830 Cornell University Library The original of this book is in the Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://www.archive.org/details/cu31 92401 351 6830 THE FLOWER SELLER AND OTHER POEMS THE FLOWER SELLER AND OTHER POEMS BY LADY LINDSAY LONGMANS, GREEN, AND CO. LONDON, NEW YORK, AND BOMBAY 1896 TO SIR EDWARD BURNE-JONES. Master, whose true and noble poet-thought Breathes to the canvas songs of mystic lore, There where thy painter-touch bids Fancy pour The Tyrian hues she for thy palette wrought — Friend of long years — take thou the book I 've sought To mould as worth thy treasuring. Nay, more ; Remembrance aud Affection, to thy door, For choicest gifts I with glad hand have brought. Great art thou named because of wondrous skill ; Haply most great in that life's earlier part Found thee as strong as thou art steadfast still : A rock, that saw'st the shallow ebb-tides go Back on quick shifting sands of troubled Art, Though now full waves of praise toward thee flow. CONTENTS. THE FLOWER SELLER, OUTREMER, THE WORTH OF A SONG, THE GENTLE KNIGHT, THE STORMY PETREL, THROUGH FIELDS OF ASPHODEL, IN SLEEP, .... INTROSPECTION, LONG TEARS AFTER, A SPACE OF SUMMER, TO A FAIR MAID, . SEPTEMBER THOUGHTS, . DECEMBER SONG, OF A BIRD-CAGE, COSIE SONG, . INCONSEQUENCE, EARTHWARD, . THE GOLD-WORKER, WIND AND FOAM, . SICILIAN SONG, TWO MESSENGERS, . WEST OF THE MOUNTAINS, PAGE 1 25 57 79 85 88 92 97 103 118 122 124 126 128 130 131 133 135 137 139 140 141 CONTENTS. SONNETS- .' SONNET OR SONG, .... . . . TO MINE OWN SOTJL, . THE PASSING HOUR, . . . . . WRITTEN ON MY BIRTHDAY . OF REMEMBRANCE, .... ... LOVE'S DIAPASON, LOVE SAYING, . ON THE CARDS, . . .... FOLK-SONGS, . . .... EVENING AFTER RAIN, ... . . B.C. 500, . . . . . . . LUCINDA'S LETTERS — I., II., III., IV., v VI., VII., VIII., IX., X., . . . XL, XII., XIII., XIV., XV., THE FLOWER SELLER 'Glycera, the flower girl, knew so well how to diversify the combination and arrangement of her flowers, as with the same flowers to make a great variety of nosegays.' — s. Francis de sales. A gala day ! On this thrice glorious day He should return, the young king, to his own. The city, banner-drest — by wreaths made gay As are fair brides, or garden plots rich grown For Phoebus — decked with silk her walls of stone, O'erflowing in each open court or street With folks of happy look and eager feet. The war was ended ; healed the gaping wound That wept alike man's blood and woman's tears ; A new bright cycle this, with joyance mooned, And grace, and plenty ; pass'd and gone sad years, Therefore forgot ; forgot all pains and fears. THE FLOWER SELLER. Peace waved her wand, and, at her sweet command, Hope and Content came gladly, hand in hand. Now while, within an ample market-place, The wealthy burghers and my lord the mayor, Collared and robed, awaited, grave of face, Their earliest mounted messenger who 'd bear News of a near approach, or conned with care Th' illuminated scroll that prayed the king From loyal kingdom take warm welcoming : Out to the meadows, where the road lay white 'Twixt fragrant limes, the joyous people went ; And every vantage place, on left or right, Was quickly seized and held, the green boughs bent By jealous grasp. Yet some ran far, intent They 'd be the first the coming show to meet, The first that homing warrior-band to greet. THE FLOWER SELLER. 3 From every steeple clanged quick gladsome bells, And answering chimes sped softly o'er the plain, As if in echo ; so a lover tells His mistress that she knows, till she be fain In turn to falter back such tender strain. Then, as the grateful world to sanctify, The sky grew clear, the sun blazed bright on high. Still from each gate the hurrying people poured ; Gay as the rampart flags their festive dress. Across the moat all drawbridges lay lowered, On every chain and beam a mighty stress. Eed gleamed the roofs and towers numberless Capping yon ancient walls, and twinkling eyes Of narrow casements mirrored back blue skies. Hark ! for already creeps to straining ears A murmur faint, so faint, so vague, so far, Scarce may it be discerned. Nay, nay, it nears. 4 THE FLOWER SELLER. A white streak mounts th' horizon, like a star That lifts to dawn. And, as on harbour bar Sea-tides inflowing moan, the broad fields ring With a fast-gathered cry : ' The king ! The king ! ' Yea, from the dust-white cloud that, rolling, spread, All tremulous-specked of steel and steeds and men And tattered blood-like standards borne o'erhead — With fitful music, bursting now and then To wildest jubilance, next quelled as when We mourn dead brothers — slowly drawing near, Did that victorious host at length appear. Not yet distinguishable. Troop on troop, In glittering line (as though a sword were laid Down the straight road) loomed closer, but no group Clearly detached, only the king, arrayed In armour flashing gold, great radiance made, THE FLOWER SELLER. 5 (As 'twere the hilt,) with princes at his side, And jewelled shields and panoply of pride. The brave young king, mounted on milk-white steed, His gilded helm swathed with a knot of bay — Leader of men, right worthy proved to lead, Yet by a boyish gladness ruled to-day ; And, thronging close, on this triumphal way, As many a time in fierce and famous fights, His company of wan and war-stained knights. Down, down upon their path green laurels rain, And roses red ; these Love, those Victory. What matter wound or scar, or gory stain, Or toilsome march, to such as hear the cry Of long-lost wife and child ? The crowds press nigh, And drown the drums with joy of voice or hand. The king pulls rein and smiles ; his horse must stand. 6 THE FLOWER SELLER. High from the city wall soars trumpet blast, And feux de joie peal thunder from broad towers, O'er-clamouring noisy belfries whence are cast Hailstones or snows of fair and perfumed flowers, That strike the surging multitude in showers, While kerchiefs, with girls' arms for flag-staffs, wave, And boys shout loud huzzas to cheer the brave. Then, as the king, not far now from the gate, Kaised his pleased eyes the merry sight to see, Lo, distant scarce a yard — in meanest state — A slender maid gazed from an apple-tree, And caught his glance with hers — 'mid green boughs, she Sat perched, half-hid ; her silver feet hung bare ; Her rags ill matched the glory of her hair. She smiled, and, as he looked, so also smiled The king ; for she was bright and fair as day, THE FLOWER SELLER. 7 Large-eyed, most beautiful — a winsome child. Then threw she down in haste and pretty play A wealth of buds. But he rode on his way, Indifferent, and nor turned, nor looked again, But passed from sight amid his gorgeous train. Swift dropt she from the branch as might a bird, Most light, that cares not to unfold its wings ; And one long sigh she gave, but ne'er a word, And stood with shading hand, strange marvellings Brimming her eyes beneath the dusky rings That crowned her brow, till onward she was borne By hurrying crowds which rocked like swaying corn. None cared for her, though many knew the child. A flower-seller — but she 'd wasted all Her wares, forsooth ! Gaily the army filed, Fast threading, riband- wise, the gateway tall, So stormed the town, with townsfolk great and small 8 THE FLOWER SELLER. Crushing close after. Thus the day wore by, And the red sun dropt westward in the sky. Then stillness fell upon the meadows grey, And the brown walls loomed dark as though nor light, Nor merriment, nor joy, within them lay To greet with torch and dance the summer night. Then every tender thing that for affright Had hid, or fled in unknown wilds to roam, Came softly back to seek its former home. So through the gloom, from out some shadowy nook That the broad ramparts gave of murky mist, There crept a barefoot girl with furtive look, Whose rippling locks her slender shoulders kissed ; An empty basket swung upon her wrist ; Empty her hands — the meanest coin unearned, And naught of food for lips that fevered burned. THE FLOWER SELLER. 9 She sought the shelter of the poorest street — To-night a desert — onward hasted sore, Wild, spirit-like, with eager gliding feet, Until she reached her goal — then pushed the door, And, dreamful still, a-trembling, stood before Her sisters twain, her mouth with strange smile set, As though thereon the sunlight lingered yet. ' Well come, and what hast seen ? ' One wrought a plait Of straw that grew apace beneath her hand, While by a circling wheel the other sat, And from the spindle drew soft flaxen strand, Turned soon to gleaming thread at her command. 'Say, Brunhild, what hast seen ? what news dost bring? Wags the world yet ? ' ' Nay, I have seen the king.' ' Ay, ay, the king — the rumour is he J s young. Tell us how tall, how short ; red, dark, or fair ? io THE FLOWER SELLER. Old Anna came to chat — thou know'st her tongue — She much extolled his gracious princely air, Yet gave of praise the very fullest share To gilt-mouthed trumpeters ! But come, child, draw Thy pocket ; where 's thy gain ? ' — ' The king I saw.' Her elders laughed. ' Good luck to those grey eyes ! / had no time — not I — to seek the show.' ' Nor / — to-morrow at day dawn we '11 rise, And with our humble wares to market go.' Thus spake they wrathfully, so she should know — That youngest one — harm lurks in loitering. Yet stood she mute, then sighed : ' I love the king.' Thereon she fled away to loneliness, By laughter chased as though by stinging whips, And reached a scarce-used loft where none might guess To find her lying low, with moaning lips, Sunk safe in store of hay and dusty chips, THE FLOWER SELLER. n While bats swung 'mid the rafters overhead, And darkness, for cool counterpane, was spread. But from yon fatal hour her aching sight Strained at an idle vision — poor fond maid, Who saw the king ride on, by day, by night, In clanking harness wondrously arrayed ! On her young soul some spell was surely laid ; Full oft he glanced (she deemed) with laughing look, And peace and joy forthwith her heart forsook. Last grew she sick. She haunted all the ways Where he might pass, not daring draw o'ernear ; She shrined the palace in a reverent gaze — Her choicest flowers unsold — yet fled for fear When heralds' greeting told her listening ear : ' He comes, he comes, the king ! ' So mighty he ! A beggar maid, his poorest vassal, she ! 2 THE FLOWER SELLER. Now for thanksgiving should the court attend Beneath the great cathedral's misty dome, In state, with warrior chiefs, the knee to bend Because that these victorious reached their home, Nor in strange land for battle-quest need roam ; So should the wide Te Deum's solemn note From human voice and deep-toned organ float. All were held free to see the sight who willed, The town once more prankt out for holiday. Quoth Brunhild : 'On the bridge I '11 stand,' and filled Her pannier with rich blooms : carnations gay, Roses, and flower de luce, and orange spray. The perfume sweet so strongly touched her brain, 'Twas half a pleasure, half a madding pain. She fell to singing snatches of weird tune ; Next, like a merry wild goat, skipped a space ; Nodded to one, or told some grandame's rune ; THE FLOWER SELLER. 13 Beckoned another, smiles upon her face, Peeping 'twixt posies in her youth and grace ; Yet ne'er bestowed a leaf. ' Nay, nay,' she said, And went her way with proud uplifted head. Upon the bridge she stayed her steps, and found Cool sheltered rest from mid-day heat of sun, There, where a quaint-walled house cast shade around ; For on those ancient piles stood many a one, With low-browed shops whose trade was briskly done That day, when coral, seed pearl, fine-chased gold, And glass-cut beads and garnet strings were sold. Below the bridge the restless river ran, Not yet by summer parched on stony bed, But flowing, rushing, as the life of man, (Thought Brunhild) or perchance as Fate more dread, 14 THE FLOWER SELLER. More chill, and with relentless message sped T'ward dark stone arches, carrying on its way All straws and drifts that would such strength essay. So stood the child until her heart grew faint, Her set lips wan — o'erhead her garlands raised Lest they too droop — a young and gentle saint By unseen angels crowned. Yet was she crazed (The passers said, while on her rags they gazed), That bartered not for coin, at buyer's call, The perfume of a rose ephemeral. For 'mong the rest came many an eager swain To seek a flaunting posy for his dear, Or one choice gilly-blossom bud which fain He'd tilt with jaunty grace behind his ear. Good Sir, in vain ! no reason will she hear. ' All, all is sold,' she cries, nor whispers how Her blooms were picked the dusty path to strow. THE FLOWER SELLER. 15 Ay, when the king shall pass, his charger's feet May trample freely, treading down a gift Most honoured thus, while hers be triumph sweet ; For then his gracious eyes he 11 surely lift With radiant glance, as when bright sunbeams rift Dull clouds ; then, quick alight in glad desire, Her soul must kindle his with answering fire. She waits. Anon the herald army comes ; Scarce dare she gaze as men and steeds draw nigh. Her pulses throb in measure with the drums, Red as the bannered silk her cheeks flame high Weak in the jostling throng she reels ; she '11 die ! Yet seeks the parapet with trembling knees, And climbs, swings high her wreaths aloft, arid sees. Yea, sees — the king in velvet robes that gleam With sheen of jewels bright as are his smiles ; And satin scarves wave out, and ribands stream, 1616 THE FLOWER SELLER. To grace the peaceful pageant that beguiles This happy folk to idleness through miles Of flowering land, while from the joyous rout Peals many a cheer and glad triumphal shout. And by him, close on his right hand, behold A beauteous lady riding, clothed in white, Whose snowy palfrey, bridled with pure gold, Keeps pace with that brave charger, steel bedight, Whence bends the king, smiling in new delight Toward the lovely damsel at his side — His chosen queen, his fair affianced bride ! Swift ran the turbid river, and thus fast On swept the shouting serried multitude In wake of royal pageantry, that passed, As by a mighty swarm of bees pursued, Unto yon vast grey dome crowned with God's rood ; THE FLOWER SELLER. 17 Then loud huzzas died out on the warm air, And o'er the crowd fell the soft cloak of prayer. The bridge is left a desert path of stone ; Forsaken its gay booths and vantage towers. Yet, in a shadowy nook, grief-struck and lone, With arms still lifted to her pile of flowers, A childish form against the grey wall cowers. Sudden she rises, angered, pale as death, And flings her burthen to the swirl beneath. Ay, let them die, the senseless petalled things ! Koses sharp- thorned, crushed bells, and sickly bloom ! Some quick engulfed, and some, with painted wings, Still floating ere they yield to watery tomb ; But all like idle hopes — that erst would loom Perfumed, well-nurtured, on a phantom tree — By grief now smitten to obscurity. 18 THE FLOWER SELLER. Yea, as she were herself but one of these, Brunhild waged war with her heart's grief no more. She lay in narrow bed, sick, ill at ease, Heedless of all who passed or pushed the door, Of sun or shadow slanting on the floor, Of Time himself — for Time is Life and Light ; To her strained eyes the whole sad world was Night. While, as she grew more weak, her mind distraught Made her lips garrulous, and oft she cried : ' I love the king,' and thus in fever taught Her madness to the sisters at her side. They, with chilled heart, sought from all folk to hide What seemed in truth a sore and shameful thing — Still, she, unwitting, wailed : ' I love the king.' Then, as to please her, spake the second. ' Dear, A-hawking goes our liege to-morrow morn, With him the princess ; they must pass anear, THE FLOWER SELLER. 19 Threading the west gate, so to thee '11 be borne Some merry echoes of the hunting horn.' Whereat the child turned in her lowly bed, Stretched her thin hands and raised her weary head. And prayed : ' If e'er ye loved me, listen now. My pleading 's not for long. Yon is green grass — The very thought nigh cools my burning brow — Without the gate — there where the king shall pass. My limbs are weak to walk or stand, alas ! In pity carry me to that fair spot. I fain would see him, though he knows me not.' ' Nay, nay,' the answer came. She wept full sore, And wrung her hands — a piteous sight to see — Might she but gaze upon his face once more ! Till spake that gentler sister : ' Child, let be ! Pray heaven no harm thereof may come to thee, 20 THE FLOWER SELLER. Weep not ; methinks our mother feels thy tears, Though she has lain in grave these many years.' They wrapt her in a mantle grey and long — Their mother's gear — and bore her to the place. But, when she came the gay-drest folk among, A wraith she seemed, with weird unearthly face, And all forbore to press, so gave her space, Or, pitiful, sighed out : ' Alack, dear heart,' Seeing where faint and wan she lay apart. One sister turned — her soul o'ergrieved and proud ; But she — the younger — crouched, and on her knee Pillowed the child, heedless of place or crowd, Till — when the loud horns rang, and all could see The falconers in their greenwood livery Spring from the drawbridge, and the royal pair, In green arrayed, with hawk on wrist, most fair — THE FLOWER SELLER. 21 Low whispered Brunhild : ' Leave me now and run.' ' But whither ? ' 'To the king ! Woe 's me, I 'm blind, A cold mist creeps betwixt me and the sun.' Soft was the brown-tress'd head laid down, and kind And swift that other sped, no glance behind, Nor pause till she the highway's breadth might gain ; Then reckless stood, and bade the king draw rein. Rough hands were on her shoulder, but he leant From saddle-bow and spake in quick amaze — Not wrath — so told she trembling her intent : ' My sister dies ; that thou wouldst come she prays.' The courtiers laughed in scorn, with mocking gaze, While he, the king, still wondering, stared toward The dusky figure stretched on grassy sward. A shadowy thing — from which the people shrank In some strange fear, yet more through reverence ; A spirit form — whose face most white and dank 22 THE FLOWER SELLER. Drooped like a storm-dashed flower of innocence, The princess looked ; her pity grew intense. ' Dismount we,' so she prayed ; ' a king 's decreed For servant to his poorest serf in need.' ' Yea, sweet one, at thy will,' her knight replied. Thus hand in hand, alone, afoot they trod The grassy bank, and silent stood beside That childish grey-clad palmer on the sod Dropt weary, ere she travelled home to God. Low bent the princess, lifting her ; but she With hungered straining eyes the king would see. Therein the royal maid read store of pain, That brought from her own eyes a gushing spring. Quick asked she : ' Where hast seen her ? ' But in vain Eansacking mind and memory, sought the king, With puckered brows, perplexed — he could not wring THE FLOWER SELLER. 23 From life's remembrance aught, and yet a gleam — A girl's bright face — flit past him as in dream. Certes a phantom — some gay laughing elf, Twin mould evoked — nay, but if that were ghost, What should this be, this semblance of herself, A pallid sheath which life too soon had crost By chill, as many a tender leaf is lost ? ' I know not,' quoth the king in whisper low, ' Haply I saw her once — would I might know ! ' Thereat the princess took his twain clasp'd hands In gentle wise, though forceful, drew and laid Them under Brunhild's fainting head for bands That pillowed and held fast the slender maid. So for one quick-lived instant, unafraid, The craving eyes on longed-for goal reposed — And after, weary of this sad world, closed. 24 THE FLO WER SELLER. While round about, most strangely hushed, the crowd, With silence pregnant more than noisiest sound, Fuller of speech than shouts or wailings loud, For that sweet spirit made lament profound. The very babes grew mute, the birds spellbound. Yea, quivering leaves upon the bushes stilled, And overhead dull mist the azure filled. Then, in grave reverence, bowed the king his knee, As from strong grasp his burthen seemed to fade And sink to earth, and, with right hand set free, He doffed his rich plumed cap beside the maid. So likewise knelt his bride and weeping prayed. And lo ! all people knelt, with bated breath, For presence of the mightiest monarch — Death. OUTEEMER Down by the sea, i' the hollow of the land, A dreamer sat with chin on hand. The tide welled in and the tide welled free Up from the depths of the murmuring sea, Rounding the rocks over glassy sand, Up to the shingly shelving beach, Till a fringe of foam lay white on the reach, Like some feathery band About the neck of a slumbering maid, In yellow shimmering dress arrayed. The dreamer gazed where the sea shone blue- A sapphire hue — As far away as sight could view. 26 OUTREMER. He fain had trod the path that the sun Cleft golden- wise the waters through, And dipped his fingers, one by one, And gathered the radiant field-blooms there Beyond compare, To bruise, And use, For stain of vellum with colour more rare Than Urban the Pope in his robes might wear. More kin such tint to the heav'n-spun dress By Gabriel, the archangel, worn, When he swept down, in cloud-loveliness, To a garden of lilies one clear spring morn, Our Lady to bless With the message from God's high city borne. But a poor monk this, who in his cell, With tremulous hand, From morn till eve sought hard to spell OUTREMER. 27 The letters that Nature could so well Paint over the land For the calendar of her own fair book. He strove to look Into the wonders of every curl Of bud and leaf, to catch the dust That stains the butterfly's wing like rust, And mirror a pearl, As though the tide had just cast it up In an opal cup. The pallid scorpion-grass he drew, And the fever-few, And crowned the page he loved most well With a miniature wreath of asphodel. Yet all the time, Like a haunting rhyme, Which the heart holds true but the ear's forgot, A colour he knew Of seraphic hue — 28 OUTREMER. Alas ! the good monks had it not. And well was he ware how temptation creeps in If the door of the heart Be left open in part ; How a longing thought soon swells into sin, When such a growth is let begin. Yonder, see the cloister roof O'er bleak sandhills' solitude, With the chapel's meagre spire, And the gateway low and rude From grey granite roughly hewed Now the vesper bell is ringing ; In the choir Monks are singing — One, alone, has stayed aloof. Long — ah, 'tis a long while since ! To the convent came a guest, OUTRE MER. 29 Named by prelate or by prince For some distant saintly quest. On his way, From the brethren nigh the sea, Craved he hospitality — One short night, but ne'er a day. So, in stable warm, at rest, That white mule on which he rode Munched what kindly hosts bestowed As for quadrupeds the best ; While its rider sat in hall, 'Mid th' obsequious brethren all, Drinking mead with thirsty mouth From a silver beaker, Telling legends of the South, Italy, and France, and Spain, Till the abbot and his train, Growing every moment meeker, 30 OUTREMER. Blushed, as they 'd ne'er blushed before, For their barren northern shore. Lastly, that strange comer took One small book From the wallet, leather-bound, Tied with cord his loins around. He was graced, From chin to waist, By a long grey beard that flowed An it pleased, in Eastern mode. Hands he had so spare and thin, You could trace all bones therein, When the book and silver clasp Lay within their quiet grasp. wondrous book ! A novice young — A stripling pale, of eager tongue — Whose wayward heart in tendrils curled OUTRE MER. 31 Toward the fair things of this world As bindweed climbs a rose — Though sure the goodman gardener goes Each day with shears, And clips and tears, Nor counts the poor weed's throes — This lad, agape with wonder and with joy, This foolish boy, Knelt to the missal which he deemed To hold th' incarnate beauty he had dreamed So oft, so oft ! Delectable wild flowers Damasked each page of yon brave book of hours ; For every prayer Was scrolled a frame most fair, Or, ever and anon, a picture, wrought Of Mary's life, pure as an angel's thought, Serene as though great Luke himself had fashioned it. 32 OUTREMER. Next, golden words in golden letters writ, That climbed the page on some unwitnessed stair ; While, best of all, behind them, like the sea That backs gold-masted fisher-boats — Or, as th' ethereal anthem backs quaint notes Of music penned, and through the measure floats — Or, as the heavens that be Calm far beyond us, placid o'er our moil — So th' entrancing restful blue (The youth had dreamed of through his hours of toil) Lay spread the whole book through, Clear as a summer night, fresh as the dawn's own dew. He wept — he could not speak ; On either cheek A tear coursed slowly down because that he was glad. Divining, asked the stranger monk : ' Dear lad, OUTRE MER. 33 Lov'st thou this colour ? Is 't to thee so new ? ' ' Yea/ quoth the boy, ' God's heaven is painted blue,' And said no more, but only once again : ' God's heaven is blue, as is His shifting main.' ' True,' spake the envoy, smiling in his beard. ' Years gone, along a sultry Tuscan plain, A boy — Giotto they called him— steered In shepherd-wise his peaceful flock to fold, As David did of old ; And watched the horned moon increase and wane, And watched the broad blue spangled veil behind, Whereon the wind, Most mischievous, chased gossamers of clouds That angels spin and weave for shrouds Of dying saints. But, as years went, The boy took brush and palette — such his bent. 'Twas he who limned the frescoes with a master hand Of th' Arena Chapel — ay, 'tis said he planned c 34 OUTREMER It like to blue convolvulus, and welcome vines Grow round, for hot the summer noon-ray shines In burning dusty Padua. Thence I came, And oft have viewed the cool distempered wall — The tint thereof imperishable, by name " Beyond the sea " or " outremer " ; some call It likewise lapis-lazuli, A precious gem that 's brought across the sea, Beyond the sea in beauty. Nay, content thee, I Will send thee, boy, a chip from off our sky, A drop from our warm southern shore ! Yet learn to still thine o'erwrought anxious brain. Drink deep — so haply Giotto drank — of hellebore, That herb of Christ — plucked first on classic plain By Grecian shepherd's hand — yea, taste of peace.' Thus spake A stranger guest in days long past, and laughed, And once again the brimming tankard quaffed. OUTREMER. 35 The novice felt his quick heart like to break For joy, and punctuated thanks with happy tears. But syne that day had sped calm measured years. The dreaming boy to earnest manhood grew, And with quotidian labour drew Illumined page on page, until His fame spread wide, And people whispered, wonder-eyed, Far, far beyond the monastery gate, Of one young monk's transcendent skill, And how, at love's own labour, dawn, noon, late, He worked. Alas ! Ne'er yet Had come from o'er the sea that promised shaft of blue On which his ardent soul had long been set ; With prayer he partly learned the lesson ' to forget ' ; And seldom now for aught but simple tools 36 OUTRE MER. Travelled a vagrant wish. His needs were few, And his trained mind forbore To soar Outside the cramping convent rules, Albeit for him, had he so pleased (He was a favourite son) they had been surely eased. He dwelt obedient in his cell, content, With fair head bowed above a desk, to limn Whate'er the good monks asked of him, And best content when he had spent His inborn talent, rich and full, Close, as it were, to God's own feet. The brethren deemed his work a miracle, And he a chosen angel sent Straight down to bless their calm retreat ; Thus all went well. Yet not to-day. To-day a dull oppression filled the air ; In narrow haunts the worker could not stay. OUTRE ME R. 37 His mind was sore and ill ; His pulses fiercely stirred ; The blue horizon beckoned him away. A bird, That lighted on the window sill, Sang passionate, as though 'twould bear Unto the prison-like abode — which all Earth-joys forsook, fearing the high stone wall — A breath, a whiff from some fair isle Where golden fruit hangs ripe, and maidens smile Whom men may clasp close, heart to heart, In world-forgetting kiss, To part never more from such unutterable bliss ! So went he out ; one moment stayed Within the chapel. In a corner dim, He knelt and beat his breast and prayed. 38 OUTRE MER. Some slumberous voices faint intoned a hymn ; Some pallid rushlights twinkled at a shrine, Where dusky shadows on mosaic played. To his sick heart this day no message seemed divine. There are such days for all and every one. Unto the shore — The sandy shore where he might roam alone, The humid shore with ne'er a soul in sight, And scarce a muffled roar From out the low-lying crescent of the bay, Whose salt sea-spray Gives stinging strong delight To eyes and lips, intoxicating brine, Kenewing sense and spirit as with wine — Unto the shore he sped, and sat him down Beneath the warm cliffs' tufted crown, Where grow sweet clover and long grass. There could he hear the small birds pass — OUTREMER. 39 The martins, out and in from nests Above him — they upon their quests Of midge and fly, and he, keen-aimed as they, Busily seeking. Yea, he sought for Peace. And presently, while yet undying was the day, She came, as might a white ship o'er the bay, With floated wings to greet him, so her light touch fann'd His cheek, and on his brow she laid her tender hand, And gave the troublings of his brain release. Then, sudden, once again it seemed He was an eager boy who dreamed, Most innocent, of some bright-coloured gem, A wondrous pigment, torn from off the hem Of southern skies and seas; and surely — as he smiled, Because of how for love thereof 40 OUTREMER. His boyish heart had once been wild, And surely — as his wise self tried to scoff At the remembrance quaint — that thraldom weird, That subtle phantasm from afar appeared, And grew, and grew, Until he longed with fire Of ancient re-illumed desire To hold the gift of eastern blue, E'en as he longed of yore. Thus the strange craving which he thought had died, Slow filtered as a low-ebbed tide, Returned like foam on shore. He took never a count how long he stayed. O'er the face of day drew quiet shade, As gathers oft-soon In afternoon Of the noblest lives that for earth are made. OUTREMER. And — just as in such, When noontide brilliance begins to fade, Some spiritual tenderness grows o'ermuch, More nigh in touch With an unseen world it had but begun To mirror the radiance of — one by one, Eose-colours paled from sea and sky ; And, by and by, Grey Evening, in her pilgrim's dress, Wan, lustreless, Across the bay stretched quiet hands, And blessing laid o'er hills and sands. Then, spirit-like, upraised herself the moon, From curtained couch of clustered violet, As though the sun — conscious he must forget Our world for a brief space — had bade her soon Rule from his empty throne when he should set, Albeit in his broad garden, ere he went, He planted pinks and April verdure sweet 41 42 OUTRE MER. For the white feet, That on steep travel would be bent, Of her — pale star-crown'd consort whom he sent. Then likewise rose the monk and went his way. Faint was he, who had tasted nought Since early morn that day ; The fierce-fann'd passion of his thought, Scorching all want till now, Had burned itself at last so low, Hunger found room to enter with an angry throe. Yea, uprose that poor monk — aweary he, And stiff — and wandered slow Toward the monastery. He could see Spare outlines of the building grey and cold Against the cowslip sky — Walls of his life-long home — a fold For feeble sheep 'gainst worldly wolves that try OUTREMER. 43 Them to devour. Landward, some wind-bowed trees As ink-blots marked the garden space. Near these, Upon a bleak and storm-swept eminence, The graveyard stones seemed but a stride Beyond conventual silence ; thence Might tired souls sure as obedient spring — And with as little fear — When far and wide The judgment trumpet-call should sound, And wake their sleep profound — As now embodied brethren stirred to hear The chapel's feeble clapper ring. On this the painter monk mused while he strolled along, Skirting the bay with laggard feet that sank Deep in the sand, as did his staff, among 44 OUTRE MER. Small mounds and pitfalls, soft o'ergrown With tufted grass that fringed the shadowy bank. His figure, tall and lank, Moved slow, a white-clad spirit lone Of that lone northern coast : Nay, part by struggle, part by abstinence, made light, His soul and body waxed as disunite As one were dead, the other but a wandering ghost. And all things earthly in his sight grew small. A few short years (he thought), but few at most, He and his follies bulbwise must be laid, By pious monks with shovel, hoe, and spade — As in its turn each monkish body lies — Consigned to yon grim graveyard's thrall, Though fresh-born lives, in change perpetual, Shall blossom thick through coming centuries. What then of yearnings ? If for red or green, Purple imperial, gold, ultramarine, OUTRE MER. 45 Or if for some fair woman's charms, A woman's arms, A woman's golden hair flung on your face, And 'gainst your beating heart her figure's grace, You yearn and long — Why, where 's the difference, say ? Where then The greater or the lesser level Of the desires of men ? Where hides the deeper wrong ? All, all vain dreams are prompted by the devil, Who baits his hook with what may best inspire His fish — the sinner — to the chase ; And dubs the bait no name that 's mean or base, But only ' Heart's Desire.' Thus argued he, the dreamer, as he went, His own mind for antagonist That oftener echo-like chimed in than spake dissent ; Yea, ere he reached the convent gate he wist 46 OUTREMER. No heart's desire but one : to lay him down, Exchanging frock and hood for heavenly robe and crown. No other need seemed worth a sigh, no whim To him Worth breath of wishing. Earth in dusk lay hid ; With it all earthly thought. A shrouding mist Hung low across the sleeping sea. The wind had hushed, and heaven's great firma- ment, Like to a radiant silver lid Of some dark tomb, shone spangled with bright stars. Far o'er the lea, The sandhills' undulation here and there was rent By scars Of gulleys deep, meandering out and in, Where heather-patches and the thick-spiked whin Broke through grey arid fields of straggling bent. OUTRE MER. 47 Yet all these landmarks that he knew so well He saw no more, but only guessed, For in a blur of shade were they soft pressed To calm mysterious and magnificent. He could not trace the outlines of the fell. 'Twas as some spell Fettered the world by gentlest swathing peace, And only overhead Yon anthem, of bright star-notes spread, Thrilled to bid human troubles cease. Ay, let the thought bring rest ! When puny human life is sped, Heaven's clear, and quiet falls on every anxious breast. Soft stole he in 'twixt sheltering convent walls, Whose gates for him were gladly thrown apart ; The ' open sesame ' of his great art, Might it not break a thousand petty thralls ? 48 OUTREMER. But, as he crept the corridor along, Weary of foot, though reconciled of heart, There met him a bewildering throng Of many monks who swiftly ran From out each passage, every door — With hurrying patter And marvellous clatter, Like sound of mice on granary floor — And one and all and every man, A clamorous history quick began, Flocking around in a hustling crowd, While each talked fast and each talked loud. He looked from brother to brother aghast, Ne'er had he known them chatter so fast ! And lo, the din Pursued him in, Though he fled as quick as able, To take his sup From one porridge cup Left on the refectory table. OUTREMER. 49 But, sudden, all fell back, for there, In blear torchlight, half down the stair, Stood the abbot grave, with lifted hand That, like to a crozier, could scatter the band. Kindly his air As nigh he drew : ' Feace, all is well, My son, yet come — myself will go With thee for speech unto thy quiet cell. Good brethren, tarry awhile below.' The young monk paused — in his upraised eyes Was a dreamful look of mild surprise, Though withal — thought the abbot — they shone more bright Than e'er was their wont until to-night. No torches but stars had kindled such light. The white-washed cell was poor and small ; Of comfort spare. Only a lamp of iron swung, D So OUTREMER. Flickering faint o'er the table where Books and pens and brushes lay, In neat array, Waiting the master's hand ; And, 'mid the shadows on the wall, Below the crucifix there hung A narrow picture — Byzantine, The abbot termed it, when one day 'Twas placed thus by his kind command, Because he deemed the painter's work divine, So would have holy things anear it. Spread About were varied glues in pots and pans, And water-cans, And gilding tools, and shining flecks of gold, With vellum strips, And feathered tips, Vermilion red, And rare dyes manifold. But in the midst, just where the lamp-light fell, OUTRE MER. 51 And burned Most yellow in that cold white cell, The monk's quick sight discerned A linen cloth — a package new. It was a cloth such as are used to hold The powdered hues of worth untold "Which from the Orient come, or Italy, With, on its frayed-out marge, a stain of blue — The very blue that 's named * from o'er the sea.' Then, as he looked, and as, with tremulous hands, The artist loosed some silver-threaded bands That held the cloth, as eager thoughts came swift — Too flooding swift for words, while, in his breast, O'erwhelming joy down press'd — He could not find a breath for to rejoice. He heard the abbot's voice, That seemed to bring the warm South in its drift, Yet from his own full heart no utterance could he lift : 52 OUTREMER. ' Lo now, my son ! Our brother from beyond the sea Hath not through all these years Forgot thy joy, thy tears. Here is the thing for which thy young soul yearned. God's will be done, And His Name praised ; 'tis He remembered thee. Behold, an implement ! A heavenly colour sent To make thy pious work more fine and great, And bring thee that most pure content Thy saintly artist soul hath surely earned. Dear son, meseems, if patient- wise we wait, The Lord bids — not all things — but some Unto our earnest longings come. He blesseth thee with gifts ; yea, He hath lent Thy talent unto thee to use, Not as thou wilt, but as Himself shall choose. OUTRE MER. 53 So take my blessing likewise ; if we deem it sweet When prayers be answered, eke we hold it meet For those unanswered still the Lord to praise, Who treads His Heaven — we grope through human ways. Be blest, my son.' Then quoth the monk, ' Amen,' and bent his knee : ' Bless me again, father, bless thou me ! Truly my heart is but untamed and wild, And I for human ways too oft have yearned, Leaving thanksgiving words and deeds undone. Pray then, father, for thy wayward child.' ' Yea, for us all,' the abbot said, and smiled. So knelt a space, and after rose, and turned, And left the cell. At that the other stept Toward the linen bag, and took The wondrous gift — remembering how his eyes had wept, 54 OUTREMER. And his soul thirsted — in quick hands that shook ; And to his mind it seemed as though The beauteous blue should overflow, And steep his fingers in rich hue, Like oft in dreams he 'd bade the sea to do. Yet now he dreamed not — nay, but garnered close again The powder in its linen folds, and bent Once more his knees most reverent ; Then raised him, and with wistful gaze unto the casement went. He looked out on the sombre main, Beyond the sandhills — all was black; The moon deep hid behind a cloud, Enwrapt in sable shroud, And cheerless were heaven's doorways, curtained dark, Faint lit by starry spark. Below, scarce could be seen the track OUTRE MER. 55 Of murmurous waves upon the sand-bound bay, While plaintively they sighed alway, As if, in semi-sleep, Uuto the stars mourned spirits of the deep. ' Not all,' — the monk spake gently — ' Nay, but some Of our most weary wishes wander home, Poor birds sent back from distant lands to trace, And find again, their calm familiar place. Perchance upon my soul at last falls rest. Is it not purged of longing ? God knows best Whether to grant or to withhold. Let no man crave an idol wrought of gold, Naught that is earth-stained. If he would be wise, Bid him seek out such precious gift as lies Beyond all seas, beyond our sphere, beyond This piteous throbbing life of which we 're overfond. So to us here, e'en to the least, may come Some answering flash from yon unerring dome.' 56 OUTREMER. Lo ! as he spake the great moon burst Out her black cerements, and the land — The broad grey tracts of sand That erst Were dark as pitch — illumed. Then the wide dreamful sky Gleamed rapturous to effulgent light on high, Where stars 'gainst diamond dust of stars Clung thick as years that sand the plains of Time Of which man's life counts scarce a handbreadth. On the water's breast, As down a floor of steely bars, A silver path, sprung from the pebbled beach, Ran straight to reach Unto the far horizon of the west. And in the midst slow rocked a fisher-boat — A speck, a swarthy human life, a mote — Alone ; all else immense, immutable, sublime. THE WORTH OF A SONG. Close nestled where the chalk hills curve and dip Ere their broad lines into green valleys slip, Hard by an ancient quarry's frowning lip — Girt safe with belt of juniper and yew, The riotous March whirlwind dared not through, When from chill East his white-maned coursers drew- A farmstead raised its gables, chimney-stacks, And deep roofs, glinting in red fiery tracks, With many a cone-shaped hay-rick at their backs Prank'd out for wintry hoard in neat array. And there — long years ago, so gossips say — Three brothers dwelt, in amity alway. 58! THE WORTH OF A SONG. Three brothers, young and brave of life and limb, To whom the outer world seemed void and dim ; Each loved his fellows twain, and they loved him. Orphaned in name, but scarce in loss, at call Of one the others ran — no grief too small, Nor joy. The farm gave maintenance to all. Thus passed their boyhood's span. They tilled the ground, And fertile earth brought answer all around ; Folks marvelled at wise heads on young necks found. Yet oft, when sporting in short holiday, The brothers sought the hills that, sea-like, lay Green, undulous, as in primeval day. Far, far as sight, the velvet turf spread fair, Untouched by spade or hoe or ploughman's share, With sombre yew-trees studded here and there ; THE WORTH OF A SONG. 59 Such yew boughs as each youngster learned to bend In bow or javelin shape, such as might send Unto some traitor heart rewarding end. They wrestled oft, boy-like, yet loving- wise ; Bousing no anger in each other's eyes. They practised how a disk of iron flies ; Or snared wild game with nets. The third who most Sat calm as umpire — truly, 'twas his boast — Grew garrulous when twilight, pallid ghost That lulls some minds to silence, woke up his (Being a poet's) with impassioned kiss, And tender yearning in itself a bliss. Close crept his comrades, clambering at his knee, As though grown lads were children yet, while he Unfolded for their ear sweet mystery : 60 THE WORTH OF A SONG. All that his keen soul wist, nay, read in cloud Or sunset, through night's swarth emblazoned shroud, Or if the distant sea moaned out aloud ; Or in the Future — youth's most precious book, Where every round-cheeked learner seeks to look, Fraying the page with eager finger's crook. Broad schemes they laid, these three ! 'Twas no surprise That he, the youngest, with his mother's eyes, Could peer so far across life's unknown skies. The eldest was of mood more fierce and bold. The next o'er taciturn, too self-controll'd. But he — cast half in child's, half angel's mould, Guessed many a secret from the birds and flowers ; Perchance because he lay, long summer hours, Listing to thrush or finch 'mid hawthorn bowers. THE WORTH OF A SONG. 61 From such calm hermitage he fondly plann'd His brethren's lives. Right beautiful and grand, Earning men's praise and wonder through the land, Those glorious lives, strong tools in hand of Fame, Should gild afresh an honoured golden name — Though England's roll knows ne'er a son of shame. Thus dreamed the boy; then, when through scant trees shone Queen Moon, three hearts that beat in unison Home wended, toil and play alike being done. And so to wholesome supper ; next to rest — Dark hours of sleep by tranquil prayer made blest — Till the great sun once more 'gan journey west. Serenely fair, the blameless days went past, And each revolving season fled more fast. It was the eldest brother spake at last : 62S2 THE WORTH OF A SONG. ' Dear ones, farewell ; to man's estate I 've grown. Keep ye the homestead ; I am called alone, For some are marked in need their country's own. War, like a lurid star, gleams in the north. Grant me your blessing, ere I sally forth A poor recruit, as yet of untried worth.' Soon was that valour proved to every eye ; In martial ranks his place grew quickly high ; The battle heat he pleasured to defy ; Till, on the eve of a decisive day, To lead some hope forlorn he chose to stray, And met his death at outset of the fray. Alas ! to him from thenceforth mattered not The issue of the fight — he cared no jot ; His limbs on alien soil must lie and rot. THE WORTH OF A SONG. 63 Senseless his eyeballs, staring at the sky, Though all war's panoply should clatter by, Though mighty armies clash, advance, or fly. Cut down like grass in field to fade unknown, Cold, struck at heart, mere food for hawks, there prone He lay untombed, unmarked by cross or stone. E'en so unchronicled, his name of pride From Fame's bright scroll like dust was brushed aside. Peace be to him and those who with him died. A year revolved. Again the homestead leas Bloomed ripe with harvesting ; in golden seas Rippled the wheat about the workers' knees. The two young owners of the farm were there, Taking of toil and heat their willing share, Locks backward toss'd, and glistening shoulders bare; 64 THE WORTH OF A SONG. While to the echoing grass-grown hills rang out Full many a jolly quip and laughing shout From all the busy happy peasant rout. The main — a riband blue to bind the sheaves — Lay dim beyond the barns and low-roofed eaves Where dark- winged swifts twittered in ivy-leaves. But now the white and winding pathway, lo ! A stranger climbs with footsteps sad and slow ; Dust-stained his garb, pallid his face of woe. A wanderer from the wars, who paused awhile — Gaining his breath — blinked at the sun's hot smile, And fainted when he reached the reapers' file. What news ? Alack ! when that sad tale was said Each brother saw the other's tears, and read The meed of pain that bowed a brother's head. THE WORTH OF A SONG. 65 While all men stood in reverent grief beside, Until those twain whom Fate had so denied Passed from the midst, and sought their dark fireside. But hour by hour the warlike echoes spread. Folks told dread tales — the very skies gleamed red — Who paused to grieve for one brave heart struck dead ? Great slaughter bred a pestilence. Each day The poor in hundreds died. Chill famine lay Where, locust-like, armies had ta'en their way. Uprose the second brother, nobly fain To succour such as writhed in need or pain, To ease the torture of the plague's dark stain. One hand-grip — brief farewell. His comrade sighed ; He jested. ' Nay, 'tis long ere eventide, I 'm scarce at life's noon yet ' — so spake in pride. E 66 THE WORTH OF A SONG. Alas ! a few weeks sped, he lay and burned On couch of pain, with wistful thoughts that turned Like homing doves ; for boyhood's peace he yearned. To him it seemed — now strength was ebbing fast — Swift as a dream had been that tender past, By Death's stern verity too soon o'ercast. What 's Time but treasure idly spent ? Though here Where men cursed Fate, racked with sore pain and fear, Some grateful hearts replied that held him dear ; And blessed him ere they sighed life out and slept. Close drew he to the hospice wall, so wept, While o'er his mind one long-lost memory crept : A slender form, a face beloved and fair, Kind mother-eyes, a crown of red-gold hair — A scarce-shaped vision fleeting into air. THE WORTH OF A SONG. 67 Soft rose the De Profundis' solemn stave ; The fainting soul, caught by God's lifting wave, Passed out to space. They bore him to the grave. A pilgrim to the chalk hills wended, A pilgrim old and grey, Whose eyes had seen yon brave life ended While he, too, plague-struck lay. The farmer stood with shadowing hand And gazed out o'er the fruitful land. Within his orchard stood he, leaning 'Gainst a gnarled apple-tree, While all around sweet blossom, screening Earth's wintry nudity, Uttered rich promise, far and near, That autumn plenty should appear. 68 THE WORTH OF A SONG. He bade the palmer welcome, fed him, And gave him of the best ; Next morning o'er the hillside led him, And scarce the old man guessed How a deep wound, ne'er to be healed, Clung fast to silence for its shield. Then turned the stripling farmer, lonely, Unto the bouse he loved ; Empty and chill it seemed, for only His shadow therein moved : Outside, the merry labourers quaffed Their honied mead, and sang, and laughed. He paid them, each above his earning, And bade them swift begone. Then, from the barns and byres spurning The dumb beasts, one by one, He opened doors and coops and sheds, And drove the poultry from their beds. THE WORTH OF A SONG. 69 So fled they, much affrighted, straying O'er fields and hilly land ; Only the great dray horses, neighing, Came fondly to his hand, Until he tore a bough of ash And beat them from him with the lash. Last, when all in and out the dwelling Grew mute as his own soul, When sombre twilight, night foretelling, Began her cloak unroll, The man whose life was desolate Left hearth and home and garden gate. To a new world, with arms entreating As one stone blind, he went. Well to be blind ! Nor kiss of greeting, Nor glad smile, might be bent On such poor mourner, whose bruised heart With naught of earthly world had part. 7o THE WORTH OF A SONG. Yet 'twas a little space he 'd journeyed When sudden, palsy-shook, Down by the road he sat and turned His wet regretful look To that old home, half dipt in hill, But half in moonlight outlined still Ton shutter, with one pane quite broken — His brothers crushed the thing In mimic strife — he 'd kept as token (Which set folks wondering) The empty gap that grinned like grief ; For never yet he 'd feared a thief Yon tree — whose leafage, sharp as fret- work That backs the church-choir stalled, Held great white clouds in priso ning network- Yon tree o'er-well recalled THE WORTH OF A SONG. 71 An hundred talks, the ring-dove's nest, Long summer hours of peace and rest. Then sobbed the lone man, till much weeping, Self- answered, calmed his breath. 'Mid the smooth hills all things were sleeping ; Silent the vales beneath. Only a light wind rose and sighed As some dead voice had fain replied. Erewhile an archer — so the story ran — A fine-built youth of wondrous skill ; (The king's guard held his service but a span,) By careless comrade lamed — ay, sure, the man Had no intent to wound or kill. 72 THE WORTH OF A SONG. 'Twas a mere accident — as such things are ; We see them, children, every day. Yea, some are born beneath a lucky star And some bide village-wise, some wander far; But each fulfils his fate, they say. The gossips pointed as he mutely went, Lifted, adown an alien street ; His soul morose, his body sore and bent, A cripple evermore — such fiat sent To yon proud spirit seemed not sweet. Impious, he mused : three brethren young and pure — Why not accounted worth indeed To serve or king or country ? to endure As others can, and of reward make sure, Plucking at last true valour's meed ? THE WORTH OF A SONG. 73 God had forgot him — God forgot those twain — Let men forget, and deem him dead ! He cursed the sunlight warm, the quickening rain; A misanthrope, he hugged his cloak of pain ; All creatures shunned his door in dread. Long time he dwelt thus — slow years silvered o'er The red gold that had been his crown. One day he called some varlets, drew out store Of coin to their pleased sight, and promised more, And bade them bear him from the town. Yea, to the hills, the green-clad hills that soothe A restless mind in malady, That bid man's brow, like to themselves, grow smooth, And, far from noise of city, mart, and booth Rise calm toward God's tender sky. 74 THE WORTH OF A SONG. 'Twas there the gnawing vengeance-pain learned slake Its thirst of useless fierce regret : His heart throbbed loud as though but just awake, While Nature's choir seemed all the day to make Such paeans as he knew not yet. The massive clouds poised on the loftiest edge Of the wide upland's distant wave, The trembling weeds within the brooklet's sedge, Things most diminutive — all brought new pledge, All a sweet healing message gave. Each chalk-lined depth, each grim primeval yew, Slant shadows, clover scent, or may — Each by its beauty told in tones most true How broad God's greatness is, how closed our view, How vast His power, how small our day. THE WORTH OF A SONG. 75 Yea, as the sick man on kind earth reclined, God's light his soul's ingress achieved ; Again, as in gone years, the fluting wind, The bees, the swaying grass, within his mind From chaos blessed hymnals weaved. Dame Nature strikes one grand vibrating string To which life tunes its melody ; And fluent counterpoint the glad birds bring When through thin ether's blue they cleave, or sing Swayed among emerald domes on high. Thus was it blind eyes saw, and lips shut long Were oped, the heart — a poisoned waste — Blossomed, and the quick hand wrote down a song The singer sent his fellow-men among, That they his joy might taste. 76 THE WORTH OF A SONG. Strong as a rose in summer swelled that strain, More bounteous daily, more beloved, For they that learned it taught the song again ; So English hearts were neared by its sweet chain, By self-same impulse moved. It told of fairest love and youth most fair, Of comrades, yet of joys oft riven ; How each one for his country's sake may spare Things twain : Life, Death ; although he shall not dare To choose how they be given. Fast this brave rhyme across the counties sped, Tramped by a nation's eager feet ; By noblest knights heard with uncovered head Ere they in wrack of war for England bled Holding such life-gift sweet. THE WORTH OF A SONG. 77 Unto the common soldiers grew the song, Like paternoster, known and dear, And mothers crooned it sleeping babes among, And, in the market, many a girlish tongue Would lilt it loud and clear — While he that wrote lay in the tomb and slept, His blurred-out name on ne'er a lip. Fame reached him not ; unnoticed and unwept He passed, as drifts from view a dim lamp kept On some out-sailing ship. Yet, though we hear not now the trumpet note That rang, all-conquering, long ago, The story lives, how crippled fingers wrote A warrior's song, and down the ages float Traditions all aglow, 78 THE WORTH OF A SONG. To tell that lie a Titan record won, Who was in life nor great nor strong, But by his country's vast acclaim had done A deed accounted as excelled by none, With worth of one poor song. THE GENTLE KNIGHT. There was a fair and gentle knight Dwelt in his father's hall : So kindly wont of deed and tongue, He was beloved by all. He cared no whit to hurt or slay, Ne'er rode in field or chase ; He would not tilt his lance in fight, Nor strive for lady's grace. They deemed him fey that saw him sit And watch the clouds go by, A-dreaming dreams without an end, And bend his brows and sigh. So THE GENTLE KNIGHT. Of clerkly tomes lie owned a score, And these he loved to con Till the old earl, his sire, waxed wroth For such unworthy son. ' Go forth ! thy harness turns to rust, And pallid grows thy cheek ; Hast ne'er a friend who needs thine arm Hast ne'er a foe to seek ? ' ' Friends are but scant, my father dear ; One enemy I have. Alas ! his deadly grip is sure ; He '11 chase me to my grave.' Uprose the earl : ' A coward born ! No child of mine art thou ; Would I had died ere blot of shame Deface my good shield now. THE GENTLE KNIGHT. 81 ' Haste, haste, and fall upon thy foe, Sans merci. By the rood, I will not see thy face again Till thou have spilt his blood. ' Here be thy challenge.' As he spake The grim earl drew anear ; His gauntlet smote the young knight's lips That ashen seemed for fear. Then strode he frowning from the hall, That father cruel cold — And called his squire to saddle steed, And rode out o'er the wold. Scarce had he gone a day, I ween, Of journey scarce a day, F 82 THE GENTLE KNIGHT. Through field and glen came his own true men, And stayed him on the way. ' Thy son, he lies a-dying, Chilly as stone he lies — A wound in his heart from a deadly dart, And death in his brave blue eyes.' The earl he turned with ne'er a word, And galloped to castle gate, Nor slacked he rein till he came again To the threshold he reached o'er late. For lo ! in the banqueting chamber, Where a pool of blood shone red — With armour dight lay the fair young knight, And he lay there stark and dead. THE GENTLE KNIGHT. 83 On a bier was he stretched right lowly, His steel-clad hands as in prayer, A sword at his side with the gore scarce dried, And his golden head all bare. Then the hard old earl, his sire, Kneeled down on the green rush floor : ' My son, my son, yea, mine only one ! ' And he wept full long and sore. But a fluttering scroll dropt sudden From the armoured fingers at rest : ' My father, in grace look now on my face, For I have obeyed thy behest. ' Slain is the foe I dreaded ; Yea, he is slain, low laid — Of mine own wild heart, with its fury and smart, I have long, long, been afraid ! 84 THE GENTLE KNIGHT. ' Sith my heart would play the tyrant I was feared, though I would not yield ; Now I 've dealt a How to the demon foe — My lord, is there stain on our shield ? ' THE STORMY PETREL. Harbinger of death and danger, o'er the darkling furrowed sea Rides the Stormy Petrel telling where the gathered whirlwinds be. Bird of Fate, whom we should welcome, counting thee as truly blest For thy tidings and thy warnings timely brought from east or west, Know'st not that an ill-tongued prophet is by all men deemed accurst — He that soonest cries disaster, he that sees far doom the first ? Thou and thy weird web-foot brethren, sable-featured, tempest-toss'd, 86 THE STORMY PETREL. Ye are held for souls of pirates, errant-drifting, sentenced, lost, Spirits of such crafty Norsemen as in rapine ruled the main, Shedding blood for very fierceness, lust of treasure and of gain, Now condemned to wander ever, evermore to dip and lave Black-stained sins, black deeds of old time, in the crystal-crested wave. Say, ye wraiths of Viking rovers, grim and dreaded buccaneers, Whose vindictive quest of white sails still across mid-ocean steers, Tracking wreck and bringing wreckage — say in mystic demon form Do ye plan and tread, commanding, every footprint of the storm ? THE STORMY PETREL. 87 Nay, poor Petrel, here 's a story writ for thee through gentler lore : Named wert thou, that walk'st the water, from the impetuous saint of yore — Peter — who by faith would gladly step with trembling human feet On the Lord's own shining pathway, there his gracious Lord to greet. Fear not. He, whose touch upheld the apostle's life on Galilee, Gave thy wings strong and sustaining, thou wandering bird, to thee ! THROUGH FIELDS OF ASPHODEL. She moved across the Elysian meads, Life, Death, gone o'er ; behind her lay The river chill in sombre reeds — Before her, endless Day. Yet lagged her feet upon the sward That gleamed with budding asphodel, While other pilgrims pressed toward The glorious citadel. With outstretched arms, man, woman, child, They clomb the hill — a joyous band — And saints serene upon them smiled Or took them by the hand. THROUGH FIELDS OF ASPHODEL. ' But who should meet me at the gate, And greet my lips with tender kiss ? I stayed on earth too late, too late — I had no thought of this. ' How cruel strikes such lambent glare On palsied form and withered brow ! for a veil of golden hair ! I 'd hide me in it now. ' Mother and father haply gaze, Outlooking for their long-lost maid ; Counting as beads past childish days — To meet them I 'm afraid.' She knelt her down, and masked her face, Closing dim eyes that might not weep ; 'Mid that bright field she dreamed a space, As in a balmy sleep. 90 THROUGH FIELDS OF ASPHODEL. About her sprang the bushes green, Strange flowers blossomed on tall stems, And rhythmic singing swayed between Of birds that shone like gems ; Till woke she. Near her, silently, Two beings skimmed the shadowy grass, Their eyes love-wistful as though she Were yet a baby lass. Fair gentle forms and soft arrayed ! Familiar as some well-learned song Their voices : ' Welcome, darling maid, Though thou hast tarried long. ' Sing with us, make thy parents glad ! ' ' Nay, nay, I 'm old.' ' Ah, 'tis not so ! What if thy lips and brow be sad ? Our daughter dear we know. THROUGH FIELDS OF ASPHODEL. 91 ' Here is nor time, nor eld, nor grief, Naught but a youth divine ; No Autumn plucks the vernal leaf; Spring, Summer, both are thine.' They bore her o'er the shining field, Within their arms, in childhood's nest ; Their love made mantle, yea, and shield ; Her tired soul found rest. Above was peace, in prismic dome — Though ne'er a moon nor sun nor star — And thence a dulcet sigh : ' Home ! Home ! ' That wandered near and far. IN SLEEP. There is a dream — I have dreamed it oft — I dream it now and again, 'While the sensitive strings of my soul vibrate till they murmur and cry for pain. I climb the steps of a tower steep, I weary at foot and knee, And still above me in endless height the circling stair I see. Yet at a threshold I pause at last, on the mellowed marble floor, While my fingers tap in silent rhythm the latch of a phantom door. 'Tis ajar — I enter, for none says nay, and noiseless I sweep across IN SLEEP. 93 A long low room where my eager walk seems urged by a soundless force. Then I tremble, I wait, I hold aloft my shuddering anxious hands, I would fain advance, but I may not stir, I am prisoned by unseen bands, And I catch my breath as I gaze my fill, and see a sight that I held To have slipped away with bygone years like the fairy tales of eld. Before me he lies, the brother I loved — his fair and open brow By suffering touched, a flower in frost; 'twas wont to be so, 'tis now ; And his eyes — where thought and spiritual strength, like deep streams down in the blue, Shine swift, and eddy, and surge, methinks — his eyes, with reproach that is new, 94 IN SLEEP. Fix keenly on mine ; he rivets my will, and he pins my speech at bay ; Nay, the slash from a knife were gentler far than the words he has to say. ' How long ? ' he asks, and his pale hand droops from the big Greek tome at his side, ' How long have you left me here forgot, unloved, untended, denied ? ' And hark! as he speaks his voice mounts up, in a cadence shrill and wild ; Though his thin little shrunken limbs lie still — he is yet, as he was, but a child. Has Time passed by and touched him not, for ruth of the boy's sweet years, While we have grown worn in stemming the world, all shattered by struggle and tears ? While we have grown faint, and our hearts have ached, and our anguished eyes sore wept, And he has slept in his captive youth — alone and unknown, has he slept ? IN SLEEP. 95 ' But why came you not ? ' he upbraids again. And why, my God, O why ? I wring my hands, but I answer ne'er; I've no answer to give, not I ! I see the sunshine that filters through from the casement toward the floor As God's fair grace may come to our souls when this dull life is coldened o'er ; And the blue sky rocks, and the grey walls rock of the tower in which I stand, And again I seek — but I move no inch — to stretch forth a pleading hand. ' My brother, my brother . . . ' the fiery words from my seething heart o'erflow ; But voice dies down into quivering grief, and the blistering tears fall slow. My brother ! Alas, that the throe at my heart grows great to an opened wound ! And fiercer they rise — remorse and grief — for the chain that bars me from sound. 96 IN SLEEP. I may not utter, nor murmur, nor sob ; not a groan, not a prayer, not a sigh, While he gazes on with questioning eyes till for pity I 'd like to die. And his smileless lips as they meet and part are repeating their dire refrain : ' Why came you never ? Why came you not ? ' Then I sink with swooning brain, For I'd give my life, all its past young years, and any of joy to come, To have travelled back once, to have sought him out — twin soul of my childish home ! INTROSPECTION. Two friends — staunch friends whate'er befel- Each loved the other passing well ; The one grave-natured : Daniel, In name, and race, and thought, a Jew ; The other Norman, christened Hugh — But school and college mates are true. Their generous minds had ever been Like fair broad fields of playing green, Duple yet free ; no fence between. Thus, if they sparred, or if they talked, Or through deep shades of learning walked, By divers creeds they ne'er were balked ; G 98 INTROSPECTION. Nay, rather moved to closer grip, As wrestlers, who shake hands, then trip Their dearest chums, with smiling lip. One day — 'twas as they slowly paced The terrace path by roses graced, O'erlooking russet woodland waste, Where wave-like distance, peeping blue As future days, unclear and new Thrilled misty through the boughs — spake Hugh; And Mischief set his cheeks alight, Then, climbing, made his grey eyes bright. (He e'er was slave to that bold sprite.) ' Friend, we 've been comrades through our lives, Yet ne'er told faults — as men tell wives — So that each heart its fellow shrives ; INTROSPECTION. 99 ' Plain faults need plainly probing too. — You 're wrong, my Daniel. — Ay, and you ! Here 's your worst flaw, believe me, Hugb.' Tbe other pondered. ' Were it not Folly to seek some smoke-grimed cot, When the wide vale shines free from blot ? ' But Hugh : ' Nay, friendship hath its needs, Else how spell amity ? One leads Perchance, yet friends are harnessed steeds ; ' Both drag the cart. Or, as twin birds, Chase the same quarry ; or, as herds. Together tend their flock of words. ' Let both play judge ; though, an you please, Take we the converse first, at ease — Our virtues. Pick the best of these ! INTROSPECTION. ' Also in them the lesson lies — Read me my paradox. Calm skies Bring storms ; snares lurk in girls' kind eyes.' But Daniel smiled. ' Is this your mood ? You '11 paint for sake of mental good, The best of me your eyes have viewed V ' I will, fair sir.' ' Lurks there my sin ? ' ' More ; mine. For if I glance within Your mirror, I 'm askew.' ' Begin.' ' "lis well. The Hebrew reverence, Naming Jehovah — no offence — Seems to my mind your finest tense. 'But yesterday, your heel had press'd Some fluttering scrap of card, and lest God's name were writ thereon (at best INTROSPECTION. 101 A pencil scrawl) you stept aside.' ' Thus do my race,' the Jew replied. ' Therein your race takes righteous pride.' ' True,' muttered Daniel. Then the twain Upon the path turned slow again, Where cedar shadows made blue stain Though with warm red their boughs were fused. ' Yea, true,' quoth Daniel twice, and mused How oft friend Hugh God's name abused By roundly cursing. ' G-entiles swear, Breaking divinest law, and dare With hideous oaths to foul the air. ' Rashly the sacred word they speak ; Yet see — you Christians can be meek, To smiters turning either cheek. INTROSPECTION.. ' 'Tis strange, nigh grand. You kneel before The crucifix which you adore, Studying meekness o'er and o'er. ' You say : Christ drew the humblest breath, And likewise chose the humblest death ; All things such meekness conquereth.' Hugh listened. Would, he thought, my friend Some Pharisaic ways might mend ! To pride all Jewish virtues tend ! Then smiled. ' Now for our faults,' he said. ' Mayhap, as in a toad's grim head, Bright gems be there discovered.' But Daniel laughed outright. ' Nay, nay, Enough of searching test to-day ! Come to the bowling-green and play.' LONG YEARS AFTER. Give me the brush — 1 11 hold it in my hand, And dream a while there 'a strength in this faint wrist, Nerve in these flaccid fingers, beat in pulse Sprung of hot blood like wine that leaps and burns Out-bubbling free from vineyards of the south To crystal beakers — ay, 'twas so of old — Youth kissed by genius — that 's a perfect kiss ! Ripe red warm lips, with fellowship of hands Fit to defy the world. Once I was young. Give me the brush, I say — not that one, no ! O'er fair and silken are its shining hairs, The point too dainty — see the gloss undimmed Of varnish on the stem ! Pah ! throw it by. 104 LONG YEARS AFTER. I '11 choose this battered relic of past days. Poor labourer — pale and care-worn as myself, As ragged and as bent of back, thy beard Scant and uneven as mine own — can Time And Work have brought thee to this sorry pass ? Thou didst begin life as a slave to Art, And Art in age, thou see'st, may profit naught ; And ofttimes those who praise fair handiwork Forget the doer. He that fills the loom Gives out the shimmering golden stuff for use, And faints thereat, most weary— but the king, The young king in his glory on the throne, Kicks it aside, yon trailing robe of state, Or o'er his harness gathers it, to heap Magnificence upon magnificence. So with a poem or a pictured song. 'Twas writ or painted years and years ago ; But he the toiler, nay, he made no name. Yet 'tis a pretty thing enough — alas ! LONG YEARS AFTER. 105 Poor soul, he died, not famous, and his brush (Or pen) dropt to the dust, e'en as himself. How strange to-day's chance, meeting, my good sir! Such long years since we twain, in Newman Street, Shoulder to shoulder, chalked the Laocoon, A- whispering all the while of future days, When Fame should pluck bay leaves to crown us both. You were more idle, I less quick, and so The grave Professor chid us both, because (He said) we were like steeds close bridled, each Failing of duty to the pole between. Yet for our taste, those merry student days — When Hope carved pencils, sharpening every point To sure strong lines of glory — held more sweets Than older brains may dream of ; strange, to-day, Scarce knew we one another in our beards ! 1006 LONG YEARS AFTER. Mine 's grey, too. Yet you stretched an eager hand. Kind, for I 'm poor — look now, my hat 's a sight ! Believe me, I 'd have gladly passed you by With haughty step, and stare that fixed you not. ' Nay, friend,' you cried, ' what worlds between our youth, And this, the present. You " arrived " in Art, But I stood still. No matter. Come, I own A studio near, a palace, and its gem — Prized far beyond all other treasured toys My purse has bought — a picture done by you. Come now and see it, dine with me to-night ; We 11 garner up a harvest of old yarns. You left us at the dawning of your fame, And we, as under shadow of eclipse, Lunged at each other, crying : Where is he, Our country's promise, whither hid away ? You ve tried, I hear, the backside of our globe, LONG YEARS AFTER. 107 Where all bright days are nights, and nights are day, And fortune so revolves — not always, nay, But oft — come, comrade mine, a pipe with me.' Thus spake your courtesy. Yet my coat is patched — The priests of Art at times own scanty purse — And we twain met just where the Green Park's fringe Shadows your Piccadilly's whitest space ; There Club-land, with its many peering eyes, Views friendship for a needy suit askance. Well, raise the picture — ha ! a better thing Than erst I deemed — right worth such gorgeous frame. Hurrah for friendship ! I 've one triumph now ! Think you my work would grace the nation's walls, Well shrined by lock and key, like burning words Of some dead poet, classed 'mong titled odes, Yet lost of lineage, humbly dubbed ' anon ' ? icio8 LONG YEARS AFTER. Nay, I 'm not dead yet ; here are eyes to see, A brain to think, a heart to feel swift pain, When Memory touches each quiescent nerve Just as a player wakes the silent notes That have not wailed from some old harpsichord For dream-benumbed long years. Ay, with this heart, These eyes and brain, I '11 work yon picture out Afresh, as in the summer of my youth. She stood just there — there in her cool white dress, As though she had but sauntered down the glade Wherein my fancy posed her, yet the breath Of this dark city with its poisoned stings Had seared the linen and the bosom too, Stifling her tender life. Those pleading eyes — LONG YEARS AFTER. 109 They were no country maid's ! They 'd worn them- selves Into such yearning gaze because they stitched Through London days and nights at needlework. I know a churchyard in the city's core, And yonder deep in humble grave she lies And waits for me. The busy people pass Beside, around, with heedless rapid tread : The trader who on anxious gain is bent, Th* apprentice, boyish still and fresh of heart, The working woman, saddened ere her prime ; And wizened children, playing at tip-cat, Crouch on the graves, or beggar girls, quite lost To what 's refined, sit sighing, suckling babes They'd gladly push beneath the close head- stones, And stretch out greedy palms to garner pence. There haply, on a while, some countryman, o LONG YEARS AFTER. Well-nigh distraught with din and press of crowd, Strolls, tempted by the dust-choked o'er- rank grass To pause, dreaming of that green resting-place Where late they laid his mother — and the tears O'erflow to see God's Acre misused thus. So from his waistcoat broad he takes a coin To give one ragged wench, whose great bold eyes Stare hard because his like she ne'er beheld. There were two cruel vultures — Want and Woe — They struck their talons in my sweet one's heart, And drank her blood. The child died — so died she, That never raised her head when he had died. sir, you have a noble studio here ! Floors velvet-carpeted, walls hung with silk, Gold, lapis, and rare marble in the dome, With touch of agate and of ivory, To show the colours of your picture up L ONG YEA RS A FTER. 1 1 1 As autumn buds advantage a red rose. You know not what it is to toil and moil In some chill attic, where a woman weeps Beside the cradle of her sickened babe ; And hear the child, and then the woman, sob, And hear the woman sigh, and then the child, And hear the woman pray : God save my child ! Though God turns not to hearken — and work on, With blur of tears betwixt you and the paint, And such an anger raising up your gorge As you could kill whoe'er should cross your path. So little bread, so scanty warmth for those You love, and scarce a meagre coin at hand ! How shall you paint when fingers, shuddering blue, 111 hold the weighty palette — how shall thought, Eich noble thought, such affluent image find To deck it as may teach the world your dreams, When you 've no ell of cloth for wife and child ! How shall your art burn when the coal 's used out, 2 LONG YEARS AFTER. And smouldering scraps yield no more latent fire Than fading whims of youth which manhood spurns ? She stood — well I remember — one sad day, And watched me work. See this long zig-zag shade About the foreground, where the sunlight strives To touch the dock-leaves and the swaying ferns. I 'd mixed a tint for it— she stood close by, So close I might have counted every thread Gold spun on her low brows, above the eyes That were so weary, yet so luminous. Quoth I : ' Dear heart, always I think of you As on that one brief holiday of ours — A daisy 'mid the sunny woodland glade, A pearl set in some store of emerald By Hand divine of Him the Jeweller Who made your soul as flawless as your face. You in your white gown — look, dear, is it like ? LONG YEARS AFTER. 113 But now, yes, now, ah ! times have sorry changed, And I that took the jewel-flower, watch It droop and dull — great God, I 'm going mad ! Why don't you curse me that I spoilt your life ? ' ' Not spoilt,' she said, ' oh never, never that ! Love thrives best, surely, on the sunless days, And I 've been blest. But, husband, grant me this : Give me enough of silver that I go To buy some shred of black to trim my gown — Black — ay, not grey: — black, black as jet, as night, Because the child died and I cannot mourn.' Quick then I turned and kissed her on the mouth : ' I have not,' stammered I, ' I have naught left.' And then I looked, and saw her flowing tears, And then she brake from me and fled away, And crouched deep in the window,, and sobbed loud : ' I may not mourn,' she said, ' not mourn for him.' 1 14 LONG YEARS AFTER. And later on, and as it were in dream, She said : ' Methinks that when we die we drift As travellers do who journey by the rail, For all the things of this cold cruel world Seem to fly back from us, not we from them.' And afterward, she scarcely spake a word, But sat and shivered. And I flung the paint Upon the canvas till the night came, dark, Yet merciful, because it hid from me The stormy dolour of her pallid face. Then went I out. I was not cold, I said, Nor hungry, and I starved that day and next. I walked to ease the pain that hunger brought ; I could not sleep. I was too starved to sleep. And when at last I turned back, she lay ill. But I unrolled a length of woollen stuff — Merino, so they called it — and some crape, LONG YEARS AFTER. 115 I 'd pawned my watch to purchase, and I threw The fierce black folds about her hands and knees. And she — she smiled — ah yes, remember that ! She smiled at me — not all the diamonds brought From Scinde, not all the pearls from deep sea mines, Had brought that smile to her dry parted lips. I was not hungry then — oh no ! the pain Hid in my temples, where it beat as when The giant mechanism of some steam thing Is like to burst and break. Poor picture mine, Thou canst not speak, or thou wouldst tell harsh tales ! faithful calendar, that chronicled Day after day the waning of a life ! Each touch of colour here — as charcoal scratch On prison wall — denotes some further grief Breathed in the sighs of helpless prisoners, n6 LONG YEARS AFTER. None less embittered for their helplessness. And I, as once again I stand to thee, And stroke thy surface with my finger tip, Or, by strange faintness smitten, press a while My enfeebled limbs against the gorgeousness Of this gilt easel where thou reign'st supreme — I read the hieroglyphics clearly out On every tenth of inch of texture rough Or smooth ; I read familiar- lines and signs Which spell out one and all the same word — Death. O Death ! that art in nature and in life Our close familiar comrade day and night, That starest plain from grandest sights and sounds, Eke peering from small pebbles and young buds, Must thou in Art reign also ? Here 's a scrap Of paper writ an hundred years ago — Say, where 's the writer ? And that pictured head, Good sir, you cherish on your favourite wall — The girl who sat, perchance has drowned herself ; LONG YEARS AFTER. 117 And he, the artist, drank himself to death. Yet, conquering life, his thoughts lie scrawled there- on: Brave thoughts that make the picture shine with light Better than flake white or the madder's rose ; Grim thoughts that make the laden canvas crack, Or pierce, like worm-holes, panels through and through ; Sad thoughts which make men sigh they know not why. He died by inches — so from Life to Death. Yet lives the picture — so from Death to Life ! A SPACE OF SUMMER Summer, Summer, Thou glad comer, Hasten to my garden door, For thy tender touch uncloses Buds of roses ; And the woods thou sett'st a-ringing With birds' singing Sweeter than was heard before. Summer, Summer, Gracious comer, Spring a moment since pass'd by; All her thin green robes a-trailing, A SPACE OF SUMMER. 119 She 's bewailing That her queendom fast recedeth, Thine succeedeth, And she 's scarcely earned a sigh. Summer, Summer, Radiant comer, She was changeful, thou art true. Cypris-like, bless with warm breathings, Perfumed wjeathings. Love and Flora both invite thee ; To delight thee Phcebus smiles, and skies are blue. 11. Summer is wounded — Autumn struck her — broken- wing'd she lies, And dies 120 A SPACE OF SUMMER. As a red rose o'erblown, whose honied petals when they fall Stain all The grass with ruddy drops, wind-wafted. Wild birds hush their song Along The fading sedge or copse, where swoon the butter- flies at breath Of Death. in. Farewell, farewell to Summer sweet ! The swallows on the barn-roof, ranged in line, Utfered her death decree, And we Must hasten our funereal wreaths to twine. Grey lavender shall swathe her feet, Where the wan roses stand for sentinels ; A SPACE OF SUMMER. 121 And pansies, and sad yew, And rue, Go gather, with the pallid mountain bells. Nay, let yon purpled saffron greet The advancing steps of Autumn — gold-crown'd king — We mourn our queen's long sleep, And weep As droops the garland that our fond hands bring. TO A FAIR MAID. (The snowdrop, formerly in England called white bulbous violet, was also known as 'fair maid of February,' because at the feast of the Purification the custom was for girls, dressed in white, to walk in procession.) Haste thee early, sweet my lass ! Trip beyond the frozen grass, Gather in for Candlemass Each snow-blossom, set Dainty in its sheath of green — Helmet bright on silken sheen — Peeping cold brown mould between, 'Clept white violet. In thy hands, thy rosy hands, Bear the pale faint-perfumed strands ; TO A FAIR MAID. 123 They are innocent soft bands Drawing hearts to prayer. Be thy thoughts as brave as they, Though the storm drive on its way Blackest clouds through night and day— . Kneel thou strong and fair. Hence grim yew and holly sere ! Here 's a young and tender year ; Jocund Spring shall soon appear With gay blossom rife. Don thy whitest robe, dear maid ; 'Mid thy comrades, thus arrayed, Pass from home's sequestered shade Out to nobler life. SEPTEMBEK THOUGHTS. The autumn day Wanes fast away, And thus, with slower pulse, the year. Within our garth I walk, to hear Sweet robins trill from crown of tree, Brave robins, singing loud and clear Their ever-answering harmony ; Like orchard spirits russet drest — Brown leaves for wings and apple vest. In misty deeps The river sleeps, The pale sun hastes to reach the hill. Scarce floats a cloud, the air is still ; SEPTEMBER THOUGHTS. 125 The leas are bare that glowed with corn ; Dead droop the lilies by the mill, And summer garlands trail forlorn. Each season spreads a scroll that tells Its rhythmic rune of link'd farewells. DECEMBEK SONG. Who would thy laureate be And tune for thee, cruel Winter, churlish king, Grim lord of dearth, and ice, and snow, That com'st with footstep hard and slow Across the brown and withered leaves To store thy diamonds in our eaves ? Who would thy triumph sing ? No heralds thine as they, In bright array, That weave for Spring her rainbow dress ; Brave maids, they greet her waking hour- Primrose, Lent lily, and wind-flower. DECEMBER SONG. 127 What though thy frosty mandate 's writ On twinkling lattice-panes — can it Command our tenderness ? Yet giv'n to thee is grace Of noblest place 'Mong seasons of our changing earth. For He Who rules each yearly round Was lowly born on wintry ground. Yea, Winter brings the Christmas time ; White Winter, ringing Christmas chime, Rings in the White Christ's birth. OF A BIRD-CAGE. One of those made in Germany by convicts sentenced to penal servitude. A tiny prison built by prisoned hands To coop some bright-wing'd thing ; a mimic cell, Wrought amid sighs by one who knew full well The smart and pressure of enforced bands, When high-soul'd courage failed him to assuage The close-laid torture of a life-locked cage. Perchance he wept his own deep grief and pain. Alas, each day the sun rose high to set In clouds of golden hope ! And yet, and yet, Time mattered naught. Him freedom called in vain, As in the future she might beckon it — That bird now free — who captive here should sit. OF A BIRD-CAGE. 129 Thus with vague sympathy was each space barr'd, Yet none less sure. Here shall the creature eat, Here drink, here restless perch in cold or heat, Setting to melody the sentence hard Fate spells the words of. Plane the cramping floor, Bend down the latch, and firmly bolt the door ! COSIE SONG. Rock thee to sleep, my bonnie, bonnie bairn, Hush tb.ee to sleep on mitber's knee ; Dream thou o' bowers, a' amang the flowers, There where the fairy folk be. Hark! down the glen come the merry, merry men, Hurrying wi' steady tramp o' feet ; Now the rain falls, now the wind calls — Willow leaves lilt a music sweet. Rock thee to sleep, my bonnie, bonnie bairn ; Father 's o'er the hill folding sheep ; Hush thee to rest, here on my breast — Sleep then, my pretty lammie, sleep. INCONSEQUENCE. There is no rose without a thorn. But thorns are rife without a rose — Strong thorns galore, sharp and unshorn, To cut the cheek and scar the brows. Beauteous are clouds of silvered fold, Though better far yon peaceful skies Whence the warm sun his shafts of gold Upon our grateful verdure plies. And deeds are greater gain than words, Yet some wrongs stain with blackest ink ; And many a saying, light as curds, Has wider meaning than we think. 132 i INCONSEQUENCE. Men's views oft make a cynic smile ; He holds their praise for what 'tis worth : O'er-lightly earned, bestowed the while Unnoticed angels walk the earth. EAKTHWAKD. I planted my standard In the morn of my days ; It should soar, so high ! And in realms of pure sky Flare out with refulgent rays. Yet, as time ran to noontide, It slacked on the mast ; So fluttered a bit ; And I pulled soft at it, To see if the bunting held fast. 134 EARTHWARD. But eve curls it lower, To my wonder and grief; Now I well-nigh forget How the King's sign was set, That has earthward dropt down as a leaf. THE GOLD-WOEKER. See — yonder he sits The worker in gold and metals, Welding the rough-edged bits Into smooth and delicate petals ; Calling aloud for pearl, Red ruby or blue sapphire, That the calyx soon may curl At his will in the rapturous fire. See — yonder he beats, And hammers, and slowly fashions The ore which the furnace treats As it might our human passions. 136 THE GOLD-WORKER. Our Creator saith : ' I will make A form in likeness of mine, And bid Life's hot flame take The work to purge and refine.' So, unless the bauble break, It becometh a thing divine. WIND AND FOAM. wind from the west, spray from the sea, Bring ye never the guest Of my thoughts to me ? Come, build me a face With blue eyes and tears, And the sweet childish grace Of ebb'd-away years ! wild west wind ! O salt sea spray ! Ere she left us behind On that desolate day, 138 WIND AND FOAM. At my bosom she sobbed, While I clasped her and wept ; And her heart — how it throbbed ! As yet closer she crept. wind and white foam, Bring her near, bring her here ! Let her ride to me home — My darling, my dear ! On the wild horses' back, Down the trough of the sea, O'er the storm and the wrack, Come, thou lost one, to me ! SICILIAN SONG. herdsman, take thy reedy pipe, For beauteous Daphne comes anear .- Behold her starry eyes so clear, Her cherry lips so red and ripe ! Good herdsman, take thy pipe and play. I '11 sit me by yon limpid stream ; Perchance in pause of some fair dream My Daphne 11 greet me on her way. Kind herdsman, music make for me ! For when I see that darling maid In all her loveliness arrayed, 1 'm mute as any stone can be. TWO MESSENGEES. Love and Death, God's messengers, armed beside Him stand. * Love, with eyes divinely bright, close at His right hand; Death, in pallid garments wrapt, waiting His com- mand. Thence they travel, fast and far, north, south, east and west. Can we tell whose stroke of lance wounds each human breast ? Love may bring the more of pain, Death a sweeter rest. WEST OF THE MOUNTAINS. .... When I go Beyond those heights of dusk'd illimitable snow Which we call Death, say, dearest, shall my spirit know If you sit sad-faced in the vale, the red sun set ? For you the world in gloom — for me in radiance ? Yet, Ah yet, I '11 yearn for you ! Can I forget ? forget ? SONNETS. SONNET OR SONG. The sonnet treads its way with stately air, As yon princess glides slowly down the hall, Speeding a smile to some, a bend to all That make their deep obeissance then and there. Or like 'tis to a young monk, wrapt in prayer. Who, downcast-eyed, cares not what may befall, But saintly moves amid the lilies tall, Deeming his well-thumbed missal page more fair. Then, if you 'd further ask, I 'd say : a sonnet Speaks pedant mode ; 'tis no light lyric sung 146 SONNET OR SONG. To lute, no idle folly, prankt in bonnet That, proverb-wise, o'er windmills may be flung. The student pens grave verse; he's learned to con it. A madrigal trips best on lover's tongue. TO MINE OWN SOUL. Speak to me, my soul ! There is so much I fain would know of thee. Whence earnest thou, That, like a spirit, walk'st with veiled brow, Through din of life beside me ? At thy touch Base things flee exorcised — thou hast for such A Michael's sword, though heaven did thee endow With sorrow's lore and piteous griefs enow. Lift then my heart ; be thou my body's crutch. Dear soul, thorn-pricked by earth ! I 've seen thee turn From my backsliding paths with discontent. 148 TO MINE OWN SOUL. Strange, if for realms immortal thou wert trained, That, tarrying here, thou dost not restless yearn — Fretting the wings by human hands detained — To speed where, so reluctant, I am bent. THE PASSING HOUR. Life 's but a shifting of goodbyes. ' Farewell,' The children lisp to infant joys and plays ; Next, adolescence strains to grasp the bays Crowning strong manhood's race, and soon a knell Is by our own hand rung all ears to tell : ' Youth goes, is gone.' Alas, for present days ! See, while we mourn the past, no present stays ; Time's pace grows quicker though our steps rebel. Strange beings we. If vainly stretched our arms When we would garner there some heedless heart, ISO THE PASSING HOUR. Or when before us fades a dear one's breath Whose certain doom outshadows all alarms — Yea — when grey Sorrow in Love's home takes part — Love cries ' adieu ' to Life and prays for Death. WRITTEN ON MY BIRTH-DAY. When is my Death-day, solemn dreaded hour, That gives no yearly witness I must die, And, rent in fiercest fight, shall swooning lie While Nature, pitiless, claims back her dower ? Each of us, on Life's tree, is but a flower Whose wind-blown petals lean to earth or sky As we toward mean or lofty conquest try — Though some are plucked in bud for angels' bower. If I but guessed, no longer at mine ease I 'd spend such day in idleness or mirth ; Nay, rather keep long vigil on my knees, 1 5 2 WRITTEN ON MY BIR TH-DA Y Trusting that some new star, some dawning birth, From out His inmost shrouded heaven the Lord might please To show my fainting soul, for sake of Death's true worth. OF REMEMBRANCE. Methinks that you 11 remember, when I die, Not some brave action, nor yet stately speech — Though sheltered lives to these may sometimes reach — But just a turn of lip, a glance of eye, A trivial jest, a laughing word, a sigh, A trick too strong to cure, too slight to teach, Scarce noticed, haply mocked by all and each — Now a full source of tears you 'd fain defy. Ah, do not weep ! The traveller, having come From mountain heights, cares naught for drifted snow, 154 OF REMEMBRANCE. Nor rock, nor branch, as record of the day : But plucks a gentian blue and bears it home, Safe in his bosom — I would have you so Keep one sweet speck of love at heart alway. LOVE'S DIAPASON. An octave is the tonic come again. Thus with the gamut of affection is 't. In gay or minor key, what clef we list, Love, that first-uttered note, Love ends our strain — A common scale, too oft intoned in vain, Yet through the whole world breathed; and, if quite miss'd By any heart that 's lone, unloved, unkiss'd, May dusk of peace bring bandage for her pain ! Yea, some dwell voiceless ; some are surely born With poet-soul, though no hand try the strings, 156 LOVE'S DIAPASON. And thus the dreaming melody 's ne'er heard. Yet, all the while, Love's concords lie forlorn, In dungeon-chain, spirits of song whose wings Should bear abroad his name : Life's fairest word. LOVE SAYING. Dear, when you come, my heart, o'erdone with ice, Is like a stream that hears the voice of Spring Among the mountains. With glad murmuring It breaks chill ways, leaps high, unlocks each vice Through secret tools of joy, and in a trice Bids every pebbled path or runnel sing ; Then calls the fauns and dryads so they bring Young leaves to twine the trees with green device. Next, swift adown the hill my fond heart flows, And drops unto the broad and kingly lake 158 LOVE SAYING. That waits — as you might — calmly. By and by, When overhead yon pallid twilight grows, The silver stars their watery compeers wake, And this, methinks, means blessing from on high. ON THE CARDS. A house of cards I once for pastime made. Each wall against some neighbour tipped or leaned ; The inmost bower of chief delight was screened, And on a velvet floor most deftly laid. Yet, sudden, with a touch the fabric swayed ; My princely dwelling tottered low, demeaned ; So kings fell prone, and mighty dames, who'd queened It o'er the court subservient, dropt to shade. I mused of woman's life ; methought each suit Found place ; gay robes and Diamonds bright she had 160 ON THE CARDS. A wealthy spouse — what if he were a brute ? And praise from Pall Mall Clubs to make her glad. Came by the Knave of Hearts ; her soul grew sad. Last, Death drew near, with Spade and mourners mute. FOLK-SONGS. Our lives are tunes by untaught voices sung In widest range. Some breathe but few bars' And thenceforth silence ; some a minor piece. From pallid lips are grievous dirges wrung ; By valiant knights loud trumpet-blasts are flung; While gay hearts trip to dancing jigs at ease. Strange hands oft add what harmonies they please, Roaming the wide world's ivory keys among. Yon cantus haply with full chords is set ; Through this the florid counterpoint flits fast. 1 62 FOLK-SONGS. And here, 'mid changeful notes that throb and fret, One deep-toned chime of pain's recurrent cast. If grief's our figured bass, let none regret — God's Perfect Cadence closes Life at last. EVENING AFTEE EAIN (A PICTURE BY GEORGE BOTJGHTON, R.A.) The storm is past — soft twilight brings repose. Blue 's in the sky, yet here and there o'er-run With clouds flushed by an unseen setting sun, While lamplight from the cottage window glows. They stand there by the gate — fond school- fellows — Two slender girls, whose grudging farewell done Still lingers in their looks ; black-robed, the one Must stay, the other flower-laden goes. What is that sad heart's narrow fate ? Her friend, Leaving the dusky homestead, its grey road 164 EVENING AFTER RAIN. Bain-sodden, the lone cliff, the sombre yews, To a more garish lot will gladly wend, Life's joy her meed, rose-wreaths her only load ; For few there be who twilight shadows choose. B.C. 500. Old Age, avaunt ! for I will none of thee. Better far Death, so my staunch feet may go Firm on their way to realms of Dis below, Than with eld palsied and reluctant be. Bring robes purpureal; bind my brown locks; see How sweet the sacrificial roses blow ! Youth 's swift aweary of this world, to grow Love-sick of Hades and Futurity. Who comes? Who sings? Nay, silence, girl, away! For if Eurydice her Orpheus lured 1 66 B.C. 500. Beyond the tombs, at thy fond pleading I In this glad world must fain elect to stay. Thy shackling beauty — like to cords assured — Back to thy white arms draws me : I '11 not die ! LUCINDA'S LETTERS. I saw the postman speed along the street, And wished him Hermes' wings in lieu of feet : ' Haste, laggard, haste, why cam'st thou not before ? Then ran downstairs to rifle what, at door, The letter-box might give. But, when I took A pale blue crinkling thing in hand, my look Bent jealous on it, quick me thought: 'How much, cruel carrier, has thy vulgar touch Profaned the love-lined letter sped to me By yon dear hand across the silver sea ! ' 170 LUCINDA'S LETTERS. II. My bullfinch caught the trick from some brave nightingale To pipe a woodland tune — so he, "When twilight bids the sun and shade alike grow pale, Makes tender melody. Ah ! soon we learn that in the garish hours of day Our clearest songs are poorly heard ; A wise man stills at noon, when chatterers have their say, And hoards till eve his word. What means such evening ? Calm and sacred solitude, Wherein the poet loves to find Blue violet-blooms of thought to wreathe his vagrant mood, Or, best — a kindred mind. LUCINDA'S LETTERS. 171 Then haste you, come, dear heart, for I wait praying here, I, your soul's twilight, fraught with rest ; Songless, o'er-dark, until your voice fall on mine ear ; Then by sweet music blest. 172 LUCINDA'S LETTERS. III. I send you, dear, for your birthday, A bunch of this love of mine ; The roots are dusty with touch of earth, Yet the blossom, methinks, is divine. So take the flowers and wear them, Treasure them close in your breast ; They had not sprung but for earthly soil ; They bloomed by God's own light blest. LUCINDA'S LETTERS. 173 IV. You hold my heart within your hand ; Tis a frightened thing, a bird That quick, at look or word, May soar away from an unsafe strand. Then keep my heart within your heart ; 'Twere sheltered there, would sing, Nor seek (I vow) to wing Its flight to an alien land apart. 174 LUCINDA'S LETTERS V. You 're not here ! I sit me sadly by the hearth ; I wander slowly round the garth — Where 's my dear ? Empty March ! Within the flower-beds brown mould only, And one grey dove is swinging lonely On the larch. LUCINDA'S LETTERS. 175 VI. Oft we wander, in my dreams, Through the woods and by the streams ; Earth is bare and rills run dry For our dull reality. Ne'er by Fancy willed apart, Hand in hand, we 're heart to heart. Fact compels you far away In this world of everyday. Only crafty Eros can Mighty plains and mountains span From his wing he pulls a feather — By such quill we 're bound together. 176 LUCINDA'S LETTERS. VII. Tell me, dear, just this one thing : When your roaming thoughts take wing, Float they, as gay butterflies That 'twixt roses dip and rise ? Or, like sweet doves at a spring, Drink they deep and tender- wise Of that love our poets sing ? Or — an eagle — from the skies Gleans your spirit, as it flies, Mighty cloud- wrought phantasies ? LUC IN DA'S LETTERS. VIII. I have grown wise In the space of a year ; Grief's in mine eyes, But I shed no tear. Tears cannot make A raft or a boat, Nor even a lake Whereon thou shalt float. When art thou coming To bid me be glad ? Swallows are homing — My lad, my lad ! M 178 LUCINDA'S LETTERS. Fate may have tied Weak foot or hand ; Yet to thought 'a denied No pass of the land : Page-like and dumbly, Disguised but at rest, My heart follows humbly The heart she loves best. LUCINDAS LETTERS. 179 IX. Ah ! if I might be All I would to thee, That were Heaven to me. But, as my poor worth In thy mind seems dearth, This to me is Earth. i8d LUCINDA'S LETTERS. X. I would I were a book, To lean against thy knee ; Thy thought should turn to me, And with thy thought thy look. And, with thy look, thy heart That down each line might read What 's writ there clear indeed : Love's gladness and Love's smart. Nay, fain I 'd be the pen That shapes for thee my name ; Oft to this darling dame We 'd speed fond missive then ! LUCINDA'S LETTERS. 181 ' My love ' — so shouldst thou spell ; Nor pause o'erlong to think, But dip me quick in ink, And add : ' I love thee well ! ' M 2 1 82 LUC IN DAS LETTERS. XL Once, a captive queen was lifted By a cloud of flying birds ; So my willing heart is drifted On these swift-wing'd words. She — the exile — home was carried, From all pain and sorrow freed ; I — alas ! my body J s tarried : You 've my heart indeed. LUCINDAS LETTERS. 183 XII. All yester-eve I read Theocritus, So dreamed we sat close hand-locked, you and I, Beneath a sapphire-blue Sicilian sky, The peaceful kine-crowned hills surrounding us. You Daphnis ; I a wood-nymph, Na'is named, And, as we sat — wreathed white anemone Bound in our hair — and gazed out toward the sea, Joy, with her gilding touch, the picture framed. !4 LUCINDA'S LETTERS. And yet, meseems, 'mid London smoke -grimed walls For ilex groves, for beauty ugliness, Love's shepherd-pipe carries no sweetness less, But through our murky streets still leads and calls. LUCINDA'S LETTERS. 185 XIII. I have a calendar ; A pile of card pinned up against the wall. I turn the leaves ; the harvest time grows nigh ; And yet this frozen year, in wintry sky, Is still a clouded star, Hid by dark Janivere's funereal pall. I count my lonely days — the past 's out-torn — Succeeding months are pictured ; daffodils For March, for April gleaming rills, And May has apple-bloom and rosy thorn ; But June — ah, sweet warm love-fraught June ! Come soon ! Thy ' leit-motiv ' the throstle's tune ! 186 LUCINDA'S LETTERS. XIV. I heard a song to-day, And the lilt was sweet. It dropt from a window open and high ; No singer could I there espy, But the tune winged out to the open street, And cheered me on my way. I also fain had sung, But my heart J s o'er-sad. In tears my music seemed to close — So dew-drops quench a perfumed rose — And the joy evoking that love-lilt glad Uttered an unknown tongue. LUCINDA'S LETTERS. 187 XV. 0, but I 'm happy ! Let none say me nay. I con the book you gave me ere you went ; I clasp the letter you so lately sent — I 'm busied all the day. What if sometimes the book shuts on my knee, Marked by a kiss ? What if the letter 's stained By tears that o'er its tenderest words have rained ? I 'm happy — come and see ! Printed by T. and A. Constable, Printers to Her Majesty at the Edinburgh University Press