Cornell University Library PR 5527.13 1899 Images of good and evil 3 1924 013 557 115 The original of tliis book is in tine Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://www.archive.org/details/cu31 92401 35571 1 5 IMAGES OF GOOD AND EVIL IMAGES OF GOOD AND EVIL BY ARTHUR SYMONS LONDON WILLIAM HEINEMANN 1899 T |\.\«t.iV5o\ All rights^ including translation, reserved CONTENTS The Dance of the Seven Sins : p. i. The Lover of the Queen of Sheba : p. 30. The Dance of the Daughters of Herodias : p. 42. The Chimaera : p. 49. The Old Women : p. 57. The Unloved : p. 60. The Beggars : p. 63. The Two Blind Men : p. 66. Divisions on a Ground : p. 68. From Stdphane Mallarm6 : i. H^rodiade : p. 76. ii. Sigh : p. 80. iii. Sea-Wind : 81. Souls in the Balance : i. To Our Lady of the Seven Sorrows : p. 83. ii. Stella Maligna : p. 87. iii. The Pale Woman : p. 90. v iv. Mater Lilium : p. 91. V. The Dogs : p. 93. vi. Sponsa Dei : p. 96. vii. Rosa Flammea : p. 99, viii. Laus Virginitatis : p. 102. ix. The Rapture : p. 105. X. To a Gitana Dancing : p. 107. From the "Antigone" of Sophocles : p. no. On an Air of Rameau : p. 1 13. Airs for the Lute : p. 114. Modern Beauty: p. 118. From San Juan de la Cruz : i. The Obscure Night of the Soul : p. I20. ii. O Flame of Living Love : p. 123. From Santa Teresa : Four Songs : p. 125. Laus Mortis : p. 130. To Night: p. 133. Montserrat : p. 134. At Tarragona : p, 135. At Toledo : p. 137. Old Age : p. 139. Opals: p. 140. Rubies : p. 141. Degrees of Love : p. 142. VI The Price : p. 143. An Ending : p. 144. In Ireland : i. On Inishmaan : p. 145. ii. By the Pool at the Third Rosses : p. 146. iii. By Lough-na-Gar (Rain) : p. 148. iv. By Lough-na-Gar (Green Light) : p. 149. V. In the Wood of Finvara : p. 150. Spain : p. 151. Venetian Night: p. 153. Dreams in Rome : p. 155. Palm Sunday (Naples) : p. 156. The Coming of Spring (Madrid) : p, 157. September Idyl (Cham6ane) : p. 159. Haschisch : p. 161. Parsifal : p. 162. From "La Vida es Sueno" of Calderon : p. 163. The Last Memory : p, 165. Toys : p. 167. Perfect Grief: p. 168. The Dream : p. 169. Weariness : p. 1 70. Wind on the Sea : p* 172. A Tune: p. 173. The One Face: p. 174. The Last Pity : p. 176. Wanderer's Song : p. 178. Epilogue : p. 180. vui THE DANCE OF THE SEVEN SINS The Body y^ALL in the dancers. The Soul All is vain. We live, and living is the pain We die of wrhile we live. The earth Was made in some celestial mirth, Not for our pleasure. I, who seem To have some memory of a dream, I know not when, I know not where, Dream not, remember, and despair. The Body Dream always, and remember not. I, if I dreamed, have yet forgot Even the sleep. This hour I hold, A sand-glass dropping sands of gold. Call in the dancers, for they give Bonds to the moment fugitive, Wings to the moment slow to pass ; I shake the hours in the hour-glass. Bid the hours dance with you to-night, My dancers, spirits of delight ! Lust I give to man, who is the dust, Life, and his breath : he calls me Lust. I am Love's elder ; Love was born To be the world's delight and scorn. That man might veil, his sight being dim. My own infinity in him. Yet without me, that swiftly move In all things, the indwelling love Were as a song without a voice j By me the utmost heavens rejoice At the achievement, in pure fire. Of their own uttermost desire. I am in man that flame of flames He names by God's most sacred names. Being creation, and from thence A sleepless, vast omnipotence, And an eternal fatherhood. Without me nothing is seen good. Nothing seen great, nor is there gained The hope of aught to be attained, Nor that fine, fiery speed of thought By which the ends of the world are brought Together in a wish. I give More than life holds to all who live, Being that desire which grants men strength To endure with joy the utmost length Of an intolerable way. Night follows night, day follows day, And, if I lead, hope flies with me Across the white hills of the sea, Across the wavering green lands. I hold within my subtle hands The promise of all worlds ; there come To conquest and to martyrdom At my indifferent, swift feet All lovers, who astonished meet : The pale saint, famishing for God, The pallid virgin who has trod The way not of virginity Unto some alien ecstasy ; A shepherd with his shepherdess ; Kings, who have loved the purple less Than some grey rags about the hem Of a beggar-maid that passed by them j 3 "Tortured and torturer, the smile ' Still gasping in their lips the while Their fingers quiver ; and the proud Lover whom love's hard bond allowed Not even the release of speech. I, to all these, am all in each, Though most deny me, few receive The half of all I have to give. -Aspire unto my Calvary ; Few are there that have come thereby. These are my saints, my own, my sons, ■Chosen among my chosen ones To be my priests serving the fire Which on mine altars is desire Of the impossible, the breath Of a seven times renascent deuth Of those delights ineiFable, Which, beyond utmost heaven, are hell. "Come near : these things are mysteries : Come near, who with the spirit's eyes Dare to behold, and can refine ^our senses to that crystalline Ardour of the pure fire of love. Where, beyond hell enjoyed, above 4 Heaven's ample, utmost lack forgiven, Heaven over heaven, there is yet heaven.. It was the lust of God, fulfilled With joys enjoyed, that bade him build The wanton palace of the earth. And of that memorable mirth Which shook the stars upon that day Some broken echoes drift our way In any laughter of the grape. How can Infinity escape The horror of infinity, If not by lust that there shall be Some new, untried, most finite thing Enjoyed without remembering That all things else, being enjoyed. Have perfectly filled full that void Which is infinity possessed ? So, for those seven days, God had rest,„ In that seven times delightful toil. Creation, from the serpent's coil Of his own wisdom binding him. Have I not been God's seraphim ? Sloth These garlands tire me : I am Sloth. See, in my hair these roses, both The bracelets heavy on my wrists, The languor of these amethysts Chained to my ears with chains of gold, The Tyrian webs whose downy fold Droops on my bosom like dull sleep. Let me but slumber : for I keep The keys of that unwavering realm Whose gates not Time shall overwhelm, Whose shadowy temples no God may. Though younger born, behold decay. Come near, O sons of men, come near. Come without hope, come without fear, I am that happiness you dread ; Within the curtains of my bed A twilight moves with happy sighs. And dreams shall cover your closed eyes Softer than darkness ; plumy wings Swifter than thoughts of hapless things. And fragrant with the breath of peace. Come, let these subtle hands release Your foreheads tightened with the cords e Of wrinkled wisdom ; O grey lords Of Time's inherited disgrace, Come, make this heart your dwelling-place. My lips are warm, because I drowse All day within a pleasant house ; Wandering odours come and go, They are the souls of flowers that grow Too faint with ecstasy to live ; And sounds more frail and fugitive Than rose-leaf dropping rainy tears On rose-leaf, fill with delicate fears The silence listening round my feet. To me this moment is more sweet Than any moment I have tired My soul with having once desired, Or any moment yet to be. Delight being infinity. I have no will to be more wise, To be more comely in men's eyes. To be more loved of one who may Love more than he who loves to-day. Or to love more than now I love. I cross my folded arms above A heart that in remembering 7 Remembers no unquiet thing ; A heart fulfilled with the intense Acceptance of that indolence Which God the seventh day understood, Proclainijng all things very good. Love me, and I am satisfied To be the soul's delighted bride. To all love's ardours virginal. Love me, or love me not at all. And I am well content at heart To sleep in some soft place apart, Lonely as in a garden-close Slumbers the solitary rose. I am the wine within the cup. Body and soul have I drained up, Unbounded, unconsumed, and void. Myself within myself enjoyed. Being myself that loneliness Which is the pain of beauty, less Than beauty's vast, presumptuous mirth Shaken like a flag above the earth. Avarice I hoard the moments love lets slip, The dregs that any feaster's lip Rejects within the cup of life, The shadows of the fleeting strife Of colours, and the echoing Of every half-unuttered thing ; The faint dust shaken from the feet Of Joy's forerunners in the street, The knowledge dropt, some heedless day, By Wisdom passing on her way. The vows that lovers in a kiss Have perjured : I am Avarice. Always I walk with downcast eyes. Lest, looking at the empty skies. Wherein no treasure may be found, I pass some poor thing on the ground. My robes are ample, fold on fold. That I may gather in, and hold, And let not one escape from me, All treasures of earth's treasury. Also I walk with lingering pace. Since, when mine eyes behold the grace And glory whereof earth is full, 9 And how the world is beautiful, Infinitely, and everywhere, Then my desire is as the air £mbracing all things that exist. All kisses that all lips have kissed JVly lips are covetous that none Escape them ; fondly, one by one, My heart remembers every word Of love that ever lover heard. And hearkening I shall hoard away All words that lovers shall yet say, 5aying to myself: All these are mine. -Gold too I love : two things divine Among all delicate things I hold, •Gold even as love, love even as gold. Neither of them the fairer thing. JBut always, in my bargaining, I would fain buy, and never sell. It irks me, howsoever well I bargain, to make bargain of A pale and timid word of love JFor any jewel of pure gold j The little timid word may hold j[Who knows ? ) in its infinity The small dust that may haply be Dust of imperishable earth. I think, within the whole world's girth, There is no beauty I can pass, For anything that ever was May yet be mine : but for that thought All beauty were to me as nought. I love to follow, stride for stride, The footsteps of my sister Pride, For Pride with both hands flings away Unhandled treasures. On her way I follow Anger also : she With one hand scatters heedlessly The gifts that all her lovers give, But spoilt and broken. I shall live To old age, for my both hands cling To Life for all her hurrying. Only one thing on earth I dread. The grave ; for in that narrow bed But little treasure-room afford The gaps 'twixt board and coffin-board. I shall go down into that pit Despoiled, for at the door of it, Life, standing up against the sun. Shall take my treasures one by one, Leaving me only, for my part, A little love within my heart, A little wisdom in my brain : The worms of these shall have their gain ; When these have had their gain of me Where then shall all my treasures be ? Gluttony My robes were coloured in the lees Of those first Roman vintages That crushed the whole world's glory up Into one Imperial cup, The later heavens with dew empearled. I drink the glory of the world, As an ox drains a small pool dry : So passes the world's glory by. And as an ox makes haste to eat The meadow-grass beneath his feet, I eat the glory that may pass With the world's life and death of grass. All flesh is grass : shall I assuage My hunger with the pasturage Of all earth's valleys, or my thirst With every rock-born stream that burst Each cloud-barred, starry mountain-gate ? Surely the valleys shall not sate My hunger, nor the rainy hills The thirst that like the salt sea fills My longing to its hollow shore. I thirst immortally for more Than mortal fruits ; if I could take The world as a ripe fruit, and slake All thirsts at once, have I not dreamed Of other, unknown fruits that seemed More delicate than this gross fruit Whereof the graveyards know the root ? O fruit of dreams, my teeth have met, Only in dreams, in your red, wet, Martyred, and ever bleeding heart ! When shall I find you, and what part Of your bewildering ecstasy Possess ? and what, possessing me, Shall wholly from my sight remove The intolerable fruit of love ? This is the fruit that God, in wrath. Planted upon a garden-path Where man and woman walked in peace ; 13 And of this fruit the sad increase Shall end not till the whole world end ; For with the apple did God send The hot desire of it, and then The cold rejection, and again Search, and entreaty, and despair ; This apple hovers in the air Before the lips oi all that live ; I have desired it, and would give Desire of every earthly wine That has, in any hour, been mine. For this that hAs and has not been. Often the apple will be green. Often it will be yellowing Unto a late, sad, rotten thing ; And always, as it was before, It will be bitter at the core. And bitter in the skin. Yet, taste This fruit of Eden in the waste Of a spoilt world that but for it Would have been wholly exquisite. O priceless and forbidden joy, That is the loved and loathed alloy In every cup of earth can those 14 Enchanted fruits of dream compose A subtler flavour even in dreams ? Grapes of an ecstasy virhich seems The ecstasy that souls may have In some wild heaven beyond the grave» Is yours a subtler wine than this Of earth's poor vineyard, wine that is So sweet to taste, so good to give The intoxicating lust to live. And, its so brief desire being had. Leaves the delighted flesh so sad ? Anger My robes are red with blood ; my name Is Anger. The delicious flame Which burns within me shall not die Till the last lover has put by The last kiss ; for it is the fire Of love, which with extreme desire Burns out the heart that love has lit With the extreme desire of it. I love so ardently, I know Not love from hate, not joy from woe. I, when I love, am wroth awhile 15 With love's delight, if that can smile, With love's desire, that can abate, With this most pure and passionate Moment of moments, if that last Less than to measure all the past And all the future. I am sad Only for this, that I have had No other hatred so intense In justice and magnificence As that self-hatred vi^hich I press Against my own unvt^orthiness. Could I so dear a hatred prove. That rapture would out-rapture love. I walk on many a steep path. Yet without weariness ; my wrath, That strives against all mortal strife, Is as a well-spring of new life. I sharpen in the lover's heart Desire, and when the pointed dart Has flown, and quivers, turn afresh The barb in the delighted flesh : The flesh cries out and thanks me. I In hearts am also jealousy. Which is love's anger against love i6 For love's sake. It is I who move The hearts of men that they refuse Sought gifts, and women, that they choose What they desire not. Love becomes, Without me, as a rich man's crumbs Unto a poor man ; Love with me Is the rich man's satiety Of his spread feast. I am in these Mother of madness, the disease That proud men die of ; and in those Mother of wisdom. There arose Many, by me, that have gone far. And, for a perilous pilgrim star. Have left their hamlets in the vale, And have found kingdoms. Mine the tale Of those who, having overturned Kingdoms, and unto ruins burned Strong cities, have sat down thereon. Forgetting to lay stone on stone That they might build, and wall about, Mightier cities. I cry out, In glory, on the topmost towers Of the world, exulting that the hours Of the world are numbered ; and my voice 17 B Is louder than the confluent noise Of the four winds that hurry forth From South and East and West and North. Come hither, all that are the slaves Of any bondage : of the graves Wherein the dead bury their dead, Or of youth's bubbling fountain-head ; Come hither, bondslaves of content, You, bondslaves of that indolent Languor of love too satisfied ; Drink of the spirit of my pride, And I will free you of your chains, Yea, I will light within your ,veins An inextinguishable fire Which shall consume even that desire Of bondage. Who shall set me free. Lastly, of mine own slavery .? Pride I wear the purple : I am Pride. By me Love sits at God's right side. Equal with God ; by me Love comes Unto the many martyrdoms Of fierce and unforgiven desire. i8 My spirit in Satan was that fire Which lit the flaming brand he hurled Into the darkness of the world, Where men groped dimly after God j By me the beggar in the road, Loving and being loved again. Laughs in his rags against the rain. Crying : Is it a little thing To be the equal of a king ; Can I have more than all I want ? I teach the little reed to vaunt Its rippling, twilit, secret voice. The wind's breath and the water's noise^ Against the oak's great voice that forms The eternal battle-cry of storms. I teach the oak, being great and old, To scorn, and as a moth's flight hold. The wandering kingdoms of the clouds. I hide from kings' eyes their own shroudsy Whispering : Though the beggar die. Kings have their immortality ! I teach the dreamer to despise Thrones for their brief mortalities. I am that voice which is the faint, 19 Pirst, far-ofF sin within the saint, When of his humbleness he first Takes thought ; and I become that thirst Which makes him drunken with his own Humbleness, and so casts him down _From the last painful stair that waits His triumphing feet at heaven's gates. 1 am the only tempter heard By Chastity ; I speak the word Which in her confident heart she hears, A whisper in her guarded ears : For others let temptation be Temptation, not for Chastity ! By me all lovers make their boast, Contemning the eternal host Of glories that have filled the earth Since the first conqueror had birth, And that eternity of peace W^hich the assembled heavens release To angels that have conquered it. Beside the one brief infinite Moment of earth and heaven's eclipse When in that silence they join lips, Closing their eyes. I too have sought, 20 In other's eyes, some grace unthought. Only to see, as in a glass. Mine own unchanging image pass ; I have seen no one yet more fair, Greater or subtler anywhere, Than I am. When I love, being Pride^ I raise my lover to my side. And I have never loved in vain. Who loves me never loves again. Nor have I, being Pride, forgot A lover. Praise delights me not. Nor mine own mirror : I am I. To know me is to satisfy Knowledge ; to love me is to know Wisdom. Far ofF, dreams come and go ^ But I, that seek upon the earth Nothing that had not mortal birth, That bow not, on the ways of sin. To aught I have not found within. Dream never : we must kneel to dreams_ These are, if that be true which seems To have been written on their wings. The messengers of foreign kings. Lying I speak all tongues ; also I speak The learning all the ages seek, Some capture, and all leave behind ; But I have cast out of my mind Wisdom, and out of my heart love. J lust not, nor sloth-heavy move, Not covetous, no wine-bibber. Nor is my tongue hasty to stir. Nor mine eyes proud ; but I am wise As the snake's tongue, the woman's eyes. -All men believe me ; me alone All men believe ; to each his own Desire I speak, in his own way. To him who loves but love, I say : I love you ; to the vain : In truth, I find you beautiful, O youth; And to the timid : You are strong. Behold these jewels, how the long Slow silken raiment folds and drifts : 'These gems, this raiment, are the gifts Of all my lovers and my friends. When at God's feet the sinner bends, .laying, I repent ; 1 am his thought, His speech, although he knows it not. And when at the beloved's feet The lover sighs : I love you, sweet, I never loved, not ever may. Love any one but you ; I say. Word before word, each word for both. When Lust says : I am life ; when Sloth : I am content ; when Avarice : I seek where any beauty is ; When Gluttony : My mortal thirst Upon immortal fruit was nursed ; When Anger : I refine like fire ; When Pride : No praise do I desire ; 'Tis I who speak in each, 'tis I Through whom these lordly voices lie, Since (lest man know me and condemn) I speak my will to him through them. Who is there that shall say for me That all things are but vanity ? The Body I am the bondslave of these slaves. 23 The Sins O tyrant of the many graves, It is to you that we are bound ! For you, for you, all we have found New service, bondage ever new ; We have brought all our gifts to you. We have made pleasure of our pains, And you have laid these many chains Upon our hands, our feet, our souls. But for this bondage that controls Our will with that omnipotence Which not our spirits, though intense In their own ardour, can revoke. We had been free ; and as sweet smoke Had not our liberal glories gone Up to the borders of God's throne. Pure as the savour of his breath. But for you. Body of our death ? The Soul Why do you crucify me afresh ? 24 The Sins O tyrant, sorer than the flesh, Whose tyranny outlives the morn Of resurrection, we have borne From you a heavier slavery, From you, by whom we might be free ! You gave us spiritual eyes That we might sin, and oe more wise In sinning ; thought, that we might find A subtler craft within the mind ; Wings, that we might be strong to bear Our burdens through the accomplice air, Not tiring of them ; sense of good. That virtue, being understood. Might be our yoke-fellow ; the sight Of beauty, that at last we might, For you, O Soul, bring both within Your domination, to be sin ! The Body Dancers, I tire of you. I tire Of all desire save one desire : That I were free of you. My brows Are weary of this golden house, 25 My brain is weary of your feet, That loiter where they once were fleet, Yet cease not. Cease ! for I behold No beauty, as I did of old, In any of your posturing : You are as some forgotten thing. And yet I saw you long ago As those brave joys that come and go In youth's rebellion of delight Against old custom ; in my sight You were the spirits made perfect of Virtues that sinned from love of love ; Immortal was each countenance, Your dance was as the starry dance Of the seven planets. Now I see A wheel turn on an axle-tree, A beggar's cloak that the wind shook ; Your painted faces are a book Scrawled by the fingers of a child ; How is it I was so beguiled. What was it that I loved you for, false ones, whom I now abhor Even as I did adore you once ? 1 would I could put back the sun's 26 Dark hand upon the dial ! Alas, It is too late, and I must pass The interval, until all ends, With you, whom I have chosen for friends. Chosen for my friends I knovf not how. Would that the dance were over now ! The Soul Dancers, I tire of you, I tire Of all desire save one desire : That I were free of you. Mine eyes Are heavy with the mockeries Of your eternal vanity ; Your motions know not melody, As your souls know not. You advance As waves do, and your tangled dance Scatters as leaves blown down the wind. I find no grace in you, I find Vanity, your illusions vain ; And though I have thus long been fain To endure you for the Body's sake. And seeking from myself to make Some moment's folly of escape, Yet have I seen each soft-veiled shape 27 In its ungirded nakedness, Each painted face a white distress Under the smile ; astray, the beat Of hurrying and unanswering feet. And that you know not why you go Your wandering ways : but who shall know Save one that silent in the wings Stands, and beholds your wanderings. Who set the measure that you mar ? Have I not seen you as you are Always, and have I once admired Your beauty ? I am very tired, Dancers, I am more tired than you. When shall the dance be all danced through ?' I see the lights grow dimmer ; one By one the lights go out ; the sun Will meet the darkness on its way. Is it near morning ? The Stage-Manager It is day. The Soul Would it were that last day of days \ 28 The Stage-Mamager It is. Each morning that decays To midnight ends the world a^well, For the world's day, as that farewell When, at the ultimate judgment-stroke, Heaven too shall vanish in pale smoke. 39 THE LOVER OF THE QUEEN OF SHEBA To Saronni A Youth of Sheba The Queen of Sheba The Herald King Solomon The Youth I LIVE before the Moon of Queens, I live and die before her sweet, White, secret, wise, indiiFerent feet ; And love, that is my life-blood, means No more to her than summer heat Or sudden sweetness of the flowers. O colder than the icy moon, That hides and dreams all day, to swoon At night among the starry hours When the pale night is at its noon ! She, the one whiteness of the earth. For whom the ardent valley grows A flame, an odour, and the rose. Finds in the world but wisdom worth The trouble of the soul's repose. Kings from the West, Kings from the East, Have poured out gold, incense, and myrrh 30 In tribute at the feet of her, To whom the word of sage or priest Is more than these, and lovelier Than battles reddening the plain, Or cities washed with smoking waves. Or far-ofF continents of slaves Bound captive to her anklet chain. Or conquest of uncounted graves. Kings from the East, Kings from the West, Have come and gone, and no man yet Has found the frozen amulet That seals her heart within her breast. The Herald Room for the Queen of Sheba, let The hearts and knees of all men bow ! The Queen of Sheba gazer of the stars, draw near, 1 have a tiding for thine ear, Now all things are accomplished, now The master of the world is here : Mine eyes have looked on Solomon. The Youth May the Queen prosper in all things ! The Queen of Sheba The wisdom of the King of Kings Is as his God's pavilion, Pure gold, and veiled by seraph's wings. Else were it brighter than white light : As in a tender sea I bathe In brightness, and its waves enswathe My inmost spirit with delight. The Youth Be all things even as the Queen saith ! The Queen of Sheba I have unburdened all my soul. And he has filled my soul with his ; There is none wiser than he is. His soul has opened to the whole World's wisdom, as to happiness. And wisdom blossoms like a flower That need but blossom to be fair ; And as the crown upon his hair 32 His pure magnificence of power Garlands his going everywhere. The Youth The Queen is wiser than all men ; Why should the Queen of Queens bow down To any wisdom, when the crown Of wisdom is her own, and when The soul of wisdom is her own ? The Queen of Sheba I am a child before this man, I have but played with toys, and fought With shadows, and my little thought Shrivels before him to a span. And all I am is less than nought. The Youth Madam, the Kings of all the earth Have been accounted in your eyes Even as a little dust of spice, A little fragrant moment's worth j Yet these, although they were not wise, Madam, these loved you with a love 33 c That was a shield and buckler flung About your life, a banner hung Upon the topmost towers thereof ; And these were mighty, and these young. And all had died for you, and all Had lived for you, and all had been, Being Kings, the servants of the Queen. Shall Solomon attend your call, Shall he, a slave with slaves, be seen ? The Queen of Sheba O youth that speakest these brave words, Hast thou loved any? The Youth Madam, yea. The Queen of Sheba And did thy will choose out thy way, And didst thou love for flocks and herds. And didst thou love who loved thee, say ? The Youth Madam, I loved but for love's sake. 34 The Queen of Sheba Happily ? The Youth Happily ; in vain. The Queen of Sheba Wouldst thou be free of love again ? The Youth O Queen, how^ gladly would I take Into my heart a tenfold pain ! The Queen of Sheba Thou lovest well. I would love well. The Herald Room for the King of Israel, bow Your hearts and knees before him now ; Room for the King of Israel ! The Queen of Sheba King of the Kings of earth, hail thou ! 35 King Solomon O Queen, in Sheba hast thou found Among the groves of spice and myrrh "The honeyed wisdom lovelier Upon thy moving lips than sound Of psaltery or dulcimer ? The Queen of Sheba •O King, I have given up my youth To wisdom, I have sought to find The secret influences that bind iStar unto star, the grains of truth 'Shredded in sand beneath the wind. The secret dropping in the rain. The secret hushed among the reeds And huddled in the heart of weeds ; _And I have called across the plain "Wise men whose words are more than deeds, And I have listened to their speech, JVnd talked with those Arabians "Whose memory is more than man's. And read with them the books that teach The lore of the Egyptians. ^nd I have given up for this 36 The joy of love, and all the spring. And all the garden blossoming With scents of simple happiness, And every sweet unthoughtful thing- I have given up the joys of life That I might find its secret j lo, I have attained not even to know Why, when thou comest near, the strife- That comes and goes and will not go Out of my heart is strangely stilled. O King, my wisdom unto thine Is as a shadow, and no more mine ; Thou in whom wisdom is fulfilled. Canst thou the word of life divine l KiNG Solomon O Queen, I also have inquired. And sought out wisdom patiently,. And if in all the world there be More wisdom yet to be desired. Wisdom is weariness to me. For wisdom, being attained, but sh©wss^ That all things are but shadows cast On running water, swiftly past, 37 And as the shadow of the rose That withers in the mirror glassed. What shall it profit me to have been Yesterday happy, if to-day I am sad, and where is yesterday ? What shall it profit me, O Queen, When I am dead, and laid away Under the earth, to have been wise, To have lived long and ruled with might, When all the ancient weight of night Is as a burden on mine eyes. And all the world is full of light ? There is one secret unto all : Though life be fair or life forlorn, Though men bow down to. thee or scorn, Howe'er fate fill the interval, 'Tis better not to have been born. The Oueen of Sheba O King, how then may we that live. Best use the interval that waits Between the closed and open gates ? How may we best, O King, forgive Jor this sad gift the unfriendly fates ? 38 King Solomon Queen, we may love. The Queen of Sheba As life, illusion ? Yet is not love. King Solomon Even so deep. That this enchants into its sleep Even them that know the secret of The enchanted slumber that they keep. Love only of illusions brings The present to the present hour j Wisdom and wealth and state and power Promise the future, whose slow wings. When we have reached it, do but shower A little' travelling dust on us While groping in the dust we bowj Love only is the eternal now, Being of our frailty^piteous. When thou art I, and I am thou. Time is no more ; the heavy world, As we among the lilies, we 39 Under the vine and almond tree, Wake to that slumber, might be hurled Into the void eternity, And we not know. Beloved, come Into the garden dim with spice ; Let us forget that we are wise, And wisdom, though it be the sum Of all but love, is love's disguise. Let us forget all else that is, Save this, that joy is ours to know, A moment, ere he turn and go. And that joy's moment, love, is this. The Queen of Sheba Beloved, be it even so. The Youth He who has found all wisdom out Is yet too wise to find out love ; His wisdom and the pride thereof Is as a cloud folded about The brightness of the sun above. He does not know that love is breath A man but breathes because he must ; 4? A breath, a bondage, and a trust. That know^ not time, that knows not deaths That knows not love which is but lust, Nor love which is but vain desire. He, who is wisdom, does not see It is from all eternity Man loves that love which shall not tire When heaven and earth have ceased to be. She, for his moment, loves not him, But wisdom ; let him love, not her. But love ; I, waiting lonelier Than even of old, watch out the dim And shadowy days, that without stir Into the dusk of years descend ; I wait, till heaven and earth being gone. She comes to me to be my own Until this love come to an end. Bow down to me, O Solomon ! 41 THE DANCE OF THE DAUGHTERS OF HERODIAS IS it the petals falling from the rose ? For in the silence I can hear a sound Nearer than mine own heart-beat, such a word As roses murmur, blown by a great wind. I see a pale and windy multitude Beaten about the air, as if the smoke Of incense kindled into visible life Shadowy and invisible presences j And, in the cloudy darkness, I can see The thin white feet of many women dancing, And in their hands ... I see it is the dance Of the daughters of Herodias ; each of them Carries a beautiful platter in her hand. Smiling, because she holds against her heart The secret lips and the unresting brow Some John the Baptist's head makes lament- able ; Smiling as innocently as if she carried A wet red quartered melon on a dish. For they are stupid, and they do not know That they are slaying the messenger of God. 42 Here is Salome. She is a young tree Swaying in the wind ; her arms are slender branches, And the heavy summer leafage of her hair Stirs as if rustling in a silent wind ; Her narrow feet are rooted in the ground, But, when the dim wind passes over her, Rustlingly she awakens, as if life Thrilled in her body to its finger-tips. Her little breasts arise as if a thought Beckoned, her body quivers ; and she leans Forward, as if she followed, her wide eyes Swim open, her lips seek ; and now she leans Backward, and her half-parted lips are moist. And her eyelashes mingle. The gold coins Tinkle like httle bells about her waist, Her golden anklets clash once, and are mute. The eyes of the blue-lidded turquoises. The astonished rubies, waked from dreams of fire. The emeralds coloured like the under-sea. Pale chrysoprase and flaming crysolite. The topaz twofold, twofold sardonyx. Open, from sleeping long between her breasts; 43 And those two carbuncles, which are the eyes Of the gold serpent nestling in her hair, Shoot starry fire ; the bracelets of wrought gold Mingle with bracelets of carved ivory Upon her drooping wrists. Herodias smiles. But the grey face of Herod withers up. As if it dropped to ashes ; the parched tongue Labours to moisten his still-thirsting lips ; The rings upon his wrinkled fingers strike, Ring against ring, between his knees. And she, Salome, has forgotten everything. But that the wind of dancing in her blood Exults, crying a strange, awakening song ; And Herod has forgotten everything, He has forgotten he is old and wise. He does not hear the double-handed sword Scrape on the pavement, as Herodias beckons The headsman, from behind him, to come forth. They dance, the daughters of Herodias, With their eternal, white, unfaltering feet, 44 And always, when they dance, for their delight. Always a man's head falls because of them. Yet they desire not death, they would not slay Body or soul, no, not to do them pleasure : They desire love, and the desire of, men ; And they are the eternal enemy. They know that they are weak and beautiful. And that their weakness makes them beautiful. For pity, and because man's heart is weak. To pity woman is an evil thing ; She will avenge upon you all your tears, She would not that a man should pity her. B ut to be loved by one of these beloved Is poison sweeter than the cup of sleep At midnight : death, or sorrow worse than death. Or that forgetfulness, drowning the soul, Shall heal you of it, but no other thing : For they are the eternal enemy. They do not understand that in the world There grows between the sunlight and the grass Anything save themselves desirable. It seems to them that the swift eyes of men 45 Are made but to be mirrors, not to see Far-off, disastrous, unattainable things. " For are not we," they say, " the end of all ? Why should you look beyond us ? If you look Into the night, you will find nothing there : We also have gazed often at the stars. We, we alone among all beautiful things. We only are real : for the rest are dreams. Why will you follow after wandering dreams When we await you ? And you can but dream Of us, and in our image fashion them ! " They do not know that they but speak in sleep. Speaking vain words as sleepers do ; that dreams Are fairer and more real than they are ; That all this tossing of our freighted lives Is but the restless shadow of a dream ; That the whole world, and we that walk in it. Sun, moon, and stars, and the unageing sea. And all the happy h"umble life of plants, And the unthoughtful eager life of beasts. And all our loves, and birth, and death, are all Shadows, and a rejoicing spectacle Dreamed out of utter darkness and the void By that first, last, eternal soul of things, 46 The shadow of whose brightness fashions us. That, for the day of our eternity. It may behold itself as in a mirror. Shapes on a mirror, perishable shapes, Fleeting, and without substance, or abode In a fixed place, or knowledge of ourselves. Poor, fleeting, fretful, little arrogant shapes ; Let us dream on, forgetting that we dream ! They dance, the daughters of Herodias, Everywhere in the world, and I behold Their rosy-petalled feet upon the air Falling and falling in a cadence soft As thoughts of beauty sleeping. Where they pass. The wisdom which is wiser than things known. The beauty which is fairer than things seen, Dreams which are nearer to eternity Than that most mortal tumult of the blood Which wars on itself in loving, droop and die. But they smile innocently, and dance on. Having no thought but this unslumbering thought : "Am I not beautiful? Shall I not be loved?" 47 Be patient, for they will not understand, Not till the end of time will they put by The weaving of slow steps about men's hearts. They shall be beautiful, they shall be loved. And though a man's head falls because of them Whenever they have danced his soul asleep, It is not well that they should suffer wrong ; For beauty is still beauty, though it slay, And love is love, although it love to death. Pale, windy, and ecstatic multitude Beaten about this mortal air with winds Of an all but immortal passion, borne Upon the flight of thoughts that drooped their wings Into the cloud and twilight for your sake, Yours is the beauty of your own desire. And it shall wither only with that love Which gave it being. Dance in the desolate air. Dance always, daughters of Herodias, With your eternal, white, unfaltering feet, But dance, I pray you, so that I from far May hear your dancing fainter than the drift Of the last petals falling from the rose. 48 THE CHIlVtAERA I DREAMED that the Chimaera came, A wandering angel, white with flame From some cloud's height or moonless deep. And bent above me in the sleep We dream in cradles, mused, and smiled Subtly, and said to me : " O child. Born under Venus, to be love's. Under the Moon, that whitely moves. Chaste and inconstant, over heaven ; Child, who to Herschel has been given. The star of strange desire, all these Are busy with your destinies. You shall desire immortal things. And, in too swift imaginings, Tire out desire, who has but wings. You shall desire love, you shall track The young God home ; then, shrinking back. Like Psyche from his naked face, Desert him at the meeting-place. You shall desire fame, yet despise The bent knees, the insolent cries And loud hands of the multitude. 49 D You shall desire joy's daily food And hope's unalterable home, Yet refuse peace. And there shall come Every desire you have implored, And shall kneel dovirn, saying Lord, Lord, And wait your pleasure. But you, tired Of all desires you have desired. Shall say, I know you not, and thrust 'Scornfully back into the dust These servitors importunate. Then, from the silence where I wait, A blind old madness shall return, And shall lay hold on you, and burn Your veins with bitter life ; for this Kings have lost kingdoms in a kiss. And wise men kingdoms of the mind. And have gone forth, naked and blind. With dancing and with insane mirth. Into the waste ways of the earth. You shall seek out the Cloven Hill, Where the wide gates are open still, The tables set, nor have they ceased. The feasters feasting at the ftast. Then shall that dusk of shadowy air 50 (Because for you one light is there) Blossom in white-rose flame for you, Andjthe old sun and air and dew And freshness of the world, and change Of seasons and cool stars, grow strange ; Then, suddenly, you shall be hurled, Forth from thence, back into the world. Then shall your veins, remembering That sweet, intolerable thing Which shook their pulses with its breath. Desire the shadow of that death ; And it shall not be given you back. Then shall you seek the hidden track A mist has covered rrom your eyes Since like a veil about you lies The bright imprisonment of day. Child, child, you shall not find the way." Chimaera, I have been among The loving people, who yet throng The twilight about Tannhauser ; And I have seen the face of her Whose sorrow, older than that grace 51 Which in her face is Beauty's face, Fights in her battled soul for God. And the earth, knowing I have trod Ways not its ways, those ways not meet, Sets all its stones against my feet. Let me return, Chimaera ! Still I seek for the accursed hill. The most fair gate of Hell. Some day, Chimaera, I shall find the way! Ah, if I might but find it not ! Are there not other ways forgot Which lead to other lands than this Of the immeasurable abyss ? I would that I could one day close Mine eyes in some divine repose ; That I could shape to my control A palace for my restless soul. With dreams of order I would build. My comely palace should be filled With dreams of colour and bright sound. And twilight should enfold it round. Setting a veil against the sun. 52 Then, like mute servants, one by one, Dreams should bring in to me, and lay Before my feet, and bear away. Beautiful things of earth, but changed. Made pallid, delicate, estranged From the gold light, the glittering air. There should my soul find refuge, there Life and my dream of life be one. Too late ! The music has begun Which calls me in the air j there floats A sound of voices, the virild notes (Is it in air, is it from earth ?) Which were the wine-song of our mirth. They call me if a moment's peace Rock memory to sleep ; then cease. Chimaera, I will strive no more. All things, as they have been before. Shall be, until the end of days. Nor shall our crying change the ways Our feet must walk in. I will strive No more, content to be alive. Hoping no hopes, accepting all, 53 Quiet behind the prison-wall Which with thine own self shuts me in. Why strive in vain ? why not begin To make my prison fair to see, And half forget my slavery ? Shall not the universal stars Visit me through my prison-bars ? But it is you, Chimaera, you, Whose low continual whisper through Those prison-bars the whole day long Comes to me, rtiurmuring : "Up, be strong. Cast ofF your chains, come forth, behold A way of roses and of gold ; Winter is over, and the spring In the world's heart is blossoming ; It is the time of lilies. Come ! " O impotent voice abhorred, be dumb ! Why is it that I cannot find Bounds to my ardours unconfined, Why, empty of sin and void of grace. Do I behold only my face In the white mirror of the world, Vainly, and without respite, hurled Like the torn winds about the void ; 54 Why thirsting still for unenjoyed Delights and undiscovered springs. Desiring in all mortal things To hear and hold and taste and see Mortal impossibility ? All men, not wholly drowned in life. Suffer the rapture and the strife Of their Chimaera : some men chain That airy monster of the brain, And he is Ariel to them ; some Endure his bondage. Yet there come. To all these, phantoms of release, Even these possess the secret peace Which is both memory and hope. But I have rendered all things up ; White angel, wandering from afar, I know you now, the thing you are, I know I am myself mine own Chimaera, chained, famished, alone. Whose anger heartens him afresh To feed upon his very flesh, Till anguish bid delight to pause ; And I must suffer him because Until the hour when God shall send 55 Suddenly the reluctant end He with my breath must draw his breath. O bondslave, bondslave unto death, Might I but hope that death should free This self from its eternity ! 36 THE OLD WOMEN THEY pass upon their old, tremulous feet, Creeping with little satchels down the street. And they remember, many years ago. Passing that way in silks. They wander, slow And solitary, through the city ways, And they alone remember those old days Men have forgotten. In their shaking heads A dancer of old carnivals yet treads The measure of past waltzes, and they see The candles lit again, the patchouli Sweeten the air, and the warm cloud of musk Enchant the passing of the passionate dusk. Then you will see a light begin to creep Under the earthen eyelids, dimmed with sleep, And a new tremor, happy and uncouth. Jerking about the corners of the mouth. Then the old head drops down again, and shakes, ' Muttering. Sometimes, when the swift gaslight wakes The dreams and fever of the sleepless town, 57 A shaking huddled thing in a black gown Will steal at midnight, carrying with her Violet little bags of lavender, Into the tap-room full of noisy light ; Or, at the crowded earlier hour of night, Sidle, with matches, up to some who stand About a stage-door, and, with furtive hand. Appealing : " I too was a dancer, when Your fathers would have been young gentle- men ! " And sometimes, out of some lean ancient throat, A broken voice, with here and there a note Of unspoilt crystal, suddenly will arise Into the night, while a cracked fiddle cries Pantingly after ; and you know she sings The passing of light, famous, passing things. And sometimes, in the hours past midnight, reels Out of an alley upon staggering heels. Or into the dark keeping of the stones About a doorway, a vague thing of bones And draggled hair. And all these have been loved, 58 And not one ruinous body has not moved The heart of man's desire, nor has not seemed Immortal in the eyes of one who dreamed The dream that men call love. This is the end Of much fair flesh ; it is for this you tend Your delicate bodies many careful years, To be this thing of laughter and of tears. To be this living judgment of the dead. An old grey woman with a shaking head. 59 THE UNLOVED THESE are the women whom no man has loved. Year after year, day after day has moved. These hearts with many longings, and with tears. And with content ; they have received the years With empty hands, expecting no good thing ; Life has passed by their doors, not entering. In solitude, and without vain desire. They have warmed themselves beside a lonely fire ; And, without scorn, beheld as in a glass The blown and painted leaves of Beauty pass. Their souls have been made fragrant with the spice Of costly virtues lit for sacrifice ; They have accepted Life, the unpaid debt, And looked for no vain day of reckoning. Yet They too in certain windless summer hours 60 Have felt the stir of dreams, and dreamed the powers And the exemptions and the miracles And the cruelty of Beauty. Citadels Of many-walled and deeply-moated hearts Have suddenly surrendered to the arts Of so compelling magic ; entering, They have esteemed it but a little thing To have won so great a conquest ; and with haste They have cast down, and utterly laid waste, Tower upon tower, and sapped their roots with flame ; And passed on that eternity of shame Which is the way of Beauty on the earth. And they have shaken laughter from its mirth, To be a sound of trumpets and of horns Crying the battle-cry of those red morns Against a sky of triumph. On some nights Of delicate Springtide, when the hesitant lights Begin to fade, and glimmer, and grow warm, And all the softening air is quick with storm, And the ardours of the young year, entering in, 6i Flush the grey earth with buds ; when trees begin To feel a trouble mounting from their roots, And all their green life blossoming into shoots, They too, in some obscurej unblossoming strife. Have felt the stirring of the sap of life. And they have wept, with bowed heads ; in the street They hear the twittering of little feet, The rocking of the cradles in their hearts. This is a mood, and, as a mood, departs With the dried tears ; and they resume the tale Of the dropt stitches ; these must never fail For a dream's sake ; nor, for a memory, The telling of a patient rosary. 62 THE BEGGARS IT is the beggars who possess the earth. Kings on their throne have but the narrow girth Of some poor known dominion ; these possess All the unknown, and that vast happiness Of the uncertainty of human things. Wandering on eternal wanderings, They know the world j and tasting but the bread Of charity, know man; and, strangely led By some vague, certain, and appointed hand. Know fate ; and being lonely, understand Some little of the thing without a name That sits by the roadside and talks with them. When they are silent ; for the soul is shy If more than its own shadow loiter by. They and the birds are old acquaintances. Knowing the dawn together ; theirs it is To settle on the dusty land like crows, The ragged vagabonds of the air; who knows How they too shall be fed, day after day. And surer than the birds, for are not they 63 The prodigal sons of God, our piteous Aliens, outcast and accusing us? Do they not ask of us their own, and wait, Humbly, among the dogs about the gate. While we are feasting? They will wait till night : , Who shall wait longer? Dim, shadowy, white, The highway calls ; they follow till it ends, And all the way they walk among their friends, Sun, wind, and rain, their tearful sister rain. Their brother windi Forest and hill and plain Know them and are forgotten. Grey and old. Their feet begin to linger, brown arms fold The heavy peace of earth about their heart, And soon, and without trouble, they depart On the last journey. As the beggar lies. With naked face, remembering the skies, I think he only wonders : Shall I find A good road still, a hayrick to my mind, A tavern now and then upon the road? 64 He has been earth's guest ; he goes ; the old abode Drops to the old horizon, the old way Of yesterday and every yesterday. We, heavy laden, miserably proud Because our hands ache and our backs are- bowed With dusty treasures, have so much to quit : He, nothing, nor the memory of it. O, the one happiness, when, out of breath. Our feet slip, and we stumble upon death ! 65 THE TWO BLIND MEN {From the Neapolitan of Salvatore di Giacomo) TELL me one thing. Have you, within your brain, The face of anybody in the world You saw, before you never saw again ? — Ah yes; and you? — No, brother, I have none. I was born blind. So, for my sins, God willed Before my life had even been begun. — Speak not of God! How many times I prayed, Brother, you cannot think how many times, And now his darkness over me is laid. — But in the street, now, does the sun shine there ? And what is the sun like? — The sun's of gold, And it is like my Serafina's hair. 66 — Who is your Serafina ? Some one who'll Come here to see you sometimes? — ^Yes, sometimes. — And . . . she is beautiful? — Yes, beautiful. Then he who had been blind when he was born Sighed. And the other blind man sighed, and hid His face between his hands, as one forlorn. The first said: Do not weep; have I not known The mother of the body that I bear, Have I not known her by her voice alone? And both were silent. And about them rolled The perfume of the garden, and the sun Shone in the sky, the sun that is of gold. 67 DIVISIONS ON A GROUND I BELOVED, there is a sorrow in the world Too aged to remember its own birth, A grey, old, weary, and immortal sorrow. The sorrow of our love is as a breath Sighed heavily by a sleeper in a dream ; But this great sorrow of the world endures. Sleepless, the alternation of the stars, Beholding death, and crying upon death. Sad with old age, and weary of the sun, And deathless ; and shall not be wearier When time has rusted your bright hair's fine gold. Think what a little sorrow have we had Who have seen beauty with the eyes of love, Who have seen knowledge, wisdom, evil and good. With the eyes of beauty, having felt the flame Cleanse, sacrifice, illuminate us with joy !• ^ Think on all lovers who have never met, Wandering in the exile of the world. Remembering they know not what, some voice, 68 Unheard and yet remembered, some dear face Which shines beyond a cloud and waits for them. Think then how little sorrow we have had ! All the uncomely evil of the earth Has passed us by ; sorrow has been no clown Forcing our gates with riotous mirth, but grave As the unwilling herald of a king. And we, have we not willed that this should be. Somewhere, when naked soul by naked soul The fashioner of the world arraigns his work, Bidding each living thing behold, and choose. Beholding, his own lot ; have we not willed That all this should be thus, willing our fate ? blind, old, weary sorrow of the world, Receive my pity, though from this day forth 1 have said farewell to joy ! I have within A memory which is more than happiness ; I have seen the glory, and am henceforth blind That I may feast on sight. Alas for those On whom no unendurable glory shone, Blind from the birth, who labour and behold 69 No shining on the sea or in the sky When the long day is over, but endure The weight of that old sorrow of the world Which beauty cannot lift from tired men. II The sorrowful, who have loved, I pity not ; But those, not having loved, who do rejoice To have escaped the cruelty of love, I pity, as I pity the unborn. Love is, indeed, as life is, full of care, The tyrant of the soul, the death of peace, Rash father and blind parricide of joy; And it were better never to have been, If slothful ease, calm hours, are all of life, Than to have chosen such a bedfellow. Yet, if not rest, but rapture, and to attain The wisdom that is silence in the stars When the great morning-song is quieted. Be more of life than these, and worth the pain Of living, then choose love, although he bring Mountainous griefs, griefs that have made men mad. 70 Be sorrowful, al! ye that have not loved, Bow down, be sorrowful exceedingly, Cover your heads from the embracing air. And from the eye of the sun, lest ye be shamed ; Earth would be naked of you ; ye have knowrb Only to hide from living : life rejects The burden of your uncompanioned days. This is of all things saddest in the world, Not that men love, not that men die for -love,, B ut that they dare be cowards of their joy. Even unto death ; who, dying without love, Drop into narrow graves to shiver there Among the winds of time, till time's last wind Cleanse off the poor, lonely, and finite dust From earth made ready for eternity. Ill Let me hear music, for I am not sad, But half in love with sadness. To dream so. And dream, and so forget the dream, and so Dream I am dreaming ! This old little voice. Which pants and flutters in the clavichord, 71 Has the bird's wings in it, and women's tears, The dust has drunken long ago, and sighs As of a voiceless crying of old love That died and never spoke ; and then the soul Of one who sought for wisdom ; and these cry Out of the disappointment of the grave. And something, in the old and little voice. Calls from so farther off than far away, I tremble, hearing it, lest it draw me forth. This flickering self, desiring to be gone, Into the boundless and abrupt abyss Whereat begins infinity ; and there This flickering self wander eternally Among the soulless, uncreated winds Which storm against the barriers of the world. But most I hear the pleading and sad voice Of beauty, sad because it cannot speak Out of harsh stones and out of evil noise. And out of thwarted faces, and the gleam Of things corrupted, and all ruinous things. This is the voice that cries, and would be heard, And can but speak in music. Venerable 72 And ageless Beauty of the world, whose breath Is life in all things, I have seen thy form In cloud, and grass, and wave, and glory of man. Flawless, but I have heard thy very voice Here only, here only human, and here sad Only of all thy voices upon earth. IV Who shall deliver us from too much love ? There is an evil thing within the world. Mother of hatred, mother of cruelties. The sunderer of hearts ; and this is love. I, if mine enemy hunger, give him food. And, if mine enemy thirst, give him to drink j This is a little and an easy thing. But, if I heap the dish with only love, In any charity, for love's sake alone. Fate shall not hold me guiltless of that deed. For sorrow goes with it, and bitter joy. And memory, and the desire of love. And aching of remembering hearts remem- bered. 73 There is an evil thing within the heart : Grief shall not master it nor any fear, Nor any knowledge, nor desire of right ; Love in the heart shall shine within the eyes, Giving itself in gift, withholding nothing ; And where the man gives shall the woman take, And where the woman gives the man shall take, Not counting gifts, giving and taking all. Ruinously, a plague upon the earth. O giver of this love, give man to see The glory of thine intolerable gift. Or snatch again out of his passionate hands. Out of his passionate and childish hands. That beautiful and sharp and fragile thing, Love, that he makes so deadly and his toy ! V There is a woman whom I love and hate : There is no other woman in the world : Not in her life shall I have any peace. 74 There is a woman whom I love and hate : I have not praised her : she is beautiful : Others have praised her : she has seen my heart : She looked, and laughed, and looked, and went away. There is a woman whom I hate and love : This is my sorrow : she has bound my neck Within the noose of her long hairs, and bound My soul within the halter of her dreams. And fastened down my heart into one place. Like a rat nailed upon a granary door ; And she has gone a farther way than death. There is a vvoman whom I love and hate : Not in her life shall I have any peace : Death, hear me not, when I desire her death ! 73 FROM STEPHANE MALLARME I HERODIADE HiRODIADE TO mine own self I am a wilderness. You know it, amethyst gardens num- berless Enfolded in the flaming, subtle deep. Strange gold, that through the red earth's heavy sleep Has cherished ancient brightness like a dream, Stones whence mine eyes, pure jewels, have their gleam Of icy and melodious radiance, you, Metals, which into my young tresses drew A fatal splendour and their manifold grace ! Thou, woman, born into these evil days Disastrous to the cavern sibylline. Who speakest, prophesying not of one divine. But of a mortal, if from that close sheath. My robes, rustle the wild enchanted breath In the white quiver of my nakedness, 76 If the warm air of summer, O prophetess (And woman's body obeys that ancient claim), Behold me in my shivering starry shame, I die ! The horror of my virginity Delights me, and I would envelop me In the terror of my tresses, that, by nighi. Inviolate reptile, I might feel the white And glimmering radiance of thy frozen fire, Thou that art chaste and diest of desire. White night of ice and of the cruel snow ! Eternal sister, my lone sister, lo My dreams uplifted before thee ! now, apart, So rare a crystal is my dreaming heart, I live in a monotonous land alone. And all about me lives but in mine own Image, the idolatrous mirror of my pride. Mirroring this Herodiade diamond-eyed. I am indeed alone, O charm and curse ! Nurse i O lady, would you die then ? 77 H^RODIADE No, poor nurse ; Be calm, and leave me ; prithee, pardon me. But, ere thou go, close to the casement ; see How the seraphical blue in the dim glass smiles, But I abhor the blue of the sky ! Yet miles On miles of rocking waves ! Know'st not a land Where, in the pestilent sky, men see the hand Of Venus, and her shadow in dark leaves ? Thither I go. Light thou the wax that grieves In the swift flame, and sheds an alien tear Over the vain gold ; wilt not say in mere Childishness ? Nurse Now? H^RODIADE Farewell. You lie, O flower Of these chill lips ! 78 I wait the unknown hour. Or, deaf to your crying and that hour supreme, Utter the lamentation of the dream Of childhood seeing fell apart in sighs The icy chaplet of its reveries. 79 II SIGH MY soul, calm sister, towards thy brow, whereon scarce grieves An autumn strewn already with its russet leaves. And towards the wandering sky of thine angelic eyes. Mounts, as in melancholy gardens may arise Some faithful fountain sighing whitely towards the blue ! Towards the blue pale and pure that sad October knew. When, in those depths, it mirrored languors infinite. And agonising leaves upon the waters white, Windily drifting, traced a furrow cold and dun, Where, in one long last ray, lingered the yellow sun. 80 Ill SEA-WIND HE flesh is sad, alas ! and all the books T J. are read Flight, only flight ! I feel that birds are wild to tread The floor of unknown foam, and to attain the skies ! Nought, neither ancient gardens mirrored in the eyes. Shall hold this heart that bathes in waters its delight, nights ! nor yet my waking lamp, whose lonely light Shadows the vacant paper, whiteness profits best. Nor the young wife who rocks her baby on her breast. 1 will depart ! O steamer, swaying rope and spar. Lift anchor for exotic lands that lie afar ! A weariness, outworn by cruel hopes, still clings 8l F To the last farewell handkerchief's last beckon- ings ! And are not these, the masts inviting storms, not these That an awakening wind bends over wrecking seas. Lost, not a sail, a sail, a flowering isle, ere long ? But, O my heart, heir thou, hear thou the sailors' song ! 82 SOULS IN THE BALANCE I TO OUR LADY OF THE SEVEN SORROWS E ADY of the seven sorrows which are love, What sacrificial way- First led your feet to those remoter heights Which, for the uttermost delights Of martyrs and Love's saints, are set above The stations of the passion of our day ? Seven sorrows unto you has been desire Since first your cheek grew pale. And your astonished breath would fail. And your eyes deepened into smouldering fire ; Seven sorrows from a child. Nor has the soul which in you pants and rises At any time been reconciled With love and love's intolerable disguises. In the child's morning-hour You woke, and knew not the immortal power 83 Which in your ignorant veins was as the breeze Troubling the waters of a little lake And crying in the nests among the trees. Fear bid you, trembling, wake, And listen to the voice which seemed to shake Bewildering prophecies Unto the empty audience of the air. The child, grown older, heard that voice again. Nor heard that voice in vain. You smiled, with a new meaning in your eyes, As of some new, delightful care Which made you suddenly more wise. Older, and to yourself more fair. Then silence came about your lips, and laid That tremulous shadow there. Whereby the sorrows mark you for their own. You woke and were afraid to be alone, And full of some strange joy to be afraid. First love, the hour it came, You seemed to have remembered j and you knew What a smoke-thwarted flame 84 Love's torch is, and the jewel of love's faith How flawed, and by how many a name The immortal comes to mortals, and how death Is the first breath that love, made mortal, drew. Therefore, not without tears. And penitence, and a reluctant rapture, All love's and not your lover's capture. Not without sure, foreseeing fears Of the unavoidable dedication of your years. You entered on the way. The way that was to be. Mortal, and pitiful, yet immortally Predestinate to that illustrious grief Whose extreme anguish is its own relief, Lady of the seven sorrows, who shall say The ardours of that way ? Men have looked up and seen you pass, and bowed Into the dust to kiss your weary feet ; And you have passed, and they have cursed aloud With dusty mouths to find the dust not sweet. You have passed by ; your eyes 83 Unalterably open in a dream, Seeing alone the gleam Of a far, mortal, azure paradise Which your ecstatic fear is to attain. Sometimes you linger, when men cry to you, Linger as in a dream, Linger in vain, Having but shared, as they would have you do. Some ecstasy of pain. Therefore you shall be neither blessed nor cursed, But pardoned, for you know not what you do; And of all punishments the worst Of punishments for you is to be you. Go, neither blessed nor cursed : We, all we too who suffer of you, throng To make a royal passage for your feet. When, in a dream, ere long. They shall go sorrowfully up the street. You will pass by and not remember us. We shall be strange as any last year's mirth ; It is not thus, so lightly, O not thus You carry the seven sorrows of the earth. 86 M II STELLA MALIGNA Y little slave ! Wouldst thou escape me ? Only in the grave. I wrill be poison to thee, honey-sweet, And, my poison having tasted. Thou shalt be delicately wasted, Yet shalt thou live by that delicious death Thou hast drunken from my breath. Thou didst with my kisses eat. I will be thy desire, and thou shalt flee me. Thy enemy, and thou shalt seek : My strength is to be weak. And if through tears, not through thy tears, thou see me, Beware, for of my kisses if thou tire. Not of my tears. Not of my tears shalt thou put off desire Before the end of years. What wouldst thou of me, little slave ? my heart ? 87 Nay, be content, here are mine arms around thee. Be thou content that I have found thee, And that I shall not suffer thee depart. Ask nothing more of me. Have I not given thee more than thou canst measure ? Take thou thy fill of pleasure. Exult that thou art mine : think what it is To be without my kiss ; Not to have known me is to know not love. Think, to have known me not ! Heart may indeed from heart remove, Body by body may not be forgot. Thou hast been mine : ask nothing more of me : My heart is not for thee. Child, leave me then my heart ; I hold it in a folded peace apart, I hold it for mine own. There, in the quietness of dreams, it broods Above untroubled moods. No man hath been so near me as to have known. 8S The rest is. thine : ah, take The gift I have to give, my body, lent For thy unsatisfied content, For thy insatiable desire's compelling, And let me for my pleasure make For my owrn heart a lonely dwelling. Thou wrilt not ? Thou wilt summon sorrow From morrow unto endless morrow ? Thou wilt endure unto the uttermost ? Ah ! little slave, my slave, Thou shalt endure until desire be lost In the achievement of the grave. Thou shalt endure, and I, in dreams, behold. Within my paradise of gold. Thy heart's blood flowering for my peace ; And thy passion shall release The secret light that in the lily glows. The miracle of the secret rose. 89 I III THE PALE WOMAN SPOKE to the pale and heavy-lidded woman, and said : O pale and heavy-lidded woman, why is your cheek Pale as the dead, and what are your eyes afraid lest they spealc ? And the woman answered me : I am pale as the dead. For the dead have loved me, and I dream of the dead. But I see in the eyes of the living, as a living fire. The thing that my soul in triumph tells me I have forgot ; And therefore mine eyelids are heavy, and I raise them not. For always I see in the eyes of men the old desire. And I fear lest they see that I desire their desire. go IV MATER LILIUM IN the remembering hours of night, When the fierce-hearted winds complain, The trouble comes into my sight, And the voices come again, And the voices come again. I see the tall white lilies bloom, (Mother of lilies, pity me !) The voice of lilies in the room ( Mother of lilies, pity me ! ) Crying, crying silently. The voice of lilies is your voice, White lily of the world's desire ; And yours, and yours the lily's choice, To consume whitely, as by fire. Flawless, flaming, fire in fire. O lily of the world's despair, And born to be the world's delight, Is it enough to have been fair, 91 To have been pure, to have been white, As a lily in God's sight ? When the dark hours begin to wake, And the unslackening winds go by. There comes a trouble, for your sake : is it you, O is it I, Crying the eternal cry ? 1 see the phantom lilies wave, I hear their voices calling me ; O you, that are too pure to save, Immaculate eternally, Mother of lilies, pity me ! ga V THE DOGS MY desires are upon me like dogs, I beat them back, Yet they yelp upon my track ; And I know that my soul one day shall lie at their feet, And my soul be these dogs' meat. My soul walks robed in white where the saints sing psalms. Among the lilies and palms. Beholding the face of God through the radiant bars Of the mystical gate of stars ; The robes of my soul are whiter than snow, she sings Praise of immortal things ; Yet still she listens, still, in the night, she hears The dogs' yelp in her ears. 93 Most High ! I will pray, look down through the seven Passionate veils of heaven, Out of eternal peace, where the world's desire Enfolds thee in veils of fire ; Holy of Holies, the immaculate Lamb, Behold me, the thing I am ! I, the redeemed of thy blood, the bought with a price. The reward of thy sacrifice, I, who walk with thy saints in a robe of white, And who worship thee day and night. Behold me, the thing I am, and do thou beat back These feet that burn on my track ! 1 have prayed, God has heard j I have prayed to him, he has heard ; But he has not spoken a word ; My soul walks robed in white among lilies and palms. And she hears the triumphing psalms ; 94 But louder than all, by day and by night, she hears The dogs' yelp in her ears ; And I know that my soul one day shall lie at their feet, And my soul be these dogs' meat. 9S VI SPONSA DEI JESUS CHRIST, I have longed with my whole heart for thee, O come to me and be the bridegroom of thy bride ; In thy eternal presence give me to abide Till mortal years have put on immortality. O I have longed with an intolerable desire For the indwelling ecstasy of the great breath. For that immortal death which shall annihilate death And burn up hell with thy consuming kiss of fire. All night because of thee, Christ, I have lain awake, Night after night I have lain awake in my white bed ; The pillow is as seething fire beneath my head. The sheets as swathing fire, all night, Christ, for thy sake. Night after night I have waited for thee, all night long, 96 Mystical bridegroom of this flesh that pants to close The aching arms of love's desire in love's repose About thy conscious presence felt : O Lord, how long ? I have grown faint with over-much desire, and pale With vigils over-much, my flesh forsakes my bones : Suffering love of Christ, if that in thee atones For suffering sin in us, let not thy mercies fail; For I have suffered. Lord, upon thy very cross, I bear upon my brow, my hands, my feet, my side. The burning wounds thou didst endure when crucified. And for this gain I do account all things but loss. Jesus Christ, I have waited for thy coming : come ! 97 o Possess this waiting body no man hath possessed ; Let me but feel thy kiss of Hre upon my breast Lick up the dust of this consuming martyr- dom ! 98 VII ROSA FLAMMEA BEAUTIFUL demon, O veil those eyes of fire. Cover your breasts that are v/hiter than milk, and ruddy With dewy buds of the magical rose, your body, Veil your lips from the shining of my desire ! As a rose growing up from hell you waver before me, Shaking an odorous breath that is fire within ; The Lord Christ may not pardon me this sweet sin, But the scent of the rose that is rooted in hell steals o'er me. O Lord Christ, I am lost, I am lost, I am lost ! Her eyes are as stars in a pool and their spell is on me; She lifts her unsearchable lids, chill fire is upon me, It shudders through every vein, and my brain is tossed 99 As the leaves of a tree when the wind coils under and over ; She smiles, and I hear the heart beat in my side; She lifts her hands, and I swirl in a clutching tide; But shall my soul not burn in flame if I love her? She shall veil those eyes, those lips, ah ! that breast. Demon seeking my soul, I do adjure thee, In the name of him for whose tempted sake I endure thee, Trouble my sight no more : lost soul, be at rest ! She smiles, and the air grows into a mist of spices, Frankincense, cinnamon, labdanum, and myrrh Rise in sweet smoke about the feet of her Before whom the sweets of the world are as sacrifices. Cinnamon, frankincense, labdanum, and myrrh Smoke in the air, the fume of them closes round me ; 100 Help, ere the waves of the flood of odours have drowned me, Help, ere it be too late ! There has no help come, And I feel that the rose of the pit begins to blossom Into the likeness of a lost soul on fire. And the soul that was mine is emptied of all but desire Of the rose of her lips and the roses of her bosom. Ah ' she smiles the great smile, the immortal shame : Her mouth to my mouth, though hell be the price hereafter ! . . . I hear in the whirling winds her windy laughter. And my soul for this shall whirl in the winds of flame. T VIII LAUS VIRGINITATIS HE mirror of men's eyes delights me less, mirror, than the friend I find in thee j Thou lovest, as I love, my loveliness. Thou givest my beauty back to me. 1 to myself suffice ; why should I tire The heart with roaming that would rest at home ? Myself the limit to my own desire, I have no desire to roam. I hear the maidens crying in the hills : "Come up among the bleak and perilous ways, Come up and follow after Love, who fills The hollows of our nights and days ; " Love the deliverer, who is desolate. And saves from desolation j the divine Out of great suffering j Love, compassionate, Who is thy bread and wine, " O soul, that faints in following after him." I hear ; but what is Love that I should tread Hard ways among the perilous passes dim, Who need no succouring wine and bread ? Enough it is to dream, enough to abide Here where the loud world's echoes fall remote, Untroubled, unawakened, satisfied ; As water-lilies float Lonely upon a shadow-sheltered pool. Dreaming of their own whiteness ; even so, I dwell within a nest of shadows cool, And watch the vague hours come and go. They come and go, but I my own delight Remain, and I desire no change in aught : Might I escape indifferent Time's despite. That ruins all he wrought ! This dainty body formed so curiously. So delicately and wonderfully made. Mine own, that none hath ever shared with me. Mine own, and for myself arrayed ; 103 All this that I have loved and not another, My one desire's delight, this, shall Time bring Where Beauty hath the abhorred worm for brother. The dust for covering ? At least I bear it virgin to the grave. Pure, and apart, and rare, and casketed ; What, living, was mine own and no man's slave. Shall be mine own when I am dead. But thou, my friend, my mirror, dost possess The shadow of myself that smiles in thee. And thou dost give, with thine own loveliness. My beauty back to me. 104 IX THE RAPTURE I DRANK your flesh, and when the soul brimmed up In that sufficing cup. Then, slowly, steadfastly, I drank your soul ; Thus I possessed you whole ; And then I saw you, white, and vague, and warm. And happy, as that storm Enveloped you in its delirious peace, And fearing but release. Perfectly glad to be so lost and found. And without wonder drowned In little shuddering quick waves of bliss ; Then I, beholding this More wonderingly than a little lake That the white moon should make Her nest among its waters, being free Of the whole land and sea. Remembered, in that utmost pause, that heaven Is to each angel given As wholly as to Michael or the Lord, los And of the saints' reward There is no first or last, supreme delight Being one and infinite. Then I was quieted, and had no fear That such a thing, so dear And so incredible, being thus divine. Should be, and should be mine. And should not suddenly vanish away^ Now, as the lonely day Forgets the night, and calls the world from dreams. This, too, with daylight, seems A thing that might be dreaming j for my soul Seems to possess you whole, And every nerve remembers : can it be This young delight is old as memory ? io6 X TO A GITANA DANCING (Seville) B ECAUSE you are fair as souls of the lost are feir, And your eyelids laugh with desire, and your laughing feet Are winged with desire, and your hands are wanton, and sweet Is the promise of love in your lips, and the rose in your hair Sweet, un&ded, a promise sweet to he sought. And the maze you tread is as old as the world is old. Therefore you hold me, body and soul, in your hold. And time, as you dance, is not, and the world is as nought. You dance, and I know the desire of all flesh, and the pain Of all longing of body for body ; you beckon, repel, 107 Entreat, and entice, and bewilder, and build up the spell. Link by link, with deliberate steps, of a flower- soft chain. You laugh, and I know the despair, and you smile, and I know The delight of your love, and the flower in your hair is a star. It brightens, I follow ; it fades, and I see it afer ; You pause : I awake ; have I dreamt ? was it longer ago Than a dream that I saw you smile ? for you turn, you turn. As a startled beast in the toils : it is you that entreat, Desperate, hating the coils that have festened your feet, The desire you desired that has come ; and your lips now yearn. And your hands now ache, and your feet faint for love. Longing has taken hold even on you. You, the witch of desire; and you pause, and anew loS Your stillness moves, and you pause, and your hands move. Time, as you dance, is as nought, and the moments seem Swift as eternity ; time is at end, for you close Eyes and lips and hands in sudden repose j You smile : was it all no longer ago than a dream ? 109 FROM THE "ANTIGONE" OF SOPHOCLES Chorus of Old Men EROS invincible, Eros, that ravishest the spoils of men, That keepest watch upon the maiden's cheek, Roaming the seas and among pastoral folk ! Thee none of the immortals can escape. And none of mortals living but a day, And he that finds thee presently goes mad. Thou turnest just men's thoughts to thoughts of wrong, And kinsman against kinsman dost set up. The clear light of a lovely woman's eyes Rules, and outmasters the eternal laws. Unconquerable Aphrodite laughs at all. And I too am now hurried beyond the bounds. Nor can I stay the sources of my tears. Seeing towards the bride-bed that gives rest to all Advance Antigone. Antigone See me, O citizens of my fatherland, Set forth on my last way, and look my last Upon the sunlight I shall see no more. For Hades, that gives rest to all, now leads Me living to the shores of Acheron, Unwedded ; nor shall any sing for me The bride-song, being bride to Acheron. Chorus Illustrious thou, and with praise, Goest toward the secret places of the dead, Not wasted with a sickness, finding not The wages of the sword, but willingly. Sole among mortals, unto Hades living. Antigone Yet I have heard, of old, Of that sad ending of the Phrygian guest, Tantalus' daughter, upon Sipyle ; How the stone sprouted to envelop her Like tightening ivy; and the rains, men say. Cease not about her, wasting, nor the snows Cease ever, but her weeping eyelids bathe Her neck in tears. Me too, most like to her, A God shall put to sleep. Chorus She was a goddess and the child of gods, And we are mortals and the seed of mortals j Yet is it glorious, dying, to have endured A fate so godlike, living and in death. Antigone Ah me, they mock me ! By my fethers' gods. Why do ye taunt me ere I be yet gone Out of your sight ? O city, and ye her sons Mighty in wealth, and thou, O fount of Dirce, And grove of many-charioted Thebes, Ye, ye at least, be witnesses for me. How, all unwept of friends, and by what laws, I go to find a stony prison indeed In this unparalleled tomb. Ah, hapless one. Homeless among the living and the dead ! ON AN AIR OF RAMEAU To Arnold DolmeUch A MELANCHOLY desire of ancient things Floats like a faded perfume out of the wires ; Pallid lovers, what unforgotten desires, Whispered once, are retold in your whisperings ? Roses, roses, and lilies with hearts of gold, These you plucked for her, these she wore in her breast J Only Rameau's music remembers the rest. The death of roses over a heart grown cold. But these sighs ? Can ghosts then sigh from the tomb? Life then wept for you, sighed for you, chilled your breath? It is the melancholy of ancient death The harpsichord dreams of, sighing in the room. "3 AIRS FOR THE LUTE To Madame Elodie Dolmetsch WHEN the sobbing lute complains, Grieving for an ancient sorrow, This poor sorrow that remains Fain would borrow. To give pleading unto sorrow. Those uncapturable strains. All, that hands upon the lute Helped the voices to declare. Voices mute But for this, might I not share, If, alas, I could but suit Hand and voice unto the lute ? 114 II IF time so sweetly On true according viols make Her own completely The lawless laws of turn and shake ; How should I doubt then Love, being tuned unto your mood, Should bring about then True time and measure of your blood? "5 Ill WHY are you sorrowful in dreams ? I am sad in the night ; The hours till morning are white, I hear the hours' flight All night in dreams. Why do you send me your dreams ? For an old love's sake ; I dream if I sleep or wake, And shall but one heart ache. For the sake of dreams ? Pray that we sleep without dreams ! Ah, love, the only way To put sorrow away. Night or day, night or day. From the way of dreams ! ii6 IV STRANGE, to remember tears F Yet I know that I wept ; And those hopes and those fears, Strange, were as real as tears ! What's this delicate pain. Twilight-coloured and grey ? Odour-hke through my brain Steals a shadowy pain. What's this joy in the air ? Musical as the leaves, When the white winds are there. Faint joy breathes in the air. MODERN BEAUTY I AM the torch, she saith, and what to me If the moth die of me ? I am the flame Of Beauty, and I burn that all may see Beauty, and I have neither joy nor shame. But live with that clear life of perfect fire Which is to men the death of their desire. I am Yseult and Helen, I have seen Troy burn, and the most loving knight lie dead. The world has been my mirror, time has been My breath upon the glass j and men have said) Age after age, in rapture and despair. Love's poor few words, before mine image there. I live, and am immortal j in mine eyes The sorrow of the world, and on my lips The joy of life, mingle to make me wise ; ii8 / Yet now the day is darkened with eclipse ; Who is there lives for beauty? Still am I The torch, but where's the moth that still dares die ? 119 FROM SAN JUAN DE LA CRUZ I THE OBSCURE NIGHT OF THE SOUL UPON an obscure night. Fevered with love in love's anxiety, (O hapless-happy plight !) I went, none seeing me. Forth from my house where all things quiet be. By night, secure from sight. And by the secret stair, disguisedly, (O hapless-happy plight !) By night, and privily. Forth from my house where all things quiet be. Blest night of wandering. In secret, where by none might I be spied, Nor I see anything ; Without a light or guide. Save that which in my heart burnt in my side. That light did lead me on, More surely than the shining of noontide, Where well I knew that one Did for my coming bide ; Where he abode might none but he abide. O night that didst lead thus, O night more lovely than the dawn of light, O night that broughtest us, Lover to lover's sight, Lover with loved in marriage of delight ! Upon my flowery breast. Wholly for him, and save himself for none. There did I give sweet rest To my beloved one j The fanning of the cedars breathed thereon. When the first moving air Blew from the tower, and waved his locks aside. His hand, with gentle care, Did wound me in the side, And in my body all my senses died. All things I then forgot, My cheek on him who for my coming came ; Ail ceased, and I was not. Leaving my cares and shame Among the lilies, and forgetting them. II O FLAME OF LIVING LOVE O FLAME of living love, That dost eternally Pierce through my soul writh so consuming heat, Since there's no help above. Make thou an end of me. And break the bond of this encounter sweet. O burn that burns to heal ! O more than pleasant wound ! And O soft hand, O touch most delicate, That dost new life reveal, That dost in grace abound. And, slaying, dost from death to life translate ! O lamps of fire that shined With so intense a light. That those deep caverns where the senses live. Which were obscure and blind, Now with strange glories bright. Both heat and light to his beloved give ! 123 With how benign intent Rememberest thou my breast, Where thou alone abidest secretly ; And in thy sweet ascent, With glory and good possessed. How delicately thou teachest love to me ! 124 FROM SANTA TERESA IF, Lord, thy love for me is strong As this which binds me unto thee, What holds me from thee, Lord, so long. What holds thee. Lord, so long from me ? O soul, what then desirest thou ? — Lord, I would see thee, who thus choose thee. What fears can yet assail thee now ? — All that I fear is but to lose thee. Love's whole possession I entreat. Lord, make my soul thine own abode, And I will build a nest so sweet It may not be too poor for God. A soul in God hidden from sin. What more desires for thee remain. Save but to love, and love again. And, all on flame with love within, Love on, and turn to love again ? 123 II LET mine eyes see thee, -> Sweet Jesus of Nazareth, Let mine eyes see thee, And then see death. Let them see that care Roses and jessamine ; Seeing thy face most fair. All blossoms are therein. Flower of seraphin. Sweet Jesus of Nazareth, Let mine eyes see thee, And then see death. Nothing I require Where my Jesus is ; Anguish all desire, Saving only this ; All my help is his. He only succoureth. Let mine eyes see thee. Sweet Jesus of Nazareth, Let mine eyes see thee. And then see death. 126 Ill SHEPHERD, shepherd, hark that calling ! Angels they are, and the day is dawning. What is this ding-dong. Or loud singing is it ? Come, Bras, now the day is here. The shepherdess we'll visit. Shepherd, shepherd, hark that calling ! Angels they are, and the day is dawning. O is this the Alcalde's daughter. Or some lady come from far ? She is the daughter of God the Father, And she shines like a star. Shepherd, shepherd, hark that calling ! Angels they are, and the day is dawning. 127 IV TO-DAY a shepherd and our kin, O Gil, to ransom us is sent. And he is God Omnipotent. For us hath he cast down the pride And prison walls of Satanas ; But he is of the kin of Bras, Of Menga, also of Llorent. O is not God Omnipotent ? If he is God, how then is he Come hither, and here crucified ? — With his dying sin also died, Enduring death the innocent. Gil, how is God Omnipotent ! Why, I have seen him born, pardie, And of a most sweet shepherdess. — ^If he is God, how can he be With such poor folk as these content ? — Seest not he is Omnipotent ? 128 Give over idle parleying, And let us serve him, you and I, And since he came on earth to die. Let us die with him too, Llorent ; For he is God Omnipotent. 129 LAUS MORTIS I BRING to thee, for love, white roses, delicate Death ! White lilies of the valley, dropping gentle tears, The white camellia, the seal of perfect years, The misty white azalea, flickering as a breath. White flowers I bring, and all the flowers I bring for thee, Discreet and comforting Death ! for those pale hands of thine ; O hands that I have fled, soft hands now laid on mine. Softer than these white flowers of life, thy hands to me, Most comfortable Death, mother of many dreams. And gatherer or many dreams of men, Dreams that come desolately flying back again. With soiled and quivering wings, from undis- covered streams. 130 I have been fearful of thee, mother, all life long, For I have loved a warm, alluring, treacherous bride, Life, and she loved thee not ; to hold me from thy side, She closed her arms about my heart, to do thee wrong. gay and bitter bride of such divine desires. Too fiercely passionate Life, that wast so prodigal Of thine eternal moments, at the end of all Take my forgiveness : I have passed through all thy fires. Nothing can hurt me now, and having gained and lost All things, and having loved, and having done with life, 1 come back to thy arms, mother, and now all strife Ceases; and every homeward-flying dream, wind-tossed. My soul that looks upon thy face and under- stands, iji My throbbing heart that at thy touch is quieted, And all that once desired, and all desire now dead, Are gathered to the peace and twilight of thy hands. 132 TO NIGHT I HAVE loved wind and light, And the bright sea, But, holy and most secret Night, Not as I love and have loved thee. God, like all highest things, Hides light in shade, And in the night his visitings To sleep and dreams are clearliest made. Love, that knows all things well. Loves the night best; Joys whereof daylight dares not tell Are his, and the diviner rest. And Life, whom day shows plain His prison-bars. Feels the close walls and the hard chain Fade when the darkness brings the stars. 133 MONTSERRAT PEACE waits among the hills ; I have drunk peace, Here, where the blue air fills The great cup of the hills. And fills with peace. Between the earth and sky, I have seen the earth Like a dark cloud go by, And fade out of the sky; There was no more earth. Here, where the Holy Graal Brought secret light Once, from beyond the veil, I, seeing no Holy Graal, Sec divine light. Light fills the hills with God, Wind with his breath, And here, in his abode. Light, wind, and air praise God, And this poor breath. 134 AT TARRAGONA IF I could know but when and why This piece of thoughtless dust begins To think, and straightway I am I, And these bright hopes and these brave sins. That have been freer than the air. Circle their freedom with my span ; If I could know but why this care Is mine and not the care or man ; Why, thus unwilling, I rejoice. And will the good I do not do. And with the same particular voice Speak the old folly and the new ; If I could know, seeing my soul A white ship with a bending sail. Rudderless, and without a goal. Fly seaward, humble to the gale. Why, knowing not from whence I came. Nor why I seek I know not what, I bear this heavy, separate name, 133 While winds and waters bear it not ; And why the unlimited earth delights In life, not knowing breath from breath, While I, that count my days and nights. Fear thought in life, and life in death. 136 AT TOLEDO THE little stones chuckle among the fields: "We are so small: God will not think of us; We are so old already, we have seen So many generations blunt their ploughs, Tilling the fields we lie in; and we dream Of our first sleep among the ancient hills." The grass laughs, thinking: "I am born and die, And born and die, and know not birth or death, Only the going on of the green earth." The rivers pass and pass, and are the same. And I, who see the beauty of the world, Pass, and am not the same, or know it not, And know the world no more. O is not this Some horrible conspiracy of things. That I have known and loved and lingered with 137 All my days through, and now they turn like hosts Who have grown tired of a delaying guest ? They cast me out from their eternity : God is in league with their forgetfulness. 138 OLD AGE IT may be, when this city of the nine gates Is broken down by ruinous old age, And no one upon any pilgrimage Comes knocking, no one for an audience waits, And no bright foraging troop of bandit moods Rides out on the brave folly of any guest. But weariness, the restless shadow of rest, Hoveringly upon the city broods ; It may be, then, that those remembering And sleepless watchers on the crumbling towers Shall lose the count of the disastrous hours Which God may have grown tired of reckoning. 139 OPALS 1% ^ Y soul is like this cloudy, flaming opal The fields of earth are in it, green and glim- mering. The waves of the blue sky, night's purple flower of noon. The vanishing cold scintillations of the moon. And the red heart that is a flame within a flame. And as the opal dies, and is re-born the same, And all the fire that is its life-blood seems to dart Through the veined variable intricacies of its heart, And ever wandering ever wanders back again. So must my swift soul constant to itself remain. Opal, have I not been as variable as you ? But, cloudy opal flaming green and red and blue. Are you not ever constant in your varying, Even as my soul, O captive opal of my ring? 140 RUBIES THERE are nine rubies in this Indian And every blood-red ruby is a part Of the nine-petalled rose that is my heart, The elaborate rose of my own feshioning. Not out or any garden have I sought The rose that is more brief than dawn or dew : Stones of the flame and ice, I Hnd in you The image of the heart that I have wrought. For you are cold and burn as though with fire, For you are hard, yet veil soft depths below, And each divided ruby seems to glow With the brief passion of its own desire. Rose of my heart, shall this too be the same? For, when one light catches the wandering rays. They rush together in one consuming blaze Of indivisible and ecstatic flame. 141 DEGREES OF LOVE WHEN your eyes opened to mine eyes, Without desire, without surprise, I knew your soul awoke to see All, dreams foretold, but could not be. Yet loving love, not loving me. When your eyes drooped before mine eyes, As though some secret made them wise. Some wisdom veiled them secretly, I knew your heart began to be In love with love, in love with me. When your eyes tawned against mine eyes. With beaten hunger, and with cries. In bitter pride's humility. Love, wholly mine, had come to be Hatred of love for loving me. 142 THE PRICE PITY all faithless women who have loved None knows How much it hurts a woman to do wrong to love. The mother who has felt the child within her move, Shall she forget her child, and those ecstatic throes ? Then pity faithless women who have loved. These have Murdered within them something born out of their pain. These mothers of the child whom they have loved and slain May not so much as lay the child within a grave. 143 AN ENDING I WILL go my ways from the city, and then, maybe, My heart shall forget one woman's voice, and her lips ; I will arise, and set my face to the sea. Among stranger-folk and in the wandering ships. The world is great, and the bounds of it who shall set ? It may be I shall find, somewhere in the world I shall find, A land that my feet may abide in ; then I shall rorget The woman I loved, and the years that are left behind. But, if the ends of the world are not wide enough To out-weary my heart, and to find for my heart some fold, I will go back to the city, and her I love, And look on her face, and remember the days of old. 144 IN IRELAND I ON INISHMAAN (isles of Aran) IN the twilight of the year, Here, about these twilight ways. When the grey moth night drew near, Fluttering on a faint flying, I would linger out the day's Delicate and moth-grey dying. Grey, and faint with sleep, the sea Should enfold me, and release, Some old peace to dwell with me. I would quiet the long crying Of my heart with mournful peace, The grey sea's, in its low sighing. 145 II BY THE POOL AT THE THIRD ROSSES IHE ARD the sighing pf the reeds In the grey pool in the green land, The sea-wind in the long reeds sighing Between the green hill and the sand. I heard the sighing of the reeds Day after day, night after night ; I heard the whirring wild ducks flying, I saw the sea-gull's wheeling flight. I heard the sighing of the reeds Night after night, day after day, And I forgot old age, and dying. And youth that loves, and love's decay. I heard the sighing of the reeds At noontide and at evening. And some old dream I had forgotten I seemed to be remembering. 146 I hear the sighing of the reeds : Is it in vain, is it in vain That some old peace I had forgotten Is crying to come back again ? 147 Ill BY LOUGH-NA-GAR (rain) INTO a land of wandering rain I have fled from a voice that follows me still To the lonely cabin under the hill ; It cries to me out of the windless rain, And at night I hear it crying again. All day the rain is on the lake, All night the rain drips from the thatch ; I stand at the cabin door and watch The drifting rain beat on the lake, And the foam-white ripples gather and break. The woods are veiled with the rains all day, The woods crouch under the rains all night, And the rainy torrents cry from the height ; I hear in the rain, night and day, A voice crying from far away. 148 IV BY LOUGH-NA-GAR (green light) THE light of the world is of gold, But the light of the green earth fills The nestling heart of the hills ; And the world's hours are old, And the world's thoughts are a dream. Here, in the ancient place Of peace, where old sorrows seem As the half-forgotten face Of flower-bright cities of gold That blossom beyond the height Seems in the earth-green light That is old as the earth is old. 149 V IN THE WOOD OF FINVARA I HAVE grown tired of sorrow and human tears ; Life is a dream in the night, a fear among fears, A naked runner lost in a storm of spears. I have grown tired of rapture and love's desire; Love is a flaming heart, and its flames aspire Till they cloud the soul in the smoke of a windy fire. I would wash the dust of the world in a soft green flood : Here, between sea and sea, in the fairy wood, I have found a delicate, wave-green solitude. Here, in the fairy wood, between sea and sea, I have heard the song of a fairy bird in a tree, And the peace that is not in the world has flown to me. 150 SPAIN To yosefa JOSEFA, when you sing. With clapping hands, the sorrows of your Spain, And all the bright-shawled ring Laugh and clap hands again, I think how all the sorrows were in vain. The footlights flicker and spire In tongues of flame before your tiny feet. My warm-eyed gipsy, higher. And in your eyes they meet More than their light, more than their golden heat. You sing of Spain, and all Clap hands for Spain and you, and for the song; One dances, and the hall Rings like a beaten gong With louder- handed clamours of the throng* 151 Spain, that with dancing mirth Tripped lightly to the precipice, and fell Until she felt the earth. Suddenly, and knew well That to have fallen through dreams is to touch hell; Spain, brilliantly arrayed, Decked for disaster, on disaster hurled, Here, as in masquerade. Mimes, to amuse the world, Her ruin, a dancer rouged and draped and curled. Mother of chivalry. Mother of many sorrows borne for God, Spain of the saints, is she A slave beneath the rod, A merry slave, and in her own abode ? She, who once found, has lost A world beyond the waters, and she stands Paying the priceless cost, Lightly, with lives for lands. Flowers in her hair, castanets in her hands. 152 VENETIAN NIGHT H 'ER eyes in the darkness shone, in the twilight shed By the gondola bent like the darkness over her head. Softly the gondola rocked, lights came and went; A white glove shone as her black fan lifted and leant Where the silk of her dress, the blue of a bittern's wing. Rustled against my knee, and, murmuring The sweet slow hesitant English of a child. Her voice was articulate laughter, her soul smiled. Softly the gondola rocked, lights came and went; From the sleeping houses a shadow of slumber leant Over our heads like a wing, and the dim lagoon. Rustling with silence, slumbered under the moon. 153 Softly the gondola rocked, and a pale light came Over the waters, mild as a silver flame ; She lay back, thrilling with smiles, in the twi- light shed By the gondola bent like the darkness over her head ; I saw her eyes shine subtly, then close awhile: I remember her silence, and, in the night, her smile. 154 DREAMS IN ROME WHAT is it that sings a sleepy tune in my head ? Some faint old unforgotten moon that is dead ? I will arise, for the dreams are about my bed. O is it in vain, is it in vain I have come ? Dark was the road in coming, and white the foam. Is there no rest for me here ? are there dreams in Rome ? I5S PALM SUNDAY (NAPLES) BECAUSE it is the day of Palms, Carry a palm for me, Carry a palm in Santa Chiara, And I will watch the sea ; There are no palms in Santa Chiara To-day or any day for me. I sit and watch the little sail Lean side-ways on the sea, The sea is blue from here to Sorrento, And the sea-wind comes to me. And I see the white clouds lift from Sorrento And the dark sail lean upon the sea. I have grown tired of all these things, And what is left for me ? I have no place in Santa Chiara, There is no peace upon the sea ; But carry a palm in Santa Chiara, Carry a palm for me. 136 THE COMING OF SPRING (MADRID) SPRING is come back, and the little voices are calling, The birds are calling, the little green buds on the trees, A song in the street, and an old and sleepy tune ; All the sounds of the spring are falling, filing. Gentle as rain, on my heart, and I hear all these As a sick man hears men talk from the heart of a swoon. The clamours of spring are the same old delicate noises. The earth renews its magical youth at a breath. And the whole world whispers a well-known, secret thing ; And I hear, but the meaning has faded out of the voices ; 157 Something has died in my heart : is it death or sleep ? I know not, but I have forgotten the meaning of spring. 158 SEPTEMBER IDYL (IN THE HAM- MOCK : CHAM£ANE) A SKY of green and gold, tremulous, delicate. Starred with pale blue, and bright with little voices ; wind Lifting the golden outer fringe, autumn has thinned ; A yellow leaf drops rustling, and another : wait, The leaves begin to whisper, and the voices cease : I hear the silence ; but a voice flutters again, A little, fluting voice, soft, piercing, as the rain ; I close mine eyes, and all my body sways with peace. Delicate, tremulous, seen under eyelids closed. The sky of green and gold sways over me, and seems To fill the languid soul with the desire of dreams ; But the sky fades, and only inner eyelids, rosed 159 With filtered sunlight falling, shadow as they pass Not even dreams ; until a trailing hand per- ceives, Sudden, the earth again, in the crisp touch of leaves, And the arresting slender fingers of the grass. i6o HASCHISCH BEHIND the door, beyond the light, Who is it waits there in the night ? When he has entered he will stand, Imposing with his silent hand Some silent thing upon the night. Behold the image of my fear. O rise not, move not, come not near ! That moment, when you turned your face, A demon seemed to leap through space ; His gesture strangled me with fear. And yet I am the lord of all. And this brave world magnifical, Veiled in so variable a mist It may be rose or amethyst, Demands me for the lord of all ! Who said the world is but a mood In the eternal thought of God ? I know it, real though it seem. The phantom of a haschisch dream In that insomnia which is God, l6l L PARSIFAL ROSE of the garden's roses, what pale wind Has scattered those flushed petals in an hour, And the close leaves of all the alleys thinned, What re-awakening wind, O sad enchantress banished to a flower ? Parsifal has out-blushed the roses : dead Is all the garden of the world's delight. And every rose of joy has drooped its head, And for sweet shame is dead ; Sweet joy being shameful in the pure fool's sight. 162 FROM «LA VIDA ES SUENO" OF CALDERON WE live, while we see the sun, Where life and dreams are as one ; And living has taught me this, Man dreams the life that is his, Until his living is done. The King dreams he is King, and he lives In the deceit of a King, Commanding and governing ; And all the praise he receives Is written in wind, and leaves A little dust on the way When death ends all with a breath. Where then is the gain of a throne, That shall perish and not be known In the other dream that is death ? Dreams the rich man of riches and fears, The fears that his riches breed ; The poor man dreams of his need. And all his sorrows and tears ; Dreams he that prospers with years, Dreams he that feigns and foregoes, 163 Dreams he that rails on his foes ; And in all the world, I see, Man dreams whatever he be, And his own dream no man knows. And I too dream, and behold, I dream I am bound with chains, And I dreamed that these present pains Were fortunate ways of old. What is life ? a tale that is told j What is life ? a frenzy extreme, A shadow of things that seem ; And the greatest good is but small. That all life is a dream to all, And that dreams themselves are a dream. THE LAST MEMORY WHEN I am old, and think of the old days, And warm my hands before a little blaze. Having forgotten love, hope, fear, desire, I shall see, smiling out of the pale fire, One face, mysterious and exquisite ; And I shall gaze, and ponder over it. Wondering, was it Leonardo wrought That stealthy ardency, where passionate thought Burns inward, a revealing flame, and glows To the last ecstasy, which is repose ? Was it Bronzino, those Borghese eyes ? And, musing thus among my memories, O unforgotten ! you will come to seem. As pictures do, remembered, some old dream. And I shall think of you as something strange, And beautiful, and full of helpless change. Which I beheld and carried in my heart j But you, I loved, will have become a part 165 Of the eternal mystery, and love Like a dim pain ; and I shall bend above My little fire, and shiver, being coldj When you are no more young, and I am old. i66 TOYS I HAVE laid you away as we lay The toys of a little dead child, You know you are safe in my heart ; You know I haVe set you apart In my heart, and hid you away. Because joy that prattled and smiled In the heart becomes grief to the heart. Laying its youth away With the toys of a little dead child. 167 PERFECT GRIEF THE wandering, wise, outcast sons Of Pharaoh, the dark roofless ones, Taught me this wisdom : If Death come, And take thy dear one, be thou dumb. Nor gratify with suppliant breath The attentive insolence of Death. Suffer thy dear one to depart In silence ; silent in thy heart. From this forth, be thy dear one's name. So I, that would not put to shame So dear a memory dead, repeat No more the sweet name once too sweet, Nor, from that buried name, remove The haughty silence of my love. THE DREAM OIF the world I make , With these eyes be a dream, And Love, that is life, but seem To choose a shade from a shade. Then let me wake ! I have loved, not Love, but a pale. Mortal woman, and made The whole world for her sake ; Let the sight of mine eyes feil. And the whole world fade : I have dreamed : let me wake ! 169 WEARINESS I THERE are grey hours when I drink of indiiFerence ; all things fade Into the grey of a twilight that covers my soul with its sky ; Scarcely I know that this shade is the world, or this burden is I ; And life, and art, and love, and death, are the shades of a shade. Then, in those hours, I hear old voices murmur aloud. And memory tires of the hopelessly hoping desire, her regret ; I hear the remembering voices, and I forget to forget ; The world as a cloud drifts by, or I drift by as a cloud. 170 II I am weary at heart, yet not weary with sorrow, nor weary with pain : I would that an eager sorrow returned to me out of the deep ; I could fold my hands in the morning, lie down on my bed again : Sorrow, angel of Joy, re-awaken my heart from its sleep ! 1 am wearier than the old, when they sit and smile in the sun, Dreaming of sorrowful things, grown happy and dim to their sight ; But I dream in the morning, my daylight is over, my day's work done : r am old at heart, for my sorrow is sleepy, and nods before night. 171 WIND ON THE SEA THE loneliness of the sea is in my heart, And the wind is not more lonely than this grey mind. I have thought far thoughts, I have loved, I have loved, and I find Love gone, thought wreary, and I, alas, left behind. The loneliness of my heart is in the sea, And my mind is not more lonely than this grey wind. Who shall stay the feet of the sea, or bind The wings of the wind ? only the feet of mankind Grow old in the place of their sorrow, and bitter is the heart That may not wander as the wind or return as the sea. 172 A TUNE A FOOLISH rhythm turns in my idle head As a wind-mill turns in the wind on an empty sky. Why is it when love, which men call death- less, is dead, That memory, men call fugitive, will not die ? Is love not dead ? yet I hear that tune if I lie Dreaming awake in the night on my lonely bed, And an old thought turns with the old tune in my head As a wind-mill turns in the wind on an empty sky. 173 THE ONE FACE FAIR faces come again, As at sunsetting The stars without number ; Or as dreams dreamed in vain To a heart forgetting Come back with slumber. Love covered both mine eyes In a sweet twilight With his two hands folded j Foolish to be most wise, In the light of thy light See as my soul did ! O Love, that, seeing all, Sweetly dost cover The eyes of thy loved ones. Let me no more recall The dim hours over And the one face loved once ! 174 But, having long been blind, To behold those graces I have lost with love now, Let me behold and find If all fair feces In the world are enough now ! 175 THE LAST PITY NOW I have seen your face. My tears are all for you. Where are the lonely grace, The pride, the lovely ways I knew ? The flower that blossomed fair When winds and clouds arrayed The shadows of the air, Plucked, though with jealous care, must fade. And in your wintry eyes. With re-awakenings moved A moment, I surprise Nostalgia of the skies they loved. Old sorrows I have borne In patience for your sake. Not without help of scorn : From dreams, now twice forlorn, I wake. 176 I hear the old sorrows call, Now, from your heart alone ; And scorn's relief recall With pity which is all your own. 177 WANDERER'S SONG I HAVE had enough of women, and enough of love. But the land waits, and the sea waits, and day and night is enough ; Give me a long white road, and the grey wide path of the sea. And the wind's will and the bird's will, and the heart-ache still in me. Why should I seek out sorrow, and give gold for strife ? I have loved much and wept much, but tears and love are not life j The grass calls to my heart, and the foam to my blood cries up. And the sun shines and the road shines, and the wine's in the cup. I have had enough of wisdom, and enough of mirth. For the way's one and the end's one, and it's soon to the ends of the earth ; 178 And it's then good-night and to bed, and if heels or heart ache, Well, it's sound sleep and long sleep, and sleep too deep to wake. 179 EPILOGUE O LITTLE waking hour of life out of sleep ! When I consider the many million years I was not yet, and the many million years I shall not be, it is easy to think of the sleep I shall sleep for the second time without hopes or fears. Surely my sleep for the million years was deep ? I remember no dreams from the million years, and it seems I may sleep for as many million years without dreams. Printed by Ballantyne, Hanson