CORNELL UNIVERSITY LIBRARY FROM The Estate of Willard Austen Cornell University Library PR4202.S64ser.2 1882 Selections from the poetical works of Ro 3 1924 013 442 813 Cornell University Library The original of tliis book is in tine Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://www.archive.org/details/cu31924013442813 SELECTIONS FROM ROBERT BROWNING'S POETICAL WORKS SELECTIONS FROM THE POETICAL WORKS OF ROBERT BROWNING SECOND SERIES S^irbr @J(itiaa LONDON sklTH, ELDER, & CO., 15 WATERLOO PLACE,' 1882 CONTENTS. PAGE A WALL I APPARITIONS 3 NATURAL MAGIC . . • 4 MAGICAL NATURE 5 GARDEN FANCIES, 1 6 GARDEN FANCIES, II 8 IN THREE DAYS 12 THE LOST MISTRESS I4 ONE WAY OF LOVE 16 RUDEL TO THE LADV OF TRIPOLI 1 7 NUMPHOLEPTOS I9 APPEARANCES 25 THE WORST OF IT 26 TOO LATE 31 BIFURCATION 37 •^K LIKENESS 39 MAY AND DEATH 4,2 A FORGIVENESS 44 n Contents. PAGE cenciaja 59 porphyria's lover 70 filippo baldinucci on the privilege of burial . 73 soliloquy of the spanish cloister . . • ■ 93 THE heretic's TRAGEDY 97 HOLY-CROSS DAY 102 AMPHIBIAN 108 ST. MARTIN'S SUMMER 112 JAMES LEE'S wife 117 RESPECTABILITY 135 Dis ALITER VISUM 137 /CONFESSIONS I4S THE HOUSEHOLDER 147 TRAY 149 CAVALIER TUNES, I I5I CAVALIER TUNES, II 152 CAVALIER TUNES, III. I53 ' BEFORE 155 AFTER 158 HERV£ RIEL 159 IN A BALCONY 166 OLD PICTURES IN FLORENCE I98 tBISHOP BLOUGRAM's APOLOGY 211 |MR. SLUDGE, "THE MEDIUM" 24S THE BOY AND THE ANGEL 297 A DEATH IN THE DESERT 3OI FEARS AND SCRUPLES . . . ' . . . . 324 ARTEMIS PROLOGIZES 327 PHEIDIPPIDES . I. 332 Contents. vii PAGE THE PATRIOT 34° POPULARITY , . . . . 34* PISGAH-SIGHTS. 1 345 PISGAH-SIGHTS. 2 347 PISGAH-SIGHTS. 3 35° AT THE "mermaid" . . . . ' . • • • 35* v^'house 359 SHOP 362 A TALE . • 367 SELECTIONS FROM ROBERT BROWNING. A WALL. I. O THE old wall here ! How I could pass Life in a long Midsummer day, My feet confined to a plot of grass, My eyes from a wall not once away ! II. And lush and lithe do the creepers clothe Yon wall I watch, with a wealth of green : Its bald red bricks draped, nothing loth, In lappets of tangle they laugh between. III. Now, what is it makes pulsate the robe ? Why tremble the sprays ? What life o'erbrims The body, — ^the house, no eye can probe, — ■ Divined as, beneath a robe, the limbs ? A Wall. IV. And there again ! But my heart may guess Who tripped behind ; and she sang perhaps : So, the ol'd wall throbbed, and its life's excess Died out and away in the leafy wraps. Wall upon wall are between us : life And song should away from heart to heart ! I — prison-bird, with a ruddy strife At breast, and a lip whence storm-notes start — VI. Hold on, hope hard in the subtle thing That 's spirit : though cloistered fast, soar free ; Account as wood, brick, stone, this ring Of the rueful neighbours, and — forth to thee ! APPARITIONS. I. Such a starved bank of moss Till, that May-morn, Blue ran the flash across : Violets were born ! II. Sky — what a scowl of cloud Till, near and far, Ray on ray split the shroud : Splendidy a star ! III. World — how it walled about Life with disgrace Till God's own smile came out ; That was thy face ! B 2 NATURAL MAGIC. I. All I can say is — I saw it ! The room was as bare as your hand. I locked in the swarth little lady, — I swear^ From the head to the foot of her — well, quite as bare ! " No Nautch shall cheat me," said I, " taking my stand " At this bolt which I draw ! " And this bolt — I with- draw it. And there laughs the lady, not bare, but embowered With — who knows what verdure, o'erfruited, o'erflowered ? Impossible ! Only — I saw it ! All I can sing is — I feel it ! This life was as blank as that room ; I let you pass in here. Precaution, indeed ? Walls, ceiling and floor, — not a chance for a weed ! Wide opens the entrance : where 's cold now, where 's gloom ? No May to sow seed here, no June to reveal it. Behold you enshrined in these blooms of your bringing, These fruits of your bearing — nay, birds of your winging ! A fairy-tale ! Only — I feel it ! MAGICAL NATURE. Flower — I never fancied, jewel — I profess you ! Bright I see and soft I feel the outside of a flower. Save but glow inside and — jewel, I should guess you, Dim to sight and rough to touch : the glory is the dower. II. You, forsooth, a flower ? Nay, my love, a jewel — Jewel at no mercy of a moment in your prime ! Time may fray the flower-face : kind be time or cruel. Jewel, from each facet, flash your laugh at time ! GARDEN FANCIES. I. THE FLOWER'S NAME. I. Here 's the garden she walked across, Arm in my arm, such a short while since : Hark, now I push its wicket, the moss Hinders the hinges and makes them wince ! She must have reached this shrub ere she turned, As back with that murmur the wicket swung ; For she laid the poor snail, my chance foot spurned, To feed and forget it the leaves among. II. Down this side of the gravel-walk She went while her robe's edge brushed the box : And here she paused in her gracious talk To point me a moth on the milk-white phlox. Roses, ranged in valiant row, I will never think that she passed you by ! She loves you noble roses, I know ; But yonder, see, where the rock-plants lie ! Garden Fancies. HI. This flower she stopped at, finger on lip, Stooped over, in doubt, as settling its claim ; Till she gave me, with pride to make no slip. Its soft meandering Spanish name. What a name ! Was it love or praise ? Speech half-asleep or song half-awake ? I must learn Spanish, one of these days. Only for that slow sweet name's sake. Roses, — if I live and do well, I may bring her, one of these days, To fix you fast with as fine a spell, Fit you each with his Spanish phrase. But do not detain me now ; for she lingers There, like sunshine over the ground. And ever I see her soft white fingers Searching after the bud she found. Flower, you Spaniard, look that you grow not, Stay as you are and be loved for ever ! Bud, if I kiss you 't is that you blow not, Mind, the shut pink mouth opens never ! For while it pouts, her fingers wrestle. Twinkling the audacious leaves between. Till round they turn and down they nestle ; Is not the dear mark still to be seen ? Garden Fancies. VI. Where I find her not, beauties vanish ; Whither I follow her, beauties flee ; Is there no method to tell her in Spanish June's twice June since she breathed it with me ? Come, bud, show me the least of her traces. Treasure my lady's lightest footfall ! — Ah, you may flout and turn up your faces — Roses, you are not so fair after all ! II. SIBRANDUS SCHAFNABURGENSIS. I. Plague take all your pedants, say I ! He who wrote what I hold in my hand. Centuries back was so good as to die. Leaving this rubbish to cumber the land ; This, that was a book in its time, Printed on paper and bound in leather. Last month in the white of a matin-prime Just when the birds sang all together. Into the garden I brought it to read, And under the arbute and laurustine Read it, so help me grace in my need, From title-page to closing line. Chapter on chapter did I count. As a curious traveller counts Stonehenge j Added up the mortal amount, And then proceeded to my revenge. Garden Fancies. III. Yonder 's a plum-tree with a crevice An owl would build in, were he but sage ; For a lap of moss, like a fine pont-levis In a castle of the middle age. Joins to a lip of gum, pure amber ; When he 'd be private, there might he spend Hours alone in his lady's chamber : Into this crevice I dropped our friend. IV. Splash, went he, as under he ducked, — At the bottom, I knew, rain-drippings stagnate ; Next, a handful of blossoms I plucked To bury him with, my bookshelf s magnate ; Then I went in-doors, brought out a loaf. Half a cheese, and a bottle of Chablis ; Lay on the grass and forgot the oaf • Over a jolly chapter of Rabelais. V. Now, this morning, betwixt the moss And gum that locked our friend in limbo, A spider had spun his web across, "And sat in the midst with arms akimbo : So, I took pity, for learning's sake, , And, de profundis, accentibus Icetis, Cantate t quoth I, as I got a rake ; And up I fished his delectable treatise. Garden Fancies. Here you have it, dry in the sun, With all the binding all of a blister, And great blue spots where the ink has run, And reddish streaks that wink and glister O'er the page so beautifully yellow : Oh, well have the droppings played their tricks ! Did he guess how toadstools grow, this fellow ? Here 's one stuck in his chapter six ! VII. How did he like it when the live creatures Tickled and toused and browsed him all over, And worm, slug, eft, with serious features. Came in, each one, for his right of trover ? — When the water-beetle with great blind deaf face Made of her eggs the stately deposit. And the newt borrowed just so much of the preface As tiled in the top of his black wife's closet ? VIII. All that life and fun and romping, AH that frisking and twisting and coupling, While slowly our poor friend's leaves were swamping And clasps were cracking and covers suppling ! As if you had carried sour John Knox To the play-house at Paris, Vienna or Munich, Fastened him into a front-row box. And danced off the ballet with trousers and tunic. Garden Fancies. 1 1 IX. Come, old martyr ! What, torment enough is it ? Back to my room shall you take your sweet self. Good-bye, mother-beetle ; husband-eft, sufficit ! See the snug niche I have made on my shelf ! A.'s book shall prop you up, B.'s shall cover you, Here 's C. to be grave with, or D. to be gay. And with E. on each side, and F. right over you, Dry-rot at ease till the Judgment-day ! IN THREE DAYS. So, I shall see her in three days , And just one night, but nights are short. Then two long hours, and that is morn. See how I come, unchanged, unworn ! Feel, where my life broke off from thine, How fresh the splinters keep and fine, — Only a touch and we combine ! II. Too long, this time of year, the days ! But nights, at least the nights are short. As night shows where her one moon is, A hand's-breadth of pure light and bliss. So life's night gives my lady birth And my eyes hold her ! What is worth The rest of heaven, the rest of earth ? III. O loaded curls, release your store Of warmth and scent, as once before The tingling hair did, lights and darks Outbreaking into fairy sparks, In Three Days. 13 When under curl and curl I pried After the warmth and scent inside, Thro' lights and darks how manifold — The dark inspired, the light controlled, As early Art embrowns the gold ! IV. What great fear, should one say, " Three days, " That change the world, might change as well " Your fortune ; and if joy delays, " Be happy that no worse befell ! " What small fear, if another says, " Three days and one short night beside " May throw no shadow on your ways ; " But years must teem with change untried, " With chance not easily defied, "With an end somewhere undescried.'' No fear ! — or, if a fear be born This minute, fear dies out in scorn. Fear ? I shall see her in three days And one night, now the nights are short. Then just two hours, and that is morn ! 14 THE LOST MISTRESS. I. All 's over, then : does truth sound bitter As one at first believes ? Hark, 't is the sparrows' good-night twitter About your cottage eaves ! IL And the leaf-buds on the vine are woolly, I noticed that, to-day ; One day more bursts them open fully : You know the red turns grey. in. To-morrow we meet the same then, dearest ? May I take your hand in mine ? Mere friends are we, — ^well, friends the merest Keep much that I resign. IV. Each glance of the eye so bright and black. Though I keep with heart's endeavour, — Your voice, when you wish the snowdrops back, Though it stay in my soul for ever, — The Lost Mistress. 15 V. Yet I will but say what mere friends say, Or only a thought stronger ; I will hold your hand but as long as all may, Or so very little longer ! i6 ONE WAY OF LOVE. All June I bound the rose in sheaves. Now, rose by rose, I strip the leaves And strew them where Pauline may pass. She will not turn aside ? Alas ! Let them lie. Suppose they die ? The chance was they might take her eye. IL How many a month I strove to suit These stubborn fingers to the lute ! To-day I venture all I know. She will not hear my music ? So ! Break the string ; fold music's wing : Suppose Pauline had bade me sing ! IIL My whole life long I learned to love. This hour my utmost art I prove And speak my passion — heaven or hell ? She will not give me heaven ? T is well ! Lose who may — I still can say, Those who win heaven, blest are they ! ?7 RUDEL TO THE LADY OF TRIPOLI. I KNOW a Mount, the gracious Sun perceives First, when he visits, last, too, when he leaves The world ; and, vainly favoured, it repays The day-long glory of his steadfast gaze By no change of its large calm front of snow. And, underneath the Mount, a Flower I know,, He cannot have perceived, that changes ever At his appro'ach ; and, in the lost endeavour To live his life, has parted, one by one. With all a flower's true graces, for the grace Of being but a foolish mimic sun, With ray-like florets round a disk-like face. Men nobly call by many a name the Mount As over many a land of theirs its large Calm front of snow like a triumphal targe Is reared, and still with old names, fresh names vie. Each to its proper praise and own account : Men call the Flower, the Sunflower, sportively. II. Ohj Apgel of the East, one, one gold look Across the waters to this twilight nook, — The far sad waters. Angel, to this nook ! II. C 1 8 Rudel to the Lady of Tripoli. III. Dear Pilgrim, art thou for the East indeed ? Go ! — saying ever as thou dost proceed, That I, French Rudel, choose for my device A sunflower outspread like a sacrifice Before its idol. See ! These inexpert And hurried fingers could not fail to hurt The woven picture ; 't is a woman's skill Indeed ; but nothing baffled me, so, ill Or well, the work is finished. Say, men feed On songs I sing, and therefore bask the bees On my flower's breast as on a platform broad : But, as the flower's concern is not for these But solely for the sun, so men applaud In vain this Rudel, he not looking here But to the East — the East ! Go, say this, Pilgrim dear ! 19 NUMPHOLEPTOS. Still you stand, still you listen, still you smile ! Still melts your moonbeam through me, white awhile, * Softening, sweetening, till sweet and soft Increase so round this heart of mine, that oft I could believe your moonbeam-smile has past The pallid limit and, transformed at last, Lies, sunlight and salvation — warms the soul It sweetens, softens ! Would you pass that goal. Gain love's birth at the limit's happier verge. And, where an iridescence lurks, but urge The hesitating pallor on to prime Of dawn ! — true blood-streaked, sun-warmth, action-time, By heart-pulse ripened to a ruddy glow Of gold above my clay — I scarce should know From gold's self, thus suffused ! For gold means love. What means the sad slow silver smile above My clay but pity, pardon ? — at the best, But acquiescence that I take my rest. Contented to be clay, while in your heaven The sun reserves love for the Spirit-Seven Companioning God's throne they lamp before, — Leaves earth a mute waste only wandered o'er Numpholeftos. By that pale soft sweet disempassioned moon Which smiles me slow forgiveness ! Such, the boon I beg ? Nay, dear, submit to this — just this Supreme endeavour ! As my lips now kiss Your feet, my arms convulse your shrouding robe, My eyes, acquainted with the dust, dare probe Your eyes above for — what, if bom, would blind Mine with' redundant bliss, as flash may find The inert nerve, sting awake the palsied limb. Bid with life's ecstacy sense overbrim And suck back death in the resurging joy — So grant me — love, whole, sole, without alloy ! Vainly ! The promise withers ! I employ Lips, arms, eyes, pray the prayer which finds the word Make the appeal which must be felt, not heard, And none the more is changed your calm regard : Rather, its sweet and soft grow harsh and hard — Forbearance, then repulsion, then disdain. Avert the rest ! I rise, see ! — make, again Once more, the old departure for some track Untried yet through a world which brings me back Ever thus fruitlessly to find your feet, To fix your eyes, to pray the soft and sweet Which smile there — take from his new pilgrimage Your outcast, once your inmate, and assuage With love — not placid pardon now — his thirst For a mere drop from out the ocean erst He drank at ! Well, the quest shall be renewed. Fear nothing ! Though I linger, unembued With any drop, my lips thus close. I go ! So did I leave you, I have found you so, Numpholeptos. And doubtlessly, if fated to return, So shall my pleading persevere and earn Pardon — not love — in that same smile, I learn, And lose the meaning of, to learn once more. Vainly ! What fairy track do I explore ? What magic hall return to, like the gem Centuply-angled o'er a diadem ? You dwell there, hearted ; from your midmost home Rays forth — through that fantastic world I roam Ever — from centre to circumference. Shaft upon coloured shaft : this crimsons thence. That purples out its precinct through the waste. Surely I had your sanction when I faced. Fared forth upon that untried yellow ray Whence I retrack my steps ? They end to-day Where they began, before your feet, beneath Your eyes, your smile : the blade is shut in sheath, Fire quenched in flint ; irradiation, late Triumphant through the distance,' finds its fate, Merged in your blank pure soul, alike the source And tomb of that prismatic glow : divorce Absolute, all-conclusive ! Forth I fared. Treading the lambent flamelet: little cared If now its flickering took the topaz tint. If now my dull-caked path gave sulphury hint Of subterranean rage — no stay nor stint To yellow, since you sanctioned that I bathe. Burnish, me, soul and body, swim and swathe In yellow licence. Here I reek suffused With crocus, saffron, orange, as I used 2 Numpholeptos. With scarlet, purple, every dye o' the bow Born of the storm-cloud. As before, you show Scarce recognition, no approval, some Mistrust, more wonder at a man become Monstrous in garb, nay^flesh disguised as well. Through his adventure. Whatsoe'er befell, I followed, whereso'er it wound, that vein You authorised should leave your whiteness, stain Earth's sombre stretch beyond your midmost place Of vantage, — trode that tinct whereof the trace On garb and flesh repel you ! Yes, I plead Your own permission— your command, indeed, That who would worthily retain the love Must share the knowledge shrined those eyes above. Go boldly on adventure, break through bounds O' the quintessential whiteness that surrounds Your feet, obtain experience of each tinge That bickers forth to broaden out, impinge Plainer his foot its pathway all distinct from every other. Ah, the wonder, linked With fear, as exploration manifests What agency it was first tipped the crests Of unnamed wildflower, soon protruding grew Portentous mid the sands, as when his hue Betrays him and the burrowing snake gleams through ;. Till, last . . but why parade more shame and pain ? Are not the proofs upon me ? Here again I pass into your presence, I receive Vour smile of pity, pardon, and I leave . . . No, not this last of times I leave you, mute, Submitted to my penance, so my foot Numpholeptos. 23 May yet again adventure, tread, from source To issue, one more ray of rays which course Each other, at your bidding, from the sphere Silver and sweet, their birthplace, down that drear Dark of the world, — you promise shall return Your pilgrim jewelled as with drops o' the urn The rainbow paints from, and no smatch at all Of ghastliness at edge of some cloud-pall Heaven cowers before, as earth awaits the fall O' the bolt and flash of doom. Who trusts your word Tries the adventure: and returns — absurd As frightful — in that sulphur-steeped disguise Mocking the priestly cloth-of-gold, sole prize The arch-heretic was wont to bear away Until he reached the burning. No, I say : No fresh adventure ! No more seeking love At end of toil, and finding, calm above My passion, the old statuesque regard, The sad petrific smile ! O you — less hard And hateful than mistaken and obtuse Unreason of a she-intelligence ! You very woman with the pert pretence To match the male achievement ! Like enough ! Ay, you were easy victors, did the rough Straightway efface itself to smooth, the gruff Grind down and grow a whisper, — did man's truth Subdue, for sake of chivalry and ruth, Its rapier-edge to suit the bulrush-spear Womanly falsehood fights with ! O that ear 24 Numpholeptos. All fact pricks rudely, that thrice-superfine Feminity of sense, with right divine To waive all process, take result stain-free From out the very muck wherein . . . Ah me ! The true slave's querulous outbreak ! All the rest Be resignation ! Forth at your behest I fare. Who knows but this — the crimson-quest — May deepen to a sunrise, not decay To that cold sad sweet smile ?— which I obey. 23 APPEARANCES. And so you found that poor room dull, Dark, hardly to your taste, my Dear ? Its features seemed unbeautiful : But this I know — 't was there, riot here. You plighted troth to me, the word Which — ask that poor room how it heard ! And this rich room obtains your praise Unqualified, — so bright, so fair, So all wbereat perfection stays ? Ay, but remember — here, not there. The other word was spoken ! Ask This rich room how you dropped the mask ! 26 THE WORST OF IT. I. Would it were I had been false, not you ! I that am nothing, not you that are all : I, never the worse for a touch or two On my speckled hide; not you, the pride Of the day, my swan, that a first fleck's fall On her wonder of white must unswan, undo ! II. I had dipped in life's struggle and, out again. Bore specks of it here, there, easy to see. When I found my swan and the cure was plain ; The dull turned bright as I caught your white On my bosom : you saved me — saved in vain If you ruined yourself, and all through me ! III. Yes, all through the speckled beast I am. Who taught you to stoop ; you gave me yourself, And bound your soul by the vows which damn : Since on better thought you break, as you ought, Vows — words, no angel set down, some elf Mistook, — for an oath, an epigram ! The Worst of It 27 IV. Yes, might I judge you, here were my heart, And a hundred its Hke, to treat as you pleased ! I choose to be yours, for my proper part, Yours, leave me or take, or mar or make ; If I acquiesce, why should you be teased With the conscience-prick and the memory-smart ? But what will God say ? Oh, my Sweet, Think, and be sorry you did this thing' ! Though earth were unworthy to feel your feet, There 's a heaven above may deserve your love : Should you forfeit heaven for a snapt gold ring And a promise broke, were it just or meet ? VI. And I to have tempted you ! I, who tried ' Your soul, no doubt, till it sank ! Unwise, I loved and was lowly, loved and aspired, I/)ved, grieving or glad, till I made you mad. And you meant tO' have hated and despised — Whereas, you deceived me nor inquired ! VII. She, ruined ? How ? No heaven for her ? Crowns to give, and none for the brow That looked like marble and smelt like myrrh ? Shall the robe be worn, and the palm-branch borne, And she go graceless, she graced now Beyond all saints, as themselves aver ? 2§ The Worst of It. VIII. Hardly ! That must be understood ! The earth is your place of penance, then ; And what will it prove ? I desire your good, But, plot as I may, I can find no way How a blow should fall, such as falls on men, Nor prove too much for your womanhood. IX It will come, I suspect, at the end of life, When you walk alone, and review the past ; And I, who so long shall have done with strife. And journeyed my stage and earned my wage And retired as was right, — I am called at last When the devil stabs you, to lend the knife. X, He stabs for the minute of trivial wrong. Nor the other hours are able to save, The happy, that lasted my whole life long : For a promise broke, not for first words spoke, The true, the only, that turn my grave To a blaze of joy and a crash of song. XI. Witness beforehand ! Off I trip On a safe path gay through the flowers you flung My very name made great by your lip. And my heart a-glow with the good I know Of a perfect year when we both were young, And I tasted the angels' fellowship. The Worst of It. 29 XII And witness, moreover . . . Ah, but wait ! I spy the loop whence an arrow shoots ! It may be for yourself, when you meditate, That you grieve — for slain ruth, murdered truth : " Though falsehood escape in the end, what boots ? " How truth would have triumphed ! " — you sigh too late. XIII. Ay, who would have triumphed like you, I say ! Well, it is lost now ; well, you must bear. Abide and grow fit for a better day. You should hardly grudge, could I be your judge ! But hush ! For you, can be no despair : There 's amends : 't is a secret : hope and pray ! XIV. For I was true at least — oh, true enough ! And, Dear, truth is not as good as it seems ! Commend me to conscience ! Idle stuff ! Much help is in mine, as I mope and pine, And skulk through day, and scowl in my dreams At my swan's obtaining the crow's rebuff! XV. Men tell me of truth now — " False! " I cry : Of beauty — " A mask, friend ! Look beneath ! " We take our own method, the devil and I, With pleasant and fair and wise and rare : And the best we wish to what lives, is — death ; Which even in wishing, perhaps we lie ! 30 The Worst of It. XVI. Far better commit a fault and have done — As you, Dear ! — for ever; and choose the pure, And look where the healing waters run. And strive and strain to be good again, And a place in the other world ensure, All glass and gold, with God for its sun. Misery ! What shall I say or do ? I cannot advise, or, at least, persuade. Most like, you are glad you deceived me — ^rue No whit of the wrong : you endured too long. Have done no evil and want no aid. Will live the old life out and chance the new. XVIII. And your sentence is written all the same. And I can do nothing, — pray, perhaps : But somehow the world pursues its game, — If I pray, if I curse,— for better or worse : And my faith is torn to a thousand scraps, And my heart feels ice while my words breathe flame. XIX. Dear, I look from my hiding-place. Are you still so fair ? Have you still the eyes ? Be happy ! Add but the other grace. Be good ! Why want what the angels vaunt ? "^ knew you once : but in Paradise, If we meet, I will pass nor turn my face. 31 TOO LATE. I. Here was I with my arm and heart And brain, all yours for a word, a want Put into a look — just a look, your part, — While mine, to repay it . . . vainest vaunt, Were the woman, that 's dead, alive to hear, Had her lover, that 's lost, love's proof to show ! But I cannot show it ; you cannot speak From the churchyard neither, miles removed. Though I feel by a pulse within my cheek. Which stabs and stops, that the woman I loved Needs help in her grave and finds none near, Wants warmth from the heart which sends it — so! II. Did I speak once angrily, all the drear days You lived, you woman I loved so well, Who married the other ? Blame or praise, Where was the use then ? Time would tell. And the end declare what man for you, What woman for me was the choice of God. But, Edith dead ! no doubting more ! I used to sit and look at my life 32 Too Late. As it rippled and ran till, right before, A great stone stopped it : oh, the strife Of waves at the stone some devil threw In my life's midcurrent, thwarting God ! But either I thought, " They may churn and chide " Awhile, — my waves which came for their joy " And found this horrible stone full-tide : " Yet I see just a thread escape, deploy " Through the evening-country, silent and safe, " And it suffers no more till it finds the sea." Or else I would think, " Perhaps some night " When new things happen, a meteor-ball " May slip through the sky in a line of light, " And earth breathe hard, and landmarks fall, " And my waves no longer champ nor chafe, " Since a stone will have rolled from its place : let be!" IV. But, dead ! All 's done with : wait who may, Watch and wear and wonder who will. Oh, my whole life that ends to-day ! Oh, my soul's sentence, sounding still, " The woman is dead, that was none of his ; " And the man, that was none of hers, may go ! " There 's only the past left : worry that ! Wreak, like a bull, on the empty coat. Rage, its late wearer is laughing at ! Tear the collar to rags, having missed his throat ; Strike stupidly on — "This, this and this, " Where I would that a bosom received the blow!" Too Late. 33 V. I ought to have done more : orice my speech, And once your answer, and there, the end, And Edith was henceforth out of reach ! Why, men do more to deserve a friend. Be rid of a foe, get rich, grow wise. Nor, folding their arms, stare fate in the face. Why, better even have burst like a thief And borne you away to a rock for us two. In a moment's horror, bright, bloody and brief. Then changed to myself again — " I slew " Myself in that moment j a rufiSan lies ' Somewhere: your slave, see, born in his place! " VI. What did the other do ? You be judge ! Look at us, Edith ! Here are we both ! Give- him his six whole years : I grudge None of the life with you, nay, I loathe Myself that I grudged his start in advance Of me who could overtake and pass. But, as if he loved you ! No, not he, Nor anyone else in the world, 't is plain : Who ever heard that another, free As I, young, prosperous, sound and sane. Poured life out, proffered it — " Half a glance " Of those eyes of yours and I drop the glass ! " VII. Handsome, were you? 'T is more than they held, More than they said; I was Vare and watched : I was the 'scapegrace, this rat belled The cat, this fool got his whiskers scratched : I. D 34 Too Late. The others ? No head that was turned, no heart Broken, my lady, assure yourself ! Each soon made his mind up ; so and so Married a dancer, such and such Stole his friend's wife, stagnated slow. Or maundered, unable to do as much, And muttered of peace where he had no part : While, hid in the closet, laid on the shelf, — VJII. On the whole, you were let alone, I think ! So, you looked to the other, who acquiesced ; My rival, the proud man, — prize your pink Of poets ! A poet he was ! I Ve guessed : He rhymed you his rubbish nobody read. Loved you and doyed you — did not I laugh ! There was a prize ! But we both were tried. Oh, heart of mine, marked broad with her mark, Tekel, found wanting, set aside. Scorned ! See, I bleed these tears in the dark Till comfort come and the last be bled : He ? He is tagging your epitaph. If it would only come over again ! — Time to be patient with me, and probe This heart till you punctured the proper vein. Just to learn what blood is : twitch the robe From that blank lay-figure your fancy draped. Prick the leathern heart till the — verses spirt ! And late it was easy ; late, you walked Where a friend might meet you ; Edith's name Too Late. 35 Arose to one's lip if one laughed or talked ; If I heard good new's, you heard the same ; When I woke, I knew that your breath escaped ; I could bide my tiifle, keep alive, alert. X. And alive I shall keep and long, you will see ! I knew a man, was kicked Uke a dog From gutter to cesspool ; what cared he So long as he picked from the filth his prog ? He saw youth, beauty and genius die. And joUily lived to his hundredth year. But I will live otherwise : none of such life ! ■■ At once I begin as I mean to end. Go on with the world, get gold in its strife. Give your spouse the slip and betray your friend ! There are two who decline, a woman and I, And enjoy our death in the darkness here. I liked that way you had with your curls Wound to a ball in a net behind : Your cheek was chaste as a quaker-girl's. And your mouth — there was never, to my mind. Such a funny mouth, for it would not shut ; And the dented chin too — what a chin ! There were certain ways when you spoke, some words That you know you never could pronounce : You were thin, however ; like a bird's Your hand seemed — some would say, the pounce Of a scaly-footed hawk — all but ! The world was right when it called you thin. 36 Too Late. XII. But I tiarn my back on the world : I take Your hand, and kneel, and lay to my lips. Bid me live, Edith ! Let me slake Thirst at your presence ! Fear no slips ! 'T is your slave shall pay, while his soul endures. Full due, love's whole debt, summum jics. My queen shall have high observance, planned Courtship made perfect, no least line Crossed without warrant There you stand, Warm too, and white too : would this wine Had washed all over that body of yours. Ere I drank it, and you down with it, thus ! 37 BIFURCATION, We were two lovers ; let me lie by her, My tomb beside her tomb. On hers inscribe — " I loved him ; but my reason bade prefer " Duty to love, reject the tempter's bribe " Of rose and lily when each path diverged, " And either I must pace to life's far end " As love should lead me, or, as duty uiged, " Plod the worn causeway arm in arm with friend. " So, truth turned falsehood : ' How I loathe a flower, " ' How prize the pavement ! ' still caressed his ear — " The deafish friend's — through life's day, hour by hour, " As he laughed (coughing) ' Ay, it would appear ! ' " But deep within my heart of hearts there hid " Ever the confidence, amends for all, *' That heaven repairs what wrong earth's journey did, " When love from life-long exile comes at call " Duty and love, one broadway, were the best — " Who doubts ? But one or other was to choose. " I chose the darkling half, and wait the rest " In that new world where light and darkness fuse." Inscribe on mine — " I loved her : love's track lay " O'er sand and pebble, as all travellers know. " Duty led through a smiling country, gay ^' With greensward where the rose and lily blow. 38 Bifurcation. " ' Our roads are diverse : farewell, love ! ' said she : " ' 'T is duty I abide by : homely sward " ' And not the rock-rough picturesque for me ! " ' Above, where both roads join, I wait reward. " ' Be you as constant to the path whereon " ' I leave you planted ! ' But man needs must move, " Keep moving — whither, when the star is gone " Whereby he steps secure nor strays from love ? " No stone but I was tripped by, stumbling-block " But brought me to confusion. Where I fell, " There I lay flat, if moss disguised the rock : " Thence, if flint pierced, I rose and cried ' All 's well ! " ' Duty be mine to tread in that high sphere " ' Where love from duty ne'er disparts, I trust, " ' And two halves make that whole, whereof — since here " ' One must suffice a man — why, this one must ! ' " Inscribe each tomb thus : then, some sage acquaint The simple — which holds sinner, which holds saint ! 39 A LIKENESS. Some people hang portraits up In a room where they dine or sup : And the wife clinks tea-things under, And her cousin, he stirs his cup. Asks, " Who was the lady, I wonder ? " " 'T is a daub John bought at a sale," Quoth the wife, — looks black as thunder. " What a shade beneath her nose ! " Snuff-taking, I suppose, — " Adds the cousin, while John's corns ail. Or else, there 's no wife in the case. But the portrait 's queen of the place. Alone mid the other spoils Of youth, — masks, gloves and foils, And pipe-sticks, rose, cherry-tree, jasmine, And the long whip, the tandem-lasher. And the cast from a fist (" not, alas ! mine, " But my master's, the Tipton Slasher ") And the cards where pistol-balls mark ace. And a satin shoe used for a cigar-case. And the chamois-horns (" shot in the Chablais ") 40 A Likeness. And prints — Rarey drumming on Cruiser, And Sayers, our champion, the bruiser, And the little edition of Rabelais : Where a friend, with both hands in his pockets May saunter up close to examine it. And remark a good deal of Jane Lamb in it, " But the eyes are half out of their sockets ; " That hair 's not so bad, where the gloss is, " But they 've made the girl's nose a proboscis • " Jane Lamb, that we danced with at Vichy ! " What, is not she Jane ? Then, who is she? " All that I own is a print. An etching, a mezzotint ; 'T is a study, a fancy, a fiction, Yet a fact (take my conviction) Because it has more than a hint Of a certain face, I never Saw elsewhere touch or trace of In women I 've seen the face of : Just an etching, and, so far, clever. I keep my prints an imbroglio, Fifty in one portfolio. When somebody ttries my claret, We turn round chairs to the fire, Chirp over days in a garret. Chuckle o'er Increase of salary. Taste the good fruits of our leisure, Talk about pencil and lyre. And the National Portrait Gallery : Then I exhibit my treasure. A Likeness. 41 After we 've turned over twenty, And the debt of wonder my crony owes Is paid to my Marc Antonios, He stops me — " Festina lentt ! " What 's that sweet thing there, the etching?" How my waistcoat-strings want stretching, How my cheeks grow red as tomatos, How my heart leaps ! But hearts, after leaps, ache. " By the by, you must take, for a keepsake, " That other, you praised, of Volpato's." The fool ! would he try a flight further and say — He never saw, never before to-day, What was able to take his breath away, A face to lose youth for, to occupy age With the dream of, meet death with, — why, I 'II not engage But that, half in a rapture and half in a rage, I should toss him the thing's self — " 'T is only a duplicate, " A thing of no value ! Take it, I supplicate ! " 42 MAY AND DEATH. I WISH that when you died last May, Charles, there had died along with you Three parts of spring's delightful things ; Ay, and, for me, the foiurth part too. A foolish thought, and worse, perhaps ! There must be many a pair of friends Who, arm in arm, deserve the warm Moon-births and the long evening-ends. III. So, for their sake, be May still May ! Let their new time, as mine of old. Do all it did for me : I bid Sweet sights and sounds throng manifold. Only, one little sight, one plant. Woods have in May, that starts up green Save a sole streak which, so to speak. Is spring's blood, spilt its leaves between,- May and Death. 43 V. That, they might spare ; a certain wood Might miss the plant ; their loss were small : But I, — whene'er the leaf grows there, Its drop comes from my heart, that 's all. 44 A FORGIVENESS. I AM indeed the personage you know. As for my wife, — what happened long ago — You have a right to question me, as I Am bound to answer. ("Son, a fit reply !" The monk half spoke, half ground through his clenched teeth. At the confession-grate I knelt beneath.) Thus then all happened. Father ! Power and place I had as still I have. I ran life's race. With the whole world to see, as only strains His strength some athlete whose proSigious gains Of good appal him : happy to excess, — Work freely done should balance happiness Fully enjoyed ; and, since beneath my roof Housed she who made home heaven, in heaven's behoof I went forth every day, and all day long Worked for the world. Look, how the labourer's song Cheers him ! Thus sang my soul, at each sharp throe Of labouring flesh and blood — " She loves me so ! " A Forgiveness. 45 One day, perhaps such song so knit the nerve That work grew play and vanished. " I deserve " Haply my heaven an hour before the time ! " I laughed, as silverly the clockhouse-chime Surprised me passing through the postern-gate — Not the main entry where the menials wait And wonder why the world's affairs allow The master sudden leisure. That was how I took the private garden-way for once. Forth from the alcove, I saw start, ensconce Himself behind the porphyry vase, a man. My fancies in the natural order ran : " A spy, — ^perhaps a foe in ambuscade, — " A thief, — more like, a sweetheart of soriie maid " Who pitched on the alcove for tryst perhaps." " Stand there ! " I bid. Whereat my man but wraps His face the closelier with uplifted arm Whereon the cloak lies, strikes in blind alarm This and that pedestal as, — stretch and stoop, — Now in, now out of sight, he thrids the group Of statues, marble god and goddess ranged Each side the pathway, till the' gate 's exchanged For safety : one step thence, the street, you know ! Thus far I followed with my gaze. Then, slow, Near on admiringly, I breathed again, And-^back to that last fancy of the train — " A danger risked for hope of just a word " With — which of all my nest may be the bird 46 A Forgiveness. " This poacher covets for her plumage, pray ? " Carmen ? Juana ? Carmen seems too gay " For such adventure, while Juana 's grave " — Would scorn the folly. I applaud the knave ! " He had the eye, could single from my brood " His proper fledgeling ! " As I turned, there stood In face of me, my wife stone-still stone-white. Whether one bound had brought her, — at first sight Of what she judged the encounter, sure to be Next moment, of the venturous man and me, — Brought her to clutch and keep me from my prey : Whether impelled because her death no day Could come so absolutely opportune As now at joy's height, like a year in June Stayed at the fall of its first ripened rose ; Or whether hungry for my hate — who knows ? — Eager to end an irksome lie, and taste Our tingling true relation, hate embraced By hate one naked moment : — anyhow There stone-still stone-white stood my wife, but now The woman who made heaven within my house. Ay, she who faced me was my very spouse As well as love — you are to recollect ! " Stay ! " she said. " Keep at least one soul unspecked " With crime, that 's spotless hitherto — your own ! " Kill me who court the blessing, who alone " Was, am and shall be guilty, first to last ! " The man lay helpless in the toils I cast A Forgiveness. 47 " About him, helpless as the statue there " Against that strangling bell-flower's bondage : tear " Away and tread to dust the parasite, " But do the passive marble no despite ! " I love him as I hate you. Kill me ! Strike " At one blow both infinitudes alike " Out of existence — hate and love ! Whence love ? " That 's safe inside my heart, nor will remove " For any "searching of your steel, I think. " Whence hate ? The secret lay on lip, at brink " Of speech, in one fierce tremble to escape, " At every form wherein your love took shape, " At each new provocation of your kiss. " Kill me ! " We went in. Next day after this, I felt as if the speech might come. I spoke — Easily, after all. " The lifted cloak " Was screen suflScient : I concern myself " Hardly with laying hands on who for pelf — " Whate'er the ignoble kind — may prowl and brave " Cuffing and kicking proper to a knave " Detected by my household's vigilance. " Enough of such ! As for my love-romance — " I, like our good Hidalgo, rub my eyes " And wake and wonder how the film could rise " Whiqh changed for me a barber's basin straight " Into — Mambrino's helm ? I hesitate " Nowise to say — God's sacramental cup ! " Why should I blame the brass which, burnished up, 48 A Forgiveness. " Will blaze, to all but me, as good as gold ? " To me — a warning I was overbold " In judging metals. The Hidalgo waked " Only to die, if I remember, — staked " His life upon the basin's worth, and lost : " While I confess torpidity at most " In here and there a limb ; but, lame and halt, " Still should I work on, still repair my fault " Ere I took rest in death, — no fear at all ! " Now, work — no word before the curtain fall ! " The " curtain " ? That of death on life, I meant : My " word " permissible in death's event. Would be— truth, soul to soul ; for, otherwise, Day by day, three years long, there had to rise And, night by night, to fall upon our stage — OurS, doomed to public play by heritage — Another curtain, when the world, perforce Our critical assembly, in due course Came and went, witnessing, gave praise or blame To art-mimetic. It had spoiled the game If, suffered to set foot behind our scene. The world had witnessed how stage-king and queen. Gallant and lady, but a minute since Enarming each the other, would evince No sign of recognition as they took His way and her way to whatever nook Waited them in the darkness either side Of that bright stage where lately groom and bride Had fired the audience to a frenzy-fit Of sympathetic rapture — every whit A Forgiveness. 49 EarnetJ as the curtain fell on her and me, — Actors. Three whole years, nothing was to see But calm and concord : where a speech was due There came the speech ; when smiles were wanted too Smiles were as ready. In a place like mine, Where foreign and domestic cares comibine. There 's audience every day and all day long ; But finally the last of the whole throng Who linger lets one see his back. For her — Why, liberty and liking : I aver. Liking and liberty ! For me — I breathed, Let my face rest from every wrinkle wreathed Smile-like about the mouth, unlearned my task Of personation till next day bade mask. And quietly betook me from that world To the real world, not pageant : there unfurled In work, its wings, my soul, the fretted power. Three years I worked, each minute of each hour Not claimed by acting : — work I may dispense With talk about, since work in evidence, Perhaps in history ; who knows or cares ? After three years, this way, all unawares, Our acting ended. She and I, at close Of a loud night-feast, led, between two rows Of bending male and female loyalty, Our lord the king down staircase, while, held high At arm's length did the twisted tapers' flare Herald his passage from our palace where Such visiting4eft glory evermore. Again the ascent in public, till at door II. E 50 ' A Forgiveness. As we two stood by the saloon — now blank And disencumbered of its guests — ^there sank A whisper in my ear, so low and yet So unmistakable ! " I half forget " The chamber you repair to, and I want " Occasion for one short word — if you grant " That grace — within a certain room you called " Our ' Study,' for you wrote there while I scrawled " Some paper full of faces for my sport " That room I can remember. Just one short " Word with you there, for the remembrance' sake ! " "Follow me thither ! " I replied. We break The gloom a little, as with guiding lamp I lead the way, leave warmth and cheer, by damp Blind disused serpentining ways afar From where the habitable chambers are, — Ascend, descend stairs tunneled through the stone, — Always in silence, — till I reach the lone Chamber sepulchred for my very own Out of the palace-quarry. When a boy. Here was my fortress, stronghold from annoy. Proof-positive of ownership ; in youth I garnered up my gleanings here — uncouth But precious relics of vain hopes, vain fears ; Finally, this became in after years My closet of entrenchment to withstand Invasion of the foe on every hand — A Forgiveness. 51 The multifarious herd in bower and hall, State-room, — rooms whatsoe'er the style, which call On masters to be mindful that, before Men, they must look like men and something more. Here,— when our lord the king's bestowment ceased To deck me on the day that, golden-fleeced, I touched ambition's height,— 't was here, released From glory (always symboled by a chain !) No sooner was I privileged to gain My secret domicile than glad I flung That last toy on the table — gazed where hung On hook my father's gift, the arquebuss — And asked myself " Shall I envisage thus " The new prize and the old prize, when I reach " Another year's experience ? — own that each " Equaled advantage — sportsman's — statesman's tool ? " That brought me down an eagle, this — a fool ! " Into which room on entry, I set down The lamp, and turning saw whose rustled gown Had told me my wife followed, pace for pace. Each of us looked the other in the face. She spoke. " Since I could die now ..." (To explain Why that first struck me, know — not once again Since the adventure at the porphyry's edge Three years before, which sundered like a wedge Her soul from mine, — though daily, smile to smile. We stood before the public, — all the while Not once had I distinguished, in that face I paid observance to, the faintest trace 52 A Forgiveness. Of feature more than requisite for eyes To do their duty by and recognize : So did I force mine to obey my will And pry no further. There exists such skill, — Those know who need it. What physician shrinks From needful contact with a corpse ? He drinks No plague so long as thirst for knowledge, — not An idler impulse, — prompts inquiry. What, And will you disbelieve in power to bid Our spirit back to bounds, as though we chid A child from scrutiny that 's just and right In manhood ? Sense, not soul, accomplished sight, Reported daily she it was — not how Nor why a change had come to cheek and brow.) " Since I could die now of the truth concealed, " Yet dare not, must not die,^so seems revealed " The Virgin's mind to me, — for death means peace, " Wherein no lawful part have I, whose lease " Of life and punishment the truth avowed " May haply lengthen, — let me push the shroud " Away, that steals to mufHe ere is just " My penance-fire in snow ! I dare — I must " Live, by avowal of the truth — this truth — " I loved you ! Thanks for the fresh serpent's tooth " That, by a prompt new pang more exquisite " Than all preceding torture, proves me right ! " I loved you yet I lost you ! May I go " Burn to the ashes, now my shame you know ? " I think there never was such — how express ? — Horror coquetting with voluptuousness, A Forgiveness. 53 As in those arms of Eastern workmanship — Yataghan, kandjar, things that rend and rip, Gash rough, slash smooth, help hate so many ways, Yet ever keep a beauty that betrays Love still at work with the artificer Throughout his quaint devising. Why prefer. Except for love's sake, that a blade should writhe And bicker like a flame ? — now play the scythe As if some broad neck tempted, — now contract And needle off into a fineness lacked For just that puncture which the heart demands ? Then, such adornment ! Wherefore need our hands Enclose not ivory alone, nor gold Roughened for use, but jewels? Nay, behold ! Fancy my favorite — which I seem to grasp While I describe the luxury. No asp Is diapered more delicate round throat Than this below the handle ! These denote — These mazy lines meandering, to end Only in flesh they open — what intend They else but water-purlings — pale contrast With the life-crimson where they blend at last ? And mark the handle's dim pellucid green. Carved, the hard jadestone, as you pinch a bean. Into a sort of parrot-bird ! He pecks A grape-bunch ; his two eyes are ruby-specks Pure from the mine : seen this way, — glassy blank. But turn them, — lo the inmost fiare, that shrank From sparkling, sends a red dart right to aim ! Why did I choose such toys ? Perhaps the game Of peaceful men is warlike, just as men War-wearied get amusement from that pen 54 A Forgiveness. And paper we grow sick of— statesfolk tired Of merely (when such measures are required) Dealing out doom to people by three words, A signature and seal : we play with swords Suggestive of quick process. That is how I came to like the toys described you now, Store of which glittered on the walls and strewed The table, even, while my wife pursued Her purpose to its ending. " Now you know " This shame, my three years' torture, let me go, — " Burn to the very ashes ! You — I lost, " Yet you— I loved ! " The thing I pity most In men is — action prompted by surprise Of anger : men ? nay, bulls— whose onset lies At instance of the firework and the goad ! Once the foe prostrate, — trampling once bestowed,— Prompt follows placability, regret. Atonement. Trust me, blood-warmth never yet Betokened strong will ! As no leap of pulse Pricked me, that first time, so did none convulse My veins at this occasion for resolva Had that devolved which did not then devolve Upon me, I had done — what now to do Was quietly apparent. " Tell me who " The man was, crouching by the porphyry vase ! " " No, never ! AllTvas folly in his case, " All guilt in mine. I tempted, he complied." A Forgiveness. 55 " Aiid yet you loved me ? " " Loved you. Double-dyed "In folly and in Mlf, I thought you gave " Your heart and soul away from me to slave " At statecraft. Since my right in you seemed lost, " I stung myself to teach you, to your cost, " What you rejected could be prized beyond " Life, heaven, by the first fool I threw a fond " Look on, a fatal word to." " And you still " Love me? Do I conjecture well or ill ? " " Conjecture — ^well or ill ! I had three years " To spend in learning you." "We both are peers " In knowledge, therefore : since three years are spent " Ere thus much of yourself / learn — who went " Back to the house, that day, and brought my mind " To bear upon your action : uncombined " Motive from motive, till the dross, deprived " Of every purer particle, survived " At last in native simple hideousness, " Utter contemptibility, nor less " Nor more. Contemptibility — exempt " How could I, from its proper due — contempt ? " I have too much despised you to divert " My life firom its set course by help or hurt " Of your all-despicable life — perturb " The calm I work in, by — men's mouths to curb, 56 A Forgiveness. " Which at such news were clamorous enough— " Men's eyes to shut before my broidered stuff " With the huge hole there, my emblazoned wall " Blank where a scutcheon hung, — by, worse than all, " Each day's procession, my paraded life " Robbed and impoverished through the wanting wife " — Now that my life (which means — my work) was grown " Riches indeed ! Once, just this worth alone " Seemed work to have, that profit gained thereby " Of good and praise would — how rewardingly ! — " Fall at your feet, — a crown I hoped to cast " Before your love, my love should crown at last " No love remaining to cast crown before, " My love stopped work now : but contempt the more " Impelled me task as ever head and hand, " Because the very fiends weave ropes of sand " Rather than taste pure hell in idleness. " Therefore I kept my memory down by stress " Of daily work I had no mind to stay " For the world's wonder at the wife away. " Oh, it was easy all of it, believe, " For I despised you ! But your words retrieve " Importantly the past. No hate assumed " The mask of love at any time ! There gloomed " A moment when love took hate's semblance, urged " By causes you declare ; but love's self purged " Away a fancied wrong I did both loves " — Yours and my own : by no hate's help, it proves, " Purgation was attempted. Then, you rise " High by how many a grade ! I did despise — '.' I do but hate you. Let hate's punishment " Replace contemjit's ! First step to which ascent — A Forgiveness. 57 " Write down your own words I re-utter you ! " ' I loved my husband and I hated — who " ' He was, I took up as my first chance, mere " ' Mud-ball to fling and make love foul with ! ' Here " Lies paper ! " " Would my blood for ink suffice ! " " It may : this minion from a land of spice, " Silk, feather — every bird of jewelled breast — " This poignard's beauty, ne'er so lightly prest " Above your heart there." . . "Thus?" " It flows, I see. " Dip there the point and write ! " " Dictate to me ! " Nay, I remember." And she wrote the words. I read them. Then — " Since love, in you, affords " License for hate, in me, to quench (I say) " Contempt — why, hate itself has passed away " In vengeance — foreign to contempt. Depart " Peacefully to that death which Eastern art " Imbued this weapon with, if tales be true ! " Love will succeed to hate. I pardon you — " Dead in our chamber ! " True as truth the tale. She died ere morning ; then, I saw how pale jS A Forgiveness. Her cheek was ere it wore day's paint-disguise, And what a hollow darkened 'neath her eyes, Now that I used my own. She sleeps, as erst Beloved, in this your church : ay, yours ! Immersed In thought so deeply. Father ? Sad, perhaps ? For whose sake, hers or mine or his who wraps — Still plain I seem to see ! — about his head The idle cloak, — about his heart (instead Of cuirass) some fond hope he may elude My vengeance in the cloister's solitude ? Hardly, I think ! As little helped his brow The cloak then, Father — as your grate helps now ! 59 CENCIAJA. Ogni cencio vuol entrare in bucato. Italian Proverb. May I print, Shelley, how it came to pass That when your Beatrice seemed — by lapse Of many a long month since her sentence fell — Assured of pardon for the parricide, — By intercession of staunch friends, or, say, By certain pricks of conscience in the Pope Conniver at Francesco Cenci's guilt, — Suddenly all things changed and Clement grew " Stern," as you state, ".nor to be moved nor bent, " But said these three words coldly '■She must die ; ' " Subjoining ' Pardon ? Paolo Santa Croce " ' Murdered his mother also yestereve, " ' And he is 'fled : she shall not flee, at least I ' " — So, to the letter, sentence was fulfilled ? Shejley, may I condense verbosity That lies before me, into some few words Of English, and illustrate your superb Achievement by a rescued anecdote, No great things, only new and true beside ? As if some mere familiar of a house 6o Cenciaja. Should venture to accost the group at gaze Before its Titian, famed the wide world through, And supplement such pictured masterpiece By whisper " Searching in the archives here, " I found the reason of the Lady's fate, " And how by accident it came to pass " She wears the halo and displays the palm : " Who, haply, else had never suffered — no, " Nor graced our gallery, by consequence." Who loved the work would like the little news : Who lauds your poem lends an ear to me Relating how the penalty was paid By one Marchese dell' Oriolo, called Onofrio Santa Croce otherwise. For his complicity in matricide With Paolo his own brother, — ^he whose crime - And flight induced " those three \Yords — She must die." Thus I unroll you then the manuscript " God's justice " — (of the multiplicity Of such communications extant still, Recording, each, injustice done by God In person of his Vicar-upon-earth, Scarce one but leads off to the self-same tune) — " God's justice, tardy though it prove perchance, " Rests never on the track until it reach " Delinquency. In proof I cite the case "Of Paolo Santa Croce." Many times The youngster, — having been importunate That Marchesine Costanza, who remained Cenciaja. 6i His widowed mother, should supplant the heir Her elder son, and substitute himself In sole possession of her faculty, — And meeting just as often with rebuff, — Blinded by so exorbitant a lust Of gold, the youngster straightway tasked his wits, Casting about to kill the lady — thus. He first, to cover his iniquity. Writes to Onofrio Santa Croce, then Authoritative lord, acquainting him Their mother was contamination — wrought Like hell-fire in the beauty of their House By dissoluteness and abandonment Of soul and body to impure delight Moreover, since she suffered from disease, Those symptoms which her death made manifest Hydroptic, he affirmed were fruits of sin About to bring confusion and disgrace Upon the ancient hneage and high fame O' the family, when published. Duty-bound, He asked his brother — what a son should do ? Which when Marchese dell' Oriolo heard By letter, being absent at his land Oriolo, he made answer, this, no more : " It must behove a son, — things haply so, — i " To act as honour prompts a cavalier " And son, perform his duty to all three, " Mother and brothers " — here advice broke off. By which advice informed and fortified As he professed himself— as bound by birth 62 Cenciaja. To hear God's voice in primogeniture — Paolo, who kept his mother company In her domain Subiaco, straightway dared His whole enormity of enterprise And, falling on her, stabbed the lady dead ; Whose death demonstrated her innocence , And happened, — by the way, — smce Jesus Christ Died to save man, just sixteen hundred years. Costanza was of aspect beautiful Exceedingly, and seemed, although in age Sixty about, to far surpass her peers The coetaneous dames, in youth and grace. Done the misdeed, its author takes to flight, Foiling thereby the justice of the world : Not God's however, — God, be sure, knows well The way to clutch a culprit. Witness here ! The present sinner, when he least expects, Snug-cornered somewhere i' the Basilicate, Stumbles upon his death by violence. A man of blood assaults the man of blood And slays him somehow. This was afterward : Enough, he promptly met with his deserts. And, ending thus, permits we end with him, And push forthwith to this important point — His matricide fell out, of all the days. Precisely when the law -procedure closed Respecting Count Francesco Cen ci's death Chargeable on his daughter, sons and wife. " Thus patricide was matched with matricide," A poet not inelegantly rhymed : Nay, fratricide — those Princes Massimi ! — Cenciaja. 63 Which so disturbed the spirit of the Pope That all the likelihood Rome entertained Of Beatrice's pardon vanished straight, And she endured the piteous death. Now see The sequel — what effect commandment had For strict inquiry into this last case, When Cardinal Aldobrandini (great His efficacy — nephew to the Pope !) Was bidden crush — ay, though his very hand Got soiled i' the act — crime spawning everywhere ! Because, when all endeavour had been used To catch the aforesaid Paolo, all in vain — " Make perquisition " quoth our Eminence, " Throughout his now deserted domicile ! " Ransack the palace, roof and floor, to find " If haply any scrap of writing, hid " In nook or corner, may convict — ^who knows ? — " Brother Onofrio of intelligence " With brother Paolo, as in brotherhood " Is but too likely : crime spawns everywhere ! " And, every cranny searched accordingly, There comes to light — O lynx-eyed Cardinal ! — Onofrio's unconsidered writing-scrap, The letter in reply to Paolo's prayer, The word of counsel that — things proving so, Paolo»should act the proper knightly part. And do as was incumbent on a son, A brother— and a man of birth, be sure ! 64 Cenciaja. Whereat immediately the officers Proceeded to arrest Onofrio — found At foot-ball, child's play, unaware of harm, Safe with his friends, the Orsini, at their seat Monte Giordano ; as he left the house He came upon the watch in wait for him Set by the Barigel, — was caught and caged. News of which capture being, that same hour, Conveyed to Rome, forthwith our Eminence Commands Taverna, Governor and Judge, To have the process in especial care. Be, first to last, not only president In person, but inquisitor as well, Nor trust the bye- work to a substitute : Bids him not, squeamish, keep the bench, but scrub The floor of Justice, so to speak, — go try His best in prison with the criminal ; Promising, as reward for bye-work done Fairly on all-fours, that, success obtained And crime avowed, or such connivency With crime as should procure a decent death — Himself will humbly beg — ^which means, procure — The Hat and Purple from his relative The Pope, and so repay a diligence Which, meritorious in the Cenci-case, Mounts plainly here to Purple and the Hat ! Whereupon did my lord the Governor So masterfully exercise the task Enjoined him, that he, day by day, and week By week, and month by montli, from first to last Deserved the prize : now, punctual at his place, Cendaja. 65 Played Judge, and now, assiduous at his post, Inquisitor — pressed cushion and scoured plank, Early and late. Noon's fervor and night's chill, Nought moved whom morn would, purpling, make amends ! So that observers laughed as, many a day, He left home, in July when day is flame, Posted to Tordinona-prison, plunged Into the vault where daylong night is ice, There passed his eight hours on a stretch, content. Examining Onofrio : all the stress Of all examination steadily Converging into one pin-point, — ^he pushed Tentative now of head and now of heart As when the nuthatch taps and tries the nut This side and that side till the kernel sounds, — So did he press the sole and single point — What was the very meaning of the phrase " Do what beseems an honored cavalier ? " Which one persistent question-torture, — plied Day by day, week by week, and month by month, Morn, noon and night, — fatigued away a mind Grown imbecile by darkness, solitude, And one vivacious memory gnawing there As when a corpse is coffined with a snake : — Fatigued Onofrio into what might seem Admission that perchance his judgment groped So blindly, feeling for an issue — aught With semblance of an issue from the toils Cast of a sudden round feet late so free,—; He possibly might have envisaged, scarce II, F 66 Cenciaja. Recoiled from — even were the issue death — Even her death whose life was death and worse ! Always provided that the charge of crime, Each jot and tittle of the charge were true. In such a sense, belike, he might advise His brother to expurgate crime with . . well. With blood, if blood must follow on " the course " Taken as might beseem a cavalier." Whereupon process ended, and report Was made without a minute of delay To Clement, who, because of those two crimes O' the Massimi and Cenci flagrant late, Must needs impatiently desire result. Result obtained, he bade the Governor Summon the Congregation and despatch. Summons made, sentence passed accordingly — Death by beheading. When his death-decree Was intimated to Onofrio, all Man could do— that did he to save himself. 'T was much, the having gained for his defence The Advocate o' the Poor, with natural help Of many noble friendly persons fain To disengage a man of family. So young too, from his grim entanglement But Cardinal Aldobrandini ruled There must be no diversion of the law. Justice is justice, and the magistrate Bears not the sword in vain. Who sins must die. So, the Marchese had his head cut off In Place Saint Angelo beside the Bridge, Cenciaja. 67 With Rome to see, a concourse infinite ; Where, magnanimity demonstrating Adequate to his birth and breed, — poor boy ! — He made the people the accustomed speech, Exhorted them to true faith, honest works, And special good behaviour as regards A parent of no matter what the sex. Bidding each son take warning from himself. Truly, it was considered in the boy Stark staring lunacy, no less, to snap So plain a bait, be hooked and hauled a-shore By such an angler as the Cardinal 1 Why make confession of his privity To Paolo's enterprise ? Mere sealing lips — Or, better, saying " When I counselled him " ' To do as might beseem a cavalier,^ " What could I mean but ^ Hide our parent's shame " ' As Christian ought, by aid of Holy Church I " ' Bury it in a convent — ay, beneath " ' Eriough dotation to prevent its ghost " ' From troubling earth ! ' " Mere saying thus. — 't is plain. Not only were his life the recompense. But he had manifestly proved himself True Christian, and in lieu of punishment Been praised of all men ! — So the populace: Anyhow, when the Pope made promise good (That of Aldobrandini, near and dear) And gave Taverna, who had toiled so much. A Cardinal's equipment, some such wor(? As this from mouth to ear went saucily : F 2 68 Cenciaja. " Taverna's cap is dyed in what he drew " From Santa Croce's veins ! " So joked the world. I add : Onofrio left one child behind, A daughter named Valeria, dowered with grace Abundantly of soul and body, doomed To life the shorter for her father's fate. By death of her, the Marquisate returned To that Orsini House from whence it came ; Oriolo having passed as donative To Santa Croce from their ancestors. And no word more ? By all means ! Would you know The authoritative answer, when folks urged " What made Aldobrandini, hound-like staunch, " Hunt out of life a harmless simpleton ? " The answer was — " Hatred implacable, " By reason they were rivals in their love." The Cardinal's desire was to a dame Whose favour was Onofrio's. Pricked with pride, The simpleton must ostentatiously Display a ring, the Cardinal's love-gift, Given to Onofrio as the lady's gage ; Which ring on finger, as he put forth hand To draw a tapestry, the Cardinal Saw and knew, gift and owner, old and young ; Whereon a fury entered him — the fire He quenched with what could quench fire only — blood. Nay, more : " there want not who aflSrm to boot, " The unwise boy, a certain festal eve, " Feigned ignorance of who the wight might be " That pressed too closely on him with a crowd. Cenciaja. 69 " He struck the Cardinal a blow : and then, " To put a face upon the incident, " Dared next day, smug as ever, go pay court " I' the Cardinal's antechamber. Mark and mend, " Ye youth, by this example how may greed " Vainglorious operate in worldly souls ! " So ends the chronicler, beginning with " God's justice, tardy though it prove perchance, " Rests never till it reach delinquency." Ay, or how otherwise had come to pass That Victor rules, this present year, in Rome ? 70 PORPHYRIA'S LOVER. The rain set early in to-night, The sullen wind was soon awake, It tore the elm-tops down for spite, And did its worst to vex the lake, I listened with heart fit to break. II. When glided in Porphyria ; straight She shut the cold out and the storm, And kneeled and made the cheerless grate Blaze up, and all the cottage warm ; Which done, she rose, and from her form III. Withdrew the dripping cloak and shawl, And laid her soiled gloves by, untied Her hat and let the damp hair fall. And, last, she sat down by my side And called me. When no voice replied, Porphyrids leaver. 7 1 She put my arm about her waist, And made her smooth white shoulder bare, And all her yellow hair displaced, And, stooping, made my cheek lie there, And spread, o'er all, her yellow hair, — '■ V. Murmuring how she loved me — she Too weak, for all her heart's endeavour, To set its struggling passion free From pride, and vainer ties dissever. And give herself to me for ever. VI. But passion sometimes would prevail. Nor could to-night's gay feast restrain A sudden thought of one so pale For love of her, and all in vain : So, she was come through wind and rain. vii. Be sure I looked up at her eyes Happy and proud ; at last I knew Porphyria worshipped me ; surprise Made my heart swell, and still it grew While I debated what to do. VIII. That moment she was mine, mine, fair. Perfectly pure and good : I found A thing to do, and all her hair In one long yellow string I wound Three times her little throat around, 72 Porphyria! s Lover. And strangled her. No pain felt she ; I am quite sure she felt no pain. As a shut bud that holds a bee, I warily oped her lids : again Laughed the blue eyes without a stain. X. And I untightened next the tress About her neck ; her cheek once more Blushed bright beneath my burning kiss : I propped her head up as before. Only, this time my shoulder bore XI. Her head, which droops upon it still : The smiling rosy little head, So glad it has its utmost will. That all it scorned at once is fled, And I, its love, am gained instead ! XII. Porph5T:ia's love : she guessed not how Her darling one wish would be heard. And thus we sit together now. And all nighf long we have not stirred, And yet God has not said a word ! 73 FILIPPO BALDINUCCI ON THE PRIVILEGE OF BURIAL. A Reminiscence of A.T>, 1676. I. No, boy, we must not (so began My Uncle — he 's with God long since — A-petting me, the good old man !) We must not (and he seemed to wince, And lose that laugh whereto had grown His chuckle at my piece of news, How cleverly I aimed my stone) I fear we must not pelt the Jews ! II. When I was young indeed, — ah, faith Was young and strong in Florence too ! We Christians never dreamed of scathe Because we cursed or kicked the crew. But now — well, well ! The olive-crops Weighed double then, and Arno's pranks Would always spare religious shops. Whenever he o'erfiowed his banks ! J 4 Filippo Baldinucd on the Frivilege of Burial. I '11 tell you (and his eye regained Its twinkle) tell you something choice ! Something may help you keep unstained Your honest zeal to stop the voice Of unbelief with stone-throw — spite Of laws, which modern fools enact, TTiat we must suffer Jews in sight Go wholly unmolested ! Fact ! IV. There was, then, in my youth, and yet Is, by San Frediano, just Below the Blessed Olivet, A wayside ground wherein they thrust Their dead, — these Jews, — the more our shame ! Except that, so they will but die, We may perchance incur no blame In giving hogs a hoist to stye. There, anyhow, Jews stow away Their dead ; and, — such their insolence, — Slink at odd times to sing and pray As Christians do — all make-pretence ! — Which wickedness they perpetrate Because they think no Christians see They reckoned here, at any rate, Without their host : ha, ha, he, he ! Filippo Baldinucci on the Privilege of Burial. 75 VI. For, what should join their plot of ground But a good Farmer's Christian field ? The Jews had hedged their corner round With bramble-bush to keep concealed Their doings : for the public road Ran betwixt this their ground and that The Farmer's, where he ploughed and sowed Grew corn for barn and grapes for vat. VJI. So, properly to guard his store " And gall the unbelievers too. He builds a shrine and, what is more, Procures a painter whom I knew, One Buti (he 's with God) to paint A holy picture there — no less Than Virgin Mary free from taint Borne to the sky by angels : yes ! VIII. WTiich shrine he fixed, — who says him nay ? — A-facing with its picture-side Not, as you 'd think, the public way. But just where sought these hounds to hide Their carrion from that very truth Of Mary's triumph : not a hound Could act his mummeries uncouth But Mary shamed the pack all round ! "jQ Filippo Baldinucci on the Privilege of Burial. IX, Now, if it was amusing, judge ! — To see the company arrive. Each Jew intent to end his trudge And take his pleasure (though alive) With all his Jewish kith and kin Below ground, have his venom out, Sharpen his wits for next day's sin, Curse Christians, and so home, no doubt ! Whereas, each phyz upturned beholds Mary, I warrant, soaring brave ! And in a trice, beneath the folds Of filthy garb which gowns each knave, Down drops it — there to hide grimace. Contortion of the mouth and nose At finding Mary in the place They 'd keep for Pilate, I suppose 1 XI. At last, they will not brook — not they !^ Longer such outrage on their tribe : So, in some hole and corner, lay Their heads together — how to bribe The meritorious Farmer's self To straight undo his work, restore Their chance to meet, and muse on pelf — Pretending sorrow, as before ! Filippo Baldinucci on the Privilege of Burial. 77 XII. Forthwith, a posse, if you please, Of Rabbi This and Rabbi That Almost go down upon their knees To get him lay the picture flat. The spokesman, eighty years of age, Grey as a badger, with a goat's — Not only beard but bleat, 'gins wage War with our Mary, Thus he dotes ; — XIII. " Friends, grant a grace ! How Hebrews toil " Through life in Florence — ^why relate " To those who lay the burden, spoil " Our paths of peace ? We bear our fate. " But when with life the long toil ends, "Why must you — the expression craves " Pardon, but truth compels me, friends ! — " Why must you plague us in our graves ? XIV, " Thoughtlessly plague, I would believe ! " For how can you — the lords of ease " By nurture, birthright — e'en conceive " Our luxury to lie with trees " And turf, — the cricket and the bird " Left for our last companionship : ' No harsh deed, no unkindly word, ." No frowning brow nor scornful lip ! 78 Filippo Baldinticci on the Privilege of Burial. XV. " Death's luxury, we now rehearse " While, living, through your streets we fare " And take your hatred : nothing worse " Have we, once dead and safe, to bear ! " So we refresh our souls, fulfil " Our works, our daily tasks ; and thus " Gather you grain — earth's harvest — still " The wheat for you, the straw for us. XVI. " ' What flouting in a face, what harm, " ' In just -a lady borne from bier " ' By boys' heads, wings for leg and arm ? ' " You question. Friends, the harm is here- " That just when our last sigh is heaved, " And we would fain thank God and you " For labour done and peace achieved, " Back comes the Past in full review ! XVII. " At sight of just that simple flag, " Starts the foe-feeling serpent-like " From slumber. Leave it lulled, nor drag — " Though fangless — ^forth, what needs must strike " When stricken sore, though stroke be vain " Against the mailed oppressor ! Give " Play to our fancy that we gain " Life's rights when once we cease to live ! Filippo Baldinucd on the Privilege of Burial. 79 XVIII. " Thus much to courtesy, to kind, " To conscience ! Now to Florence folk ! " There 's Qore beneath this apple-rind, " Beneath this white-of-egg there 's yolk ! " Beneath this prayer to courtesy, " Kind, conscience — there 's a sum to pouch ! " How many ducats down will buy " Our shame's removal, sirs ? Avouch ! XIX. " Removal, not destruction, sirs ! " Just turn your picture ! Let it front " The public path ! Or memory errs, " Or that same public path is wont " To witness many a chance befall " Of lust, theft, bloodshed— sins enough, " Wherein our Hebrew part is small. " Convert yourselves ! " — he cut up rough. XX. Look you, how soon a service paid Religion yields the servant fruit ! A prompt reply our Farmer made So following : " Sirs, to grant your suit " Involves much danger ! How ? Transpose " Our Lady? Stop the chastisement, " All for your good, herself bestows ? " What wonder if I grudge consent ? So Filippo Baldinucci on the Privilege of Burial- XXI, " — Yet grant it : since, what cash I take " Is so much saved from wicked use. " We know you ! And, for Mary's sake, " A hundred ducats shall induce " Concession to your prayer. One day " Suffices : Master Buti's brush " Turns Mary round the other way, " And deluges your side with slush, XXII. " Down with the ducats therefore ! " Dump, Dump, dump it falls, each counted piece, Hard gold. Then out of door they stump, These dogs, each brisk as with new lease Of life, I warrant, —glad he '11 die Henceforward just as he may choose. Be buried and in clover lie ! Well said Esaias — " stiff-necked Jews ! " XXIII. Off posts without a minute's loss Our Farmer, once the cash in poke. And summons Buti — ere its gloss Have time to fade from off the joke — To chop and change his work, undo The done side, make the side, now blank, Recipient of our Lady — ^who. Displaced thus, had these dogs to thank ! Filippo Baldinucci on the Privilege of Burial. 8i XXIV. Now, you 're no boy I need instruct In technicalities of Art ! My nephew's childhood sure has sucked Along with mother's-milk some part Of painter's-practice — ^learned, at least, How expeditiously is plied A work in fresco — never ceased When once begun-r— a day, each side. XXV. So, Buti — he 's with God — begins : First covers up the shrine all round With hoarding ; then, as like as twins. Paints, t' other side the burial-ground. New Mary, every point the same ; Next, sluices over, as agreed. The old ; and last — but, spoil the game By telling you ? Not I, indeed ! XXVI. Well, ere the week was half at end. Out came the object of this zeal. This fine alacrity to spend Hard money for mere dead men's weal ! How think you ? That old spokesman Jew Was High Priest, and he had a wife As old, and she was dying too. And wished to end in peace her life ! II. G 8 2 Filippo Baldinucci on thl Privilege of Burial- XXVII. And he must humour dying whims, And soothe her with the idle hope They 'd say their prayers and sing their hymns As if her husband were the Pope ! And she did die — believing just This privilege was purchased ! Dead In comfort through her foolish trust ! "Stiff-necked ones," well Esaias said ! xxvm. So, Sabbath morning, out of gate Arid on to way, what sees our arch Good Farmer ? Why, they hoist their freight- The corpse — on shoulder, and so, march ! " Now for it, Buti ! " In the nick Of time 't is puUy-hauly, hence With hoarding ! O'er the wayside quick There 's Mary plain in evidence ! XXIX. And here 's the convoy halting : right ! O they are bent on howling psalms And growling prayers, when opposite ! And yet they glance, for all their qualms. Approve that promptitude of his. The Farmer's — duly at his post To take due thanks from every phyz, Sour smirk— nay, surly smile almost ! Filippo Baldinucci on the Frivilege of Burial. 83 XXX. Then earthward drops each brow again ; The solemn task' 's resumed ; they reach Their holy field— the unholy train : Enter its precinct, all and each, Wrapt somehow in their godless rites ; Till, rites at end, up-waking, lo They lift their faces ! What delights The mourners as they turn to go ? XXXI. Ha, ha, he, he ! On just the side They drew their purse-strings to make quit Of Mary, — Christ the Crucified Fronted them now — these biters bit ! Never was such a hiss and snort, Such screwing nose and shooting lip Their purchase — honey in report — Proved gall and verjuice at first sip ! I XXXJI, Out they break, on they bustle, where, A-top of wall, the Farmer waits With Buti : never fun so rare ! The Farmer has the best : he rates The rascal, as the old High Priest 'Takes on himself to sermonize — Nay, sneer " We Jews supposed, at leas^ " Theft was a crime in Christian eyes ! " G 2 84 Filippo Baldinuai on the Privilege of Burial. XXXIII. " Theft ? " cries the Farmer, " Eat your words ! " Show me what constitutes a breach " Of faith in aught was said or heard ! " I promised you in plainest speech I 'd take the thing you count disgrace " And put it here — and here 't is put ! " Did you suppose I 'd leave the place " Blank therefore, just your rage to glut ? XXXIV. " I guess you dared not stipulate " For such a damned impertinence ! " So, quick, my greybeard, out of gate '* And in at Ghetto ! Haste you hence ! ". As long as I have house and land, ." To spite you irreligious chaps " Here shall the Crucifixion stand — "Unless you down with cash, perhaps ! " XXXV, So snickered he and Buti both. The Jews said nothing, interchanged A glance or two, renewed their oath To keep ears stopped and hearts estranged From grace, for all our Church can do. Then off they scuttle : sullen jog Homewards, against our Church to brew ■ Fresh mischief in their synagogue. Filipfo Baldinucci on the Privilege of Burial. %-<, XXXVI. But next day — see what happened, boy ! See why I bid you have a care How you pelt Jews ! The knaves employ Such methods of revenge, forbear No outrage on our faith, when free To wreak their malice ! Here they took So base a method — plague o' me If I record it in my Book ! xxxvii. For, next day, while the Farmer sat Laughing with Buti, in his shop, At their successful joke, — rat-tat, — Door opens, and they 're like to drop Down to the floor as in there stalks A six-feet-high herculean-built Young he-Jew with a beard that baulks Description. " Help ere blood be spilt ! XXXVIII. — Screamed Buti : for he recognized Whom but the son, no less no more, Of that High Priest his work surprised So pleasantly the day before ! Son of the mother, then, whereof The bier he lent a shoulder to. And made the moans about, dared scoff At sober Christian grief — the Jew ! 86 Filippo Baldinucd on the Privilege of Burial. XXXIX. " Sirs, I salute you ! Never rise \ " No apprehension ! " (Buti, white And trembling like a tub of size, Had tried to smuggle out of sight The picture's self — the thing in oils. You know, from which a fresco 's dashed Which courage speeds while caution spoils) " Stay and be praised, sir, unabashed ! " XL. " Praised, — ay, and paid too : for I come " To buy that very work of yours. " My poor abode, which boasts — ^well, some " Few specimens of Art, secures " Haply, a masterpiece indeed " If I should find my humble means " Suffice the outlay. So, proceed ! " Propose — ere prudence intervenes ! " On Buti, cowering like a child, These words descended from aloft. In tone so ominously mild. With smile terrifically soft To that degree — could Buti dare (Poor fellow) use his brains, think twice ? He asked, thus taken unaware. No more than just the proper price ! Filippo Baldintud on the, Privilege of Burial. 87 XLII. " Done ! " cries the monster. " I disburse " Forthwith your moderate demand. " Count on my custom-^if no worse " Your future work be, understand, " Than this I carry off ! No aid ! " My arm, sir, lacks nor bone nor thews : " The burden 's easy, and we 're made, " Easy or hard, to bear — we Jews ! " XLHI. Crossing himself at such escape, Buti by turns the money eyes And, timidly, the stalwart shape Now moving doorwards ; but, more wise, The Farmer, — who, though dumb, this while Had watched advantage, — straight conceived A reason for that tone and smile So mild and soft ! The. Jew— believed ! XLIV. Mary in triumph borne to deck A Hebrew household ! Pictured where No one was used to bend the neck In praise or bow the knee in prayer ! Borne to that domicile by whom ? , The son of the High Priest ! Through what ? An insult done his mother's tomb 1 Saul changed to Paul— the case came.pat ! 88 Filippo Baldiniuci on the Privilege of Burial. XLV< " Stay, dog- Jew . . gentle sir, that is ! " Resolve me ! Can it be, she crowned — " Mary, by miracle — Oh bliss ! — " My present to your burial-ground ? " Certain, a ray of light has burst " Your veil of darkness ! Had you else, " Only for Mary's sake, unpursed " So much hard money ? Tell— oh, tell 's ! " XLVI. Round — ^like a serpent that we took For worm and trod on — turns his bulk About the Jew. First dreadful look Sends Buti in a trice to skulk Out of sight somewhere, safe — alack ! • But our good Farmer faith made bold : And firm (with Florence at his back) He stood, while gruff die gutturals rolled — XLVII. " Ay, sir, a miracle was worked, " By quite another power, I trow, " Than ever yet in canvas lurked " Or you would scarcely face me now ! " A certain impulse did suggest " A certain grasp with this right-hand, " Which probably had put to rest " Our quarrel, — thus your throat once spanned ! Filippo Baldinucci on the Privilege of Burial. 89 XLVIII. " But I remembered me, subdued " That impulse, and you face me still i " And soon a philosophic mood " Succeeding (hear it, if you will !) " Has altogether changed my views " Concerning Art. Blind prejudice ! " Well may you Christians tax us Jews " With scrupulosity too nice ! XLIX. " For, don't I see, — let 's issue join !■— " Whenever I 'm allowed pollute " (I — and my little bag of coin) " Some Christian palace of repute, — " Don't I see stuck up everywhere " Abundant proof that cultured taste " Has Beauty for its only care, " And upon Truth no thought to waste ? ■ • Jew, since it must be, take in pledge " ' Of payment ' — so a Cardinal ' Has sighed to me as if a wedge " Entered his heart — ' this best of all ' My treasures ! ' Leda, Ganymede " Or Antiope : swan, eagle, ape, ' (Or what 's the beast of what 's the breed) " And Jupiter in every shape ! go Filippo Baldinucd on the Privilege of Burial. ■ Whereat if I presume to ask •' ' But, Eminence, though Titian's whisk ' Of brush have well performed its task, " ' How comes it these false godships frisk ' In presence of — what yonder frame "' Pretends to image ? Surely, odd ' It «eems, you let confront The Name " ' Each beast the heathen called his god ! ' LII. " Benignant smiles me pity straight " The Cardinal ' 'T is Truth, we prize ! " ' Art 's the sole question in debate ! " ' These subjects are so many lies. " ' We treat them with a proper scorn -- " ' When we turn lies — called gods forsooth- " ' To lies' fit use, now Christ is bom. " ' Drawing and colouring are Truth. LIII. " ' Think you I honor lies so much " ' As scruple to parade the charms " ' Of Leda — Titian, every touch — " ' Because the thing within her arms " ' Means Jupiter who had the praise " ' And prayer of a benighted world ? " ' Benighted I too, if, in days " ' Of light, I kept the canvas furled ! ' Filippo Baldinucci on the Privilege of Burial. 91 LIV, " So ending, with some easy giba " What power has logic ! I, at once, " Acknowledged error in our tribe " So squeamish that, when friends ensconce " A pretty picture in its niche " To do us honor, deck our graves, " We fret and fume and have an itch " To strangle folk — ungrateful knaves ! LV. No, sir ! Be sure that— what 's its style, " Your picture ? — shall possess ungrudged ' A place among my rank and file " Of Ledas and what not — be judged ' Just as a picture ! — and (because " I fear me much I scarce have bought ' A Titian) Master Buti's flaws " Found there, will have the laugh flaws ought ! " LVI. So, with a scowl, it darkens door — This bulk — no longer ! Buti makes Prompt glad re-entry ; there 's a score Of oaths, as the good Farmer wakes From what must needs have been a trance, Or he had struck (he swears) to ground The bold bad mouth that dared advance Such doctrine the reverse of sound ! 92 Filippo Baldinucd on the Privilege of Burial. LVII. Was magic here ? Most like ! For, since, Somehow our city's faith grows still More and more lukewarm, and our Prince Or loses heart or wants the will To check increase of cold. 'T is " Live " And let live ! Languidly repress " The Dissident ! In short, — contrive " Christians must bear with Jews : no less I LVIII. The end seems, any Israelite Wants any picture, — ^pishes, poohs, Purchases, hangs it full in sight In any chamber he may choose ! In Christ's crown, one more thorn we rue ! In Mary's bosom, one more sword ! No, boy, you must not pelt a Jew ! O Lord, how long? How long, O Lord ? 93 SOLILOQUY OF THE SPANISH CLOISTER. Gr-r-r— there go, my heart's abhorrence ! Water your damned flower-pots, do ! If hate killed men, Brother Lawrence, God's blood, would not mine kill you ! What ? your myrtle-bush wants trimming ? Oh, that rose has prior claims — Needs its leaden vase filled brimming? Hell dry you up With its flames ! At the meal we sit together : Salve tibi! I must hear Wise talk of the kind of weather, •, Sort of season, time of year : Not a plenteous cork-crop : scarcely Dare we hope oak-galls, I doubt : What 's the Latin name for ^'parsley 1 " What 's the Greek name for Swine's Snout ? 94 Soliloquy of the Spanish Cloister. III. Whew ! We 11 have our platter burnished. Laid with care on our own shelf ! With a fire-new spoon we 're furnished. And a goblet for ouisel^ Rinsed like something sacrificial Ere 't is fit to touch our chaps- Marked with L. for our initial ! (He-he ! There his lily snaps !) IV. Saint, forsooth ! While brown Dolnes Squats outside the Convent bank With Sanchicha, telling stories, Steeping tresses in the tank. Blue-black, lustrous, thick like horsehairs, — Can't I see his dead eye glow. Bright as 't were a Barbary corsair's ? (That is, if he 'd let it show !) When he finishes refection. Knife and fork he never lays Cross-wise, to my recollection. As do I, m Jesu's praise. I the Trinity illustrate, Drinking watered orange-pulp — In three sips the Arian frustrate ; While he drains his at one gulp, Soliloquy of the Spanish Cloister. 95 VI. Oh, those melons ? If he 's able We 're to have a feast ! so nice ! One goes to the Abbot's table, All of us get each a slice. How go on your flowers ? None double ? Not one fruit-sort can you spy ? Strange ! — And I, too, at such trouble Keep them close-nipped on the sly ! VII. There 's a great text in Galatians, Once you trip on it, entails Twenty-nine distinct damnations, One sure, if another fails : ' If I trip him just a-dying, Sure of heaven as sure can be. Spin him round and send him flying Off to hell, a Manichee ? VIII. Or, my scrofulous French novel On grey paper with blunt type ! Simply glance at it, you grovel Hand and foot in Belial's gripe : If I double down its pages At the woeful sixteenth print, When he gathers his greengages, Ope a sieve and slip it in 't ? 96 Soliloquy of the Spanish Cloister. IX. Or, there 's Satan ! — one might venture Pledge one's soul to him, yet leave Such a flaw in the indenture As he 'd miss till, past retrieve, Blasted lay that rose-acacia We 're so proud of ! Hy, Zy, Hine . , 'St, there 's Vespers ! Plena gratict Ave, Virgo ! Gr-r-r — ^you swine ! 97 THE HERETIC'S TRAGEDY. A MIDDLE-AGE INTERLUDE. ROSA MUNDI; SEU, FULCITE ME FLORIBUS. A CONCEIT OF MASTER GYSBRECHT, CANON-REGULAR OF SAINT JODOCUS- BY-THE-BAR, YPRES CITY. CANTUQUE, VirgiUus. ANp HATH OFTEN BEEN SUNG AT HOCK-TIDE AND FESTIVALS. GAVisus ERAM, Jessides. (It would seem to be a glimpse from the burning of Jacques du Bourg-Molay, at Paris, A.D. 1314; as distorted by the refraction from Flemish- brain to brain, during the course of a couple of centuries.) PREADMONISHETH THE ABBOT DEODAET, The Lord, we look to once for all, Is the Lord we should look at, all at once : He knows not to vary, saith St. Paul, Nor the shadow of turning, for the nonce. See him no other than as he is ! Give both the infinitudes their due — Infinite mercy, but, I wis, 4-s infinite a justice too. As infinite a justice too. H \Organ: plagal-cadence^ gS The Heretics Tragedy. ONE SINGETH. John, Master of the Temple of God, Falling to sin the Unknown Sin, What he bought of Emperor Aldabrod, , He sold it to Sultan Saladin : Till, caught by Pope Clement, a-buzzing there, Hornet-prince of the mad wasps' hive. And dipt of his wings in Paris square, They bring him now to be burned alive. \And wanteth there grace of lute or clavicitliern, ye shall say to confirm him who singeth — We bring John now to be burned alive. In the midst is a goodly gallows built ; 'Twixt fork and fork, a stake is stuck ; But first they set divers tumbrils a-tilt, Make a trench all round with the city muck ; Inside they pile log upon log, good store ; Faggots not few, blocks great and small, Reach a man's mid-thigh, no less, no more, — For they mean he should roast in the sight of all. CHORUS. We mean he should roast in the sight of all. IV. Good sappy bavins that kindle forthwith ; Billets that blaze substantial and slow ; Pine-stump split deftly, dry as pith ; Larch-heart that chars to a chalk-white glow : The Heretics Tragedy, 99 Then up they hoist me John in a chafe, Sling him fast like a hog to scorch, Spit in his face, then leap back safe. Sing " Laudes " and bid clap-to the torch. CHORUS. Laus Deo — who bids clap-to the torch. John of the Temple, whose fame so bragged, Is burning alive in Paris square ! How can he curse, if his mouth is gagged ? Or wriggle his neck, with a collar there ? Or heave his chest, while a band goes round ? Or threat with his fist, since his arms are spliced ? Or kick with his feet, now his legs are bound ? — Thinks John, I will call upon Jesus Christ. \Here one crosseth himself. VI. Jesus Christ — John had bought and sold, Jesus Christ — John had eaten and drunk ; To him, the Flesh meant silver and gold. {SalvA reverentiA.) Now it was, " Saviour, bountiful lamb, " I have roasted thee Turks, though men roast me ! " See thy servant, the plight wherein I am ! " Art thou a saviour ? Save thou me ! " CHORUS. T is John the mocker cries, " Save thou me ! " H 2 The Heretics Tragedy, VII. Who maketh God's menace an idle word ? — Saith, it no more means what it proclaims, Than a damsel's threat to her wanton bird ? — For she too prattles of ugly names. — Saith, he knoweth but one thing, — what he knows ? That God is good and the rest is breath ; Why else is the same styled Sharon's rose ? Once a rose, ever a rose, he saith. CHORUS. O, John shall yet find a rose, he saith .' Alack, there be. roses and roses, John ! Some, honied of taste like your leman's tongue Some, bitter ; for why? (roast gaily on !) Their tree struck root in devil's dung. When Paul once reasoned of righteousness And of temperance and of judgment to come, Good Felix trembled, he could no less : John, snickering, crook'd his wicked thumb. CHORUS. What Cometh to John of the wicked thumb ? IX, Ha ha, John plucketh now at his rose To rid himself of a sorrow at heart ! Lo, — petal on petal, fierce rays unclose ; Anther on anther, sharp spikes outstart ; The Heretids Tragedy. And with blood for dew, the bosom boils ; And a gust of sulphur is all its smell ; And lo, he is horribly in the toils Of a coal-black giant flower of hell ! CHORUS. What maketh heaven, That maketh hell. X. So, as John called now, through the fire amain, On the Name, he had cursed with, all his life- To the Person, he bought and sold again — For the Face, with his daily buffets rife — Feature by feature It took its place : And his voice, like a mad dog's choking bark. At the steady whole of the Judge's face — Died. Forth John's soul flared into the dark. SUBJOINETH THE ABBOT DEODAET. God help all poor souls lost in the dark ! HOLY-CROSS DAY. ON WHICH THE JEWS WERE FORCED TO ATTEND AN ANNUAL CHRISTIAN SERMON iN ROME. [" Now was come about Holy-Cross Day, and now must my lord preach his first sermon to the Jews : as it was of old cared for in the merciful bowels of the Church, that, so to speak, a crumb at least from her conspicuous table here in Rome, should be, though but once yearly, cast to the famishing dogs, under-trariipled and bespitten- upon beneath the feet of the guests. And a moving sight in truth, this, of so many of the besotted blind restif and ready-to-perish Hebrews ! now maternally brought — nay, (for He saith, ' Compel them to come in ') haled, as it were, by the head and hair, and against their obstinate hearts, to partake of the heavenly grace. What awakening, what striving with tears, what working of a yeasty conscience ! Nor was my lord wanting to himself on so apt an occa- sion ; witness the abundance of conversions which did incontinently reward him : though not to my lord be altogether the glory. " — Diary by the Bishofs Secretary, 1600.] What the Jews really said, on thus being driven to church, was rather to this effect : — I. Fee, faw, fum ! bubble and squeak ! Blessedest Thursday 's the fat of the week. Rumble and tumble, sleek and rough, Stinking and savoury, smug and gruff, Take the church-road, for the bell's due chime Gives us the summons — 't is sermon-time ! Holy -Cross Day. 103 II. Boh, here 's Barnabas ! Job, that 's you ? Up stumps Solomon — bustling too ? Shame, man ! greedy beyond your years To handsel the bishop's shaving- shears ? Fair play 's a jewel ! Leave friends in the lurch ? Stand on a line ere you start for the church ! Higgledy piggledy, packed we lie, Rats in a hamper, swine in a stye, Wasps in a bottle, frogs in a sieve, Worms in a carcase, fleas in a sleeve. Hist ! square shoulders, settle your thumbs And buzz for the bishop — here he comes. IV. Bow, wow, wow — a bone for the dog ! I liken his Grace to an acorned hog. What, a boy at his side, with the bloom of a lass, To help and handle my lord's hour-glass ! Didst ever behold so lithe a chine ? His cheek hath laps like a freshTsinged. swine. Aaron 's asleep — shove hip to haunch. Or somebody deal him a dig in the paunch ! Look at the purse with the tassel and knob. And the gown with the angel and thingumbob ! What's he at, quotha? reading his text ! Now you 've his curtsey — and what comes next ? 1 04 Holy -Cross Day. VI. See to our converts — ^you doomed black dozen — No stealing away — nor cog nor cozen ! You five, that were thieves, deserve it fairly ; You seven, that were beggars, will live less sparely ; You took your turn and dipped in the hat, Got fortune— and fortune gets you ; mind that ! VII. Give your first groan — compunction 's at work ; And soft ! from a Jew you mount to a Turk. Lo, Micah, — the selfsame beard on chin He was four times already converted in ! Here 's a knife, clip quick — it 's a sign of grace — Or he ruins us all with his hanging-face. VIII. Whom now is the bishop a-leering at ? I know a point where his text falls pat I 'U tell him to-morrow, a word just now Went to my heart and made me vow To meddle no more with the worst of trades : Let somebody else pay his serenades ! IX. Groan all together now, whee — hee — hee ! It 's a-work, it 's a-work, ah, woe is me ! It began, when a herd of us, picked and placed. Were spurred through the Corso, stripped to the waist ; Jew brutes, with sweat and blood well spent To usher in worthily Christian Lent Holy-Cross Day. 105 X. It grew, when the hangman entered our bounds, Yelled, pricked us out to his church like hounds : It got to a pitch, when the hand indeed Which gutted my purse, would throttle my creed : And it overflows, when, to even the odd, Men I helped to their sins, help me to their God. XI. But now, while the scapegoats leave our flock, And the rest sit silent and count the clock, Since forced to muse the appointed time On these precious facts and truths sublime,' — Let us fitly employ it, under our breath. In saying Ben Ezra's Song of Death. XII. For Rabbi Ben Ezra, the night he died, Called sons and sons' sons to his side. And spoke, " This world has been harsh and strange ; " Something is wrong : there needeth a change. " But what, or where ? at the last or first ? " In one point only we sinned, at worst. XIII. " The Lord will have mercy on Jacob yet, " And again in his border see Israel set. " When Judah beholds Jerusalem, " The stranger-seed shall be joined to them : " To Jacob's House shall the Gentiles cleave, " So the Prophet saith and his sons believe. I o6 Holy- Cross- Day. XIV. " Ay, the children of the chosen race " Shall carry and bring them to their place : " In the land of the Lord shall lead the same, " Bondsmen and handmaids. Who shall blame, " When the slaves enslave, the oppressed ones o'er " The oppressor triumph for evermore ! XV. " God spoke, and gave us the word to keep : " Bade never fold the hands nor sleep " 'Mid a faithless world, — at watch and ward, " Till Christ at the end reUeve our guard. " By his servant Moses the watch was set : " Though near upon cock-crow, we keep it yet. XVI. " Thou ! if thou wast he, who at mid- watch came, " By the starlight, naming a dubious name ! " And if, too heavy with sleep — too rash " With fear — O thou, if that martyr-gash " Fell on thee coming to take thine own, " And we gave the Cross, when we owed the Throne — XVII. " Thou art the Judge. We are bruised thus. " But, the Judgment over, join sides with us ! " Thine too is the cause ! and not more thine " Than ours, is the work of these dogs and swine, " Whose life laughs through and spits at their creed, " Who maintain thee in word, and defy thee in deed ! Holy -Cross Day. 107 XVIII. " We withstood Christ then ? Be mindful how " At least we withstand Barabbas now ! " Was our outrage sore ? But the worst we spared, " To have called these — Christians, had we dared ! " Let defiance to them pay mistrust of thee, " And Rome make amends for Calvary ! XIX. " By the torture, prolonged from age to age, " By the infamy, Israel's heritage, " By the Ghetto's plague, by the garb's disgrace, " By the badge of shame, by the felon's place, " By the branding-tool, the bloody whip, " And the summons to Christian fellowship, — XX " We boast our proof that at least the Jew " Would wrest Christ's name from the Devil's crew. " Thy face took never so deep a shade " But we fought them in it, God our aid ! " A trophy to bear, as we march, thy band " South, East, and on to the Pleasant Land ! " \The late Pope abolished this bad business of the Sermon. — R. B.] io8 AMPHIBIAN, I. The fancy I had to-day, Fancy which turned a fear ! I swam far out in the bay, Since waves laughed warm and clear. II. I lay and looked at the sun, The noon-sun looked at me : Between us two, no one Live creature, that I could see. III. Yes ! There came floating by Me, who lay floating too, Such a strange butterfly ! Creature as dear as new : Because the membraned wings So wonderful, so wide. So sun-suffused, were things Like soul and nought beside. Amphibian. 109 V. A handbreadth over head ! All of the sea my own, It owned the sky instead ; Both of us were alone. VI. I never shall join its flight, For, nought buoys flesh in air. If it touch the sea — good night ! Death sure and swift waits there. VII. Can the insect feel the better For watching the uncouth play Of limbs that slip the fetter, Pretend as they were not clay? VIII. Undoubtedly I rejoice That the air comports so well With a creature which had the choice Of the land once. Who can tell ? IX. What if a certain soul Which early slipped its sheath. And has for its home the whole Of heaven, thus look beneath. Amphibian. Thus watch one who, in the world. Both lives and likes life's way, Nor wishes the wings unfurled That sleep in the worm, they say ? But sometimes when the weather Is blue, and warm waves tempt To free oneself of tether, And try a life exempt XII. From worldly noise and dust, In the sphere which overbrims With passion and thought, — ^why, just Unable to fly, one swims ! By passion and thought upborne. One smiles to oneself — " They fare " Scarce better, they need not scorn " Our sea, who live in the air ! " Emancipate through passion And thought, with sea for sky, We substitute, in a fashion. For heaven — poetry : Amphibian. XV. Which sea, to all intent, Gives flesh such noon-disport As a finer element Affords the spirit-sort. XVI. Whatever they are, we seem : Imagine the thing they know ; All deeds they do, we dream ; Can heaven be else but so ? And meantime, yonder streak Meets the horizon's verge ; That is the land, to seek If we tire or dread the surge ; XVIII. Land the solid and safe — To welcome again (confess !) When, high and dry, we chafe The body, and don the dress. Does she look, pity, wonder At one who mimics flight. Swims — heaven above, sea under, Yet always earth in sight ? 112 ST. MARTIN'S SUMMER. I. No protesting, dearest ! Hardly kisses even ! Don't we both know how it ends? How the greenest leaf turns serest ? Bluest outbreak — blankest heaven ? Lovers — friends ? II. You would build a mansion, I would weave a bower — Want the heart for enterprise. Walls admit of no expansion : Trellis-work may haply flower Twice the size. III. What makes glad Life's Winter ? New buds, old blooms after. Sad the sighing " How suspect " Beams would ere mid-Autumn splinter, " Rooftree scarce support a rafter, " Walls lie wrecked ? " St. Martin! s Summer. 113 IV. You are young, my princess ! I am hardly older : Yet — I steal a glance behind ! Dare I tell you what convinces Timid me that you, if bolder, Bold — are blind ? Where we plan our dwelling Glooms a graveyard surely ! Headstone, footstone moss may drape, — Name, date, violets hide from spelling, — But, though corpses rot obscurely. Ghosts escape. VI. Ghosts ! O breathing Beauty, Give my frank word pardon ! What if I— somehow, somewhere — Pledged my soul to endless duty Many a time and oft ? Be hard on Love — laid there ? VII. Nay, blame grief that 's fickle. Time that proves a traitor. Chance, change, all that purpose warps, — Death who spares to thrust the sickle. Which laid Love low, through flowers which later Shroud the corpse ! 1 14 St. Martin's Summer. VIII. And you, my winsome lady, Whisper me with like frankness ! Lies nothing buried long ago ? Are yon — which shimmer mid what 's shady Where moss and violet run to rankness — Tombs or no ? IX. Who taxes you with murder ? My hands are clean — or nearly ! Love being mortal needs must pass. Repentance ? Nothing were absurder. Enough : we felt Love's loss severely ; Though now — alas ! X. Love's corpse lies quiet therefore, Only Love's ghost plays truant, And warns us have in wholesome awe Durable mansionry ; that 's wherefore I weave but trellis-work, pursuant — Life, to law. The solid, not the fragile. Tempts rain and hail and thunder. If bower stand firm at Autumn's close. Beyond my hope, — why, boughs were agile ; If bower fall flat, we scarce need wonder Wreathing — rose ! St. Martinis Summer. 115 XII. So, truce to the protesting, So, muffled be the kisses ! ' . For, would we but avow the truth, Sober is genuine joy. No jesting 1 Ask else Penelope, Ulysses — Old in youth ! XIII. For why should ghosts feel angered ? Let all their interference Be faint march-music in the air ! " Up ! Join the rear of us the vanguard ! " Up, lovers, dead to all appearance, " Laggard pair ! " XIV. The while you clasp me closer. The while I press you deeper, As safe we chuckle, — under breath. Yet all the slyer, the jocoser, — " So, life can boast its day, like leap-year, " Stolen from death ! " XV. Ah me — the sudden terror ! Hence quick — avaunt, avoid me, You cheat, the ghostly flesh-disguised ! Nay, all the ghosts in one ! Strange error ! So, 'twas Death's self that clipped and coyed me, Loved — and lied ! ii6 St. Martin's Summer. XVI. Ay, dead loves are the potent ! Like any cloud they used you, Mere semblance you, but substance they ! Build we no mansion, weave we no tent ! Mere flesh — their spirit interfused you ! Hence, I say ! XVII. All theirs, none yours the glamour ! Theirs each low word that won me. Soft look that found me Love's, and left What else but you — the tears and clamour That 's all your very own ! Undone me — Ghost-bereft ! 117 JAMES LEE'S WIFE. I. JAMES lee's wife SPEAKS AT THE WINDOW. I. Ah, Love, but a day, And the world has changed ! The sun 's away, And the bird estranged ; The wind has dropped. And the sky 's deranged : Summer has stopped, II. Look in my eyes ! Wilt thou change too ? Should I fear surprise ? Shall I find aught new In the old and dear. In the good and true. With the changing year ? ii8 James Lee^s Wife. III. Thou art a man, But I am thy love. For the lake, its swan ; For the dell, its dove ; And for thee — (oh, haste !) Me, to bend above, Me, to hold embraced. II. BY THE FIRESIDE. I. Is all our fire of shipwreck wood. Oak and pine ? Oh, for the ills half-understood, The dim dead woe Long ago Befallen this bitter coast of France ! Well, poor sailors took their chance ; I take mine. II. A ruddy shaft our fire must shoot O'er the sea ; Do sailors eye the casement — mute Drenched and stark, From their bark — James Lee^s Wife, 119 And envy, gnash their teeth for hate 0' the warm safe house and happy freight — Thee and me ? III. God help you, sailors, at your need 1 Spare the curse ! For some ships, safe in port indeed, Rot and rust. Run to dust. All through worms i' the wood, which crept, Gnawed our hearts out while we slept : That is worse. IV. Who lived here before us two ? Old-world pairs. Did a woman ever — would I knew ! — Watch the man With whom began Love's voyage full-sail, — (now, gnash your teeth !) When planks start, open hell beneath Unawares ? 120 Javies Leis Wife. III. IN THE DOORWAY. I. The swallow has set her six young on the rail, And looks sea-ward : The water 's in stripes like a snake, olive-pale To the leeward, — On the weather-side, black, spotted white with the wind. " Good fortune departs, and disaster 's behind," — Hark, the wind with its wants and its infinite wail ! II. Our fig-tree, that leaned for the saltness, has furled Her five fingers. Each leaf like a hand opened wide to the world Where there lingers No glint of the gold. Summer sent for her sake : How the vines writhe in rows, each impaled on its stake ! My heart shrivels up and my spirit shrinks curled. III. Yet here are we two ; we have love, house enough, With the field there. This house of four rooms, that field red and rough. Though it yield there. For the rabbit that robs, scarce a blade or a bent ; If a magpie alight now, it seems an event ; And they both will be gone at November's rebuflf. James Lee's Wife. IV. But why must cold spread ? but wherefore bring change To the spirit, God meant should mate his with an infinite range, And inherit His power to put life in the darkness and cold ? Oh, live and love worthily, bear and be bold ! Whom Summer made friends of, let Winter estrange ! IV. ALONG THE BEACH. I. I WILL be quiet and talk with you, And reason why you are wrong. You wanted my love — is that much true ? And so I did love, so I do : What has come of it all along ? I took you — how could I otherwise ? For a world to me, and more ; For all, love greatens and glorifies Till God 's a-glow, to the lovmg eyes, In what was mere earth before. James Lee's Wife. III. Yes, earth — yes, mere ignoble earth ! Now do I mis-state, mistake ? Do I wrong your weakness and call it worth ? Expect all harvest, dread no dearth, Seal my sense up for your sake ? Oh, Love, Love, no. Love ! not so, indeed You were just weak earth, I knew : With much in you waste, with many a weed. And plenty of passions run to seed, But a little good grain too. v. And such as you were, I took you for mine : Did not you find me yours. To watch the olive and wait the vine. And wonder when rivers of oil and wine Would flow, as the Book assures ? VI. Well, and if none of these good things came, What did the failure prove ? The man was my whole world, all the same, With his flowers to praise or his weeds to blame, And, either or both, to love. James Lee's Wife. ;23 VII. Yet this turns now to a fault — there ! there ! That I do love, watch too long, And wait too well, and weary and wear ; And 't is all an old story, and my despair Fit subject for some new song : VIII. " How the light, light love, he has wings to fly " At suspicion of a bond : " My wisdom has bidden your pleasure good-bye, " Which will turn up next in a laughing eye, " And why should you look beyond ? " V. ON THE CLIFF. I. I LEANED on the turf, I looked at a rock Left dry by the surf ; For the turf, to call it grass were to mock : Dead to the roots, so deep was done The work of the summer sun. n. And thejTock lay flat *As an anvil's face : No iron like that ! Baked dry ; of a weed, of a shell, no trace ; 124 Ja7nes Lee's Wife. Sunshine outside, but ice at the core, Death's altar by the lone shore. On the turf, sprang gay With his films of blue. No cricket, I '11 say, But a warhorse, barded and chanfroned too, The gift of a quixote-mage to his knight, Real fairy, with wings all right. IV. On the rock, they scorch Like a drop of fire From a brandished torch, Fall two red fans of a butterfly : No turf, no rock, — in their ugly stead, See, wonderful blue and red ! V. Is it not so With the minds of men ? The level and low. The burnt and bare, in themselves ; but then With such a blue and red grace, not theirs. Love settling unawares ! Ja7nes Lee's Wife. 125 VL READING A BOOK, UNDER THE CLIFF. " Still ailing, Wind ? Wilt be appeased or no ? " Which needs the other's office, thou or I ? " Dost want to be disburthened of a woe, " And can, in truth, my voice untie " Its links, and let it go ? IL " Art thou a dumb, wronged thing that would be righted,' " Entrusting thus thy cause to me ? Forbear ! " No tongue can mend such pleadings ; faith, requited " With falsehood, — love, at last aware " Of scorn, — hopes, early blighted, — IIL " We have them ; but I know not any tone " So fit as thine to faker forth a sorrow : " Dost think men would go mad without a moan, " If they knew any way to borrow " A pathos like thy own ? IV. " Which sigh wouldst mock, of all the sighs ? The one " So long escaping from lips starved and blue, " That lasts while on her pallet-bed the nun " Stretches her length ; her foot comes through " The straw she shivers on , 126 James Lee^s Wife. " You had not thought she was so tall : and spent, " Her shrunk lids open, her lean fingers shut " Close, close, their sharp and livid nails indent " The clammy palm ; then all is mute : " That way, the spirit went VI. " Or wouldst thou rather that I understand " Thy will to help me ? — like the dog I found " Once, pacing sad this solitary strand, " Who would not take my food, poor hound, " But whined and licked my hand." All this, and more, comes from some young man's pride Of power to see, — in failure and mistake. Relinquishment, disgrace, on every side, — Merely examples for his sake, Helps to his path untried : vin. Instances he must — simply recognize ? Oh, more than so ! — must, with a learner's zeal. Make doubly prominent, twice emphasize, By added touches that reveal The god in babe's disguise. James Lee's Wife, 127 IX. Oh, he knows what defeat means, and the rest ! Himself the undefeated that shall be : Failure, disgrace, he flings them you to test, — His triumph, in eternity Too plainly manifest ! X. Whence, judge if he learn forthwith what the wind Means in its moaning — by the happy prompt Instinctive way of youth, I mean ; for kind Calm years, exacting their accompt Of pain, mature the mind ; XI. And some midsummer morning, at the lull Just about daybreak, as he looks across A sparkling foreign country, wonderful To the sea's edge for gloom and gloss, Next minute must annul, — ■ XII. Then, when the wind begins among the vines. So low, so low, what shall it say but this ? " Here is the cliange beginning, here the lines " Circumscribe beauty, set to bliss " The limit time assigns." 128 James Le^s Wife. XIII. Nothing can be as it has been before ; Better, so call it, only not the same. To draw one beauty into our hearts' core. And keep it changeless ! such our claim ; So answered, — Never more ! XIV. Simple ? Why this is the old woe o' the world ; Tune, to whose rise and fall we live and die. Rise with it, then ! Rejoice that man is hurled From change to change unceasingly, His soul's wings never furled ! XV. That 's a new question ; still replies the fact, Nothing endures : the wind moans, saying so ; We moan in acquiescence : there 's life's pact. Perhaps probation — do /know? God does : endure his act ! XVI. Only, for man, how bitter not to grave On his soul's hands' palms one fair good wise thing Just as he grasped it ! For himself, death's wave ; While time first washes — ah, the sting ! — O'er all he 'd sink to save. James Leis Wife. 129 VII. AMONG THE ROCKS. I. Oh, good gigantic smile o' the brown old earth, This autumn morning ! How he sets his bones To bask i' the sun, and thrusts out knees and feet For the ripple to run over in its mirth ; Listening the while, where on the heap of stones The white breast of the sea-lark twitters sweet. That is the doctrine, simple, ancient, true ; Such is life's trial, as old earth smiles and knows. If you loved only what were worth your love, Love were clear gain, and wholly well for you : Make the low nature better by your throes ! Give earth yourself, go up for gain above ! VIIL BESIDE THE DRAWING-BOARD. I. " As like as a Hand to another Hand ! ' Whoever said that foolish thing. Could not have studied to understand The counsels of God in fashioning, II. K 130 Jamfs Le^s Wife. Out of the infinite love of his heart, This Hand, whose beauty I praise, apart From the world of wonder left to praise, If I tried to learn the other ways Of love, in its skill, or love, in its power. " As like as a Hand to another Hand : " Who said that, never took his stand, Found and followed, like me, an hour, The beauty in this, — how free, how fine To fear, almost, — of the limit-line ! As I looked at this, and learned and drew, Drew and learned, and looked again, While fast the happy minutes flew, Its beauty mounted into my brain. And a fancy seized me ; I was fain To efface my work, begin anew. Kiss what before I only drew ; Ay, laying the red chalk 'twixt my lips. With soul to help if the mere lips failed, I kissed all right where the drawing ailed, Kissed fast the grace, that somehow slips Still from one's soulless finger-tips. 'T is a clay cast, the perfect thing. From Hand live once, dead long ago : Princess-like it wears the ring To fancy's eye, by which we know That here at length a master found His match, a proud lone soul its mate, As soaring genius sank to ground And pencil could not emulate James Lee^s Wife. 131 The beauty in this, — how free, how fine To fear almost ! — of the limit-line. Long ago the god, like me The worm, learned, each in our degree : Looked and loved, learned and drew, Drew and learned and loved again. While fast the happy minutes flew, Till beauty mounted into his brain And on the finger which outvied His art he placed the ring that 's there. Still by fancy's eye descried, In token of a marriage rare : For him on earth, his art's despair. For him in heaven, his soul's fit bride. III. Little girl with the poor coarse hand I turned from to a cold clay cast — I have my lesson, understand The worth of flesh and blood at last ! Nothing but beauty in a Hand ? Because he could not change the hue. Mend the lines and make them true To this which met his soul's demand, — Would Da Vinci turn from you ? I hear him laugh my woes to scorn — ■ " The fool forsooth is all forlorh " Because the beauty, she thinks best, " Lived long ago or was never born, — " Because no beauty bears the test " In this rough peasant Hand ! Confessed " ' Art is null and study void ! ' K 2 132 James Lee's Wife. " So sayest thou? So said not I, " Who threw the faulty pencil by, " And years instead of hours employed, " Learning the veritable use " Of flesh and bone and nerve beneath " Lines and hue of the outer sheath, '' If haply I might reproduce " One motive of the mechanism, " Flesh and bone and nerve that make " The poorest coarsest human hand " An object worthy to be scanned " A whole life long for their sole sake. " Shall earth and the cramped moment-space " Yield the heavenly crowning grace ? " Now the parts and then the whole ! " Who art thou, with stinted soul " And stunted body, thus to cry " ' I love, — shall that be life's strait dole ? " ' I must live beloved or die ! ' " This peasant hand that spins the wool " And bakes the bread, why lives it on, " Poor and coarse with beauty gone, — " What use survives the beauty ? Fool ! ' Go, little girl with the poor coarse hand ! I have my lesson, shall understand. James Lee's Wife. 133 IX. ON DECK. I. There is nothing to remember in me, Nothing I ever said with a grace, Nothing I did that you care to see, Nothing I was that deserves a place In your mind, now I leave you, set you free. II. Conceded ! In turn, concede to me, Such things have been as a mutual flame. Your soul 's locked fast ; but, love for a key, You might let it loose, till I grew the same In your eyes, as in mine you stand : strange plea ! III. For then, then, what would it matter to me That I was the harsh, ill-favoured one ? We both should be like as pea and pea ; It was ever so since the world begun : So, let me proceed with my reverie IV. How strange it were if you had all me. As I have all you in my heart and brain, You, whose least word brought gloom or glee. Who never lifted the hand in vain Will hold mine yet, from over the sea ! 134 James Leis Wife. V. Strange, if a face, when you thought of me. Rose like your own face present now, With eyes as dear in their due degree, Much such a mouth, and as bright a brow, Till you saw yourself, while you cried " T is She ! " VI. Well, you may, you must, set down to me Love that was life, life that was love ; A tenure of breath at your lips' decree, A passion to stand as your thoughts approve, A rapture to fall where your foot might be. VII. But did one touch of such love for me Come in a word or a look of yours, Whose words and looks will, circling, flee Round me and round while life endures, — Could I fancy '' As I feel, thus feels He ; " VIII. Why, fade you might to a thing like me. And your hair grow these coarse hanks of hair, Your skin, this bark of a gnarled tree, — You might turn myself ! — should I know or care, When I should be dead of joy, James Lee? I3S RESPECTABILITY. Dear, had the world in its caprice Deigned to proclaim " I know you both, " Have recognized your plighted troth, " Am sponsor for you : live in peace ! " — How many precious months and years Of youth had passed, that speed so fast. Before we found it out at last, The world, and what it fears ? II. How much of priceless life were spent With men that every virtue decks. And women models of their sex. Society's true ornament, — Ere we dared wander, nights like this, , Thro' wind and rain, and watch the Seine, And feel the Boulevart break again To warmth and light and bliss ? 136 Respectability. III. I know ! the world proscribes not love ; Allows my finger to caress Your lips' contour and downiness, Provided it supply a glove. The world's good word ! — the Institute ! Guizot receives Montalembert ! Eh ? Down the court three lampions flare : Put forward your best foot ! 137 DIS ALITER VISUM; OR, LE BYRON DE NOS JOURS. I. Stop, let me have the truth of that ! Is that all true ? I say, the day Ten years ago when both of us Met on a morning, friends — as thus We meet this evening, friends or what ? — II. Did you — because I took your arm And sillily smiled, " A mass of brass " That sea looks, blazing underneath ! " While up the cliff-road edged with heath, We took the turns nor came to harm — HI. Did you consider " Now makes twice " That I have seen her, walked and talked " With this poor pretty thoughtful thing, " Whose worth I weigh : she tries to sing ; " Draws, hopes in time the eye grows nice ; 138 DU aliter visum ; or, le Byron de nos Jours. IV. " Reads verse and thinks she understands ; " Loves all, at any rate, that 's great, " Good, beautiful ; but much as we " Down at the bath-house love the sea, "Who breathe its salt and bruise its sands : " While . . do but follow the fishing-gull " That flaps and floats "from wave to cave ! " There 's the sea-lover, fair my friend ! " What then ? Be patient, mark and mend ! " Had you the making of your skull ? " VI. And did you, when we faced the church With spire and sad slate roof, aloof From human fellowship so far, Where a few graveyard crosses are, And garlands for the swallows' perch,— VII. Did you determine, as we stepped O'er the lone stone fence, " Let me get " Her for myself, and what 's the earth " With all its art, verse, music, worth' — " Compared with love, found, gained, and kejit? Dis aliter visum ; or, le Byron de nos Jours. 139 VIII. " Schumann 's our music-maker now ; " Has his march-movement youth and mouth ? " Ingres 's the modern man that paints-; " Which will lean on me, of his saints ? " Heine for songs ; for kisses, how ? " IX. And did you, when we entered, reached The votive frigate, soft aloft Riding on air this hundred years. Safe-smiling at old hopes and fears. — Did you draw profit while she preached ? Resolving, " Fools we wise men grow ! " Yes, I could easily blurt out curt " Some question that might find reply " As prompt in her stopped lips, dropped eye " And rush of red to cheek and brow : XI. " Thus were a match made, sure and fast, " 'Mid the blue weed-flowers round the mound " Where, issuing, we shall stand and stay " For one more look at baths and bay, " Sands, sea-gulls, and the old church last — 140 Dts atiler visum ; or, le Byron de nos Jours. XII. " A match 'twixt me, bent, wigged and lamed, " Famous, however, for verse and worse, " Sure of the Fortieth spare Arm-chair " When gout and glory seat me there, " So, one whose love-freaks pass unblamed, — XIII. " And this young beauty, round and sound " As a mountain-apple, youth and truth " With loves and doves, at all events " With money in the Three per Cents ; " Whose choice of me would seem profound XIV. " She might take me as I take her. " Perfect the hour would pass, alas ! " Climb high, love high, what matter ? Still, " Feet, feelings, must descend the hill : " An hour's perfection can't recur. XV. " Then follows Paris and full time " For both to reason : ' Thus with us " She '11 sigh, ' Thus girls give body and soul " ' At first word, think they gain the goal, " ' When 't is the starting-place they climb ! Dis aliter visum; or, h Byron de nos Jours. 141 XVI, " ' My friend makes verse and gets renown ; " ' Have they all fifty years, his peers ? " ' He knows the world, firm, quiet and gay ; " ' Boys will become as much one day : " ' They 're fools ; he cheats, with beard less brown. XVII. " ' For boys say, Love me or I die ! " ' He did not say, The truth is, youth " ' I want, who am old and know too much ; " ' I'd catch youth : lend me sight and touch ! " ' Drop heart's blood where life's wheels grate dry 1 ' XVIII. " While I should make rejoinder "—(then It was, no doubt, you ceased that least Light pressure of my arm in yours) " ' I can conceive of cheaper cures " ' For a yawning-fit o'er books and men. XIX. " ' What ? All I am, was, and might be, " ' All, books taught, art brought, life's whole strife, " ' Painful results since precious, just " ' Were fitly exchanged, in wise disgust, " ' For two cheeks freshened by youth and sea ? 1 42 Dts aliter visum ; or, le Byron de nos Jours. XX. " ' All for a nosegay ! — what came first ; " ' With fields in flower, untried each side ; " ' I rally, need my books and men, " ' And find a nosegay : ' drop it, then, " No match yet made for best or worst ! " That ended me. You judged the porch We left by, Norman ; took our look At sea and sky ; wondered so few Find out the place for air and view ; Remarked the sun began to scorch ; XXII. Descended, soon regained the baths, And then, good-bye ! Years ten since then : Ten years ! We meet : you teU me, now, By a window-seat for that cliif-brow, On carpet-stripes for those sand-paths. XXIII. Now I may speak : you fool, for all Your lore ! Who made things plain in vain ? What was the sea for ? What, the grey Sad church, that solitary day. Crosses and graves and swallows' call ? Dis aliter visum ; or, h Byron de nos Jours. 143 XXIV. Was there nought better than to enjoy ? No feat which, done, would make time break, And let us pent-up creatures through Into eternity, our due ? No forcing earth teach heaven's employ ? XXV. No wise beginning, here and now, What cannot grow complete (earth's feat) And heaven must finish, there and then ? No tasting earth's true food for men, Its sweet in sad, its sad in sweet ? XXVI. No grasping at love, gaining a share O' the sole spark from God's life at strife With death, so, sure of range above The limits here ? For us and love. Failure ; but, when God fails, despair. XXVII. This you call wisdom ? Thus you add Good unto good again, in vain ? You.loved, with body worn and weak ; I loved, with faculties to seek : Were both loves worthless since ill-clad ? f44 ■^^■f alite*' visum; or, le Byron de nosjours^ XXVIII. Let the mere star-fish in his vault Crawl in a wash of weed, indeed, Rose-jacynth to the finger-tips : He, whole in body and soul, outstrips Man, found with either in default. XXIX. But what 's whole, can increase no more, Is dwarfed and dies, since here 's its sphere. The devil laughed at you in his sleeve ! You knew not ? That I well believe ; Or you had saved two souls : nay, four. XXX. For Stephanie sprained last night her wrist, Ankle or something. " Pooh," cry you ? At any rate she danced, all say, Vilely , her vogue has had its day. Here comes my husband from his whist. 145 CONFESSIONS. I. What is he buzzing in my ears ? " Now that I come to die, " Do I view the world as a vale of tears ? " Ah, reverend sir, not I ! II. What I viewed there once, what I view again Where the physic bottles stand On the table's edge, — is a suburb lane, With a wall to my bedside hand. III. That lane sloped, much as the bottles do. From a house you could descry O'er the garden-wall : is the curtain blue Or green to a healthy eye ? IV. To mine, it serves for the old June weather Blue above lane and wall ; And that farthest bottle labelled " Ether '' Is the house o'er-topping all. II. L 146 Confessions. V. At a terrace, somewhat near the stopper, There watched for me, one June, A girl : I know, sir, it 's improper. My poor mind 's out of tune. Only, there was a way . . . you crept Close by the side, to dodge Eyes in the house, two eyes except : They styled their house " The Lodge." What right had a lounger up their lane ? But, by creeping very close, With the good wall's help, — their eyes might strain ' And stretch themselves to Oes, VIII. Yet never catch her and me together. As she left the attic, there. By the rim of the bottle labelled " Ether,' And stole from stair to stair, IX. And stood by the rose-wreathed gate. Alas, We loved, sir — used to meet : How sad and bad and mad it was — But then, how it was sweet ! 147 THE HOUSEHOLDER. Savage I was sitting in my house, late, lone : Dreary, weary with the long day's work : Head of me, heart of me, stupid as a stone : Tongue-tied now, now blaspheming like a Turk ; When, in a moment, just a knock, call, cry. Half a pang and all a rapture, there again were we ! — " What, and is it really you again ? " quoth I : " I again, what else did you expect ? " quoth She. " Never mind, hie away from this old house — " Every crumbling brick embrowned with sin and shame ! " Quick, in its corners ere certain shapes arouse ! " Let them — every devil of the night — ^lay claim, " Make and mend, or rap and rend, for me ! Goodbye ! " God be,their guard from disturbance at their glee, " Till, crash, comes down the carcass in a heap ! " quoth I : " Nay, but there 's a decency required ! " quoth She. 148 The Householder. in. " Ah, but if you knew how time has dragged, days, nights ! " All the neighbour-talk with man and maid — such men ! " All the fuss and trouble of street-sounds, window-sights : " All the worry of flapping door and echoing roof; and then, " All the fancies . . . Who were they had leave, dared try " Darker arts that almost struck despair in me ? " If you knew but how I dwelt down here ! " quoth I : " And was I so better off up there ? " quoth She. IV. " Help and get it over ! Re-united to his wife " (How draw up the paper lets the parish-people know ?) " Lies M. or N., departed from this life, " Day the this or that, tnonth and year the so and so, " What i' the way of final flourish ? Prose, verse ? Try ! " Affliction sore, long time he bore, or, what is it to be ? " Till God did please to grant him ease. Do end ! " quoth I : " I end with — Love is all and Death is nought ! " quoth She. J49 TRAY. Sing me a hero i Quench my thirst Of soul, ye bards ! Quoth Bard the first : " Sir Olaf, the good knight, did don " His helm and eke his habergeon . . ." Sir Olaf and his bard ! " That sin-scathed brow " (quoth Bard the second) " That eye wide ope as though Fate beckoned " My hero to some steep, beneath " Which precipice smiled tempting Death ..." You too without your host have reckoned ! " A beggar-child " (let 's hear this third !) " Sat on a quay's edge : like a bird " Sang to herself at careless play, " And fell into the stream. ' Dismay ! " ' Help, you the standers-by ! ' None stirred. " Bystanders reason, think of wives " And children ere they risk their lives. " Ov^ the balustrade has bounced " A mere instinctive dog, and pounced " Plumb on the prize. ' How well he dives ! 15° Tray. " ' Up he comes with the child, see, tight " ' In mouth, alive too, clutched from quite " ' A depth of ten feet — twelve, I bet ! " ' Good dog ! What, off again ? There 's yet " ' Another child to save ? All right ! " ' How strange we saw no other fall ! " ' It 's instinct in the animal. " ' Good dog ! But he 's a long while under : " ' If he got drowned I should not wonder — " ' Strong current, that against the wall ! " ' Here he comes, holds in mouth this time " ' — ^What may the thing be? Well, that 's prime " ' Now, did you ever ? Reason reigns " ' In man alone, since all Tray's pains " ' Have fished — the child's doll from the slime ! ' " And so, amid the laughter gay, " Trotted my hero off,— old Tray,— " Till somebody, prerogatived " With reason, reasoned : ' Why he dived, " ' His brain would show us, I should say. " ' John, go and catch — or, if needs be, " ' Purchase that animal for me ! " ' By vivisection, at expense " ' Of half-an-hour and eighteen pence, " ' How brain secretes dog's soul, we '11 see ! ' " 151 CAVALIER TUNES. I. MARCHING ALONG. (Centish Sir Byng stood for his King, .Oiidding the crop-headed Parliament swing : '\nd, pressing a troop unable to stoop And see the rogues flourish and honest folk droop, Marched them along, fifty score strong. Great-hearted gentlemen, singing this song. II. God for King Charles ! Pym and such carles To the Devil that prompts 'em their treasonous paries ! Cavaliers, up ! Lips from the cup, Hands from the pasty, nor bite take nor sup Till you 're— (Chorus) Marching along, fifty-score strong. Great-hearted gentlemen, singing this song. 1 5 2 Cavalier Tunes. III. Hampden to hell, and his obsequies' knell. Serve Hazelrig, Fiennes, and young Harry as well ! England, good cheer ! Rupert is near ! Kentish and loyalists, keep we not here {Chorus) Marching along, fifty-score strong. Great-hearted gentlemen, singing this song? IV. Then, God for King Charles ! Pym and his snarls To the Devil that pricks on such pestilent carles ! Hold by the right, you double your might ; So, onward to Nottingham, fresh for the fight, {Choi-us) March we along, fifty -score strong. Great-hearted gentlemen, singing this song ! II. GIVE A ROUSK I. King Charles, and who 'II do him right now ? King Charles, and who 's ripe for fight now ? Give a rouse : here 's, in hell's despite now, King Charles ! Who gave me the goods that went since ? Who raised me the house that sank once ? Cavalier Tunes. 153 Who helped me to gold I spent since ? Who found me in wine you drank once ? (Chorus) King Charles, and who 'II do him right now ? King Charles, and who 's ripe for fight now ? Give a rouse : here 's, in hell's despite now, King Charles ! III. To whom used my boy George quaff else, By the old fool's side that begot him ? For whom did he cheer and laugh else, While Noll's damned troopers shot him ? {Chorus) King Charles, and who 'II do him right now ! King Charles, and who 's ripe for fight noin ? Give a rouse: here 's, in hell's despite now. King Charles ! III. BOOT AND SADDLK I. Boot, saddle, to horse, and away ! Rescue my castle before the hot day Brightens to blue from its silvery grey, (Chorus) Boot, saddle, to horse, and away ! Ride past the suburbs, asleep as you 'd say ; Many 's the friend there, will listen and pray " God's luck to gallants that strike up the lay — (Chorus) "Boot, saddle, to horse, and away!" 154 Cavalier Tunes. III. Forty miles off, like a roebuck at bay. Flouts Castle Brancepeth the Roundheads' array : Who laughs, " Good fellows ere this, by my fay, (Chorus) "Boot, saddle, to horse, and away?" Who ? My wife Gertrude ; that, honest and gay, Laughs when you talk of surrendering, " Nay ! " I Ve better counsellors ; what counsel they? (Chorus) " Boot, saddle, to horse, and away !" 155 BEFORE. I. .Let them fight it out, fi-iend ! things have gone too far. God must judge the couple : leave them as they are —Whichever one 's the guiltless, to his glory, \nd whichever one the guilt 's with, to my story 1 tVhy, you would not bid men, sunk in such a slough. Strike no arm out further, stick and stink as now. Leaving right and wrong to settle the embroilment, Heaven with snaky hell, in torture and entoilment ? III. Who 's the culprit of them ? How must he conceive God — the queen he caps to, laughing in his sleeve, " 'T is but decent to profess oneself beneath her : " Still, one must not be too much in earnest, either ! " IV. Better sin the whole sin, sure that God observes ; Then go live his life out ! Life will try his nerves. When the sky, which noticed all, makes no disclosure. And the earth keeps up her terrible composure. 156 Before, Let him pace at pleasure, past the walls of rose, Pluck their fruits when grape-trees graze him as he goes ! For he 'gins to guess the purpose of the garden. With the sly mute thing, beside there, for a warden. What 's the leopard-dog-thing, constant at his side, A leer and He in every eye of its obsequious hide ? When will come an end to all the mock obeisance. And the price appear that pays for the misfeasance ? VII. So much for the culprit. Who 's the martyred man ? Let him bear one stroke more, for be sure he can ! He that strove thus evil's lump with good to leaven. Let him give his blood at last and get his heaven ! vm. All or nothing, stake it ! Trusts he God or no ? Thus far and no farther ? farther ? be it so ! Now, enough of your chicane of prudent pauses. Sage provisos, sub-intents and saving-clauses ! IX. Ah, "forgive" you bid him? While God's champion lives. Wrong shall be resisted : dead, why, he forgives. But you must not end my friend ere you begin him ; Evil stands not crowned on earth, while breath is in him. Before. 157 X. Once more — Will the wronger, at this last of all, Dare to say, " I did wrong," rising in his fall ? No ? — Let go, then ! Both the fighters to their places ! While I count three, step you back as many paces ! IS8 AFTER. Take the cloak from his face, and at first Let the corpse do its worst ! How he lies in his rights of a man Death has done all death can. And, absorbed in the new life he leads, He recks not, he heeds Nor his wrong nor my vengeance ; both strike On his senses alike. And are lost in the solemn and strange Surprise of the change. Ha, what avails death to erase His oifence, my disgrace ? 1 would we were boys as of old In the field, by the fold : His outrage, God's patience, man's scorn Were so easily borne ! I stand here now, he lies in his place : Cover the face ! 159 HERVE KIEL. I. On the sea and at the Hogue, sixteen hundred ninety- two, Did the English fight the French, — woe to France ! And, the thirty-first of May, helter-skelter thro' the blue, Like a crowd of frightened porpoises a shoal of sharks pursue, Came crowding ship on ship to St. Malo on the Ranee, With the English fleet in view. 'T was the squadron that escaped, with the victor in full ch^se ; First and foremost of the drove, in his great ship, Damfreville ; Close on him fled, great and small, Twenty-two good ships in all ; And they signalled to the place " Help the winners of a race ! " Get us guidance, give us harbour, take us quick — or, quicker still, " Here 's the English can and will ! " i6o Hervi Riel. III. Then the pilots of the place put out brisk and leapt on board ; " Why, what hope or chance have ships like these to pass ? " laughed they : " Rocks to starboard, rocks to port, all the passage scarred and scored, " Shall the ' Formidable ' here with her twelve and eighty guns " Think to make the river-mouth by the single narrow way, " Trust to enter where 't is ticklish for a craft of twenty tons, " And with flow at full beside ? " Now, 't is slackest ebb of tide. " Reach the mooring ? Rather say, " While rock stands or water runs, " Not a ship will leave the bay ! " IV. Then was called a council straight. Brief and bitter the debate : " Here 's the English at our heels ; would you have them take in tow " All that 's left us of the fleet, linked together stern and bow, " For a prize to Plymouth Sound ? " Better run the ships aground ! " (Ended Damfreville his speech). " Not a minute more to wait ! Herv^ Riel. i6i " Let the Captains all and each " Shove ashore, then blow up, burn the vessels on the beach ! " France must undergo her fate. " Give the word ! " But no such word Was ever spoke or heard ; For up stood, for out stepped, for in struck amid all these — A Captain ? A Lieutenant ? A Mate^^first, second, third ? No such man of mark, and meet With his betters to compete ! But a simple Breton sailor pressed by Tourville for the fleet, A poor coasting-pilot he, Hervd Riel the Croisickese. VI. And, " What mockery or malice have we here ? " cries Hervd Riel : " Are you mad, you Malouins ? Are you cowards, fools, or rogues ? " Talk to me of rocks and shoals, me who took the soundings, tell " On my fingers every bank, every shallow, every swell " 'Twixt the offing here and Grfeve where the river disembogues ? " Are you bought by English gold ? Is it love th lying 's for ? " Morn and eve, night and day, " Have I piloted your bay, II. M 1 63 Herv'e Kiel. " Entered free and anchored fast at the foot of Solidor. " Burn the fleet and ruin France ? That were worse than fifty Hogues ! " Sirs, they know I speak the truth ! Sirs, believe me there 's a way ! " Only let me lead the line, " Have the biggest ship to steer, " Get this ^Formidable ' clear, " Make the others follow mine, " And I lead them, most and least, by a passage I know well, " Right to Solidor past Grfeve, " And there lay them safe and sound ; " And if one ship misbehave, " — Keel so much as grate the ground, " Why, I 've nothing but my life, — here 's my head ! " cries Hervd Riel. VII. Not a minute more to wait. " Steer us in, then, small and great ! " Take the helm, lead the line, save the squadron ! " cried its chief Captains, give the sailor place ! He is Admiral, in brief Still the north-wind, by God's grace ! See the noble fellow's face As the big ship, with a bound, Clears the entry like a hound, Keeps the passage as its inch of way were the wide sea 's profound ! Herv'e Riel. 163 See, safe thro' shoal and rock, How they follow in a flock. Not a ship that misbehaves, not a keel that grates the ground, Not a spar that comes to grief ! The peril, see, is past, All are harboured to the last. And just as Hervd Riel hollas " Anchor ! " — sure as fate, Up the English come, too late ! VIII. So, the storm subsides to calm : They see the green trees wave On the heights o'erlooking Grfeve. Hearts that bled are stanched with balm. " Just our rapture to enhance, " Let the English rake the bay, " Gnash their teeth and glare askance " As they cannonade away ! " 'Neath rampired Solidor pleasant riding on the Ranee ! " .How hope succeeds despair on each Captain's counte- nance ! Out burst all with one accord, " This is Paradise for Hell ! " Let France, let France's King " Thank the man that did the thing ! " What a shout, and all one word, " Herv6 Riel ! " As he stepped in front once more, Not a symptom of surprise In the frank blue Breton eyes, Just the same man as before. 164 Hervi Riel. IX. Then said Damfreville, " My friend, " I must speak out at the end, " Though I find the speaking hard. " Praise is deeper than the lips : " You have saved the King his ships, " You must name your own reward. " 'Faith, our sun was near eclipse ! " Demand whate'er you will, " France remains your debtor still. " Ask to heart's content and have ! or my name 's not Damfreville." X. Then a beam of fun outbroke On the bearded mouth that spoke, As the honest heart laughed throu Those frank eyes of Breton blue : " Since I needs must say my say, " Since on board the duty's done, " And from Malo Roads to Croisic Point, what is i but a run ? — " Since 't is ask and have, I may — " Since the others go ashore — " Come ! A good whole holiday ! " Leave to go and see my wife, whom I call the Belle Aurore ! " That he asked and that he got, — nothing more. XI. Name and deed alike are lost Not a pillar nor a post Hervk Riel. ' 165 In his Croisic keeps alive the feat as it befell ; Not a head in white and black On a single fishing-smack, In memory of the man but for whom had gone to wrack All that France saved from the fight whence England bore the bell. Go to Paris : rank on rank Search the heroes flung pell-mell On the Louvre, face and flank ! You shall look long enough ere you come to Hervd Riel. So, for better and for worse, Hervd Riel, accept my verse ! In my verse, Hervd Riel, do thou once more Save the squadron, honour France, love thy wife the Belle Aurore ! 1 66 IN A BALCONY. Constance aTid Norbert. Nor. Now ! Con. Not now ! Nor. Give me them again, those hands — Put them upon my forehead, how it throbs ! Press them before my eyes, the fire comes through ! You cruellest, you dearest in the world, Let me ! The Queen must grant whate'er I ask — How can I gain you and not ask the Queen ? There she stays waiting for me, here stand you ; Some time or other this was to be asked ; Now is the one time — ^what I ask, I gain : Let me ask now. Love ! Con. Do, and ruin us ! Nor. Let it be now. Love ! All my soul breaks forth. How I do love you ! Give my love its way ! A man can have but one life and one death. One heaven, one hell. Let me fulfil my fate — Grant me my heaven now ! Let me know you mine. Prove you mine, write my name upon your brow, Hold you and have you, and then die away. If God please, with completion in my soul ! In a Balcony. 167 Con. I am not yours then ? How content this man ! I am not his — who change into himself, Have passed into his heart and beat its beats, Who give my hands to him, my eyes, my hair. Give all that was of me away to him — So well, that now, my spirit turned his own. Takes part with him against the woman here, Bids him not stumble at so mere a straw As caring that the world be cognisant How he loves her and how she worships him. You have this woman, not as yet that world. Go on, I bid, nor stop to care for me By saving what I cease to care about. The courtly name and pride of circumstance — The name you '11 pick up and be cumbered with Just for the poor parade's sake, nothing more ; Just that the world may slip from under you — Just that the world may cry " So much for him — " The man predestined to the heap of crowns : " There goes his chance of winning one, at least ! " Nor. The world ! Con. You love it ! Love me quite as well, And see if I shall pray for this in vain ! Why must you ponder what it knows or thinks ? Nor. You pray for — ^whatj in vain ? Con. Oh my heart's heart How I do love you, Norbert ! That is right : But listen, or I take my hands away ! You say, " let it be now : " you would go now And tell the Queen, perhaps six steps from us, You love me — so you do, thank God ! Nor. Thank God ! 1 68 In a Balcony. Con. Yes, Norbert, — but you fain would tell your love, And, what succeeds the telling, ask of her My hand. Now take this rose and look at it. Listening to me. You are the minister, The Queen's first favourite, nor without a cause. To-night completes your wonderful year's-work (This palace-feast is held to celebrate) Made memorable by her life's success. The junction of two crowns, on her sole head, Her house had only dreamed of anciently : That this mere dream is grown a stable truth, To-night's feast makes authentic. Whose the praise ? Whose genius, patience, energy, achieved What turned the many heads and broke the hearts? You are the fate, your minute's in the heaven. Next comes the Queen's turn. " Name your own reward ! " With leave to clench the past, chain the to-come. Put out an arm and touch and take the sun And fix it ever full-faced on your earth, Possess yourself supremely of her life, — You choose the single thing she will not grant ; Nay, very declaration of which choice Will turn the scale and neutralise your work : At best she will forgive you, if she can. You think I '11 let you choose— her cousin's hand ? Nor. Wait. First, do you retain your old behef The Queen is generous, — nay, is just ? Con. There, there ! So men make women love them, while they know No more of women's hearts than . . . look you here, You that are just and generous beside, In a Balcony. 169 Make it your own case ! For example now, I '11 say — I let you kiss me, hold my hands — Why? do you know why? I '11 instruct you, then — The kiss, because you have a name at court. This hand and this, that you may shut in each A jewel, if you please to pick up such. That 's horrible ? Apply it to the Queen — Suppose I am the Queen to whom you speak. " I was a nameless man ; you needed me : " Why did I proffer you my aid ? there stood " A certain pretty cousin at your side. " Why did I make such common cause with you ? " Access to her had not been easy else. " You give my labours here abundant praise ? " 'Faith, labour, which she overlooked, grew play. " How shall your gratitude discharge itself? " Give me her hand ! " Nor. And still I urge the same. Is the Queen just ? just — generous or no ! Con. Yes, just. You love a rose ; no harm in that : But was it for the rose's sake or mine You put it in your bosom ? mine, you said — Then, mine you still must say or else be false. You told the Queen you served her for herself; If so, to serve her was to serve yourself. She thinks, for all your unbelieving face ! I know her. In the hall, six steps from us, One sees the twenty pictures ; there 's a life Better than life, and yet no life at all. Conceive her born in such a magic dome. Pictures all round her ! why, she sees the world. Can recognize its given things and facts, 1 70 In a Balcony. The fight of giants or the feast of gods, Sages in senate, beauties at the bath, Chases and battles, the whole earth's display, Landscape and sea-piece, down to flowers and fruit — And who shall question that she knows them all. In better semblance thaii the things outside ? Yet bring into the silent gallery Some live thing to contrast in breath and blood, Some lion, with the painted lion there — You think she '11 understand composedly ? — Say, " that 's his fellow in the hunting-piece " Yonder, I 've turned to praise a hundred times ? " Not so. Her knowledge of our actual earth, Its hopes and fears, concerns and sympathies, Must be too far, too mediate, too unreal The real exists for us outside, not her : How should it, with that life in these four walls, That father and that mother, first to last No father and no mother — friends, a heap, Lovers, no lack — a husband in due time. And every one of them alike a lie ! Things painted by a Rubens out of nought Into what kindness, friendship, love should be ; All better, all more grandiose than life, Only no life ; mere cloth and surface-paint. You feel, while you admire. How should she feel ? Yet now that she has stood thus fifty years The sole spectator in that gallery, You think to bring this warm real struggling love In to her of a sudden, and suppose She '11 keep her state untroubled ? Here 's the truth : She '11 apprehend truth's value at a glance, In a Balcony, 171 Prefer it to the pictured loyalty ? You only have to say " So men are made, " For this they act ; the thing has many names, " But this the right one : and now. Queen, be just ! " Your life slips back ; you lose her at the word : You do not even for amends gain me. He will not understand ! oh, Norbert, Norbert, Do you not understand ? Nor. The Queen 's the Queen, I am myself — no picture, but alive In every nerve and every muscle, here At the palace-window o'er the people's street, As she in the gallery where the pictures glow : The good of life is precious to us both. She cannot love ; what do I want with rule ? When first I saw your face a year ago I knew my life's good, my soul heard one voice — " The woman yonder, there 's no use of life " But just to obtain her ! heap earth's woes in one " And beatr them — make a pile of all earth's joys " And spurn them, as they help or help not this ; " Only, obtain her ! " — how was it to be ? I found you were the cousin of the Queen ; I must then serve the Queen to get to you. No other way. Suppose there had been one. And I, by saying prayers to some white star With promise of my body and my soul. Might gain you, — should I pray the star or no ? Instead, there was the Queen to serve ! I served. Helped, did what other servants failed to do. Neither she sought nor I declared my end. Her good is hers, my recompense b^ mine, 172 In a Balcony. I therefore name you as that recompense. She dreamed that such a thing could never be? Let her wake now. She thinks there was more cause In love of power, high fame, pure loyalty ? Perhaps she fancies men wear out their lives Chasing such shades. Then, I 've a fancy too ; I worked because I want you with my soul : I therefore ask your hand. Let it be now ! Con. Had I not loved you from the very first, Were I not yours, could we not steal out thus So wickedly, so wildly, and so well. You might become impatient. What 's conceived Of us without here, by the folks within ? Where are you now ? immersed in cares of state — Where am I now ? — intent on festal robes — We two, embracing under death's spread hand ! What was this thought for, what that scruple of yours Which broke the council up ? — to bring about One minute's meeting in the corridor ! And then the sudden sleights, strange secrecies, Complots inscrutable, deep telegraphs, Long-planned chance-meetings, hazards of a look, " Does she know ? does she not know ? saved or lost ? " A year of this compression's ecstasy All goes for nothing ! you would give this up For the old way, the open way, the world's, His way who beats, and his who sells his wife ! What tempts you ? — their notorious happiness, That you are ashamed of ours ? The best you '11 gain Will be — the Queen grants all that you require, Concedes the cousin, rids herself of you And me at once, and gives us ample leave In a Balcony. 173 To live like our five hundred happy friends. The world will show us with officious hand Our chamber- entry and stand sentinel, Where we so oft have stolen across its traps ! Get the world's warrant, ring the falcons' feet, And make it duty to be bold and swift, Which long £^go was nature. Have it so ! We never hawked by rights till flung from fist ? Oh, the man's thought ! no woman 's such a fool. Nor. Yes, the man's thought and my thought, which is more — One made to love you, let the world take note ! Have I done worthy work ? be love's the praise, Though hampered by restrictions, barred against By set forms, blinded by forced secrecies ! Set free my love, and see what love can do Shown in my life — what work will spring from that ! The world is used to have its business done On other grounds, find great effects produced For power's sake, fame's sake, motives in men's mouth. So, good : but let my low ground shame their high ! Truth is the strong thing. Let man's life be true ! And love 's the truth of mine. Tin^e prove the rest ! I choose to wear you stamped all over me, Your name upon my forehead and my breast. You, from the sword's blade to the ribbon's edge. That men may see, all over, you in me — That pale loves may die out of their pretence In face of mine, shames thrown on love fall off. Permit this, Constance ! Love has been so long Subdued in me, eating me through and through, That now 't is all of me and must have way. 174 In a Balcony. Think of my work, that chaos of intrigues, Those hopes and fears, surprises and delays, That long endeavour, earnest, patient, slow, Trembling at last to its assured result — Then think of this revulsion ! I resume Life after death, (it is no less than life, After such long unlovely labouring days) And liberate to beauty life's great need O' the beautiful, which, while it prompted work, Suppressed itself erewhile. This eve 's the time, This eve intense with yon first trembling star We seem to pant and reach ; scarce aught between The earth that rises and the heaven that bends ; All nature self-abandoned, every tree Flung as it will, pursuing its own thoughts And fixed so, every flower and every weed, No pride, no shame, no victory, no defeat ; All under God, each measured by itself These statues round us stand abrupt, distinct. The strong in strength, the weak in weakness fixed, The Muse for ever wedded to her lyre, The Nymph to her fawn, the Silence to her rose : See God's approval on his universe ! Let us do so — aspire to live as these In harmony with truth, ourselves being true ! Take the first way, and let the second come ! My first is to possess myself of you ; The music sets the march-step — forward, then ! And there 's the Queen, I go to claim you of. The world to witness, wonder and applaud. Our flower of life breaks open. No delay ! Con. And so shall we be ruined, both of us. In a Balcony. 175 Norbert, I know her to the skin and bone : You do not know her, were not born to it, To feel what she can see or cannot see. Love, she is generous, — ay, despite your smile, Generous as you are : for, in that thin frame Pain-twisted, punctured through and through with cares, There lived a lavish soul until it starved Debarred all healthy food. Look to the soul — Pity that, stoop to that, ere you begin (The true man's-way) on justice and your rights, Exactions and acquittance of the past ! Begin so — see what justice she will deal ! We women hate a debt as men a gift. Suppose her some poor keeper of a school Whose business is to sit thro' summer months And dole out children leave to go and play, Herself superior to such lightness — she In the arm-chair's state and psedagogic pomp, To the life, the laughter, sun and youth outside : We wonder such a face looks black on us ? I do not bid you wake her tenderness, (That were vain truly — none is left to wake) But, let her think her justice is engaged To take the shape of tenderne!ss, and mark If she '11 not coldly pay its warmest debt ! Does she love me, I ask you ? not a whit : Yet, thinking that her justice was engaged To help a kinswoman, she took me up^ Did more on that bare ground than other loves Would do on greater argument. For me, I have no equivalent of such cold kind To pay her with, but love alone to give 176 In a Balcony. If I give anything. I give her love : I feel I ought to help her, and I will. So, for her sake, as yours, I tell you twice That women hate a debt as men a gift. If I were you, I could obtain this grace — Could lay the whole I did to love's account, Nor yet be very false as courtiers go — Declaring my success was recompense ; It would be so, in fact : what were it else ? And then, once loose her generosity, — Oh, how I see it ! then, were I but you To turn it, let it seem to move itself, And make it offer what I really take, Accepting just, in the poor cousin's hand. Her value as the next thing to the Queen's — Since none love Queens directly, none dare that. And a thing's shadow or a name's mere echo Suffices those who miss the name and thing ! You pick up just a ribbon she has worn. To keep in proof how near her breath you came. Say, I 'm so near I seem a piece of her — Ask for me that way — (oh, you understand) You 'd find the same gift yielded with a grace. Which, if you make the least show to extort . . — You '11 see ! and when you have ruined both of us. Dissertate on the Queen's ingratitude ! Nor. Then, if I turn it that way, you consent ? 'T is not my way ; I have more hope in truth : Still, if you won't have truth — why, this indeed, Were scarcely false, as I 'd express the sense. Will you remain here ? Con. O best heart of mine. In. a Balcony. 177 How I have loved you ! then, you take my way ? Are mine as you have been her minister, Work out my thought, give it effect for me, Paint plain my poor conceit and make it serve ? I owe that withered woman ever)rthing — -Life, fortune, you, remember ! Take my part- Help me to pay her ! Stand upon your rights ? You, with my rose, my hands, my heart on you ? Your rights are mine — you have no rights but mine. Nor. Remain here. How you know me ! Con. Ah, but still \He breaks from her: she remains. Dance- music from within. Enter the Queen. Queen. Constance ? She is here as he said. Speak quick ! Is it so ? Is it true or false ? One word ? Con. True. Queen. MercifuUest Mother, thanks to thee ! Con. Madam? Queen. I love you, Constance, from my soul. Now say once more, with any words you will, "T is true, all true, as true as that I speak. Con. Why should you doubt it ? Queen. Ah, why doubt ? why doubt ? Dear, make me see it ! Do you see it so ? None see themselves ; another sees them best. You say " why doubt it ? " — you see him and me. It is because the Mother has such grace That if we had but faith — wherein we fail — II. N 178 In a Balcony, Whate'er we yearn for would be granted us ; Howbeit we let our whims prescribe despair, Our very fancies thwart and cramp our will, And so, accepting life, abjure ourselves. Constance, I had abjured the hope of love And being loved, as truly as yon palm The hope of seeing Egypt from that plot. Con. Heaven 1 Queen. But it was so, Constance, it was so ! Men say — or do men say it ? fancies say — " Stop here, your life is set, you are grown old. " Too late — no love for you, too late for love — " Leave love to girls. Be queen : let Constance love ! " One takes the hint^-half meets it like a child. Ashamed at any feelings that oppose. " Oh love, true, never think of love again ! " I am a queen : I rule, not love, indeed." So it goes on ; so a face grows like this, Hair like this hair, poor arms as lean as these, Till, — nay, it does not end so, I thank God ! Con. I cannot understand — Queen. The happier you ! Constance, I know not how it is with men : For women (I am a woman now like you) There is no good of life but love — but love ! What else looks good, is some shade flung from love ; Love gilds it, gives it worth. Be warned by me, Never you cheat yourself one instant ! Love, Give love, ask only love, and leave the rest ! O Constance, how I love you ! Con. I love you. Queen. I do believe that all is come through you. In a Balcony, 179 I took you to my heart to keep it warm When the last chance of love seemed dead in me ; I thought your fresh youth warmed my withered heart. Oh, I am very old now, am I not ? Not so ! it is true and it shall be true ! Con. Tell it me : let me judge if true or false. Queen. Ah, but I fear you ! you will look at me And say, " she 's old, she 's grown unlovely quite " Who ne'er was beauteous : men want beauty still." Well, so I feared — the curse ! so I felt sure ! Con. Be calm. And now you feel not sure, you say ? Queen. Constance, he came, — the coming was not strange — Do not I stand and see men come and go ? I turned a half-look from my pedestal Where I grow marble — " one young man the more ! " He will love some one ; that is nought to me : " What would he with my marble stateliness ? " Yet this seemed somewhat worse than heretofore ; The man more gracious, youthful, like a god. And I stUl older, with less flesh to change — We two those dear extremes that long to touch. It seemed still harder when he first began Absorbed to labour at the state-affairs The old way for the old end — interest. Oh, to live with a thousand beating hearts Around you, -swift eyes, serviceable hands. Professing they've no care but for your cause. Thought but to help you, love but for yourself. And you the marble statue all the time They praise and point at as preferred to life. Yet leave for the first breathing woman's cheek. i8o In a Balcony: First dancer's, gipsy's or street baladine's ! Why, how I have ground my teeth to hear men's speech Stifled for fear it should alarm my ear, Their gait subdued lest step should startle me, Their eyes declined, such queendom to respect, Their hands alert, such treasure to preserve, While not a man of them broke rank and spoke, Or wrote me a vulgar letter all of love. Or caught my hand and pressed it like a hand ! There have been moments, if the sentinel Lowering his halbert to salute the queen, Had flung it brutally and clasped my knees, I would have stooped and kissed him with my souL Con. Who could have comprehended? Queen. Ay, who — who? Why, no one, Constance, but this one who did. Nor they, not you, not I. Even now perhaps It comes too late — would you but tell the truth. Con. I wait to tell it Queen. Well, you see, he came, Outfaced the others, did a work this year Exceeds in value all was ever done. You know — it is not I who say it — all Say it. And so (a second pang and worse) I grew aware not only of what he did, But why so wondrously. Oh, never work Like his was done for work's ignoble sake — It must have finer aims tolure it on ! I felt, I saw, he loved — loved somebody. And Constance, my dear Constance, do you know, I did believe this while 't was you he loved. Con. Me, madam ? In a Balcony. i8r Queen. It did seem to me, your face Met him where'er he looked : and whom but you Was such a man to love ? It seemed to me, You saw he loved you, and approved the love, And so you both were in intelligence. You could not loiter in the garden, step Into this balcony, but I straight was stung And forced to understand. It seemed so true, So right, so beautiful, so like you both, That all this work should have been done by. him Not for the vulgar hope of recompense, But that at last— suppose, some night like this — Borne on to claim his due reward of me. He might say, "Give her hand and pay me so.'' And I (O Constance, you shall love me now !) I thought, surmounting all the bitterness, — " And he shall have it. I will make her blest,, " My flower of youth, jmy woman's self that was, " My happiest woman's self that might have been ! " These two shall have their joy and leave me here." Yes — ^yes ! Con. Thanks ! Queen. And the word was on my lips When he burst in upon me. I looked to hear A mere calm statement of his just desire For payment of his labour. When — O heaven, How can I tell you ? cloud was on my eyes And thunder in my ears at that first word Which told 't was love of me, of me, did all — He loved me — from the first step to the last, Loved me ! 1^2 In a Balcony. Con. You did not hear . . . you thought he spoke Of love ? what if you should mistake ? Queen. No, no— No mistake ! Ha, there shall be no mistake ! He had not dared to hint the love he felt — You were my reflex — (how I understood !) He said you were the ribbon I had worn. He kissed my hand, he looked into my eyes, And love, love was the end of every phrase. Love is begun ; this much is come to pass : The rest is easy. Constance, I am yours ! I will learn, I will place my life on you, But teach me how to keep what I have won ! Am I so old ? This hair was early grey ; But joy ere now has brought hair brown again, And joy will bring the cheek's red back, I feeL I could sing once too ; that was in my youth. Still, when men paint me, they declare me . . . yes, Beautiful — for the last French painter did ! I know they flatter somewhat ; you are frank — I trust you. How I loved you from the first ! Some queens would hardly seek a cousin out And set her by their side to take the eye : I must have felt that good would come from you. I am not generous — like him — like you ! But he is not your lover after all : It was not you he looked at. Saw you him ? You have not been mistaking words or looks ? He said you were the reflex of myself And yet he is not such a paragon To you, to younger women who may choose Among a thousand Norberts. Speak the truth ! In a Balcony. 183 You know you never named his name to me — You know, I cannot give him up — ah God, Not up now, even to you ! Con. Then calm yourself. Queen. See, I am old — look here, you happy girl ! I will not play the fool, deceive myself ; 'T is all gone : put your cheek beside my cheek — Ah, what a contrast does the moon behold ! But then I set my life upon one chance. The last chance and the best — am / not left, My soul, myself? All women love great men If young or old ; it is in all the tales : Young beauties love old poets who can love — ■ Why should not he, the poenis in my soul, The love, the passionate faith, the sacrifice, The constancy ? I throw them at his feet. Who cares to see the fountain's very shape. And whether it be a Triton's or a Nymph's That pours the foam, makes rainbows all around ? You could not praise indeed the empty conch ; But I '11 pour floods of love and hide myself. How I will love him ! Cannot men love love ? Who was a queen and loved a poet once Humpbacked, a dwarf? ah, women can do that ! Well, but men too ; at least, they tell you so. They love so many women in their youth, And even in age they all love whom they please ; And yet the best of them confide to friends That 't is not beauty makes the lasting love — They spend a day with such and tire the next : They like soul,— well then, they' like phantasy, Novelty even. Let us confess the truth. 1 84 In a Balcony. Horrible though it be, that prejudice, Prescription . . . curses ! they will love a queen They will, they do : and will not, does not — he ? Con. How can he ? You are wedded : 't is a name We know, but still a bond. Your rank remains. His rank remains. How can he, nobly souled As you believe and I incline to think. Aspire to be yoUr favourite, shame and all ? Queen. Hear her ! There, there now — could she love like me ? What did I say of smooth-cheeked youth and grace ? See all it does o^; could do ! so, youth loves ! Oh, tell him, Constance, you could never do What I will — you, it was not bom in ! I Will drive these difficulties far and fast As yonder mists curdling before the moon. I '11 use my light too, gloriously retrieve My youth from its enforced calamity. Dissolve that hatef^il marriage, and be his. His own in the eyek alike of God and man. Con. You will do — dare do . . . pause on what you say Queen. Hear her ! I thank you, sweet, for that surprise. You have the fair face : for the soul, see mine ! I have the strong soul : let me teach you, here. I think I have borne enough and long enough, And patiently enough, the world remarks. To have my own way now, unblamed by all. It does so happen (I rejoice for it) This most unhoped-for issue cuts the knot. There 's not a better way of settling claims Than this : God sends the accident express : In a Balcony. 185 And were it for my subjects' good, no more, T were best thus ordered. I am thankful now, Mute, passive, acquiescent. I receive. And bless God simply, or should almost fear To walk so smoothly to my ends at last. Why, how I baffle obstacles, spurn fate ! How strong I am ! Could Norbert see me now ! Con. Let me consider ! It is all too strange. Queen. You, Constance, learn of me ; do you, like me ! You are young, beautiful : my own, best girl, You will have many lovers, and love one — Light hair, not hair like Norbert's, to suit yours. And taller than he is, for yourself are talk Love him, like me ! Give all away to him ; Think never of yourself ; throw by your pride, Hope, fear, — your own good as you saw it once. And love him simply for his very self. Remember, I (and what am I to you ?) Would give up all for one, leave throne, lose life. Do all but just unlove him ! He loves me. Con. He shall. Queen. You, step inside my inmost heart ! Give me your own heart : let us have one heart ! I '11 come to you for counsel ; " this he says, " This he does ; what should this amount to, pray ? " Beseech you, change it into current coin ! " Is that worth kisses ? Shall I please him there ? " And then we '11 speak in turn of you — what else ? Your love, according to your beauty's worth. For you shall have some noble love, all gold : Whom choose you ? we will get him at your choice. 1 86 In a Balcony. — Constance, I leave you. Just a minute since, I felt as I must die or be alone Breathing my soul into an ear like yours : Now, I would face tlie world with my new life, With my new crown. I '11 walk around the rooms, And then come back and tell yoii how it feels. How soon a smile of God can change the world ! How we are made for happiness — how work Grows play, adversity a winning fight ! True I have lost so many years : what then ? Many remain : God has been very good. You, stay here ! 'T is as different from dreams, From the mind's cold calm estimate of bliss, As these stone statues from the flesh and blood. The comfort thou hast caused mankind, God's moon ! \She goes out, leaving Constance. Dance-music from within. NoRBERT enters. Nor. Well ? we have but one minute and one word ! Con. I am yours, Norbert ! Nor. Yes, mine. Con. Not till now ! You were mine. Now I give myself to you. Nor. Constance ? Con. Your own ! I know the thriftier way Of giving — haply, 't is the wiser way. Meaning to give a treasure, I might dole Coin after coin out (each, as that were all, With a new largess still at each despair) And force you keep in sight the deed, preserve In a Balcony. 187 Exhaustless to the end my part and yours, My giving and your taking ; both our joys Dying together. Is it the wiser way ? I choose the simpler ; I give all at once. Know what you have to trust to, trade upon ! Use it, abuse it, — anything but think Hereafter, " Had I known she loved me so, " And what my means, I might have thriven with it." This is your means. I give you all myself. Nor. I take you and thank God. Con. Look on through years ! We cannot kiss, a second day like this ; Else were this earth, no earth. Nor. With this day's heat We shall go on through years of C0I4. Con. So, best ! — I try to see those years — I think I see. You walk quick and new warmth comes ; you look back And lay all to the first glciw — not sit down For ever brooding on a day like this While seeing the embers whiten and love die. Yes, love lives best in its effect ; and mine, Full in its own life, yearns to live in yours. Nor. Just so. I take and know you all at once. Your soul is disengaged so easily, Your face is there, I know you ; give me time, Let me be proud and think you shall know me. My soul is slower : in a life I roll The minute out whereto you condense yours— The whole slow circle round you I must move, To be just you. I look to a long life To decompose this minute, prove its worth. 1 88 In a Balcony. 'T is the sparks' long succession one by one Shall show you, in the end, what fire was crammed In that mere stone you struck : how could you know, If it lay ever unproved in your sight, As now my heart lies ? your own warmth would hide Its coldness, were it cold. Con. But how prove, how ? Nor. Prove in my life, you ask ? Con. Quick, Norbert — how? Nor. That 's easy told. I count life just a stuff To try the soul's strength on, educe the man. Who keeps one end in view makes all things serva As with the body — he who hurls a lance Or heaps up stone on stone, shows strength alike, So I will seize and use all means to prove And show this soul of mine, you crown as yours. And justify us both. Con. Could you write books, Paint pictures ! One sits down in poverty And writes or paints, with pity for the rich. Nor. And loves one's painting and one's writing, then, And not one's mistress ! All is best, believe, And we best as no other than we are. We live, and they experiment on life — Those poets, painters, all who stand aloof To overlook the farther. Let us be The thing they look at ! I might take your face And write of it and paint it — to what end ? For whom ? what pale dictatress in the air Feeds, smiling sadly, her fine ghost-like form With earth's real blood and breath, the beauteous life She makes despised for ever ? You are mine, In a Balcony^ 189 Made for me, not for others in the world, Nor yet for that which I should call my art, The cold calm power to see how fair you look. I come to you ; I leave you not, to write Or paint. You are, I am : let Rubens there Paint us ! Con. So, best ! Nor. I understand your soul. You live, and rightly sympathize with life. With action, power, success. This way is straight ; And time were short beside, to let me change The craft my childhood learnt : my craft shall serve. Men set me here to subjugate, enclose, Manure their barren lives, and force the fruit First for themselves, and afterward for me In the due tithe ; the task of some one man, TJirough ways of work appointed by themselves. I am not bid create — they see no star Transfiguring my brow to warrant that — But bind in one and carry out their wills. So I began : to-night sees how I end. What if it see, too, my first outbreak here Amid the warmth, surprise and sympathy, And instincts of the heart that teach the head ? What if the people have discerned at length The dawn of the next nature, the new man Whose will they venture in the place of theirs, And who, they trust, shall find them out new ways To heights as new which yet he only sees ? I felt it when you kissed me. See this Queen, This people — in our phrase, this mass of men — See how the mass lies passive to my hand 190 Jn a Balcony. And how my hand is plastic, and you by To make the muscles iron ! Oh, an end Shall crown this issue as this crowns the first ! My will be on this people ! then, the strain. The grappling of the potter with his clay, The long uncertain struggle, — the success And consummation of the spirit-work. Some vase shaped to the curl of the god's lip, While rounded fair for lower men to see The Graces in a dance all recognize With turbulent applause and laughs of heart ! So triumph ever shall renew itself; Ever shall end in efforts higher yet. Ever begin ... Con. I ever helping ? Nor. Thus ! \As he embraces fier, the Qijeen enters. Con. Hist, madam ! So I have performed my part You see your gratitude's true decency, Norbert ? A little slow in seeing it ! Begin, to end the sooner ! What 's a kiss ? Nor. Constance? Con. Why, must I teach it you again ? You want a witness to your dulness, sir ? What was I saying these ten minutes long ? Then I repeat — ^when some young handsome man Like you has acted out a part like yours, Is pleased to fall in love with one beyond. So very far beyond him, as he says — So hopelessly in love that but to speak Would prove him mad, — he thinks judiciously, And makes some insignificant good soul. In a Balcony. 191 Like me, his friend, adviser, confidant, And very stalking-horse to cover him In following after what he dares not face — When his end 's gained — (sir, do. you understand ?) When she, he dares not face, has loved him first, — May I not say so, madam ? — tops his hope, And overpasses so his wildest dream. With glad consent of all, and most of her The confidant who brought the same about — Why, in the moment when such joy explodes, I do hold that the merest gentleman Will not start rudely from the stalking-horse, Dismiss it with a " There, enough of you ! " Forget it, show his back unmannerly ; But like a liberal heart will rather turn And say, " A tingling time of hope was ours ; " Betwixt the fears and falterings,/we two lived " A chanceful time in waiting for the prize : " The confidant, the Constance, served not ill. " And though I shall forget her in due time, " Her use being answered now, as reason bids, " Nay as herself bids from her heart of hearts, — " Still, she has rights, the first thanks go to her, " The first good praise goes to the prosperous tool, " And the first — which is the last — rewarding kiss. " Nor. Constance, it is a dream — ah, see, you smile ! Con. So, ' now his part being properly performed, Madam, I turn to you and finish mine As duly ; I do justice in my turn. Yes, ciadam, he has loved you — long and well ; He could not hope to tell you so — 't was I Who served to prove your soul accessible. 192 In a Balcony. I led his thoughts on, drew them to their place When else they had wandered out into despair, And kept love constant toward its natural aim. Enough, my part is played ; you stoop half-way And meet us royally and spare our fears : 'T is like yourself. He thanks you, so do I. Take him — with my full heart ! my work is praised By what comes of it. Be you happy, both ! Yourself — the only one on earth who can — Do all for him, much more than a mere heart Which though warm is not useful in its warmth As the silk vesture of a queen ! fold that Around him gently, tenderly. For him — For him, — he knows his own part ! Nor. Have you done ? I take the jest at last. Should I speak now ? Was yours the wager, Constance, fooUsh child, Or did you but accept it ? Well — ^at least You lose by it. Con. Nay, madam, 't is your turn ! Restrain him still from speech a little more. And make him happier and more confident ! Pity him, madam, he is timid yet ! Mark, Norbert ! Do not shrink now ! Here I yield My whole right in you to the Queen, observe ! With her go put in practice the great schemes You teem with, follow the career else closed — Be all you cannot be except by her ! Behold her ! — Madam, say for pity's sake An)^hing — frankly say you love him ! Else He '11 not believe it : there 's more earnest in His fear than you conceive : I know the man !. In a Balcony. igj Nor. I know the woman somewhat, and confess I thought she had jested better : she begins To overcharge her part. I gravely wait Your pleasure, madam : where is my reward ? Queen. Norbert, this wild girl (whom I recognize Scarce more than you do, in her fancy-fit. Eccentric speech and variable mirth, Not very wise perhaps and somewhat bold, Yet suitable, the whole night's work being strange) — May still be right : I may do well to speak And make authentic what appears a dream To even myself For, what she says, is truth. Yes, Norbert — what you spoke just now of love. Devotion, stirred no novel sense in me. But justified a warmth felt long before. Yes, from the first — I loved you, I shall say : Strange ! but I do grow stronger, now 't is said. Your courage helps mine : you did well to speak To-night, the night that crowns your twelvemonths' toil : But still I had not waited to discern Your heart so long, believe me ! From the first The source of so much zeal was almost plain, In absence even of your own words just now Which opened out the truth. 'T is very strange. But takes a happy ending— in your love Which mine meets : be it so ! as you choose me. So I choose you. Nor. And worthily you choose. I will not be unworthy your esteem. No, madam. I do love you ; I will meet Your nature, now I know it. This was well. I see, — you dare and you are justified : II. o 194 I'"' "' Balcony. But none had ventured such experiment, Less versed than you in nobleness of heart, Less confident of finding such in me. I joy that thus you test me ere you grant The dearest richest beauteousest and best Of women to my arms : 't is like yourself. So — back again into my part's set words — Devotion to the uttermost is yours, But no, you cannot, madam, even you. Create in me the love our Constance does. Or — something truer to the tragic phrase — Not yon magnolia-bell superb with scent Invites a certain insect — that 's myself — But the small eye-flower nearer to the ground. I take this lady. Con. Stay — not hers, the trap — Stay, Norbert — that mistake were worst of all ! He is too cunning, madam ! It was I, I, Norbert, who . . . Nor. You, was it, Constance ? Then, But for the grace of this divinest hour Which gives me you, I might not pardon here ! I am the Queen's ; she only knows my brain : She may experiment therefore on my heart And I instruct her too by the result. But you. Sweet, you who know me, who so long Have told my heart-beats over, held my life In those white hands of yours, — it is not well ! Con. Tush ! I have said it, did I not say it all ? The life, for her — the heart-beats, for her sake ! Nor. Enough ! my cheek grows red, I think. Your test? In a Balcony. 195 There 's not the meanest woman in the world, Not she I least could love in all the world, Whom, did she love me, did love prove itself, I dare insult as you insult me now. Cqnstance, I could say, if it must be said, " Take back the soul you offer, I keep mine ! " But — " Take the soul still quivering on your hand, " The soul so offered, which I cannot use, " And, please you, give it to some playful friend, " For — what 's the trifle he requites me with?" — I, tempt a woman, to amuse a man, That two may mock her heart if it succumb ? No : fearing God and standing 'neath His heaven, I would not dare insult a woman so. Were she the meanest woman in the world. And he, I cared to please, ten emperor's ! Con. Norbert ! Nor. I love once as I live but once. What case is this to think or talk about ? I love you. Would it mend the case at all Should such a step as this kill love in me ? Your part were done : account to God for it ! But mine — could murdered love get up again. And kneel to whom you please to designate. And make you mirth ? It is too horrible. You did not know this, Constance ? now you know That body and soul have each one life, but one ; And here 's my love, here, living, at your feet. Con. See the Queen ! Norbert — this one more last word — If thus you have taken jest for earnest — ^thus Loved me in earnest . . . o 2 196 In a Balcony. Nor. Ah, no jest holds here ! Where is the laughter in which jest breaks up, And what this horror that grOws palpable ? Madam — ^why grasp you thus the balcony ? Have I done ill ? Have I not spoken truth ? How could I other ? Was it not your test, To try me, what my love for Constance meant ? Madam, your royal soul itself approves, The first, that I should choose thus ! so one takes A beggar, — asks him, what would buy his child ? And then approves the expected laugh of scorn Returned as something noble from the rags. Speak, Constance, I 'm the beggar ! Ha, what 's this ? You two glare each at each like panthers now. Constance, the world fades : only you stand there ! You did not, in to-night's wild whirl of things. Sell me —your soul of souls, for any price ? No — no — 't is easy to believe in you ! Was it your love's mad trial to o'ertop Mine by this vain self-sacrifice ? well, still — Though I should curse, I love you. I am love And cannot change : love's self is at your feet ! \The Queen goes out. , Con. Feel my heart ; let it die against your own ! Nor. Against my own. Explain not ; let this be ! This is life's height Con. Yours, yours, yours ! Nor. You and I— Why care by what meanders we are here I' the centre of the labyrinth ? Men have died Trying to find this place, which we have found. Con. Found, found ! In a Bakony. 197 Nor. Sweet, never fear what she can do ! We are past harm now. Con. On the breast of God. I thought of men — ^as if you were a man. Tempting him with a crown ! Nor. This must end here : It is too perfect Con. There 's the music stopped. What measured heavy tread ? It is one blaze About me and within me. Nor. Oh, some death Will run its sudden finger round this spark And sever us from the rest ! " Con. And so do well. Now the doors open. Nor. 'T is the guard comes. Con, Kiss ! 1 93 OLD PICTURES IN FLORENCE. The morn when first it thunders in March, The eel in the pond gives a leap, they say. As I leaned and looked over the aided arch Of the villa-gate this warm March day, , No flash snapped, no dumb thunder rolled In the valley beneath where, white and wide And washed by the morning water-gold, Florence lay out on the mountain-side. II. River and bridge and street and square Lay mine, as much at my beck and call, Through the live translucent bath of air. As the sights in a magic crystal ball. And of all I saw and of all I praised. The most to praise and the best to see Was the startling bell-tower Giotto raised : But why did it more than startle me ? Old Pictures in Florence. 199 HI. Giotto, how, with that soul of yours, Could you play me false who loved you so ? Some slights if a certain heart endures Yet it feels, I would have your fellows know ! I' faith, I perceive not why I should care To break a silence that suits them best. But the thing grows somewhat hard to bear When I find a Giotto join the rest. IV. On the arch where olives overhead Print the blue sky with twig and leaf, (That sharp-curled leaf which they never shed) 'Twixt the aloes, I used to learn in chief, And mark through the winter afternoons, By a gift God grants me now and then, In the mild decline of those suns like moons, Who walked in Florence, besides her men. They might chirp and chaffer, come and go For pleasure or profit, her men alive — My business was hardly with them, I trow. But with empty cells of the human hive ; — With the chapter-room, the cloister-porch, The church's apsis, aisle or nave. Its crypt, one fingers along with a torch, Its face set full for the sun to shave. 2O0 Old Pictures in Florence. VI. Wherever a fresco peels and drops, Wherever an outline weakens and wanes Till the latest life in the painting stops, Stands One whom each fainter pulse-tick pains ; One, wishful each scrap should clutch the brick, Each tinge not wholly escape the plaster, — A lion who dies of an ass's kick. The wronged great soul of an ancient Master. VII. For oh, this world and the wrong it does ! They are safe in heaven with their backs to it, The Michaels and Rafaels, you hum and buzz Round the works of, you of the little wit ! Do their eyes contract to the earth's old scope, Now that they see God face to face, And have all attained to be poets, I hope ? 'T is their holiday now, in any case. VIII. Much they reck of your praise and you ! But the wronged great souls — can they be quit Of a world where their work is all to do. Where you style them, you of the little wit, Old Master This and Early the Other, Not dreaming that Old and New are fellows : A younger succeeds to an elder brother, Da Vincis derive in good time from Dellos. Old Pictures in Florence. IX And here where your praise might yield returns, And a handsome word or two give help, Here, after your kind, the mastiff girns And the puppy pack of poodles yelp. What, not a word for Stefano there, Of brow once prominent and starry, Called Nature's Ape and the world's despair For his peerless painting? (see Vasari.) X. There stands the Master. Study, my friends. What a man's work comes to ! So he plans it. Performs it, perfects it, makes amends For the toiling and moiling, and then, sic transit ! Happier the thrifty blind-folk labour. With upturned eye while the hand is busy. Not sidling a glance at the coin of their neighbour ! 'T is looking downward makes one dizzy. " If you knew their work you would deal your dole." May I take upon me to instruct you ? When Greek Art ran and reached the goal, Thus much had the world to boast infructu — The Truth of Man, as by God first spoken. Which the actual generations garble. Was re-uttered, and Soul (which Limbs betoken) And Limbs (Soul informs) made new in marble. 202 Old Pictures in Florence. XII. So, you saw yourself as you wished you were, As you might have been, as you cannot be ; Earth here, rebuked by Olympus there : And grew content in your poor degree With your little power, by those statues' godhead, And your little scope, by their eyes' full sway, And your little grace, by their grace embodied, And your little date, by their forms that stay. XIII. You would fain be kinglier, say, than I am ? Even so, you will not sit like Theseus. You would prove a model ? The Son of Priam Has yet the advantage in arms' and knees' use. You 're wroth — can you slay your snake like Apollo ? You 're grieved — still Niobe 's the grander ! You live — there 's the Racers' frieze to follow : You die — there 's the dying Alexander. XIV. So, testing your weakness by their strength. Your meagre charms by their rounded beauty, Measured by Art in your breadth and length, You learned — to submit is a mortal's duty. — ^When I say " you " 't is the common soul, The collective, I mean : the race of Man That receives life in parts to live in a whole. And grow here according to God's clear plan. Old Pictures in Florence. XV. 203 Growth came when, looking your last on them all, You turned your eyes inwardly one fine day And cried with a start — What if we so small Be greater and grander the while than they ? Are they perfect of lineament, perfect of stature ? In both, of such lower types are we Precisely because of our wider nature ; For time, theirs— ours, for eternity. XVI. To-day's brief passion limits their range ; It seethes with the morrow for us and more. They are perfect — how else ? they shall never change : We are faulty — why not ? we have time in store. The Artificer's hand is not arrested With us ; we are rough-hewn, no-wise polished. They stand for our copy, and, once invested With all they can teach, we shall see them abolished. XVII. 'T is a life-long toil till our lump be leaven — The better ! What 's come to perfection perishes. Things learned on earth, we shall practise in heaven : Works done least rapidly. Art most cherishes. Thyself shalt afford the example, Giotto ! Thy one work, not to decrease or diminish, Done at a stroke, was just (was it not ?) " O ! " Thy great Campanile is still to finish. 204 Old Pictures in Florence^ XVIII. Is it true that we are now, and shall be hereafter, But what and where depend on life's minute ? Hails heavenly cheer or infernal laughter Our first step out of the gulf or in it ? Shall Man, such step within his endeavour, Man's face, have no more play and action Than joy which is crystallized for ever, Or grief, an eternal petrifaction ? XIX. On which I conclude, that the early painters, To cries of " Greek Art and what more wish you ? "- Replied, " To become now self-acquainters, " And paint man, man, whatever the issue ! " Make new hopes shine through th'e flesh they firay, " New fears aggrandize the rags and tatters : " To bring the invisible full into play, " Let the visible go to the dogs — what matters ? " XX. Give these, I exhort you, their guerdon and glory For daring so much, before they well did it The first of the new, in our race's story. Beats the last of the old ; 't is no idle quiddit The worthies began a revolution. Which if on earth you intend to acknowledge, Why, honour them now ! (ends my allocution) Nor confer your degree when the folks leave college ■ Old Pictures in Florence. 205 XXI. There 's a fancy some lean to and others hate — That, when this life is ended, begins New work for the soul in another state, Where it strives and gets weary, loses and wins : Where the strong and the weak, this world's congeries, Repeat in large what they practised in small, Through life after life in unlimited series ; Only the scale 's to be changed, that 's all. XXII. Yet I hardly know. When a soul has seen By the means of Evil that Good is best, And, through earth and its noise, what is heaven's serene, — When our faith in the same has stood the test — Why, the child grown man, you burn the rod. The uses of labour are surely done ; There remaineth a rest for the people of God : And I have had troubles enough, for one. XXIII. But at any rate I have loved the season Of Art's spring-birth so dim and dewy ; My sculptor is Nicolo the Pisan, My painter — who but Cimabue ? Nor even was man of them all indeed, From these to Ghiberti and Ghirlandajo, Could say that he missed my critic-meed. So, now to my special grievance — heigh ho ! 2o6 Old Pictures in Florence. XXIV. Their ghosts still stand, as I said before, Watching each fresco flaked and rasped. Blocked up, knocked out, or whitewashed o'er : — No getting again what the Church has grasped ! The works on the wall must take their chance ; " Works never conceded to England's thick clime ! " (I hope they prefer their inheritance Of a bucketful of Italian quick-lime.) XXV. When they go at length, with such a shaking Of heads o'er the old delusion, sadly Each master his way through the black streets taking. Where many a lost work breathes though badly — Why don't they bethink them of who has merited ? Why not reveal, while their pictures dree Such doom, how a captive might be out-ferreted ? Why is it they never remember me ? XXVI. Not that I expect the great Bigordi, , Nor Sandro to hear me, chivabic, bellicose ; Nor the wronged Lippino ; and not a word I Say of a scrap of Frk Angelico's : But are you too fine, Taddeo Gaddi, To grant me a taste of your intonaco. Some Jerome that seeks the heaven with a sad eye ? Not a churlish saint, Lorenzo Monaco ? Old Futures in Florence. 207 XXVII. Could not the ghost with the close red cap, My Pollajolo, the twice a craftsman, Save me a sample, give me the hap Of a muscular Christ that shows the draughtsman ? No Virgin by him the somewhat petty, Of finical touch and tempera crumbly— Could not Alesso Baldovinetti Contribute so much, I ask him humbly ? XXVIII. Margheritone of Arezzo, With the grave-clothes garb and swaddling barret (Why purse up mouth and beak in a pet so. You bald old saturnine poll-clawed parrot ?) Not a poor glimmering Crucifixion, Where in the foreground kneels the donor ? If such remain, as is my conviction. The hoarding it does you but little honour. XXIX. They pass ; for them the panels may thrill, The tempera grow alive and tinglish ; Their pictures are left to the mercies still Of dealers and stealers, Jews and the English Who, seeing mere money's worth in their prize. Will sell it to somebody calm as Zeno At naked High Art, and in ecstacies Before some clay-cold vile Carlino ! 2o8 Old Pictures in Florence. XXX. No matter for these ! But Giotto, you, Have you allowed, as the town-tongues babble it- Oh, never ! it shall not be counted true — That a certain precious little tablet Which Buonarroti eyed like a lover, Was buried so long in oblivion's womb And, left for another than I to discover. Turns up at last ! and to whom ? — to whom ? XXXI. I, that have haunted the dim San Spirito, (Or was it rather the Ognissanti ?) Patient on altar-step planting a weary toe ! Nay, I shall have it yet ! Detur amanti! My Koh-i-noor — or (if that 's a platitude) Jewel of Giamschid, the Persian Soft's eye ; So, in anticipative gratitude. What if I take up my hope and prophesy ? XXXII. When the hour grows ripe, and a certain dotard Is pitched, no parcel that needs invoicing, To the worse side of the Mont St Gothard, We shall begin by way of rejoicing ; None of that shooting the sky (blank cartridge). Nor a civic guard, all plumes and lacquer, Hunting Radetzky's soul like a partridge Over Morello with squib and cracker. Old Pictures in Florence. 209 XXXIII. This time we '11 shoot better game and bag 'em hot : No mere display at the stone of Dante, But a kind of sober Witanagemot (Ex : " Casa Guidi," quod videas ante) Shall ponder, once Freedom restored to Florence, How Art itiay return that departed with her. Go, hated house, go each trace of the Loraine's, And bring us the days of Orgagna hither ! XXXIV. How we shall prologuize, how we shall perorate. Utter fit things upon art and history, Feel truth at blood-heat and falsehood at zero rate, Make of the want of the age no mystery ; Contrast the fructuous and sterile eras. Show — monarchy ever its uncouth cub licks Out of the bear's shape into Chimsera's, While Pure Art's birth is still the republic's ! XXXV. Then one shall propose in a speech (curt Tuscan, Expurgate and sober, with scarcely an " issimo") To end now our half-told tale of Cambuscan, And turn the bell-tower's alt to altissinio : And, fine as the beak of a young beccaccia, The Campanile, the Dupmo's fit ally, Shall soar up in gold fiill fifty braccia. Completing Florence, as Florence, Italy. 11. P Old Pictures in Florence. XXXVI. Shall I be alive that morning the scaffold Is broken away, and the long-pent fire, Like the golden hope of the world, unbaffled Springs from its sleep, and up goes the spire While, " God and the People " plain for its motto, Thence the new tricolour flaps at the sky ? At least to foresee that glory of Giotto And Florence together, the first am I ! Note. — ^The space left here tempts to a word on the line about Apollo the snake-slayer, which my friend Professor Colvin condemns, believing that the God of the Belvedere grasps no bow, but the ^gis, as described in the isth Iliad. Surely the text represents that portentous object (dovpic, ^einii', api^t- Sao'eiaf, apiirpEirf* — ixapfULpe-qv) as " shaken violently " or " held immovably " by both hands, not a single one and that the left hand : aWa The other portion, as he shaped it thus For argumentatory purposes, He felt his foe was foolish to dispute. Some arbitrary accidental thoughts That crossed his mind, amusing because new, He chose to represent as fixtures there. Invariable convictions (such they seemed Beside his interlocutor's loose cards Flung daily down, and not the same way twice) While certain hell-deep instincts, man's weak tongue Is never bold to utter in their truth Because styled hell-deep ('t is an old mistake To place hell at the bottom of the earth) He ignored these, — not having in readiness Their nomenclature and philosophy : He said true things, but called them by wrong names. " On the whole," he thought, " I justify myself 244 Bishop Blougram's Apology. " On every point where cavillers like this " Oppugn my life : he tries one kind of fence, " I close, he 's worsted, that 's enough for him. " He 's on the ground : if ground should break away " I take my stand on, there 's a firmer yet " Beneath it, both of us may sink and reach. " His ground was over mine and broke the first : " So, let him sit with me this many a year ! " He did not sit five minutes. Just a week Sufficed his sudden healthy vehemence. Something had struck him in the " Outward-bound " Another way than Blougram's purpose was : And having bought, not cabin-furniture But settler's-implements (enough for three) And started for Australia — ^there, I hope, By this time he has tested his first plough, And studied his last chapter of St. John. 245 MR. SLUDGE, "THE MEDIUM." Now, don't, sir ! Don't expose me ! Just this once ! This was the first and only time, I '11 swear, — Look at me, — see, I tneel, — the only time, I swear, I ever cheated, — yes, by the soul Of Her who hears — (your sainted mother, sir !) All, except this last accident, was truth — This little kind of slip ! — and even this. It was your own wine, sir, the good champagne, (I took it for Catawba, you 're so kind) Which put the folly in my head ! "Get up?" You still inflict on me that terrible face ? You show no mercy? — Not for Her dear sake. The sainted spirit's, whose soft breath even now Blows on my cheek — (don't you feel something, sir ?) You '11 tell ? Go tell, then ! Who the devil cares What such a rowdy chooses to . . . .«. Aie — aie — aie ! Please, sir ! your thumbs are through my windpipe, sir ! Ch— ch ! 246 Mr. Sludge, " The Medium.^' Well, sir, I hope you 've done it now ! Oh Lord ! I little thought, sir, yesterday. When your departed mother spoke those words Of peace through me, and moved you, sir, so much, You gave me — (very kind it was of you) These shirt-studs — (better take them back agam, Please, sir)- -yes, little did I think so soon A trifle of trick, all through a glass too much Of his own champagne, would change my best of friends Into an angry gentleman ! Though, 't was wrong. I don't contest the point ; your anger 's just : AVhatever put such folly in my head, I know 't was wicked of me. There 's a thick Dusk undeveloped spirit (I 've observed) Owes me a grudge — a. negro's, I should say. Or else an Irish emigrant's ; yourself Explained the case so well last Sunday, sir. When we had summoned Franklin to clear up A point about those shares i' the telegraph : Ay, and he swore . . or might it be Tom Paine ? . . Thumping the table close by where I crouched. He 'd do me soon a mischief : that 's come true ! Why, now your face clears ! I was sure it would ! Then, this one time . . don't take your hand away, Through yours I surely kiss your mother's hand . . You '11 promise to forgive me?— or, at least, Tell nobody of this ? Consider, sir ! What harm can mercy do ? Would but the shade Of the venerable dead-one just vouchsafe A rap or tip ! What bit of paper 's here ? Mr. Sludge, " The Medium:' 247 Suppose we take a pencil, let her write, Make the least sign, she urges on her child Forgiveness ? There now ! Eh ? Oh ! 'T was your foot, And not a natural creak, sir ? Answer, then ! Once, twice, thrice . . . see, I 'm waiting to say "thrice !" All to no use ? No sort of hope for me ? It's all to post to Greeley's newspaper ? What ? If I told you all about the tricks ? Upon my soul ! — the whole truth, and nought else, And how there 's been some falsehood — for your part. Will you engage to pay my passage out, And hold your tongue until I 'm safe on board ? England 's the place, not Boston — no offence ! I see what makes you hesitate : don't fear ! I mean to change my trade and cheat no more, Yes, this time really it 's upon my soul ! Be my salvation ! — under Heaven, of course. I '11 tell some queer things. Sixty Vs must do. A trifle, though, to start with ! We '11 refer The question to this table ? How you 're changed ! Then split the difference ; thirty moye, we '11 say. Ay, but you leave my presents ! Else I '11 swear 'T was all through those : you wanted yours again, So, picked a quarrel with me, to get them back ! Tread pn a worm, it turns, sir ! If I turn. Your fault ! 'T is you 11 have forced me ! Who 's obliged 248 Mr. Sludge, " The Medium.' To give up life yet try no self-defence ? At all events, I '11 run the risk. Eh ? Done ! May I sit, sir ? This dear old table, now ! Please, sir, a parting egg-nogg and cigar ! I 've been so happy with you ! Nice stuffed chairs, And sympathetic sideboards ; what an end To all the instructive evenings ! (It 's alight) Well, nothing lasts, as Bacon came and said. Here goes, — but keep your temper, or I '11 scream ! Fol-lol-the-rido-liddle-iddle-ol ! You see, sir, it 's your own fault more than mine ; It 's all your fault, you curious gentlefolk ! You 're prigs, — excuse me, — ^like to look so spry, So clever, while you cling by half a claw To the perch whereon you puff yourselves at roost, Such pie.ce of self-conceit as serves for perch Because you chose it, so it must be safe. Oh, otherwise you 're sharp enough ! You spy Who slips, who slides, who holds by help of wing, Wanting real foothold, — who can't keep upright On the other perch, your neighbour chose, not you : There 's no Outwitting you respecting him ! For instance, men love money — that, you know — And what men do to gain it : well, suppose A poor lad, say a help's son in your house. Listening at keyholes, hears the company Talk grand of dollars, V-notes, and so forth, How hard they are to get, how good to hold. How much they buy, — if, suddenly, in pops he — Mr. Sludge, '■'■ The Medium." 249 " / Ve got a V-note ! " — what do you say to him ? What 's your first word which follows your last kick ? " Where did you steal it, rascal ? " That 's because He finds you, fain would fool you, off your perch, Not on the special piece of nonsense, sir, Elected your parade-ground : let him try Lies to the end of the list, — " He picked it up, " His cousin died and left it him by will, " The President flung it to him, riding by, " An actress trucked it for a curl of his hair, " He dreamed of luck and found his shoe enriched, " He dug up clay, and out of clay made gold " — How would you treat such possibilities ? Would not you, prompt, investigate the case With cow-hide ? " Lies, lies, lies," you 'd shout : and why? Which of the stories might not prove mere truth ? This last, perhaps, that clay was turned to coin ! Let 's see, now, give him me to speak for him ! How many of your rare philosophers, In plaguy books I 've had to dip into, Believed gold could be made thus, saw it made And made it ? Oh, with such philosophers You 're on your best behaviour 1 While the lad^- With him, in a trice, you settle likelihoods, Nor doubt a, moment how he got his prize : In his case, you hear, judge and execute. All in a breath : so would most men of sense. But let^the same lad hear you talk as grand At the same keyhole, you and company. Of signs and wonders, the invisible world ; 2S0 Mr. Sludge, "The Medium." How wisdom scouts our vulgar unbelief More than our vulgar'est credulity ; How good men have desired to see a ghost, What Johnson used to say, what Wesley did. Mother Goose thought, and fiddle-diddle-dee : — If he then break in with, " Sir, /saw a ghost ! " Ah, the ways change ! , He finds you perched and prim ; It 's a conceit of yours that ghosts may be : There 's no talk now of cow-hide. " Tell it out ! " Don't fear us ! Take your time and recollect ! " Sit down first ; try a glass of wine, my boy ! " And, David, (is not that your Christian name ?) " Of all things, should this happen twice — it may — " Be sure, while fresh in mind, you let us know ! " Does the boy blunder, blurt out this, blab that, Break down in the other, as beginners will ? All 's candour, all 's considerateness — "No haste ! " Pause and collect yourself ! We understand ! " That 's.the bad memory, or the natural shock, " Or the unexplained phenomena ! " Egad, The boy takes heart of grace ; finds, never fear, The readiest way to ope your own heart wide, Show — what I call your peacock-perch, pet post To strut, and spread the tail, and squawk upon ! " Just as you thought, much as you might expect ! " There be more things in heaven and earth, Horatio," . . And so on. Shall not David take the hint, Grow bolder, stroke you down at quickened rate ? If he ruffle a feather, it 's " Gently, patiently ! " Manifestations' are so weak at first ! Mr. Sludge, '■'■ The Medium." 251 " Doubting, moreover, kills them, cuts all short, " Cures with a vengeance ! " There, sir, that 's your style ! You and your boy— such pains bestowed on him, Or any headpiece of the average worth, To teach, say, Greek, would perfect him apace. Make him a Person (" Porson ?" thank you, sir !) Much more, proficient in the art of lies. You never leave the lesson ! Fire alight, Catch you permitting it to die ! You 've friends ; There 's no withholding knowledge, — least from those Apt to look elsewhere for their souls' supply : Why should not you parade your lawful prize ? Who finds a picture, digs a medal up. Hits on a first edition, — he henceforth Gives it his name, grows notable : how much more Who ferrets out a " medium ? " " David 's yours, " You highly-favoured man ? Then, pity souls " Less privileged ! Allow us share your luck ! " So, David holds the circle, rules the roast, Narrates the vision, peeps in the glass ball, Sets-to the spirit-writing, hears the raps, As the case may be. Now mark ! To be precise — Though I say, " lies " all these, at this first stage, 'T is just for science' sake : I call such grubs By the name of what they '11 turn to, dragonflies. Strictly, it 's what good people style untruth ; But yet, so far, not quite the full-grown thing : It 's fancying, fable-making, nonsense-work — 2S2 Mr. Sludge, '' The Medium." What never meant to be so very bad — The knack of story-telling, brightening up Each dull old bit of fact that drops its shine. One does see somewhat when one shuts one's eyes, If only spots and streaks ; tables do tip In the oddest way of themselves : and pens, good Lord, Who knows if you drive them or they drive you ? 'T is but a foot in the water and out again ; Not that duck-under which decides your dive. Note this, for it 's important : listen why. I '11 prove, you push on David till he dives And ends the shivering. Here 's your circle, now : Two-thirds of them, with heads like you their host. Turn up their eyes, and cry, as you expect, " Lord, who 'd have thought it ! " But there 's always one Looks wise, compassionately smiles, submits " Of your veracity no kind of doubt, " But — do you feel so certain of that boy's ? " Really, I wonder ! I confess myself " More chary of my faith ! " That 's galling, sir ! What, he the investigator, he the sage. When all 's done ? Then, you just have shut your eyes. Opened your mouth, and gulped down David whole, You ! Terrible were such catastrophe ! So, evidence is redoubled, doubled again, And doubled besides ; once more, " He heard, we heard, " You and they heard, your mother and your wite, " Your children and the stranger in your gates : " Did they or did they not ? " So much for him. The black sheep, guest without the wedding-garb, And doubting Thomas ! Now 's your turn to crow : Mr. Sludge, " The Medium." 253 " He 's kind to think you such a fool : Sltidge cheats ? "Leave you alone to take precautions ! " Straight The rest join chorus. Thomas stands abashed, Sips silent some such beverage as this, Considers if it be harder, shutting eyes And gulping David in good fellowship, Than going elsewhere, getting, in exchange. With no egg-nogg to lubricate the food. Some just as tough a morsel. Over the way. Holds Captain Sparks his court : is it better there ? Have not you hunting-stories, scalping-scenes. And Mexican War exploits to swallow plump If you 'd be free o' the stove-side, rocking-chair, And trio of affable daughters ? Doubt suqcumbs ! Victory ! All your circle 's yours again ! Out of the clubbing of submissive wits, David's performance rounds, each chink gets patched, Every protrusion of a point 's filed fine. All 's fit to set a-rolling round the world, And then return to David finally. Lies seven-feet thick about his first half-inch. Here 's a choice birth o' the supernatural. Poor David 's pledged to ! You 've employed no tool That laws exclaim at, save the devil's own. Yet screwed him into henceforth gulling you To the top o' your bent, — all out of one half-lie ! You hold, if there 's one half or a hundredth part Of a lie, that 's his fault,— his be the penalty \ I dare say ! You 'd prove firmer in his place ? 254 Mr. Sludge, " The Medium," You 'd find the courage, — ^that first flurry over, That mildT)it of romancing-work at end, — To interpose with " It gets serious, this ; " Must stop here. Sir, I saw no ghost at all. " Inform your friends I made , . well, fools of them, " And found you ready made. I 've lived in clover " These three weeks : take it out in kicks of me ! " I doubt it Ask your conscience ! Let me know, Twelve months hence, with how few embellishments You 've told almighty Boston of this passage Of arms between us, your first taste o' the foU From Sludge who could not fence, sir ! Sludge, your boy ! I lied, sir, — there ! I got up from my gorge On offal in the gutter, and preferred Your canvass-backs : I took their carver's size, Measured his modicum of intelligence. Tickled him on the cockles of his heart With a raven feather, and next week found myself Sweet and clean, dining daintily, dizened smart, Set on a stool buttressed by ladies' knees, Every soft smiler calling me her pet. Encouraging my story to uncoil And creep out from its hole, inch after inch, " How last nightj I no sooner snug in bed, " Tucked up, just as they left me, — than came raps ! " While a light whisked " . . " Shaped somewhat like a star?" " Well, like some sort of stars, ma'am," — " So we thought ! " And any voice ? Not yet ? Try hard, next time, " If you can't hear a voice ; we think you may : " At least, the Pennsylvanian 'mediums ' did." Oh, next time comes the voice ! "Just as we hoped ! " Mr. Sludge, " The Medium." 255 Are not the hopers proud now, pleased, profuse O' the natural acknowledgment ? Of course ! Soj off we push, illy-oh-yo, trim the boat, On we sweep with a cataract ahead, We 're midway to the Horse-shoe : stop, who can, The dance of bubbles gay about our prow ! Experiences become worth waiting for. Spirits now speak up, tell their inmost mind, And compliment the " medium " properly. Concern themselves about his Sunday coat, See rings on his hand with pleasure. Ask yourself How you 'd receive a course of treats like these ! Why, take the quietest hack and stall him up. Cram him with corn a month, then out -with him Among his mates on a bright April morn. With the turf to tread ; see if you find or no A caper in him, if he bucks or bolts ! Much more a youth whose fancies sprout as rank As toadstool-clump from melon-bed. 'T is soon, " Sirrah, you spirit, come, go, fetch and carry, " Read, write, rap, rub-a-dub, and hang yourself ! " I 'm spared all further trouble ; all 's arranged ; Your circle does my business ; I may rave Like an epileptic dervish in the books. Foam, fling myself flat, rend my clothes to shreds ; No matter : lovers, friends and countrymen Will lay down spiritual laws, read wrong things right By the^ule o' reverse. If Francis Verulam Styles himself Bacon, spells the name beside With a y and a k, says he drew breath in York, 2s6 Mr. Sludge, " The Medium." Gave up the ghost in Wales when Cromwell reigned, (As, sir, we somewhat fear he was apt to say, Before I found the useful book that knows) Why, what harm 's done ? The circle smiles apace, " It was not Bacon, after all, do you see ! " We understand ; the trick 's but natural : " Such spirits' individuality " Is hard to put in evidence : they incline " To gibe and jeer, these undeveloped sorts. " You see, their world 's much like a jail broke loose, " While this of ours remains shut, bolted, barred, " With a single window to it Sludge, our friend, " Serves as this window, whether thin or thick, " Or stained or stainless ; he 's the medium-pane " Through which, to see us and be seen, they peep : " They crowd each other, hustle for a chance, " Tread on their neighbour's kibes, play tricks enough 1 " Does Bacon, tired of waiting, swerve aside ? " Up in his place jumps Barnum — ' I 'm your man, " ' I '11 answer you for Bacon ! ' Try once more ! " Or else it 's — " What 's a 'medium ? ' He 's a means, " Good, bad, indifferent, still the only means " Spirits can speak by ; he may misconceive, " Stutter and stammer, — he 's their Sludge and drudge, " Take him or leave him ; they must hold their peace, " Or else, put up with having knowledge strained " To half-expression through his ignorance. " Suppose, the spirit Beethoven wants to shed " New music he 's brimful of ; why, he turns " The handle of this organ, grinds with Sludge, " And what he poured in at the mouth o' the mill Mr. Sludge, " The Medium." 257 " As a Thirty-third Sonata, (fancy now !) " Comes from the hopper as brand-new Sludge, nought else, " The Shakers' Hymn in G, with a natural F, " Or the ' Stars and Stripes ' set to consecutive fourths." Sir, where 's the scrape you did not help me through, You that are wise ? And for the fools, the folk Who came to see, — the guests, (observe that word !) Pray do you find guests criticize your wine, Ybur furniture, your grammar, or your nose ? Then, why your " medium ? " What 's the difference ? Prove your madeira red-ink and gamboge, — Your Sludge, a cheat — then somebody 's a goose For vaunting both as genuine. " Guests ! " Don't fear ! They '11 make a wry face, not too much of that, And leave you in your glory. "No, sometimes " They doubt and say as much ! " Ay, doubt they do ! And what 's the consequence? "Of course they doubt "— (You triumph) " that explains the hitch at once ! " Doubt posed our 'medium,' puddled his pure mind ; " He gave them back their rubbish : pitch chaff in, " Could flour come out o' the honest mill ? " So, prompt Applaud the faithful : cases flock in point, " How, when a mocker willed a ' medium ' once " Should name a spirit James whose name was George, " ' James '^ cried the 'medium,' — 't was the test of truth!" In short, a hit proves much, a miss proves more. Does this convince ? The better : does it fail ? II. s 258 Mr. Sludge, '' The Medium:' Time for the double-shotted broadside, then — The grand means, last resource. Look black and big ! " You style us idiots, therefore — ^why stop short ? " Accomplices in rascality : this we hear " In our own house, from our invited guest " Found brave enough to outrage a poor boy " Exposed by our good faith ! Have you been heard ? " Now, then, hear us ; one man 's not quite worth twelve. " You see a cheat ? Here 's some twelve see an ass : " Excuse me if I calculate : good day ! " Out slinks the sceptic, all the laughs explode, Sludge waves his hat in triumph ! Or— he don't. There 's something in real truth (explain who can !) One casts a wistful eye at, like the horse Who mopes beneath stuffed hay-racks and won't munch Because he spies a corn-bag : hang that truth. It spoils all dainties proffered in its place ! . I 've felt at times when, cockered, cossetted And coddled by the aforesaid company, Bidden enjoy their bullying, — never fear, But o'er their shoulders spit at the flying man, — I 've felt a child ; only, a fractious child That, dandled soft by nurse, aunt, grandmother. Who keep him from the kennel, sun and wind, Good fun and wholesome mud, — enjoined be sweet. And comely and superior, — eyes askance The ragged sons o' the gutter at their game. Fain would be down with them i' the thick o' the filth, Making dirt-pies, laughing free, speaking plain, And calling granny the grey old cat she is. Mr. Sludge, ^^ The Medium.^^ 259 I 've felt a spite, I say, at you, at them, Huggings and humbug-r^gnashed my teeth to mark A decent dog pass ! It 's too bad, I say, Ruining a soul so ! But what 's "so,'' what 's fixed. Where may one stop? Nowhere ! The cheating 's nursed Out of the lying, softly and surely spun To just your length, sir ! I 'd stop soon enough : But you 're for progress. " All old, nothing new ? " Only the usual talking through the mouth, " Or writing by the hand ? I own, I thought " This would develop, grow demonstrable, " Make doubt absurd, give figures we might see, " Flowers we might touch. There 's no one doubts you. Sludge ! " You dream the dreams, you see the spiritual sights, " The speeches come in your head, beyond dispute. " Still, for the sceptics' sake, to stop all mouths, " We want some outward manifestation ! — well, " The Pennsylvanians gained such ; why not Sludge ? " He may improve with time ! " Ay, that he may ! He sees his lot : there 's no avoiding fate. 'T is a trifle at first. " Eh, David ? Did you hear ? " You jogged the table, your foot caused the squeak, " This time you 're . . . joking, are you not, my boy ? " " N-n-no- ! " — and I 'm done for, bought and sold hence- forth. The old good easy jog-trot way, the ... eh ? s z 26o Mr. Sludge, "The Medium." The . . . not so very false, as falsehood goes, The spinning out and drawing fine, you know, — Really mere novel-writing of a sort. Acting, or improvising, make-believe, Surely not downright cheatery, — any how, 'T is done with and my lot cast ; Cheat 's my name : The fatal dash of brandy in your tea Has settled how you '11 have the souchong smack : The caddy gives way to the dram-bottle. Then, it 's so cruel easy ! Oh, those tricks That can't be tricks, those feats by sleight of hand. Clearly no common conjuror's ! — no, indeed ! A conjuror ? Choose me any craft i' the world A man puts hand to ; and with six months' pains, I '11 play you twenty tricks miraculous To people untaught the trade. Have you seen glass blown. Pipes pierced ? Why, just this biscuit that I chip, Did you ever watch a baker toss one flat To the oven ? Try and do it ! Take my word. Practise but half as much, while limbs are lithe, To turn, shove, tilt a table, crack your joints. Manage your feet, dispose your hands aright. Work wires that twitch the curtains, play the glove At end o' your slipper, — then put out the lights And . . . there, there, all you want you '11 get, I hope ! I found it slip, easy as an old shoe. Now, lights on table again ! I 've done my part. You take my place while I give thanks and rest. " Well, Judge HumgrufBn, what 's your verdict, sir ? Mr. Sludge, '' The Medium." 261 " You, hardest head in the United States, — " Did you detect a cheat here ? Wait ! Let 's see ! " Just an experiment first, for candour's sake ! " I '11 try and cheat you, Judge ! The table tilts : " Is it I that move it ? Write ! I '11 press your hand : " Cry when I push, or guide your pencil, Judge ! " Sludge still triumphant ! " That a rap, indeed ? " That, the real writing ? Very like a whale ! " Then, if, sir, you — a most distinguished man, " And, were the Judge not here, I 'd say, . . no matter ! " Well, sir, if you fail, you can't take us in, — " There 's little fear that Sludge will ! " Won't he, ma'am ? But what if our distinguished host, like Sludge, Bade God bear witness that he played no trick. While you believed that what produced the raps Was just a certain child who died, you know, And whose last breath you thought your lips had felt ? Eh ? That '« a capital point, ma'am : Sludge begins At your entreaty with your dearest dead, The little voice set lisping once again, The tiny hand made feel for yours once more, The poor lost image brought back, plain as dreams. Which image, if a word had chanced recall, The customary cloud would cross your eyes. Your heart return the old tick, pay its pang ! A right mood for investigation, this ! One 's at one's ease with Saul and Jonathan, Pompey and Csesar : but one's own lost child . . . I wonder, when you heard the first clod drop From the spadeful at the grave did you feel free 262 Mr. Sludge, " The Medium." To investigate who twitched your funeral scarf Or brushed your flounces ? Then, it came of course You should be stunned and stupid ; then, (how else ?) Your breath stopped with your blood, your brain struck work. But now, such causes fail of such effects. All 's changejd, — the little voice begins afresh, Yet you, calm, consequent, can test and try And touch the truth. " Tests ? Didn't the creature tell " Its nurse's name, and say it lived six years, " And rode a rocking-horse ? Enough of tests ! " Sludge never could learn that ! " He could not, eh ? You compliment him. " Could not ?" Speak for yourself! I 'd like to know the man I ever saw Once, — never mind where, how, why, when, — once saw, Of whom I do not keep some matter treasured He 'd swear I " could not " know, sagacious soul ! What ? Do you live in this world's blow of blacks, Palaver, gossipry, a single hour Nor find one smut has settled on your nose, Of a smut's worth, no more, no less ? — one fact Out of the drift of facts, whereby you learn What someone was, somewhere, somewhen, somewhy ? You don't tell folk — " See what has stuck to me ! " Judge Humgruffin, our most distinguished man, " Your uncle was a tailor, and your wife " Thought to have married Miggs, missed him, hit you 1 "— - Do you, sir, though you see him twice a -week? " No," you reply, "what use retailing it? " Why should I ? " But, you see, one day you should. Mr. Sludge, "■ The Medium:' 263 Because one day there 's much use, — when this fact Brings you the Judge upon both gouty knees Before the supernatural ; proves that Sludge Knows, as you say, a thing he " could not " know : Will not Sludge thenceforth keep an outstretched face The way, the wind drives ? " Could not ! " Look you now, I '11 tell you a story ! There 's a whiskered chap, A foreigner, that teaches music here And gets his bread, — ^knowing no better way. He says, the fellow who informed of him And made him fly his country and fall West, Was a hunchback cobbler, sat, stitched soles and sang, In some outlandish place, the city Rome, In a cellar by their Broadway, all day long ; Never asked questions, stopped to listen or look. Nor lifted nose from lapstone ; let the world Roll round his three-legged stool, and news run in The ears he hardly seemed to keep pricked up. Well, that man went on Sundays, touched his pay. And took his praise from government, you see ; For something like two dollars every week. He 'd engage tell you some one little thing Of some one man, which led to many more, (Because one truth leads right to the world's end) And make you that man's master — when he dined And on what dish, where walked to keep his health And to what street. His trade was, throwing thus His sense out, like an anteater's long tongue, Soft, innocent, warm, moist, impassible, And when 't was crusted o'er with creatures — slick. 264 Mr. Sludge, " The Medium." Their juice enriched his palate. " Could not Sludge ! " I '11 go yet a step further, and maintain, Once the imposture plunged its proper depth I' the rotten of your natures, all of you, — (If one 's not mad nor drunk, and hardly then) It 's impossible to cheat — that 's, be found out ! Go tell your brotherhood this first slip of mine, All to-day's tale, how you detected Sludge, Behaved unpleasantly, till he was fain confess, And so has come to grief ! You '11 find, I think, Why Sludge still snaps his fingers in your face. There now, you 've told them ! What 's their prompt reply ? " Sir, did that youth confess he had cheated me, " I 'd disbelieve him. He may cheat at times ; " That 's in the ' medium '-nature, thus they 're made, " Vain and vindictive, cowards, prone to scratch. " And so all cats are ; still a cat 's the beast " You coax the strange electric sparks from out, " By rubbing back its fur ; not so a dog, " Nor lion, nor lamb : 't is the cat's nature, sir ! " Why not the dog's ? Ask God, who made them beasts ! " D' ye think the sound, the nicely-balanced man " Like me" — (aside) — "like you yourself," — (aloud) " — He 's stuff to make a ' medium ? ' Bless your soul, " 'T is these hysteric, hybrid half-and-halfs, " Equivocal, worthless vermin yield the fire ! " We must take such as we find them, 'ware their tricks, " Wanting their service. Sir, Sludge took in you " How, I can't say, not being there to watch : " He was tried, was tempted by your easiness, — " He did not take in me ! " Mr, Sludge, " TTie Medium." 265 Thank you for Sludge ! I 'm to be grateful to such patrons, eh, When what you hear 's my best word ? 'T is a challenge : " Snap at all strangers, half-tamed prairie-dog, " So you cower duly at your keeper's nod ! " Cat, show what claws were made for, muffling them " Only to me ! Cheat others if you can, " Me, if you dare ! " And, my wise sir, I dared — Did cheat you first, made you cheat others next, And had the help, o' your vaunted manliness To bully the incredulous. You used me ? Have not I used you, taken full revenge, Persuaded folk they knew not their own name. And straight they 'd own the error ! Who was the fool When, to an awe-struck wide-eyed open-mouthed Circle of sages. Sludge would introduce Milton composing baby-rhymes, and Locke Reasoning in gibberish, Homer writing Greek In noughts and crosses, Asaph setting psalms To crotchet and quaver ? I Ve made a spirit squeak In sham voice for a minute, then outbroke Bold in my own, defying the imbeciles — Have copied some ghost's pothooks, half a page. Then ended with my own scrawl undisguised. " All right ! The ghost was merely using Sludge^ " Suiting itself from his imperfect stock ! '' Don't talk of gratitude to me ! For what ? For being treated as a showman's ape, Incouraged to be wicked and make sport. Fret or sulk, grin or whimper, any mood So long as the ape be in it and no man — Because a nut pays every mood alike. 266 Mr. Sludge, " The Medium." Curse your superior, superintending sort, Who, since you hate smoke, send up boys that climb To cure your chimney, bid a " medium " lie To sweep you truth down ! Curse your women too, Your insolent wives and daughters, that fire up Or faint away if a male hand squeeze theirs. Yet, to encourage Sludge, may play with Sludge As only a " medium," only the kind of thing They must humour, fondle . . oh, to misconceive Were too preposterous ! But I Ve paid them out ! They Ve had their wish — called for the naked truth. And in she tripped, sat down and bade them stare : They had to blush a little and forgive ! " The fact is, children talk so ; in next world " All our conventions are reversed, — ^perhaps " Made light of : something like old prints, my dear ! " The Judge has one, he brought from Italy, " A metropolis in the background, — o'er a bridge, " A team of trotting roadsters, — cheerful groups " Of wayside travellers, peasants at their work, " And, full in front, quite unconcerned, why not ? " Three nymphs conversing with a cavalier, " And never a rag among them : ' fine,' folk cry — " And heavenly manners seem not much unlike ! " Let Sludge go on ; we '11 fancy it 's in print ! " If such as came for wool, sir, went home shorn, Where is the wrong I did them ? 'T was their choice ; They tried the adventure, ran the risk, tossed up And lost, as some one 's sure to do in games ; They fancied I was made to lose, — smoked glass Useful to spy the sun through, spare their eyes : And had I proved a red-hot iron plate Mr. Sludge, '' The Medium:' 267 They thought to pierce, and, for their pains, grew blind. Whose were the fault but theirs ? While, as things go, Their loss amounts to gain, the more 's the shame ! They Ve had their peep into the spirit-World, And all this world may know it ! They 've fed fat Their self-conceit which else had starved : what chance Save this, of cackling o'er a golden egg And compassing distinction from the flock, Friends of a feather ? Well, they paid for it, And not prodigiously ; the price o' the play, Not counting certain pleasant interludes. Was scarce a vulgar play's worth. When you buy The actor's talent, do you dare propose For his soul beside ? Whereas, my soul you buy ! Sludge acts Macbeth, obliged to be Macbeth, Or you '11 not hear his first word ! Just go through That slight formality, swear himself 's the Thane, And thenceforth he may strut and fret his hour. Spout, sprawl, or spin his target, no one cares ! Why hadn't I leave to play tricks, Sludge as Sludge? Enough of it all ! I 've wiped out scores with you — Vented your fustian, let myself be streaked Like tom-fool with your ochre and carmine. Worn patchwork your respectable fingers sewed To metamorphose somebody, — yes, I 've earned My wages, swallowed down my bread of shame. And shake the crumbs off — where but in your face ? As for religion — why, I served it, sir ! I'll stick to that ! With ra^ phenomena I laid the atheist sprawling on his back. Propped up Saint Paul, or, at least, Swedenborg 1 268 Mr. Sludge, '' The Medium.'" In fact, it 's just the proper way to baulk These troublesome fellows— liars, one and all. Are not these sceptics ? Well, to baffle them. No use in being squealmish : lie yourself ! Erect your buttress just as wide o' the line. Your side, as they Ve built up the wall on theirs ; Where both meet, midway in a point, is truth. High overhead : so, take your room, pile bricks. Lie ! Oh, there 's titillation in all shame ! What snow may lose in white, it gains in rose ! Miss Stokes turns — Rahab,— nor a bad exchange ! Glory be on her, for the good she wrought. Breeding belief anew 'neath ribs of dea'-.h. Brow-beating now the unabashed before. Ridding us of their whole life's gathered straws By a live coal from the altar ! Why, of old, Great men spent years and years in writing books To prove we 've souls, and hardly proved it then : Miss Stokes with her live coal, for you and me ! Surely, to this good issue, all was fair — Not only fondling Sludge, but, even suppose He let escape some spice of knavery, — well, In wisely being blind to it ! Don't you praise Nelson for setting spy-glass to blind eye And saying . . what was it — that he could not see The signal he was bothered with ? Ay, indeed ! I '11 go beyond : there 's a real love of a he. Liars find ready-made for lies they make, As hand for glove, or tongue for sugar-plum. At best, 't is never pure and full belief ; Those furthest in the quagmire, — don't suppose Mr. Sludge, ^^ The Medium." 269 They strayed there with no warning, got no chance Of a filth-speck in their face, *hich they clenched teeth. Bent brow against ! Be sure they had their doubts. And fears, and fairest challenges to try The floor o the seeming solid sand ! But no ! Their faith was pledged, acquaintance too apprised. All but the last step ventured, kerchiefs waved. And Sludge called " pet : " 't was easier marching on To the promised land ; join those who, Thursday next, Meant to meet Shakespeare ; better follow Sludge — Prudent, oh sure ! — on the alert, how else ? But making for the mid-bog, all the same ! To hear your outcries, one would think I caught Miss Stokes by the scuff o' the neck, and pitched her flat, Foolish-face-foremost ! Hear these simplelons, That 's all I beg, before my work 's begun, Before I Ve touched them with my finger-tip ! Thus they await me (do but listen, now ! It 's reasoning, this is, — I can't imitate The baby voice, though) " In so many tales " Must be some truth, truth though a pin-point big, " Yet, some : a single man 's deceived, perhaps — " Hardly, a thousand : to suppose one cheat " Can gull all these, were more miraculous far " Than aught we should confess a miracle " — And so on. Then the Judge sums up — (it 's rare) Bids you respect the authorities that leap To the judgment-seat at once, — why, don't you note The limpid nature, the unblemished life, The spotless honour, indisputable sense Of the first upstart with bis story ? What — 270 Mr. Sludge, ^"^ The Medium." Outrage a boy on whom you ne'er till now Set eyes, because he finds raps trouble him ? Fools, these are : ay, and how of their opposites Who never did, at bottom of their hearts, Believe for a moment ? — Men emasculate. Blank of belief, who played, as eunuchs use, With superstition safely, — cold of blood, Who saw what made for them i' the mystery. Took their occasion, and supported Sludge — As proselytes ? No, thank you, far too shrewd ! — But promisers of fair play, encouragers O' the claimant ; who in candour needs must hoist Sludge up on Mars' Hill, get speech out of Sludge To carry off, criticize, and cant about ! Didn't Athens treat Saint Paul so ? — ^at any rate, It 's " a new thing,'' philosophy fumbles at Then there 's the other picker out of pearl From dung heaps, — ay, your literary man, Who draws on his kid gloves to deal with Sludge Daintily and discreetly, — shakes a dust O' the doctrine, flavours thence, he well knows how, The narrative or the novel, — ^half-believes. All for the book's sake, and the public's stare, And the cash that 's God's sole solid in this world ! Look at him ! Try to be too bold, too gross For the master ! Not you ! He 's the man for muck Shovel it forth, full-splash, he '11 smooth your brown Into artistic richness, never fear ! Find him the crude stuff ; when you recognize Your lie again, you '11 doff your hat to it, Dressed out for company 1 " For company," Mr. Sludge, '■'■ The Medium.'" 271 I say, since there 's the relish of success : Let all pay due respect, call the lie truth, Save the soft silent smirking gentleman Who ushered in the stranger : you must sigh " How melancholy, he, the only one " Fails to perceive the bearing of the truth " Himself gave birth to ! " — There 's the triumph's smack ! That man would choose to see the whole world roll I' the slime o' the slough, so he might touch the tip Of his brush with what I call the best of browns — Tint ghost-tales, spirit-stories, past the power Of the outworn umber and bistre ! Yet I think There 's a more hateful form of foolery — The social sage's, Solomon of saloons And philosophic diner-out, the fribble Who wants a doctrine for a chopping-block To try the edge of his faculty upon, Prove how much common sense he '11 hack and hew I' the critical minute 'twixt the soup and fish ! These were my patrons : these, and the like of them Who, rising in my soul now, sicken it, — These I have injured ! Gratitude to these ? The gratitude, forsooth, of a prostitute To the greenhorn and the bully — friends of hers, From the wag that wants the queer jokes for his club, To the snuff-box-decorator, honest man, Who just was at his wits' end where to find So genial a Pasiphae ! All and each Pay, compliment, protect from the police, And how she hates them for their pains, like me ! 272 Mr. Sludge, "The Medium:' So much for my remorse at thanklessness Toward a deserving public ! But, for God? Ay, that 's a question ! Well, sir, since you press — (How you do teaze the whole thing out of me ! I don't mean you, you know, when I say, " them : " Hate you, indeed ! But that Miss Stokes, that Judge ! Enough, enough — with sugar : thank you, sir !) Now for it, then ! Will you believe me, though ? You Ve heard what I confess ; I don't unsay A single word : I cheated when I could, Rapped with my toe-joints, set sham hands at work. Wrote down names weak in sympathetic ink. Rubbed odic lights with ends of phosphor- match, And all the rest ; believe that : believe this. By the same token, though it seem to set The crooked straight again, unsay the said. Stick up what I 've thrown down ; I can't help that. It 's truth ! I somehow vomit truth to-day. This trade of mine — I don't know, can't be sure But there was something in it, tricks and all ! Really, I want to light up my own mind. They were tricks, — true, but what I mean to add Is also true. First, — don't it strike you, sir ? Go back to the beginning, — the first fact We 're taught is, there 's a world beside this world. With spirits, not mankind, for tenantry ; That much within that world once sojourned here, That all upon this world will visit there, And therefore that we, bodily here below. Must have exactly such an interest Mr. Shidge, " The Medium." 273 In learning what may be the ways o' the world Above us, as the disembodied folk Have (by all analogic likelihood) In watching how things go in the old world With us, their sons, successors, and what not. Oh, yes, with added powers probably. Fit for the novel state, — old loves grown pure. Old interests understood aright, — they watch ! Eyes to see, ears to hear, and hands to help. Proportionate to advancement : they 're ahead, That 's all— do what we do, but noblier done — Use plate, whereas we eat our meals oif delf, (To use a figure.) Concede that, and I ask Next what may be the mode of intercourse Between us men here, and those once-men there ? First comes the Bible's speech ; then, history With the supernatural element, — you know — All that we sucked in with our mothers' milk. Grew up with, got inside of us at last. Till it 's found bone of bone and flesh of flesh. See now, we start with the miraculous, And know it used to be, at all events : What 's the first step we take, and can't but take, Ijtf arguing from the known to the obscure ? Why this : "What was before, may be to-day. " Since Samuel's ghost appeared to Saul, — of course " My brother's spirit may appear to me." Go tell your teacher that ! What 's his reply ? What brings a shade of doubt for the first time O'er his brow late so luminous with faith ? n. T 274 ^r. Sludge, " The Medium:' " Such things have been," says he, " and there 's no doubt " Such things may be : but I advise mistrust " Of eyes, ears, stomach, — more than all, of brain, " Unless it be of your great-grandmother, " Whenever they propose a ghost to you ! " The end is, there 's a composition struck ; 'T is settled, we 've some way of intercourse Just as in Saul's time ; only, different : How, when and where, precisely, — find it out ! I want to know, then, what 's so natural As that a person born into this world And seized on by such teaching, should begin With firm expectancy and a frank look-out For his own allotment, his especial share I' the secret, — his particular ghost, in fine ? I mean, a person born to look that way. Since natures differ : take the painter-sort, One man lives fifty years in ignorance Whether grass be green or red,^ — " No kind of eye " For colour," say you ; while another picks And puts away even pebbles, when a child. Because of bluish spots and pinky veins — " Give him forthwith a paint-box ! " Just the same Was I born ..." medium," you won't let me say, — Well, seer of the supernatural Everywhen, everyhow and everywhere, — Will that do ? I and all such boys of course Started with the same stock of Bible-truth ; Only, — what in the rest you style their sense, Mr. Sludge, " The Medium. " 275 Instinct, blind reasoning but imperative, This, betimes, taught them the old world had one law And ours another : "New world, new laws," cried they : " None but old laws, seen everywhere at work," Cried I, and by their help explained my life The Jews' way, still a working way to me. Ghosts made the noises, fairies waved the lights. Or Santaclaus slid down on New Year's Eve And stuffed with cakes the stocking at my bed, Changed the worn shoes, rubbed clean the fingered slate O' the sum that came to grief the day before. This could not last long : soon enough I found Who had worked wonders thus, and to what end : But did I find all easy, like my mates ? Henceforth no supernatural any more ? Not a whit : what projects the billiard-balls ? " A cue," you answer : "Yes, a cue," said I ; " But what hand, off the cushion, moved the cue ? " What unseen agency, outside the world, " Prompted its puppets to do this and that, " Put cakes and shoes and slates into their mind, " These mothers and aunts, nay even schoolmasters ? " Thus high I sprang, and there have settled since. Just so I reason, in sober earnest still. About the greater godsends, what you call The serious gains and losses of my life. What do I know or care about your world Which either is or seems to be ? This snap O' my fingers, sir ! My care is for myself ; Myself am whole and sole jreality Inside a raree-show and a market-mob T 2 276 Mr. Sludge, " The Medium." Gathered about it : that 's the use of things. T is easy saying they serve vast purposes, Advantage their grand selves : be it true or false, Each thing may have two uses. What 's a star ? A world, or a world's sun : doesn't it serve As taper also, time-piece, weather-glass. And almanac ? Are stars not set for signs When we should shear our sheep, sow com, prune trees ? The Bible says so. Well, I add one use To all the acknowledged uses, and declare If I spy Charles's Wain at twelve to-night, It warns me, " Go, nor lose another day, " And have your hair cut, Sludge ! " You laugh : and why? Were such a sign too hard for God to give ? No : but Sludge seems too little for such grace : Thank you, sir ! So you think, so does not Sludge ! When you and good men gape at Providence, Go into history and bid us mark Not merely powder-plots prevented, crowns Kept on kings' heads by miracle enough, But private mercies — oh, you 've told me, sir, Of such interpositions ! How yourself Once, missing on a memorable day Your handkerchief— just setting out, you know, — You must return to fetch it, lost the train, And saved your precious self from what befell The thirty-three whom Providence forgot You tell, and ask me what I think of this ? Well, sir, I think then, since you needs must know. What matter had you and Boston city to boot Mr. Sludge, " The Medium.^' 277 Sailed skyward, like burnt onion-peelings ? Much To you, no doubt : for me — undoubtedly The cutting of my hair concerns me more, Because, however sad the truth may seem, Sludge is of all-importance to himself. You set apart that day in every year For special thanksgiving, were a heathen else : Well, I who cannot boast the like escape. Suppose I said " I don't thank Providence " For my part, owing it no gratitude ? " " Nay, but you owe as much " — you 'd tutor me, " You, every man alive, for blessings gained " In every hour o' the day, could you but know ! " I saw niy crowning mercy : all have such, " Could they but see ! " Well, sir, why don't they see ? " Because they won't look, — or perhaps, they can't." Then, sir, suppose I can, and will, and do Look, microscopically as is right, Into each hour with its infinitude Of influences at work to profit Sludge ? For that 's the case : I 've sharpened up my sight To spy a providence in the fire's going out. The kettle's boiling, the dime's sticking fast Despite the hole i' the pocket Call such facts Fancies, too petty a work for Providence, And those same thanks which you exact from me, Prove too prodigious payment : thanks for what. If nothing guards and guides us little men ? No, no, sir ! You must put away your pride. Resolve to let Sludge into partnership ! I live by signs and omens : look at the roof Where the pigeons settle — " If the farther bird. 278 Mr. Sludge, " The Medium.:' " The white, takes wing first, I '11 confess when thrashed ; " Not, if the blue does "—so I said to myself Last week, lest you should take me by surprise : Off flapped the white,— and I 'm confessing, sir ! Perhaps 't is Providence's whim and way With only me, i' the world : how can you tell ? " Because unlikely ! " Was it likelier, now, That this our one out of all worlds beside. The what-d'you-call-'em millions, should be just Precisely chosen to make Adam for. And the rest o' the tale ? Yet the tale 's true, you know : Such undeserving clod was graced so once ; Why not graced likewise undeserving Sludge ? Are we merit-mongers, flaunt we filthy, rags ? All you can bring against my privilege Is, that another way was taken with you, — Which I don't question. It 's pure grace, my luck. I 'm broken to the way of nods and winks. And need no formal summoning. You 've a help ; Holloa his name or whistle, clap your hands. Stamp with your foot or pull the bell : all 's one. He understands you want him, here he comes. Just so, I come at the knocking : you, sir, wait The tongue o' the bell, nor stir before you catch Reason's clear tingle, nature's clapper brisk, Or that traditional peal was wont to cheer Your mother's face turned heavenward : short of these There 's no authentic intimation, eh ? Well, when you hear, you '11 answer them, start up And stride into the presence, top of toe. And there find Sludge beforehand. Sludge that sprung At noise o' the knuckle on the partition-wall ! Mr. Sludge, " The Medium." 279 I think myself the more religious man. Religion 's all or nothing ; it 's no mere smile 0' contentment, sigh of aspiration, sir^ No quality o' the finelier-tempered clay Like its whiteness or its lightness ; rather, stuff O' the very stuff, life of life, and self of self. I tell you, men won't notice ; when they do, They '11 understand. I notice nothing else, I 'm eyes, ears, mouth of me, one gaze and gape. Nothing eludes me, everything 's a hint, Handle and help. It 's all absurd, and yet There 's something in it all, I know : how much ? No answer ! What does that prove ? Man 's still man, Still meant for a poor blundering piece of work When all 's done ; but, if somewhat 's done, like this, Or not done, is the case the same ? Suppose I blunder in my guess at the true sense O' the knuckle-summons, nine times out of ten, — What if the tenth guess happen to be right ? If the tenth shovel-load of powdered quartz Yield me the nugget ? I gather, crush, sift all, Pass o'er the failure, pounce on the success. To give you a notion, now — (let who wins, laugh !) When first I see a man, what do I first ? Why, count the letters which make up his name, And as their number chances, even or odd. Arrive at my conclusion, trim my course : Hiram H. Horsefall is your honoured name, And have n't I found a patron, sir, in you ? " Shair I cheat this stranger ? " I take apple-pips. Stick one in either canthus of my eye, And if the left drops first — (your left, sir, stuck) 28o Mr Sludge, " ITie Medium." I 'm warned, I let the trick alone this time. You, sir, who smile, superior to such trash, You judge of character by other rules ; Don't your rules sometimes fail you ? Pray, what rule Have you judged Sludge by hitherto ? Oh, be sure, You, everybody blunders, just as I, In simpler things than these by far ! For see : I knew two farmers, — one, a wiseacre Who studied seasons, rummaged almanacs, Quoted the dew-point, registered the frost, And then declared, for outcome of his pains, Next summer must be dampish : 't was a. drought His neighbour prophesied such drought would fall, Saved hay and corn, made cent, per cent, thereby, And proved a sage indeed : how came his lore ? Because one brindled heifer, late in March, Stiffened her tail of evenings, and somehow He got into his head that drought was meant ! I don't expect all men can do as much : Such kissing goes by favour. You must take A certain turn of mind for this, — a twist I' the flesh, as well. Be lazily alive, Open-mouthed, like my friend the anteater, Letting all nature's loosely-guarded motes Settle and, slick, be swallowed ! Think yourself The one i' the world, the one for whom the world Was made, expect it tickling at your mouth ! Then will the swarm of buzy buzzing flies. Clouds of coincidence, break egg-shell, thrive, Breed, multiply, and bring you food enough. Mr. Sludge, '■' The Medium:' 281 I can't pretend to mind your smiling, sir ! Oh, what you mean is this ! Such intimate way, Close converse, frank exchange of ofHces, Strict sjnmpathy of the immeasurably great With the infinitely small, betokened here By a course of signs and omens, raps and sparks, — How does it suit the dread traditional text O' the " Great and Terrible Name ? " Shall the Heaven of Heavens Stoop to such child's play ? Please sir, go with me A moment, and I '11 try to answer you. The ■" Magnum et terribile " (is that right ?) Well, folk began with this in the early day ; And all the acts they recognized in proof Were thunders, lightnings, earthquakes, whirlwinds, dealt Indisputably on men whose death they caused. There, and there only, folk saw Providence At work, — and seeing it, 't was right enough All heads should tremble, hands wring hands amain, And knees knock hard together at the breath O' the Name's first letter ; why, the Jews, I 'm told, Won't write it down, no, to this very hour, Nor speak aloud : you know best if 't be so. Each ague-fit of fear at end, they crept (Because somehow people once born must live) Out of the sound, sight, swing and sway 0' the Name, Into a corner, the dark rest of the world. And safe space where as yet no fear had reached ; 'T was there they looked about them, breathed again, And felt indeed at home, as we might say. 282 Mr. Sludge, " The Medium?' The current o' common things, the daily life, This had their due contempt ; no Name pursued Man from the mountain-top where fires abide, To his particular mouse-hole at its foot Where he ate, drank, digested, lived in short : Such was man's vulgar business, far too small To be worth thunder : "small," folk kept on, "small," With much complacency in those great days ! A mote of sand, you know, a blade of grass — What was so despicable as mere grass. Except perhaps the life o' the worm or fly Which fed there ? These were " small " and men were great. Well, sir, the old way 's altered somewhat since, And the world wears another aspect now : Somebody turns our spyglass round, or else Puts a new lens in it : grass, worm, fly grow big : We find great things are made of little things, And little things go lessening till at last Comes God behind them. Talk of mountains now? We talk of mould that heaps the mountain, mites That throng the mould, and God that makes the mites. The Name comes close behind a stomach-cyst, The simplest of creations, just a sac That 's mouth, heart, legs and belly at once, yet lives And feels, and could do neither, we conclude. If simplified still further one degree : The small becomes the dreadful and immense ! Lightning, forsooth ? No word more upon that ? A tin-foil bottle, a strip of greasy silk, With a bit of wire and knob of brass, and there 's Mr. Sludge, " The Medium." 283 Your dollar's-worth of lightning ! But the cyst — The life of the least of the little things ? No, no ! Preachers and teachers try another tack, Come near the truth this time : they put aside Thunder and lightning : " That 's mistake," they cry, " Thunderbolts fall for neither fright nor sport, " But do appreciable gtJod, like tides, " Changes o' the wind, and other natural facts — " ' Good ' meaning good to man, his body or soul. " Mediate, immediate, all things minister " To man, — that 's settled : be our future text " ' We are His children ! ' " So, they now harangue About the intention, the contrivance, all That keeps up an incessant play of love, — See the Bridgewater book. Amen to it ! Well, sir, I put this question : I 'm a child ? I lose no time, but take you M your word ; How shall I act a child's part properly ? Your sainted mother, sir, — used you to live With such a thought as this a-worrying you ? " She has it in her power to throttle me, " Or stab or poison : she may turn me out, " Or lock me in, — nor stop at this to-day, " But cut me off to-morrow from the estate " I look for " — (long may you enjoy it, sir !) " In brief, she may unchild the child I am." 84 Mr. Sludge, " The Medium.:' You never had such crotchets ? Nor have I ! Who, frank confessing childship from the first, Cannot both fear and take my ease at once. So, don't fear, — know what might be, well enough, But know too, child-like, that it will not be. At least in my case, mine, the son and heir O' the kingdom, as yourself proclaim my style. But do you fancy I stop short at this ? Wonder if suit and service, son and heir Needs must expect, I dare pretend to find ? If, looking for signs proper to such an one, I straight perceive them irresistible ? Concede that homage is a son's plain right. And, never mind the nods and raps and winks, 'T is the pure obvious supernatural Steps forward, does its duty : why, of course ! I have presentiments ; my dreams come true : I fancy a friend stands whistling all in white Blithe as a boblink, and he 's dead I learn. I take dislike to a dog my favourite long, And sell him ; he goes mad next week and snaps. I guess that stranger will turn up to-day I have not seen these three years ; there 's his knock. I wager " sixty peaches on that tree ! " — That I pick up a dollar in my walk, That your wife's brothei's cousin's name was George — And win on all points. Oh, you wince at this ? You 'd fain distinguish between gift and gift, Washington's oracle and Sludge's itch O' the elbow when at whist he ought to trump ? With Sludge it 's too absurd ? Fine, draw the line Somewhere, but, sir, your somewhere is not mine ! Mr. Sludge, "The Medium." 285 Bless us, I 'm turning poet ! It 's time to end. How you have drawn me out, sir ! All I ask Is — am I heir or not heir ? If I 'm he, Then, sir, remember, that same personage (To judge by what we read i' the newspaper) Requires, beside one nobleman in gold To carry up and down his coronet. Another servant, probably a duke, To hold egg-nogg in readiness : why want Attendance, sir, when helps in his father's house Abound, I 'd like to know ? Enough of talk ! My fault is that I tell too plain a truth. Why, which of those who say they disbelieve. Your clever people, but has dreamed his dream, Caught his coincidence, stumbled on his fact He can't explain, (he '11 tell you smilingly) Which he 's too much of a philosopher To count as supernatural, indeed. So calls a puzzle and problem, proud of it : Bidding you still be on your guard, you know. Because one fact don't make a system stand, Nor prove this an occasional escape Of spirit beneath the matter : that 's the way ! Just so wild Indians picked up, piece by piece, The fact in California, the fine gold That underlay the gravel — hoarded these, But never made a system stand, nor dug ! So wise men hold out in each hollowed palm A handful of experience, sparkling fact They can't explain ; and since their rest of life 286 Mr. Sludge, '' The Medium." Is all explainable, what proof in this ? Whereas I take the fact, the grain of gold, And fling away the dirty rest of life. And add this grain to the grain each fool has found O' the million other such philosophers, — Till I see gold, all gold and only gold. Truth questionless though unexplainable, And the miraculous proved the commonplace ! The other fools believed in mud, no doubt — Failed to know gold they saw : was that so strange ? Are all men born to play Bach's fiddle-fugues, " Time " with the foil in carte, jump their own height, Cut the mutton with the broadsword, skate a five, Make the red hazard with the cue, clip nails While swimming, in five minutes row a mile. Pull themselves three feet, up with the left arm. Do sums of fifty figures in their head. And so on, by the scores of instances ? The Sludge with luck, who sees the spiritual facts. His fellows strive and fail to see, may rank With these, and share the advantage. Ay, but share The drawback ! Think it over by yourself ; I have not heart, sir, and the fire 's gone grey. Defect somewhere compensates for success. Everyone knows that Oh, we 're equals, sir ! The big-legged fellow has a little arm And a less brain, though big legs win the race : Do you suppose I 'scape the common lot ? Say, I was born with flesh so sensitive, Soul so alert, that, practice helping both, Mr. Sludge, '' The Medium." 287 I guess what 's going on outside the veil, Just as a prisoned crane feels pairing-time In the islands where his kind are, so must fall To capering by himself some shiny night, As if your back -yard were a plot of spice — Thus am I 'ware o' the spirit-world : while you, Blind as a beetle that way, —for amends, Why, you can double fist and floor me, sir ! Ride that hot hardmouthed horrid horse of yours, Laugh while it lightens, play with the great dog. Speak your mind though it vex some friend to hear. Never brag, never bluster, never blush, — In short, you Ve pluck, when I 'm a coward — there ! I know it, I can't help it, — folly or no, I 'm paralyzed, my hand 's no more a hand. Nor my head, a head, in danger : you can smile And change the pipe in your cheek. Your gift 's not mine. Would you swap for mine ? No ! but you 'd add my gift To yours : I dare say ! I too sigh at times. Wish I were stouter, could tell truth nor flinch. Kept cool when threatened, did not mind so much Being dressed gaily, making strangers stare. Eating nice things ; when I 'd amuse myself, I shut my eyes and fancy in my brain, I 'm — now the President, now, Jenny Lind, Now, Emerson, now, the Benicia Boy — With all the civilized world a-Wondering And worshipping. I know it 's folly and worse j I feel such tricks sap, honeycomb the soul : But I cap't cure myself, — despond, despair, And then, hey, presto, there 's a turn o' the wheel, Under comes uppermost, fate makes full amends ; 288 Mr. Sludge, " The Medium." Sludge knows and sees and hears a hundred things You all are blind to, — I Ve my taste of truth, Likewise my touch of falsehood, — vice no doubt, But you 've your vices also : I 'm content What, sir ? You won't shake hands ? " Because I cheat ! " " You 've found me out in cheating ! " That 's enough To make an apostle swear ! Why, when I cheat. Mean to cheat, do cheat, and am caught in the act. Are you, or rather, am 1 sure