/r's Ay a CORNELL UNIVERSITY LIBRARY GOLDWIN SMITH LIBRARY All books are subject 1o recall after two weeks Uiis Library DATE DUE or'^rPN'P PPP,!N 2 rC-> URIS jpg ^KhL MAY 1 4 1< 99-iOAM URIfi RF RFRVF GAYLORD PRINTED IN U.SA Cornell University Library PS 1732.M2 1899 Main-travelled roads / 3 1924 014 392 231 The original of tliis book is in tlie Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://www.archive.org/details/cu31924014392231 Main-Travelled Roads By HAMLIN GARLAND Author of Other Main-Travelled Roads, etc. Harper y Brothers Publishers New York and London -t L Main-Travelled Roads Copyright, 1891, by The Arena Publishing Company Copyright, 1893, by The Century Co. Copyright, 1893, 1899, by Hamlin Garland To MY FATHER AND MOTHER WHOSE HALF-CENTURY PILGRIMAGE ON THE MAIN- TRAVELLED ROAD OF LIFE HAS BROUGHT THEM ONLY TOIL AND DEPRIVATION, THIS BOOK OF STO- RIES IS DEDICATED BY A SON TO WHOM EVERY DAY BRINGS A DEEPENING SENSE OF HIS PARENTS* SILENT HEROISM ******** THE MA IN -TRAVELLED ROAD in the West {as every- where") is hot and dusty in summer, and desolate and drear with mud in fall and spring, and in winter the winds sweep the snow across it; but it does sometimes cross a rich meadow where the songs of the larks and bobolinks and blackbirds are tangled. Follow it far enough, it may lead past a bend in the river where the water laughs eternally over its shallows. Mainly it is long and weary ful, and has a dull little town at one end and a home of toil at the other. Like the main-travelled road of life it is traversed by many classes of people, but the poor and the weary predominate. TABLE OF CONTENTS Foreword ix Introduction i A Branch Road 5 Up the Coolly 45 Among the Corn-Rows 88 The Return of A Private 112 Under THE Lion's Paw 130 The Creamery Man 145 A Day's Pleasure 162 Mrs. Ripley's Trip 171 Uncle Ethan Ripley 184 God's Ravens 196 , A "Good Fellow's" Wife 212 FOREWORD In the summer of 1887, after having been three years in Boston, and six years absent from my old home in northern Iowa, I found myself with money enough to pay my railway fare to Ordway, South Dakota, where my father and mother were living, and as it cost very little extra to go by way of Dubuque and Charles City, I planned to visit Osage, Iowa, and the farm we had opened on Dry Run prairie in 1871. Up to this time I had written only a few poems, and some articles descriptive of boy life on the prairie, although I was doing a good deal of thinking and lecturing on land reform, and was regarded as a very intense disciple of Herbert Spencer and Henry George — a singular combination, as I see it now. On my way westward, that summer day in 1887, rural life presented itself from an entirely new angle. The ugliness, the endless drudgery, and the loneliness of the farmer's lot smote me with stern insistence. I was the mili- tant reformer. The farther I got from Chicago the more depressing the land- scape became. It was bad enough in our former home in Mitchell County, but my pity grew more intense as I passed from north- west Iowa into southern Dakota. The houses, bare as boxes, dropped on the treeless plains, the barbed-wire fences running at right angles, and the towns mere assemblages of flimsy wooden sheds with painted-pine battlement, produced on me the effect of an almost helpless and sterile poverty. My dark mood was deepened into bitterness by my father's farm, where I found my mother imprisoned in a small cabin on the enor- mous sunburnt, treeless plain, with no expectation of ever living anywhere else. Deserted by her sons and failing in health, she en- dured the discomforts of her life uncomplainingly — but my resent- Foreword vii ment of "things as they are" deepened during my talks with hei neighbors who were all housed in the same unshaded cabins in equal poverty and loneliness. The fact that at twenty-seven I was without power to aid my mother in any substantial way added to my despairing mood. My savings for the two years of my teaching in Boston wer6 not sufficient to enable me to purchase my return ticket, and whei> my father offered me a stacker's wages in the harvest field I ac- cepted and for two weeks or more proved my worth with the fork, which was still mightier — ^with me — than the pen. However, I did not entirely neglect the pen. In spite of the dust and heat of the wheat ricks I dreamed of poems and stories. My mind teemed with subjects for fiction, and one Sunday morning I set to work on a story which had been suggested to me by a talk with my mother, and a few hours later I read to her (seated on the low sill of that treeless cottage) the first two thousand words of Mrs. Ripley's Trip, the first of the series of sketches which became Main-Travelled Roads. I did not succeed in finishing it, however, till after my return to Boston in September. During the fall and winter of '87 and the winter and spring of '88, I wrote the most of the stories in Main- Travelled Roads, a novelette for the Century Magazine, and a play called "Under the Wheel." The actual work of the composi- tion was carried on in the south attic room of Doctor Cross's house at 21 Seaverns Avenue, Jamaica Plain. The mood of bitterness in which these books were written was renewed and augmented by a second visit to my parents in 1889, for during my stay my mother suffered a stroke of paralysis due to overwork and the dreadful heat of the summer. She grew better before the time came for me to return to my teaching in Boston, but I felt like a sneak as I took my way to the train leaving my mother and sister on that bleak and sun-baked plains. "Old Paps Flaxen," "Jason Edwards," "A Spoil of Office," and most of the stories gathered into the second volume of Main-Trav- elled Roads were written in the shadow of these defeats. If they seem unduly austere, let the reader remember the times in which viii Foreword they were composed. That they were true of the farms of that day no one can know better than I, for I was there — a farmer. Life on the farms of Iowa and Wisconsin — even-on the farms of Dakota — has gained in beauty and security, I will admit, but there are still wide stretches of territory in Kansas and Nebraska where the farmhouse is a lonely shelter. Groves and lawns, better roads, the rural free delivery, the telephone, and the motor car have done much to bring the farmer into a frame of mind where he is con- tented with his lot, but much remains to be done before the stream of young life from the country to the city can be checked. The two volumes of Main-Travelled Roads can now be taken to be what William Dean Howells called them, "historical fiction," for they form a record of the farmer's life as I lived it and studied it. In these two books is a record of the privations and hardships of the men and women who subdued the midland wilderness and pre- pared the way for the present golden age of agriculture. H. G. March i, igzz INTRODUCTION An interesting phase of fiction, at present, is the material pros- perity of the short story, which seems to have followed its artistic excellence among us with uncommon obedience to a law that ought always to prevail. Until of late the publisher has been able to say to the author, dazzled and perhaps deceived by his magazine suc- cess with short stories, and fondly intending to make a book of them, "Yes. But collections of short stories don't sell. The public won't have them. I don't know why ; but it won't." This was never quite true of the short stories of Mr. Bret Harte, or of Miss Sarah Orne Jewett, or of Mr. T. B. Aldrich ; but it was too true of the short stories of most other writers. For some reason, or for none, the very people who liked an author's short stories in the magazine could not bear them, or would not buy them, when he put several of them together in a volume. They then became ob- noxious, or at least undesirable ; somewhat as human beings, agree- able enough as long as they are singly domiciled in one's block, become a positive detriment to the neighborhood when gathered together in a boarding-house. A novel not half so good by the same author would formerly outsell his collection of short stories five times over. Perhaps it would still outsell the stories ; we rather think it would ; but not in that proportion. The hour of the short story in book form has struck, apparently, for with all our love and ven- eration for publishers, we have never regarded them as martyrs to literature, and we do not believe they would now be issuing so many volumes of short stories if these did not pay. Publishers, with all their virtues, are as distinctly made a little lower than the angels as any class of mortals we know. They are, in fact, a tentative and timid kind, never quite happy except in full view of the main chance; and just at this moment, this chance seems to wear the diversified physiognomy of the collected short stories. We do not I 2 Main-Travelled Roads know how it has happened; we should not at all undertake to say; but it is probably attributable to a number of causes. It may be the prodigious popularity of Mr. Kipling, which has broken down all prejudices against the form of his success. The vogue that Mau- passant's tales in the original or in versions have enjoyed may have had something to do with it. Possibly the critical recognition of the American supremacy in this sort has helped. But however it has come about, it is certain that the result has come, and the publish- ers are fearlessly adventuring volumes of short stories on every hand ; and not only short stories by authors of established repute, but by new writers, who would certainly not have found this way to the public some time ago. The change by no means indicates that the pleasure in large fic- tion is dying out. This remains of as ample gorge as ever. But it does mean that a quite reasonless* reluctance has given way, and that a young writer can now hope to come under the fire of crit- icism much sooner than before. This may not be altogether a bless- ing ; it has its penalties inherent in the defective nature of criticism, or the critics ; but undoubtedly it gives the young author definition and fixity in the reader's knowledge. It enables him to continue a short-story writer if he likes, or it prepares the public not to be surprised at him if he turns out a novelist. II These are advantages, and we must not be impatient of any writer who continues a short-story writer when he might freely become a novelist. Now that a writer can profitably do so, he may prefer to grow his fiction on the dwarf stock. He may plausibly contend that this was the original stock, and that the novella was a short story many ages before its name was appropriated by the standard variety, the duodecimo American, or the three-volume English; that Boccaccio was a world-wide celebrity five centuries before George Eliot was known to be a woman. To be sure, we might come back at him with the Greek romancers ; we might ask • him what he had to say to the interminable tales of Heliodorus and Longus, and the rest, and then not let him say. Introduction 3 But no such controversy is necessary to the enjoyment of the half dozen volumes of short stories at hand, and we gladly post- pone it till we have nothing to talk about. At present we have only too much to talk about in a book so robust and terribly serious as Mr. Hamlin Garland's volume called Main-Travelled Roads. That is what they call the highways in the part of the West that Mr. Garland comes from and writes about; and these stories are full of the bitter and burning dust, the foul and trampled slush, of the common avenues of life, the life of the men who hopelessly and cheerlessly make the wealth that enriches the alien and the idler, and impoverishes the producer. If any one is still at a loss to account for that uprising of the farmers in the West which is the translation of the Peasants' War into modern and republican terms, let him read Main-Travelled Roads, and he will begin to understand, unless, indeed, Mr. Gar- land is painting the exceptional rather than the average. The sto- ries are full of those gaunt, grim, sordid, pathetic, ferocious figures, whom our satirists find so easy to caricature as Hayseeds, and whose blind groping for fairer conditions is so grotesque to the newspapers and so menacing to the politicians. They feel that something is wrong, and they know that the wrong is not theirs. The type caught in Mr. Garland's book is not pretty; it is ugly and often ridiculous ; but it is heart-breaking in its rude despair. The story of a farm mortgage, as it is told in the powerful sketch "Under the Lion's Paw," is a lesson in political economy, as well as a tragedy of the darkest cast. "The Return of the Private" is a satire of the keenest edge, as well as a tender and mournful idyl of the unknown soldier who comes back after the war with no blare of welcoming trumpets or flash of streaming flags, but foot-sore, heart-sore, with no stake in the country he has helped to make safe and rich but the poor man's chance to snatch an uncertain sub- sistence from the furrows he left for the battle-field. "Up the Coolly," however, is the story which most pitilessly of all accuses our vaunted conditions, wherein every man has the chance to rise above his brother and make himself richer than his fellows. It shows us once for all what the risen man may be, and 4 Main-Travelled Roads portrays in his good-natured selfishness and indifference that favor- ite ideal of our system. The successful brother comes back to the old farmstead, prosperous, handsome, well-dressed, and full of patronizing sentiment for his boyhood days there, and he cannot understand why his brother, whom hard work and corroding mortgages have eaten all the joy out of, gives him a grudging and surly welcome. It is a tremendous situation, and it is the allegory of the whole world's civilization : the upper dog and the under dog are everywhere, and the under dog nowhere likes it. But the allegorical effects are not the primary intent of Mr. Garland's work: it is a work of art, first of all, and we think of fine art; though the material will strike many gentilities as coarse and common. In one of the stories, "Among the Corn-Rows," there is a gogd deal of burly, broad-shouldered humor of a fresh and native kind ; in "Mrs. Ripley's Trip" is a delicate touch, like that of Miss Wilkins; but Mr. Garland's touches are his own, here and elsewhere. He has a certain harshness and bluntness, an indif^ ference to the more delicate charms of style, and he has still to learn that though the thistle is full of an unrecognized poetry, the rose has a poetry, too, that even over-praise cannot spoil. But he has a fine courage to leave a fact with the reader, ungarnished and unvar- nished, which is almost the rarest trait in an Anglo-Saxon writer, so infantile and feeble is the custom of our art; and this attains tragical sublimity in the opening sketch, "A Branch Road," where the lover who has quarrelled with his betrothed comes back to find her mismated and miserable, such a farm wife as Mr. Garland has alone dared to draw, and tempts the broken-hearted drudge away from her loveless home. It is all morally wrong, but the author leaves you to say that yourself. He knows that his business was with those two people, their passions and their probabilities. W. D. HOWELLS (In the Editor's Study. "Harper's Magazine"). A BRANCH ROAD In the windless September dawn a voice went ringing clear and sweet, a man's voice, singing a cheap and common air. Yet some- thing in the sound of it told he was young, jubilant, and a happy lover. Above the level belt of timber to the east a vast dome of pale undazzling gold was rising, silently and swiftly. Jays called in the thickets where the maples flamed amid the green oaks, with irreg- ular splashes of red and orange. The grass was crisp with frost under the feet, the road smooth and gray-white in color, the air was indescribably pure, resonant, and stimulating. No wonder the man sang! He came into view around the curve in the lane. He had a fork on his shoulder, a graceful and polished tool. His straw hat was tilted on the back of his head ; his rough, faded coat was buttoned close to the chin, and he wore thin buckskin gloves on his hands. He looked muscular and intelligent, and was evidently about twenty-two years of age. As he walked on, and the sunrise came nearer to him, he stopped his song. The broadening heavens had a majesty and sweetness that made him forget the physical joy of happy youth. He grew almost sad with the vague thoughts and great emotions which rolled in his brain as the wonder of the morning grew. He walked more slowly, mechanically following the road, his eyes on the ever-shifting streaming banners of rose and pale green, which made the east too glorious for any words to tell. The air was so still it seemed to await expectantly the coming of the sun. Then his mind went forward to Agnes. Would she see it? She was at work, getting breakfast, but he hoped she had time to see it. He was in that mood, so common to him now, wherein he could not fully enjoy any sight or sound unless sharing it with her. Far 5 6 Main-Travelled Roads down the road he heard the sharp clatter of a wagon. The roosters were calling near and far, in many keys and tunes. The dogs were barking, cattle-bells were jangling in the wooded pastures, and as the youth passed farmhouses, lights in the kitchen windows showed that the women were astir about breakfast, and the sound of voices and the tapping of curry-combs at the barn told that the men were at their morning chores. And the east bloomed broader ! The dome of gold grew brighter, the faint clouds here and there flamed with a flush of red. The frost began to glisten with a reflected color. The youth dreamed as he walked; his broad face and deep earnest eyes caught and re- tained some part of the beauty and majesty of the sky. But his brow darkened as he passed a farm gate and a young man of about his own age joined him. The other man was equipped for work like himself. "Hello, Will!" "Hello, Ed !" "Going down to help Dingman thrash !" "Yes," replied Will, shortly. It was easy to see he did not wel- come company. "So'm I. Who's goin' to do your thrashin' — Dave McTurg?" "Yes, I guess so. Haven't spoken to anybody yet." They walked on side by side. Will hardly felt like being rudely broken in on in this way. The two men were rivals, but Will, being the victor, would have been magnanimous, only he wanted to be alone with his lover's dream. "When do you go back to the Sem ?" Ed asked after a little. "Term begins next week. I'll make a break about second week." "Le's see : you graduate next year, don't yeh ?" "I expect to, if I don't slip up on it." They walked on side by side, both handsome fellows ; Ed a little more showy in his face, which had a certain clear-cut precision of line, and a peculiar clear pallor that never browned under the sun. He chewed vigorously on a quid of tobacco, one of his most notice- able bad habits. Teams could be heard clattering along on several roads now, A Branch Road 7 and jovial voices singing. One team coming along rapidly behind the two men, the driver sung out in good-natured warning, "Get out o' the way, there." And with a laugh and a chirp spurred his horses to pass them. Ed, with a swift understanding of the driver's trick, flung out his left hand and caught the end-gate, threw his foric in and leaped after it. Will walked on, disdaining attempt to catch the wagon. On all sides now the wagons of the ploughmen or threshers were getting out into the fields, with a pounding, rumbling sound. The pale-red sun was shooting light through the leaves, and warming the boles of the great oaks that stood in the yard, and melting the frost off the great gaudy, red and gold striped thresh- ing machine standing between the stacks. The interest, picturesque- ness, of it all got hold of Will Han nan, accustomed to it as he was. The horses stood about in a circle, hitched to the ends of the six sweeps, every rod shining with frost. The driver was oiling the great tarry cog-wheels underneath. Laughing fellows were wrestling about the yard. Ed Kinney had scaled the highest stack, and stood ready to throw the first sheaf. The sun, lighting him where he stood, made his fork-handle gleam like dull gold. Cheery words, jests, and snatches of song rose every- where. Dingman bustled about giving his orders and placing his men, and the voice of big David McTurg was heard calling to the men as they raised the long stacker into place : "Heave ho, there ! Up she rises !" And, best of all. Will caught a glimpse of a smiling girl-face at the kitchen window that made the blood beat in his throat. "Hello, Will!" was the general greeting, given with some con- straint by most of the young fellows, for Will had been going to Rock River to school for some years, and there was a little feeling of jealousy on the part of those who pretended to sneer at the "seminary chaps like Will Hannan and Milton Jennings." Dingman came up. "Will, I guess you'd better go on the stack with Ed." "All ready. Hurrah, there !" said David in his soft but resonant bass voice that always had a laugh in it. "Come, come, every sucker 8 Main-Travelled Roads of yeh git hold o' something. All ready!" He waved his hand at the driver, who climbed upon his platform. Everybody scrambled into place. The driver began to talk : ^ "Chk, chk\ All ready, boys! Stiddy there, Dan! Chk, chk\ All ready boys ! Stiddy there, boys ! All ready now !" The horses began to strain at the sweeps. The cylinder began to hum. "Grab a root there ! Where's my band-cutter ? Here, you, climb on here!" And David reached down and pulled Shep Watson up by the shoulder with his gigantic hand. Boo-oo-oo-oom, Boo-woo-woo-oom-oom-ow-own, yarr, yarr ! The whirling cylinder boomed, roared, and snarled as it rose in speed. At last, when its tone became a rattling yell, David nodded to the pitchers and rasped his hands together. The sheaves began to fall from the stack ; the band-cutter, knife in hand, slashed the bands in twain, and the feeder with easy majestic movement gathered them under his arm, rolled them out into an even belt of entering wheat, on which the cylinder tore with its smothered, ferocious snarl. Will was very happy in a quiet way. He enjoyed the smooth roll of his great muscles, and the sense of power in his hands as he lifted, turned, and swung the heavy sheaves two by two upon the table, where the band-cutter madly slashed away. His frame, sturdy rather than tall, was nevertheless lithe, and he made a fine figure to look at, so Agnes thought, as she came out a moment and bowed and smiled. This scene, one of the jolliest and most sociable of the Western farm, had a charm quite aside from human companionship. The beautiful yellow straw entering the cylinder; the clear yellow- brown wheat pulsing out at the side ; the broken straw, chaff, and dust puffing out on the great stacker ; the cheery whistling and call- ing of the driver ; the keen, crisp air, and the bright sun somehow weirdly suggestive of the passage of time. Will and Agnes had arrived at a tacit understanding of mutual love only the night before, and Will was powerfully moved to glance often toward the house, but feared as never before the jokes of his companions. He worked on, therefore, methodically, eagerly ; A Branch Road 9 but his thoughts were on the future — the rustle of the oak-tree near by, the noise of whose sere leaves he could distinguish sifting beneath the booming snarl of the machine, was like the sound of a woman's dress : on the sky were great fleets of clouds sailing on the rising wind, like merchantmen bound to some land of love and plenty. When the Dingmans first came in, only a couple of years before, Agnes had been at once surrounded by a swarm of suitors. Her pleasant face and her abounding good-nature made her an instant favorite with all. Will, however, had disdained to become one of the crowd, and held himself aloof, as he could easily do, being away at school most of the time. The second winter, however, Agnes also attended the seminary, and Will saw her daily, and grew to love her. He had been just a bit jealous of Ed Kinney all the time, for Ed had a certain rakish grace in dancing and a dashing skill in handling a team, which made him a dangerous rival. But, as Will worked beside him all the Monday, he felt so secure in his knowledge of the caress Agnes had given him at part- ing the night before that he was perfectly happy — so happy that he didn't care to talk, only to work on and dream as he worked. Shrewd David McTurg had his joke when the machine stopped for a few minutes. "Well, you fellers do better'n I expected yeh to, after bein' out so late last night. The first feller I see gappin' has got to treat to the apples." "Keep your eye on me," said Shep Watson. "You?" laughed one of the others. "Anybody knows if a girl so much as looked crossways at you, you'd fall in a fit.'' "Another thing," said David. "I can't have you fellers carryin' grain goin' to the house every minute for fried cakes or cookies." "Now you git out," said Bill Young from the straw-pile. "You ain't goin' to have all the fun to yourself." Will's blood began to grow hot in his face. If Bill had said much more, or mentioned Agnes by name, he would have silenced him. To have this rough joking come to a close upon the holiest and most exquisite evening of his life was horrible. It was not the words lo Main-Travelled Roads they said, but the tones they used, that vulgarized it all. He breathed a sigh of relief when the sound of the machine began again. This jesting made him more wary, and when the call for dinner sounded and he Icnew he was going to see her, he shrank from it. He took no part in the race of the dust-blackened, half-famished men to get at the washing-place first. He took no part in the scurry to get seats at the first table. Threshing-time was always a season of great trial to the house- wife. To have a dozen men with the appetites of dragons to cook for, in addition to their other everyday duties, was no small task for a couple of women. Preparations usually began the night before with a raid on a hen-roost, for "biled chickun" formed the piece de resistance of the dinner. The table, enlarged by boards, filled the sitting room. Extra seats were made out of planks placed on chairs, and dishes were borrowed from neighbors, who came for such aid in their turn. Sometimes the neighboring women came in to help; but Agnes and her mother were determined to manage the job alone this year, and so the girl, in neat dark dress, her eyes shining, her cheeks flushed with the work, received the men as they came in, dusty, coatless, with grime behind their ears, but a jolly good smile on every face. Most of them were farmers of the neighborhood, and her school- mates. The only one she shrank from was Bill Young, with his hard, glittering eyes and red, sordid face. SJie received their jokes, their noise, with a silent smile which showed her even teeth and dimpled her round cheek. "She was good for sore eyes," as one of the fellows said to Shep. She seemed deliciously sweet and dainty to these roughly dressed fellows. They ranged along the table with a great deal of noise, boots thumping, squeaking, knives and forks rattling, voices bellowing out. "Now hold on, Steve ! Can't hev yeh so near that chickun !" "Move along, Shep! I want to be next to the kitchen door! I won't get nothin' with you on that side o' me." A Branch Road 1 1 "Oh, that's too thin ! I see what you're " "No, I won't need any sugar, if you just smile into it." This from gallant David, greeted with roars of laughter. "Now, Dave, s'pose your wife 'ud hear o' that ?" "She'd snatch 'im bald-headed, that's what she'd do." "Say, somebody drive that ceow down this way," said Bill. "Don't get off that drive! It's too old," criticised Shep, passing the milk-jug. Potatoes were seized, cut in halves, sopped in gravy, and taken one, two ! Corn cakes went into great jaws like coal into a steam- engine. Knives in the right hand cut meat and scooped gravy up. Great, muscular, grimy, but wholesome fellows t hey were, feed- ing like ancient Norse, and capable of working like demons. They were deep in the process, half-hidden by steam from the potatoes and stew, in less than sixty seconds after their entrance. With a shrinking from the comments of the others upon his regard for Agnes, Will assumed a reserved and almost haughty air toward his fellow-workmen, and a curious coldness toward her. As he went in, she came forward smiling brightly. "There's one more place, Will." A tender, involuntary droop in her voice betrayed her, and Will felt a wave of hot blood surge over him as the rest roared. "Ha, ha! Oh, there'd be a place for himl" "Don't worry. Will ! Always room for you here!" on/J^ Will took his seat with a sudden, angry flame. / '^'^ "Why can't she keep it from these fools?" was his thofight. He didn't even thank her for showing him the chair. She flushed vividly, but smiled back. She was so proud and happy she didn't care very much if they did know it. But as Will looked at her with that quick, angry glance, she was hurt and puz- zled. She redoubled her exertions to please him, and by so doing added to the amusement of the crowd that gnawed chicken-bones, rattled cups, knives, and forks, and joked as they ate with small grace and no material loss of time. Will remained silent through it all, eating his potato, in marked contrast to the others, with his fork instead of his knife and drinking 12 Main-Travelled Roads his tea from his cup rather than from his saucer — "finnickies" which did not escape the notice of the girl nor the sharp eyes of the workmen. "See that ? That's the way we do down to the Sem ! See ? Fork for pie in yer right hand! Hey? / can't do it? Watch me!" When Agnes leaned over to say, "Won't you have some more tea, Will ?" they nudged each other and grinned. "Aha ! What did I tell you?" Agnes saw at last that for some reason Will didn't want her to show her regard for him — that he was ashamed of it in some way, and she was wounded. To cover it up, she resorted to the natural device of smiling and chatting with the others. She asked Ed if he wouldn't have another piece of pie. "I will — with a fork, please." "This is 'bout the only place you can use a fork," said Bill Young, anticipating a laugh by his own broad grin. "Oh, that's too old," said Shep Watson. "Don't drag that out agin. A man that'll eat seven taters " "Shows who does the work." "Yes, with his jaws," put in Jim Wheelock, the driver. "If you'd put in a little more work with soap'n water before comin' in to dinner, it 'ud be a religious idee," said David. "It ain't healthy to wash." "Well, you'll live forever, then." "He ain't washed his face sence I knew 'im." "Oh, that's a little too tough ! He washes once a week," said Ed Kinney. "Back of his ears?" inquired David, who was munching a dough- nut, his black eyes twinkling with fun. "Yep." "What's the cause of it?" "Dade says she won't kiss 'im if he don't." Everybody roared. "Good fer Dade ! I wouldn't if I was in her place." Wheelock gripped a chicken-leg imperturbably, and left it bare as a toothpick with one or two bites at it. His face shone in two A Branch Road 13 clean sections around his nose and mouth. Behind his ears the dirt lay undisturbed. The grease on his hands could not be washed off. Will began to suffer now because Agnes treated the other fel- lows too well. With a lover's exacting jealousy, he wanted her in some way to hide their tenderness from the rest, and also to show her indifference to men like Young and Kinney. He didn't stop to inquire of himself the justice of such a demand, nor just how it was to be done. He only insisted she ought to do it. He rose and left the table at the end of his dinner without hav- ing spoken to her, without even a tender, significant glance, and he knew, too, that she was troubled and hurt. But he was suffering. It seemed as if he had lost something sweet, lost it irrecoverably. He noticed Ed Kinney and Bill Young were the last to come out, just before the machine started up again after dinner, and he saw them pause outside the threshold and laugh back at Agnes standing in the doorway. Why couldn't she keep those fellows at a distance, not go out of her way to bandy jokes with them? In some way the elation of the morning was gone. He worked on doggedly now, without looking up, without listening to the leaves, y\rithout seeing the sunlighted clouds. Of course he didn't think that she meant anything by it, but it irritated him and made him un- happy. She gave herself too freely. Toward the middle of the afternoon the machine stopped for some repairing; and while Will lay on his stack in the bright yel- low sunshine, shelling wheat in his hands and listening to the wind in the oaks, he heard his name and her name mentioned on the other side of the machine, where the measuring-box stood. He lis- tened. "She's pretty sweet on him, ain't she? Did yeh notus how she stood around over him?" "Yes ; an' did yeh see him when she passed the cup o' tea down over his shoulder ?" Will got up, white with wrath, as they laughed. "Someway he didn't seem to enjoy it as I would. I wish she'd reach her arm over my neck that way." 14 Main-Travelled Roads Will walked around the machine, and came on the group lying on the chaff near the straw-pile. "Say, I want you fellers to understand that I won't have any more of this talk. I won't have it." There was a dead silence. Then Bill Young got up. "What yeh goin' to do about ut?" he sneered. "I'm going to stop it." The wolf rose in Young. He moved forward, his ferocious soul flaming from his eyes. "W'y, you damned seminary dude, I can break you in two !" An answering glare came into Will's eyes. He grasped and slightly shook his fork, which he had brought with him uncon- sciously. "If you make one motion at me, I'll smash your head like an egg- shell !" His voice was low but terrific. There was a tone in it that made his own blood stop in his veins. "If you think I'm going to roll around on this ground with a hyena like you, you've mistaken your man. I'll kill you, but I won't fiffht with such men as you are." Bill quailed and slunk away, muttering some epithet like "cow- ard." "I don't care what you call me, but just remember what I say: you keep your tongue of? that girl's affairs." "That's the talk," said David. "Stand up for your girl always, but don't use a fork. You can handle him without that." "I don't propose to try," said Will, as he turned away. As he did so, he caught a glimpse of Ed Kinney at the well, pumping a pail of water for Agnes, who stood beside him, the sun on her beautiful yellow hair. She was laughing at something Ed was say- ing as he slowly moved the handle up and down. Instantly, like a foaming, turbid flood, his rage swept out toward her. "It's all her fault," he thought, grinding his teeth. "She's a fool. If she'd hold herself in, like other girls! But no; she must smile and smile at everybody." It was a beautiful picture, but it sent a shiver through him. He worked on with teeth set, white with rage. He had an im- pulse that would have made him assault her with words as with a A Branch Road 15 knife. He was possessed of a terrible passion which was hitherto latent in him, and which he now felt to be his worst self. But he was powerless to exorcise it. His set teeth ached with the stress of his muscular tension, and his eyes smarted with the strain. He had always prided himself on being cool, calm, above these absurd quarrels which his companions had indulged in. He didn't suppose he could be so moved. As he worked on, his rage settled into a sort of stubborn bitterness — stubborn bitterness of conflict between this evil nature and his usual self. It was the instinct of possession, the organic feeling of proprietorship of a woman, which rose to the surface and mastered him. He was not a self-analyst, of course, being young, though he was more introspective than the ordinary farmer. He had a great deal of time to think it over as he worked on there, pitching the heavy bundles, but still he did not get rid of the miserable desire to punish Agnes ; and when she came out, look- ing very pretty in her straw hat, and came around near his stack, he knew she came to see him, to have an explanation, a smile ; and yet he worked away with his hat pulled over his eyes, hardly notic- ing her. Ed went over to the edge of the stack and chatted with her ; and she — poor girl! — feeling Will's neglect, could only put a good face on the matter, and show that she didn't mind it, by laughing back at Ed. All this Will saw, though he didn't appear to be looking. And when Jim Wheelock — Dirty Jim — ^with his whip in his hand, came up and playfully pretended to pour oil on her hair, and she laughingly struck at him with a handful of straw. Will wouldn't have looked at her if she had called him by name. She looked so bright and charming in her snowy apron and her boy's straw hat tipped jauntily over one pink ear, that David and Steve and Bill, and even Shep, found a way to get a word with her, and the poor fellows in the high straw-pile looked their dis- appointment and shook their forks in mock rage at the lucky dogs on the ground. But Will worked on like a fiend, while the dapples of light and shade fell on the bright face of the merry girl. 1 6 Main-Travelled Roads To save his soul from hell-flames he couldn't have gone over there and smiled at her. It was impossible. A wall of bronze seemed to have arisen between them. Yesterday — ^last night — seemed a dream. The clasp of her hands at his neck, the touch of her lips, were like the caresses of an ideal in some revery long ago. As night drew on the men worked with a steadier, more mechan- ical action. No one spoke now. Each man was intent on his work. No one had any strength or breath to waste. The driver on his power, changed his weight on weary feet and whistled and sang at the tired horses. The feeder, his face gray with dust, rolled the grain into the cylinder so evenly, so steadily, so swiftly that it ran on with a sullen, booming roar. Far up on the straw-pile the stack- ers worked with the steady, rhythmic action of men rowing a boat, their figures looming vague and dim in the flying dust and cha£f, outlined against the glorious yellow- and orange-tinted clouds. "Phe-e-eew-ee," whistled the driver with the sweet, cheery, ris- ing notes of a bird. "Chk, chk, chk\ Phe-e-eew-e! Go on there, boys! Chk, chk, chk I Step up there, Dan, step up! (Snapl) Phe-e eew-ee ! G'-wan — g'-wan, g'-wan ! Chk, chk, chk I Wheest, wheest, wheest! Chk, chk I" In the house the women were setting the table for supper. The sun had gone down behind the oaks, flinging glorious rose-color and orange shadows along the edges of the slate-blue clouds. Agnes stopped her work at the kitchen window to look up at the sky, and cry silently. "What was the matter with Will ?" She felt a sort of distrust of him now. She thought she knew him so well, but now he was so strange. "Come, Aggie," said Mrs. Dingman, "they're gettin' 'most down to the bottom of the stack. They'll be pilin' in here soon." "Phe-e-eew-ee! G'-wan, Doll! G'-wan, boys! Chk, chk, chkl Phe-ereew-ee !" called the driver out in the dusk, cheerily swinging the whip over the horses' backs. Boom-oo-oo-oom ! roared the ma- chine, with a muffled, monotonous, solemn tone. "G'-wan, boys! G'-wan, g'-wan!" Will had worked unceasingly all day. His muscles ached with fatigue. His hands trembled. He clenched his teeth, however. A Branch Road 17 and worked on, determined not to yield. He wanted them to under- stand that he could do as much pitching as any of them, and read Casar's Commentaries beside. It seemed as if each bundle were the last he could raise. The sinews of his wrist pained him so ; they seemed swollen to twice their natural size. But still he worked on grimly, while the dusk fell and the air grew chill. At last the bottom bundle was pitched up, and he got down on his knees to help scrape the loose wheat into baskets. What a sweet relief it was to kneel down, to release the fork, and let the worn and cramping muscles settle into rest! A new note came into the driver's voice, a soothing tone, full of kindness and admiration for the work his teams had done. "Wo-o-o, lads! Stiddy-y-y, boys! Wo-o-o, there, Dan. Stiddy, stiddy, old man! Ho, there!" The cylinder took on a lower key, with short, rising yells, as it ran empty for a moment. The horses had been going so long that they came to a stop reluctantly. At last David called, "Turn out!" The men seized the ends of the sweep, David uncoupled the tumbling-rods, and Shep slowly shoved a sheaf of grain into the cylinder, choking it into silence. The stillness and the dusk were very impressive. So long had the bell-metal cog-wheel sung its deafening song into his ear that, as he walked away into the dusk. Will had a weird feeling of being suddenly deaf, and his legs were so numb that he could hardly feel the earth. He stumbled away like a man paralyzed. He took out his handkerchief, wiped the dust from his face as best he could, shook his coat, dusted his shoulders with a grain- sack, and was starting away, when Mr. Dingman, a rather feeble, elderly man, came up. "Come, Will, supper's all ready. Go in and eat." "I guess I'll go home to supper." "Oh, no ; that won't do. The women'U be expecting you to stay." The men were laughing at the well, the warm yellow light shone from the kitchen, the chill air making it seem very inviting, and she was there — waiting! But the demon rose in him. He knew Agnes would expect him, and she would cry that night with disappointment, but his face hardened. "I guess I'll go home," he 1 8 Main-Travelled Roads said, and his tone was relentless. He turned and walked away, hungry, tired — so tired he stumbled, and so unhappy he could have wept. II On Thursday the county fair was to be held. The fair is one of the gala-days of the year in the country districts of the West, and one of the times when the country lover rises above expense to the extravagance of hiring a top-buggy, in which to take his sweet- heart to the neighboring town. It was customary to prepare for this long beforehand, for the demand for top-buggies was so great the liveryman grew dictatorial, and took no chances. Slowly but surely the country beaux began to compete with the clerks, and in many cases actually outbid them, as they furnished their own horses and could bid higher, in conse- quence, on the carriages. Will had secured his brother's "rig," and early on Thursday morning he was at work, busily washing the mud from the carriage, dusting the cushions, and polishing up the buckles and rosettes on his horses' harnesses. It was a beautiful, crisp, clear dawn — the ideal day for a ride; and Will was singing as he worked. He had regained his real self, and, having passed through a bitter period of shame, was now joyous with anticipation of forgiveness. He looked forward to the day, with its chances of doing a thousand little things to show his regret and his love. He had not seen Agnes since Monday; Tuesday he did not go back to help thresh, and Wednesday he had been obliged to go to town to see about board for the coming term; but he felt sure of her. It had all been arranged the Sunday before ; she'd expect him, and he was to call at eight o'clock. He polished up the colts with merry tick-tack of the brush and comb, and after the last stroke on their shining limbs, threw his tools in the box and went to the house. "Pretty sharp last night," said his brother John, who was scrub- bing his face at the cistern. A Branch Road 19 "Should say so by that rim of ice," Will replied, dipping his hands into the icy water. "I ought 'o stay home to-day and dig 'tates," continued the older man, thoughtfully, as they went into the woodshed and wiped consecutively on the long roller-towel. "Some o' them Early Rose lay right on top o' the ground. They'll get nipped, sure." "Oh, I guess not. You'd better go. Jack; you don't get away very often. And then it would disappoint Nettie and the children so. Their little hearts are overflowing," he ended, as the door opened and two sturdy little boys rushed out. "B'ekfuss, poppa; all yeady!" The kitchen table was set near the stove ; the window let in the sun, and the smell of sizzling sausages and the aroma of coffee filled the room. The kettle was doing its duty cheerily, and the wife, with flushed face and smiling eyes, was hurrying to and fro, her heart full of anticipation of the day's outing. There was a hilarity almost like some strange intoxication on the part of the two children. They danced and chattered and clapped their chubby brown hands and ran to the windows cease- lessly. "Is yuncle Will goin' yide nour buggy?" "Yus; the buggy and the colts." "Is he goin* to take his girl?" Will blushed a little and John roared. "Yes, I'm goin' " "Is Aggie your girl?" "H'yer! h'yer! young man," called John, "you're gettin' per- sonal." "Well, set up!" said Nettie, and with a good deal of clatter they drew around the cheerful table. Will had already begun to see the pathos, the pitiful significance of his great joy over a day's outing, and he took himself a little to task at his own selfish freedom. He resolved to stay at home some time and let Nettie go in his place. A few hours in the middle of the day on Sunday, three or four holidays in summer; the rest of 20 Main-Travelled Roads the year, for this cheerful little wife and her patient husband, was made up of work — ^work which accomplished little and brought them almost nothing that was beautiful. While they were eating breakfast, teams began to clatter by, huge lumber-wagons with three seats across, and a boy or two jouncing up and down with the dinner baskets near the end-gate. The children rushed to the window each time to announce who it was and how many there were in. But as Johnny said "firteen" each time, and Ned wavered between "seven" and "sixteen," it was doubtful if they could be relied upon. They had very little appetite, so keen was their anticipation of the ride and the wonderful sights before them. Their little hearts shuddered with joy at every fresh token of preparation — a joy that made Will say, "Poor little men!" They vibrated between the house and the barn while the chores were being finished, and their happy cries started the young roosters into a renewed season of crowing. And when at last the wagon was brought out and the horses hitched to it, they danced like mad sprites. After they had driven away. Will brought out the colts, hitched them in, and drove them to the hitching-post. Then he leisurely dressed himself in his best suit, blacked his boots with considerable exertion, and at about 7.30 o'clock climbed into his carriage and gathered up the reins. He was quite happy again. The crisp, bracing air, the strong pull of the spirited young team, put all thought of sorrow behind him. He had planned it all out. He would first put his arm round her and kiss her — there would not need to be any words to tell her how sorry and ashamed he was. She would know ! Now, when he was alone and going toward her on a beautiful morning, the anger and btiterness of Monday fled away, became unreal, and the sweet dream of the Sunday parting grew the reality. She was waiting for him now. She had on her pretty blue dress, and the wide hat that always made her look so arch. He had said about eight o'clock. The swift team was carrying him along the crossroad, which was A Branch Road 21 little travelled, and he was alone with his thoughts. He fell again upon his plans. Another year at school for them both, and then he'd go into a law office. Judge Brown had told him he'd give* him '^ "Whoa! Ho!" There was a swift lurch that sent him flying over the dasher. A confused vision of a roadside ditch full of weeds and bushes, and then he felt the reins in his hands and heard the snorting horses trample on the hard road. He rose dizzy, bruised, and covered with dust. The team he held securely and soon quieted. The cause of the accident was plain; the right fore-wheel had come off, letting the front of the buggy drop. He unhitched the excited team from the carriage, drove them to the fence and tied them securely, then went back to find the wheel, and the burr whose failure to hold its place had done all the mischief. He soon had the wheel on, but to find the burr was a harder task. Back and forth he ranged, looking, scrap- ing in the dust, searching the weeds. He knew that sometimes a wheel will run without the burr for many rods before coming off, and so each time he extended his search. He traversed the entire half mile several times, each time his rage and disappointment getting more bitter. He ground his teeth in a fever of vexation and dismay. He had a vision of Agnes waiting, wondering why he did not come. It was this vision that kept him from seeing the burr in the wheel-track, partly covered by a clod. Once he passed it looking wildly at his watch, which was showing nine o'clock. Another time he passed it with eyes dimmed with a mist that was almost tears of anger. There is no contrivance that will replace an axle-burr, and farm- yards have no unused axle-burrs, and so Will searched. Each moment he said: "I'll give it up, get onto one of the horses, and go down and tell her." But searching for a lost axle-burr is like fishing; the searcher expects each moment to find it. And so he iHroped, and ran breathlessly, furiously, back and forth, and at last 22 Main-Travelled Roads kicked away the clod that covered it, and hurried, hot and dusty, cursing his stupidity, back to the team. It was ten o'clock as he climbed again into the buggy, and started his team on a swift trot down the road. What would she think? He saw her now with tearful eyes and pouting lips. She was sitting at the window, with hat and gloves on; the rest had gone, and she was waiting for him. But she'd know something had hapepened, because he had prom- ised to be there at eight. He had told her what team he'd have. (He had forgotten at this moment the doubt and distrust he had given her on Monday.) She'd know he'd surely come. But there was no smiling or tearful face watching at the win- dow as he came down the lane at a tearing pace, and turned into the yard. The house was silent, and the curtains down. The silence sent a chill to his heart. Something rose up in his throat to choke him. "Agnes!" he called. "Hello! I'm here at last!" There was no reply. As he sat there the part he had played on Monday came back to him. She may be sick! he thought, with a cold thrill of fear. An old man came round the corner of the house with a potato fork in his hands, his teeth displayed in a grin. "She ain't here. She's gone." "Gone!" "Yes — more'n an hour ago." "Who'd she go with?" "Ed Kinney," said the old fellow, with a malicious grin. "I guess your goose is cooked." Will lashed the horses into a run, and swung round the yard and out of the gate. His face was white as a dead man's, and his teeth were set like a vise. He glared straight ahead. The team ran wildly, steadily homeward, while their driver guided them uncon- sciously without seeing them. His mind was filled with a tempest of rages, despairs, and shames. That ride he will never forget. In it he threw away all his plans. He gave up his year's schooling. He gave up his law aspira- A Branch Road 23 tions. He deserted his brother and his friends. In the dizzying whirl of passions he had only one clear idea — to get away, to go West, to escape from the sneers and laughter of his neighbors, and to make her suffer by it all. He drove into the yard, did not stop to unharness the team, but rushed into the house, and began packing his trunk. His plan was formed. He would drive to Cedarville, and hire some one to bring the team back. He had no thought of anything but the shame, the insult, she had put upon him. Her action on Monday took on the same levity it wore then, and excited him in the same way. He saw her laughing with Ed over his dismay. He sat down and wrote a letter to her at last — a letter that came from the ferocity of the mediaeval savage in him: "If you want to go to hell with Ed Kinney, you can. I won't say a word. That's where he'll take you. You won't see me again." This he signed and sealed, and then he bowed his head and wept like a girl. But his tears did not soften the effect of the letter. It went as straight to its mark as he meant it should. It tore a seared and ragged path to an innocent, happy heart, and he took a savage pleasure in the thought of it as he rode away in the cars toward the South. Ill The seven years lying between 1880 and 1887 made a great change in Rock River and in the adjacent farming land. Signs changed and firms went out of business with characteristic Western ease of shift. The trees grew rapidly, dwarfing the houses beneath them, and contrasts of newness and decay thickened. Will found the country changed, as he walked along the dusty road from Rock River toward "The Corners." The landscape was at its fairest and liberalest, with its seas of corn, deep-green and moving with a mournful rustle, in sharp contrast to its flashing blades ; its gleaming fields of barley, and its wheat already mottled with soft gold in the midst of its pea-green. The changes were in the hedges, grown higher, in the greater predominance of cornfields and cattle pastures, and especially in 24 Main-Travelled Roads the deetruction of homes. As he passed on, Will saw the grass growing and cattle feeding on a dozen places where homes had once stood. They had given place to the large farm and the stock- raiser. Still the whole scene was bountiful and beautiful to the eye. It was especially grateful to Will, for he had spent nearly all his years of absence among the rocks, treeless swells, and bleak cliffs of the Southwest. The crickets rising before his dusty feet appeared to him something sweet and suggestive, and the cattle feeding in the clover moved him to deep thought — ^they were so peaceful and slow motioned. As he reached a little popple tree by the roadside, he stopped, removed his. broad-brimmed hat, put his elbows on the fence, and looked hungrily upon the scene. The sky was deeply blue, with only here and there a huge, heavy, slow-moving, massive, sharply outlined cloud sailing like a berg of ice in a shoreless sea of azure. In the fields the men were harvesting the ripened oats and barley, and the sound of their machines clattering, now low, now loud, came to his ears. Flies buzzed near him, and a kingbird clat- tered overhead. He noticed again, as he had many a time when a boy, that the softened sound of the far-off reaper was at times exactly like the hum of a bluebottle fly buzzing heedlessly about his ears. A slender and very handsome young man was shocking grain near the fence, working so desperately he did not see Will until greeted by him. He looked up, replied to the greeting, but kept on until he had finished his last stook; then he came to the shade of the tree and took off his hat. "Nice day to sit under a tree and fish." Will smiled. "I ought to know you, I suppose; I used to live here years ago." "Guess not; we came in three years ago." The young man was quick-spoken and pleasant to look at. Will felt freer with him. "Are the Kinneys still living over there?" He nodded at a group of large buildings. i'Tom lives there. Old man lives with Ed. Tom ousted the A Branch Road 25 old man some way, nobody seems to know how, and so he lives with Ed." Will wanted to ask after Agnes, but hardly felt able. "I s'pose John Hannan is on his old farm?" "Yes. Got a good crop this year." Will looked again at the fields of rustling wheat over which the clouds rippled, and said with an air of conviction: "This lays over Arizony, dead sure." "You're from Arizony, then?" "Yes — a good ways from it," Will replied, in a way that stopped further question. "Good luck!" he added, as he walked on down the road toward the creek, musing. "And the spring — I wonder if that's there yet. I'd like a drink. ""^ The sun seemed hotter than at noon, and he walked slowly. At the bridge that spanned the meadow brook, just where it widened over a sandy ford, he paused again. He hung over the rail and j looked at the minnows swimming there. "I wonder if they're the same identical chaps that used to boil and glitter there when I was a boy — looks so. Men change from one generation to another, but the fish remain the same. The same eternal procession of types. I suppose Darwin 'ud say their environ- ment remains the same." He hung for a long time over the railing, thinking of a vast number of things, mostly vague, fitting things, looking into the clear depths of the brook, and listening to the delicious liquid note of a blackbird swinging on the willow. Red lilies starred the grass with iire, and golden-rod and chicory grew everywhere ; purple and orange and yellow-green the prevailing tints. Suddenly a water-snake wriggled across the dark pool above the ford and the minnows disappeared under the shadow of the bridge. Then Will sighed, lifted his head and walked on. There seemed to be something prophetic in it, and he drew a long breath. That's the way his plans broke and faded away. Human life does not move with the regularity of a clock. In/ living there are gaps and silences when the soul stands still in its] flight through abysses — and there come times of trial and times' 26 Main-Travelled Roads of struggle when we grow old without knowing it. Body and soul change appallingly. Seven years of hard, busy life had made changes in Will. His face had grown bold, resolute, and rugged; some of its delicacy and all of its boyish quality was gone. His figure was stouter, erect as of old, but less graceful. He bore himself like a man accustomed to look out for himself in all kinds of places. It was only at times that there came into his deep eyes a preoccupied, almost sad, look w^hich showed kinship with his old self. This look was on his face as he walked toward the clump of trees on the right of the road. He reached the grove of popple trees and made his way at once to the spring. When he saw it, he was again shocked. They had allowed it to fill with leaves and dirt! Overcome by the memories of the past, he flung himself down on the cool and shadowy bank, and gave himself up to the bitter- sweet reveries of a man returning to his boyhood's home. He was filled somehow with a strange and powerful feeling of the passage of time; with a vague feeling of the mystery and elusiveness of human life. The leaves whispered it overhead, the birds sang it in chorus with the insects, and far above, in the measureless spaces of sky, the hawk told it in the silence and majesty of his flight from cloud to cloud. It was a feeling hardly to be expressed in words — one of those emotions whose springs lie far back in the brain. He lay so still the chipmunks came curiously up to his very feet, only to scurry away when he stirred like a sleeper in pain. He had cut himself off entirely from the life at The Corners. He had sent money home to John, but had concealed his own address carefully. The enormity of his folly now came back to him, racking him till he groaned. He heard the patter of feet and half-mumbled monologue of a running child. He roused up and faced a small boy, who started back in terror like a wild fawn. He was deeply surprised to find a man there, where only boys and squirrels now came. He stuck his fist in his eye, and was backing away when Will spoke. A Branch Road 27 "Hold on, sonny! Nobody's hit you. Come, I ain't goin' to eat yeh." He took a bit of money from his pocket. "Come here and tell me your name. I want to talk with you." The boy crept upon the dime. Will smiled. "You ought to be a Kinney. What is your name ?" "Tomath Dickinthon Kinney. I'm thix and a half. I've got a colt," lisped the youngster, breathlessly, as he crept toward the money. "Oh, you are, eh? Well, now are you Tom's boy, or Ed's?" "Tomth's boy. Uncle Ed heth got a little " "Ed got a boy?" "Yeth, thir — a lil baby. Aunt Agg letth me hold 'im." "Agg! Is that her name?" "Tha'th what Uncle Ed callth her." The man's head fell, and it was a long time before he asked his next question. "How is she anyhow?" "Purty well," piped the boy, with a prolongation of the last words into a kind of chirp. "She'th been thick, though," he added. "Been sick? How long?" "Oh, a long time. But she ain't thick abed; she'th awful poor, though. Gran'pa thayth she'th poor ath a rake." ^ "Oh, he does, eh?" "Yeth, thir. Uncle Ed he jawth her, then she crieth." Will's anger and remorse broke out in a groaning curse. "O my God ! I see it all. That great lunkin houn' has made life a hell for her." Then that letter came back to his mind — ^he had never been able to put it out of his mind — he never would till he saw her and asked her pardon. "Here, my boy, I want you to tell me some more. Where does your Aunt Agnes live?" "At gran'pa'th. You know where my gran'pa livth?" "Well, you do. Now I want you to take this letter to her. Give it to her." He wrote a little note and folded it. "Now dust out o' here." The boy slipped away through the trees like a rabbit; his little 28 Main-Travelled Roads brown feet hardly rustled. He was like some little wood-animal. Left alone, the man fell back into a revery which lasted till the shadows fell on the thick little grove around the spring. He rose at last, and taking his stick in hand, walked out to the wood again and stood there gazing at the sky. He seemed loath to go farther. The sky was full of flame-colored clouds floating in a yellow-green sea, where bars of faint pink streamed broadly away. As he stood there, feeling the wind lift his hair, listening to the crickets' ever-present crying, and facing the majesty of space, a strange sadness and despair came into his eyes. Drawing a quick breath, he leaped the fence and was about going on up the road, when he heard, at a little distance, the sound of a drove of cattle approaching, and he stood aside to allow them to pass. They snuffed and shied at the silent figure by the fence, and hurried by with snapping heels — a peculiar sound that made Will smile with pleasure. An old man was driving the cows, crying out : "St — boy, there ! Go on there ! Whay, boss !" Will knew that hard-featured, wiry old man, now entering his second childhood and beginning to limp painfully. He had his hands full of hard clods which he threw impatiently at the lum- bering animals. "Good-evening, uncle!" "I ain't y'r uncle, young man." His dim eyes did not recognize the boy he had chased out of his plum patch years before. "I don't know yeh, neither," he added. "Oh, you will, later on. I'm from the East. I'm a sort of a rela- tive to John Hannan." "I want 'o Icnow if y' be !" the old man exclaimed, peering closer. "Yes. I'm just up from Rock River. John's harvesting, I s'pose?" "Yus." "Where's the youngest one — ^Will?" "William? Oh! he's a bad aig — he lit out f'r the West some- where. He was a hard boy. He stole a hatful o' my plums once. A Branch Road 29 He left home kind o' sudden. He ! he ! I s'pose he was purty well cut up jest about them days." "How's that?" The old man chuckled. "Well, y' see, they was both courtin' Agnes then, an' my son cut William out. Then William he lit out f'r the West, Arizony, 'r California, 'r somewhere out West. Never been back sence." "Ain't, heh?" "No. But they say he's makin' a terrible lot o' money," the old man said in a hushed voice. "But the way he makes it is awful scaly. I tell my wife if I had a son like that an' he'd send me home a bushelbasket o' money, earnt like that, I wouldn't touch a finger to it — no sir!" "You wouldn't? Why?" " 'Cause it ain't right. It ain't made right noway, you " "But how is it made? What's the feller's trade?" "He's a gambler — that's his trade! He plays cards, and every cent is bloody. I wouldn't touch such money nohow you could fix it." "Wouldn't, heh?" The young man straightened up. "Well, look-a-here, old man: did you ever hear of a man foreclosing a mortgage on a widow and two boys, getting a farm f'r one quarter what it was really worth? You damned old hypocrite! I know all about you and your whole tribe — you old blood-sucker !" The old man's jaw fell; he began to back away. "Your neighbors tell some good stories about you. Now skip along after those cows, or I'll tickle your old legs for you!" The old man, appalled and dazed at this sudden change of man- ner, backed away, and at last turned and racked ofE up the road, looking back with a wild face, at which the young man laughed remorselessly. "The doggoned old skeesucks!" Will soliloquized as he walked up the road. "So that's the kind of a character he's been givin' me!" "Hullo! A whippoorwill. Takes a man back into childhood — No, don't 'whip poor Will' ; he's got all he can bear now." 30 Main-Travelled Roads He came at last to the little farm Dingman had owned, and he stopped in sorrowful surprise. The barn had been moved away, the garden ploughed up, and the house, turned into a granary, stood with boards nailed across its dusty, cobwebbed windows. The tears started into the man's eyes; he stood staring at it silently. In the face of this house the seven years that he had last lived stretched away into a wild waste of time. It stood as a symbol of his wasted, ruined life. It was personal, intimately personal, this decay of her home. All that last scene came back to him ; the booming roar of the threshing-machine, the cheery whistle of the driver, the loud, merry shouts of the men. He remembered how warmly the lamp-light streamed out of that door as he turned away tired, hungry, sullen with rage and jealousy. Oh, if he had only had the courage of a man! Then he thought of the boy's words. She was sick, Ed abused her. She had met her punishment. A hundred times he had been over the whole scene. A thousand times he had seen her at the pump smiling at Ed Kinney, the sun lighting her hair; and he never thought of that without hardening. At this very gate he had driven up that last forenoon; to find that she had gone with Ed. He had lived that sickening, depressing moment over many times, but not times enough to keep down the bitter passion he had felt then, and felt now as he went over it in detail. He was so happy and confident that morning, so perfectly cer- tain that all would be made right by a kiss and a cheery jest. And now! Here he stood sick with despair and doubt of all the world. He turned away from the desolate homestead and walked on. "But I'll see her — ^just once more. And then " And again the mighty significance, responsibility of life, fell upon him. He_jdtj_as_XQung people seldom do, the irrevocableness of luq ng. the d etgrininatf^, unaltf^Tpblpj-barair-tpr of living. He deter- mined to begin to live in some new way — ^just how he could not say. A Branch Road 31 IV Old man Kinney and his wife were getting their Sunday-school lessons with much bickering, when Will drove up the next day to the dilapidated gate and hitched his team to a leaning-post under the oaks. Will saw the old man's head at the open window, but no one else, though he looked eagerly for Agnes as he walked up the familiar path. There stood the great oak under whose shade he had grown to be a man. How close the great tree seemed to stand to his heart, someway! As the wind stirred in the leaves, it was like a rustle of greeting. In that old house they had all lived, and his mother had toiled for thirty years. A sort of prison after all. There they were all born, and there his father and his little sister had died. And then it passed into old Kinney's hands. Walking along up the path he felt a serious weakness in his limbs, and he made a pretence of stopping to look at a flower-bed containing nothing but weeds. After seven years of separation he was about to face once more the woman whose life came so near being a part of his — ^Agnes, now a wife and a mother. How would she look ? Would her face have that old-time peachy bloom, her mouth that peculiar beautiful curve ? She was large and fair, he recalled, hair yellow and shining, eyes blue He roused himself. This was nonsense! He was trembling. He composed himself by looking around again. / "The old scoundrel has let the weeds choke out the flowers and surround the bee-hives. Old man Kinney never believed in anything but a petty utility." Will set his teeth, and marched up to the door and struck it like a man delivering a challenge. Kinney opened the door, and started back in fear when he saw who it was. "How de do? How de do?" said Will, walking in, his eyes fixed on a woman seated beyond, a child in her lap. Agnes rose, without a word; a fawn-like, startled widening of the eyes, her breath coming quick, and her face flushing. They 32 Main-Travelled Roads couldn't speak ; they only looked at each other an instant, then Will shivered, passed his hand over his eyes and sat down. There was no one there but the old people, who were looking at him in bewilderment. They did not notice any confusion in Agnes's face. She recovered first. "I'm glad to see you back. Will," she said, rising and putting the sleeping child down in a neighboring room. As she gave him her hand, he said: "I'm glad to get back, Agnes. I hadn't ought to have gone." Then he turned to the old people: "I'm Will Hannan. You needn't be scared. Daddy; I was jokin' last night." "Dew tell! I want 'o know!" exclaimed Granny. "Wal, I never! An' you're my little Willy boy who ust 'o be in my class? Well ! Well ! W'y pa, ain't he growed tall ! Grew handsome tew. I ust 'o think he was a dretful humly boy; but my sakes, that mustache " "Wal, he gave me a turrible scare last night. My land! scared me out of a year's growth," cackled the old man. This gave them all a chance to laugh, and the air was cleared. It gave Agnes time to recover herself, and to be able to meet Will's eyes. Will himself was powerfully moved ; his throat swelled and tears came to his eyes every time he looked at her. She was worn and wasted incredibly. The blue of her eyes seemed dimmed and faded by weeping, and the old-time scarlet of her lips had iJeen washed away. The sinews of her neck showed painfully when she turned her head, and her trembling hands were worn, discolored, and lumpy at the joints. Poor girl! She knew she was under scrutiny, and her eyes felt hot and restless. She wished to run away and cry, but she dared not. She stayed, while Will began to tell her of his life and to ask questions about old friends. The old people took it up and relieved her of any share in it; and Will, seeing that she was suffering, told some funny stories which made the old people cackle in spite of themselves. But it was forced merriment on Will's part. Once or twice A Branch Road 33 Agnes smiled, with just a little flash of the old-time sunny temper. But there was no dimple in the cheek now, and the smile had more suggestion of an invalid — or even a skeleton. He was almost ready to take her in his arms and weep, her face appealed so pitifully to him. "It's most time f'r Ed to be gittin' back, ain't it, pa?" "Sh'd say 't was! He jest went over to Hobkirk's to trade horses. It's dretful tryin' to me to have him go off tradin' horses on Sunday. Seems if he might wait till a rainy day, 'r do it evenin's. I never did believe in horse-tradin' anyhow." "Have y' come back to stay, Willie?" asked the old lady. "Well — it's hard tellin'," answered Will, looking at Agnes. "Well, Agnes, ain't you goin' to git no dinner? I'm 'bout ready f'r dinner. We must git to church early today. Elder Wheat is goin' to preach, an' they'll be a crowd. He's goin' to hold com- munion." "You'll stay to dinner. Will?" asked Agnes. "Yes — if you wish it." "I do wish it." "Thank you ; I want to have a good visit with you. I don't know when I'll see you again." As she moved about, getting dinner on the table, Will sat with gloomy face, listening to the "clack" of the old man. The room was a poor little sitting room, with furniture worn and shapeless ; hardly a touch of pleasant color, save here and thare a little bit of Agnes's handiwork. The lounge, covered with calico, was rick- ety; the rocking-chair matched it, and the carpet of rags was patched and darned with twine in twenty places. Everywhere wasj the influence of the Kinneys. The furniture looked^like'lHein, in Agnes was outwardly calm, but her real distraction did not escape Mrs. Kinney's hawk-like eyes. "Well, I declare if you hain't put the butter on in one o' my blue chainy saucers? Now you know I don't allow that saucer to be took down by nobody. I don't see what's got into yeh! Any- 34 Main-Travelled Roads body'd s'pose you never see any comp'ny b'fore — wouldn't they, pa?" "Sh'd say th' would," said pa, stopping short in a long story about Ed. "Seems if we couldn't keep anything in this house sep'- rit from the rest. Ed he uses my curry-comb " He launched out a long list of grievances, to which Will shut his ears as completely as possible, and was thinking how to stop him, when there came a sudden crash. Agnes had dropped a plate. "Good land o' Goshen!" screamed Granny. "If you ain't the worst I ever see. I'll bet that's my grapevine plate. If it is — Well, of all the mercies, it ain't. But it might 'a' ben. I never see your beat — ^never ! That's the third plate since I came to live here." "Oh, look-a-here. Granny," said Will, desperately, "don't make so much fuss about the plate. What's it worth, anyway? Here's a dollar." Agnes cried quickly: "Oh, don't do that. Will ! It ain't her plate. It's my plate, and I can break every plate in the house if I want to," she cried de- fiantly. "Course you can," Will agreed. "Wal, she can't\ Not while I'm around," put in Daddy. "I've helped to pay f'r them plates, if she does call 'em her'n " "What the devul is all this row about? Agg, can't you get along without stirring up the old folks every time I'm out o' the house ?" The speaker was Ed, now a tall and slouchily dressed man of thirty-two or three; his face still handsome in a certain dark, cleanly-cut style, but he wore a surly look as he lounged in with insolent swagger, clothed in greasy overalls and a hickory shirt. "Hello, Will ! I heard you'd got home. John told me as I came along." They shook hands, and Ed slouched down on the lounge. Will could have kicked him for laying the blame of the dispute upon Agnes; it showed him in a flash just how he treated her. He dis- dained to quarrel; he simply silenced and dominated her. Will asked a few questions about crops, with such grace as he A Branch Road 35 could show, and Ed, with keen eyes fixed on Will's face, talked easily and stridently. "Dinner ready?" he asked of Agnes. "Where's Pete?" "He's asleep." "All right. Let 'im sleep. Well, let's go out an' set up. Come, Dad, sling away that Bible and come to grub. Mother, what the devul are you snifflin' at ? Say, now, look here ! If I hear any more about this row, I'll simply let you walk down to meetin'. Come, Will, set up." He led the way into the little kitchen where the dinner was set. "What was the row about? Hain't been breakin' some dish, Agg?" "Yes, she has," broke in the old lady. "One o' the blue ones?" winked Ed. "No, thank goodness, it was a white one." "Well, now, I'll git into that dod-gasted cubberd some day an' break the whole eternal outfit. I ain't goin' to have this damned jawin' goin' on," he ended, brutally unconscious of his own "jawin'." CVWVUj,,^^ Ufe '--^w^-^-^=w.^ After this the dinner proceeded m comparative silence, Agnes sobbing under breath. The room was small and very hot ; the table was warped so badly that the dishes had a tendency to slide to the centre; the walls were bare plaster, grayed with time; the food was poor and scant, and the flies absolutely swarmed upon every- thing, like bees. Otherwise the room was clean and orderly. "They say you've made a pile o' money out West, Bill. I'm glad of it. We fellers back here don't make anything. It's a dam tight squeeze. Agg, it seems to me the flies are devilish thick to-day. Can't you drive 'em out ?" Agnes felt that she must vindicate herself a little. "I do drive 'em out, but they come right in again. The screen- door is broken and they come right in." "I told Dad to fix that door," "But he won't do it for me." Ed rested his elbows on the table and fixed his bright black eyes on his father. 36 Main-Travelled Roads "Say, what d' you mean by actin' like a mule? I swear I'll trade you off f'r a yaller dog. What do / keep you round here for any- way — to look purty?" "I guess I've as good a right here as you have, Ed Kinney." "Oh, go soak y'r head, old man. If you don't 'tend out here a little better, down goes your meat-house ! I won't drive you down to meetin' till you promise to fix that door. Hear me !" Daddy began to snivel. Agnes could not look up for shame. Will felt sick. Ed laughed. "I c'n bring the old man to terms that way ; he can't walk very well late years, an' he can't drive my colt. You know what a cuss I used to be about fast nags? Well, I'm just the same. Hobkirk's got a colt I want. Say, that reminds me : your team's out there by the fence. I forgot. I'll go out and put 'em up." "No, never mind ; I can't stay but a few minutes." "Goin' to be round the country long?" "A week — maybe." Agnes looked up a moment, and then let her eyes fall. "Goin' back West, I s'pose?" "No. May go East, to Europe, mebbe." "The devul y' say! You must 'a' made a ten-strike out West." "They say it didn't come lawful," piped Daddy, over his black- berries and milk. "Oh, you shet up, who wants your put-in? Don't work in any o' your Bible on us." Daddy rose to go into the other room. "Hold on, old man. You goin' to fix that door?" "Course I be," quavered he. "Well see 't y' do, that's all. Now get on y'r duds, an' I'll go an' hitch up." He rose from the table. "Don't keep me waiting." He went out unceremoniously, and Agnes was alone with Will. "Do you go to church?" he asked. She shook her head. "No, I don't go anjTvhere now. I have too much to do ; I haven't strength left. And I'm not fit anyway." "Agnes, I want to say something to you ; not now — ^af ter they're gone." A Branch Road 37 He went into the other room, leaving her to wash the dinner- things. She worked on in a curious, almost dazed way, a dream of something sweet and irrevocable in her eyes. Will represented so much to her. His voice brought up times and places that thrilled her like song. He was associated with all that was sweetest and most care-free and most girlish in her life. Ever since the boy had handed her that note she had been re- living those days. In the midst of her drudgery she stopped to dream — to let some picture come back into her mind. She was a student again at the Seminary, and stood in the recitation-room with suffocating beat of the heart; Will was waiting outside — waiting in a tremor like her own, to walk home with her under the maples. Then she remembered the painfully sweet mixture of pride and fear with which she walked up the aisle of the little church behind him. Her pretty new gown rustled, the dim light of the church had something like romance in it, and he was so strong and hand- some. Her heart went out in a great silent cry to God "Oh, let me be a girl again!" She did not look forward to happiness. She hadn't power to look forward at all. As she worked, she heard the high, shrill voices of the old people as they bustled about and nagged at each other. "Ma, where 's my specticles?" '(^^.^j^ U/^-<- 4 c-o-'-^^ "I ain't seen y'r specticles." - s>A^ ' " '-■^Y^ '"^ "You have, too." ^- -^^ V • ^-''--'^ "I ain't neither." "You had 'em this forenoon." "Didn't no such thing. Them was my own brass-bowed ones. You had your'n jest 'fore goin' to dinner. If you'd put 'em into a proper place you'd find 'em again.'' "I want 'o know if I would," the old man snorted. "Wal, you'd orter know." "Oh, you're awful smart, ain't yeh? You never have no trouble, and use mine — do yeh ? — an' lose 'em so 't I can't " 38 Main-Travelled Roads "And if this is the thing that goes on when I'm here it must be hell when visitors are gone," thought Will. "Willy, ain't you goin' to meetin'?" "No, not to-day. I want to visit a little with Agnes, then I've got to drive back to John's." "Wall, we must be goin'. Don't you leave them dishes f'r me to wash," she screamed at Agnes as she went out the door. "An' if we don't git home by five, them caaves orter be fed." As Agnes stood at the door to watch them drive away. Will studied her, a smothering ache in his heart as he saw how thin and bent and weary she was. In his soul he felt that she was a dying woman unless she had rest and tender care. As she turned, she saw something in his face — a pity and an agony of self-accusation — that made her weak and white. She sank into a chair, putting her hand on her chest, as if she felt a failing of breath. Then the blood came back to her face and her eyes filled with tears. "Don't — don't look at me like that," she said in a whisper. His pity hurt her. At sight of her sitting there pathetic, abashed, bewildered, like some gentle animal. Will's throat contracted so that he could not speak. His voice came at last in one terrific cry "Oh, Agnes, for God's sake forgive me!" He knelt by her side and put his arm about her shoulders and kissed her bowed head. A curious numbness involved his whole body ; his voice was husky, the tears burned in his eyes. His whole soul and body ached with his pity and his remorseful, self-accusing wrath. "It was all my fault. Lay it all to me. ... I am the one to bear it. . . . Oh, I've dreamed a thousand times of sayin' this to you, Aggie! I thought if I could only see you again and ask your forgiveness, I'd — " He ground his teeth together in his assault upon himself. "I threw my life away an' killed you — that's what I did!" He rose, and raged up and down the room till he had mastered himself. "What did you think I meant that day of the thrashing?" he A Branch Road 39 said, turning suddenly. He spoke of it as if it were but a month or two past. She lifted her head and looked at him in a slow way. She seemed to be remembering. The tears lay on her hollow cheeks. "I thought you was ashamed of me. I didn't know — ^why " He uttered a snarl of self-disgust. "You couldn't know. Nobody could tell what I meant. But why didn't you write? I was ready to come back. I only wanted an excuse — only a line." "How could I, Will — after your letter?" He groaned, and turned away. "And Will, I — I got mad too. I couldn't write." "Oh, that letter — I can see every line of it! F'r God's sake, don't think of it again ! But I didn't think, even when I wrote that letter, that I'd find you where you are. I didn't think. I hoped, anyhow, Ed Kinney wouldn't " She stopped him with a startled look in her great eyes. "Don't talk about him — it ain't right. I mean it don't do any good. What could I do, after father died ? Mother and I. Besides, I waited three years to hear from you. Will." He gave a strange, choking cry. It burst from his throat — that terrible thing, a man's sob of agony. She went on, curiously calm now. "Ed was good to me; and he offered a home, anyway, for mother " "And all the time I was waiting for some line to break down my cussed_priie, so I could write to you and explain. But you did go with Ed to the fair," he ended suddenly, seeking a morsel of justification for himself. "Yes. But I waited an' waited ; and I thought you was mad at me, so when they came I — no, I didn't really go with Ed. There was a wagon-load of them." "But I started," he explained, "but the wheel came off. I didn't send word because I thought you'd feel sure I'd come. If you'd only trusted me a little more — No! It was all my fault. I acted like a crazy fool. I didn't stop to reason about anything." 40 Main-Travelled Roads They sat in silence after these explanations. The sound of the snapping wings of the grasshoppers came through the windows, and a locust high in a poplar sent down his ringing whir. "It can't be helped now, Will," Agnes said at last, her voice full of the woman's resignation. "We've got to bear it." Will straightened up. "Bear it?" He paused. "Yes, I s'pose so. If you hadn't married Ed Kinney! Anybody but him. How did you do it?" "Oh, I don't know," she answered, wearily brushing her hair back from her eyes. "It seemed best when I did it — and it can't be helped now." There was infinite, dull despair and resignation in her voice. Will went over to the window. He thought how bright and handsome Ed used to be. "After all, it's no wonder you married him. Life pushes us into such things." Suddenly he turned, some- thing resolute and imperious in his eyes and voice. "It can be helped, Aggie," he said. "Now just listen to me. We've made an awful mistake. We've lost seven years o' life, but that's no reason why we should waste the rest of it. Now hold on ; don't interrupt me just yet. I come back thinking just as much of you as ever. I'm not going to say a word more about Ed; let the past stay past. I'm going to talk about the future." She looked at him in a daze of wonder as he went on. "Now I've got some money, I've got a third interest in a ranch, and I've got a standing offer to go back on the Santa Fee road as conductor. There is a team standing out there. I'd like to make another trip to Cedarville — ^with you " "Oh, Will, don't!" she cried; "for pity's sake don't talk " "Wait!" he exclaimed, imperiously. "Now look at it. Here you are in hell! Caged up with two old crows picking the life out of you. They'll kill you — I can see it; you're being killed by inches. You can't go anywhere, you can't have anything. Life is just tor- ture for you " She gave a little moan of anguish and despair, and turned her face to her chair-back. Her shoulders shook with weeping, but she listened. He went to her and stood with his hand on the chair-back. A Branch Road 41 His voice trembled and broke. "There's just one way to get out of this, Agnes. Come with me. He don't care for you; his whole idea of women is that they are created for his pleasure and to keep house. Your whole life is agony. Come ! Don't cry. There's a chance for life yet." She didn't speak, but her sobs were less violent ; his voice grow- ing stronger reassured her. "I'm going East, maybe to Europe; and the woman who goes!' with me will have nothing to do but get strong and well again. I've made you suffer so, I ought to spend the rest of my life making you happy. Come! My wife will sit with me on the deck of the steamer and see the moon rise, and walk with me by the sea, till she gets strong and happy again — till the dimples get back into her cheeks. I never will rest till I see her eyes laugh again." She rose flushed, wild-eyed, breathing hard with the emotion his vibrant voice called up, but she could not speak. He put his hand gently upon her shoulder, and she sank down again. And he went on with his appeal. There was something hypnotic, dominating, in his voice and eyes. On his part there was no passion of an ignoble sort, only a passion of pity and remorse, and a sweet, tender, reminiscent love. He did not love the woman before him so much as the girl whose ghost she was — the woman whose promise she was. He held him- self responsible for it all, and he throbbed with desire to repair the ravage he had indirectly caused. There was nothing equivocal in his position — nothing to disown. How others might look at it, he did not consider, and did not care. His impetuous soul was carried to a point where nothing came in to mar or divert. "And then after you're well, after our trip, we'll come back — to Houston, or somewhere in Texas, and I'll build my wife a house that will make her eyes shine. My cattle will give us a good living, and she can have a piano and books, and go to the theatre and con- certs. Come, what do you think of that?" Then she heard his words beneath his voice somehow, and they produced pictures that dazzled her. Luminous shadows moved be- 42 Main-Travelled Roads fore her eyes, drifting across the gray background of her poor, starved, work-weary life. As his voice ceased the rosy cloud faded, and she realized again the faded, musty little room, the calico-covered furniture, and looking down at her own cheap and ill-fitting dress, she saw her ugly hands lying there. Then she cried out with a gush of tears: I "Oh, Will, I'm so old and homely now, I ain't fit to go with you now ! Oh, why couldn't we have married then ?" She was seeing herself as she was then, and so was he; but it deepened his resolution. How beautiful she used to be ! He seemed 'to see her there as if she stood in perpetual sunlight, with a warm sheen in her hair and dimples in her cheeks. She saw her thin red wrists, her gaunt and knotted hands. There was a pitiful droop in the thin, pale lips, and the tears fell slowly from her drooping lashes. He went on : "Well, it's no use to cry over what was. We must think of what we're going to do. Don't worry about your looks; you'll be the prettiest woman in the country when we get back. Don't wait, Aggie; make up your mind." 5 She hesitated, and was lost. "What will people say?" "I don't care what they say," he flamed out. "They'd say, stay here and be killed by inches. I say you've had your share of suffer- ing. They'd say — the liberal ones — stay and get a divorce ; but how do you know we can get one after you've been dragged through the mud of a trial? We can get one as well in some other state. Why should you be worn out at thirty? What right or justice is there in making you bear all your life the consequences of our — my schoolboy folly?" I As he went on his argument rose to the level of Browning's philosophy. "We can make this experience count for us yet. But we mustn't let a mistake ruin us — it should teach us. What right has any one to keep you in a hole ? God don't expect a toad to stay in a stump and starve if it can get out. He don't ask the snakes to suffer as you do." A Branch Road 43 She had lost the threads of right and wrong out of her hands. Shewaslost in a maze, but she was not moved by passion. Flesh had ceased to st ir her ; but there was vast power in the Inew and thrill- "i^j^rdsjher deliverer spoke. He seemed to open a door for her, and through it turrets shone and great ships crossed on dim blue seas. "You can't live here, Aggie. You'll die in less than five years. It would kill me to see you die here. Come ! It's suicide." She did not move, save the convulsive motion of her breath and the nervous action of her fingers. She stared down at a spot in the carpet. She could not face him. He grew insistent, a sterner note creeping into his voice. "If I leave this time of course you know I'll never come back." Her hoarse breathing, growing quicker each moment, was her only reply. "I'm done," he said with a note of angry disappointment. He did not give her up, however. "I've told you what I'd do for you. Now, if you think " "Oh, give me time to think, Will!" she cried out, lifting her face. He shook his head. "No. You might as well decide now. It won't be any easier to-morrow. Come, one minute more and I go out o' that door — unless — " He crossed the room slowly, doubtful him- self of his desperate last measure. "My hand is on the knob. Shall I open it?" She stopped breathing; her fingers closed convulsively on the chair. As he opened the door she sprang up. "Don't go, Will! Don't go, please don't! I need you here — I " "That ain't the question. Are you going with me, Agnes?" "Yes, yes ! I tried to speak before. I trust you. Will ; you're - He flung the door open wide. "See the sunlight out there shining on that field o' wheat? That's where I'll take you — out into the sunshine. You shall see it shining on the Bay of Naples. Come, get on your hat ; don't take anything more'n you actually need. Leave the past behind you " 44 Main-Travelled Roads The woman turned wildly and darted into the little bedroom. The man listened. He whistled in surprise almost comical. He had forgotten the baby. He could hear the mother talking, cooing. "Mommie's 'ittle pet ! She wasn't goin' to leave her 'ittle man — no, she wasn't! There, there, don't 'e cry. Mommie ain't goin' away and leave him — ^wicked mommie ain't — 'ittle treasure!" She was confused again; and when she reappeared at the door, with the child in her arms, there was a wandering look on her face pitiful to see. She tried to speak, tried to say, "Please go. Will." He designedly failed to understand her whisper. He stepped forward. "The baby! Sure enough. Why, certainly! to the mother belongs the child. Blue eyes, thank heaven !" He put his arm about them both. She obeyed silently. There was something irresistible in his frank, clear eyes, his sunny smile, his strong brown hand. He slammed the door behind them. "That closes the door on your sufferings," he said, smiling down at her. "Good-by to it all." The baby laughed and stretched out its hands toward the light. "Boo, boo!" he cried. "What's he talking about?" She smiled in perfect trust and fearlessness, seeing her child' face beside his own. "He says it's beautiful." "Oh, he does! I can't follow his French accent." She smiled again, in spite of herself. Will shuddered with a thrill of fear, she was so weak and worn. But the sun shone on the dazzling, rustling wheat, the fathomless sky, blue as a sea, bent above them — and the world lay before them. UP THE COOLLY The ride from Milwaukee to the Mississippi is a fine ride at any time, superb in summer. To lean back in a reclining-chair and whirl away in a breezy July day, past lakes, groves of oak, past fields of barley being reaped, past hay-fields, where the heavy grass is toppling before the swift sickle, is a panorama of delight, a road full of delicious surprises, where down a sudden vista lakes open, or a distant wooded hill looms darkly blue, or swift streams, foam- ing deep down the solid rock, send whiffs of cool breezes in at the window. It has majesty, breadth. The farming has nothing apparently petty about it. All seems vigorous, youthful, and prosperous. Mr. Howard McLane in his chair let his newspaper fall on his lap, and gazed out upon it with dreaming eyes. It had a certain mysterious glamour to him ; the lakes were cooler and brighter to his eye, the greens fresher, and the grain more golden than to any one else, for he was coming back to it all after an absence of ten years. It was, besides, his West. He still took pride in being a Western man. His mind all day flew ahead of the train to the little town, far on toward the Mississippi, where he had spent his boyhood and youth. As the train passed the Wisconsin River, with its curiously . carved cliffs, its cold, dark, swift-swirling water eating slowly under cedar-clothed banks, Howard began to feel curious little movements of the heart, like those of a lover nearing his sweetheart. The hills changed in character, growing more intimately recog- nizable. They rose higher as the train left the ridge and passed down into the Black River valley, and specifically into the La Crosse valley. They ceased to have any hint of upheavals of rock, and became simply parts of the ancient level left standing after the water had practically given up its post-glacial scooping action. It was about six o'clock as he caught sight of the splendid broken 45 46 Main-Travelled Roads line of hills on which his baby eyes had looked thirty-five years ago. A few minutes later, and the train drew up at the grimy little station set into the hillside, and, giving him just time to leap off, plunged on again toward the West. Howard felt a ridiculous weak- ness in his legs as he stepped out upon the broiling-hot, splintery planks of the station and faced the few idlers lounging about. He simply stood and gazed with the same intensity and absorption one of the idlers might show standing before the Brooklyn Bridge. The town caught and held his eyes first. How poor and dull and sleepy and squalid it seemed ! The one main street ended at the hillside at his left, and stretched away to the north, between two rows of the usual village stores, unrelieved by a tree or a touch of beauty. An unpaved street, with walled, drab-colored, miserable, rotting wooden buildings, with the inevitable battle- ments; the same — only worse and more squalid — was the town. The same, only more beautiful still, was the majestic amphithea- ter of green wooded hills that circled the horizon, and toward which he lifted his eyes. He thrilled at the sight. "Glorious!" he cried involuntarily. Accustomed to the White Mountains, to the AUeghenies, he had wondered if these hills would retain their old-time charm. They did. He took off his hat to them as he stood there. Richly wooded, with gently sloping green sides, rising to massive square or rounded tops with dim vistas, they glowed down upon the squat little town, gracious, lofty in their greeting, immortal in their vivid and delicate beauty. He was a goodly figure of a man as he stood there beside his valise. Portly, erect, handsomely dressed, and with something unusually winning in his brown mustache and blue eyes, something scholarly suggested by the pinch-nose glasses, something strong in the repose of the head. He smiled as he saw how unchanged was the grouping of the old loafers on the salt-barrels and nail-kegs. He recognized most of them — a little dirtier, a little more bent, and a little grayer. They sat in the same attitudes, spat tobacco with the same calm delight, and joked each other, breaking into short and sudden fits Up the Coolly 47 of laughter, and pounded each other on the back, just as when he was a student at the La Crosse Seminary and going to and fro daily on the train. They ruminated on him as he passed, speculating in a perfectly audible way upon his business. "Looks like a drummer." "No, he ain't no drummer. See them Boston glasses?" "That's so. Guess he's a teacher." "Looks like a moneyed cuss." k "Bos'n, I ffuess." J- He knew the one who spoke last — Freeme Cole, a man who was the fighting wonder of Howard's boyhood, now degenerated into a stoop-shouldered, faded, garrulous, and quarrelsome old man. Yet there was something epic in the old man's stories, something enthralling in the dramatic power of recital. Over by the blacksmith shop the usual game of "quaits" was in progress, and the drug-clerk on the corner was chasing a crony with the squirt-pump with which he was about to wash the windows. A few teams stood ankle-deep in the mud, tied to the fantastically gnawed pine pillars of the wooden awnings. A man on a load of hay . was "jawing" with the attendant of the platform scales, who stood I belowTp^^^d pencil in hand. "Hit 'im! hit 'im! Jump off and knock 'im!" suggested a by- stander, jovially. Howard knew the voice. "Talk's cheap. Takes money to buy whiskey," he said, when the man on the load repeated his threat of getting off and whipping the scales-man. "You're William McTurg," Howard said, coming up to him. "I am, sir," replied the soft-voiced giant, turning and looking down on the stranger, with an amused twinkle in his deep brown eyes. He stood as erect as an Indian, though his hair and beard were white. "I'm Howard McLane." "Ye begin t' look it," said McTurg, removing his right hand from his pocket. "How are ye?" 48 Main-Travelled Roads "I'm first-rate. How's mother and Grant?" "Saw 'm ploughing corn as I came down. Guess he's all right. Want a boost?" "Well, yes. Are you down with a team?" "Yep. 'Bout goin' home. Climb right in. That's my rig, right there," nodding at a sleek bay colt hitched in a covered buggy. "Heave y'r grip under the seat." They climbed into the seat after William had lowered the buggy-top and unhitched the horse from the post. The loafers were mildly curious. Guessed Bill had got hooked onto by a lightnin'- rod peddler, or somethin' o' that kind. "Want to go by river, or 'round by the hills?" "Hills, I guess." The whole matter began to seem trivial, as if he had been away only for a month or two. William McTurg was a man little given to talk. Even the com- ing back of a nephew did not cause any flow of questions or remi- niscences. They rode in silence. He sat a little bent forward, the lines held carelessly in his hands, his great lion-like head swaying to and fro with the movement of the buggy. As they passed familiar spots, the younger man broke the silence with a question. "That's old man McElvaine's place, ain't it?" "Yep." "Old man living?" "I guess he is. Husk more corn'n any man he c'n hire." In the edge of the village they passed an open lot on the left, marked with circus-rings of different eras. "There's the old ball-ground. Do they have circuses on it just the same as ever?" "Just the same." "What fun that field calls up! The games of ball we used to have! Do you play yet?" "Sometimes. Can't stoop as well as I used to." He smiled a little. "Too much fat." It all swept back upon Howard in a flood of names and faces Up the Coolly 49 and sights and sounds; something sweet and stirring somehow, though it had little of aesthetic charms at the time. They were passing along lanes now, between superb fields of corn, wherein ploughmen were at worlc. Kingbirds flew from post to post ahead of them; the insects called from the grass. The valley slowly out- spread below them. The workmen in the fields were "turning out" for the night. They all had a word of chaff with McTurg. Over the western wall of the circling amphitheatre the sun was setting. A few scattering clouds were drifting on the west wind, their shadows sliding down the green and purpled slopes. The dazzling sunlight flamed along the luscious velvety grass, and shot amid the rounded, distant purple peaks, and streamed in bars of gold and crimson across the blue mist of the narrower upper Coollies. The heart of the young man swelled with pleasure almost like pain, and the eyes of the silent older man took on a far-off, dream- ing look, as he gazed at the scene which had repeated itself a thousand times in his life, but of whose beauty he never spoke. Far down to the left was the break in the wall through which the river ran on its way to join the Mississippi. They climbed slowly among the hills, and the valley they had left grew still more beautiful as the squalor of the little town was hid by the dusk of distance. Both men were silent for a long time. Howard knew the peculiarities of his companion too well to make any remarks or ask any questions, and besides it was a genuine pleasure to ride with one who understood that silence was the only speech amid such splendors. Once they passed a little brook singing in a mournfully sweet way its eternal song over its pebbles. It called back to Howard the days when he and Grant, his younger brother, had fished in this little brook for trout, with trousers rolled above the knee and wrecks of hats upon their heads. "Any trout left ?" he asked. "Not many. Little fellers." Finding the silence broken, William asked the first question since he met Howard, "he' 's see : you're a show feller now? B'long to a troupe?" 50 Main-Travelled Roads "Yes, yes; I'm an actor." "Pay much?" "Pretty well." That seemed to end William's curiosity about the matter. "Ah, there's our old house, ain't it?" Howard broke out, point- ing to one of the houses farther up the Coolly. "It'll be a surprise to them, won't it?" "Yep; only they don't live there." "What! They don't!" "No." "Who does?" "Dutchman." Howard was silent for some moments. "Who lives on the Dun- lap place?" " 'Nother Dutchman." "Where's Grant living, anyhow?" "Farther up the Coolly." "Well, then, I'd better get out here, hadn't I?" "Oh, I'll drive ye up." "No, I'd rather walk." The sun had set, and the Coolly was getting dusk when Howard got out of McTurg's carriage and set off up the winding lane toward his brother's house. He walked slowly to absorb the cool- ness and fragrance and color of the hour. The katydids sang a rhythmic song of welcome to him. Fireflies were in the grass. A whippoorwill in the deep of the wood was calling weirdly, and an occasional night-hawk, flying high, gave his grating shriek, or hollow boom, suggestive and resounding. I He had been wonderfully successful, and yet had carried into his ] success as a dramatic author as well as actor a certain puritanism that made him a paradox to his fellows. He was one of those actors who are always in luck, and the best of it was he kept and made use of his luck. Jovial as he appeared, he was inflexible as granite against drink and tobacco. He retained through it all a certain freshness of enjoyment that made him one of the best companions in the profession; and now, as he walked on, the hour and the Up the Coolly 51 place appealed to him with great power. It seemed to sweep away the life that came between. How close it all was to him, after all! In his restless life, sur- rounded by the glare of electric lights, painted canvas, hot colors, creak of machinery, mock trees, stones, and brooks, he had not^ lost, but gained, appreciation for the coolness, quiet, and low tones, the shyness of the wood and field. In the farmhouse ahead of him a light was shining as he peered ahead, and his heart gave another painful movement. His brother was awaiting him there, and his mother, whom he had not seen for ten years and who had lost the power to write. And when Grant wrote, which had been more and more seldom of late, his letters had been cold and curt. He began to feel that in the pleasure and excitement of his life he had grown away from his mother and brother. Each summer he had said, "Well, now, I'll go home this year, sure." But a new play to be produced, or a new yachting trip, or a tour of Europe, had put the home-coming off ; and now it was with a distinct con- sciousness of neglect of duty that he walked up to the fence and looked into the yard, where William had told him his brother lived. It was humble enough — a small white story-and-a-half struc- ture, with a wing set in the midst of a few locust-trees; a small drab-colored barn with a sagging ridge-pole; a barnyard full of mud, in which a few cows were standing, fighting the flies and waiting to be milked. An old man was pumping water at the well ; the pigs were squealing from a pen near by; a child was crying. Instantly the beautiful, peaceful valley was forgotten. A sick- i ening chill struck into Howard's soul as he looked at it all. In the dim light he could see a figure milking a cow. Leaving his valise ' at the gate, he entered and walked up to the old man, who had ' finished pumping and was about to go to feed the hogs. "Good-evening," Howard began. "Does Mr. Grant McLane live here?" "Yes, sir, he does. He's right over there milkin'." "I'll go over there an " 52 Main-Travelled Roads "Don't b'lieve I would. It's darn muddy over there. It's been turrible rainy. He'll be done in a minute, anyway." "Very well; I'll wait." As he waited, he could hear a woman's fretful voice and the impatient jerk and jar of kitchen things, indicative of ill-temper or worry. The longer he stood absorbing this farm-scene, with all its sordidness, dullness, triviality, and its endless drudgeries, the lower his heart sank. All the joy of the home-coming was gone, when the figure arose from the cow and approached the gate, and put the pail of milk down on the platform by the pump. "Good-evening," said Howard, out of the dusk. Grant stared a moment. "Good-evening." Howard knew the voice, though it was older and deeper and more sullen. "Don't you know me. Grant ? I am Howard." The man approached him, gazing intently at his face. "You are?" after a pause. "Well, I'm glad to see you, but I can't shake hands. That damned cow had laid down in the mud." They stood and looked at each other. Howard's cuffs, collar, and shirt, alien in their elegance, showed through the dusk, and a glint of light shot out from the jewel of his necktie, as the light from the house caught it at the right angle. As they gazed in silence at each other, Howard divined something of the hard, bitter feel- ing that came into Grant's heart, as he stood there, ragged, ankle- deep in muck, his sleeves rolled up, a shapeless old straw hat on his head. The gleam of Howard's white hands angered him. When he spoke, it was in a hard, gruff tone, full of rebellion. "Well, go in the house and set down. I'll be in soon's I strain the milk and wash the dirt off my hands." "But mother " "She's 'round somewhere. Just knock on the door under the porch round there." Howard went slowly around the corner of the house, past a vilely smelling rain-barrel, toward the west. A gray-haired woman was sitting in a rocking-chair on the porch, her hands in her lap, her eyes fixed on the faintly yellow sky, against which the hills Up the Coolly 53 stood, dim purple silhouettes, and on which the locust trees were etched as fine as lace. There was sorrow, resignation, and a sort of dumb despair in her attitude. Howard stood, his throat swelling till it seemed as if he would suffocate. This was his mother — the woman who bore him, the being who had taken her life in her hand for him ; and he, in his excited and pleasurable life, had neglected her! He stepped into the faint light before her. She turned~and looked at him without fear. "Mother!" he said. She uttered one little, breathing, gasping cry, called his name, rose, and stood still. He bounded up the steps, and took her in his arms. "Mother! Dear old mother!" In the silence, almost painful, which followed, an angry woman's voice could be heard inside: "I don't care! I ain't goin' to wear myself out fer him. He c'n eat out here with us, or else " Mrs. McLane began speaking. "Oh, I've longed to see yeh, Howard. I was afraid you wouldn't come till — too late." "What do you mean, mother? Ain't you well?" "I don't seem to be able to do much now 'cept sit around and knit a little. I tried to pick some berries the other day, and I got so dizzy I had to give it up." "You mustn't work. You needn't work. Why didn't you write to me how you were?" Howard asked, in an agony of remorse. "Well, we felt as if you probably had all you could do to take care of yourself. Are you married, Howard ?" she broke off to ask. "No, mother ; and there ain't any excuse for me — not a bit," he said, dropping back into her colloquialisms. "I'm ashamed when I think of how long it's been since I saw you. I could have come." "It don't matter now," she interrupted gently. "It's the way things go. Our boys grow up and leave us." "Well, come in to supper," said Grant's ungracious voice from the doorway. "Come, mother." Mrs. McLane moved with difficulty. Howard sprang to her aid, and, leaning on his arm, she went through the little sitting room, which was unlighted, out into the kitchen, where the supper table stood near the cook-stove. 54 Main-Travelled Roads "How. — this is my wife," said Grant, in a cold, peculiar tone. Howard bowed toward a remarkably handsome young woman, on whose forehead was a scowl, which did not change as she looked at him and the old lady. "Set down anywhere," was the young woman's cordial invita- tion. Howard sat down next his mother, and facing the wife, who had a small, fretful child in her arms. At Howard's left was the old man, Lewis. The supper was spread upon a gay-colored oil- cloth, and consisted of a pan of milk, set in the midst, with bowls at each plate. Beside the pan was a dipper and a large plate of bread, and at one end of the table was a dish of fine honey. A boy of about fourteen leaned upon the table, his bent shoulders making him look like an old man. His hickory shirt, like Grant's, was still wet with sweat, and discolored here and there with grease, or green from grass. His hair, freshly wet and combed, was smoothed away from his face, and shone in the light of the kero- sene lamp. As he ate, he stared at Howard, as though he would make an inventory of each thread of the visitor's clothing. "Did I look like that at his age ?" thought Howard. "You see we live just about the same as ever," said Grant, as they began eating, speaking with a grim, almost challenging, inflection. The two brothers studied each other curiously, as they talked of neighborhood scenes. Howard seemed incredibly elegant and handsome to them all, with his rich, soft clothing, his spotless linen, and his exquisite enunciation and ease of speech. He had always been "smooth-spoken," and he had become "elegantly persuasive," as his friends said of him, and it was a large factor in his success. Every detail of the kitchen, the heat, the flies buzzing aloft, the poor furniture, the dress of the people — all smote him like the lash of a wire whip. His brother was a man of great character. He could see that now. His deep-set, gray eyes and rugged face showed at thirty a man of great natural ability. He had more of the Scotch in his face than Howard, and he looked much older. He was dressed, like the old man and the boy, in a checked shirt, without vest. His suspenders, once gay-colored, had given most of Up the Coolly 55 their color to his shirt, and had marked irregular broad bands of pink and brown and green over his shoulders. His hair was un- combed, merely pushed away from his face. He wore a mustache only, though his face was covered with a week's growth of beard. His face was rather gaunt, and was brown as leather. Howard could not eat much. He was disturbed by his mother's strange silence and oppression, and sickened by the long-drawn gasps with which the old man ate his bread and milk, and by the way the boy ate. He had his knife gripped tightly in his fist, knuckles up, and was scooping honey upon his bread. The baby, having ceased to be afraid, was curious, gazing silently at the stranger. "Hello, little one! Come and see your uncle. Eh? Course 'e will," cooed Howard, in the attempt to escape the depressing atmosphere. The little one listened to his inflections as a kitten does, and at last lifted its arms in sign of surrender. The mother's face cleared up a little. "I declare, she wants to go to you." "Course she does. Dogs and kittens always come to me when I call 'em. Why shouldn't my own niece come?" He took the little one and began walking up and down the kitchen with her, while she pulled at his beard and nose. "I ought to have you, my lady, in my new comedy. You'd bring down the house." "You don't mean to say you put babies on the stage, Howard ?" said his mother in surprise. "Oh, yes. Domestic comedy must have a baby these days." "Well, that's another way of makin' a livin', sure," said Grant. The baby had cleared the atmosphere a little. "I s'pose you fellers make a pile of money." "Sometimes we make a thousand a week; oftener we don't*" "A thousand dollars!" They all stared. "A thousand dollars sometimes, and then lose it all the next week in another town. The dramatic business is a good deal like gambling — ^you take your chances." 56 Main-Travelled Roads "I wish you weren't in it, Howard. I don't like to have my son "I wish I was in somethin' that paid better than farmin'. Any- thing under God's heavens is better 'n farmin'," said Grant. "No, I ain't laid up much," Howard went on, as if explaining why he hadn't helped them. "Costs me a good deal to live, and I need about ten thousand dollars leeway to work on. I've made a good living, but I — I ain't made any money." Grant looked at him, darkly meditative. Howard went on: "How'd ye come to sell the old farm? I was in hopes " "How'd we come to sell it?" said Grant with terrible bitterness. "We had something on it that didn't leave anything to sell. You probably don't remember anything about it, but there was a mort- gage on it that eat us up in just four years by the almanac. 'Most killed mother to leave it. We wrote to you for money, but I don't suppose you remember that." "No, you didn't." "Yes, I did." "When was it? I don't — ^why, it's — I never received it. It must have been that summer I went with Bob Manning to Europe." Howard put the baby down and faced his brother. "Why, Grant, you didn't think I refused to help ?" "Well, it looked that way. We never heard a word from yeh, all summer, and when y' did write, it was all about yerself 'n plays 'n things we didn't know anything about. I swore to God I'd never write to you again, and I won't." "But, good heavens ! I never got it." "Suppose you didn't. You might have known we were poor as Job's off-ox. Everybody is that earns a living. We fellers on the farm have to earn a livin' for ourselves and you fellers that don't work. I don't blame you. I'd do it if I could." "Grant, don't talk so ! Howard didn't realize " "I tell yeh I don't blame him ! Only I don't want him to come the brotherly business over me, after livin' as he has — that's all." There was a bitter accusation in the man's voice. Up the Coolly 57 Howard leaped to his feet, his face twitching. "By God, I'll go back to-morrow morning!" he threatened. "Go, an' be damned ! I don't care what yeh do," Grant growled, rising and going out. "Boys," called the mother, piteously, "it's terrible to see you quarrel." "But I'm not to blame, mother," cried Howard, in a sickness that made him white as chalk. "The man is a savage. I came home to help you all, not to quarrel." "Grant's got one o' his fits on," said the young wife, speaking for the first time. "Don't pay any attention to him. He'll be all right in the morning." "If it wasn't for you, mother, I'd leave now, and never see that savage again." He lashed himself up and down in the room, in horrible disgust and hate of his brother and of this home in his heart. He remem- bered his tender anticipations of the home-coming with a kind of self-pity and disgust. This was his greeting ! He went to bed, to toss about on the hard, straw-filled mattress in the sti ^y little b est room. Tossing, writhing under the bludgeon- ing of his brother's accusmg inflections, a dozen times he said, with a half-articulate snarl: "He can go to hell! I'll not try to do anything more for him. I don't care if he is my brother; he has no right to jump on me like that. On the night of my return, too. My God! he is a brute, a fool!" p-^ He thought of the presents in his trunk and valise, which he couldn't show to him that night after what had been said. He had intended to have such a happy evening of it, such a tender reunion ! It was to be so bright and cheery ! In the midst of his cursings — his hot indignation — ^would come visions of himself in his own modest rooms. He seemed to be yawning and stretching in his beautiful bed, the sun shining in, his books, foils, pictures, around him to say good-morning and tempt him to rise, while the squat little clock on the mantel struck eleven warningly. 58 Main-Travelled Roads He could see the olive walls, the unique copper-and-crimson arabesque frieze (his own selection), and the delicate draperies; an open grate full of glowing coals, to temper the sea-winds; and in the midst of it, between a landscape by Enneking and an Indian in a canoe in a canon, by Brush, he saw a sombre landscape by a master greater than Millet, a melancholy subject, treated with pitiless fidelity. A farm in the valley! Over the mountains swept jagged, gray, angry, sprawling clouds, sending a freezing, thin drizzle of rain, as they passed, upon a man following a plough. The horses had a sullen and weary look, and their manes and tails streamed sidewise in the blast. The ploughman, clad in a ragged gray coat, with uncouth, muddy boots upon his feet, walked with his head inclined toward the sleet, to shield his face from the cold and sting of it. The soil rolled away black and sticky and with a dull sheen upon it. Near by, a boy with tears on his cheeks was watching cattle ; a dog seated near, his back to the gale. As he looked at this picture, his heart softened. He looked down at the sleeve of his soft and fleecy night-shirt, at his white, rounded arm, muscular, yet fine as a woman's, and when he looked for the picture it was gone. Then came again the assertive odor of stag- nant air, laden with camphor ; he felt the springless bed under him, and caught dimly a few soap-advertising lithographs on the walls. He thought of his brother, in his still more inhospitable bedroom, disturbed by the child, condemned to rise at five o'clock and begin another day's pitiless labor. His heart shrank and quivered, and the tears started to his eyes. •""I forgive him, poor fellow 1 He's not to blame." n He woke, however, with a dull, languid pulse, and an oppres- sive melancholy on his heart. He looked around the little room, clean enough, but oh, how poor! how barren! Cold plaster walls, a cheap wash-stand, a wash-set of three pieces, with a blue band around each; the windows rectangular, and fitted with fantastic green shades. Up the Coolly 59 Outside he could hear the bees humming. Chickens were mer- rily moving about. Cow-bells far up the road were sounding irreg- ularly. A jay came by and yelled an insolent reveille, and Howard sat up. He could hear nothing in the house but the rattle of pans on the back side of the kitchen. He looked at his watch, which indicated half-past seven. Grant was already in the field, after milking, currying the horses, and eating breakfast — ^had been at work two hours and a half. He dressed himself hurriedly, in a neglige shirt, with a Windsor; scarf, light-colored, serviceable trousers with a belt, russet shoes, \ and a tennis hat — a knockabout costume, he considered. His mother, good soul, thought it a special suit put on for her benefit, and ad- mired it through her glasses. He kissed her with a bright smile, nodded at Laura, the young wife, and tossed the baby, all in a breath, and with the manner, as he himself saw, of the returned captain in the war-dramas of the day. "Been to breakfast?" He frowned reproachfully. "Why didn't you call me? I wanted to get up, just as I used to, at sunrise." "We thought you was tired, and so we didn't " "Tired ! Just wait till you see me help Grant pitch hay or some- thing. Hasn't finished his haying yet, has he ?" "No, I guess not. He will to-day if it don't rain again." "Well, breakfast is all ready — Howard," said Laura, hesitat- ing a little on his name. "Good! I am ready for it. Bacon and eggs, as I'm a jay! Just what I was wanting. I was saying to myself: 'Now if they'll only get bacon and eggs and hot biscuits and honey — ' Oh, say, mother, I heard the bees humming this morning; same noise they used to make when I was a boy, exactly. Must be the same bees, — Hey, you young rascal! come here and have some breakfast with your uncle." "I never saw her take to any one so quick," Laura said, empha- sizing the baby's sex. She had on a clean calico dress and a gingham apron, and she looked strong and fresh and handsome. Her head was intellectual, her eyes full of power. She seemed anxious to re- 6o Main-Travelled Roads move the impression of her unpleasant looks and words the night before. Indeed it would have been hard to resist Howard's sunny good-nature. The baby laughed and crowed. The old mother could not take her dim eyes off the face of her son, but sat smiling at him as he ate and rattled on. When he rose from the table at last, after eating heartily and praising it all, he said, with a smile : "Well, now I'll just telephone down to the express and have my trunk brought up. I've got a few little things in there you'll enjoy seeing. But this fellow," indicating the baby, "I didn't take him into account. But never mind: Uncle How. '11 make that all right." "You ain't going to lay it up agin Grant, be you, my son?" Mrs. McLane faltered, as they went out into the best room. "Of course not! He didn't mean it. Now, can't you send word down and have my trunk brought up? Or shall I have to walk down?" "I guess I'll see somebody goin' down," said Laura. "All right. Now for the hay-field," he smiled, and went out into the glorious morning. The circling hills were the same, yet not the same as at night, a cooler, tenderer, more subdued cloak of color lay upon them. Far down the valley a cool, deep, impalpable, blue mist hung, be- neath which one divined the river ran, under its elms and bass- woods and wild grapevines. On the shaven slopes of the hill cattle and sheep were feeding, their cries and bells coming to the ear with a sweet suggestiveness. There was something immemorial in the sunny slopes dotted with red and brown and gray cattle. Walking toward the haymakers, Howard felt a twinge of pain and distrust. Would Grant ignore it all and smile He stopped short. He had not seen Grant smile in so long — ^he couldn't quite see him smiling. He had been cold and bitter for years. When he came up to them. Grant was pitching on ; the old man was loading, and the boy was raking after. "Good-morning," Howard cried cheerily; the old man nodded, the boy stared. Grant growled something, without looking ud. Up the Coolly 6i These "finical" things of saying good-morning and good-night are not much practised in such homes as Grant McLane's. "Need some help? I'm ready to take a hand. Got on my regi- mentals this morning." Grant looked at him a moment. "You look it." Howard smiled. "Gimme a hold on that fork, and I'll show you. I'm not so soft as I look, now you bet." He laid hold upon the fork in Grant's hands, who released it sullenly and stood back sneering. Howard stuck the fork into the pile in the old way, threw his left hand to the end of the polished handle, brought it down into the hollow of his thigh, and laid out his strength till the handle bent like a bow. "Oop she rises!" he called laughingly, as the huge pile began slowly to rise, and finally rolled upon the high load. "Oh, I ain't forgot how to do it," he laughed, as he looked around at the boy, who was eyeing the tennis suit with a devour- ing gaze. Grant was studying him, too, but not in admiration. "I shouldn't say you had," said the old man, tugging at the forkful. "Mighty funny to come out here and do a little of this. But if you had to come here and do it all the while, you wouldn't look so white and soft in the hands," Grant said, as they moved on to an- other pile. "Give me that fork. You'll be spoiling your fine clothes." "Oh, these don't matter. They're made for this kind of thing." "Oh, are they? I guess I'll dress in that kind of a rig. What did that shirt cost ? I need one." "Six dollars a pair ; but then it's old." "And them pants," he pursued ; "they cost six dollars, too, didn't they?" Howard's face darkened. He saw his brother's purpose. He re- sented it. "They cost fifteen dollars, if you want to know, and the shoes cost six-fifty. This ring on my cravat cost sixty dollars, and the suit I had on last night cost eighty-five. My suits are made by Breckstein, on Fifth Avenue, if you want to patronize him," he ended brutally, spurred on by the sneer in his brother's eyes. "I'll introduce you." 62 Main-Travelled Roads "Good idea," said Grant, with a forced, mocking smile. "I need just such a get-up for haying and corn-ploughing. Singu- lar I never thought of it. Now my pants cost eighty-five cents, s'spenders fifteen, hat twenty, shoes one-fifty; stockin's I don't bother about." He had his brother at a disadvantage, and he grew fluent and caustic as he went on, almost changing places with Howard, who took the rake out of the boy's hand, and followed, raking up the scatterings. "Singular we fellers here are discontented and mulish, ain't it? Singular we don't believe your letters when you write, sayin', 'I just about make a live of it'? Singular we think the country's goin' to hell, we fellers, in a two-dollar suit, wadin' around in the mud or sweatin' around in the hay-field, while you fellers lay around New York and smoke and wear good clothes and toady to mil- lionaires ?" Howard threw down the rake and folded his arms. "My God! you're enough to make a man forget the same mother bore us !" "I guess it wouldn't take much to make you forget that. You ain't put much thought on me nor her for ten years." The old man cackled, the boy grinned, and Howard, sick and weak with anger and sorrow, turned away and walked down to- ward the brook. He had tried once more to get near his brother, and had failed. Oh, God ! how miserably, pitiably ! The hot blood gushed all over him as he thought of the shame and disgrace of it. He, a man associating with poets, artists, sought after by bril- liant women, accustomed to deference even from such people, to be sneered at, outfaced, shamed, shoved aside, by a man in a stained hickory shirt and patched overalls, and that man his brother ! He lay down on the bright grass, with the sheep all around him, and writhed and groaned with the agony and despair of it. And worst of all, underneath it was a consciousness that Grant was right in distrusting him. He had neglected him; he had said, "I guess they're getting along all right." He had put them behind him when the invitation to spend summer on the Mediterranean or in the Adirondacks, came. Up the Coolly 63 "What can I do ? What can I do ?" he groaned. The sheep nibbled the grass near him, the jays called pertly, "Shame, shame," a quail piped somewhere on the hillside, and the brook sung a soft, soothing melody that took away at last the sharp edge of his pain, and he sat up and gazed down the valley, bright with the sun and apparently filled with happy and prosperous people. Suddenly a thought seized him. He stood up so suddenly that the sheep fled in affright. He leaped the brook, crossed the flat, and began searching in the bushes on the hillside. "Hurrah!" he said, with a smile. He had found an old road which he used to travel when a boy — a road that skirted the edge of the valley, now grown up to brush, but still passable for footmen. As he ran lightly along down the beautiful path, under oaks and hickories, past masses of poison- ivy, under hanging grapevines, through clumps of splendid hazel- nut bushes loaded with great sticky, rough, green burs, his heart threw off part of its load. How it all came back to him ! How many days, when the autumn sun burned the frost of the bushes, had he gathered hazel-nuts here with his boy and girl friends — Hugh and Shelley McTurg, Rome Sawyer, Orrin Mcllvaine, and the rest ! What had become of them all? How he had forgotten them! This thought stopped him again, and he fell into a deep muse, leaning against an oak tree, and gazing into the vast fleckless space above. The thrilling, inscrutable mystery of life fell upon him like a blinding light. Why was he living in the crush and thunder and mental unrest of a great city, while his companions, seemingly his equals in powers, were milking cows, making butter, and growing corn and wheat in the silence and drear monotony of the farm ? His boyish sweethearts! their names came back to his ear now, with a dull, sweet sound as of faint bells. He saw their faces, their pink sunbonnets tipped back upon their necks, their brown ankles flying with the swift action of the scurrying partridge. His eyes softened, he took off his hat. The sound of the wind and the leaves moved him almost to tears. 64 Main-Travelled Roads A woodpecker gave a shrill, high-keyed, sustained cry "Ki, ki, ki!" and he started from his revery, the dapples of the sun and shade falling upon his lithe figure as he hurried on down the path. He came at last to a field of corn that ran to the very wall of a large weather-beaten house, the sight of which made his breathing quicker. It was the place where he was born. The mystery of his life began there. In the branches of those poplar and hickory trees he had swung and sung in the rushing breeze, fearless as a squirrel. Here was the brook where, like a larger kildee, he with Grant had waded after crawfish, or had stolen upon some wary trout, rough- cut pole in hand. Seeing someone in the garden, he went down along the corn-row through the rustling ranks of green leaves. An old woman was picking berries, a squat and shapeless figure. "Good-morning," he called cheerily. "Morgen," she said, looking up at him with a startled and very red face. She was German in every line of her body. "Ich bin Herr McLane," he said, after a pause. "So?" she replied, with a questioning inflection. "Yah; ich bin Herr Grant's Bruder." "Ach, so!" she said, with a downward inflection. "Ich no spick Inglish. No spick Inglis." "Ich bin durstig," he said. Leaving her pans, she went with him to the house, which was what he really wanted to see. "Ich bin hier geboren." "Ach, so!" She recognized the little bit of sentiment, and said some sentences in German whose general meaning was sympathy. She took him to the cool cellar where the spring had been trained to run into a tank containing pans of cream and milk; she gave him a cool draught from a large tin cup, and at his request went with him upstairs. The house w^as the same, but somehow seemed cold and empty. It was clean and sweet, but it showed so little evi- dence of being lived in. The old part, which was built of logs, was used as best room, and modelled after the best rooms of the neigh- boring "Yankee" homes, only it was emptier, without the cabinet organ and the rag-carpet and the chromos. Up the Coolly 65 The old fireplace was bricked up and plastered — the fireplace beside which, in the far-off days, he had lain on winter nights, to hear his uncles tell tales of hunting, or to hear them play the violin, great dreaming giants that they were. The old woman went out and left him sitting there, the centre of a swarm of memories, coming and going like so many ghostly birds and butterflies. A curious heartache and listlessness, a nerveless mood came on i him. What was it worth, anyhow — success? Struggle, strife, tram- pling on some one else. His play crowding out some other poor fellow's hope. The hawk eats the partridge, the partridge eats the flies and bugs, the bugs eat each other and the hawk, when he in his turn is shot by man. So in the world of business, the life of one man seemed to him to be drawn from the life of another man, each success to spring from other failures. He was like a man from whom all motives had been withdrawn. He was sick, sick to the heart. Oh, to be a boy again ! An ignorant baby, pleased with a block and strrng, with no knowledge and no 1 care of the great unknown ! To lay his head again on his mother's bosom and rest ! To watch the flames on the hearth ! Why not ? Was not that the very thing to do ? To buy back the old farm? It would cripple him a little for the next season, but he could do it. Think of it ! To see his mother back in the old home, with the fireplace restored, the old furniture in the sitting room around her, and fine new things in the parlor! His spirits rose again. Grant couldn't stand out when he brought to him a deed of the farm. Surely his debt would be cancelled when he had seen them all back in the wide old kitchen. He began to plan and to dream. He went to the windows, and looked out on the yard to see how much it had changed. He'd build a new barn and buy them a new carriage. His heart glowed again, and his lips softened into their usual feminine grace — lips a little full and falling easily into curves. The old German woman came in at length, bringing some cakes and a bowl of milk, smiling broadly and hospitably as she waddled forward. 66 Main-Travelled Roads "Acht! Goot!" he said, smacking his lips over the pleasant draught. "Wo ist ihre goot mann?" he inquired, ready for business. Ill When Grant came in at noon Mrs. McLane met him at the door with a tender smile on her face. "Where's Howard, Grant?" "I don't know," he replied, iii a tone that implied "I don't care." The dim eyes clouded with quick tears. "Ain't you seen him ?" "Not since nine o'clock," "Where do you think he is?" "I tell yeh I don't know. He'll take care of himself; don't worry." He flung oS his hat and plunged into the wash-basin. His shirt was wet with sweat and covered with dust of the hay and frag- ments of leaves. He splashed his burning face with the water, pay- ing no further attention to his mother. She spoke again, very gently, in reproof: "Grant, why do you stand out against Howard so?" "I don't stand out against him," he replied harshly, pausing with the towel in his hands. His eyes were hard and piercing. "But if he expects me to gush over his coming back, he's fooled, that's all. He's left us to paddle our own canoe all this while, and, so far as I'm concerned, he can leave us alone hereafter. He looked out for his precious hide mighty well, and now he comes back here to play big gun and pat us on the head. I don't propose to let him come that over me." Mrs. McLane knew too well the temper of her son to say any more, but she inquired about Howard of the old hired man. "He went off down the valley. He 'n' Grant had s'm words, and he pulled out down toward the old farm. That's the last I see of 'im." Laura took Howard's part at the table. "Pity you can't be de- up the Coolly 67 cent," she said, brutally direct as usual. "You treat Howard as if he was a — a — I do' know what." "Will you let me alone?" "No, I won't. If you think I'm going to set by an' agree to your buUyraggin' him, you're mistaken. It's a shame ! You're mad 'cause he's succeeded and you hain't. He ain't _to_blame„fQr_ bis brains.- If you and I'd had any, we'd 'a' succeeded too. It ain't our fault, andy it ain't his; so what's the use?" A look came into Grant's face which the wife knew meant bit- ter and terrible silence. He ate his dinner without another word. It was beginning to cloud up. A thin, whitish, all-pervasive vapor which meant rain was dimming the sky, and Grant forced his hands to their utmost during the afternoon, in order to get most of the down hay in before the rain came. He was pitching from the load into the barn when Howard came by, just before one o'clock. It was windless there. The sun fell through the white mist with undiminished fury, and the fragrant hay sent up a breath that was hot as an oven-draught. Grant was a powerful man, and there was something majestic in his action as he rolled the huge flakes of hay through the door. The sweat poured from his face like rain, and he was forced to draw his drenched sleeve across his face to clear away the blinding sweat that poured into his eyes. Howard stood and looked at him in silence, remembering how often he had worked there in that furnaceheat, his muscles quiver- ing, cold chills running over his flesh, red shadows dancing before his eyes. His mother met him at the door, anxiously, but smiled as she saw his pleasant face and cheerful eyes. "You're a little late, m' son." Howard spent most of the afternoon sitting with his mother on the porch, or under the trees, lying sprawled out like a boy, resting at times with sweet forgetfulness of the whole world, but feeling a dull pain whenever he remembered the stern, silent man pitching hay in the hot sun on the torrid side of the barn. His mother did not say anything about the quarrel; she feared to reopen it. She talked mainly of old times in a gentle monotone of reminiscence, while he listened, looking up into her patient face. 68 Main-Travelled Roads The heat slowly lessened as the sun sank down toward the dun clouds rising like a more distant and majestic line of mountains beyond the western hills. The sound of cow-bells came irregularly to the ear, and the voices and sounds of the haying-fields had a jocund, pleasant sound to the ear of the city-dweller. He was very tender. Everything conspired to make him simple, direct, and honest. "Mother, if you'll only forgive me for staying away so long, I'll surely come to see you every summer." She had nothing to forgive. She was so glad to have him there at her feet — ^her great, handsome, successful boy! She could only love him and enjoy him every moment of the precious days. If Grant would only reconcile himself to Howard! That was the great thorn in her flesh. Howard told her how he had succeeded. "It was luck, mother. First I met Cook, and he introduced me to Jake Saulsman of Chicago. Jake asked me to go to New York with him, and — I don't know why — took a fancy to me some way. He introduced me to a lot of the fellows in New York, and they all helped me along. I did nothing to merit it. Everybody helps me. Anybody can succeed in that way." The doting mother thought it not at all strange that they all helped him. At the supper table Grant was gloomily silent, ignoring How- ard completely. Mrs. McLane sat and grieved silently, not daring to say a word in protest. Laura and the baby tried to amuse How- ard, and under cover of their talk the meal was eaten. The boy fascinated Howard. He "sawed wood" with a rapidity and uninterruptedness which gave alarm. He had the air of coaling up for a long voyage. "At that age," Howard thought, "I must have gripped my knife in my right hand so, and poured my tea into my saucer so. I must have buttered and bit into a huge slice of bread just so, and chewed at it with a smacking sound in just that way. I must have gone to the length of scooping up honey with my knife-blade." The sky was magically beautiful over all this squalor and toil Up the Coolly 69 and bitterness, from five till seven — a moving hour. Again the falling sun streamed in broad banners across the valleys ; again the blue mist lay far down the Coolly over the river ; the cattle called from the hills in the moistening, sonorous air; the bells came in a pleasant tangle of sound ; the air pulsed with the deepening chorus of katydids and other nocturnal singers. Sweet and deep as the very springs of his life was all this to the soul of the elder brother ; but in the midst of it, the younger man, in ill-smelling clothes and great boots that chafed his feet, went out to milk the cows, — on whose legs the flies and mosquitoes swarmed, bloated with blood, to — sit by the hot side of a cow and be lashed with her tail as she tried frantically to keep the savage insects from eating her raw. "The poet who writes of milking the cows does it from the hammock, looking on," Howard soliloquized, as he watched the old man Lewis racing around the filthy yard after one of the young heifers that had kicked over the pail in her agony with the flies, and was unwilling to stand still and be eaten alive. "So, sol you beast!" roared the old man, as he finally cornered the shrinking, nearly frantic creature. "Don't you want to look at the garden?" asked Mrs. McLane of Howard ; and they went out among the vegetables and berries. The bees were coming home heavily laden and crawling slowly into the hives. The level, red light streamed through the trees, blazed along the grass, and lighted a few old-fashioned flowers into red and gold flame. It was beautiful, and Howard looked at it through his half-shut eyes as the painters do, and turned away with a sigh at the sound of blows where the wet and grimy men were assailing the frantic cows. "There's Wesley with your trunk," Mrs. McLane said, recall- ing him to himself. Wesley helped him carry the trunk in, and waved off thanks. "Oh, that's all right," he said ; and Howard knew the Western man too well to press the matter of pay. As he went in an hour later and stood by the trunk, the dull 70 Main-Travelled Roads ache came back to his heart. How he had failed ! It seemed like a bitter mockery now to show his gifts. Grant had come in from his work, and with his feet released from his chafing boots, in his wet shirt and milk-splashed overalls, sat at the kitchen table reading a newspaper which he held close to a small kerosene lamp. He paid no attention to any one. His atti- tude, curiously like his father's, was perfectly definite to Howard, lilt meant that from that time forward there were to be no words of any sort between them. It meant that they were no longer brothers, not even acquaintances. "How inexorable that face!" thought Howard. He turned sick with disgust and despair, and would have closed his trunk without showing any of the presents, only for the childish expectancy of his mother and Laura. "Here's something for you, mother," he said, assuming a cheer- ful voice, as he took a fold of fine silk from the trunk and held it up. "All the way from Paris." He laid it on his mother's lap and stooped and kissed her, and then turned hastily away to hide the tears that came to his own eyes as he saw her keen pleasure. "And here's a parasol for Laura. I don't know how I came to have that in here. And here's General Grant's autobiography for his namesake," he said, with an effort at carelessness, and waited to hear Grant rise. "Grant, won't you come in?" asked his mother, quaveringly. Grant did not reply nor move. Laura took the handsome vol- umes out and laid them beside him on the table. He simply pushed them one side and went on with his reading. Again that horrible anger swept hot as flame over Howard. He could have cursed him. His hands shook as he handed out other presents to his mother and Laura and the baby. He tried to joke. "I didn't know how old the baby was, so she'll have to grow to some of these things." But the pleasure was all gone for him and for the rest. His heart swelled almost to a feeling of pain as he looked at his mother. There she sat with the presents in her lap. The shining silk came too late for her. It threw into appalling relief her age, her poverty. Up the Coolly 71 her work-weary frame. "My God!" he almost cried aloud, "how little it would have taken to lighten her life !" Upon this moment, when it seemed as if he could endure no more, came the smooth voice of William McTurg : "Hello, folkses!" "Hello, Uncle Bill! Come in." "That's what we came for," laughed a woman's voice. "Is that you. Rose ?" asked Laura. "It's me — Rose," replied the laughing girl, as she bounced into the room and greeted everybody in a breathless sort of way. "You don't mean little Rosy?" "Big Rosy now," said William. Howard looked at the handsome girl and smiled, saying in a nasal sort of tone, "Wal, wal! Rosy, how you've growed since I saw yeh !" "Oh, look at all this purple and fine linen ! Am I left out ?" Rose was a large girl of twenty-five or thereabouts, and was called an old maid. She radiated good-nature from every line of her buxom self. Her black eyes were full of drollery, and she was on the best of terms with Howard at once. She had been a teacher, but that did not prevent her from assuming a homely directness of speech. Of course they talked about old friends. "Where's Rachel?" Howard inquired. Her smile faded away. "Shellie married Orrin Mcllvaine. They're 'way out in Dakota. Shellie's havin' a hard row of stumps." There was a little silence. "And Tommy?" "Gone West. Most all the boys have gone West. That's the reason there's so many old maids." "You don't mean to say " "I don't need to say — I'm an old maid. Lots of the girls are. It don't pay to marry these days. Are you married ?" "Not yet." His eyes lighted up again in a humorous way. "Not yet ! That's good ! That's the way old maids all talk." "You don't mean to tell me that no young fellow comes prowling around " 72 Main-Travelled Roads "Oh, a young Dutchman or Norwegian once in a while. Nobody that counts. Fact is, we're getting like Boston — four women to one man; and when you consider that we're getting more particular each year, the outlook is — ^well, it's dreadful !" "It certainly is." "Marriage is a failure these days for most of us. We can't live on a farm, and can't get a living in the city, and there we are." She laid her hand on his arm. "I declare, Howard, you're the same boy you used to be. I ain't a bit afraid of you, for all your success." "And you're the same girl ? No, I can't say that. It seems to me you've grown more than I have — I don't mean physically, I mean mentally," he explained, as he saw her smile in the defensive way a fleshy girl has, alert to ward off a joke. They were in the midst of talk, Howard telling one of his funny stories, when a wagon clattered up to the door, and merry voices called loudly: "Whoa, there, Sampson!" "Hullo, the house!" Rose looked at her father with a smile in her black eyes exactly like his. They went to the door. "Hullo! What's wanted?" "Grant McLane live here ?" "Yup. Right here." A moment later there came a laughing, chattering squad of women to the door. Mrs. McLane and Laura stared at each other In amazement. Grant went outdoors. Rose stood at the door as if she were hostess. "Come in, Nettie. Glad to see yeh — glad to see yeh ! Mrs. Mc- Ilvaine, come right in! Take a seat. Make yerself to home, do\ And Mrs. Peavey! Wal, I never! This must be a surprise party. Wal, I swan! How many more o' ye air they?" All was confusion, merriment, hand-shakings as Rose introduced them in her roguish way. "Folks, this is Mr. Howard McLane of New York. He's an actor, but it hain't spoiled him a bit as / can see. How., this is Net- tie McIIvaine — ^Wilson that was." Up the Coolly 73 Howard shook hands with Nettie, a tall, plain girl with prom- inent teeth. "This is Ma Mcllvaine." "She looks just the same," said Howard, shaking her hand and feeling how hard and work-worn it was. And so amid bustle, chatter, and invitations "to lay off y'r things jan' stay awhile," the women got disposed about the room at \ last. Those that had rocking-chairs rocked vigorously to and fro to hide their embarrassment. They all talked in loud voices. Howard felt nervous under this furtive scrutiny. He wished that his clothes didn't look so confoundedly dressy. Why didn't he have sense enough to go and buy a fifteen-dollar suit of diagonals for everyday wear. Rose was the life of the party. Her tongue rattled on in the most delightful way. "It's all Rose and Bill's doin's," Mrs. Mcllvaine explained. "They told us to come over and pick up anybody we see on the road. So we did." Howard winced a little at her familiarity of tone. He couldn't help it for the life of him. "Well, I wanted to come to-night because I'm going away next week, and I wanted to see how he'd act at a surprise-party again," Rose explained. "Married, I s'pose?" said Mrs. Mcllvaine, abruptly. "No, not yet." "Good land! Why, y' mus' be thirty-five. How. Must 'a' dis'- p'inted y'r mam not to have a young 'un to call 'er granny." The men came clumping in, talking about haying and horses. Some of the older ones Howard knew and greeted, but the younger ones were mainly too much changed. They were all very ill at ease. Most of them were in compromise dress — something lying between working "rig" and Sunday dress. Some of them had on clean shirts and paper collars, and wore their Sunday coats (thick woollen garments) over rough trousers. Most of them crossed their legs at once, and all of them sought the wall and leaned back perilously upon the hind legs of their chairs, eyeing Howard slowly. 74 Main-Travelled Roads For the first few minutes the presents were the subjects of con- versation. The women especially spent a good deal of talk upon them. Howard found himself forced to taking the initia,tive, so he in- quired about the crops and about the farms. "I see you don't plough the hills as we used to. And reap! What /a job it used to be. It makes the hills more beautiful to have them •" covered with smooth grass and cattle." ■'f^ There was only dead silence to this touching upon the idea of ;^Jbeauty. '' "I s'pose it pays reasonably?" , "Not enough to kill," said one of the younger men. "You c'n see that by the houses we live in — that is, most of us. A few that came in early an' got land cheap, like Mcllvaine, here — he got a lift that the rest of us can't get." "I'm a free-trader, myself," said one young fellow, blushing and looking away as Howard turned and said cheerily: "So 'm I." The rest seemed to feel that this was a tabooed subject — a sub- ject to be talked out of doors, where a man could prance about and yell and do justice to it. Grant sat silently in the kitchen doorway, not saying a word, not looking at his brother. "Well, I don't never use hot vinegar for mine," Mrs. Mcllvaine was heard to say. "I jest use hot water, and I rinse 'em out good, and set 'em bottom-side up in the sun. I do' know but what hot vinegar would be more cleansin'." Rose had the younger folks in a giggle with a droll telling of a joke on herself. "How d' y' stop 'em from laffin' ?" "I let 'em laugh. Oh, my school is a disgrace — so one director says. But I like to see children laugh. It broadens their cheeks." "Yes, that's all hand-work." Laura was showing the baby's Sun- day clothes. "Goodness Peter ! How do you find time to do so much ?" "I take time." Howard, being the lion of the evening, tried his best to be agree- Up the Coolly 75 able. He kept near his mother, because it afforded her so much pride and satisfaction, and because he was obliged to keep away from Grant, who had begun to talk to the men. Howard talked mainly about their affairs, but still was forced more and more into telling of his life in the city. As he told of the theatre and the concerts, a sudden change fell upon them; they grew sober, and he felt deep down in the hearts of these people a melancholy which was ex- pressed only illusively with little tones or sighs. Their gayety was fitful. They were hungry for the world, for life — these young people. Discontented, and yet hardly daring to acknowledge it; indeed, few of them could have made definite statement of their dissatis- faction. The older people felt it less. They practically said, with a sigh of pathetic resignation: "Well, I don't expect ever to see these things now." A casual observer would have said, "What a pleasant bucolic — this little surprise-party of welcome !" But Howard, with his native ear and eye, had no such pleasing illusion. He knew too well these suggestions of despair and bitterness. He knew that, like the smile of the slave, this cheerfulness was self-defence ; deep down was an- other unsatisfied ego. Seeing Grant talking with a group of men over by the kitchen door, he crossed over slowly and stood listening. Wesley Cosgrove — a tall, raw-boned young fellow with a grave, almost tragic face — was saying: "Of course I ain't. Who is ? A man that's satisfied to live as we do is a fool." "The worst of it is," said Grant, without seeing Howard, "a man can't get out of it during his lifetime, and / don't know that he'll have any chance in the next — the speculator '11 be there ahead of us." The rest laughed, but Grant went on grimly: "Ten years ago Wess, here, could have got land in Dakota pretty easy, but now it's about all a feller's life's worth to try it. I tell you things seem shuttin' down on us fellers." "Plenty o' land to rent," suggested some one. "Yes, in terms that skin a man alive. More than that, farmin' 76 Main-Travelled Roads ain't so free a life as it used to be. This cattle-raisin' and butter- makin' makes a nigger of a man. Binds him right down to the grindstone and he gets nothin' out of it — that's what rubs it in. He simply wallers around in the manure for somebody else. I'd like to know what a man's life is worth who lives as we do ? How much ^higher is it than the lives the niggers used to live?" These brutally bald words made Howard thrill with emotion (/"like the reading of som e great t^'ag''' p aem. A silence fell on the group. "That's the God's truth, Grant," said young Cosgrove, after a pause. "A man like me is helpless," Grant was saying. "Just like a fly in a pan of molasses. There's no escape for him. The more he tears around the more liable he is to rip his legs ofE." "What can he do?" "Nothin'." The men listened in silence. "Oh, come, don't talk politics all night!" cried Rose, breaking in. "Come, let's have a dance. Where's that fiddle?" "Fiddle!" cried Howard, glad of a chance to laugh. "Well, now! Bring out that fiddle. Is it William's?" "'Yes, pap's old fiddle." "O Gosh! he don't want to hear me play," protested William. "He's heard s' many fiddlers." "Fiddlers! I've heard a thousand violinists, but not fiddlers. Come, give us 'Honest John.' " William took the fiddle in his work-calloused and crooked hands and began tuning it. The group at the kitchen door turned to listen, their faces lighting up a little. Rose tried to get a "set" on the floor. "Oh, good land!" said some. "We're all tuckered out. What makes you so anxious ?" "She wants a chance to dance with the New Yorker." "That's it, exactly," Rose admitted. "Wal, if you'd churned and mopped and cooked for hayin' hands »s I have to-day, you wouldn't be so full o' nonsense." Up the Coolly 'j'j "Oh, bother! Life's short. Come, quick, get Bettie out. Come, Wess, never mind your hobby-horse." By incredible exertion she got a set on the floor, and William got the fiddle in tune. Howard looked across at Wesley, and thought the change in him splendidly dramatic. His face was lighted with a timid, deprecating, boyish smile. Rose could do anything with him. William played some of the old tunes that had a thousand asso- ciated memories in Howard's brain, memories of harvest-moons, of melon-feasts, and of clear, cold winter nights. As he danced, his eyes filled with a tender light. He came closer to them all than he had been able to do before. Grant had gone out into the kitchen. After two or three sets had been danced, the company took seats and could not be stirred again. So Laura and Rose disappeared for a few moments, and returning, served strawberries and cream, which Laura said she "just happened to have in the house." And then William played again. His fingers, now grown more supple, brought out clearer, firmer tones. As he played, silence fell on these people. The magic of music sobered every face ; the women looked older and more careworn, the men slouched sullenly in their chairs, or leaned back against the wall. It seemed to Howard as if the spirit of tragedy had entered this house. Music had always been William's unconscious expression of his unsatisfied desires. He was never melancholy except when he played. Then his eyes grew sombre, his drooping face full of shadows. He played on slowly, softly, wailing Scotch tunes and mournful Irish love songs. He seemed to find in these melodies, and espe- cially in a wild, sweet, low-keyed negro song, some expression for his indefinable inner melancholy. ) "Tie played on, forgetful of everybody, his long beard sweeping the violin, his toil-worn hands marvellously obedient to his will. At last he stopped, looked up with a faint, apologetic smile, and said with a sigh : "Well, folkses, time to go home." 78 Main-Travelled Roads The going was quiet. Not much laughing. Howard stood at the door and said good-night to them all, his heart very tender. "Come and see us," they said. "I will," he replied cordially. "I'll try and get around to see everybody, and talk over old times, before I go back." After the wagons had driven out of the yard, Howard turned and put his arm about his mother's neck. "Tired?" "A little." "Well, now good night. I'm going for a little stroll." His brain was too active to sleep. He kissed his mother good- night, and went out into the road, his hat in his hand, the cool moist wind on his hair. It was very dark, the stars being partly hidden by a thin vapor. On each side the hills rose, every line familiar as the face of an old friend. A whippoorwill called occasionally from the hillside, and the spasmodic jangle of a bell now and then told of some cow's battle with the mosquitoes. As he walked, he pondered upon the tragedy he had rediscov- ered in these people's lives. Out here under the inexorable spaces of the sky, a deep distaste of his own life took possession of him. He ,'felt like giving it all up. He thought of the infinite tragedy of these lives which the world loves to call peaceful and pastoral. His mind went out in the aim to help them. What could he do to make \ life better worth living? Nothing. \ They must live and die practically as he saw them to-night. \^nd yet he knew this was a mood, and that in a few hours the love and the habit of life would come back upon him and upon them ; that he would go back to the city in a few days ; that these people would live on and make the best of it. "/'// make the best of it," he said at last, and his thought came back to his mother and Grant. IV The next day was a rainy day; not a shower, but a steady rain ■ — an unusual thing in midsummer in the West. A cold, dismal day up the Coolly 79 in the fireless, colorless farmhouses. It came to Howard in that peculiar reaction which surely comes during a visit of this character, when thought is a weariness, when the visitor longs for his own familiar walls and pictures and books, and longs to meet his friends, feeling at the same time the tragedy of life which makes friends nearer and more congenial than blood-relations. Howard ate his breakfast alone, save Baby and Laura its mother going about the room. Baby and mother alike insisted on feeding him to death. Already dyspeptic pangs were setting in. "Now ain't there something more I can " "Good heavens! No!" he cried in dismay. "I'm likely to die of dyspepsia now. This honey and milk, and these delicious hot bis- cuits " "I'm afraid it ain't much like the breakfasts you have in the city." "Well, no, it ain't," he confessed. "But this is the kind a man needs when he lives in the open air." She sat down opposite him, with her elbows on the table, her chin in her palm, her eyes full of shadows. "I'd like to go to a city once. I never saw a town bigger'n La Crosse. I've never seen a play, but I've read of 'em in the maga- zines. It must be wonderful ; they say they have wharves and real ships coming up to the wharf, and people getting off and on. How do they do it?" "Oh, that's too long a story to tell. It's a lot of machinery and paint and canvas. If I told you how it was done, you wouldn't enjoy it so well when you come on and see it." "Do you ever expect to see me in New York?" "Why, yes. Why not ? I expect Grant to come on and bring you all some day, especially Tonikins here. Tonikins, you hear, sir? I expect you to come on you' forf birfday, sure." He tried thus to stop the woman's gloomy confidence. "I hate farm-life," she went on with a bitter inflection. "It's nothing but fret, fret, and work the whole time, never going any place, never seeing anybody but a lot of neighbors just as big fools as you are. I spend my time fighting flies and washing dishes and churning. I'm sick of it all." 8o Main-Travelled Roads Howard was silent. What could he say to such an indictment? The ceiling swarmed with flies which the cold rain had driven to seek the warmth of the kitchen. The gray rain was falling with a dreary sound outside, and down the kitchen stove-pipe an occa- sional drop fell on the stove with a hissing, angry sound. The young wife went on with a deeper note : "I lived in La Crosse two years, going to school, and I know a little something of what city life is. If I was a man, I bet I wouldn't wear my life out on a farm, as Grant does. I'd get away and I'd do something. I wouldn't care what, but I'd get away." There was a certain volcanic energy back of all the woman said, that made Howard feel she would make the attempt. She did not I know that the struggle for a place to stand on this planet was eat- '. ing the heart and soul out of men and women in the city, just as in ithe country. But he could say nothing. If he had said in conven- 'tional phrase, sitting there in his soft clothing, "We must make the best of it all," the woman could justly have thrown the dish-cloth in his face. He could say nothing. "I was a fool for ever marrying," she went on, while the baby pushed a chair across the room. "I made a decent living teaching, I was free to come and go, my money was my own. Now I'm tied right down to a churn or a dish-pan, I never have a cent of my own. He's growlin' 'round half the time, and there's no chance of his ever being different." She stopped with a bitter sob in her throat. She forgot she was talking to her husband's brother. She was conscious only of his sympathy. As if a great black cloud had settled down upon him, Howard felt it all — the horror, hopelessness, imminent tragedy of it all. r The glory of nature, the bounty and splendor of the sky, only made it the more benumbing. He thought of a sentence Millet once wrote : "4 "I see very well the aureole of the dandelions, and the sun also, j far down there behind the hills, flinging his glory upon the clouds. I But not alone that — I see in the plains the smoke of the tired horses at the plough, or, on a stony-hearted spot of ground, a back-broken Up the Coolly 8i man trying to raise himself upright for a moment to breathe. The tragedy is surrounded by glories — that is no invention of mine." Howard arose abruptly and went back to his little bedroom, where he walked up and down the floor till he was calm enough to write, and then he sat down and poured it all out to "Dearest Margaret," and his first sentence was this: "If it were not for you (just to let you know the mood I'm in) — if it were not for you, and I had the world in my hands, I'd crush it like a pufE-ball ; evil so predominates, suffering is so universal and persistent, happiness so fleeting and so infrequent." He wrote on for two hours, and by the time he had sealed and directed several letters he felt calmer, but still terribly depressed. The rain was still falling, sweeping down from the half-seen hills, wreathing the wooded peaks with a gray garment of mist, and filling the valley with a whitish cloud. It fell around the house drearily. It ran down into the tubs placed to catch it, dripped from the mossy pump, and drummed on the upturned milk-pails, and upon the brown and yellow bee- hives under the maple trees. The chickens seemed depressed, but the irrepressible bluejay screamed amid it all, with the same in- solent spirit, his plumage untarnished by the wet. The barnyard showed a horrible mixture of mud and mire, through which How- ard caught glimpses of the men, slumping to and fro without more additional protection than a ragged coat and a shapeless felt hat. In the sitting room where his mother sat sewing there was not an ornament, save the etching he had brought. The clock stood on a small shelf, its dial so much defaced that one could not tell the time of day; and when it struck, it was with noticeably dispropor- tionate deliberation, as if it wished to correct any mistake into which the family might have fallen by reason of its illegible dial. The paper on the walls showed the first concession of the Puri- ^' tans to the Spirit of Beauty, and was made up of a heterogeneous/-^ mixture of flowers of unheard-of-shapes and colors, arranged in four different ways along the wall. There were no books, no music, and only a few newspapers in sight — a bare, blank, cold, drab- 82 Main-Travelled Roads colored shelter from the rain, not a home. Nothing cosy, nothing heart-warming; a grim and horrible shed. "What are they doing? It can't be they're at work such a day as this," Howard said, standing at the window. "They find plenty to do, even on rainy days," answered his mother. "Grant always has some job to set the men at. It's the only way to live." "I'll go out and see them." He turned suddenly. "Mother, why should Grant treat me so? Have I deserved it?" Mrs. McLane sighed in pathetic hopelessness. "I don't know, Howard. I'm worried about Grant. He gets more an' more down- hearted an' gloomy every day. Seems if he'd go crazy. He don't care how he looks any more, won't dress up on Sunday. Days an' days he'll go aroun' not sayin' a word. I was in hopes you could help him, Howard." "My coming seems to have had an opposite effect. He hasn't spoken a word to me, except when he had to, since I came. Mother, what do you say to going home with me to New York?" "Oh, I couldn't do that!" she cried in terror. "I couldn't live in a big city — never!" "There speaks the truly rural mind," smiled Howard at his mother, who was looking up at him through her glasses with a pathetic forlornness which sobered him again. "Why, mother, you could live in Orange, New Jersey, or out in Connecticut, and be just as lonesome as you are here. You wouldn't need to live in the city. I could see you then every day or two." "Well, I couldn't leave Grant an' the baby, anyway," she re- plied, not realizing how one could live in New Jersey and do busi- ness daily in New York. "Well, then, how would you like to go back into the old house?" The patient hands fell to the lap, the dim eyes fixed in searching glance on his face. There was a wistful cry in the voice. "Oh, Howard ! Do you mean " He came and sat down by her, and put his arm about her and hugged her hard. "I mean, you dear, good, patient, work-weary old mother, I'm going to buy back the old farm and put you in it." Up the Coolly 83 There was no refuge for her now except in tears, and she put up her thin, trembling old hands about his neck, and cried in that easy, placid, restful way age has. Howard could not speak. His throat ached with remorse and pity. He saw his forgetfulness of them all once more without re- lief, — the black thing it was ! "There, there, mother, don't cry!" he said, torn with anguish by her tears. Measured by man's tearlessness, her weeping seemed terrible to him. "I didn't realize how things were going here. It was all my fault — or, at least, most of it. Grant's letter didn't reach me. I thought you were still on the old farm. But no matter ; it's all over now. Come, don't cry any more, mother dear. I'm going to take care of you now." It had been years since the poor, lonely woman had felt such warmth of love. Her sons had been like her husband, chary of ex- pressing their affection; and like most Puritan families, there was little of caressing among them. Sitting there with the rain on the roof and driving through the trees, they planned getting back into the old house. Howard's plan seemed to her full of splendor and audacity. She began to understand his power and wealth now, as he put it into concrete form before her. "I wish I cuuld eat Thanksgiving dinner there with you," he said at last, "but it can't be thought of. However, I'll have you all in there before I go home. I'm going out now and tell Grant. Now don't worry any more; I'm going to fix it all up with him, sure." He gave her a parting hug. Laura advised him not to attempt to get to the barn; but as he persisted in going, she hunted up an old rubber coat for him. "You'll mire down and spoil your shoes," she said, glancing at his neat calf gaiters. "Darn the difference!" he laughed in his old way. "Besides, I've got rubbers." "Better go round by the fence," she advised, as he stepped out into the pouring rain. How wretchedly familiar it all was! The miry cowyard, with the hollow trampled out around the horse-trough, the disconsolate 84 Main-Travelled Roads hens standing under the wagons and sheds, a pig wallowing across its sty, and for atmosphere the desolate, falling rain. It was so familiar he felt a pang of the old rebellious despair which seized him on such days in his boyhood. Catching up courage, he stepped out on the grass, opened the gate and entered the barn-yard. A narrow ribbon of turf ran around the fence, on which he could walk by clinging with one hand to the rough boards. In this way he slowly made his way around the periphery, and came at last to the open barn-door with- out much harm. It was a desolate interior. In the open floor-way Grant, seated upon a half-bushel, was mending a harness. The old man was hold- ing the trace in his hard brown hands ; the boy was lying on a wisp of hay. It was a small barn, and poor at that. There was a bad smell, as of dead rats, about it, and the rain fell through the shin- gles here and there. To the right, and below, the horses stood, looking up with their calm and beautiful eyes, in which the whole scene was idealized. Grant looked up an instant, and then went on with his work. "Did yeh wade through?" grinned Lewis, exposing his broken teeth. "No, I kinder circumambiated the pond." He sat down on the little tool-box near Grant. "Your barn is a good deal like that in The Arkansaw Traveller.' Needs a new roof. Grant." His voice had a pleasant sound, full of the tenderness of the scene through which he had just been. "In fact, you need a new barn." "I need a good many things, more'n I'll ever get," Grant replied shortly. "How long did you say you'd been on this farm?" "Three years this fall." "I don't s'pose you've been able to think of buying — Now hold on. Grant," he cried, as Grant threw his head back. "For God's sake, don't get mad again! Wait till you see what I'm driving at." "I don't see what you're drivin' at, and I don't care. All I want you to do is to let us alone. That ought to be easy enough for you." "I tell you, I didn't get your letter. I didn't know you'd lost the Up the Coolly 85 old farm." Howard was determined not to quarrel, "I didn't sup- pose " "You might 'a' come to see." "Well, I'll admit that. All I can say in excuse is that since I got to managing plays I've kept looking ahead to making a big hit and getting a barrel of money — ^just as the old miners used to hope and watch. Besides, you don't understand how much pressure there is on me. A hundred different people pulling and hauling to have me go here or go there, or do this or do that. When it isn't yachting, it's canoeing, or " He stopped. His heart gave a painful throb, and a shiver ran through him. Again he saw his life, so rich, so bright, so free, set over against the routine life in the little low kitchen, the barren sitting room, and this still more horrible barn. Why should his brother sit there in wet and grimy clothing, mending a broken trace, while he enjoyed all the light and civilization of the age? He looked at Grant's fine figure, his great, strong face; recalled his deep, stern, masterful voice. "Am I so much superior to him? Have not circumstances made me and destroyed him ?" "Grant, for God's sake, don't sit there like that! I'll admit I've been negligent and careless. I can't understand it all myself. But let me do something for you now. I've sent to New York for five thousand dollars. I've got terms on the old farm. Let me see you all back there once more before I return." "I don't want any of your charity." "It ain't charity. It's only justice to you." He rose. "Come, now, let's get at an understanding. Grant. I can't go on this way. I can't go back to New York and leave you here like this." Grant rose too. "I tell you, I don't ask your help. You can't fix this thing up with money. If you've got more brains'n I have, why, it's all right. I ain't got any right to take anything that I don't earn." "But you don't get what you do earn. It ain't your fault. I begin \o see it now. Being the oldest, I had the best chance. I was going to town to school while you were ploughing and husking corn. Of course I thought you'd be going soon yourself. I had three years 86 Main-Travelled Roads the start of you. If you'd been in my place, you might have met a man like Cook, you might have gone to New York and have been where I am." "Well, it can't be helped now. So drop it." '""But it must be helped !" Howard said, pacing about, his hands in his coat-pockets. Grant had stopped work, and was gloomily looking out of the door at a pig nosing in the mud for stray grains of wheat at the granary door. The old man and the boy quietly withdrew. "Good God! I see it all now," Howard burst out in an im- passioned tone. "I went ahead with my education, got my start in life, then father died, and you took up his burdens. Circumstances made me and crushed you. That's all there is about that. Luck made me and cheated you. It ain't right." His voice faltered. Both men were now oblivious of their com- panions and of the scene. Both were thinking of the days when they both planned great things in the way of education, two am- bitious, dreamful boys. "I used to think of you, Grant, when I pulled out Monday morning in my best suit — cost fifteen dollars in those days." He smiled a little at the recollection. "While you in overalls and an old 'wammus' were going out into the field to plough, or husk corn in the mud. It made me feel uneasy, but, as I said, I kept saying to myself, 'His turn'll come in a year or two.' But it didn't." His voice choked. He walked to the door, stood s moment, came back. His eyes were full of tears. "I tell you, old man, many a time in my boarding-house down to the city, when I thought of the jolly times I was having, my heart hurt me. But I said, 'It's no use to cry. Better go on and do the best you can, and then help them afterward. There'll only be one more miserable member of the family if you stay at home.' Besides, it seemed right to me to have first chance. But I never thought you'd be shut off, Grant. If I had, I never would have gone on. Come, old man, I want you to believe that." His voice was very tender now and almost humble. "I don't know as I blame you for that. How.," said Grant, Up the Coolly 87 slowly. It was the first time he had called Howard by his boyish nickname. His voice was softer, too, and higher in key. But he looked steadily away. "I went to New York. People liked my work. I was very success- ful. Grant; more successful than you realize. I could have helped you at any time. There's no use lying about it. And I ought to have done it; but some way — it's no excuse, I don't mean it for an excuse, only an explanation — some way I got in with the boys. I don't mean I was a drinker and all that. But I bought pictures and kept a horse and a yacht, and of course I had to pay my share of all expeditions, and — oh, what's the use!" He broke off, turned, and threw his open palms out toward his brother, as if throwing aside the last attempt at an excuse. "I did neglect you, and it's a damned shame! and I ask your forgiveness. Come, old man !" He held out his hand, and Grant slowly approached and took it. There was a little silence. Then Howard went on, his voice trembling, the tears on his face. "I want you to let me help you, old man. That's the way to for- give me. Will you?" "Yes, if you can help me." Howard squeezed his hand. "That's all right, old man. Now you make me a boy again. Course I can help you. I've got ten " "^ "I don't mean that, How." Grant's voice was very grave. "Money can't give me a chance now." "What do you mean?" "I mean life ain't worth very much to me. I'm too old to take a new start. I'm a dead failure. I've come to the conclusion that life's a failure for ninety-nine per cent of us. You can't help me now. It's too late!" \