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In this traditionary way we learned that Miss Steele never succeeded in catch- ing the Doctor ; that Kitty Bennet was satisfactorily married to a clergyman near Pemberley, while Mary obtained nothing higher than one of her uncle Philip's clerks, and was content to be considered a star in the society of Meriton ; that the ■ considerable sum ' given by Mrs. Norris to William Price was one Jane Austen. 149 pound ; that Mr. Woodhouse survived his daughter's marriage, and kept her and Mr. Knightley from settling at Donwell, about two years; and that the letters placed by Frank Churchill before Jane Fairfax, which she swept away unread, contained the word 4 pardon.' Of the good people in ' Northanger Abbey ' and ' Persuasion ' we know nothing more than what is written : for before those works were published their author had been taken away from us, and all such amusing communications had ceased for ever. 150 A Memoir of CHAPTER XL Declining health offline Austen — Elasticity of her spirits — Her resignation and humility — Her death. Early in the year 1816 some family troubles dis- turbed the usually tranquil course of Jane Austen's life ; and it is probable that the inward malady, which was to prove ultimately fatal, was already felt by her ; for some distant friends,* whom she visited in the spring of that year, thought that her health was somewhat impaired, and observed that she went about her old haunts, and recalled old recollections connected with them in a particular manner, as if she did not expect ever to see them again. It is not surprising that, under these circumstances, some of her letters were of a graver tone than had been customary with her, and expressed resignation rather than cheerfulness. In reference to these troubles in a letter to her brother Charles, after mentioning that she had been laid up with an attack of bilious fever, she says : ' I live up stairs for the present and am coddled. I am the only one of the party who has been so silly, but a weak body must excuse weak nerves.' And again, to another correspondent : ' But * The Fowles, of Kintbury, in Berkshire. Jane A us ten. 151 I am getting too near complaint ; it has been the appointment of God, however secondary causes may have operated.' But the elasticity of her spirits soon recovered their tone. It was in the latter half of that year that she addressed the two following lively letters to a nephew, one while he was at Winchester School, the other soon after he had left it : — 'Chawton, July 9, 181 6. ' My Dear E. — Many thanks. A thank for every line, and as many to Mr. W. Digweed for coming. We have been wanting very much to hear of your mother, and are happy to find she continues to mend, but her illness must have been a very serious one indeed. When she is really recovered, she ought to try change of air, and come over to us. Tell your father that I am very much obliged to him for his share of your letter, and most sincerely join in the hope of her being eventually much the better for her present discipline. She has the comfort moreover of being confined in such weather as gives one little temptation to be out It is really too bad, and has been too bad for a long time, much worse than any one can bear, and I begin to think it will never be fine again. This is a finesse of mine, for I have often observed that if one writes about the weather, it is generally completely changed before the letter is read. I wish it may prove so now, and that when Mr. W. Digweed reaches Steventon to-morrow, he may find you have had a long series of hot dry weather. We are a small party at present, only 152 A Memoir of grandmamma, Mary Jane, and myself. Yalden's coach cleared off the rest yesterday. I am glad you recollected to mention your being come home.* My heart began to sink within me when I had got so far through your letter without its being mentioned. I was dreadfully afraid that you might be detained at Winchester by severe illness, confined to your bed perhaps, and quite unable to hold a pen, and only dating from Steventon in order, with a mistaken sort of tenderness, to deceive me. But now I have no doubt of your being at home. I am sure you would not say it so seriously unless it actually were so. We saw a countless number of post-chaises full of boys pass by yesterday morning f — full of future heroes, legislators, fools, and villains. You have never thanked me for my last letter, which went by the cheese. I cannot bear not to be thanked. You will not pay us a visit yet of course ; we must not think of it Your mother must get well first, and you must go to Oxford and not be elected ; after that a little change of scene may be good for you, and your physicians I hope will order you to the sea, or to a house by the side of a very considerable pond.J Oh ! it rains again. It beats against the window. Mary Jane and I have been wet through once already * It seems that her young correspondent, after dating from his home, had been so superfluous as to state in his letter that he was returned home, and thus to have drawn on himself this banter. + The road by which many Winchester boys returned home ran close to Chawton Cottage. X There was, though it exists no longer, a pond close to Chawton Cottage, at the junction of the Winchester and Gosport roads. Jane A listen. 153 to-day ; we set off in the donkey-carriage for Far- ringdon, as I wanted to see the improvement Mr. Woolls is making, but we were obliged to turn back before we got there, but not soon enough to avoid a pelter all the way home. We met Mr. Woolls. I talked of its being bad weather for the hay, and he returned me the comfort of its being much worse for the wheat We hear that Mrs. S. does not quit Tangier : why and wherefore ? Do you know that our Browning is gone ? You must prepare for a William when you come, a good-looking lad, civil and quiet, and seeming likely to do. Good bye. I am sure Mr. W. D.* will be astonished at my writing so much, for the paper is so thin that he will be able to count the lines if not to read them. ' Yours aiTec ly , ' Jane Austen.' In the next letter will be found her description of her own style of composition, which has already ap- peared in the notice prefixed to ' Northanger Abbey ' and ' Persuasion ' : — 'Chaw-ton, Monday, Dec. 16th (1816). ' My Dear E., — One reason for my writing to you now is, that I may have the pleasure of directing to you Esq™ - I give you joy of having left Winchester. Now you may own how miserable you were there ; now it will gradually all come out, your crimes and * Mr. Digweed, who conveyed the letters to and from Chan-ton, was the gentleman named in page 21, as renting the old manor-house and the large, farm at Steventon. 1 54 -A Memoir of your miseries — how often you went up by the Mail to London and threw away fifty guineas at a tavern, and how often you were on the point of hanging yourself, restrained only, as some ill-natured aspersion upon poor old Winton has it, by the want of a tree within some miles of the city. Charles Knight and his companions passed through Chawton about 9 this morning ; later than it used to be. Uncle Henry and I had a glimpse of his handsome face, looking all health and good humour. I wonder when you will come and see us. I know what I rather speculate upon, but shall say nothing. We think uncle Henry in excellent looks. Look at him this moment, and think so too, if you have not done it before ; and we have the great comfort of seeing decided improvement in uncle Charles, both as to health, spirits, and appearance. And they are each of them so agreeable in their different way, and harmonise so well, that their visit is thorough enjoy- ment Uncle Henry writes very superior sermons. You and I must try to get hold of one or two, and put them into our novels : it would be a fine help to a volume; and we could make our heroine read it aloud on a Sunday evening, just as well as Isabella Wardour, in the "Antiquary," is made to read the " History of the Hartz Demon '' in the ruins of St. Ruth, though I believe, on recollection, Lovell is the reader. By the bye, my. dear E., I am quite con- cerned for the loss your mother mentions in her letter. Two chapters >and a half to be missing is monstrous ! It is well that / have not been at Jane Austen. 155 Steventon lately, and therefore cannot be suspected of purloining them : two strong twigs and a half towards a nest of my own would have been some- thing. I do not think, however, that any theft of that sort would be really very useful to me. What should I do with your strong, manly, vigorous sketches, full of variety and glow? How could I possibly join them on to the little bit (two inches wide) of ivory on which I work with so fine a brush, as produces little effect after much labour ? ' You will hear from uncle Henry how well Anna is. She seems perfectly recovered. Ben was here on Saturday, to ask uncle Charles and me to dine with them, as to-morrow, but I was forced to decline it, the walk is beyond my strength (though I am other- wise very well), and this is not a season for donkey- carriages; and as we do not like to spare uncle Charles, he has declined it too. Tuesday. Ah, ah ! Mr. E. I doubt your seeing uncle Henry at Steven- ton to-day. The weather will prevent your expecting him, I think Tell your father, with aunt Cass's love and mine, that the pickled .cucumbers are extremely good, and tell him also — "tell him what you wilL" No, don't tell him what you will, but tell him that grandmamma begs him to make Joseph Hall pay his rent, if he can. ' You must not be tired of reading the word uncle, for I have not done with it. Uncle Charles thanks your mother for her letter ; it was a great pleasure to him to know that the parcel was received and gave so much satisfaction, and he begs her to be so 156 A Memoir of good as to give three shillings for him to Dame Staples, which shall be allowed for in the payment of her debt here. ' Adieu, Amiable ! I hope Caroline behaves well to you. ' Yours affec Iy , ']. Austen.' I cannot tell how soon she was aware of the serious nature of her malady. By God's mercy it was not attended with much suffering ; so that she was able to tell her friends as in the foregoing letter, and perhaps sometimes to persuade herself that, except- ing want of strength, she was ' otherwise very well ;' but the progress of the disease became more and more manifest as the year advanced. The usual walk was at first shortened, and then discontinued ; and air was sought in a donkey-carriage. Gradually, too, her habits of activity within the house ceased, and she was obliged to lie down much. The sitting- room contained only one sofa, which was fre- quently occupied by her mother, who was more than seventy years old. Jane would never use it, even in her mother's absence ; but she contrived a sort of couch for herself with two or three chairs, and was pleased to say that this arrangement was more com- fortable to her than a real sofa. Her reasons for this might have been left to be guessed, but for the im- portunities of a little niece, which obliged her to explain that if she herself had shown any inclination to use the sofa, her mother might have scrupled being on it so much as was good for her. Jane Austen. 157 It is certain, however, that the mind did not share in this decay of the bodily strength. ' Persuasion ' was not finished before the middle of August in that year; and the manner in which it was then com- pleted affords proof that neither the critical nor the creative powers of the author were at all impaired. The book had been brought to an end in July ; and the re-engagement of the hero and heroine effected in a totally different manner in a scene laid at Ad- miral Croft's lodgings. But her performance did not satisfy her. She thought it tame and flat, and was desirous of producing something better. This weighed upon her mind, the more so probably on account of the weak state of her health ; so that one night she retired to rest in very low spirits. But such depres- sion was little in accordance with her nature, and was soon shaken off. The next morning she awoke to more cheerful views and brighter inspirations : the sense of power revived ; and imagination resumed its course. She cancelled the condemned chapter, and wrote two others, entirely different, in its stead. The result is that we possess the visit of the Musgrove party to Bath ; the crowded and animated scenes at the White Hart Hotel ; and the charming conversa- tion between Capt. Harville and Anne Elliot, over- heard by Capt. Wentworth, by which the two faithful lovers were at last led to understand each other's feelings. The tenth and eleventh chapters of ' Per- suasion ' then, rather than the actual winding-up of the story, contain the latest of her printed compositions, her last contribution to the entertainment of the 158 A Memoir of public. Perhaps it may be thought that she has seldom written anything more brilliant; and that, independent of the original manner in which the denouement is brought about, the pictures of Charles Musgrove's goodnatured boyishness and of his wife's jealous selfishness would have been incomplete without these finishing strokes. The cancelled chapter exists in manuscript. It is certainly inferior to the two which were substituted for it: but it was such as some writers and some readers might have been con- tented with ; and it contained touches which scarcely any other hand could have given, the suppression of which may be almost a matter of regret* The following letter was addressed to her friend Miss Bigg, then staying at Streatham with her sister, the wife of the Reverend Herbert Hill, uncle of Robert Southey. It appears to have been written three days before she began her last work, which will be noticed in another chapter ; and shows that she was not at that time aware of the serious nature of her malady : — ' Chawton, January 24, 1S17. ' MY DEAR ALETHEA, — I think it time there should be a little writing between us, though I be- lieve the epistolary debt is on your side, and I hope this will find all the Streatham party well, neither carried away by the flood, nor rheumatic through the damps. Such mild weather is, you know, de- * This cancelled chapter is now printed, in compliance with the requests addressed to me from several quarters. Jane Austen. 159 lightful to us, and though we have a great many- ponds, and a fine running stream through the mea- dows on the other side of the road, it is nothing but what beautifies us and does to talk of. / have cer- tainly gained strength through the winter and am not far from being well; and I think I understand my own case now so much better than I did, as to be able by care to keep off any serious return of illness. I am convinced that bile is at the bottom of all I have suffered, which makes it easy to know how to treat myself. You will be glad to hear thus much of me, I am sure. We have just had a few days' visit from Edward, who brought us a good account of his father, and the very circumstance of his coming at all, of his father's being able to spare him, is itself a good account He grows still, and still improves in appearance, at least in the estimation of his aunts, who love him better and better, as they see the sweet temper and warm affections of the boy confirmed in the young man : I tried hard to persuade him that he must have some message for William,* but in vain. . . . This is not a time of year for donkey-carriages, and our donkeys are necessarily having so long a run of luxurious idleness that I suppose we shall find they have forgotten much of their education when we use them again. We do not use two at once however ; don't imagine such excesses. . . Our own new clergy- man f is expected here very soon, perhaps in time to * Miss Bigg's nephew, the present Sir William Heathcote, of Hursley. + Her brother Henry, who had been ordained late in life. l6o A Memoir of assist Mr. Papillon on Sunday. I shall be very glad when the first hearing is over. It will be a nervous hour for our pew, though we hear that he acquits him- self with as much ease and collectedness, as if he had been used to it all his life. We have no chance we know of seeing you between Streatham and Win- chester : you go the other road and are engaged to two or three houses ; if there should be any change, however, you know how welcome you would be. . . . We have been reading the " Poet's Pilgrimage to Waterloo," and generally with much approbation. Nothing will please all the world, you know ; but parts of it suit me better than much that he has written before. The opening — tJie proem I believe he calls it — is very beautiful. Poor man ! one can- not but grieve for the loss of the son so fondly de- scribed. Has he at all recovered it ? What do Mr. and Mrs. Hill know about his present state ? ' Yours aff ly , ' J. Austen. ' The real object of this letter is to ask you for a receipt, but I thought it genteel not to let it appear early. We remember some excellent orange wine at Manydown, made from Seville oranges, entirely or chiefly. I should be very much obliged to you for the receipt, if you can command it within a few weeks.' On the day before, January 23rd, she had written to her niece in the same hopeful tone : ' I feel myself getting stronger than I was, and can so perfectly walk Jane Austen. 161 to Alton, or back again without fatigue, that I hope to be able to do both when summer comes.' Alas ! summer came to her only on her death- bed. March 17th is the last date to be found in the manuscript on which she was engaged; and as the watch of the drowned man indicates the time of his death, so does this final date seem to fix the period when her mind could no longer pursue its accustomed course. And here I cannot do better than quote the words of the niece to whose private records of her aunt's life and character I have been so often indebted : — ' I do not know how early the alarming symptoms of her malady came on. It was in the following March that I had the first idea of her being seriously ill. It had been settled that about the end of that month, or the beginning of April, I should spend a few days at Chawton, in the absence of my father and mother, who were just then engaged with Mrs. Leigh Perrot in arranging her late husband's affairs ; but Aunt Jane became too ill to have me in the house, and so I went instead to my sister Mrs. Lefroy at Wyards'. The next day we walked over to Chawton to make enquiries after our aunt. She was then keeping her room, but said she would see us, and we went up to her. She was in her dressing gown, and was sitting quite like an invalid in an arm-chair, but she got up and kindly greeted us, and then, pointing to seats which had been arranged for us by the fire, she said, " There is a chair for the married lady, and a little M 1 62 A Memoir of stool for you, Caroline." * It is strange, but those trifling words were the last of hers that I can re- member, for I retain no recollection of what was said by anyone in the conversation that ensued. I was struck by the alteration in herself. She was very pale, her voice was weak and low, and there was about her a general appearance of debility and suffer- ing ; but I have been told that she never had much acute pain. She was not equal to the exertion of talking to us, and our visit to the sick room was a very short one, Aunt Cassandra soon taking us away. I do not suppose we stayed a quarter of an hour ; and I never saw Aunt Jane again.' In May 1817 she was persuaded to remove to Winchester, for the sake of medical advice from Mr. Lyford. The Lyfords have, for some generations, maintained a high character in Winchester for medical skill, and the Mr. Lyford of that day was a man of more than provincial reputation, in whom great London practitioners expressed confidence. Mr. Lyford spoke encouragingly. It was hot, of course, his business to extinguish hope in his patient, but I believe that he had, from the first, very little expec- tation of a permanent cure. All that was gained by the removal from home was the satisfaction of having done the best that could be done, together with such alleviations of suffering as superior medical skill could afford. Jane and her sister Cassandra took lodgings in College Street They had two kind friends living * The writer was at that time under twelve years old. Jane Ausicri. 1G3 in the Close, Mrs. Heathcote and Miss Bigg, the mother and aunt of the present Sir Wm. Heathcote of Hursley, between whose family and ours a close friendship has existed for several generations. These friends did all that they could to promote the comfort of the sisters, during that sad sojourn in Winchester, both by their society, and by supplying those little conveniences in which a lodging-house was likely to be deficient. It was shortly after settling in these lodgings that she wrote to a nephew the following characteristic letter, no longer, alas ! in her former strong, clear hand. 'Mrs. David's, College St., Winton, Tuesday, May 27th. ' There is no better way, my dearest E., of thank- ing you for your affectionate concern for me during my illness than by telling you myself, as soon as possible, that I continue to get better. I will not boast of my handwriting ; neither that nor my face have yet recovered their proper beauty, but in other respects I gain strength very fast. I am now out of bed from 9 in the morning to. 10 at night : upon the sofa, it is true, but I eat my meals with aunt Cassandra in a rational way, and can employ myself, and walk from one room to another. Mr. Lyford says he will cure me, and if he fails, I shall draw up a memorial and lay it before the Dean and Chapter, and have no doubt of redress from that pious, learned, and disinterested body. Our lodgings are very comfortable. We have a neat little drawing- room with a bow window overlooking Dr. Gabell's 1,64- A Memoir of garden.* Thanks to the kindness of your father. and mother in sending me their carriage, my journey hither on Saturday was performed with very little fatigue, and had it been a fine day, I think I should have felt none; but it distressed me to see uncle Henry and Wm. Knight, who kindly attended us on horseback, riding in the rain almost the whole way. We expect a visit from them to-morrow, and hope they will stay the night ; and on Thursday, which is a confirmation and a holiday, we are to get Charles out to breakfast We have had but one visit from him, poor fellow, as he is in sick-room, but he hopes to be out to-night. We see Mrs. Heathcote every day, and William is to call upon us soon. God bless you, my dear E. If ever you are ill, may you be as tenderly nursed as I have been. May the same blessed alleviations of anxious, sympathising friends be yours : and may you possess, as I dare say you will, the greatest blessing of all in the consciousness of not being unworthy of their love. / could not feel this. ' Your very affec" Aunt, 'J. A.' The following extract from a letter which has been before printed, written soon after the former, breathes the same spirit of humility and thankfulness : — ' I will only say further that my dearest sister, my tender, watchful, indefatigable nurse, has not been * It was the comer house in College Street, at the entrance to Commoners. Jane Austen. 165 made ill by her exertions. As to what I owe her, and the anxious affection of all my beloved family on this occasion, I can only cry over it, and pray God to bless them more and more.' Throughout her illness she was nursed by her sister, often assisted by her sister-in-law, my mother. Both were with her when she died. Two of her brothers, who were clergymen, lived near enough to Winchester to be in frequent attendance, and to ad- minister the services suitable for a Christian's death- bed. While she used the language of hope to her correspondents, she was fully aware of her danger, though not appalled by it. It is true that there was much to attach her to life. She was happy in her family ; she was just beginning to feel confidence in her own success ; and, no doubt, the exercise of her great talents was an enjoyment in itself. We may well believe that she would gladly have lived longer ; but she was enabled without dismay or complaint to prepare for death. She was a humble, believing Christian. Her life had been passed in the perform- ance of home duties, and the cultivation of domestic affections, without any self-seeking or craving after applause. She had always sought, as it were by instinct, to promote the happiness of all who came within her influence, and doubtless she had her re- ward in the peace of mind which was granted her in her last days. Her sweetness of temper never failed. She was ever considerate and grateful to those who attended on her. At times, when she felt rather better, her playfulness of spirit revived, and she 1 66 A Memoir of amused them even in their sadness. Once, when she thought herself near her end, she said what she imagined might be her last words to those around her, and particularly thanked her sister-in-law for being with her, saying: 'You have always been a kind sister to me, Mary.' When the end at last came, she sank rapidly, and on being asked by her attendants whether there was anything that she wanted, her reply was, 'Nothing but death! These were her last words. In quietness and peace she breathed her last on the morning of July 18, 1817. On the 24th of that month she was buried in Winchester Cathedral, near the centre of the north aisle, almost opposite to the beautiful chantry tomb of William of Wykeham. A large slab of black marble in the pavement marks the place. Her own femily only attended the funeral. Her sister re- turned to her desolated home, there to devote herself, for ten years, to the care of her aged mother ; and to live much on the memory of her lost sister,. till called many years later to rejoin her. Her brothers went back sorrowing to their several homes. They were very fond and very proud of her. They were at- tached to her by her talents, her virtues,, and her engaging manners ; and each loved afterwards to fancy a resemblance in some niece or daughter of his own to the dear sister Jane, whose perfect equal they yet never expected to see. Jane Austen. 167 CHAPTER XII. The Cancelled Cliapter {Chap. X.) of '« Persuasion.' With all this knowledge of Mr. Elliot and this authority to impart it, Anne left Westgate Buildings, her mind deeply busy in revolving what she had. heard, feeling, thinking, recalling, and foreseeing everything, shocked at Mr. Elliot, sighing over future Kellynch, and pained for Lady Russell, whose con- fidence in him had been entire. The embarrassment which must be felt from this hour in his presence ! How to behave to him? How to get rid of him? What to do by any of the party at. home ? Where to be blind ? Where to be active ? It was altogether, a confusion of images and doubts — a perplexity, an agitation which she could not see the end of. .And she was in Gay Street, and still so much engrossed, that she started on being .addressed by Admiral Croft, as if he were a person unlikely to be met there. . It was within a few steps of his own door. ' You are going to call upon my wife/ said he. ' She will be very glad to see you.' ' Anne' denied it ' No ! she really had not time, she was in her way home ; ' but while she spoke the Admiral had stepped back and knocked at the door, calling out, 1 68 A Memoir of ' Yes, yes ; do go in ; she is all alone ; go in and rest yourself.' Anne felt so little disposed at this time to be in company of any sort, that it vexed her to be thus constrained, but she was obliged to stop. ' Since you are so very kind,' said she, ' I will just ask Mrs. Croft how she does, but I really cannot stay five minutes. You are sure she is quite alone ? ' The possibility of Captain Wentworth had oc- curred ; and most fearfully anxious was she to be assured — either that he was within, or that he was not — which might have been a question. ' Oh yes ! quite alone, nobody but her mantua- maker with her, and they have been shut up together this half-hour, so it must be over soon.' ' Her mantuamaker ! Then I am sure my calling now would be most inconvenient. Indeed you must allow me to leave my card and be so good as to explain it afterwards to Mrs. Croft' ' No, no, not at all — not at all — she will be very happy to see you. Mind, I will not swear that she has not something particular to say to you, but that will all come out in the right place. I give no hints. Why, Miss Elliot, we begin to hear strange things of you (smiling in her face). But you have not much the look of it, as grave as a little judge !' Anne blushed. ' Aye, aye, that will do now, it is all right. I thought we were not mistaken.' She was left to guess at the direction of his sus- picions ; the first wild idea had been of some dis- Jane Austen. 169 closure from his brother-in-law, but she was ashamed the next moment, and felt how far more probable it was that he should be meaning Mr. Elliot. The door was opened, and the man evidently beginning to deny his mistress, when the sight of his master stopped him. The Admiral enjoyed the joke exceedingly. Anne thought his triumph over Stephen rather too long. At last, however, he was able to invite her up stairs, and stepping before her said, ' I will just go up with you myself and show you in. I cannot stay, because I must go to the Post-Office, but if you will only sit down for five minutes I am sure Sophy will come, and you will find nobody to disturb you — there is nobody but Frederick here,' opening the door as he spoke. Such a person to be passed over as no- body to her\ After being allowed to feel quite secure, indifferent, at her ease, to have it burst on her that she was to be the next moment in the same room with him ! No time for recollection ! for plan- ning behaviour or regulating manners ! There was time only to turn pale before she had passed through the door, and met the astonished eyes of Captain Wentworth, who was sitting by the fire, pretending to read, and prepared for no greater surprise than the Admiral's hasty return. Equally unexpected was the meeting on each side. There was nothing to be done, however, but to stifle feelings, and to be quietly polite, and the Admiral was too much on the alert to leave any troublesome pause. He repeated again what he had said before about his wife and everybody, insisted on Anne's 170 A Memoir of sitting down and being perfectly comfortable — was sorry he must leave her himself, but was sure Mrs. Croft would be down very soon, and would go up- stairs and give her notice directly. Anne was sitting down, but now she arose, again to entreat him not to interrupt Mrs. Croft and re-urge the wish of going away and calling another time. But the Admiral would not hear of it ; and if she did not return to the charge with unconquerable perseverance, or did not with a more passive determination walk quietly out of the room (as certainly she might have done), may she not be pardoned ? If she had no horror of a few minutes' tete-a-tete with Captain Wentworth, may she not be pardoned for not wishing to give him the idea that she had? She reseated herself, and the Admiral took leave, but on reaching the door, said — ' Frederick, a word with you if you please.' - Captain Wentworth went to him, and instantly, before they were well out of the room, the Admiral continued — 'As I am going to leave you together, it is but fair I should give you something to talk of; and so, if- you please ' Here the door was very firmly, closed, she could guess by which of the two — and she lost entirely what immediately followed, but it was impossible for her not to distinguish parts of the rest, for the Admiral, on the strength of the door's being -shut, was speaking without any management of voice, though she could hear his companion trying to check- Jane Austen. 171 him. She could not doubt their being speaking of her. She heard her own name and Kellynch re- peatedly. She was very much disturbed. She knew not what to do, or what to expect, and among other agonies felt the possibility of Captain Went- worth's not returning into the room at all, which, after her consenting to stay, would have been — too bad for language. They seemed to be talking of the Admiral's lease of Kellynch. She heard him say something of the lease being signed — or not signed — t/iat .vrzs not likely to be a very agitating subject, but then followed — ' I hate to be at an uncertainty. I must know at once. Sophy thinks the same.' Then in a lower tone Captain Wentworth seemed remonstrating, wanting to be excused, wanting to put something off. ' Phoo, phoo,' answered the Admiral, ' now is the time ; if you will not speak, I will stop and speak myself.' ' Very well, sir, very well, sir,' followed with some •impatience from his companion, opening the door as he spoke — 'You will then, you promise you will?' replied the Admiral in all the power of his natural voice, unbroken even by one thin door. ' Yes, sir, yes.' And the Admiral was hastily left, the door was closed, and the moment arrived in which Anne was alone with Captain Wentworth. She could not attempt to see how he looked, but he walked immediately to a window as if irresolute 172 A Memoir of and embarrassed, and for about the space of five seconds she repented what she had done — censured it as unwise, blushed over it as indelicate. She longed to be able to speak of the weather or the concert, but could only compass the relief of taking a newspaper in her hand. The distressing pause was over, however ; he turned round in half a minute, and coming towards the table where she sat, said in a voice of effort and constraint — ' You must have heard too much already, Madam, to be in any doubt of my having promised Admiral Croft to speak to you on a particular subject, and this conviction determines me to do so, however re- pugnant to my — to all my sense of propriety to be taking so great a liberty! You will acquit me of impertinence I trust, by considering me as speaking only for another, and speaking by necessity ; and the Admiral is a man who can never be thought imperti-' nent by one who knows him as you do. His inten- tions are always the kindest and the best, and you will perceive he is actuated by none other in the application which I am now, with — with very pe- culiar feelings — obliged to make.' He stopped, but merely to recover breath, not seeming to expect any answer. Anne listened as if her life depended on the issue of his speech. He proceeded with a forced alacrity : — ' The Admiral, Madam, was this morning confi- dently informed that you were — upon my soul, I am quite at a loss, ashamed (breathing and speaking quickly) — the awkwardness of giving information of Jane Austen, 173 this kind to one of the parties — you can be at no loss to understand me. It was very confidently said that Mr. Elliot — that everything was settled in the family for a union between Mr. Elliot and yourself. It was added that you were to live at Kellynch — that Kellynch was to be given up. This the Admiral knew could not be correct. But it occurred to him that it might be the wish of the parties. And my commission from him, Madam, is to say, that if the family wish is such, his lease of Kellynch shall be cancelled, and he and my sister will provide themselves with another home, without imagining themselves to be doing anything which under similar circumstances would not be done for them. This is all, Madam. A very few words in reply from you will be sufficient. That / should be the person commissioned on this subject is extraordinary ! and believe me, Madam, it is no less painful. A very few words, however, will put an end to the awkward- ness and distress we may both be feeling.' Anne spoke a word or two, but they were unintel- ligible ; and before she could command herself, he added, 'If you will only tell me that the Admiral may address a line to Sir Walter, it will be enough. Pronounce only the words, lie may, and I shall imme- diately follow him with your message.' ' No, Sir,' said Anne ; ' there is no message. You are misin — the Admiral is misinformed. I do justice to the kindness of his intentions, but he is quite mis- taken. There is no truth in any such report.' He was a moment silent. She turned her eyes 174 -A Memoir of towards him for the first time since his re-entering the room. His colour was varying, and he was looking at her with all the power and keenness which she believed no other eyes than his possessed. 'No truth in any such report?' he repeated. 'No truth in zn.y part of it ?' ' None.' He had been standing by a chair, enjoying the relief of leaning on it, or of playing with it. He now sat down, drew it a little nearer to her, and looked with an expression which had something more than penetration in it — something softer. Her countenance did not discourage. It was a silent but a very power- ful dialogue ; on his supplication, on hers acceptance. Still a little nearer, and a hand taken and pressed ; and 'Anne, my own dear Anne!' bursting forth in all the fulness of exquisite feeling, — and all suspense and indecision were over. They were re-united. They were restored to all that had been lost. They were carried back to the past with only an increase of at- tachment and confidence, and only such a flutter of present delight as made them little fit for the inter- ruption of Mrs. Croft when she joined them not long afterwards. Site, probably, in the observations of the next ten minutes . saw something to suspect ; and though it was hardly possible for a woman of her description to wish the mantuamaker had imprisoned her longer, she might be very likely wishing for some excuse to run about the house, some storm to break the windows above, or a summons to the Admiral's shoemaker below. Fortune favoured them all, how- Jane Austen. 175 ever, in another way, in a gentle, steady rain, just hap- pily set in as the Admiral returned and Anne rose to go. She was earnestly invited to stay dinner. A note was despatched to Camden Place, and she staid — staid till ten at night ; and during that time the hus- band and wife, either by the wife's contrivance, or by simply going on in their usual way, were frequently out of the room together — gone upstairs to hear a noise, or downstairs to settle their accounts, or upon the landing to trim the lamp. And these precious moments were turned to so good an account that all the most anxious feelings of the past were gone through. Before they parted at night, Anne had the felicity of being assured that in the first place (so far from being altered for the worse), she had gained inexpres- sibly in personal loveliness ; and that as to character, hers was now fixed on his mind as perfection itself, maintaining the just medium of fortitude and gentle- ness — that he had never ceased to love and prefer her, though it had been only at Uppercross that he had learnt to do her justice, and only at Lyme that he had begun to understand his own»feelings ; that at Lyme he had received lessons of more than one kind — the passing admiration of Mr. Elliot had at least roused him, and the scene on the Cobb, and at. Captain Harville's, had fixed her superiority. In his preced- ing attempts to attach himself to Louisa Musgrove (the attempts of anger and pique), he protested that he had continually felt the impossibility of really caring for Louisa, though till that day, till the leisure for reflection which followed it, he had not under- 1 76 . A Memoir of stood the perfect excellence of the mind with which Louisa's could so ill bear comparison ; or the perfect, the unrivalled hold it possessed over his own. There he had learnt to distinguish between the steadiness of principle and the obstinacy of self-will, between the darings of heedlessness and the resolution of a col- lected mind ; there he had seen everything to exalt in his estimation the woman he had lost, and there had begun to deplore the pride, the folly, the madness of resentment, which had kept him from trying to regain her when thrown in his way. From that period to the present had his penance been the most severe. He had no sooner been free from the horror and remorse attending the first few days of Louisa's accident, no sooner had begun to feel himself alive again, than he had begun to feel himself, though alive, not at liberty. He found that he was considered by his friend Har- ville an engaged man. The Harvilles entertained not a doubt of a mutual attachment between him and Louisa; and though this to a degree was contradicted instantly, it yet made him feel that perhaps by her family, by everybody, by herself even, the same idea might be held, and that he was not free in honour, though if such were to be the conclusion, too free alas ! in heart He had never thought justly on this sub- ject before, and he had not sufficiently considered that his excessive intimacy at Uppercross must have its danger of ill consequence in many ways ; and that while trying whether he could attach himself to either of the girls, he might be exciting unpleasant reports if not raising unrequited regard. Jane Austen. 177 He found too late that he had entangled himself, and that precisely as he became thoroughly satisfied of his not caring for Louisa at all, he must regard himself as bound to her if her feelings for him were what the Harvilles supposed. It determined him to leave Lyme, and await her perfect recovery elsewhere. He would gladly weaken by any fair means what- ever sentiment or speculations concerning them might exist; and he went therefore into Shropshire, meaning after a while to return to the Crofts at Kellynch, and act as he found requisite. He had remained in Shropshire, lamenting the blindness of his own pride and the blunders of his own calculations, till at once released from Louisa by the astonishing felicity of her engagement with Benwick. Bath — Bath had instantly followed in thought, and not long after in fact. To Bath — to arrive with hope, to be torn by jealousy at the first sight of Mr. Elliot ; to experience all the changes of each at the concert ; to be miserable by the morning's circumstantial re- port, to be now more happy than language could ex- press, or any heart but his own be capable of. He was very eager and very delightful in the de- scription of what he had felt at the concert ; the evening seemed to have been made up of exquisite moments. The moment of her stepping forward in the octagon room to speak to him, the moment of Mr. Elliot's appearing and tearing her away, and one or two sub- sequent moments, marked by returning hope or in- creasing despondency, were dwelt on with energy. N 178 A Memoir of ' To see you,' cried he, ' in the midst of those who could not be my well-wishers; to see your cousin close by you, conversing and smiling, and feel all the horrible, eligibilities and proprieties of the match! To consider it as the certain wish of every being who could hope to influence you ! Even if your own feel- ings were reluctant or indifferent, to consider what powerful support would be his ! Was it not enough to make the fool of me which I appeared ? How could I look on without agony ? Was not the very sight of the friend who sat behind you ; was not the recollection of what had been, the knowledge of her influence, the indelible, immovable impression of what persuasion had once done — was it not all against me ? ' 'You should have distinguished,' replied Anne. ' You should not have suspected me now ; the case so different, and my age so different If I was wrong in yielding to persuasion once, remember it was to per- suasion exerted on the side of safety, not of risk. When I yielded, I thought it was to duty ; but no duty could be called in aid here. In marrying a man indifferent to me, all risk would have been incurred, and all duty violated.' ' Perhaps I ought to have reasoned thus,' he re- plied ; ' but I could not. I could not derive benefit from the late knowledge I had acquired of your cha- racter. I could not bring it into play ; it was over- whelmed, buried, lost in those earlier feelings which I had been smarting under year after year. I could think of you only as one who . had yielded, who had Jane Austen. 179 given me up, who had been influenced by anyone rather than by me. I saw you with the very person who had guided you in that year of misery. I had no reason to believe her of less authority now. The force of habit was to be added.' * I should have thought,' said Anne, ' that my man- ner to yourself might have spared you much or all of this.' ' No, no ! Your manner might be only the ease which your engagement to another man would give. I left you in this belief; and yet — I was determined to see you again. My spirits rallied with the morn- ing, and I felt that I had still a motive for remaining here. The Admiral's news, indeed, was a revulsion ; since that moment I have been divided what to do, and had it been confirmed, this would have been my last day in Bath.' There was time for all this to pass, with such inter- ruptions only as enhanced the charm of the commu- nication, and Bath could hardly contain any other two beings at once so rationally and so rapturously happy as during that evening occupied the sofa of Mrs. Croft's drawing-room in Gay Street. Captain Wentworth had taken care to meet the Admiral as he returned into the house, to satisfy him as to Mr. Elliot and Kellynch ; and the delicacy of the Admiral's good-nature kept him from saying another word on the subject to Anne. He was quite concerned lest he might have been giving her pain by touching on a tender part — who could say ? She might be liking her cousin better than he liked her ; 1 80 A Memoir of and, upon recollection, if they had been to marry at all, why should they have waited so long ? When the evening closed, it is probable that the Admiral re- ceived some new ideas from his wife, whose particu- larly friendly manner in parting with her gave Anne the gratifying persuasion of her seeing and approving. It had been such a day to Anne ; the hours which had passed since her leaving Camden Place had done so much! She was almost bewildered — almost too happy in looking back It was necessary to sit up half the night, and lie awake the remainder, to com- prehend with composure her present state, and pay for the overplus of bliss by headache and fatigue. Then follows Chapter XL, i.e. XII. in the pub- lished book and at the end is written — Finis, July 18, 1816. Jane Austen. 181 CHAPTER XIIL The last Work. Jane Austen was taken from us: how much un- exhausted talent perished with her, how largely she might yet have contributed to the entertainment of her readers, if her life had been prolonged, cannot be known ; but it is certain that the mine at which she had so long laboured was not worked out, and that she was still diligently employed in collect- ing fresh materials from it. 'Persuasion' had been finished in August 1816; some time was probably given to correcting it for the press ; but on the 27th of the following January, according to the date on her own manuscript, she began a new novel, and worked at it up to the 17th of March. The chief part of this manuscript is written in her usual firm and neat hand, but some of the latter pages seem to have been first traced in pencil, probably when she was too weak to sit long at her desk, and written over in ink afterwards. The quantity produced does not indicate any decline of power or industry, for in those seven weeks twelve chapters had been com- pleted. It is more difficult to judge of the quality of a work so little advanced. It had received no name; there was scarcely any indication what the 1 82 A Memoir of course of the story was to be, nor was any heroine yet perceptible, who, like Fanny Price, or Anne Elliot, might draw round her the sympathies of the reader. Such an unfinished fragment cannot be pre- sented to the public ; but I am persuaded that some of Jane Austen's admirers will be glad to learn some- thing about the latest creations which were forming themselves in her mind ; and therefore, as some of the principal characters were already sketched in with a vigorous hand, I will try to give an idea of them, illustrated by extracts from the work. The scene is laid at Sanditon, a village on the Sussex coast, just struggling into notoriety as a bathing-place, under the patronage of the two prin- cipal proprietors of the parish, Mr. Parker and Lady Denham. • Mr. Parker was an amiable man, with more en- thusiasm than judgment, whose somewhat shallow mind overflowed with the one idea of the prosperity of Sanditon, together with a jealous contempt of the rival village of Brinshore, where a similar attempt was going on. To the regret of his much-enduring wife, he had left his family mansion, with all its an- cestral comforts of gardens, shrubberies, and shelter, situated in a valley some miles inland, and had built a new residence — a Trafalgar House— on the bare brow of the hill overlooking Sanditon and the sea, exposed to every wind that blows; but he will con- .fess to no discomforts, nor suffer his family to feel any from the change. The following extract brings him before the reader, mounted on his hobby : — : Jane Austen. 183 ' He wanted to secure the promise of a visit, and to get as many of the family as his own house would hold to follow him to Sanditon as soon as possible ; and, healthy as all the Heywoods undeniably were, he foresaw that every one of them would be bene- fitted by the sea. He held it indeed as certain that no person, however upheld for the present by for- tuitous aids of exercise and spirit in a semblance of health, could be really in a state of secure and per- manent health without spending at least six weeks by the sea every year. The sea air and sea-bathing together were nearly infallible ; one or other of them being a match for every disorder of the stomach, the lungs, or the blood. They were anti-spasmodic, anti- pulmonary, anti-bilious, and anti-rheumatic. Nobody could catch cold by the sea ; nobody wanted appe- tite by the sea; nobody wanted spirits; nobody wanted strength.- They were healing, softening, re- laxing, fortifying, and bracing, seemingly just as was wanted ; sometimes one, sometimes the other. If the sea breeze failed, the sea-bath was the certain corrective ; and when bathing disagreed, the sea breeze was evidently designed by nature for the cure. His eloquence, however, could not prevail. Mr. and Mrs. HeyWood never left home The mainten- ance, education, and fitting out of fourteen children demanded a very quiet, settled, careful course of life ; and obliged them to be stationary and healthy at Willingden. What prudence had at first enjoined was now rendered pleasant by habit. They never left home, and they had a gratification in saying so.' 1 84 A Memoir of Lady Denham's was a very different character. She was a rich vulgar widow, with a sharp but narrow mind, who cared for the prosperity of Sanditon only so far as it might increase the value of her own property. She is thus described : — 'Lady Denham had been a rich Miss Brereton, born to wealth, but not to education. Her first husband had been a Mr. Hollis, a man of consider- able property in the country, of which a large share of the parish of Sanditon, with manor and mansion- house, formed a part. He had been an elderly man when she married him ; her own age about thirty. Her motives for such a match could be little under- stood at the distance of forty years, but she had so well nursed and pleased Mr. Hollis that at his death he left her everything — all his estates, and all at her disposal. After a widowhood of some years she had been induced to marry again. The late Sir Harry Denham, of Denham Park, in the neighbourhood of Sanditon, succeeded in removing her and her large income to his own domains ; but he could not suc- ceed in the views of permanently enriching his family which were attributed to him. She had been too wary to put anything out of her own power, and when, on Sir Harry's death, she returned again to her own house at Sanditon, she was said to have made this boast, " that though she had got nothing but her title from the family, yet she had given nothing for it." For the title it was to be supposed that she married. ' Lady Denham was indeed a great lady, beyond the Jane Austen. 185 common wants of society ; for she had many thousands a year to bequeath, and three distinct sets of people to be courted by : — her own relations, who might very reasonably wish for her original thirty thousand pounds among them ; the legal heirs of Mr. Hollis, who might hope to be more indebted to her sense of justice than he had allowed them to be to his ; and those members of the Denham family for whom her second husband had hoped to make a good bargain. By all these, or by branches of them, she had, no doubt, been long and still continued to be well attacked ; and of these three divisions Mr. Parker did not hesitate to say that Mr. Hollis's kindred were the least in favour, and Sir Harry Denham's the most. The former, he believed, had done themselves irremediable harm by expres- sions of very unwise resentment at the time of Mr. Hollis's death: the latter, to the advantage of being the remnant of a connection which she certainly valued, joined those of having been known to her from their childhood, and of being always at hand to pursue their interests by seasonable attentions. But another claimant was now to be taken into account : a young female relation whom Lady Denham had been induced to receive into her family. After having always protested against any such addition, and often enjoyed the repeated defeat she had given to every attempt of her own relations to introduce ' this young lady, or that young lady,' as a companion at Sanditon House, she had brought back with her from London last Michaelmas a Miss Clara Brereton, who bid fair to vie in favour with Sir Edward Denham, and to 1 86 A Memoir of secure for herself and her family that share of the accumulated property which they had certainly the best right to inherit.' Lady Denham's character comes out in a conversa- tion which takes place at Mr. Parker's tea-table. ' The conversation turned entirely upon Sanditon, its present number of visitants, and the chances of a good season. It was evident that Lady Denham had more anxiety, more fears of loss than her coadjutor. She wanted to have the place fill faster, and seemed to have many harassing apprehensions of the lodgings being in some instances underlet. To a report that a large boarding-school was expected she replies, ' Ah, well, no harm in that. They will stay their six weeks, and out of such a number who knows but some may be consumptive, and want asses' milk; and I have two milch asses at this very time. But perhaps the little Misses may hurt the furniture. I hope they will have a good sharp governess to look after them.' But she wholly disapproved of Mr. Parker's wish to secure the residence of a medical man amongst them. 'Why, what should we do with a doctor here? It would only be encouraging our servants and the poor to fancy themselves ill,, if there was a doctor at hand.. Oh, pray let us have none of that tribe at Sanditon: we go on very well as we are. There is the Sea, and the downs, and my milch asses: and I have. told Mrs. Whitby that if anybody enquires for a chamber horse, they may be supplied at a fair rate (poor Mr. Hollis's chamber horse, as good as new); and what can people want more? I have lived seventy good years in the Jane Austen. 1S7 world, and never took physic, except twice: and never saw the face of a doctor in all my life on my own account; and I really believe if my poor dear Sir Harry had never seen one neither, he would have been alive now. Ten fees, one after another, did the men take who sent him out of the world. I beseech you, Mr. Parker, no doctors here.' This lady's character comes out more strongly in a conversation with Mr. Parker's guest. Miss Charlotte Heywood. Sir Edward Denham with his sister Esther and Clara Brereton have just left them. ' Charlotte accepted an invitation from Lady Den- ham to remain with her on the terrace, when the others adjourned to the library. Lady Denham, like a true great lady, talked, and talked only of her own concerns, and Charlotte listened. Taking hold of Charlotte's arm with the ease of one who felt that any notice from her was a favour, and communicative from the same sense of importance, or from a natural love of talking, she immediately said in a tone of great satisfaction, and with a look of arch sagacity: — ' Miss Esther wants me to invite her and her brother to spend a week with me at Sanditon House, as I did last summer, but I shan't. She has been trying to get round me, every way with her praise of this and her praise of that ; but I saw what she was about. I saw through it all. I am not very easily taken in, my dear/ . Charlotte could think of nothing more harmless to be said than the simple enquiry of, ' Sir Edward and Miss Denham?' 'Yes, my dear; my young folks, as I call them, 1 88 A Memoir of sometimes: for I take them very much by the hand, and had them with me last summer, about this time, for a week — from Monday to Monday — and very delighted and thankful they were. For they are very good young people, my dear. I would not have you think that I only notice them for poor dear Sir Harry's sake. No, no; they are very deserving themselves, or, trust me, they would not be so much in my company. I am not the woman to help anybody blindfold. I always take care to know what I am about, and who I have to deal with before I stir a finger. I do not think I was ever overreached in my life ; and that is a good deal for a woman to say that has been twice married. Poor dear Sir Harry (between ourselves) thought at first to have got more, but (with a bit of a sigh) he is gone, and we must not find fault with the dead. Nobody could live happier together than us : and he was a very honourable man, quite the gentleman, of ancient family ; and when he died I gave Sir Edward his gold watch.' This was said with a look at her companion which implied its right to produce a great impression ; and seeing no rapturous astonishment in Charlotte's coun- tenance, she added quickly, 'He did not bequeath it to his nephew, my dear; it was no bequest ; it was not in the will. He only told me, and that but once, that he should wish his nephew to have his watch ; but it need not have been binding, if I had not chose it' ' Very kind indeed, very handsome ! ' said Char- lotte, absolutely forced to affect admiration. Jane Austen. 189 ' Yes, my dear ; and it is not the only kind thing I have done by him. I have been a very liberal friend to Sir Edward ; and, poor young man, he needs it bad enough. For, though I am only the dowager, my dear, and he is the heir, things do not stand between us in the way they usually do between those two parties. Not a shilling do I receive from the Denham estate. Sir Edward has no payments to make me. He don't stand uppermost, believe me ; it is / that help him! ' Indeed ! he is a very fine young man, and par- ticularly elegant in his address.' This was said chiefly for the sake of saying some- thing ; but Charlotte directly saw that it was laying her open to suspicion, by Lady Denham's giving a shrewd glance at her, and replying, ' Yes, yes ; he's very well to look at ; and it is to be hoped that somebody of large fortune will think so ; for Sir Edward must marry for money. He and I often talk that matter over. A handsome young man like him will go smirking and smiling about, and paying girls compliments, but he knows he must marry for money. And Sir Edward is a very steady young man, in the main, and has got very good notions.' ' Sir Edward Denham/ said Charlotte, ' with such personal advantages, may be almost sure of getting a woman of fortune, if he chooses it.' This glorious sentiment seemed quite to remove suspicion. 'Aye, my dear, that is very sensibly said; and i go A Memoir of if we could but get a young heiress to Sanditon ! But heiresses are monstrous scarce ! I do not think we have had an heiress here, nor even a Co., since Sanditon has been a public place. Families come after families, but, as far as I can learn, it is not one in a hundred of them that have any real property, landed or funded. An income, perhaps, but no pro- perty. Clergymen, may be, or lawyers from town, or half-pay officers, or widows with only a jointure ; and what good can such people do to anybody? Except just as they take our empty houses, and (between ourselves) I think they are great fools for not staying at home. Now, if we could get a young heiress to be sent here for her health, and, as soon as she got well, have her fall in love with Sir Edward ! And Miss Esther must marry somebody of fortune, too. She must get a rich husband. Ah! young ladies that have no money are very much to be pitied.' After a short pause : ' If Miss Esther thinks to talk me into inviting them to come and stay at Sanditon House, she will find herself mistaken. Matters are altered with me since last summer, you know: I have Miss Clara with me now, which makes a great difference. I should not choose to have my two housemaids' time taken up all the morning in dusting out bedrooms. They have Miss Clara's room ' to put to rights, as well as mine, every day. If they had hard work, they would want higher wages.' Charlotte's feelings were divided between amuse- ment and indignation. She kept her countenance, and kept a civil silence ; but without attempting to Jane Austen. 191 listen any longer, and only conscious that Lady Denham was still talking in the same way, allowed her own thoughts to form themselves into such meditation as this : — ' She is thoroughly mean ; I had no expectation of anything so bad. Mr. Parker spoke too mildly of her. He is too kind-hearted to see clearly, and their very connection misleads him. He has persuaded her to engage in the same speculation", and because they have so far the same object in view, he fancies that she feels like him in other things ; but she is very, very mean. I can see no good in her. Poor Miss Brereton! And it makes everybody mean about her. This poor Sir Edward and his sister! how far nature meant them to be respectable I cannot tell ; but they are obliged to be mean in their servility to her; and I am mean, too, in giving her my attention with the appearance of coinciding with her. Thus it is when rich people are sordid.' Mr. Parker has two unmarried sisters of singular character. They live together ; Diana, the younger, always takes the lead, and the elder follows' in the same track. It is their pleasure to fancy themselves invalids to a degree and in a manner never expe- rienced by others ; but, from a state of exquisite pain and utter prostration, Diana Parker can always rise to be officious in the concerns of all her acquaintance, and to make incredible exertions where they are not wanted. It would seem that they must be always either very busy for the good of others, or else extremely 192 A Memoir of ill themselves. Some natural delicacy of constitu- tion, in fact, with an unfortunate turn for medicine, especially quack medicine, had given them an early tendency at various times to various disorders. The rest of their suffering was from their own fancy, the love of distinction, and the love of the wonderful. They had charitable hearts and many amiable feel- ings ; but a spirit of restless activity, and the glory of doing more than anybody else, had a share in every exertion of benevolence, and there was vanity in all they did, as well as in all they endured. These peculiarities come out in the following letter of Diana Parker to her brother : — ' My DEAR Tom, — We were much grieved at your accident, and if you had not described yourself as having fallen into such very good hands, I should have been with you at all hazards the day after receipt of your letter, though it found me suffering under a more severe attack than usual of my old grievance, spasmodic bile, and hardly able to crawl from my bed to the sofa. But how were you treated ? Send me more particulars in your next If indeed a simple sprain, as you denominate it, nothing would have been so judicious as friction — friction by the hand alone, supposing it could be applied imme- diately. Two years ago I happened to be calling on Mrs. Sheldon, when her coachman sprained his foot, as he was cleaning the carriage, and could hardly limp into the house; but by the immediate use of friction alone, steadily persevered in (I rubbed his Jane Austen. 193 ancle with my own hands for four hours without intermission), he was well in three days. . . . Pray never run into peril again in looking for an apothe- cary on our account ; for had you the most ex- perienced man in his line settled at Sanditon, it would be no recommendation to us. We have en- tirely done with the whole medical tribe. We have consulted physician after physician in vain, till we are quite convinced that they can do nothing for us, and that we must trust to our knowledge of our own wretched constitutions for any relief; but if you think it advisable for the interests of the place to. get a medical man there, I will undertake the com- mission with pleasure, and have no doubt of succeed- ing. I could soon put the necessary irons in the fire. As for getting to Sanditon myself, it is an impossibility. I grieve to say that I cannot attempt it, but my feelings tell me too plainly that in my present state the sea-air would probably be the death of me ; and in truth I doubt whether Susan's nerves would be equal to the effort. She has been suffer- ing much from headache, and six leeches a day, for ten days together, relieved her so little that we thought it right to change our measures ; and being convinced on examination that much of the evil lay in her gums, I persuaded her to attack the disorder there. She has accordingly had three teeth drawn, and is decidedly better; but her nerves are a good deal deranged, she can only speak in a whisper, and fainted away this morning on poor Arthur's trying to suppress a cough.' O 194 A Memoir of Within a week of the date of this letter, in spite of the impossibility of moving, and of the fatal effects to be apprehended from the sea-air, Diana Parker was at Sanditon with her sister. She had flattered herself that by her own indefatigable exertions, and by setting at work the agency of many friends, she had induced two large families to take houses at Sanditon. It was to expedite these politic views that she came ; and though she met with some disappoint- ment of her expectation, yet she did not suffer in health. Such were some of the dramatis persona, ready dressed and prepared for their parts. They are at least original and unlike any that the author had produced before. The success of the piece must have depended on the skill with which these parts might be played ; but few will be inclined to dis- trust the skill of one who had so often succeeded. If the author had lived to complete her work, it is probable that these personages might have grown into as mature an individuality of character, and have taken as permanent a place amongst our familiar acquaintance, as Mr. Bennet, or John Thorp, Mary Musgrove, or Aunt Norris herself. iSJ? tUsU-t-i^. tysC^cjgt^ X^*-<-«-<-» Jcs£- 'p£*-i^^~> ^U^ a*^^u~ fa y/^, 1 6L~*~4- Jane Austen. 195 CHAPTER XIV. Postscript. WHEN first I was asked to put together a memoir of my aunt, I saw reasons for declining the attempt It was not only that, having passed the three score years and ten usually allotted to man's strength, and being unaccustomed to write for publication, I might well distrust my ability to complete the work, but that I also knew the extreme scantiness of the materials out of which it must be constructed. The grave closed over my aunt fifty-two years ago ; and during that long period no idea of writing her life had been entertained by any of her family. Her nearest relatives, far from making provision for such a purpose, had actually destroyed many of the letters and papers by which it might have been facilitated. They were influenced, I believe, partly by an ex- treme dislike to publishing private details, and partly by never having assumed that the world would take so strong and abiding an interest in her works as to claim her name as public property. It was therefore necessary for me to draw upon recollections rather than on written documents for my materials ; while the subject itself supplied me with nothing striking 196 A Memoir of or prominent with which to arrest the attention of the reader. It has been said that the happiest in- dividuals, like nations during their happiest periods, have no history. In the case of my aunt, it was not only that her course of life was unvaried, but that her own disposition was remarkably calm and even. There was in her nothing eccentric or angular; no ruggedness of temper ; no singularity of manner ; none of the morbid sensibility or exaggeration of feeling, which not unfrequently accompanies great talents, to be worked up into a picture. Hers was a mind well balanced on a basis of good sense, sweetened by an affectionate heart, and regulated by fixed principles ; so that she was to be distinguished from many other amiable and sensible women only by that peculiar genius which shines out clearly enough in her works, but of which a biographer can make little use. The motive which at last induced me to make the attempt is exactly expressed in the passage prefixed to these pages. I thought that I saw something to be done : knew of no one who could do it but myself, and so was driven to the enterprise. I am glad that I have been able to finish my work. As a family record it can scarcely fail to be interesting to those relatives who must ever set a high value on their connection with Jane Austen, and to them I especially dedicate it ; but as I have been asked to do so, I also submit it to the censure of the public, with all its faults both of deficiency and redundancy. I know that its value in their eyes must depend, not on any merits of its Jane Austen. 197 own, but on the degree of estimation in which my aunt's works may still be held ; and indeed I shall esteem it one of the strongest testimonies ever borne to her talents, if for her sake an interest can be taken in so poor a sketch as I have been able to draw. Bray Vicarage: Sept. 7, 1869. LADY SUSAN. PREFACE. I HAVE lately received permission to print the following tale from the author's niece, Lady Knatch- bull, of Provender, in Kent, to whom the autograph copy was given. I am not able to ascertain when it was composed. Her family have always believed it to be an early production. Perhaps she wrote it as an experiment in conducting a story by means of letters. It was not, however, her only attempt of that kind ; for ' Sense and Sensibility ' was first written in letters ; but as she afterwards re-wrote one of these works and never published the other, it is probable that she was not quite satisfied with the result. The tale itself is scarcely one on which a literary reputation could have been founded : but though, like some plants, it may be too slight to stand alone, it may, perhaps, be supported by the strength of her more firmly rooted works. At any rate, it cannot diminish Jane Austen's reputation as a writer ; for even if it should be judged unworthy of the publicity now given to it, the censure must fall on him who has put it forth, not on her who kept it locked up in her desk. LADY SUSAN. i. Lady Susan Vernon to Mr. Vernon. Langford, Dec. Y dear Brother, — I can no longer re- fuse myself the pleasure of profiting by your kind invitation when we last parted of spending some weeks with you at Churchhill, and, therefore, if quite convenient to you and Mrs. Vernon to receive me at present, I shall hope within a few days to be introduced to a sister whom I have so long desired to be acquainted with. My kind friends here are most affectionately urgent with me to prolong my stay, but their hos- pitable and cheerful dispositions lead them too much into society for my present situation and state of mind ; and I impatiently look forward to the hour when I shall be admitted into your delightful re- tirement. I long to be made known to your dear little children, in whose hearts I shall be very eager to secure an interest I shall soon have need for all my fortitude, 204 Lady Susan. as I am on the point of separation from my own daughter. The long illness of her dear father pre- vented my paying her that attention which duty and affection equally dictated, and I have too much reason to fear that the governess to whose care I consigned her was unequal to the charge. I have therefore resolved on placing her at one of the best private schools in town, where I shall have an opportunity of leaving her myself in my way to you. I am deter- mined, you see, not to be denied admittance at Churchhill. It would indeed give me most painful sensations to know that it were not in your power to receive me. Your most obliged and affectionate Sister, S. Vernon. II. Lady Susan Vernon to Mrs. Johnson. Langford. You were mistaken, my dear Alicia, in supposing me fixed at this place for the rest of the winter : it grieves me to say how greatly you were mistaken, for I have seldom spent three months more agreeably than those which' have just flown away. At present, nothing goes smoothly ; the females of the family are united against me. You foretold how it would be when I first came to Langford, and Mainwaring is so uncommonly pleasing that I was not without appre- hensions for myself. I remember saying to myself, as I drove to the house, ' I like this man, pray. Lady Susan. 205 Heaven no harm come of it ! ' But I was determined to be discreet, to bear in mind my being only four months a widow, and to be as quiet as possible : and I have been so, my dear creature ; I have admitted no one's attentions but Mainwaring's. I have avoided all general flirtation whatever ; I have distinguished no creature besides, of all the numbers resorting hither, except Sir James Martin, on whom I bestowed a little notice, in order to detach him from Miss Mainwaring ; but, if the world could know my motive tiiere they would honour me. I have been called an unkind mother, but it was the sacred impulse of maternal affection, it was the advantage of my daughter that led me on ; and if that daughter were not the greatest simpleton on earth, I might have been rewarded for my exertions as I ought Sir James did make proposals to me for Frederica ; but Frederica, who was born to be the torment of my life, chose to set herself so violently against the match that I thought it better to lay aside the scheme for the present I have more than once repented that I did not marry him myself; and were he but one degree less contemptibly weak I certainly should : but I must own myself rather romantic in that respect, and that riches only will not satisfy me. The event of all this is very provoking : Sir James is gone, Maria highly incensed, and Mrs. Mainwaring insupportably jealous ; so jealous, in short, and so enraged against me, that, in the fury of her temper, I should not be surprised at her appealing to her guardian, if she had the liberty of addressing him : but there 2o6 Lady Susan. your husband stands my friend ; and the kindest, most amiable action of his life was his throwing her off for ever on her marriage. Keep up his resent- ment, therefore, I charge you. We are now in a sad state ; no house was ever more altered ; the whole party are at war, and Mainwaring scarcely dares speak to me. It is time for me to be gone ; I have therefore determined on leaving them, and shall spend, I hope, a comfortable day with you in town within this week. If I am as little in favour with Mr. Johnson as ever, you must come to me at 10 Wigmore Street; but I hope this may not be the case, for as Mr. Johnson, with all his faults, is a man to whom that great word 'respectable' is always given, and I am known to be so intimate with his wife, his slighting me has an awkward look. I take London in my way to that insupportable spot, a country village ; for I am really going to ChurchhilL Forgive me, my dear friend, it is my • last resource. Were there another place in England open to me I would prefer it Charles Vernon is my aversion, and I am afraid of his wife. At Churchhill, however, I must remain till I have something better in view. My young lady accompanies me to town, where I shall deposit her under the care of Miss Summers, in Wigmore Street, till she becomes a little more reasonable. She will make good connections there as the girls are all of the best families. The price is immense, and much beyond what I can ever attempt to pay. Lady Susan. 207 Adieu, I will send you a line as soon as I arrive in town. Yours ever, S. Vernon. III. Mrs. Vernon to Lady De Courcy. Cliurchhill. My dear Mother, — I am very sorry to tell you that it will not be in our power to keep our promise of spending our Christmas with you ; and we are pre- vented that happiness by a circumstance which is not likely to make us any amends. Lady Susan, in a letter to her brother-in-law, has declared her intention of visiting us almost immediately; and as such a visit is in all probability merely an affair of convenience, it is impossible to conjecture its length. I was by no means prepared for such an event, nor can I now ac- count for her ladyship's conduct ; Langford appeared so exactly the place for her in every respect, as well from the elegant and expensive style of living there, as from her particular attachment to Mr. Mainwaring, that I was very far from expecting so speedy a dis- tinction, though I always imagined from her increasing friendship for us since her husband's death that we should, at some future period, be obliged to receive her. Mr. Vernon, I think, was a great deal too kind to her when he was in Staffordshire ; her behaviour to him, independent of her general character, has been so in- excusably artful and ungenerous since our marriage 2o8 Lady Susan. was first in agitation that no one less amiable and mild than himself, could have overlooked it all ; and though, as his brother's widow, and in narrow cir- cumstances, it was proper to render her pecuniary assistance, I cannot help thinking his pressing invi- tation to her to visit us at Churchhill perfectly unnecessary. Disposed, however, as he always is to think the best of everyone, her display of grief, and professions of regret, and general resolutions of prudence, were sufficient to soften his heart and make him really confide in her sincerity ; but, as for myself, I am still unconvinced, and plausibly as her ladyship has now written, I cannot make up my mind till I better understand her real meaning in coming to us. You may guess, therefore, my dear madam, with what feelings I look forward to her arrival. She will have occasion for all those attractive powers for which she is celebrated to gain any share of my regard ; and I shall certainly endeavour to guard myself against their influence, if not accompanied by something more sub- stantial. She expresses a most eager desire of being acquainted with me, and makes very gracious mention of my children, but I am not quite weak enough to suppose a woman who has behaved with inattention, if not with unkindness to her own child, should be attached to any of mine. Miss Vernon is to be placed at a school in London before her mother comes to us, which I am glad of, for her sake and my own. It must be to her advantage to be separated from her mother, and a girl of sixteen who has received so wretched an education, could not be a very desirable Lady Susan. 209 companion here. Reginald has long wished, I know, to see the captivating Lady Susan, and we shall depend on his joining our party soon. I am glad to hear that my father continues so well ; and am, with best love, &c, Catherine Vernon. IV. Mr. De Convey to Mrs. Vernon. Parklands. My dear Sister, — I congratulate you and Mr. Vernon on being about to receive into your family the most accomplished coquette in England. As a very dis- tinguished flirt I have always been taught to consider her, but it has lately fallen in my way to hear some particulars of her conduct at Langford, which prove that she does not confine herself to that sort of honest flirtation which satisfies most people, but aspires to the more delicious gratification of making a whole family miserable. By her behaviour to Mr. Main- waring she gave jealousy and wretchedness to his wife, and by her attentions to a young man previously attached to Mr. Mainwaring's sister deprived an amiable girl of her lover. I learnt all this from Mr. Smith, now in this neigh- bourhood (I have dined with him, at Hurst and Wilford), who is just come from Langford where he was a fortnight with her ladyship, and who is there- fore well qualified to make the communication. What a woman she must be ! I long to see her, and P 2io Lady Susan. shall certainly accept your kind invitation, that I may form some idea of those bewitching powers which can do so much — engaging at the same time, and in the same house, the affections of two men, who were neither of them at liberty to bestow them — and all this without the charm of youth ! I am glad to find Miss Vernon does not accompany her mother to Churchhill, as she has not even manners to recom- mend her ; and, according to Mr. Smith's account, is equally dull and proud. Where pride and stupidity unite there can be no dissimulation worthy notice, and Miss Vernon shall be consigned to unrelenting con- tempt; but by all that I can gather Lady Susan possesses a degree of captivating deceit which it must be pleasing to witness and detect. I shall be with you very soon, and am ever, Your affectionate Brother, R. DE COURCY. V. Lady Susan Vernon to Mrs. Johnson. ChurchhilL I received your note, my dear Alicia, just before I left town, and rejoice to be assured that Mr. Johnson suspected nothing of your engagement the evening before. It is undoubtedly better to deceive him entirely, arid since he will be stubborn he must be tricked. I arrived here in safety, and have no reason to complain of my reception from Mr. Vernon ; but I confess myself not equally satisfied with the behaviour Lady Susan. 211 of his lady. She is perfectly well-bred, indeed, and has the air of a woman of fashion, but her manners are not such as can persuade me of her being pre- possessed in my favour. I wanted her to be delighted at seeing me. I was as amiable as possible on the occasion, but all in vain. She does not like me. To be sure when we consider that I did take some pains to prevent my brother-in-law's marrying her, this want of cordiality is not very surprising, and yet it shows an illiberal and vindictive spirit to resent a project which influenced me six years ago, and which never succeeded at last. I am sometimes disposed to repent that I did not let Charles buy Vernon Castle, when we were obliged to sell it ; but it was a trying circumstance, especially as the sale took place exactly at the time of his marriage ; and everybody ought to respect the delicacy of those feelings which could not endure that my husband's dignity should be lessened by his younger brother's having possession of the family estate. Could matters have been so arranged as to prevent the necessity of our leaving the castle, could we have lived with Charles and kept him single, I should have been very far from persuading my husband to dispose of it elsewhere ; but Charles was on the point of marrying Miss De Courcy, and the event has justified me. Here are children in abundance, and what benefit could have accrued to me from his purchasing Vernon ? My having prevented it may perhaps have given his wife an unfavourable impression, but where there is a disposition to dislike, a motive will never be 212 Lady Susan. wanting ; and as to money matters it has not withheld him from being very useful to me. I really have a regard for him, he is so easily imposed upon ! The house is a good one, the furniture fashionable, and everything announces plenty and elegance. Charles is very rich I am sure ; when a man has once got his name in a banking-house he rolls in money ; but they do not know what to do with it, keep very little company, and never go to London but on business. We shall be as stupid as possible. I mean to win my sister-in-law's heart through the children ; I know all their names already, and am going to attach myself with the greatest sensibility to one in particular, a young Frederic, whom I take on my lap and sigh over for his dear uncle's sake. Poor Mainwaring ! I need not tell you how much I miss him, how perpetually he is in my thoughts. I found a dismal letter from him on my arrival here, full of complaints of his wife and sister, and lamenta- tions on the cruelty of his fate. I passed' off the letter as his wife's, to the Vernons, and when I write to him it must be under cover to you. Ever yours, S. Vernon. VI. Mrs. Vernon to Mr. De Courcy. Omrchhill. Well, my dear Reginald, I have seen this danger- ous creature, and must give you some description of her, though I hope you will soon be able to form your own judgment. She is really excessively pretty ; Lady Susan. 213 however you may choose to question the allurements of a lady no longer young, I must, for my own part, declare that I have seldom seen so lovely a woman as Lady Susan. She is delicately fair, with fine grey eyes and dark eyelashes; and from her appearance one would not suppose her more than five and twenty, though she must in fact be ten years older. I was cer- tainly not disposed to admire her, though always hear- ing she was beautiful ; but I cannot help feeling that she possesses an uncommon union of symmetry, bril- liancy, and grace. Her address to me was so gentle, frank, and even affectionate, that, if I had not known how much she has always disliked me for marrying Mr. Vernon, and that we had never met before, I should have imagined her an attached friend. One is apt, I believe, to connect assurance of manner with coquetry, and to expect that an impudent address will naturally attend an impudent mind ; at least I was myself prepared for an improper degree of confi- dence in. Lady Susan; but her countenance is abso- lutely sweet, and her voice and manner winningly mild. I am sorry it is so, for what is this but deceit ? . Unfortunately, one knows her too well. She is clever and agreeable, has all that knowledge of the world which makes conversation easy, and talks very well, with a happy command of language, which is too often used, I believe, to make black appear white. She has already almost persuaded me of her being warmly attached to her daughter, though I have been so long convinced to the contrary. She speaks of her with so much tenderness and anxiety, lamenting so J 14 Lady Susan. bitterly the neglect of her education, which she repre- sents however as wholly unavoidable, that I am forced to recollect how many successive springs her ladyship spent in town, while her daughter was left in Stafford- shire to the care of servants, or a governess very little better, to prevent my believing what she says. If her manners have so great an influence on my resentful heart, you may judge how much more strongly they operate on Mr. Vernon's generous tem- per. I wish I could be as well satisfied as he is, that it was really her choice to leave Langford for Church- hill ; and if she had not stayed there for months before she discovered that her friend's manner of living did not suit her situation or feelings, I might have believed that concern for the loss of such a hus- band as Mr. Vernon, to whom her own behaviour was far from unexceptionable, might for a time make her wish for retirement But I cannot forget the length of her visit to the Mainwarings, and when I reflect on the different mode of life which she led with them from that to which she must now submit, I can only suppose that the wish of establishing her reputation by following though late the path of propriety, occa- sioned her removal from a family where she must in reality have been particularly happy. Your friend Mr. Smith's story, however, cannot be quite correct, as she corresponds regularly with Mrs. Mainwaring. At any rate it must be exaggerated. It is scarcely possible that two men should be so grossly deceived by her at once. Yours, &c, Catherine Vernon. ■ Lady Susan. 215 VII. Lady Susan Vernon to Mrs. Johnson. Churchhill. My dear Alicia, — You are very good in taking notice of Frederica, and I am grateful for it as a mark of your friendship ; but as I cannot have any doubt of the warmth of your affection, I am far from exact- ing so heavy a sacrifice. She is a stupid girl, and has nothing to recommend her. I would not, therefore, on my account, have you encumber one moment of your precious time by sending for her to Edward Street, especially as every visit is so much deducted from the grand affair of education, which I really wish to have attended to while she remains at Miss Summers'. I want her to play and sing with some portion of taste and a good deal of assurance, as she has my hand and arm and a tolerable voice. I was so much indulged in my infant years that I was never obliged to attend to anything, and consequently am without the accomplishments which are now necessary to finish a pretty. woman. Not that I am an advo- cate for the prevailing fashion of acquiring a perfect knowledge of all languages, arts, and sciences.' 'It is throwing time away to be mistress of French, Italian, and German : music, singing, and drawing, &c, will gain a woman some applause, but will not add one lover to her list — grace and manner, after all, are of the great- est importance. I do not mean, therefore, that Frede- rica's acquirements should be more than superficial, 216 Lady Susan. and I flatter myself that she will not remain long enough at school to understand anything thoroughly. I hope to see her the wife of Sir James within a twelvemonth. You know on what I ground my hope, and it is certainly a good foundation, for school must be very humiliating to a girl of Frederica's age. And, by-the-by, you had better not invite her any more on that account, as I wish her to find her situa- tion as unpleasant as possible. I am sure of Sir James at any time, and could make him renew his application by a line. I shall trouble you meanwhile to prevent his forming any other attachment when he comes to town. Ask him to your house occasionally, and talk to him of Frederica, that he may not forget her. Upon the whole, I commend my own conduct in this affair extremely, and regard it as a very happy instance of circumspection and tenderness. Some mothers would have insisted on their daughter's ac- cepting so good an offer on the first overture ; but I could not reconcile it to myself to force Frederica into a marriage from which her heart revolted, and instead of adopting so harsh a measure merely propose to make it her own choice, by rendering her thoroughly uncomfortable till she does accept him — but enough of this tiresome girl. You may well wonder how I contrive to pass my time here, and for the first week it was insufferably dull. Now, however, we begin to mend, our party is enlarged by Mrs. Vernon's brother, a handsome young man, who promises me some amusement. There is something about him which rather interests me, a sort of sauciness and familiarity Lady Susan. 217 which I shall teach him to correct. He is lively, and seems clever, and when I have inspired him with greater respect for me than his sister's kind offices have implanted, he may be an agreeable flirt. There is exquisite pleasure in subduing an insolent spirit, in making a person predetermined to dislike acknow- ledge one's superiority. I have disconcerted him already by my calm reserve, and it shall be my en- deavour to humble the pride of these self-important De Courcys still lower, to convince Mrs. Vernon that her sisterly cautions have been bestowed in vain, and to persuade Reginald that she has scandalously belied me. This project will serve at least to amuse me, and prevent my feeling so acutely this dreadful separation from you and all whom I love. Yours ever, S. Vernon. VIII. Mrs. Vernon to Lady De Convey. ChurchliilL My dear Mother, — You must not expect Reginald back again for some time. He desires me to tell you that the present open weather induces him to accept Mr. Vernon's invitation to prolong his stay in Sussex, that they may have some hunting together. He means to send for his horses immediately, and it is impossible to say when you may see him in Kent. I will not disguise my sentiments on this change from you, my dear mother, though I think you had better 2i8 Lady Susan. not communicate them to my father, whose excessive anxiety about Reginald would subject him to an alarm which might seriously affect his health and spirits. Lady Susan has certainly contrived, in the space of a fortnight, to make my brother like her. In short, I am persuaded that his continuing here beyond the time originally fixed for his return is occasioned as much by a degree of fascination towards her, as by the wish of hunting with Mr. Vernon, and of course I cannot receive that pleasure from the length of his visit which my brother's company would otherwise give me. I am, indeed, provoked at the artifice of this unprincipled woman ; what stronger proof of her dan- gerous abilities can be given than this perversion of Reginald's judgment, which when he entered the house was so decidedly against her ? In his last letter he actually gave me some particulars of her behaviour at Langford, such as he received from a gentleman who knew her perfectly well, which, if true, must raise abhorrence against her, and which Reginald himself was entirely disposed to credit His opinion of her, I am sure, was as low. as of any woman in England ; and when he first came it was evident that he consi- dered her as one. entitled neither to delicacy nor re- spect, and that he felt she would be delighted with the attentions of any man inclined to flirt with hen Her behaviour, I confess, has been calculated to do away, with such, an idea ; I have not detected the smallest: impropriety in it — nothing of vanity, of pre- tension, of levity ; and she is altogether so attractive that I should not wonder at his being delighted with Lady Susan. 219 her, had he known nothing of her previous to this personal acquaintance ; but, against reason, against conviction, to be so well pleased .with her, as I am sure he is, does really astonish me. His admiration was at first very strong, but no more than was natural, and I did not wonder at his being much struck by the gentleness and delicacy of her manners ; but when he has mentioned her of late it has been in terms of more extraordinary praise ; and yesterday he actually said that he could not be surprised at any effect produced on the heart of man by such loveliness and such abi- lities ; and when I lamented, in reply, the badness of her disposition, he observed that whatever might have been her errors they were to be imputed to her neg- lected education and early marriage, and that she was altogether a wonderful woman. This tendency to excuse her conduct, or to forget it, in the warmth of admiration, vexes me ; and if I did not know that Reginald is too much at home at Churchhill- to need an invitation for lengthening his visit, I should regret Mr. Vernon's giving him any. Lady Susan's inten- tions are of course those of absolute coquetry, or a desire of universal admiration ; I cannot for a moment imagine that she has anything more serious in view ; but it mortifies me to see a young man of Reginald's sense duped by her at all. I am, &c, Catherine Vernon. 220 Lady Susan. IX. Mrs. Johnson to Lady S. Vernon. Edward Street. My dearest Friend, — I congratulate you on Mr. De Courcy's arrival, and I advise you by all means to marry him ; his father's estate is, we know, consider- able, and I believe certainly entailed. Sir Reginald is very infirm, and not likely to stand in your way long. I hear the young man well spoken of ; and though no one can really deserve you, my dearest Susan, Mr. De Courcy may be worth having. Main- waring will storm of course, but you may easily pacify him ; besides, the most scrupulous point of honour could not require you to wait for his emancipation. I have seen Sir James ; he came to town for a few days last week, and called several times in Edward Street I talked to him about you and your daughter, and he is so far from having forgotten you, that I am sure he would marry either of you with pleasure. I gave him hopes of Frederica's relenting, and told him a great deal of her improvements. I scolded him for making love to Maria Mainwaring ; he protested that he had been only in joke, and we both laughed heartily at her disappointment ; and, in short, were very agree- able. He is as silly as ever. Yours faithfully, Alicia. Lady Susan. 221 Lady Susan Vernon to Mrs. Johnson. ChurchhilL I am much obliged to you, my dear friend, for your advice respecting Mr. De Courcy, which I know was given with the full conviction of its expediency, though I am not quite determined on following it. I cannot easily resolve on anything so serious as marriage ; especially as I am not at present in want of money, and might perhaps, till the old gentleman's death, be very little benefited by the match. It is true that I am vain enough to believe it within my reach. I have made him sensible of my power, and can now enjoy the pleasure of triumphing over a mind pre- pared to dislike me, and prejudiced against all my past actions. His sister, too, is, I hope, convinced how little the ungenerous representations of anyone to the disadvantage of another will avail when op- posed by the immediate influence of intellect and manner. I see plainly that she is uneasy at my progress in the good opinion of her brother, and conclude that nothing will be wanting on her part to counteract me ; but having once made him doubt the justice of her opinion of me, I think I may defy her. It has been delightful to me to watch his ad- vances towards intimacy, especially to observe his altered manner in consequence of my repressing by the cool dignity of my deportment his insolent ap- proach to direct familiarity. My conduct has been 222 Lady Susan. equally guarded from the first, and I never behaved less like a coquette in the whole course of my life, though perhaps my desire of dominion was never more decided. I have subdued him entirely by sentiment and serious conversation, and made him, I may venture to say, at least half in love with me, without the semblance of the most commonplace flirtation. Mrs. Vernon's consciousness of deserving every sort of revenge that it can be in my power to inflict for her ill-offices could alone enable her to perceive that I am actuated by any design in be- haviour so gentle and unpretending. Let her think and act as she chooses, however. I have never yet found that the advice of a sister could prevent a young man's being in love if he chose. We are advancing now to some kind of confidence, and in short are likely to be engaged in a sort of platonic friendship. On my side you may be sure of its never being more, for if. I were not attached to another person as much as I can be to anyone, I should make a point of not bestowing my affection on a man who had dared to think so meanly of me. Reginald has a good figure and is not unworthy the praise you have heard given him, but is still greatly inferior to our friend at Langford. He is less polished, less insinuating than Mainwaring, and is comparatively deficient in the power of saying those delightful things which put one in good humour with oneself and all the world. He is quite agreeable enough, however, to afford me amusement, and to make many of those hours pass very pleasantly Lady Susan. 223 which would otherwise be spent in endeavouring to overcome my sister-in-law's reserve, and listening to the insipid talk of her husband. Your account of Sir James is most satisfactory, and I mean to give Miss Frederica a hint of my intentions very soon. Yours, &c, S. Vernon. XI. Mrs. Vernon to Lady De Courcy. ChurchhiU. I really grow quite uneasy, my dearest mother, about Reginald, from witnessing the very rapid increase of Lady Susan's influence. They are now on terms of the most particular friendship, frequently engaged in long conversations together; and she has contrived by the most artful coquetry to subdue his judgment to her own purposes. It is impossible to see the intimacy between them so very soon established without some alarm, though I can hardly suppose that Lady Susan's plans extend to marriage. I wish you could get Reginald home again on any plausible pretence ; he is not at all disposed to leave us, and I have given him as many hints of my father's pre- carious state of health as common decency will allow me to do in my own house. Her power over him must now be boundless, as she has entirely effaced all his former ill-opinion, and persuaded him not merely to forget but to justify her conduct. Mr. Smith's account of her proceedings at Langford, where he 224 Lady Susan. accused her of having made Mr. Mainwaring and a young man engaged to Miss Mainwaring distractedly in love with her, which Reginald firmly believed when he came here, is now, he is persuaded, only a scandalous invention. He has told me so with a warmth of manner which spoke his regret at having believed the contrary himself. How sincerely do I grieve that she ever entered this house! I always looked forward to her coming with uneasiness ; but very far was it from originating in anxiety for Regi- nald. I expected a most disagreeable companion for myself, but could not imagine that my brother would be in the smallest danger of being captivated by a woman with whose principles he was so well ac- quainted, and whose character he so heartily despised, If you can get him away it will be a good thing. Yours, &c, Catherine Vernon. XII. Sir Reginald De Courcy to his Son. Portlands. I know that young men in general do not admit of any enquiry even from their nearest relations into affairs of the heart, but I hope, my dear Reginald, that you will be superior to such as allow nothing for a father's anxiety, and think themselves privileged to refuse him their confidence and slight his advice. You must be sensible that as an only son, and the representative of an ancient family, your conduct in Lady Susan. 225 life is most interesting to your connections; and in the very important concern of marriage especially, there is everything at stake — your own happiness, that of your parents, and the credit of your name. I do not suppose that you would deliberately form an absolute engagement of that nature without acquaint- ing your mother and myself, or at least, without being convinced that we should approve of your choice ; but I cannot help fearing that you may be drawn in, by the lady who has lately attached you, to a marriage which the whole of your family, far and near, must highly reprobate. Lady Susan's age is itself a material objection, but her want of cha- racter is one so much more serious, that the difference of even twelve years becomes in comparison of small amount. Were you not blinded by a sort of fasci- nation, it would be ridiculous in me to repeat the instances of great misconduct on her side so very generally known. Her neglect of her husband, her encouragement of other men, her extravagance and dissipation, were so gross and notorious that no one could be ignorant of them at the time, nor can now have forgotten them. To our family she has always been repre- sented in softened colours by the benevolence of Mr. Charles Vernon, and yet, in spite of his generous en- deavours to excuse her, we know that she did, from the most selfish motives, take all possible pains to prevent his marriage with Catherine. My years and increasing infirmities make me very desirous of seeing you settled in the world. To the Q 226 Lady Susan. fortune of a wife, the goodness of my own will make me indifferent, but her family and character must be equally unexceptionable. When your choice is fixed so that no objection can be made to it, then I can promise you a ready and cheerful consent ; but it is my duty to oppose a match which deep art only could render possible, and must in the end make wretched. It is possible her behaviour may arise only from vanity, or the wish of gaining the admiration ot a man whom she must imagine to be particularly prejudiced against her ; but it is more likely that she should aim at something further. She is poor, and may naturally seek an alliance which must be ad- vantageous to herself; you know your own rights, and that it is out of my power to prevent your inheriting the family estate. My ability of distress- ing you during my life would be a species of revenge to which I could hardly stoop under any circum- stances. I honestly tell you my sentiments and intentions : I do not wish to work on your fears, but on your sense and affection. It would destroy every comfort of my life to know that you were married to Lady Susan Vernon ; it would be the death of that honest pride with which I have hitherto considered my son ; I should blush to see him, to hear of him, to think of him. I may perhaps do no good but that of reliev- ing my own mind by this letter, but I felt it my duty to tell you that your partiality for Lady Susan is no secret to your friends, and to warn you against her. I should be glad to hear your reasons for disbelieving Lady Susan. 227 Mr. Smith's intelligence ; you had no doubt of its authenticity a month ago. If you can give me your assurance of having no design beyond enjoying the conversation of a clever woman for a short period, and of yielding admiration only to her beauty and abilities, without being blinded by them to her faults, you will restore me to happiness ; but, if you cannot do this, explain to me, at least, what has occasioned so great an alteration in your opinion of her. I am, &c, &c, Reginald De Courcy. XIII. Lady De Courcy to Mrs. Vernon. Parklands. My dear Catherine, — Unluckily I was confined to my room when your last letter came, by a cold which affected my eyes so much as to prevent my reading it myself, so I could not refuse your father when he offered to read it to me, by which means he became acquainted, to my great vexation, with all your fears about your brother. I had intended to write to Reginald myself as soon as my eyes would let me, to point out, as well as I could, the danger of an intimate acquaintance, with so artful a woman as Lady Susan, to a young man of his age, and high expectations. I meant, moreover, to have reminded him of our being quite alone now, and very much in need of him to keep up our spirits these long winter evenings. Whether it would have done any good Q2 228 Lady Susan. can never be settled now, but I am excessively vexed that Sir Reginald should know anything of a matter which we foresaw would make him so uneasy. He caught all your fears the moment he had read your letter, and I am sure he has not had the business out of his head since. He wrote by the same post to Reginald a long letter full of it all, and particu- larly asking an explanation of what he may have heard from Lady Susan to contradict the late shock- ing reports. His answer came this morning, which I shall enclose to you, as I think you will like to see it. I wish it was more satisfactory ; but it seems written with such a determination to think well of Lady Susan, that his assurances as to marriage, &c, do not set my heart at ease. I say all I can, how- ever, to satisfy your father, and he is certainly less uneasy since Reginald's letter. How provoking it is, my dear Catherine, that this unwelcome guest of yours should not only prevent our meeting this Christmas, but be the occasion of so much vexation and trouble ! Kiss the dear children for me. Your affectionate mother, C. De Courcy. XIV. Mr. De Courcy to Sir Reginald. Churjhhiil. My dear Sir, — I have this moment received your letter, which has given me more astonishment than I Lady Susan. 229 ever felt before. I am to thank my sister, I suppose, for having represented me in such a light as to injure me in your opinion, and give you all this alarm. I know not why she should choose to make herself and her family uneasy by apprehending an event which no one but herself, I can affirm, would ever have thought possible. To impute such a design to Lady Susan would be taking from her every claim to that excellent understanding which her bitterest enemies haye never denied her; and equally low must sink my pretensions to common sense if I am suspected of matrimonial views in my behaviour to her. Our difference of age must be an insuperable objection, and I entreat you, my dear father, to quiet your mind, and no longer harbour a suspicion which can- not be more injurious to your own peace than to our understandings. I can have no other view in re- maining with Lady Susan, than to enjoy for a short time (as you have yourself expressed it) the con- versation of a woman, of high intellectual powers. If Mrs. Vernon would allow something to my affection for herself and her husband in the length of my visit, she would do more justice to us all ; but my sister is unhappily prejudiced beyond the hope of conviction against Lady Susan. From an attachment to her husband, which in itself does honour to both, she cannot forgive the endeavours at preventing their union, which have been attributed to selfishness in Lady Susan ; but in this case, as well as in many others, the world has most grossly injured that lady, by supposing the worst where the motives of her, 3jo Lady Susan. conduct have been doubtful. Lady Susan had heard something so materially to the disadvantage of my sister as to persuade her that the happiness of Mr. Vernon, to whom she was always much attached, would be wholly destroyed by the marriage. And this circumstance, while it explains the true motives of Lady Susan's conduct, and removes all the blame which has been so lavished on her, may also con- vince us how little the general report of anyone ought, to be credited ; since no character, however upright, can escape the malevolence of slander. If my sister, in the security of retirement, with as little opportunity as inclination to do evil, could not avoid censure, we must not rashly condemn those who, living in the world and surrounded with temptations, should be accused of errors which they are known to have the ; power of committing. , I blame myself severely for having so easily be- lieved the slanderous tales invented by Charles Smith to the prejudice of Lady Susan, as I am now con- vinced how greatly they have traduced her. As to Mrs. Mainwaring's jealousy it was totally his own invention, and his account of her attaching Miss Mainwaring's lover was scarcely better founded. Sir James Martin had been drawn in by that young lady to pay her some attention; and as he is a man of fortune, it' was easy to see her views extended to marriage. It is well known that Miss M. is absolutely on the catch : for a husband, and no one therefore can pity her- for losing, by the superior attractions of another woman, the chance of being able to make .a Lady Susan. 231 worthy man completely wretched. Lady Susan was far from intending such a conquest, and on finding: how warmly Miss Mainwaring resented her lover's defection, determined, in spite of Mr. and Mrs. Main- waring's most urgent entreaties, to leave the family. I have reason to imagine she did receive serious pro- posals from Sir James, but her removing to Langford immediately on the discovery of his attachment, must acquit her on that article with any mind of common candour. You will, I am sure, my dear Sir, feel the truth of this, and will hereby learn to do justice to the character of a very injured woman. I know that Lady Susan in coming to Churchhill was governed only by the most honourable and amiable intentions ; her prudence and economy are exemplary, her regard for Mr. Vernon equal even to his deserts ; and her wish of obtaining my sister's good opinion merits a better return than it has received. As a mother she is unexceptionable ; her solid affection for her child is shown by placing her in hands where her education will be properly attended to; but because she has not the blind and weak partiality of most mothers, she is accused of wanting maternal tenderness. Every person of sense, however, will know how to value and commend her well-directed affection, and will join me in wishing that Frederica Vernon may prove more worthy than she has yet done of her mother's tender care. I have now, my dear father, written my real sentiments of Lady Susan ; you will know from • this letter how highly I admire her abilities, and esteem her character; but if you are not equally Lady Susan. convinced by my full and solemn assurance that your fears have been most idly created, you will deeply mortify and distress me. I am, &c, &c, R. De COURCY. XV. Mrs.. Vernon to Lady De Courcy. ChurchiilL My dear Mother, — I return you Reginald's letter, and rejoice with all my heart that my father is made easy by it : tell him so, with my congratulations ; but, between ourselves, I must own it has only con- vinced me of my brother's having no presetit in- tention of marrying Lady Susan, not that he is in no danger of doing so three months hence. He gives a very plausible account of her behaviour at Langford ; I wish it may be true, but his intelli- gence must come from herself, and I am less disposed to believe it than to lament the degree of intimacy subsisting between them implied by the discussion of such a subject I am sorry to have incurred his dis- pleasure, but can expect nothing better while he is so very eager in Lady Susan's justification. He is very severe against me indeed, and yet I hope I have not been hasty in my judgment of her. Poor woman ! though I have reasons enough for my dislike, I can- not help pitying her at present, as she is in real distress, and with too much cause. She had this morning a letter from the lady with whom she has Lady Susan. 233 placed her daughter, to request that Miss Vernon might be immediately removed, as she had been de- tected in an attempt to run away. Why, or whither she intended to go, does not appear ; but, as her situ- ation seems to have been unexceptionable, it is a sad thing, and of course highly distressing to Lady Susan. Frederica must be as much as sixteen, and ought to know better; but from what her mother insinuates, I am afraid she is a perverse girl. She has been sadly neglected, however, and her mother ought to remember it Mr. Vernon set off for London as soon as she had determined what should be done. He is, if possible, to prevail on Miss Summers to let Frederica continue with her ; and if he cannot succeed, to bring her to Churchhill for the present, till some other situation can be found for her. Her ladyship is comforting herself meanwhile by strolling along the shrubbery with Reginald, calling forth all his tender feelings, I suppose, on this distressing occasion. She has been talking a great deal about it to me. She talks vastly well ; I am afraid of being ungenerous, or I should say, too well to feel so very deeply ; but I will not look for faults ; she may be Reginald's wife ! Heaven forbid it ! but why should I be quicker-sighted than anyone else ? Mr. Vernon declares that he never saw deeper distress than hers, on the receipt of the letter; and is his judgment inferior to mine? She was very unwilling that Frederica should be allowed to come to Churchhill, and justly enough, as it seems a sort of reward to behaviour deserving very differ- ently ; but it was impossible to take her anywheie 2 34 Lady Susan. else, and she is not to remain here long. ' It will be absolutely necessary,' said she, ' as you, my dear sister, must be sensible, to treat my daughter with some severity while she is here ; a most painful necessity, but I will endeavour to submit to it. I am afraid I have often been too indulgent, but my poor Fre- derica's temper could never bear opposition well : you must support and encourage me ; you must urge the necessity of reproof if you see me too lenient' All this sounds very reasonably. Reginald is so incensed against the. poor silly girl ! Surely it is not to Lady Susan's credit that he should be so bitter against her daughter; his idea of her must be drawn from the mother's description. Well, whatever may be his fate, we have the comfort of knowing that we have done our utmost to save him. We must commit the event to a higher power. Yours ever, &c. Catherine Vernon. XVI. Lady Susan to Mrs. Johnson. Churchhill. Never, my dearest Alicia, was I so provoked in my life as by a letter this morning from Miss Summers. That horrid girl of mine has been trying to run away. I had not a notion of her being such a little devil before, she seemed to have all the Vernon milkiness ; but on receiving the letter in which I declared my. intention about Sir James, she actually attempted to Lady Susan. 23 5 elope ; at least, I cannot otherwise account for her doing it. She meant, I suppose, to go to the Clarks in Staffordshire, for she has no other acquaintances. But she shall be punished, she sJiall have him. I have sent Charles to town to make matters up if he can, for I do not by any means want her here. If Miss Summers will not keep her, you must find me out another school, unless we can get her married immediately. Miss S. writes word that she could not get the young lady to assign any cause for her extraordinary conduct, which confirms me in my own previous explanation of it. Frederica is too shy, I think, and too much in awe of me to tell tales, but if the mildness of her uncle should get anything out of her, I am not afraid. I trust I shall be able to make my story as good as hers. If I am vain of anything, it is of my eloquence. Consideration and esteem as surely follow command of language as admiration waits on beauty, and here I have opportunity enough for the exercise of my talent, as the chief of my time is spent in conversation. Reginald is never easy unless we are by ourselves, and when the weather is tolerable, we pace the shrub- bery for hours together. I like him on the whole very well; he is clever and' has a good deal to say, but he is sometimes impertinent and troublesome. There is a sort of ridiculous delicacy about, him which requires the fullest explanation of whatever he may have heard to my disadvantage, and is never satisfied till he thinks he has ascertained the begin- ning and end of everything. This is one sort of love, 236 Lady Susan. but I confess it does not particularly recommend itself to me. I infinitely prefer the tender and liberal spirit of Mainwaring, which, impressed with the deepest conviction of my merit, is satisfied that what- ever I do must be right ; and look with a degree of contempt on the inquisitive and doubtful fancies of that heart which seems always debating on the rea- sonableness of its emotions. Mainwaring is indeed, beyond all compare, superior to Reginald — superior in everything but the power of being with me ! Poor fellow ! he is much distracted by jealousy, which I am not sorry for, as I know no better support of love. He has been teazing me to allow of his coming into this country, and lodging somewhere near incog. ; but I forbade everything of the kind. Those women are inexcusable who forget what is due to themselves, and !*the opinion of the world. Yours ever, S. Vernon. XVII. Mrs. Vernon to Lady De Courcy. ChurchhilL My dear Mother, — Mr. Vernon returned on Thurs- day night, bringing his niece with him. Lady Susan had received a line from him by that day's post, informing her that Miss Summers had absolutely refused to allow of Miss Vernon's continuance in her academy ; we were therefore prepared for her arrival, and expected them impatiently the whole evening. Lady Susan. 237 They came while we were at tea, and I never saw any creature look so frightened as Frederica when she entered the room. Lady Susan, who had been shedding tears before, and showing great agitation at the idea of the meeting, received her with perfect self-command, and without betraying the least tender- ness of spirit She hardly spoke to her, and on Frederica's bursting into tears as soon as we were seated, took her out of the room, and did not return for some time. When she did, her eyes looked very red, and she was as much agitated as before. We saw no more of her daughter. Poor Reginald was beyond measure concerned to see his fair friend in such distress, and watched her with so much tender solicitude, that I, who occasionally caught her observ- ing his countenance with exultation, was quite out of patience. This pathetic representation lasted the whole evening, and so ostentatious and artful a display has entirely convinced me that she did in fact feel nothing. I am more angry with her than ever since I have seen her daughter ; the poor girl looks so unhappy that my heart aches for her. Lady Susan is surely too severe, for Frederica does not seem to have the sort of temper to make severity necessary. She looks perfectly timid, dejected, and penitent. She is very pretty, though not so handsome as her mother, nor at all like her. Her complexion is delicate, but neither so fair nor so blooming as Lady Susan's, and she has quite the Vernon cast of countenance, the oval face and mild dark eyes, and there is peculiar sweetness in her look when she speaks either to her uncle or 238 Lady Susan. me, for as we behave kindly to her we have of course engaged her gratitude. Her mother has insinuated that her temper is in- tractable, but I never saw a face less indicative of any evil disposition than hers ; and from what I can see of the behaviour of each to the other, the invariable severity of Lady Susan and the silent dejection of Frederica, I am led to believe as heretofore that the former has no real love for her daughter, and has never done her justice or treated her affectionately. I have not been able to have any conversation with my niece ; she is shy, and I think I can see that some pains are taken to prevent her being much with me. Nothing satisfactory transpires as to her reason for running away. Her kind-hearted uncle, you may be sure, was too fearful of distressing her to ask many questions as they travelled. I wish it had been- pos- sible for me to fetch her instead of him. I think I should have discovered the truth in the course of a thirty-mile journey. The small pianoforte has been removed within these few days, at Lady Susan's re- quest, into her dressing-room, and Frederica spends great part of the day there, practising as it is called ; but I seldom hear any noise when I pass that way ; what she does with herself there I do not know. There are plenty of books, but it is not every girl who has been running wild the first fifteen years of her life, that can or will read. Poor creature ! the prospect from her window is not very instructive, for that room overlooks the lawn, you know, with the shrubbery on one side, where she may see her mother Lady Susan. 239 walking for an hour together in earnest conversation with Reginald. A girl of Frederica's age must be childish indeed, if such things do not strike her. Is it not inexcusable to give such an example to a daughter ? Yet Reginald still thinks Lady Susan the best of mothers, and still condemns Frederica as a worthless girl ! He is convinced that her attempt to run away proceeded from no justifiable cause, and had no provocation. I am sure I cannot say that it had, but while Miss Summers declares that Miss Vernon showed no signs of obstinacy or perverseness during her whole stay in Wigmore Street, till she was de- tected in this scheme, I cannot so readily credit what Lady Susan has made him, and wants to make me believe, that it was merely an impatience of restraint and a desire of escaping from the tuition of masters which brought on the plan of an elopement. O Reginald, how is your judgment enslaved ! He scarcely dares even allow her to be handsome, and when I speak of her beauty, replies only that her eyes have no brilliancy ! Sometimes he is sure she is deficient in understanding, and at others that her temper only is in fault In short, when a person is always to deceive, it is impossible to be consistent Lady Susan finds it necessary that Frederica should be to blame, and probably has sometimes judged it expedient to excuse her of ill-nature and sometimes to lament her want of sense. Reginald is only re- peating after her ladyship. I remain, &c, &c, Catherine Vernon. 240 Lady Susan. XVIII. From the same to the same. Churchhill. My dear Mother, — I am very glad to find that my description of Frederica Vernon has interested you, for I do believe her truly deserving of your regard ; and when I have communicated a notion which has recently struck me, your kind impressions in her favour will, I am sure, be heightened. I cannot help fancying that she is growing partial to my brother. I so very often see her eyes fixed on his face with a remarkable expression of pensive admiration. He is certainly very handsome ; and yet more, there is an openness in his manner that must be highly pre- possessing, and I am sure she feels it so. Thought- ful and pensive in general, her countenance always brightens into a smile when Reginald says anything amusing ; and, let the subject be ever so serious that he may be conversing on, I am much mistaken if a syllable of his uttering escapes her. I want to make him sensible of all this, for we know the power of gratitude on such a heart as his ; and could Frederica's artless affection detach him from her mother, we might bless the day which brought her to Churchhill. I think, my dear mother, you would not disapprove of her as a daughter. She is extremely young, to be sure, has had a wretched education, and a dreadful example of levity in her mother ; but yet I can pro- nounce her disposition to be excellent, and her natural abilities very good. Though totally without accom- Lady Susan. 241 plishments, she is by no means so ignorant as one might expect to find her, being fond of books and spending the chief of her time in reading. Her mother leaves her more to herself than she did, and I have her with me as much as possible, and have taken great pains to overcome her timidity. We are very good friends, and though she never opens her lips before her mother, she talks enough when alone with me to make it clear that, if properly treated by Lady Susan, she would always appear to much greater advantage. There cannot be a more gentle, affec- tionate heart ; or more obliging manners, when acting without restraint ; and her little cousins are all very fond of her. Your affectionate Daughter, C. Vernon. XIX. Lady Susan to Mrs. Johnson. Churcliliill. You will be eager, I know, to hear something further of Frederica, and perhaps may think me negligent for not writing before. She arrived with her uncle last Thursday fortnight, when, of course, I lost no time in demanding the cause of her behaviour ; and soon found myself to have been perfectly right in attributing it to my own letter. The prospect of it frightened her so thoroughly, that, with a mixture of true girlish perverseness and folly, she resolved on getting out of the house and proceeding directly by the stage to her friends, the Clarkes ; and had really R 242 Lady Susan. got as far as the length of two streets in her journey when she was fortunately missed, pursued, and over- taken. Such was the first distinguished exploit of Miss Frederica Vernon ; and, if we consider that it was achieved at the tender age of sixteen, we shall have room for the most flattering prognostics of her future renown. I am excessively provoked, however, at the parade of propriety which prevented Miss Summers from keeping the girl; and it seems so extraordinary a piece of nicety, considering my daughter's family connections, that I can only suppose the lady to be governed by the fear of never getting her money. Be that as it may, however, Frederica is returned on my hands ; and, having nothing else to employ her, is busy in pursuing the plan of romance begun at Langford. She is actually falling in love with Reginald De Courcy! To disobey her mother by refusing an unexceptionable offer is not ■enough ; her affections must also be given without her mother's approbation. I never saw a girl of her age bid fairer to be the sport of mankind. Her feelings are tolerably acute, and she is so charmingly artless in their display as to afford the most reasonable hope ■of her being ridiculous, and despised by every man ■who sees her. - Artlessness will never do in love matters ; and that girl is born a simpleton who has it either by nature or affectation. I am not yet certain that Regi- nald sees what she is about, nor is it of much conse- quence. She is now an object of indifference to him, and she would be one of contempt were he to under- Lady Susan. 243 stand her emotions. Her beauty is much admired by the Vernons, but it has no effect on him. She is in high favour with her aunt altogether, because she is so little like myself, of course. She is exactly the companion for Mrs. Vernon, who dearly loves to be first, and to have all the sense and all the wit of the conversation to herself: Frederica will never eclipse her. When she first came I was at some pains to prevent her seeing much of her aunt ; but I have re- laxed, as I believe I may depend on her observing the rules I have laid down for their discourse. But do not imagine that with all this lenity I have for a moment given up my plan of her marriage. No ; I am unalterably fixed on this point, though I have not yet quite decided on the manner of bringing it about. I should not choose to have the business brought on here, and canvassed by the wise heads of Mr. and Mrs. Vernon ; and I cannot just now afford to go to town. Miss Frederica must therefore wait a little. Yours ever, S. Vernon. XX. Mrs. Vernon to Lady De Courcy. Churchhill. We have a very unexpected guest with us at present, my dear mother : he arrived yesterday. I heard a carriage at the door, as I was sitting with my children while they dined ; and supposing I should be wanted, left the nursery soon afterwards, and was half-way down stairs, when Frederica, as pale as ashes. 244 Lady Susan. came running up, and rushed by me into her own room. I instantly followed, and asked her what was the matter. ' Oh ! ' said she, 'he is come — Sir James is come, and what shall I do ?' This was no expla- nation ; I begged her to tell me what she meant. At that moment we were interrupted by a knock at the door : it was Reginald, who came, by Lady Susan's direction, to call Frederica down. ' It is Mr. De Courcy ! ' said she, colouring violently. ' Mamma has sent for me; I must go.' We all three went down together ; and I saw my brother examining the terri- fied face of Frederica with surprise. In the breakfast- room we found Lady Susan, and a young man of gentlemanlike appearance, whom she introduced by the name of Sir James Martin — the very person, as you may remember, whom it was said she had been at pains to detach from Miss Mainwaring; but the conquest, it seems, was not designed for herself, or she has since transferred it to her daughter; for Sir James is now desperately in love with Frederica, and with full encouragement from mamma. The poor girl, however, I am sure, dislikes him ; and though his person and address are very well, he appears, both to Mr. Vernon and me, a very weak young man. Frede- rica looked so shy, so confused, when we entered the room, that I felt for her exceedingly. Lady Susan behaved with great attention to her visitor ; and yet I thought I could perceive that she had no particular pleasure in seeing him. Sir James talked a great deal, and made many civil excuses to me for the liberty he had taken in coming to Churchhill — mixing Lady Susan. 245 more frequent laughter with his discourse than the subject required — said many things over and over again, and told Lady Susan three times that he had seen Mrs. Johnson a few evenings before. He now and then addressed Frederica, but more frequently her mother. The poor girl sat all this time without opening her lips — her eyes cast down, and her colour varying every instant; while Reginald observed all that passed in perfect silence. At length Lady Susan, weary, I believe, of her situation, proposed walking ; and we left the two gentlemen together, to put on our pelisses. As we went upstairs Lady Susan begged permission to attend me for a few moments in my dressing-room, as she was anxious to speak with me in private. I led her thither accordingly, and as soon as the door was closed, she said : ' I was never more surprised in my life than by Sir James's arrival, and the suddenness of it requires some apology to you, my dear sister ; though to me, as a mother, it is highly flattering. He is so extremely attached to my daughter that he could not exist longer without seeing her. Sir James is a young man of an amiable disposition and excellent character ; a little too much of the rattle, perhaps, but a year or two will rectify that: and he is in other respects so very eligible a match for Frederica, that I have always observed his attachment with the greatest pleasure ; and am per- suaded that you and my brother will give the alliance your hearty approbation. I have never before men- tioned the likelihood of its taking place to' anyone, •because I thought that whilst Frederica continued at 246 Lady Susan. school it had better not be known to exist ; but now, as I am convinced that Frederica is too old ever to submit to school confinement, and have, therefore, begun to consider her union with Sir James as not very distant, I had intended within a few days to ac- quaint yourself and Mr. Vernon with the whole busi- ness. I am sure, my dear sister, you will excuse my remaining silent so long, and agree with me that such circumstances, while they continue from any cause in suspense, cannot be too cautiously concealed. When you have the happiness of bestowing your sweet little Catherine, some years hence, on a man who in con- nection and character is alike unexceptionable, you will know what I feel now ; though, thank Heaven, you cannot have all my reasons for rejoicing in such an- event. Catherine will be amply provided for, and not, like my Frederica, indebted to a fortunate esta- blishment for the comforts of life.' She concluded by demanding my congratulations. I gave them some- what awkwardly, I believe ; for, in fact, the sudden disclosure of so important a matter took from me the power of speaking with any clearness. She thanked me, however, most affectionately, for my kind concern in the welfare of herself and daughter ; and then said : 'I am not apt to deal in professions, my. dear Mrs. Vernon, and I never had the convenient talent of affecting sensations foreign to my heart; and therefore I trust you will believe me when I declare, that much as I had heard in your praise before I knew you, I had no idea that I should ever love you as I now do ; and I must further say that your friendship towards Lady Susan. 247 me is more particularly gratifying because I have reason to believe that some attempts were made to prejudice you against me. I only wish that they, whoever they are, to whom I am indebted for such kind intentions, could see the terms on which we now are together, and understand the real affection we feel for each other ; but I will not detain you any longer. God bless you, for your goodness to me and my girl, and continue to you all your present happi- ness.' What can one say of such a woman, my dear mother ? Such earnestness, such solemnity of expres- sion ! and yet I cannot help suspecting the truth of everything she says. As for Reginald, I believe he does not know what to make of the matter. When Sir James came, he appeared all astonishment and perplexity ; the folly of the young man and the con- fusion of Frederica entirely engrossed him ; and though a little private discourse with Lady Susan has since had its effect, he is still hurt, I am sure, at her allowing of such a man's attentions to her daughter. Sir James invited himself with great composure to remain here a few days — hoped we would not think it odd, was aware of its being very impertinent, but he took the liberty of a relation ; and concluded by wishing, with a laugh, that he might be really one very soon. Even Lady Susan seemed a little discon- certed by this forwardness; in her heart I am per- suaded she sincerely wished him gone. But something must be done for this poor girl, if her feelings are •such as both I and her uncle believe them to be. She must not be sacrificed to policy or ambition, and she 248 Lady Susan. must not be left to suffer from the dread of it. The girl whose heart can distinguish Reginald De Courcy, deserves, however he may slight her, a better fate than to be Sir James Martin's wife. As soon as I can get her alone, I will discover the real truth ; but she seems to wish to avoid me. I hope this does not proceed from anything wrong, and that I shall not find out I have thought too well of her. Her beha- viour to Sir James certainly speaks the greatest con- sciousness and embarrassment, but I see nothing in it more like encouragement. Adieu, my dear mother. Yours, &c. C. Vernon. XXI. Miss Vernon to Mr. De Courcy. Sir, — I hope you will excuse this liberty; I am forced upon it by the greatest distress, or I should be ashamed to trouble you. I am very miserable about Sir James Martin, and have no other way in the world of helping myself but by writing to you, for I am forbidden even speaking to my uncle and aunt on the subject ; and this being the case, I am afraid my ap- plying to you will appear no better than equivocation, and as if I attended to the letter and not the spirit of mamma's commands. But if you do not take my part and persuade her to break it off, I shall be half distracted, for I cannot bear him. No human being but yon could have any chance of prevailing with her. Lady Susan. 249 If you will, therefore, have the unspeakably great kindness of taking my part with her, and persuading her to send Sir James away, I shall be more obliged to you than it is possible for me to express. I always disliked him from the first : it is not a sudden fancy, I assure you, sir; I always thought him silly and impertinent and disagreeable, and now he is grown worse than ever. I would rather work for my bread than marry him. I do not know how to apologise enough for this letter ; I know it is taking so great a liberty. I am aware how dreadfully angry it will make mamma, but I remember the risk. I am, Sir, your most humble servant, F. S. V. XXII. Lady Susan to Mrs. "Johnson. Churchhill. This is insufferable ! My dearest friend, I was never so enraged before, and must relieve myself by writing to you, who I know will enter into all my feelings. Who should come on Tuesday but Sir James Mar,tin ! Guess my astonishment, and vexation — for, as you well know, I never wished him to be seen at Church- hill. What a pity that you should not have known his intentions ! Not content with coming, he actually invited himself to remain here a few days. I could have poisoned him ! I made the best of it, however, and told my story with great success to Mrs. Vernon, who, whatever might be her real sentiments, said 250 Lady Susan. nothing in opposition to mine. I made a point also of Frederica's behaving civilly to Sir James, and gave her to understand that I was absolutely determined on her marrying him. She said something of her misery, but that was all. I have for some time been more particularly resolved on the match from seeing the rapid increase of her affection for Reginald, and from not feeling secure that a knowledge of such affection might not in the end awaken a return. Con- temptible as a regard founded only on compassion must make .them both in my eyes, I felt by no m^ans assured that such might not be the consequence. It is true that Reginald had not in any degree grown cool towards me ; but yet he has lately mentioned Frederica spontaneously and unnecessarily, and once said something in praise of her person. He was all astonishment at the appearance of my visitor, and at first observed Sir James with an attention which I was pleased to see not unmixed with jealousy; but un- luckily it was impossible for me really to torment him, as Sir James, though extremely gallant to me, very soon made the whole- party understand that his heart was devoted to my daughter. I had no great difficulty in convincing De Gourcy, when we were alone, that I was perfectly justified, all things con- sidered, in desiring the match ;- and the whole business seemed most comfortably arranged. They could none of themhelp perceiving that Sir James was no Solomon ; but I had positively forbidden Frederica complaining to Charles Vernon or his wife, and they had therefore no pretence for interference ; though my impertinent Lady Susan. 251 sister, I believe, wanted only opportunity for doing so. Everything, however, was going on calmly and quietly ; and, though I counted the hours of Sir James's stay, my mind was entirely satisfied with the posture of affairs. Guess, then, what I must feel at the sudden disturbance of all my schemes ; and that, too, from a quarter where I had least reason to expect it. Reginald came this morning into my dressing-room with a very unusual solemnity of countenance, and after some preface informed me in so many words that he wished to reason with me on the impropriety and unkindness of allowing Sir James Martin to address my daughter contrary to her inclinations. I was all amazement When I found that he was not to be laughed out of his design, I calmly begged an explanation, and desired to know by what he was impelled, and by whom commissioned, to reprimand me. He then told me, mixing in his speech a few insolent compliments and ill-timed expressions of tenderness, to which I listened with perfect indifference, that my daughter had ac- quainted him with some circumstances concerning herself, Sir James, and me which had given him great uneasiness. In short, I found that she had in the first place actually written to him to request his interference, and that, on receiving her letter, he had conversed with her on the subject of it, in order to understand the particulars, and to assure himself of her real wishes. I have not a doubt but that the girl took this opportunity of making downright love to him. I am convinced of it by the manner in which he spoke of her. Much good may such love do him ! I shall 252 Lady Susan. ever despise the man who can be gratified by the passion which he never wished to inspire, nor solicited the avowal of. I shall always detest them both. He can have no true regard for me, or he would not have listened to her; and she, with her little rebellious heart and indelicate feelings, to throw herself into the protection of a young man with whom she has scarcely ever exchanged two words before ! I am equally con- founded at her impudence and his credulity. How dared he believe what she told him in my disfavour ! Ought he not to have felt assured that I must have unanswerable motives for all that I had done ? Where was his reliance on my sense and goodness then ? Where the resentment which true love would have dictated against the person defaming me — that person, too, a chit, a child, without talent or education, whom he had been always taught to despise ? I was calm for some time ; but the greatest degree of forbearance may be overcome, and I hope I was afterwards suffi- ciently keen. He endeavoured, long endeavoured, to soften my resentment ; but that woman is a fool indeed who, while insulted by accusation, can be worked on by compliments. At length he left me, as deeply provoked as myself; and he showed his anger more. I was quite cool, but he gave way to the most violent indignation ; I may therefore expect it will the sooner subside, and perhaps his may be vanished for ever, while mine will be found still fresh and implacable. He is now shut up in his apartment, whither I heard him go on leaving . mine. How unpleasant, one would think, must be his reflec- Lady Siisan. 253 tions! but some people's feelings are incomprehen- sible. I have not yet tranquillised myself enough to see Frederica. She shall not soon forget the occur- rences of this day ; she shall find that she has poured forth her tender tale of love in vain, and exposed herself for ever to the contempt of the whole world, and the severest resentment of her injured mother. Your affectionate S. Vernon. XXIII. Mis. Vernon to Lady De Courcy. Churchhill. Let me congratulate you, my dearest mother ! The affair which has given us so much anxiety is drawing to a happy conclusion. Our prospect is most delight- ful, and since matters have now taken so favourable a turn, I am quite sorry that I ever imparted my appre- hensions to you ; for the pleasure of learning that the danger is over is perhaps dearly purchased by all that you have previously suffered. I am so much agitated by delight that • I can scarcely hold a pen; but am determined to send you a few short lines by James, that you may have some explanation of what must so greatly astonish you, as that Reginald should be re- turning to Parklands. I was sitting about half-an- hour ago with Sir James in the breakfast parlour, when my brother called me out of the room. I in- stantly saw that something was the matter ; his com- plexion was raised, and he spoke with great emotion ; you know his eager manner, my dear mother, when 254 Lady Susan. his mind is interested. ' Catherine,' said he, ' I am going home to-day ; I am sorry to leave you, but I must go : it is a great while since I have seen my father and mother. I am going to send James forward with my hunters immediately ; if you have any letter, therefore, he can take it I shall not be at home myself till Wednesday or Thursday, as I shall go through London, where I have business ; but before I leave you,' he continued, speaking in a lower tone, and with still greater energy, 'I must warn you of one thing — do not let Frederica Vernon be made un- happy by that Martin. He wants to marry her ; her mother promotes the match, but she cannot endure the idea of it Be assured that I speak from the fullest conviction of the truth of what I say ; I know that Frederica is made wretched by Sir James's con- tinuing here. She is a sweet girl, and deserves a better fate. Send him away immediately ; he is only a fool : but what her mother can mean, Heaven only knows ! Good bye,' he added, shaking my hand with earnest- ness ; ' I do not know when you will see me again ; but remember what I tell you of Freclerica ; you must make it your business to see justice done her. She is an amiable girl, and has a very superior mind to what we have given her credit for.' He then left me, and ran upstairs. I would not try to stop him, for I know what his feelings must be. The nature of mine, as I listened to him, I need not attempt to- describe ; for a minute or two I remained in the same spot, over- powered by wonder of a most agreeable sort indeed ; yet it required some consideration to be tranquilly Lady Susan. 255 happy. In about ten minutes after my return to the parlour Lady Susan entered the room. I concluded, of course, that she and Reginald had been quarrelling ; and looked with anxious curiosity for a confirmation of my belief in her face. Mistress of deceit, however, she appeared perfectly unconcerned, and after chatting on indifferent subjects for a short time, said to me, ' I find from Wilson that we are going to lose Mr. De Courcy — is it true that he leaves Churchhill this morning ? ' I replied that it was. ' He told us nothing of all this last night,' said she, laughing,- ' or even this morning at breakfast ; but perhaps he did not know it himself. Young men are often hasty in their resolutions, and not more sudden in forming than unsteady in keeping them. I should not be surprised if he were to change his mind at last, and not go.' She soon afterwards left the room. I trust, however, my dear mother, that we have no reason to fear an alteration of his present plan; things have gone too far. They must have quarrelled, and about Frederica, too. Her calmness astonishes me. What delight will be yours in seeing him again ; in seeing him still worthy your esteem, still capable of forming your happiness ! When I next write I shall be able to tell you that Sir James is gone, Lady Susan vanquished, and Frederica at peace. We have much to do, but it shall be done. I am all impatience to hear how this astonishing change was effected. I finish as I began, with the warmest congratulations. Yours ever, &c, Cath. Vernon. 2 $6 Lady Susan. XXIV. From the same to the same. Churchhill. Little did I imagine, my dear mother, when I sent off my last letter, that the delightful perturbation of spirits I was then in would undergo so speedy, so melancholy a reverse. I never can sufficiently regret that I wrote to you at all. Yet who could have foreseen what has happened ? My dear mother, every hope which made me so happy only two hours ago has vanished. The quarrel between Lady Susan and Reginald is made up, and we are all as we were before. One point only is gained. Sir James Martin is dis- missed. What are we now to look forward to ? I am indeed disappointed ; Reginald was all but gone, his horse was ordered and all but brought to the door ; who would not have felt safe ? For half an hour I was in momentary expectation of his departure. After I had sent off my letter to you, I went to Mr. Vernon, and sat with him in his room talking over the whole matter, and then determined to look for Frederica, whom I had not seen since breakfast. I met her on the stairs, and saw that she was crying. ' My dear aunt,' said she, ' he is going — Mr. De Courcy is going, and it is all my fault. I am afraid you will be very angry with me, but indeed I had no idea it would end so.' ' My love,' I replied, ' do not think it necessary to apologise to me on that account I shall feel myself under an obligation to anyone who is the means of sending my brother home, because,' recol- Lady Susan. 257 lecting myself, ' I know my father wants very much to see him. But what is it you have done to occasion all this ? ' She blushed deeply as she answered : ' I was so unhappy about Sir James that I could not help — I have done something very wrong, I know ; but you have not an idea of the misery I have been in : and mamma had ordered me never to speak to you or my uncle about it, and — ' ' You therefore spoke to my brother to engage his interference,' said I, to save her the explanation. 'No, but I wrote to him — I did indeed, I got up this morning before it was light, and was two hours about it ; and when my letter was done I thought I never should have courage to give it. After breakfast, however, as I was going to my room, I met him in the passage, and then, as I knew that everything must depend on that moment, I forced myself to give it He was so good as to take it imme- diately. I dared not look at him, and ran away directly. I was in such a fright I could hardly breathe. My dear aunt, you do not know how miserable I have been.' ' Frederica,' said I, ' you ought to have told me all your distresses. You would have found in me a friend always ready to assist you. Do you think that your uncle or I should not have espoused your cause as warmly as my brother ? ' ' Indeed, I did not doubt your kind- ness,' said she, colouring again, 'but I thought Mr. De Courcy could do anything with my mother ; but I was mistaken : they have had a dreadful quarrel about it, and he is going away. Mamma will never forgive me, and I shall be worse off than ever.' ' No, you shall not,' I replied ; ' in such a point as this your S 258 Lady Susan. mother's prohibition ought not to have prevented your speaking to me on the subject. She has no right to make you unhappy, and she shall not do it. Your applying, however, to Reginald can be productive only of good to all parties. I believe it is best as it is. Depend upon it that you shall not be made unhappy any longer.' At that moment how great was my astonishment at seeing Reginald come out of Lady Susan's dressing-room. My heart misgave me in- stantly. His confusion at seeing me was very evident. Frederica immediately disappeared. ' Are you going ? ' I said ; ' you will find Mr. Vernon in his own room.' ' No, Catherine,' he replied, ' I am not going. Will you let me speak to you a moment ? ' We went into my room. ' I find,' he continued, his confusion in- creasing as he spoke, ' that I have been acting with my usual foolish impetuosity. I have entirely mis- understood Lady Susan, and was on the point of leaving the house under a false impression of her conduct There has been some very great mistake ; we have been all mistaken, I fancy. Frederica does not know her mother. Lady Susan means nothing but her good, but she will not make a friend of her. Lady Susan does not always know, therefore, what wilL make her daughter happy. Besides, I could have no right to interfere. Miss Vernon was mis- taken in applying to me. In short, Catherine, every- thing has gone wrong, but it is now all happily set- tled. Lady Susan, I believe, wishes to speak to you about it, if you are at leisure.' ' Certainly,' I replied, deeply sighing at the recital of so lame a story. I Lady Susan. 259 made no comments, however, for words would have been vain. Reginald was glad to get away, and I went to Lady Susan, curious, indeed, to hear her account of it ' Did I not tell you,' said she with a smile, ' that your brother would not leave us after all ?' ' You did, indeed,' replied I very gravely ; 'but I flattered myself you would be mistaken.' ' I should not have hazarded such an opinion,' returned she, ' if it had not at that moment occurred to me that his resolution of going might be occasioned by a conversation in which we had been this morning engaged, and which had ended very much to his dissatisfaction, from our not rightly understanding each other's meaning. This idea struck me at the moment, and I instantly determined that an accidental dispute, in which I might probably be as much to blame as himself, should not deprive you of your brother. If you remember, I left the room almost immediately. I was resolved to lose no time in clearing up those mistakes as far as I could. The case was this — Frederica had set herself violently against marrying Sir James.' 'And can your lady- ship wonder that she should?' cried I with some warmth ; ' Frederica has an excellent understanding, and Sir James has none.' 'I am at least very far from regretting it, my dear sister,' said she ; ' on the contrary, I am grateful for so favourable a sign of my daughter's sense. Sir James is certainly below par (his boyish manners make him appear worse) ; and had Frederica possessed the penetration and the abilities which I could have wished in my daughter, 260 Lady Susan. or had I even known her to possess as much as she does, I should not have been anxious for the match.' ' It is odd that you should alone be ignorant of your daughter's sense!' 'Frederica never does justice to herself; her manners are shy and childish, and besides she is afraid of me. During her poor father's life she was a spoilt child; the severity which it has since been necessary for me to show has alienated her affec- tion ; neither has she any of that brilliancy of intellect, that genius or vigour of mind which will force itself forward.' ' Say rather that she has been unfortunate in her education ! ' ' Heaven knows, my dearest Mrs. Vernon, how fully I am aware of that ; but I would wish to forget every circumstance that might throw blame on the memory of one whose name is sacred with me.' Here she pretended to cry ; I was out of patience with her. 'But what,' said I, 'was your ladyship going to tell me about your disagreement with my brother ? ' 'It originated in an action of my daughter's, which equally marks her want of judgment ■and the unfortunate dread of me I have been men- tioning — she wrote to Mr. De Courcy.' ' I know she •did ; you had forbidden her speaking to Mr. Vernon or to me on the cause of her distress ; what could she do, therefore, but apply to my brother?' 'Good God ! ' she exclaimed, ' what an opinion you must have of me! Can you possibly suppose that I was aware of her unhappiness ? that it was my object to make my own child miserable, and that I had for- bidden her speaking to you on the subject from a fear of your interrupting the diabolical scheme ? Do you Lady Susan. 2O1 think me destitute of every honest, every natural feeling ? Am I capable of consigning her to ever- lasting misery whose welfare it is my first earthly duty to promote ? The idea is horrible ! ' ' What, then, was your intention when you insisted on her silence ?' ' Of what use, my dear sister, could be any application to you, however the affair might stand ? Why should I subject you to entreaties which I refused to attend to myself? Neither for your sake nor for hers, nor for my own, could such a thing be desirable. When my own resolution was taken I could not wish for the interference, however friendly, of another person. I was mistaken, it is true, but I believed myself right' ' But what was this mistake to which your ladyship so often alludes ? from whence arose so astonishing a misconception of your daughter's feelings ? Did you not know that she disliked Sir James ?' ' I knew that he was not absolutely the man she would have chosen, but I was persuaded that her objections to him did not arise from any perception of his deficiency. You must not question me, however, my dear sister, too minutely on this point,' continued she, taking me affectionately by the hand ; 'I honestly own that there is something to conceal. Frederica makes me very unhappy ! Her applying to Mr. De Courcy hurt me particularly.' ' What is it you mean to infer,' said I, ' by this appearance of mystery ? If you think your daughter at all attached to Reginald, her ob- jecting to Sir James could not less deserve to be attended to than if the cause of her objecting had been a consciousness of his folly ; and why should 262 Lady Susan. your ladyship, at any rate, quarrel with my brother for an interference which, you must know, it is not in his nature to refuse when urged in such a manner ? ' ' His disposition, you know, is warm, and he came to expostulate with me ; his compassion all alive for this ill-used girl, this heroine in distress ! We mis- understood each other : he believed me more to blame than I really was ; I considered his inter- ference less excusable than I now find it I have a real regard for him, and was beyond expression mor- tified to find it, as I thought, so ill bestowed. We were both warm, and of course both to blame. His resolution of leaving Churchhill is consistent with his general eagerness. When I understood his intention, however, and at the same time began to think that we had been perhaps equally mistaken in each other's meaning, I resolved to have an explanation before it was too late. For any member of your family I must always feel a degree of affection, and I own it would have sensibly hurt me if my acquaintance with Mr. De Courcy had ended so gloomily. I have now only to say further, that as I am convinced of Frederica's having a reasonable dislike to Sir James, I shall instantly inform him that he must give up all hope of her. I reproach myself for having even, though innocently, made her unhappy on that score. She shall have all the retribution in my power to make ; if she value her own happiness as much as I do, if she judge wisely, and command herself as she ought, she may now be easy. Excuse me, my dearest sister, for thus trespassing on your time, but I owe it Lady Susan. 263 to my own character; and after this explanation I trust I am in no danger of sinking in your opinion.' I could have said, ' Not much, indeed ! ' but I left her almost in silence. It was the greatest stretch of for- bearance I could practise. I could not have stopped myself had I begun. Her assurance ! her deceit ! but I will not allow myself to dwell on them ; they will strike you sufficiently. My heart sickens within me. As soon as I was tolerably composed I returned to the parlour. Sir James's carriage was at the door, and he, merry as usual, soon afterwards took his leave. How easily does her ladyship encourage or dismiss a lover! In spite of this release, Frederica still looks unhappy: still fearful, perhaps, of her mother's anger; and though dreading my brother's departure, jealous, it may be, of his staying. I see how closely she observes him and Lady Susan, poor girl ! I have now no hope for her. There is not a chance of her affection being returned. He thinks very differently of her from what he used to do ; he does her some justice, but his reconciliation with her mother precludes every dearer hope. Prepare, my dear mother, for the worst ! The probability of their marrying is surely heightened ! He is more securely hers than ever. When that wretched event takes place, Frederica must belong wholly to us. I am thankful that my last letter will precede this by so little, as every moment that you can be saved from feeling a joy which leads only tD disappointment is of consequence. Yours ever, &c. Catherine Vernon. J 64 Lady Susan. XXV. Lady Susan to Mrs. Johnson. Churchhill. I call on you, dear Alicia, for congratulations : I am my ovvnself, gay and triumphant ! When I wrote to you the other day I was, in truth, in high irritation, and with ample cause. Nay, I know not whether I ought to be quite tranquil now, for I have had more trouble in restoring peace than I ever intended to submit to — a spirit, too, resulting from a fancied sense of superior integrity, which is peculiarly in- solent ! I shall not easily forgive him, I assure you. He was actually on the point of leaving Churchhill ! I had scarcely concluded my last, when Wilson brought me word of it. I found, therefore, that some- thing must be done ; for I did not choose to leave my character at the mercy of a man whose passions are so violent and so revengeful. It would have been trifling with my reputation to allow of his de- parting with such an impression in my disfavour ; in this light, condescension was necessary. I sent Wilson to say that I desired to speak with him before he went; he came immediately. The angry emotions which had marked every feature when we last parted were partially subdued. He seemed astonished at the summons, and looked as if half wishing and half fearing to be softened by what I might say. If my countenance expressed what I aimed at, it was com- posed and dignified ; and yet, with a degree of pen- siveness which might convince him that I was not Lady Susan. 265 quite happy. ' I beg your pardon, sir, for the liberty I have taken in sending for you,' said I ; ' but as I have just learnt your intention of leaving this place to-day, I feel it my duty to entreat that you will not on my account shorten your visit here even an hour. I am perfectly aware that after what has passed between us it would ill suit the feelings of either to remain longer in the same house : so very great, so total a change from the intimacy of friendship must render any future intercourse the severest punish- ment ; and your resolution of quitting Churchhill is undoubtedly in unison with our situation, and with those lively feelings which I know you to possess. But, at the same time, it is not for me to suffer such a sacrifice as it must be to leave relations to whom you are so much attached, and are so dear. My remaining here cannot give that pleasure to Mr. and Mrs. Vernon which your society must ; and my visit has already perhaps been too long. My removal, therefore, which must, at any rate, take place soon, may, with perfect convenience, be hastened ; and I make it my particular request that I may not in any way be instrumental in separating a family so affectionately attached to each other. Where I go is of no consequence to any- one ; of very little to myself; but you are of im- portance to all your connections.' Here I concluded, and I hope you will be satisfied with my speech. Its effect on Reginald justifies some portion of vanity, for it was no less favourable than instantaneous. Oh, how delightful it was to watch the variations of his countenance while I spoke ! to see the struggle be- 266 Lady Susan. tween returning tenderness and the remains of dis- pleasure. There is something agreeable in feelings so easily worked on ; not that I envy him their pos- session, nor would, for the world, have such myself ; but they are very convenient when one wishes to influence the passions of another. And yet this Reginald, whom a very few words from me softened at once into the utmost submission, and rendered more tractable, more attached, more devoted than ever, would have left me in the first angry swelling of his proud heart without deigning" to seek an explana- tion. Humbled as he now is, I cannot forgive him such an instance of pride, and am doubtful whether I ought not to punish him by dismissing him at once after this reconciliation, or by marrying and teazing him for ever. But these measures are each too violent to be adopted without some deliberation ; at present my thoughts are fluctuating between various schemes. I have many things to compass : I must punish Fre- derica, and pretty severely too, for her application to Reginald ; I must punish him for receiving it so favourably, and for the rest of his conduct. I must torment my sister-in-law for the insolent triumph of her look and manner since Sir James has been dis- missed ; . for, in reconciling Reginald to me, I was not able to save that ill-fated young man; and I must make myself amends for the humiliation to which I have stooped within these few days. To effect all this I have various plans. I have also an idea of being soon in town ; and whatever may be my deter- mination as to the rest, I shall probably put tliat Lady Susan. 267 project in execution ; for London will be always the fairest field of action, however my views may be directed ; and at any rate I shall there be rewarded by your society, and a little dissipation, for a ten weeks' penance at Churchhill. I believe I owe it to my character to complete the match between my daughter and Sir James after having so long in- tended it Let me know your opinion on this point. Flexibility of mind, a disposition easily biassed by others, is an attribute which you know I am not very desirous of obtaining ; nor has Frederica any claim to the indulgence of her notions at the expense of her mother's inclinations. Her idle love for Reginald, too ! It is surely my duty to discourage such ro- mantic nonsense. All things considered, therefore, it seems incumbent on me to take her to town and marry her immediately to Sir James. When my own will is effected contrary to his, I shall have some credit in being on good terms with Reginald, which at present, in fact, I have not ; for though he is still in my power, I have given up the very article by which our quarrel was produced, and at best the honour of victory is doubtful. Send me your opinion on all these matters, my dear Alicia, and let me know whether you can get lodgings to suit me within a short distance of you. Your most attached S. Vernon. 268 Lady Susan. XXVI. Mrs. Johnson to Lady Susan. Edward Street. I am gratified by your reference, and this is my advice : that you come to town yourself, without loss of time, but that you leave Frederica behind. It would surely be much more to the purpose to get yourself well established by marrying Mr. De Courcy, than to irritate him and the rest of his family by. making her marry Sir James. You should think more of yourself and less of your daughter. She is not of a disposition to do you credit in the world, and seems precisely in her proper place at Churchhill, with the Vernons. But you are fitted for society, and it is shameful to have you exiled from it Leave Frederica, therefore, to punish herself for the plague she has given you, by indulging that romantic tender-hearted- ness which will always ensure her misery enough, and come to London as soon as you can. I have another reason for urging this : Mainwaring came to town last week, and has contrived, in spite of Mr. Johnson, to make opportunities of seeing me. He is absolutely miserable about you, and jealous to such a degree of De Courcy that it would be highly unadvisable for them to meet at present And yet, if you do not allow him to see you here, I cannot answer for his not committing some great imprudence — such as going to Churchhill, for instance, which would be dreadful ! Besides, if you take my advice, and resolve to marry Lady Susan. 269 De Courcy, it will be indispensably necessary to you to get Mainwaring out of the way ; and you only can have influence enough to send him back to his wife. I have still another motive for your coming : Mr. John- sen leaves London next Tuesday ; he is going for his health to Bath, where, if the waters are favourable to his constitution and my wishes, he will be laid up with the gout many weeks. During his absence we shall be able to chuse our own society, and to have true enjoyment. I would ask you to Edward Street, but that once he forced from me a kind of promise never to invite you to my house ; nothing but my being in the utmost distress for money should have extorted it from me. I can get you, however, a nice drawing-room apartment in Upper Seymour Street, and we may be always together thereor here ; for I consider mypromise to Mr. Johnson as comprehending only (at least in his absence) your not sleeping in the house. Poor Main- waring gives me such histories of his wife's jealousy. Silly woman to expect constancy from so charming a man ! but she always was silly — intolerably so in marry- ing him at all, she the heiress of a large fortune and he without a shilling : one title, I know, she might have had, besides baronets. Her folly in forming the con- nection was so great that, though Mr. Johnson was her guardian, and I do not in general share his feelings, I never can forgive her. Adieu. Yours ever, Alicia. 270 Lady Susan. XXVII. Mrs. Vernon to Lady De Courcy. Churchhill. This letter, my dear mother, will be brought you by Reginald. His long visit is about to be concluded at last, but I fear the separation takes place too late to do us any good. She is going to London to see her particular friend, Mrs. Johnson. It was at first her intention that Frederica should accompany her, for the benefit of masters, but we overruled her there. Frederica was wretched in the idea of going, and I could not bear to have her at the mercy of her mother; not all the masters in London could compensate for the ruin of her comfort. I should have feared, too, for her health, and for everything but her principles — there I believe she is not to be injured by her mother, or her mother's friends ; but with those friends she must have mixed (a very bad set, I doubt not), or have been left in total solitude, and I can hardly tell which would have been worse for her. If she is with her mother, moreover, she must, alas ! in all probability be with Reginald, and that would be the greatest evil of all. Here we shall in time be in peace, and our regular employments, our books and conversations, with exer- cise, the children, and every domestic pleasure in my power to procure her, will, I trust, gradually overcome this youthful attachment I should not have a doubt of it were she slighted for any other woman in the world than her own mother. How long Lady Susan Lady Susan. 271 will be in town, or whether she returns here again, I know not I could not be cordial in my invitation, but if she chuses to come no want of cordiality on my part will keep her away. I could not help asking Reginald if he intended being in London this winter, as soon as I found her ladyship's steps would be bent thither ; and though he professed himself quite undetermined, there was something in his look and voice as he spoke which contradicted his words. I have done with lamentation ; I look upon the event as so far decided that I resign myself to it in despair. If he leaves you soon for London everything will be concluded. Your affectionate, &c, C. Vernon. XXVIII. Mrs. Johnson to Lady Susan. Edward Street. My dearest Friend, — I write in the greatest distress ; the most unfortunate event has just taken place. Mr. Johnson has hit on the most effectual manner of plaguing us all. He had heard, I imagine, by some means or other, that you were soon to be in London, and immediately contrived to have such an attack of the gout as must at least delay his journey to Bath, if not wholly prevent it. I am persuaded the gout is brought on or kept off at pleasure ; it was the same when I wanted to join the Hamiltons to the Lakes ; and three years ago, when / had a fancy for Bath, nothing could induce him to have a gouty symptom. 272 Lady Susan. I am pleased to find that my letter had so much effect on you, and that De Courcy is certainly your own. Let me hear from you as soon as you arrive, and in particular tell me what you mean to do with Mainwaring. It is impossible to say when I shall be able to come to you ; my confinement must be great- It is such an abominable trick to be ill here instead of at Bath that I can scarcely command myself at all. At Bath his old aunts would have nursed him, but here it all falls upon me; and he bears pain with such patience that I have not the common excuse for losing my temper. Yours ever, Alicia. XXIX. Lady Susan Vernon to Mrs. Johnson. Upper Seymour Street. My dear Alicia, — There needed not this last fit of the gout to make me detest Mr. Johnson, but now the extent of my aversion is not to be estimated. To have you confined as nurse in his apartment ! My dear Alicia, of what a mistake were you guilty in marrying a man of his age ! just old enough to be formal, ungovernable, and to have the gout ; too old to be agreeable, too young to die. I arrived last night about five, had scarcely swallowed my dinner when Mainwaring made his appearance. I will not dissemble what real pleasure his sight afforded me, nor how strongly I felt the contrast between his person Lady Susan. 273 and manners arid those of Reginald, to the infinite disadvantage of the latter. For an hour or two I was even staggered in my resolution of marrying him, and though this was too idle and nonsensical an idea to remain long on my mind, I do not feel very eager for the conclusion of my marriage, nor look forward with much impatience to the time when Reginald, according to our agreement, is to be in town. I shall probably put off his arrival under some pretence or other. He must not come till Mainwaring is gone. I am still doubtful at times as to marrying ; if the old man would die I might not hesitate, but a state of dependance on the caprice of Sir Reginald will not suit the freedom of my spirit ; and if I resolve to wait for that event, I shall have excuse enough at present in having been scarcely ten months a widow. I have not given Mainwaring any hint of my intention, or allowed him to consider my acquaintance with Regi- nald as more than the commonest flirtation, and he is tolerably appeased. Adieu, till we meet; I am en chanted with my lodgings. Yours ever, S. Vernon. XXX. Lady Susan Vernon to Mr. de Courcy. Upper Seymour Street. I have received your letter, and though I do not attempt to conceal that I am gratified by your im- patience for the hour of meeting, I yet feel myself T 274 Lady Susan. under the necessity of delaying that hour beyond the time originally fixed. Do not think me unkind for such an exercise of my power, nor accuse me of in- stability without first hearing my reasons. In the course of my journey from Churchhill I had ample leisure for reflection on the present state of our affairs, and every review has served to convince me that they require a delicacy and cautiousness of conduct to which we have hitherto been too little attentive. We have been hurried on by our feelings to a degree of precipi- tation which ill accords with the claims of our friends or the opinion of the world. We have been unguarded in forming this hasty engagement, but we must not ■complete the imprudence by ratifying it while there is so much reason to fear the connection would be ■opposed by those friends on whom you depend. It is not for us to blame any expectations on your father's side of your marrying to advantage; where posses- sions are so extensive as those of your family, the wish of increasing them, if not strictly reasonable, is too common to excite surprise or resentment. He has .a right to require a woman of fortune in his daughter- in-law, and I am sometimes quarrelling with myself for suffering you to form a connection so imprudent ; but the influence of reason is often acknowledged too late by those who feel like me. I have now been but a few months a widow, and, however little indebted to my husband's memory for any happiness derived from him during a union of some years, I cannot forget that the indelicacy of so early a second marriage must subject me to the censure of the world, and incur, Lady Susan. 275 what would be still more insupportable, the displeasure of Mr. Vernon. I might perhaps harden myself in time against the injustice of general reproach, but the loss of his valued esteem I am, as you well know, ill- fitted to endure ; and when to this may be added the consciousness of having injured you with your family, how am I to support myself ? With feelings so poig- nant as mine, the conviction of having divided the son from his parents would make me, even with you, the most miserable of beings. It will surely, there- fore, be advisable to delay our union — to delay it till appearances are more promising — till affairs have taken a more favourable turn. To assist us in such a resolution I feel that absence will be necessary. We must not meet. Cruel as this sentence may appear, the necessity of pronouncing it, which can alone re- concile it to myself, will be evident to you when you have considered our situation in the light in which I have found myself imperiously obliged to place it. You maybe — you must be — well assured that nothing but the strongest conviction of duty could induce me to wound my own feelings by urging a lengthened separation, and of insensibility to yours you will hardly suspect me. Again, therefore, I say that we ought not, we must not, yet meet. By a removal for some months from each other we shall tranquillise the sisterly fears of Mrs. Vernon, who, accustomed herself to the enjoyment of riches, considers fortune as neces- sary everywhere, and whose sensibilities are not of a nature to comprehend ours. Let me hear from you soon — very soon. Tell me that you submit to my 276 Lady Susan. arguments, and do not reproach me for using such. I cannot bear reproaches : my spirits are not so high as to need being repressed. I must endeavour to seek amusement, and fortunately many of my friends are in town ; amongst them the Mainwarings ; you know how sincerely I regard both husband and wife. I am, very faithfully yours, S. Vernon. XXXI. Lady Susan to Mrs. Johnson. Upper Seymour Street. My dear Friend, — That tormenting creature, Regi- nald, is here. My letter, which was intended to keep him longer in the country, has hastened him to town, Much as I wish him away, however, I cannot help being pleased with such a proof of attachment. He is devoted to me, heart and soul. He will carry this note himself, which is to serve as an introduction to you, with whom he longs to be acquainted. Allow him to spend the evening with you, that I may be in no danger of his returning here. I have told him that I am not quite well, and must be alone ; and should he call again there might be confusion, for it is im- possible to be sure of servants. Keep him, therefore, I entreat you, in Edward Street. You will not find him a heavy companion, and I allow you to flirt with him as much as you like. At the same time, do not forget my real interest ; say all that you can to con- vince him that I shall be quite wretched if he remains Lady Susan. 2jJ here ; you know my reasons — propriety, and so forth. I would urge them more myself, but that I am im- patient to be rid of him, as Mainwaring comes within half-an hour. Adieu ! S. Vernon. XXXII. Mrs. Johnson to Lady Susan. Edward Street My dear Creature, — I am in agonies, and know not what to do. Mr. De Courcy arrived just when he should not Mrs. Mainwaring had that instant entered the house, and forced herself into her guardian's presence, though I did not know a syllable of it till afterwards, for I was out when both she and Reginald came, or I should have sent him away at all events ; but she was shut up with Mr. Johnson, while lie waited in the drawing-room for me. She arrived yesterday in pursuit of her husband, but perhaps you know this already from himself. She came to this house to entreat my husband's interference, and before I could be aware of it, everything that you could wish to be concealed was known to him, and unluckily she had wormed out of Mainwaring's servant that he had visited you every day since your being in town, and had just watched him to your door herself! What could I do ? Facts are such horrid things ! All is by this time known to De Courcy, who is now alone with Mr. Johnson. Do not accuse me ; indeed, it was im- possible to prevent it Mr. Johnson has for some time 278 Lady Susan. suspected De Courcy of intending to marry you, and would speak with him alone as soon as he knew him to be in the house. That detestable Mrs. Mainwaring, who, for your comfort, has fretted herself thinner and uglier than ever, is still here, and they have been all closeted together. What can be done ? At any rate, I hope he will plague his wife more than ever. With anxious wishes, Yours faithfully, Alicia. XXXIII. Lady Susan to Mrs. Johnson. Upper Seymour Street This eclaircissement is rather provoking. How unlucky that you should have been from home ! I thought myself sure of you at seven ! I am undis- mayed however. Do not torment yourself with fears on my account ; depend on it, I can make my story good with Reginald. Mainwaring is just gone ; he brought me the news of his wife's arrival. Silly woman, what does she expect by such manoeuvres ? Yet I wish she had stayed quietly at Langford. Regi- nald will be a little enraged at first, but by to- morrow's dinner, everything will be well again. Adieu ! S.V. Lady Susan. 279 XXXIV. Mr. Dc Convey to Lady Susan. — Hotel. I write only to bid you farewell, the spell is re- moved ; I see you as you are. Since we parted yesterday, I have received from indisputable authority such a history of you as must bring the most morti- fying conviction of the imposition I have been under, and the absolute necessity of an immediate and eternal separation from you . You cannot doubt to what I allude. Langford ! Langford ! that word will be sufficient. I received my information in Mr. Johnson's house, from Mrs. Mainwaring herself. You know how I have loved you ; you can intimately judge of my present feelings, but I am not so weak as to find indulgence in describing them to a woman who will glory in having excited their anguish, but whose affection they have never been able to gain. It De Courcy. XXXV. Lady Susan to Mr. De Courcy. Upper Seymour Street I will not attempt to describe my astonishment in reading the note this moment received from you. I am bewildered in my endeavours to form some ra- tional conjecture of what Mrs. Mainwaring can have told you to occasion so extraordinary a change in your sentiments. Have I not explained everything to you jSo Lady Susan. with respect to myself which could bear a doubtful meaning, and which the ill-nature of the world had interpreted to my discredit ? What can you now have heard to stagger your esteem for me ? Have I ever had a concealment from you ? Reginald, you agitate me beyond expression, I cannot suppose that the old story of Mrs. Mainwaring's jealousy can be revived again, or at least be listened to again. Come to me immediately, and explain what is at present absolutely incomprehensible. Believe me the single word of Langford is not of such potent intelligence as to supersede the necessity of more. If we are to part, it will at least be handsome to take your per- sonal leave — but I have little heart to jest ; in truth, I am serious enough ; for to be sunk, though but for an hour, in your esteem is a humiliation to which I know not how to submit. I shall count every minute till your arrival. S. V. XXXVI. Mr. De Courcy to Lady Susan. Hotel. Why would you write to me ? Why do you require particulars ? But, since it must be so, I am obliged to declare that all the accounts of your misconduct during the life, and since the death of Mr. Vernon, which had reached me, in common with the world in general, and gained my entire belief before I saw you, but which you, by the exertion of your per- Lady Susan. 2S1 verted abilities, had made me resolved to disallow, have been unanswerably proved to me ; nay more, I am assured that a connection, of which I had never before entertained a thought, has for some time ex- isted, and still continues to exist, between you and the man whose family you robbed of its peace in return for the hospitality with which you were re- ceived into it; that you have corresponded with him ever since your leaving Langford ; not with his wife, but with him, and that he now visits you every day. Can you, dare you deny it ? and all this at the time when I was an encouraged, an accepted lover ! From what have I not escaped ! I have only to be grateful. Far from me be all complaint, every sigh of regret. My own folly had endangered me, my preservation I owe to the kindness, the integrity of another ; but the unfortunate Mrs. Mainwaring, whose agonies while she related the past seemed to threaten her reason, how is she to be consoled ! After such a discovery as this, you will scarcely affect further wonder at my meaning in bidding you adieu. My understanding is at length restored, and teaches no less to abhor the artifices which had subdued me than to despise myself for the weakness on which their strength was founded. R. DE COURCY. 282 Ludy Susan. XXXVII. Lady Susan to Mr. De Courcy. Upper Seymour Street I am satisfied, and will trouble you no more when these few lines are dismissed. The engagement which you were eager to form a fortnight ago is no longer compatible with your views, and I rejoice to find that the prudent advice of your parents has not been given in vain. Your restoration to peace will, I doubt not, speedily follow this act of filial obedience, and I flatter myself with the hope of surviving my share in this disappointment S. V. XXXVIII. Mrs. Johnson to Lady Susan Vernon. Edward Street. I am grieved, though I cannot be astonished at your rupture with Mr. De Courcy; he has just in- formed Mr. Johnson of it by letter. He leaves London, he says, to-day. Be assured that I partake in all your feelings, and do not be angry if I say that our intercourse, even by letter, must soon be given up. It makes me miserable ; but Mr. Johnson vows that if I persist in the connection, he will settle in the country for the rest of his life, and you know it is impossible to submit to such an extremity while any other alternative remains. You have heard of course Lady Susan. 28^ that the Mainwarings are to part, and I am afraid Mrs. M. will come home to us again ; but she is still so fond of her husband, and frets so much about him, that perhaps she may not live long. Miss Main- waring is just come to town to be with her aunt, and they say that she declares she will have Sir James Martin before she leaves London again. If I were you, I would certainly get him myself. I had almost forgot to give you my opinion of Mr. De Courcy ; I am really delighted with him ; he is full as hand- some, I think, as Mainwaring, and with such an open, good-humoured countenance, that one cannot help loving him at first sight. Mr. Johnson and he are the greatest friends in the world. Adieu, my dearest Susan, I wish matters did not go so perversely. That unlucky visit to Langford ! but I dare say you did all for the best, and there is no defying destiny. Your sincerely attached, Alicia. XXXIX. Lady Susan to Mrs. Johnson. Upper Seymour Street My dear Alicia, — I yield to the necessity which parts us. Under circumstances you could not act otherwise. Our friendship cannot be impaired by it, and in happier times, when your situation is as in- dependent as mine, it will unite us again in the same intimacy as ever. For this I shall impatiently wait, and meanwhile can safely assure you that I never was 284 Lady Susan. more at ease, or better satisfied with myself and everything about me than at the present hour. Your husband I abhor, Reginald I despise, and I am secure of never seeing either again. Have I not reason to rejoice ? Mainwaring is more devoted to me than ever ; and were we at liberty, I doubt if I could resist even matrimony offered by him. This event, if his wife live with you, it may be in your power to hasten. The violence of her feelings, which must wear her out, may be easily kept in irritation. I rely on your friendship for this. I am now satisfied that I never could have brought myself to marry Reginald, and am equally determined that Frederica never shall. To-morrow, I shall fetch her from Churchhill, and let Maria Mainwaring tremble for the consequence. Frederica shall be Sir James's wife before she quits my house, and she may whimper, and the Vernons may storm, I regard them not. I am tired of submitting my will to the caprices of others ; of resigning my own judgment in deference to those to whom I owe no duty, and for whom I feel no respect; I have given up too much, have been too easily worked on, but Frederica shall now feel the difference. Adieu, dearest of friends ; may the next gouty attack be more favourable! and may you always regard me as unalterably yours, S. Vernon. Lady Susan. 285 XL. Lady de Courcy to Mrs. Vernon. My dear Catherine, — I have charming news for you, and if I had not sent off my letter this morning you might have been spared the vexation of knowing of Reginald's being gone to London, for he is returned. Reginald is returned, not to ask our consent to his marrying Lady Susan, but to tell us they are parted for ever. He has been only an hour in the house, and I have not been able to learn particulars, for he is so very low that I have not the heart to ask questions, but I hope we shall soon know all This is the most joyful hour he has ever given us since the day of his birth. Nothing is wanting but to have you here, and it is our particular wish and entreaty that you would come to us as soon as you can. You have owed us a visit many long weeks ; I hope nothing will make it in- convenient to Mr. Vernon ; and pray bring all my grandchildren ; and your dear niece is included, of course ; I long to see her. It has been a sad, heavy winter hitherto, without Reginald, and seeing nobody from ChurchhilL I never found the season so dreary before ; but this happy meeting will make us young a^ain. Frederica runs much in my thoughts, and when Reginald has recovered his usual good spirits (as I trust he soon will) we will try to rob him of his heart once more, and I am full of hopes of seeing their hands joined at no great distance. Your affectionate mother, C. De Courcy. 286 Lady Susan. XLI. Mrs. Vernon to Lady de Courcy. Churchhill. My dear Mother, — Your letter has surprised me beyond measure ! Can it be true that they are really separated — and for ever ? I should be overjoyed if I dared depend on it, but after all that I have seen how can one be secure ? And Reginald really with you ! My surprise is the greater because on Wednesday, the very day of his coming to Parklands, we had a most unexpected and unwelcome visit from Lady Susan, looking all cheerfulness and good-humour, and seem- ing more as if she were to marry him when she got to London than as if parted from him for ever. She stayed nearly two hours, was as affectionate and agree- able as ever, and not a syllable, not a hint was dropped, of any disagreement or coolness between them. I asked her whether she had seen my brother since his arrival in town ; not, as you may suppose, with any doubt of the fact, but merely to see how she looked. She immediately answered, without any embarrass- ment, that he had been kind enough to call on her on Monday ; but she believed he had already returned home, which I was very far from crediting. Your kind invitation is accepted by us with pleasure, and on Thursday next we and our little ones will be with you. Pray heaven, Reginald may not be in town again by that time! I wish we could bring dear Frederica too, but I am sorry to say that her Lady Susan. 287 mother's errand hither was to fetch her away ; and, miserable as it made the poor girl, it was impossible to detain her. I was thoroughly unwilling to let her go, and so was her uncle ; and all that could be urged we did urge; but Lady Susan declared that as she was now about to fix herself in London for several months, she could not be easy if her daughter were not with her for masters, &c. Her manner, to be sure, was very kind and proper, and Mr. Vernon believes that Frederica will now be treated with affec- tion. I wish I could think so too. The poor girl's heart was almost broke at taking leave of us. I charged her to write to me very often, and to remem- ber that if she were in any distress we should be always her friends. I took care to see her alone, that I might say all this, and I hope made her a little more comfortable ; but I shall not be easy till I can go to town and judge of her situation myself. I wish there were a better prospect than now appears of the match which the conclusion of your letter declares your expectations of. At present, it is not very likely. Yours ever, &c, C. Vernon. CONCLUSION. This correspondence, by a meeting between some of the parties, and a separation between the others, could not, to the great detriment of the Post-Office revenue, be continued any longer. Very little assist- 288 Lady Susan. ance to the State could be derived from the epistolary intercourse of Mrs. Vernon and her niece; for the former soon perceived, by the style of Frederica's letters, that they were written under her mother's inspection ! and therefore, deferring all particular en- quiry till she could make it personally in London, ceased writing minutely or often. Having learnt enough, in the meanwhile, from her open-hearted brother, of what had passed between him and Lady Susan to sink the latter lower than ever in her opinion, she was proportionably more anxious to get Frederica removed from such a mother, and placed under her own care ; and, though with little hope of success, was resolved to leave nothing unattempted that might offer a chance of obtaining her sister-in-law's consent to it. Her anxiety on the subject made her press for an early visit to London ; and Mr. Vernon, who, as it must already have appeared, lived only to do whatever he was desired, soon found some accommodating business to call him thither. With a heart full of the matter, Mrs. Vernon waited on Lady Susan shortly after her arrival in town, and was met with such an easy and cheerful affection, as made her almost turn from her with horror. No remembrance of Reginald, no con- sciousness of guilt, gave one look of embarrassment; she was in excellent spirits, and seemed eager to show at once by every possible attention to her brother and sister her sense of their kindness, and her pleasure in their society. Frederica was no more altered than Lady Susan ; the same restrained manners, the same timid look in the presence of her mother as heretofore, Lady Susan. 289 assured her aunt of her situation being uncomfortable, and confirmed her in the plan of altering it. No unkindness, however, on the part of Lady Susan ap- peared. Persecution on the subject of Sir James was entirely at an end ; his name merely mentioned to say that he was not in London ; and indeed, in all her conversation, she was solicitous only for the welfare and improvement of her daughter, acknowledging, in terms of grateful delight, that Frederica was now growing every day more and more what a parent could desire. Mrs. Vernon, surprised and incredulous, knew not what to suspect, and, without any change in her own views, only feared greater difficulty in accom - plishing them. The first hope of anything better was derived from Lady Susan's asking her whether she thought Frederica looked quite as well as she had done at Churchhill, as she must confess herself to have sometimes an anxious doubt of London's perfectly agreeing with her. Mrs. Vernon, encouraging the doubt, directly proposed her niece's returning with them into the country. Lady Susan was unable to express her sense of such kindness, yet knew not, from a variety of reasons, how to part with her daughter ; and as, though her own plans were not yet wholly fixed, she trusted it would ere long be in her power to take Frederica into the country herself, concluded by declining entirely to profit by such unexampled attention. Mrs. Vernon persevered, how- ever, in the offer of it, and though Lady Susan continued to resist, her resistance in the course of a few days seemed somewhat less formidable. The u 290 Lady Sttsan. lucky alarm of an influenza decided what might not have been decided quite so soon. Lady Susan's maternal fears were then too much awakened for her to think of anything but Frederica's removal from the risk of infection ; above all disorders in the world she most dreaded the influenza for her daughter's con- stitution ! Frederica returned to Churchhill with her uncle and aunt; and three weeks afterwards, Lady Susan announced her being married to Sir James Martin. Mrs. Vernon was then convinced of what she had only suspected before, that she might have spared herself all the trouble of urging a removal which Lady Susan had doubtless resolved on from the first Frederica's visit was nominally for six weeks, but her mother, though inviting her to return in one or two affectionate letters, was very ready to oblige the whole party by consenting to a prolongation of her stay, .and in the course of two months ceased to write of ^her absence, and in the course of two more to write to her at all. Frederica was therefore fixed in the family of her uncle and aunt till such time as Re- ginald De Courcy could be talked, flattered, and iinessed into an affection for her which, allowing leisure for the conquest of his attachment to her mother, for his abjuring all future attachments, and detesting the sex, might be reasonably looked for in the course of a twelvemonth. Three months might have done it in general, but Reginald's feelings were no less lasting than lively. Whether Lady Susan was or was not happy in her second choice, I do not Lady Susan. 291 see how it can ever be ascertained ; for who would take her assurance of it on either side of the ques- tion ? The world must judge from probabilities ; she had nothing against her but her husband, and her conscience. Sir James may seem to have drawn a harder lot than mere folly merited ; I leave him, therefore, to all the pity that anybody can give him. For myself, I confess that / can pity only Miss Main- waring; who, coming to town, and putting herself to an expense in clothes which impoverished her for two years, on purpose to secure him, was defrauded of her due by a woman ten years older than herself. FINIS. THE WATSONS. PREFACE. This work was left by its author a fragment without a name, in so elementary a state as not even to be divided into chapters ; and some obscurities and in- accuracies of expression may be observed in it which the author would probably have corrected. The original manuscript is the property of my sister, Miss Austen, by whose permission it is now published. I have called it ' The Watsons,' for the sake of having a title by which to designate it. Two questions may be asked concerning it When was it written ? And, why was it never finished ? I was unable to answer the first question, so long as I had only the internal evidence of the style to guide me. I felt satisfied, indeed, that it did not belong to that early class of her writings which are mentioned at page 46 of the Memoir, but rather bore marks of her more mature style, though it had never been subjected to the filing and polishing process by which she was accustomed to impart a high finish to her published works. At last, on a close inspection of the original manuscript, the water-marks of 1803, and 1804, were found in the paper on which it was written. It is, therefore, pro- bable, that it was composed at Bath, before she ceased to reside there in 1805. This would place the date a few years later than the composition, but 2g6 Preface. earlier than the publication of ' Sense and Sensibility,' and ' Pride and Prejudice.' To the second question, why v;r.s it never finished ? I can give no satisfactory answer. I think it will be generally admitted that there is much in it which pro- mised well : that some of the characters are drawn with her wonted vigour, and some with a delicate discrimination peculiarly her own ; and that it is rich in her especial power of telling the story, and bring- ing out the characters by conversation rather than by description. It could not have been broken up for the purpose of using the materials in another fabric ; for, with the exception of Mrs. Robert Watson, in whom a resemblance to the future Mrs. Elton is very discernible, it would not be easy to trace much resemblance between this and any of her subsequent works. She must have felt some regret at leaving Tom Musgrave's character incomplete ; yet he never appears elsewhere. My own idea is, but it is only a guess, that the author became aware of the evil of having placed her heroine too low, in such a position of poverty and obscurity as, though not necessarily connected with vulgarity, has a sad ten- dency to degenerate into it; and therefore, like a singer who has begun on too low a note, she discon- tinued the strain. It was an error of which she was likely to become more sensible, as she grew older, and saw more of society ; certainly she never repeated it by placing the heroine of any subsequent work under circumstances likely to be unfavourable to the refinement of a lady. THE WATSONS. HE first winter assembly in the town of D. in Surrey was to be held on Tuesday, October 13th, and it was generally ex- pected to be a very good one. A long list of county families was confidently run over as sure of attending, and sanguine hopes were entertained that the Osbornes themselves would be there. The Edwards' invitation to the Watsons followed of course. The Edwards were people of fortune, who lived in the town and kept their coach. The Watsons inhabited a village about three miles distant, were poor and had no close carriage ; and ever since there had been balls in the place, the former were accustomed to invite the latter to dress, dine, and sleep at their house on every monthly return throughout the winter. On the present occasion, as only two of Mr. Watson's children were at home, and one was always necessary as companion to himself, for he was sickly and had lost his wife, one only could profit by the kindness of their friends. Miss Emma Watson, who was very recently returned to her family from the care of an aunt who had brought her up, was to make her first 298 T/te Watsons. public appearance in the neighbourhood, and her eldest sister, whose delight in a ball was not lessened by a ten years' enjoyment, had some merit in cheer- fully undertaking to drive her and all her finery in the old chair to D. on the important morning. As they splashed along the dirty lane Miss Wat- son thus instructed and cautioned her inexperienced sister. ' I dare say it will be a very good ball, and among so many officers you will hardly want partners. You will find Mrs. Edwards' maid very willing to help you, and I would advise you to ask Mary Edwards' opinion if you are at all at a loss, for she has a very good taste. If Mr. Edwards does not lose his money at cards you will stay as late as you can wish for ; if he does he will hurry you home per- haps — but you are sure of some comfortable soup. I hope you will be in good looks. I should not be surprised if you were to be thought one of the prettiest girls in the room, there is a great deal in novelty. Perhaps Tom Musgrave may take notice of you ; but I would advise you by all means not to give him any encouragement He generally pays attention to every new girl, but he is a great flirt and never means any- thing serious.' 'I think I have heard you speak of him before,' said Emma, 'who is he ?' ' A young man of very good fortune, quite indepen- dent, and remarkably agreeable, an universal favourite wherever he goes. Most of the girls hereabout are in love with him, or have been. I believe I am the only The Watsons. 299 one among them that have escaped with a whole heart ; and yet I was the first he paid attention to when he came into this country six years ago ; and very great attention did he pay me. Some people say that he has never seemed to like any girl so well since, though he is always behaving in a particular way to one or another.' 'And how came your heart to be the only cold one ? ' said Emma, smiling. 'There was a reason for that,' — replied Miss Watson, changing colour — 'I have not been very well used among them, Emma, I hope you will have better luck.' ' Dear sister, I beg your pardon, if I have unthink- ingly given you pain.' 'When first we knew Tom Musgrave,' continued Miss Watson, without seeming to hear her, 'I was very much attached to a young man of the name of Purvis, a particular friend of Robert's, who used to be with us a great deal. Everybody thought it would have been a match.' A sigh accompanied these words, which Emma respected in silence; but her sister after a short pause went on. ' You will naturally ask why it did not take place, and why he is married to another woman, while I am still single. But you must ask him — not me — you must ask Penelope. Yes, Emma, Penelope was at the bottom of it all. She thinks everything fair for a husband. I trusted her; she set him against me. with a view of gaining him herself, and it ended 30O The Watsons. in his discontinuing his visits, and soon after marrying somebody else. Penelope makes light of her conduct, but / think such treachery very bad. It has been the ruin of my happiness. I shall never love any man as I loved Purvis. I do not think Tom Musgrave should be named with him in the same day.' ' You quite shock me by what you sayof Penelope,' said Emma, ' could a sister do such a thing ? Rivalry, treachery between sisters ! I shall be afraid of being acquainted with her. But I hope it was not so ; ap- pearances were against her.' 'You do not know Penelope. There is nothing she would not do to get married. She would as good as tell you so herself. Do not trust her with any secrets of your own, take warning by me, do not trust her ; she has her good qualities, but she has no faith, no honour, no scruples, if she can promote her own advantage. I wish with all my heart she was well married. I declare I had rather have her well married than myself.' 'Than yourself! yes I can suppose so. A heart wounded like yours can have little inclination for matrimony.' ' Not much indeed — but you know we must many. I could do very well single for my own part ; a little company, and a pleasant ball now and then, would be enough for me, if one could be young for ever ; but my father cannot provide for us, and it is very bad to grow old and be poor and laughed at. I have lost Purvis, it is true ; but very few people marry their first loves. I should not refuse a man TIic Watsons. 301 because he was not Purvis. Not that I can ever quite forgive Penelope.' Emma shook her head in acquiescence. 'Penelope, however, has had her troubles,' con- tinued Miss Watson. ' She was sadly disappointed in Tom Musgrave, who afterwards transferred his attentions from me to her, and whom she was very fond of ; but he never means anything serious, and when he had trifled with her long enough, he began to slight her for Margaret, and poor Penelope was very wretched. And since then, she has been trying to make some match at Chichester — she won't tell us with whom ; but I believe it is a rich old Dr. Harding, uncle to the friend she goes to see; and she has taken a vast deal of trouble about him, and given up a great deal of time to no purpose as yet When she went away the other day, she said it should be the last time. I suppose you did not know what her parti- cular business was at Chichester, nor guess at the object which could take her away from Stanton just as you were coming home after so many years' absence.' ' No indeed, I had not the smallest suspicion of it I considered her engagement to Mrs. Shaw just at that time as very unfortunate for me. I had hoped to find all my sisters at home, to be able to make an imme- diate friend of each' ' I suspect the Doctor to have had an attack of the asthma, and that she was hurried away on that ac- count. The Shaws are quite on her side — at least, I believe so; but she tells me nothing. She professes 302 Tlie Watsons. to keep her own counsel ; she says, and truly enough, that " Too many cooks spoil the broth." ' ' I am sorry for her anxieties,' said Emma ; ' but I do not like her plans or her opinions. I shall be afraid of her. She must have too masculine and bold a temper. To be so bent on marriage — to pursue a man merely for the sake of situation, is a sort of thing that shocks me ; I cannot understand it Poverty is a great evil ; but to a woman of education and feeling it ought not, it cannot be the greatest I would rather be teacher at a school (and I can think of nothing worse), than marry a man I did not like.' * I would rather do anything than be teacher at a school,' said her sister. ' T have been at school, Emma, and know what a life they lead ; yoti never have. I should not like marrying a disagreeable man any more than yourself ; but I do not think there are many very disagreeable men ; I think I could like any goodhumoured man with a comfortable income. I suppose my aunt brought you up to be rather refined.' ' Indeed I do not know. My conduct must tell you how I have been brought up. I am no judge of it myself. I cannot compare my aunt's method with any other person's, because I know no other.' ' But I can see in a great many things that you are very refined. I have observed it ever since you came home, and I am afraid it will not be for your happi- ness. Penelope will laugh at you very much.' ' That will not be for my happiness, I am sure. If my opinions are wrong I must correct them ; if they The Watsons. 303 are above my situation, I must endeavour to conceal them ; but I doubt whether ridicule — has Penelope much wit ?' ' Yes ; she has great spirits, and never cares what she says.' ' Margaret is more gentle, I imagine ?' ' Yes ; especially in company ; she is all gentleness and mildness when anybody is by. But she is a little fretful and perverse among ourselves. Poor creature ! She is possessed with the notion of Tom Musgrave's being more seriously in love with her than he ever was with anybody else, and is always expecting him to come to the point. This is the second time within this twelvemonth that she has gone to spend a month with Robert and Jane on purpose to egg him on by her absence; but I am sure she is mistaken, and that he will no more follow her to Croydon now than' he did last March. He will never marry unless he can marry somebody very great ; Miss Osborne, per- haps, or somebody in that style.' ' Your account of this Tom Musgrave, Elizabeth, gives me very little inclination for his acquaintance.' ' You are afraid of him ; I do not wonder at you.' ' No, indeed ; I dislike and despise him.' ' Dislike and despise Tom Musgrave ! No, that you never can. I defy you not to be delighted with him if he takes notice of you. I hope he will dance with you ; and I dare say he will, unless the Osbornes come with a large party, and then he will not speak to anybody else.' 'He seems to have most engaging manners !' said 304 The Watsons. Emma. ' Well, we shall see how irresistible Mr. Tom Musgrave. and I find each other. I suppose I shall know him .as soon as I enter the ball-room ; he must carry some of his charms in his face.' ' You will not find him in the ball-room, I can tell you ; you will go early, that Mrs. Edwards may get a good place by the fire, and he never comes till late ; if the Osbornes are coming, he will wait in the pas- sage and come in with them. I should like to look in upon you, Emma. If it was but a good day with my father, I would wrap myself up, and James should drive me over as soon as I had made tea for him ; and I should be with you by the time the dancing began.' ' What ! Would you come late at night in this chair?' ' To be sure I would. There, I said you were very refined, and tltafs an instance of it.' Emma for a moment made no answer. At last she said — ' I wish, Elizabeth, you had not made a point of my going to this ball ; I wish you were going instead of me. Your pleasure would be greater than mine. I am a stranger here, and know nobody but the Ed- wards; my enjoyment, therefore, must be very doubt- ful. Yours, among all your acquaintance, would be certain. It is not too late to change. Very little apology could be requisite to the Edwards, who .must be more glad of your company than of mine, and I should most readily return to my father ; and should not be at all afraid to drive this quiet old The Watsons. 305 creature home. Your clothes I would undertake to find means of sending to you.' ' My dearest Emma,' cried Elizabeth, warmly, ' do you think I would do such a thing ? Not for the uni- verse ! But I shall never forget your goodnature in proposing it. You must have a sweet temper indeed ! I never met with anything like it ! And would you really give up the ball that I might be able to go to it ? Believe me, Emma, I am not so selfish as that comes to. No ; though I am nine years older than you are, I would not be the means of keeping you from being seen. You are very pretty, and it would be very hard that you should not have as fair a chance as we have all had to make your fortune. No, Emma, whoever stays at home this winter, it shan't be you. I am sure I should never have forgiven the person who kept me from a ball at nineteen.' Emma expressed her gratitude, and for a few minutes they jogged on in silence. Elizabeth first spoke : — ' You will take notice who Mary Edwards dances with?' ' I will remember her partners, if I can ; but you know they will be all strangers to me.' 'Only observe whether she dances with Captain Hunter more than once — I have my fears in that quarter. Not that her father or mother like officers ; but if she does, you know, it is all over with poor Sam. And I have promised to write him word who she dances with.' 'Is Sam attached to Miss Edwards?' X 306 The Watsons. 'Did not you know that ?' ' How should I know it ? How should I know in Shropshire what is passing of that nature in Surrey ? It is not likely that circumstances of such delicacy should have made any part of the scanty communi- cation which passed between you and me for the last fourteen years.' 'I wonder I never mentioned it when I wrote. Since you have been at home, I have been so busy with my poor father, and our great wash, that I have had no leisure to tell you anything ; but, indeed, I concluded you knew it all. He has been very much in love with her these two years, and it is a great dis- appointment to him that he cannot always get away to our balls ; but Mr. Curtis won't often spare him, and just now it is a sickly time at Guildford.' ' Do you suppose Miss Edwards inclined to like him ? ' ' I am afraid not : you know she is an only child, and will have at least ten thousand pounds.' ' But still she may like our brother.' ' Oh, no ! The Edwards look much higher. Her father and mother would never consent to it Sam is only a surgeon, you know. Sometimes I think she does like him. But Mary Edwards is rather prim and reserved ; I do not always know what she would be at.' ' Unless Sam feels on sure grounds with the lady herself, it seems a pity to me that he should be en- couraged to think of her at all.' 'A young man must think of somebody,' said Elizabeth, 'and why should not he be as lucky as The Watsons. 307 Robert, who has got a good wife and six thousand pounds ? ' ' We must not all expect to be individually lucky,' replied Emma. ' The luck of one member of a family is luck to all.' * Mine is all to come, I am sure,' said Elizabeth, giving another sigh to the remembrance of Purvis. ' I have been unlucky enough ; and I cannot say much for you, as my aunt married again so foolishly. Well, you will have a good ball, I daresay. The next turn- ing will bring us to the turnpike : you may see the church-tower over the hedge, and the White Hart is close by it I shall long to know what you think of Tom Musgrave.' Such were the last audible sounds of Miss Watson's voice, before they passed through the turnpike-gate, and entered on the pitching of the town, the jumbling and noise of which made further conversation most thoroughly undesirable. The old mare trotted heavily on, wanting no direction of the reins to take the right turning, and making only one blunder, in proposing to stop at the milliner's, before she drew up towards Mr. Edwards' door. Mr. Edwards lived in the best house in the street, and the best in the place, if Mr. Tomlinson, the banker, might be indulged in calling his newly-erected house at the end of the town, with a shrubbery and sweep, in the country. Mr. Edwards' house was higher than most of its neighbours, with four windows on each side the door ; the windows guarded by posts and chains, and the door approached by a flight of stone steps. 308 The Watsons. ' Here we are,' said Elizabeth, as the carriage ceased moving, ' safely arrived, and by the market clock we have been only five-and-thirty minutes coming ; which I think is doing pretty well, though it would be nothing for Penelope. Is not it a nice town? The Edwards have a noble house, you see, and they live quite in style. The door will be opened by a man in livery, with a powdered head, I can tell you.' Emma had seen the Edwards only one morning at Stanton ; they were therefore all but strangers to her ; and though her spirits were by no means insensible to the expected joys of the evening, she felt a little un- comfortable in the thought of all that was to precede them. Her conversation with Elizabeth, too, giving her some very unpleasant feelings with respect to her own family, had made her more open to disagreeable impressions from any other cause, and increased her sense of the awkwardness of rushing into intimacy on so slight an acquaintance. There was nothing in the manner of Mrs. and Miss Edwards to give immediate change to these ideas. The mother, though a very friendly woman, had a reserved air, and a great deal of formal civility ; and the daughter, a genteel-looking girl of twenty-two, with her hair in papers, seemed very naturally to have caught something of the style of her mother, who had brought her up. Emma was soon left to know what they could be, by Elizabeth's being obliged to hurry away; and some very languid remarks on the pro- bable brilliancy of the ball were all that broke, at intervals, a silence of half-an-hour, before they were The Watsons. 309 joined by the master of the house. Mr. Edwards had a much easier and more communicative air than the ladies of the family ; he was fresh from the street, and he came ready to tell whatever might interest. After a cordial reception of Emma, he turned to his daughter with — ' Well, Mary, I bring you good news : the Osbornes will certainly be at the ball to-night Horses for two carriages are ordered from the White Hart to be at Osborne Castle by nine.' ' I am glad of it,' observed Mrs. Edwards, ' because their coming gives a credit to our assembly. The Osbornes being known to have been at the first ball, will dispose a great many people to attend the second. It is more than they deserve ; for, in fact, they add nothing to the pleasure of the evening : they come so late and go so early ; but great people have always their charm.' Mr. Edwards proceeded to relate many other little articles of news which his morning's lounge had supplied him with, and they chatted with greater briskness, till Mrs. Edwards' moment for dressing arrived, and the young ladies were carefully recom- mended to lose no time. Emma was shown to a very comfortable apartment, and as soon as Mrs. Edwards' civilities could leave her to herself, the happy occupa- tion, the first bliss of a ball, began. The girls, dressing in some measure together, grew unavoidably better acquainted. Emma found in Miss Edwards the show of good sense, a modest unpretending mind, and a great wish of obliging ; and when they returned to the 310 The Watsons. parlour where Mrs. Edwards was sitting, respectably attired in one of the two satin gowns which went through the winter, and a new cap from the milliner's, they entered it with much easier feelings and more natural smiles than they had taken away. Their dress was now to be examined: Mrs. Edwards acknowledged herself too old-fashioned to approve of every modern extravagance, however sanctioned ; and though complacently viewing her daughter's good looks, would give but a qualified admiration; and Mr. Edwards, not less satisfied with Mary, paid some compliments of good-humoured gallantry to Emma at her expense. The discussion led to more intimate remarks, and Miss Edwards -gently asked Emma if she was not often reckoned very like her youngest brother. Emma thought she could perceive a faint blush accompany the question, and there seemed something still more suspicious in the manner in which Mr. Edwards took up the subject. ' You are paying Miss Emma no great compliment, I think, Mary,' said he, hastily. ' Mr. Sam Watson is a very good sort of young man, and I dare say a very clever surgeon ; but his complexion has been rather too much exposed to all weathers to make a likeness to him very flattering.' Mary apologised, in some confusion — ' She had not thought a strong likeness at all incom- patible with very different degrees of beauty. There might be resemblance in countenance, and the com- plexion and even the features be very unlike.' ' I know nothing of my brother's beauty,' said The Watsons. 311 Emma, ' for I have not seen him since he was seven years old ; but my father reckons us alike.' ' Mr. Watson ! ' cried Mr. Edwards ; * well, you as- tonish me. There is not the least likeness in the world ; your brother's eyes are grey, yours are brown ; he has a long face, and a wide mouth My dear, do you perceive the least resemblance?' ' Not the least: Miss Emma Watson puts me very much in mind of her eldest sister, and sometimes I see a look of Miss Penelope, and once or twice there has been a glance of Mr. Robert, but I cannot perceive any likeness to Mr. Samuel.' ' I see the likeness between her and Miss Watson,' replied Mr. Edwards, 'very strongly, but I am not sensible of the others. I do not much think she is like any of the family but Miss Watson ; but I am very sure there is no resemblance between her and Sam.' This matter was settled, and they went to dinner. 'Your father, Miss Emma, is one of my oldest friends,' said Mr. Edwards, as he helped her to wine, when they were drawn round the fire to enjoy their dessert. ' We must drink to his better health. It is a great concern to me, I assure you, that he should be such an invalid. I know nobody who likes a game of cards, in a social way, better than he does, and very few people who play a fairer rubber. It is a thousand pities that he should be so deprived of the pleasure. For now, we have a quiet little Whist Club, that meets three times a week at the White Hart ; and if he could but have his health, how much he would enjoy it!' 3 1 2 The Watsons. ' I daresay he would, sir ; and I wish, with all my heart, he were equal to it.' ' Your club would be better fitted for an invalid,' said Mrs. Edwards, 'if you did not keep it up so late.' This was an old grievance. 'So late, my dear! What are you talking of?' cried the husband, with sturdy pleasantry. ' We are always at home before midnight. They would laugh at Osborne Castle to hear you call that late ; they are but just rising from dinner at midnight.' 'That is nothing to the purpose,' retorted the lady, calmly. ' The Osbornes are to be no rule for us. You had better meet every night, and break up two hours sooner.' So far the subject was very often carried ; but Mr. and Mrs. Edwards were so wise as never to pass that point; and Mr. Edwards now turned to something else. He had lived long enough in the idleness of a town to become a little of a gossip, and having some anxiety to know more of the circumstances of his young guest than had yet reached him, he began with — ' I think, Miss Emma, I remember your aunt very well, about thirty years ago ; I am pretty sure I danced with her in the old rooms at Bath the year before I married. She was a very fine woman then, but like other people, I suppose, she is grown some- what older since that time. I hope she is likely to be happy in her second choice.' ' I hope so ; I believe so, sir,' said Emma, in some agitation. The Watsons. 313 ' Mr. Turner had not been dead a great while, I think?' ' About two years, sir.' ' I forget what her name is now.' ' O'Brien.' ' Irish ! ah, I remember ; and she is gone to settle in Ireland. I do not wonder that you should not wish to go with her into that country, Miss Emma ; but it must be a great deprivation to her, poor lady ! after bringing you up like a child of her own.' ' I was not so ungrateful, sir,' said Emma, warmly, ' as to wish to be anywhere but with her. It did not suit Captain O'Brien that I should be of the party.' ' Captain ! ' repeated Mrs. Edwards. ' The gentle- man is in the army then ? ' ' Yes, ma'am.' •Aye, there is nothing like your officers for capti- vating the ladies, young or old. There is no resisting a cockade, my dear.' ' I hope there is,' said Mrs. Edwards gravely, with a quick glance at her daughter ; and Emma had just recovered from her own perturbation in time to see a blush on Miss Edwards' cheek and in remembering what Elizabeth had said of Captain Hunter, to wonder and waver between his influence and her brother's. ' Elderly ladies should be careful how they make a second choice,' observed Mr. Edwards. ' Carefulness and discretion should not be confined to elderly ladies, or to a second choice,' added his wife. ' They are quite as necessary to young ladies in their first.' 314 The Watsons. ' Rather more so, my dear,' replied he ; ' because young ladies are likely to feel the effects of it longer. When an old lady plays the fool, it is not in the course of nature that she should suffer from it many years.' Emma drew her hand across her eyes, and Mrs. Edwards, in perceiving it, changed the subject to one of less anxiety to all. With nothing to do but to expect the hour of setting off, the afternoon was long to the two young ladies ; and though Miss Edwards was rather dis- composed at the very early hour which her mother always fixed for going, that early hour itself was watched for with some eagerness. The entrance of the tea-things at seven o'clock was some relief; and, luckily, Mr. and Mrs. Edwards always drank a dish extraordinary and ate an additional muffin when they were going to sit up late, which lengthened the ceremony almost to the wished-for moment At a little before eight o'clock the Tomlinsons' car- riage was heard to go by, which was the constant signal for Mrs. Edwards to order hers to the door ; and in a very few minutes the party were trans- ported from the quiet and warmth of a snug parlour to the bustle, noise, and draughts of air of a broad entrance passage of an inn. Mrs. Edwards, carefully guard- ing her own dress, while she attended with yet greater solicitude to the proper security of her young charges' shoulders and throats, led the way up the wide stair- case, while no sound of a ball but the first scrape of one violin blessed the ears of her followers ; and Tlie Watsons. 315 Miss Edwards, on hazarding the anxious enquiry of whether there were many people come yet, was told by the waiter, as she knew she should, that Mr. Tom- linson's family were in the room. In passing along a short gallery to the assembly room, brilliant in lights before them, they were ac- costed by a young man in a morning-dress and boots, who was standing in the doorway of a bedchamber apparently on purpose to see them go by. 'Ah! Mrs. Edwards, how do you do? How do you do, Miss Edwards ? ' he cried, with an easy air. ' You are determined to be in good time, I see, as usual. The candles are but this moment lit' ' I like to get a good seat by the fire, you know, Mr. Musgrave,' replied Mrs. Edwards. ' I am this moment going to dress/ said he. ' I am waiting for my stupid fellow. We shall have a famous balL The Osbornes are certainly coming ; you may depend upon that, for I was with Lord Osborne this morning.' The party passed on. Mrs. Edwards' satin gown swept along the clean floor of the ballroom to the fireplace at the upper end, where one party only were formally seated, while three or four officers were lounging together, passing in and out from the ad- joining card-room. A very stiff meeting between these near neighbours ensued, and as soon as they were all duly placed again, Emma, in a low whisper, which became the solemn scene, said to Miss Edwards : — ' The gentleman we passed in the passage was Mr. 316 The Watsons. Musgrave, then ; he is reckoned remarkably agree- able, I understand?' Miss Edwards answered hesitatingly, ' Yes ; he is very much liked by many people ; but ixie are not very intimate.' ' He is rich, is not he ? ' ' He has about eight or nine hundred a-year, I believe. He came into possession of it when he was very young, and my father and mother think it has given him rather an unsettled turn. He is no favourite with them.' The cold and empty appearance of the room, and the demure air of the small cluster of females at one end of it, began soon to give way. The inspiriting sound of other carriages was heard, and continual accessions of portly chaperones, and strings of smartly dressed girls, were received, with now and then a fresh gentleman straggler, who, if not enough in love to station himself near any fair creature, seemed glad to escape into the card-room. Among the increasing number of military men, one now made his way to Miss Edwards with an air of empressment which decidedly said to her com- panion, ' I am Captain Hunter ; ' and Emma, who could not but watch her at such a moment, saw her looking rather distressed, but by no means displeased, and heard an engagement formed for the two first dances, which made her think her brother Sam's a hopeless case. Emma in the meanwhile was not unobserved or unadmired herself. A new face, and a very pretty The Watsons. 317 one, could not be slighted. Her name was whispered from one party to another, and no sooner had the signal been given by the orchestra's striking up a favourite air, which seemed to call the young to their duty and people the centre of the room, than she found herself engaged to dance with a brother officer, intro- duced by Captain Hunter. Emma Watson was not more than of the middle height, well made and plump, with an air of healthy vigour. Her skin was very brown, but clear, smooth, and glowing, which, with a lively eye, a sweet smile, and an open countenance, gave beauty to attract, and expression to make that beauty improve on ac- quaintance. Having no reason to be dissatisfied with her partner, the evening began very pleasantly to her, and her feelings perfectly coincided with the reiterated observation of others, that it was an ex- cellent ball. The two first dances were not quite over when the returning sound of carriages after a long interruption called general notice ! — ' The Os- bornes are coming ! ' ' The Osbornes are coming ! ' was repeated round the room. After some minutes of extraordinary bustle without and watchful curi- osity within, the important party, preceded by the attentive master of the inn, to open a door which was never shut, made their appearance. They consisted of Lady Osborne ; her son, Lord Osborne ; her daughter, Miss Osborne ; Miss Carr, her daughter's friend ; Mr. Howard, formerly tutor to Lord Osborne, now clergyman of the parish in which the castle stood ; Mrs. Blake, a widow sister, who lived with 3iS The Watsons. him ; her son, a fine boy of ten years old ; and Mr. Tom Musgrave, who probably, imprisoned within his own room, had been listening in bitter impatience to the sound of the music for the last half-hour. In their progress up the room they paused almost im- mediately behind Emma to receive the compliments of some acquaintance, and she heard Lady Osborne observe that they had made a point of coming early for the gratification of Mrs. Blake's little boy, who was uncommonly fond of dancing. Emma looked at them all as they passed, but chiefly and with most interest on Tom Musgrave, who was certainly a genteel, good-looking young man. Of the females Lady Osborne had by much the finest person ; though nearly fifty, she was very handsome, and had all the dignity of rank. Lord Osborne was a very fine young man; but there was an air of coldness, of carelessness, even of awkwardness about him, which seemed to speak him out of his element in a ball-room. He came in fact only because it was judged expedient for him to please the borough ; he was not fond of women's company, and he never danced. Mr. Howard was an agreeable-looking man, a little more than thirty. At the conclusion of the two dances, Emma found herself, she knew not how, seated amongst the Os- borne's set ; and she was immediately struck with the fine countenance and animated gestures of the little boy, as he was standing before his mother, con- sidering when they should begin. ' You will not be surprised at Charles's impatience,' TJie Watsons. 319 said Mrs. Blake, a lively, pleasant -looking little woman of five or six and thirty, to a lady who was standing near her, ' when you know what a partner he is to have. Miss Osborne has been so very kind as to promise to dance the two first dances with him.' ' Oh, yes ! we have been engaged this week,' cried the boy, ' and we are to dance down every couple.' On the other side of Emma, Miss Osborne, Miss Carr, and a party of young men were standing en- gaged in very lively consultation ; and soon after- wards she saw the smartest officer of the set walking off to the orchestra to order the dance, while Miss Osborne passing before her to her little expecting partner, hastily said, ' Charles, I beg your pardon for not keeping my engagement, but I am going to dance these two dances with Colonel Beresford. I know you will excuse me, and I will certainly dance with you after tea;' and without staying for an answer, she turned again to Miss Carr, and in another minute was led by Colonel Beresford to begin the set. If the poor little boy's face had in its happiness been interesting to Emma, it was infinitely more so under this sudden reverse ; he stood the picture of disap- pointment with crimsoned cheeks, quivering lips, and eyes bent on the floor. His mother, stifling her own mortification, tried to soothe his with the prospect of Miss Osborne's second promise ; but, though he con- trived to utter with an effort of boyish bravery, ' Oh, I do not mind it ! ' it was very evident by the un- ceasing agitation of his features that he minded it as much as ever. 320 The Watsons. Emma did not think or reflect ; she felt and acted. ' I shall be very happy to dance with you, sir, if you like it,' said she, holding out her hand with the most unaffected good-humour. The boy, in one moment restored to all his first delight, looked joyfully at his mother; and stepping forwards with an honest, simple ' Thank you, ma'am/ was instantly ready to attend his new acquaintance. The thankfulness of Mrs. Blake was more diffuse ; with a look most expressive of unexpected pleasure and lively gratitude, she turned to her neighbour with repeated and fervent acknow- ledgements of so great and condescending a kindness to her boy. Emma with perfect truth could assure her that she could not be giving greater pleasure than she felt herself; and Charles being provided with his gloves and charged to keep them on, they joined the set which was now rapidly forming, with nearly equal complacency. It was a partnership which could not be noticed without surprise. It gained her a broad stare from Miss Osborne and Miss Carr as they passed her in the dance. ' Upon my word, Charles, you are in luck,' said the former, as she turned him ; ' you have got a better partner than me;' to which the happy Charles answered ' Yes.' Tom Musgrave, who was dancing with Miss Carr, gave her many inquisitive glances ; and after a time Lord Osborne himself came, and under pretence of talking to Charles, stood to look at his partner. Though rather distressed by such observation, Emma could not repent what she had done, so happy had it made both the boy and his mother; the latter of The Watsons. 321 whom was continually making opportunities of ad- dressing her with the warmest civility. Her little partner she found, though bent chiefly on dancing, was not unwilling to speak, when her questions or remarks gave him anything to say ; and she learnt, by a sort of inevitable enquiry, that he had two brothers and a sister, that they and their mamma all lived with his uncle at Wickstead, that his uncle taught him Latin, that he was very fond of riding, and had a horse of his own given him by Lord Osborne ; and that he had been out once already with Lord Osborne's hounds. At the end of these dances, Emma found they were to drink tea ; Miss Edwards gave her a caution to be at hand, in a manner which convinced her of Mrs. Edwards' holding it very important to have them both close to her when she moved into the tea-room ; and Emma was accordingly on the alert to gain her proper station. It was always the pleasure of the company to have a little bustle and crowd when they adjourned for refreshment. The tea-room was a small room within the card-room ; and in passing through the latter, where the passage was straitened by tables, Mrs. Edwards and her party were for a few moments hemmed in. It happened close by Lady Osborne's casino table ; Mr. Howard, who be- longed to it, spoke to his nephew ; and Emma, on perceiving herself the object of attention both to Lady Osborne and him, had just turned away her eyes in time to avoid seeming to hear her young companion exclaim delightedly aloud, ' Oh, uncle ! Y 322 The Watsons. do look at my partner ; she is so pretty ! ' As they were immediately in motion again, however, Charles was hurried off without being able to receive his uncle's suffrage. On entering the tea-room, in which two long tables were prepared, Lord Osborne was to be seen quite alone at the end of one, as if retreating as far as he could from the ball, to enjoy his own thoughts and gape without restraint. Charles instantly pointed him out to Emma. ' There's Lord Osborne, let you and I go and sit by him.' ' No, no,' said Emma, laughing, ' you must sit with my friends.' Charles was now free enough to hazard a few questions in his turn. ' What o'clock was it ? ' ' Eleven.' ' Eleven ! and I am not at all sleepy. Mamma said I should be asleep before ten. Do you think Miss Osborne will keep her word with me when tea is over ? ' ' Oh, yes ! I suppose so ; ' though she felt that she had no better reason to give than that Miss Osborne had not kept it before. ' When shall you come to Osborne Castle ? ' ' Never, probably. I am not acquainted with the family.' ' But you may come to Wickstead and see mamma, and she can take you to the castle. There is a monstrous curious stuffed fox there, and a badger, anybody would think they were alive. It is a pity you should not see them.' On rising from tea there was again a scramble for The Watsons. 323 the pleasure of being first out of the room, which happened to be increased by one or two of the card- parties having just broken up, and the players being disposed to move exactly the different way. Among these was Mr. Howard, his sister leaning on his arm ; and no sooner were they within reach of Emma, than Mrs. Blake, calling her notice by a friendly touch, said, 'Your goodness to Charles, my dear Miss Watson, brings all his family upon you. Give me leave to introduce my brother.' Emma curtsied, the gentleman bowed, made a hasty request for the honour of her hand in the two next dances, to which as hasty an affirmative was given, and they were im- mediately impelled in opposite directions. Emma was very well pleased with the circumstance ; there was a quietly cheerful, gentlemanlike air in Mr. Howard which suited her ; and in a few minutes afterwards the value of her engagement increased, when, as she was sitting in the card-room, somewhat screened by a door, she heard Lord Osborne, who was lounging on a vacant table near her, call Tom Musgrave towards him and say, ' Why do not you dance with that beau- tiful Emma Watson ? I want you to dance with her, and I will come and stand by you.' ' I was determined on it this very moment, my lord ; I'll be introduced and dance with her directly.' ' Aye, do ; and if you find she does not want much talking to, you may introduce me by and by.' ' Very well, my lord ; if she is like her sisters she will only want to be listened to. I will go this 324 TJie Watsons. moment. I shall find her in the tea-room. That stiff old Mrs. Edwards has never done tea.' Away he went, Lord Osborne after him; and Emma lost no time in hurrying from her corner exactly the other way, forgetting in her haste that she left Mrs. Edwards behind. ' We had quite lost you,' said Mrs. Edwards, who followed her with Mary in less than five minutes. ' If you prefer this room to the other there is no reason why you should not be here, but we had better all be together.' Emma was saved the trouble of apologising, by their being joined at the moment by Tom Musgrave, who requesting Mrs. Edwards aloud to do him the honour of presenting him to Miss Emma Watson, left that good lady without any choice in the busi- ness, but that of testifying by the coldness of her manner that she did it unwillingly. The honour of dancing with her was solicited without loss of time, and Emma, however she might like to be thought a beautiful girl by lord or commoner, was so little dis- posed to favour Tom Musgrave himself that she had considerable satisfaction in avowing her previous en- gagement. He was evidently surprised and discom- posed. The style of her last partner had probably led him to believe her not overpowered with applica- tions. ' My little friend, Charles Blake,' he cried, • must not expect to engross you the whole evening. We can never suffer this. It is against the rules of the assembly, and I am sure it will never be patronised The Watsons. 325 by our good friend here, Mrs. Edwards; she is by much too nice a judge of decorum to give her license to such a dangerous particularity ' ' I am not going to dance with Master Blake, sir!' The gentleman, a little disconcerted, could only hope he might be fortunate another time, and seem- ing unwilling to leave her, though his friend, Lord Osborne, was waiting in the doorway for the result, as Emma with some amusement perceived, he began to make civil enquiries after her family. ' How comes it that we have not the pleasure of seeing your sisters here this evening ? Our assemblies have been used to be so well treated by them that we do not know how to take this neglect.' ' My eldest sister is the only one at home, and she could not leave my father.' ' Miss Watson the only one at home ! You astonish me ! It seems but the day before yesterday that I saw them all three in this town. But I am afraid I have been a very sad neighbour of late. I hear dread- ful complaints of my negligence wherever I go, and I' confess it is a shameful length of time since I was at Stanton. But I shall now endeavour to make myself amends for the past.' Emma's calm curtsey in reply must have struck him as very unlike the encouraging warmth he had been used to receive from her sisters, and gave him probably the novel sensation of doubting his own in- fluence, and of wishing for more attention than she bestowed. The dancing now recommenced ; Miss Carr being impatient to call, everybody was required 326 The Watsons. to stand up ; and Tom Musgrave's curiosity was ap- peased on seeing Mr. Howard come forward and claim Emma's hand. ' That will do as well for me,' was Lord Osborne's remark, when his friend carried him the news, and he was continually at Howard's elbow during the two dances. The frequency of his appearance there was the only unpleasant part of the engagement, the only objection she could make to Mr. Howard. In himself, she thought him as agreeable as he looked ; though chat- ting on the commonest topics, he had a sensible, unaf- fected way of expressing himself, which made them all worth hearing, and she only regretted that he had not been able to make his pupil's manners as unexcep- tionable as his own. The two dances seemed very short, and she had her partner's authority for con- sidering them so. At their conclusion, the Osbornes and their train were all on the move. 'We are off at last,' said his lordship to Tom; ' How much longer do you stay in this heavenly place ? — till sunrise ?' 'No, faith! my lord; I have had quite enough of it, I assure you. I shall not show myself here again when I have had the honour of attending Lady Os- borne to her carriage. I shall retreat in as much secrecy as possible to the most remote corner of the house, where I shall order a barrel of oysters, and be famously snug.' ' Let me see you soon at the castle, and bring me word how she looks by daylight.' The Watsons. 327 Emma and Mrs. Blake parted as old acquaintance, and Charles shook her by the hand, and wished her goodbye at least a dozen times. From Miss Osborne and Miss Carr she received something like a jerking curtsey as they passed her ; even Lady Osborne gave her a look of complacency, and his lordship actually came back after the others were out of the room, to ' beg her pardon,' and look in the window-seat behind her for the gloves which were visibly compressed in his hand. As Tom Musgrave was seen no more, we may suppose his plan to have succeeded, and imagine him mortifying with his barrel of oysters in dreary solitude, or gladly assisting the landlady in her bar to make fresh negus for the happy dancers above. Emma could not help missing the party by whom she had been, though in some respects unpleasantly, distinguished, and the two dances which followed and concluded the ball were rather flat in comparison with the others. Mr. Edwards having played with good luck, they were some of the last in the room. ' Here we are back again, I declare,' said Emma sorrowfully, as she walked into the dining-room, where the table was prepared, and the neat upper maid was lighting the candles. ' My dear Miss Edwards, how soon it is at an end ! I wish it could all come over again.' A great deal of kind pleasure was expressed in net having enjoyed the evening so much ; and Mr. Ed- wards was as warm as herself in the praise of the fulness, brilliancy, and spirit of the meeting, though as he had been fixed the whole time at the same 328 The Watsons. table in the same room, with only one change of chairs, it might have seemed a matter scarcely per- ceived ; but he had won four rubbers out of five, and everything went well. His daughter felt the advan- tage of this gratified state of mind, in the course of the remarks and retrospections which now ensued over the welcome soup. ' How came you not to dance with either of the Mr. Tomlinsons, Mary?' said her mother. ' I was always engaged when they asked me.' ' I thought you were to have stood up with Mr. James the two last dances ; Mrs. Tomlinson told me he was gone to ask you, and I had heard you say two minutes before that you were not engaged.' ' Yes, but there was a mistake ; I had misunder- stood. I did not know I was engaged. I thought it had been for the two dances after, if we stayed so long; but Captain Hunter assured me it was for those very two.' ' So you ended with Captain Hunter, Mary, did you ?' said her father. ' And whom did you begin with ?' ' Captain Hunter,' was repeated in a very humble tone. ' Hum ! That is being constant, however. But who else did you dance with ?' ' Mr. Norton and Mr. Styles.' 'And who are they?' ' Mr. Norton is a cousin of Captain Hunter's.* And who is Mr. Styles ?' • One of his particular friends.' The Watsons. 329 'All in the same regiment,' added Mrs. Edwards. ' Mary was surrounded by red-coats all the evening. I should have been better pleased to see her dancing with some of our old neighbours, I confess.' ' Yes, yes ; we must not neglect our old neighbours. But if these soldiers are quicker than other people in a ball-room, what are young ladies to do ?' ' I think there is no occasion for their engaging themselves so many dances beforehand, Mr. Ed- wards.' ' No, perhaps not ; but I remember, my dear, when you and I did the same.' Mrs. Edwards said no more, and Mary breathed again. A good deal of good-humoured pleasantry followed, and Emma went to bed in charming spirits, her head full of Osbornes, Blakes, and Howards. The next morning brought a great many visitors. It was the way of the place always to call on Mrs. Ed- wards the morning after a ball, and this neighbourly inclination was increased in the present instance by a general spirit of curiosity on Emma's account, as everybody wanted to look again at the girl who had been admired the night before by Lord Osborne. Many were the eyes, and various the degrees of ap- probation with which she was examined. Some saw no fault, and some no beauty. With some her brown skin was the annihilation of every grace, and others could never be persuaded that she was half so hand- some as Elizabeth Watson had been ten years ago. The morning passed quickly away in discussing the merits of the ball with all this succession of company, 33° The Watsons. and Emma was at once astonished by finding it two o'clock, and considering that she had heard nothing of her father's chair. After this discovery she had walked twice to the window to examine the street, and was on the point of asking leave to ring the bell and make enquiries, when the light sound of a car- riage driving up to the door set her heart at ease. She stepped again to the window, but instead of the convenient though very un-smart family equipage perceived a vieat curricle. Mr. Musgrave was shortly afterwards announced, and Mrs. Edwards put on her very stiffest look at the sound. Not at all dismayed, however, by her chilling air, he paid his compliments to each of the ladies with no unbecoming ease, and continuing to address Emma presented her a note, which ' he had the honour of bringing from her sister, but to which he must observe a verbal postscript from himself would be requisite.' The note, which Emma was beginning to read rather before' Mrs. Edwards had entreated her to use no ceremony, contained a few lines from Elizabeth importing that their father, in consequence -of being unusually well, had taken the sudden resolution of attending the visitation that day, and that as his road lay quite wide from D. it was impossible for her to come home till the following morning, unless the Edwards would send her, which was hardly to be expected, or she could meet with any chance convey- ance, or did not mind walking so far. She had scarcely run her eye through the whole, before she Tlie Watsons. 331 found herself obliged to listen to Tom Musgrave's further account. ' I received that note from the fair hands of Miss Watson only ten minutes ago,' said he ; * I met her in the village of Stanton, whither my good stars prompted me to turn my horses' heads. She was at that moment in quest of a person to employ on the errand, and I was fortunate enough to convince her that she could not find a more willing or speedy mes- senger than myself. Remember, I say nothing of my disinterestedness. My reward is to be the indulgence of conveying you to Stanton in my curricle. Though they are not written down, I bring your sister's orders for the same.' Emma felt distressed ; she did not like the proposal — she did not wish to be on terms of intimacy with the proposer ; and yet, fearful of encroaching on the Edwards, as well as wishing to go home herself, she was at a loss how entirely to decline what he offered: Mrs. Edwards continued silent, either not under- standing the case, or waiting to see how the young lady's inclination lay. Emma thanked him, but pro^ fessed herself very unwilling to give him so much trouble. ' The trouble was of course honour, plea- sure, delight — what had he or his horses to do ?' Still she hesitated — ' She believed she must beg leave to decline his assistance; she was rather afraid of the sort of carriage. The distance was not beyond a walk.' Mrs. Edwards was silent no longer. She enquired into the particulars, and then said, ' We shall be extremely happy, Miss Emma, if you can 332 The Watsons. give us the pleasure of your company till to-morrow ; but if you cannot conveniently do so, our carriage is quite at your service, and Mary will be pleased with the opportunity of seeing your sister.' This was precisely what Emma had longed for, and she accepted the offer most thankfully, acknow- ledging that as Elizabeth was entirely alone, it was her wish to return home to dinner. The plan was warmly opposed by their visitor — ' I cannot suffer it, indeed. I must not be deprived of the happiness of escorting you. I assure you there is not a possibility of fear with my horses. You might guide them yourself. Your sisters all know how quiet they are ; they have none of them the smallest scruple in trusting themselves with me, even on a race-course. Believe me,' added he, lowering his voice, 'you are quite safe — the danger is only mine.' Emma was not more disposed to oblige him for all this. ' And as to Mrs. Edwards' carriage being used the day after a ball, it is a thing quite out of rule, I assure you — never heard of before. The old coach- man will look as black as his horses — won't he, Miss Edwards ?' No notice was taken. The ladies were silently firm, and the gentleman found himself obliged to submit ' What a famous ball we had last night,' he cried, after a short pause ; ' How long did you keep it up after the Osbornes and I went away ? ' ' We had two dances more.' The Watsons. 333 ' It is making it too much of a fatigue, I think, to stay so late. I suppose your set was not a very full one.' ' Yes ; quite as full as ever, except the Osbornes. There seemed no vacancy anywhere ; and everybody danced with uncommon spirit to the very last' Emma said this, though against her conscience. ' Indeed ! perhaps I might have looked in upon you again, if I had been aware of as much ; for I am rather fond of dancing than not. Miss Osborne is a charming girl, is not she ? ' ' I do not think her handsome,' replied Emma, to whom all this was chiefly addressed. ' Perhaps she is not critically handsome, but her manners are delightful. And Fanny Carr is a most interesting little creature. You can imagine nothing more naive or piquante ; and what do you think of Lord Osborne, Miss Watson ?' ' He would be handsome even though he were not a lord, and, perhaps, better bred ; more desirous of pleasing and showing himself pleased in a right place.' ' Upon my word, you are severe upon my friend ! I assure you Lord Osborne is a very good fellow.' ' I do not dispute his virtues, but I do not like his careless air.' ' If it were not a breach of confidence,' replied Tom, with an important look, ' perhaps I might be able to win a more favourable opinion of poor Osborne.' Emma gave him no encouragement, and he was 334 Tte Watsons. obliged to keep his friend's secret. Ke was also obliged to put an end to his visit, for Mrs. Edwards having ordered her carriage there was no time to be lost on Emma's side in preparing for it. Miss Ed- wards accompanied her home ; but as it was dinner hour at Stanton stayed with them only a few minutes. ' Now, my dear Emma,' said Miss Watson, as soon as they were alone, ' you must talk to me all the rest of the day without stopping, or I shall not be satis- fied ; but, first of all, Nanny shall bring in the dinner. Poor thing ! You will not dine as you did yesterday, for we have nothing but some fried beef. How nice Mary Edwards looks in her new pelisse ! And now tell me how you like them all, and what I am to say to Sam. I have begun my letter ; Jack Stokes is to call for it to-morrow, for his uncle is going within a mile of Guildford next day.' Nanny brought in the dinner. ' We will wait upon ourselves,' continued Elizabeth, ' and then we shall lose no time. And so you would not come home with Tom Musgrave ?' 'No, you had said so much against him that I could not wish either for the obligation or the inti- macy which the use of his carriage must have created. I should not even have liked the appearance of it.' ' You did very right ; though I wonder at your for- bearance, and I do not think I could have done it myself. He seemed so eager to fetch you that I could not say no, though it rather went against me to be throwing you together, so well as I knew his tricks-; but I did long to see you, and it was a clever Tlie Watsons. 335 way of getting you home. Besides, it won't do to be too nice. Nobody could have thought of the Ed- wards letting you have their coach, after the horses being out so late. But what am I to say to Sam ? ' ' If you are guided by me you will not encourage him to think of Miss Edwards. The father is de- cidedly against him, the mother shows him no favour, and I doubt his having any interest with Mary. She danced twice with Captain Hunter, and I think shows him in general as much encouragement as is consistent with her disposition, and the circumstances she is placed in. She once mentioned Sam, and cer- tainly with a little . confusion ; but that was perhaps merely owing to the consciousness of his liking her, which may very probably have come to her know- ledge.' ' Oh ! dear, yes. She has heard enough of that from us all. Poor Sam ! he is out of luck as well as other people. For the life of me, Emma, I cannot help feeling for those that are crossed in love. Well, now begin, and give me an account of everything as it happened.' Emma obeyed her, and Elizabeth listened with very little interruption till she heard of Mr. Howard as a partner. ' Dance with Mr. Howard. Good heavens ! You don't say so ! Why he is quite one of the great and grand ones. Did you not find him very high ?' ' His manners are of a kind to give me much more ease and confidence than Tom Musgrave's.' ' Well, go on. I should have been frightened out 336 The Watsons of my wits to have had anything to do with the Osborne's set' Emma concluded her narration. 'And so you really did not dance with Tom Mus- grave at all ; but you must have liked him — you must have been struck with him altogether.' ' I do not like him, Elizabeth. I allow his person and air to be good ; and that his manners to a certain point — his address rather — is pleasing. Eut I see nothing else to admire in him. On the contrary, he seems very vain, very conceited, absurdly anxious for distinction, and absolutely contemptible in some of the measures he takes for being so. There is a ridi- culousness about him that entertains me ; but his company gives me no other agreeable emotion.' ' My dearest Emma ! You are like nobody else in the world. It is well Margaret is not by. You do not offend me, though I hardly know how to believe you ; but Margaret would never forgive such words.' ' I wish Margaret could have heard him profess his ignorance of her being out of the country; he declared it seemed only two days since he had seen her.' ' Aye, that is just like him ; and yet this is the man she will fancy so desperately in love with her. He is no favourite of mine, as you well know, Emma, but you must think him agreeable. Can you lay your hand on your heart, and say you do not ? ' ' Indeed, I can, both hands ; and spread them to their widest extent' ' I should like to know the man you do think agreeable.' The Watsons. 337 ' His name is Howard.' ' Howard ! Dear me ; I cannot think of him bat as playing cards with Lady Osborne, and looking proud. I must own, however, that it is a relief to me to find you can speak as you do of Tom Musgrave. My heart did misgive me that you would like him too well. You talked so stoutly beforehand, that I was sadly afraid your brag would be punished. I only hope it will last, and that he will not come on to pay you much attention. It is a hard thing for a woman to stand against the flattering ways of a man when he is bent upon pleasing her.' As their quietly sociable little meal concluded, Miss Watson could not help observing how com- fortably it had passed. ' It is so delightful to me,' said she, ' to have things going on in peace and good-humour. Nobody can tell how much I hate quarrelling. Now, though we have had nothing but fried beef, how good it has all seemed. I wish everybody were as easily satisfied as you ; but poor Margaret is very snappish, and Penelope owns she would rather have quarrelling going on than nothing at all.' Mr. Watson returned in the evening not the worse for the exertion of the day, and, consequently, pleased with what he had done, and glad to talk of it over his own fireside. Emma had not foreseen any in- terest to herself in the occurrences of a visitation ; but when she heard Mr. Howard spoken of as the preacher, and as having given them an excellent sermon, she could not help listening with a quicker ear z 338 Tlie Watsons. ' I do not know when I have heard a discourse more to my mind,' continued Mr. Watson, ' or one better delivered. He reads extremely well, with great propriety, and in a very impressive manner, and at the same time without any theatrical grimace or violence. I own I do not like much action in the pulpit ; I do not like the studied air and artificial inflexions of voice which your very popular and most admired preachers generally have. A simple de- livery is much better calculated to inspire devotion, and shows a much better taste. Mr. Howard read like a scholar and a gentleman.' ' And what had you for dinner, sir ? ' said his eldest daughter. He related the dishes, and told what he had ate himself. ' Upon the whole,' he added, ' I have had a very- comfortable day. My old friends were quite sur • prised to see me amongst them, and I must say that •everybody paid me great attention, and seemed to feel for me as an invalid. They would make me sit near the fire ; and as the partridges were pretty high, Dr. Richards would have them sent away to the •other end of the table, " that they might not offend Mr. Watson," which I thought very kind of him. But what pleased me as much as anything was Mr. Howard's attention. There is a pretty steep flight of steps up to the room we dine in, which do not quite agree with my gouty foot, and Mr. Howard walked by me from the bottom to the top, and would make me take his arm. It struck me as very becoming in The Watsons. 339 so young a man, but I am sure I had no claim to expect it, for I never saw him before in my life. By the by, he enquired after one of my daughters, but I do not know which. I suppose you know among yourselves.' On the third day after the ball, as Nanny, at five minutes before three, was beginning to bustle into the parlour with the tray and knife-case, she was sud- denly called to the front door by the sound of as smart a rap as the end of a riding whip could give ; and though charged by Miss Watson to let nobody in, returned in half a minute with a look of awkward dismay to hold the parlour door open for Lord Os- borne and Tom Musgrave. The surprise of the young ladies may be imagined. No visitors would have been welcome at such a moment, but such visitors as these — such an one as Lord Osborne at least, a nobleman and a stranger, was really dis- tressing. He looked a little embarrassed himself, as, on being introduced by his easy voluble friend, he muttered something of doing himself the honour of waiting upon Mr. Watson. Though Emma could not but take the compliment of the visit to herself, she was very far from enjoying it. She felt all the incon- sistency of such an acquaintance with the very humble style in which they were obliged to live ; and having in her aunt's family been used to many of the ele- gancies of life, was fully sensible of all that must be open to the ridicule of richer people in her present 340 TJie Watsons. home. Of the pain of such feelings, Elizabeth knew very little. Her simple mind, or juster reason, saved her from such mortification ; and though shrinking under a general sense of inferiority, she felt no par- ticular shame. Mr. Watson, as the gentlemen had already heard from Nanny, was not well enough to be down stairs. With much concern they took their seats ; Lord Osborne near Emma, and the convenient Mr. Musgrave, in high spirits at his own importance, on the other side of the fireplace with Elizabeth. He was at no loss for words ; but when Lord Osborne had hoped that Emma had not caught cold at the ball he had nothing more to say for some time, and could only gratify his eye by occasional glances at his fair companion. Emma was not inclined to give herself much trouble for his entertainment, and after hard labour of mind, he produced the remark of its being a very fine day, and followed it up with the question of, ' Have you been walking this morning ? ' ' No, my lord, we thought it too dirty.' ' You should wear half-boots.' After another pause : ' Nothing sets off a neat ankle more than a half-boot ; nankeen, galoshed with black, looks very well. Do not you like half-boots ? ' 'Yes; but unless they are so stout as to injure their beauty, they are not fit for country walking.' ' Ladies should ride in dirty weather. Do you ride?' ' No, my lord.' ' I wonder every lady does not ; a woman never looks better than on horseback.' The Watsons. 341 ' But every woman may not have the inclination or the means.' ' If they knew how much it became them, they would all have the inclination; and I fancy, Miss Watson, when once they had the inclination, the means would soon follow.' ' Your lordship thinks we always have our own way. Tliat is a point on which ladies and gentlemen have long disagreed ; but without pretending to de- cide it, I may say that there are some circumstances which even women cannot control. Female economy will do a great deal, my lord, but it cannot turn a small income into a large one.' Lord Osborne was silenced. Her manner had been neither sententious nor sarcastic, but there was a something in its mild seriousness, as well as in the words themselves, which made his lordship think ; and when he addressed her again, it was with a de- gree of considerate propriety totally unlike the half- awkward, half-fearless style of his former remarks. It was a new thing with him to wish to please a woman ; it was the first time that he had ever felt what was due to a woman in Emma's situation ; but as he was wanting neither in sense nor a good disposition he did not feel it without effect. ' You have not been long in this country, I under- stand,' said he, in the tone of a gentleman. ' I hope you are pleased with it' He was rewarded by a gracious answer, and a more liberal full view of her face than she had yet be- stowed. Unused to exert himself, and happy in con- 34 2 The Watsons, templating her, he then sat in silence for some minutes longer, while Tom Musgrave was chattering to Elizabeth ; till they were interrupted by Nanny's approach, who, half-opening the door and putting in her head, said — ' Please, ma'am, master wants to know why he be'nt to have his dinner ? ' The gentlemen, who had hitherto disregarded every symptom, however positive, of the nearness of that meal, now jumped up with apologies, while Elizabeth called briskly after Nanny to take up the fowls. ' I am sorry it happens so,' she added, turning good- humouredly towards Musgrave, ' but you know what early hours we keep.' Tom had nothing to say for himself,. he knew it very well, and such honest simplicity, such shameless truth,, rather bewildered him. Lord Osborne's part- ing compliments took some time, his inclination for speech seeming to increase with the shortness of the term for indulgence. He recommended exercise in defiance of dirt ; spoke again in praise of half-boots ; begged that his sister might be allowed to send Emma the name of her shoemaker; and concluded with saying, ' My hounds will be hunting this country next week. I believe they will throw off at Stanton Wood on Wednesday at nine o'clock. I mention this.in hopes of your being drawn out to see what's going on. If the morning's tolerable, pray do us the honour of giving us your good wishes in person.' The sisters looked on each other with astonishment when their visitors had withdrawn. The Watsons. 343 ' Here's an unaccountable honour! ' cried Elizabeth at last. ' Who would have thought of Lord Osborne's coming to Stanton ? He is very handsome ; but Tom Musgrave looks all to nothing the smartest and most fashionable man of the two. I am glad he did not say anything to me ; I would not have had to talk to such a great man for the world. Tom was very agreeable, was not he ? But did you hear him ask where Miss Penelope and Miss Margaret were, when he first came in ? It put me out of patience. I am glad Nanny had not laid the cloth however, it would have looked so awkward; just the tray did not signify.' To say that Emma was not flattered by Lord Osborne's visit, would be to assert a very un- likely thing, and describe a very odd young lady ; but the gratification was by no means unalloyed ; his coming was a sort of notice which might please her vanity, but did not suit her pride, and she would rather have known that he wished the visit without presuming to make it, than have seen him at Stanton. Among other unsatisfactory feelings it once occurred to her to wonder why Mr. Howard had not taken the same privilege of coming, and accompanied his lord- ship, but she was willing to suppose that he had either known nothing about it, or had declined any share in a measure which carried quite as much im- pertinence in its form as good breeding. Mr. Watson was very far from being delighted when he heard what had passed ; a little peevish under immediate pain, and ill-disposed -to be pleased, he only replied, ' Pooh ! Pooh ! what occasion could there be for 344 The Watsons. Lord Osborne's coming ? I have lived here fourteen years without being noticed by any of the family. It is some fooling of that idle fellow, Tom Musgrave. I cannot return the visit. I would not if I could.' And when Tom Musgrave was met with again, he was commissioned with a message of excuse to Osborne Castle, on the too sufficient plea of Mr. Watson's infirm state of health. A week or ten days rolled quietly away after this visit before any new bustle arose to interrupt even for half a day the tranquil and affectionate intercourse of the two sisters, whose mutual regard was increasing with the intimate knowledge of each other which such intercourse produced. The first circumstance to break in on their security was the receipt of a letter from Croydon to announce the speedy return of Margaret, and a visit of two or three days from Mr. and Mrs. Robert Watson, who undertook to bring her home, and wished to see their sister Emma. It was an expectation to fill the thoughts of the sisters at Stanton and to busy the hours of one of them at least ; for, as Jane had been a woman of fortune, the preparations for her entertainment were considerable ; and as Elizabeth had at all times more goodwill than method in her guidance of the house, she could make no change without a bustle. An absence of fourteen years had made all her brothers and sisters strangers to Emma, but in her expectation of Margaret there was more than the awkwardness of such an alienation ; she had heard things which made her dread her return ; and the day which brought The Watsons. 345 the party to Stanton, seemed to her the probable conclusion of almost all that had been comfortable in the house. Robert Watson was an attorney at Croydon in a good way of business ; very well satisfied with him- self for the same, and for having married the only daughter of the attorney to whom he had been clerk, with a fortune of six thousand pounds. Mrs. Robert was not less pleased with herself for having had that six thousand pounds and for being now in posses- sion of a very smart house in Croydon, where she gave genteel parties and wore fine clothes. In her person there was nothing remarkable ; her manners were pert and conceited. Margaret was not without beauty; she had a slight pretty figure, and rather wanted countenance than good features ; but the sharp and anxious expression of her face made her beauty in general little felt. On meeting her long- absent sister, as on every occasion of show, her manner was all affection and her voice all gentleness ; continual smiles and a very slow articulation being her constant resource when determined on pleasing. She was now * so delighted to see dear, dear Emma,' that she could hardly speak a word in a minute. ' I am sure we shall be great friends,' she observed with much sentiment as they were sitting together. Emma scarcely knew how to answer such a proposi- tion, and the manner in which it was spoken she could not attempt to equal. Mrs. Robert Watson eyed her with much familiar curiosity and triumphant compas- sion ; the loss of the aunt's fortune was uppermost in 346 The Watsons. her mind at the moment of meeting ; and she could not but feel how much better it was to be the daughter of a gentleman of property in Croydon than the niece of an old woman who threw herself away on an Irish captain. Robert was carelessly kind, as became a prosperous man and a brother ; more intent on settling with the post-boy, inveighing against the exorbitant advance in posting, and pondering over a doubtful halfcrown, than on welcoming a sister who was no longer likely to have any property for him to get the direction of. ' Your road through the village is infamous, Elizabeth/ said he ; ' worse than ever it was. By heaven ! I would indict it if I lived near you. Who is surveyor now?' There was a little niece at Croydon to be fondly enquired after by the kind-hearted Elizabeth, who regretted very much her not being of the party. ' You. are very good,' replied her mother, ' and I assure you it went very hard with Augusta to have us come away without her. I was forced to say we were only going to church, and promise to come back for her directly. But you know it would not do to bring her without her maid, and I am as particular as ever in having her properly attended to.' 'Sweet little darling,' cried Margaret. 'It quitb broke my heart to leave her.' ' Then why was you in such a hurry to run away from her?' cried Mrs. Robert 'You are a sad shabby girl. I have been quarrelling with you all the way we came, have not I ? Such a visit as this I never heard of ! You know how glad we are to have Tlie Watsons. 347 any of you with us, if it be for months together ; and I am sorry (with a witty smile) we have not been able to make Croydon agreeable this autumn.' ' My dearest Jane, do not overpower me with your raillery. You know what inducements I had to bring me home. Spare me, I entreat you. I am no match for your arch sallies.' ' Well, I only beg you will not set your neighbours against the place. Perhaps Emma may be tempted to go back with us and stay till Christmas, if you don't put in your word.' Emma was greatly obliged. ' I assure you we have very good society at Croydon. I do not much attend the balls, they are rather too mixed ; but our parties are very select and good. I had seven tables last week in ray drawing-room.' ' Are you fond of the country ? How do you like Stanton ? ' ' Very much/ replied Emma, who thought a com- prehensive answer most to the purpose. She saw that her sister-in-law despised her immediately. Mrs. Robert Watson was indeed wondering what sort of a home Emma could possibly have been used to in Shropshire, and setting it down as certain that the aunt could never have had six thousand pounds. ' How charming Emma is,' whispered Margaret to Mrs. Robert in her most languishing tone. Emma was quite distressed by such behaviour ; and she did not like it better when she heard Margaret five minutes afterwards say to Elizabeth in a sharp, quick accent, totally unlike the first, ' Have you heard from 348 Tlie Watsons. Pen since she went to Chichester ? I had a letter the other day. I don't find she is likely to make anything of it. I fancy she'll come back ' Miss Penelope,' as she went.' Such she feared would be Margaret's common voice when the novelty of her own appearance were over ; the tone of artificial sensibility was not recommended by the idea. The ladies were invited upstairs to pre- pare for dinner. ' I hope you will find things tolerably comfortable, Jane,' said Elizabeth, as she opened the door of the spare bedchamber. ' My good creature,' replied Jane, 'use no ceremony with me, I entreat you. I am one of those who always take things as they find them. I hope I can put up with a small apartment for two or three nights with- out making a piece of work. I always wish to be treated quite " en famille '' when I come to see you. And now I do hope you have not been getting a great dinner for us. Remember we never, eat suppers.' 'I suppose,' said Margaret rather quickly to Emma, ' you and I are to be together ; Elizabeth always takes care to have a room to herself.' ' No. Elizabeth gives me half hers.' ' Oh ! ' in a softened voice, and rather mortified to find that she was not ill-used. ' I am sorry I am not to have the pleasure of your company, especially as it makes me nervous to be much alone.' Emma was the first of the females in the parlour again ; on entering it she found her brother alone. The Watsons. 349 ' So Emma,' said he, ' you are quite a stranger at home. It must seem odd enough for you to be here. A pretty piece of work your Aunt Turner has made of it ! By heaven ! A woman should never be trusted with money. I always said she ought to have settled something on you, as soon as her husband died." ' But that would have been trusting vie with money,' replied Emma, ' and I am a woman too.' 'It might have been secured to your future use, without your having any power over it now. What a blow it must have been upon you ! To find yourself, instead of heiress of 8,000/. or 9,000/., sent back a weight upon your family, without a sixpence. I hope the old woman will smart for it.' ' Do not speak disrespectfully of her ; she was very good to me, and if she has made an imprudent choice, she will suffer more from it herself than I can possibly do.' 'I do not mean to distress you, but you know everybody must think her an old fool. I thought Turner had been reckoned an extraordinarily sensible, clever man. How the devil came he to make such a will?' ' My uncle's sense is not at all impeached in my opinion by his attachment to my aunt. She had been an excellent wife to him. The most liberal and enlightened minds are always the most confiding. The event has been unfortunate, but my uncle's memory is, if possible, endeared to me by such a proof of tender respect for my aunt.' 350 Tfie Watsons. ' That's odd sort of talking. He might have pro- vided decently for his widow, without leaving every- thing that he had to dispose of, or any part of it, at her mercy.' ' My aunt may have erred/ said Emma, warmly ; ' she has erred, but my uncle's conduct was faultless ; I was her own niece, and he left to her the power of providing for me.' ' But unluckily she has left the pleasure of providing for you to your father, and without the power. That's the long and short of the business. After keeping you at a distance from your family for such a length of time as must do away all natural affection among us, and breeding you up (I suppose) in a superior style, you are returned upon their hands without a sixpence.' 'You know,' replied Emma, struggling with her tears, ' my uncle's melancholy state of health. He was a greater invalid than my father. He could not leave home.' 'I do not mean to make you cry,' said Robert, rather softened — and after a short silence, by way of changing the subject, he added : ' I am just come from my father's room ; he seems very indifferent. It will be a sad break up when he dies. Pity you can none of you get married ! You must come to Croydon as well as the rest, and see what you can do there. I believe if Margaret had had a thousand or fifteen hundred pounds, there was a young man who would have thought of her.' Emma was glad when they were joined by the The Watsons. 351 others ; it was better to look at her sister-in-law's finery than listen to Robert, who had equally irritated and grieved her. Mrs. Robert, exactly as smart as she had been at her own party, came in with apologies for her dress. ' I would not make you wait,' said she, ' so I put on the first thing I met with. I am afraid I am a sad figure. My dear Mr. W. (addressing her husband), you have not put any fresh powder in your hair.' ' No, I do not intend it. I think there is powder enough in my hair for my wife and sisters.' ' Indeed, you ought to make some alteration in your dress before dinner when you are out visiting, though you do not at home.' ' Nonsense.' 'It is very odd you do not like to do what other gentlemen do. Mr. Marshall and Mr. Hemming change their dress every day of their lives before dinner. And what was the use of my putting up your last new coat, if you are never to wear it ? ' ' Do be satisfied with being fine yourself and leave your husband alone.' To put an end to this altercation and soften the evi- dent vexation of her sister-in-law, Emma (though in no spirits to make such nonsense easy), began to admire her gown. It produced immediate complacency. ' Do you like it ? ' said she. ' I am very happy. It has been excessively admired, but sometimes I think the pattern too large. I shall wear one to-morrow which I think you will prefer to this. Have you seen the one I gave Margaret ? ' 352 Tlie Watsons. Dinner came, and except when Mrs. Robert looked at her husband's head, she continued gay and flippant, chiding Elizabeth for the profusion on the table, and absolutely protesting against the entrance of the roast turkey, which formed the only exception to ' you see your dinner.' ' I do beg and entreat that no turkey may be seen to-day. I am really frightened out of my wits with the number of dishes we have already. Let us have no turkey I beseech you.' ' My dear,' replied Elizabeth, ' the turkey is roasted, and it may just as well come in as stay in the kitchen. Besides, if it is cut, I am in hopes my father may be tempted to eat a bit, for it is rather a favourite dish.' ' You may have it in, my dear, but I assure you I shan't touch it.' Mr. Watson had not been well enough to join the party at dinner, but was prevailed on to come dowri and drink tea with them. ' I wish he may be able to have a game of cards, to-night,' said Elizabeth to Mrs. Robert, after seeing her father comfortably seated in his arm-chair. 4 Not on my account, my dear, I beg. You know I am no card-player. I think a snug chat infinitely better. I always say cards are very well sometimes to break a formal circle, but one never wants them among friends.' ' I was thinking of it's being something to amuse my father,' said Elizabeth, ' if it was not disagreeable to you. He says his head won't bear whist, but per- haps if we make a round game he may be tempted to sit down with us.' The Watsons. 353 'By all means, my dear creature, I am quite at your service, only do not oblige me to choose the game, that's all. Speculation is the only round game at Croydon now, but I can play anything. When there is only one or two of you at home, you must be quite at a loss to amuse him. Why do you not get him to play at cribbage? Margaret and I have played at cribbage most nights that we have not been engaged.' A sound like a distant carriage was at this moment caught ; everybody listened ; it became more decided ; it certainly drew nearer. It was an unusual sound for Stanton at any time of the day, for the village was on no very public road, and contained no gentleman's family but the rector's. The wheels rapidly approached; in two minutes the general expectation was answered ; they stopped beyond a doubt at the garden-gate of the parsonage. Who could it be ? It was certainly a postchaise. Penelope was the only creature to be thought of ; she might perhaps have met with some unexpected opportunity of returning. A pause of suspense ensued. Steps were distinguished along the paved footway, which led under the window of the house to the front door, and then within the passage. They were the steps of a man. It could not be Penelope. It must be Samuel. The door opened, and displayed Tom Musgrave in the wrap of a traveller. He had been in London and was now on his way home, and he had come half-a-mile out of his road merely to call for ten minutes at Stanton. He loved to take people by surprise with sudden visits at A A 354 The Watsons. extraordinary seasons, and, in the present instance, he had the additional motive of being able to tell the Miss Watsons, whom he depended on finding sitting quietly employed after tea, that he was going home to an eight o'clock dinner. As it happened, he did not give more surprise than he received, when, instead of being shown into the usual little sitting-room, the door of the best parlour (a foot larger each way than the other) was thrown open, and he beheld a circle of smart people, whom he could not immediately recognise, arranged with all the honours of visiting round the fire, and Miss Watson seated at the best Pembroke table, with the best tea-things before her. He stood a few seconds in silent amaze- ment ' Musgrave,' ejaculated Margaret, in a tender voice. He recollected himself, and came forward, delighted to find such a circle of friends, and blessing his good fortune for the unlooked-for indulgence. He shook hands with Robert, bowed and smiled to the ladies, and did everything very prettily, but as to any particularity of address or emotion towards Margaret, Emma, who closely observed him, perceived nothing that did not justify Elizabeth's opinion, though Mar- garet's modest smiles imported that she meant to take the visit to herself. He was persuaded without much difficulty to throw off his great coat and drink tea with them. For 'whether he dined at eight or nine,' as he observed, 'was a matter of very little conse- quence;' and without seeming to seek he did not turn away from the chair close by Margaret, which she was assiduous in providing him. She had thus secured The Watsons. 355 him from her sisters, but it was not immediately in her power to preserve him from her brother's claims ; for as he came avowedly from London, and had left it only four hours ago, the last current report as to public news, and the general opinion of the day, must be understood before Robert could let his attention be yielded to the less rational and important demands of the women. At last, however, he was at liberty to hear Margaret's soft address, as she spoke her fears of his having had a most terrible cold, dark, dreadful journey — ' Indeed, you should not have set out so late.' ' I could not be earlier,' he replied. ' I was detained chatting at the Bedford by a friend. All hours are alike to me. How long have you been in the country Miss Margaret?' 'We only came this morning; my kind brother and sister brought me home this very morning. 'Tis singular — is not it ?' ' You were gone a great while, were not you ? A fortnight, I suppose ?' ' You may call a fortnight a great while, Mr. Mus- grave,' said Mrs. Robert, sharply ; ' but we think a month very little. I assure you we bring her home at the end of a month much against our will.' ' A month ! Have you really been gone a month ? 'Tis amazing how time flies.' 'You may imagine,' said Margaret, in a sort of whisper, ' what are my sensations in finding myself once more at Stanton ; you know what a sad visitor I make. And I was so excessively impatient to see 356 The Watsons. Emma ; I dreaded the meeting, and at the same time longed for it. Do you not comprehend the sort of feeling ?' ' Not at all,' cried he, aloud ; ' I could never dread a meeting with Miss Emma Watson, or any of her sisters.' It was lucky that he added that finish. ' Were you speaking to me ?' said Emma, who had caught her own name. ' Not absolutely,' he answered ; ' but I was thinking of you, as many at a greater distance are probably doing at this moment. Fine open weather, Miss Emma — charming season for hunting.' 'Emma is delightful, is not she?' whispered Mar- garet ; ' I have found her more than answer my warmest hopes. Did you ever see anything more perfectly beautiful ? I think even you must be a con- vert to a brown complexion.' He hesitated. Margaret was fair herself, and he did not particularly want to compliment her; but Miss Osborne and Miss Carr were likewise fair, and his devotion to them carried the day. 'Your sister's complexion,' said he, at last, 'is as fine as a dark complexion can be ; but I still profess my preference of a white skin. You have seen Miss Osborne ? She is my model for a truly feminine com- plexion, and she is very fair.' ' Is she fairer than me ?' Tom made no reply. ' Upon my honour, ladies,' said he, giving a glance over his own person, ' I am highly indebted to your condescension for admitting The Watsons. 357 me in such dishabille into your drawing-room. I really did not consider how unfit I was to be here, or I hope I should have kept my distance. Lady Os- borne would tell me that I was growing as careless as her son if she saw me in this condition.' The ladies were not wanting in civil returns, and Robert Watson, stealing a view of his own head in an opposite glass, said with equal civility — 'You cannot be more in dishabille than myself. We got here so late that I had not time even to put a little fresh powder into my hair.' Emma could not help entering into what she sup- posed her sister-in-law's feelings at the moment When the tea-things were removed, Tom began to talk of his carriage ; but the old card-table being set out, and the fish and counters, with a tolerably clean pack brought forward from the buffet by Miss Watson, the general voice was so urgent with him to join their party that he agreed to allow himself another quarter of an hour. Even Emma was pleased that he would stay, for she was beginning to feel that a family party might be the worst of all parties ; and the others were delighted. ' What's your game ?' cried he, as they stood round the table. ' Speculation, I believe,' said Elizabeth ' My sister recommends it, and I fancy we all like it I know you do, Tom.' ' It is the only round game played at Croydon now,' said Mrs. Robert ; ' we never think of any other. I am glad it is a favourite with you.' 3SS The Watsons. 'Oh! me] said Tom. 'Whatever you decide on will be a favourite with me. I have had some pleasant hours at speculation in my time; but I have not been in the way of it for a long while. Vingt-un is the game at Osborne Castle. I have played nothing but vingt-un of late. You would be astonished to hear the noise we make there — the fine old lofty drawing- room rings again. Lady Osborne sometimes declares she cannot hear herself speak. Lord Osborne enjoys it famously, and he makes the best dealer without excep- tion that I ever beheld — such quickness and spirit, he lets nobody dream over their cards. I wish you could see him over-draw himself on both his own cards. It is worth anything in the world ! ' 'Dear me!' cried Margaret, 'why should not we play vingt-un ? I think it is a much better game than speculation. I cannot say I am very fond of speculation.' Mrs. Robert offered not another word in support of the game. She was quite vanquished, and the fashions of Osborne Castle carried it over the fashions of Croydon. ' Do you see much of the parsonage family at the castle, Mr. Musgrave ?' said Emma, as they were taking their seats. ' Oh ! yes ; they are almost always there. Mrs. Blake is a nice little goodhumoured woman ; she and I are sworn friends ; and Howard's a very gentleman- like good sort of fellow. You are not forgotten, I assure you, by any of the party. I fancy you must have a little cheek-glowing now and then, Miss The Watsons. 359 Emma. Were not you rather warm last Saturday about nine or ten o'clock in the evening ? I will tell you how it was — I see you are dying to know. Says Howard to Lord Osborne ' At this interesting moment he was called on by the others to regulate the game, and determine some disputable point ; and his attention was so totally engaged in the business, and afterwards by the course of the game, as never to revert to what he had been saying before; and Emma, though suffering a good deal from curiosity, dared not remind him. He proved a very useful addition at their table. Without him it would have been a party of such very near relations as could have felt little interest, and perhaps maintained little complaisance, but his presence gave variety and secured good manners. He was, in fact, excellently qualified to shine at a round game, and few situations made him appear to greater advantage. He played with spirit, and had a great deal to say ; and though no wit himself, could some- times make use of the wit of an absent friend, and had a lively way of retailing a common-place, or say- ing a mere nothing, that had great effect at a card- table. The ways and good jokes of Osborne Castle were now added to his ordinary means of entertain- ment He repeated the smart sayings of one lady, detailed the oversights of another, and indulged them even with a copy of Lord Osborne's overdrawing him- self on both cards. The clock struck nine while he was thus agreeably occupied ; and when Nanny came in with her master's 360 TJie Watsons. basin of gruel, he had the pleasure of observing to Mr. Watson that he should leave him at supper while he went home to dinner himself. The carriage was ordered to the door, and no entreaties for his staying longer could now avail ; for he well knew that if he stayed he would have to sit down to supper in less than ten minutes, which to a man whose heart had been long fixed on calling his next meal a dinner, was quite insupportable. On finding him determined to go, Margaret began to wink and nod at Elizabeth to ask him to dinner for the following day, and Eliza- beth at last, not able to resist hints which her own hospitable social temper more than half seconded, gave the invitation — 'Would he give Robert the meeting, they should be very happy ?' ' With the greatest pleasure,' was his first reply. In a moment afterwards, ' That is, if I can possibly get here in time ; but I shoot with Lord Osborne, and therefore must not engage. You will not think of me unless you see me.' And so he departed, delighted in the uncertainty in which he had left it. Margaret, in the joy of her heart, under circum- stances which she chose to consider as peculiarly pro- pitious, would willingly have made a confidante of Emma when they were alone for a short time the next morning, and had proceeded so far as to say, ' The young man who was here last night, my dear Emma, and returns to-day, is more interesting to me than perhaps you may be aware ; ' but Emma, pre- tending to understand nothing extraordinary in the The Watsons. 361 words, made some very inapplicable reply, and jump- ing up, ran away from a subject which was odious to her. As Margaret would not allow a doubt to be repeated of Musgrave's coming to dinner, preparations were made for his entertainment much exceeding what had been deemed necessary the day before ; and taking the office of superintendence entirely from her sister, she was half the morning in the kitchen herself, directing and scolding. After a great deal of indifferent cooking and anxious suspense, however, they were obliged to sit down without their guest. Tom Musgrave never came ; and Margaret was at no pains to conceal her vexation under the disappointment, or repress the peevishness of her temper. The peace of the party for the re- mainder of that day and the whole of the next, which comprised the length of Robert and Jane's visit, was continually invaded by her fretful displeasure and querulous attacks. Elizabeth was the usual object of both. Margaret had just respect enough for her brother's and sister's opinion to behave properly by them, but Elizabeth and the maids could never do right ; and Emma, whom she seemed no longer to think about, found the continuance of the gentle voice beyond calculation short. Eager to be as little among them as possible, Emma was delighted with the alter- native of sitting above with her father, and warmly entreated to be his constant companion each evening ; and as Elizabeth loved company of any kind too well not to prefer being below at all risks ; as she had rather talk of Croydon with Jane, with every inter- 362 The Watsons. ruption of Margaret's perverseness, than sit with only her father, who frequently could not endure talking at all, the affair was so settled, as soon as she could be persuaded to believe it no sacrifice on her sister's part. To Emma the change was most acceptable and delightful Her father, if ill, required little more than gentleness and silence, and being a man of sense and education, was, if able to converse, a welcome com- panion. In his chamber Emma was at peace from the dreadful mortifications of unequal society and family discord; from the immediate endurance of hard-hearted prosperity, low-minded conceit, and wrong-headed folly, engrafted on an untoward dis- position. She still suffered from them in the contem- plation of their existence, in memory and in prospect, but for the moment she ceased to be tortured by their effects. She was at leisure ; she could read and think, though her situation was hardly such as to make re- flection very soothing. The evils arising from the loss of her uncle were neither trifling nor likely to lessen ; and when thought had been freely indulged in con- trasting the past and the present, the employment of mind and dissipation of unpleasant ideas, which only reading could produce, made her thankfully turn to a book. The change in her home society and style of life, in consequence of the death of one friend and the imprudence of another, had indeed been striking. From being the first object of hope and solicitude to an uncle who had formed her mind with the care of a parent, and of tenderness to an aunt whose amiable The Watsons. 363 temper had delighted to give her every indulgence ; from being the life and spirit of a house where all had been comfort and elegance, and the expected heiress of an easy independence, she was become of importance to no one — a burden on those whose affec- tions she could not expect, an addition in a house already overstocked, surrounded by inferior minds, with little chance of domestic comfort, and as little hope of future support. It was well for her that she was naturally cheerful, for the change had been such as might have plunged weak spirits in despondence. She was very much pressed by Robert and Jane to return with them to Croydon, and had some difficulty in getting a refusal accepted, as they thought too highly of their own kindness and situation to suppose the offer could appear in less advantageous light to anybody else. Elizabeth gave them her interest, though evidently against her own, in privately urging Emma to go. ' You do not know what you refuse, Emma,' said she, ' nor what you have to bear at home. I would advise you by all means to accept the invitation; there is always something lively going on at Croydon. You will be in company almost every day, and Robert and Jane will be very kind to you. As for me, I shall be no worse off without you than I have been used to be; but poor Margaret's disagreeable ways are new to you, and they would vex you more than you think for, if you stay at home.' Emma .vas of course uninfluenced, except to greater 364 The Watsons. esteem for Elizabeth, by such representations, and the visitors departed without her. When the author's sister, Cassandra, showed the manuscript of this work to some of her nieces, she also told them something of the intended story ; for with this dear sister — though, I believe, with no one else — Jane seems to have talked freely of any work that she might have in hand. Mr. Watson was soon to die ; and Emma to become dependent for a home on her narrow-minded sister-in-law and brother. She was to decline an offer of marriage from Lord Osborne, and much of the interest of the tale was to arise from Lady Osborne's love for Mr. Howard, and his counter affection for Emma, whom he was finally to marry. D&Co. LONDON : PRINTED BY SiOTTISWOODE AND CO., NEW-STREET SQUARE AND PARLIAMENT STREET