w*- "«**r -Til iNDins LOVE LYRieS ^. ;*%:#&#_ \ ,\if-fj I( til* . Vf d CORNELL UNIVERSITY LIBRARY ut C § ue ?^^^A f IMR-44)-^&6-Tro PRINTED IN U. s.. a, <^ CAT. NO. 23233 Cornell University Library PR 6027.11713 India's love lyrics, 645 068 The original of tliis book is in tlie Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://www.archive.org/details/cu31924013645068 India's Love Lyrics BY THE SAME AUTHOR STARS OF THE DESERT AND LAST POEMS INDIA'S LOVE LYRICS COLLECTED ^ ARRANGED IN VERSE BY LAURENCE HOFE ps^^J. ;^ NEW YORK: JOHN LANE COMPANY, MCMVI LONDON: WILLIAM HEINEMANN Copyright, zgo2 by John Lane Copyright, igo6 by John Lane Company ^ ^^(^1/g UNIVERSITY PRESS • JOHN WILSON AND SON • CAMBRIDGE, U. S. A. Contents Page " Less than the Dust " i " To the Unattainable " 2 " In the Early, Pearly Morning " : Song by Valgovind .... 3 Reverie of Mahomed Akram at the Tamarind Tank 5 Verses 10 Song of Khan Zada 11 The Teak Forest 12 Valgovind's Boat Song 16 Kashmiri Song by Juma 17 Zira : in Captivity 18 Marriage Thoughts : by Morsellin Khan 21 To the Unattainable : Lament of Mahomed Akram 24 Mahomed Akram's Appeal to the Stars 25 Reminiscence of Mahomed Akram 27 Story by Lalla-ji, the Priest 29 Request 31 Story of Udaipore : Told by Lalla-ji, the Priest 32 Valgovind's Song in the Spring 35 V Page Youth 37 When Love is Over : Song of Khan Zada 38 "Golden Eyes" 39 Kotri, by the River 42 Farewell 44 Afridi Love 45 Yasmini 48 Ojira, to Her Lover 52 Thoughts : Mahomed Akram 54 Prayer ■ 55 The Aloe 57 Memory 58 The First Lover 60 Khan Zada's Song on the Hillside 6z Deserted Gipsy's Song : Hillside Camp 63 The Plains 65 " Lost Delight " : After the Hazara War 66 Unforgotten 69 Song of Faiz UUa 71 Story of Lilavanti 72 The Garden by the Bridge 75 Fate Knovys no Tears 78 Verses : Faiz Ulla 81 Tv?o Songs by Sitara, of Kashmir 82 Second Song : The Girl from Baltistan 84 Palm Trees by the Sea 87 Page Song by Gulbaz 90 Kashmiri Song 92 Reverie of Ormuz the Persian . . 93 Sunstrolce 96 Adoration 98 Three Songs of Zahir-u- Din . . 10 1 Second Song 103 Third Song, written during Fever 105 The Regret of the Ranee in the Hall of Peacocks 107 Protest : By Zahir-u-Din 109 Famine Song 113 The Window Overlooking the Harbour 115 Back to the Border 1 1 8 Reverie : Zahir-u-Din ... 1 20 Sea Song 122 To the Hills! 124 Till I Wake 1 26 His Rubies : Told by Valgovind 127 Song of Taj Mahomed 131 The Garden of Kama : Kama the Indian Eros 132 Camp Follower's Song, Gomal River 134 Song of the Colours ; by Taj Mahomed 137 Lalila, to the Ferengi Lover 141 On the City Wall 143 " Love Lightly " 14S No Rival like the Past 1 47 Page Verse by Taj Mahomed 148 Lines by Taj Mahomed 149 There is no Breeze to Cool the Heat of Love 150 Malay Song 154 The Temple Dancing Girl 156 Hira Singh's Farewell to Burmah 158 Starlight 160 Sampan Song 161 Song of the Devoted Slave i6z The Singer 164 Malaria 166 Fancy 168 Feroza 169 This Month the Almonds bloom at Kandahar 171 "Less than the Dust" Less than the dust, beneath thy Chariot wheel, Less than the rust, that never stained thy Sword, Less than the trust thou hast in me, O Lord, Even less than these ! Less than the weed, that grows beside thy door, Less than the speed of hours spent far from thee, Less than the need thou hast in life of me. Even less am L Since I, O Lord, am nothing unto thee. See here thy Sword, I make it keen and bright, Love's last reward. Death, comes to me to-night. Farewell, Zahir-u-din. "To the Unattainable" Oh, that my blood were water, thou athirst, And thou and I in some far Desert land. How would I shed it gladly, if but first It touched thy lips, before it reached the sand. Once, — Ah, the Gods were good to me, — I threw Myself upon a poison snake, that crept Where my Beloved — a lesser love we knew Than this which now consumes me wholly — slept. But thou ; Alas, what can I do for thee ? By Fate, and thine own beauty, set above The need of all or any aid from me. Too high for service, as too far for love. "In the Early, Pearly Morning": Song by Valgovind The fields are full of Poppies, and the skies are very blue, By the Temple in the coppice, I wait, Beloved, for you. The level land is sunny, and the errant air is gay. With scent of rosft and honey ; will you come to me to-day ? From carven walls above me, smile lovers ; many a pair. " Oh, take this rose and love me ! " she has twined it in her hair. He advances, she retreating, pursues and holds her fast, The sculptor left them meeting, in a close embrace at last. Through centuries together, in the carven stone they lie. In the glow of golden weather, and endless azure sky. Oh, that we, who have for pleasure so short and scant a stay. Should waste our summer leisure ; will you come to me to-day ? The Temple bells are ringing, for the marriage month has come. I hear the women singing, and the throbbing of the drum. And when the song is failing, or the drums a moment mute. The weirdly wistful wailing of the melancholy flute. 3 Little Life has got to offer, and little man to lose, Since to-day Fate deigns to proffer, Oh wherefore, then, refuse To take this transient hour, in the dusky Temple gloom While the poppies are in flower, and the mangoe trees abloom. And if Fate remember later, and come to claim her due, What sorrow will be greater than the Joy I had with you ? For to-day, lit by your laughter, between the crushing years, I will chance, in the hereafter, eternities of tears. Reverie of Mahomed Akram at the Tamarind Tank The Desert is parched in the burning sun And the grass is scorched and white. But the sand is passed, and the march is done. We are camping here to-night. I sit in the shade of the Temple walls. While the cadenced water evenly falls. And a peacock out of the Jungle calls To another, on yonder tomb. Above, half seen, in the lofty gloom. Strange works of a long dead people loom. Obscene and savage and half effaced — An elephant hunt, a musicians' feast — And curious matings of man and beast ; What did they mean to the men who are long since dust ? Whose fingers traced, In this arid waste. These rioting, twisted, figures of love and lust. Strange, weird things that no man may say. Things Humanity hides away ; — Secretly done, — Catch the light of the living day. Smile in the sun. S Cruel things that man may not name. Naked here, without fear or shame, Laugh in the carven stone. Deep in the Temple's innermost Shrine is set. Where the bats and the shadows dwell, The worn and ancient Symbol of Life, at rest In its oval shell, By which the men, who, of old, the land possessed, Represented their Great Destroying Power. I cannot forget That, just as my life was touching its fullest flower, Love came and destroyed it all in a single hour, Therefore the dual Mystery suits me well. Sitting alone, The tank's deep water is cool and sweet, Soothing and fresh to the wayworn feet. Dreaming, under the Tamarind shade. One silently thanks the men who made So green a place in this bitter land Of sunburnt sand. The Peacocks scream and the grey Doves coo. Little green, talkative Parrots woo. And small grey Squirrels, with fear askance, At alien me, in their furtive glance. Come shyly, with quivering fur, to see The stranger under their Tamarind tree. 6 Daylight dies, The Camp fires redden like angry eyes, The Tents show white. In the glimmering light. Spirals of tremulous smoke arise, to the purple skies. And the hum of the Camp sounds like the sea. Drifting over the sand to me. Afar, in the Desert some wild voice sings To a jangling zither with minor strings. And, under the stars growing keen above, I think of the thing that I love. A beautiful thing, alert, serene. With passionate, dreaming, wistful eyes. Dark and deep as mysterious skies. Seen from a vessel at sea. Alas, you drifted away from me. And Time and Space have rushed in between. But they cannot undo the Thing-that-has-been, Though it never again may be. You were mine, from dusk until dawning light. For the perfect whole of that bygone night You belonged to me ! They say that Love is a light thing, A foolish thing and a slight thing, A ripe fruit, rotten at core ; They speak in this futile fashion To me, who am wracked with passion. Tormented beyond compassion. For ever and ever more. They say that Possession lessens a lover's delight. As radiant mornings fade into afternoon. I held what I loved in my arms for many a night, Yet ever the morning lightened the sky too soon. Beyond our tents the sands stretch level and far. Around this little oasis of Tamarind trees. A curious, Eastern fragrance fills the breeze From the ruinous Temple garden wrhere roses are. I dream of the rose-like perfume that fills your hair. Of times when my lips were free of your soft closed eyes, While down in the tank the waters ripple and rise And the flying foxes silently cleave the air. The present is subtly welded into the past. My love of you with the purple Indian dusk. With its clinging scent of sandal incense and musk, And withering jasmin flowers. My eyes grow dim and my senses fail at last. While the lonely hours Follow each other, silently, one by one. Till the night is almost done. Then weary, and drunk with dreams, with my garments damp And heavy with dew, I wander towards the camp. Tired, with a brain in which fancy and fact are blent, I stumble across the ropes till I reach my tent. And then to rest. To ensweeten my sleep with lies, To dream I lie in the light of your long lost eyes, 8 My lips set free, To love and linger over your soft loose hair — To dream I lay your delicate beauty bare To solace my fevered eyes. Ah, — if my life might end in a night like this — Drift into death from dreams of your granted kiss ! Verses You are my God, and I would fain adore You With sweet and secret rites of other days. Burn scented oil in silver lamps before You, Pour perfume on Your feet with prayer and praise. Yet are we one ; Your gracious condescension Granted, and grants, the loveliness I crave. One, in the perfect sense of Eastern mention, " Gold and the Bracelet, Water and the Wave." Song of Khan Zada As one may sip a Stranger's Bowl You gave yourself but not your soul. I wonder, now that time has passed. Where you will come to rest at last. You gave your beauty for an hour, I held it gently as a flower. You wished to leave me, told me so, - I kissed your feet and let you go. The Teak Forest Whether I loved you who shall say ? Whether I drifted down your way In the endless River of Chance and Change, And you woke the strange Unknown longings that have no names, But burn us all in their hidden flames. Who shall say ? Life is a strange and a wayward thing : We heard the bells of the Temples ring. The married children, in passing, sing. The month of marriage, the month of spring. Was full of the breath of sunburnt flowers That bloom in a fiercer light than ours, And, under a sky more fiercely blue, I came to you ! You told me tales of your vivid life Where death was cruel and danger rife — Of deep dark forests, of poisoned trees. Of pains and passions that scorch and freeze. Of southern noontides and eastern nights. Where love grew frantic with strange delights. While men were slaying and maidens danced. Till I, who listened, lay still, entranced. Then, swift as a swallow heading south, I kissed your mouth ! One night when the plains were bathed in blood From sunset light in a crimson flood, We wandered under the young teak trees Whose branches whined in the light night breeze ; You led me down to the water's brink, " The Spring where the Panthers come to drink At night ; there is always water here Be the season never so parched and sere." Have we souls of beasts in the forms of men ? I fain would have tasted your life-blood then. The night fell swiftly; this sudden land Can never lend us a twilight strand 'Twixt the daylight shore and the ocean night. But takes — as it gives — at once, the light. We laid us down on the steep hillside. While far below us wild peacocks cried. And we sometimes heard, in the sunburnt grass. The stealthy steps of the Jungle pass. We listened ; knew not whether they went On love or hunger the more intent. And under your kisses I hardly knew Whether I loved or hated you. But your words were flame and your kisses fire. And who shall resist a strong desire ? 13 Not I, whose life is a broken boat On a sea of passions, adrift, afloat. And, whether I came in love or hate, That I came to you was written by Fate In every hue of the blood-red sky. In every tone of the peacocks' cry. While every gust of the Jungle night Was fanning the flame you had set alight. For these things have power to stir the blood And compel us all to their own chance mood. And to love or not we are no more free Than a ripple to rise and leave the sea. We are ever and always slaves of these. Of the suns that scorch and the winds that freeze. Of the faint sweet scents of the sultry air. Of the half heard howl from the far off lair. These chance things master us ever. Compel To the heights of Heaven, the depths of Hell. Whether I love you ? You do not ask. Nor waste yourself on the thankless task. I give your kisses at least return. What matter whether they freeze or burn. I feel the strength of your fervent arms, What matter whether it heals or harms. You are wise; you take what the Gods have sent. You ask no question, but rest content So I am with you to take your kiss, 14 And perhaps I value you more for this. For this is Wisdom ; to love, to live, To take what Fate, or the Gods, may give, To ask no question, to make no prayer. To kiss the lips and caress the hair. Speed passion's ebb as you greet its flow, — To have, — to hold, — and, — in time, — let go ! And this is our Wisdom : we rest together On the great lone hills in the storm-filled weather. And watch the skies as they pale and burn, The golden stars in their orbits turn. While Love is with us, and Time and Peace, And life has nothing to give but these. But, whether you love me, who shall say. Or whether you, drifting down my way In the great sad River of Chance and Change, With your looks so weary and words so strange, Lit my soul from some hidden flame To a passionate longing without a name. Who shall say ? Not I, who am but a broken boat. Content for awhile to drift afloat In the little noontide of love's delights Between two Nights. IS Valgovind's Boat Song Waters glisten and sunbeams quiver. The wind blows fresh and free. Take my boat to your breast, O River ! Carry me out to Sea ! This land is laden with fruit and grain. With never a place left free for flowers, A fruitful mother ; but I am fain For brides in their early bridal hours. Take my boat to your breast, O River ! Carry me out to Sea ! The Sea, beloved by a thousand ships, Is maiden ever, and fresh and free. Ah, for the touch of her cool green lips, Carry me out to Sea ! Take my boat to your breast, dear River, And carry it out to Sea ! i6 Kashmiri Song by Juma You never loved me, and yet to save me, One unforgetable night you gave me Such chill embraces as the snow-covered heights Receive from clouds, in northern, Auroral nights. Such keen communion as. the frozen mere Has with immaculate moonlight, cold and clear. And all desire. Like failing fire. Died slowly, faded surely, and sank to rest Against the delicate chillness of your breast. 17 Zira : in Captivity Love me a little. Lord, or let me go, I am so weary walking to and fro Through all your lonely halls that were so sweet Did they but echo to your coming feet. When by the flowered scrolls of lace-like stone Our women's windows — I am left alone, Across the yellow Desert, looking forth, I see the purple hills towards the north. Behind those jagged Mountains' lilac crest Once lay the captive bird's small rifled nest. There was my brother slain, my sister bound ; His blood, her tears, drunk by the thirsty ground. Then, while the burning village smoked on high. And desecrated all the peaceful sky. They took us captive, us, born frank and free, On fleet, strong camels through the sandy sea. Yet, when we rested, night-times, on the sand By the rare waters of this weary land. Our captors, ere the camp was wrapped in sleep. Talked, and I listened, and forgot to weep. i8 " Is he not brave and fair ? " they asked, " our King, Slender as one tall palm-tree by a spring,; Erect, serene, with gravely brilliant eyes, As deeply dark as are these desert skies. " Truly no bitter fate," they said, and smiled, " Awaits the beauty of this captured child ! " Then something in my heart began to sing. And secretly I longed to see the King. Sometimes the other maidens sat in tears, Sometimes, consoled, they jested at their fears. Musing what lovers Time to them would bring ; But I was silent, thinking of the King. Till, when the weary endless sands were passed. When, far to south, the city rose at last. All speech forsook me and my eyelids fell. Since I already loved my Lord so well. Then the division : some were sent away To merchants in the city; some, they say. To summer palaces, beyond the walls. But me they took straight to the Sultan's halls. Every morning I would wake and say " Ah, sisters, shall I see our Lord to-day ? " The women robed me, perfumed me, and smiled ; " When were his feet unfleet to pleasure, child ? " And tales they told me of his deeds in war. Of how his name was reverenced afar; 19 And, crouching closer in the lamp's faint glow. They told me of his beauty, speaking low. What need, what need ? the women wasted art; I loved you with every fibre of my heart Already. My God ! when did I not love you. In life, in death, when shall I not love you ? You never seek me. All day long I lie Watching the changes of the far-ofF sky Behind the lattice-work of carven stone. And all night long, alas ! I lie alone. But you come never. Ah, my Lord the King, How can you find it well to do this thing ? Come once, come only : sometimes, as I lie, I doubt if I shall see you first, or die. Ah, could I hear your footsteps at the door Hallow the lintel and caress the floor, Then I might drink your beauty, satisfied. Die of delight, ere you could reach my side. Alas, you come not. Lord : life's flame burns low, Faint for a loveliness it may not know. Faint for your face, Oh, come — come soon to me — Lest, though you should not, Death should, set me free ! 20 Marriage Thoughts : by Morsellin Khan Bridegroom I give you my house and my lands, all golden with harvest ; My swford, my shield, and my jewels, the spoils of my strife. My strength and my dreams, and aught I have gathered of glory. And to-night — to-night, I shall give you my very life. Bride I may not raise my eyes, O my Lord, towards you, And I may not speak : what matter ? my voice would fail. But through my downcast lashes, feeling your beauty, I shiver and burn with pleasure beneath my veil. Younger Sisters We throw sweet perfume upon her head, And delicate flowers round her bed. Ah, would that it were our turn to wed ! Mother I see my daughter, vaguely, through my tears, (Ah, lost caresses of my early years ! ) I see the bridegroom, King of men in truth ! (Ah, my first lover, and my vanished youth ! ) Bride Almost I dread this night. My senses fail me. How shall I dare to clasp a thing so dear ? Many have feared your name, but I your beauty. Lord of my life, be gentle to my fear ! Tounger Sisters In the softest silk is our sister dressed, With silver and rubies upon her breast. Where a dearer treasure to-night will rest. Dancing Girls See ! his hair is like silk, and his teeth are whiter Than whitest of jasmin flowers. Pity they marry him thus. I would change my jewels against his caresses. Verily, sisters, this marriage is greatly a loss to us! Bride Would that the music ceased and the night drew round us. With solitude, shadow, and sound of closing doors. So that our lips might meet and our beings mingle. While mine drank deep of the essence, beloved, of yours. Passing Mendicant Out of the joy of your marriage feast. Oh, brothers, be good to me. The way is long and the Shrine is far. Where my weary feet would be. And feasting is always somewhat sad To those outside the door — Still ; Love is only a dream, and Life Itself is hardly more ! 23 To the Unattainable: Lament of Mahomed Akram I WOULD have taken Golden Stars from the sky for your necklace, I would have shaken rose-leaves for your rest from all the rose-trees. But you had no need ; the short sweet grass sufficed for your slumber, And you took no heed of such trifles as gold or a necklace. There is an hour, at twilight, too heavy with memory. There is a flower that I fear, for your hair had its fragrance. I would have squandered Youth for you, and its hope and its promise, Before you wandered, careless, away from my useless passion. But what is the use of my speech, since I know of no words to recall you ? I am praying that Time may teach, you, your Cruelty, me, Forgetfulnes's. 24 Mahomed Akram's Appeal to the Stars Oh, Silver Stars that shine on what I love, Touch the soft hair and sparkle in the eyes, — Send, from your calm serenity above. Sleep to whom, sleepless, here, despairing lies. Broken, forlorn, upon the Desert sand That sucks these tears, and utterly abased, Looking across the lonely, level land, With thoughts more desolate than any waste. Planets that shine on what I so adore. Now thrown, the hour is late, in careless rest. Protect that sleep, which I may watch no more, I, the cast out, dismissed and dispossessed. Far in the hillside camp, in slumber lies What my worn eyes worship but never see. Happier Stars ! your myriad silver eyes Feast on the quiet face denied to me. Loved with a love beyond all words or sense. Lost with a grief beyond the saltest tear. So lovely, so removed, remote, and hence So doubly and so desperately dear ! 25 Stars ! from your skies so purple and so calm, That through the centuries your secrets keep. Send to this worn-out brain some Occult Balm, Send me, for many nights so sleepless, sleep. And ere the sunshine of the Desert jars My sense with sorrow and another day, Through your soft Magic, oh, my Silver Stars ! Turn sleep to Death in some mysterious way. 26 Reminiscence of Mahomed Akram I SHALL never forget you, never. Never escape Your memory vi^oven about the beautiful things of life. The sudden Thought of your Face is like a Wound When it comes unsought On some scent of Jasmin, Lilies, or pale Tuberose, Any one of the sw^eet white fragrant flowers. Flowers I used to love and lay in your hair. Sunset is terribly sad. I saw you stand Tall against the red and the gold like a slender palm ; The light wind stirred your hair as you waved your hand. Waved farewell, as ever, serene and calm. To me, the passion-wearied and tost and torn, Riding down the road in the gathering grey. Since that day The sunset red is empty, the gold forlorn. Often across the Banqueting board at nights Men linger about your name in careless praise — The name that cuts deep into my soul like a knife ; And the gay guest-faces and flowers and leaves and lights Fade away from the failing sense in a haze, And the music sways Far away in unmeasured distance. . . . 27 I cannot forget — I cannot escape. What are the Stars to me ? Stars that meant so much, too much, in my youth ; Stars that sparkled about your eyes, Made a radiance round your hair, What are they now ? Lingering lights of a Finished Feast, Little lingering sparks rather. Of a Light that is long gone out. 28 Story by Lalla-ji, the Priest He loved the Plant with a keen delight, A passionate fervour, strange to see, Tended it ardently, day and night. Yet never a flower lit up the tree. The leaves were succulent, thick, and green, And, sessile, out of the snakelike stem Rose spine-like fingers, alert and keen, To catch at aught that molested them. But though they nurtured it day and night. With love and labour, the child and he Were never granted the longed-for sight Of a flower crowning the twisted tree. Until one evening a wayworn Priest Stopped for the night in the Temple shade And shared the fare of their simple feast Under the vines and the jasmin laid. He, later, wandering round the flowers Paused awhile by the blossomless tree. The man said- " May it be fault of ours. That never its buds my eyes may see ? 29 " A slip it came from the further East Many a sunlit summer ago." " It grows in our Jungles," said the Priest, " Men see it rarely ; but this I know, " The Jungle people worship it ; say They bury a child around its roots — Bury it living : — the only way To crimson glory of flowers and fruits." He spoke in whispers ; his furtive glance Probing the depths of the garden shade. The man came closer, with eyes askance. The child beside them shivered, afraid. A cold wind drifted about the three, Jarring the spines with a hungry sound. The spines that grew on the snakelike tree And guarded its roots beneath the ground. After the fall of the summer rain The plant was glorious, redly gay. Blood-red with blossom. Never again Men saw the child in the Temple play. 30 Request Give me yourself one hour ; I do not crave For any love, or even thought, of me. Come, as a Sultan may caress a slave And then forget for ever, utterly. Come ! as west winds, that passing, cool and wet. O'er desert places, leave them fields in flower ; And all my life, for I shall not forget. Will keep the fragrance of that perfect hour ! 31 Story of Udaipore: Told by Lalla-ji, the Priest " And when the Summer Heat is great, And every hour intense, The Moghra, with its subtle flowers. Intoxicates the sense." The Coco palms stood tall and slim, against the golden glow. And all their grey and graceful plumes were waving to and fro. She lay forgetful in the boat, and watched the dying Sun Sink slowly lakewards, while the stars replaced him, one by one. She saw the marble Temple walls long white reflections make. The echoes of their silver bells were blown across the lake. The evening air was very sweet ; from off the island bowers Came scents of Moghra trees in bloom, and Oleander flowers. " The Moghra flowers that smell so sweet When love's young fancies play ; The acrid Moghra flowers, still sweet Though love be burnt away." 32 The boat went drifting, uncontrolled, the rower rowed no more, But deftly turned the slender prow towards the further shore. The dying sunset touched with gold the Jasmin in his hair ; His eyes were darkly luminous : she looked and found him fair. And so persuasively he spoke, she could not say him nay, And when his young hands took her own, she smiled and let them stay. And all the youth awake in him, all love of Love in her, All scents of white and subtle flowers that filled the twilight air Combined together with the night in kind conspiracy To do Love service, while the boat went drifting onwards, free. " The Moghra flowers, the Moghra flowers. While Youth's quick pulses play They are so sweet, they still are sweet. Though passion burns away." Low in the boat the lovers lay, and from his sable curls The Jasmin flowers slipped away to rest among the girl's. Oh, silver lake and silver night and tender silver sky ! Where as the hours passed, the moon rose white and cold on high. " The Moghra flowers, the Moghra flowers, So dear to Youth at play ; The small and subtle Moghra flowers That only last a day." 3 33 Suddenly, frightened, she awoke, and waking vaguely saw The boat had stranded in the sedge that fringed the further shore.^ The breeze grown chilly, swayed the palms ; she heard, still half awake, A prowling jackal's hungry cry blown faintly o'er the lake. She shivered, but she turned to kiss his soft, remembered face. Lit by the pallid light he lay, in Youth's abandoned grace. But as her lips met his she paused, in terror and dismay, The white moon showed her by her side asleep a Leper lay. " Ah Moghra flowers, white Moghra flowers, All love is blind, they say ; The Moghra flowers, so sweet, so sweet. Though love be burnt away ! " 34 Valgovind's Song in the Spring The Temple bells are ringing, The young green corn is springing. And the marriage month is drawing very near. I lie hidden in the grass, And I count the moments pass, For the month of marriages is drawing near. Soon, ah, soon, the women spread The appointed bridal bed With hibiscus buds and crimson marriage flowers. Where, when all the songs are done, And the dear dark night begun, I shall hold her in my happy arms for hours. She is young and very sweet. From the silver on her feet To the silver and the flowers in her hair, And her beauty makes me swoon. As the Moghra trees at noon Intoxicate the hot and quivering air. 35 Ah, I would the hours were fleet As her silver circled feet, I am weaiy of the daytime and the night ; I am weary unto death. Oh my rose with jasmin breath. With this longing for your beauty and your light. 36 Youth I AM not sure if I knew the truth What his case or crime might be, I only know that he pleaded Youth, A beautiful, golden plea ! Youth, with its sunlit, passionate eyes. Its roseate velvet skin — A plea to cancel a thousand lies. Or a thousand nights of sin. The men who judged him were old and grey. Their eyes and their senses dim. He brought the light of a warm Spring day To the Court-house bare and grim. Could he plead in a lovelier way ? His judges acquitted him. 37 when Love is Over Song of Khan Zada Only in August my heart was aflame. Catching the scent of your Wind-stirred hair. Now, though you spread it to soften my sleep Through the night, I should hardly care. Only last August I drank that water Because it had chanced to cool your hands ; When love is over, how little of love Even the lover understands! 38 "Golden Eyes" Oh Amber Eyes, oh Golden E; Oh Eyes so softly gay ! Wherein swift fancies fall and j Grow dark and fade away. Eyes like a little limpid pool That holds a sunset sky, While on its surface, calm and Blue water lilies lie. Oh Tender Eyes, oh Wistful E You smiled on me one day, And all my life, in glad surprise Leapt up and pleaded " Stay Alas, oh cruel, starlike eyes. So grave and yet so gay, You went to lighten other skies Smiled once and passed awaj Oh, you whom I name " Gold( Perhaps I used to know Your beauty under other skies In lives lived long ago. Perhaps I rowed with galley slaves, Whose labour never ceased, To bring across Phoenician waves Your treasure from the East. Maybe you were an Emperor then And I a favourite slave ; Some youth, whom from the lions' den You vainly tried to save ! Maybe I reigned, a mighty King, The early nations knew, And you were some slight captive thing, Some maiden whom I slew. Perhaps, adrift on desert shores Beside some shipwrecked prow, I gladly gave my life for yours. Would I might give it now ! Or on some sacrificial stone Strange Gods we satisfied. Perhaps you stooped and left a throne To kiss me ere I died. Perhaps, still further back than this. In times ere men were men. You granted me a moment's bliss In some dark desert den. When, with your amber eyes alight With iridescent flame. And fierce desire for love's delight. Towards my lair you came. 40 Ah laughing, ever-brilliant eyes, These things men may not know. But something in your radiance lies. That, centuries ago, Lit up my life in one wild blaze Of infinite desire To revel in your golden rays. Or in your light expire. If this, oh Strange Ringed Eyes, be true. That through all changing lives This longing love I have for you Eternally survives, May I not sometimes dare to dream In some far time to be Your softly golden eyes may gleam Responsively on me ? Ah gentle, subtly changing eyes, You smiled on me one day. And all my life in glad surprise Leaped up, imploring " Stay ! " Alas, alas, oh Golden Eyes, So cruel and so gay. You went to shine in other skies. Smiled once and passed away. 41 Kotri, by the River At Kotri, by the river, when evening's sun is low. The waving palm trees quiver, the golden waters glow. The shining ripples shiver, descending to the sea; At Kotri, by the river, she used to wait for me. So young, she was, and slender, so pale with wistful eyes As luminous and tender as Kotri's twilight skies. Her face broke into flowers, red flowers at the mouth. Her voice, — she sang for hours like bulbuls in the south. We sat beside the water through burning summer days. And many things I taught her of Life and all its ways. Of Love, man's loveliest duty, of Passion's reckless pain. Of Youth, whose transient beauty comes once, but not again. She lay and laughed and listened beside the water's edge. The glancing river glistened and glinted through the sedge. Green parrots flew above her and, as the daylight died. Her young arms drew her lover more closely to her side. Oh days so warm and golden ! oh nights so cool and still ! When Love would not be holden, and Pleasure had his will. Days, when in after leisure, content to rest we lay. Nights, when her lips' soft pressure drained all my life away. 42 And while we sat together, beneath the Babul trees, The fragrant, sultry weather cooled by the river breeze, If passion faltered ever, and left the senses free, We heard the tireless river descending to the sea. I know not where she wandered, or went in after days, Or if her youth were squandered in Love's more doubtful ways. Perhaps, beside the river, she died, still young and fair ; Perchance the grasses quiver above her slumber there. At Kotri, by the river, maybe I too shall sleep The sleep that lasts for ever, too deep for dreams ; too deep. Maybe among the shingle and sand of floods to be Her dust and mine may mingle and float away to sea. Ah Kotri, by the river, when evening's sun is low. Your faint reflections quiver, your golden ripples glow. You knew, oh Kotri river, that love which could not last. For me your palms still shiver with passions of the past. 43 Farewell Farewell, Aziz, it was not mine to fold you Against my heart for any length of days. I had no loveliness, alas, to hold you. No siren voice, no charm that lovers praise. Yet, in the midst of grief and desolation. Solace I my despairing soul with this : Once, for my life's eternal consolation, You lent my lips your loveliness to kiss. Ah, that one night ! I think Love's very essence Distilled itself from out my joy and pain. Like tropical trees, whose fervid inflorescence Glows, gleams, and dies, never to bloom again. Often I marvel how I met the morning With living eyes, after that night with you. Ah, how I cursed the wan, white light for dawning. And mourned the paling stars, as each withdrew ! Yet I, even I, who am less than dust before you. Less than the lowest lintel of your door. Was given one breathless midnight, to adore you. Fate, having granted this, can give no more ! 44 Afridi Love Since, Oh, Beloved, you are not even faithful To me, who loved you so, for one short night. For one brief space of darkness, though my absence Did but endure until the dawning light ; Since all your beauty — which was mine — you squandered On that which now lies dead across your door ; See here this knife, made keen and bright to kill you. You shall not see the sun rise any more. Lie still ! Lie still ! In all the empty village Who is there left to hear or heed your cry .? All are gone down to labour in the valley. Who will return before your time to die ? No use to struggle ; when I found you sleeping, I took your hands and bound them to your side, And both these slender feet, too apt at straying, Down to the cot on which you lie are tied. Lie still. Beloved ; that dead thing lying yonder, I hated and I killed, but love is sweet. And you are more than sweet to me, who love you. Who decked my eyes with dust from off your feet. 45 Give me your lips ; Ah, lovely and disloyal Give me yourself again ; before you go Down through the darkness of the Great, Blind Portal, All of life's best and basest you must know. Erstwhile Beloved, you were so young and fragile I held you gently, as one holds a flower : But now, God knows, what use to still be tender To one whose life is done within an hour ? I hurt ? What then ? Death will not hurt you, dearest, As you hurt me, just for a single night. You call me cruel, who laid my life in ruins To gain one little moment of delight. Look up, look out, across the open doorway The sunlight streams. The distant hills are blue. Look at the pale, pink peach trees in our garden, Sweet fruit will come of them ; — but not for you. The fair, far snow, upon those jagged mountains That gnaw against the hard blue Afghan sky Will soon descend, set free by summer sunshine. You will not see those torrents sweeping by. The world is not for you. From this day forward, You must lie still alone ; who would not lie Alone for one night only, though returning I was, when earliest dawn should break the sky. There lies my lute, and many strings are broken. Some one was playing it, and some one tore 46 The silken tassels round my Hookah woven ; Some one who plays, and smokes, and loves, no more ! Some one who took last night his fill of pleasure, As I took mine at dawn ! The knife went home Straight through his heart ! God only knows my rapture Bathing my chill hands in the warm red foam. And so I pain you ? This is only loving. Wait till I kill you ! Ah, this soft, curled hair ! Surely the fault was mine, to love and leave you Even a single night, you are so fair. Cold steel is very cooling to the fervour Of over passionate ones, Beloved, like you. Nay, turn your lips to mine. Not quite unlovely They are as yet, as yet, though quite untrue. What will your brother say, to-night returning With laden camels homewards to the hills. Finding you dead, and me asleep beside you. Will he awake me first before he kills ? For I shall sleep. Here on the cot beside you When you, my Heart's Delight, are cold in death. When your young heart and restless lips are silent. Grown chilly, even beneath my burning breath. When I have slowly drawn my knife across you. Taking my pleasure as I see you swoon, I shall sleep sound, worn out by love's last fervour. And then, God grant your kinsmen kill me soon ! 47 Yasmini At night, when Passion's ebbing tide Left bare the Sands of Truth, Yasmini, resting by my side, Spoke softly of her youth. " And one " she said " was tall and slim. Two crimson rose leaves made his mouth, And I was fain to follow him Down to his village in the South. " He was to build a hut hard by The stream where palms were growing. We were to live, and love, and lie, And watch the water flowing. "Ah, dear, delusive, distant shore. By dreams of futile fancy gilt ! The riverside we never saw, The palm leaf hut was never built ! " One had a Tope of Mangoe trees. Where early morning, noon and late. The Persian wheels, with patient ease, Brought up their liquid, silver freight. 48 " And he was fain to rise and reach That garden sloping to the sea, \^^JOse groves along the wa\ e-swept beach Should shelter him and love and me. " Doubtless, upon that western shore ^Vith ripe fruit falling to the ground. There dwells the Peace he hungered for. The lovely Peace we never found. " Then there came one with eager eves And keen sword, rczdj f:r the fray. He missed the srorms of Northern skies. The reckless raid and skirmish gay ! " He rose from dreams of war's alarms. To make hi: dazzers keen and bright, Desirins, In my ^err arms. The fiercer rapture of the fight I " He left me soon ; too soon, and sought The stronger, earlier love again. News reached me from the Cabu! Court, Afterwards nothing; doubtless slain. " Doubtless his brilliant, haggard eves, LoDi since took leave of life and lijht, And those lithe limbs I used to prize Feasted the jackal and the kite, 4 49 " But the most loved ! his sixteen years Shone in his cheeks' transparent red. My kisses were his first : my tears Fell on his face when he was dead. " He died, he died, I speak the truth. Though light love leave his memory dim, He was the Lover of my Youth And all my youth went down with him. " For passion ebbs and passion flows. But under every new caress The riven heart more keenly knows Its own inviolate faithfulness. " Our Gods are kind and still deem fit As in old days, with those to lie, Whose silent hearths are yet unlit By the soft light of infancy. " Therefore, one strange, mysterious night Alone within the Temple shade. Recipient of a God's delight I lay enraptured, unafraid. " Also to me the boon was given. But mourning quickly followed mirth. My son, whose father stooped from Heaven, Died in the moment of his birth. 5° " When from the war beyond the seas The reckless Lancers home returned, Their spoils were laid across my knees About my lips their kisses burned. " Back from the Comradeship of Death, Free from the Friendship of the Sword, With brilliant eyes and famished breath They came to me for their reward. " Why do I tell you all these things. Baring my life to you, unsought ? When Passion folds his wearied wings Sleep should be follower, never Thought. " Ay, let us sleep. The window pane Grows pale against the purple sky. The dawn is with us once again. The dawn ; which always means good-bye." Within her little trellised room, beside the palm-fringed sea. She wakeful in the scented gloom, spoke of her youth to me. SI Ojira, to Her Lover I AM waiting in the desert, looking out towards the sunset. And counting every moment till we meet. I am waiting by the marshes and I tremble and I listen Till the soft sands thrill beneath your coming feet. Till I see you, tall and slender, standing clear against the skyline A graceful shade across the lingering red. While your hair the breezes ruffle, turns to silver in the twilight. And makes a fair faint aureole round your head. Far away towards the sunset I can see a narrow river. That unwinds itself in red tranquillity ; I can hear its rippled meeting, and the gurgle of its greeting, As it mingles with the loved and long sought sea. In the purple sky above me showing dark against the starlight. Long wavering flights of homeward birds fly low. They cry each one to the other, and their weird and wistful calling, Makes most melancholy music as they go. 52 Oh, my dearest hasten, hasten ! It is lonely here. Already Have I heard the jackals' first assembling cry, And among the purple shadows of the mangroves and the marshes Fitful echoes of their footfalls passing by. Ah, come soon ! my arms are empty, and so weary for your beauty, I am thirsty for the music of your voice. Come to make the marshes joyous with the sweetness of your presence, Let your Hearing feet bid all the sands rejoice ! My hands, my- lips are feverish with the longing and the waiting And no softness of the twilight soothes their heat. Till I see your radiant eyes, shining stars beneath the starlight, Till I kiss the slender coolness of your feet. Ah, loveliest, most reluctant, when you lay yourself beside me. All the planets reel around me — - fade away. And the sands grow dim, uncertain, — I stretch out my hands towards you While I try to speak but know not what I say ! I am faint with love and longing, and my burning eyes are gazing Where the furtive Jackals wage their famished strife. Oh, your shadow on the mangroves ! and your step upon the sandhills, — This is the loveliest evening of my Life ! S3 Thoughts: Mahomed Akram If some day this body of mine were burned (It found no favour alas ! with you) And the ashes scattered abroad, unurned, Would Love die also, would l^hought die too ? But who can answer, or who can trust. No dreams would harry the windblown dust ? Were I laid away in the furrows deep Secure from jackal and passing plough, Would your eyes not follow me still through sleep Torment me then as they torture now f Would you ever have loved me, Golden Eyes, Had I done aught better or otherwise ? Was I overspeechful, or did you yearn When I sat silent, for songs or speech ? Ah, Beloved, I had been so apt to learn, So apt, had you only cared to teach. But time for silence and song is done. You wanted nothing, my Golden Sun ! What should you want of a waning star ? That drifts in its lonely orbit far Away from your soft, effulgent light In outer planes of Eternal night ? 54 Prayer You are all that is lovely and light, Aziza whom I adore, And, waking, after the night, I am weary with dreams of you. Every nerve in my heart is tense and sore As I rise to another morning apart from you. I dream of your luminous eyes, Aziza whom I adore I Of the ruffled silk of your hair, I dream, and the dreams are lies. But I love them, knowing no more Will ever be mine of you Aziza, my life's despair. I would burn for a thousand days, Aziza whom I adore. Be tortured, slain, in unheard of ways If you pitied the pain I bore. You pity ! Your bright eyes, fastened on other thing Are keener to sting my soul, than scorpion stings ! 55 You are all that is lovely to me. All that is light, One white rose in a Desert of weariness. I only live in the night, The night, with its fair false dreams of you. You and your loveliness. Give me your love for a day, A night, an hour : If the wages of sin are Death I am willing to pay. What is my life but a breath Of passion burning away ? Away for an unplucked flower. O Aziza whom I adore, Aziza my one delight. Only one night, I will die before day. And trouble your life no more. 56 The Aloe My life was like an Aloe flower, beneath an orient sky, Your sunshine touched it for an hour; it blossomed but to die. Torn up, cast out, on rubbish heaps where red flames work their will Each atom of the Aloe keeps the flower-time fragrance still. 57 Memory How I loved you in your sleep, With the starlight on your hair ! The touch of your lips was sweet, Aziza whom I adore, I lay at your slender feet. And against their soft palms pressed, I fitted my face to rest. As winds blow over the sea From Citron gardens ashore, Came, through your scented hair, The breeze of the night to me. My lips grew arid and dry. My nerves were tense. Though your beauty soothe the eye It maddens the sense. Every curve of that beauty is known to me. Every tint of that delicate roseleaf skin. And these are printed on every atom of me. Burnt in on every fibre until I die. And for this, my sin, I doubt if ever, though dust I be, S8 The dust will lose the desire, The torment and hidden fire. Of my passionate love for you. Aziza whom I adore, Aly dust will be fiill of your beauty, as is the blue And infinite ocean full of the azure sky. In the light that waxed and waned Playing about your slumber in silver bars. As the palm trees swung their feathery fronds athwart the stars. How quiet and young you were, Pale as the Champa flowers, violet veined. That, sweet and fading, lay in your loosened hair. How sweet you were in your sleep. With the starlight on your hair ! Your throat thrown backwards, bare. And touched with circling moonbeams, silver white On the couch's sombre shade. Aziza my one delight. When Youth's passionate pulses fade. And his golden heart beats slow. When across the infinite sky 1 see the roseate glow Of my last, last sunset flare, I shall send my thoughts to this night And remember you as I die. The one thing, among all the things of this earth, found fair. How sweet you were in your sleep. With the starlight, silver and sable, across your hair! 59 The First Lover As o'er the vessel's side she leant, She saw the swimmer in the sea With eager eyes on her intent, " Come down, come down and swim with me." So weary was she of her lot. Tired of the ship's monotony. She straightway all the world forgot Save the young swimmer in the sea. So when the dusky, dying light Left all the water dark and dim. She softly, in the friendly night, Slipped down the vessel's side to him. Intent and brilliant, brightly dark. She saw his burning, eager eyes, And many a phosphorescent spark About his shoulders fall and rise. As through the hushed and Eastern night They swam together, hand in hand, Or lay and laughed in sheer delight Full length upon the level sand. 60 " Ah, soft, delusive, purple night Whose darkness knew no vexing moon ! Ah, cruel, needless, dawning light That trembled in the sky too soon ! " 6i Khan Z;ul;i's .Song on llu- llillsid sicir 'I'lIK (ilTH llinl 1)11111 ofi nil liir IijIIh l,iplil iiji lllf hllliluc ;l|ic ivy, 'I'lic arid (IfKcil laiiil ilJhiliIlN The IcivourN "I tlic il.iy. 'I'lir < Icar whilr muiili nailu |Iu(MI|i|i (hi- nl