C5:otn0U Intnctaitg ffiibrarg 3tl}aca, Sfem ^atk BOUGHT WITH THE INCOME OF THE FISKE ENDOWMENT FUND THE BEQUEST OF WILLARD FISKE LIBRARIAN OF THE UNIVERSITY ISSS-ISSS 1905 Cornell University Library arV15843 Memoir of the Rev. W.H. Hewltson 3 1924 031 389 335 olin.anx Cornell University Library The original of tliis bool< is in tine Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://www.archive.org/details/cu31924031389335 MEMOIR REV. W. H, HEWITSOiX EALLANTYKE, PIUSTtH, EDISBUKail. MEMOIR REY. W. H. HEWITSON, I^TE MINISTER OF THE FEEE CHUECH OF SCOTLAND, AT DIRLETOK. THE REV. JOHN BAILLIE, LINLITHGOW. " Ab a fossil in the rock, or a cola la the mortar of a rulu, So the sf mbolled thoughts tell of a departed soul : The plastic hand hath its iritncse in a etatae, and exac- titude of Tlslon in a picture ; And 80 the mind that was among us In its writinga ia embalmed." — Proverbial PhUoaophy. Secant ffittturn. LONDON : JAMES NISBET AJTO CO., 21 BERNERS STREET. MDCCCLII. PREFATORY NOTE TO SECOND EDITION. In the present edition, letters are given occasionally almost entire, as specimens of the correspondence at successive periods. The extracts have been incorporated, in general, with the narrative, with the view of rendering the whole more compact and consecutive. Several additional letters and extracts will be found in this edition. The volume is committed to the care of Him in whose sight the death of His saints is precious, and through whose grace they, being dead, may yet speak. It is to the praise of His grace, that He has already vouchsafed, both in this coimtry and in America, so wide and cordial an acceptance to the memorial of His departed servant. February 9, 1852. PREFACE. The following Memoir has been prepared for two reasons; the one, Mr Hewitson's character — the other, his work. The singular elevation of his Christian walk, so far surpassing what is ordinarily seen in this age of dwarfed spirituality, is fitted to stimulate the people of God to loftier attainments in holiness, and fitted also to arrest and win to Christ those who "have a name that they live, but are dead." It is no mere sentimentalist whose character we por- tray. Genius and high scholarship, dedicated to the service of Christ, and laid "a hving sacrifice" at His feet, is the life sketched in these pages. The reader will discover with how fascinating a charm that element invests the man of God. In this department the Author has found it no easy .\U1 PEBFACE. task to make a fitting selection from the mass of Mr Hewitson's letters. The principle which has guided him was, to select those which were properly biographical, because exhibiting the writer's characteristic features. The form of extracts, rather than of entire letters, has been adopted, in order to allow room for the more interesting and illustrative, as well as to afi'ord variety. It would have been less difficult to extend the Memoir twofold than to compress it within its present proportions. The great work in Madeira, in which Mr Hewitson was privileged to bear so large a part, is here exhibited, in its inner history, for the first time. Occasional con- temporary notices, and a pamphlet by Mr Roddam Tate, R.N., have acquainted the British pubhc with certain flagrant proceedings of the Romanists in Madeira, and with not a little of the sufferings of the converts. But the work itself which led to these proceedings has not hitherto been known, and for the obvious reason, that to publish it at the time would have been the sure method of arresting its progress, and no opportunity has since arisen for laying it before the public. The details of that work are furnished from two sources : — From notes by Dr Kalley, prepared by him for this PRBPACB. IX J)ublicatlon. These will be found to be singularly fresh and graphic. From Mr Hewitson's letters, written on the scene, and addressed to friends in Scotland. Among these letters are some official, but private, communications to the Committee at home, placed by the Committee at the Author's, disposal. The reader is thus put in possession of a continuous and authentic history of that very remarkable movement. What was that movement? Not a mere intellectual revolt from the absurdities of Romish teaching, but a wide-spread and palpable conversion of heart unto God — a, living scriptural Church called out of the very midst of Papal darkness — ^a noble band of confessors wilhngly forsaking houses, and lands, and country, for Christ's sake. Mr Macau] ay, in his History of England, has charac- terised a statesman of the Restoration as a good Protestant, but a very indifferent Christian. A Papist may be detached intellectually from Romanism, without being attached spiritually to Christ. The converts of Madeira became, not merely zealous Protestants, but living, earnest Christians. The history of such a movement is not a little instruc- tive at the present juncture. It tells once more, in PREFACE. language which no sophism can mystify, that Rome is the uncompromising enemy of an open and understood Bible. It tells that, before such a Bible, Eome cannot maintain her ground. It teUs that nowhere may not Christians go forth in hope and expectation, if only they go forth in faith and prayer, proclaiming the Lord's precious call, " Come out of her, my people." It has been the Author's aim throughout the Memoir to allow Mr Hewitson to speak for himself. Viewing the task of a biographer to be somewhat analogous to that of the setter of a precious stone, he has endeavoured simply to set the pearl, not to overlay it. The constant interruptions arising from the pressure of necessary avocations during the few months which have elapsed since Mr Hewitson's death, must be pleaded as an apo- logy for any marks of crudeness which deface the Memoir. For the kind counsel of several friends — among whom he is constrained to name the Rev. Horatius Bonar of Kelso, Mr William Dickson, Edinburgh, and the Rev. James Dodds, Dunbar, the last of whom has contributed some valuable reminiscences — he feels deeply grateful. He also begs to acknowledge the cordial aid of the various parties who have furnished the letters of Mr PREFACE. XI Hewitson, to which the Memoir is so largely indebted. His thanks are likewise due to Dr Baird of New York for the " Record of Facts connected with the Persecution in Madeira," published by the American Christian Union, and forwarded to the Author. " We are come," writes Isaac Taylor, " to no easy and gentle mood of the world's history. This is no hour of leisure, and facility, and soft persuasion. Who- ever dares not speak explicitly and boldly, had better not speak at all. The adherents of the gospel must either forfeit aU chance of a hearing, or act with a corre- spondent energy and promptitude. Whatever overloads, encumbers, defaces, our faith, should be thrown aside. Whoever is loaded with the stuff of this world, whether interests or prejudices, will be chased from the field, or fall there ingloriously." The subject of this Memoir " dared to speak explicitly." He spoke by his holy life. A soldier unencumbered by " the stuff of this world," here occupies the field, and he neither is chased away nor falls ingloriously. His watchword is, " We know that we are of God, and that the whole world lieth in wickedness." The watchword he can use without em- barrassment, for he himself consciously walks in God's fellowship. Xa PREFACE. What is it which so often evacuates of spiritual power the most polished and accomplished ministry ? "A man may preach," says Boston, " as an angel, and yet be useless. If Christ withdraw His presence, all will be to no purpose. If the Master of the house be away, the household will loathe their food, though it be dropping down about their tent-doors." And how is the Master's presence secured ? Not by a sudden transition from the bathos of a carnal, world*conforming walk, to the alti- tudes of a professional earnestness or the gravity of a pulpit hour, but by a habitual consecration of the soul to God — by the tender appeals and the affectionate longings of one who abides in the secret place of the Most High. " Follow me," said the Master, " and I will make you fishers of men." Is the maxim understood? At least, is it followed 1 " Meditate on these things," said a dis- ciple who had learned its meaning; " give thyself wholly to them." Paul could say, " Thanks be unto God, which always causeth us to triumph in Christ, and maketh manifest the savour of his knowledge by us in every place." And why ? Because to him personally " to live was Christ." Mr Hewitson, it will be seen, "followed Christ" — followed him everywhere — ^followed him as his all. And PEBFACB. Xlll what was the result ? "I have often since felt the influ- ence (rf that interview," is the testimony of an English minister, after the lapse of five years from the occasion on which they had once incidentally met. " The hal- lowed pathos with which he uttered his views, and the ' passion for souls' which he evinced, compelled me to think — ' Here is one of those godly men, whose holy fervour exceeds the endurance of their bodily frames, whom God permits to shorten their lives, apparently, by ardent desire and action, that a half-worldly and luke- warm Church may get a scriptural idea of zeal for God, through a living example — an epistle known and read of all men.' " Eebuked, yet stimulated, by the pattern of heavenly- mindedness and devotedness delineated in these pages, the Author humbly commends it to the notice of his brethren, praying that He who fashioned this " vessel of mercy " may stir in many hearts a holy ambition to be cast in the same heavenly mould, and to be filled with the same Divine treasure. April 29, 1851. CONTENTS. CHAPTER I. 1812-1837. Tf ' • PAGE Birth — Early Characteristics — Ambition — Dalmellington — Love of Reading — Progress in Classics — ^Mental Energy — Parallel to Kirke White — ^Integrity of Character — Enters College — College Honours, 1835 — Intense Application to Study — University Prize — Disappointed Hopes — Vacant Heart, 1-18 CHAPTER II. 1837-1840. The Religionist — The Tuming-Point — Incident at Leamington — " What must I do to be saved ? " — Enters Divinity Hall at Edinburgh — Theological Studies — Residence at Caimie Lodge — Impressions of Mr Hewitson, by the Rev. J. Dodds — De- spondency — ^Personal Covenant — Views of the Ministry — The Day Breaks — The Change Declared, .... 19-30 CHAPTER III. 1840, 1841. The "Interpreter's House" — The Concentric Circles — Self-Dedi- cation — Return to Dalmellington — The Great Change — ^De- XVI CONTENTS. PAOE light in the Bible— First-fruits to Christ— Try the Spirits— Face-to-faoe Fellowsliip— Dairy— Self-love and Selfishness— The Fulness of Christ— Studies in Hebrew— University Mis- sionary Association — Close qf College Course— "Public Souls"- The Medal cast into the Treasury— All Things become New— Neff on Monte Viso— A Dying World— Ap- peal to Fellow-students—" I am a Missionary" — Heavenly- mindedness, . . . . • 31-43 CHAPTEE IT. 1841, 1842. Health Giving Way— Grangemuir—" One Spirit"— "In the World," and "of the World"— The Rivers of Babylon— Conflicts- Outward and Inward Discipline— Heart's Utter Depravity — Joy over a Brother — ^Illness — Precious Lessons — Spirit of Adoption — Incipient Disease — Desire of Human Honour Incompatible with Faith — Invited to be Assistant to Mr M'Cheyne — Renewing the Covenant— Watchfulness — The Ima^ative Temperament : its Peculiar Trials — Bunyan — Cowper— Shakspere — " The Life of a Ministry" — " Inno- cent Amusements "—" Little Sins "—Electing Love— The Arab— Licensed by the Presbytery of Ayr— First Sermon- Departure for Bonn, .... 44-65 CHAPTER V. Summer 1842. Testimony of Dr Chalmers — Bonn — German Society — The Sab- bath — German Philosophy — ^Dwelling in God — Spiritual Trials — ^Means of Grace — Comfort to the Afflicted — The Sympathy of Christ^Illness— Return to Dalmellington, . 66-77 CHAPTER VI. 1842-1844. Retirement at Dalmellington — Study of Prophecy — Change of View on the T^ord's Second Coming — Remarks on Luke xxi.. CONTENTS. XVU PAGE &c.— On 2 Thessalonians ii., &c. — A Disciple's Duty — ^Value for the Word— Visit to Mr Hewitson at Dalmellington — Fer- vency of Spirit — Mr Stevenson's Recollections — Rejoicing in Hope — Correspondence — ^The Ten Lepers — The Night far Spent— One with Christ— Death of Mr M'Cheyne— Mi- Bonar's Comparison of the Two — " A Vine Watered every Moment " — ^Where Men ought to Worship — Chastisements — True Cbristlike Meekness Described — Godly Sincerity — Health— The Signs of the Times— "The Scarlet Thread"— Spirituality and Heavenly-mindedness — The Hope of Glory — ^Imagination : its Spiritual Dangers — The Remedy — The Evangelic Posture — The Gentile Church — ^Words of Warning — ^Influence of Disease on Spiritual Comfort — Remedy^ Prayer— "God Without" and "God Within "—Pray without Ceasing — Living in Christ — Morisonianism — Leadings to- ward Madeira, . . 78-104 CHAPTER Vn. 1844. Views of his Office — The Ministry of Reconciliation — Martyn — Payson — Sense of Helplessness — Simplicity of Faith — Or- dination — "Here am I; send me" — The "Forlorn Hope,'' and the " Good Soldier" — Feelings in Reference to Madeira — ^Prisoners of Christ — Popery — Temporary Destination to Lisbon — Leaving all — " Indwelling Torture" — Hopes and Fears, 105-111 CHAPTER VIII. 1841-1844. The Headship of Christ— State of the Church of Scotland— The Coming Crisis — Preparation — West Kirk Meeting — Mr Hewitson's Views and Testimony— '> Claim of Right " — .Civil Penalties — The Convocation — Union for Prayer — "The State in Danger " — Claims Rejected — ^The Disruption — Mr Hewitson's Adherence to the Protest — Expectation of Bless- ing— The Future, 112-119 b XVlll CONTENTS. FAGK CHAPTER IX. 1844, 1845. Voyage to ysbon — Vigo — Oporto — Lisbon — Popery — Loneli- ness — Thoughts of Home— Journal — Grace Abounding — The Lord our Righteousness — The Word Sweet — Impatience — The Flesh and the Spirit — Watching for Souls — Popery and Infidelity : their Combined Power — Spirit of Adoption — Due Care for the Body — Holy Temperance — The Word the Only Guide — Writing in the Spirit — Martyn's Experience — Subtle Self-righteousness — The Law and the Gospel — Fasting — Renewed Self-dedication — The Good Shepherd — " God's Operatives " — Study of Portuguese Language — Satan's Op- portunity — ^Varied Experiences — "None but Christ" — Con- flicts — Sabbath Class — The Mer de Glace— Nature and Grace, the Great Gulf between — The Joint Working of the Flesh and the Devil — Luther — Christ " no Exactor '' — Depths of Satan — God is Love — The Law not a Way of Life, but a Rule of Life — Peace and Holiness — Salvation to the Utter- most — Self-loathing — Try the Spirits — The Word our Lamp — Fasting — ^Yearnings over Home — Dr Kalley's Arrival from Madeira — Letter from Colonial Committee— The Way Opened —Sails for Madeira, 120-148 CHAPTER X. 1844. The Work in Madeira — Popery Unchanged — Original Narrative by Dr Kalley — His Early Labours — State of the Portuguese — Bible Unknown — Awakening among the People^^Open air Meetings — Thirst for the Word — Interesting Scenes — Praise — Deepening Inquiry — Daily Themes among the Portuguese — A Physician's Opportunities — The Physician of Souls — "Search the Scriptures" — The Sure Foundation — Evening Schools — The Enemy Roused — The Popish Bishop declares CONTENTS. XIX the Bible to be a " Book from Hell"— All who Read it to be Excommunicated — Eage against the Schools — Excommuni- cation Curse — Prosecution— Dr Kalley Imprisoned — Gospel Preached in Jail — Popish Hatred of the Bible — Mai-ia Joa- quina — Her Denial of Transubstantiation — Sentence of Death — Assassination and Massacre Eecommended — Horrible Atro- cities — Serra Prisoners — Singing Praises — Cruel Hai-dships — Dr Kalley visits Lisbon — Meets Mr Hewitson, . . 149-167 CHAPTER XI. 1845. Arrival in Madeira— -Meetings with Inquirers — Preaching in Portuguese — Baptisms — One Mighty in the Scriptures — Taught of God — ^Eev. J. J. Wood — Communion — Rapid Acquirement of the Language — " A Gift from God " — Sancti- fied Scholarship — Position of Dr Kalley — Lord Aberdeen — Progress of the Work — Zeal of the Converts : their Suffer- ings, Faith, Patience — The Hidden Treasure — Thirst of the People for tlie Wor,d — Incessant Labours — Communions — His Mode of Address — Increasing Dangers — Childlike Faith and Love — Eage of the Adversary — Tlireatened Indictment — ■ Watched by Police — Precautions — Elders — Imprisonments for Reading the Bible — Joyful in Tribulation — Exterminat- ing Warfare against the Word — Expecting Faith — Portuguese Imprisoned for Teaching to Eead — Funchal — Continued Meetings — Eenewed Suspicions and Enmity — Growing Thirst for the Gospel — New Attempts to Arrest the Work — Obey God rather than Man — Communion under Cloud of Night — Strength Sinking under Labours — Illness, . . . 168-196 CHAPTER XII. 1845, 1846. Madeira — Serra St Antonio — Dangers — lUness — Consolations — The Way of Peace — Walking in the Light — Lessons from the Flowers — Progress -of the Work — Training of Converts — Theological Class — Baptisms — Backsliders — Imprisonments XX CONTENTS. FAQE — ^Mock Trials — Communion — ^Prospect of Imprisonment — New Conversions — ^Native Ministry — ^Preaching Interdicted — Eesolves to leave Madeira for a Season — -Prosperity of the Work — Tlie Class — Antonio, Correa — The Enchanted Cup — Ordination of Native Elders and Deacons — Leaves Madeira — Persecution breaks out — Pastoral Letter from Mr Hewitson — ^The Eabble and its Leader — ^Arsenic da Silva — His Escape — The Fury of the Mob — Mr Tate's Narrative — " No Laws for Calvinistas " — Midnight Outrages — " Christ and Antichrist " — Dr Kalley — Assassins — Sharpening the Knife — Dr KaUey's House Sacked — His Books and Papers burned— His Hair- breadth Escape — The Converts — The Fiery Trial — ^Murder — Funohal Bay — The Sound of Hymns — Savage Cruelty to a Woman— The Hunted Flock— Their Exile— A Cloud of Witnesses, 197-222 CHAPTER XIII. X845, 1846. Ministry in Madeira — Source of its Power — Preaching Christ — Simplicity, Fulness, and Unction — Pastoral Letter to his Portuguese Flock — Treasure in Christ — Looking and Mourn- ing — Christ the Life of all Duty — Redemption through his Blood — Complete in Him — ^Method of Preaching — Christ the Power of God — He lived Christ — Notes of Conversation — The "Love and Loveliness" of Christ — "Harmless"- — A Mother's Love — Christ our Sanctification — The Loss of all Things — Strangers in the Earth — The Disciples in the Storm — The Good Shepherd — Belshazzar's Feast — The Valley of Baca— Mr Hewitson not "Light" — Tenderness — Paul — Cai-ey — Notes by Dr Kalley — The Almighty Workman, . 223-239 CHAPTER XIV. 1846. Return Home — " Rejoice in the Lord" — Brighton — God's Way the Right Way — ^Dalmellington — Longings after his Madeira Flock — Deaconship — Thirsting for God— The Strife of CONTENTS. XXI PAGE Tongues— True " Conversation" — Christ's Loveliness in His People — Faithful Preaching and Walking — Holiness and Sanctimoniousness — Opportunities of Fellowship precious — Remarkable Powers of Conversation — Faitlifulness and Gentle- ness — Knowledge of Scripture — Prayerfulness — "Be not silent unto me" — Peculiarism to be avoided — Ministrations in Edinburgh — In Linlithgow — The Alpha and Omega — The Spiritual Economy, how delicate — Blanks in the Circle — Words to a Friend Bereaved — The Wilderness — Medical Examination — Sad News from Madeira — Persecution by Popery — ^Murder, and Savage Cruelties — ^A Message to his Persecuted Flock — Arsenio da Silva : his Faith and Love — Forsakes Wife and Child and Lands, for Christ — Escape to Lisbon — ^Appointed Missionary to Trinidad by Free Church of Scotland — Mr Hewitson at Blairgowrie — " God in every Circumstance" — ^Desolation in Madeira — The Cross and the Crown — Appearance of Dogmatism — Grief because of it — Illustrative Incident— Glowing Zeal — Prevailing Faith — The True Standard — Scottish Christians — Christ Without and Christ Within— Departs for Trinidad— A Friend's Farewell, 240-258 CHAPTER XV. 1847. Activity — Attention to Details — Object of his Mission — Sails for Trinidad — Touches at Madeira — Secret Meeting with Friends — ■ Barbadoes — Incident in the Voyage^Sympathy of a Stranger — Reaches Trinidad— Kindness of Mr Kennedy — Joyful Meet- ing — State of the Portuguese — His anxieties for them — " Not an Oberlin " — ^Mr Kennedy's Care for the Exiles— Waverers — Lukewarmness of Some — Faithful Dealings — Snares of Ease — New Communicants — Further Arrivals fi'om Madeira — Sick- ness ainong the People — Establishes a School — Baptist — Danger of Contention — The Evil Averted— Maria Joaquina — ^Philippa Rosa — Incessant Ministrations in Private — The Lord's Supper — Santa Cruz — Prepares Portuguese Transla- tion of Psalms and Hymns — " The Fulness of Jesus " — Preaching the Word — The Ministry — The Treasure in Earthen Vessels — What can / do ? — What can the Lord not XXll CONTENTS. PAGL do? — The Power of God — Communion — Baptisms — Message from the Free Church to the Portuguese— Account of the Disruption — Deep Interest — Tuesday Meetings — The Lame Portuguese — A Word to Careless Gospel- Hearers — Open-air Preaching — Madeira Prisoners — Abundant Labonrs — Self- for- getting Energy — Arrival of Antonio da Silva — The Refugee- Church — Good Order and Promise — Mi- Hewitson's departure from Trinidad — His labours in St Eitt's — Meets more of his People — Leaves an Elder among them — American Sympathy — The Exiles at New York — Letter from Mr Gonsalves — Illness of Mr Da Silva — Dying Prayers — Anxieties for his People — Kindness of the American Protestant Society — Da Silva's death— Funeral — ^A Weeping Flock — Prayer-meetings of the Exiles — The Baptism of the Spirit — Love abounding — The Lord preparing another Pastor, .... 2.59-282 CHAPTER XVI. 1847, 1848. Voyage Home — The Church in the Ship — Conversion of a Sailor — "Alone with God" — Fellowship at Sea — The Mine and the Gold — Death of Dr Chalmers — Evangelistic Labours — Ripening Grace — A Word to a Friend on Tribulation — To another on his Marriage — Longings for Revival — Bodily Infirmity made subservient to Grace — ^The Source of Spiritual Trouble — Salton — Thankfulness — ^The Scattered Live-coals — Holy Assurance — Dirleton — A Word to the Wayfarer — Kelso — Quickening Power of the "Blessed Hope" — ^Ministers in and out of the Pulpit — Heavenly-mindedness — ^Its searching Influence — Reproof to Lukewarmness — Richard Baxter's Warning — Proposals about Dirleton — Simplicity of Aim — Principles by which he is Guided — Comforts the Bereaved — The Vine and the Branches — Remembrances of Madeira — Trust in the Word — The Sure Anchor — Call to Dirleton— ' Hesitation — Acceptance — ^Longings for Fruit — The Spring of Ministerial Usefiilness — Expecting Faith — ^Weakness of Body, 283-298 CONTENTS. XXIII PAGE CHAPTER XVII. 1848, 1849. Singleness of Object— Intense Love for Sonls — Christlike Com- passion— Method of his Ministry— "Pure Objective Tmth" — Our Weapon and our Strength — Induction to Dirleton — First Text — Contrasted Circumstances of his New Sphere of Labour — Christ in the Word — " Company-keeping with God" — Soul's Education — ^Description of Dirleton — -Love to Jesus — No Sentimentalist — Prayer and Pains — Energy and Fidelity — Diligence in his Work — Longings for Revival — Pastor and People — Sabbath-schools — Passing Events — A look from the Pulpit — "Heaven or Hell" — Prayer-meetings — Communion —Fencing the Tables the previous Sabbath — Views regarding Communicants' Classes — Urgent Pleadings — " Damned,Lost " —The Sleeping Soul—" Christ's Shadow " — Household Visi- tation — A Minister's Burden — The Reproach of Holiness — Eternal Realities -7- Walking before the Loid — Tokens of Blessing — Expectation^Prayer for Conversions — Suffering and Weakness — The Sabbath-day Blessed — Religious Talking — " Owe no Man Anything " — Uprightness and Exactness in Money Matters — The Sin of Extravagance — Lessons from the Birds — Words in Season — Consistency — ^Weight of Character — Compassion for the Perishing, 299-32o CHAPTER XVIII. 1849, 18.50. Tenderness in the Sick-chamber — Illustrations — Chastening Love — Prayer the Breath of the Holy Soul — Sympathy in Sorrow — United Hope — To Die is Gain — Bereaved Love- Secret of his Tenderness — Dwelling in Love — Conversation in Heaven — The Believer Washed — The Everlasting Arms — "Fear not" — The Comforter — The Living Sinner and the Living Saviour — "Full of Grace and Truth" — Satan's Lies — The Sure Word — Running the Race — Blessed Afflictions — Life a Voyage — Ministerial Work — Texts — Bible Classes — Sabbath-school — Sermons at Gullane — Church ;xiy CONTENTS. PAGE Courts — Conscientiousness in Duty — Illustration — Preaches before the General Assembly— Visit to Southampton— Encou- ragement under Weakness of Body — Sympathy with Troubled Souls— Illustration— Growing Meekness—" Much Forgiven, Loving Much "—Self-abhorrence— The Body of Death— Self- anatomy — True Lowliness — The Living Person — ^An Evil World— Inguiries about Health — His own Forgetfulness of it — Minute Knowledge of his People — ^Private Prayer — Meet- ings at Dii-leton- The Well-tuned Violin— Life a Dream — Longings after Holiness — The Lord's Reapers — Sermons to the Young — Gentle and Winning Manner — Letter to a Sab- bath Class — Simplicity of Faith — Letter to his Mother — Affectionate Pleading — Weekly Meetings— Moses in the Wil- derness — Taste for Metaphysics — Brown's Theory of Power — Health — Alarming Symptoms — Still Perseveres — The Flesh Failing — ^Weariness — Sins and Sorrows — Satan's Temptations — Christ's God-like Comfort and Man-like Compassion — Trials distinct from Sins — Christ as a Sacrifice, Christ as a Friend-" Sanotification Struggles "—The Earthly and the Heavenly — The Stream and the Fountain — A Look to the Pasl^-Leoture on the Second Coming— His Delight in the Study of Prophecy — Strength Rapidly Sinking — Consump- tive Symptoms — Peacefulness under them — The Wounded Soldier — Memorials of a Visit to him at Dirleton — Fragrance of Spirit — Power of Consecutive Thought — Message to an Awakened Soul — ^Last Communion— Mr H. Bonar's Recol- lections of it — A Sabbath Morning — ^Pulpit Preparation— " Arise ye, and Depart "■ — ^Bruntsfield Lodge — Caie for the Needy— Trast in the Lord— Close of his Ministry—" Oh ! I am naked," 324-363 CHAPTER XIX. 1850. Last Days. Patience in Suffering — Owen and Payson — Christ a Friend — ■ Holy Reverence — Hopeless Consumption — Return to Dirleton CONTENTS. XXV \ PAGE — Meek Acquiescence — The Bowl of Water — Rajahgopaul — Impressions of Mr Hewitson — Perfect Peace — Clirist more precious than Promises — " God's 'Will be Done " — Christ's Tenderness — The Heart of God — ^Neander's Maxim — " Hard Demonstrations " — A Living Clirist — Jealousy of mere Natu- ral Feeling— Watching the Flock — " A Wreck of Being " — The Love of Christ— The " Water of Life, Clear as Crystal" —"One Bathing"— " Daily Washing"-" Bought with a Price " — Assurance — " Christ my Stay" — A House not Made with Hands — Madeira and Dirleton — Feeding on the Word — The Lord's Appearing — Energy of Character — Acuteness — Silent Sabbaths — ^Resignation — The Greek Testament — Moral Gravitation — The Business of Prayer — ^Filial Confidence — "Discerning" and "Judging" — ^Fineness of Perception — The Smitten Rock—" So Preached "—The Way to Success- Duty of Expecting a Blessing — Earnestness — The Unanswer- able Argument — Human Depravity — Sovereignty of Grace — Bible Example of Preaching— The Iron Chain — ^The Golden Chain — Weakness — Sore Sufferings — Dying Grace — Ready to Depart — The Loveliness of Holiness — Thankfulness — Patience —Texts for a Deathbed— "I am Dying "—Farewell— The Agony of Chiist — " The most Fatherly Way " — Last Words — " Oh, my People ! " — ^His Death — Funeral Sermon — Conclu- sipn, • 364-386 MEMOIE EEV. W. H. HEWITSOK MEMOIR REV. W. H. HEWITSOK CHAPTER I. 1812-1837. Boyhood — Early Aspirations — College Life. " To restore a commonplace truth," writes Mr Coleridge, " to its first uncommon lustre, you need only translate it into action." Walking with God ! That is a commonplace truth. Translate it into action — how lustrous it becomes ! The phrase — how hackneyed ! the thing — how rare ! It is such a walk — not an abstract ideal, but a personaUty, a life — which the • reader is invited to contemplate in the subject of this Memoir. The wilderness sojourn was, indeed, brief. Like Martyn, and M'Cheyne, and Brainerd, and Nefij he quickly reached '* the city." But, like them, he lived long in a little time. " A man that is young in years," says Lord Bacon wisely, " may be old in hours, if he have lost no time ; but that," he A 2 MEMOIE OF THE EBV. W. H. HEWITSON. adds no less truly, " happeneth rar^y." It did happen with, Mr Hewitson. Late in setting out, he had no sooner taken his place in the Zionward course, than his Ufe became not so much a walk as a race. "William Hepburn Hewitson was born at Culroy, a small village in the parish of Maybole, in Ayrshire, on 16th Sep- tember 1812. His boyhood was not marked by any peculiar trait. Of a delicate frame — so delicate as to have often occasioned to his parents no small anxiety as they looked on his pale countenance — he never had any taste for those boyish frolics in which the young tinker of Elstow so delighted. But a spirit was in him which, though it was not to be developed in the form of any glaring enormity, was yet as essentially set on earth, and on earth's things, as ever was Bunyan's in its darkest days. The form which the boy's earthliness took was ambition — love of praise. That fire which afterwards threatened to consume him, body and soul at once, was even now, at the age of five or six, send- ing forth its scintillations. He used to say, in his boyish simplicity, he would either be a minister or a king; and he would often ask how long time it would take to be a king, and how long to be a minister. At times he would mount a chair, and, with one of his little sisters for pre- centor, and the rest for audience, would strain his every effort, and often not without success, to move to tears by his words. " I remember," he has been heard to say long after- wards, " what a wicked little creature I was ; I got Jane to weep at what I said ; I felt pleasure at seeing the effect of my eloquence." In 1825, after an absence in England, chiefly in the town of Newcastle-upon-Tyne, of five or six years, the boy returned BOTHOOD. rf to Ayrshire, his father having been appointed parochial teacher of DALMELUNaioN. " Yon hill to the north," is his own pencilling of that scene of so many of his after-struggles, " which terminates so abruptly at its eastern extremity, runs, you observe, westward in an undulating course, studded here and there with farm onsteads, and capt, at its highest point, with clouds. Its bold rocky front, which first catches the rays of the rising sun, was once gladdened with the sun- light of righteousness, for in the clefts of that rock lay once concealed some of the old saints of the Covenant. That ridge of hills, along with this other to the south, which runs in a parallel direction, forms the basin of the river Doon. The distance between the two ranges is here so great, that between there is a large extent of level ground, partly wild, and partly under cultivation ; and yonder the Doon expands into a lake of the deepest blue, reflecting from its bosom green woodland and purple heath. Running eastward from the loch, the hills tumble over one another in large and irregular masses, screaming with curlew and lapwing, and bubbling with brooks which have in all directions scooped for them- selves channels in the rocky declivities. One of these brooks is the Muck, which hurries down its tiny waters till it reaches the village of Dalmellington, — then, slackening its speed gradually, it is scarcely seen to move through the level country to its place of confluence with the Doon. Hence does the village derive its name; for Dalmellington is a Gaehc compound, signifying, the town of the valley of still waters." In this " town of the valley of still waters " was now fixed that " parental roof, which my heart," as he him- self writes in 1832, on one of the earliest occasions of absence from it, "tells me possesses, above every other, the interest and attractions of home."" 4 MEMOIR OP THE REV. W. H. HEWITSON. " Who is able," asks Goethe, in his Autobiography, " to speak worthily of the fulness of childhood ? " " Growth," he adds, " is not always merely development : the child is not always father of the man. And yet, though on this account the most experienced observer cannot certainly, or even pro- bably, predict beforehand what direction the child will take, it is easy afterwards to mark what has pointed to a future." Hewitson's now known future, as a natural man, has ^een already detected in the child. The same future is seen indi- cated in the boy. It manifested itself, during the years preceding 1825, in that appetite for desultory reading which, so often mistaken for idleness, is really nothing else than the instinctive, though untutored, gropings of an inquisitive soul for the food which it craves, just as the pent-up plant forces its way through every open crevice in quest of that light whereon it so largely lives. About the period in question, however, his readings took a more systematic form. Stimu- lated in part by a natural love of learning, and in part by the prospect of University honours, which even thus early began to loom indistinctly before him ; and sustained by that consciousness of power which, when kept within due re- straint, is the God-implanted spring of effort, — -he now devoted his whole youthful energies to a course of self-instruction, which, to such as only know the stimulus of private tutor- ship, or of a public school, might seem almost incredible. ".We first met," writes one who knew him then, and on whose faithful sketching we shall have frequent occasion to draw,* "in 1825, when I returned to Dalmellington, pre- vious to going to Ayr academy that year. Immediately I .was much interested in the boy. There was something very pleasing in his countenance and manners, and his English * The Rev, James M'Clymont, Free Clmrch, Donholm. EARLY ASPIRATIONS. 6 accent had great attractions for me. There was altogether a frankness and a gentlemanly bearing about him which at once drew me to him. He was always much given to books. Some of my other companions used to laugh at him as a book-worm, and considered him very pedantic. In 1826-7 I attended Glasgow College, and on my return to Dalmel- lington during the summer of 1827 his inquiries were innu- merable, in our walks, about the whole system of College education — the books we had read in Latin and Greek — the examinations, translations, verses, &c. All this was just in order to apply vigorously and indefatigably, in private, to a course of study preparatory to going to college himself. Whatever assistance he might at first receive from his father, he was a person of such an independent spirit, that he would be indebted to no one for his acquirements. All he wanted to know was, that such and such things should be done ; -and he set himself in right earnest to do them, scorning all extra- neous aid." His progress was quite remarkable. In 1828 we find him engaged with Homer, Cicero, Horace, and- Virgil. And in the following year, in a letter dated " Kal. Jan.," he writes to his early friend ; — " I have commenced learning the Hebrew language, and am at present translating some of the Psalms. I am reading Herodotus, Livy, the History of Charles XII. in French, Porteous' Lectures, the History of Greece,- EoUin's Ancient History, and I have also begun to scale the huge column erected by Hume and Smollett, the History of Eng- land." No difficulties could damp his ardour in these his self-imposed studies. " During 1828-9," continues the same associate of his early days, " he translated difficult Latin and Greek authors into good English, laid them past, and after a time re-translated them into the original. Alone and unaided, 6 MEMOIR OF THE REV. W. H. HBWITSON. he attained to greater knowledge and skill in languages than most boys do in the best academies, with all the help of tutors and teachers of first-rate accomplishments. There the foundation was laid of his future eminence as a scholar, and thinker for himself." " Earnestly and anxiously I wish," wrote Mr Hewitson some years afterwards to a lagging fellow- student, " that you would disentangle yourself from all impediments that lie in the way of your studies, and that you would, by vigorous exertion, prepare yourself, while it is still the time for prepa- ration, for making a distinguished appearance when you enter upon the practice of your profession. Before exertion there must be energy ; and before you can be stirred to energy it is necessary for you to ' wake the strong divinity of soul ' that overcomes all the temptations to present ease and indul- gence. If you have the velle, I am assured you have the posse. It is easy to intend and to form resolutions — the difiSculty is to carry them into fulfilment ; and it is this difficulty which puts into requisition the mind's strongest nerve, and gives discipline to the brave and pure energies of reason." These words refiect, as in a mirror, the writer's own inner life, dur- ing this whole season of nature's wrestlings. That " strong divinity of soul" was, in him, thoroughly awaked. True, it was little better, when viewed in God's own light, than a mere noble ruin, like some Baalbec column, rearing amidst surrounding desolation its lofty and imposing shaft, at once the remembrancer and the wreck of a former glory. Still, the " divinity of soul " was there. In him, nature was to know at once her power and her impotence — her power to discipline the "brave energies of reason," but her utter and hopeless impotence to render a God-alienated soul happy. . COLLEGE LIFE, 7 A parallel here presents itself, to which we shall have occa- sion more than once to advert — the brief but brilliant career of Henry Kirke White. The same consuming ambition, coupled with a like devotedness to learning for its own sake, animated the two boys, and carried them through difficulties in their earlier course by which ordinary minds would have been crushed. Hewitson, indeed, had made attainments in classics, previoiis to entering the university, compared with which White's were trivial. But both hastened forward to the scene, of expected triumphs, not doubting that the shadow they were pursuing would fill their vacant hearts. The parallel of Kirke White suggests another marked cha- racteristic of young Hewitson, which we must notice ere we leave these his boyish days. Both alike shrank with intensest sensitiveness from even the semblance of untruthfulness, and that not merely in speech, but in action. Their whole life was one undimmed transparency. And in one special fea- ture, the parallelism was most striking. Kirke White, though, like Hewitson, with the ministry in prospect from his earliest years, used to declare' that he never would enter it unless he should previously be converted — such was his thorough natu- ral loathing of hypocrisy, for beyond this mere natural feelr ing he was at the time incapable of penetrating. " Even in his walks with me as a boy," writes Hewitson's early friend, " he shewed the loftiness and purity of his aims, in declaring to me that he never would be a minister unless he were first a Christian; and by ' a Christian ' he meant, thus early, not professing religion, but being a converted man — a new crea- ture in Christ Jesus. He scorned the mockery of setting up to preach what he did not thoroughly believe, and feel, and live upon, himself. Of everything that had the shadow of untruthfulness, he had the most perfect abhorrence. Every- » MEMOIR OF THE EBV. W. H. HEWITSON. thing must be in reality with him, without and within. You saw just what he was." The youthful aspirant now entered college. Detained in his distant retreat year after year by feeble health, but at length so greatly invigorated as to have been able, during the six or eight months immediately preceding, to fill a tempo- rary vacancy in the assistant-mastership of a commercial academy in Castle-Douglas, he reached the scene of his long- cherished ambition only in November 1833. That scene was the University of Edinburgh. In its Senior Humanity Class, there commonly meet, in competition for the gold medal annually awarded to the best Latin scholar by the Society of Writers to the Signet, all the more distinguished alumni oi the two^reat Edinburgh schools, as well as many from other quarters both in Scotland and in England. As it is usual for these to remain two years, there thus assemble each year on the field of conflict two successive arrays of tested scholarship. On this trying arena the rustic youth appeared. So new was the whole scene to him, and so untried his weapons, that only the urgent representations of the professor, guided by the result of a brief examination, dis- suaded him from his previously-formed resolution of joining the junior class. But scarcely had he entered the lists when it speedily became apparent that the self-taught country lad would have few compeers. The competition, begun by a selection of five candidates by the votes of the class, is con- ducted by written examinations. On the vote being taken in the class towards the close of the session, he was placed, by a poll of 139, at the top of the list of competitors — the second being a highly-accomplished English studept, Mr Charles Morrison, son of James Morrison, Esq., M.P., of Font- hill Abbey, who had already attended the class for no fewer COLLBGK LIFE. y than three sessions. The examination now proceeded. Be- twixt these two — for all the rest, though including several duxes of the public schools, were left far in the rear — there was an intense struggle. " The first examination," writes his early associate, who that year lodged in the same rooms with him, " passed over, and they were pronounced equal — the professor could not decide betwixt them. A second examina- tion was instituted. William came home from it to our room in anxiety. During the evening his mind had been going over all the exercises, and he suddenly exclaimed that he had made a mistake and lost the prize. But though he gave it up at once, he said the professor should know, before he en- tered the class to announce his rival's victory, that he knew his only mistake as well as the professor himself. He wrote a note, correcting the blunder, but acknowledging that it was now too late. The professor's announcement of the decision was accompanied by the note, and though the medal was lost that year, the students themselves made it up by a subscrip- tion to purchase the ' Attic Orators ' for him, which equalled in value the lost prize." The next session he again, at the professor's solicitation, engaged in the contest, and came off facile princeps. And on the morning of 31st March 1835, as the gold medal was hung round his neck in the presence of the assembled students, he was, with an enthusiasm almost unparalleled, hailed the first man of his year. Nor was it only in classics that he thus easily bore off the palm. In the Logic class, the same session, he no less easily conquered, on a field of forty competitors. " Were I to paint," said Kirke White to an intimate friend, after a similar triumph at Cambridge, "a picture of Fame crowning a distinguished undergraduate after the senate-house examination, I would represent her as conceal- 10 MEMOIR OF THE EB;V. W. H. HBWITSON. ing a death's-head under a mask of beauty." The Cam- bridge wrangler had come to the scene of his conflict with the seeds of death already sown in him through protracted hours of study,* and had found (writes his biographer), in the place to which he had so long looked forward with hope, " only a hotbed to ripen them." That light, which had shone so brightly, went out in sudden darkness. The honours won by Hewitson had nearly proved as fatal. The studies of these two winters laid the foundation of a disease which ultimately cut him oflf. " His study," says his college associate, " was intensely eager — his application prodigious. Night could scarcely stop him above a very few hours. He seldom, I believe, retired to rest before three or four o'clock in the morning, and rose again by seven or eight. Remon- strance with him was vain. He evidently injm-ed his health the very first winter. I remember well the feeling of anxiety I had about him, as be came in from his classes, pale and exhausted, laying his hand upon his breast, and drawing a long breath with evident pain." Such was the fruit he had of those things whereof he was soon to be ashamed. Prize-men are often barren, stunted, mechanical. The mind, instead of being trained into that vigorous tone which shall fit it for future conquests, is rendered feeble and inef- fective. This is not education : it is the twisting of the sap- ling in the soil, of which " The scarr'd and crooked oak wiU tell for centuries to come." * He would study till one, two, or three in the morning, and then be awoke by an alarum at five. In a clever jeu-d'esprit, lately published in Germany, entitled the " Dance of Death," there is given, among other scenes of the destroyer's triumph, one representing a student with his midnight lamp, and behind him the hideous shape grinning compla- cently over his victim. COLLEGE LIFE. 11 Hewitson was a prize-man of another stamp. He was a thinker, not a mere plodding drudge. " The mind," it has been said, " is made wealthy by ideas, but the multitude of words is a clogging weight." This great maxim was before him in aU his studies. And the result was a precision — a mental self-reliance — a steady reflectiveness, which enabled him to grasp every theme he handled, dealing with it, not as a child, but as a man. Even in his classics, his great aim was to " reap the wis- dom of books." His essays on the poetry of Horace, Pindar, and -iEschylus — the last written in Greek — indicate a mind wealthy, not in words, but in thoughts, and these no com- mon thoughts. For metaphysical speculation also, he early imbibed a taste retained by him to the last. " It exhibits," was the judgment pronounced upon one of his essays by the late Dr Welsh, than whom few men were more competent to speak authoritatively on such a subject, or more cautious in awarding praise, " as continuous and striking a train of self- thinking as I have ever come into contact with." His mind was characterised, perhaps, by fineness — subtle acumen — rather than by colossal strength. But in correct discrimi- nation of mental states and habitudes, and generally in an exact appreciation of the precise value of the various ele- ments in any complex question, he possessed a rare skill. A specimen is given below.* * " Ijiagination : What is it? — The mind's energy in discovering in one object of thought the image of another — in external things and processes the images or types of mental energies and operations — in all earthly things, material or spiritual, the images or shadows of heavenly things — in all the truths of physical and intellectual science, a reflection of the features of God's chai-acter. How does imagination promote the studies of the philosopher? — By suggesting hypotheses from analogy — that is, arising from the discovery of an image of things known in 12 MEMOIR OF THE EEV. W. H. HEWITSON. Nor was he without that " eye in fine frenzy rolling " which, had it heen educated steadily, might have made him no mean poetic interpreter of nature. His papers discover not a few projected efforts in this direction — among others, the partly-executed framework of an epic poem. But his desire things imcertam— which hypotheses, being subjected to observational and experimental test, are verified, or, being proved false, repudiated. How does imagination avail for the production of poetic ecstasies f — By exhibiting the family likenesses, as it were, which pervade all the objects of the universe — by sounding in the soul's fine ear the synchro- nism or harmony of all the silent melodies of things. Imagination finds in the combinations of materialism images of thought and feeling, and thus gives vividness and animatioji to nature's forms, and converts them into objects of human sympathy: it finds in the dark struggling of emotion, and the dark intricacies of thought, the clear bright images of outward things, and thus enlightens and illustrates what is dark, gives form and colour to what is fugitive and evanescent, in the shining spirit — and, by opening up to us clear visions of a friendly soul, quickens and invigorates our social sympathies and loves? Why does an idea of imagination afford pleasure? — Because the image in which it cdii- sists is either beautiful or sublime. The beautiful is the shadow of God's loveliness ; the sublime is the shadow of God's majesty. But what is God's loveliness? — Either, generally, the harmonious union and agency of all his attributes, or, particularly, the harmony of each of his creative conceptions, and of His universal creative plan. What is God's majesty f — The greatness, exceeding thought, of any one of his attributes, viewed apart from the rest ; or, the greatness, exceeding thought, of his whole character and being, considered as an indivisible whole. Imagination pleases by discovering a secret harmony, or ravishes by bodying forth an idea of greatness. Is the imaginative energy, then, in metaphysical truth, creative? — By no means; its object and its act is the discovery of a harmony established by him who alone is Creator. Why is man endowed with imagination — why made susceptible of poetic rapture f — That he may discover God in all things — God's image in his own soul — ^God's image in the hosts of heaven — God's image in the creations of earth — God's greatness in all that is great — God's loveliness in all that is lovely — God's glory in all that is COLLEGE LIFE. 13 was, that none of these poetical productions should see the light; and that desire we hold sacred. But one culminating effort of the ambitious student re- mains to be noticed. After having completed, in April 1837, his University course of Arts, he, instead of immediately entering the Divinity Hall, went with a family, in the capacity of private tutor, to Leamington, where he spent the winter. glorious. That poetry is most worthy of the name, because most true to nature, in which imagination has fulfilled its destiny." " Philosophy, as distinguished from poetry, discovers the various orders of God's creatures, and generalises God's modes of action, whether in the astronomy of the heavens, or the physics of earthly materialism, or the psychology of spiritual being. Poetry, as distinguished from philosophy, discovers in one object the reflection of another, and in every object alone, and all objects as a whole, the reflection of God. The pliilosopher cooUy reduces his generalities to system; the poet, with ' eye in fine frenzy rolling,' beholds harmonies, over which his heart burns vrith rapture, and pours forth the flood of song." '•'■Have philosophers maintained, that scenes of distress, whether real or fictitious, produce emotions of pleasure in the spectator ? — They have erred : a scene of distress, considered as one of pure distress, never can afibrd pleasure. Analyse at length the pleasurable feelings, which are falsely regarded as being produced by sights and sounds of affliction, and you will find that they spring exclusively from the plea- surable ingredients, such as present consolation, and the hope of better things, which are mixed up in the cup of suifering, whilst the melan- choly hue of these pleasurable feelings originates in compassion on account of the circumstances of witnessed or heard-of affliction. Were it not for the modification of the pleasm'able emotions, that melancholy would be pure, nnmingled soirow. As it is, it is a pleasing sorrow ; that is, a sorrow mixed up with a gladness. The sorrow, and the glad- ness camiot arise out of the same cause ; and, therefore, when found in co-existence, they must be separated in thought, and referred severally to a diiferent origin. It generally — ^perhaps, without an exception — holds true, that a compound emotion, made up of emotions which can exist separately, arises out of a compound cause^that is, one which can be resolved into different and separate causes." 14 MEMOIR OF THE KEV. W. H. HEWITSON. That winter was a momentous era in his life. It witnessed at once the ascending smoke of the most grateftd incense which self had yet offered at Fame's golden altar, and the rude dashing by a gracious God of the censer from the offerer's hand. There had been proposed, in the preceding spring, a University prize, open to all students, for an essay " On the Nature, Causes, and Effects of National Character." This had stin-ed once more his old ambition. He wrote the essay; and on 27th December 1837, the Senatus Academicus adjudged to him the prize. In the following January, the essay was read in presence of the whole professors and students. " I well remember," writes the Eev. Mr Dodds,* "the first two occasions on which I saw one who afterwards became my dear and intimate friend. When Mr Hewitson received that distinguished honour, the gold medal in the Humanity class, I was present in the class-room as an interested and admiring spectator. Though I had heard not a little of his scholarship, it was only then that I saw him for the first time. I was struck with the delicacy and severe application to study indicated by his slender and slightly-bent form, his pale and somewhat wasted countenance, and the fine but ominous brilliancy of his eye. His character among his fellow-students for talent and acquirements, for energy of mind, and a certain severe dignity of deportment, stood very high ; and, by general consent, he was set down as the most promising student of his year. The next time I saw him was when he read in public his essay on ' National Chai'ac- ter,' which gained the prize open to all the students of the University. Along with all present, I listened with pleasure and admiration to a production which, for acuteness of ana- lysis, power of generalisation, force and precision of language, * Kev. James Dodds, Free Church, Dunbar. COLLEGE LIFE. 15 and, above all, for a lofty tone of moral sentiment, struck me as far superior to the ordinary run of prize essays. The ap- plause bestowed upon it was ample and well deserved, more than sufficient to feed and inflame the literary ambition of a less aspiring mind than that of Mr Hewitson. A friend and fellow-student sitting next me, whom I may name — Mr James Hamilton, now Dr Hamilton of Regent Square Church, London, at that time unacquainted with Mr Hewitson, as well as myself, but afterwards his loved and valued friend — exclaimed, when the reading of the essay was finished, ' What a fine sense he has of the sublime !' This remark struck me at the time, and afterwards I had frequent opportunities of perceiving its truth. In matters of literature, and in things concerning Divine truth, my friend uniformly shewed a deli- cate perception of the beautiful and the pure, of the lofty and the noble, of the exalted in sentiment, and the generous in character, which I have seldom found in other men, and which I have always considered a leading feature of his mind." The Essay was a noble production, embodying in one masterly work the accumulated resources of his entire past studies. Professor Wilson, among others, anxiously pressed its publication; and not long ago, no proposal could have been more grateful. But now — all is changed ! " I obtained my highest wishes," writes Henry Martyn, on being crowned with the Academic laurel, " but was surprised to find that I had grasped a shadow." Not less, but even more withering, was the experience of William Hewitson. He had grasped, not a shadow, but a stinging serpent. "Ambition," we find him writing, "is a devil — and public praise is a syren, which soothes while it destroys." Hitherto that devil — that syren — had been leading him captive at its 16 MEMOIR OF THE REV. W. H. HEWITSON. will. Let his own graphic pen portray the scene. " I was burning,'' are his words, as, in October 1840, from the refuge into which he had by this time fled, he looks back on his " first academic campaign " — " I was burning to enter the arena of learned competition, and thought life without fame not worth the having. For a while the demon of ambition was lord of the ascendant, and baleful was the influence which it shed upon my character : it was working so eflFectively the ruin of my soul, that Satan ceased to harass me with fears, as he had done for years before : he deemed it then his most subtle poUcy to lay to my soul a flattering imction, and, with the bland flapping of a vampire's wings, to lull me into perfect security. He succeeded in his stratagem for a while ; and, but for the interposition of a gracious Providence, he had accomplished my final destruction." " My internal history," he again writes — and the words are written on the very scene of desolation, " may be generalised by the remark, that around my heart's fixed centre, there has been revolving in panorama a wide circumference of change. The autumnal leaves are now sere and sallow; they tell, with prophetic significancy, of the blight and shrunken- ness of youthful hopes ; — ^the wind is now passing with fitful and melancholy howl; so, too, there is a stir and a rush, as it were, of winds in the atmosphere of the soul ; there are, as it were, sighings aroimd the doorways of the heart." No words can tell the misery of that now vacant and ach- ing heart. " The stricken warrior," it has been written, " is glad that his wounds are salved with glory." Not so this stricken warrior. The glory he has won on the academical arena is not a salve, but a " centaur's maddening tunic." A pang more appalUng than mere felt emptiness now rends him. The pang is twofold. COLLEGE LIFE. 17 His own personal eternity trembles in the balance. " The darkening of the understanding!" he writes at this period to his early associate — " the influx of unholy thoughts that come uncalled, and fill the soul with horror — the difficulty of realising ideas of God's presence and holy character — the agitation of doubts and fears, and darkness, and of a heart that seems to grieve for sin, but yet is so hard that its grief looks not like the grief of repentance ! and then the prayer of that hard heart — the unprofitable prayer — and the grief that it has been unprofitable ! Can you form any idea of that condition ? Such a state resembles a state of madness or of demoniacal possession." And now, scarcely less intense is his soul's agony, as another question arises, demanding solution. " Since the third year of my life,'" he writes in the same letter, " my thoughts have been directed through the darkness of futurity in the same straight and unchanging channel, invariably to the attainment of that object of noblest ambition, the ministry of the gospel. That is the grand object of my exis- tence — the motive of all my exertions — identified with all my hopes and fears — the centre of my very soul. If it be not gained, a dark cloud will settle all round my path — a blighting chill will benumb all my faculties, and make me useless to myself and others." And what is it that now creates the alarm ? Let his own words tell. " If it Je not gained! So far as the attainment of it is a matter of secular interest, I should have no cause to despair. But so far — and this is the great consideration — so far as the success of my ambition is connected with God and heavenly things, I cannot say that I look on the achievement of it without frequent despondency. To become a minister of Christ ! that presupposes the having become a disciple of Christ, and like B 18 MEMOIR OF THE EEV. W. H. HEWITSOX. him in the holiness of a regenerated heart and sanctified ima- gination. God alone can give the spirit of discipleship and resemblance to Christ, and he ivill give it to those only who believe." The twofold pang is almost more than he can bear. " How miserable a state of mind," he exclaims out of the depth of his harrowed bosom, " is that, in which sorrow, like a heavy load, weighs and weighs upon the heart, and tries to find relief in tears, but cannot find it ! How miserable above all that is most miserable, to wish that the heart was full of love towards its God and Saviour, and, after all, to feel that it is as cold as ice, and as hard as adamant !" Such, Nature ! is thy blank helplessness in meeting the wants of a human soul. Like another Marius sitting among the ruins of Carthage, thy votary is left by thee a poverty- stricken castaway even on the very scene of his most splendid triumphs ! But Nattire's castaway the gracious Lord is now to take up. The " prodigal," " come to himself," is to be welcomed home. CHAPTER II. 1837-1840. The Religionist and the Christian — Setting Out-^Twilight Gropings — Literary Tastes — The Unknown God — The Crisis. The Christian and the religionist, so often confounded, are separated by a great gulf. Each revolves round his own centre. The religionist's centre is self; hence his cheerless gloom. The Christian's centre is Christ ; hence his light and genial warmth. In these two circles Mr Hewitson succes- sively moved. " The Christian pilgrim," says Coleridge, " sets out in the morning twilight, while yet the truth {vofw^ reXeto? 6 ttj? ikevdepia^*) is below the horizon." It was at the com- mencement of the epoch embraced in this chapter that our pilgrim set out. The most trivial incidents often decide the life. One day, Bunyan, on a visit to Bedford in pursuit of his calling as a tinker, marked three poor women on a doorway engaged in earnest converse. Slackening his pace as he neared them, he overheard a discourse which arrested his whole soul. The discourse was on the new birth, the hidden life, the heart's awful depravity, the amazing grace of God ; and withal there * "The perfect law of liberty." 20 MEMOIR OF THE EEV. W. H. HEWITSON. was written on the pilgrims' countenances a calm, chastened -* gladness, which told the formahst there was a secret in the Christian life which he did not know. To that trivial inci- dent Bnnyan owed his all. An incident in itself not less tri- vial presented to Mr Hewitson the " living epistle " which was to startle him into the pilgrim-path. The incident we find narrated by himself, six years after- wards, thus : — " At Leamington, in the month of November 1837, I hap- pened one day to turn up to the mineral spring. A young man entered the building, whose appearance at once attracted ray observation : his coarse linen frock contrasted with the gay apparel of the groups before me. He was emaciated, and walked forward with a feeble gtep. After drinking of the water out of a vessel of earthenware, which was placed be- side a number of tumblers, he, without having apparently observed any one, again slowly withdrew. " After a little, I began to descend the hill, in the middle of which the spring was situated, and found the young man sitting at one of the bends of the winding path which slopes gently down the decUvity. I spoke to him. His diffident tone of voice and his modesty of manner at once enlisted my sympathies. During several weeks afterwards I frequently visited his father's lowly cottage. My intercourse with the young man soon gave me ground to conclude, that, if my theoretic knowledge of gospel truths was greater than his, he, unlike myself, had experienced their sanctifying power. " Truly his was the better portion. When he spoke of the Saviour's love to sinners, and his obedience unto death for their redemption, he at times gave vent to his gratitude by tears of joy. Pointing to his clothes on one occasion, he said, addressing his father, ' These will be no more needed : TWILIGHT GROPINGS. 21 ^I wish you f o sell them ; the price of them will be enough to pay for my coffin.' He seemed like one who had obtained ' everlasting consolation and good hope through grace ' — to have not a shadow of doubt or anxiety on his soul as to the prospect of eternal glory. One evening, about sunset, he fell asleep." The student was stricken by the arrow of God. That peasant, he felt, had been taught in a school to whose lessons he was as yet himself a stranger. The question flashed on him, " Could / thus calmly pass into the immediate presence of the holy and just Jehovah? Am I, like him, sheltered from the terrors of ' the wrath to come ' ? " The question, too plain to be evaded, and too urgent to be postponed, con- strained the earnest inquiry, "What must I do to be saved?" The sentences quoted at the close of the preceding chapter reveal the misery of his now agitated spirit. Their date is 23d November 1837, The twilight-gropings were not soon ended. "Malvern, September 14, 1838. — [ToBev. J. M'Cli/mont.]— .... There is a weather of the soul, diversified as variously in its phenomena as is the external atmosphere by meteoro- logical changes ; and there are states of mind incident to my character, which, being accompanied with irrepressible me- lancholy and a feeling of wretchedness, utterly disqualify me for any other sort of exertion than that which a sense of duty renders indispensable. In such states of feeling, I never can, without the greatest difficulty, prevail on myself to write a letter, even though there be urgent occasion. At such sea- sons I doubt of my being ever capable of undertaking the ministrations of the gospel ; but God dispose of me for time and for eternity so as most to shew forth His glory ; if it be his dispensation that I am to be a minister of Christ, blessed 22 MBMOIE OF THE EBV. W. H. HEWITSON. be his name! if he dispose of me otherwise, his will be , done." " Dalmellingtcm, October 11, 1838. — [To J. Loftus Marsden, Esq., M.D.~] — The period of my sojourn in England is past ; and, now released from every kind of . engagement, I am once more occupying a place in the family circle of Dalmellington. Having left Malvern early on Monday morning of last week, I reached Worcester before eight o'clock. I strained my eyes in the direction of Kempsey, if perchance I might discover some object in it round which I might assemble the recollec- tions of happy hours spent with your family, as well as the valedictory feelings of the moment ; but, like the scenes of untried futurity, all was buried in haze and darkness. By the stage-coach I reached Liverpool, sailed from that to Glasgow, and reached Dalmellington on Friday. I have three or four weeks to spend at home. I now resume my own studies at Edinburgh. My curriculum is too long a one to admit the sacrifice of a session. " The fine mechanism of the mind was not designed to cal- culate the chances of lucre : the Bridgewater Treatise on the human hand does not tell us that the fingers were fashioned for the purpose of counting monies. Man's destiny is not the Forum or the Exchange ; — in the poetry of his feelings and in the rapid play of his pulse, he has the auguries of a generous and noble destiny. The same God who has attuned the spheres to harmony, has attuned the heart of man to affection. Love is the music of the soul, which in heaven throbs with halleluiahs, and on earth swells towards God with devotion — towards man with sympathy. " That friendship may be indestructible, it must needs be founded on an indestructible basis ; not on the physical sym- pathies of convivial excess, but on the congenialities and the TWILIGHT GROPraes. 23 pleasures of intellectual and religious intercourse. The hours when such congenialities were developed, and such pleasures enjoyed, are those on which the mind loves most to anchor its memories. — Believe me to be ' non tum hie, tum ille, sed idem semper — amicissimus in te tuosque,' " W. H. Hewitson." In November, after having, the previous, winter, enrolled as an irregular and non-resident student, he entered the Divinity Hall of Edinburgh, then presided over by Dr Chal- mers, and formally commenced his theological studies. " It was towards the close of 1838," writes Mr Dodds, "that I first became acquainted with Mr Hewitson; and from that period dates a friendship on which I look back as on one of my greatest earthly blessings. We were first introduced to each other at a meeting of a ' preaching society,' of which we. were both members. I had been a member for some years ; he had just entered. When called upon to give his opinion of the discourse which had been delivered by one of our fellow-members, he rose, and, with some hesitation of manner, yet with real confidence in his powers, uttered a criticism distinguished for great felicity of language, and a rare acquaintance with the Scriptures. I saw at once that his scholarship had already been largely exercised in the study of the Greek Testament, and that the Word of God, by that time, had become the subject of his earnest and assiduous examination. I was struck also with his uncommon command of elegant and classic language, which a slight hesitancy of utterance did not perceptibly impede. " In the course of a long walk and conversation which we had together, when the meeting of the society was over, I got a view of his mind and character which won my affec-- 24 MEMOIR OF THE RET. W. H. HEWITSON. tion and admiration. He was full of literary enthusiaspi ; he talked like a scholar of the Greek and Eoman classics ; yet he seemed ardently deroted to his theological studies, which he was then pursuing under the tuition of Dr Chalmers and Dr "Welsh. I could easily see that he had a strong con- sciousness of mental power — a decisiveness in the formation and expression of his opinions — and a lofty scorn of what was low-toned in feeling or in conduct, which might well wear an aspect of pride and aiisterity to the eye of those who did not know all the elements of his character. There was, no doubt, a certain haughtiness at times evident in his manner, and a sensitiveness, allied to self-esteem, which did not long escape my observation, and to which he afterwards frankly confessed. But I was charmed and carried away with his genuine warmth of feeling and nobleness of senti- ment, which, though conjoined in him, as often in others, with considerable impetuosity of temper, shewed him formed for the highest style of friendship. " From that day forward we became friends. I always hailed his visits as times of intellectual and literary enjoy- ment, and of profitable converse on theological subjects. And well do I remember the nights I spent in his lodgings in 1839, when, conversing on metaphysics and classical lite- rature, we were often startled by the midnight clock as we discussed the doctrines of Butler, or expatiated on the genius of Aristotle. At that time he was, like most young men of his stamp, full of literary projects. His knowledge and admiration of the ancient classics were also daily on the increase, and he delighted to discuss subjects of classical philology, for which he had a peculiar taste and aptitude. The beauty and originality of many of his translations and etymological definitions — though he was by no means free LITBEABT TASTES. 25 from that faneifulness to which all philologists are so prone — gave a great value and charm to the classic talk in which we too often indulged. " But studies of a higher kind had begun to occupy his energies, and give a new impress to his character. Jhat great and decided change of heart, without which there is no entrance into the kingdom. of God, had not then been experienced by him, as I afterwards leai-ned from himself and others; but, as far as I could judge, he was behind none of his fellow-students in seriousness of disposition and gravity of deportment. He even seemed more ad- vanced than many in the knowledge and love of Divine things." At the close of the college session he went to reside for the summer in the family of General Sir David Foulis, at Cairnie Lodge, Fifeshire. "My classes," we find him writing to Mr Dodds on the 16th October, " open on the 6th proximo, but I shall not leave Cairnie till the 12th or 13th. A fortnight since, I compeared before the Presbytery of Cupar, to undergo examination, and was examined before the whole body on the subject of last session's prelections. I enjoy the intellectual gladiatorship of such a questioning, particularly when the onslaught is made by five or six well- appointed examinators. I shall regret my leaving the home of one who has done towards me the office of a friend, by telling me, suaviter in modo, when and wherein I have been in fault. The remembrance of her, I hope, will bless me, and be to me itself a friend and monitor. This is the season of the faded leaf and melancholy fancy — rife in parables, written on the trees, and read aloud by the passing wind; it is a season of sad delight — of beauty in decay. I expect soon to have the pleasure of seeing you, and of having my 26 MEMOIR OF THE EET. W. H. HBWITSON. mind ventilated by the circulation throughout its chambers of a fresh current of thoughts and feelings." A gUmpse into those seasons of mental " ventilation " his friend gives, in some entries of a private diary, in which he recorded, at the time, the impressions left by successive interviews : — " July 4, 1839. — To-day my old Mends, B , T , and Hewitson, took a run out of town, and spent a few hours with me. The conversation was most instructive, and embraced some of the highest Christian topics. Hewit- son as fond of metaphysical speculation as ever." " Jan. 13, 1840. — ^B and I adjourned for a part of the night to Hewitson's lodgings, where we had worship as a family. We had much converse together, chiefly on the subject of the Jews, and the prophecies relative to their future conversion and restoration. B d maintained that there will be some extraordinary and exclusive manifestation of the Divine power to the Jews as a nation, which shall lead to, or at least complete, their conversion; and he seemed to verge towards the doctrine of the personal reign. H. and I held an opposite opinion, though believing that God's ancient people shall yet be gloriously and nationally restored to their own land." " Jan. 25. — My dear and excellent friend Hew- itson came here from Edinburgh to-day. He is evidently subject to fits of depression, and he confesses to frequent despondency. His is a rich and rare mind." " March 5. — Dined and passed the night with Hewitson. I had much pleasant, and I trust profitable, conversation with him on various subjects, chiefly biblical and religious. In several expositions of difficult passages of Scripture, H. shewed great critical acumen, and much soimd knowledge of the Word of God. I am convinced he would make an admirable pro- fessor of biblical criticism." THE UNKNOWN GOD. 27 Reverting to the momentous question of his personal reconciliation to God, we find him continuing, month after mouth, under the power of guilty unbelief. " I cried," he writes, about a year afterwards, concerning this sad season, " I cried to the unknown God with my voice [the italics are his own], and often cried in despair. The cry seemed never to reach His ears, and then I was so ' troubled that I could not speak.' At such a time would I pour forth to God such lines as these : — ' wherefore hast Thou left me now In desp'rate struggle all alone ? What tempest hides Thine awfal brow ? What horror girds Thy gracious throne ? Thou art my Father — deign to look Upon the anguish throbbing here, And not regai-d with stern rebuke The scorching agony of this tear.' " Mere religiousness never can have any other issue. "I lived," are his own emphatic words in the same letter, ex- plaining the now detected cause of his misery, " not among things without so much as among things within." Dwelling amidst the dark recesses of his own heart, he had left unex- plored " the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ." And not knowing God — not understanding his heart towards him, he had not dared to " come nigh." But the spring of 1840 brought the burdened pilgrim to the Cross. The v6ijm<; r^Xew? o ttj? i\£vdepLa<; at length rose above his horizon, and illumined his hitherto shadowed path. Faith is the soul's outward, not inward, look. The object on which faith fixes its eye is, not the heart's ever-varying frames, but the never-varying Christ. Beholding in Christ 28 MEMOIR OF THK EEV. W, H. HEWITSON. crucilied, God's manifested love, and believing that love un- doubtingly, the sinner is thrilled by that " perfect love '' which "casteth out fear." This simple yet all-important secret of peace and joy Mr Hewitson was now to learn, and to learn at the lips, not of a human teacher, but of that Saviour at whose fieet he was to find repose. An affecting episode intervened. It was the final struggle of self-righteousness. Having in the early part of the winter visited Dundee, where the Lord was working so marvellously in the congregation of the late Mr M'Cheyne, he had returned to Edinburgh, stirred into new earnestness. The earnestness found expression thus : — " Lord Jesus Christ, shed abroad the love of God in my heart by Thy Spirit given unto me this week, and I shall dedicate myself this week to Thy service, entering into cove- nant with Thee, my strength and Redeemer. I shall seek to crucify my flesh with its affections and lusts, — ^to subdue the motions of pride, vanity, revenge, worldly-mindedness, — and to ^orify Thee in my heart and life. That I may keep this covenant inviolate, give me, O Lord ! the spirit of grace and supplication, of purity and watchfulness; and to Thee, at the end of this week, if Thou preserve me till then, I shall ascribe all the praise. Amen. " Sahhath-day, Deoeniber 29, 1839." There are works which the Scriptures designate ''dead works," because the doer of them is not himself accepted with God, or not realising his acceptance. Such a work, notwith- standing its deceptive guise, was this " Covenant." For in what state had it left the man subscribing it ? "Edinburgh, January 30, 1840. — [To DrMarsdai.'] — I look back often on the past with regret, and forward into the future with despondency. Another winter after this one, and - THE CRISIS. 29 my college course is finished. What shall I do then ? The responsibilities of the ministry are awful; and unless I be changed much for the better, though I am not outwardly wicked, I shall not dare to approach the sacred office." At last, however, a new scene opens. " My mind is com- posing itself," he writes to the same friend, on 4th May, " under the solemnising influence of one vast, overwhelming, all-absorbing idea, — that of the responsibilities, belonging to the ministry of reconciliation. When I wrote you last (30th January), that idea was oppressive — it sank me into despondency. For two months past^ however, I have been all but settled in the determination to go forward, in the strength of the Lord, as a labourer into his vineyard ; and so much are my feelings changed, that, whereas I was before afraid to intrude myself into the work of the gospel ministry, I am beginning to be afraid to hesitate^ or to draw back. ' If any man draw back, saith the Lord, my soul shall have no plea- sure in him^' " These words announce the crisis of his personal history. The sunshine is reached. The burden is henceforth gone — not, indeed, the burden of corruption, but the burden of un- forgiven siui "There is now no condemnation." The reconciled man thus describes the source of his Chris- tian liberty : — " I am now convinced," says he, writing to his father, " that, after hearing it preached a thousand times over, we still remain ignorant of the gospel, unless we see clearly, and feel joyfully, that Christ is offered to us, wretched, lost sinners, in all his fulness, as the free gift of God. I am sure of this, that for a long, long time I have been deceiving myself, and making myself miserable every day, through ignorance of the free, glorious gospel, while I imagined that I clearly understood its gracious character. For long the painful feeling still preyed upon my mind, that I must do 30 MEMOIR OF THE EEV. W. H. HEWITSOJf. some good works myself, or God would not accept me in Christ Jesus; and my misery was, that while Satan thus blinded my eyes, I found myself imable to do the good works that I would. Now I see that the gospel is quite different, — that it is free, and full, and wholly of grace." And does he well to rejoice ? There is a counterfeit joy into which Satan cheats the soul. That joy eschews the tear, and the inward warring, and the hill Difficulty, and the ApoUyon conflict, as only the beggarly elements of bondage. Not so the joy now vouchsafed to Mr Hewitson. His joy — ending the fear which hath torment, and ending it through simple believing — ^melts him into a hitherto unknown tender- ness, and nerves him with a hitherto unknown strength. " You wrote," are his words to another, " that sometimes, when you look at the sin which still lives in your flesh, you can hardly imagine that Christ dwells in you ; but, in the first place, though sin still lives in your flesh, you do not now live in sin ; in the second place, though sin still lives in your flesh, you do not now recognise its sovereignty; it lives in your flesh as a messenger of Satan, and cleaves to you as a body of death ; but you hate it — flee from it — pray against it. It is your enemy, not your sovereign. My prayer for you, my dear friend, is, that your comforts in the Lord may always be greater than your distresses in the flesh, and that through Divine grace you may be able, in the darkest hour, to say, ' What time I am afraid, I will trust in God : in God I have put my trust ; I will not fear what flesh can do unto me ' — ' I am persuaded that nothing can separate me from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus my Lord.' " " Apprehended of Christ Jesus," and relieved by Him of his burden, he now took his place in the " course," to " press toward the mark for the prize." CHAPTER III. 1840, 1841. Self-Dedication— First Fruits— Correspondence— Close of College Course — ^Kvangelistio Zeal — Personal Holiness. Does the reader remember the " picture" in the Interpreter's private room ? " It had eyes lifted up to heaven, the best of books in its hand, the law of truth was' written upon its lips, the world was behind its back ; it stood as if it pleaded with men, and a crown of gold did hang over its head ! " Mr Hewit- son might have sat for that picture. " Don't you think," asks Mr Hewitson, " that in the case of many Christians regeneration is followed by a considerable period of — not darkness, but — obscurity (such as that of the understanding in childhood), unfitting the soul to take in a wliole Christ, and consequently to enjoy a perfect peace ? Such Christians live far below their privileges, as accredited chil- dren of adoption, born to an inheritance not in themselves, but in Christ." In Mr Hewitson himself, the childhood is seen only in his single-hearted sincerity ; in understanding, he is already a man. Dr Payson has supposed the various classes of Christians to be ranged in different concentric circles round Christ as their common centre. " Some," he says, " value the presence 32 MEMOia OF THE REV. W. H. HEWITSON. of their Saviour so highly, that they cannot bear to be at any remove from Him. Even their work they will bring up, and do it in the light of His countenance, and, while engaged in it, will be seen constantly raising their eyes to him, as if fearful of losing one beam of his light. Others, who, to be sure, would not be content to live out of his presence, are yet less wholly absorbed by it than these, and may be seen a' little further oflF, engaged here and there in their various callings, their eyes generally upon their work, but often look- ing up for the light which they love. A third class, beyond these, but yet within the life-giving rays, includes a doubtful multitude, many of whom are so much engaged in their worldly schemes, that they may be seen standing sideways to Christ, looking mostly the other way, and only now and then turning their faces towards the light." In the innermost concentric circle Mr Hewitson now took his stand. " From the time," writes his earliest friend, " that he was brought clearly to see Christ as his ' all in all,' his soul was fiUed with his glory, as a present Saviour and ever-living Friend; his communion with him became more like that of one friend with another, who are personally near, than of a dis- tant correspondence." His holy ambition now was to " follow the Lord fully." " A blessing it is beyond every other," are liis own expressive words at this period, " to have an ear deaf to the world's music, but all awake to the voice of him who is ' the chief among ten thousand, and altogether lovely.' " In May he returned to Dalmellington for the summer. His relatives at once marked the great change. The very night he arrived he spoke to all the family most solemnly on the concerns of eternity. And the whole village soon saw , that he was another man. He had been known hitherto as SELF-DEDICATION ^FIRST-FRUITS. 33 the great scholar, and the exemplary divinity student ; but now they " took knowledge of him that he had been with Jesus." " That," said he, one day soon after his return, laying his hand upon the open Bible, — " that shall henceforth be my daily study ; I desire to converse through it daily with God." The purpose was not unaccomplished. The Bible may be said to have thenceforth become his library. No longer re- garding it as a mere hieroglyphic to be curiously examined by the eye of the scholar, he came to it with the heart of a child to listen to the voice of his Father. And out of it he learned that living and fresh divinity which impregnated with its savour his whole future conversation, and correspondence, and ministry. The man in the picture " stood as if he pleaded with men." Ere Mr Hewitson left Edinburgh, his " pleading" had been instrumental in the conversion of a soul. The case was remarkable. It was an aged formalist on her deathbed. With a tender urgency he had preached to her Christ, and he had preached in faith and expectation. The woman's heart had been opened. Not long after, she had died " in the Lord."* And now, in his native village, a still more striking case occurred. It was a woman above eighty, also on her deathbed. Awakened within a week of her decease, she welcomed the tidings which he brought to her of " free grace to the chief of sinners." Her distress gave place to a deep and calm peace. Were not these two earliest sheaves of his coming harvest, cases of so marked a type, that the labourer might learn to expect great things, and never limit the Holy One of Israel ? * We have this incident from two eyewitnesses, whose judgment is worthy of implicit confidence. C 34 MEMOIR OF THE BBV. W. H. HEWITSOK. Did they not farnish, besides, an instructive commentary on his own two years of mibelief ? Knowing now that that long interval of groping had in no way qnalified him for coming to the Lord, but that at its close he had come, not pleading the two years of anxiety, but simply as a sinner, he never sanctioned, in his dealings with others, a day's or an hour's delay in coming to Christ, but demanded, in his Master's name, immediate and undoubting faith in his message, and held out, as the result, immediate and perfect peace. The success here vouchsafed to such deaUpg was to him an experi- mentmn crucis — a crucible-test, proving what was the Lord's way in the conversion of the sirmer. The following fragmentary extracts will indicate his views and feelings at this period : — " Dcdmellington, June 15, 1840. — [To afrimd in Edmbvrgh.] — ... Yesterday I heard two sermons, as dry, and general, and unedifying as might be. They were preached away _/roTO, and not to, the congregation. An abstract, and what I should call an impersonal sermon, has a chilling and deadening effect Upon the soul. It seems strange that the Word of God, which is quick and powerful, should, in the hands of different preachers, produce effects so different — but so it is : the same waters of life (for the sermons I heard yesterday were evan- gelical) passing through one channel, quicken and refresh the hearer; and passing through another channel, deaden and petrify. The evangelical is ' of the heart, in the spirit, and not in the letter — whose praise is not of man, but of God.' If Christ dwell in us, the evidences of his gracious presence are not indistinct and illegible. The faith which quickens, enlightens likewise, for faith is just the grace of an indwelling Saviour ; now the Saviour is life, ' and the life is the light of CORRESPONDENCE. 35 " My visit to Irvine," he writes a month later to the same friend, " I enjoyed exceedingly : it was a pleasant episode in my pilgrimage. Don't you sometimes experience the effect which the sight and the conversation of Christian friends have in adding to the interest which you feel in their well-being, and to the fervency with which you pray on their behalf? In Scripture there is frequent allusion made to this influence oi face-to-face communion. Paul, writing to the Eoman con- verts, says, ' I long to see you, that I may be comforted together with you by the mutual faith both of you and me.' And in concluding his letter to ' the elect lady,' John says, ' I trust to come unto you, and speak face to face, that our joy may be full.' 'Tis well that, since in this world Chris- tians have to walk ' by faith and not by sight,' as regards their Lord, they have frequent opportunities afforded them by him of walking by sight and not by faith, as regards one another. Who does not appreciate and sympathise with the feelings of Paul, when, on his way — a prisoner — to Rome, he was met by some of ' the brethren' at Appii Forum and at the Three Taverns, and ' when Paul saw them, he thanked God and took courage ? ' In proportion to the degree of comfort and encouragement which that meeting afforded him, must have been the bitterness and forlornness of that hour when, first at the tribunal of Csesar, he saw many around him, but no brother — no Christian — no, not one. ' At my first answer no man stood with me, but all men forsook me : I pray God that it may not be laid to their charge.' " Yesterday," he continues, *' I again communicated in a neighbouring parish, and it was to me, blessed be the Lord ! a comfortable communion. Experience has taught me, how- ever, that in my journey heavenward I must pass through much tribulation. On Saturday night I was hard beset by 36 MEMOIR OF THE EEV. W. H. HEWITSON. Satan ; I was afflicted, so that I durst not pray ; ' I found trouble and sorrow;' I went to bed, despairing of relief, almost resolved not to communicate. I awoke in like man- ner, desponding and irresolute, but, God be thanked ! I was encouraged to say to the 'principalities and powers' that sought my destruction, ' If the Lord ever wiU be able and willing to save me, he is able and willing now — yes, this very day.' Then did I feel that I was running the risk of denying Christ before those very devils whom he had vanquished on the cross, and of giving them occasion for temporary tri- nmph^ therefore I resolved to present myself before the Lord, and to confess him in the presence of both men and devils. Satan bears a grudge to the commemorative ordinance of the Supper, for it is commemorative of his overthrow, as well as of the Kedeemer's triumph." Again, on 26th September, we find him addressing the same correspondent thus : — " Since I wrote my last letter to you, I have been ten days or so absent in Galloway, on a round of visits among relations and friends. A day and night I spent pleasantly with a friend in Dairy, which is, by the good people of thereabouts, called 'The Clachan;' or, in consequence of a tradition that the Beloved Disciple himself instructed its rude occupants of the first century in the doc- trine of Jesus, ' St John's Clachan.' The finger of credulity still points to the stone-bench on which the apostle sat, with his dear barbarians around him. My friend carried me to an eminence overlooking the village, and commanding an extensive view of ' mosses, moors, and fells ; ' ' of mountain, valley, and resplendent river.' He shewed me the spot where the persecution commenced under the auspices of the Jero- boam of our country — the perjured, rollicking, reckless Charles II. Beginning with Kenmure Castle, he pointed CORRESPONDENCE. 37 out on every side, both near and in the distance, houses, not few nor far between, where dwelt saints of the Second Eefor- mation. Almost every house is a martyr's monument." " How sensitively afraid of being selfish you are !" he adds. " Self-love is from heaven, heavenly ; it is ' an ingredient iu the compound man, infused at the creation of the kind.' It is not selfishness. Selfishness belongs to devils, but self-love to the angels of light. In evincing due self-regard, you will not be guilty of selfishness any more than Timothy, in drinking ' a little wine for his, stomach's sake, and his often infirmities,' was chargeable with intemperance. Some virtues very much, in the face, resemble their correspondent vices." And, on 8th October : — " I have been enjoying an almost uninterrupted serenity of mind ; my peace has been greater than usual, not because I imagined I was increasing in holi- ness, but because my view of the all-sufflciency and freeness of Christ's righteousness has been, by the grace of God, more enlarged and consolatory. The moon was an hom: ago shin- ing beautifully in a dark blue sky ; ever and anon would a cloud come between, and each cloud as it came seemed to be the last ; but scarcely the moon had peered from behind it, when the vapour, before scarcely visible, condensing into another cloud, floated on, and of a sudden dimmed her light again. Of like kind are the phenomena by which ' the light of the knowledge of God in the face of Christ ' is now bright- ened and now obscured in the soul. The clouds which hide the moon rise from the earth, and, in like manner, that spiri- tual' darkness which seems to arise from the withdrawal of the light of God's countenance, has its origin in the. state of our own souls." He devoted himself that summer to his preparatory studies, with an ardour which the feebleness of his already shattered 38 ilEirOlR OF THE RET. W. H. HEWITSON. frame could with diflBculty restrain within due limits. " In the course of my walkings to-day," we find him playfully writing to a friend on 22d June, " I have hem informed that I am studying twenty hours a day ; and I may expect reason- ably ere long to he informed, that I am very ill in consequence of my haid study. that this indolent me were able to study hard ! " And at the end of August he writes : — " I am not troubled now either by ' the indolence of genius ' or the genius of indolence. I was out of bed this morning by four o'clock, and 'tis not yet time for breakfast. I wish I could keep ' Minshull ' hours regularly : I daresay such hours were kept by Adam and Eve in Eden, when they were wont to close their eyes in faith, and to open them in prayer." A few days later, writing to Mr Dodds, he says : — " I de- vote three hours a day to the reading of the Hebrew Psalter, and have reached, I think, the 75th Psalm. The delights of classic and vernacular poetry are forgotten amidst those of the loftier than Mseonian strains of Judah. Though I have a presentiment that my sphere of duty may he assigned to me within the bounds of Scotland, I am nevertheless desirous of mastering the Hebrew tongue, as that would enable me, in some measure, if requisite, to declare the ' glad tidings ' to some or another portion of God's ancient people ; and as, at all events, an acquaintance with the original language of the Bible is the best and most to be reUed on commentary on our English version." And on returning to Edinburgh in November, " for the last time in the capacity of a student," the same indomitable energy characterised him as in his earliest student-days. With his college studies that winter, he combined the regular visitation, twice a week, of a'district in a very destitute part of the city, followed up by a not less regular Sabbath evening CLOSE OF COLLEGE COURSE. 39 service. He likewise discharged the weekly duties of the chair of the University Missionary Association, from which he delivered several addresses, at once adorned by classic elegance and imbued with a heavenly fervour. His aca- demic course was finished in March 1841.* The illustrious man whose pupil he had been, never ceased to regard him with affectionate esteem, as one of the most scholar-like and accomplished students who had ever passed out of his hall. " "We want public souls — we want them,'' are the words of Bishop Hacket, enshrined by Coleridge in his Aphorisms ; " I speak it with compassion ; there is no sin and abuse in the world that affects my thoughts so much. Omnes qum sua qucerunt — all seek their own." Never had there entered a college one more set on self—ii&Yti had there left it one more truly a " public soul." " I shall now," he writes, " be care- less that my name pass away from the earth along with this mortal body, if only it be written in the Lamb's book of life in heaven. God will not suffer me to be ambitious now." " We knew him," is the testimony of an Indian missionary,f " in the heyday of his intellectual vigour, and remember well how he read his prize essay, in the Edinburgh Univer- sity, to the admiring assembly of his fellow-students. "We knew him also after the love of Christ had touched his heart, and given a purer and more divine direction to all his powers. His fine genius was turned to the cross, and he became a little child." :j: * Mr Hewitson did not take any degree at College. Little value was then attached to it. The standard of examination has since been raised. He passed his trials for licence before the Presbyteiy of Ayr, on 24th January 1841. t The Rev. John Braidwood of Madras. % Madras Native Herald, Oct. 1850. 40 MEMOIR OP THE REV. W. H. HEWITSON, A little incident strikingly illustrates the intensity of his devotedness. The gold medal — once the idol of his heait — he forwarded from Dalmellington to a friend in Edinburgh,* to be sold, and the proceeds put into the Lord's treasury. His friend, deeming the idol harmless, laid a plan for sparing it: he sent him a cheque for its full money value, and craved leave to retain the medal itself as an in memoriam. " My mind is made up," was Mr Hewitson's characteristic reply, "as to devoting it to the object which I mentioned. This may weigh with you in counterbalance to the feelings which have influenced your — shall I call it ? — condemnation of the act. It was only natural that, at first, my reluctance to parting with an object which I once regarded as a trophy of praiseworthy ambition, and round which many once pleasing associations were gathered, should be almost unconquerable; but, by the grace of God, I have got the victory over my natural feelings of reluctance, and most grievous it would be to find them again rising to the ascen- dant. If the gaining of the prize was a trophy of nature, the parting with it wiU be, in some measure, a trophy of grace. Your own feelings in the matter will enable you to appreciate the force of what I say. In the meantime, while you keep the medal in retentis, it will be my part to keep in retmtis the cheque which you so kindly transmitted. The medal is to you not of the slightest intrinsic value ; it is only the pretium affectioms which it can have in your eyes. I shall be glad to leam by your next that your diflSculties have given way, and that you have succeeded in eflecting the sale.'' Some may not sympathise with this iconoclasm. But whatever may be thought of the act, the motive is like the * William Dickson, Esq. PERSONAL HOLINESS EVANGELISTIC ZEAL. 41 man. " Behold, this self-same thing," writes Paul, " that ye sorrowed after a godly sort, what carefulness it wrought in you, yea, what clearing of yourselves, yea, what indigna- tion, yea, what revenge 1 " Words like these betoken a zeal against idols, with which another than the convicted and pardoned idolater may not intermeddle. When Mr Cecil broke the strings of his once-loved violin, and cast away his brush and palette, he felt that not only must the heart be dissevered from the idol, but the idol itself must be put out of sight. It is the Lord's own way. " I will take away the names of Baalim out of her mouth, and they shall no more be remembered by name." " When I look back upon the past eight years," we find Mr Hewitson writing at this period, " I see them as if they were a waste howling desert, in respect of my own barren- ness." And how shall the desert be now clothed with ver- dure ? How shall that Saviour — ^who is now, not " alter ego" simply, his other self, but "unkiis ego" his one and only self — ^receive the homage of his life ? " How Uttle did I think at that moment," wrote Felix Ne£F, in describing his feelings, as, from the lofty summit of Monte Viso, he caught his first glimpse of the mighty country stretched out at his feet, " of the Caesars, the Bru- tuses, and the Virgils of ancient times ! One consideration absorbed all my thoughts, spreading, as it were, a dark veil over this otherwise smiling Italy. I was now surveying the dark empire of the Beast ! ' Jesus ! thou Divine Sun!' I exclaimed, 'wilt thou never again enlighten this unhappy people ? ' " With such a heart Mr Hewitson now contemplates, not a dying Italy, but a dying world. " You will see them — old and young, rich and poor, lettered and ignorant," is his appeal to a little band of fellow-students 42 MEMOIR OF THE KBV. W. H. HBWITSON. — " perishing through lack of knowledge — given up to delu- sion, to believe a lie — living in bondage to the powers of darkness — yielding themselves as instruments of unrighte- ousness unto sin — and huitying onward, one by one, without God and without hope, to the valley of the shadow of death, to the place of the undying worm and the unquenchable fire. Oh ! what can ye do, ere their doom be sealed, to pluck them like brands from the burning ? Will ye not spend* days of anxious toil, and nights of watching unto prayer, if, perad- venture, one of them at least may be saved from ruin ?" For is not he in possession of the inestimable secret — that secret " hidden from the wise and prudent, but revealed unto babes " — whereby the dying may have life ? " Ne- cessity," he feels, " is laid upon him ; yea, woe is unto him if he preach not the gospel;" and that, be it marked, not becartse he is professumally a minister, hut because he is personally a Christian. With what boldness of faith and yearning of affection does he breast the mighty enterprise ! " Such is the expansive energy of Christian love,'' are his words from the chair of the College Missionary Association, " that wherever it sees a brow like that which was mocked with a crown of thorns, it will not be satisfied till on that brow there be engraven the name of Jesus. ' I am a mission- ary,' is a thought which we should frequently — every day that passes — entertain in our minds ; whenever a new phase of circumstances presents itself — whenever a change in our position occurs, — we should ever be ready to put the ques- tion, ' What, as a missionary, ought I now to do ? ' " As to Peter, so to every Christian," he continues, " is the question put by Jesus, 'Lovest thou me?' As on Peter, so on every Christian is the commandment laid by Jesus, 'Feed my sheep.' Were we — ^were all believers — in poi PERSONAL HOLINESS ^EVANGELISTIC ZEAL. 43 of spirituality of mind, and in point of zealous co-operation with Jesus in his missionary work, what it behoves them to be — were they to give the men of the world occasion to say,. not only, ' See how these Christians love one another ! ' but likewise, ' See how these Christians work for their Lord ! ' — then, by good token, the time were not far distant when the gospel should be preached literally to every soul under heaven." His eye, besides, is on the stealthy movements of that canker-worm which so often blights into impotence an ortho- dox and even active ministry — a world-conforming walk. " How the sinews of evangelistic labour," he went on to say on the same occasion, " are relaxed by a want of habitual prayerfulness, and by occasional relapses into secularity ! So universally diffused and so contagious is the element of worldliness, that, owing to our want of guardedness, it often steals upon us imperceptibly, and, diffusing its virus through our souls, prostrates for a time our spiritual energies. When we descend into and inhale that element, we are im- mediately paralysed, and rendered unable to co-operate with God, till again we have been elevated by his hand into the region and element of spirit." And his own holy walk is to prove impressively that not in vain has he gotten insight into this most momentous of all "furnishings" of the "man of God" — a single-hiearted, self-denying life. What then ? Shall he now enter the vineyard as one of the Master's commissioned labourers? Man would have pronounced him duly " furnished." But He who conducted Paul into Arabia to complete his preparation for the ministry, takes aside Mr Hewitson for further training. CHAPTER IV. 1841, 1842. Health giving way — Residence at Grangemuir — Conflicts — Symptoms of Consumption— Diary — Correspondence — Licence. " I NOW am beginning to feel that relaxation for both mind and body is imperatively requisite. I have been jaded beyond my powers of endurance, and long for a season of rest — of bodily as well as mental quiet — as much as ever poor mariner longed for his expected haven." So wrote Mr Hewitson on 24th March 1841. Friends had been warning him, for months, of the danger and sin of persisting in his protracted hours of study. Several times that spring he had fainted away. He was evidently sinking into a state of debility and emaciation, which, unless ar- rested, must speedily hasten his days to a premature close. On a careful examination, his chest had been ascertained to be as yet unaffected, but his nervous system so thoroughly enfeebled, that only a season of entire rest opened up any prospect of its repair. He who leads his own " by a way which they know not," prepared a rest for his servant. He agreed to become for eight months tutor to a family in Fife — ^hoping that he might then be able to preach the gospel. To this " moun- tain apart " he now betook himself. RESIDENCE AT UBANGEMUIR. 45 " With characteristic energy and decision," says Mr Dodds, alluding to this Fifeshire residence, " he carried out his new views and convictions, even in his familiar letters. No more letters did he write merely as the friend or scholar. Every production, of his pen shewed the Christian. Not that he gave up the graces of classic allusion, or never indulged in the playfulness of friendship; but he mingled with all he wrote that salt and savour of Christianity, that scriptural illustration and experimental feeling, which gave such a dis- tinctive character to his future life." "The verses you sent, extracted from 'The Dial,'" we find him writing at this period to his friend Mr Dickson, "embody, in language singularly appropriate and poetical, a truth on which my mind has often dwelt, both in the crowd and in the closet : ' We are spirits, clad in veils ; Man by man was never seen : All our deep commnnion fails To remove the shadowy screen.' Often, when I have been expatiating in the wide world of thought and feeling, which lay outstretched before — I should rather say in — my own mind, it has occurred to me that there was in the mind of every other human being a similar world of thought and feeling, in which they also freely expatiated, — but a world between which and my world there was an impassable gulf fixed ; into the world of no other man's spirit can I enter, and there think as he thinks, or feel as he feels ; ^and into the world of my spirit no other man can enter, and here live the very life of thought and feeling that I live : ' Man by man was never seen.' But, blessed be God, my dear friend, there is an element which all Christians alike can breathe — a Spirit, even the 46 MEMOIE OF THE EEV. W. H. HEWITSON. Spirit of Christ, in which all Christians, mingling and blending, become 'one spirit.' So long as we are in the flesh there is a barrier that cannot be overpassedj whether by means of poetry, painting, or music, between our souls and the souls of our neighbours, brethren, and friends : ' All our deep communion fails ' to remove the covering that the flesh has cast over our intellectual being; but in Christ two souls are no longer twain, but one spirit — they are no longer two selves, but one self — they are two hearts, in which one and the same chord vibrates — two minds, in which one and the same Divine nature thinks and feels. ' Like the stars, far apart, though seeming near, in our light we scattered lie,' till Christ, ' the Sun of love,' the Day Star, has arisen in our hearts : then our star-light is not quenched — it is absorbed in Christ's sun-light — a light in which we all mingle and melt into one. " How dear Christians should be to one another — they are all so dear to Christ, and Christ is so dear to them all — they are all so alike united to Christ; and Christ's Spirit, the bond, not of imion merely, but of unity, is so richly given to them all ! that the world was one body and one spirit, as it yet will be, in Christ Jesus ! " I hope we shall yet meet often face to face ; at all events, we shall often meet heart to heart before God in Christ, and, though far distant, still live together." " Grangemuir, Pittenweem, May 19, 1841. — [^To a friend m Edinburgh.] — .... I'm getting into a moderate atmosphere. To breathe in the atmosphere of the world is one thing ; to breathe it is a thing quite different. Breathe in that element I must, else I should not be in the world; but breathe it. " STRONG IN FAITH." 47 that I never may ! else I should be of the world. Be it my spirit, and be it the spirit of all my friends, to live ever content with the present lot, but content in it never — at the same time never to live either content with or content in the unholiness, whether of our own hearts or of the hearts of them that are around us. " As to the church-bells, why should you think that your Father in heaven should be angry with you when, standing on your hill Mizar, you wept at the thought of his holy temple? Was he angry when his people by the rivers of Babylon sat down, yea, and wept when they remembered Zion? God has too much of a father's heart fo be angry when his dear children weep, mthout repining, under the rod. yes ! conscience does not bid you weep ; but when sancti- fied nature weeps, conscience cannot frown. " God is glorified, when we are strong in faith. Christ triumphs in our hearts, and reigns,, when our circumstances are desperate but our souls full of hope ; against hope to believe in hope, is Christ's best victory and Satan's worst discomfiture. Peter is on the stormy sea : his eye fixed on Jesus, he walks as if on the pavement of Capernaum ; he turns his eye away from Jesus, and looks on the boisterous storm — straightway he begins to sink, and cries out, * Save me, I perish!' Yes, my dear friend, our hope never turns on our circumstances or on our frames, but always and solely on Christ's righteousness, atonement, and intercession. Our salvation depends, not on the question — ' "What are my sins and my backslidings ? ' but on the question — ' What are Christ's merits and the Father's promises ? ' " The Lord fill the lamps of you all — the whole household — with oil, and light them! — Your very afiectionate friend, " W. H. Hewitson." '48 MEMOIB OF THE EEV. W. H. HEWITSON. Like Bunyan's Pilgrim, he descends into the " Valley of Humiliation." "With regard to my own health for some time past," he writes on 26th July, " that of my soul has been so afflicted that I have not much thought or care to speak about the health of my body, in comparison. The Lord's dealings with me have been in faithfulness ; and from what I have seen of his ways as a God of judgment, I ought, like the Psalmist (Ps. cxix. 120), to tremble and be afraid. Never was I more able to say of myself than now, ' The Lord hath filled me with bitterness ; he hath made me drunken with wormwood.' " • And to another correspondent : — " I may say of my suffer- ings under the faithful chastisement of the Lord, who is ' terrible out of his holy places,' that ' I am the man that hath seen affliction by the rod of his wrath.' It seems to me that, while the ministers of the Church and elders have committed to them the keys of discipline for the correction of open and outward delinquencies, the great Head of the Church himself administers, directly and immediately, discip- line, in the way of suspending from, not the outward use, but the inward enjoyment, of gospel ordinances, and thus, in dreadful reality, inflicting the sentence of excommunication . for a season, in the case of those who may have incurred the unseen guilt of hardness of heart, stifihess of neck, mur- ruuring, and other inward spiritual offences. Did not the Psalmist feel that it had been so with him, when he said, ' My flesh trembleth for fear of thee, and I am afraid of thy judgments ? ' But the judgments of the Lord are true and righteous altogether." Based on such experience, his theology accepted, with no faltering reserve, as its initial article, the doctrine of the hearts utter d^avity. " Now I do indeed see this doctrine THE heart's depravity. 49 in the Bible," said Merle D'Aubigng to Robert Haldane, when, for the first time, the corruption of human nature came home to his understanding as a Bible-truth. " Yes," was Haldane's reply, " but do you see it in your heart ?" Hewit- son was now learning, with new emphasis almost daily, not the doctrine of the heart's corruption merely, but the fact. " The longer I live," he writes on 28th July, " the more I am convinced that our hearts are most fearfully at enmity with God ; and if we do not feel the conviction that they are so, it is just because we are walking in darkness, and are not yet children of the light. Worldly people think that their hearts are not, after all, so hardened against God and against Christ ; but that is a delusion of the wicked one, who has blinded their unbelieving minds, that ' the light of the glorious gospel of Christ ' may not shine into them. Oh, it is most true, however disagreeable the truth, that all in us which is amiable is of God, and that, in ourselves, and as God finds us, we are children of the devil, — all carnal and devilish in the spirit of our minds. That it is so with my natural heart, I believe and know assuredly. Natural corrup- tion is the ' horrible pit,' — the pride of self-righteousness is the ' miry clay : ' the carnal mind is irreconcilable enmity, — ' the miry places and the marshes shall not be healed :' we need Christ ; we are beggars — ragged, loathsome beggars — lepers, outcasts, by nature : we need Christ ; we need to be bom again ; we need to be sanctified : ' Behold, God, our shield, and look upon the face of thine Anointed.' " And again : — " The natural understanding is darkness, till it has passed by regeneration out of the womb of midnight into the marvellous light of the kingdom : in its former con- dition, the light shines all around it, but makes nothing manifest, — as it is written, ' The light shineth in darkness, D 50 MEMOIR OF THE REV. W. H. HBWITSON. and the darkness comprehendeth it not."' " The natural mind is one element, in which we may see Divine things ; but that element has a mightily refracting, or rather a wofully distorting power, and Divine things are bent by it out of their proper course, so that they do not impinge upon the heart : on the other hand, the Spirit of God, in which, as in an atmosphere, we are baptized, is a medium through which we see divine things in their proper light and position ; through that medium they come, unbent and unrefracted, down upon the heart, and converge, as in a focus, at the centre point of the will. We need the gift, not only of the Son, but likewise of the Spirit ; we need not only the sun-light, but likewise the atmospheric medium, through which the light may pass into our souls." The sympathies of the heavenly family were now welling up in his soul. " To-day," he writes to a friend in Edin- burgh, on 9th August, " has been a gala day to me ; for my dear friend M. has written to me a letter, which I received to-day, penned under the influence of Divine grace : he is henceforth a friend dearer than ever. I had observed in him glimmerings and traces of the day-spring; now, God be praised, yea, and God is praised for it ! — the day-star has arisen brightly in M 's heart : he has had ministered to him an abundant entrance into the kingdom of the Lord Jesus Christ. His letter is that of a dear child of God." And to another friend, on the 21st of the same month : — ■ " The first affection which ever warmed my heart towards you was based on the rock Christ, and^-Christ give me grace — that affection will not be overthrown by time or accident. How narrow-souled is the friendship of the world ! it cannot brook rivalry. But friendship formed in Christ is large-hearted, — it can admit a whole church — I'll not say of CONFLICTS. 5 1 rivals, but of brethren — into the circle of its intimacy. The time is coming, I think, when Christian friendships will be more intensely Christian, and turn more directly on the centre, Christ, than hitherto." A new affliction visits him, and the sufferer learns new lessons. " Grangemuir, Sept. 23, 1841. — [To William Dickson, Esq., Edinburgh.] — Thanks to God, in the name of Christ, I am recovering. I'm able to sit up a while to-day As for company, I had, during the fever, the presence of Jesus — the blessed, precious Jesus ! and there was none upon earth that I desired besides him. But oh, how he has shewn me fearful things in my own soul ! Since my beginning to recover, I have been in the state well described in the psalm of to-day. I have seen great and sore troubles, but, blessed be Grod ! they came not on me till the fever was gone off. ' The Lord hath chastened me sore, but he hath not given me over unto death.' " " September 29. — [To the same.] — I am alone, but not lonely. Many a time, when my soul, like a silly dove too long wandering abroad, too long on the wing over the flood of Divine wrath, has found its way back again to the ark of safety, Jesus has, with sweet consolations and notices of his blessed presence, kept me from wearying. I have been dealt with by the Lord in tender mercy, and it has been good for me to be afflicted. " The Lord has taught me that to lie patiently on the bed of languishing is as acceptable with him as to work zealously in his vineyard. He has taught me more than I knew be- fore of the grace of God the Father. He has taught me more of Paul's meaning in the words — ' The love of Christ con- straineth me.' He has taught me more of the impossibility 52 MEMOIR OF THE REV. W. H. HEWITSON. of serving God aright and with joyfulness, except from a motive of love to God. He has taught me more of the im- possibility of my loving God, except mider a conviction and firm belief of the definite reality of God^s love to me. He has taught me more of the holiness — more of the freeness — more of the fiflness — more of the trustworthiness of the gospel — more of the necessity of serving God with^ar, and of rejoic- ing with tremhling. " He has enabled me to look up to God with more confi- dence as to a Father. ' I have sat under his shadow with great delight, and his fruit has been sweet to my taste.' He has shewn me more clearly the evidences, in my state of mind, of a self-righteous spirit, and shewn me more clearly, liliewise, that he is all in all. — I am, my dear friend, yours afiectioriately in the Lord, " W. H. H." The fever gave place to a complaint more alarming. " I am still weak," he writes on 23d October; " every new day convinces me that my almost shattered condition needs a longer season than I anticipated of repose. To gather strength for the work of the ministry must be for a while my chief object in living, next to the all-important object of learning to die daily. During the summer I have not studied for my- self, except by way of preparing my presbyterial discourses, and still I am resolved to abstain entirely from all avoidable study. I should rather say I am compelled by necessity to abstain. The doctor tells me that, in my present state, some other disease may easily, without my taking care, come in upon me, and perhaps prove fatal. Behold, we count them happy which endure." The " other " disease did appear. " Grangemnir, Nov. 8, 1841. — [To his Father.] — Lord W and I, according to his proposal, went over to Edin- SYMPTOMS OF CONSUMPTION. 53 burgh last week, and the doctors (Dr Henderson and Dr Moir) ascertained that there was disease beginnings in the lungs, though at present not in an active state. I am for- bidden to study, or do anything requiring effort for the space of a year. With lore to you all, and especially your immortal souls, and praying that the Holy Spirit of promise may come forth from the Lord our Saviour, to sanctify wholly you and mother, and all the family, — I am, my dear father, your very affectionate son, " W. H. H." " It is melancholy," he writes on Dec. 2, to a friend whose health had begun to give way under a similar complaint, " that you should be menaced at the same time with pul- monary disease. Both of us, my dearest , will do well to use the beautiful language of the Psalmist, in the 39th Psalm. How tenderly, in verses 4, 5, and 6, are the weak- ness and vanity of our earthly being brought home to our feelings, to our experiences ! The Lord give us grace to look beyond this speck of space and time, saying, as in verse 7, ' Now, Lord, what wait I for ? My hope is in thee.' 'Tis pleasant to us, immortal spirits, when we can say to our Lord, even to him who sits on the throne of eternity with a human heart, a heart whose blood was shed to atone for our guilt, a heart which is now as full of fresh, living, human sympathies as it was on the day when 'Jesus wept,' a heart which is as open to you, dear friend, a,nd to me, as it was once to Mary and Martha — pleasant it is when we can look up to him as an elder brother, and say, ' All my hope is in thee — ^my expectation is from the Lord^my heart is fixed — I shall not be afraid of evil tidings.' " Do you recollect what converse we often had together at on religious subjects ? That converse was pleasant to me, and yet painful, for I was seeking Jesus then, but I 54 MEMOIR OP THE REV. W. H. HEWITSON. had not found him. I was too ambitious of human honour, too fond of the world, to seek anything else in Jesus than a deliverer from the guilt of sin. I did not hate sin itself — I did not seek Jesus that I might be delivered from the power and dominian of sin. There was a vehement controversy between |he Holy Spirit and my carnal nature in those days ! He often drew me with loving-kindness, but my neck was ' an iron sinew,' and I still willingly lay in chains of dark- ness, a slave to the ' beggarly elements ' of this world's enjoys- ments. I did not lay to heart these words of Jesus, ' How CAN ye believe, who receive honour one of another, and seek not the honour that cometh from God only?' I sought to believe ; but the pursuit, or rather the thirst, of worldly honour made faith impossible. Glad enough I would have been, if T could have followed Jesus without being obliged to deny myself, and to take up the cross. I was labouring under a great delusion, for I did not know that if I were only willing to leave all and follow Christ, he would make the cross not heavy to be borne, but a delight, more pleasant than to the miser is his load of gold, or to the earthly monarch are his insignia of power. I did not know what these words meant — ' My yoke is easy, and my burden is light.' " Now I understand that if we only be willing to give up all for Christ, he is willing to give us more happiness, ten thousand fold, than we give up for his sake. To bear the cross is a burden, only if we be unwilling to bear it — if we be willing, it is a well-spring of perennial comfort, nay, even of joy and exultation, so that the kingdom of Christ in the soul is scripturally defined to be ' righteousness, and peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost.' Now, I believe that / am the chief of sinners ; but ' the blood of Christ cleanseth from all sin.' I believe that all my very best works are as ' a filthy rag ' — COVENANT. 55 that they cannot cover me from the storm of God's wrath: — but Jesus is ' glorious in his apparel,' and his name is ' Jeho- vmh our Righteousness.^ I believe that without holiness I can- not see God, but if we ask from our Heavenly Father his Holy Spirit, he has promised, sworn, to give it ; if we ask the bread of life and holiness, he will not give us a stone." Not, as before, in " the spirit of bondage," but in the spirit of adoption and of liberty, we find him anew consecrating himself to the Lord : — "Saturday, December 4, 1841. — On this day I have solemnly, at the throne of grace, subscribed the everlasting covenant of grace which was entered into before the foundation of the world between the Father and Son, persons of the Holy Trinity. I have solemnly engaged, by the grace of God, to receive Christ as my wisdom, my righteousness, my sanctijication, and my redemption. My prayer has been, that the Father will set the seal of the covenant, even the seal of the Holy Spirit, upon my heart. As a memorial of this engagement, I have chosen the following Scripture, which may the Lord my Saviour hide in my heart, and make the motto of my future life : ' I am crucified with Christ : nevertheless I live ; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me ; and the life which I now live in the flesh, I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me ' — (Galatians ii. 20). " W. H. Hewitson.'' " I am shut up within house," he writes to Mr Dodds, on 11th December, ''except on days when the atmosphere is dry As yet I am not an evangelist, and, till my health be in some measure re-established, it may be a duty to remain unlicensed. I had been asked to become M'Cheyne's (of Dundee) assistant, and glad would I have been to labour in the vineyard alongside of one so eminent for zeal and god- 56 MEMOIR OP THE REV. W. H. HEWITSON. liness ; but the medical veto put an insurmountable barrier in the way." He had been looking forward to the beginning of 1842 as the time when he should be associated with the true yoke-fellow named in this extract. Again and again Mr M'Cheyne had applied to him in the hope of securing him as his assistant, but Mr Hewitson still was detained under the preparatory training. How he "stands upon his watch," to hear what the Lord has to say to him about his every sin ! " My dear parents," he writes, on 16th December, " when I look back on my past life, I find numberless stains of guilt, all shewing the dreadful corruption of my nature ; and among these I find many, many stains of guilt contracted by disobedience to the fifth com- mandment, ' Honour thy father and thy mother.' How often, from my childhood upward, I have done contrary to the will and wishes of you both ! How often I have, instead of honouring you according to God's commandment, spoken towards you both in a manner in which I ought not to have spoken ! I confess with sorrow and deep regret the unduti- fulness which, if I had been a child fearing God and honomr- ing his commandments, I never would have shewn towards my dear father and mother. ' Truly the heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked.' None but God's Spirit can make it clean. May he cleanse all our hearts ! " My dear parents, when I was a child, and was himgry, and asked bread, you did not give me a stone, but with affectionate tenderness you gave me bread : how much more will our Heavenly Father give us, if we cry aloud to him for it, the Holy Spirit!" In a note-book of this period occur the following jottings. They are interesting as indicating still further the godly jea- lousy wherewith he watched over his secret walk, and also DIAEY. 57 as indicating his one steadfast aim — the looking outward at the face of God : — " 1841. Saturday, Dec. 25. — Detected spuit of self-righteousness — Satan in form of an angel of light calumniating God. Eesolved to oppose such a spirit hence- forth in God's strength. Sabbath, Dec. 26. — Communicated at Pittenweem; during part of the services enjoyed sweet communion with Jesus ; during part, harassed with tempta- tions to unbelief; in the evening, strange and painful hardness of heart. ' The heart is deceitful above all things, and de- sperately wicked.' Monday, Dec. 27. — Hardness of heart still continued; occasionally in prayer obtained relief, but all day long tormented with unbelieving thoughts, — the cause of them evidently an inordinate desire of enjoying sensible com- fort. Tuesday, Dec. 28. — The day brightened now and then with cheering glimpses of God in Christ Jesus ; the struggle with temptation to doubt still to be maintained ; sore appre- hensions lest in a day of hot trial I should fall away : God forbid ! Wednesday, Dec. 29. — Enjoyed more peace in be- lieving ; reflected that it was as sinful to doubt God's willing- ness to save me, as to doubt his existence (Ezek. xxxiii. 11). How good is the Lord, who has become partaker of my nature, that I might be made partaker of his divine nature ! " With increasing emphasis he urges the paramount im- portance of the outward looking, as the source of spiritual health. " ' ye of little faith ! '" he writes on 5th January to a friend in Edinburgh — "this tender rebuke is administered to you — to me — to every one who ever is oppressed with doubt. If I am sometimes disturbed suddenly with the thought, ' Surely I am not yet born again ! Such hideous things I still find to have a place in my soul ! Are God's children — his really regenerate ones — are they such as I am?' — then it is not gospel-wisdom to brood over the disquieting thought 58 MEMOIR OP THE REV. W. H. HEWITSON. — I ought to flee for my life to Jesus, knowing, on the authority of God's Word, that the blood of Jesus cleanseth from all sin, and that, if I go to Jesus, he will in no wise, on no account whatever, cast me out. Dwelling with sorrow on the sins which I have committed, whether they be sins of backsliding or of some other description,-^dwelling on them, and on the apprehensions which they stir up, that I am still in danger of the wrath to come, will never do me any good — never set me down on safe ground ; but fleeing to Christ's blood will : let me dip myself in the fountain of Calvary, I am purged from an evil conscience. for more faith ! " His was a temperament which presented no ordinary barrier to this triumph of faith. He thus detects at once the peril and the safeguard : — " Grangemuir, January 26. — \To the JRev. James Dodds.y — My deak Friend, — Your letter was acceptable : I had long expected it. When correspondence makes a pause of many weeks, as it does occasionally, friendship for the interval is, though not starved, yet put upon light fare. It is at such times ' saved by hope,' — kept alive by the expectation of better things. Do we so confide in the constancy of absent friends, and at a time when, the tokens of friendly regard being less frequently renewed, imagination, stretching her magic wand across the black obscurity, might easily call up to view the image of cold estrangement, with averted eye, casting a faded and scentless wreath on the form of departed friendship, — do we, at such a time, still, amid the mockery of appearances, continue to believe that our absent friends have their eye turned afiectionately towards us as in former days ? Do we, by such charitable judgment of one another, keep alive our mutual sympathies amid the chill of long absence and unfrequent intercourse ? — and shaU we not deal with at IMAGINATION AND FAITH. 59 least an equal generosity of confidence towards our absent Lord ? Often he seems to have cast us off, and to have alienated his loving-kindness : we enjoy not tokens for good as in days past, when the candle of the Lord shone around us, and we saw, amid its circlet of illumination, ' the King in his beauty:' while we 'keep silence,' and our hearts are black with sorrow, imagination is at work, mocking us with her cruel phantasies, and guiding us into the valley of the shadow of death ; we muse with the Psalmist — ' Will the Lord cast off for ever? and will he be favourable no more ?' This is our infirmity. We forget at such a time that we have to ' walk by faith' — that we are ' saved by hope.' " Imagination degrades us, and dishonours our Lord, when it works as the handmaid of slavish fear ; but when it waits upon hope, and scatters along her path the amaranthine flowers of Bible truth, it gives to the Lord the glory due to his faithfulness, and elevates our souls to that tone of high spiri- tual feeling which ought to characterise the children of God. " Those whose imaginations are not lively and ever astir, know little, experienced though they be in the hardships and adversities of spiritual Ufe, what a sum of peculiar suf- ferings an imaginative temperament entails on its posses- sor. Bunyan knew; Cowper knew likewise; nor was Milton ignorant of these peculiar sufferings. Shakspeare, had he been a converted man, would have known them; if he was at length a converted man, he did know them : the deep philosophising pathos of his mind, impressed on many pages of his works, and forming the most deeply marked lineament of his genius, shews that he endured much solitary suffering, and that often in his moods of most boisterous merriment. Laughter, indeed, and sorrow, are near akin. It is mighty that power of grace, which gives to such as are of imagina- 60 MEMOIR OF THE REV. W. H. HEWITSON. live temper much joy and peace in believing ; but such Christians are perhaps most frequently shadowed over with clouds — not clouds of despondency, but clouds of sorrow for an absent Lord. All have imagination in some measure, and it is well if it be subordinate to faith in Christ's faithfulness. ' We are saved by hope ; ' and when hope seems to be madness, we should constantly hope still, thus approving Ourselves the children of faithful Abraham, and giving proof that, even when the Lord seems to have averted his counte- nance, we can trust in his word of promise, and rely on the constancy of his kindness." " The life of a ministry," it has been said, " is the mini- ster's life." And well it may. The sermon preaches on the Sabbath — ^the Ufe preaches all the week. Into Mr Hewit- son's " life " a little glimpse here opens. He refers to a scene of so-called harmless amusement into which he had acci- dentally been thrown : — " January 28, 1842. — .... Immediately afterwards I made my escape with pleasure. No amusement is innocent which takes away the soul from Jesus, or does what it can to take it away." " February 9, 1842. — .... How often have I fallen by Utth — apparently vei-y little sins ! These very little sins have often bound my soul in affliction and iron ; they have grown up often into awful bulk before the eye of conscience, and covered all the coming eternity with their shadow of death. After such a season of terror, amazing seems the long-suffer- ing of God, when at last the rising Sun of Righteousness scatters the darkness, and effuses from his wings healing into the wounded spirit. Never did any one so try the forbearance of God as I have done. Oh, if he would hence- forth ever keep me from falling !" "little sins" ELECTION. 61 This is not sanctimoniousness, but sanctity. The " per- fect love " that cast out the " fear which hath torment " has brought in another fear — the fear of offending so holy and so gracious a Lord. Hence the " beauty of holiness" — not the hypocrite's assumed garb, but the real sanctity — ^which now adorns him. The life of his ministry is indeed to be the minister's life. We lately found him painfully sounding the depths of the heart's desperate depravity. The correlative fact — Go