CORNELL UNIVERSITY LIBRARY BOUGHT WITH THE INCOME OF THE SAGE ENDOWMENT FUND GIVEN IN 1 89 1 BY HENRY WILLIAMS SAGE Cornell University Library PR4415.C2A77 W.V. her book and various verses, 3 1924 013 453 281 The original of tliis book is in tlie Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://www.archive.org/details/cu31924013453281 W. V. Her Book And Various Verses Copyright l8g6 '" the United States of America by Stone & Kimball CAD"^ Her wa-^ of ^'■playing at botany " \p. 69 W. V. By William Her Book Canton And . jluthor of V an OUS •• The Invidble Play- _ _ mate," " A Lost Epic Verses *"^ "t^" Poems" fl^ith Two Blmtrat'umi hy C. E. Brack London : Isbister ^ Co. Ltd. 15 55f l6 Tavistock Street Covent Garden MDCCCXCVI Contents W. V. Her Birthday "Bage lO Her Book 41 Tie Inquisition 43 The First Miracle 45 'By the Fireside I 47 'By the Fireside II 48 The Raider 49 Babsie-Bird 50 The Orchard of Stars 52 vi Contents Her Book The Sweet Pea "Page S3 Brook-side Logic 54 Bubble-Blowing 5S New Version of an Old Game 57 The Golden Swing-Boat 58 Another Newton's Apple 59 Naturula Naturans 60 Wings and Hands 61 Flowers Invisible 62 Making Pansies 63 Heart-ease 64 " Si j'avais un arpent " 65 Her Friend Littlejohn 67 Her 'Bedtime 93 Various Verses East of Eden 107 Goodwin Sands Vignettes "5 Trafalgar u, 7"^^ Wanderer I 127 7"^* Wanderer II 128 y^* Scarecrow ijo Contents vii Vignettes The Haunted Bridge 'Page 132 The Stone dge • 134 Sea Pictures I 136 Sea Pictures J I 138 Moonlight 140 Green Pastures 142 The Little Dipper 144 In the Hills 14s Natures Magic 146 April Voices 147 Green Sky '51 Sub Umbra Cruets The Shepherd Beautiful 155 The Moss 159 A Carol 1 6a When Snow Lies Deep 162 " Trees of Righteousness" 164 The Comrades i6ff " Crying Abba, Father " i6s This Grace Vouchsafe 174 Her Birthday Her Birthda WE are still on the rosy side of the apple ; but this is the last Satur- day in September, and we cannot expect many more golden days between this and the cry of the cuckoo. But what a summer we have had, thanks to one of W. V.'s ingenious suggestions ! She came to us in April, when the world 12 W. V. is still a trifle bare and the wind some- what too bleak for any one to get comfortably lost in the Forest or cast up on a coral reef; so we have made her birthday a movable feast, and whenever a fine free Saturday comes round we devote it to thankfulness that she has been born, and to the joy of our both being alive together. W. V. sleeps in an eastern room, and accordingly the sun rises on that side of the house. Under the eaves and just above her window the martins have a nest plastered against the wall, and their chattering awakens her in the first fresh- ness of the new morning. She watches the black shadows of the birds fluttering on the sunny blind, as, first one and then another, they race up to the nest, and vibrate in the air a moment before dart- ing into it. When her interest has begun to flag, she steals in to me in her Her Birthday 13 nightdress, and tugs gently at my beard till I waken and sit up. Unhappily her mother wakens too. "What, more birthdays ! " she exclaims in a tone of stern disapproval ; whereat W. V. and I laugh, for evasion of domestic law is the sweet marjoram of our salad. But it is possible to coax even a Draconian parent into assent, and oh ! Flower of the may, ■If mamsie will not say her nay, W. wont care what any one may say ! We first make a tour of the garden, and it is delightful to observe W. V. prying about with happy, eager eyes, to detect whether nature has been making any new thing during the dim, starry hours when people are too sound asleep to notice ; delightful to hear her little screams of ecstacy when she has dis- covered something she has not seen 14 W. V. before. It is singular how keenly she notes every fresh object, and in what quaint and pretty turns of phrase she expresses her glee and wonderment. "Oh, father, haven't the bushes got their hands quite full of flowers ? " "Aren't the buds the trees' little girls?" This morning the sun was blissfully warm, and the air seemed alive with the sparkle of the dew, which lay thick on every blade and leaf. As we went round the gravel walks we perceived how completely all the earlier flowers had vanished ; even the lovely sweet peas were almost over. We have still, however, the single dahlias, and mari- golds, and nasturtiums, on whose level leaves the dew stood shining like glo- bules of quicksilver ; and the tall Michaelmas daisies make quite a white- topped thicket along the paling, while Her Birthday 15 the rowan-berries are burning in big red bunches over the western hedge. In the corner near the limes we came upon a marvellous spectacle — a huge old spider hanging out in his web in the sun, like a grim old fisherman float- ing in the midst of his nets at sea. A hand's breadth ofF, young bees and new- born flies were busy with the low peren- nial sunflowers ; he watching them motionlessly, with his gruesome shadow silhouetted on a leaf hard by. In his immediate neighbourhood the fine threads of his web were invisible, but a little distance away one could distin- guish their concentric curves, grey on green. Every now and then we heard the snapping of a stalk overhead, and a leaf pattered down from the limes. Esrery now and then, too, slight surges of breeze ran shivering through the branches. Nothing distracted the in- i6 W. V. tense vigilance of the crafty fisherman. Scores of glimmering insects grazed the deadly snare, but none touched it. It must have been tantalising, but the creature's sullen patience was invincible. W. V. at last dropped a piece of leaf- stalk on his web, out of curiosity. In a twinkling he was at the spot, and th? fragment was dislodged with a single jerk. This is one of the things in whick she delights — the' quiet observation of the ways of creatures. Nothing would please her better, could she but dwarf herself into an "aglet-baby," than to climb into those filmy meshes and hare a chat in the sunshine with the wily ogre. She has no mistrust, she feels Ao repulsion from anything that has life. There is a warm place in her heart for the cool, dry toad, and she loves the horned snail, if not for his own sake, at Her Birthday 17 least for his " darling little house " and the silver track he leaves on the gravel. Of course she wanted a story about a spider. I might have anticipated as much. Well, there was King Robert the Bruce, who was saved by a spider from his enemies when they were seek- ing his life. " And if they had found him, would they have sworded off his head ? Really, father.'' Like Oliver Crumball did Charles King's .'' " Her grammar was defective, but her surmises were beyond dispute ; they would. Then there was the story of Sir Samuel Brown, who took his idea of a suspension bridge from a web which hung — but W. V. wanted something much more engrossing. "Wasn't there never no awful big spider that made webs in the Forest ? " " And caught lions and bears .'' " i8 W. V. She nodded approvingly. Oh, yes, there was — once upon a time. " And was there a little girl there ? " There must have been for the story to be worth telling ; but the breakfast bell broke in on the opening chapter of that little girl's incredible adventures. After breakfast we followed the old birthday custom, and "plunged" into the depths of the Forest. Some per- sons, I have heard, call our Forest the " East Woods," and report that though they are pleasant enough in summer, they are rather meagre and limited in area. Now, it is obvious that it would be impossible to "plunge" into any- thing less than a forest. Certainly, when W. V. is with me I am conscious of the Forest — the haunted, enchanted, aboriginal Forest ; and I see with some- thing of her illumined vision, the vision Her Birthday 19 of W, v., who can double for herself the comfort of a fire on a chilly day by running into the next room and return- ing with the tidings, " It's very cold in the woods ! " If you are courageous enough to leave the paths and hazard yourself among the underwood and the litter of bygone autumns, twenty paces will take you to the small Gothic doors of the Oak-men ; twenty more to the cavern of the Great Bruin and the pollard tree on the top of which the foxes live ; while yet another twenty, and you are at the burrows of the kindliest of all insects, the leaf- cutter bees. Once — in parenthesis — when a little maid was weeping because she had lost her way at dusk in the Forest mazes, it was a leaf-cutter bee that tunnelled a striaight line through the trees, so that the nearest road lamp, miles away, twinkled right into the 20 W. V. Forest, and she was able to guide herself home. Indeed, it will only take ten minutes, if you do not dawdle, to get to the dreadful webs of the Iron Spider, and when you do reach that spot, the wisest thing you can do is to follow the example of the tiny flame-elf when a match Is blown out — clap on your cap of darkness and scuttle back to fairy- land. What magical memories have we two of the green huddle and the dreamy lawns of that ancient and illimitable Forest ! We know the bosky dingles where we shall find pappa- trees, on whose lower branches a little girl may dis- cover something to eat when she is good enough to deserve it. We know where certain green-clad foresters keep store of fruits which are supposed, by those who know no better, to grow only in orchards by tropical seas. Of course every one is Her Birthday 21 aware that in the heart of the Forest there is a granite fountain ; but only we two have learned the secret that its water is the Water of Heart's-ease, and that if we continue to drink it we shall never grow really old. We have still a great deal of the Forest to explore ; we have never reached the glade where the dog- daisies have to be chained because they grow so exceedingly wild ; nor have we found the blue thicket — it is blue because it is so distant — from which some of the stars come up into the dusk when it grows late ; but when W. V. has got 'her galloping-horse-bicycle we shall start with the first sunshine some morning, and give the whole day to the quest. We lowly folk dine before most people think of lunching, and so dinner was ready when we arrived home. Now, as decorum at table is one of the cardinal 22 W. V. virtues W. V. dines by proxy. It is her charming young friend Gladys who gives us the pleasure of her company. It is strange how many things this bevvalder- ing daughter of mine can do as Gladys, which she cannot possibly accomplish as W. V. W. V. is unruly, a chatterbox, careless, or at least forgetful, of the ele- gances of the social board ; whereas Gladys is a model of manners, an angel in a bib. W. V. cannot eat crusts, and rebels against porridge at breakfast ; Gladys idolises crusts, and as for porridge — "lam surprised your little girl does not like porridge. It is so good for her." After dinner, as I lay smoking in the garden lounge to-day, I fell a-thinking of W. V. and Gladys, and the numerous other little maids in whom this tricksy sprite has been masquerading since she came into the world five years ago. She Her Birthday 23 began the small comedy before she had well learned to balance herself on her feet. As she sat in the middle of the carpet we would play at looking for the baby — where has the baby gone ? have you seen the baby ? — and, oddly enough, she would take a part and pretend to wonder, or perhaps actually did wonder, what had become of herself, till at last we would discover her on the floor — to her own astonishment and irrepressible delight. Then, as she grew older, it was amus- ing to observe how she would drive away the naughty self, turn it literally out of doors, and return as the "Smiling Winifred." I presume she grew weary, as human nature is apt to grow, of a face which is wreathed in amaranthine smiles ; so the Smiling Winifred van- ished, and we were visited by various sweet children with lovely names, of 24 W. V. whom Gladys is the latest and the most indefatigable. I cannot help laughing when I recall my three-year-old rebel listening for a few moments to a scold- ing, and when she considered that the ends of justice had been served, exclaim- ing, " I put my eyes down ! " — which meant that so far as she was concerned the episode was now definitively closed. My day-dream was broken by W, V. flying up to me with fern fronds fastened to her shoulders for wings. She fluttered round me, then flopped into my lap, and put her arms about my neck. " If I was a real swan, father, I would cuddle your head with my wings." "Ah, well, you are a real duck, Diddles, and that will do quite as well." She was thinking of that tender Irish legend of the Children of Lir, changed Her Birthday 25 into swans by their step-mother and doomed to suffer heat and cold, tempest and hunger, homelessness and sorrow, for nine hundred years, till the sound of the first Christian bell changed them again — to frail, aged mortals. It was always the sister, she knows, who solaced and strengthened the brothers beside the terrible sea of Moyle, sheltering them under her wings and warming them against her bosom. In such a case as this an only child is at a disadvantage. Even M'rao, her furry playmate, might have served as a bewitched brother, but after many months of somnolent for- bearance M'rao ventured into the great world beyond our limes, and returned no more. Flower of the quince, Puss once kissed Babs, and ever since She thinks he must be an enchanted prince. 26 W. V. In a moment she was ofF again, an angel, flying about the garden and in and out of the house in the perform- ance of helpful offices for some one, or, perchance, a fairy, for her heaven is a vague and strangely-peopled region. Long ago she told me that the moon was " put up " by a black man — a say- ing which puzzled me until I came to understand that this negro divinity could only have been the " divine Dark " of the old Greek poet. Of course she says her brief, simple prayers ; but how can one convey to a child's mind any but the most provisional and elemental con- ceptions of the Invisible .'' Once I was telling her the story of a wicked king, who put his trust in a fort of stone on a mountain peak, and scoffed at a prophet God had sent to warn him. " He wasn't very wise," said W. V., ** for God and Jesus and the angels and Her Birthday 27 the fairies are cleverer'n we are ; they have wings." The "cleverness" of God has deeply impressed her. He can make rain and see through walls. She noticed some stone crosses in a sculptor's yard some time ago, and remarked : " Jesus was put on one of those ; " then, after some reflection : " Who was it put Jesus on the cross .'' Was it the church people, father .'' " Well, when one comes to think of it, it was precisely the church people — " not these church people, dear, but the church people of hundreds of years ago, when Jesus was alive." She had seen the world's tragedy in the stained glass windows and had drawn her own conclusion — the people who crucified would be the most likely to make a picture of the crucifixion ; Christ's friends would want to forget it and never to speak of it. In the main she does not much 28 W. V. concern herself with theology or the unseen. She lives in the senses. Once, indeed, she began to communicate some interesting reminiscences of what had happened "before she came here," to this planet ; but something interrupted her, and she has not attempted any further revelation. There is nothing more puzzling in the world to her, I fancy, than an echo. She has forgotten that her own face in the mirror was quite as bewildering. A high wind at night is not a pleasant fellow to have shaking your window and muttering down your chimney ; but an intrepid father with a yard of brown oak is more than a match for him. Thunder and lightning she regards as "great friends ; they always come together." She is more perceptive of their com- panionship than of their air of menace towards mankind. Darkness, unless it Her Birthday 29 be on the staircase, does not trouble her : when we have said good-night out goes the gas. But there seems to be some quality or influence in the darkness which makes her affectionate and considerate. Once and again when she has slept with me and wakened in the dead of night she has been most apologetic and self-abasing. She is so sorry to disturb me, she knows she is a bother, but would I give her a biscuit or a drink of water ? She has all along been a curious com- bination of tenderness and savagery. In a sudden fit of motherhood she will bring me her dolly to kiss, and ten minutes later I shall see it lying un- dressed and abandoned in a corner of the room. She is a Spartan parent, and slight is the chance of her children being spoiled either by sparing the rod or lack of stern monition. It is not so 30 W. V. long ago that we heard a curious sound of distress in the dining-room, and on her mother hurrying downstairs to see what was amiss, there was W. V. chas- tising her recalcitrant babe — and doing the weeping herself. This appeared to be a good opportunity for pointing a moral. It was clear now that she knew what it was to be naughty and dis- obedient, and if she punished these faults so severely in her own children she must expect me to deal with her manifold and grievous offences in the same way. She looked very much sobered and concerned, but a few moments later she brought me a stout oak walking-stick : "Would that do, father?" She shows deep commiseration for the poor and old ; grey hairs and penury are sad bed- fellows ; but for the poor who are not old I fear she feels little sympathy. Perhaps we, or the conditions of life. Her Birthday 31 are to blame for this limitation of feel- ing, for when we spoke to her of certain poor little girls with no mothers, she rejoined : " Why don't you take them, then ? " Our compassion which stopped short of so simple a remedy must have seemed suspiciously like a pretence. To me one of the chief wonders of childhood has been the manner in which this young person has picked up words, has learned to apply them, has coined them for herself, and has managed to equip herself with a stock of quotations. When she was yet little more than two and a half she applied of her own accord the name Dapple-grey to her first wooden horse. Then Dapple-grey was pressed into guardianship of her sleeping dolls, with this stimulative quotation : " Brave dog, watching by the baby's bed." There was some vacillation, I recollect, as to whether it was a laburnum or a St. Bernard that 32 W. V. saved travellers in the snow, but that was exceptional. The word "twins" she adapted prettily enough. Trying once in an emotional moment to put her love for me into terms of gold currency, she added : " And I love mother just the same ; you two are twins, you know." A little while after the University boat-race she drew my attention to a doll in a shop-window : "Isn't it beautiful.? And look at its Oxford eyes ! " To " fussle one," to disturb one by making a fuss, seems at once fresh and useful ; " sorefully " is an acutely expressive adverb ; when you have to pick your steps in wet weather the road may be conveniently described as " picky ; " don't put wild roses on the cloth at dinner lest the maid should " crumb " them away ; and when one has a cold in the head how can one describe the condition of one's nose Her Birthday 33 except as "hoarse"? "Lost in sad thought," "Now I have something to my heart's content," "Few tears are my portion," are among the story-book phrases which she has assimilated for week-day use. When she was being read to out of Kingsley's "Heroes," she asked her mother to substitute " the Ladies" for "the Gorgons." She did not like the sound of the word ; " it makes me," drawing her breath with a sort of shiver through her teeth, " it makes me pull myself together." Once when she broke into a sudden laugh, for sheer glee of living I suppose, she explained : " I am just like a little squirrel biting myself." Her use of the word " live " is essential poetry ; the spark "lives" inside the flint, the catkins " live " in the Forest ; and she pointed out to me the " lines " down a horse's legs where the blood " lives." A sign- 34 W. V. board on a piece of waste land caused her some perplexity. It was not " The public are requested" this time, but "Forbidden to shoot rubbish here." Either big game or small deer she could have understood ; but — " Who wants to shoot rubbish, father ? " Have I sailed out of the trades into the doldrums in telling of this common- place little body .? — for, after all, she is merely the average, healthy, merry, teasing, delightful mite who tries to take the whole of life at once into her two diminutive hands. Ah, well, I want some record of these good, gay days of our early companionship ; some- thing that may still survive when this right hand is dust ; a testimony that there lived at least one man who was joyously content with the small mercies which came to him in the beaten way Her Birthday 35 of nature. For neither of us, little woman, can these childish, hilarious days last much longer now. Five arch, happy faces look out at me from the sections of an oblong frame ; all W. V.s, but no two the same W. V. The sixth must go into another frame. You must say good-bye to the enchanted Forest, little lass, and travel into strange lands ; and the laws of infancy are harder than the laws of old Wales. For these ordained that when a person remained in a far country under such conditions that he could not freely revisit his own, his title to the ancestral soil was not extinguished till the ninth man ; the ninth man could utter his "cry over the abyss," and save his portion. But when you have gone into the world beyond, and can no more revisit the Forest freely, no ear will ever listen to your " cry over the abyss." 36 W. V. "When she had at last tired herself with angelic visits and thrown aside her fern wings, she returned to me and wanted to know if I would play at shop. No, I would not play at shop ; I would be neither purchaser nor pro- prietor, the lady she called " Cash " nor the stately gentleman she called " Sign." Would I be a king, then, and refuse my daughter to her (she would be a prince) unless she built a castle in a single night ; " better'n't " she bring her box of bricks and the dominoes ? No, like Caesar, I put by the crown. She took my refusals cheerfully. On the whole, she is tractable in these matters. "Fathers," she once told me, "know better than little girls, don't they.?" "Oh, dear, no ! how could they .'' Fathers have to go into the city ; they don't go to school like little girls." Doubtless there was something in that, but she persisted, Her Birthday 37 "Well, even if little girls do go to school, fathers are wiser and know best." From which one father at least may derive encouragement. Well, would I blow soap-bubbles .'' I think it was the flying thistledown in June which first gave us the cue of the soap-bubbles. What a delightful game it is ; and there is a knack, too, in blowing these spheres of fairy glass and setting them off on their airy flight. Till you have blown bubbles you have no conception how full of waywardness and freakish currents the air is. Oh, you who are sad at heart, or weary of thought, or irritable with physical pain, coax, beg, borrow, or steal a four- or five-year-old, and betake you to blowing bubbles in the sunshine of your recluse garden. Let the breeze be just a little brisk to set your bubbles drifting. Fill some of them with to- 38 W. V. bacco smoke, and with the wind's help bombard the old fisherman in his web. As the opaline globes break and the smoke escapes in a white pufF along the grass or among the leaves, you shall think of historic battlefields, and muse whether the greater game was not quite as childish as this, and " sorefully " less innocent. The smoke-charges are only a diversion ; it is the crystal balls which delight most. The colours of all the gems in the world run molten through their fragile films. And what visions they contain for crystal-gazers ! Among the gold and green, the rose and blue, you see the dwarfed reflection of your own trees and your own home floating up into the sunshine. These are your possessions, your surroundings — so lovely, so fairylike in the bubble ; in reality so prosaic and so inadequate when one considers the rent and rates. Her Birthday 39 To W. V. the bubbles are like the wine of the poet — " full of strange con- tinents and new discoveries." Flower of the sloe. When chance annuls the worlds we blow. Where does the soul of beauty in them go ? " Tell me a story of a little girl who lived in a bubble," she asked when she had tired of creating fresh microcosms. I lifted her on to my knee, and as she settled herself comfortably she drew my right arm across her breast and began to nurse it. " Well, once upon a time " Her Book The Inquisition I WOKE at dead of night ; The room was still as death ; All in the dark I saw a sight Which made me catch my breath. Although she slumbered near. The silence hung so deep I leaned above her crib to hear If it were death or sleep. 44 W. V. As low — all quick — I leant. Two large eyes thrust me back ; Dark eyes — too wise — which gazed intent ; Blue eyes transformed to black. Heavens ! how those steadfast eyes Their eerie vigil kept ! Was this some angel in disguise Who searched us while we slept ; Who winnow'd every sin, Who tracked each slip and fall. One of God's spies — not Babbykin, Not Babbykin at all ? Day came with golden air ; She caught the beams and smiled ; No masked inquisitor was there. Only a babbling child ! The First Miracle THE huge weeds bent to let her pass, And sometimes she crept under ; She plunged through gulfs of flowery grass. She filled both hands with plunder. The buttercups grew tall as she, Taller the big dog-daisies ; And so she lost herself, you see. Deep in the jungle mazes. 46 W. V. A wasp twang'd by ; a horned snail Leered from a great-leafed docken ; She shut her eyes, she raised a wail Deplorable, heart-broken. "Mamma ! " Two arms, flashed out of space Miraculously, caught her ; Fond mouth was pressed to tearful face — " What is it, little daughter ? " By the Fireside i RED-BOSOMED Robin, in the hard white weather She marks thee light upon the ice to rest ; She sees the wintry glass glow with thy breast And let thee warm thy feet at thine own feather. By the Fireside ii IN the April sun at baby-house she plays. Her rooms are traced with stones and bits of bricks ; For warmth she lays a hearth with little sticks. And one bright crocus makes a merry blaze ! The Raider HER happy, wondering eyes had ne'er Till now ranged summer meadows o'er : She would keep stopping everywhere To fill with flowers her pinafore. But when she saw how, green and wide, Field followed field, and each was gay With endless flowers, she laughed — then sighed, " No use ! " and threw her spoils away. Babsie-Bird IN the orchard blithely waking. Through the blossom, loud and clear. Pipes the goldfinch, "Day is breaking; Waken, Babsie ; May is here ! Bloom is laughing ; lambs are leaping ; Every new green leaflet sings ; Five chipp'd eggs will soon be cheeping ; God be praised for song and wings ! " Her Book 51 Warm and ruddy as an ember. Lilting sweet from bush to stone, On the moor in chill November Flits the stone-chat all alone : " Snow will soon drift up the heather ; Days are short, nights cold and long ; Meanwhile in this glinting weather God be thanked for wings and song ! " Round from Maytime to November Babsie lilts upon the wing. Far too happy to remember Thanks or praise for anything ; Save at bedtime, laughing sinner. When she gaily lisps along, For the wings and song within her — " Thank you, God, for wings and song ! " The Orchard of Stars AMID the orchard grass she'd stood and watch'd with childish glee The big bright burning apples shower'd like star-falls from the tree : So when the autumn meteors fell she cried, with outspread gown, ' Oh my, papa, look ! Isn't God just shaking apples down ? " The Sweet Pea OH, what has been born in the night To bask in this blithe summer morn ? She peers, in a dream of delight, For something new-made or new-born. Not spider-webs under the tree, Not swifts in their cradle of mud. But — '• Look, father. Sweet Mrs. Pea Has two little babies in bud ! " Brook-side Logic As the brook caught the blossoms she cast, Such a wonder gazed out from her face ! Why, the water was all running past, Yet the brook never budged from its place. Oh, the magic of what was so clear ! I explained. And enlightened her ? Nay — ■" Why but, father, I couldn't stay here If I always was running away ! " Bubble-blowing OUR plot is small, but sunny limes Shut out all cares and troubles ; And there my little girl at times And I sit blowing bubbles. The screaming swifts race to and fro, Bees cross the ivied paling. Draughts lift and set the globes we blow In freakish currents sailing. 56 W. V. They glide, they dart, they soar, they break. Oh, joyous little daughter. What lovely coloured worlds we make. What crystal flowers of water ! One, green and rosy, slowly drops ; One soars and shines a minute. And carries to the lime-tree tops Our home, reflected in it. The gable, with cream rose in bloom. She sees from roof to basement ; " Oh, father, there's your little room ! " She cries in glad amazement. To her enchanted with the gleam. The glamour and the glory. The bubble home's a home of dream. And I must tell its story ; Tell what we did, and how we played. Withdrawn from care and trouble — A father and his merry maid. Whose house was in a bubble ! New Version of an Old Game THE Storm had left the rain-butt brimming ; A dahlia leaned across the brink ; Its mirrored self, beneath it swimming. Lit the dark water, gold and pink. Oh, rain, far fallen from heights of azure — Pure rain, from heavens so cold and lone — Dost thou not feel, and thrill with pleasure To feel a flower's heart in thine own ? Enjoy thy beauty, and bestow it. Fair dahlia, fenced from harm, mishap ! " See, Babs, this flower — and this below it." She looked, and screamed in rapture — "Snap ! ' The Golden Swing-boat ACROSS the low dim fields we caught Faint music from a distant band — So sweet i' the dusk one might have thought It floated up from elfin-land. Then, o'er the tree-tops' hazy blue We saw the new moon, low i' the air : " Look, Dad," she cried, " a shuggy-shue ! Why this must be a fairies' fair ! " Another Newton's Apple WE tried to show with lamp and ball How simply day and night were "made ;" How earth revolved, and how through all One half was sunshine, one was shade. One side, tho' turned and turned again, Was always bright. She mused and frowned, Then flashed — " It's just an apple, then, 'at's always rosy half way round ! " Oh, boundless tree of ranging blue. Star-fruited through thy heavenly leaves, Be, if thou canst be, good unto This apple-loving babe of Eve's. Naturula Naturans BESIDE the water and the crumbs She laid her little birds of clay, For — "When some other sparrow comes Perhaps they'll fly away." Ah, golden dream, to clothe with wings A heart of springing joy ; to know Two lives i' the happy sum of things To her their bliss will owe ! Day dawned ; they had not taken flight. The' playmates called from bush and tree. She sighed : " I hardly thought they might. Well, — God's more clever'n me ! " Wings and Hands God's angels, dear, have six great wings Of silver and of gold ; Two round their heads, two round their hearts Two round their feet they fold. The angel of a man I know Has just two hands — so small ! But they're more strong than six gold wings To keep him from a fall. Flowers Invisible She'd watched the rose-trees, how they grew With green hands full of flowers ; Such flowers made their hands sweet, she knew, But tenderness made ours. So now, o'er fevered brow and eyes Two small cold palms she closes. " Thanks, darling ! " " Oh, mamma," she cries "Are my hands full of roses ? " Making Pansies "r-pHREE faces in a hood." A Folk called the pansy so Three hundred years ago. Of course she understood ! Then, perching on my knee. She drew her mother's head To her own and mine, and said " That's mother, you, and me ! " And so it comes about We three, for gladness' sake. Sometimes a pansy make Before the gas goes out. Heart-ease LAST June — how slight a thing to tell ! — One straggling leaf beneath the limes Against the sunset rose and fell. Making a rhythm with coloured rhymes. No other leaf in all the air Seemed waking ; and my little maid Watched with me, from the garden-chair. Its rhythmic play of light and shade. Now glassy gold, now greenish grey, It dropped, it lifted. That was all. Strange I should still feel glad to-day To have seen that one leaf lift and fall. "Si j'avais un arpent" O H, had I but a plot of earth, on plain or vale or hill, With running water babbling through, in torrent, spring, or rill. I'd plant a tree, an olive or an oak or willow- tree. And build a roof of thatch, or tile, or reed, for mine and me. Upon my tree a nest of moss, or down, or wool, should hold A songster — finch or thrush or blackbird with its bill of gold ; 66 W. V. Beneath my roof a child, with brown or blond or chestnut hair. Should find in hammock, cradle or crib a nest, and slumber there. I ask for but a little plot ; to measure my domain, I'd say to Babs, my bairn of bliss, " Go, alder- liefest wean, " And stand against the rising sun ; your shadow on the grass Shall trace the limits of my world ; beyond I shall not pass. " The happiness one can't attain is dream and glamour-shine ! " These rhymes are Soulary's ; the thoughts are Babs's thoughts and mine. Her Friend Littlejohn Her Friend Littlejohn THE first time Littlejohn saw W. V, — a year or so ago — she was sitting on the edge of a big red flower-pot, into which she had managed to pack herself. A brilliant Japanese sunshade was tilted over her shoulder, and close by stood a large green watering-can. This was her way of " playing at botany," but as the 70 W. V. old gardener could not be prevailed upon to water her, there was not as much fun in the game as there ought to have been. W. V. was accordingly consoling her- self with telling " Mr. Sandy " — the re- calcitrant gardener — the authentic and incredible story of the little girl who was "just 'scruciatingly good." Later, on an idyllic afternoon among the heather, Littlejohn heard all about that excellent and too precipitate child, who was so eager to oblige or obey that she rushed off before she could be told what to do ; and as this was the only story W. V. knew which had obviously a moral, W. V. made it a great point to explain that "little girls ought not to be too good ; if- — they — only — did — what — they — were — told they would be good enough." W. V.'s mother had been taken seri- Her Friend Littlejohn 71 ously ill a few weeks before, and as a house of sickness is not the best place for a small child, nor a small child the most soothing presence in a patient's room, W. V. had undertaken a marvel- lous and what seemed an interminable journey into the West Highlands. Her host and hostess were delighted with her and her odd sayings and quaint, fanciful ways ; and she, in the plenitude of her good-nature, extended a cheerful patron- age to the grown-up people. Littlejohn had no children of his own, and it was a novel delight, full of charming sur- prises, to have a sturdy, imperious, sunny-hearted little body of four and a half as his constant companion. The child was pretty enough, but it was the alert, excitable little soul of her which peered and laughed out of her blue eyes that took him captive. Like most healthy children, W. V. 72 W. V. did not understand what sorrow, sick- ness, or death meant. Indeed it is told of her that she once exclaimed gleefully, " Oh, see, here's a funeral ! Which is the bride ? " The absence of her mother did not weigh upon her. Once she awoke at night and cried for her ; and on one or two occasions, in a sentimen- tal mood, she sighed " I should like to see my father ! Don't you think we could ' run over ' .? " The immediate present, its fun and nonsense and grave responsibilities, absorbed all her energies and attention ; and what a divine dis- pensation it is that we who never forget can be forgotten so easily. I fancy, from what I have heard, that she must have regarded Littlejohn's ignorance of the ways of children as one of her responsibilities. It was really very deplorable to find a great-statured, ruddy-bearded fellow of two and thirty Her Friend Littlejohn 73 so absolutely wanting in tact, so in- capable of " pretending," so destitute of the capacity of rhyming or of telling a story. The way she took him in hand was kindly yet resolute. It began with her banging her head against isomething and howling. " Don't cry, dear," Little- john had entreated, with the crude pathos of an amateur ; " come, don't cry. When W. V. had heard enough of this she looked at him disapprovingly, and said, "You shouldn't say that. You should just laugh and say, * Come, let me kiss that crystal tear away ! ' " " Say it ! " she added after a pause. This was Littlejohn's first lesson in the dry art of consolation. littlejohn as a lyric poet was a melan- choly spectacle. " Now, you say, ' Come, let us go,' " W. V. would command. 74 W. V. " I don't know it, dear." " I'll say half for you — " Come, let us go where the people sell " But Littlejohn hadn't the slightest notion of what they sold. "Bananas," W. V. prompted; "say it." " Bananas." "And what.?" " Oranges ? " Littlejohn hazarded. " Pears ! " cried W. V. reproachfully ; " say it ! " « Pears." " And " with pauses to give her host chances of retrieving his honour ; " pine — ap — pel ! — ' Bananas and pears and pine-appM,' of course. I don't think you can pub- lish a poem." "I don't think I can, dear," little- john confessed after a roar of laughter. Her Friend Littlejohn 75 "Pappa and I published that poem. Pine-appel made me laugh at first. And after that you say — ' Away to the market ! and let us buy A sparrow to make asparagus pie.' Say it ! " So in time Littlejohn found his memory becoming rapidly stocked with all sorts of nonsensical rhymes and ridi* culous pronunciations. Inability to rhyme, like inability to reason, is a gift of nature, and one can overlook it, but Littlejohn's sheer im- becility in face of the demand for a story was a sore trial to W. V. After an impatient lesson or two, the way in which he picked up a substitute for imagination was really exceedingly creditable. Having spent a day in the " Forest " — W. V. could pack some of her forests in a nutshell, and feel her- 76 W. V. self a woodlander of infinite verdure — Littlejohn learned which trees were " pappa-trees " ; how to knock and ask if any one was in ; how to make the dog inside bark if there was no one ; how to get an answer in the affirmative if he asked whether they could give his little girl a biscuit, or a pear, or a plum ; how to discover the fork in the branches where the gift would be found, and how to present it to W. V. with an air of in- exhaustible surprise and delight. Every Forest is full of " pappa-trees," as every verderer knows ; the crux of the situa- tion presents itself when the tenant of the tree is cross, or the barking dog intimates that he has gone "to the City." Now, about a mile from Cloan Den, Littlejohn's house, there was a bit of the real "old ancient" Caledonian Forest. There was not much timber, it is true. Her Friend Littlejohn 77 but still enough ; and occasionally one came across a shattered shell of oak, which might have been a pillar of cloudy foliage in the days when woad was the fashionable dress material. I have reason to believe that W. V. in- vested all that wild region with a rosy atmosphere of romance for Littlejohn. Every blade of grass and fringe of larch was alive with wood-magic. She trotted about with him holding his hand, or swinging on before him with her broad boyish shoulders thrown well back and an air of unconscious proprietorship of man and nature. It was curious to note how her father's stories had taken hold of her, and Littlejohn, with some surprise at himself and at the nature of things at large, began to fancy he saw motive and purpose in some of these fantastic nar- ratives. The legend of the girl that 78 W. V. was "just 'scruciatingly good," had evidently been intended to correct a possible tendency towards priggishness. The boy whose abnormal badness ex- pressed itself in "I don't care " could not have been so irredeemably wicked, or he would never have succeeded in locking the bear and tiger up in the tree and leaving them there to dine ofF each other. And all the stories about little girls who got lost — there were several of these — were evidently lessons against fright and incentives to courage and self-confidence. W, V. quite believed that if a little girl got bewildered in the underwood the grass would whisper " This way, this way ! " or some little furry creature would look up at her with its sharp beady eyes and tell her to follow. Even though one were hungry and thirsty as well as lost, there was nothing to be Her Friend Littlejohn 79 afraid of, if there were only oaks in the Forest. For when once on a time a little girl — ^whose name, strangely enough, was W. V. — got lost and began to cry, did not the door of an oak-tree open and a little, little, wee man all dressed in green, with green boots and a green feather in his cap, come out and ask her to " step inside," and have some fruit and milk? And didn't he say, " When you get lost, don't keep going this way and going that way and going the other way, but keep straight on and you are sure to come out at the other side ? Only poor wild things in cages at the Zoo keep going round and round." And that is " truly and really," W. V. would add, "because I saw them doing it at the Zoo." Even at the risk of being tedious, I must finish the story, for it was one that greatly delighted Littlejohn and haunted 8o W. V. him in a pleasant fashion. Well, when this little girl who was lost had eaten the fruit and drunk the milk, she asked the wee green oak-man to go with her a little way as it was growing dusk. And he said he would. Then he whistled, and close to, and then farther away, and still farther and farther, other little oak- men whistled in answer, till all 'the Forest was full of the sound of whist- ling. And the oak-man shouted, " Will you help this little girl out .'' " and you could hear "Yes, yes, yes, yes," far away right and left, to the very end of the Forest. And the oak-man walked a few yards with her, and pointed ; and she saw another oak and another oak- man ; and so she went on from one to another right through the Forest ; and she said, " Thank you, Mr. Oak-man," to each of them, and bent down and gave each of them a kiss, and they all " Thank you, Mr. Oakman " Her Friend Littlejohn 8i laughed because they were pleased, and when she got out she could still hear them laughing quietly together. Another story that pleased Littlejohn hugely, and he liked W. V. to tell it as he lay in a hollow among the heather with his bonnet pulled down to the tip of his nose, was about the lost little girl who walked among the high grass — it was quite up to her eyes — till she was " tired to death." So she lay down, and just as she was beginning to doze ofF she heard a very soft voice humming her to sleep, and she felt warm soft arms snuggling her close to a warm breast. And as she was wondering who it could be that was so kind to her, the soft voice whispered, " It is only mother, dearie ; sleep-a-sleep, dearie ; only mother cuddling her little girl." And when she woke there was no one there, and she had been lying in quite a 82 W, V. little grassy nest in the hollow of the ground. Littlejohn himself could hardly credit the change which this voluble, piquant, imperious young person had made not only in the ways of the house, but in his very being and in the material landscape itself. One of the oddest and most in- congruous things he ever did in his life was to measure W. V. against a tree and inscribe her initials (her father always called her by her initials and she liked that form of her name best), and his own, and the date, above the score which marked her height. The late summer and the early autumn passed delightfully in this fashion. There was some talk at inter- vals of W. V. being packed, labelled, and despatched "with care" to her own woods and oak-men in the most pleasant suburb of the great metropolis, but it Her Friend Littlejohn 83 never came to anything. Her father was persuaded to spare her just a little longer. The patter of the little feet, the chatter of the voluble, cheery voice, had grown well-nigh indispensable to Littlejohn and his wife, for though I have confined myself to Littlejohn's side of the story, I would not have it supposed that W. V.'s charm did not radiate into other lives. So the cold rain and the drifted leaf, the first frost and the first snow came ; and in their train come Christmas and the Christmas-tree and the joyful vision of Santa Claus. Now to make a long story short, a polite note had arrived at Cloan Den asking for the pleasure of Miss W. V.'s company at Bargeddie Mains — about a mile and a half beyond the " old ancient " Caledonian Forest — where a Christmas- tree was to be despoiled of its fairy 84 W. V. fruitage. The Bargeddie boys would drive over for Miss W. V. in the after- noon, and "Uncle Big- John" would perhaps come for the young lady in the evening, unless indeed he would change his mind and allow her to stay all night. Uncle Big-John, of course, did not change his mind ; and about nine o'clock he reached the Mains. It was a sharp moonlight night, and the wide snowy strath sweeping away up to the vast snow-muffled Bens looked like a silvery expanse of fairyland. So far as I can gather it must have been well on the early side of ten when Littlejohn and W. V. (rejoicing in the spoils of the Christmas-tree) bade the Bargeddie people good-night and started home- ward — the child warmly muffled, and chattering and laughing hilariously as she trotted along with her hand in his. Her Friend Littlejohn 85 It has often since been a subject of wonder that Littlejohn did not notice the change of the weather, or that, having noticed it, he did not return for shelter to the Mains. But we are all too easily wise after the event, and it is to be remembered that the distance from home was little over three miles, and that Littlejohn was a perfect giant of a man. They could have hardly been more than half a mile from Bargeddie when the snow-storm began. The sparse big flakes thickened, the wind rose bitterly cold, and then, in a fierce smother of darkness, the moonlight was blotted out. For what follows the story depends principally on the recollections of W. V., and in a great measure on one's know- ledge of Littlejohn's nature. The biting cold and the violence of the wind soon exhausted the small traveller. 86 W. V. Littlejohn took her in his arms, and wrapped her in his plaid. For some time they kept to the highroad, but the bitter weather suggested the advisability of taking a crow-line across the Forest. " You're a jolly heavy lumpumpibus, Infanta," Littlejohn said with a laugh ; " I think we had better try a short cut for once through the old oaks." When they got into some slight cover among the younger trees, Littlejohn paused to recover his breath. It was still blowing and snowing heavily. " Now, W. v., I think it would be as well if you knocked up some of your little green oak-men, for the Lord be good to me if I know where we are." " Vou must knock," said W. V., « but I don't think you will get any bananas." W. V. says that Littlejohn did knock and that the bark of the dog showed that the oak-man was not at home ! Her Friend Littlejohn 87 " I rather thought he would not be, W. v.," said Littlejohn ; " they never are at home except only to the little people. We big ones have to take care of ourselves." " The oak-man said, 'Keep straight on, and you're sure to come out at the other side,'" W. V. reminded him. " The oak-man spoke words of wis- dom, Infanta," said Littlejohn. " Come along, W. V." And he lifted the child again in his arms. " Are you cold, my dearie-girl .'' " " No, only my face ; but I am so sleepy." " And so heavy, W. V. I didn't think a little girl could be so heavy. Come along, and let us try keeping straight on. The other side must be some where." How long he trudged on with the thild in his arms and the bewilder- 88 W. V. ing snow beating and clotting on them both will never be known, W. V., with a spread of his plaid over her face, fell into a fitful slumber, from which she was awakened by a fall and a scramble. " You poor helpless bairn," he groaned, " have I hurt you ? " W. V. was not hurt ; the snow-wreath had been too deep for that. "Well, you see, W. V., we came a lamentable cropper that time," said Littlejohn. "I think we must rest a little, for I'm fagged out. You see, W. v., there is no grass to whisper, ' This way, this way ; ' and there are no furry things to say, ' Follow me ; ' and the oak-men are all asleep ; and — and, God forgive me, I don't know what to do ! " " Are you crying. Uncle Big- John ? " asked W. V. ; for " his voice sounded Her Friend Littlejohn 89 just like as if he was crying," she ex- plained afterwards. " Crying ! no, my dear ; there's no need to kiss the crystal tear away ! But, you see, I'm tired, and it's jolly cold and dark ; and, as Mother Earth is good to little children " He paused to see how he should be best able to make her understand. " You remember how that little girl that was lost went to sleep in a hollow of the grass and heard the Mother talking to her? Well, you must just lie snug like that, you see." " But I'm not lost." "Of course, you're not lost. Only you must lie snug and sleep till it stops snowing, and I'll sit beside you." Littlejohn took oiF his plaid and his thick tweed jacket. He wrapped the child in the latter, and half covered her with snow. With the plaid, propped 90 W- V. up with his stick, he made a sort of tent to shelter her from the driving flakes. He then lay down beside her till she fell asleep. " It's only mother, dearie ; mother cuddling her little girl ; sleep-a-sleep." Then he must have arisen shuddering in his shirt-sleeves, and have lashed his arms again and again about his body for warmth. In the hollow in which they were found, the snow-wreath, with the excep- tion of a narrow passage a few feet in width where they had blundered in, was impassably deep on all sides. All round and round the hollow the snow was very much trampled. Worn out with fatigue and exposure, the strong man had at last lain down beside the child. His hand was under his head. In that desperate circular race against Her Friend Littlejohn 91 cold and death he must have been struck by his own resemblance to the wild creatures padding round and round in their cages in the Zoo, and what irony he must have felt in the counsel of the wee green oak-man. Well, he had followed the advice, had he not? And, when he awoke, would he not find that he had come out at the other side ? Hours afterwards, when at last Little- john slowly drifted back to conscious- ness, he lay staring for a moment or two with a dazed bewildered brain. Then into his eyes there flashed a look of horror, and he struggled to pull himself together. " My God, my God, where is the Infant ^ " he groaned. W. V. was hurried into the room, obliviously radiant. With a huge sigh Littlejohn sank back smiling, and held 92 W. V. out his hand to her. Whereupon W. V., moving it gently aside, went up close to him and spoke, half in inquiry half in remonstrance, "You're not going to be died, are you ? " Her Bed-Time Her Bed-Time IN these winter evenings, thanks to the Great Northern, and to Hes- perus who brings ail things home, I reach my doorstep about half an hour before W. V.'s bed-time. A sturdy, rosy, flaxen-haired little body opens to my well-known knock, takes a kiss on the tip of her nose, seizes my umbrella. 96 W. V. and makes a great show of assisting me with my heavy overcoat. She leads me into the dining-room, gets my slippers, runs my bootlaces into Gordian knots in her impetuous zeal, and announces that she has "set" the tea. At table she slips furtively on to my knee, and we are both happy till a severe voice, " Now, father ! " reminds us of the reign of law in general, and of that law in particular which enacts that it is shocking in little girls to want every- thing they see, and most reprehensible in elderly people (I elderly !) to en- courage them. We are glad to escape to the armchair, where, after I have lit my pipe and W. V. has blown the elf of flame back to fairyland, we conspire — not overtly in- deed, but each in his deep mind — how we shall baffle domestic tyranny and evade, if but for a few brief minutes of Her Bed-Time 97 recorded time, the cubicular moment and the inevitable hand of the bath-maiden. The critical instant occurs about half- way through my first pipe, and W. V.'s devices for respite or escape are at once innumerable and transparently ingenious. I admit my connivance without a blush, though I may perchance weakly observe : " One sees so little of her, mother ; " for how delightful it is when she sings or recites — and no one would be so rude as to interrupt a song or recitation — to watch the little hands waving in " the air so blue," the little fingers flickering above her head in imitation of the sparks at the forge, the little arms nursing an imaginary weeping dolly, the blue eyes lit up with excitement as they gaze abroad from the cherry-tree into the " foreign lands " beyond the garden wall. She has much to tell me about the 98 W. V. day's doings. Yes, she has been clay- modelling. I have seen some of her marvellous baskets of fruit and birds' nests and ivy leaves ; but to-day she has been doing what dear old Mother Nature did in one of her happy moods some millenniums ago — making a sea with an island in it ; and around the sea mount^ns, one a volcano with a crater blazing with red crayon ; and a river with a bridge across it ; quite a boldly conceived and hospitable frag- ment of a new planet. Of course Miss Jessie helped her, but she would soon be able, all by herself, to create a new world in which there should be ever- blossoming spring and a golden age and fairies to make the impossible common- place. W. V. does not put it in that way, but those, I fancy, would be the characteristics of a universe of her happy and innocent contriving. Her Bed-Time 99 In her early art days W. V. was distinctly Darwinian. Which was the cow, and which the house, and which the lady, was always a nice question. One could differentiate with the aid of a few strokes of natural selection, but essentially they were all of the same protoplasm. Her explanations of her pictures afforded curious instances of the easy magic with which a breath of her little soul made all manner of dry bones live. I reproached her once with wasting paper which she had covered with a whirling scribble. "Why, father," she exclaimed with surprise, "that's the north wind ! " Her latest masterpiece is a drawing of a stone idol ; but it is only exhibited on con- dition that, when you see it, you must " shake with fright." At a Kindergarten one learns, of course, many things besides clay-model- loo W. V. ling, drawing and painting : poetry, for instance, and singing, and natural history ; drill and ball-playing and dancing. And am I not curious — ^this with a glance at the clock which is on the stroke of seven — to hear the new verse of her last French song ? Shall she recite " Purr, purr ! " or " The Swing " ? Or would it not be an agreeable change to have her sing " Up into the Cherry Tree," or " The Busy Blacksmith " ? Any or all of these would be indeed delectable, but parting is the same sweet sorrow at the last as at the first. How- ever, we shall have one song. And after that a recitation by King Alfred ! The king is the most diminutive of china dolls dressed in green velvet. She steadies him on the table by one leg, and crouches down out of sight while he goes through his performance. The Fauntleroy hair and violet eyes are the Her Bed-Time loi eyes and hair of King Alfred, but the voice is the voice of W. V. When she has recited and sung I draw her between my knees and begin : " There was once a very naughty little girl, and her name was W. V." " No, father, a good little girl." "Well, there was a good little girl, and her name was Gladys." " No, father, a good little girl called W. V." " Well, a good little girl called W. V. ; and she was ' quickly obedient ' ; and when her father said she was to go to bed, she said : ' Yes, father,' and she yxstflew, and gave no trouble." "And did her father come up and kiss her ? " " Why, of course, he did." A few minutes later she is kneeling on the bed with her head nestled in my breast, repeating her evening prayer : 102 W. V. " Dear Father, whom I cannot sec. Smile down from heaven on little me. Let angels through the darkness spread Their holy wings about my bed. And keep me safe, because I am The heavenly Shepherd's little lamb. Dear God our Father, watch and keep Father and mother while they sleep ; "and bless Dennis, and Ronnie, and Uncle John, and Auntie Bonnie, and Phyllis (did Phyllis use to squint when she was a baby ? Poor Phyllis !) ; and Madame, and Lucille (she is only a tiny little child ; a quarter past three years or something like that) ; and Ivo and Wilfrid (he has bronchitis very badly ; he can't come out this winter ; aren't you sorry for him? Really a dear little boy)." " Any one else ? " "Auntie Edie and Grandma. {He will have plenty to do, won't He ?)" Her Bed-Time 103 " And ' Teach me ' "—I suggest. " Teach me to do what I am told, And help me to be good as gold." And a whisper comes from the pillow as I tuck in the eider-down : " Now He will be wondering whether I am going to be a good girl." Various Verses East of Eden FAR down upon the plain the large round moon Sank red in jungle mist ; but on the heights The cold clear darkness burned with restless stars : And, restless as the stars, the grim old King Paced with fierce choleric strides the monstrous ridge Of boulders piled to make the city wall. Muttering his wrath within his cloudy beard, io8 East of Eden He moved, and paused, and turned. The star- light caught The huge bent gold that ringed his giant head. Gleamed on the jewel-fringed vast lion-fells That clothed his stature, ran in dusky play Along the ponderous bronze that armed his spear. He fiercely scanned the East for signs of dawn ; Then shook his clenched hand above his head. And blazed with savage eyes and brow thrown back To front the awful Presence he addressed : " Slay and make end ; or take some mortal form That I may strive with Thee ! Art Thou so strong And yet must smite me out of Thine Unseen ? Long centuries have passed since Thou didst place Thy mark upon me, lest at any time Men finding me should slay me. I have grown Feeble and hoary with the toil of years — An aged Palsy — now, alas, no more That erst colossal adamant whereon Thine hand engraved its vengeance. Be Thou just. And answer when I charge Thee. Have I blenched East of Eden 109 Before Thy fury ; have I bade Thee spare ; Hath Thy long torture wrung one sob of pain. One cry of supplication from my mouth ? But Thou hast made Thyself unseen ; hast lain In ambush to afflict me. Day and night Thou hast been watchful. Thy vindictive eyes Have known no slumber. Make Thyself a man That I may seize Thee in my grips, and strive But once on equal terras with Thee — but once. Or send Thine angel with his sword of fire — But no ; not him ! Come Thou, come Thou Thyself ; Come forth from Thine Invisible, and face In mortal guise the mortal Thou hast plagued ! " The race of giants, sunk in heavy sleep Within the cirque of those cyclopean walls, Heard as it were far thunder in^their dreams ; But answer came, there none from cloud or star. Then cried the aged King ; " A curse consume Thy blind night fevered with the glare of stars, Wild voices, and the agony of dreams ! Would it were day ! " At last the gleam of dawn Swept in a long grey shudder from the East, no East of Eden Then reddened o'er the misty jungle tracts. The guards about the massive city gates Fell back with hurried whispers : " 'Tis the King ! " And forth, with great white beard and gold-girt brows, Huge spear, and jewelled fells, the giant strode To slake his rage among the beasts of prey. The fierce white splendour of a tropic noon ; A sweltering waste of jungle, breathing flame ; The sky one burning sapphire ! By a spring Within the shadow of a bluff of rock The hoary giant rested. At his feet The cool green mosses edged the crystal pool. And flowers of blue and gold and rose-red lulled The weary eye with colour. As he sat There rose a clamour from the sea of canes ; He heard a crash of boughs, a rush of feet ; And, lo ! there bounded from the tangled growth A panting tiger mad with pain and rage. The beast sprang/toaring, but the giant towered And pashed with one fell buffet bone and brain ; Then staggered with a groan, for, keen and swift, At that same instant from the jungle flew East of Eden 1 1 i A shaft which to the feather pierced his frame. Shrill cries of horror maddened round the bluff : "Oh, Elohim, 'tis Cain the King, the King ! " And weeping, tearing hair, and wringing hands. About him raved his lawless giant brood. But Cain spoke slowly with a ghastly smile : " Peace, and give heed, for now I am but dead. Let no man be to blame for this my death ; Yea, swear a solemn oath that none shall harm A hair of him who gives me my release. Come hither, boy ! '' And, weeping, Lamech went And stood before the face of Cain ; and Cain, Who pressed a hand against his rushing wound. Reddened his grandson's brow and kissed his. cheek : " The blood of Cain alight on him who lifts A hand against thy life. My spear, boys ! So. Let no foot follow. Cain must die alone. Let no man seek me till ye see in heaven A sign, and know that Cain is dead." He smiled. And from the hollow of his hand let fall 112 East of Eden A crimson rain upon the crystal spring, Which caught the blood in glassy ripple and whirl, And reddened moss and boulder. Swift of stride. With gold-girt brow thrown back to front the Unseen, The hoary giant through the jungle waste Plunged, muttering in his beard ; and onward pressed Through the deep tangle of the trackless growth To reach some lair, where hidden and unheard His savage soul in its last strife might cope With God — perchance one moment visible. A s'yeltering tract of jungle breathing flame ; A fiery silence ; all the depth of heaven One blinding sapphire ! Watching by the cliff. The giant brood stood waiting for the sign. Behold 1 a speck, high in the blazing blue. Hung black — a single speck above the waste ; Hung poised an hour ; then dropped through leagues of air. Plumb as a stone ; and as it dropped they saw East of Eden 1 13 Through leagues of high blue air, to north and south, To cast and west, black specks that sprang from space. And then long sinuous lines of distant spots Which flew converging — growing, as they flew, To slanting streams and palpitating swarms ; Which flew converging out of all the heavens, And blackened, as they flew, the sapphire blaze. And jarred the fiery hush with winnowing wings ; Which flew converging on a single point Deep in the jungle waste, and, as they swooped. Paused in the last long slide with dangling claws. Then dropped like stone. Thus knew the giant brood That Cain was dead. Beside a swamp they found Hoar hair, a litter of white colossal bones. Ensanguined shreds of jewelled lion-fells. The huge gold crown and ponderous spear of Cain, And, fixed between the ribs, the fatal shaft Which Lamech shot unwitting ; but against The life of Lamech no man lifted hand. Goodwin Sands DID you ever read or hear How the Aid— [God bless the Aid! More earnest prayer than that was never prayed.) How the lifeboat, Aid of Ramsgate, saved the London Fusilier? With a hundred souls on board. With a hundred and a score. She was fast on Goodwin Sands. 1 1 6 Goodwin Sands (May the Lord Have pity on all hands — Crew and captain — when a ship's on Goodwin Sands !) In the smother and the roar Of a very hell of waters — hard and fast — She shook beneath the stroke Of each billow as it broke, And the clouds of spray were mingled with the clouds of swirling smoke As the blazing barrels bellowed in the blast ! And the women and the little ones were frozen dumb with fear ; And the stropg men waited grimly for the last ; When — as clocks were striking two in Ramsgate town — The little Aid came down, The Aid, the plucky Aid — The Aid flew down the gale With the glimmer of the moon upon her sail ; And the people thronged to leeward ; stared and prayed — Prayed and stared with tearless eye and breath- less lip. Goodwin Sands 117 While the little boat drew near. Ay, and then there rose a shout — A clamour, half a sob and half a cheer — As the boatmen flung the lifeboat anchor out. And the gallant Aid sheered in beneath the ship, Beneath the shadow of the London Fusilier! " We can carry may be thirty at a trip." (Hurrah for Ramsgate town !) " ^ick, the women and the children!" O'er the side Two sailors, slung in bowlines, hung to help the women down — Poor women, shrinking back in their dismay As they saw their ark of refuge, smothered up in spray. Ranging wildly this and that way in the racing of the tide; As they watched it rise and drop, with its crew of stalwart men. When a huge sea swung it upward to the bulwarks of the ship, And, sweeping by in thunder, sent it plunging down again. 1 1 8 Goodwin Sands Still they shipped them — nine-and-twenty, (God be blessed !) When a man with glaring eyes Rushed up frantic to the gangway with a cry choked in his throat — Thrust a bundle in a sailor's ready hands. Honest Jack, he understands — Why, a blanket for a woman in the boat ! ''Catch it. Bill!" And he flung it with a will ; And the boatman turned and caught it, bless him ! — caught it, tho' it slipped, And, even as he caught it, heard an infant's cries. While a woman shrieked, and snatched it to her breast — "My baby!" So the thirtieth passenger was shipped ! Twice, and thrice, and yet again Flew the lifeboat down the gale With the moonlight on her sail^ With the sunrise on her sail — (God bless the lifeboat e/f/V and all her men!) Goodwin Sands 119 Brought her thirty at a trip Thro' the hell of Goodwin waters as they raged around the ship, Saved each soul aboard the London Fusilier! If you live to be a hundred, you will ne'er — You will ne'er in all your life, Until you die, my dear, Be nearer to your death by land or sea ! Was she there ? Who ? — my wife ? Why, the baby in the blanket — that was she ! Trafalgar OTHE merry bells of Chester, ancient Chester on the Dee ! On that glittering autumn morning, eighteen five. Every Englishman was glad to be alive. It was good to breathe this English air, to see English earth, with autumn field and reddening tree. And to hear the bells of Chester, ancient Chester on the Dee. 122 Trafalgar For like morning-stars together, sweet and shrill, In a blithe recurrent cycle Sang St. Peter and St. Michael, John the Baptist and St. Mary on the Hill ; And the quick exulting changes of their peal Made the heavens above them laugh, and the jubilant city reel. In the streets the crowds were cheering. Like a shout From each spire the bickering bunting rollicked out. O that buoyant autumn morning, eighteen five, Every Englishman rejoiced to be alive ; And the heart of England throbbed from sea to sea As the joy-bells clashed in Chester, jovial Chester" on the Dee, Hark, in pauses of the revel — sole and slow — Old St. Werburgh swung a heavy note of woe ! Hark, between the jocund peals a single toll. Stern and muffled, marked the passing of a soulj English hearts were sad that day as sad could be; Trafalgar 123 English eyes so filled with tears they scarce could see ; And all the joy was dashed with grief in ancient Chester on the Dee ! Loss and triumph — ^joy and sorrow ! Far away Drave the great fight's wreckage down Trafalgar Bay. O that glorious autumn morning, eighteen five, Every Englishman was proud to be alive! For the power of France was broken on the sea — But ten sail left of her thirty sail and three. Yet sad were English men as sad could be, For that, somewhere o'er the foreign wave, they knew Home to English ground and grass the dust of Nelson drew. Would to God that on that morning, eighteen five, England's greatest man of all had been alive. If but to breathe this English air, to see English earth, with autumn field and yellowing tree. And to hear the bells of Chester, joyful Chester on the Dee ! Vignettes The Wanderer i I MET a waif i* the hills at close of day. He begged an alms; I thought to say him nay. What was he ? " Sir, a little dust," said he, " Which life blows up and down, and death will lay." I gave — for love of beast and hill and tree, And all the dust that has been and shall be. The Wanderer ii HE knows no home ; he only knows Hunger and cold and pain ; The four winds are his bedfellows ; His sleep is dashed with rain. 'Tis nought to him who fails, who thrives ; He neither hopes nor fears ; Some dim primeval impulse drives His footsteps down the years. The Wanderer ii 129 He could not, if he would, forsake Lone road and field and tree. Yet, think ! it takes a God to make E'en such a waif as he. And once a maiden, asked for bread, Saw, as she gave her dole. No friendless vagrant, but, instead. An indefeasible Soul. The Scarecrow HAIL Goodman-gossip of the corn ! When boughs are green and furrows sprout And blossom muffles every thorn, Poor soul ! the farmer boards him out. Men think, grim wight, his rags affright The wingM thieves from root and ear ; But on his hat pert sparrows light — Crows have been friends too long to fear ! The Scarecrow 131 The schoolboy's sling he heedeth not ; No rancour nerves those palsied hands ; In shocking hat and ancient coat, A crazed and patient wretch he stands. Without a murmur in the wheat, Till fields are shorn and harvest's won. He suffers cold, he suffers heat. From chilly stars and scorching sun. Though men forget, he dreameth yet How in the golden past he stood, 'Mid flowers and wine, a shape divine Of marble or of carven wood ; How, in the loveliness and peace Of that blithe age and radiant clime. He was a garden-god of Greece. Oh, vanished world ! Oh, fleeting time Gaunt simulacrum — ghost forlorn — Grey exile from a splendid past — Last god (in rags) of a creed outworn — If pity'U help thee, mine thou hast ! The Haunted Bridge WITH high-pitched arch, low parapet, And narrow thoroughfare, it stands As strong as when the mortar set Beneath the Roman mason's hands. An ancient ivy grips its walls, Tall grasses tuft its coping-stones ; Beneath, through citron shadow, falls The stream in drowsy undertones. The Haunted Bridg'e 133 No road leads hence. The stonechat flits Along green fallow grey with stone ; But here a dark-eyed urchin sits, To whom the Painted Men were known. Hush ! do not move, but only look. When sunny days are long and fine This Roman truant baits a hook. Drops o'er the keystone here a line. And, dangling sandalled feet, looks down To see the swift trout dart and gleam — Or scarcely see them, hanging brown With heads against the clear brown stream. The Stone Age A O'erarched the paleolithic Age And homesteads of a pigmy folk Were clustered 'neath its foliage. Secreted in that sylvan space, To archaeologist unknown. Stood, reared by some untutored race. Strange rings and avenues of stone. The Stone Age 135 The little thorp deserted seemed ; What prey had lured the tribe afar ? One figure, lingering, sat and dreamed. As lonely as the evening star. Bright-haired, blue-eyed, with naked feet. And young face lit with rosy blood. She rocked her babe, and dreamed the sweet Primeval dream of motherhood. A wondrous babe, that once had grown A branch among the branches green- For nurslings of the Age of Stone Are mainly bairns of wood, I ween. A mother strangely young, and sage Beyond the summers she had told, For mothers of that ancient Age Are usually five years old. God bless thy heart maternal, bless Thy bower of stone, thy sheltering tree, Thou small prospective ancestress Of generations yet to be ! Sea-Pictures i BLITHE morning ; sun and sea ! Zone beyond zone, Blue frolic waves and gold clouds softly blown. One half the globe a sapphire glass which swings Doubling the sun. No sail. No wink of wings. No haze of land. Sea-Pictures i 137 Look ! who comes wafted here — What lone yet all unfearful mariner ? You cannot see him ? No ; he mocks the sight — Mid such immensities so mere a mite. Look close ! That tiniest speck of brownish red. Perched on his single subtle spider-thread ! Trust, little aeronaut, thy filmy sail. Blow wind ! the reef and palm-tree shall not fail. Sea-Pictures ii ENORMOUS sea ; immeasurable night ! The shoreless waters, heaving spectral-white, Vibrate with showers and chains of golden sparks. The black boat leaves a track of flame. Beneath Run trails of blazing emerald, where the sharks Cross and re-cross. In many a starry wreath Innumerable medusae shine and float. Sea-Pictures ii 139 Great luminaries, through the blue-green air, Gleam on the face of one who slowly dies. All through the night two cavernous glazed eyes Look blankly upward in a rigid stare. O Father in heaven, he cannot speak Thy name ; Take pity for the sake of Christ, Thy son ! There is no answer, none. No answer, none. Crossing, re-crossing underneath the boat. The lean sharks weave their web of emerald flame. Moonlight SWEET moon, endreaming tower and tree, Is thy pathetic radiance thrown From ice-cold wealds and cirques of stone — Hush'd moors where life has ceased to be ? Did grass, long ages back, and flowers Grow there ? Did living waters run ? Did happy creatures bless the sun And greet with joy this world of ours ? Moonlight 141 And, earlier yet, in one starred zone. Did this bright planet sweep through space — Glebe of our glebe, race of our race — A part and parcel of our own ? O moonlight silvering tower and tree ! O part of my world torn away, Part of my life, now lifeless clay, My dead, shine too — shine down on me. Green Pastures WHEN springing, meads are freshly dight, And trees new-leafed throw scarce shadow. The green earth shows no fairer sight Than soft-eyed kine and blowing meadow. Too calm for care, too slow for mirth, Amid the shower, amid the gleam, The great mild mother-creatures seem Half-waking forms o' the dreamy earth. Green Pastures 143 And down the pathway through the grass To school the merry children pass, Singing a rhyme in the April morns. How — Therms red for the furrows, and white for the daisies. Brown eyes for the broo\s, for the trees crumpled horns ! When quivering leaves, and oes of light Between the leaves, the deep sward dapple. When may-boughs cream in curdling white. And maids env^ the bloom o' the apple, The great mild mother-creatures lie. And grow, in absence of the sun. One with the moon and stars, and one With silvery cloud and darkest sky. And down the pathway through the grass To school the merry children pass. Singing a rhyme in the morns of June, How — Therms white for the cloudlets, and black for the darkness. And two polished horns for the sweet sickle moon. The Little Dipper LITTLE Dipper, piping sweet in the shrewd mid-winter weather ; Nesting in the linn, where spray- splashes nest and sprinkles feather ; 'Neath the fringes of the ice, down the burn-side, blithely diving ; Piping, piping with full throat, — bite the frost or be snow driving ; Life's white winter comes apace ; oh, but gaily shall I bide it If my bosom, like thy nest, house a singing-bird inside it ! In the Hills HIS hoar breath stings with rime the skater's face. Mirrored in jet, beneath his hissing feet, The stars swarm past, and radiate, as they fleet, The immemorial cold of cosmic space. Nature's Magic GIVE her the wreckage of strife — Tumulus, tumbled tower. Each clod and each stone she'll make her own With the grass and innocent flower. Give her the Candlemas snow. Smiling she'll take the gift, And out of the flake a snowdrop make, And a lambkin out of the drift. April Voices THE birches of your London square " Have leafed into an emerald haze " ? Then come — ^you promised ; come and share The fuller spring of our last April days. The ash, who wastes whole golden weeks in doubt. The very ash is long since out ; The apple-boughs are muffled — do but think ! — With crowded bloom of maid's blush, white and pink; The whins are all ablaze ! Picture the pigeons tumbling in bright air ! Fancy the jet-eyed squirrel on the bough ! 148 Vignettes Leave the poor birches in your London square ; The spring and we await you here, and now. Beneath our old world thatch your pulse shall beat To the large-leisured rhythm of woodland ease ; No feverish hurry haunts our otiose trees ; Your slumber shall be sweet. The little brown bird's nest. The four blue eggs beneath the patient breast, The lambkin's baby face, The joy of liquid air And azure space — Are these not better than your dingy squarci Your mazes of inhospitable stone, Your crowds who cannot call their souls their own. Your Dance of Life-in-death ? Come to the fields, where Toil draws wholesome breath. And Indigence still keeps her apron white. Enough that you arrive too late to hear The migrants in the night ! April Voices 149 When wild March winds have dropt, and all is still, A spirit-touch unseals the dreaming eyes ; One starts, and, leaning from the window-sill. Catches the liquid notes, heard fine and clear In hushed dark skies. How pleasant had it been to watch with you, Day after day. The fairy flowering of the hawthorn spray ! Each thorn upon the stem Protects one rose-tipped, green-and-golden gem ; A bud, a thorn ! — 'tis thus the whole tree through. No, — ^where in tender shoots the branches end There is no spear ! But bud and bud and bud are crowded here ; 'Tis Nature's cue To lavish most what least she can defend. Come to the woods and see How in the warm wet sunny mist of morn Green leaves, like thoughts in dreamful hours, are born, And in the mist birds pipe on every tree. 150 Vignettes Come, and the mossy boulder on the hill Shall teach whatbeauty springs of sitting still. The world's work ! Is the life not more than meat ? And is this shrill immitigable strife. This agony of existence, life ? The good earth calls with voices strangely sweet ; Come to your mother earth — th' old English earth. The ruddy mother of a mighty race — Dear ruddy earth, with early wheat Pale green on plough ridge and with kindly grass New sprung in fields that take no care ! Come to the friends who love your eager face ; Come share our rustic peace, our frugal mirth ; Come, and restrict for once your happy Muse To the four hundred words we yokels use For life and love and death — why all the lore Of ancient Egypt hardly needed more ! Will London miss her poet ? There, alas ! No man is missed. Come make our roof your own. And leave the birches dreaming in your s(^uare Of forests far beyond the maze of stone. Green Sky GREY on the linden leaves ; Green in the west ; Under our gloaming eaves Swifts in the nest ; Over the mother a human roof ; Over the fledglings a breast ! Sub Umbra Crucis The Shepherd Beautiful OFT as I muse on Rome — and at her name Out of the darkness, flushed with blood and gold. Smoulders and flashes on her seven-fold height The imperial, murderous, harlot Rome of old, Rome of the lions, Rome of the awful light Where " living torches " flame — I thread in thought the Catacombs' blind maze. Marvelling how men could then draw happy- breath. And cheer these sunless labyrinths of death With one sweet dream of Christ told many ways. 156 Sub Umbra Crucis The Shepherd Beautiful ! O good and sweet, O Shepherd ever lovely, ever young, Was it because they gathered at Thy feet, Because upon Thy pastoral pipe they hung. That they were happy in those evil days. That these grim crypts were arched with heavenly blue, And spaced in verdurous vistas lit with streams ? Ah, let me count the ways. Fair Shepherd of the world, in which they drew Thee in that most divine of human dreams. They limned Thee standing near the wattled shed. The strayed sheep on Thy shoulders, and the flock Bleating fond welcome. Seasons of the year — Spring gathering roses swung athwart the rock. Summer and Autumn, one with golden ear And one wdth apple red. And shrivel'd Winter burning in a heap The Shepherd Beautiful 157 Dead leaves — they pictured round Thee ; for they said, "All the year round" — and joyous tears were shed — 'All the year round. Thou, Shepherd, lov'st Thy sheep." Sometimes they showed Thee piping in the shade Music so sweet each mouth was raised from grass And ceased to hunger. In some dewy glade Where the cool waters ran as clear as glass. To this or that one Thou would'st seem to say, "Thou'st made me glad, be happy thou in turn ! " And sometimes Thou would'st sit in weari- ness — My Shepherd ! " qucerens me Sedisti lassus " — while Thy dog would yearn. Eyes fixed on Thee, aware of Thy distress. So limned they Christ; and bold, yet not too bold. Smiled at the tyrant's torch, the lion's cry ; 158 Sub Umbra Crucis So nursed the child-like heart, the angelic mind, Goodwill to live, and fortitude to die. And love for men, and hope for all mankind. One Shepherd and one fold I Such was their craving ; none should be forbid ; All — all were Christ's ! And so they drew once more The Shepherd Beautiful. But now He bore No lamb upon His shoulders — just a kid. The Moss WHEN black despair beats down my wings. And heavenly visions fade away — Lord, let me bend to common things, The tasks of every day ; As, when th' aurora is denied And blinding blizzards round him beat. The Samoyad stoops, and takes for guide The moss beneath his feet. A Carol THIS gospel sang the angels bright : Lord Jhestt shall be born this night ,■ Born not in house nor yet in hall. Wrapped not in purple nor in pall. Rocked not in silver, neither gold; This word the angels sang of old ; Nor christened with white wine nor red ; This word of old the angels said Of Him which holdeth in His hand The strong sea and green land. A Carol i6i This thrice and four times happy night — These tidings sang the angels bright — Forlorn, hetwixen ear and horn, A babe shall Jhesu Lord be born, A weeping babe all in the cold ; — This word the angels sang of old — And wiips of hay shall be His bed ; This word of old the angels said Of Him which keepeth in His hand The strong sea and green land. O babe and Lord, Thou Jhesu bright, — Let all and some now sing this night — Betwixt our sorrow and our sin. Be Thou new-born our hearts within; New-born, dear babe and little King, — So letten some and all men sing — To wipe for us our tears away ! This night so letten all men say Of Him which spake, and lo ! they be- The green land and strong sea. When Snow Lies Deep WHEN frost has burned the hedges black, And children cannot sleep for cold ; When snow lies deep on the withered leaves. And roofs are white from ridge to eaves ; When bread is dear, and work is slack. Take pity on the poor and old ! The faggot and the loaf of bread You could not miss would be their store. Upon how little the old can live ! Give like the poor — who freely give. Remember, when the fire burns red The wolf leaves sniffing at the door. When Snow Lies Deep 163 And you whose lives are left forlorn. Whose sons, whose hopes, whose fires have died, Oh, you poor pitiful people^ old. Remember this and be consoled — That Christ the Comforter was born. And still is born, in wintertide. "Trees of Righteousness" CHAINED to the dungeon-wall she slept. Rome, moonlit, revelled overhead. She heard not. She had prayed and wep5, Haggard with anguish, wild with dread. She was too fair, too young to die ; Life was too sweet, and home too dear ! God touch'd her with His sleep : a sigh — And she had ceased to weep or fear ! She slept, and, sleeping, seemed awake A fair Child held her virgin hand ; They walk'd by an enchanted lake ; They walk'd in a celestial land. "Trees of Righteousness" 165 One thing she saw, and one she heard. There were a thousand red-rose trees ; Each rose-red leaf sang like a bird. "What trees, dear Child," she asked, "are these ? " "These," said the Child, "are called Love's Bower ; They fade not ; constantly they sing ; Each flower appears more fire than flower. Now, see the roots from which they spring ! " She looked ; she saw, far down the night. The earth, the city whence she came. And Nero's gardens red with light — The light of martyrs wrapped in flame. She woke with Heaven still in her eyes. Rome, moonlit, revelled overhead. She feared no more the lions' cries ; Flames were but flowers, and death was dead ! The Comrades IN solitary rooms,' when dusk is falling, I hear from fields beyond the haunted mountains, Beyond the unrepenetrable forests, — I hear the voices of my comrades calling Home ! home ! home 1 Strange ghostly voices, wrhen the dusk is falling, Come from the ancient years ; and I re- member The schoolboy shout, from plain and wood and river. The signal-cry of scattered comrades, calling " Home ! home ! home ! " The Comrades 167 And home we wended when the dusk was fall- ing ; The pledged companions, talking, laughing, singing ; Home through the grey French country, no one missing. And now I hear the old-time voices calling Home ! home ! home ! I pause and listen while the dusk is falling ; My heart leaps back through all the long estrangement Of changing faith, lost hopes, paths disen- chanted ; And tears drop as I hear the voices calling Home ! home ! home ! I hear you while the dolorous dusk is falling ; I sigh your names — -the living — the de- parted ! vanished comrades, is it yours the poignant Pathetic note among the voices calling Home, home, home ? i68 The Comrades Call, and still call me, for the dusk is falling. Call for I fain, I fain would come, but cannot. Call, as the shepherd calls upon the moor- land. Though mute, with beating heart I hear your calling. Home ! home ! home ! Crying Abba, Father" ABBA, in Thine eternal years Bethink Thee of our fleeting day ; We are but clay ; Bear with our foolish joys, our foolish tears. And all the wilfulness with which we pray ! I have a little maid who, when she leaves Her father and her father's threshold, grieves. But being gone, and life all holiday. Forgets my love and me straightway ; I/O Sub Umbra Crjucis Yet, when I write, Kisses my letters, dancing with delight. Cries " Dearest father ! " and in all her glee For one brief live-long hour remembers me. Shall I in anger punish or reprove ? Nay, this is natural ; she cannot guess How one forgotten feels forgetfulness ; And I am glad thinking of her glad face, And send her little tokens of my love. And Thou — wouldst Thou be wroth in such a case ? And crying Abba, I am fain To think no human father's heart Can be so tender as Thou art. So quick to feel our love, to feel our pain. When she is froward, querulous or wild. Thou knowest, Abba, how in each offence I stint not patience lest I wrong the child. Mistaking for revolt defect of sense. For wilfulness mere spriteliness of mind ; Thou know'st how often, seeing, I am blind ; How when I turn her face against the wall "Crying Abba, Father" 171 And leave her in disgrace, And will not look at her or speak at all, I long to speak and long to see her face ; And how, when twice, for something grievous done, I could but smite, and though I lightly smote, I felt my heart rise strangling in my throat ; And when she wept I kissed the poor red hands. All these things. Father, a father understands ; And am not I Thy son ? Abba, in Thine eternal years Bethink Thee of our fleeting day ; From all the rapture of our eyes and ears How shall we tear ourselves away ? At night my little one says nay. With prayers implores, entreats with tears For ten more flying minutes' play ; How shall we tear ourselves away ? Yet call, and I'll surrender The flower of soul and sense. Life's passion and its splendour, In quick obedience. 172 Sub Umbra Crucis If not without the blameless human tears By eyes which slowly glaze and darken shed. Yet without questionings or fears For those I leave behind when I am dead. Thou, Abba, know'st how dear My little child's poor playthings are to her ; What love and joy She has in every darling doll and precious toy ; Yet when she stands between my knees To kiss good-night, she does not sob in sorrow, " Oh, father, do not break or injure these ! " She knows that I shall fondly lay them by For happiness to-morrow ; So leaves them trustfully. And shall not I ? Whatever darkness gather O'er coverlet or pall, Since Thou art Abba, Father, Why should I fear at all ? Thou'st seen how closely, Abba, when at rest. My child's head nestles to my breast ; And how my arm her little form enfolds. "Crying Abba, Father" 173 Lest in the darkness she should feel alone ; And how she holds My hands, my hands, my two hands in her own ? A little easeful sighing And restful turning round. And I too, on Thy love relying, Shall slumber sound. CT' HIS grace vouchsafe me for the rhymes I write. If any last, nor perish quick and quite. Lord, let them he My little images, to stand for me When I may stand no longer in Thy sight : Like those old statues of the King who said, " Carve me in that which needs nor sleep nor bread Let diorite pray, A'iKing of stone, for this poor King of clay Who wearies often and must soon be dead I " Printed by Ballantyne, Hanson & Co. London & Edinburgh, Br THE SjJME AUTHOR. THE INVISIBLE PLAYMATE: A STORY OF THE UNSEEN Thira Edition. Crown 8ve, is. and is. 6d. '* An exquisite picture of child-life." — I'he Speaker, " A charming book, with more than a touch of true genius." — British Weekly, " The real charm of it is the eager, almost riotous, delight in childish nonsense which pervades these few pages, and revels in the rhymes 'About a Little Woman.' " — Spectator. 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