.ETTERS AND WRITIM! JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL QfatttcU Utttoeraitg Hibtarg BOUGHT WITH THE INCOME OF THE SAGE ENDOWMENT FUND THE GIFT OF HENRY W. SAGE 1891 Cornell University Library arV15605 Letters and writings of James Gree^^^^ 3 1924 031 322 724 olin.anx Cornell University Library The original of tliis book is in tine Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://www.archive.org/details/cu31924031322724 LETTERS AND WRITINGS OF JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL \ From a portrait by W, Sargeaut Kendall, Ksq., 1013 LETTERS AND WRITINGS OF JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL LATK UASIEB OF THE BBEARLET SCHOOL IN NEW YOBE BOSTON AND NEW YOEK HOUGHTON MIFFLIN COMPANY (Clie iMattf^e pteff Cambribse 1917 S COPYRIGHT, ign, BY LBTITIA BRACE CROSWELL ALL RIGHTS RESERVED Published May iqtj TO THE HEADER James Croswell left no mass of writings which is at all adequate to express what he was. His work was done with the living voice, not with the pen. The chief value of the letters and scraps of letters, and other writings of his, that are here gathered, is that there is in them the sound of his voice. In them he speaks, and people who loved to listen to him can listen once more. To catch the echo of his voice and the passing inflections of his mind is all that has been attempted in this memorial volume. To such writings of his own as his wife has been able to collect, have been added a few rec- ords of the impression he made on some men and women who knew him best. Edward S. Martin. BIOGRAPHICAL James Greenleaf Croswell was born in Brunswick, Maine, August 29, 1852. His father, the Reverend Andrew Croswell, was rector of St. Paul's Church in Brunswick, and remained there until Easter, 1853. Then, or later, the family moved to Cambridge to be near Mrs. Croswell's parents. Judge and Mrs. Simon Greenleaf. The boyhood friends of James Croswell were LeBaron Briggs and Theodore and William Russell, the latter afterwards Governor of Massachusetts. Croswell prepared for college in the Cam- bridge Latin School, entered Harvard, and graduated in 1873. The year after graduation he taught at St. Mark's School, Southborough. The year following that he became instructor in Greek at Harvard and remained in that em- ployment until he went to Germany in 1878. There he passed three years as a student at Leipsic and Bonn. From Germany he returned to Harvard and was Assistant Professor of Greek from 1882 viii BIOGRAPHICAL until, in the spring of 1887, he came to the Brearley School. He married (May 10, 1888) Letitia Brace, daughter of Charles Loring Brace, of Dobbs Ferry. He died on March 14, 1915. In response to the enquiry of the secretary of his Harvard class as to his proceedings during the first twenty years after graduation he made this reply: — 27 Waverlt Place, New Yoke City. After graduation I taught school one year at St. Mark's at Southborough. Upon leaving St. Mark's I returned to Harvard, where I was em- ployed by the college as a tutor in Greek for three years. I escaped soon from the awkward results of my incapacity by receiving, through the tireless bounty of our Alma Mater, a " Parker Fellowship," which permitted me three years of travel in Europe. I returned to the college as assistant professor in 1882 to repay this debt by instructing again in Greek and Latin. In 1887, on the death of my college friend, Sam- uel Brearley, of the class of 1871, I inherited the head-mastership of a school founded by him in New York. Ever since that time I have BIOGRAPHICAL ix been at work here, under varying conditions, chiefly occupied in preparing for college the female descendants of Harvard, Yale, and Princeton graduates. These New York girls compose not the least interesting part of the population of that interesting and heterogene- ous city. Some of my pupils have become teachers ; some are mothers of American citizens ; and some the wives of foreign nobles; two are trained nurses; one is an oflScer of the Salva- tion Army. These are my short and simple an- nals, if the Secretary thinks my classmates may wish to hear them. I will not detail my literary works, at his wicked suggestion. They are all school-books, and may be found in the regular educational catalogues. They enjoy a forced circulation in some quarters. ILLUSTRATIONS James Greenleaf Ceoswell. . . . Frontispiece From a portrait by W. SargearU Kendall, 191S Five Years Old 4 At Twenty-One 16 Facsimile of a Letter to a Child .... 128 Mr. Croswell's House at Deeb Isle, Maine . 282 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL LETTERS JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL LETTERS In his thirteenth year Jaffrey, August 21, 1865. Dear A : — Tuesday we went up the mountain and I am going to tell you about it. We crowded into the big mountain wagon of Mr. Cutter's and rode a pretty long way till we came to the Halfway House, there got out and climbed along with our poles to a pretty little place by a nice spring where we ate our dinner. Then we set off to go to the top. We boys, Charlie,^ Willie Farnsworth, Si, and I, all went off together, and we lost the path; the conse- quence was we had a dreadful, hard, tough scramble over rocks and stones. One remarka- ble thing was we got down in half the time we came up. There are five bulls on the mountain, two of which we saw, and they nearly scared the young women to death. Good-bye. ' Charles Pomeroy Parker, oWit 1917. 4 JAMES OREENLEAF CROSWELL P.S. Yesterday we made a picnic to a little brook near the park and we had a very nice time. When it began to rain we went into a barn. Your affectionate Jim. To Mrs. James Greenleaf, sister of H. W. Longfellow, the poet Cambridge, iulp 20 [1868]. Deak Aunt Mabt: — I have so much to tell you that I don't know where to begin; so I will go back to last May, when you left here. I went back to school and studied pretty hard all June and came out first in my exami- nations, and then came our grand exhibition. Our class (namely the Second College) were ushers at the exercises, which were composi- tions, declamations, and an original English dialogue, and we had the special honor of being mentioned, as a body, for good scholarship, which is very seldom done. Then there was a ball in the evening, at which they danced the most unheard-of fancy dances, and then the Class of "1868" had graduated and given way to " 1869," which is mine. Our Principal has sailed for Europe to pass FIVE YEAUS ULD LETTERS 5 the Long Vacation, so if you happen to see Mr. William J. Rolfe, A.M., in England; he's the man. It 's very convenient to have such a famous man as Professor Longfellow in your party, for we have your movements telegraphed to the Boston papers quite frequently. I look out on the map your movements as well as I can, though some places I can't find. I wish you could go to Rugby and write me about it, as that is the one place in England that I feel curious about. I was very much pleased with the little pictures you sent us, though the lake did not seem "all my fancy painted it," but I suppose that an engraving could n't do it jus- tice as regards the colors. We were very much tickled by the story of the two young men who shook hands with Uncle Sam for the poet, and I don't think they made such a bad shot after all. I wish you would tell Uncle Sam that I went to the Boylston Prize Speaking on Phi Beta Kappa Day, and that Greener, the colored man, of the Junior Class, and Godfrey Morse, of the same class, took the first prizes. I also heard William Everett's poem delivered before the Phi Beta Kappa Society. 6 JAMES 6REENLEAF CROSWELL On next Friday the Harvard Boat Club (long may it wave) will race at Worcester with the Yales. On Thursday we are going to race with the famous Ward brothers at Worcester be- sides various single races before. Last Fourth, Harvard raced the Wards and got beaten; but perhaps they will do better this time. Harvard played the Lowells last Fourth on Jarvis, and owing to Bob Shaw's absence got beaten by three tallies. Last Friday the Harvards went to Boston and played the Lowells, and beat them by 39 to 26, but because the Lowells had one or two men absent, the Harvards kindly refused to call it a match game, and they will play two more games. See the difference be- tween the Harvards' gentlemanly conduct and the Lowells' I dont-know-what. Give my love to Aunt Anne, and believe me Your affectionate nephew, J. G. Croswell. P.S. Harvard played Lowell on Jarvis, and beat them by one tally on yesterday. LETTERS 7 On board Sch. Meredith, Off Ragged Island, [Casco Bat], August 23, 1868. Dear Aunt Mart: — I am writing this on the trunk of the old schooner, looking out over the blue Atlantic and watching the sea-gulls circling round above my head, and screaming at us. Right abreast of us is a large flock of coots, swimming in the water, and the white breakers are dashing grandly up against the little black ledges all around us. "The billows are roaring, Are rolling and roaring." We are on our way from the New Meadows River to Portland. Si and I have enjoyed ourselves very much indeed (for three weeks on the Meredith is not to be despised) in boating, swimming, and fishing, and now we are trying to beat up to Highfield against a wind dead ahead. I am particular in describing all this because I know you know all the Bay so well and will like to hear from it, even under the shade of the Swiss mountains. Old Mr. Bibber was telling me the other day (just as we were passing through it) about Uncle James's nam- ing the Herring Gut, Herring Gutter, because it is so narrow, and to this day Mr. Bibber al- 8 JAMES 6REENLEAF CROSWELL ways calls it "the Gutter." Perhaps you re- member it is the passage between Jaquish and Bailey's Island. I've been reading a delicious book of sea- songs called "Thalatta," containing the pret- tiest gems of the poets and all of them about the sea. Perhaps my favorites are "Thalatta," from the German of Heine, and "Hampton Beach," by Whittier, which I can say almost by heart I've read it so often. I've had a lovely vacation so far, and as I expect to go to Nahant on the 31st of August to stay a fortnight with Charlie Pitts, I intend to have a lovely vacation the rest of it. I have seen the Alice two or three times this year, and she looked very attractive. I declare I almost think that I should prefer to own a yacht like her, rather than to go to Europe five times over. Just now the salt breeze is so delicious that I don't want to go ashore at all. Our High School Committee have been cut- ting up such dreadful shines with the school, dismissing the Principal and altering the stud- ies, that I don't quite know what I 've got to do next year, beyond the fact that by that blessed day when you get home I shall be ready for college, probably. I suppose that you, pos- LETTERS 9 sessing the Chronicle, are well posted up in these matters. I very much enjoyed Aunt Anne's let- ter to Bess about the Channel passage and so has everybody who has read it. Seasickness is the one difficulty in sailing on the briny: but everything has its drawbacks in this world. When you write, tell me about the beautiful Rhine, and Ehrenbreitstein, and Rolandseck; and did you go to the Cathedral at Cologne? I think I am more familiar with the Rhine than any other part of Europe, not even England excepted, and at any rate would rather see it. By the time this letter gets to you I shall prob- ably be in my seventeenth year. Think how venerable I am! And still we go marching along. Aunt Mary, and the time gets nearer when you'll return to Your affectionate nephew, J. G. Croswell. Simon and I send our best love to Aunt Anne. I hope some day to get a letter written to her. Please accept our best thanks for those cun- ning little knives. Cambridge, October 31, 1863. My dear AtJNT: — I wrote you one letter on or about the 1st of this month, and I thought 10 JAMES OBEENLEAF CROSWELL I mentioned in it that we were back at school again; but my thoughts were so full of the Sat- urday session (of which I wrote you) that per- haps I omitted it. Anyhow, we are not only at school now, but even half through the fall term. Mr. Rolfe was reinstated by a vote of six to five in the School Board, and immedi- ately resigned; and now Mr. Bradbury, an under-teacher, is Acting Master; but we have no Principal. I'm right sorry about Mr. Rolfe and I despise that School Committee. We have to go to school Saturdays for three mortal hours, and when there to let oflf a stupid de- clamation. Ma and the St. James's Sewing Circle are in the fuU tide of preparation for a fair, and they meet once a week to get ready. It may come off on the 1st of December, but the time is not fixed. We got your letter, from Paris, of the 16th, to-day. Ma is imable to write now from stress of business, but sends love to you and will write soon. Only think of your writing to us that you sit in the famous Louvre. I tell you if I was there I'd sit there most all the time. Though I have n't the first idea of drawing myself, yet I enjoy nothing so much as a picture; but I LETTERS 11 have to take it out in Childs and Jenks, and Illustrated Newses. Speaking of that, I "run over to Aunt Mary's" quite often to look at Audubon or Iconograph, and to prowl about the library, and it seems as if you might be upstairs or in the kitchen; for though I've learnt to imagine you gazing at Mont Blanc, etc., while I'm not actually in the house, yet when I am there I can't think you are so far off as that. Winter is coming here on the double-quick and we have had a snowstorm already, but it melted right off. However, it is not snow I want, but ice to skate on, and if that little puddle opposite the Craigie House is only as large and as smooth and slippery as it was on Washington's Birthday last winter, I shall be happy. Oh! what fun it is to go cut, cut, cut, slide, tumble, on perfect glass such as that puddle was that morning! Baseball is getting out of season slowly, though we had a Harvard vs. Lowell game on the 17th of this month, and a Harvard vs. Tri-Mountain last Saturday. Harvard goes out of the season triumphant, having beaten both Lowells and Tri-Mounts badly. These two clubs are the only rivals of any account 12 JAMES OREENLEAF CROSWELL they have. We had a great Grant and Colfax tum-out in Boston on Wednesday night. There was a torchlight procession three miles long in Boston'consisting of clubs from all the country round and three hundred Harvard students marched in it. I believe papa sends you the Transcript with the account of it, so I will not particularize. Washy's nephew is getting to be a great boy now, and he thinks everything of him. Much love to all, and tell Aunt A. L. P. I'm going to write to her when I get a chance and somewhat to say. Au revoir. J. G. C. P.S. Mamma says that her fair is to be post- poned till Easter. Aboia 1869. Dear Mother: — Your Sunday night letter got here at nine o'clock Monday, and as this is the burden of the day, I can't stop long to write. All's well, I guess; but we do have too much milk. Puss has got so's not to touch it, and blanc-mange is a drug. I never want to eat any bread-and-milk again. I got my watch mended — fifty cents — and two oranges — eight cents. We have eaten LETTERS IS some little of your strawberry preserve, and shall eat some more. Saturday night and Sun- day morning we got our own meals. Our leg of mutton is nearly eternal. We have eaten two herrings and half a shad. Tell pa I want those balmorals of his in the worst way; I *m going to play croquet Wednes- day afternoon and my shoes are beginning to crack. Miss Daniell wants me to be usher at her wedding, but I can't, I think — I must cut to go, anyhow. Miss Russell left a card at our house, and her wedding cards are out this morn- ing. Tell pa that I hope by next year to look well enough not to be mistaken for a Yale student even by a stranger. J. G. Cboswell. To Mr. Samuel Longfellow, brother of the poet Saturday, August 12, 1871. Dear Uncle Sam: — Islesboro is still lively and much as you left it. We are quite well, all of us, including your little Walter, and are doing every day precisely what we have done while you were here. Dick and Walter and Willie are very much together, in the boats around the wharf or on the hotel piazza; the 14 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL same croquet party still plays croquet; the same backgammon party still sits in the parlor; the waves still wash on White Rock beach when I go down to swim alone, — just as they did when we went together. So, since one day is so much like another, it is hard to write much news to you who know all about the place and the people. The first thing I thought of to tell you is that last night the crop of mushrooms did very well and they are very nice this morning. Don't you wish you had some? We had some that night we left you at Castine, on board the vessel for dinner. H. had his pears also, and was much gratified by the attention. He still proves a great aid to our evening. We had a very pleasant voyage home from Castine, hardly to be called a sail, for there was no wind and Wad and I rowed more than half- way. I hope you were as lucky in your voyage as regards smoothness of water. The fireworks were quite successful that evening, which was pretty quiet otherwise, for we were all tired. Yesterday Minnie and Bess and I walked down to that pretty Crow Cove where S. and I met your boat party that afternoon and whence you and I walked home. The girls are very good LETTERS 15 walkers when they want to be; quite as good as we boys, I think. In the afternoon Bessie and I went aboard the vessel to write chords; but she went to sleep and I went to row instead. We made it up by going to the stile to see the beautiful sunset last night, and this morning we are going to the Post-OflBce, which reminds me to end my letter. Very truly yours, J. G. Ceoswell. Written on the eve of starting for Southboro, where he had engaged to he a teacher at St. Mark's School Cambbidoe, August 31, 1873. My dear Mother: — For the last time I date from Cambridge. The long-expected epoch has come, and with hope and cheerful- ness and faith, not in myself, but in the Power on whose side I pray to try to be always found fighting, I leave my home and all that I know and love. I have had a pretty solemn time to- day. I feel not a bit melancholy nor unhappy; but a good deal of awe and a little mistrust. So many responsibilities; such great interests at stake; my own hfe thrown into my own keep- ing as it really never has been; and with it a certain amount of influence on other lives. And 16 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL I have with the best intentions such an india- rubber backbone. I hope I shall not be weighed and found wanting. Oh, for a little real ob- stinacy and a little manly courage, to keep me from quailing in the hour of trial I I pray I may not be one of the children of Ephraim, but am dreadfully afraid I am. To Mr. Samuel Longfellow SoUTHBOEO, October 14, 1873. My dear Uncle Sam: — I beUeve you are a man who likes boys enough to enjoy a letter about them. So I shall venture to write you the history of my life for the past six weeks, which really has been little but constant care and attention to thirty-six small boys. The small- est ones, of course, are the most interesting. They are boy, pure and simple, the genuine article. The first day I came, one of these little fellows quite won my heart by his oddities of appearance, his politeness, and his thorough boyishness. His name is Master L. His native town is Providence; his father is a wealthy gentleman of that city, and, as the son tells me with pride, a colonel in the late war. This little chap looks exactly and wonderfully like a monkey. His hair is cut short and bristly ; AT TWENTY-ONE LETTERS 17 his face is all over freckles, or rather all one freckle; he has no forehead at all, and his eye- brows meet in a sage frown which rarely leaves his face. To all this add a very bright, restless pair of eyes and a more restless pair of hands. Perhaps you don't see why he should win a tutor's admiration, and are waiting to hear that he distinguishes himself by his recitations. On the contrary, he is one of the poorest scholars. In American history class he undertook, with the gravest face possible, to recite about the Whiskey "Resurrection," and in spelling he is something like Josh Billings. Needle he always spells neadle, and the words to, too, two, are al- together beyond his powers. His whole soul is devoted, like many other little fellows' here, to trapping rabbits, and his lessons are merely side issues, vapepya, to this pursuit. But in general information he is strong, and is a very entertaining talker at the table. He sits next to me on one side. On the other side sits a thor- ough contrast to him — T. T., a light blond, whose skin is so delicately fair that the veins on his forehead show bright blue. He has a very sweet temper and a good deal of talent for study — and yet, like L., he is a perfectly noisy, jolly boy and more of a trapper if pos- 18 JAMES 6REENLEAF CROSWELL sible than he even. These two were so polite to me in my greenness, and are so happy and bright and funny at the table, that I cannot help, as I said to begin with, a good deal of af- fection for them, though I cannot precisely tell why. Is there not something wonderfully attractive in any opening bud, — fascinating by the promise of what may come, and of itself beautiful and pleasant? Another class of boys here may fairly be represented by Henry Chapin. He is older, wiser, quieter, is beginning to think about be- ing a monitor some day, and is rather on his good behavior; therefore, the pleasure I take in him is rather of a more reasonable kind, and it 's more for what he promises to be than what he is. Good-natured, steady, brave, bright; some day he will be a splendid man. The monitors and the "sixth" are, of course, the cream of the school. Our captain, or dux, or whatever you would call him is a young man called H. He is "one of a thousand." The tutors meet and treat him on terms of perfect equality except a little bit of etiquette once in a while. He is, like all the monitors, indeed, a very eflScient ally in the school to us. And in personal character he reminds me most of H. S. LETTERS 19 White, which is saying a great deal for him, is it not? I have not written much history have I ? The fact is my life is made up of boys, and in writing of them I do write of myself. Many thanks for that very entertaining "Old and New." Yours affectionately, J. G. C. SouTHBORO, February 14, 1874. Mt deae Uncle Sam: — Your letter came safely and by the next mail the pamphlet also, for both of which I am much obliged. I too have not forgotten our talk together. I wish it had been longer, for I asked and said but a small fragment of what was in my mind to ask and say. Such topics are intensely interesting to talk and think of, and you know how boundless is the field of investigation. As to the line of thought in which our con- versation ran, and which your sermon carries out, it is a favorite one of mine. Mr. Arnold opens it up a little, or rather it is the starting- point of his theology, though he does not de- velop it in such detail as you do. That God is a Spirit, and that our concep- tions of him grow unconsciously material and earthly and need careful watching, I know or 20 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL I feel to be most surely true. Anything, either sermon or poem or ritual, even noble act or noble word, which may vivify and strengthen this spiritual consciousness in us of His Spirit, is most precious and welcome. And any dam- age or weakening of this God-consciousness certainly seems to be the worst calamity that can befall one, just as, having this, no calamity can be very great or painful. So I need not say any more of your pam- phlet than that it seemed to help me to that for which I am daily struggling, and earns my best gratitude. I think the fight will be a very long and hard one before I reach the perfect communion of thought and feeling and life between myself and Himself which I must find or die. People have said that it is not found in this world. I mean to try to get as near as I can, but am yet a long way off and seem to get on but slowly. I hope you are having a good winter. It is almost over now, so perhaps I will say instead I hope you will have a pleasant spring. I look back with more regret on the Cambridge spring than any other season. Au revoir, from Yours truly, J. G. C. LETTERS 21 Castine, Maine, August 13, 1874. Mt dear Uncle Sam: — I am gratified to discern signs in your letter of a longing for Castine. I should like to take you to our old cove where the birch tree waves and the clear transparent tide invites to the bath. "Es lachelt der Strom Er ladet zum Bade." After which very probably our intellects would be clear and cool, and I should find it possible to tell the opinions and ask the questions I have saved for this summer. I agree to what you said of Matthew [Ar- nold] : but still he did convey to me that very notion of God which may not have been in the Jehovah of Israel, but he has found somewhere and throws into the Bible words. I had a dif- ferent notion of God and the Bible when I fin- ished his book, and a truer one. This is to me the merit of the book. I am not theologian enough to decide whether he has given the God of Israel truly or colored the representation by some notion of his own, not derived from the Old Testament. To me the part treating of Christ and his work was more interesting. I have read "Ecce 22 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL Homo" down here and should like to talk that over with you also. You have probably heard of the change in my life. I am coming back to Cambridge and the living world next winter. What a relief this change is to me I did not know until it was fairly made and I could sit down and think it over. To go back to all my friends, to my college, and the society of thoughtful men and women, to books and study again will be indeed delight- ful. Please come down and see us here and bring Aunt Mary. Yours aflfectionately, J. G. C. Before returning to Cambridge Cashne, Augmt 27, 1874. My dear Mother : — This is an extra letter, written because there is a boat to you to-day and because I hope to win a birthday letter thereby. Next Saturday you will perhaps rec- ollect, makes me two and twenty. What an age for me to have attained! I ought to begia to show if I can amount to anything I am sure. "Wasting no tears or vain regrets" over that which is gone, still I do feel as if I might have LETTERS 23 done more, and hope to rise higher in my char- acter and works next year and in all successive years. I would not have you afraid to write your honest feelings to me. What's the use of me, if you can't tell me all you knoyp? Some- times I like to tell you all my troubles just for the sake of " dragging the pond " to see if there is or is not anything really there to be troubled about. If there is a bunch of anxieties worry- ing you, write them to me and never mind about the color of the letter. I have written you about the manifold vari- ety in uniformity of our days' occupations. The fun of all our Castine days is about the same at the bottom, the merriment of a dozen care- less, light-hearted people living to enjoy them- selves. I am growing rather weary of it at times. But there is yet left enough sparkle in us to carry us through the week, I guess. And there will be sobriety enough next winter. Letters fbom Gehmany Leipzig, Saxony, July 28, 1878. Mt deak Mothee : — I went yesterday to hear the German service in the Thomas-kirche. They hold one on Saturday noon, and have 24 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL there a famous boy choir. Bach led it once himself, and it is traditionally a very fine one. They sang two motettes, without any organ. It is far beyond my power to tell you what a wonderful performance it was. The church is old, squalid, dusty, and dirty. The congrega- tion, packed in, was equally dirty — mostly men that day — workmen apparently, shop- keepers, students, etc., stopping in to hear the music in their lunch hour, and listening with the most rapt attention. And there away up in the gallery were grouped the bunch of boys around the conductor and next to the organ. And the sounds they uttered! For smoothness and sweetness and finish and perfection of shading and of time! I have heard a good deal of the orchestral music and of the band music already and do not think it so very far ahead of our best orchestral work. But the church music I have heard is perfectly enchanting. When their congregations all sing a choral or a chant, it is splendid. At the Pauliner-kirche this morning I stopped in on my way to our Eng- lish church. I stayed through the sermon and heard them sing a splendid Deus misereatur after the sermon. I understood most of the ser- mon. It was on the^ text about being buried LETTERS 25 with Christ in baptism. The Lutheran service seems rather more ornate than our Congrega- tional form and there is much more music. Germany seems to be like other countries in having people who don't go to church and peo- ple who do. The Sunday does not differ so very much from Sunday as it now appears in Bos- ton. Of course the restaurants being all open gives some streets a Kvelier appearance, as they are quite numerous. But unless you hunt after these places, your Sunday is quiet enough. The street where I live is very still and there are many people who go out to church. Whether the majority do or not I don't know. I suppose not. The concert rooms are all opened Sunday and they give their usual programmes I be- lieve. Your affectionate son, J. G. Croswell. To Mrs. Greerdeaf Leipzig, August 29, 1878. Mt dear Aunt : — I received your letter on Tuesday and the Cambridge Press therewith. I am glad to learn of the wedding and thought John Owens wrote a very pretty poem. You have, allow me to say, perfectly acquired the art of writing a foreign letter; just exactly what 26 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL I want to hear, and have no way of hearing — where people are, what they are doing, who is with you, and so on. Please write just as often as you can, and just as lovingly. There is "no one to love me" over here and I have to de- pend on my letters. My mother has done nobly, as a mother would. Where I should have been without her I don't know. But next to hers, I think most of yours — that is, if you will keep on like your last. I have moved my dwelling-place since I wrote. I have now a much cheaper and much better place and have no fears that I shall not save money enough for my necessary journeys. I only pay now thirty-five dollars a month for all my expenses, lodging, food, light, heat, serv- ice, and washing. Possibly I may have to pay a little more when the University opens. I am rather sorry I was entrapped into that other boarding-house last month. It was far from comfortable and cost me much more; for I really had to go out and get something to sup- port life beside their meals. However, one must pay for his ignorances, I suppose. You will see that this is my birthday to-day — my six and twentieth, quite an age, is it not? The next two or three years I suppose the most LETTERS 27 valuable and critical I shall ever pass; I have my fortune almost made; and have only to work right on hard to secure it. In talking with the students here, I find that our University (Harvard, I mean) has facili- ties even surpassing Leipzig for the study of Natural Science; I think it might be made the same in Greek and I should like to try my little best to do it. America is so much better a country than this in so many ways that I am envious of the German reputation of learning and would like very much to see our country excel. So with the noble ambition of robbing Leipzig of all the learning in the place I am going into the winter term of the Leipzig Uni- versity. I feel more disposed to study just now than to travel. I do want to get en rapport with this German at once. I have been doing what you recommended, talking freely and badly, and find myself going ahead quite well. Soon I hope to understand things in general conver- sation. Just at present I understand about two thirds or three quarters of every sentence. The idioms make me much trouble, of course. As to my New England character, believe me, I hug it to my breast most fondly. There are fifty things I do every day which I prize most 28 JAMES 6REENLEAF CROSWELL dearly just because they are our ways. I react very strongly from Germany, and don't feel in the least like becoming a German. I am an Israelite in Egypt, and am merely here to spoil the Egyptians of their jewels and to leave for America just as soon as my object is gained. You need not have one single suspicion of any Germanizing on my part. I am too old a dog, anyway, to learn new tricks now. Think of the twenty-six years! It strikes me that I ought to write you some description of my surroundings, but when I sit down and think of home, why, home ideas run down the end of my pen, and I forget Leipzig. Have you not been here? It is a pretty city. The dwelling-houses and outer streets look to me as the new streets in Boston might after an hundred years of soft-coal smoke. The old, inner town is quite antique. The buildings have steep red roofs with several stories of little win- dows in them, and the streets are exceedingly narrow. Then one must notice the martial way in which the soldier policemen, firemen, and postmen do their various business. The streets are full of uniforms. Even the little boys going to school carry knapsacks and wear red and blue caps. It is a perpetual Fourth of July here. LETTERS 29 One notices also the women, pulling carts and carrying enormous baskets, and the dogs har- nessed in to help them. The market-places, with their booths filled with vegetables, fruit, fish, butter, and so on, are very picturesque and foreign. So are the chimney-sweeps — and the porters and the wagons and the liv- eried servants and the carriages. But you can imagine much, as an old traveller your- self. If you are near Aunt Anne, give her my best love, and take it yourself. From Your affectionate nephew, J. G. C. Leipzig, September 8, 1878. My dear Mother: — I went again to the Lutheran service to-day to hear one of the great German preachers — I find they use quite a ritual, differing slightly in different churches, but retaining quite oddly many very Popish practices; e.g., lighted candles and cru- cifixes. They have intoned versicles, repeated prayers, two lessons from the Bible (he read a chapter from Proverbs and one from St. Matthew, during which the congregation stood), and three or four chorals sung, from the hymn so JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL book, by the whole congregation led by a boy choir perched up in the organ loft, and by four trumpets. I cannot describe the magnificence of these chorals — waves and rollers of sound, sweeping one off his feet up into the air, as the breakers on a beach carry off irresistibly the chips and weeds. "The sound of many waters " — that is it — it is described for me. And we had such a noble sermon — an hour long. The text was taken from the Venite — "O come, let us sing." He read down to "In his hands are all the corners of the earth." He began by saying that we had just done celebrating the festival of our national inde- pendence and went on to describe the rejoicing going on everywhere; then touched on the loss of those who had sacrificed their relatives or friends in the good cause, and then said how God and he alone had ordered all this great national movement, which made Germany one again, and put the crown on the Kaiser's brow. So for that the Germans owed to the King of Kings their thanks. Then he drew out the story: how for all joy and peace and plenty for all sorrow and pain even, we had Him only to thank and praise — how true gratitude must express itself outwardly, as the water gushes LETTERS 31 out of the ground irresistibly into brooks and rivers, clothing and making fair the earth; but how it must be jBrst in the heart of hearts — how God's kingdom was within us, but must make itself felt without; and if I could only have understood more I believe it was one of the finest, most spirit-stirring sermons I ever heard. Then he said the Lord's Prayer, which is very beautiful in German — "Denn Dein ist das Reich, imd die Kraft, und die Herrlichkeit in Ewigkeit. Amen." And then the trumpets pealed and the organ rolled and the whole congregation broke out with "Nun danket alle Gott," which you can find and read in the Hymnal, No. 303. I^believe there are some noble souls in Ger- many fighting a good fight. I believe that the Empire itself is with all its faults an attempt at a praiseworthy object — to rescue the German- speaking people from its divisions and to make it as united and Christian and free as we in America would be. I believe that there is a deal of courage and patient endeavor among their statesmen, and not a little true piety and nobility of spirit among their ministers, and that the infidelity and carelessness of the many 32 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL and the noisy may be more superficial and transient than we generally think. "God with us" is on all their coins and I think on many hearts. Certainly the churches are filled on Sundays with large and apparently devout congregations, although probably they don't represent the majority of the inhabitants — I read that in Berlin, only one person in seven goes to church. Still, all the nation does not go after Baal; and the strength of it must be in the pious few. The old Kaiser himself is a care- ful church-goer — and Bismarck is also a be- liever. Our dear soldier-boys have just returned from their autumn camp, and brought back their beautiful bands, which I have missed ex- ceedingly. I went last night and took my sup- per again in the Bonorand — for the first time for a fortnight or more — and heard "William Tell," and "Tell's Serenade," and a Strauss Walzer, and some Wagner. You can't imagine how well these men play — how sweet the tone of their instruments and how nicely balanced, and how perfect the time and tune. I shall be utterly spoiled for American music — hence- forth and forever. But I have not yet heard much of the great LETTERS 33 music. I heard the Conservatory orchestra do the Egmont music once, and also some Wagner and a bit of Rossini. But I am waiting quite im- patiently for next month when one can hear the big things done. My other artistic recrea- tion is in the shape of a season ticket to Del Vecchio's Art Exhibition, — a sort of Leip- zig Williams and Everett's, — where I enjoy myself exceedingly. I find it very pleasant to "drop up" there after dinner and sit awhile. Tell father his pictures are undoubtedly by Poussin, and are rather better than the aver- age old master — in my opinion. This season ticket for the year 1878 cost me fifty cents. Leipzig is the most delightfully soothing, drowsy place — I'm almost afraid too lazy a place for me. I sleep from ten till seven every night, and often nap after dinner also, and don't like to work one bit. I ought to study my Ger- man harder, but having got where I can vaguely understand my neighbors and can, after a clumsy and ungrammatical fashion, make my- self intelligible, I am disposed to let things slide. However, I mean to pluck up this week and be good. Afternoons we have lovely rows on the river. 34 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL and it is a wonderful landscape — so carefully tended, every inch is growing, weeds almost unknown, but wild flowers exceedingly com- mon, and the trees, specially the oaks, are very wonderful. All round the city are splendid walks and drives, and I have said already that the turnouts here are very swell. There must be a good deal of money in the city. I never saw such handsome carriages and horses, though I have seen handsomer people riding inside. The river is usually lined with ridiculous fish- ermen with big pipes in their mouths. I am going to church now and must end up. I will write again on Wednesday. Your loving and dutiful J. G. C. To Mrs. Greerdeaf Leipzig, November 11, 1878. My dear Aunt : — I thank you very much for your account of the wedding, which was told me very pleasantly also by Alfred through my mother. I will repeat also my thanks for the newspapers which you have sent me several times. They are very welcome indeed. I would return the compliment, if I thought enough of the German article, but the German papers LETTERS 35 are very inferior to ours in every point, and are extremely crabbed German to read as well. My occupations now are quite as humdrum as ever they were at home. So, although my friends beg for interesting letters, and you also furnish me with a model epistle of your own, I don't find it easy to write them. The small things of which life mostly consists go on as usual. I breakfast in my own room. This is a light meal here, so we students all lunch also at eleven off sandwich or bread and sausage. At one I dine in a restaurant with some friends I have made here. At this meal one gets his main subsistence. It consists regularly of soup. These soups are much more thinned with water and various vegetables than our home tnSnage. Next we have some cut, off a joint, either roasted, which is rarely to be found, or what they call "cooked" (gekocht), which appears to be an operation combining roasting and boiling and to be very thorough. With this they give potato. Next comes a smaller piece of different meat, with which goes "compot" always. Lastly, pudding and cheese. This dinner, which I have described so at length, furnishes the model on which all dinners that 36 JAMES OREENLEAF CROSWELL I have seen are based. They vary merely in quality of food and cooking. What I do between meals is nearly as regular as my menu. I have regular lectures to hear at the University and I am very much inter- ested and helped by them. I learn more in a day here than in any ten I have ever studied at home. It is not merely in the things the pro- fessors say, but also in their way of saying them, and in the sources of information which are disclosed to us. I also try to walk a good deal, and am in very good physical trim there- from. My German makes haste slowly, and it is only by taking a long look backward that I can see progress. The church here has been going through the only too common performance of getting rid of the minister. At the request of everybody he has resigned. I liked his ministrations well enough; but he was accused of various things beside dulness; which I presume were all un- true. Just now we are "supplied." The gen- tleman who did so last Sunday took occasion to remark that he hoped we would be kind enough to pay merely for his tickets from England here, but that the collections were too small to do so at present. They are rather LETTERS 37 slender; average about five dollars a Sunday with congregations of fifty, seventy-five, or a hundred. I account for it by the force of habit making Americans put the silver ten groschen piece into the plate, because it looks like a ten- cent piece. It is really worth, however, only about three cents. The American Chapel — what the English people here amuse me by calling "the Dis- senters " — has a social side as well as its serv- ice. It gives a little party Monday evening, where I have gone once or twice to hear the Yankee tongue spoken in its original purity. I find many Scotch people there, however, who are extremely pleasant, I think "kenny" and "canny"; are these the right words? I triumph greatly here over the defeat of Butler. It was much talked about both in Eng- land and Germany, and would have been a hard thing to account for if he had won the governorship. But I feel that the United States have done very creditably in these relations and that we can look across the water with a good face upon our elder sisters in England, Scotland, and Germany still. Politics here consist in the main of "England and Afghanistan." The "Social-Democrats," 38 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL <« Austria and Bosnia," "the fate of Turkey," and "Italia irredenta!" It is all very interesting — a very critical period in the fate of all na- tions, and every one feels it here. At home you get such bits of telegrams that one can't realize how important and great things are impending and must occur before the close of the century ■*- in modification of territory, of social struc- ture, and perhaps of religion, or at least of re- ligious arrangements among the nations. I am only too glad to feel that we in America are safe out of harm's way, except what we do to ourselves. I do hope my friends at home will be half as glad to see me again as I shall be to tread once more that land of promise. You must assure them all of my grateful remembrances, and write to me about them. As for yourself I need n't and can't say how ferociously loving I feel — you dear, kind aunt. There's nothing half as strong as family ties, as I wrote to mother one day — and I have discovered that myself by being so far so much alone. All other aflfections are quite slight affairs beside these. So I mean a good deal when I write myself. Your affectionate nephew, J. G. C. LETTERS 39 Lkifzio, December 29, 1878. My dear Father : — This is the last Sunday of the year. We had a good service and an ex- cellent sermon by our new minister. I took up the collection to-day without skipping any one — no small task in these irregular aisles and benches. Yesterday we had another rainstorm, con- sequently the skating is over and done. I picked up such an amusing acquaintance last night. He sat at the table in a restaurant with me, and proved to be a German-American who, born in Leipzig, had served in our war, had then gone to Australia for gold, had then gone to Cape of Good Hope for diamonds, and now was doing nothing for a change in Leipzig. He was more American than I, though evidently Ger- man, speaking very good English with the Ger- man idioms in it, and a very simple creature, as the Germans are — easily amused, honest, in- dustrious, and stupid I should say they all were. Dr. Morgan thinks that the Reformation has hurt Germany, whatever its general bene- fit to mankind. I might agree that the Germans are not very keen spiritually. I find their preaching is quite fine, but few go or care much about the other world — it seems to me. 40 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL One of my professors, the great Curtius, is a "church-warden" in the little Peters-kirche, and Professor Overbeds is also an officer of a church. My landlady asked me yesterday what your profession was. I told her you were a "Prediger," on which she said — Oho! then you are of the "Geistlichen Stand" — and she seemed much excited over her discovery, and wants to get me to go to her church, some sort of "Pietists," I think. The "Irvingites" have a great church here with a wonderful equipment of officials on ranks and orders; from what I hear they outdo even the Catholics in ritual. I suppose you read in the papers of the polit- ical movements of this country. They are in- teresting to me on the ground and because the whole business of government differs from any- thing I know. The strain of all forces of the body politic is much more intense here. It is nearly impossible to feel the same careless security that we generally have at home. Three days' riding west would take me into the heart of France, and four east into that boiling mass of forces, Russia, Two days south, or perhaps a httle more, gets you into Italy; and England really casts a shadow into Germany. Fancy LETTERS 41 what it is to have such contrary winds con- tracted into the little space of Europe. Just this winter all other questions seem to be subordinate to the money questions. The German Empire is awfully behindhand in its expenses this year, and Prussia itself is worse off than Germany. Russia has had her at- tempts to borrow everywhere rejected. No Russian loan at any price, say the bankers. England, though in the bulk wealthy, seems to be having a hard time in certain districts. The articles in the Times are doleful enough. The manufacturers are all going to die, etc., etc. So all the papers are filled with money articles, and Bismarck, our paternal curator here, has got up a tax on tobacco. It was indignantly re- jected by the Prussian Parliament. Now he is trying to run over his adversaries as usual, but the pipe is dear to the German heart. I feel very much puzzled to see what my duties are about next year. It appears to me that they are now measured entirely by the question, "What settlement in life can you get?" If, then, I can really better my money value by staying another year and getting a degree, what would you do? If you don't ob- ject, I am thinking of applying again for the f el- 42 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL lowship, and then if, when I come home in July, I don't want to go back, giving it up and getting a job of work with you. Only, perhaps if I ask now for a place in Cambridge next fall I might surely get it, while if I wait till July, Eliot might have made other arrangements. But I feel as if I were fizzling out rather to come back for good yet, and as if I might be of far higher value to you and my home by undergoing a very little more self-denial. I should n't have proposed it if I thought that it would add to your burdens without deducting more from them in the end. For I really have not one wish of my own, worldly or otherwise, except to be as strong a stay to you and my sisters as possible. If that can better be done by coming home now, — if you have not the power, financial or otherwise, to spare me a year, or rather to run the risk of my pro- posing to go abroad again when I come home in June, — why, I don't care a bit and would personally much rather come home and stay. Your affectionate son, J. G. C. LETTERS 43 To Mrs. Greerdeaf Bonn, March 9, 1879. Dear Aunt Maet: — I am in excellent health and in the full tide of work. This year has been very different from last year as re- gards work. I have been better able to work, and have in Bonn a much more profitable field for labor. The subjects specially studied here are exactly mine. The professors here are very kind to me — as kind as the Cambridge pro- fessors used to be. I send you a list of the members of the Phil- ological Society of which I have been elected a member, an honor which brings after it labor also, as I have to write an essay on the Fif- teenth Idyll of Theocritus in the German tongue — and the audience is likely to be a very knowing one. I have been engaged for the past two months in examining some Greek vases also, and it came across me the other day that you have in your library the rare, and in the German eye very desirable, Museo Bourbonico — I shall have great pleasure in looking over it with you when we get home again, all of us. Nights on the Rhine are "perfectly lovely." You will remember that from Bonn the Lever 44 JAMES OREENLEAF CROSWELL Mountains, the Drachenfels, and the Tower of Roland are all in plain sight and easy distance to walk. With the warm spring and our present moonlit nights one can enjoy many beautiful views. I wish you were here to understand the full meaning of these words. I'm afraid our dear old Cambridge is not yet very far into spring. Anna and Mary write me pleasant letters in which I perceive they have much to thank Aunt Mary for, as well as I. I wish I could find good words to tell you how much we feel your tender care for us all. I am sure you must know what my heart is about it all — without my saying — and I shall try to do a great deal with myself and my opportunities, for I know that will please you more than anything else. There — if that sounds like a little boy, I am, toward you, still and always quite a little boy, and it is just that which is the particular tie between us, and that which, as far as I am concerned; has no other likeness any more on this earth. You are the only person now to whom I am able to speak that way. I like to do it, — for I al- most suspect one is happiest in childhood, — and if I am twenty-seven or thirty or fifty, I like to feel myself somebody's "boy" with a LETTERS 45 boy's weaknesses and a boy's affections too. As to the rest of the world, however, I am get- ting grown up, no doubt. I can't realize some- times that it is I who am actually doing things at a German University which I have looked up to other people for doing, but which seem ordi- nary enough to me now. I have no doubt it will end in my taking the degree here, and that when that is done I shall still thimk it is all very ordinary, and sigh for fresh fields to conquer. Par exemple, I made a long speech in Ger- man at a business meeting the other evening. When I used to sit on your sofa (I don't know but it was on your lap!) and hear you repeat "Kennst du das Land?" I can't say I ever ex- pected to make a speech to Germans in Ger- many. Did you expect it? I can't write yet in detail of when and where I shall sail for home. I have yet to hear from Eliot. I thought if he distinctly advised an- other year, perhaps I had better not hurt my- self in his eyes by coming home this summer against his wish and advice. But I rather hope things may turn out so as to bring me home next fall. There is one thing which may bring me home — something I am very sorry for. I 46 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL think it not at all improbable that there may be a war between France and Russia and Germany and Austria, very soon. We have war-scares nearly every week, and the feeling about one is very heated and anxious. It all seems practically to depend on Bismarck, and he is acting very queerly, and making what are felt to be threat- ening preparations. The German army is to be greatly increased this year, the French army is already half as big again as the German, and the Russian is (numerically) twice as big. The students here seem to take wars as necessary evils, which, if Bismarck chooses to invoke, they can do nothing to prevent, and are con- sidering where they shall have to serve and when. It is all to the American mind horridly useless and cruel. I am very glad we have no neighbors in America with monstrous armies to torment us. Well, I must stop here — with my best love. I hope you will give my regards to inquiring friends — I have not forgotten any of my re- lations or friends, not even those to whom I never write. I can't write. I have every hour in the day occupied. Your affectionate nephew, J. G. C. LETTERS 47 P. S. Thanks for the Tribunes. It is like see- ing a Cambridge horse-car in Bonn to read one of them. Letters written after becoming Head Master of the Brearx4ET School To the mother of a pupU The Brearlet Schooi., 6 East Fortt-pifth Street, 1889. Mt dear Mrs. B. : — I write merely to say that the questions of your daughter's studies are still a matter of consideration to me. It is very unusual for a teacher to be obliged to complain of the readiness of his pupil's work. I have never seen a more attractive field for culture than your daughter's mind and she feels it half consciously herself. Her feeling for that which is intellectually good is so prompt, her desire to be right and not wrong is so genuine, and her instincts so true and so like what I have been accustomed always to respect most in my own intellectual leaders and companions, that I should astonish you, and her, and any third person if I said just precisely what I thought, and have come to believe about her. But these very feelings and instincts may betray her into overwork. I am afraid of in- 48 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL definite self-sacrifice on her part for the sake of her intellectual life. It is a maxim with me to keep back the sudden burst of youth into adult life, but to try to open the mind as fast as it will come open gradually. I will write you very soon what my own practical conclusion is. Very truly yours, J. G. Croswell. From a letter to a Brearley graduate One thing I do believe. The existence of nice good people, fine people, wonderful God-born people. And they all give out and care nought for getting. They give without stint and with- out reward. To a Brearley graduate 19 Ash Street, Cambridge, 1893. Dear M. : — The chief difficulty in my proc- ess of education for the girls springs up from a conviction of mine that the main object of cul- ture is not to be reached by any process of the scholastic type at all. Reflect with me, dear and sympathetic friend, upon the universe once more. How LETTERS 49 marvellous is the cosmos; but thrice marvellous is this fact in it, that it produces such varying effects upon the soul of man contemplating it. For instance, to some souls beauty of color and beauty of form bring no stimulus to speak of. Others suffer a blind and a mute sensation, rather agreeable, perhaps; nothing but a very dull, formless and lukewarm stirring of the nerves. But others react so greatly as to make it right to say that what they feel and what they do is more beautiful and greater than that outer nature itself, which has set them in mo- tion. Few of these there are ; but there are some. There are some people who really get from na- ture so powerful and so enchanting a stimulus, and who react so strongly and so strangely upon nature, as to give me the feeling that they are greater in degree than nature herself. Such are the great artists. They are of the same source as nature, only greater children of the same genealogy. Now, culture seems to emancipate, but never to produce such souls, This kind of greatness is not to be made. Poeta nascitur. Now, you will laugh at me when I say that I cannot help loving the idea of making it. Ever yours, J. G. C. 50 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL September 8, 1893. Dear M. : — Apropos of " downward ca- reers" I will tell you a secret. All careers are downward — from the point of view of the careerer. But some people do accomplish a great deal in their "downward" path, of which they are not the best judges. You are most cer- tainly going to be one of the most effective. Nothing can prevent you. You will be to many what you are to me, for instance — a stimulus, an example, and a continual pleasure. But will you not enjoy life too? The joy of life is worth all its pain. It is victorious over its pain. Again and again I have seen people triumph over the shortness, the incomplete- ness, the uncertainty, and the failures of their lives. And you can do it too. You are that kind of a person. Victory is in your accent and your looks. . . . The joy of life! Do you know that since we have seen each other I have had the worst vi- sion of the pain of this world that I ever saw. . . . I don't know why I speak of it to you ex- cept that I feel somehow you are sacred with the same consecration of high-mindedness and self-devotion that these good women have, whom I see again and again and again in my LETTERS 51 life. Why have I seen so many? Do all men see such things as I do? It is not possible. Now, I beg you to believe that the joy of life can vanquish its pain, and to trust in the small and large joys. Don't be scared by the vision of failure and sorrow. It is nothing. I don't know why I lecture you so, except . because I am so fond of you. I truly am that. Yours affectionately, J. G. Croswell. March 29, 1901. My dbab M. : — I have been at the Exhibi- tion to-night; and before I go to bed I want to have the great pleasure of telling you how we enjoyed it. But your husband has done the most won- derful thing. I am completely overwhelmed. It is in a class by itself. Such pictures are not painted once in ten years or twenty years either. I really look with awe for the next one. If he goes on like that. Heaven only knows what he will do for us. Curiously, too, it seemed to carry back to his earlier work. It explains somehow what that work intended. He is getting freer expression of his own qualities. 52 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL I cursed the light, and I condemned the glass. I shall spend my pennies to see it by day. It is worth going miles for. Where will it go? Well, I feel better; but I can't tell you what a joyous tumult of spirit that beautiful, beauti- ful thing smites me with. And it certainly does point onward to the next. Do take care of that man. Yours respectfully, J. G. Croswelii. East Gloucestek, June %%, 1894. Dbah M: — Leta and I have been drifting along the North Shore, like a couple of ships that pass in the night, from one house to an- other. We have brought up at last in a hostelry at Gloucester. — The house is a small boarding- house — there are (say) fifteen people at table. After our visits with old friends we are now with new (and very raw) acquaintances. The new- ness of these new acquaintances is somewhat tempered by the extreme age of the stories they tell each other. Which would you rather have, an old friend with a new story, or a new friend with an old story? They are all of the female, non-voting population except me and another. For this reason they do not take any papers here, so that I have not seen a New York paper LETTERS 53 for two weeks. I imagine all sorts of wonder- ful events; and I rather like the irresponsible inactivity of this unfranchised world. Affectionately yours, J. G. Ceoswell. Life is death. Death is life. What a maze of perplexities we live in. You have found a clue — you try to make others see it. No one can see your clue; but it may cheer up others to hear you talk, and they may see each his own, better for hearing you. I see my own better, because I have had little pupils who have grown up, before my eyes, into high-hearted women. The world which makes them and makes me to love them cannot be meaningless, in the end. The God who made you and your husband and your children cannot be a cheat. That would be too silly even for a madhouse. Your affectionate teacher, J. G. C. August 81, 1894. Dear M.: — For one thing you want to know how it feels to be a man. Well, you know 54 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL I have always said that men and women were tajr more alike than they like to believe. Some- how our diflEerences interest us so much that it amuses and excites us to exaggerate them. It always pains me a little to see the fanciful pic- tures women and men inf atuatedly draw of each other, and' especially see women speak of men as if they were something greater by divine right than themselves. It can't be right to imagine an ideal man and bow down to him. Some of your sex do; while at the same time they play with their idols in a half-humorous and superior fashion. Our sex does the same to yours. Can't we look forward (we of the twentieth century) to a little more comrade- ship and a good deal less of this idolizing busi- ness? With this preface, I will tell you how a man feels. Just imagine the muscle, the digestive organs, the bones and the sinews, which you have, to be increased in bulk and power about one third, while the nervous and sensitive part of you is a little diminished in quantity, though not in quality. You would then be steadier and quieter, less impressionable, less aware of the universe in general, more stupid, more inclined to work at one thing at a time, and less in- LETTERS 55 terested in your surroundings from moment to moment. You would have fewer possible moods of mind, and be fonder of eating and drinking and sleeping. Your eager and questioning spirit would be deadened somewhat — all your feel- ings would be deadened, by a sort of damper on the wires like a piano. What you did feel would probably take the form of action ; but you would not, perhaps, do better than you do now, in this way, for you have a great deal of creative force already. But I think your creative force might gain in momentum by having more "beef" of the masculine sort under it. It is rather nerv- ous, and comes and goes. Men live on a dead level of nerves. As to the spiritual aspect of life which an- swers to these physical differences, I think a man does not feel his manhood much. Certainly he does n't bother about his sovereignty of creation. Certainly men have no idea at all that they "represent the ultimate." A few Roman emperors thought so, and promptly went crazy — perhaps in the asylums you may find such men. Above sane men lie the blessed things they serve — their work, their country, the happi- 56 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL ness of their wives and children, science, art, religion. One would be puzzled to enumerate all the things above every man. Let us call it "the ideal" and let us rejoice that every man can find things so much better than his "ac- tual " to devote himself to. I am touched to the core by women's peti- tion to men to be the high priests of the uni- verse, to show them something or rather some- body to believe in and work for. But why must it be so.'' Is n't it just the same mistake as the old blunder of anthropomorphism in religion — must a man be the deity of this infinite uni- verse? First in childhood we need authority above us — then in youth we need affection, worship — hero-worship if you will — to stimulate us to live happily for some person's sake, or the sake of some group of persons. But in adult life we come to love persons only for what they rep- resent in the world. We old people are so full of shortcomings that we can't play hero, or believe much in other heroes. Dear M., you certainly have the rights of youth. You shall have all the heroes you can find — God forbid that I should deprive you of one, even if it were the figure of myself drawn LETTERS 57 by a too aflfectionate artist. (How well you do draw — and how clever you are in dozens of ways.) But time will surely, surely rob you of every illusion that rests on any man's qualities. Why may I not try to rest your happiness on your own power to stand alone and look up to the things above us all which no man fully rep- resents or exhausts? You feel that you are weak; you want to rest on strength greater than your own; I want you to know now that each of these stronger persons is also weak; and that the proper support to your weakness is the same support which helps them, the feel- ing that you have done what you could do un- der the common doom of us all to individual failure. Cheerful resignation can defy this doom. If you have not yet got it, the only rea- son is that you are too full of turbulent youth as yet to feel the true answer to your great problem — resignation and calm. Well, if you are young, that is very nice. If you want to be "forced" into the right way, that is very nice too. It would be very nice to force you. You appeal to every drop of school- master's blood in me. You are luring me into I know not what lecture, by taking that docile attitude. 58 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL Only, you see, the very first thing I want to tell you is that you must n't act to win any- body's approval, not even mine. You must n't have so much passion to stand as anybody else's thoughts approve. Your pretence of will- ingness to go back to girlhood in order to escape the growing-pains of womanhood is just sheer naughtiness. You can't be younger than you are — and I won't ask you to be older than you are. Who am I to be. helping you? "A miser- able sinner," says my church — "There is no health in us." Shall I try to tell you what men's difficulties are? They are to keep out of jail, to pay their debts, not to make asses of themselves (an- ointed jackasses) in their professions, to avoid bores, to tell the truth, to get ahead of their rivals, to understand the continual riddle of life enough to avoid getting eaten by the Sphinx— and I suppose at last to die, like men, if possi- ble. Blessed are those who are young enough to be unhappy about themselves without cause. Here is just a corner to end with my love and hopes that I may be something to help you, both now and always. Yours ever, J. G. Croswell. LETTERS 59 Lake Placid, Essex County, New Yoek, September 22, 1894. Dear M.: — My resolution for myself is taken : (A) To dismiss the consideration of sex almost absolutely in planning for the Brearley work, and to leave such considerations as may be necessary in dealing with the girlish mind, to the teachers who share my tasks with me; (B) to plan and work for a more extensive co-partnership in "the world's work" between men and women; but (C) never to force the issue of sex in discussing the world's work — and lastly, (D) never to discuss the female sex again — with any one whose good opinion I value at all — man or woman. These are pious resolutions — shall I keep them? It depends on you — who have scared me into them — and on my own sense, which all along has felt that I was floundering horri- bly. And it is so dreadful to say untrue things about women. But I swear again I never meant to accuse you of making men "high priests" — I was only trying to prevent you from hero-worship of men, or women either — quite a different idea, but easily coalescing with the other. But 60 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL I am so afraid of hero-worship — it runs so easily into calamitous partisanship, or heart- break, over one's idols, at last when they are found out. I love your letters — and I love them be- cause they always bring to my mind that most delightful proposition: "I am I and you are you." I can't analyze this statement into any- thing more worthy of offering on friendship's altar. It is, however, to my deepest mind one of the most delightful facts in the universe. Long may it be true! It seems a pretty solid fact, and to grow more solid as the years go on to make you more and more yourself. Of course I don't always have the pleasure of remembering it consciously. The cares of the world, and the weakness and insuflBciency of myself to meet these cares, the "row-de-dow" of my thinker, which keeps ticking away in my head, like one of those horrid telegraph instruments in a rail- road station, all sorts of everyday rubbish, and the ebb and flow of the tides of life and feeling that slip gently in and out of my "ego" all the year round, are all-confusing and thwarting to any view of anything however solid and sure. But it is funny, is n't it? that when I guess what LETTERS 61 will be the thing which, on the whole, will make up for all this turmoil, care, and distraction, to my mind there always rises the simple propo- sition — "I was I and they were they." This joy does n't seem to me a sentiment or even a feeling of affection — though I call it so some- times. It is an experience — the experience of all others. I see no objection, however, to adding that I do feel inner affection to you in addition, and I am Yours truly, J. G. Ceoswell. 17 West Foett-foueth Steeet. Dear M. : — I think my letters are " cheap" — I don't call it cynicism; I call it just cheap talk. Hence I tear them up, a good deal. But sometimes I send one through to a friend, sim- ply to preserve the acquaintance, — to keep the line open, — just as they send all sorts of stuff through the "stock-tickers" in the brok- ers' oflBces merely to "test" the wire. Once in a while it is important to have a "quotation." Then it is very important. How do you like this parable? Please consider my last letter, or any letter that you don't like, as just words, and wait for a better one. 62 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL About myself, I should think this fact one of the very most characteristic traits. Somehow I have developed the speech-motor centres in my head so that I talk all the time, sleeping and waking, instead of seeing, smelling, tasting, feeling, or imagining. I cannot "visualize" anything or remember anything. I am always either in a dialogue or a monologue, for often the other person, the Non-Ego, fades away from my mind, in all my waking moments. To state a thing in words does duty in my as- piration for feeling it or writing it or believing it or seeing it. I am a talker from birth; and I have dealt with words — reading at four, and writing at six, and never caring for any other activity. Why do I not talk better? I can't guess. But I fancy that the quality of one's mental activ- ity in any kind depends on the tough fibres of your brain somehow; though the kind itself de- pends on the accidents of heredity and develop- ment. At any rate, my talk is cheap enough; I have many words, but not very good ones — I mean they don't mean much even to me. It is like some one whittling shavings all the time, rather than carving wood. Hence, you see, I don't respect my talk LETTERS 63 enough to write much of it in good faith. For example, you and I used to exchange pleasant letters (and I hope we always shall) carrying no matters of deeper import than our little dialogues about your girlish education and girl- ish philosophies. Such things are nice, but not too heavy for my powers. But when I feel how much further along you are now, I have not the vocabulary to deal with these matters of weight. I can only talk of surface things in your present life; in good faith — I can't talk of your experiences; I can only guess them; and my tongue hesitates or gallops away. Of myself this thing is more true. When I first came to New York I had a huge hoard of iznspeakable things in my heart. The sunniest part of my life was the S. . . . house, where I talked fast enough, I dare say, but never of these heavy things, which grown-up people think of. The little boys and the little girl, too, were just what children always are — innocent of all things which heat or chill one's speech. I told you once your house was like springtime. It is still, for that matter, to me. I know your people have just such weights to carry on their backs and hearts as I do. But I have never talked of these things even to your mother 64 JAMES 6REENLEAF CROSWELL when I wanted to help her because I do de- spise my own talk in the face of "realities." Hence all this paradox that I write you less and I see you less and in a way I love you all ' more than I did then. But you understand that yourself. Perhaps in our old age which you seem to think has dawned already (can old age dawn?) the events of our lives will grow trivial enough to be expressed by my senile garrulity again. The main thing, however, is — please don't ever be offended with the imperfection or in- adequacy of my talking activities. I cannot express, even to myself, the extent of my per- sonal sympathy and interest in you and your race and tribe. Your affectionate teacher, J. G. Croswell. Magnolia, Massachusetts, May 14, 1895. Deae Mother-in-law: — Please believe that there is no dearer name than this; and do not think it savors of official relations. The fact that I am your son-in-law is the dearest of my possessions. I take my pen in hand to inform you that I am well and I hope this will find you LETTERS 65 the same. I believe in my last letter to you, I accepted your kind invitation of May 1, 1887, to visit you at ChesknoU. Since then I have married your younger daughter, and we have lived happily ever after. We never were happier than we are this summer, never I We have both been more benefited than usual by our seashore visit. Well, it is funny to think of Europe, so near as it seems with you and Emma in it. I thought I had said good-bye to that hemisphere. But now I believe we had better go over once in a while all our lives. You shame us with your successful voyages, and I can't pretend I am too old to go yet. We suppose you must be in San Moritz soon if not now.^ I think of you much; I hope you will not be tried beyond your strength there. You have been so good that it would be just impertinent in me to say anything more to you than to tell you not to forget the living love which is going to be yours forever and forever, in which all your children bear a part. I hope almost that you will stay but a short time at * Mrs. Croswell's father, Mr. Charles Loring Brace, died and was buried in 1890 at St. Moritz and Mrs. Brace returned to visit the grave in 1895. 66 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL these sad places where you must suflEer so much in memory. Please for our sakes do the best for your own health. It is not good to linger over the tomb of the body. I don't know why I say these things. For- give me if they are not right. Yours very affectionately, James Ceoswell-Bkace. Letters to Mildred Minium Scott * "The south winds are quick-witted. The schools are sad and slow. The masters quite omitted The lore we ought to know." (Embksgn.) March 1, 1896. Dear Mildred : — I am greatly interested in the problem of your degree; and also in the wider problems opening out beyond that de- gree. The degree question itself looks to me simple enough. Of course you will try to take it now. You will enjoy the process, on the whole, in spite of the examinations. Then, too, I think the degree will, on the whole, be of value to you in performing one of your mis- sions in the world. We shall want your advice and opinion very ' One of ten Biearley girls who entered Bryn Mawr in 1S93. LETTERS 67 soon in directing the education of children who are coming along after you. Your opinion will have weight, especially if unfavorable to any of the educational processes of the present day, because you have yourself experienced what you speak of, and have yourself the voucher of the Bry* Mawr degree, that you have sat- isfied the requisitions of the modern college in full, both for good and for evil. I do not think the Latin matter insuperable. Even if I did in your case "omit the lore you ought to know" in Latin, it will not be a great matter to make it up. li I am of any service in choosing books, correcting exercises, or setting examinations, please employ me. But there is also impending a wider problem (I don't know if it is in your thoughts or not) ; what the relation of knowledge and degrees is to one's living? People sometimes speak as if men never had reason to doubt the utility of study for their lives, whereas women are supposed to doubt it all the time; or rather to be perfectly certain that study has no meaning at all in a woman's life. A studious woman is supposed to be an eccentric woman, to be can- did, a somewhat unamiable woman. Now, I assure you men have the same prob- 68 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL lems as women. There is a real danger to men in the student's life, both from within and from without. From without, the dangers fol- lowing on a withdrawal from the normal occu- pation of man, which is, I suppose, the en- deavor to work over the world, in the sweat of the brow to produce and to exchange, — yes, and to consume joyously and vigorously. There are many external dangers. But if one withdraws from these things and devotes one's self to science, and to knowledge, danger comes from without and also from within, either in the atrophy of a part of the human spirit and force, or in violent reaction against study, such as Faust depicts, and such as Emerson warns against. Dear Mildred, I don't want you to be a specialized, scientific woman, not even a school-teacher. I know what you can do; you can do something better than either. You can bring a freight of joy to the "sad and slow" schools, and not lose any of the south wind out of your sails either. This is rather oracular, is it not? Well, whenever you want to ask, I wiQ tell you what I think there is for you to do, in plainer Eng- lish. All I want to say now is that I don't LETTERS 69 think you ought to look to further college residence or to graduate work; and even if you were prevented from taking the degree, I should not be much disturbed in the light of the wider landscape I see prophetically before your feet. I wish we might some day have a short talk. With love to you and to all the girls, Yours faithfully, J. G. Croswell. January 11, 1897. Dear Mildred: — I don't know that it is at all true that you are likely to overdo physi- cally this winter and spring; but the last bit of college life is apt to be stirring to one's nerves, and force a dangerous pace on one's powers, at least for men. You will forgive me if I beg you, now, to take all your college ambitions easily. I hope I may stand to represent those who are go- ing to be in your society in the future, and I assure you that there is no call on our part for violent attacks on college prizes on yours. Even the loss of an A.B. would not be noticed in your other manifest equipments for the world's work. But ill-health will be noticeable. 70 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL Don't give yourself the jim-jams, dear lady (if you will pardon your anxious schoolmaster such an unprofessional expression), in compet- ing with anybody for anything, in these last days. You sign yourself my pupil still — so I ven- ture this piece of advice. You are my pupil — the pupil of an eye could not be more anxiously guarded — and I will not endure to see you overworked, getting European fellowships, or anything else. To what end would you do it? Please think lightly of the college! The next ten years will be far more important, and we want you for that, as fresh as you can be. Don't get tired. I have so much pleasure in the kind and af- fectionate tone of your notes. The thought of you happy, and the knowledge of your coming into our world again, has been a cheerful re- flection this Christmas and New York's sea- son, darkened by a great sorrow at home in Boston. Indeed, I really value all your happi- ness, for my own sake; and I do not wish to see it diminished. Faithfully yours, J. G. Croswell. LETTERS 71 June, 1896 (England). Dear Mildred : — In Oxford last week, as I was walking about with one of the Balliol tutors, he stopped me before a cross and an old well. "Here," said he, "was Saint Mildred's." I have not the legend of that Saint; perhaps you know it better than I do. I imagine she took a First-Class in Political Economy, and was martyred by the Saxon Populists, who were doubtless numerous in the barbarian centur- ies preceding the foundation of Lady Mar- garet Hall, Somerville College, and the other centres of light at which I have been gaping. Would n't you, her namesake, like to retire from the frontier settlements like New York and Philadelphia (where even now I hear the barbarians preparing, not to massacre, but to outvote and outtalk your faith!) and study under Saint Mildred's guardianship in that peaceful and clever town? How you would enjoy the nice Oxford people and how they would enjoy you! America won't be fit to live in, for three or four years to come, till this silly outburst is over. But the disadvantage of writing over so many miles is that I don't know to whom I am writing! You may be full of other interests. 72 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL I don't know what your interests are at all. Perhaps you are quite out of conceit with study under any auspices. The English schools and colleges full of big girls are very interesting to me. I am always making comparisons; gen- erally rather to the advantage of the English arrangements, though never to the disad- vantage of the American girls. It will not be a surprise to you that I estimate the American product highly. I think them the flower of creation. This paragraph is making me too sentimental. I feel the mal du pays attacking me. I want to be back in the Brearley School again. Pray allow me to change the subject at once. When you gave me your benediction last May I recollect you were good enough to wish us a good time in England. Well, we have had a very good time, indeed. I think they do some things mighty well in England, don't you? But they have n't got any girls who are the flower (here the writer breaks down). Ever affectionately yours, J. G. Ckoswell. P.S. Won't you write me a note to say you are well and not studying too hard? LETTERS 73 Sunset, Maine, July 17, 1898. Dear Mildeed : — Your last page shall have the first acknowledgment; then I will proceed backward answering you in detail. You know very well whether I do or do not remember my little scholar. I certainly did love her most devotedly. The remembrance of the years of your early girlhood, halfway back to my own youth, will be always wonderful. It would take your Pater to describe the curious beauty of that quaint experience of mine. I have never been able to do any justice to it myself. I cannot but hope, however, that our early relation must always remain a strong in- terest for both of us, much more than a delight- ful reminiscence. Such ties are rarely made in later life and deserve cherishing. May ours in- crease forever. But I am sure you are hardly justified, in one sense, in attributing to me as an individual the "help and defence" which may perhaps be found for you in my friendship and neighbor- hood. Let me be plain about this. I think what help you get comes more from something I represent, which is much bigger than anything I can say. Because I love you, I represent the call of the human race, which loves you and 74 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL wants you for its various needs. I am going to speak especially for the young, younger than you, but I could tell you how much that is also true of the old. We all want you. I speak for the young, I feel for them very much ; but I feel for the old, who like your society always and need you also. Is n't this loving call the real source of the help I may give? Such a call, the feeling of being wanted and needed, has to me a very tonic effect; it feels like a "rock and shield." Only let one be wanted and needed enough and one can go up against anything, even Spanish guns. Please let my behavior, even more than my words, bring you some small idea of how much you are wanted everywhere. You won't need any other shield in time of trouble than that faith. There is no " defence " equal to a courage to attack for those who need you. Specifically the young need you. Come on and fight for them. For your own race and nation and so- cial order! They need you even more than other heathen do. Whether you actually qual- ify among the regulars, and enlist in the ranks of professional workers for the young, or whether you take the harder task of those who LETTERS 75 quietly plan, meditate, design, and criticise for the young, the young need you. The best you can do is not too good. Now, I intend, by offering you work in the Brearley School, simply to bring you, for a short time perhaps, in contact with one side of the life of the young. I want you to see that school again, with the eyes of a college gradu- ate, that school which you have seen as a pu- pil. I had not imagined that you could enlist as a permanent teacher. I did not depend much upon your work, quantitatively considered. Next year I thought I should simply ask you to take the college preparatory girls in English, both Literature and Composition and Rhetoric. They are not many. I want chiefly to bring your mind to bear upon unsettled problems in this new school subject. How perplexing the problem is, you can guess if I tell you that your own mind is probably not more uncertain than everybody else's is. — Here I must stop for the moment! I will write again in a day or two. Ever your affectionate J. G. Ckoswell. 76 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL July 23, 1898. Dear Mildbed: — This letter must be full of abstract propositions. I don't know that abstract propositions are of much value to any one but the proposer; but in order to free my mind, so that I may be able to work it easily for your benefit, I must get off it, sometime, a certain amount, rather weight, of philosophi- cal reflection about this task of teaching Eng- lish. Then I will write a more practical letter or two about you and your work. Here is my Credo, in the abstract, about "English." I believe that no man ever means the same thing in two consecutive sentences of educational discussion by the word "English"; and that no two people ever mean the same thing, at one moment, by that term "Eng- lish." It is a most elusive word. But I believe that the most usual reference of this word is to "English Composition," conceived as a me- chanical art, which may be learned like plain sewing, brick-laying, handwriting, or such mat- ters. In most people's usage "English" con- notes a variety of intellectual and ethical virtues also. He who can write "English" of the above type, well-spelled, rightly punctu- ated, "clear" and "good" "English," ranks LETTERS 11 with good citizens. Some fools do think that if they had only been taught "correct English" in school, they would have been as wise as their neighbors in all things in after life. We all think we have much to say, if we could find words. Also, I believe that another common usage of this word in educational discussions refers to a totally different matter; that half- taught people often group their emotional and aesthetic experiences, which have been stirred in them, by the magic of "literature," as well as by other arts, or by life itself, and vaguely define them as "English"; expecting and hop- ing to deepen by "English" the shallows in their own souls and the souls of their progeny, not by a patient waiting upon time and the hour, but by a hurried "Course in English Lit- erature" or "French Literature" or what not. Of such are the "Lenten Lecture" — audiences. They err by the common American error, of haste, confusing the outside surfaces of mortal experience with the inside; that outer garment of phraseology, with which we clothe our life, with the inner reality of life itself. Hence the wild idea that "culture" may be purchased of private tutors in "Art and Literature" as you buy gowns of dressmakers before you " come 78 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL out," and put them on as if they grew there for your first ball. I need not expatiate on these things. You know New York. But it will interest you to no- tice how much this community underestimates the time and effort required to learn "English Composition" or to do any possible portion of "English Literature" in any real way. And it will interest you also to note the in- cessant confusion on these two different defi- nitions of "English" as a study in schools in all educational talk. Now, / believe, lastly, that the colleges, not intentionally, are playing into the hands of the Philistines. I want you to note this carefully. You seem to me to be on the track in your re- mark about Miss . Conceive that Miss has a real hold upon the subject, is a student by nature and training, has a high ideal of the work possible and results attainable in studying our great massive English literary inheritance. She cannot set other than a high standard of work for herself and others. Whether she asks for much or little, the point of view she takes must be that of a scholar. God forbid she should do otherwise. Now, let us suppose that she sets this standard for LETTERS 79 work to girls who have had no emotional life to speak of, and little of even the scholar's ex- perience. What can happen but that they will do her work in a false fashion. Hypocrisy, affectation, imitative and formal writing, and delusive smartness must result. I feel very eloquent on this subject. Do, dear Mildred, think about it too. What do you think must happen to a girl of eighteen who is asked to "state Burke's idea of conciliatory concession"? She has never "conceded" any- thing or "conciliated" anybody, herself I In her own natural reading, Burke would be put aside for other days. Or why ask a child to analyze the "Sources of Interest" in the Merchant of Venice. It would be an abnormal child, who was given to translating the sentiments into the form of ab- stract propositions. It is a vicious habit; I have it myself; but it is not good for me. The affectation of it would be worse. To tell the truth, I think it likely to do more harm than good, to ask children in secondary schools to study English Literature formally at all; that is, in any form worthy of a college test at entrance. Ask your Miss DonoUy if she has no such dread, as I have, of 80 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL making a rather priggish girl in the process of teaching. More anon! Forgive this poor weak effort. Your anxious colleague, J. G. Ckoswell. Sunset, Maine, August 7, 1898. Dear Mildred : — While you are still con- sidering, please let me send you the third letter I intended to write before I offered you any- thing in the teaching line. 'T is the lastl I wanted to write a third letter explaining what I personally did expect, if you felt that you could afford to teach English in the Brearley School. You will have gathered that I expect and desire that you should teach a definite thing which we will at present call "Rhetoric." This ought to cover grammar, spelling, punctuation, and certain obvious topics of discussion and "rules," about the structure of sentences and paragraphs, which are almost as much conven- tionalities, and consequently almost as teach- able, as table-manners are in the nursery. You have only to try your girls a little to find plenty of room for this kind of teaching in the Brearley School. LETTERS 81 But I do hope for more, in having you in con- tact with the school again. You will have gath- ered, if you have read my letters, that I feel that "English Literature" should not be made a subject for study in school. But my objec- tion applies only to conscious and formal study of classic authors. I see no objection ; I see great advantages, in a suitable course of reading, with you to lead it, provided that it be not overdone. By "overdone" I mean, if the authors read are too difficult; and if there is too much under- taken in the way of critical analysis, or too much biographical and historical matter added to the reading; in short, if it be not too "collegiate" and academic. I would have you help the Brearley toward the college standard ; but I would have you help the colleges toward a just conception of the schools, and to an improved standard for them. Lastly, I hope for certain unofficial relations between you and the children, or rather, some of the children. There will be girls in the school that you can do little for, except the most formal and official task-work. There will be others who will catch sight of good things, once in a while, through you. These will be the ma- jority. Some of them will perchance be girls 82 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL of the same type as yourself. They may have your vivacious sensibility, and beginnings of delicate taste. As far as your own momentum carries you toward the good, the beautiful, and the true, you will carry them after you. And this is an exceedingly great thing to do. I have said very little about the question of teaching, from your side of the problem. I have not the right to discuss that. I represent simply an invitation to you to go to work, regardless of your own best interests, perhaps. I shall have to leave you to settle personal questions. But I should perhaps add to what I wrote in my last letter that, although the beginning, next year offered to you, is rather small in hours and salary ($2 X 5 X 30 = $300), yet it is very possi- ble that, if you began that way, you might rise as far as you cared to devote yourself. But you are yet young, and I cannot wholly believe that your special work in life is to be school- teaching! Your affectionate friend, J. G. Croswell. Sunset, Maine, August S4, 1898. Dear Mildred: — It strikes me that I have said to you a very large number of farewells in LETTERS 83 the years since 1893 when you went off to col- lege! A friendship composed exclusively of "Good-byes" is a very remarkable kind of friendship. It may be esteemed, perhaps, a unique friendship. But then, you and I are not commonplace people at all! Are we? And one of us is unique. The fact is that I am get- ting so inured to this relation with you that this one "Good-bye" I can bear also. In fact, this one happens to be full of cheerful aspects. What luck for you! Also what luck for Mr. and Mrs. Scrymser, and the Mikado also! Do you know your Buddha? The first prin- ciple of Buddhism is, I believe, the metaphys- ical "Identity of the Self with the World-All." So do not forget, dear, thrice-dear American, when you see that "so charming and beauti- ful, fairy country," that, in the words of Asoka the King to his pupils, that art thotj, as good as any Japan that ever existed. I protest I have said "Good-bye" often enough to you. 'T is too forlorn a word. You can't make a friendship out of farewells any more than one can make symphonies go on church-bells. And if "Good-bye" is supposed to mean separation, nothing could be more untrue for us. You will not be really separated 84 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL from us, your friends, countrymen, and lovers, not if you do cast half the longitude of the globe between us. So I wish you, in the name espe- cially of Mr., Mrs., and Master J. G. Croswell, a happy journey, and a good time, and a safe return to port. But I shall not say " Good-bye " for such a trifle as this, from any of us. You will not fail to notice that I wrote my last letter, and mailed it, two hours before I got your telegram. But I have nothing to alter in it. I shall merely postpone the matter, for a year's reflection, about "English" and "Lit- erature." Will you pardon one more venturesome word, however? As I think of what I said to you, I believe I said one must not "settle" before thirty. There is one godlike experience which knows no date. Do not ever let me appear to include that in my homilies about life to young ladies. Ever yoiu* loving J. G. Croswell. LETTERS 85 To Mrs. Greerdeaf Bbown's, Three Tuns Hotel, DuBHAM, August 4, 1896.^ Dear Aunt Maey: — The recollections of our days in Durham are so vivid, as I go about here now, that I ought to write you something from this spot. Leta and I went to church in the cathedral to a beautifully sung service and litany this Wednesday morning at 10 o'clock. I took her over the choir and eastern chapel and the "Galilee" chapel after service, and then we strolled along the river-bank, looking up at the great church through the trees. This is the only cathedral we have visited. All of our time in England in July was spent in the country. We visited in Surrey and in Somerset and Devon, in Nottingham and in Oxford. At the latter place we were staying with the Dyers. We had a fine time in Oxford. The old and the new are both seen there, to great perfection in the old buildings and the very young students. Louis Dyer and I re- vived our ancient friendships, as we stalked about the colleges together. I think him in great luck there. He has a delightful house, ' In 1896 Mr. and Mrs. Croswell made a summer visit to England and Ireland. 86 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL and much congenial society among the pro- fessors. Of our country visits I think we liked Som- ersetshire the best; though our visit at a great mansion in Sherwood Forest among the oaks was very entrancing. I think these huge Nor- man piers and columns of Durham Cathedral are like oaks. Don't you remember them? How I did go about with you that summer; and what a lot of cathedrals we got into. Well, Durham is just where it was, and where it will be for nine hundred years more, I dare say, and it is, I think, in its rocky majesty the most awful of church-buildings. It certainly appeals to Americans very deeply. Perhaps we are just about where the Normans were in our cultivation. To-night we are going to Bamborough, a seaside village on the borders of Scotland. We expect to linger in this part of the world, journeying home through Scotland to Glasgow and so to New York. I hope you are all well this summer. Leta and I send our good wishes to the party at the Foreside. Your affectionate nephew, J. G. Croswell. LETTERS 87 To a young friend Deeb Isle, Jvly 36, 1901. Our summer here has been blissful as usual. The weather is divine. Day after day simple perfection. We hear of heat and moisture; we don't half believe. We lie like the Gods of Epicurus, on our clouds reclined, and careless of mankind, especially of New Yorkers. J. G. C. New Yobk, September 19, 1901. Dear Leta : — This is four o'clock Thursday. It is a strange day. It is like Sunday; nothing going on in the city, which is covered with emblems of mourning. I walked up Broadway this morning, to see the curious and historic sight. But the most obvious sign of mourn- ing was the complete stoppage of life in the street. Idle and still men and women, and few or no wagons. It all culminated at half-past three, when all the cars stopped, and every- body stood still, many taking oS their hats. All sounds ceased. It was an awful silence broken only by — what do you think? Chil- dren's voices. Out of all that sudden silence of all other noise the chatter of children came hke a baby talking in church. I have never been so 88 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL moved by anything in sublime music as by that sudden silence. It gave me creeps. You don't know what New York is like when all noise stops. What a great tribute to take to the silent land with you, McKinley has received. I went to Percy Grant's church this morn- ing and we heard a very sweet and dignified sermon from him and much sweet music. I really am almost glad you are not here. It is too sad a day for you. I'm sure you could not have heard the singing without crying hard. Many people were crying to the great, rolling sound of the McKinley Hymn as it has become our National Hymn to-day. Last night the armory band played hymns all the evening, ending with the drums and fifes and bugles playing "Taps" — the signa:! for the camp to go to sleep. — I wonder if you know that weird music. Chopin's, Beethoven's, Mendelssohn's Fun- eral Marches one hears all the time. But there was nothing like that silence after all. The bottom fell out of this world. It was the Dies Ira. LETTERS 89 To his sister-in-law May 30, 1902. My dear Emma: — As to the birthday and its rites. Fifty years is soon over. That's all I feel myself. Other people feel various other things (as they say) about me. I'm sure you are also very good. I smile and bow, apologetically. Whether you have any right to call your brother a "landmark" or a "star," I don't know. If I am a landmark-in-law, I'm rather sorry for my family. A "star" would also be rather awkward in the house. Won't somebody call me something which sounds more like? The Greeks would have thought it very unlucky to get so many flatter- ing epithets. But I hope the obvious inap- plicability of most of my compliments will divert ruin for us in time. Thanks again for your book. Many thanks to you and Mammie for all your love and toleration. Yours ever, J. G. C. Dear Emma: — There are three hallucina- tions in this world (at least 3) : — . (1) "That somewhere some one is living a life 90 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL that escapes the trivial, the banal, the senseless fretting that the rest of us call living." (2) "The lovely desert island." (3) "The delightful distinguished brother- in-law." Of course, if it is necessary to your existence to believe that there is a pot of gold at the foot of the rainbow, go on and believe it. But don't say I never told you. I feel too fond of you to keep still about these dangerous illusions, especially the third. Yours sincerely, J. G. C. To a young friend New York, December, 1902. Deae Ethel: — It is very hard for men to convey their affection even when they feel it. It is very hard for us to tell each other any- thing about feelings. There is a man I love and admire. He is a writer. I read every word he writes. I love to see his face and his eyes. I would do anything for him. And I can't say one word to him. He sent me a book of his the other day. I wrote him a note. Then I saw him at the Club. He thanked me for it. I said, "Not at all." He said, "Don't mention it." By that time we felt as if we had lost each other forever. We were quite savage. LETTERS 91 No sooner had I sent you that last letter, the next day almost, the armory burned up next door to us, in the middle of the night. Do you remember the armory? Our house took fire and we all had to scamper half-dressed across the street. There was a severe snow-storm going on at the time; a blessing in disguise, for it saved our house. This has not been the only disaster, but it may stand for the rest. Day before yesterday, for example, the tunnel caved in, through which our new "Rapid Transit" cars are going to run under all the principal streets in New York. I was going by just in time to avoid a whole house which fell on the sidewalk where I passed. I turned back and saw a cloud of dust and brickbats. L. and I are really a pair of luck- children; but "I knock on wood" when I say it. New York is full of traps for her children. I do not know how long we shall escape. And now Denbigh Hall is burned up this week. The insurance is suflScient to rebuild. But no one can recover the theses which were burned. One very valuable thesis was rescued by two faculty members at peril of their lives. One thing strikes me in all these tragedies, — how very inexpressive our American habits of 92 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL speech are; or even habits of feeling. We do not feel or think or speak adequately; except in moments of dull routine. Let but a very little greater situation arise, and we are so timid or so dumb as to suggest idiocy. What shall become of the higher life if America cannot live it? But I don't see any help. We never drill for great emergencies except a drill in keeping cool and repressing emotion. What should you say to the reverse? Suppose I drill the Brearley School how to feel and speak in the higher levels. Will they do it? As thus : — 9.10-9.30 A.M. Fire drill : how to express warm feelings. Hatred as felt by Italians and Irish. 9.30-10 A.M. How to say good-bye in Ho- boken. Farewell gestures. Laughter as an ex- pression of sorrow in America. The handker- chief as an expression of emotion. SuNSKT, Maine, August 23, 1903. Dear Ethel: — Is n't it curious that litera- ture nowhere contains the fabric of a girl's dreams. Every other sort of human experience pretty much is in the books. Old gentlemen, like Horace, yoimg warriors and sailors like Homer, have their dreams pre- LETTERS 93 served. But the young girl, as she comes into literature, comes in only as the heroine of some man's love-tale, and is treated conventionally enough at that. None have written of her, in her more self-possessed stages, with truth. No one has drawn a girl's soul, poised like a strong- winged bird amid the cross-breezes of youth, soaring as in sleep over this various, busy world. There is a sacredness about youth. As I listen to the faint, distant music of my own youth, as I listen gratefully to yours, I don't see how any one could print and "publish" it. Listening to that, I don't want even to hear about hterature. Yours affectionately, J. G. Croswell. April 24, 1904. Dear Ethel: — I should have written you at least once this month, but I had German measles: to the great delight of New York! I don't see the joke myself, but every one else does, so I suppose it is funny. As to the intellectual life, I am thinking of writing a paper on "Institutional Teaching of the Intellectual Life." Every philosopher, from Plato down, has always dreamed of institutions 94 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL to embody on earth the ideals of the upper air. Plato proposes, as you remember, perhaps, a great reorganization of human society, wherein "philosophers" are to govern in the interest of the intellect and rearrange the life of man from the cradle to the grave. And Plato's " Republic " is one of many schemes f or a " City of God" on earth. Even the "Church" is, strictly speaking, another attempt to embody some abstractions of the mind in human living. Nowadays we are all planning, not republics or churches, but schools, colleges, universities, to embody in tabular views and curriculums, in classes, in laboratories and dormitories (dormitories more than laboratories), the ex- periences of the intellectual life. We are all inventing institutions to contain the best ex- periences of humanity and to exclude the in- ferior intellects. Doubtless it is true that such institutions must be. Consider the public in- stitution of marriage, for example. Where would the human race be without that great fortress of the soul to protect some of our best possessions? Consider the Church especially of the Middle Ages. Consider the States of modern Europe. Consider our own Republic. All are outward embodiments of Ideas. LETTERS 95 Dear Ethel: — I consider "Culture and Anarchy" the most entertaining book in Eng- lish. The smooth style, with the neat malice, and the delectable arrogance of threatening the whole population of the British Isles with ep- ithets, as if they were all books to be reviewed by Matthew Arnold, always charmed me. There is something to it all, of course. But the best thing Arnold taught me, in this and other books, seems to me, after all, not to be this critical attitude, this devotion to standards of perfec- tion, in books and men, so much as the endur- ing recollection that I must take all people for what they are worth, each in his own degree. This cured my youthful severity. Boys are so severe. I learned, therefore, to take even Matthew Arnold only for what he is worth, with a gentler affection rather than with an exacting hero-worship — or critical hostility. You express the idea yourself in your stric- tures upon Matthew A. I plead for him by saying that he includes your doctrine of human sympathy in his doctrine that everybody has a fatal weakness somewhere. No poet, no hero, no saint ever knew his own meaning. No artist ever gets a view of himself. How funny artists and poets are. Sometimes 96 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL they behave like idiots even when they are great. The conscious self, trained to conscious thought, is, I am told, still but a parvenu in the universe, uneasy, arrogant, ill-mannered, and exacting, as all parvenus are. It is only a few million years since there has been any conscious soul on earth at all. It is a novelty. But the unconscious self is as old as eternity, and as well-poised and sure of its "meaning" as an old nobleman of the most ancien rSgime. Now all "education," "culture," "literary work," and much of our philosophizing belongs to the conscious self. December 25, 1908. Dear Ethel: — ^Your gift arrived Christ- mas Day while I was at church. I have a superstition about Communion — Christmas. You know the "Sursum Corda" : "Lift up your hearts." That is the oldest thing in any church service anywhere. Do you remember Pater's "Marius the Epicurean"? Do you remember the Christians therein? When we reach that place, I always lift up my heart in annual thanksgiving to my Maker, not for making me, but for making those I love. A beautiful troop they have been — enough to reconcile one to LETTERS 97 any hardships of life. Some are alive and some are not; but I see them all there, sub specie dBtemitatis, in the light of Eternity. This is a secret of mine, but I suppose it hap- pens to many other people. Meanwhile^ I send you my love, as mortals may; and many happy New Years before Eternity begins, to you and yours. Your affectionate friend, J. G. Ckoswell. To Margaret Hobart Deer Isle, Maine, June 30, 1906. Dear Margaret: — I want to write you a word of special praise for your record at Bryn Mawr. Of course such things are not the only thing one works for. But such recognition of one's work is very pleasant too. The school is much obliged for the laurels you have won us. Your affectionate teacher, J. G. Croswell. Deeb Isle, Maine, June 22, 1907. Dear Margaret: — I have your marks and I congratulate you very much. Let me give you a farewell word of approval for your good 98 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL work in the school. I hope you will enjoy the college and will profit from all that happens to you there. I still think, though there is a good deal too much said about the greatness of col- lege, there is no other experience so profitable to the higher life of men and women at your age. So I give you my blessing and I put you in my prayers. Your aflfectionate teacher, J. G. Ckoswell. Deer Isle, Maine, September 3, 1907. Dear Margaret: — I don't think I ever told you how much obliged I was for that long letter about your work. It was capital and it will help me very much. I think it goes to show that the preparation for college is somewhat too onerous. The "margin of safety" is too small as they say of bridges. I blush to be certifying the moral character of any Brearley girl. The idea of Miss Thomas's asking and me professing to vouch for you, we whose characters need redemption ourselves. I feel like Dean Colet when he looked at the boys of his St. Paul's School, "Lift up your little hands for me, O Brearley girls." Your affectionate teacher, J. G. Croswell. LETTERS 99 Written after the death of Rosamond Hobart, on July 16, 1908 July 19, 1908. My dear, dear Margaret: — My heart is deeply grieved — not for Rosamond, who is safe, but for you. O may God help you all. It is not for me to touch the hem of her garment. I hardly dare to speak of the deep and sweet thing that has happened to her. But you judge well when you say I loved her. That she should suffer pain, and be taken away in this sudden darkness from our eyes, is to me, as it is to you, a lifelong sorrow. How deep is this sorrow! 1 May she rest in peace, and be as she has been, a token of God's love in our lives. Perhaps that will help you to bear your sorrow. I have had all kinds of losses in this life. My life has been full of horrible grief. The thing that has helped me to live most of all was the love of children — my love for them and the hope of their love for me. So I can share with you in the sense of loss when this dear child is no longer here. None of all my flock were sweeter and dearer than she. I looked forward to the nearer intimacy with her I expected next year. It will make a great difference to us all — a great differ- ence. 100 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL God bless and strengthen you, dear Mar- garet. I can send no message to your mother and father. But you will be good to them and help each other. Thank you, dear, for writing to me. Your affectionate teacher, J. G. Cboswell. Deeb Isle, Maine, August 7, 1908. Dear Margaret: — Our private grief will not yield. Beautiful is her life, and beautiful is her death, with the rays of morning on her! But indeed, dear, I know how little that all helps the sense of loss. That sense of loss! It will not go. It seems incurable and intol- erable. I can only tell you that all human be- ings have it to bear. We all know all these feelings. Some of us will share even this sense of loss, not so heavily as you, but as surely, when we look for her in vain. Think of your mother and father and your brother. Think, as you are thinking most justly, of the swift passage of life which will bring restoration of even this loss. Think of work and duty. Think of love triumphant over all things, before whom even Death cowers. I do not have to tell you of the mystical channels of strength which you have foimd LETTERS 101 before this. They are more real than this apparent loss. Bear it and rejoice with her. Her and your affectionate and grieving teacher, J. G. Ceoswell. To Miss Rhoades 17 West Fortt-fotikth Street, August 13, 1909. Dear Katherine: — It is dear of you, the artist, to write to me, in the midst of the business. Please ask Marion to let me see her handwriting also sometime. I think your remarks about Biddeford most just, and it delights my soul to have Maine so understood. You ought to see the eastward Maine also. Casco Bay, the Kennebec and Sheepscot Rivers, and the Penobscot country, with Bar Harbor and Mount Desert, would make a nice country to paint. K it is possible for you to go East this summer, let us know and we will steer you, and if you condescend we will delightfully entertain you while here in the Penobscot. I shall be so glad to see your "results" in New York — and so will Leta. There is great charm for me in your work; I trust it is an "educative taste" of mine, that the whole world 102 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL will share soon. But the slopes of Parnassus are long and steep; and may be you will have to paint unrecognized for many months yet. Some day the Biddeford people will point you out as you go by, "There she goes!" Per- haps the papers will put you into the Sunday Edition, among the Brearley Countesses! With much love, your admiring "Mb. Ceoswell." September 7, 1909. Dear Kathebine: — Here is the answer to your charming note. I would n't lecture to the whole world on Psychology: not on my life. But if you and Marion, or Marion and you, or you without Marion, or Marion without you, or Marion and you, or you and Marion, with any other two or three Brearley girls you hap- pened to know, would invite me to talk in- formally, to superintend your study, or to do anything spontaneous about Psychology next winter, I'd love to do that. By spontaneous, I mean without any sort of schedule or adver- tising or promise to any one else. My first remark would be that Psychology, if it means anything, merely means to take a scientific gaze at the inner spiritual world. But LETTERS 103 I don't care to do that with all comers. For though science is open to all comers, yet I am not scientific; and though the world of the spirit is doubtless open to all Spirits (or Psyches), yet it also closes, as violently as the gates of Paradise, to unworthy steps, even if they be scientific. Now my only claim to step into that world, much less to discuss its ge- ography, seems to me to be my personal rela- tions to you two and such as you. Your affectionate teacher, J. G. CrosweIiL. To a young friend: not a Brearley girl February 6, 1910. Dear Ethel: — As to your own gay occu- pations, pray do not forget that there is a brief time in all Uves which seems to be devoted by Heaven simply to embroidering and conferring on spectators the brightness of what is called "good times." How sad a world it would be without the good times of such as have good times. Figure it. No dawn to days, no spring to years, no buds to flowers, no brooks to rivers, no morning glory to anything. It were wicked of you to say anything disrespectful of your happy girl's 104 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL winter. I am so pleased with your tone. You must not even say it is a "self-centred" life. The very first condition of the pleasure any spectator takes, in any work of art, is that it should be a self-centred whole, inaccessible to outside interruption and leading to nothing "higher." Hence the frame to pictures, and the footlights to operas, and the bars to music, and the gates to temples. Don't think that your friends, relatives, ac- quaintances, and aU the rest, are not affec- tionately devoted, because for a few years now you are left to be "self-centred" and a little alone. We are spectators of one of the most beautiful spectacles on earth. I am, dear Miss , for myself and all mine, an admiring spectator. Faithfully yours, J. G. Croswell. To a Brearley girl The Brearley School, 17 West FoRTT-FotmrH Street, April 21, 1910. Dear E. : — I enclose an official note from the Directors trying to tell you of their feelings of regret and gratitude. As to my own feelings I wiU not try. Like a father, I have always LETTERS 105 thought you a most remarkable child I I have gained in watching your growth and your de- pendence on me just what fathers gain of their children, courage and strength to go on with life. That is what children give their elders. That I certainly owed you again and again. What else you have given, though it is much, does not equal that. And that I can never lose. It is part of my life's unalterable good. You don't know this; and you need not. What people do of good in this world is so woven with their own natures that they seldom can see it in any detached and contemplative fashion. So perhaps I had best leave all this unsaid because my thought borders on the un- speakable things that cannot pass from one generation to another. Certainly I should be very sorry to give you the feeling that I was "making a speech" on the occasion of your resignation. One position you can never resign. I decline to state what that position is; but it enables me to sign myself Your affectionate teacher, J. G. Ckoswell. 106 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL To Miss Rhoades Dees. Isle, Maine, August 8, 1910. Dear Kathekine : — Your two pleasant let- ters are here, and I am very grateful, though you may not think it of me. It is one of the pleasantest thoughts I have, the recollections of Katherine. Anybody would like to get a letter of hers, I am sure. Then I loved Venice greatly in my time too. I like to hear of it. I can't speak of Wiesbaden, not having reached as yet the Wiesbaden chapters of my life. Perhaps next summer. I shall approve of your stay in Europe, as I suppose all of us must approve if we have to. Certainly I do wish you to go forward with your painting, even at the cost of your absence. French also is handy to have in the house; you can't have too much. And I think talking and writing French is good for one's English. Write me a French post-card. I, too, have al- ways wanted to talk French. Didn't I ever tell you my three secret wishes? (1) To write one good sonnet. (2) To talk, one hour, French with a perfect style and accent. (S) To be an Opera Tenor, right in the limelight, for one evening only. I could n't stand more than one of each. But I should like to try one, by way of LETTERS 107 vacation from the artless and clumsy. "Don't you think it is a splendid idea? " Is Italy the land of everything tremendous still? It used to be, but I am told that in fifty years more the Italians will all be over here, in search of an American livelihood. Would n't it be a joke if Italy were always full of Ameri- cans on vacations, all supported there by the labor of Italians in America? Indeed, you are not "dumb" or "power- less," young lady. I don't think many of us make any more effect, in a room full of hu- mans, or in a quiet comer, either. What would you have? You girls are intricate enough for any pur- pose; and yet simple enough to make the larger effects which are, after all, what count most. Why do you want to get ink on your fingers? I would n't have you a "writer." Speaking of effects, why do our countrymen like small, spotty variety and variegation in art, so much? Is this taste for variety connected with our love of speedy motion? It is not good taste. Not even the Star Spangledest Yankee could prove that. The greatest lesson I got from Europe was the other experience of mass and simplicity and repose and composition, 108 JAMES 6REENLEAF CROSWELL which old and mediaeval Europe had. Perhaps modern Europe is losing it now. I hope your foot is well; and your head and heart are in good order, as usual, too. I do not speak of your cunning artist's hand again, though that has my prayers, even more, for its welfare. Maine and Mrs. Croswell never were better. We are all well and happy. I thank you again for your nice letters. Please give Mrs. Rhoades my kindest remem- brances. Yours affectionately, J. G. Ceoswell. To his sister-in-law, Mrs. Donaldson September 6, 1910. Dear Emma: — No joy I ever had on my birthday made me so happy as this! It is most sisterly; also brotherly, to think of it. I never dreamed of possessing a Max. and Min. Copper Thermometer all my own! Alasl If I could only live fifty years longer! Tell Harry from me that this thermometer is living a double life, however, at present, giv- ing a different report at each end of it of the state of the weather. Is this a gentle satire on human opinions? The Optimist reports maxi- LETTERS 109 mum; the Pessimist minimum temperature. Even so — but why pursue the personality? I will tell you something you know already. Harry is alone worth all the rest of us put to- gether — all your family and mine! I am sure of this. It is a calm, scientific statement, based upon careful observations, checked off by maxi- mum and minimum temperature reports. Your affectionate brother, J. G. C. To Judge Robert Grant The Brearlet School, 17 West Fohtt-fotirth Street, May 9, 1911. Dear Robert: — I hope I told you how much pleasure and profit I derived from your kindness; and I trust I did not bore you too much with my own affairs. It always is a singular joy I derive from your conversation; and it is not too much to say that you mean a great deal more to me than most men, in memory, in imagination, and in a fond, delusive hope that I too may do some- thing for you some day. I'm sure you would tell me if I could. Boston is full of nice people. I appreciate 110 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL all they are, deeply. Perhaps I do all the more because I am so thoroughly exiled and trans- planted now. If you ever come, please let me know when you are in New York. Your affectionate classmate, J. G. Croswell, 17 West Foett-foukth Street, May 30, 1911. Dear Ka.therine: — This is just a word to tell you: — (1) That I got your French letter with ex- treme joy. " Quel bonheur igstrame pour moy," as James Yellowplush, Esq., remarks. But I think I had best not correspond with any Parisienne in that language for fear of conse- quences. (2) That I thank you deeply also for your nice letter of April 27, which I have kept on my desk to look at and now to answer. As to the flights which the Brearley may take, nobody can guess what she may not do. But we will all try to love the new Brearley. How New York does love novelty! Everybody keeps congratulating me as if it was a piece of ex- quisite good fortune to be obliged to move out LETTERS 111 of our house. Is it? Do you know I really be- lieve, if a comet appeared in the sky bearing a sign, " This Universe is to be under New Man- agement I " that the New York people would all be delighted, and proceed to get front seats at the new show. We are all moving, all the time, churches, schools, banks, theatres, hotels, houses, everybody. How are all my Parisian Brearley? Is Marion getting on? I hear of her now and then. I wish I could see your "chiefs of work." Have you done a lot? I admire your work. Come back some time to Mr. Croswell and the Brearley. Your affectionate teacher, J. G. Croswell. To John Jay Chapman Deer Isle, Maine, September G, 1911. Mt dear Chapman: — You set the music going in me always, though I am no more than a Victor phonograph, which merely returns the melody photographed upon it beforehand. I think you are my favorite author nowadays; I caji't criticise you! D ^n C. I It makes me mad to have you praise him. He is n't in the class with you at 112 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL all. Anybody can do that! You play the real lyre few can touch. Your grateful listener, J. G. Croswell. December 31, 1911. Deab Dr. Slattert: — This is from two parishioners to wish you a Happy New Year. We love Grace Church: we loved Dr. Hunting- ton: we have been ready to love him who so gallantly picks up the work and goes on with it and with us. But to-day we have more to say. You walked into the heart of the congregation to- day yourself with your straight talk about the ministry. We all heard a man's voice, and we shall not forget. I am a school-teacher, as I dare say you know; so I know something of the diflSculty of supporting the inner life with outward means. A school is an attempt to give culture, an inner experience of the soul, the help of institutional support in the outer world. But if that job is hard, what a great task is yours! Please let us say we thank you for com- ing to Grace Church, and we thank you for telling us and showing us what a "minister" LETTERS 113 is, which you translate so effectively deed for word. Your friends and parishioners, James Ceoswell and Leta Ckoswell. Gbace Chukch Rectoky, 804 Broadway, New Yobk, January 1, 1912. Dear De. and Mrs. Croswell: — Your letter was a beautiful New Year's greeting, and I thank you for it more than I can tell you. I was afraid the sermen might have been too personal, and your words are a great comfort. You can hardly know what a help you have both been to me. As I have looked towards your pew each Sunday I have felt the security of your understanding and sympathy. That is the sort of help which makes the ministry the glad thing it is. Besides, I have known you years and years before you ever heard of me. It was one of my college regrets that you had gone from Har- vard when I reached Cambridge. Then one summer I began to know Mrs. Brace. And al- ways I seem to have heard glowing accounts from your pupils. So when I came to New York and found you to be part of Grace Church, I 114 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL was very glad. And ever since, in various ways which you little suspect, your kindness has stayed me. And now comes this crowning act of your goodness — this generous letter. I should value it in itself, but its chief value is that it comes from both of you. I shall keep it by me, and read it over time and again, — and bless you every time! I long ago gave you my affection; that I now have yours is a very solid happiness to me. I do thank you; and I am Your grateful friend and parson, Charles Lewis Slattery. The Brearlet School, 17 West Forty-fourth Street, May 9, 1912. Dear Chapman: — My piece satisfied me very little. I felt as if I were patronizing my betters all the time. And the misprints, due to my bad handwriting and hasty work, make pretty queer English of it. Some day I may send you a correct version? It was better before it got printed. But all's well that ends well; so if you un- derstand a little better what sort of a creature LETTERS 115 you really are, I am glad to be able to tell you, and such other people as will listen, as well as I can, the truth about you. I am never mistaken! When I feel in my bones certain feelings, I am as good as the Del- phic Oracle. And I do feel in my bones that you are going to receive a great gift from the Muses before you finish your career. May I be there to see it! Yours faithfully, J. G. Ceoswell. Tele Brkarley School, 17 West Foett-foubth Stkeet, Whitsunday, May 26, 1912. Dear Chapman: — I sent back to Barry- town, May 17th, all the manuscripts you let me have to read. Well! There are those of us who love your way of saying things. I'm not sure that you are not absolutely my "favorite author" at present. But there is much more I could say than that. The drift of your thinking along in the twilight of political and other philosophies of our time, so anxious to us all, excites me. You seem to me to be sailing where the deep tides run; fishing 116 JAMES GREEN LEAF CROSWELL in the deepest water. Sometimes you get a fish; sometimes he gets ofiP again; but they are great fish always, even if you only get them up to the top, and not quite into the boat. I feel like a disciple on shore watching Peter making miraculous draughts. The Lord be with you! I wish I could talk with you about that Phi Beta thing. It's very good, though I don't be- lieve much in the oppression of the Classics by the Modernists. I think the Classics have been sold out by their own possessors and pro- fessors. Ever yours gratefully, J. G. Croswell. To Mr. Chapman The Bbeabley SchooIi, 60 East Sixtt-ubst Street, November 27, 1912. Dear Monitor: — Not even if you are a child of light yourself, do you yet guess the truth about my children of the Brearley illumi- nation. Come up in the morning and see them. You will see not only the instruments then, but also the tortures — and you will see that the children tread securely on the lion and the adder, and suffer none at all of the things you would suffer in their place. LETTERS 117 Don't you know that a young virgin can tame the fiercest beasts — even a school- teacher! We fawn upon them. Yours always, J. G. Ceoswell. The Bbeable^ School, 60 East Sixtt-mrst Stbeet, Office op the Head Masteb, December 22, 1912. Deab Chapman: — The EUot piece is great. It is too big to launch in any shallow water. Make it a " Dreadnaught" and keep it building a while. I wept as I read the Dyer part. That aJone is a precious jewel. Don't lose it! I must say again, you are truly my favorite author, of all men alive. I watch you, like a boy with his mouth open watching a ship- builder. Golly! How the chips do fly! I feel a warm and happy glow, as I lay down the man- uscript to return to Martin, the joy of seeing a master-workman working. It's glorious. Yours ever, J. G. Ceoswell. 118 JAMES GREEN LEAF CROSWELL The Bkeabley School, 60 East Sixty-fibst Street, April 28, 1913. Dear Chapman: — Your criticism of Eng- lish (British) translation work is very just. Translation is a cursed treachery to original work, always. I hate translations; they are all alike, except King James's Bible. I have always felt like writing a Histoty of English Translation from Greek, tracing for example Plutarch's various adventures in English from Thomas North to Professor Goodwin. The British do use phrases from King James's Bible to give a British meaning to Plato — to get some "life" into it. It is a sin, I know. But is this a worse sin than their use of cold, pallid, eighteenth-century English prose, full of the Sam Johnson classicality, like the English of the American Pulpit, to translate PlatoI* All of Bohn's Translations are just like plaster casts; not marble at all. I prefer the other error if we must choose. It is awfully funny to compare Plato and Jowett. Yours, J. G. C. Deer Isle, Maine, August 26, 1913. Dear Chapman: — Yes, I received your Garrison (to my mind, your high-water mark. LETTERS 119 so far) ; also your Greek animadversions. Now your friendly note comes to reproach mel All this makes me ashamed of my silence. But it is the silence of appreciation and respect for your work. I don't like to break it, such a silence, with mere laudations of your work, but I should like to have a chattering hour with you to talk of your doings and feelings about Greek. We mean to come over, but it is just too far to be easy. We have had already two drownings while visiting you. A third seems dangerous. Perhaps you have a more powerful car than ours to skim the waves with. I'm sure Poseidon would lend you onel ! I seem to see you in full swing: — B^ S'eKdav irjl KVfiaT araWe Se /eijre vv aiirov Not only the porpoises and jelly fish would exult beneath you, but also the Croswells' wharf and dock and kelps, if you came. In- deed I rejoice at your doings with Greek. I don't care how many translations you read. You are always right on the scent of the Greek original. I feel sure that Aristophanes would have loved you (and put you into a play, prob- ably); I feel sure that he would have laughed 120 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL at you and loved you. But he would not have laughed at me and others. He would n't have thought about us at all by name. He would have described us in the Parabasis of a play called "The Fishes"; "How they go m schools"; or some such tiling. He, too, dis- liked the long, windy misery of Euripides as you do; the "feeble side of Greek culture" he called it. The speeches and the talkee-talkee he disliked. But I always used to wonder why he did n't enjoy the good part of Euripides. I sup- pose, being a Greek of Athens, he felt the deadly error of Euripides' rhetorical self-indulgences, as an artist does (as you do), but with more sorrow and alarm. So Aristophanes could n't stop to talk about Euripides' virtues, he was always shouting, "Fire — Athens is on fire." Bad taste was worse than fire in Athens. It finally destroyed her. Aristophanes believed it. But though Aristophanes might call Eu- ripides "bad poet," I never felt that 7 could. Euripides is so big in this great part; so true to his Art; so prophetic of later drama, that you and I may well be awe-stricken and "shut up," as you say, all criticism. There is (of course) no one like Aristophanes. Where do these people come from? What divine voice LETTERS 121 is there somewhere to explain such echoes as these? — of Euripides and Aristophanes? Aris- tophanes is the bigger Poet. He is n't half ap- preciated. The trouble is plainly that he can't be put into "English Translations." So there you are. Euripides can be translated pretty well. I had a good laugh over your Theseus, damn- ing the fool-son. Let me tell you Channing's immortal remark, "The thing which makes the world move forward, is the fact that fathers cannot make their sons do what they want them to." But dear me! How lovely that Greek damn- ing is, how gracious and how cutting! Do send me your essay — I am not at all opposed to your idea. An English translation is, perhaps, never anything better than a "Commentary" on the Greek text. But one can use them. You know what a commentary is. Alas I We need lots of comment books in the dead tongues. I use translations all the time. I'm not at all above them. God forbid I should say such a thiug. The Greek books are like Merlin's Magic Book. "None can read the text, not even I, And none can read the comment but myself." 122 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL They need a wizard to manage them. I don't know if this is a wise or a foolish note. It is meant for grateful acknowledgment of your trusting your ideas to me. Yours always, J. G. Ceoswell. The Bbearlet School, 60 East Sixty-first Sibeet, October 4, 1913. Dear Chapman: — "Good English" is a vague and indefinite term, I think. As we gen- erally use it, we really mean the sum total of a man's culture. If I say, "I admire his English," I mean I admire the sum total of a man's fac- ulty, his reason, his imagination, his experi- ence, his acquaintance with the Cosmos as it has been seen in English. Ther^ore, no book of Rhetoric can teach "Good English." One must live it. But — of course there is always a qualification to any general maxims of edu- cation — but there are such things as conven- tionalities or table manners, even at the ban- quet of the gods on Olympus. And these must be taught, albeit no "Book on Manners" will make a gentleman. Therefore I decline to admit that no rhetoric or grammar work is valuable. LETTERS 123 Doubtless manners are best learned uncon- sciously and from people, not from books of Etiquette. The transfer of life from the living to the living, a sacramental oflBce, that is edu- cation. Yet the printed word is miraculous even in a grammar! Yours ever, J. G. Ceoswell. Deer Isle, Maine, August 25, 1912. Dear Cornelia: — I have your nice letter. Indeed I value it very much. It is a pile of wisdom; and wise questions; and also full of humor and fancy. Of course, college is a bridge. Bridges, of course, are meant to lead some- where. A bridge which is simply a jumping-off place, on which there is no traflBc, is not much of a bridge. Even if the view is pretty and the air is fresh out there, it would not get a great many passengers. Of course, one might say, "I want to go up there and enjoy the view and the other girls." But I can imagine that the family would say, "Be sure and don't go too far; and be sure and come back on our side again." So the question really is, "Where does that bridge lead?" I think that college does lead somewhere. 124 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL Just now, it does n't seem well for me to argue. I will only say that I do not accept the proposi- tion that college is of no use to teachers, or to writers. But, of course, you can go to college any time in the next two or three years. Get your records carefully made up and wait for light. I won't argue now. It is never torongfor a girl of eighteen to live in and with her family. I agree with you that your family is mighty nice. We can all talk over your distant future. I shall always be very much interested to do so. Thank you very much for your letter. I had to laugh; you meant I should but I respect it too. Your affectionate ex-teacher, J. G. Croswell. To a Brearley girl 1912. Dear Little Friend: — I write to say that I am not unmindful of the day which brings you a recollection of grief. I shall think of you to-morrow. Words say very little; letters say very little; but I do not suppose you need to be told very much. But it cannot be wrong to write you at least a word to say that you have LETTERS 125 in your old teacher a loving friend who is sorry for your losses and who is glad for all yoiu* memories of happiness and fatherly love, now safe from all loss forever. May I say that? You have a family still, and very unusual experiences of family affection. You have many loving friends. And you have the sup- port of knowing that you are eagerly anxious, even if we poor mortals do make blunders, al- ways to do right. That is the best of all. I, too, know all these things and I know they all count, especially the last. It is the only thing that nothing can take away. Well, we all make many blunders in going through life. But, if in your heart there is that consciousness of loyal service to duty, that is the best of all consolers from the beginning to the end. Ever your affectionate J. G. Ceoswell. To E. S. Martin Deeb Isle, Maine, July 19, 1913. Dear Martin: — It pleases me that you are really going to Europe for a while. You will profit thereby; and so will she who takes you there. It is time. It is time for me to go too. 126 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL I begin to count pennies and hours to see how soon I can get there. Bon voyage 1 Thank you foP 's Encomium Nortoni. GoUy! I'm sure I could n't have found Athens on that road! The piece sounds to me like a piece writ- ten by the last literary Roman gent just before the vandals burnt his farm. They are not so, these things he says, about culture and about Athens and about Norton and about himself. It is all a piece of confectionery, and might have been written by Reginald Bunthome. I should like 's languid praise much less than Jack Chapman's hearty contempt, if I have to be eulogized. I think Norton himself might prefer Chapman to , as an In Memo- riam, after all is said. That's a bully letter of Chapman's. I return it with thanks. I miss you. Do you know how? I don't like the human race as much in summer as in win- ter. One reason is that I don't see you. If you understand this, you will see this is not a light phrase I make to please myself. It is biography. Another reason is that I don't see my girls. Give my love to Lois. What an industrious soul she is. She will be somebody, I bet a year's pay. Bless yourself for your children! My vegetables are all choked with weeds. LETTERS 127 I got here too late this year. Moreover, this year there is an insect pest destroying all the spruce trees. But I rejoice in these idle hours and this heavenly climate, and in the thoughts of my friends. Your affectionate J. G. Choswell. To Betty Brace, his niece Deeb Isle, 1913. August 8 a picnic to Great Spruce Head. Very calm going out. Fog settled on us at lunch. Eleanor and I made the course, how- ever, and sailed home in a fresh breeze (south by east). We did n't see land for three quarters of an hour, and we hit exactly on her mooring so that we only had to get in the jib and luff. Auntie Leta was tickled to death with that trip. So was I. We did it fine. Steering by Eleanor. All our sailing is done by Eleanor. Eleanor is a dandy. I would go anywhere with her steering. She is very wise and very clever with the boat; and brings out all the boat's good qualities — and mine too. Tell your mother so. My nieces are certainly fine. They ought to have better uncles and aunts. How is my Brearley niece? Are you having a nice 128 JAMES GREENLEAF CROSWELL rest? Are you sleeping like a top? Are you eating a lot? Are you thinking of nothing at all? That's a good Brearley girl. Are you get- ting fat ? I want you to be very corpulent when I see you next. Fat protects one against teachers and college preparation, just as little bears get fat in the summer so as to go through the winter. Auntie Leta sends her love to you all. She and Eleanor sleep out in tents. They never get up in the morning. Eleanor comes silently brushing in about 9, like a great moth caught by daylight. To the same Deer Isi.e, August, 1913. This token I send you is said to be "Hand- painted." Please remember in Europe to in- quire at the Louvre and the Uflfizi Gallery if the pictures are "hand-painted" or not! One can't be too careful of swindlers in Europe. This well- known scene has a Spanish motto which is from Don Quixote. Did you ever hear of Don Quixote ? It is a great favorite of mine. These are the last words of the Knight. The sentence means, "In the nests of other years there are no birds this year." The Knight's words are meant, I think, to IMS/ v^Q-^vtr 14 tlu>c__ fc-e-coAwvS-e. W^'fer bikje— , wk^ol-u H^rw rolls "pvC^t Vv.Cwl«L^ Kvivs) f«tjejL W>L01 — C ^f-^^e-k^ c/P "fcivvkl-c drunks te: D\'VvUl"<^ kcw.s K> cXwK-k cVi^ VvAafer Xi I H"l«c boys Ttwirw s U c \vvvl