but fearless truth could meet that gaze. Suddenly a light broke in upon his clouded thought. This girl — this tender plant of God — why, she had shown it from the very beginning! And he, oh, blind that he was! he could not see nor accept it. The secret of her power, of her ecstasy of life — what was it but this?— s/ie knew no evil! And the Lord God commanded the man, saying, "Of every tree of the garden thou mayest freely eat: but of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, thou shalt not eat of it : for in the day that thou eatest thereof thou shalt surely die." Oh, great God! It was the first — ^the very first — lesson 13 41 CARMEN ARIZA which Thou didst teach Thy child, Israel, as the curtain rose upon the drama of human life! And the awful warning has rung down through the corridors of time from the mouths of the prophets, whom we slew lest they wake us from our mes- meric sleep! Israel forgot Thy words; and the world has for- gotten them, long, long since. Daily we mix our perfumed draft of good and evil, and sink under its lethal influence! Hourly we eat of the forbidden tree, till, the pangs of death en- compass us! And when at last the dark angel hovered over the sin- stricken earth and claimed it for his own, the great Master came to sound again the warning — "As a man thinketh in his heart, so is he!" But they would have none of him, and nailed him to a tree ! Oh, Jerusalem! Oh, ye incarnate human mind! Eveh the unique Son of God wept as he looked with yearning upon you ! Why? Because of your stubborn clinging to false ways, false beliefs, false thoughts of God and man! Because ye would not be healed; ye would not be made whole ! Ye loved evil — ^ye gave it life and power, and ye rolled it like a sweet morsel beneath your tongue — and so ye died! So came death into this fair world, through the heart, the brain, the mind of man, who sought to know what God could not! "Padre dear, you are so quiet." The girl nestled closer to the awed priest. Aye ! And so the multitude on Sinai had stood in awed quiet as they listened to the voice of God. This child knew no evil ! The man could not grasp the in- finite import of the marvelous fact. And yet he had sought to teach her falsities — to teach her that evil did exist, as real and as potent as good, and that it was to be accepted and honored by mankind! But she had turned her back upon the tempta- tion. "Padre, are you going to tell me about Jesus?" The priest roused from his deep meditation. "Yes, yes — I want to know nothing else ! I will get my Bible, and we will read about him!" "Bible? What is that. Padre dear?'-* "What! You don't know what the Bible is?" cried the as- tonished priest. "No, Padre." "But have you never — has your padre Rosendo never told you that it is the book that tells — ?" "No," the girl shook her head. "But," her face kindling, "he told me that Jesus was God's only son. But we are all His children, aren't we?" "Yes — especially you, little one! But Jesus was the great- est—" 42 CARMEN ARIZA "Did Jesus write the Bible, Padre?" the girl asked earnestly. "No — we don't know who did. People used to think God wrote it; but I guess He didn't." "Then we will not read it. Padre." The man bent reverently over the little brown head and prayed again for guidance. What could he do with this child, who dwelt with Jehovah — who. saw His reflection in every flow- er and hill and fleecy cloud — who heard His voice in the sough of the wind, and the ripple of the waters on the pebbly shore! And, oh, that some one had bent over him and prayed for guidance when he was a tender lad and his heart burned with yearning for truth ! "God wrote the arithmetic — I mean. He told people how to write it, didn't He, Padre?" Surely the priest could acquiesce in this, for mathematics is purely metaphysical, and without guile. "Yes, chiquita. And we will go right through this little book. Then, if I can, I will send for others that will teach you wonderful things about what we call mathematics." The child smiled her approval. The priest had now found the only path which she would tread with him, and he con- tinued with enthusiasm. "And God taught people how tt) talk, little one; but they don't all talk as we do. There is a great land up north of us, which we call the United States, and there the people would not understand us, for we speak Spanish. I must teach you their language, chiquita, and I must teach you others, too, for you will not always live in Simiti." "I want to stay here always. Padre. I love Simiti." "No, Carmen; God has work for you out in His big world. You have something to tell His people some day, a message for them. But you and I have much work to do here first. And so •we will begin with the arithmetic and English. Later we will study other languages, and we will talk them to each other until you speak them as fluently as your own. And meanwhile, I will tell you about the great countries of the world, and about the people that live in them. And we will study about the stars, and the rocks, and the animals; and we will read and work and read and work all day long, every day!" The priest's face was aglow with animation. "But, Padre, when shall I have time to think?" "Why, you will be thinking all the time, child!" "No, you don't understand. I have to think about other things." Jose looked at her with a puzzled expression. "What other things do you have to think about, chiquita?" 43 CARMEN ARIZA "About all the people here who are sick and unhappy, and who quarrel and don't love one another." "Do you think about people when they are sick?" he asked with heightened curiosity. "Yes, always!" she replied vigorously "When they are sick I go where nobody can find me and then just think that it isn't so." "Hombre!" the priest ejaculated, his astonishment soaring Then— "But when people are sick it is really so, isn't it, chiquita?" "No!" emphatically. "It can't be — not if God is everywhere. Does He make them sick?" The child drove the heart-search- ing question straight into him. "Why — no, I can't say that He does. And yet they some- how get sick." "Because they think bad things. Padre. Because they don't think about God. They don't think He is here. And they don't care about Him — they don't love Him. And so they get sick," she explained succinctly. Josd's mind reverted to what Rosendo had told him. When he lay tossing in delirium Carmen had said that he would not die. And yet that was perfectly logical, if she refused to admit the existence of evil. "I thought lots about you last vfeek. Padre." The soft voice was close to his ear, and every breath swept over his heartstrings and made them vibrate. "Every night when I went to sleep I told God I knew He would cure you." The priest's head sank upon his breast. Verily, I have not seen such faith, no, not in Israel! And the faith of this child had glorified her vision until she saw "the heavens open and the angels of God ascending and de- scending upon the Son of Man." "Carmen" — the priest spoke reverently — "do the sick ones always get well when you think about them?" There was not a shade of euphemism in the unhesitating reply — "They are never really sick. Padre." "But, by that you mean — " "They only have bad thoughts." "Sick thoughts, then?" he suggested by way of drawing out her full meaning. "Yes, Padre — for God, you know, really is everywhere." "Carmen!" cried the man. "What put such ideas into your little head? Who told you these things?" Her brown eyes looked full into his own. "God, Padre dear." U CARMEN ARIZ A God! Yes, of a verity she spoke truth. For nothing but her constant communion with Him could have filled her pure thought with a deeper, truer lore than man has ever quaffed at the world's great fountains of learning. He himself, trained by Holy Church, deeply versed in letters, science, and theology, grounded in all human learning, sat in humility at her feet, drinking in what his heart told him he had at length found — Truth. He had one more question to ask. "Carmen, how do you know, how are you sure, that He told you?" "Because it is true, Padre." "But just how do you know that it is true?" he insisted. "Why — it comes out that way; just like the answers to the problems in arithmetic. I used to try to see if by thinking only good thoughts to-day I would be better and happier to- morrow." "Yes, and—?" "Well, I always was. Padre. And so now I don't think any- thing but good thoughts." "That is, you think only about God?" "I always think about Him first, Padre." He had no further need to question her proofs, for he knew she was taught by the Master himself. "That will be all for this morning. Carmen," he said quietly, as he put her down. "Leave me now. I, too, have some think- ing to do." When Carmen left him, Jose lapsed into profound medita- tion. Musing over his life experiences, he at last summed them all up in the vain attempt to evolve an acceptable concept of God, an idea of Him that would satisfy. He had felt that in Christianity he had hold of something beneficent, something real; but he had never been able to formulate it, nor lift it above the shadows into the clear light of full comprehension. And the result of his futile efforts to this end had been agnosticism. His inability conscientiously to accept the mad reasoning of theologians and the impudent claims of Rome had been the stumbling block to his own and his family's dearest earthly hopes. He knew that popular Christianity was a disfigurement of truth. He knew that the theological claptrap which the Church, with such oracular assurance, such indubitable cer- tainty and gross assumption of superhuman knowledge, handed out to a suffering world, was a travesty of the. divinely simple teachings of Jesus, and that it had estranged mankind from their only visible source of salvation, the Bible. He saw more clearly, than ever before that in the actual achievements of popular theology there had been ridiculously little that a seri- 45 CARMEN ARIZA ously-minded man could accept as supports to its claims to be a divinely revealed scheme of salvation. Yet there was no vital question on which certainty was so little demanded, and seem- ingly of so little consequence, as this, even though the joints of the theologians' armor flapped wide to the assaults of unprej- udiced criticism. But if the slate were swept clean — if current theological dogma were overthrown, and the stage set anew — what could be reared in their stead? Is it true that the Bible is based upon propositions which can be verified by all? The explorer in Car- tagena had given Jose a new thought in Arnold's concept of God as "the Eternal, not ourselves, that makes for righteous- -ness." And it was not to be denied that, from, first to last, the Bible is a call to righteousness. But what is righteousness? Ethical conduct? Assuredly something vastly more profound, for even that "misses the mark." No, righteousness was right conduct until the mar- velous Jesus appeared. But he swept it at once from the mate- rial into the mental; from the outward into the inward; and defined it as right-thinking I "Righteousness!" murmured Jose, sitting with head buried in his hands. "Aye, the whole scheme of salvation is held in that one word! And the wreck of my life has been caused by my blind ignorance of its tremendous meaning ! For righteous- ness is salvation. But Carmen, wise little soul, divined it in- stinctively; for, if there is one thing that is patent, it is that if a thing is evil it does not exist for her. Righteousness! Of course it means thinking no evil! Jesus lived his thorough un- derstanding of it. And so does Carmen. And so would the world, but for the withering influence of priestly authority!" At that moment Carmen reappeared to summon him to lunch. "Come here, little girl," said Jose, drawing her to him. "You asked me to tell you about Jesus. He was the greatest and best man that ever lived. And it was because he never had a bad thought." "Did he know that God was everywhere?" The little face turned lovingly up to his. "He did, sweet child. And so do I— now; for I have found Him even in desolate Simiti." 46 CARMEN ARIZA CHAPTER 7 CARMEN'S studies began in earnest that afternoon. In the quiet of his humble cottage Jose, now "a prisoner of the Lord," opened the door of his mental storehouse and care- fully selected those first bits of knowledge for the foundation stones on which to rear for her, little by little, a broad educa- tion. He found her a facile learner; her thorough ease in the rudi- ments of arithmetic and in the handling of her own language delighted him. His plan of tutelage, although the result of long contemplation, and involving many radical ideas regai-ding the training of children, ideas which had been slowly developing in his mind for years, he nevertheless felt in her case to be tenta- tive. For he was dealing with no ordinary child; and so the usual methods of instruction were here wholly out of the question. But on several points he was already firmly resolved. First, he would get well below the surface of this child's mind, and he would endeavor to train her to live in a depth of thought far, far beneath the froth and superficiality of the every-day thinking of mankind. Fortunately, she had had no previous bad training to be counteracted now. Nature had been her only tutor; and Rosendo's canny wisdom had kept out all human interference. Her associates in Simiti were few. Her unusual and mature thought had set up an intellectual barrier between herself and the playmates she might have had. Fortunately, too, Jose had now to deal with a child who all her life had thought vigorously — and, he was forced to conclude, correctly. Habits of accurate observation and quick and correct interpre- tation would not be difficult to form in such a mind. More- over, to this end he would aim to maintain her interest at the point of intensity in every subject undertaken; yet without forcing, and without sacrifice .of the joys of childhood. He would be, not teacher only, but fellow-student. He would strive to learn with her to conceive the ideal without losing sight of the fact that it was a human world in which they dwelt. When she wished to play, he would play with her. But he would contrive and direct their amusements so as to carry instruction, to elucidate and exemplify it, to point morals, and steadily to contribute to her store of knowledge. His plan was ideal, he knew. But he could not know then that Nature — if we may thus call it — had anticipated him, and that the child, long since started upon the quest for truth, would quickly outstrip him 47 CARMEN ARIZA in the matter of conceiving the ideal and living in this world of relative fact with an eye single to the truth which shines so dimly through it. Jose knew, as he studied Carmen and planned her training, that whatever instruction he offered her must be without taint of evil, so far as he might prevent. And yet, the thought of any attempt to withhold from her a knowledge of evil brought a sardonic smile to his lips. She had as yet everything to learn of the world about her. Could such learning be imparted to her free from error or hypothesis, and apart from the fiat of the speculative human mind? It must be; for he knew from experience that she would accept his teaching only as he pre- sented every apparent fact, every object, every event, as a re- flection in some degree of her immanent God, and subject to rigid demonstration. Whei-e historical events externalized only the evil motives of the carnal mind, he must contrive to omit them entirely, or else present them as unreality, the result of "bad thoughts" and forgetfulness of God. In other wotds, only as he assumed to be the channel through which God spoke to her could he hope for success. To impart to her a knowledge of both good and evil was, at least at present, impossible. To force it upon her later would be criminal. Moreover, why not try the audacious experiment of permitting and aiding this child to grow up without a knowledge of evil? — that is, in her present conviction that only good is real, potent and permanent, while evil is impotent illusion and to be met and overcome on that basis. Would the resultant training make of her a tower of strength — or would it render her incapable of resisting the onslaughts of evil when at length she faced the world? His own heart sanctioned the plan; and — ^well, the final judgment should be left to Carmen herself. The work proceeded joyously. At times Cucumbra inter- rupted by bounding in, as if impatient of the attention his little mistress was giving her tutor. Frequently the inquisitive Cantar- las-horas stalked through the room, displaying a most dignified and laudable interest in the proceedings. Late in the afternoon, when the sun was low, Rosendo appeared at the door. As he stood listening to Jos6's narrative of men and places in the out- side world, his eyes bulged. At length his untutored mind be- came strained to its elastic limit. "Is that true, Padre?" he could not refrain from interrupt- ing, when Jose had spoken of the fast trains of England. "Why, the Simiti trail to Tachi is one hundred and fifty miles long; and it always took me six days to walk it. And do you say there are trains that travel that distance in as many hours?" "There are trains, Rosendo, that traverse the distance in three hours." 48 CARMEN ARIZA "Na, Padre, it can't be done!" cried the incredulous Rosendo, shaking his head. "Leave us, unbeliever!" laughed Jos6, motioning him away. "I have more pliable material here to handle than you." But Rosendo remaine,d; and it was evident to the priest that he had come on an errand of importance. Moreover, the supper hour was at hand, and perhaps Dona Maria needed Carmen's help. So, dismissing the child. Jos6 turned to Ro- sendo. "You were right," he began, as if taking up. the thread of a broken discourse. "Carmen was left on the river bank by the angels." "Then you do think it was a miracle!" said Rosendo in a voice of awe, as he sank into a chair. The priest smiled. "Everything is a miracle, friend; for a miracle is simply a sign of God's presence. And fmding Car- men in this musty, forgotten place is one of the greatest. For where she is. He is." "Yes, Padre, that is true," assented Rosendo gravely. "I was led here," continued Jose; "I see it now. Rosendo, all my life I have regarded evil as just as real and powerful as good. And my life has been one of bitterness and woe. Carmen sees only the good God everywhere. And she dwells in heaven. What is the logical inference? Simply that my mental attitude has been all wrong, my views erroneous, my thinking bad. I have tried to know both good and evil, to eat of the forbidden tree. And for so doing I was banished from paradise. Do you understand me?" "Why — ^well, no. Padre — that is, I — " The honest fellow was becoming confused. "Well, just this, then," explained the priest with animation. "I haven't gotten anywhere in life, and neither have you, be- cause we have limited ourselves and crippled our efforts by jdelding to fear, pride, ignorance, and the belief in evil as a real power opposed to good." "I have often wondered myself. Padre, how there could be a devil if God is almighty. For in that case He would have had to make the devil, wouldn't He?" "Just so!" cried Jos6 enthusiastically. "And as He did make everything, then either He made the devil, or else there isn't any." "But that is pretty hard to see. Padre," replied the puzzled Rosendo. "Something makes us do wicked things." "Simply the belief that there is a power apart from God." "But doesn't that belief come from the devil?" "Surely — the devil of imagination! Listen, Rosendo: Car- 49 CARMEN ARIZA men is daily putting into practice her instinctive knowledge of a miglity fact. She will reveal it all to us in due time. Let us patiently watch her, and try to see and understand and believe as she does. But in the meantime, let us guard our minds as we would a treasure house, and strive never to let a thought of evil get inside ! My past life should serve as a perpetual warn- ing." Rosendo did not reply at once, but sat staring vacantly at the ground. Jose knew that his thoughts were with his way- ward daughter. Then, as if suddenly remembering the object of his call, he took from his wallet two letters, which he handed to Jose with the comment: "Juan brought them up from Bodega Central this morning." Jose took them with quickening pulse. One was from Spain, from his uncle. He devoured it eagerly. It was six weeks old when it arrived in Simiti, and had been written before the news of his removal from Cartagena had reached Seville. His mother was well; and her hopes for her son's preferment were steadily reviving, after the cruel blow which his disgrace in Rome had given them. For his uncle's part, he hoped that Jose had now seen the futility of opposition to Holy Church, and that,- yield- ing humbly to her gentle chastisement for the great injury he had inflicted upon her, he would now make amends and merit the favors which she was sure to bestow upon him in due sea- son. To this end the uncle would bring to bear his own in- fluence and that of His Eminence, the Archbishop of Seville. The letter closed with an invocation to the Saints and the ever- blessed Virgin. Jose opened the second letter. It was nominally from the Bishop of Cartagena, although written, he well knew, by Wen- ceslas. His Reverence regretted that Jose had not come to him again before leaving Cartagena. He deplored exceedingly the necessity of assigning him to so lowly a parish; but it was discipline. His tenure of the parish would be a matter of pro- bation. Assuming a penitent desire on the part of the priest to make reparation for past indiscretions, His Grace extended assurances of his support and tender consideration. And, re- garding him still as a faithful son, he was setting forth here- with certain instructions which Jose would zealously carry out, to the glory of the sacred Mother Church and the blessed Virgin, and to his own edification, to wit : In the matter of the con- fessional he must be unremittingly zealous, not failing to put such questions to the people of Simiti as would draw out their most secret thoughts. In the present crisis it was especially necessary to learn their political views. Likewise, he must not fail to impress upon them the sin of concealing wealth, and of 50 CARMEN ARIZA ■withholding contributions to the support of the glorious Mother. He, as priest of the parish, would be held personally responsible for the collection of an adequate "Peter's Pence," which must be sent to Cartagena at frequent intervals for subsequent ship- ment to Rome. For all contributions he was to allow liberal plenary indulgences. In the matter of inciting zeal for the sal- vation of those unfortunate souls lingering in the torments of purgatory, Jose must be unflagging. Each family in the parish should be constantly admonished and threatened, if necessary, to have Masses said for their deceased members; and he must forward the proceeds from such Masses at once to Cartagena. No less important, he must Jceep constantly before him the great fact that the hope of the blessed Mother lay in her young. To this end he must see that all children in his parish were in due time confirmed, and every effort made to have the females sent to the convent of Mompox. To encourage his parishioners, he might assure them of His Reverence's tender regard for them as his beloved children, and that he had certain special favors to grant to them in due time. Also, that a statue of the Virgin, which had arrived from Rome, and which carried the most potent blessing of the Holy Father, was to be bestowed upon that church in the diocese which within the next twelve months should contribute the largest amount of Peter's Pence in pro- portion to population. This plan should be especially attractive to the people of Simiti^ as the town lay on the confines of a dis- trict renowned in the ancient annals for its mineral wealth. Herein, too, lay a great opportunity for the priest; and His Reverence rejoiced in the certain knowledge that he would em- brace it. Invoking the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Ever- Blessed Virgin and Saint Joseph, His Grace awaited with interest the priest's first report from the parish of Simiti. "The letter fell like a wet blanket upon Jose, chilling him to the marrow, for it revived with cruel poignancy the fact that he was still a servant of Rome. In the past few happy days he had dwelt apart from the world in the consciousness of a new heaven and a new earth, revealed by Carmen. This sudden call to duty was like a summons from Mephistopheles to the fulfill- ment of a forgotten pact. He carefully read the letter again. Beneath the specious kindliness of Wenceslas lay sinister motives, he knew. Among them, greed, of course. But — a darker thought — ^^did Wences- las know of Carmen's existence? Could Cartagena have re- ceived any intimation of his plans for her? Refusal to comply with these instructions meant — he dared not think what! On the other hand, strict compliance with them certainly was out of the question. 51 CARMEN ARIZA As for Peter's Pence, what could the impoverished folk of this decrepit town furnish! And yet, if a reasonable sum could only be contributed at frequent intervals, would not the vampire Wenceslas rest content, at least for a while? Oh, for a fortune of his own, that he might dump it all into the yawn- ing maw of Holy Church, and thus gain a few years' respite for himself and Carmen ! "Bad news. Padre?" Rosendo inquired, anxiously regarding the priest's strained features. What could the man do or say, limited, hounded, and with- out resources? Could he force these simple people to buy Masses? Could he take their money on a pretext which he felt to be utterly false? Yet Cartagena must be kept quiet at any hazard ! "Rosendo," he asked earnestly, "when you had a priest in Simiti, did the people have Masses offered for their dead?" "Na, Padre, we have little money for Masses," replied Ro- sendo sadly. "But you -have bought them?" "At times — long ago — for my first wife, when she died with- out a priest, up in the Tigui country. But not when Padre Diego was here. I couldn't see how Masses said by that drunken priest could please God, or make Him release souls from purga- tory — and Padre Diego was drunk most of the time." Jos6 became desperate. "Rosendo, we must send money to the Bishop in Cartagena. I must stay here — I must! And I can stay only by satisfying Wenceslas! If I can send him money he will think me too valuable to remove. It is not the Church, Rosendo, but Wenceslas who is persecuting me. It is he who has placed me here. He is using the Church for his own evil ends. It is he who must be placated. But I — I can't make these poor people buy Masses ! And — but here, read his letter," thrusting it into Rosendo's hand. Rosendo shook his head thoughtfully, and a cloud had gathered over his strong face when he returned the Bishop's letter to Jos6. "Padre, we will be hard pressed to support the church and you, without buying Masses. There are about two hundred people here, perhaps fifty families. But they are very, very poor. Only a few can afford to pay even a peso oro a month to the schoolmaster to have their children taught. They may be able to give twenty pesos a month to support you and the church. But hardly more." It seemed to Jose that his soul must burst under its limita- tions. "Rosendo, let us take Carmen and flee!" he cried wildly, 52 CARMEN ARIZA "How far would we get. Padre? Have you money?" No, Jose had nothing. He lapsed into silence-shrouded de- spair. The sun dropped below the wooded hills, and Cantar-las- horas had sung his weird vesper song. Dusk was thickening into night, though upon the distant Sierras a mellow glow still illumined the frosted peaks. Moments crept slowly through the enveloping silence. Then the mental gloom parted, and through it arose the great soul of the black-faced man sitting beside the despairing priest. "Padre" — Rosendo spoke slowly and with deep emotion. Tears trickled down his swart cheeks — "I am no longer young. More than sixty years of hardship and heavy toil rest upon me. My parents — I have not told you this — were slaves. They worked in the mines of Guamoc6, under hard masters. They lived in bamboo huts, and slept on the damp ground. At four each morning, year after year, they were driven from their hard beds and sent out to toil under the lash fourteen hours a day, washing gold from the streams. The gold went to the building of Cartagena's walls, and to her Bishop, to buy idle- ness and luxury for him and his fat priests. When the war came it lasted thirteen years; but we drove the Christian Span- iards into the sea! Then my father and mother went back to Guamoco; and there I was born. When I was old enough to use a batea I, too, washed gold in the Tigui, and in the little streams so numerous in that region. But they had been pretty well washed out under the Spaniards; and so my father came down here and made a little hacienda on the hills across the lake from Simiti. Then he and my poor mother lay down and died, worn out with their long years of toil for their cruel mas- ters." He brushed the tears from his eyes; then resumed: "The district of Guamoco gradually became deserted. Revolution after revolution broke out in this unhappy country, sometimes stirred up by the priests, sometimes by political agitators who tried to get control of the Government. The men and Jboys went to the wars, and were killed off. Guamoc6 was again swallowed up by the forest — " He stopped abruptly, and sat some moments silent. "I have been back there many times since, and often I have washed gold again along the beautiful Tigui," he continued. "But the awful loneliness of the jungle, and the memories of those gloomy days when I toiled there as a boy, and the thoughts of my poor parents' sufferings under the Spaniards, made me so sad that I could not stay. And then I got too old for that 53 CARMEN ARIZA kind of -work, standing bent over in the cold mountain water all day long, swinging a batea heavy with gravel." He paused again, and seemed to lose himself in the memory of those dark days, "But there is still gold in the Tigui. I can find it. It means hard work — ^but I can do it. Padre, I will go back there and wash out gold for you to send to the Bishop of Cartagena, that you may stay here and protect and teach the little Carmen. Perhaps in time I can wash enough to get you both out' of the country; but it will take many months, it may be, years." O, you, whose path in life winds among pleasant places, where roses nod in the scented breeze and fountains play, pic- ture to yourself, if you may, the self-immolation of this sweet- souled man, who, in the winter of life, the shadows of eternity fast gathering about him, bends his black shoulders again to the burden which Love would lay upon them. Aye, Love, into which all else merged — ^Love for the unknown babe, left help- less and alone on the great river's bank — Love for the radiant child, whose white soul the agents of carnal greed and lust would prostitute to their iniquitous system. Night fell. By the light of their single candle the priest and Rosendo ate their simple fare in silence. Carmen was asleep, and the angels watched over her lowly bed. The meal ended, Rosendo took up the candle, and Jose followed him into the bedroom. Reverently the two men ap- proached the sleeping child and looked down upon her. The priest's hand again sought Rosendo's in a grasp which sealed anew the pact between them. CHAPTER 8 rIKE the great Exemplar in the days of his preparation, Josi ^ was early driven by the spirit into the wilderness, where temptation smote him sore. But his soul had been saved— '^yet so as by fire." Slowly old beliefs and faiths crum- bled into dust, while the new remained still unrevealed. The drift toward atheism which had set in during his long incar- ceration in the convent of Palazzola had not made him yield to the temptation to raise the mask of hypocrisy and plunge into the pleasures of the world, nor accept the specious proffer of ecclesiastical preferment in exchange for his honest convictions. Honor, however bigoted the sense, bound him to his oath, or at least to a compromising observance of it harmless to the Church... Pride contributed to hold him from the degradation 54 CARMEN ARTZA of a renegade and apostate priest. And bothresled primarily on an unshaken basis of maternal affection, which fell little short of obsession, leaving him without the strength to say, "Woman, what have I to do with thee?" But, though atheism in belief leads almost inevitably to dis- integration of morals, Jose had kept himself untainted. For his vital problems he had now, after many days, found "grace sufficient." In what he had regarded as the contemptible tricks of fate, he was beginning to discern the guiding hand of a wis- dom greater than the world's. The danger threatened by Car- tagena was, temporarily, at least, averted by Rosendo's magnif- icent spirit. Under the spur of that sacrifice his own courage rose mightily to second it. Rosendo spent the day in preparation for his journey into the Guamoc6 country. He had discussed with Jos6, long and earnestly, its probable effect upon the people of Simiti, and especially upon Don Mario, the Alcalde ; but it was decided that no further explanation should be made than that he was again going to prospect in the mineral districts already so familiar to him. As Rosendo had said, this venture, together with the unan- nounced and unsolicited presence of the priest in the town, could not but excite extreme curiosity and raise the most lively conjectures, which might, in time, reach Wenceslas. On the other hand, if success attended his efforts, it was more than probable that Cartagena would remain quiet, as long as her itching palm was brightened with the yellow metal which he hoped to wrest from the sands of Guamoco. "It is only a chance. Padre," Rosendo said dubiously. "In the days of the Spaniards the river sands of Guamoco produced from two' to ten reales a day to each slave. But the rivers have been almost washed out," Jos6 made a-quick mental calculation. A Spanish real was equivalent to half a franc. Then ten reales would amount to five francs, the very best he could hope for as a day's yield. "And my supplies and the support of the senora and Carmen must come out of that," Rosendo added. "Besides, I must pay Juan for working the hacienda across the lake for me while I am away." Possibly ten pesos oro, or forty francs, might remain at the end of each month for them to send to Cartagena. Jose sighed heavily as he busied himself with the preparations. "I got these supplies from Don Mario on credit. Padre," ex- plained Rosendo. "I thought best to buy from him to prevent making him angry. I have coffee, panela, rice, beans, and to- bacco for a, month. He was very willing to let me have them— but do you know why? He wants me to go up there and fail. 55 CARMEN ARIZA Then he will have me in his debt, and I become his peon — and I would never be anything after that but his slave, for never again would he let me get out of debt to him." Jose shuddered at the thought of the awful system of peon- age prevalent in these Latin countries, an inhuman custom only a degree removed from the slavery of colonial times. This venture was, without doubt, a desperate risk. But it was for Carmen — and its expediency could not be questioned. Jose penned a letter to the Bishop of Cartagena that morn- ing, and sent it by Juan to Bodega Central to await the next down-river steamer. , He did not know that Juan carried an- other letter for the Bishop, and addressed in the flowing hand of the Alcalde. Jose briefly acknowledged the Bishop's com- munication, and replied that he would labor unflaggingly to uplift his people and further their spiritual development. As to the Bishop's instructions, he would endeavor to make Simiti's contribution to the support of Holy Church, both material and spiritual, fully commensurate with the population. He did not touch on the other instructions, but closed with fervent assur- ances of his intention to serve his little flock with an undivided heart. Carmen received no lesson that day, and her rapidly flowing questions anent the unusual activity in the household were met with the single explanation that her padre Rosendo had found it necessary to go up to the Tigui river, a journey which some day she might perhaps take with him. During the afternoon Jose wrote two more letters, one to his uncle, briefly announcing his appointment to the parish of Simiti, and his already lively interest in his new field; the other to his beloved mother, in which he only hinted at the new- found hope which served as his pillow at night. He did not mention Carmen, for fear that his letter might be opened ere it left Cartagena. But in tenderest expressions of affection, and regret that he had been the unwitting cause of his mother's sor- row, he begged her to believe that his life had received a stimu- lus which could not but result in great happiness for them both, for he was convinced that he had at last found his metier, even though among a lowly people and in a sequestered part of the world. He hoped again to be reunited to her — possibly she might some day meet him in Cartagena. And until then he would always hold her in tenderest love and the brightest and purest thought. He brushed aside the tears as he folded this letter; and, lest regret and self-condemnation seize him again, hurried forth in search of Carmen, whose radiance always dispelled his gloom as the rushing dawn shatters the night. She was not in Rosendo's house, and Dona Maria said she 56 CARMEN ARIZA had seen the child some time before going in the direction of the "shales." These were broad beds of rock to the south of town, much broken and deeply fissured, and so glaringly hot during most of the day as to be impassable. Thither Jose bent his steps, and at length came upon the girl sitting in the shade of a stunted algarroba tree some distance from the usual trail. "Well, what are you doing here, little one?" he inquired in surprise. The child looked up visibly embarrassed. "I was thinking, Padre," she made slow reply. "But do you have to go away from home to think?" he queried. "I wanted to be alone; and there was so much going on in the house that I came out here." "And what have you been thinking about. Carmen?" pursued Jos6, suspecting that her presence in the hot shale beds held some deeper significance than she had as yet revealed. "I — I was just thinking that God is everywhere," she fal- tered. "Yes, chiquita. And—?" "That He is where padre Rosendo is going, and that He will take care of him up there, and bring him back to Simiti again." "And were you asking Him to do it, little one?" "No, Padre; I was just knowing that He would." The little lip quivered, and the brown eyes were wet with tears. But Jose could see that faith had conquered, whatever the struggle might have been. The child evidently had sought solitude, that she might most forcibly bring her trust in God to bear upon the little problem confronting her — that she might make the certainty of His immanence and goodness destroy in her thought every dark suggestion of fear or doubt. "God will take care of him, won't He, Padre?" Jose had taken her hand and was leading her back to the house. "You have said it, child; and I believe you are a law unto yourself," was the priest's low, earnest reply. The child smiled up at him; and Jose knew he had spoken truth. That evening, the preparations for departure completed, Rosendo and Jos6 took their chairs out before the house, where they sat late, each loath to separate lest some final word be left unsaid. The tepid evening melted into night, which died away in a deep silence that hung wraith-like over the old town. Myriad stars rained their shimmering lustre out of the un- fathomable vault above. "Un canasto de flores," mused Rosendo, looking off into the infinite blue. 57 CARMEN ARIZA "A basket of flowers, indeed," responded Jose reverently. "Padre — " Rosendo's brain seemed to struggle with a tre- mendous thought — "I often try to think of what is beyond the stars; and I cannot. Where is the end?" "There is none, Rosendo." "But, if we could get out to the last star — what then?" "Still no end, no limit," replied Jos6. "And they are very far away — how far. Padre?" "You would not comprehend, even if I could tell you, Ro- sendo. But— how shall I say it? Some are millions of miles from us. Others so far that their light reaches us only after the lapse of centuries." "Their light!" returned Rosendo quizzically. "Yes. Light from those stars above us travels nearly two hundred .thousand miles a second — " "Hombrel" ejaculated the uncomprehending Rosendo. "And yet, even at that awful rate of speed, it is probable that there are many stars whose light has not yet reached the earth since it became inhabited by men." "Caramba!" "You may well say so, friend." "But, Padre — does the light never stop? When does it reach an end — a stopping-place?" "There is no stopping-place, Rosendo. There is no solid sky above us. Go whichever way you will, you can never reach an end." Rosendo's brow knotted with puzzled wonder. Even Jose's own mind staggered anew at its concent of the immeasurable depths of space. "But, Padre, if we could go far enough up we would get to heaven, wouldn't we?" pursued Rosendo. "And if we went far enough down we would reach purgatory, and then hell, is it not so?" Restraint fell upon the priest. He dared riot answer lest he reveal his own paucity of ideas regarding these things. Happily the loquacious Rosendo continued without waiting for reply. "Padre Simon used to say when I was a child that the red we saw in the sky at sunset was the reflection of the flames of hell; so I have always thought that hell was below us — perhaps in the center of the earth." For a time his simple mind mused over this puerile idea. Then— "What do you suppose God looks like. Padre?" Jose's thought flew back to the galleries and chapels of Europe, where the masters have so often portrayed their ideas of God in the shape of an old, gray-haired man, partly bald, 58 CARMEN ARIZA and with long, flowing beard. Alas! how pitifully crude, how lamentably impotent such childish concepts. For they saw in God only their own frailties infinitely magnified. Small wonder that they lived and died in spiritual gloom! "Padre," Rosendo went on, "if there is no limit to the uni- verse, then it is — " "Infinite in extent, Rosendo," finished Jose. "Then whoever made it is infinite, too," Rosendo added hypothetically. "An infinite effect implies an infinite cause — ^yes, certainly," Jose answered. "So, if God made the universe. He is infinite, is He not. Padre?" "Yes." "Then He can't be at all like us," was the logical conclusion. Jose was thinking hard. The universe stands as something created. And scientists agree that it is infinite in extent. Its creator therefore must be infinite in extent. And as the uni- verse continues to exist, that which called it into being, and still maintains it, must likewise continue to exist. Hence, God is. "Padre, what holds the stars in place?" Rosendo's ques- tions were as persistent as a child's. "They are held in place by laws, Rosendo," the priest re- plied evasiyely. But as he made answer he revolved in his own mind that the laws by which an infinite universe is created and maintained must themselves be infinite. "And God made those laws?" "Yes, Rosendo." But, the priest mused, a power great enough to frame in- finite laws must be itself all-powerful. And if it has ever been all-powerful, it could never cease to be so, for there could be nothing to deprive it of its power. Omnipotence excludes everything else. Or, what is the same thing, is all-inclusive. But laws originate, even as among human beings, in mind, for a law is a mental thing. So the infinite laws which bind the stars together, and by which the universe was de- signed and is still maintained, could have originated only in a mind, and that one infinite. "Then God surely must know everything," commented Rosendo, by way of simple and satisfying conclusion. Certainly the creator of an infinite universe — a universe, moreover, which reveals intelligence and knowledge on the part of its cause — the originator of infinite laws, which reveal omnipotence in their maker — must have all knowledge, all wisdom, at his command. But, on the other hand, intelligence, knowledge, wisdom, are ever mental things. What could em- 59 CARMEN ARIZA brace these things, and by them create an infinite universe, but an infinite mind? Jos6's thought reverted to Cardinal Newman's reference to God as "an initial principle." Surely the history of the universe reveals the patent fact that, despite the mutations of time, de- spite growth, maturity, and decay, despite "the wreck of matter and the crash of worlds," something endures. What is it — law? Yes, but more. Ideas? Still more. Mind? Yes, the mind which is the anima mundi, the principle, of all things. "But if He is so great. Padre, and knows everything, I don't see why He made the devil," continuea Rosendo; "for the devil fights against Him all the time." Ah, simple-hearted child of nature! A mind so pure as yours should give no heed to thoughts of Satan. And the man at your side is now too deeply buried in the channels which run be- low the superficiality of the world's thought to hear your childish question. Wait. The cause of an infinite effect must itself be infinite. The framer of infinite laws must be an in- finite mind. And an infinite mind must contain all knowledge, and have all power. But were it to contain any seeds or germs of decay, or any elements of discord — in a word, any evil — it must disintegrate. Then it would cease to be omnipotent. Verily, to be eternal and perfect it must be wholly good! "And so," the priest mused aloud, "we call it God." But, he continued to reflect, when we accept the conclusion that the universe is the product of an infinite mind, we are driven to certain other inevitable conclusions, if we would be logical. The minds of men manifest themselves continually, and the manifestation is in mental processes and things. Men- tal activity results in the unfolding of ideas. Does the activity of an infinite mind differ in this respect? And, if not, can the universe be other than a mental thing? For, if an infinite mind created a universe, it must have done so by the unfolding of its own ideas! And, remaining infinite, filling all space, this mind must ever continue to contain those ideas. And the uni- verse — the creation — ^is mental. The burden of thought oppressed the priest, and he got up from his chair and paced back and forth before the house. But still his searching mind burrowed incessantly, as if it would unearth a living thing that had been buried since the beginning. In order to fully express itself, an infinite mind would have to unfold an infinite number and variety of ideas. And this unfolding would go on forever, since an infinite number is never reached. This is "creation," and it could never terminate. "Rosendo," said Jose, returning to his chair, "you have 60 CARMEN ARIZA asked what God looks like. I cannot say, for God must be mind, unlimited mind. He has all knowledge and wisdom, as well as all power. He is necessarily eternal-^has always ex- isted, and always will, for He is entirely perfect and harmo- nious, without the slightest trace or taint of discord or evil." "Then you think He does not look like us?" queried the simple Rosendo. "Mind does not look like a human body, Rosendo. And an infinite cause can be infinite only by being mind, not body. Moreover, He is unchanging — for He could not change and re- main eternal. Carmen insists that He is everywhere. To be always present He must be what the Bible says He is, spirit. Or, what is the same thing, mind. Rosendo, He manifests Himself everywhere and in everything — there is no other con- clusion admissible. And to be eternal He has got to be abso- lutely good!" "But, Padre," persisted Rosendo, "who made the devil?" "There is no devil!" "But there is wickedness — " "No!" interrupted Jose emphatically. "God is infinite good, and there can be no real evil." "But how do you know that. Padre?" "I can't say how I know it — it reasons out that way logic- ally. I think I begin to see the light. Can you not see that for some reason Carmen doesn't admit the existence of evil? And you know, and I know, that she is on the right track. I have followed the opposite path all my life; and it led right into the slough of despond. Now I have turned, and am trying to fol- low her. And do you put the thought of Satan out of your mentality and do likewise." "But, the Virgin Mary — she has power with God?" Ro- sendo's primitive ideas were in a hopeless tangle. "Good friend, forget the Virgin Mary," said Jose gently, laying his hand on Rosendo's arm. "Forget her! Hombrel Why — she has all power — she works miracles every hour — she directs the angels — gives com- mands to God himself! Padre Simon said she was the absolute mistress of heaven and earth, and that men and animals, the plants, the winds, all health, sickness, life and death, depended upon her will! He said she did. not die as we must, but that she was taken up into heaven, and that her body was not al- lowed to decay and return to dust, as ours will. Hombre! She is in heaven now, praying for us. What would become of us but for her? — for she prays to God for us — she — !" "No, Rosendo, she does nothing of the kind. God is in- finite, unchanging. He could not be moved or influenced by 61 CARMEN ARIZA the Virgin Mary or any one else. He is unlimited good. He is not angry with us — He couldn't be, for He could not know anger. Did not Jesus say that God was Love? Love does not afflict — Love does not need to be importuned or prayed to. I see it now. I see something of what Carmen sees. We suffer when we sin, because we 'miss the mark.' But the punishment lasts only as long as the sin continues. And we suffer only until we know that God is infinite good, and that there is no evil. That is the truth, I feel sure, which Jesus came to teach, and which he said would make us free. Free from what? From the awful beliefs that use us, and to which we are now sub- ject, until we learn the facts about God and His creation. Don't you see that infinite good could never create evil, nor ever per- mit evil to be created, nor allow it to really exist?" "Well, then, what is evil? And where did it come from?" "That we must wait to learn, Rosendo, little by little. You know, the Spanish proverb says, 'Step by step goes a great way.' But meantime, let us go forward, clinging to this great truth: God is infinite good — He is love — we are His dear chil- dren — and evil was not made by Him, and does not have His sanction. It therefore cannot be real. It must be illusion. And, being such, it can be overcome, as Jesus said it could." "Na, Padre—" "Wait, Rosendo!" Jose held up his hand. "Carmen is doing just what I am advising you to do — is she not?" "Yes, Padre." "Do you think she is mistaken?" "Padre, she knows God better than she knows me," the man whispered. "It was you who first told her that God was everywhere, was it not?" "Yes, Padre." And the mind of the child, keenly sensitive and receptive to truth, had eagerly grasped this dictum and made it the motif of her life. She knew nothing of Jesus, no'thing of current theology. Divine Wisdom had used Rosendo, credulous and superstitious though he himself was, to guard this girl's mind against the entrance of errors which were taught him as a child, and which in manhood held him shackled in chains which he might not break. "Rosendo," Jose spoke low and reverently, "I believe now that you and I have both been guided by that great mind which I am calling God. I believe we are being used for some benefi- cent purpose, and that it has to do with Carmen. That pur- pose will be unfolded to us as we bow to His will. Every way closed against me, excepting the one that led to Simiti. Here I 62 CARMEN ARIZA found her. And now there seems to be but one way open to you — to go back to Guamoc6. And you go, forgetful of self, thinking only that you serve her. Ah, friend, you are serving Him whom you reflect in love to His beautiful child." "Yes, Padre." "But, while we accept our tasks gratefully, I feel that we shall be tried — and we may not live to see the results of our labors. There are influences abroad which threaten danger to Carmen and to us. Perhaps we shall not avert them. But we have given ourselves to her, and through her to the great pur- pose with which I feel she is concerned." Rosendo slowly rose, and his great height and magnificent physique cast the shadow of a Brobdignan in the light as he stood in the doorway. "Padre," he replied, "I am an old man, and I have but few years left. But however many they be, they are hers. And had I a thousand, I would drag them all through the fires of hell for the child! I cannot follow you when you talk about Godf. My mind gets weary. But this I know, the One who brought me here and then went away will some day call for me — and I am always ready." He turned into the house and sought his hard bed. The great soul knew not that he reflected the light of divine Love with a radiance unknown to many a boasting "vicar of Christ," CHAPTER 9 AT the first faint flush of morn Rosendo departed for the h\ hills. The emerald coronets of the giant ceibas on the far ■*• ■*■ lake verge burned softly with a ruddy glow. From the water's dimpling surface downy vapors rose languidly in del- icate tints and drew slowly out in nebulous bands across the dawn sky. The smiling softness of the velvety hills beckoned him, and the pungent odor of moist earth dilated his nostrils. He laughed aloud as the joyousness of youth surged again through his veins. The village still slumbered, and no one saw him as he smote his great chest and strode to the boat, where Juan had disposed his outfit and was waiting to pole him across. Only the faithful Doiia Maria had softly called a final "adios- cito" to him when he left his house. A half hour later, when the dugout poked its blunt nose into the ooze of the opposite shore, he leaped out and hurriedly divested himself of his clothing. Then he lifted his chaij- with its supplies to his shoulders, and Juan strapped it securely to his back, drawing 63 CARMEN ARIZ A the heavy band tightly across his forehead. With a farewell wave of his hand to the lad, the man turned and plunged into the Guamoc6 trail, and was quickly lost in the dense thicket. Six days later, if no accident befell, he would reach his destina- tion, the singing waters of the crystal Tigui. His heart leaped as he strode, though none knew better than he what hardships those six days held for him — days of plunging through fever-laden bogs; staggering in withering heat across open savannas; now scaling the slippery slopes of great mountains; now swimming the chill waters of rushing streams; making his bed where night overtook him, among the softly pattering forest denizens and the swarming insect life of the dripping woods. His black skin glistened with per- spiration and the heavy dew wiped from the close-growing bush. With one hand he leaned upon a young sapling cut for a staff. With the other he incessantly swung his machete to clear the dim trail. His eyes were held fixed to the ground, to escape tripping over low vines, and to avoid contact with crawling creatures of the jungle, whose sting, inflicted with- out provocation, might so easily prove fatal. His active mind sported the while among the fresh thoughts stimulated by his journey, though back of all, as through a veil, the vision of Carmen rose like the piUar of cloud which guided the wander- ing Israel. Toil and danger fled its presence; and from it radiated a warm glow which suffused his soul with light. When Jos6 arose that morning he was still puzzling over the logical conclusions drawn from his premise of the evening before, and trying to reconcile them with common sense and prevalent belief. In a way, he seemed to be an explorer, carv- ing a path to hidden wonders. Dona Maria greeted him at the breakfast table with the simple announcement of Rosendo's early departure. No sign of sorrow ruffled her quiet and dignified demeanor. Nor did Carmen, who bounded into his arms, fresh as a new-blown rose, manifest the slightest indi- cation, of anxiety regarding Rosendo's welfare. Jos6 might not divine the thoughts which the woman's placid exterior concealed. But for the child, he well knew that her problem had been met and solved, and that she had laid it aside with a trust in immanent good which he did not believe all the worldly argument of pedant or philosopher could shake. "Now to business once more!" cried Jos6 joyously, the meal finished. "Just a look-in at the church, to get the boys started; and then to devote the day to you, seiiorita!" The child laughed at the appellation. Returning from the church some moments later, Jose found Carmen bending over the fireplace, struggling to remove a heavy kettle from the hot stones. 64 CARMEN ARIZA "Careful, child!" he cried in apprehension, hurrying to her assistance. "You will burn your fingers, or hurt yourself!" "Not unless you make me. Padre," Carmen quickly replied, rising and confronting the priest with a demeanor whose every element spelled rebuke. "Well, I certainly shall not make you!" the man exclaimed in surprise. "No, Padre. God will not let you. He does not burn or hurt people." "Certainly not! But—" "And nothing else can, for He is everywhere — ^isn't He?" "Well — perhaps so," the priest retorted impatiently. "But somehow people get burnt and hurt just the same, and it is well to be careful." The child studied him for a moment. Then she said quietly — "I guess people burn and hurt themselves because they are afraid — don't they? And I ani not afraid." She tossed her brown curls as if in defiance of the thought of fear. Yet Jose somehow felt that she never really defied evil, but rather met its suggestions with a firm conviction of its impotence in the presence of immanent good. He checked the impulse to further conversation. Bidding the child come to him as soon as possible to begin the day's work, he went back to his own abode to reflect. He had previously said that this child should be brought up to know no evil. And yet, was he not suggesting evil to her at every turn? Did not his insistence upon the likelihood of hurting or burning herself emphasize his own stalwart belief in evil as an immanent power and contingency? Was he thus always to maintain a house divided against itself? But some day she must know, whether by instruction or dire ex- perience, that evil is a fact to be reckoned with! And as her protector, it was his duty to* — But he had not the heart to shatter such beautiful confidence! Then he fell to wondering how long that pure faith could endure. Certainly not long if she were subjected to the sort of instruction which the children of this world receive. But was it not his duty with proper tutelage to make it last as long as possible? Was it not even now so firmly grounded that it never could be shaken? He dwelt on the fact that nearly all children at some period early in life commune with their concept of God. He had, himself. As a very young child he had even felt himself on such terms of familiarity with God that he could not sleep without first bidding Him good night. As a young child, too, 65 CARMEN ARIZA he had known no evil. Nor do any children, until their perfect confidence in good is chilled by the false instruction of parents and teachers, who parade evil before them in all its hideous garb. Alas ! for the baneful belief that years bring wisdom. How pitiable, and how cruelly detrimental to the child are an igno- rant parent's assumptions of superiority! How tremendous the responsibility that now lay at his own do&r! Yet no greater than that which lies at the door of every parent throughout the world. It is sadly true, he reflected, that children are educated almost entirely along material lines. Even in the imparting of religious instruction, the spiritual is so tainted with material- ism, and its concomitants of fear and limitation, that the pre- ponderance of faith is always on the material side. Jose had believed that as he had grown older in years he had lost faith. Far from it! The quantity of his faith remained fixed; but the quality had changed, through education, from faith in good to faith in evil. And though trained as a priest of God, in reality he had been taught wholly to distrust spiritual power. But how could a parent rely on spiritual power to save a child about to fall into the fire? Must not children be warned, and taught to protect themselves from accident and disaster, as far as may be? True — yet, what causes accident and dis- aster? Has the parent's thought aught to do with it? Has the world's thought? Can it be traced to the universal accept- ance of evil as a power, real and operative? Does mankind's woeful lack of faith in good manifest itself in accident, sick- ness, and death? A cry roused Jose from his revery. It came from back of the house. Hastening to the rear door he saw Dona Maria standing petrified, looking in wide-eyed horror toward the lake. Jos6 followed her gaze, and his blood froze. Carmen had been sent to meet the canoe that daily supplied fresh water to the village from the Juncal river, which flowed into the lake at the far north end. It had not yet arrived, and she had sat down beside her jar at the water's edge, and was lost in dreams as she looked out over the shimmering expanse. A huge crocodile which had been lying in the shadow of a shale ledge had marked the child, and was steadily creeping up be- hind her. The reptile was but a few feet from her when Dona Maria, wondering at her delay, had gone to the rear door and witnessed her peril. In a flash Jos6 recalled the tale related to him but a few days before by Fidel Avila, who was working in the church. "Padre," Fidel had said, "as soon as the church is ready I 66 CARMEN ARIZA shall offer a candle to good -San fa Catalina for protecting my sister." "How was that, my son?" inquired JosL "She protected her from a crocodile a year ago, Padre. The girl had gone to the lake to get water to wash our clothes, and as she sat in the stern of the boat dipping the water, a great crocodile rose and seized her arm. I heard her scream, and I was saying the rosary at the time. And so I prayed to Santa Catalina not to let the crocodile eat her, and she didn't." "Then your sister was saved?" "The crocodile pulled her under the water. Padre, and she was drowned. But he did not eat her; and we got her body and buried her here in the cemetery. We were very grateful." Sancta simplicitasi That such childish credulity might be turned into proper channels! But there were times when fish were scarce in the lake. Then the crocodiles became bold; and many babes had been seized and dragged off by them, never to return. The fishing this season had been very poor. And more than one fisher- man had asked Jose to invoke the Virgin in his behalf. Nearer crept the monster toward the unsuspecting girl. Suddenly she turned and looked squarely at it. She might almost have touched it with her hand. For Jose it was one of those crises that "crowd eternity into an hour." The child and the reptile might have been painted against that wondrous tropic background. The great brute stood bolt upright on its squat legs^ its hideous jaws partly open. The girl made no motion, but seemed to hold it with her steady gaze. Then — the creature dropped; its jaws snapped shut; and it scampered into the water. "Grod above!" cried Jose, as he rushed to the girl and clasped her in his arms. "Forgive me if I ever doubted the miracles of Jesus!" Dofia Maria turned and quietly resumed her work; but the man was completely unstrung. "What is it. Padre?" Carmen asked in unfeigned surprise. "I am not afraid of crocodiles — are you? You couldn't be, if you knew that God is everywhere." "But don't you know, child, that crocodiles have carried off—" He checked himself. No — he would not say it. He had had his lesson. "What, Padre?" "Nothing — nothing — I forgot — that's all. A— a — come, let us begin our lessons now." But his mind refused to be held to the work. Finally he had to ask — he could not help it. 67 CARMEN ARIZA "Carmen, what did you do? Did you talk to the croco- dile?" "Why, no. Padre — crocodiles don't talk!" And throwing her little head back she laughed heartily at the absurd idea. "But— you did something! What was it? Tell me." "No, Padre, I did nothing," the child persisted. He saw he must reach her thought in another way. "Why did the crocodile come up to yon. Carmen?" he asked. "Why-i--I guess because it loved me — I don't know." "And did you love it as you sat looking at it?" "Of course, Padre. We have just got to love everything. Don't you know that?" "Y — yes — that is so, chiquita. I — I just thought I would ask you. Now let us begin the arithmetic lesson." The child loved the hideous saurian! And "perfect love casteth out fear." What turned the monster from the girl and drove it into the lake? Love, again, before which evil falls in sheer impotence? Had she worked a miracle? Certainly not! Had God interposed in her behalf ? Again, no. "He that dwelleth in the secret place of the Most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty." And would divine Love always protect her? There could be no question about it, as long as she knew no evil. The morning hours sped past. From arithmetic, they turned to the English lesson. Next to perfection in her own Castilian, Jose felt that this language was most important for her. And she delighted in it, although her odd little pronuncia- tions, and her vain attempts to manipulate words to conform to her own ideas of enunciation brought many a hearty laugh, in which she joined with enthusiasm. The afternoon, as was his plan for future work, was devoted to narratives of men and events, and to descriptions of places. It was a ceaseless wonder to Jose how her mind absprbed his instruction. "How readily you see these things. Carmen," he said, as he concluded the work for the day. "See them. Padre? But not with my outside eyes." The remark seemed to start a train of thought within her mentality. "Padre," she at length asked, "how do we see with our eyes?" "It is very simple, chiquita," Jos6 replied. "Here, let me draw a picture of an eye." He quickly sketched a rough outline of the human organ of sight. "Now," he began, "you know you cannot see in the dark, don't you?" "Yes, Padre?" "In order to see, we must have light." 68 CARMEN ARIZA "What is light. Padre dear?" "Well — light is — is vibrations. That is, rapid movement." "What moves?" "A — a — a — ^well, nothing — that is, light is just vibrations. The pendulum of the old clock in Don Mario's store vibrates, you know — moves back and forth." "And light does that?" "Yes; light is that. Now that chair there, for example, reflects light, just as a mirror does. It reflects vibrations. And these are all of just a certain length, for vibrations of just that length and moving up and down just so fast make light. The light enters the eye, like this," tracing the rays on his sketch. "It makes a little picture of the chair on the back of the eye, where the optic nerve is fastened. Now the light makes the little ends of this nerve vibrate, too — move very rapidly. And that movement is carried along the nerve to some place in the brain — to what we call the center of sight. And there we see the chair." The child studied the sketch long and seriously. "But, Padre, is the picture of the chair carried on the nerve to the brain?" "Oh, no, chiquita, only vibrations. It is as if the nerve moved just a little distance, but very, very fast, back and forth, or up and down." "And no picture is carried to the brain?" "No, there is just a vibration in the brain." "And that vibration makes us see the chair?" "Yes, little one." A moment of silence. Then — "Padre dear, I don't believe it." "Why, chiquita I" "Well, Padre, what is it that sees the chair, anyway?" "The mind, dear." "Is the mind up there in the brain?" "Well — no, we can't say that it is." "Where is it, then?" "A — a — ^well, no place in particular — that is, it is right here all the time." "Well, then, when the mind wants to see the chair does it have to climb up into the brain and watch that little nerve wiggle?" The man was at a loss for an answer. Carmen suddenly crumpled the sketch in her small hand and smiled up at him, "Padre dear, I don't believe our outside eyes see anything. We just think they do, don't we?" Jose looked out through the open door. Carmen's weird heron was stalking in immense dignity past the house. 69 CARMEN ARIZA "I think Cantar-las-horas is getting ready to sing the Ves- pers, . chigui/a. And so Dona Maria probably needs you npw. We will talk more about the eye to-morrow." By the light of his sputtering candle that night Jose sat with elbows propped on the table, his head clasped in his hands, and a sketch of the human eye before him. In his con- fident attempt to explain to Carmen the process of cognition he had been completely baffled. Certainly, light coming from an object enters the eye and casts a picture upon the retina. He had often- seen the photographic camera exhibit the same phenomenon. The law of the impenetrability of matter had to be set aside, of course — or else light must be pure vibration, without a material vibrating concomitant. Then, too, it was plain that the light in some way communicated its vibration to the little projecting ends of the optic nerve, which lie spread out over the rear inner surface of the eye. And equally patent that this vibration is in some way taken up by the optic nerve and transmitted to the center of sight in the brain. But after that — what? He laughed again at Carmen's pertinent ques- tion about the mind climbing up into the brain to see the vibrating nerve. But was it so silly a presumption, after all? Is the mind within the brain, awaiting in Stygian darkness the advent of the vibrations which shall give it pictures of the out- side world? Or is the mind outside of the brain, but still slavishly forced to look at these vibrations of the optic nerve and then translate them into terms of things without? What could a vibrating nerve suggest to a well-ordered mind, any- way? He might as logically wave a piece of meat and expect thereby to see a world! He laughed aloud at the thought. Why does not the foolish mind leave the brain and look at the picture on the retina? Or why does it not throw off its shackles and look directly at the object to be cognized, instead of submitting to dependence upon so frail a thing as fleshly eyes and nerves? As he mused and sketched, unmindful of the voracious mosquitoes or the blundering moths that momentarily threat- ened his light, it dawned islowly upon him that the mind's awareness of material objects could not possibly depend upon the vibrations of pieces of nerve tissue, so minute as to be almost invisible to the unaided sight. Still more absurd did it appear to him that his own mind, of which he might justly boast tremendous powers, could be prostituted to such a de- gree that its knowledge of things must be served to it on waving pieces of flesh. And how about the other senses — touch, hearing? Did the ear hear, or the hand feel? He had always accepted the 70 CARMEN ARIZA general belief that man is dependent absolutely upon the five physical senses for his knowledge of an outside world. And now a little thought showed that from these five senses man could not pQssibly receive anything more than a series of disconnected vibrations! And, going a step further, anything that the mind infers from these vibrations is unquestionably inferred without a particle of outside authority! He rose and paced the floor. A tremendous idea seemed to be knocking at the portal of his mentality. What can the mind know? Assuredly nothing but the con- tents of itself. But the contents of mind are thoughts, ideas, mental things. Do solid material objects enter the mind? Cer- tainly not! Then the mind knows not things, but its thoughts of things. And instead of seeing, hearing, smelling, tasting, and feeling solid material objects, the mind sees, hears, smells, tastes, and feels — what? The contents of itself! Its own thoughts and ideas! And the outer world? Is only what the mind believes it to be. But surely his mind saw an outer world through the medium of his eye! No. His mind saw only its own concepts of an outer world — and these concepts, being mental, might take" on whatever hue and tinge his mind de^ creed. In other words, instead of seeing a world of matter, he was seeing only a mental picture of a world. And that picture was in his own mind, and formed by that mind! The man seized his hat and hurried out into the night. He walked rapidly the full length of the town. His mind was wrestling with stupendous thoughts. An liour later he returned to his house, and seizing a pencil, wrote rapidly: Matter is mental. We do not see or feel matter, but we think it. It is formed and held as a mental concept in every human mind. The material universe is but the human mind's concept of a universe, and can only be this mentality's translation to itself of infinite Mind's purely mental Creation. "And so," he commented aloud, sitting back and regarding his writing, "all my miserable life I have been seeing only my own thoughts! And I have let them use me and color my whole outlook!" He extinguished the candle and threw himself, fully dressed, upon his bed. 71 CARMEN ARIZA CHAPTER 10 MOMENTOUS changes, of far-reaching effect, had come swiftly upon Jose de Rincon during the last few days, changes which were destined after much vacillation and great mental struggle to leave a reversed outlook. But let no one think these changes fortuitous or casual, the chance result of a new throw of Fate's dice. Jos4 seeing them dimly out- lined, did not so regard them, but rather looked «pon them as the working of great mental laws* still unknown, whose cumu- lative effect had begun a transformation in his soul. How often in his seminary days he had pondered the scripture, "He left /not Himself without witness." How often he had tried to see the hopeless confusion of good and evil in the world about him as a witness to the One who is of purer eyes than to be- hold evil. And he had at last abandoned his efforts in despair. Yet that there must be something behind the complex phe- nomena which men call life, he knew. Call it what he would :^law, force, mind, God, or even X, the great unknown quan- tity for which life's intricate equations must her solved — ^yet something there was in it all which endured in an eternal manifestation. But could that somethirig endure in an ex- pression both good and evil? He had long since abandoned all study of the Bible. But in .these last days there had begun to dawn upon him the con- viction that within that strange book were locked mysteries which far transcended the wildest imaginings of the human mind. With it came also the certainty that Jesus had been in complete possession of those sacred mysteries. There could be no question, now that his mission had been woefully mis- understood, often deliberately misinterpreted, and too frequent- ly maliciously misused by mankind. His greatest sayings, teachings so pregnant with truth that, had they been rightfully appropriated by men, ere this would have dematerialized the universe and revealed the spiritual kingdom of God, had been warped by cunning minds into crude systems of theology and righteous shams, behind which the world's money-changers and sellers of doves still drove their wicked traffic and offered insults to Truth in the temple of the Most High. Oh, how he now lamented the narrowness and the intel- lectual limitations with which his seminary training had been hedged about! The world's thought had been a closed book to him. Because of his morbid honesty, only such pages reached his eye as had passed the bigoted censorship of Holy 72 CARMEN ARIZA Church. His religious instruction had been served to him with the seal of infallible authority. Of other systems of theology he had been permitted only the Vatican's biased in- terpretation, for the curse of Holy Church rested upon them. Of current philosophical thought, of Bible criticism and the results of independent scriptural research, he knew practically nothing — little beyond what the explorer had told him in their memorable talks a few weeks before in Cartagena. But, had he known it, these had unbarred the portals of his mind to the reception of the new ideas which, under a most powerful stimu- lus, were now flowing so steadily through them. That stimu- lus was Carmen. To meet with a child of tender years who knows no evil is, after all, a not uncommon thing. For, did we but realize it, the world abounds in them. They are its glory, its radiance — until they are taught to heed the hiss of the serpent. Their pure knowledge of immanent good would endure — ah, who may say how long?— did not we who measure our wisdom by years forbid them with the fear-born mandate: "Thus far!" What manner of being was he who said, "Suffer little children to come unto me, and forbid them not?" Oh, ye parents, who forbid your little ones to come to the Christ by hourly heaping up before them the limitations of fear and doubt, of faith in the power and reality of sin and evil, of false instruction, and withering material beliefs! Would not the Christ pray for you to-day, "Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do"? When Jose met Carmen she was holding steadfastly to her vision — the immanence and allness of God. Each day she created the morrow; and she knew to a certainty that it would be happy. Would he, clanking his fetters of worldly beliefs, be the one to shatter her illusion, if illusion it be? Nay, rather should he seek to learn of her, if haply she be in possession of that jewel for which he had searched a vain lifetime. Al- ready from ^ the stimulus which his intercourse with the child had given his mental processes there had come a sudden libera- tion of thought. Into his freer mentality the Christ-idea now flowed. Mankind complain that they cannot "prove" God. But Paul long since declared emphatically that to prove Him the human mind must be transformed. In the light of the great ideas which had dawned upon him in the past few days — the nature of God as mind, unlimited, immanent, eternal, and good; and the specious character of the five physical senses, which from the beginning have deluded mankind into the false belief that through them comes a true knowledge of the cosmos — Jose's mentality was being formed anew. 15 73 CARMEN ARIZA Hegel, delving for truth in a world of illusion, summed up a lifetime of patient research in the pregnant statement, "The true knowledge of God begins when we know that things as they are have no truth in them." The testimony of the five physical senses constitutes "things as they are." But — if Jose's reasoning be not illogical — the human mind receives no testi- mony from these senses, which, at most, can offer but in- sensate and meaningless vibrations in a pulpy mass called the brain. The true knowledge of God, for which Jose had yearned and striven, begins only when men turn from the mesmeric deception of the physical senses, and learn that there is some- thing, knowable and usable, behind them, and of whose exist- ence they give not the slightest intimation. It was Saturday. The church edifice was so far put in order that Jose found no reason for not holding service on the mor- row. He therefore announced the fact, and told Carmen that he must devote the day to preparation. Their lessons must go over to Monday. Seeking the solitude of his house, Jos6 returned to his Bible. He began with Genesis. "In the beginning — God." Not, as in the codes of men, God last, and after every material ex- pedient has been exhausted — but "to begin with." Jose could not deny that for all that exists there is a cause. Nor can the human mind object to the implication that the cause of an existing universe must itself continue to exist. Even less can it deny that the framer of- the worlds, bound together in in- finite space by the unbreakable cables of infinite laws, must be omnipotent. And to retain its omnipotence, that cause must be perfect — absolutely good — every whit pure, sound, and harmo- nious; for evil is demonstrably self-destructive. And, lastly, what power could operate thus but an infinite intelligence, an all-inclusive mind? Now let the human mentality continue its own reasoning, if so be that it hold fast to fact and employ logical processes. If "like produces like" — and from thistles figs do not grow — that which mind creates must be mental. And a good cause can produce only a good effect. So the ancient writer, "And God saw every thing that He had made, and, behold, it was very good." The inspired scribe — inspired? Yes, mused Jose, for inspiration is but the flow of truth into one's mentality — stopped not until he had said, "So God created man in His own image" — Wait! He will drive that home. — "in the image of God" — not in the image of matter, not in the likeness of evil — "created. He him." But what had now become of that man? 74 CARMEN ARIZA So Jesus, centuries later, "God is spirit," and, "That which is born of the Spirit is spirit." Or, man — true man — expresses mind, God, and is His eternal and spiritual likeness and re- flection. But, to make this still clearer to torpid minds, Paul wrote, "For in Him we live, and move, and have our being." Then he added, "To be spiritually minded is life." As if he would say. True life is the consciousness of spiritual things only. Is human life aught but a series of states of consciousness? And is consciousness aught but mental activity? — for when the mind's activity ceases, the man dies. But mental activity is the activity of thought. "It is the activity of thought," said Jose aloud, "that makes us believe that fleshly eyes see and ears hear. We see only our thoughts; and in some way they become externalized as our environment." His reasoning faculty went busily on. Thought builds images, or mental concepts, within the mind. These are the thought-objects which mankind believe they see as material things in an outer world. And so the world is within, not without. Jesus must have known this when he said, "The kingdom of heaven is within you." Did he not know the tre- mendous effects of thought when he said, "For as a man thinketh, so is he"? In other words, a man builds his own mental image of himself, and conveys it to the fellow-minds about him. Jose again opened his Bible at random. His eye fell upon the warning of Jeremiah, "Hear, O earth, behold I will bring evil upon this people, even the fruit of their thoughts I" Alas! he needed no warning to show him now the dire results of his own past wrong thinking. Evil is but wrong thinking wrought out in life experience. And so the chief of sins is the breaking of the very first Com- mandment, the belief in other powers than God, the infinite mind that framed the spiritual universe. "But we simply can't help breaking the Commandment," cried Jose, "when we see nothing but evil about us ! And yet — ^we are seeing only the thoughts in our own minds. True — but how came they there? And whence? From God?" Jose was quite ready to concede a mental basis for every- thing; to believe that even sin is but the thought of sin, false thought regarding God and His Creation. But, if God is all- inclusive mind, He must be the only thinker. And so all thought must proceed from Him. All thought, both good and evil? No, for then were God maintaining a house divided against itself. And that would mean His ultimate dissolution. 75 CARMEN ARIZA Infinite, omnipotent mind is by very logic compelled to be per- fect. Then the thoughts issuing from that mind must be good. So it must follow that evil thoughts come from another source. But if God is infinite, there is no other source, no other cause. Then there is but the single alternative left — evil thoughts must be unreal. What was it that the explorer had said to him in regard to Spencer's definition of reality? "That which endures." But, for that matter, evil seems to be just as enduring as good, and to run its course as undeviatingly. After all, what is it that says there is evil? The five physical senses. But that again reduces to the thought of evil, for men see only their thoughts. These so-called senses say that the world is flat — that the sun circles the earth — that objects diminish in size with distance. They testify not to truth. Jesus said that evil, or the "devil," was "a liar and the father of lies." Then the testimony of the physical senses to evil — and there is no other testimony to its existence and power — is a lie. A lie is — what? Nothing. Reason has had to correct sense-testimony in the field of astronomy and show that the earth is not flat. Whfere, indeed, has reason not had to correct sense-testimony? For Jose could now see that all such testimony was essentially false. "Things as they are have no truth in them." In other words, sense- testimony is false belief. Again, a lie. And the habitat of a lie is — nowhere. Did the world by clinging to evil and trying to make' something of it, to classify it and reduce it to definite rules and terms, thus tend to make it real? Assuredly so. And as long as the world held evil to be real, could evil be over- come? Again, no. A reality endures forever. Jose arose from his study. He believed he was close to the discovery of that solid basis of truth on which to stand while teaching Carmen. At any rate, her faith, which he could no longer believe to be baseless illusion, would not be shattered by him. CHAPTER 11 TWO weeks after his arrival in Simiti Jos6 conducted his first services in the ancient church. After four years of silence, the rusty bell sent out its raucous call from the old tower that still morning and announced the revival of public worship. As the priest stepped from the sacristy and approached the altar his heart experienced a sudden sinking. Before him his little flock bowed reverently and expectantly. Looking out at 76 CARMEN ARIZA them, a lump rose in his throat. He was their pastor, and daily his love had grown for these kindly, simple folk. And now, what would he not have given could he have stretched forth his hands, as did the Master, to heal them of their ills and lift them out of the shadows of ignorance ! Ah, if he could have thrown aside the mummery and pagan ceremonialism which he was there to conduct, and have sat down among them, as Jesus was wont to do on those still mornings in Galilee ! Instead, he stood before them an apostate vassal of Rome, hypocritically using the Church to shield and maintain him- self in Simiti while he reared away from her the child Carmen. Yet, what could he do? He had heard the call; and he had answered, "Master, here am I." And now he was occupying, while waiting to be led, step by step, out of his cruelly anoma- lous position and into his rightful domain. A traitor to Holy Church? Nay, he thought he would have been a traitor to all that was best and holiest within himself had he done other- wise. In the name of the Church he would serve these humble people. Serving them, he honored the Master. And honoring Christ, he could not dishonor the Church. Jose's conduct of the Mass was perfunctory. Vainly he strove to hold in thought the symbolism of the service, the offering of Christ as a propitiation for the world's sins. But gradually the folly of Milton's extravagant, wild dream, which the poet clothed in such imperishable beauty, stole over him and blinded this vision. He saw the Holy Trinity sitting in solemn council in the courts of heaven. He heard their per- plexed discussion of the ravages of Satan in the terrestrial para- dise below. He heard the Father pronounce His awful curse upon mankind. And he beheld the Son rise and with celestial magnanimity offer himself as the sacrificial lamb, whose blood should wash away the serpent-stain of sin. How inept the whole drama! And then he thought of Carmen. He had seen her, as he looked out over his people, sitting with Dona Maria, arrayed in a clean white frock, and swinging her plump bare legs beneath the bench, while wonder and amazement peered out from her big brown eyes as she followed his every move. What would such things mean to her, whose God was ever-present good? What did they mean to the priest himself, who was beginning to see Him as infinite, divine mind, knowing no evil — the Oiie whose thoughts are not as ours? He took up the holy water and sprinkled the assemblage. "Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean : wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow." But how is the human mind purged of error? By giving it truth. And does the infinite 77 CARMEN ARIZA mind purge the thought of men in any other way? His mind was full as he took up the Missal. "Kyrie Eleison, Christe Eleison." He hesitated. With a tug he pulled his mind back to the work before him. But why was he invoking clemency from One who knows no evil? Heretofore he had always thought that God knew evil, that He must recognize it, and that He strove Himself to overcome it. But if God knew evil, then evil were real and eternal ! Dreamily he began to intone the Gloria in Excelsis Deo. All hail, thou infinite mind, whose measure- less depths mortal man has not even begun to sound! His soul could echo that strain forever. He turned to the Lesson and read: "But there went up a mist from the earth, and watered the whole face of the ground. And the Lord God formed man of the dust of the ground." He stopped a moment for thought. The Lord God ! The mist of error watered the false thought — the one lie about God — and out of it formed the man of flesh, the false concept which is held in the minds of mortals. Aye, it was the lie, posing as" the Lord of creation, which had formed its false man out of the dust of the ground, and had forced it upon the acceptance of mankind ! Jose turned back and read the whole of the first chapter of Genesis, where he felt that he stood upon truth. The tapers on the altar flickered fitfully. The disturbed bats blundered among the rafters overhead. Outside, the dusty roads burned with a white glare. Within, he and the people were worshiping God. Worship? This? "God is a spirit, and they that worship Him must worship Him in spirit and in truth." In Truth I Jose recited the Nicene creed, with the thought that its man-made fetters had bound the Christian world for dreary centuries. Then, the Preface and Canon concluded, he pro- nounced the solemn words of consecration which turned the bread and wine before him into the flesh and blood of Christ Jesus. He looked at the wafer and the chalice long and earnestly. He — Jose de Rinc6n — mortal, human, a weakling among weaklings — could he command God by his "Hoc est enim corpus meum" to descend from heaven to this altai"? Could he so invoke the power of the Christ as to change bread and wine into actual flesh and blood? And yet, with all the priestly powers which Holy Church had conferred upon him, he could not heal a single bodily ill, nor avert one human misfortune ! Ah, pagan Rome! Well have you avenged yourself upon those who wrought your fall, for in the death conflict you left the taint of your paganism upon them, and it endures in their sons even to this fair day! 78 CARMEN ARIZA Jos6 deferred his sermon until the close of the service. He wanted time to think over again what he could say to these simple people. They sat before him, dull, inert, yet impres- sionable — =bare of feet, or wearing hempen sandals, and clad in cheap cottons and calicos, with here and there a flash of bright ribbon among the women, and occasionally a parasol of bril- liant hue, which the owner fondly clasped, while impatiently awaiting the close of the service that she might proudly parade it. A few of the men wore starched linen shirts, but without collars. The Alcalde, with his numerous family, and the family of Don Felipe Alcozer, sat well in front. The former regarded Jose expectantly, as the priest turned to deliver his simple sermon. "My children," Jose began, "when the good man whom we call the Saviour sent his disciples out into the world he told them to preach the gospel and heal the sick. We have no record that he asked them to do more, for that included his whole mission. I am here to do his work. And, as I believe myself to have been led to you, so I shall preach what I be- lieve to be given me by the great Father of us all. I shall teach you the Christ as I comprehend him. I would I could heal the sick as well. But the gift of healing which Jesus bestowed has been lost to mankind." He paused and seemed to think deeply. Then he continued: "I am your servant, and your friend. I want you to believe that whatever I do in your midst and whatever I say to you follows only after I have prayerfully considered your welfare. As time has passed I have seemed to see things in a clearer* light than before. What I may see in the future I shall point out to you as you are able to understand me. To that end we must suffer many things to be as they are for the present, for I am learning with ypu. I shall give you a single thought to take with you to-day. Jesus once said, 'As a man thinketh, so is he.' I want you to remember that, if you would be well and happy and prosperous, you must think only about good things. Some day you will see why this is so. But go back now to your fincas and your fishing, to your little stores and your humble homes, firmly resolving never to think a bad thought, whether about yourself or your neighbor. And pray for your-, selves and me—" He looked off into the gloom overhead. Again he seemed to hear the Man of Galilee : "Ask and ye shall receive." "And, my children — " He thought suddenly of Carmen and her visits to the shales. His face shone for a moment with a new light. " — ^let your prayers be no mere requests that God will bless 79 CARMEN ARIZA us, but rather let them be statements that He is infinite good, and that He cannot do otherwise than give us all we need. No, I ask not that you intercede for me; nor shall I do so for you. But I do ask that you join with me in trying to realize that God is good; that He loves us as His dear children; and that He is daily, hourly pouring out His inexhaustible goodness upon us. We shall all see that goodness when we learn to think no evil." His eyes rested upon Carmen as he spoke these last words. Then with a simple invocation he dismissed the congregation. The Alcalde carried Jose off to dinner with him, much against the inclination of the priest, who preferred to be alone. But the Alcalde was the chief influence in the town, and it was policy to cultivate him. "The blessed Virgin shows that she has not forgotten Simiti, Padre, by sending you here," said Don Mario, when they were seated in the shade of the ample patio. Jose knew the Alcalde was sounding him. "Yes, friend," with just a trace of amusement in his voice. "It was doubtless because of the Virgin that I was directed here," he replied, thinking of Carmen. "Excellent advice that you gave the people. Padre; but it is not likely they understood you, poor fools! Now if Padre Diego had been preaching he would have ranted like a wind- storm; but -he would have made an impression. I am afraid soft words will not sink into their thick skulls." Dinner was served in the open, during which the Alcalde chattered volubly. "Don Rosendo returns soon?" he finally ventured. Jose knew that for some time he had been edging toward the ques- tion. "Quien sabe, senor!" replied the priest, with a careless shrug of his shoulders. "But— Caramba/ he is old to prospect for gold — and alone, too!" Don Mario eyed Jose sharply. "Ah, you priests!" he burst out laughing. "You are all alike when it comes to money. Padre Diego was up to the same schemes; and before he left he had a hat full of titles to mines." "But I am not seeking to acquire mineral property!" ex- claimed Jose with some aspersion. "No? Then you had nothing to do with Rosendo's trip?" Jose kept silence. "Na, Padre, let us be confidential," said the Alcalde, hitch- ing his chair closer to the priest. "Look, I understand why Rosendo went into the Guamoco country — but you can trust 80 CARMEN ARIZA me to say nothing about it. Only, Padre, if he should find the mine he will have trouble enough to hold it. But I can help you both. You know the denouncement papers must go through my hands, and I send them to Cartagena for registra- tion." He sat back in his chair with a knowing look. "There is only one man here to be afraid of," he resumed; "and that is Don Felipe Alcozer; although he may never return to Simiti." He reflected a few moments. Then : "Now, Padre, let us have some understanding about inter- ests in the mine, should Rosendo find it. The mine will be useless to us unless we work it, for there is no one to buy it from us. To work it, we must have a stamp-mill, or arrastras. The Antioquanians are skilled in the making of wooden stamp- mills; but one would cost perhaps two thousand pesos oro. Nobody here can furnish so much money but Don Felipe. I will arrange with him for a suitable interest. And I will fix all the papers so that the title will be held by us three. Ro- sendo is only a peon. You can pay him for his trouble, and he need not have an interest." Jose breathed easier while this recital was in progress. So Don Mario believed Rosendo to have gone in search of the lost mine. La Libertad! Good; for Cartagena would soon get the report, and his own tenure of the parish would be rendered doubly sure thereby. The monthly greasing of Wenceslas' palm with what Rosendo might extract from the Guamoco sands, coupled with the belief that Jose was maintaining a man in the field in search of Don Ignacio's lost mine, rendered Cartagena's interference a very remote contingency. He almost laughed as he replied: "Rosendo will doubtless prospect for some months, Don Mario, and I am sure we shall have plenty of time to discuss any arrangement of interests later, should occasion arise. But this is the Sabbath day. So let us not talk business any further." When the afternoon heat began to wane, Josd left the Alcalde and returned to his cottage. Since the service of the morning he had been fighting a constantly deepening sense of depression. An awful loneliness now gripped his heart, and, dank gloom was again sweeping through the corridors of his soul. God, what a sacrifice, to remain buried in that dismal town! His continuance in the priesthood of an abjured faith was violative of every principle of honesty! The time would come when the mask of hypocrisy would have to be raised, and the resultant exposure would be worse then than open apostasy now! 81 CARMEN ARIZ A He entered his dreary little abode and threw himself upon a chair. There had been no reaction like this for days. He looked out into the deserted street. Mud hovels; ragged, thatched roofs; lowly peones drowsing away life's little hour within! There was scarcely a book in the town. Few of its inhabitants could even read or write. Culture, education, re- finement — all wanting. Nothing but primal existence — the barest necessities of real life. He could not stand it! He had been a fool all his years! He would throw everything to the winds and go out into the world to live his life as it had been intended he should live it. He would send his resignation to the Bishop to-morrow. Then he would hire Juan to take him to Bodega Central; and the few pesos he had left would get him to Barra'nquilla. There he would work until he had earned enough for his passage to the great States up north, of which the explorer had told such wonderful tales. Once there, he could teach, or — His thought turned to Rosendo. He saw him, bent with age, and wearied with toil, alone in the awful solitude of the jungle, standing knee deep in the cold mountain water, while from early dawn till sunset he incessantly swung the heavy batea to concentrate the few flakes of precious gold it might contain. And the old man was facing years of just such lone- liness and heavy toil — facing them gladly. He thought of Carmen. Was she worth such sacrifice as he and Rosendo were making? God forgive him! Yes — a thou- sand times yes! If he betrayed Rosendo's confidence and fled like a coward now, leaving her to fall into the sooty hands of men like Padre Diego, to be crushed, warped, and squeezed into the molds of Holy Church, could he ever again face hisi fellow-men? He jumped to his feet. "Get thee behind me, Satan!" he cried in a voice that echoed through the barren rooms. He smote his chest and paced the floor. Then he stopped still. He heard Carmen's voice again. It was the same simple melody she had sung the day he awoke from his fever. He stood listening. His eyes filled. Then — "Love took up the harp of life, and smote on all the chords with might. Smote the chord of self, that, trembling, passed in music out of sight." 82 CARMEN ARIZA CHAPTER 12 IN the days that followed, while at times Josd still struggled desperately against the depression of his primal environ- ment, and against its insidious suggestions of license. Car- men moved before him like the shechinah of Israel, symbolizr ing the divine presence. When the dark hours came and his pronounced egoism bade fair to overwhelm him; when his self- centered thought clung with the tenacity of a limpet to his dreary surroundings and his unfilled longings; when self-con- demnation and self-pity rived his soul, and despair of solving life's intricate problems settled again like a pall upon him, he turned to her. Under the soft influence of her instinct for primitive good, he was learning, even if slowly, to jettison his heavily laden soul, and day by day to ride the tossing waves of his stormy thought with a lighter cargo. Her simple faith in immanent good was working upon his mind like a spiritual catharsis, to purge it of its clogging beliefs. Her unselfed love flowed over him like heavenly balm, salving the bleeding wounds of the spiritual mayhem which he had suffered at the violent hands of Holy Church's worldly agents. Carmen's days were filled to the brim with a measure of joy that constantly overflowed upon all among whom she moved. Her slight dependence upon her impoverished material en- vironment, her contempt of its ennui, were constant reminders to Jose that heaven is but a state of mind. Even in desolate Simiti, life to her was an endless series of delightful expe- riences, of wonderful surprises in the discovery of God's pres- ence everywhere. Her enthusiasms were always ardent and inexhaustible. Sparkling animation and abounding vitality characterized her every movement. Her thought was free, un- strained, natural, and untrammeled by those inherited and educated beliefs in evil in which Jose had early been so com- pletely swamped. In worldly knowledge she was the purest novice; and the engaging naivete with which she met the priest's explanations of historical events and the motives from which they sprang charmed him beyond measure, and made his work with her a constant delight. Her sense of humor was keen, and her merriment when his recitals touched her risi- bility was extravagant. She laughed at danger, laughed at the weaknesses and foibles of men, when he told of the political and social ambitions which stirred mankind in the outside world. But he knew that Tier merriment proceeded not from an ephemeral sense of the ludicrous, but from a righteous ap- 83 CARMEN ARIZ A praisal of the folly and littleness of those things for which the world so sorely strives. And daily the little maid wrapped herself about his heart. Daily her wondrous love coiled its soft folds tighter around him, squeezing from his atrabilious soul, drop by drop, its sad taciturnity and inherent morbidness, that it might later fill his empty life with a spiritual richness which he had never known before. On the day following the opening of the church Carmen had asked many questions. It was the first religious service she had ever voluntarily attended. To her former queries re- garding the function of the church edifice, Rosendo had vouch- safed but one reply: it was the house of God, and in it the people used to gather to learn of Him. But she protested that she had no need of the musty, ramshackle, barn-like old building as a locus in which to center her thought upon God. She walked with Him, and she much preferred the bright, sunlit out-of-doors in which to commune with Him. Jos6 ex- plained the need of a central gathering place as a shelter from the hot sun. But the images — the pictures of Saints and Virgin — and the Mass itself? "They are what the people are accustomed to, dear child, to direct their thought toward God," he explained. "And we will use them until we can teach them something better." He had omitted from the church service as far as possible the collects and all invocations addressed to the Virgin and the Saints, and had rendered it short and extremely simple. Car- men seemed satisfied with his explanation, and with his in- sistence that, for the sake of appearalnce, she attend the Sun- day services. He would trust her God to guide them both. The days sped by silently and swiftly. Jose and the child dwelt together apart from the world, in a universe purely mental. As he taught her, she hung upon his every word, and seized the proffered tutelage with avidity. Often, after the day's work, Jose, in his customary strolls about the little town, would come across the girl in the doorway, of a neighboring house, with a group of wide-eyed youngsters about her, re- lating again the wonder-tales which she had gathered from him. Marvelous tales they were, too, of knight and hidalgo, of court and camp, of fairies, pyxies, gnomes and sprites, of mossy legend and historic fact, bubbling from the girl's child- ish lips with an engaging naivetd of interpretation that held the man enchanted. Even the schoolmaster, who had besought Jos6 in vain to turn Carmen over to him, was often a spell- bound listener at these little gatherings. The result was that in a short time a delegation, headed 84 CARMEN ARIZA by the Alcalde himself, waited upon Jos6 and begged him to lecture to the people of Simiti in the church building at least two or three evenings a week upon places and people he had seen in the great world of which they knew nothing. Josh's eyes were moist as he looked at the great, brawny men, stout of heart, but simple as children. He grieved to give up his evenings, for he had formed the habit of late of devoting them to the study of his Bible, and to meditation on those ideas which had so recently come to him. But the appeal from these innocent, untutored people again quenched the thought of self, and he bade them be assured that their request was granted. The new ideas which had found entrance into Jose's liber- ated mentality in the past few days had formed a basis on which he was not afraid to stand while teaching Carmen; and his entire instruction was thenceforth colored by them. He knew not why, in all the preceding years, such ideas had not come to him before. But he was to learn, some day, that his previous tenacious clinging to evil as a reality, together with his material beliefs and his worldly intellectuality, had stood as barriers at the portajs of his thought, and kept the truth from entering. His niind had been already full — ^but its con- tents were unbelief, fear, the conviction of evil as real and operative, and the failure to know God as immanent, omnipo- tent and perfect mind, to whom evil is forever unknown and unreal. Pride, egoism, and his morbid sense of honesty had added their portion to the already impassable obstruction at the gateway of his thought. And so the error had been kept within, the good without. The "power of the Lord" had not been absent; but it had remained unapplied. Thus he had wandered through the desolate wilderness; but yet sustained and kept alive, that he should not go down to the pit. Jose's days were now so crowded that he was forced to borrow heavily from the night. The Alcalde continued his unctuous flattery, and the priest, in turn, cultivated him assidu- ously. To that official's query as to the restitution of the con- fessional in the church, the priest replied that he could spare time to hear only such confessions from his flock as might be necessary to elicit from him the advice or assistance requisite for their needs. He was there to help them solve their life problems, not to pry into their sacred secrets; and their con- fessions must relate only to their necessities. The Alcalde went away with a puzzled look. Of a truth a new sort of priest had now to be reckoned with in Simiti — a very different sort from Padre Diego. In the first days of Jos6's incumbency he found many seri- 85 CARMEN ARIZA ous matters to adjust. He had learned from Rosendo that not half the residents of Simiti were married to the consorts with whom they lived, and that many of the children who played in the streets did not know who their fathers were. So prevalent was this evil condition that the custom among the men of having their initials embroidered upon the bosoms of their shirts was extended to include the initial of the mother's family name. Jose had questioned Rosendo as to the meaning of the letters R. A. S. upon his shirt. "The S, Padre, is the initial of my mother's family name. I am Rosendo Ariza, son of the daughter of Saurez. My parents were married by a priest. But half the people of Simiti have never been really married." Jose sought the cause of this dereliction. Fidel Avila was living with a woman, by whom he had three children. The priest summoned him to the parish house. "Fidel," he questioned sternly, "Jacinta, the woman you live with, is your wife?" "Yes, Senor Padre." "And you were married by the Church?" "No, Padre." "But was there a priest here when you began to live with Jacinta?" "Yes, Padre. The Cura, Don Diego Polo, was here." "Then why were you not married by him? Do you not know how wicked it is to live as you are doing? Think of your children!" "Yes, Padre, and I asked the Cura, Don Diego, to marry us. But he charged twenty pesos oro for doing it; and I could not afford it. I loved Jacinta. And so we decided to live to- gether without the marriage." "But — !" Jose stopped. He knew that the Church recog- nized no marriage unless it were performed by a priest. The civil magistrate had no jurisdiction in such a case. And a former priest's rapacity had resulted in forcing illegitimacy upon half the children of this benighted hamlet, because of their parents' inability to afford the luxury of a canonical marriage. "Fidel, were your father and mother married?" he asked in kinder tones. "I do not know. Padre. Only a few people in Guamoco can afford to pay to be married. The men and women live to- gether, perhaps for all time, perhaps for only a few months. If a man wishes to leave his woman and live with another, he does so. If there are children, the woman always has to keep and care for them." 86 CARMEN ARIZA "And could you leave Jacinta if you wished, and live with another woman?" "Yes, Padre." "And she would have to take care of your children?" "Yes." "And all because you are not married?" "I think so. Padre." "Hombre! But that will do, Fidel." Oh, the sordid greed of those who abuse their sacred com- mission! What punishment is mete for such as exploit these lowly folk in the name of religion! Jose strbde off to consult the Alcalde. "Don Mario, the men in Simiti who are living with women have got to be married to them ! It is shameful ! I shall make a canvass of the town at once!" The Alcalde laughed. "Costumbre, Padre. You can't change it." Costumbre del pais! It is a final answer all through South America. No matter how unreasonable a thing may be, if it is the custom of the country it is a Medean law. "But you know this is subversive of Church discipline!" Jose retorted warmly. "Look you, Don Mario," he added sug- gestively, "you and I are to work together, are we not?" The Alcalde blinked his pig eyes, but thought hard about La Libertad. "Cierto, Senor Padre!" he hastened to exclaim. "Then I demand that you summon before me every man and woman who are living together unmarried." With a thought single to his own future advantage, the wary Alcalde complied. Within the week following this inter- view Jose married twenty couples, and without charge. Some offered him a few pesos. These he took and immediately turned over to Don Mario as treasurer of the parish. Those couples who refused to be married were forced by the Alcalde to separate. But of these there were few. Among them was one Julio Gomez. Packing his few household effects upon his back, and muttering imprecations against the priest, Gomez set out for the hills, still followed by his woman, with a babe slung over her shoulders and two naked children toddling at her bare heels. Verily, the ancient town was being profoundly stirred by the man who had sought to find his tomb there. Gradually the people lost their suspicions and distrust, bred of former bitter experience with priests, and joined heartily with Jose to ameliorate the social status of the place. His sincere love for them, and his utter selflessness, secured their confidence, and ere his first month among them closed, he had won them, almost to a man. 87 CARMEN ARIZA Meantime, six weeks had passed since Rosendo had departed to take up his lonely task of self-renouncing love. Then one day he returned, worn and emaciated, his great frame shaking like a withered leaf in a chill blast. "It is the terciana, Padre," he said, as he sank shuddering upon his bed. "It comes every third day. I went as far as Tachi — fifty leagues from Simiti — and there the fever over- took me. I have been eight days coming back; and day before yesterday I ran out of food. Last evening I found a wild melon at the side of the trail. A coral snake struck at me when I reached for it, but he hit my machete instead. Caramba!" Jose pressed his wet hand, while Dofia Maria laid damp cloths upon his burning forehead. "The streams are washed out. Padre," Rosendo continued sadly. "I worked at Colorado, Popales, and Tambora. But I got no more than five pesos worth. And that will not pay for half of my supplies. It is there in a little bag," pointing to his soaked and muddy kit. Jose's heart was wrung by the suffering and disappoint- ment of the old man. Sadly he carried the little handful of gold flakes to Don Mario, and then returned to the exhausted Rosendo. All through the night the sick man tossed and moaned. By morning he was delirious. Then Jose and Doiia Maria be- came genuinely alarmed. The toil and exposure had been too much for Rosendo at his advanced age. In his delirium he talked brokenly of the swamps through which he had floun- dered, for he had taken the trail in the wet season, and fully half of its one hundred and fifty miles of length was oozy and all but impassable bog. By afternoon the fever had greatly increased. Don Mario shook his head as he stood over him. "I have seen many in that condition. Padre, and they didn't wake up ! If we had quinine, perhaps he might be saved. But there isn't a flake in the town," "Then send Juan to Bodega Central at once for it!" cried Jose, wild with apprehension. "I doubt if he would find it there either. Padre. But we can try. However, Juan cannot make the trip in less than two days. And I fear Rosendo will not last that long." Dona Maria sat by the bedside, dumb with grief. Jose wrung his hands in despair. The day drew slowly to a close. The Alcalde had dispatched Juan down to the river to signal any steamer that he should meet, if perchance he might pur- chase a few grains of the only drug that could save the sick man. Carmen had absented herself during the day; but she 88 CARMEN ARIZA returned in time to assist Doiia Maria with the evening meal, after which she went at once to her bed. Late at night, when the sympathizing townsmen had sor- rowfully departed and Josd had induced Dona Maria to seek a few moments rest on her petate in the living room, Carmen climbed quietly out of her bed and came to where the priest sat alone with the unconscious Rosendo. Jose was bending over the delirious man. "Oh, if Jesus were only here now!" he murmured. "Padre dear." Jose looked down into the little face beside him. "People don't die, you know. They don't really die." The little head shook as if to emphasize the words. Jose was startled. But he put his arm about the child and drew her to him. "Chiquita, why do you say that?" he asked sorrowfully. "Because Go.d doesn't die, you know," she quickly replied. "And we are like Him, Padre, aren't we?" "But He calls us to him, chiquita. And — I guess — He is — is calling your padre Rosendo now." Does God kill mankind in order to give them life? Is that His way? Death denies God, eternal Life. And — "Why, no. Padre," returned the innocent child. "He is always here; and we are always with Him, you know. He can not call people away from where He is, can He?" Lo, I am with you alway, even to the end of the world. The Christ-principle, the saving truth about God and man, is ever present in an uncomprehending world. Jose knew that there was no material dependence now, Something told him that Rosendo lay dying. There was no physician, no drug, in the isolated little town. There was none but God to save. And He — But only sinners are taught by priests and preachers to look to God for help. The sick are not so taught. How much more deplorable, then, is their condition than that of the wicked ! "I told God out on the shales this afternoon that I just knew padre Rosendo wouldn't die!" The soft, sweet voice hovered on the silence like celestial melody. // ye ask anything in my name — in my character — it shall be given you. Carmen asked in the character of the sinless Christ, for her asking was an assertion of what she instinc- tively knew to be truth, despite the evidence of the physical senses. Her petitions were affirmations of Immanuel — God with us. "Carmen," whispered the priest hoarsely, "go back to your 16 89 CARMEN ARIZA bed, and know, just know that God is here! Know that He did not make padre Rosendo sick, and that He will not let him die! Know it for him — and for me!" "Why, Padre, I know that now!" The child looked up into the priest's face with her luminous eyes radiating un- shaken trust — a trust that seemed born of understanding. Yea, she knew that all good was there, for God is omnipotent. They had but to stretch forth their hands to touch the robe of His Christ. The healing principle which cleansed the lepers and raised the dead was even with them there in that quiet room. Jose had only to realize it, nothing doubting. Carmen had done her work, and her mind now was stayed on Him. Infinite In- telligence did not know Rosendo as Jose was trying to know him, sick and dying. God is Life — and there is no death! Carmen was again asleep. Jose sat alone, his open Bible be- fore him and his thought with his God. Oh, for even a slight conception of Him whois Life! Moses worked "as seeing Him who is invisible." Carmen lived with her eyes on Him, despite her dreary mundane encom- passment. And Jose, as he sat there throughout the watches of the night, facing the black terror, was striving to pierce the mist which had gone up. from the face of the ground and was separating him from his God. Through the long, dark hours, with the quiet of death upon the desolate chamber, he sat mute before the veil that was "still untaken away." What was it that kept telling him that Rosendo lay dying before him? Does matter talk? Did the serpent talk to Eve? Do fleshly nerves and frail bodily organs converse with men? Can the externalization of thought report back to the thought itself? Nay, the report came to him from the physical senses — naught else. And they reported — nothing ! He was seeing but his own thoughts of mixed good and evil. And they were false, because they testified against God. Surely God knew Rosendo. But not as the physical senses were trying to make Jose know him, sick and dying. Surely the subjective determines the objective; for as we think, so are we — the Christ said that. From his human standpoint Jose was seeing his thoughts of a dying mortal. And now he was trying to know that those thoughts did not come from God- that they had no authority back of them — that they were children of the "one lie" about God — that they were false, false as hell, and therefore impotent and unreal. What, then, had he to fear? Nothing, for truth is beyond the reach of personal sense. So God and His ideas, reflected by the real Rosendo, were beyond the reach of evil. If this were true, then he must clear his own mentality — 90 CARMEN ARIZA even as he now knew Carmen had done out on the shales that afternoon. He was no longer dealing with a material Rosendo, but with false beliefs about a son of God. He was handling mental concepts. And to the serpent, error, he was trying to say: "What is your authority?" If man lives, he never dies. If man is, then he always has been. And he was never born — and never passes into oblivion. A fact never changes. If two and two make four to-day, they always have done so, and always will. Can good produce evil? Then evil can have no creator. Rosendo, when moved by good, had gone into the wilds of Guamoc6 on a mission of love. Did evil have power to smite him for his noble sacrifice? What is this human life of ours? Real existence? No, but a sense of existence — and a false sense, for it postulates a god of evil opposed to the one supreme Creator of all that really is. Then the testimony that said Rosendo must die was cruelly false. And, more, it was powerless — unless Jose himself gave it power. Did Carmen know that? Had she so reasoned? Assuredly no! But she knew God as Jose had never known Him. And, despite the testimony of the fleshly eyes, she had turned from physical sense to Him. "It is not practicable!" the world cries in startled protest. But, behold her life! Jose had begun to see that discord was the result of un- righteousness, false thought. He began to understand why it was that Jesus always linked disease with sin. His own para- doxical career had furnished ample proof of that. Yet his numberless tribulations were not due solely to his own wrong thinking, but likewise to the wrong thought of others with re- spect to him, thought which he knew not how to neutralize. And the channels for this false, malicious, carnal thought had been his beloved parents, his uncle, the Archbishop, his tutors, and, in fact, all with whom he had been associated until he came to Simiti. There he had found Carmen. And there the false thought had met a check, a reversal. The evil had begun to destroy itself. And he was slowly awaking to find nothing but good. The night hours flitted through the heavy gloom like spec- tral acolytes. Rosendo sank into a deep sleep. The steady roll of the frogs in the lake at length died away. A flush stole tim- idly across the eastern sky. "Padre dear, he will not die." It was Carmen's voice that awoke the slumbering priest. The child stood at his side, and her little hand clasped his. 91 CARMEN ARIZA Rosendo slept. His chest rose and fell with the rhythmic breathing. Jose looked down upon him. A great lump came into ,his throat, and his voice trembled as he spoke. "You are right, ehiquita. Go, call your madre Maria now, and I will go home to rest." CHAPTER 13 THAT day Rosendo left his bed. Two days later he again set out for Guamoco. "There is gold there, and I must, I will find it!" he repeatedly exclaimed as he pushed his preparations. The courage of the man was magnificent. On its rebound it carried him over the protest of Dofia Maria and the gloomy forebodings of his fellow-townsmen, and launched him again on the desolate trail. But Jose had uttered no protest. He moved about wrapped in undefinable awe. For he believed he had seen Rosendo lifted from the bed of death. And no one might tell him that it was not by the same power that long ago had raised the dead man of Nain. Carmen had not spoken of the incident again; and something laid a restraint upon Jose's lips. The eyes of the Alcalde bulged with astonishment when Rosendo entered his store that morning in quest of further sup- plies. "Caramba! Go back to your bed, compadre!" he exclaimed, bounding from his chair. "You are walking in your delirium!" "Na, amigo," replied Rosendo with a smile, "the fever has left me. And now I must have another month's supplies, for I go back to Guamoco as soon as my legs tremble less." "Caramba! caramba!" The Alcalde acted as if he were in the presence of a ghost. But at length becoming convinced that Rosendo was there on matters of business, and in his right mind, he checked further expression of wonder and, with a shrug of his fat shoulders, assumed his wonted air of a man of large affairs., "I can allow you five pesos oro on account of the gold which the Cura brought me yesterday," he said severely. "But that leaves you still owing ten pesos for your first supplies; and thirty if I give you what you ask for now. If you cannot pay this amount when you return, you will have to work it out for me. His little eyes grew steely and cold. Rosendo well knew what the threat implied. But he did not falter. 92 CARMEN ARIZA "Bien, compadre," he quietly replied, "it will be as you say." Late that afternoon Juan returned from Bodega Central with a half ounce of quinine. He had made the trip with astonishing celerity, and had arrived at the riverine town just as a large steamer was docking. The purser supplied him with the drug, and he immediately started on his return. The Alcalde set out to deliver the drug to Rosendo; but not finding him at home, looked in at the parish house. Jose and Carmen were deep in their studies. "A thousand pardons, Senor Padre, but I have the medicine- you ordered for Rosendo," placing the small package upon the table. "You may set it down against me, Don Mario," said Jose. "No!" exclaimed the Alcalde, "this must not be charged to the parish!" "I said to me, amigo," replied the priest firmly. "It is the same thing. Padre!" blurted the petty merchant. The priest's anger began to rise, but he restrained it. "Padre Diego is no longer here, you must remember," he said quietly. "But the parish pays your debts; and it would not pay the full value of this and Juan's trip," was the coarse retort. "Very well, then, Don Mario," answered Jose. "You may charge it to Rosendo. But tell me first how much you will place against him for it." The Alcalde reflected a moment. "The quinine will be five pesos oro, and Juan's trip three additional. Is it not worth it?" he demanded, blustering before Jose's steady gaze. "If Rosendo had been really sick it would have saved his life!" "Then you do not believe he was dangerously ill?" asked Jose with some curiosity, "He couldn't have been really sick and be around to-day — could he?" the Alcalde demanded. The priest glanced at Carmen. She met the look with a smile. "No," he said slowly, "not really sick." Then he quickly added : "If you charge Rosendo eight pesos for that bit of quinine, Don Mario, you and I are no longer working together, for I do not take base advantage of any man's necessities." The Alcalde became confused. He was going too far. "Na, Senor Padre," he said hastily, with a sheepish gria. "I will leave the quinine with you, and do you settle the account with Juan." With which he beat a disordered retreat. Jose was thankful that, for a few months, at least, he would have a powerful hold on this man through his rapacity. What 93 CARMEN ARIZA would happen when the Alcalde at length learned that Rosendo was not searching for Don Ignacio's lost mine, he did not care to conjecture. That matter was in other hands than his, and he was glad to leave it there. He asked now only to see each single step as he progressed. "Did Don Mario say that stuff would cure padre Rosendo?" asked Carmen, pointing to the quinine. "Yes, chiquita." "Why did he say so. Padre?" "Because he really believed it, carita." "But what is it. Padre— and how can it cure sick people?" "It is the bark of a certain tree, little one, that people take as medicine. It is a sort of poison which people take to coun- teract another poison. A great school of medicine is founded upon that principle. Carmen," he added. And then he fell to wondering if it really was a principle, after all. If so, it was evil overcoming evil. But would the world believe that both he and Rosendo had been cured by — what? Faith? True prayer? By the operation of a great, almost unknown prin- ciple? Or would it scoff at such an idea? But what cared he for that? He saw himself and Rosendo restored, and that was enough. He turned to the child. "They think the quinine cures fever, little one," he resumed. "And does it?" The little face wore an anxious look as she put the question. "They think it does, chiquita," replied the priest, wondering what he should say. "But it is just because they think so that they get well, isn't it?" the girl continued. "I guess it is, child." "And if they thought right they would be cured without this— r^is it not so. Padre dear?" "I am sure of it — now," replied the priest. "In fact, if they always kept their thoughts right I am sure they would never be sick." "You mean, if they always thought about God," the child amended. "Yes— I mean just that. If they knew, really knew, that God is everywhere, that He is good, and that He never makes people sick, they would always be well." "Of course. Padre. It is only their bad thoughts that make them sick. And even then they are not really sick," the child concluded. "They think they are, and they think they die— and then they wake up and find it isn't so at all." Had the child made this remark to him a few weeks before, he had crushed it with the dull, lifeless, conventional formulae 94 CARMEN ARIZA of human belief. To-day in penitent humility he was trying to walk hand in hand with her the path she trod. For he was learning from her that righteousness is salvation. A few weeks ago he had lain at death's door, yearning to pass the portal. Yesterday he believed he had again seen the dark angel, hover- ing over the stricken Rosendo. But in each case something had intervened. Perhaps that "something not ourselves that makes for righteousness," the unknown, almost unacknowledged force that ceases not to combat evil in the human consciousness. Clinging to his petty egoisms; hugging close his shabby con- victions of an evil power opposed to God; stuffed with worldly learning and pride of race and intellect, in due season, as he sank under the burden of his imaginings, the veil had been drawn aside for a fleeting moment — and his soul had frozen with awe at what it beheld! For, back of the density of the human concept, the fleeting, inexplicable medley of good and evil which constitutes the phenomenon of mortal existence, he had seen God! He had seen Him as all-inclusive mind, omnipotent, immanent, perfect, eternal. He had caught a moment's glimpse of the tremendous Presence which holds all wisdom, all knowledge, yet knows no evil. He had seen a blinding flash of that "something" toward which his life had strained and yearned. With it had come a dim perception of the falsity of the testimony of physical sense, and the human life that is reared upon it. And though he counted not himself to have apprehended as yet, he was strug- gling, even with thanksgiving, up out of his bondage, toward the gleam. The shafts of error hissed about him, and black doubt and chill despair still felled him with their awful blows. But he walked with Carmen. With his hand in hers, he knew he was journeying toward God. On the afternoon before his departure Rosendo entered the parish house in apprehension. "I have lost my escapulario, Padre!" he exclaimed. "The string caught in the brush', and the whole thing was torn from my neck. 1 — I don't like to go back without one," he added dubiously, "Ah, then you have nothing left but Christ," replied Jose with fine irony. "Well, it is of no consequence." "But, Padre, it had been blessed by the Bishop!" "Well, don't worry. Why, the Holy Father himself once blessed this republic of ours, and now it is about the most un- fortunate country in the whole world! But you are a good Catholic, Rosendo, so you need not fear." Rosendo was, indeed, a good Catholic. He accepted the faith of his fathers without reserve. He had never known any other. Simple, superstitious, and great of heart, he held with 95 CARMEN ARIZA rigid credulity to all that had been taught him in the name of religion. But until Jose's advent he had feared and hated priests. Nevertheless, his faith in signs and miracles and the healing power of blessed images was child-like. Once when he saw in the store of Don Mario a colored chromo of Venus and Cupid, a cheap print that had come with goods imported from abroad, he had devoutly crossed himself, believing it to be the Virgin Mary with the Christ-child. "But I will fix you up, Rosendo," said Jose, noting the man's genuine anxiety. "Have Dona Maria cut out a cloth heart and fasten it to a stout cord. I will take it to the church altar and bless it before the image of the Virgin. You told me once that the Virgin was the Rinc6n family's patron, you know." "Bueno!" ejaculated the pleased Rosendo, as he hastened off to execute the commission. Several times before Rosendo went back to Guamoc6 Jose had sought to draw him into conversation about his illness, and to get his view of the probable cause of his rapid recovery. But the old man seemed loath to dwell on the topic, and Jos6 could get little from him. At any mention of the episode a troubled look would come over his face, and he would fall silent, or would find an excuse to leave the presence of the priest. "Rosendo," Jos6 abruptly remarked to him as he was busy with his pack late the night before his departure, "will you take with you the quinine that Juan brought?" Rosendo looked up quickly. "I can not. Padre." "And why?" "On account of Carmen." "But what has she to do with it, amigo?" Jose asked in surprise. Rosendo looked embarrassed. "I — Bien, Padre, I promised her I would not." "When?" "To-day, Padre." Jos6 reflected on the child's unusual request. Then: "But if you fell sick up in Guamoco, Rosendo, what could you do?" "Quien sabe, Padre! Perhaps I could gather herbs and make a tea — I don't know. She didn't say anything about that." He looked at Jose and laughed. Then, in an anxious tone : "Padre, what can I do? The little Carmen asks me hot to take the quinine, and I can not refuse her. But I may get sick. I — I have always taken medicine when I needed it and could get it. But the only medicine we have ih Simiti is the stuff 96 CARMEN ARIZA that some of the women make — teas and drinks brewed from roots and bark. I have never seen a doctor here, nor any real medicines but quinine. And even that is hard to get, as you know. I used to make a salve out of the livers of mdpina snakes — it was for the rheumatism — I suffered terribly when I worked in the cold waters in Guamoco. I think the salve helped me. But if I should get the disease now, would Carmen let me make the salve again?" He bent over his outfit for some moments. "She says if I trust God I will not get sick," he at length resumed. "She says I must not think about it. Carambal What has that to do with it? People get sick whether they think about it or not. Do you believe. Padre, this new escapulario will protect me?" The man's words reflected the strange mixture of mature and: childish thought typical of these untutored jungle folk, in which longing for the good is so heavily overshadowed by an educated belief in the power of evil. "Rosendo," said Jose, finding at last his opportunity, "tell me, do you think you were seriously ill day before yesterday?" "Quien sabe, Padre! Perhaps it was only the terciana, after all." "Well, then," pursuing another tack, "do you think I was very sick that day when I rushed to the lake — ?" "Caramba, Padre! But you were turning cold — ^you hardly breathed — we all thought you must die — all but Carmen!" "And what cured me, Rosendo?" the priest asked in a low, steady voice. "Why — Padre, I can not say." "Nor can I, positively, my friend. But I do know that the little Carmen said I should not die. And she said the same of you when, as I would swear, you were in the fell clutches of the death angel himself." "Padre — " Rosendo's eyes were large, and his voice trem- bled in awesome whisper — "is she — the little Carmen — is she — an hada?" "A witch? Hombre! No!" cried Jose, bursting into a laugh at the perturbed features of the older man. "No, amigo, she is not an hadat Let us say, rather, as you first expressed it to me, she is an angel — and let us appreciate her as such. "But," he continued, "I tell you in all seriousness, there are things that such as you and I, with our limited outlook, have never dreamed of; and that child seems to have penetrated the veil that hides spiritual things from the material vision of men like us. Let us wait, and if we value that 'something' which she seems to possess and know how to use, let us cut off our right hands before we yield to the temptation to place any 97 CARMEN ARIZA obstacle in the way of her development along the lines which she has chosen, or which some unseen Power has chosen for her. It is for you and me, Rosendo, to stand aside and watch, while we protect her, if haply we may be privileged some day to learn her secret in full. You and I are the unlearned, while she is filled with wisdom. The world would say other- wise, and would condemn us as fools. Thank God we are out of the world here in Simiti!" He choked back the inrush of memories and brushed away a tear. "Rosendo," he concluded, "be advised. If Carmen told you not to think of sickness while in Guamoc6, then follow her in- structions. It is not the child, but a mighty Power that is speaking through her. Of that I have long been thoroughly convinced. And I am as thoroughly convinced that that same Power has appointed you and me her protectors and her fol- lowers. You and I have a mighty compact — " "Hombrel" interrupted Rosendo, clasping the priest's hand, "my life is hers — ^you know it — she has only to speak, and I obey! Is it not so?" "Assuredly, Rosendo," returned Jos6. "And now a final word. Let us keep solely to ourselves what we have learned of her. Our plans are well formulated. Let us adhere to them in strict silence. I know not whither we are being led. But we are in the hands of that 'something' that speaks and works through her — and we are satisfied. Are we not?" They clasped hands again. The next morning Rosendo set his face once more toward the emerald hills of Guamoco. As the days passed, Jos6 became more silent and thoughtful. But it was a silence bred of wonder and reverence, as he dwelt upon the things that had been revealed to him. Who and what was this unusual child, so human, and yet so strangely re- moved from the world's plane of thought? A child who un- derstood the language of the birds, and heard the grass grow — a child whom Torquemada would have burnt as a witch, and yet with whom he could not doubt the Christ dwelt. Josd often studied her features while she bent over her work. He spent hours, too, poring over the little locket which had been found among her mother's few effects. The portrait of the man was dim and soiled. Josd wondered if the poor woman's kisses and tears had blurred it. The people of Badillo said she had died with it pressed to her lips. But its condition rendered futile all speculation in regard to its original. That of the mother, however, was still fresh and clear. Jose con- jectured that she must have been either wholly Spanish, or one of the more refined and cultured women of Colombia. And she 98 CARMEN ARIZA had doubtless been very young and beautiful when the portrait was made. With what dark tragedy was that little locket as- sociated? Would it ever yield its secret? But Carmen's brown curls and light skin — ^whence came they? Were they wholly Latin? Jose had grave doubts. And her keen mind, and deep religious instinct? Who knew? He could only be sure that they had come from a source far, far above her present lowly environment. With that much he must for the present be content. Another month unfolded its length in quiet days, and Ro- sendo again returned. Not ill this time, iior even much ex- hausted. Nor did the little leathern pouch contain more than a few pesos in gold dust. But determination was written grim and trenchant upon his black face as he strode into the parish house and extended his great hand to the priest. "I have only come for more supplies, Padre," he said. "I have some three pesos worth of gold. Most of this I got around Culata, near Don Felipe's quartz vein, the Andandodias. Car- amba, what veins in those hills! If we had money to build a mill, and knew how to catch the gold, we would not need to wash the river sands that have been gone over again and again for hundreds of years!" But Jose's thoughts were of the Alcalde. He determined to send for him at once, while Rosendo was removing the soil of travel. Don Mario came and estimated the weight of the gold by his hand. Then he coolly remarked: "Bien, Senor Padre, I will send Rosendo to my hacienda to-morrow to cut cane and make panela." "And how is that, Don Mario?" inquired Jose. The Alcalde began to bluster. "He owes me thirty pesos oro, less this, if you wish me to keep it. I see no likelihood that he can ever repay me. And so he must now work out his debt." "How long will that take hiin, amigo?" "Quien sabe? Senor Padre," the Alcalde replied, his eyes narrowing. The priest braced himself, and his face assumed an expres- sion that it had not worn before he came to Simiti. "Look you now, my friend," he began in tones pregnant with meaning. "I have made some inquiries regarding your system of peon- age. I find that you pay your peones from twenty to thirty cents a day for their hard labor, and at the same time charge them as much a day for food. Or you force them to buy from you tobacco and rum at prices which keep them always in your debt. Is it not so?" 99 CARMEN ARIZA "A'a, Padre, you have been misinformed," the Alcalde de- murred, with a deprecating gesture. "I have not. Lazaro Ortiz is now working for you on that system. And daily he becomes more deeply indebted to you, is it not so?" "But, Padre—" "It is useless for you to deny it, Don Mario, for I have facts. Now listen to me. Let us understand each other clearly, nor attempt to dissimulate. That iniquitous system of peonage has got to cease in my parish!" "Caramba, but Padre Diego had peonesl" the Alcalde ex- ploded. "And he was a wicked man," added Jose. Then he con- tinued: "I know not what information you may have from the Bish- op regarding me, yet this I tell you: I shall report you to Bogota, and I will band the citizens of Simiti together to drive you out of town, if you do not at once release Lazaro, and put an end to this wicked practice. The people will follow if I lead!" It was a bold stroke, and the priest knew that he was stand- ing upon shaky ground. But the man before him was super- stitious, untutored and child-like. A show of courage, backed by an assertion of authority, might produce the desired effect. Moreover, Jose knew that he was in the right. And right must prevail ! Don Mario glared at him, while an ugly look spread over his coarse features. The priest went on: "Lazaro has long since worked out his debt, and you shall release him at once. As to Rosendo, he must have the supplies he needs to return to Guamoc6. You understand?" "Caramba!" Don Mario's face was purple with rage. "You think you can tell me what to do — me, the Alcalde!" he vol- leyed. "You think you can make us change our customs! Caramba! You are no better than the priest Diego, whom you try to make me believe so wicked! Hombre, you were driven out of Cartagena yourself! A nice sort to be teaching a little girl—!" "Stop, man!" thundered Jose, striding toward him with upraised arm. Don Mario fell back in his chair and quailed before the mountainous wrath of the priest. A shadovv fell across the open doorway. Glancing up, Josd saw Carmen. For a moment the girl stood looking in wonder at the angry men. Then she went quickly to the priest and slipped a hand into his. A feeling of shame swept over him, 100 CARMEN ARIZA and he went back to his chair. Carmen leaned against him, but she appeared to be confused. Silence fell upon them all. "Cucumbra doesn't fight any more, Padre," the girl at length began in hesitation. "He and the puppy play together all the time now. He has learned a lot, and now he loves the puppy." So had the priest learned much. He recalled the lesson. "Bien," he said in soft tones, "I think we became a bit too ear- nest, Don Mario. We are good friends, is it not so? And we are working together for the good of Simiti. But to have good come to us, we must do good to others." He went to his trunk and took out a wallet. "Here are twenty pesos, Don Mario." It was all he had in the world, but he did not tell the Alcalde so. "Take them on Rosendo's ac- count. Let him have the new supplies he needs, and I will be his surety. And, friend, you are going to let me prove to you with time that the report you have from Cartagena regarding me is false." Don Mario's features relaxed somewhat when his hand closed over the grimy bills. "Do not forget, amigo," added Jose, assuming an air of mystery as he pursued the advantage, "that you and I are as- sociated in various business matters, is it not so?" The Alcalde's mouth twitched, but finally extended in an unctuous grin. After all, the priest was a descendant of the famous Don Ignacio, and — who knew? — he might have re- sources of which the Alcalde little dreamed. "Cierto, Padre!" he cried, rising to depart. "And we will yet uncover La Libertad! You guarantee Rosendo's debt? Bien, he shall have the supplies. But I think he should take' another man with him. Lazaro might do, no?" It was a gracious and unlooked for condescension. "Send Lazaro to me, Don Mario," said Jose. "We will find use for him, I thipk." And thus Rosendo was enabled to depart a third time to the solitudes of Guamoc6, CHAPTER 14 WITH Rosendo again on the trail, Jose and Carmen bent once more to their work. Within a few days the grate- ful Lazaro was sent to Rosendo's hacienda, biding the time when the priest should have a larger commission to be- stow upon him. With the advent of the dry season, peace set- tled over the sequestered town, while its artless folk drowsed 101 CARMEN ARIZA away the long, hot days and danced at night in the silvery moonlight to the twang of the guitar and the drone of the amorous canzonet. Jose was deeply grateful for these days of unbroken quiet, and for the opportunity they afforded him to probe the child's thought and develop his own. Day after day he taught her. Night after night he visited the members of his little parish, getting better acquainted with them, administer- ing to their simple needs, talking to them in the church edifice on the marvels of the outside world, and then returning to his little cottage to prepare by the feeble rays of his flickering can- dle Carmen's lessons for the following day. He had no texts, save the battered little arithmetic; and even that was aban- doned as soon as Carmen had mastered the decimal system. Thereafter he wrote out each lesson for her, carefully wording it that it might contain nothing to shock her acute sense of the allness of God, and omitting from the vocabulary every refer- ence to evil, to failure, disaster, sin and death. In mathemat- ics he was sure of his ground, for there he dealt wholly with the metaphysical. But history caused him many an hour of perplexity in his efforts to purge it of the dross of human thought. If Carmen were some day to go out into the world she must know the story of its past. And yet, as Jose faced her in the classroom and looked down into her unfathomable eyes, in whose liquid depths there seemed to dwell a soul of unexampled purity, he could not bring himself even to mention the sordid events in the development of the human race which manifested the darker elements of the carnal mind. Perhaps, after all, she might never go out into the world. He had not the faintest idea how such a thing could be accomplished. And so under his tutelage the child grew to know a world of naught but brightness and beauty, where love and happiness dwelt ever with men, and wicked thoughts were seen as powerless and transient, harmless to the one who knew God to be "every- where." The man taught the child with the sad remembrance of his own seminary training always before him, and with a desire, amounting almost to frenzy, to keep from her every lim- iting influence and benumbing belief of the carnal mind. The decimal system mastered, Carmen was inducted into the elements of algebra. "How funny," she exclaimed, laughing, "to use letters for numbers!" "They are only general symbols, little one," he explained. "Symbols are signs, or things that stand for other things." Then came suddenly into his mind how the great Apostle Paul taught that the things we see, or think we see, are them- selves but symbols, reflections as from a mirror, and how we 102 CARMEN ARIZA must make them out as best we can for the present, knowing that, in due season, we shall see the realities for which these things stand to the human mind. He knew that back of the mathematical symbols stood the eternal, unvarying, indestruc- tible principles which govern their use. And he had begun to see that back of the symbols, the phenomena, of human exist- ence stands the great principle — infinite God — the eternal mind. In the realm of mathematics the pi;inciples are omnipo- tent for the solution of problems — omnipotent in the hands of the one who understands and uses them aright. And is not God the omnipotent principle to the one who understands and uses Him aright in the solving of life's intricate problems? "They are so easy when you know how. Padre dear," said Carmen, referring to her tasks. "But there will be harder ones, chiquita." "Yes, Padre. But then I shall know more about the rules that you call principles." She took up each problem with confidence. Jose watched her eagerly. "You do not know what the answer will be, chiquita" he ventured. "No, Padre dear.' But I don't care. If I use the rule in the right way I shall get the correct answer, shall I not? Look!" she cried joyfully, as she held up her paper with the completed solution of a problem. "But how do you know that it is correct?" he queried. "Why — ^well, we can prove it — can't we?" She looked up at him questioningly. Then she bent again over her task and worked assiduously for some moments in silence. "There ! I worked it back again to the starting point. And it is right." "And in proving it, little one, you have proved the principle and established its correctness. Is it not so, chiquita?" "Yes, Padre, it shows that the rule is right." The child lapsed into silence, while Jose, as was becoming his wont, awaited the result of her meditation. Then: "Padre dear, there are rules for arithmetic, and algebra, and — and for everything, are there not?" "Yes, child, for music, for art, for everything. We can do nothing correctly without using principles." "And, Padre, there are principles that tell us how to live?" she queried. "What is your opinion on that point, queridita?" "Just one principle, I guess. Padre dear," she finally ven- tured, after a pause. "And that, little one?" "Just God." 103 CARMEN ARIZA "And God is — " Jose began, then hesitated. The Apostle John had dwelt with the Master. What had he urged so often upon the dull ears of his timid followers? The child looked up at the priest with a smile whose tender- ness dissolved the rising clouds of doubt. "And God is — love," he finished softly. "That's it. Padre!" The child clapped her little hands and laughed aloud. Love ! Jesus had said, "I and my Father are one." Having seen him, the world has seen the Father. But Jesus was the highest manifestation of love that tired humanity has ever known. "Love God!" he had cried in tones that have echoed through the centuries. "Love thy neighbor!" Aye, love every- thing, everybody! Apply the Principle of principles, Love, to every task, every problem, every situation, every condition! For what is the Christ-principle but Love? All things are pos- sible to him who loves, for Love casteth out fear, the root of every discord. Men ask why God remains hidden from them, why their understanding of Him is dim. They forget that God is Love. They forget that to know Him they must first love their fellow-men. And so the world goes sorrowfully on, hating, cheating, grasping, abusing; still wondering dully why men droop and stumble, why they consume with disease, and, with the despairing conviction that God is unknowable, sink- ing at last into oblivion. Jose, if he knew aught, knew that Carmen greatly loved — loved all things deeply and tenderly as reflections of her im- manent God. She had loved the hideous monster that had crept toward her as she sat unguarded on the lake's rim. Un- guarded? Not so, for the arms of Love were there about her. She had loved God — good — ^with unshaken fealty when Rosendo lay stricken. She had known that Love could not manifest in death when he himself had been dragged from the lake that burning afternoon a few weeks before. "God is the rule, isn't He, Padre dear?" The child's un- exampled eyes glowed like burning coals. "And we can prove Him, too," she continued confidently. Prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing that there shall not be room enough to receive it. Prove Him, O man, that He is Love, and that Love, casting out hate and fear, solv£s life's every problem! But first — Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house. Bring your whole confidence, your trust, your knowledge of the allness of good, and the nothingness of evil. Bring, too, your every earthly hope, every mad ambition, 104 CARMEN ARIZA every corroding fear, and carnal belief; lay them down at the doorway of mine storehouse, and behold their nothingness! As Carmen approached her simple algebraic problems Jos6 saw the working of a rule infinite in its adaptation. She knew not what the answers should be, yet she took up each problem with supreme confidence, knowing that she possessed and rightly understood the rule for correctly solving it. She knew that speculation regarding the probable results was an idle waste of time. And she likewise knew instinctively that fear of inability to solve them would paralyze her efforts and insure defeat at the outset. Nor could she force solutions to correspond to what she might think they ought to be — as mankind attempt to force the solving of their life problems to correspond to human views. She was glad to work out her problems in the only way they could be solved. Love, humility, obedience, enabled her to understand and correctly apply the principle to her tasks. The results were invariable — harmony and exceeding joy. Jose had learned another lesson. Again that little hand had softly swept his harp of life. And again he breathed in unison with its vibrating chords a deep "Thank God!" "Padre dear." Carmen looked up from a brown study. "What does zero really mean?" "It stands for nothing, child," the priest made reply, won- dering what was to follow this introduction. "And the minus sign in algebra is different frpm the one in arithmetic. What does it mean?" "Less than nothing." "But, Padre, if God is all, how can you say there is nothing, or less than nothing?" The priest had his answer ready. "They are only human ways of thinking, chiquita. The plus sign always represents something positive; the minus, something negative. The one is the opposite of the other." ■ "Is there an opposite to everything. Padre?" The priest hesitated. Then: "No, chiquita — not a real opposite. But," he added hastily, "we may suppose an opposite to everything." A moment's pause ensued. "That is what makes people sick and unhappy, isn't it. Padre?" "What, child?" in unfeigned surprise. "Supposing an opposite to God. Supposing that there can be nothing, when He is everywhere. Doesn't all trouble come from just supposing things that are not so?" Whence came such questions to the mind of this child? And why did they invariably lead to astonishing deductions in 17 105 CARMEN ARIZA his own? Why did he often give a great start as it dawned again upon him that he was not talking to one of mature age, but to a babe? He tore a strip from the paper in his hand. Relatively the paper had lost in size and quantity, and there was a distinct separation. Absolutely, such a thing was an impossibility. The plus was always positive and real; the minus was always relative, and stood for unreality. And so it was throughout the entire realm of thought. Every real thing has its suppositional opposite. The difficulty is that the human mind, through long ages of usage, has come to regard the opposite as just as real as the thing itself. The opposite of love is hate; of health, disease; of good, evil; of the real, the counterfeit. God is posi- tive — Truth. His opposite, the negative, is supposition. Oh, stupid, blundering, dull-eared humanity, not to have realized that this was just what Jesus said when he defined evil as the lie about God! No wonder the prophet proclaimed salvation to be righteousness, right thinking ! But would gross humanity have understood the Master better if he had defined it this way? No, they would have stoned him on the spot ! Jose knew that when both he and Rosendo lay sick unto death Carmen's thought had been positive, while theirs had been of the opposite sign. Was her pure thought stronger than their disbelief? Evidently so. Was this the case with Jesus? And with the prophets before him, whom the world laughed to scorn? The inference from Scripture is plain. What, then, is the overcoming of evil but the driving out of entrenched human beliefs? Again Jose came back to the thought of Principle. Con- fucius had said that heaven was principle- And heaven is harmony. But had evil any principle? Mankind are accus- tomed to speak lightly and knowingly of their "principles." But in their search for the Philosopher's Stone they have over- looked the Principle which the Master used to effect his mighty works — "that Mind which was in Christ Jesus." The Principle of Jesus was God. And, again, God is Love. The word evil is a comprehensive term, including errors of every sort. And yet, in the world's huge category of evils is there a single one that stands upon a definite principle? Jose had to admit to himself that there was not. Errors in mathe- matics result from ignorance of principles, or from their mis- application. But are the errors real and permanent? "Padre, when I make a mistake, and then go back and do the problem over and get it right, what becomes of the mis- take?" Jose burst out laughing at the tremendous question. Car- men joined in heartily. 106 CARMEN ARIZA "But, Padre," she pursued, "there are rules for solving problems ; but there isn't any rule or principle for making mis- takes, is there?" "Surely not, child!" Jbs6 replied. "And if I always knew the truth about things, I couldn't make mistakes, could I?" "No." Jose waited for her further comments. They came after a brief meditation. "Well, then, God doesn't know anything about mistakes — does He?" "No, chiqnita." "And He knows everything." "Yes." "Then, Padre dear, nobody can know anything about mis- takes. People just think they can — don't they?" Jose thought hard for a few moments. "Chiquita, can you know that two and two are seven?" "Why, Padre dear, how funny!" "Yes — ^it does seem strange — now. And yet, I used to think I could know things just as absurd." "Why, what was that. Padre?" "I thought,. c/iiguita, that I could know evil — something that God does not and can not know." "But — could you, Padre?" "No, child.. It is absolutely impossible to know — to really know — error of any sort." "If we knew it. Padre, it would have a rule; or as you say, a principle, no?" "Exactly, child." "And, since God is everywhere. He would have to be its principle." "Just the point. Now take another of the problems, chi- quita, and work on it while I think about these things," he said, assigning another of the simple tasks to the child. For an idea was running through the man's thought, and he had traced it back to the explorer in Cartagena. Reason and logic supported the thought of God as mind; of the creation as the unfolding of this mind's ideas; and of man as the greatest idea of God. It also seemed to show that the physical senses afforded no testimony at all, and that human beings saw, heard and felt only in thought, in belief. On this basis everything reduced to a mental plane, and man became a mentality. But what sort of mentality was that which Jos6 saw all about him in sinful, sick and dying humanity? The human man is de- monstrably mortal— and he is a sort of mind — ah, yes, that 107 CARMEN ARIZA ■was it! The explorer had said that up in that great country north there were those who referred to this sort of mentality as "mortal mind." Jose thought it an excellent term. For, if the mortal man is a mind at all. he assuredly is a mortal mind. And the mortal mind is the opposite of that mind which is the eternal God. But God can have no real opposite. Any so- called opposite to Him must he a supposition — or, as Jesus de- fined it, the lie about Him. This lie seems to counterfeit the eternal mind that is God. It seems to, pose as a creative prin- .ciple, and to simulate the powers and attributes 6f God himself. It assumes to create its universe of matter, the direct opposite of the spiritual universe. And, likewise, it assumes to create its man, its own idea of itself, and hence the direct opposite of the real man, the divine idea of God, made in His own image and likeness. Jose rose and went to the doorway. "Surely," he mur- mured low, "the material personality, called man, which sins, suffers and dies, is not real man, but his counterfeit, a creation of God's opposite, the so-called mortal mind. It must be a part of the lie about God, the 'mist' that went up from the ground and watered the whole face of the earth, leaving, the veil of supposition which obscures God from human sight. It is this sort of man and this sort of universe that I have always seen about me, and that the world refers to as human beings, or mortals, and the physical universe. And yet I have been look- ing only at my false thoughts of man." At that moment he caught sight of Juan running toward him from the lake. The lad had just returned from Bodega Central. "Padre," he exclaimed breathlessly, "there is war in the country again! The revolution has broken out, and they are fighting all along the river!" Jos6 turned into the house and clasped Carmen in his arms. CHAPTER 15 JUAN'S startling announcement linked Jose again with a fad- ing past. Standing with his arm about Carmen, while the child looked lip wonderingly at her grimly silent protector, the priest seemed to have fallen with dizzy precipitation from some spiritual height into a familiar material world of men and events. Into his chastened mentality there now rushed a rabble rout of suggestions, throwing into wild confusion the or- derly forces of mind which he was striving to marshal to meet 108 CARMEN ARIZA the situation. He recalled, for the first time in his new environ- ment, the significant conversation of Don Jorge and the priest Diego, in Banco. He saw again the dark clouds that were low- ering above the unhappy country when he left Cartagena. Had they at last broken? And would carnal lust and rapine again drench fair Colombia with the blood of her misguided sons? Were the disturbance only a local uprising, headed by a coterie of selfish politicians, it would produce but a passing ripple. Colombia had witnessed many such, and had, by a judicious redistribution of public offices, generally met the crises with little difficulty. On the other hand, if the disorder drew its stimulus from the deep-seated, swelling sentiment of protest against the continued affiliation of Church and State, then what might not ensue before reason would again lay her restraining hand upon the rent nation! For — strange anomaly — no strife is so venomous, no wars so bloody, no issues so steeped in deadliest hatred, as those which break forth in the name of the humble Christ. A buzzing concourse was gathering in the plaza before the church. Leaving Carmen in charge of Dona Maria, Jose min- gled with the excited people. Juan had brought no definite information, other than that already imparted to Jose, but his elastic Latin imagination had supplied all lacking essentials, and now, with much gesticulation and rolling of eyes, with frequent alternations of shrill chatter and dignified pomp of phrase, he was portraying in a mdlange of picturesque and poetic Spanish the supposed happenings along the great river. Jose forced the lad gently aside and addressed the thor- oughly excited people himself, assuring them that no reliable news was as yet at hand, and bidding them assemble in the church after the evening meal, where he would advise with them regarding their future course. He then sought the Alcalde, and drew him into his store, first closing the door against the excited multitude. "Bien, Senor Padre, what are you going to do?" The Alcalde was atremble with insuppressible excitement. "Don Mario, we must protect Simiti," replied the priest, with a show of calm which he did not possess. "Caramba, but not a man will stay! They will run to the hills! The guerrillas will come, and Simiti will be burned to the ground!" "Will you stay— with me?" "Na, and be hacked by the machetes of the guerrillas, or lassoed by government soldiers and dragged off to the war?" The official mopped the damp from his purple brow. "Caramba!" he went on. "But the Antioquanians will come 109 CARMEN ARIZA down the Simiti trail from Remedios and butcher every one they meet! They hate us Simitanians, since we whipped them in the revolution of seventy-six! And — Diablo! if we stay here and beat them back, then the federal troops will come with their ropes and chains and force us away to fight on their side ! Nombre de Dios! I am for the mountains — pronto!" Jose's own fear mounted by leaps. And yet, in the welter of conflicting thought two objects stood out above the rest — Carmen and Rosendo. The latter was on the trail, somewhere. Would he fall afoul of the baindits who find in these revolutions their opportunities for plunder and bloodshed? As for Carmen — the priest's apprehensions were piling mountain-high. He had quickly forgotten his recent theories regarding the nature of God and man. He had been swept by the force of ill tidings clean off the lofty spiritual plane up to which he had struggled during the past weeks. Again he was befouled in the mire of material fears and corroding speculations as to the probable manifestations of evil, real and immanent. Don Mario was right. He must take the child and fly at once. He would go to Dona Maria immediately and bid her prepare for the journey. "You had best go to Don Nicolds," replied Dona Maria, when the priest had voiced his fears to her. "He lives in Boque, and has a hacienda somewhere up that river. He will send you there in his canoe." "And Boque is—?" "Three hours from Simiti, across the shales. You must start with the dawn, or the heat will overtake you before you arrive." "Then make yourself ready, Doiia Maria," said 3os6 in relief, "and we will set out in the morning." "Padre, I will stay here," the woman quietly replied. "Stay here!" ejaculated the priest. "Impossible! But why?" "There will be many women too old to leave the town, Padre. I will stay to help them if trouble comes. And I would not go without Rosendo." Shame fell upon the priest like a blanket. He, the Cura, was deserting his charge! And this quiet, dignified woman had shown herself stronger than the man of God! He turned to the door. Carmen was just entering. He took the child by the hand and led her to his own cottage, "Carmen," he said, as she stood expectantly before him, "we — there is trouble in the country— that is, men are fighting and killing down on the river— and they may come here. We must — I mean, I think it best for us to go away from Simiti for a while." The priest's eyes fell before the perplexed gaze of the girl. 110 CARMEN ARIZA "Go away?" she repeated slowly. "But, Padre — why?" "The soldiers might come — ^wicked men might come and harm you, chiquital" The child seemed not to comprehend. "Is it that you think they will. Padre f she at length spoke. "I fear so, little one," he made reply. "But— why should they?'' "Because they want to steal and kill," he returned sadly. "They can't. Padre — they can't!" the girl said quickly. "You told me that people see only their thoughts, you know. They only think they want to steal — and they don't think right—" "But," he interrupted bitterly, "that doesn't keep them from coming here just the same and — and — " He checked his words, as a faint memory of his recent talks with the girl glowed momentarily in his seething brain. "But we can keep them from coming here. Padre — can't we?" "How. child?" "By thinking right ourselves. Padre — ^you said so, days ago — don't you remember?" The girl came to the frightened man and put her little arm about his neck. It was an action that had become habitual with her. "Padre dear, you read me* something from your Bible just yesterday. It was about God, and He said, 'I am that which was, and is, and is to come.' Don't you remember? But, Padre dear, if He is that which is to come, how can anything bad come?" O, ye of little faith ! Could ye not watch one hour with me — the Christ-principle? Must ye ever flee when the ghost of evil stalks before you with his gross assumptions? Yes, Jose remembered. But he had said those things to her and evolved those beautiful theories in a time of peace. Now his feeble faith was flying in panic before the demon of unbelief, which had been aroused by sudden fear. The villagers were gathering before his door like frightened sheep. They sought counsel, protection, from him, the un- faithful shepherd. Could he not, for their sakes, tear himself loose from bondage to his own deeply rooted beliefs, and launch out into his true orbit about God? Was life, happiness, all, at the disposal of physical sense? Did he not love these people? And could not his love for them cast out his fear? If the test had come, would he meet it, calmly, even alone with his God, if need be? — or would he basely flee? He was not alone. Carmen stood by him. She had no part in his coward- ice. But Carmen — she was only a child, immature, inexpe- rienced in the ways of the world! True. Yet the great God himself had caused His prophets to see that "a little child shall 111 CARMEN ARIZA lead them." And surely Carmen was now leading in fearless- ness and calm, trust, in the face of impending evil. Jose rose from his chair and threw back his shoulders. He stepped quickly to the door. "My children," he said gently, holding out his arms over them. "Be not afraid. I shall not leave" Simiti, but remain here to help and protect all who will stay with me. If the guerrillas or soldiers come we will meet them here, where we shall be protecting our loved ones and our homes. Come to the church to-night, and there we will discuss plans. Go now, and remember that your Cura has said that there shall no harm befall you." Did he believe his own words? He wondered. The people dispersed; Carmen was called by Doiia Maria; and Jos6 dropped down upon his bed to strive again to clear hts mind of the foul brood which had swept so suddenly into' it, and to prepare for the evening meeting. Late that night, as he crossed the. road from the church to his little home, his pulse beat rapidly under the stimulus of real joy. He had conquered his own and the fears of the Alcalde, and that official had at length promised to stay and support him. The people's fears of impressment into military service had been calmly met and assuaged, though Jose had yielded to their wish to form a company pf militia; and had even agreed to drill them, as he had seen the troops of Europe drilled and prepared for conflict. There were neither guns nor ammunition in the town, but they could drill with their machetes — for, he repeated to himself, this was but a conces- sion, an expedient, to keep the men occupied and their minds stimulated by his own show of courage and preparedness. It was decided to send Lazaro Ortiz at once into the Guamoco district, to find and warn Rosendo; while Juan was to go to Bodega Central for whatever news he might gather, and to return with immediate warning, should danger threaten their town. Similar instruction was to be sent to Escolastico, at Badillo. Within a few days a runner should be despatched over the Guamoco trail, to spread the information as judiciously as possible that the people of Simiti were armed and on the alert to meet any incursion from guerrilla bands. The ripple of excitement quickly died away. The priest would now strive mightily to keep his own thought clear and his courage alive, to sustain his people in whatever experience might befall them. Quiet reigned in the little village the next morning, and its people went about their familiar duties jvith but a passing thought of the events of the preceding day. The Alcalde called at the parish house early for further instructions in regard to 112 CARMEN ARIZA the proposed company of militia. The priest decided to drill his men twice a day, at the rising and setting of the sun. Car- men's lessons were then resumed, and soon Jos6 was again laboring conscientiously to imbibe the spirit of calm trust which dwelt in this young girl. The Master's keynote before every threatening evil was, "Be not afraid." Carmen's liife-niotif was, "God is everywhere." Jose strove to see that the Christ-principle was eternal, and as available to mankind now as when the great Exemplar pro- pounded it to the dull ears of his followers. But men must learn how to use it. When they have done this, Christianity will be as scientific and demonstrable to mankind as is now the science of mathematics. A rule, though understood, is utterly ineffective if not applied. Yet, how to apply the Christ-princi- ple? is the question convulsing a world to-day. God, the infinite creative mind, is that principle. Jesus showed clear ly^so clearly that the wonder is men could have missed the mark so completely — that the great principle be- comes available only when men empty their minds of pride, selfishness, ignorance, and human will, and put in their place love, humility and truth. This step taken, there will flow into the human consciousness the qualities of God himself, giving powers that mortals believe utterly impossible to them. But hatred must go; self-love, too; carnal ambition must go; and fear — ^the cornerstone of every towering structure of mortal misery — must be utterly cast out by an understanding of the allness of the Mind that framed the spiritual universe. Jose, looking at Carmen as she sat before him, tried to know that love was the salvation, the righteousness, right-thinking, by which alone the sons of men could be redeemed. The world would -give such utterance the lie, he knew. To love an enemy is weakness ! The sons of earth must be warriors, and valiantly fight! Alas! the tired old world has fought for ages untold, and gained — nothing. Did Jesus fight? Not as the world. He had a better way. He loved his enemies with a love that un- derstood the allness of God, and the consequent nothingness of the human concept. Knowing the concept of man as mortal to be an illusion, Jesus then knew that he had no enemies. The work-day closed, and Carmen was about to leave. A shadow fell across the open doorway. Jose looked up. A man, dressed in clerical garb, stood looking in, his eyes fixed upon Carmen. Jose's heart stopped, and he sat as one stunned. The man was Padre Diego Polo. "Ah, brother in Christ!" the newcomer cried, advancing with outstretched hands. "Well met, indeed! I ached to think I might not find you here! But — Carambal can this be my 113 CARMEN ARIZA little Carmen, from whom I tore myself in tears four years ago and more? Diablo! but she has grown to be a charming senor- ita already." He bent over and kissed the child loudly upon each cheek. Jose with difficulty restrained himself from pouncing upon the man as he watched him pass his fat hands over the girl!s bare arms and feast his lecherous eyes upon her round figure and plump limbs. The child shrank under the wither- ing touch. Freeing herself, she ran from the room, followed by a taunting laugh from Diego. "Caramba!" he exclaimed, sinking into the chair vacated by the girl. "But I had the devil's own trouble getting here! And I find everything quiet as a funeral in this sink of a town, just as if hell were not spewing fire down on the river! Dios! But give me a bit of rum, amigo. My spirits droop like the torn wing of a heron." Jose slowly found his voice. "I have no rum. I regret ex- ceedingly, friend. But doubtless the Alcalde can supply you. Have you seen him?" "Hombre! With what do you quench your thirst?" ejacu- lated the disappointed priest. "Lake water?" Then he added with a fatuous grin: "No, I have not yet honored the Alcalde with a call. Anx- ious care drove me straight from the boat to you; for with you, a brother priest, I knew I would find hospitality and protection." Jose sat speechless. After a few moments, during which he fanned himself vigorously with his black felt hat, Diego con- tinued volubly: "You are consumed to know what brings me here, eh? Bien, I will anticipate your questions. The country is on fire around Banco. And — ^you know they do not love priests down that way — well, I saw that it had come around to my move. I therefore got out — quickly. H'm! "But," he continued, "luckily 1 had screwed plenty of Masses out of the Banco sheep this past year, and my treasure box was comfortably full. Bueno, I hired a canoe and a couple of strapping peones, who brought me by night, and by damnably slow degrees, up the river to Bodega Central. As luck would have it, I chanced to be there the day Juan arrived from Simiti. So I straightway caused inquiry to be made of him respecting the present whereabouts of our esteemed friend, Don Rosendo. Learning that my worthy brother was prospecting for La Libertad, it occurred to me that this decaying town might af- ford me the asylum I needed until I could make the necessary preparations to get up into the mountains. Caramba! but I 114 CARMEN ARIZA shall not stay where a stray bullet or a badly directed machete may terminate my noble life-aspirations!" Jose groaned inwardly. "But, how dared you come to Simiti?" he exclaimed. "You were once forced to leave this town—!" "Assuredly, amigo," Diego replied with great coolness. "And I would not risk my tender skin again had I not believed that you were here to shield me. My only safety lies in making the mountains. Their most accessible point is by way of Simiti. From here I can go to the San Lucas country; eventually get back to the Guamoco trail; and ultimately land in Remedios, or some other town farther south, where the anticlerical senti- ment is not so cursedly strong. I have money and two negro boys. The boat I shall have to leave here in your care. Bien, learning that Rosendo, my principal annoyance and obstruc- tion, was absent, and that you, my friend, were here, I decided to brave the wrath of the simple denizens of this hole, and spend a day or two as guest of yourself and my good friend, the Alcalde,^ before journeying farther. Thus you have it all, in parvo. But, Dios y diablol that trip up the river has nearly done for me! We traveled by night and hid in the brush by day, where millions of gnats and mosquitoes literally devoured me! Caramba! and you so inhospitable as to have no rum!" The garrulous priest paused for breath. Then he resumed : "A voluptuous little wench, that Carmen! Keeping her for yourself, eh? But you will have tg give her up. Belongs to the Church, you know. But don't let our worthy Don Wences- las hear of her good looks, for he'd pop her into a convent presto! And later he — Bien, you had better get rid of her be- fore she makes you trouble. I'll take her off your hands my- self, even though I shall be traveling for the next few months. But, say," changing the subject abruptly, "Don Wenceslas sprung his trap too soon, eh?" "I don't follow you," said Jose, consuming with indigna- tion over the priest's coarse talk, "Diablo! he pulls a revolution before it is ripe. Is anything more absurd ! It begins as he intended, anticlerical ; and so it will run for a while. But after that — Bien, you will see it re- verse itself and turn solely political, with the present Govern- ment on top at the last, and the end a matter of less than six weeks." "Do you think so?" asked Jose, eagerly grasping at a new hope. "I know it!" ejaculated Diego. "Hombre! But I have been too close to matters religious and political in this country all my life not to know that Don Wenceslas has this time com- 115 CARMEN ARIZA mitted the blunder of being a bit too eager. Had he waited a few months longer, and then pulled the string — Dios y diablol there would have been such a fracas as to turn the Cordilleras bottom up! Now all that is set back for years — Quien sabe?" "But," queried the puzzled Jose, "how could Wenceslas, a priest, profit by an anticlerical war?" "Caramba, amigol But the good Wenceslas is priest only in name! He is a politician, bred to the game. He lays his plans with the anticlericals, knowing full well that Church and State can not be separated in this land of mutton-headed peones. Bueno, the clever man precipitates a revolution that can have but one result, the closer unioji of Rome and the Co- lombian Government. And for this he receives the direction of the See of Cartagena and the disposition of the rich revenues from the mines and flncas of his diocese. Do you get me?" "And, amigo, how long will this disturbance continue?" said Jose, speaking earnestly. "I have told you, a few weeks at the most," replied Diego with a show of petulance. "But, just the same, as agent of your friend Wenceslas, I have been a mite too active along the river, especially in the town of Banco, to find safety anywhere within, the pale of civilization until this little fracas blows over. This one being an abortion, the next revolution can come only after several years of most painstaking preparation. But, mark me, amigo, that one will not miscarry, nor will it be less than a scourge of the Lord!" . Despite the sordidness of the man, Jos6 was profoundly grateful to him for this information. And there could be no doubt of its authenticity, coming as it did from a tool of Wen- ceslas himself. Jose became cheerful, even animated. "Good, then ! Now when do you expect to set out for San Lucas?" he asked. "Rosendo may return any day." "Diablo! Then I must be off at once!" "To-morrow?" suggested Jose eagerly. "Caramba, hermano! Why so desirous of my departure? To be sure, to-morrow, if possible. But I must have a chat with our good friend, the Alcalde. So do me the inexpressible favor to accompany me to his door, and there leave me. My peones are down at the boat, and I would rather not face the people of Simiti alone." "Gladly," assented Jos6. The man rose to depart. At that moment Doiia Maria ap- peared at the door bearing a tray with Josh's supper. She stopped short as she recognized Diego. "Ah, Senora Dona Maria!" exclaimed Diego, bowing low. "I kiss your hand." 116 CARMEN ARIZA The woman looked inquiringly from Diego to Jose. With- out a word she set the tray on the table and quickly departed. "H'm, amigo, 1 think it well to visit the Alcalde at once," murmured Diego. "I regret that 1 bring the amiable senora no greeting from her charming daughter. Ay de mi!" he sighed, picking up his hat. "The conventions of this world are so narrow!" Don Mario exclaimed loudly when he beheld the familiar figure of Padre Diego. Recovering from his astonishment he broke into a loud guffaw and clapped the grinning priest heartily upon the back. "Caramba, man! But I admire you at last! I can forgive all your wickedness at sight of such nerve! Ramona!" calling to his daughter in the patio. , "That last garrafon and some glasses! But enter, enter, seiiores! Why stand you there? My poor hovel is yours!" stepping aside and ceremoniously waving them in. "Our friend finds that his supper awaits him," said Diego, laying a hand patronizingly upon Jose's arm. "But I will eat with you, my good Don Mario, and occupy a petate on your floor to-night. Conque, until later, Don Jose," waving a polite dismissal to the latter. "If not' to-night, then in the morning temprano." The audacity of the man nettled Jose. He would have liked to be present during the interview between the Alcalde and this cunning religio-political agent, for he knew that the weak- kneed Don Mario would be putty in his oily hands. However, Diego had shown him that he was not wanted. And there was nothing to do but nurse his temper and await events. But, whatever deplorable results the visit of Diego might entail, he had at least brought present comfort to Jose in his report of the militant uprising now in progress, and the latter would sleep this night without the torment of dread apprehen- sion. The next morning Diego entered the parish house just as master and pupil were beginning their day.'s work. "Ha!" he exclaimed, "our parochial school is quite discrimi- nating! No? One pupil! Bien, are there not enough children in the town to warrant a larger school, and with a Sister in charge? I will report the matter to the good Bishop." Jose's wrath leaped into flame. "There is a school here, as you know, amigo, with a competent master," he replied with what calmness he could muster. It was perhaps a hasty and unfortunate remark, for Jose knew he had been jealously selfish with Carmen. "Caramba, yes!" retorted Diego. "A private school, to 117 CARMEN ARIZA which the stubborn beasts that live in this sink will not send their brats! There must be a parochial school in Simiti, sup- ported by the people! Oh, don't worry; there is gold enough here, buried in patios and under these innocent-looking mud walls, to support the Pope for a decade — and that," he chuckled, "is no small sum!" His eyes roved over Carmen and he began a mental ap- praisement of the. girl. "Caramba!" muttering half to himself, after he had feasted his sight upon her for some moments, "but she is large for her age — and, Dios y diablol a ravishing beauty!" He stood for a while wrapped in thought. Then an idea seemed to filter through his cunning brain. His coarse, un- moral face brightened, and his thick lips parted in an evil smile. "Come here, little one," he said patronizingly, extending his arms to the child. "Come, give your good Padre his morning kiss." The girl shrank back in her chair and looked appealingly at Jos6. "No? Then I must come and steal it; and when you confess to good Padre Jose you may tell him it was all my fault." He started toward her. A look of horror came into the child's face and she sprang from her seat. Jose swiftly rose. He seized Diego by the shoulder and whirled him quickly about. His face was menacing and his frame trembled. "One moment, friend!" The voice was low, tense, and de- liberate. "If you lay a hand on that child I will strike you dead at my feet!" Diego recoiled. Cielo! was this the timid sheep that had stopped for a moment in Banco on its way to the slaughter? But there was no mistaking the spirit manifested now in that voice and attitude. "Why, amigo!" he exclaimed, a foolish grin splitting his ugly features. "Your little joke startled me!" Jose motioned Carmen to leave. "Be seated, Don Diego. It would be well to understand each other more thoroughly." Had Jose gone too far? He wondered. Heaven knew, he could not afford to make enemies, especially at this juncture! But he had not misread the thought coursing through the foul mind of Diego. And yet, violence now might ruin both the child and himself. He must be wiser. "I — I was perhaps a little hasty, amigo," he began in gentler tones. "But, as you see, I have been quite wrought up of late — the news of the revolution, and — in these past months there have been many things to cause me worry. I — " 118 CARMEN ARIZA "Say no more, good friend," interrupted the oily Diego, his beady eyes twinkling. "But you will not wonder it struck me odd that a father should not be permitted to embrace his own daughter." Dead silence, heavy and stifling, fell upon Jose. Slowly his throat filled, and his ears began to throb. Diego sat before him, smiling and twirling his fat thumbs. He looked like the images of Chinese gods Jose had seen in foreign lands. Then the tortured man forced a laugh. Of course, the strain of yesterday had been too much for him! His over- wrought mind had read into words and events meanings which they had not been meant to convey. "True, amigo," he managed to say, striving to steady his voice. "But we spiritual Fathers should not forget — " Diego laughed egregiously. "Caramba, man! Let us get to the meat in the niit. Why do you think I am in Simiti, braving the wrath of Rosendo and others? Why have I left my comfortable quarters in Banco, to undertake a journey, long and hazardous, to this godless hole?" He paused, apparently enjoying the suffering he saw de- picted upon Jose's countenance. "I will tell you," he resumed. "But you will keep my con- fidence, no? We are brother priests, and must hold together. You protect me in this, and I return the favor in a like indis- cretion. Bien, I explain : I am here partly because of the revo- lution, as I told you yesterday, and partly, as I did not tell you, to see my little girl, my daughter. Carmen — "Caramba, man!" he cried, bounding to his feet, as he saw Jose slowly rise before him. "Listen! It is God's truth! Sit down!. Sit down!" Jose dropped back into his chair like a withered leaf in the lull of a winter's wind. "Dios y diablo, but it rends me to make this confession, amigo I And yet, I look to you for support ! The girl. Carmen — I am her father!" Diego paced 'dramatically up and down before the scarce hearing Jose and unfolded his story in a quick, jerky voice, with many a gesture and much rolling of his bright eyes. "Her mother was a Spanish woman of high degree. We met in Bogota. My vows prevented me from marrying her, else I should have done so. Caramba, but I loved her! Bien, I was called to Cartagena. She feared, in her delicate state, that I was deserting her. She tried to follow me, and at Badillo was put off the boat. There, poor child, she passed away in grief, leaving her babe. May she rest forever on the bosom of the blessed Virgin!" Diego bowed reverently and crossed himself. 119 CARMEN ARIZA "Then I lost all trace of her. My diligent inquiries re- vealed nothing. Two years later I was assigned to the parish of Simiti. Here I saw the little locket which I had given her, and knew that Carmen was my child. Ah, Dios! what a revela- tion to a breaking heart ! But I could not openly acknowledge her, for I was already in disgrace, as you know. And, once down, it is easy to sink still further. I confess, I was indis- creet here. I was forced to fly. Rosendo's daughter followed me, despite my protests. I was assigned to Banco. Bien, time passed, and you came. I had hoped you would take the little Carmen under your protection. God, how I grieved for the child ! At last I determined, come what might, to see her. The revolution drove me to the mountains; and love for my girl brought me by way of Simiti. And now, amigo, you have my confession — and you will not be hard on me? Caramba, I need a friend!" He sat down, and mopped his wet brow. His talk had shaken him visibly. Again oppressive silence. Jose was staring with unseeing eyes out through the open doorway. A stream of sunlight poured over the dusty threshold, and myriad motes danced in the golden flood. "Bien, amigo," Diego resumed, with more confidence. "I had not thought to reveal this, my secret, to you — nor to any one, for that matter — ^but just to get a peep at my little daugh- ter, and assure my anxious heart of her welfare. But since coming here and seeing how mature she is my plans have taken more definite shape. I shall leave at daybreak to-morrow, if Don Mario can have my supplies ready on this short notice, and — ^will take Carmen with me." Jose struggled wearily to his feet. The color had left his face, and ages seemed to bestride his bent shoulders. His voice quavered as he slowly spoke. "Leave me now, Don Diego. It were better that we should not meet again until you depart." "But, amifl-o— ah, I feel for you, believe me! You are at- tached to the child — who would not be? Carhmba, what is this world but a cemetery of bleaching hopes! But — how can I ask it? Amigo, send the child to me at the house of the Alcalde. I would hold her in my arms and feel a father's joy. And bid the good Dofia Maria make her ready for to-morrow's journey." Josd turned to the man. An ominous calm now possessed ,; y°^ ®^^<^ — ^^^ ^^^ Lucas district?" "Qnien sabe? good friend," Diego made hasty reply. "My plans seem quite altered since coming here. Bien, we must see. But I will leave you now. And you will send Carmen to 120 CARMEN ARIZA me at once? And bid her bring her mother's locket. Conque, hasta luego, amigo." He went to the door, and seeing his two negro peones loiter- ing near, walked confidently and briskly to the house of Don Mario. Jose, bewildered and benumbed, staggered into his sleeping room and sank upon the bed. ♦ ♦•♦»» "Padre — Padre dear." Carmen stood beside the stricken priest, and her little hand crept into his. "I watched until I saw him go, and then I came in. He has bad thoughts, hasn't he? But — Padre dear, what is it? Did he make you think bad thoughts, too? He can't, you know, if you don't want to." She bent over him and laid her cheek against his. Jose stared unseeing up at the thatch roof. "Padre dear, everything has a rule, a principle, you told me. Don't you remember? But his thoughts haven't any principle, have they? Any more than the mistakes I make in algebra. Aren't we glad we know that!" The child kissed the suffering man and wound her arms about his neck. "Padre dear, he couldn't say anything that could make you unhappy — he just couldn't! God is everywhere, and you are His child — and I am, too — and — and there just isn't any- thing here but God, and we are in Him. Why, Padre, we are in Him, just like the little fish in the lake! Isn't it nice to know that — to really know it?" Aye, if he had really known it he would not now be stretched upon a bed of torment. Yet, Carmen knew it. And his suffering was for her. Was he not really yielding to the mesmerism of human events? Why, oh, why could he not remain superior to thpm? Why continually rise and fall, tossed through his brief years like a dry weed in the blast? It was because he would know evil, and yield to its mes- merism. His enemies were not without, but within. How could he hope to be free until he had passed from self-con- sciousness to the sole consciousness of infinite good? "Padre dear, his bad thoughts have only the minus sign, haven't they?" Yes, and Jose's now cairried the same symbol of nothingness. Carmen was linked to the omnipresent mind that is God; and no power, be it Diego or his superior, Wenceslas, could effect a separation. But if Carmen was Diego's child, she must go with him, 18 121 CARMEN ARIZA Jos^ could no longer endure this torturing thouglit. He rose from the bed and sought Dofia Maria. "Senora," he pleaded, "tell me again what you know of Carmen's parents." The good woman was surprised at the question, but could add nothing to what Rosendo had already told him. He asked to see again the locket. Alas! study it as he might, the portrait of the man was wholly indistinguishable. The sweet, sad face of the young mother looked out from its frame like a suffering Magdalen. In it he thought he saw a resemblance to Carmen. As for Diego, the child certainly did not resemble him in the least. But years of dissipation and evil doubtless had wrought their changes in his features. He looked around for Carmen. She had -disappeared. He rose and searched through the house for her. Dona Maria, busy in the kitchen, had not seen her leave. His search futile, he returned with heavy heart to his own house and sat down to think. Mechanically he opened his Bible. When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee. Not "if," but "when." The sharp experiences of human ex- istence are not to be avoided. But in their very midst the Christ-principle is available to the faithful searcher and worker. Doiia Maria came with the midday meal. Clarmen had not returned. Jose, alarmed b^ond measure, prepared to set out in search of her. But at that moment one of Diego's peones appeared at the door with his master's request that the child be sent at once to him. At least, then, she was not in his hands; and Jose breathed more freely. It seemed to him that, should he see her in Diego's arms, he must certainly strangle him. He shuddered at the thought. Only a few minutes be- fore he had threatened to kill him! He left his food untasted. Unspeakably wearied with his incessant mental battle, he threw himself again upon his bed, and at length sank into a deep sleep. The shadows were gathering when he awoke with a start. He heard a call from the street. Leaping from the bed, he hastened to the door, just as Rosendo, swaying beneath his pack, and accompanied by Lazaro Ortiz, rounded the corner and made toward him. "Hola, amigo Cura!" Rosendo shouted, his face radiant. "Come and bid me welcome, and receive good news!" At the same moment Carmen came flying toward them from the direction of the shales. Jos^ instantly divined the motive which had sent her out there. He turned his face to hide the tears which sprang to his eyes. 122 CARMEN A.RIZA "Thank God!" he murmured in a choking voice. Then he hastened to his faithful ally and clasped him in his arms. CHAPTER 16 STRUGGLING vainly with his agitation, while the good tid- ings which he could no longer hold fairly bubbled from his lips, Rosendo dragged the priest into the parish house and made fast the doors. Swinging his chair to the floor, he hastily unstrapped his kit and extracted a canvas bag, which he handed to Jos6. "Padre," he exclaimed in a loud whisper, "we have found it!" "Found what?" the bewildered Jose managed to ask. "Gold, Padre — gold! Look, the bag is full! H ombre I not less than forty pesos oro — and more up there — quien sabe how much ! Caramba-!" - Rosendo fell into a chair, panting with excitement. Jose sat down with quickening pulse and waited for the full story. It was not long coming. "Padre — I knew we would find it — ^but not this way ! Hom- bre! It was back of Popales. I had been washing the sands there for two days after my return. There was a town at that place, years ago. The stone foundations of the houses can still be seen. The Tigui was rich at that point then; but it is washed out now. Bien, one morning I started out at daybreak to prospect Popales creek, the little stream cutting back into the hills behind the old settlement. There was a heavy mist over the whole valley, and I could not see ten feet before my face. Bien, I had gone up stream a long distance, perhaps several miles, without finding more than a few colors, when suddenly the mist began to clear, and there before me, only a few feet away, stood a young deer, just as dumfounded as I was." He paused a moment for breath, laughing meanwhile at the memory of his surprise. Then he resumed. "Bueno, fresh venison looked good to me. Padre, living on salt bagre and beans. But I had no weapon, save my machete. So I let drive with that, and with all my strength. The big knife struck the deer on a leg. The animal turned and started swiftly up the mountain side, with myself in pursuit. Caramba, that was a climb! But with his belly chasing him, a hungry man will climb anything! Through palms and ferns and high weeds, falling over rocks and tripping on ground vines we 123 CARMEN ARIZA went, clear to the top of the hill. Then the animal turned and plunged down a glen. On the descent it traveled faster, and in a few minutes had passed clean from my sight. Caramba, I was angry!" He stopped to laugh again at the incident. "The glen," he continued, "ran down for perhaps a hundred yards, and then widened into a clearing. I have been in the Popales country many times, Padre, but I had never been to the top of this mountain, nor had I ever seen this glen, which seemed to be an ancient trail. So I went on down toward the clearing. As I approached it I crossed what apparently was the bed of an ancient stream, dry now, but with many pools of water from the recent rains, which are very heavy in that region. Bien, I turned and followed this dry bed for a long distance, and at last came out into the open, I found myself in a circular space, surrounded by high hills, with no opening but the stream bed along which I had come. At the far end of the basin-shaped clearing the creek bed stopped abruptly; and I then knew that the water had formerly come over the cliff above in a high waterfall, but had flowed in a direction oppo- site to that of Popales creek, this mountain being the divide. "Bueno; now for my discovery! I several times filled my batea with gravel from the dry bed and washed it in one of the pools. I got only a few scattered colors. But as I dug along the margin of the bed I noticed what seemed to be pieces of adobe bricks. I went on up one side of the bowl-shaped glen, and found many such pieces, and in some places stones that had served as foundations for houses at one time. So I knew that there had been a town there, long, long ago. But it must have been an Indian village, for had it been known to the Spaniards I surely would have learned of it from my parents. The ground higher up was strewn with the broken bricks. I picked up many of the pieces and examined them. Almost every one showed a color or two of gold; but not enough to pay washing the clay from which they had been made. But— and here is the end of my story— I have said that this open space was shaped like a bowl, with all sides dipping sharply to the center. It occurred to me that in the years — who knows how many? — that have passed since this town was abandoned, the heavy rains that had dissolved the mud bricks also must have washed the mud and the gold it carried down into the center of this basin, where, with great quantities of water sweepmg over it every rainy season, the clay and sand would gradually wash out, leaving the gold concentrated in the center." The old man stopped to light the thick cigar which he had rolled durmg his recital. 124 CARMEN ARIZA "Caramba! Padre, it was a lucky thought! I located the center of the big bowl as nearly as possible, and began to dig. I washed some of the dirt taken a foot or two below the sur- face. Hombrel it left a string of gold clear around the bateal I became so excited I could scarcely dig. Every batea, as I got deeper and deeper, yielded more and more gold! I hurried back to the Tigui for my supplies; and then camped up there and washed the sand and clay for two weeks, until I had to come back to Simiti for food. Forty pesos oro in fifteen days ! Caramba! And there is more. And all concentrated from the mud bricks of that old, forgotten town in the mountains, miles back of Popales! May the Virgin bless that deer and mend its hurt leg!" One hundred and sixty francs in shining gold flakes! And who knew how much more to be had for the digging! "Ah, Padre," mused Rosendo, "it is wonderful how things turn out — that is, when, as the little Carmen says, you think right! I thoiight I'd find it — I knew it was right! And here it is! Caramba!" At the mention of Carmen's name Jos6 again became troubled. Rosendo as yet did not know of Die'go's presence in Simiti. Should he tell him? It might lead to murder. Ro- sendo would learn of -it soon enough; and Jose dared not cast a blight upon the happiness of this rare moment. He would wait. As they sat reunited at the supper table in Rosendo's house, a constant stream of townspeople passed and repassed thie door, some stopping to greet the returned prospector, others lingering to witness Rosendo's conduct when he should learn of Diego's presence in the town, although no one would tell him of it. The atmosphere was tense with suppressed excite- ment, and Jose trembled with dread. Doiia Maria moved quietly about, giving no hint of the secret she carried. Carmen laughed and chatted, but did not again mention the man from whose presence she had fled to the shales that morning. Who could doubt that in the midst of the prevalent mental confusion she had gone out there "to think"? And having performed that duty, she had, as usual, left her problem with her imma- nent God, "I will go up and settle with Don Mario this very night," Rosendo abruptly announced, as they rose from the table. "Not yet, friend!" cried Jose quickly. "Lazaro has told you of the revolution; and we have many plans to consider, now that we have found gold. Come with me to the shales. We will not be interrupted there. We can slip out through the rear door, and so avoid these curious people. I have much to discuss with you." 125 CARMEN ARIZA Rosendo chuckled. "My honest debts first, buen Cura," he said sturdily. And throwing back his shoulders he strutted about the room with the air of a plutocrat. With his bare feet, his soiled, flapping attire, and his swelling sense of self- importance he cut a comical figure. "But, Rosendo — " Jose was at his wits' end. Then a happy thought struck him. "Why, man ! I want to make you captain of the militia we are forming, and I must talk with you alone first!" The childish egotism of the old man was instantly touched. "Capit&n! el capitdnl" he cried in glee. He slapped his chest and strode proudly around the room. "Caramba! Capitdn Don Rosendo Ariza, SI Ha! Shall I carry a sword and wear gold braid? — But these fellows are mighty curious," he mut- tered, looking out through the door at the loitering townsfolk. "The shales, then. Padre! Close the front door, Carmencita." Jose scarcely breathed until, skirting the shore of the lake and making a detour of the town, he and Rosendo at length reached the shale beds unnoticed. "Rosendo, the gold deposit that you have discovered — ^is it safe? Could others find it?" queried Jose at length. "Never, Padre! No trail leads to it. And no one would think of looking there for gold. I discovered it by the merest chance, and I left no trace of my presence. Besides, there are no gold hunters in that country, and very few people in the entire district of Guamoco." "And how long will it take you to wash out the deposit, do you think?" "Quien sabe? Padre. A year — two years — ^p^haps longer," "But you cannot return to Guamoc6 until the rev0luti