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The Author wishes to thank those who have in various ways helped him in the task of producing the present volume; and more especially Mr. C. Kegan Paul, who kindly read through the proofs. INTRODUCTION. Although the following conferences and medita- tions were in no way originally designed to be parts of a whole, written, as they were, at sundry times and in divers manners, yet there has been some imperfect attempt at method in their selection and arrangement which, though not very apparent on the surface, may make itself felt in the unity of their effect upon the reader's mind. Their purport is to illustrate and, so to say, turn over in various ways a very few of the deepest and most wide- reaching principles of Catholic Christianity, by which they are pervaded and upon which they have been built up with a ■ somewhat dialectical severity which can hardly escape unfavourable criticism, as seeming to encourage an excessive rationalizing in matters too delicate for the coarse hands of the logician. The writer has had this danger con- tinually before his mind as something to guard against, but since his aim has been confessedly to simplify, explain, and co-ordinate, it would be too viii INTRODUCTION. much to hope that he has avoided all the errors and extremes which usually beset such an undertaking. For indeed there is a most unpardonable narrow- ness as well as impertinence in the desire to repre- sent the intercourse between the created spirit and its indwelling Creator in terms as sharp and exact as those which describe the dealings of father and son, master and servant, ruler and subject, husband and spouse. These familiar relationships bear a distant analogy to those subsisting between God and the soul, but fall immeasurably short of the reality. They are as a few rough, suggestive strokes- drawn by a skilful hand, which will serve to bring to our mind all the meaning and expression of a face if only it be already familiar to us by experi- ence. But an inordinate love of clearness, an over- pressing of analogies and similitudes is a form of rationalism very fruitful in fallacies, and not very uncommon in ascetical writings. If, however, we use these metaphors with a full reflex conscious- ness of their imperfection, then indeed we may do- so fearlessly and abundantly, trusting that where one is weak another may be strong, and that from- many faultv adumbrations some vague image of the- whole truth may shape itself in the mind. What we have to guard against is the narrow pride of that rationalism which inclines some to be impatient of all ideas that are in any way obscure INTRODUCTION. and imperfectly defined ; to cast out of the mind as worthless those that are not clear and distinct ; to apply the methods and criteria of the "exact sciences" to matters of a wholly different order; to be abhorrent of all that savours of mysticism. For this is to forget that every new idea that enters our soul, so far as it is new and incomparable, and unlike what we have previously known, is fringed with mystery, and is only very gradually defined and analyzed as to its full contents; it is to ignore the simple fact that our mind comprehends fully only what it has itself created — forms and numbers, and figures and relations ; and that of the least atom of God's creations it can at best grasp a side or a surface or a corner, but can penetrate nothing. Still more evident is it that most of the truths relating to the commerce of God with the soul are necessarily veiledy and obscure to us in our present embodied condition, since they can never be properly ex- pressed in terms of anything that falls under our senses — in terms of the only language we are skilled in. Ultimate truths, those which are con- cerned with the Alpha and Omega of our existence, are from their very nature set at the extreme hmit of our intellectual horizon, so that we never see all round them or beyond them. Our mind is made for what lies between : for movements and processes and the laws by which they are governed ; but INTRODUCTION. before the " Ultimates," the unchanging realities of the timeless, spaceless world, whose existence is- postulated in our every thought, our progress is abruptly arrested as by a dead wall, behind which all is impenetrable mystery : " Hitherto shalt thou come and no further, and here shalt thou break thy swelling waves." Yet these are the truths most essential to our spiritual life, and ignorance of which is chiefly to be deplored. They are, moreover, truths for which man has by nature a most insatiable intellectual curiosity that breaks out everywhere, even in the most barbaric and uncultivated minds ; and yet with regard to which he is as helpless,- as much in need of God, as the babe is of its mother's breast ; and if his craving for the mysterious, the wonderful, the supernatural, be not fed by true religion, it will feed itself on the garbage of any superstition that is offered to it. Indeed, the soul will never be raised higher or further strengthened by any truth which it has once thoroughly penetrated or comprehended, and which therefore retains for it no element of mystery or wonder, for it is only by straining to comprehend what exceeds its present grasp that it grows great. Mysticism deals with such half-veiled, half- revealed truths as we speak of. There is no doubt a false mysticism which values obscurity for its INTRODUCTION. own sake, and wraps up the simplest truisms of morality in clouds of confusion till they loom great and mysterious ; and which on this score lays claim to special gnosis and prophetic insight. But this child of affectation, or self-delusion, or ignorance, no more discredits the true mysticism of i Kempis or of St. Teresa, than spiritualism discredits spirits, or jugglery discredits the miracles of Christ. Having thus insisted on the reasonableness and necessity of mysticism, as opposed to crude rational- ism and to the non-sense of soi-disant "common sense " in spiritual things, we must equally insist on the importance of using all the light and help that reason rightly used affords us in these matters ; of recognizing here, as elsewhere, progress and develop- ment in our understanding of Divine truth (itself unchanging) — a progress in distinctness and coher- ence of idea and statement ; a continual and faithful retranslation of the words and forms of one age or country into those of another; an adaptation of immutable principles, to the ever mutable circum- stances of human life. For where this work is neglected, the language and conceptions of a former generation become, first, tasteless and common- place ; and then distasteful and repugnant to the changing fashions of thought and speech in succeeding generations — except in the case of those rare works of genius and inspiration which, like INTRODUCTION. the Scriptures or the Imitation, are catholic and eternal. Thus much, then, in justification of what might seem to be a too dialectical treatment of subjects to a great extent beyond the reach of so rude a method. Again, the writer may be reproached with a certain indecency and irreverence in attempting to make bare to the public gaze many of those deeper mysteries of our holy religion which the instinct of more delicate minds has ever hidden in a language " not understanded of the people." This disciplina arcani the Church has learnt from her Divine Master, whose parables were "words to the wise," mercifully veiling from the many the light which they could not bear, and which would have been only to their ruin and not to their resurrection. Also there is a sacred duty of guarding the higher truths of the Eternal Kingdom from the profana- tion of being discussed, perhaps ridiculed and blasphemed by those whose minds and hearts are void of the first principles whence a sympathetic understanding of them might be evolved. As it is, there is scarce a hireling journalist who is not as ready with his flippant criticisms on the mysteries of the Kingdom of God as he is with those on political or scientific or literary topics. Nothing is sacred from his omniscient pen. Is it then season- INTRODUCTION. able thus to cast pearls before those who will but trample them under foot and turn again and Tend us ? If after some hesitation the writer has deter- mined to face the possibihty of such ill-conse- quences, it has been from a conviction that it is rather through an insight into the high and all- satisfying ethical conceptions of the Catholic religion that men are drawn to embrace it than through any more speculative considerations. Loquere ad cor populi hujus — Speak unto the heart of this people, was the Prophet's commission ; nor can it be denied that it was because He knew what was in man that Christ had such irresistible power over the hearts of men ; for here if anywhere knowledge is power. So there is nothing that establishes and confirms our implicit faith in the CathoHc religion of Christ more than the clear conviction that she alone knows what is in man, and holds the secrets of life's problems ; that she alone has balm for the healing of the nations; that she alone can answer firmly and infallibly what all are asking, with an answer harsh at first sounding, and austere, but on reflection kind and consolatory, and, like the "hard sayings" of her Master, " full of grace and truth." It is not till men's hearts are deeply drawn towards the Church for one reason or another, that their minds are sufficiently freed from the INTRODUCTION. natural bias against a creed so exacting and imperious in many ways, to make them desirous or capable of listening to her claims. For this . reason, therefore, it is to the heart we must make our first appeal, by bringing together as far as we can those various truths which embody the Church's explanation of life as we find it ; by showing their mutual bearings, their harmony with one another, and with the stern facts they deal with and explain. If the Church has an answer which will give a meaning to pain and temptation and sin and sorrow, which will point to law and order where otherwise there is nothing apparent but painful darkness and confusion, which will verify and connect what is to all seeming manifold and dis- connected, even though that answer be hard and repulsive in its very simplicity, surely it should make every honest truth-seeking mind pause to see if indeed these things be so, if indeed darkness can be so touched with light, and sorrow so turned into joy. If the solution fits the problem it may indeed be the result of chance, but it is a chance that becomes ever more incredible as the conditions of the problem are seen to be multiple and intricate : and the more we know of life's complications on the one hand and of the Church's simplification on the other, the less possible is it for us to doubt that she is from on high, the work of those hands which INTRODUCTION. fashioned the human soul, and which provide for the needs of every creature they have fashioned. We do not mean that our needs demand and explain every point of Catholic teaching, as though that religion were merely the complement of our nature's exigencies, and were not also supernatural, giving more than our heart as yet knows how tO' desire. But the whole idea of personal trust and faith is that those whom we have found loving and true to us in matters we can test, should ever be accredited with the same love and truth in matters beyond our criticism. So it is with faith in God, with faith in Christ, with faith in the Catholic Church ; we understand enough to warrant full trust in what we cannot understand, or cannot even expect to understand. It is, then, the belief that a deeper and more comprehensive view of the Church's ethical and spiritual ideals; of her conception as to the capacities, the dignity and destiny of the human soul, of the hope that she inspires in the midst of so much that is otherwise disheartening, of the light which she sheds over the dark abyss of sin and temptation and sorrow — it is the belief that such a comprehensive view may in some cases serve far more effectually than any direct apologetic to win,, to establish, or to confirm an abiding faith in her divine origin and operation, that must partly excuse INTRODUCTION. or justify an otherwise reprehensible popularizing of the " secrets of the King." Not indeed that any one mind however broad and deep can ever hope to grasp the Catholic idea in its entirety, or can ever count itself to have com- prehended perfectly what by reason of its magni- tude must elude all but an infinite thought. If every -advance in the knowledge of Nature advances us in knowledge of our ignorance of Nature, the same holds good of our study of the Christian revelation, of the idea of Christ and the Church. Man's brain grows-to and outgrows religions that are its own creation, the provisional expression and images of that Reality which touches him in conscience, and cries out to him in Nature. But it does not, and cannot, outgrow that revelation in which God has expressed for him, albeit in faltering human language, realities which are beyond all reason and experience. Our conception of one whom we meet and observe daily will grow in depth, in volume, in accuracy; but our conception of one whom we know only by hearsay cannot go beyond what is contained in that hearsay. Yet this content may be infinite in potentiality, like some mathematical expression from which a process of endless building- up can be started. And so it is with that conception of Himself and of His Christ and of His Church which God has given us in the Christian revelation. INTRODUCTION. xvii It is an idea which admits of infinite evolution, which the Church keeps and broods over and ponders in her heart ; in which the best thought of every age finds its highest ideals satisfied and surpassed. Superficial critics who shrink from the labour of a wide induction, are perpetually treating this idea as it is found in some particular mind or nationality or period, and by consequence con- founding what is accidental with what is essential, and faiHng to distinguish its morbid from its legiti- mate developments. And indeed it is to the Church, who watches over this process, that we must look for our guidance as to results already obtained. But starting where she leaves off and following in the direction of the lines she has laid down, the minds of her children will ever press on towards a fuller intelli- gence of the mysteries of faith, turning back at times to gain her approval or to receive her rebuke or to listen to her counsel; and thus, under her supervision, they will purify the Catholic idea more and more from all foreign admixture and build it up member by member, nearing, yet never reaching, a perfect disclosure of its organic unity, its simpli- city in complexity, its transcendent beauty. Finally, in choosing Hard Sayings for a title, allusion is made to the occasion when many of the disciples of Jesus turned back and walked with Him INTRODUCTION. no more, because of His doctrine concerning the great Mystery of Divine Love, in which all the other mysteries of the Catholic faith are gathered up. That this Man should give us His Flesh to eat, that bread should be His Body, is indeed a "hard saying" for the many who are the slaves of their imagination, and who fancy that they know some- thing of the constitution of matter and the Hmits of Divine omnipotence. But for the more thoughtful it is a far harder saying that God should so care for man's love as to come down from Heaven, and take flesh that He might wbo man in man's own language — the language of suffering. And if these things are hard to the understanding, it is still harder for the weak will to hear that God must be loved back as He has loved us, with a love that yields pain for pain, sacrifice for sacrifice, death for death. Here the Church has ever been faithful to her Master. Others have, with false kindness, mitigated the " hard sayings," and prophesied smooth things, and drawn away the weak from her side. But with all her human frailty, ever shrinking from the stern ideal of the Cross, from the bitterness of the Chalice of her Passion, when asked she has but one ruthless answer, namely, that it is only through many tribulations that we can enter the Kingdom of God ; that Christ's yoke is easy, not because INTRODUCTION. it is painless, but because love makes the pain welcome. To whom then shall we go but to her who has the words of eternal life, who for two thousand years has kept all these sayings and pondered them in her heart ? G. T. Wimbledon. SS. Peter and Paul, i8g3. CONTENTS. Introduction . The Soul and her Spouse . The Hidden Life . The Presence of God God in Conscience , Sin judged by Faith Sin judged by Reason ^ Sin and Suffering . . The Gospel of Pain " Quid erit nobis ? " . The Life Everlasting . The Angelic Virtue . A Great Mystery , The Way of the Counsels The Divine Precept . The Mystery of Faith IdeaUsm, its Use and Abuse Discouragement . . The Mystical Body Appendix. — Note to " The Gospel of Pain " PAGB vii I 29 45 69- 93- III 131 152: 169- 194 220 261 295 314 345 37& 397 449 CORRIGENDA. Page 6, line w, for "out" veai "out of." Page 68, line ii, for "its" read "in its." Page 80, line 15, for "severence" read "severance." THE SOUL AND HER SPOUSE. Veni, Electa Mea, ef ponam in Tt thronum meum. " Come, My Chosen One, and I will stablish My throne in thee." The end of man is, to save his soul — Salus animx. But what this health and well-being consists in is specified when St. Ignatius^ tells us that it is in praising, reverencing, and serving God, in these three manifestations of Divine love, that salvation is realized. Health hes in the right balance of nutrition, in regularity of function, in the orderliness of our bodily conditions ; and our spiritual health, in like manner, means ordination; the due propor- tion and subjection of all our faculties to God their Creator and Lord ; the submission of our mind to the rule of Divine truth ; of our affections to the rule of Divine love. Hence the whole aim of the Spiritual Exercises is to secure ordination ; to induce that all-mastering love of God in which the soul is saved, perfected, and brought to its highest state and noblest activity. As the natural life of the soul depends on God's dwelling in its substance, so the supernatural life or Eternal Life of the soul is God, who dwells as light ' This discourse has reference to the opening words of the Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius Loyola. B THE SOUL AND HER SPOUSE. in the mind and as love in the heart, and who is the object of that light and love. Here, as hereafter, the life of the soul is to see God and to love Him, though the mode of seeing is different ; here, it is through a glass darkly, in a riddle, there, face to face ; here, in part, there, wholly and perfectly ; here, as a child, there, as one who has put away the things of a child. A little girl thinks herself absolutely happy when she nurses her first doll. As a woman, with a living babe at her breast, she looks back on that former bliss and laughs. In Heaven she greets her child once more ; and once more she wonders that she could ever have rejoiced before. Eternal life is God in the soul. God is the soul's soul. As the body corrupts when abandoned by the soul, so too, the soul corrupts, morally and intellectually, it becomes foetid, loathsome, disin- tegrated, deformed, apart from God. God is the beauty, the health, the salvation of the soul. We speak too exclusively of entering into Heaven, into life, into God ; forgetting that the relation is truly — perhaps more truly — expressed by saying that God, and Heaven, and life, enter into us. We dwell in God, just because God dwells in us. The branch abides in the vine and the vine in the branch ; but principally the vine in the branch. We feed upon Christ, He does not feed upon us. " The Kingdom of God is within you ; " it is in your midst ; there- fore we pray: Adveniat regnum tuum. We speak of that Kingdom coming to us, not of our going to it. THE SOUL AND HER SPOUSE. Vegna v6r noi la pace del tuo regno Che noi ad essa non potem da noi, S'ella non vien, con tutto nostro ingegno.* Heaven, in its substance and apart from mere accessories, is simply the love of God perfected in the soul ; the entire cleaving of the soul to God, whom she embraces with mind and heart — Invent quern diligit anima mea ; tenui nee dimittam? And again : Mihi adhcerere Deo bonum est — My sovereign good, my heaven, consists in cleaving to God. And as eternal life is the love of God elevated and carried to its extreme perfection, so eternal death is the disease of sin worked out to its last consequences. Hell, in its substance and apart from all accessories, is in the soul, as truly as the soul is in Hell — perhaps more truly. This answer alone explains man, and proves its own verity by its fitness. Were the soul a simple problem, chance might stumble on many an apparent solution ; but so complicated a riddle is past guess- work. A lock with a hundred intricate wards is the only possible explanation of the key which alone fits it, and which fits it alone. The soul, apart from God, is as meaningless, as useless as a stray key. Its whole structure and movement cries out for God. Who could understand the eye, with its lenses and mirrors and inexplicable mechanism, who knew nothing of light ? Everything in the eye has reference ' Thy Kingdom come, that peace with us may reign ; For if it come not of itself, in vain Our wit would toil that Kingdom to attain. (Dante, Purg. xi.) ' "I have found Ilim whom my soul loveth: I have laid hold on Him, and I will not let Him go." THE SOUL AND HER SPOUSE. to light, and everything in the soul has reference to God. Everything in the ear is unintelligible to one born deaf, and everything in the soul is incoherent and senseless for one who is dead to God. When we see the vine straggling over the ground, its tendrils are unexplained ; but when it climbs and clings to the prop we know what they were made for. God is the soul's prop. The soul is simply and wholly a capacity for God, and nothing else ; just as the monstrance with all its golden rays and gleaming jewels is simply and wholly a receptacle for His Sacramental Presence — a crystal shrine through which the faithful may see and adore the Bread of Angels. Our soul is such a monstrance ; and its highest beauty and glory is from Him who dwells in it, and shines through it. He is the light, she is the lamp. On Protestant altars we some- time see (or used to see) candles which are never to be lighted. "How unmeaning!" is our first thought. The soul is God's candle, on which He descends like a flame and transforms her substance into His own likeness. The candle was evidently made for the flame which crowns it, beautifies it, quickens it. God is not the soul, nor is the soul God ; but as the candle is for the flame, so is the soul for God. When Adam slumbered, God drew from his side a help meet for him ; a being altogether made for him, soul and body, inexplicable without him. God drew the soul of man from His own side, and she is restless till she returns thither again. The soul is God's spouse; made for His embrace, made to THE SOUL AND HER SPOUSE. bring forth in herself His Word, His Image, His Beloved Son. And the passion of the purest and noblest heart of man is but the far-removed symbol of the ardent love of God for His spouse. To Him her whole being cries out : Thou hast made me for Thyself, as the casket for the jewel, as the mirror for the sun, as the eye for light, as the ear for sound, as the harp for music. My mind craves for truth, and Thou art the Truth ; my will for good, and Thou art the Good ; my heart for love, and Thou art Love ; mine eye for beauty, and Thou art the Beautiful; my ear for music, and Thou art Song; my soul for eternity, life, and salvation, and Thou art Eternity, Life, and Salvation. We may say of the soul what is said of Divine Wisdom : Thesaunts est infinitus quo qui usi sunt facti sunt amid Dei ; she is an unending treasure which few are aware they possess; a secret and unsuspected fount of perennial joy ; a well of living water springing up unto life everlasting ; a deep and difficult well for those who have not wherewith to draw. With most of us our soul is as a musical instru- ment in unskilled or half-skilled hands; but from which trained lingers can draw forth melody and sweetness. We are too slothful to go through the preliminary drudgery of practice. Impatient for some little present gratification, we pick out little tunes by ear, and never become masters in the art of spiritual music. Or it is like a great poem which to a child or a rude-minded person seems tiresome and overrated, because a certain amount of education is needed before the mind can THE SOUL AND HER SPOUSE. answer to its appeal, and enter into its joy ; or it is as one of the old masters whom the crowd hurries by in our picture-galleries in order to pause en- raptured before some flaring vulgarity, while the true artist lingers over every line and shadow with a pleasure which is accentuated and not blunted by use. Qui edunt me adhuc esurient — " They that eat me shall hunger for more," is true of God and of every good that is Divine. Plainly our chief care must be to learn to use this treasure aright, to extract as much value out each moment as we possibly can, to bring the highest faculties of our soul into perfect play. For "they who use it aright are made the friends of God," — not as though friendship were an added reward, but because friendship with God is itself that very use for which the soul was created, and in which its best faculties reach their highest develop- ment. We know how wonderfully mere human friendship opens up the soul and betrays to it depths of which before it was all unconscious, how all that is best in it slumbers and sleeps till it is wakened to energy by the touch of love, by the cry in the midnight of its darkness: "Behold, the Bridegroom Cometh.'.' And herein every other love but shadows forth some aspect of that one all-satisfying, all- transforming love which is the soul's eternal life, which alone immortalizes her — the love of the Heavenly King and Bridegroom, to whom she is drawn by every need of her spiritual nature ; from whose side she was taken that she might be a spouse meet for Him, as it is written : THE SOUL AND HER SPOVSE. Virgins siiall be drawn to the King in her train, Her neighbours shall be brought unto thee, They shall be brought in joy and exultation, They shall be led into the temple of the King.* These words are usually, and not unreasonably applied by Holy Church to our Blessed Lady as to the Queen of souls, through whom the souls of the elect are brought to Christ in one living mass, as it were, of swarming bees clustered round their queen. She is the very centre and heart of that great soul- world which God created and redeemed to be a Kingdom for Himself; to be subject to Him as the bride is subject in love to the bridegroom. Virgins shall be drawn in her train to the King ; virgins of whom St. Paul writes, " I am jealous of you with the jealousy of God Himself, for I have espoused you to one Husband, to present you as a chaste virgin unto Christ." He speaks, indeed, of the entire Church, the whole congregation of elect souls ; but what is true of all is true of each ; each is a kingdom, each a chaste virgin to be presented spotless and undefiled to Christ, her Spouse and her King. " Glorious things are spoken of thee, O thou city of God, O thou soul of man, thou city of peace, thou city of the great King." Mary is indeed the Virgin of virgins, whose whole heart was His with a wholeness unsurpassable; but every soul, however soiled and sin-stained, recovers its virginity when it has been purified for God's embrace and taught through many tribulations to love God not only above all things, but alone. Therefore we are told > Psalm xliv. 15, 16. THE SOUL AND HER SPOUSE. that the King proves His elect bride as gold is proved in fire seven times. And St. Paul, who like the holy Baptist, is the paranymph, the friend of the Bridegroom, who has His interests at heart and prefers them to his own, is jealous with the jealousy of God for those souls he is preparing for the King ; jealous lest the purity of their affection should be tarnished by the least spot of any love not for God, or from God, or in God. And God Himself is jealous and says : " I, the Lord thy God, am a jealous God ; thou shalt have none other gods but me ; " thou shalt give Me all thy love, for I will have nothing less. He is jealous for that He knows that He alone is our Peace, our Life, our all-satisfying eternal Good. And now see how souls are brought to God: "Virgins shall be drawn to the King in her wake;" drawn and not driven, drawn through their affections with the silken cords of love, willing captives to that most blessed tyranny. Drawn by the spell of the King's beauty, whom at first they behold, not face to face, but mirrored in His created reflex, yet nowhere so fully, so faultlessly as in the Queen of souls who stands at His right hand in her vesture of pure gold, fringed round with many-coloured broiderings. For if He is Speciosus prce filiis hominum — " fair before all the sons of men," she too is all-fair, and "grace is poured forth upon her lips." And as we turn from a sudden light to see the source whence it proceeds, so our eye travelling instinctively from the glory which flashes upon Mary's gold mantle, climbs to Heaven. It is as when we see one whose THE SOUL AND HER SPOUSE. eyes are fixed in rapture on something we cannot see, and whose face is lit with a joy we cannot understand ; yet we fain would know that secret, and are drawn to wonder, and seek, and knock till it be opened to us. Thus it is that God draws souls to Himself, one through another. Thus it is that we are each to draw souls to Him in the wake of our own, Donee occurramus omnes in unitatem fidei et agnitionis filii Dei — until we are all run together in oneness of faith and knowledge of the Son of God, until we are all made into one vast body centred round Mary and wedded to Christ, our Head and Spouse. ProximcB ejus afferentur tibi — " Her nearest shall be brought unto Thee." It is those nearest to Mary who are most quickly, most potently drawn ; those in whose souls there is the least alloy, whose mind and affection has been purged in the fire from all dross and impurity. As the soul nears Mary, it also nears its own birth-place in the heart of its Creator, and is drawn with an ever-quickening speed to its final repose. It is drawn in Icetitia et exiilta- tione — " in joy and exultation," which grows every moment of its nearing. " In joy," for "though the strife be sore, yet in His parting breath, Love masters agony." Like all coming to birth, this throwing off the bands of our narrower self, is not without pain and anguish and cracking of the heart-strings. If the soul is to come to the King, she must forget her own people and her father's house ; yet, labor ipse ainatur, the pain itself is loved as the expression and the relief of THE SOUL AND HER SPOUSE. love. " In exultation," " leaping;, and walking, and praising God," as the once-lame, glorying in his new-found, God-given strength, or as Mary herself who when carried to the Temple of the King, and being set down on the sacred steps from her mother's arms, " danced with her feet," as the old legend says. " I was glad when they said to me. Let us go into the house of the Lord ; our feet shall stand within thy courts, O City of Peace." And the thronging souls who are drawn after her to be presented to the King, they too have tasted the sweet bitterness of sacrifice and offering, and in joy and exultation have cried : " Lord, in the singleness of my heart, gladsome I oifer Thee this day all, without reserve " — Domine in simplicitate cordis mei Icettis obtuli universa hodie. But what manner of King is this that the home to which His spouse is brought should be called a temple rather than a palace ; that He should be loved with a love of adoration and worship; with sacrifice and offering and absolute self-surrender ? Ipse enim est Dominus Deus tuus, says our Psalm, et adorabunt eum — " For He is the Lord thy God whom all shall adore." "Thy Maker is thy husband," says Isaias. His love and His absolute right of kingship is founded on His creator- ship, on the entire dependence of the soul upon His abiding thought and care, a dependence whereof that of the child upon the mother in whose womb it lives, is but a feeble hint, even as that mother's love is but a faint reflex of the love of the Creator for the soul ever new-born in His bosom. THE SOUL AND HER SPOUSE. n And He rules as King in the soul when all her affections are so given to Him that she loves Him, not only above all things, in such sort that she would leave all else for Him, but alone, loving nothing else but in relation to Him, in the way that He loves it, and desires that she should love it ; and for this consummation He moves her to long, and pray, and labour, and suffer, and cries out within her : A dveniat regnum tuum. " Oh, when will there be an end to these miseries ; when shall I be delivered from the wretched bondage of these vices ; when shall I be mindful of Thee, O Lord, alone; when shall I rejoice in Thee to the full ; when shall I be without all let of true liberty, without burdening from mind or from body ; when shall I contemplate the glory of Thy Kingdom ; when wilt Thou be to me all in all ; when shall I be with Thee in Thy Kingdom, which from eternity Thou hast been getting ready for Thy dear ones? "^ Of Mary, "the world's sad aspiration's one success," the one soul in which God has had His own way unimpeded, in which He has fully asserted His presence and shone forth as through a faultless crystal, of Mary it is said, " The Queen hath stood at Thy right hand in vesture of gold with many- coloured broiderings. Hearken, My daughter, behold, and incline thine ear. Forget thy own people and the house of thy father; and the King shall long after thy beauty; for He is the Lord thy God, whom all shall adore." For the soul is indeed a queen, when she is all glorious within, and when ' Imitation, iii. 48. 12 THE SOUL AND HER SPOUSE. Christ rules over her with absolute unimpeded dominion. Subject to any other rule but His, she is so far a slave, nor has she yet perfect liberty, perfect self-mastery. But subject to Christ, she is by the very fact raised to a throne at His side and shares His rule over her every faculty and move- ment ; thus dying to live, and losing to gain, and forsaking all to find a hundred-fold now, and ever- lasting liberty in the life to come. For what is liberty but the perfect development and exercise of all our powers in due order. Thus, King and Queen, they reign side by side ; God and His little creature. And she is His consort, con-sors, one who shares the same lot or portion. She is ever with Him at His right hand ; whether by His Cross on Calvary or by His throne in Heaven. " If we suffer with Him," says St. Paul, " we shall also reign with Him." If His kingship over her was purchased with sorrow, her queenship is bought no cheaper; there is no way to His side but through thorns and brambles. How is the queen clad ? Like Mary, in her broidered vesture of gold ; in her mantle of world- wide universal charity, big enough to shelter a thousand worlds-full of sinners who fly thither for refuge as chickens to their mother's wings ; that mantle which enfolds the redeemed world as a sunlit sky thinly curtaining off the place Christ is preparing for us in secret, woven of gold purified seven times by her seven sorrows, for what love is so pure as the love we bear those for whom, and even from whom, we have suffered? And the many-coloured fringes with which this mantle is THE SOUL AND HER SPOUSE. 13 decked around, what are they but the virtues midst which charity rules as mother and mistress, which spring from her bosom, and draw their Hfe from her ; for love is the fulfilling of the law, the sum and substance of all its precepts. Finally, the vocation of Mary is in some measure the vocation of every soul : " Hearken, My daughter, and forget thy own people and thy father's house," forget thyself and every other affection so far as it is debased by any undue infusion of self; lose thy Hfe that thou mayest save it, give and it shall be given to thee, full measure, pressed down, shaken together, and running over; " leave all, and thou shall find all ; quit thy desires, and thou shalt find rest." We Cathohcs need not to be told that the call to closer union with God, to love Him alone, far from deadening or quenching any right and healthy nature affection, or warping or maiming the soul ; perfects, purifies, deepens, and exalts all that it regulates and restrains. None love father or mother or brother or friend so tenderly, truly, eternally, as they who love God more than all, and all for God's sake, as Jesus loved Mary or John or Lazarus, or the Magdalen, for Divine love is the myrrh which embalms all other love and saves it from taint and corruption. Ungoverned by that over-ruHng affection, our other affections are a dis- orderly riotous mob, weak individually and col- lectively, and dangerous by reason of their very weakness and waywardness; but under that sway they are disciplined, strengthened, and welded together into the unity of an army with one mover, 14 THE SOUL AND HER SPOUSE. one action, one end, and licence and confusion give place to order and true liberty. This is that life bought at the cost of death and mortification, in which the self, forgotten in the remembrance and thought of God, is found again in Him, recognized almost as part of Him, and loved rightly for His sake and in sympathy writh Him. Precious in the eyes of God is this death of the soul in which she is buried in Him and from which she rises to a new life — the death which Mary embraced when she elected to be the sorrowful Mother of the Man of Sorrows, and said, Ecce ancilla Domini. Into the soul thus purified God looks as into a burnished mirror and sees there the reflex of His own beauty, "without spot or wrinkle," and longs for that soul and draws it to Himself with the impetuous ardour of the love He of necessity bears towards the very least shadow of His own Divine goodness; even as the earth draws back to her bosom whatever would vainly fly from her thrall. " The King shall then long for thy beauty, for He is the Lord thy God ; " it is from His bosom thou wert taken ; it is from Him thou wouldst vainly flee ; it is to Him thou must return of necessity, in the measure that the mirror of thy soul is purged of selfishness and His nature and image shines out in thee. " Glorious things are spoken of thee," O thou soul of man, thou city of the great King. THE HIDDEN LIFE. " II faut se bieu persuader qu'il n'y-a absolument d'utile, de r6el, d'interessant que ce qui se passe entre notre dme et Lui qui tout est Ik." — Mrs. Craven, Meditations. As children our thoughts about God are childish of necessity, and are no more suited to our later years than the clothes and toys of our infancy. As men we must put away the thoughts of childhood unless our soul is to perish through nakedness and starvation. We must recognize that God is not one who made the world once for all and then retired from His labours to rest in the distant heavens and to survey His work from afar, but that whatever excellence is found in any creature is due to the image of God reflected there ; and that as the image in a mirror is caused by the presence of him who stands in front of it, and stays while he stays and goes when he goes, so it is because God is most intimately present to all things, is permeating and penetrating their inmost substance, that they are what they are. For they depend for every instant of their being and every vibration of their activity on the continual, sustained exercise of God's conscious love. He radiates them into being as the flame radiates its light and heat. As the thoughts and images which we conjure up in our mind depend upon our will, so i6 THE HIDDEN LIFE. creation (whose reality compared with God's is but as a dream) hangs on the Divine will. Creatures are nothing more nor less than mirrors or cr3'stals designed to show forth, to reflect and analyze the multiform beauty of the Divine Light, to split it up into its infinitely various components. Their beauty, their brightness, their colouring, is not their own, not from themselves, but from the Light that permeates them, from God who dwells in them. Yet while each is in some measure a temple of His presence, accord- ing to the degree in which it mirrors His goodness, it is in the soul of man, with its spiritual powers and activities, that His image is most perfectly and nobly displayed. Here, however. His indwelling is two-fold. In the indestructible nature of the soul and in those activities and perfections which are common to good and evil alike, nay, which are possessed in the most excellent degree even by the fallen spirits, in these He dwells in the measure that He wills, nor does His indwelling depend upon the consent of the creature. But if He would reflect and show forth those attributes which are essentially perfections, not of the mind alone, but also of the power of choice or of free-will, if He would dwell in us as sanctity, as truthfulness, as justice, as purity, as patience, as meekness, as love, still more, if He would crown these natural virtues and raise them to a Divine order by grace, and by His indwelling Spirit, if He would work Faith, Hope, and Charity in our hearts, then indeed He must wait upon our will ; He must stand at the door and knock until we open and receive Him. THE HIDDEN LIFE. 17 It is of this indwelling that St. Paul writes : " I live, yet not I, but Christ liveth in me." For all Christian sanctity is simply the presence of Christ, of God Incarnate dwelling in the soul, uttering Himself, asserting Himself there ; nor can we boast of anything, save that we have not shut the door in His face. All the glory of the temple is from Him who dwells in it. Whatever sanctity or spiritual beauty is found in the members of Christ's Mystical Body, flows into them from the Head. It is the life of Christ, extended and manifested in His Church on earth, which continues the sacrifice of praise and holiness inaugurated by Him in His own person upon earth. The Church is the tree which has grown out of that seed. Hence St. Paul writes : " To Him {i.e., to the Father) be glory in the Church and in Christ for ever and ever ; " for Christ and the Church are one thing. We are sanctified, therefore, in proportion as Christ lives and dwells in us. But our spiritual life is a life of thoughts, words, and actions ; it has its outward and its inward side. And if we ask ourselves which is the more important, the more fundamental, there can be but one answer. For as the soul is to the body, so is the interior to the exterior man ; and so is the inner hfe of our thoughts and affections to the outer life of our words and actions. Soul and body alike are essential parts of humanity; yet the body is for the soul, not the soul for the body. Christ must dwell in our outward and in our inward hfe, but principally in the latter; for i8 THE HIDDEN LIFE. the outward is for the sake of the inward, and not conversely. It is what we think about and what we love that matters most, and that makes us what we really are in God's eyes, as opposed to what v/e seem in the eyes of others. It is the secret life of our heart which is our highest, noblest life. It is in the theatre of our inmost soul that the great drama of our life is played. Men see but the shadows that flit across the curtain now and then, and overhear an odd word at times. God and our conscience are the sole spectators. Our life for all eternity will be a life, not of speaking and doing, but of contemplating and loving — an interior life. "This is life eternal, that they should know Thee." Heaven is but the triumphant advent, the unimpeded reign of God in the soul. And so far as we here begin to enter into eternal life we must live principally at home in our own hearts, and regard that as the chief scene of our existence, — Regnum Dei intra vos est. In brief, eternal life is friendship with God — with a friend whom we find in our heart, whom we listen to in our conscience. This is not the truism it sounds. For though we all admit as axiomatic that our inner life is of the highest importance, and that without it the outer life is only pretence and hypocrisy, yet in this pseudo-practical age we are likely to invert the right order of things, and to regard the importance of the heart's life as subordinate and relative to the life of our outward conduct ; to consider it as a THE HIDDEN LIFE. 19 means to that end, and not as a co-ordinate and far nobler end in itself. We recognize that good actions and fair words, if they are not merely hypocritical, are the children of good thoughts and desires, and that if we want to enjoy the fruit, we must cultivate the seed. Yet it is this very analogy of seed and fruit which is so fallacious, which leads us to regard the inner life as valuable simply for the sake of its outward effects, and to forget that the hidden acti- vities of the soul are absolutely the highest. Truly the greater includes the less, and if the heart is right, it will not fail to overflow and betray itself in our speech and conduct; for "from the fulness of the heart the mouth speaketh." But it is the fulness of the heart that God looks to and values, and not the utterances of the mouth. The Catholic religion has always been very plain on this point, setting the contemplative life above the active in dignity, as more conformable to that of the angels, who for ever behold the face of God. And as it is necessary for the Church's corporate perfection that there should be always some members set apart for such a life, as many, namely, as is compatible with the Church's active ministrations, so it is needful in the hfe of the individual that there should be times set apart for the cultivation of those inner activities in which our highest and best life consists. Here the childhood of the race presents a parallel to that of the individual. The Law was before the Gospel. It was written on tables of stone ; it enjoined observances in word and deed. Excellent and Divine, so far as it went, yet it brought nothing THE HIDDEN LIFE. to perfection till Christ came, not to destroy but fulfil, not to make light of outward sanctity, but to carry sanctification into the heart as well. For in order of genesis the imperfect is before the perfect, the animal before the spiritual, the earthly before the heavenly, although in the order of Divine intention that which is last to be realized is what is first and chiefest to be desired, and is the parent of all other desires. The Law forbade murder, but Christ forbade the angry and revengeful thought ; the Law restrained deeds of selfish arrogance and violence, Christ taught men to be meek and humble in their hearts, to think gently, humbly, forgivingly of the weakness and sins of others. The Law said, "Thou shalt not commit adultery," Christ demanded purity of heart, cleanness of the imagination, and chastity of desire. It is out of the heart of man, according to Christ, that all lawlessness and wicked- ness proceed, and the external disorder caused by such violence and licence, is but an insignificant evil compared with the ruin of God's sanctuary within the heart itself, the profanation of His image in the soul of man, the darkening of the intellect, the enslaving of the will, the chaos of the affections and passions. So it is with each of us individually. When we first turn to the service of God we are legalists, imbued with the spirit of the Law, and if not actually superstitious in our estimate of the import- ance of observances, yet incredulous of the extreme necessity and all-importance of the secret life and converse of the heart. We are careful, indeed, to THE HIDDEN LIFE. check evil desires, because we soon learn that, as the smouldering spark gives birth to the flame, so desire kindles up into action. But it is long before we realize the simple fact that as our evil propen- sities — pride, anger, vanity, avarice, lust, and the rest — are strengthened every time we yield to them in outward act, so they can be fostered steadily, persistently, unnoticeably, by the mere unheeded dreamings of our imagination and wanderings of our fancy — apart from all desire or purpose of putting these fancies into effect. Nay, it is chiefly from this perennial source that our vices are fed and nurtured as by an insensible dew, so fine and subtle as to be imperceptible. And thus it comes to pass that our heart is overgrown with noxious weeds and tangling briars which we cannot account for, so silent and slow has been the growth, and yet so steady and constant. What is true of our evil propensities is equally true of those that are pure and holy. It is by the continual stream of our thoughts and imaginings that they are insensibly nourished and strengthened, rather than by our outward actions, which are comparatively occasional and intermittent. We live more by the air we breathe, sleeping and waking, than by the food we take only from time to time. Therefore St. Paul says:^ " Whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever ' " Quascunque sunt vera quaecunque pudica, qusecunque justa, qusecunque sancta, quaecunque amabilia, quaecunque bonas famae, si qua virtus, si qua laus disciplinae, haec cogitate." (Philipp. iv. 8.) THE HIDDEN LIFE. things are just, whatsoever things are holy, what- soever things are lovable, whatsoever things are of good report, if there be any virtue, if any praise- worthy discipline, hcBc cogitate; think about these things ; " feed your heart on such food ; meditate on the things of God, on anything that is good and beautiful or true in the works of God's hands, or in the laws of His world, or in the thoughts and doings and lives of men ; on whatsoever is noblest and best in human conduct. And though God Himself, the source of all such goodness, should be the chief food of our reflection, yet St. Paul knows well that here we do not see God face to face, but only in His works. Nor is it possible for our minds always to be occupied directly and consciously about the things of God, but it suffices that its theme be something worthy and profitable, or in some way referable to the service and glory of God, such as our business or daily concerns, our lawful and reasonable recreations, our converse with our fellow-men. Still better it is for us to accustom our mind to the higher thoughts that secular literature and art furnish us with in such abundance ; to cultivate a certain orderliness, purity, and elevation in our imaginings; not to disdain the grace that God offers us in a good education, and in the opportunities of refining our taste. All this helps to bring order into the tangled wilderness of our fancies, to strengthen the faculties of the soul, and to give us a more perfect control over their workings ; so that when occasions offer we may use them more effectually and faithfully in the direct service of God. THE HIDDEN LIFE. 23 Speaking of the perfection of our outward conduct, St. James says, that he who offends not in tongue the same is a perfect man, for he is able to govern himself as with a bridle. For although in some sense the tongue has no movement of itself, but only that which it receives from our thought and will, yet it is so closely yoked with the imagina- tion, so ready for instant use at all times, that it seems almost to share the automatic and semi- independent nature of that faculty, and to drag us along in its course, committing us to much that in no sense represents our matured and deliberate sentiments. In proportion as its movements are minute, rapid, multitudinous, they more easily evade our attention and self-control. Hence, since self-government is the precise point in which man differs from animals, he who can govern every movement of his tongue is indeed a perfect man and master of himself. Manifestly, he is perfect in his outward conduct ; but more than this, he is also to some extent perfect in the control of his thoughts and affections ; for without this, by reason of the close connection of word and thought, faultlessness in speech is not possible in any positive sense. For to master one's tongue is not to keep perpetual silence, but to say the right thing in the right place. Yet there are hours when even the most restless energy must be still, and the busiest tongue must be silent, when there is no room for any other activity but that of the soul ; and then he is indeed a perfect nian who offends not; whose thoughts and 24 THE HIDDEN LIFE. approved feelings are faultless before God ; in whose inner life Christ's image and indwelling is manifest ; whose soul is united to the Divine Soul of our Saviour in all its imaginings, reasonings, aspirations, sentiments, through the indwelling of that same Spirit which sanctified His Soul and the soul of His Mother and of all His saints. This is, indeed, the highest point of perfection ; the most difficult, and therefore the last to be attained in its fulness. The Law was our pedagogue which led us to Christ ; the exterior life is the scaffolding preparatory to the never-finished task of building up the inner sanctuary of God's presence. If our tongue seems to run away with us, far truer is this of our thought, which may be compared to an endless stream, springing from the hidden depths of our memory, which rolls past us, bearing on its bosom all manner of odds and ends, the litter and debris of our past experiences and reflections ; nor is it in our power to do much more than to stand on the bank and watch, and with our attention fix and arrest what is profitable for our spiritual food, suffering all else to float by, or even hastening it on its way. True, it depends largely (not altogether) upon our previous choice what this stream of subjective time shall find in the storehouse of our memory to carry past us in its current. We are not immediately answerable for all the fancies that flit across our brain, except so far as by deliberate approval we make them virtually our own act. But the general character and tone of our involuntary memories and fancies is to a great THE HIDDEN LIFE. 25 extent chargeable to our past conduct, exterior and interior. Moreover, those who watch over their hearts, gradually acquire a knowledge of the laws which bind together our fancies into chains and groups ; they know what leads to what ; and there- fore they can in some measure determine the particular channel in which the stream shall flow ; and so they can advance indefinitely nearer to that perfect inner self-mastery which is never absolutely attainable by mortal man in this life. Perhaps this interior life was never more difficult, never more apt to be underrated, neglected, forgotten than in these days, when knowledge is multiplied to the hurt of wisdom, and the means of mental subsistence is exalted into an end. There is so much to be known now-a-days if we would pass muster as people of even ordinary education, so much of the experiences and thoughts of other men to be stored away in our memories, that life in most cases is not long enough for the process and no margin of leisure remains for digesting and assimi- lating the food with which we have been surfeited. We deal it out to others as we ourselves received it, crude and unchanged ; as it were, so much coin that passes from hand to hand and bears no other stamp than that of the nation. And with the multiplication of knowledge and information the evil increases daily, and thought and reflection becomes the province of a dwindling number of specialists, to whom the minds of the millions are enslaved, for it is the tyranny of capitalism in another sphere. We no longer have 26 THE HIDDEN LIFE. time to think for ourselves, but our thinking is done for us wholesale, and distributed to us through the press, and the very faculty of meditation has grown paralyzed from disuse. This fault of modern education cannot but make itself felt in the spiritual hfe of the faithful at large in a decay of the ability and habit of reflection. Not to speak of a narrow and exaggerated idea of practical piety which would (if it dared, in the face of Catholic tradition) make the service of God chiefly consist in everlasting fussiness and external activity, in " Church-work," and parish-work, and controversy, in the corporal works of mercy, which is secretly impatient of contemplative orders, con- templative saints, and contemplation in general, which is puzzled how to defend the eremitical life or the life of mere suffering and solitude that certain saints have chosen ; — not to speak of all this, it is to be feared that in regard even to our spiritual needs, information and knowledge are apt to be mistaken for that vital thought, that meditative wisdom which is the true life of the soul, the quickening flame, of which knowledge and information and experience is but the fuel. We store our mind with the recorded experiences and reflections of others, but we do not compare these things and ponder them in our heart ; we do not assimilate and digest. We gather manna ourselves and we distribute it to others ; but we forget that it is given to us for food ; to be eaten, not to be gazed on — and all because the leisure, the practice, the habit, and therefore the ability of tranquil reflection tends to become the privilege THE HIDDEN LIFE. 27 of the few, and because there is so much to be devoured that there is no time to ruminate. However difficult the interior life may be, yet it is all-important. " Except you eat the Flesh of the Son of Man and drink His Blood ye have no life in you." If the first sense of these words refers to sacramental communion, it cannot be doubted but they are also verified of the spiritual communion in which Christ dwells in our hearts through faith. Spiritual communion is not merely a substitute for that which is sacramental, but it is the usual con- dition for the fruitfulness of the sacrament ; nay, in some sort, it is the end to which the sacramental eating of Christ is directed, the grace it is designed to produce. In the Eucharist we receive the seed of that supernatural life which ordinarily manifests itself in our heart and in our conduct, but without meditation the seed lies idle and uncultivated — the force may be there, but it is latent. Christ, and Christ Crucified, is the food of our soul, the daily bread of our eternal life, the fuel of Divine love in our heart. He is the Word Incarnate, the Divine " Saying," which we must keep and ponder in our heart ; in whom whatsoever things are true, pure, lovely, of good report, and praiseworthy, are summed up and gathered together as in their source and end. In all this matter Mary must be our model of the interior life; Mary, in whom Christ dwelt as He dwelt in no other, in whose heart alone He had His own way from the very first ; in whose life He asserted Himself unimpeded. Her words and 28 THE HIDDEN LIFE. actions, however full of sublime significance, were few. But the whole record of her Hfe of stupendous fruitfulness and activity is epitomized for us in one brief sentence : Mary kept all these sayings and pondered them in her heart. " Blessed is the womb that bore Thee," cries a voice in the crowd, "and blessed the paps which Thou hast sucked." " Yea, rather," says our Lord, " blessed are they that hear the Word of God and keep it." Blessed was Mary above all women in that she was Mother of God ; yet more blessed in that she was full of grace and had found favour with God ; blessed, in that Christ dwelt in her womb, yet rather blessed, in that Christ " dwelt in her heart by faith." THE PRESENCE OF GOD. Quo ibo a spiritu tuo et quo a facie tua fugiam. " Whither shall I fly from Thy Spirit, whither escape from Thy presence ? " — Psalm cxxxviii. We are always told before entering on prayer to " put ourselves in the presence of God ; " and at all times to endeavour "to live in the presence of God." Indeed, it may be said that sanctification lies in a practical realizing of the presence of God. For Heaven is the state in which we see God face to face and stand in His presence continually ; and sanctity is but Heaven begun upon earth. In pro- portion, therefore, as we live in God's presence, do we enter into the lot of the saints in light. Plainly, if God is omnipresent, if all things are naked and open to His sight, whether we like it or not we are always equally in His presence ; that is, we are equally present to Him. But local or physical presence is one thing, and conscious presence is another. Two trees are physically present one to another in the same garden, and this relation is necessarily mutual. But while a tree is present to the touch or sight or consciousness of an observer, the observer is not present to the consciousness of the tree, for it has none. So too, one person may be present to the consciousness of another who is 30 THE PRESENCE OF GOD. thinking of him, or looking at him, or listening to him, and yet that other may not be present to him. To live in God's presence, or to put ourselves in His presence, means to become actually conscious of God as present ; or at least so to live as though we were thus actually conscious. For at times the presence of others will act as a check upon us even when we are not positively thinking about them at all ; because we have a sort of latent sense, or sub- consciousness of being watched and observed. I suppose it may be explained by saying that there is a certain line of conduct and converse, a certain pitch or tone, which we take according as we are alone or in company, and, again, according to the nature of our company ; and that when once the consciousness of our surroundings has started us on one of these lines, we persevere in it after we have ceased to attend to the reason, unless something diverts us altogether. As children we must of necessity think of God under the somewhat magnified figure of our earthly parents and rulers. He lives, we know not how, above the clouds, beyond the stars — ^wherever that may be ; He surveys the earth and its dwellers from afar, with an eagle-vision of surpassing keenness; He rules it by some mysterious actio in distans, except when He sends angels to execute His will, as it were, in His absence. Religious art and symbohsm, nay, the enacted symbolism by which Christ ascended, and was lifted up with the clouds, or by which the clouds were parted for the descent of the Dove, all tends to press this picture of THE PRESENCE OF GOD. 31 the absent God still deeper into our imagination, so that even when reason rises to the truth of God's omnipresence, fancy ever gives it the lie and hinders the practical realization of the fact. We lift up our eyes and hands in prayer as to a God outside us and above us ; and herein we follow the practice, not merely of the rude and simple, but of all the saints and of Christ Himself. The appearances under which God has revealed Himself; the terms and figures in which the inspired writings speak of Him, all alike tend to set our imagination at variance with our reason, nay, with our faith, which tells us distinctly that God is a Spirit to be wor- shipped neither on Sion nor on Garizim, but in spirit and in truth ; that He dwells not in temples made with hands ; that the Heaven of heavens cannot contain Him ; that if we go up into Heaven, He is there ; if we descend into Hell, He is there ; that His eyes are everywhere beholding the evil and the good. Herein our quarrel is with the necessary limita- tions of our finite nature, which require that spiritual truths should be presented to our childish mind, not in their naked purity, but in the swaddhng- bands of sensuous imagery, — God permitting or not hindering the admixture of error, for the sake of the golden grains of truth which cannot be otherwise conveyed. But it is for us as we grow, to put away the thoughts of childhood, as we put away its clothes or its toys to adopt those more suitable to our years. Unfortunately, while we educate and develop our mind in every other direction, we are 32 THE PRESENCE OF GOD. content to remain babes all our lives in the things of God and our soul— "the things that belong to our peace." But as the clothes of our infancy are too strait for comfort and decency in our maturity, so our first conceptions of God and spiritual things are too crude and grotesque to be taken seriously by our formed intelligence, or to exercise any influence over our heart and will. Custom and reverence may prevent our casting them aside altogether ; but they have ceased to be a reality to us. We are as those who having done a little Latin and Greek in their boyhood before going into business, wonder secretly what pleasure, still more what use, some can profess to find in classical literature ; and regard such enthusiasm as a craze or affectation. Perhaps they remember a line or two from Horace, or an aphorism from the Delectus which they quote on occasion, to show a certain respect for conventional ideas of education. So we find many whose religion consists of a few platitudes remembered from childhood, seeds still lying by the wayside, which have never struck root so as to become a living growth developing pari passu with the growth of the soul. Human respect may seal their lips, but in their hearts they wonder what others can find in rehgion, and why they speak of it as a necessity of Hfe. Such minds are an easy prey to the shallow sophist who has no difficulty in persuading them of the untenableness of their religious notions ; nor it is with much of a wrench that they part from the faith which they have never understood and never loved. THE PRESENCE OF GOD. 33 " Why does God hide Himself? Why can I not see Him or hear Him ? Why does He let things run their course, and do so little to show His power over Nature ? " These are some of the first diffi- culties which rise in our minds as we emerge from childhood, suggesting to us that there are some common features to be found in theology and in fairy tales, and inclining us to put them into one category. Figuring God as corporeal and human, we unconsciously suppose that He makes Himself invisible by some miraculous power ; that He for- bears to make Himself heard for some capricious reason ; that whereas we make our power over Nature felt every moment. He chooses to be inert, lest His presence should be detected. Perhaps our ill-informed teachers tell us that God affects this secrecy in order to try our faith ; and if we ask why God should try us by faith, we are told that we may not ask, but must take things as we find them — a sort of answer which can silence but cannot satisfy. Plainly, what we have failed to recognize is, that God does not by some magic make Himself invisible, but that He is naturally invisible to bodily eyes, and that if He makes Himself seen or heard, it is by a miracle ; that in such cases the form we see is not God, nor are the words we hear His words, as though He had voice and lips and tongue as we have. Nor does God enter into conflict with Nature and overcome it as we do, or turn aside the orderly course of events as by some foreign external agency ; for it is He who moves in all Nature, and the orderly course of events is but the expression of D 34 THE PRESENCE OF GOD. His mind and will. It is in the language of His creatures, in the workings of His providence, in the voice of our conscience, that God is heard and seen. He is not secret or hidden, if we search for Him with the right faculty, namely, our intelligence. Sound is not the object of sight, nor colour of hearing; nor is God the object of my sense, but only of reason and intelligence. We are not aggrieved because we cannot see electricity, since it is naturally not visible. God is as naturally invisible; nor is it caprice but necessity which makes faith — in the wide sense of holding to in- visible realities — a condition for salvation. Indeed, that which marks the progress of man from savagery to perfect humanity, is the practical apprehension and realization of invisible realities, shown in a tendency to look beneath appearances to the under- lying substance of things, to pass from effects to their hidden causes, to live more in the past and the future by memory and foresight, and not as mere animals on the apex of the present instant : in a word, to be governed by reasons, ideas, principles, rather than by sensations, impressions, impulses. So that, even in the natural order, there is no salvation without faith, which in this wide sense is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. Let us now determine a little more closely and clearly what it is to live in the presence of God. We are told that the angels and blessed always behold the face of our Father who is in Heaven ; that they see the very substance of God with the eye of THE PRESENCE OF GOD. 35 their intelligence ; conceiving Him not merely as the caase of some special effect which manifests His presence , but conceiving Him directly in Himself. If I hear a great crash, I form a distinct conception of it, by which I should recognize a similar crash as belonging to the same class, and should say : " There's another ! " I also know at once that it has a cause ; but what the cause is, an explosion, or a train, or an earthquake, I have no idea ; or rather, I know the cause simply as the cause of this noise, and nothing more ; and I want to know something more about it as well. I want to know it as directly as I know the noise which it has caused. So in this life we know a great deal about God as the cause of creation, but we want to know Him as directly as we know creation ; to know not merely what He is in relation to His creatures, but also what He is in Himself. For God is not merely a creator; just as a poet is not merely a poet, but a man with a personality of his own, of which his poesy is but a fragmentary manifestation. But God is no more the proper object of any created intelligence, than the blinding bright- ness of the sun intensified a thousand-fold is of the vision of some dark-loving animal, an owl or a bat. Raised by grace to powers above all their natural exigencies, the saints and angels face that brightness boldly, without the medium of any darkened glass; they see God and yet live. And that vision fascinates their gaze and holds them spell-bound, so that they can never for an instant cease to behold the face of the Father. 36 THE PRESENCE OF GOD. And whatever else they do or think is the result of that vision ; is consciously caused by it, and no more interrupts it than an object seen in the light interrupts my consciousness of the light. It is in God as in a mirror, it is in the mind of God and in the heart of God, that our angels always behold us. They do not turn away from God to look at us ; but rather they see us with the Divine eyes in con- sequence of their union with God. It is through God, moreover, that they act upon us and minister to us; their will being altogether merged in His; even as love makes us one thing, having one thought, one operation with those we love. The blessed are thus continually conscious of God's face ; and that, with a full and direct con- sciousness ; not as we are conscious of the light or of the air, in an indirect manner, as of one ot numerous elements in our present experience ; but as of the principal and central object of their atten- tion to which everything else is secondary and subordinate. As we cannot enjoy this face to face vision, so neither is it possible for us during our mortal life to be continually conscious even of God's veiled presence. For, in the first place, whereas the brightness of His face draws the eyes of the blessed so irresistibly that they are absolutely unable to avert their gaze, the contemplation of His hidden presence needs an exertion of the attention. In the former case, as far as attention is con- cerned, the mind is passive; it is difficult, nay, impossible not to attend ; but in the latter, the THE PRESENCE OF GOD. 37 mind is active, and not to attend is easier. It is well to observe this difference between passive and active attention. Abstraction may be either a power or a weakness, a matter of self-control, or of want of self-control. In the latter case, when it diverts the attention from something else, wholly or in part, it should rather be called distraction. Albeit the blessed are passive in their enrapt abstraction, yet the rapture is not of defective weakness, since no finite will can resist the draw of infinite beauty. But in this life we have to seek God if we would find Him ; we have, to some little degree, to exert ourselves, to open our eyes and keep them open ; to watch and to listen; to school ourselves to a greater delicacy and readiness of perception. There have been indeed men of hohness and deep thought, who have maintained that God is always confusedly present to our consciousness, that He is mingled in our every momentary experience as the central strand round which the rest are woven ; that as we are always conscious of our own weight, though normally it makes no separate impression on our memory but only in states of weakness and weariness, or as we are always conscious of the air we breathe or of the light in which we walk, or of the health which we enjoy, although no disturbance of these conditions concentrates our attention upon them as upon a principal object, so God is the most universal, constant, and essential condition of all our experiences, the spiritual light without which we can see nothing; and yet just because of this 38 THE PRESENCE OF GOD. unbroken regularity, evenness, matter-of-courseness, it is impossible for us to separate this light from the objects which it reveals to us, or to attend to it as to a distinct and principal object. As all the colours which we see with our bodily eyes are but various hmitations of the colourless light under which we behold them ; so (they conceive) all finite being is but a limitation of one infinite Being, in which it lives, moves, and exists ; and is intelligible just so far and no further. God is, as it were, the intellectual light, by sharing which all these finite things become visible to the eye of the mind. We do not see that light apart, in its purity ; but only in combination with the object which it illumines, and which shows off, so to say, some one or other of its infinite potentialities. As open to misunder- standing, through want of sufficient accuracy oi expression, this teaching has been authoritatively condemned. For indeed it would seem to imply that God, or the Divine substance, in some way actually entered into the constitution of creatures or received into Himself those limitations whereby they differ from one another in kind ; whereas this can only be said of a certain abstraction of all finite being which we call " Being-in-general," which is in a wholly different and infinitely lower plane than the Divine being. This "Being-in-general" is a mere chimera of the mind whereby we give consistency to God's creative activity after it has issued from the Divine will and before it has been determined to any specified effect ; as though God said Fiat, leaving the object undetermined. It is of this THE PRESENCE OF GOD. 39 "being" only that every creature is rightly con- ceived as partaking, or as limiting it to some one phase of its infinitely various potentiality, even as everything we see with our bodily eyes singles out and reflects some one ray of those splendours of which the seven-stranded sunlight is woven. Now, in truth, God is the Sun from which the light of finite being proceeds ; but He is the cause of that light, not the light itself. It is through His presence and His influence that all creatures have existence and intelligibility ; but what they partake is not divinity, but an effect of divinity. Close as He is to all things, intimately as He permeates all finite existences; yet He is a Light infinitely different in kind from the light which He imparts to them ; to us, unthinkable, ineffable. We can at most touch the hem of His garment, but we dare not face Him in our infirmity and littleness, until He call us and bid us come : " Thou shalt call me and I will answer Thee." Still it must be our chief aim and study to live as much as possible in His veiled presence. If we cannot see His form, we can see His shadow ; if we cannot hear His voice, we can hear His footfall ; if we cannot touch His hands and side, we can touch His vesture. We are surrounded by the signs of His presence ; and we must learn to read them quickly, to pass swiftly from the sign to that which it signifies, so as at last to forget the sign and dwell wholly on God. For a sign is first something absolute in itself and afterwards something relative, carrying the mind on to that which it points to; 40 THE PRESENCE OF GOD. and therefore it is possible for the mind to rest in the sign finally without passing on at all. And this is more true of those signs which are not entirely designed and intended to lead our thought else- where. Smoke betrays the presence of fire ; and a red light betrays the presence of danger on the line ; but in the latter case the betrayal is designed, which it is not in the former. God's works are in some true sense designed and intended to reveal His presence to us ; but still it is not their only end ; and therefore it is most possible and easy for us to think of them without thinking of Him, to rest in the sign without passing on to the thing signified. As children we read books without taking any interest in the personality of the author ; but the cultured and matured mind cares for literature chiefly as a revelation of the soul from which it sprang. Similarly with regard to music or painting, which are loved best when they are loved as forms of expression, as utterances of a spirit like our own. How absolutely uninteresting, because soulless, is all manner of machine-music and mock art, just for the reason that the connection with the originat- ing mind is so remote, so much more than second- hand. It is not a sign of the presence of the artist. We applaud the violinist or the pianist himself, and not the instrument nor even the music regarded in its own perfection. We pass straight from the excellence of the product to the greater excellence of the producer. But who would ever dream of applauding the most finished performance on a musical-box or a piano-organ ? The distance from THE PRESENCE OF GOD. effect to cause is too great ; and we rest simply in the effect. Now, if we cleave to our childish pictures of Godj if we take what might irreverently be called a " clock-maker " view of the Deity, accord- ing to which He is conceived to have made the world once for all, and wound it up, and set it a-going, and to have retired to rest in an infinitely distant Heaven ; then indeed we shall never be able to cultivate a sense of the Divine presence. But if we hold firmly to the truth of reason and faith, and reflect on it, time after time, until it becomes not only a truism of the mind, but also well worked into our imagination ; if we remind ourselves repeatedly that all the play of nature and the play of our own being, body and soul, is the effect of God's most intimate presence ; who, if He is not the Soul of Nature, nor part of Nature, yet is more intimate to all nature and more necessary to its being and movement than our soul is to our body ; then we shall gradually find ourselves passing easily from the creature to God, with ever lessening effort, and at last spontaneously with no effort at all. And certainly love will accelerate the growth of this habit. For where the treasure is, there will the heart be also. We dwell most easily on that which is most interesting. As has just been said, our childish interest, unlike that of our riper thought, is in the performance rather than the performer; but when we have realized that there is nothing really interesting on earth but the human soul, then we are carried from the lesser to the stronger attraction. Who cares, of all on board, 42 THE PRESENCE OF GOD. what hand has kindled the lighthouse-lamp, save one perchance who knows that it has been kindled by the loving hand of wife or mother, and who while others cry, "There it is!" whispers in his heart, " She is there ! " Such is the different mind with which men view the world according as they have not or have learnt to read God's presence everywhere. Dominus est — " It is the Lord," says the keen-sighted love of St. John. For as the sensual by a selective sympathy iind sensuality in a thousand places where the pure-minded pass by untainted ; or as the suspicious and resentful are quick, too quick, to detect an affront ; so those whose eyes are sharpened by love find God lurking everywhere. Let us not look on this exercise of the presence of God as an affair of the imagination, as though it consisted in a certain fictitious picturing of God ever beside us, or before us, or behind us. Such efforts tire the head and give a sense of unreality to religion. It is really a question of opening the sealed eyes of our reason and seeing what is every- where to be seen, within us and without us, above and below, on the right hand and on the left ; in all being, and life, and movement ; in Heaven and earth ; on sea and on land, and in everything they contain ; in all beauty and grace and strength ; in all loveHness of form and colour ; in all sweetness of melody and harmony, in all delicacy of fragrance and flavour ; in all sensation, and reason, and intelligence ; in all love, and tenderness, and affec- tion ; in the fruit of man's mind and hand ; in the THE PRESENCE OF GOD. 43 utilities of industrial art ; in the elegancies of culture and refinement ; in the spirituality of liberal arts ; in the discoveries of science ; in the high dreamings of philosophy. Still more is God to be seen in the moral attributes of the soul, in what- soever things are pure, true, lovely, virtuous, praiseworthy. Above all, is He to be seen and heard in that highest point of our soul, where our being runs into His as the stalk which buries itself in the earth that begets, supports, and nourishes it, namely, in conscience, which cries to us, " Cleave to the right," with a voice that is in us, but not of as ; the voice of one who is with us yet over us. For we walk not alone, but ever side by side with God, whose arm is round us, whose lips are at our ear, even when we are deaf to His whisper : Lceva ejus sub capita meo et dextra illius amplexabitur me—" His left hand is under my head and His right hand embraceth me." So it is the soul walks through the desert of life leaning on her Beloved. Etsi ambulavero in medio umbrce mortis, non timebit cor meum quia tu mecum es ; virga tua et baculus tuus ipsa me consolata sunt — "Though I walk in the midst of death's shadow my heart will not fear, for Thou art with me, Thy rod and the staff have consoled me." Conscience is the rod and staff of our gentle Shepherd, who thereby checks and stimulates us alternately that we may not run forward or lag behind, or in any way be parted from His side ; and if we have not grown callous to this salutary sting and disciphne, what greater consolation can we have than such evidence of the 44 THE PRESENCE OP GOD. presence and care of the Shepherd and Lover of our souls ? " Thy crook and Thy staff are my conso- lation." " Enoch walked with God ; and was not ; for God took him." Such is the history of those souls who listen to the voice of the Shepherd, who are conscious continually of a sort of double personality, of being God's yoke-fellows, one of a twain, of suffering and acting with God, thus splitting up the simple " I " of their unreflecting thought into "we," and finding another personality intertwined with their own. Finally, God is to be seen by those whose eyes are open, in all the workings and dispositions ol His providence, from the least to the greatest ; and when the unenlightened cry out : " It is fate ; it is fortune ; it is necessity of nature," faith and reason say, "It is the Lord ; let Him do what seemeth good unto Him ; " and : " Into Thy hand I com- mend my spirit," and, " My lots are in Thy hand." Let us not then look on this practice of the presence of God as one of many devotions which we are at liberty to take or leave ; for it is the great work we have come into this world to do. To see God is eternal life, both here and hereafter ; here, through a glass darkly; there, face to face. We are here for a while that our weak eyes may be gradually accustomed to that dim but growing light which heralds the sunrise of eternity ; that we may not be blinded by the brightness of His coming. GOD IN CONSCIENCE. " Conscience is the aboriginal Vicar of Christ, a prophet in its informations, a monarch in its peremptoriness, a priest in its blessings and ariathemas, and even though the eternal priesthood throughout the Church should cease to be, in it the sacerdotal principle would remain and have a sway." —Newman. It is much to be regretted that the word " conscience " or "dictate of conscience" has come to be used indiscriminately for two very distinct acts or utter- ances of the mind — for the moral judgment which indicates to us what is right or wrong in human conduct ; and for the command which bids us follow that indication. In either sense conscience may be called the "voice of God," though more properly in the latter. In our moral judgments God speaks to us no otherwise than in any ordinary utterance of our understanding or our reason. Inasmuch as He has created our mind to be in some finite way a mirror of His own, and co-operates with all its vitality and movement, and tries, so far as we will permit Him, to flood and permeate it with His light, it follows that whatever truth it tells us. He may be said to tell us indirectly, and through the instrumentality of the mind : indirectly — for in every judgment the mind truly speaks, and is not a mere passive instrument of conveyance. It 46 GOD IN CONSCIENCE. originates in itself, not indeed without Divine assist- ance, the word of truth which falls upon our inward ear. But except with regard to a few first principles, which are in a certain qualified sense inborn anij irresistibly evident, the mind is subject to much contingency in its inferences and deductions about right and wrong ; in which there is room for endless deviation and error. So far as the mirror of our reason is flawed or flaws itself, and thereby distorts and perverts the Divine Reason which it is made to reflect, it can in no sense be said to speak to us with the voice of God. It is igdeed, in virtue of its office, God's appointed messenger, delivering to us the determinations of His will respecting our conduct and happiness, but it is a fallible messenger, whose ear, whose memory, whose tongue may be often at fault ; and who thus may convey to us a very garbled version of the Divine message or command. Yet conscience, in the sense of our moral judgment, is not so absolutely untrustworthy as might seem. There are tests and rules to be applied here, as well as in the case of human witnesses, whose testimony, under due conditions and restrictions, is a source of certainty. There are occasions without number where it is intellectually possible to doubt the verdict of our conscience, yet where it would be culpably imprudent to pay any practical heed to such doubt ; and there are other cases in which the message is so palpably ambiguous and obscure as to leave our liberty of action intact. It is not our purpose here to examine the notion of moral Tightness in conduct, which all know by GOD IN CONSCIENCE. 47 intuition to be so distinct from any other kind of Tightness. Men wrangle over the analysis and state- ment of the idea, but as to its existence and separate character all are agreed. Like every other rightness, it implies an end to be reached, and an order to be observed in reaching it. A right action is one which preserves or promotes a certain desirable order in our conduct, that is, in our words and outward behaviour, or in the inner working of our mind and heart, so far as they are under our free government. And a vvrong action, contrariwise, is one which induces a disorder in our conduct. The end with reference to which our conduct is said to be morally right or wrong, is that chief and supreme end which God has created us to attain, namely, the salvation of our soul here and hereafter in the exercise of the highest and most ideal love. This end is in a strict sense obligatory and morally necessary, and therefore such conduct as is required to secure it has a corresponding and dependent necessity. But this necessity and obligation is made up of two very distinct factors ; of two forces which exert a sort of compulsion upon our will. Of these one is our irresistible attraction towards our ulti- mate and complete happiness, and all that we conceive to be inseparably connected therewith ; the other is the urgency of the Divine will brought to bear upon us in the dictate of conscience. First then there is this implanted desire for our own fulness of joy, our true well-being, our ideal of rest and happiness — a desire which we cannot resist or put aside in any moment of our conscious activity. 48 GOD IN CONSCIENCE. When once we recognize any action as inseparably bound up with the reahzation of that desire, the thought of that action begins to exercise a sort of dominion over us, nor can we resist its power until by some reversion or perversion of judgment we divest it of that connection with our happiness which was the secret of its sway. " If you will enter into life," says Reason, " keep the commandments." It is not possible for us to deny our wish to enter into eternal life, and to attain the solid joy that attends that life; but we can shut our eyes to the necessity of keeping the commandments, and in this way we can resist the pressure and obligation which rightness exerts upon our will. Nature obhges us to desire happiness, but does not oblige us to desire any one method of life, except so far and so long as we judge it to be requisite to our happiness. What ever necessity and obligation there is, is from Nature ; that is, from God as the author of the soul's essence. To eat and drink is a necessity of our nature, but to eat or drink this rather than that is left largely to our choice. Yet all this necessity and pressure is from our- selves, from that implanted appetite which is part of our being. So far, wrong-doing is only shown to be high treason against our own truest interest, an offence against self. But we cannot subvert any designed and established order without offending him who has established and willed it. If while I am waiting in the library for a friend whom I am visiting I amuse myself by deliberately disarranging GOD IN CONSCIENCE. 49 and mixing up the books which I see he has care- fully set in order, I cannot but be aware that besides the material disorder and mischief I am producing, there is another evil of a totally different and more serious kind for which I am responsible, namely, the ruffling of my friend's temper. There is nothing we should value so much as the reasonable esteem and affection of others ; and therefore the thing we should dread most is the just censure and anger of those whom we love and reverence. Whatever servility there may sometimes be in the dread of the consequences of their anger, yet there is nothing servile in the dread of the anger itself. Children playing at keeping school will patiently accept punishments, which inflicted in anger by their parents or teachers would be received with passionate tears; showing that it is the implied censure and displeasure which gives the punishment its worst sting. Hence, the annoyance of my friend is the worst consequence of my wanton mischief; com- pared with which the disarrangement of the books is small and remediable. I can put the books in order again, or can make some equivalent restitu- tion ; but I cannot force my friend to be towards me as before. Every thinking creature is sensible, at least dimly and confusedly, of being dependent on some personal power which has put him into this world among his fellow-men, and has given him a definite nature with a definite work and a definite end, however imperfectly recognized ; and therefore that the ascertaining and carrying out of that purpose is 50 GOD IN CONSCIENCE. not merely his own concern, but a duty which he owes to another to whom he belongs ineffably and absolutely. He finds, moreover, in his awakened reason an instinctive love and desire for the objective interests of reason and right order, quite irrespective of his private and personal interests, which have at times to give way to the more universal and impera- tive good. He finds himself angry against injustices, which touch neither him nor his belongings, and aglow for the cause of right and truth and order, where no egoistic bias is assignable. And the growth of this objective, disinterested love of rightness is checked or accelerated in the measure in which the God-given instinct is yielded to or resisted. All this points to the fact that his reason and will are given him only to be instruments of the will of the personal, subsistent Reason of God Himself, who presses continually on the created spirit, guiding it to an end of which it can have at most a partial and instinctive perception, such as a horse may have of the purpose of his rider. Recognizing, therefore, that the order which reason demands in our conduct with respect to ourselves and to others is something dependent on the nature of things established and willed by the Supreme Reason, it is impossible for us to disturb that order without being aware, at least in some dim way, that we are incurring the anger and dis- pleasure of that personal Reason whose creatures and instruments we are. And if the just censure and anger of our parents and rulers is something we should dread as a great evil, how far greater an evil GOD IN CONSCIENCE. 51 is it to incur the anger of our Father who is in Heaven, in whom we live and move and have our being, on the breath of whose love our soul hangs for every instant of its existence and movement, who should be the supreme object of our love and reverence and praise, in friendship with whom our final happiness consists. To have made God angry, this is the greatest evil of sin. The disorder we have caused in God's work, in our own soul, in human society, however evil in itself, however hateful to God, is a finite evil, for which a repara- tion is conceivable. But by what means shall we force God to turn to us again with favour, and to restore to us the priceless treasure of His love ? Here then is a new pressure brought to bear upon us of quite a distinct order ; an appeal to our need of being loved by God, to our dread of being hated by God ; or, if we are still servile and selfish, to our desire of the consequences of being loved ; to our dread of the consequences of being hated. It is the pressure of will against will, and person against person. It is no longer a question of treason against self, but of treason against God. No man can really sin against himself, except in a meta- phorical sense, which splits his personality in two ; or which treats his lower and higher will as two distinct persons. But conscience puts him en rapport with a personality other than his own, and thus deprives him of his falsely imagined liberty and independence. It tells him he is chained fast to another who is in a certain sense affected for good or evil by his every movement, and that that other 52 GOD IN CONSCIENCE. is no less than his God and Lord ; that he must no longer think of himself as I, but rather as we; since no act of his soul bears upon self alone, but upon self and God. It is in this sense of the pressure of God's will upon ours that the obligation of conscience chiefly consists. Whatever imperfect pressure may be put upon us by our innate self-regard, it is as nothing compared with that which is exerted upon us by our equally natural regard for the Divine favour. Let us then carefully distinguish conscience as the sense of what is right, from conscience as the sense of obligation or of a pressure exerted upon our-will. In the former case God speaks to us indirectly and often fallibly through our reason, and tells us " This is right, that is wrong." In the latter God reveals to us infallibly His own will, and says, " Do what you believe to be right ; do not, what you behave to be wrong; " and by this revelation our will is brought into immediate contact with His, whether to yield to its pressure or to resist it. Who does not know from human intercourse, the difference between a mere communication and exchange of ideas in con- versation, and the far closer shock of soul with soul when anger or love is excited, and will meets with will in conflict or in embrace? It is as bringing us into will-relations with God that conscience differs so generically from any other act of our mind. But why, it may be asked, should we treat the impulse of conscience as the voice of God, rather than the impulse of passion or of any lower instinct GOD IN CONSCIENCE. 53 which is as certainly indicative of the will of Nature, whose will is no other than the will of God ? The fallacy of this objection lies in taking some one part of our nature, some single spring of action, and treating it as though it were the whole. Human excellence is not the perfection of this faculty or of that, but of all united under the rule of conscience. Virtue for man means the subjection of the lower to the higher, their harmonious blending. Meekness, for example, or chastity, could not exist were there not strong passions to curb, a self-centred attraction to combat. All indeed is from God — the force that is curbed, and the force that curbs ; but it is for man to see that the thought of God's mind and love, the Divine intention or ideal is fully, not partially, uttered in his own conduct. The speech may be marred and broken in the utterance, and convey a distorted sense. No natural desire is wrong or evil so long as it is shaped and modified according to the pattern present to conscience ; but when suffered to run riot, though the wasted force is God's gift, yet its lawlessness is the fault of man. We have different duties with regard to our conscience, according as we mean by " conscience " the sum total of our moral judgments, or the pressure of God's will upon ours urging us to follow those moral judgments. The very same imperative obli- gation which forces us to do what we believe to be right, forces us no less, and as it were inclusively, to find out what is right, to correct, perfect, and develop our moral judgment by all means in our power. It will not hear of that moral "indiffer- 54 GOD IN CONSCIENCE. entism " which considers it but little matter what we do, so long as we do it bond fide, believing it to be right. He is no sincere friend of Right and Truth, no sincere friend of God, who cares little what offence he commits, what pain he gives, so long as it is unintentional, who is indifferent to "material" sin. True, the chief guilt, which consists in the conflict of will with will, is absent, if the fault be committed in blameless ignorance ; but the lesser harm is not inconsiderable ; nor can it be a matter of indifference to one whose soul is in sympathy with God and His ways. Such a soul will make it its first duty and most earnest desire to learn the will of God in the minutest detail. Its whole aspiration will be that of the ii8th Psalm: " Oh, let my ways be directed to the observance ot Thy justifications; then shall I not be ashamed when I shall have looked into all Thy command- ments. In my heart have I hid Thy Word that I might not sin against Thee. Blessed art Thou, O Lord, teach me Thy justifications ; unveil my eyes that I may behold the wonders of Thy law." In all other matters we are to some extent bound to secure that our mind and reason shall be, in its measure, a faithful mirror of the mind ot God, without flaw or tarnish ; but we are bound, without any qualification, to a like care, where the truth to be attained concerns the imperative will ot God touching the hourly conduct of our lives. It is therefore our first duty to educate and instruct our moral judgment continually ; to observe, to GOD IN CONSCIENCE. 55 listen, to read, to ponder, to examine, to compare, that by all means we enjoy the fullest attainable light in a matter so paramount. Our sources of information are the first principles of morality and their legitimate consequences, applied to our own experience and the experience of others ; the tradi- tions of society, the examples of the good and great ; the advice of those whose wisdom and experience give weight to their words ; and then for us Christians there is the revealed law of God, the teaching and example of Christ and His saints, the guidance of the Catholic Church in the con- sensus of her approved writers, and in the private direction whereby her priests apply and modify general principles to individual cases. Obviously, as long as life lasts, our mind will be capable of further perfection and exactitude in this as in other matters. Never shall we be so skilled as not at times to experience perplexities and to need the counsel of others. Yet our progress should ever be towards a greater self-helpfulness and inde- pendence of judgment in the affairs of our own conscience. There is no doubt a false independence which despises the ordinary means of hght and information, and strives to weave a priori cobwebs for its own use. But there is also a false depend- ence which springs from a certain mental laziness and timidity, and which seeks to throw the whole burden of one's decisions on other shoulders. As in the practical affairs of every-day life, so in the problems of conscience and self-government our aim should be to profit in every way by the experience 56 GOD IN CONSCIENCE. and wisdom of others in order to advance beyond it, and to form a power of judging for ourselves. While we are yet without experience, and while our reasoning faculty is as yet rudimentary, we must submit to the direction of others who know better. But if the child's hand is always held and guided by the teacher, if he is never told that the end of such help is to enable him eventually to dispense with it, he will never learn how to write. Similarly those who make the voice of their spiritual director a substitute for their own conscience, who never use the light that God has given them in their own reason and in the information they already possess, become crippled and paralyzed as far as the faculty of moral judgment is concerned. For the difference between death and life is the difference between that which is moved passively by another from outside, and that which moves itself in virtue of some inward principle which is part of itself. Doubtless, as has been said, there are crises and problems where the wisest and most experienced are at a loss, and then it becomes a duty to have recourse to those who are in a position to help us to see for ourselves — which is the best kind of direction — or else to command our faith and confi- dence in their claim to see what we cannot see. But short of such extremes, it is the part of the good educator and adviser not to help those who can help themselves, and who in so doing advance themselves towards a more perfect self-helpfulness. Perhaps there is no more essential condition to our growth in clearness of moral discernment, than GOD IN CONSCIENCE. 57 that of practical fidelity to the hght that is in us. Nor is the reason far to seek. It is repugnant to our natural and almost laudable pride, to sin in the full face of our better knowledge; whence comes the inevitable tendency to justify our faults both before and after we commit them — a process which involves a certain violent twisting or at least an obscuring of our moral judgments about right and wrong. Let these perversions be sufficiently frequent and grievous and we soon fall under the natural penalty of "judicial bhndness," a state in which we are culpably but really incapable of seeing the truth, and rush blindfold to our own spiritual ruin. Nay, even in smaller matters of counsel and higher per- fection, we are all continually tarnishing the clear surface of that mirror wherein the pure of heart see God and the will of God, as the sky is seen in smooth water. The edge of our spiritual discern- ment is ever being blunted by rough usage, and needing to be refined by self-examination and correction. Moreover, if mere intellectualism sometimes makes us skilful casuists and gives us a sort of delicacy of touch in dealing with the niceties of conscience, yet practical fidelity to the right, and an earnest desire to live up to our ideals, will give us a far surer guide in that instinct wherewith love feels and apprehends what will be most pleasing to the Beloved. Not that the act is purely blind and instinctive, but so swift is the inference, so minute and complex the data from which it is drawn, so prompt the following up of the will, that memory 58 GOD IN CONSCIENCE. has no time to record the process, and leaves us with the impression that we have been inspired or impelled from without. This " taste " or " tact," which love begets in us, is certainly a far safer and more useful guide than any power of reflex reasoning, however highly cultivated. The latter is not only more fallible in its process, but also is confined to problems where the data can be fully and distinctly grouped as the premises of a formal argument — a condition hardly ever realized in the concrete. The way in which we recognize the character of our own actions as right or wrong, is something like the way a child discerns its mother's pleasure or displeasure. It is done at a glance, and with infallible certitude, but who shall give a satis- factory statement of the process, or answer all the difficulties another might bring against the inadequate reasons given for the decision ? For our mind appre- hends an action not under some one or more of its formal aspects, but in its concrete entirety, in the full clothing of its circumstances, amongst which are our own character, personality, and antecedents, the sum total of our innumerable and complex motives, the clearness or unclearness of our vision at the instant of action, the fulness or the imper- fection of our deliberation, the precise degree of attraction or repugnance we experienced. This is what we can never convey to another, what we can never fully express to ourselves, so as to make any formal and logical inference available against the certainty of our intuitive judgment. It is then by fidelity to the light which is in us. GOD IN CONSCIENCE. 39 and by availing ourselves of the means of instruction provided for us, that we may hope ever to progress towards a greater refinement in our power of moral iudgment. And upon this refinement our religious faith largely depends. For the more we see in God, and the more sensitive we are to His beauty, the stronger is the bond which enslaves us to Him. But it is in proportion as we ourselves are just and merciful and patient and pure, that the purity, justice, and meekness of God and of His Church is appreciated and loved by us. Without that, no dialectic founded on prophecy and miracle, no "natural theology," will be of any service to us, either to win us, or to preserve us, or to recover us. On the other hand, fidelity to conscience must infallibly bring with it sufficient faith for salvation, and moreover will change the dry stick of barren orthodoxy into an ever-growing intelligence of the things of God. " If thy heart were right, then would every creature be unto thee a mirror of life and a book of sacred lore ; for there is no creature how small and mean soever, but reflects some ray of God's goodness. Wert thou but inwardly good and pure, thou wouldst see everything easily and understand it clearly. A pure heart pierces Heaven and Hell with its gaze. According to what we ourselves are inside, so do we judge of that which is outside."^ Moreover, faith rests on and springs from an abiding sense of the duty of belief, from a permanent recognition of God's will and command that we ' A Kempis, ii. 4. 6o GOD IN CONSCIENCE. should hold on blindly in the hour of darkness and obscurity to the truths we were convinced of in the hour of light and of clear intuition. For faith is a hearing and an obeying. But the conscience which has grown deaf to God's voice in other matters, is in danger of this last degree of deafness, when' the soul no longer recognizes the voice of the Shepherd ; nor hears, nor follows, but wanders into the darkness. Up to this we have been deahng with our duty to " conscience " regarded as the faculty of moral judg- ment ; and we have seen how this department of our reason demands special care and cultivation, that it may become to its utmost capacity a reflex of the mind of God, of that ideal which God desires to realize in us if we will but suffer Him to show us His will and to help us to follow it. But conscience stands even more properly for the pressure and inclination exerted upon our will by the will of God, which is brought to bear upon it as soon as the mind recognizes " right " to be the term and expression of a Will. This pressure is a reverential fear of God's anger as in itself the worst of evils and a self-regarding fear of the consequences of that anger; and also a love of God's good-will and favour as in itself our chief good, besides a desire for the resulting advantages of His favour. Here, again, we owe a duty to our conscience, regarded now, not as a judgment of the under- standing, but as an inclination or bent of the will. Every time we yield to this Divine stimulus, we not only maintain, but increase our sensitiveness to GOD IN CONSCIENCE. 6i its influence. We become more and more filled with a reverential fear of God's expressed will. Contrari- wise, if we resist we grow callous and unimpression- able. Every time we brave God's anger we fear it less, till at last we lose all fear, and become stone deaf to that still small voice whose whisper is caught by those only who are on the alert. Let us notice how distinct these two forms of " conscientiousness " are one from another. For we may find a great delicacy of moral judgment combined with a certain callousness of the will; and, on the other hand, a remarkable sensitiveness of will where the judgment is very ignorant and erroneous. So, too, the words, lax, rigorous, scrupulous, wide, and the like, are open to the same ambiguity. Given the same moral judgment as to the malice of a lie, one man will shrink from it far less than another; and given equal reverence for the Divine will, one will judge that to be grievous, or at least sinful, which another thinks little or nothing of. It is precisely in conscience viewed as an incli- nation of the will, that the soul comes in contact with God as the author of its moral life. In our physical and psychical life, and to a large extent in our intellectual life, God enters into us and displays His attributes in us in spite of ourselves. His power. His wisdom, His spiritual attributes, are declared in the existence and operations of our nature, in which He utters Himself in a finite manner. But if He would display His moral attri- butes — those, namely, which are essentially perfec- 62 GOD IN CONSCIENCE. tions of the free-will, perfect ways of choosing, He must stand at the door and knock until by consent we draw the bolt and let Him in. Then indeed He enters in to sup with us, to permeate our soul with His light and love, to fill her with a beauty not hei own save so far as she has not hindered the entrance of Him whose presence is her sole beauty. Nigra sum sedformosa — she is of herself dark, but in virtue of her Spouse she is full of beauty and brightness. Conscience is then, as it were, the little stalk by which the soul is united to God as to the parent of its moral life ; hanging upon Him as the fruit hangs on the tree. Through that narrow channel the Divine life is poured into our spiritual veins, and gives us our vigour and expansion, and full develop- ment ; and all that hinders that quickening inflow impoverishes and weakens our soul. Through con- science God's ideal of our individual destiny, of that final state which each one of us is capable of rising to, is gradually transferred to our moral judgment, wherein His thought is more or less imperfectly reflected ; through conscience again, our will is urged to realize the ideal thus set before us, and to suffer God to assert Himself within us. It is in recognizing God's will and presence in the urgency of conscience that interior life consists. Union and peace with God is but union and peace with conscience viewed in a higher and truer light. Here it is that God speaks to us ; not indeed as man to man, but with a far closer and more intimate communing, whereby without words or symbols we are directly made conscious of His will. To the GOD IN CONSCIENCE 63 unreflecting, conscience seems part of themselves ; its voice seems their own — so closely are God's workings intertwined with those of their will and reason. But reflection tells us that we cannot in any true sense command ourselves, or disobey ourselves, or fear our own anger, no more than we can run after ourselves, or tell lies to ourselves, or steal from ourselves. The " otherness " of God from ourselves, and of the voice of conscience from the voice of our own free resolves, needs but be clearly stated in order to be clearly recognized ; and when once recognized, our solitude is gone. " It is not good for man to be alone," is only so far true that, short of some exempting condition or higher vocation, man is fashioned and designed for the married state. But of man's spiritual being it is absolutely and essen- tially true that he is not made to be alone, or to live alone for one moment of his conscious life. He is by his whole nature and destiny an instrument in the hand of God, even as the pen I write with is wholly and altogether an instrument in my hand designed to express my thought. Conscience is the point of contact where God lays hold of this instru- ment, and inclines it to His own purpose. " Inclines " it, for it is free ; and herein is not like the pen, which has no self-perverting, self-destroying power. And He inclines it not by a blind instinct, but by an intelligent whisper, gentle in expression, but-strong and terrible in authority. And the resulting action is of us twain, whether in agreement or in disagree- ment ; we are tied together — God and myself, the 64 GOD IN CONSCIENCE. Creator and the created instrument which He chooses to wield; we are joint principles of one and the same act by which He seeks to express Himself in my conduct and Hfe. While God is to us " He," or even "Thou," we have not yet realized that intimacy which excludes all sense of distance and separateness other than personal, and which dares to couple together in thought as " we " and " us," God and the soul which He has wedded. The sense of God's nearness and inseparable intimacy to the hidden roots of our spiritual life has been prominent in good men of all times, places, and religions, who in one form or another have re-echoed David's sentiments where he likens himself to a sheep whom God leads forth to green pastures and beside still waters, checking him with His crook, or urging him with His staff, so as to keep him ever close to His side. "Though I walk through the valley of death's shadow I will fear no evil, for Thou art with me, Thy crook and Thy staff are my consolation." It is precisely in conscience that we feel these alternative checks and urgings, and find therein an assurance of the presence and careful watchfulness of " the Great Shepherd and Bishop of our souls." It is in the obedient following of con- science that we arrive at the green pastures, and lie down in peace by the waters of rest, and lack for nothing. It is the sense that God is with him that enables the conscientious man to bear calmly all manner of temptations and persecutions and in- justices. " A good man prides himself only in the witness of a good conscience. Have a good conscience GOD IN CONSCIENCE. 65 and you will have an abiding joy. A good con- science can stand a great deal, and be very cheerful in spite of troubles. A bad conscience is always timid and fidgetty. You will rest very sweetly if your heart reproach you not. Never be glad except when you have done the right thing." If there is a false independence savouring of selfish arrogance, there is also a certain true inde- pendence and " scorn of consequence," which has characterized the really great and good of all ages ; and this is due mainly to the sense of yielding obedience to no creature but to conscience alone, or else for conscience's sake. The Christian (expHcit or implicit) can never yield to wealth or position, or force or numbers ; he is no respecter of persons ; to God alone will he bend ; and thus he is fearless when conscience justifies him, and he bears himself towards all unjust usurpation with the pride of a free son of God : Gloria justorum in conscientia sua et non in ore hominum — " The pride of the just is in their own conscience, not in the prate of men." We have compared conscience to a little stalk which ties us to God, the source of our spiritual life, as the fruit is tied to the parent tree. To push this illustration, we may notice that this bond may be wholly severed, so that the fruit falls to earth and loses vital connection with the branch ; or else it may be merely weakened ; or, finally, it may be strengthened indefinitely. Here we have a picture of the bearing of our actions upon our vital union with God through conscience. There is a fatal disobedience which separates us wholly from Him ; 65 GOD IN CONSCIENCE. and a lesser disobedience which disposes us for a fall ; and then there is a close following of the mere wishes and suggestions of conscience, whereby we are knit ever more firmly to God, and the channel of communication between the soul and her Spouse grows ever wider and freer. But whether in matters of command or of counsel and suggestion, the voice of conscience Unheeded grows fainter and fainter, and sounds as from a great distance, until at last it dies away altogether. The change is in us and not in God. He has not gone far from us, but we have gone far from Him, " into a far country," where we seek freedom from the restraint of His presence, and find slavery among the swine. And if there He finds us out and pities and calls us, and puts it into our heart to arise and return to Him, still we have a long and painful journey before us. We came downhill in the fulness of our strength, we return uphill in the extremity of our exhaustion. What hope is there for us, unless He see us yet a long way off and run to meet us and to cut short our weary labour ? In other words, to recover the lost sensitiveness to conscience is a slow and difficult task, impossible without God's grace. The restoration of our perverted moral judgment is comparatively easy. It is not hard to recognize the fact that God was right and that we were wrong; that the result of our "private judgment" is that we are perishing with hunger, while the mere hirelings of Heaven abound with bread. This Peccavi, which is but the sentence of our own reason upon our own folly, is the very first da-yvn of a con- GOD IN CONSCIENCE. 67 version (be it in small matters or in great), which is perfected in that Peccavi uttered in the bosom of God. But it is hard to quicken a sentiment that has once been killed by resistance. It is hard to feel at will a fear of what we have schooled ourselves to brave. We seem to need some new and far stronger stimulus, if our heart is to be stirred. If God should break the silence around us, and speak to us with human voice and human words, we should doubtless fall down terror-stricken and cry : " What wouldst Thou have me to do ? " Yet the same God, heard in the far closer voice of con- science, has no terrors for us, — so dependent are we on habit and wont. , It is therefore to preserve us from this callous- ness, and in some measure perhaps to restore or increase our reverential fear of conscience, that the practice of examining our conscience is of such vital importance. Plainly this does not mean com- paring our moral judgments (as manifested in our conduct) with received standards, such as the Decalogue or the teaching of morahsts. This is a duty and an important one, as we have already insisted ; but is quite distinct in its object and end from that of examining our relation of obedience or disobedience to that voice which says : " Do what you believe to be right, here and now." It is one thing to inquire : Did I do what was objectively right ? another : Did I do what I sincerely believed to be right ? The first inquiry concerns the truth of our moral judgments ; the second, the reverential 68 GOD IN CONSCIENCE. submission of our will to God's. This latter is the all-important inquiry which should be made, not merely at stated times, which is well, but at all times. Am I strictly conscientious? Am I afraid of my conscience ; afraid of God ? Or am I growing callous and indifferent, and to what extent ? Often, indeed, when the substance of the trans- gression is comparatively light, yet the harm done to ourselves by violating conscience is considerable and not easily undone; just as in the matter of perseverance, an offence which its isolation is trivial, is most serious when viewed as a breach in that chain of virtuous acts by which a good habit is generated. To notice an infidelity will not undo the harm inflicted upon the will, — there, indeed, it seems that God's medicinal skill is needed, — but it will stimulate us to turn to God for forgiveness ; to beg restitution to our former state or to a better ; to make repara- tion to His Divine Majesty ; and, above all, to arrest further downward progress. The wholesale and persistent neglect of this natural duty is to induce eventually that blindness and hardness of heart through which a man comes at last to crucify his God without knowing what he is doing. This is the natural result, but it is no less, en that account, a divinely inflicted punishment, since all natural laws are but the expression of the necessary will of God. SIN JUDGED BY FAITH. " He was a murderer from the beginning, and he stood not in the truth ; because truth is not in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own, for he is a liar and the father thereof. But if I say the truth you believe Me not." — St. John viii. 44. " Cut it down, why doth it cumber the ground ? " says the master of the vineyard to his husbandman ; speaking of the fig-elm which had disappointed him year after year. " Nay," says the other, " let me dig about the roots and nourish them ; and if then it is still fruitless, let it fall." It is the work of meditation to dig about the roots of our spiritual life and to nourish them, to go deep into first principles and strengthen our grasp of them, — not very attractive or easy work, nor productive of any very sudden or sensibly violent moral revolution ; yet in the long run, slowly and surely bearing abundant and lasting fruit. Nor is it enough to review, examine, and deepen our principles. We must also judge ourselves by them ; contrasting with them our practice ; clearing the mirror of conscience and setting it before our face ; convincing ourselves of sinfulness and of sin. But especially will it conduce to that penitential spirit which is the very root of self-reform, to clear and deepen our notion 70 SIN JUDGED BY FAITH. of the nature and malice of sin, whether regarded in itself and its effects, or as an offence against the fear and reverence and worship we owe to God ; still more, against that absolute love and devotion which is His due. And here revelation comes in largely to aid the insufficiency of reason and to secure that, what otherwise would be known only with difficulty and hesitation by a few, may be known easily, certainly, and universally ; and though we may never say that revelation is a strict exigency of human nature, yet in this matter it is almost evident that if revelation were denied to us, some substitute would need to have been provided if our race was to rise from barbarism to any sort of higher moral development. Children, having no experience and only the rudiments of reason, are not expected to know what is good and expedient for them in conduct, or what is hurtful and dangerous. They must therefore believe and obey those who do know. We assign sanctions to their conduct, we threaten them with penalties and hold out rewards which will appeal to them, and will supply the place of intrinsic reasons until such time as they shall be able to see for themselves, and to justify the judgments which now seem to them arbitrary and severe. But are we not all far less than children in respect to God ? Surely the babe just born knows as much of the world and its ways as the wisest of us can know of the ways of God, whose sway stretches over heaven and earth, time and eternity. How can one whose eye rests but on the surface of things, SIN JUDGED BY FAITH. 71 and ranges within the narrowest of circles for the briefest of moments, pretend to join issue with Him whose thought penetrates all things, and estimates the bearing of the first instant of created time upon the last ? What definite notion can we possibly have of that final result to which we and all other creatures are being moved as instruments in His hand, guided by a thought which is in His mind and not in ours ? What likelihood is there of our clearly divining the meaning and scope of the primary instincts of our conscience, of those in- explicable yet irresistible impulses in the interests of right and truth and order, even at the expense of our private and separate gain ; of those unselfish sympathies with objective goodness dimly recognized as the will of Him who creates us, whose we are, and whom we serve ? Nor are we more Hkely to grasp adequately the end and purpose of those Divine commands and prohibitions which only reve- lation makes known to us. If nowhere else, at least in the direction of our life to that end for which God has given it to us, we need faith, the simple obedient faith of little children. Our first parents failed in this very point. They would be as God, knowing good and evil, judging right and wrong for themselves ; they, from the level of earth, would equal their view to His who is enthroned above the highest Heaven. They would know the why and wherefore of this arbitrary and irksome prohibition and of this threat of death ; or else they would take no notice of it, as being a violation of their dignity as intelligent and self-governing agents, 72 SIN JUDGED BY FAITH. That this spirit of private judgment and unbelief enters into every formal sin is what we shall see a httle later, when we come to consider sin in the light of reason, as a disorder in itself and as a personal offence against God. But reason is useful in this matter rather as testing and verifying the teaching of revelation, than as a guide or exponent of the full truth. After it has told us all it can tell, there still remains a large residue of mystery which we must accept on faith ; nor is the grasp of reason sufficiently firm and unfaltering to oifer a purchase for the will when under the pressure of acute temptation and blinding passion. In such crises our reason is soon dazed and bewildered, and if we cannot hold fast to God's Word we are lost. Even could we reason correctly, from the fullest data, on the subject of sin, yet we cannot always be reasoning, least of all in the hour of temptation. Besides this, our data are hopelessly inadequate, while few care to face the trouble of thought and reflection, and fewer still can think successfully and fruitfully. Obviously, therefore, faith is God's appointed means for our guidance; we must receive the Kingdom of God into our soul as little children, or not at all. It is certainly the weak point of modern Christi- anity that there is so little of this faith in us, filled as we are with the narrow rationalizing spirit of protestant self-sufficiency. It is in the air, and we inhale the poison at every breath. We are disposed to make, each of us, a god for himself, accommo- dated to the subjective peculiarities of his under- SIN JUDGED BY FAITH. 73 standing, who shall be entirely comprehensible and free from mystery, whose commands and prohi- bitions shall be perfectly explicable by the principles of human conduct and government ; but the notion of receiving God as He has revealed Himself objectively, of taking difficulties as an indication, not of error in that revelation, but of error in our own mind, is far from us. In this spirit we argue, as Eve did, not from the revealed punish- ment of sin to its internal and natural malice ; but conversely we examine sin itself, weighing it in our faulty balance, and then rise up in rebellion and declare we will not believe that it can ever merit eternal punishment. We do not see what harm can come of our transgression ; and hence we boldly pass to unbelief: "Hath God said ye shall surely die ? Ye shall not surely die." Now it is the nature of our finite intellect to judge the seed by its fruits, and not by an intui- tion of its hidden capacities. We argue from effects to causes ; from appearances to their parent realities ; from shadows and consequences to sub- stances and antecedents. We cannot see directly into the heart of a thing as God can, but we have to wait until it unfolds itself. And therefore, that we might not have to learn the nature of sin by bitter experience, and when perhaps it was too late, God gave us a revelation of the ultimate fruits and consequences of sin. He showed us how, of its own nature, it led to eternal death, so that believing His word we might be assured that sin is a far greater evil than we can ever expect to understand for 74 SIN JUDGED BY FAITH. ourselves. So it is that a good Catholic should view the question, and in the same day that we cease to be guided herein as little children, and insist on judging for ourselves, "we shall surely die" — Morte moriemini. It is, then, by meditating on these revealed con- sequences of sin that we shall most solidly establish in ourselves that spirit of holy fear in which we are so wanting in these days. Yet fear, like hope, has a double object, one direct and impersonal, the other mdirect and personal. I hope for eternal happiness ; and it is to God I look for the realization of this hope. Again, I fear eternal death, and it is before God I tremble as the Just Judge who will inflict this punishment on the unrepentant sinner. Here, for the moment, it is our aim to cultivate a fear of the person rather than of the thing ; of the anger of God rather than of the consequences of that anger. For as it is essential to our happiness to be loved of God, so it is destructive of the same to be the object of God's hatred and anger. In other words, God's anger is a greater evil to us than any of its consequences ; though when we are utterly hardened and indifferent as to how God regards us, the fear of the consequences of His wrath will sometimes prevent us from falling, or will recall us to repent- ance. The fear of God is therefore a higher motive than the fear of Hell. Either fear, however, is rightly said to be the "beginning of wisdom," or of that perfect love which casts out fear. St. Augustine likens it to the SIN JUDGED BY FAITH. 75 needle which passes through the texture, but leaves the thread behind it. For when fear is wakened in the sinner, he begins forthwith to cast about for a road of escape from the consequences of his sin, whereby he may "flee from the wrath to come." And there is but one road open. " If thou wilt enter into life, keep the Commandments ; " and these Commandments can be reduced to one — the sovereign law of love : " Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with thy whole heart and soul and strength." Hence by recourse to prayer and to the sacraments he seeks to kindle in his heart once more the flame of Divine love. And while this love is yet feeble and imperfect, it needs often to be backed up and supplemented by fear ; not being of itself strong enough to with- stand the more violent assaults of temptation. But when love is mature and perfect, then fear is said to be cast out ; " for," says St. John, " fear hath torment," i.e., he who needs the spur of fear always acts with repugnance and unwillingly, as one who chooses the less of two evils and finds no joy in his choice. Whereas he who endures out of love alone, counts the suffering as nothing. Yet, as Aquinas explains, it is not strictly fear, but the servility of fear, which is cast out by perfect love. It is called servile, because it is the motive of a slave who obeys because he must, and not ot a son who obeys with love and has one common interest with his father, or of a free soldier who obeys his captain for love of their common country. When we obey and serve God for love of His glory, 76 SIN JUDGED BY FAITH. and out of sympathy with Him and His cause — the cause of Truth and Love and Justice and Holiness and Order — then our obedience is filial and not servile. But as long and as far as we need the lash of fear, we are slaves. Yet even when love is perfect and fear can afford to be idle and rest from active co-operation in our life, we must not suppose that the motives of fear have been in any way weakened, or that, like a disused organ, it becomes atrophied and withers away. It is there all the time, as an inner barrier, ready to come into use, should the outworks give way through any mis- fortune. Thus St. Ignatius, in his Book of the Exercises, bids me pray that if at any time, through my fault, the love of God should grow cold in my heart, at least the fear of Hell may check me in my downward path, and turn my steps upward once more. In truth, the fear and the love of God must grow step by step together, because fear is the very back-bone and strength of that love. It is not something to which love is added and superimposed, but is a constitutive element of love. For love is not excited by some of the Divine attributes, as fear is by others, but by the whole complexus, by the Divine character in its entirety. Servile fear, indeed, is begotten of a partial and imperfect view of God's face ; it sees only the severer attributes — ^justice, might, majesty, wrath ; it hears only the lower notes of the chord, but is deaf to the higher and sweeter tones which combine with them into a perfect harmony. Those who do not know the SIN JUDGED BY FAITH. 77 greatness of God do not know His condescension ; those who have no conception of His justice have no conception of His mercy. We must tremble at His wrath, before we can marvel at His patience and gentleness ; we must be deafened by the thunders of Sinai, before we can be subdued by the still small voice of conscience. And all that nourishes love, nourishes fear also; for indeed, who were more alive to the severity of God's judgments, and the heinousness of sin, than those who were furthest removed from the servility of fear — the saints and the Blessed Mother of God herself? Let us be assured that no tenderness of emotion, no thrills of ecstatic ardour, are any proof of Divine love if the spirit of fear is absent. The Seraphim, who are on fire with love, veil their faces before God ; and when St. John saw Him he fell at His feet as one dead. Now-a-days men have made themselves a god who is all indulgence, softness, weakness, fashioned in their own image and likeness ; a god who is as agnostic, as indifferent to truth and right as they are themselves ; whose love is as unrestrained by self-denial as their own. But we worship a Father who chastens those whom He loves and scourges every son whom He receives ; ^ who is a fierce fire, consuming utterly whatever it cannot convert into its own nature ; who is an invincible force, crushing to powder whatever it cannot carry along with it. It is either a blessed thing or a fearful thing "to fall into the hands of the living God " — a blessed thing to fall into the hands of His ' Hebrews xii. 78 SIN JUDGED BY FAITH. love ; a fearful thing to fall into the hands of His anger. For anger and hatred of all evil is but another dimension of the love and desire of all good ; and where this latter is absolute, irresistible, infinite, the former must be no less so. In his Exercise on Sin, St. Ignatius^ would have us dwell first of all upon the fall of the apostate angels, of which we have no obscure statement in revelation, albeit the details are not given to us. It is commonly and very reasonably believed that whereas man, the lowest spiritual creature, comes to his fulness of knowledge gradually, and through a process of alternate blunders and rectifications, the unembodied spirits receive the full measure of their natural light in the first instant of their creation. Existing out of time, free from the slow successions of natural change, they have no infancy or adolescence, but are produced in their perfect maturity. Thus, the good and the true is presented to their choice fully and clearly in the first instant of their being, to accept or to reject ; nor does there await them any new aspect of the question which might alter their judgment. Whereas to every man, the good and the true is offered under a thousand inadequate aspects, time after time, until the appointed measure of light by which he is to be judged has been accorded to him — a measure manifestly differing for different individuals. Hence it is accepted usually that the fall of the angels was the work of one sin, accomplished in * This and the following discourse are developments of the first two exercises of the " First Week." SIN JUDGED BY FAITH. 79 one instant. The precise nature of that sin, or how temptation could originate in a purely spiritual being where bodily concupiscence and mental in- firmity found no place, does not directly concern us here. They are rightly said to have fallen through pride. For pride is nothing else than the rebellion of the member against the head ; the desire to be absolute and independent instead of subject; the preference of one's separate and solitary advantage to the good of the whole whereof one is but a part. It is the self-centralizing, self-exalting tendency let loose from the yoke of reason to run its course, and not restrained to the service of God, and by the higher law of universal good. Nor must we confound the conflict between nature and grace, between the higher and the lower will, between truth and error, between reason and disorder, with the struggle of mind against matter, of spirit against sense, which goes on in our human nature, compounded as it is ot soul and body. In the worst of men we may at times, not often perhaps, find the flesh subdued to the spirit, or at least not rebelUous. There may be a complete control of the passions and feelings induced by pride, ambition, or even diabolic malice. There is such a thing as a victoria vitiosa, when one vice dominates over all the rest and subdues them in its own interest. But where passion is absent or subdued, there may still be sin in the spirit ; for its tendency is not simple but complex. And so in the disembodied spirit, merely because it is a creature and finite, there is not a simple, but a double appetite or 8o SIN JUDGED BY FAITH. tendency — a resultant of two forces, one making for self-preservation, self-preference, self-development; the other, using this force, checking it and directing it to the universal and objective good, that is, to the glory of God, whereof every creature is before all else an instrument. I do not say two appetites, but one complex appetite, which sin can resolve into discordant elements. For the good or " end " of every being corresponds exactly to its nature. Every finite being is primarily for God, secondarily for itself in order to God. Were these two ends wholly disconnected, there would be two appetites. But since one is subordinate to the other, they harmonize into one complex appetite. If there is discord through sin, then as death is the severence of body and soul, neither being complete without the other, so here also severance is moral death. And it is in approving or in disturbing the due balance of these component forces that free-choice is exercised. Pride consents to the claims of self and turns a deaf ear to the claims of God and Truth. It is our love that is free. It is not enough to see the truth and to see it clearly; we must also love it. The angels saw with perfect clearness their true position as creatures of God. They saw that their own good should be subordinate to the universal good ; that they were intended and designed primarily for God and secondarily for themselves. They recognized clearly in themselves fundamental in- stinctive tendencies in harmony with this double nature and destiny of theirs. And yet being free SIN JUDGED BY FAITH. 8i to know and love this plan, and throw themselves into it, they chose otherwise. And now we have to pause and see the terrible ruin wrought by one sin in these the most glorious of God's creatures, and then learn what a deadly poison sin must be. As was the excellence of their nature, the height to which they were called, such was the depth to which they fell, and the vileness of their corruption. Human nature, falling from a lesser height, was not so irreparably shattered to pieces, nor can any lost soul of man know the full anguish of that " fire prepared for the devil and his angels." For the capacity of suffering, like the capacity of joy, is in proportion to the fineness and delicacy of the spiritual nature. What are the pains and pleasures of some sluggish reptile compared with those of the highly organized frame of man ? Similarly the angelic intellect suffers a perversion in such sort that they who are by nature full of intelli- gence and understanding, and ministers of light, are now changed into powers of darkness — " the rulers of the darkness of this world." This is notoriously the eifect of sin, to induce a judicial blindness, so that they who will not see when they can, cannot see when they will. Once bring a false principle into, any mind, and in proportion as that mind is more active and vigorous it will be reduced to a completer and more utter confusion. A torpid mind will hold the poison of a lie unassimilated long enough ; but where reason works actively, either the false principle must be thrown out, or else the whole mind brought into conformity with it. Now G 82 Sm JUDGED BY FAllU. what is effected in the human mind by a gradual process of leavening, is effected instantaneously in minds unfettered by time and cerebral limitation, such as those of the angels. Hence we can imagine the total and radical revolution caused by sin in the angelic intellect, inducing a confusion like that of a panic-stricken army in retreat. Nor does this mean a change in their essential nature ; but only a state induced by their irrevocable free choice of a lie, to which they must cleave for ever, having passed into their eternal and unchanging condition. What tastes sweet to a healthy palate tastes bitter to one which is disordered. God, who is the final perfection, the supreme desire and the joy of the sound and healthy will, is the torment and horror and death of the will perverted by sin. For it is at once violently drawn towards Him by the funda- mental and ineradicable instinct of its nature, and yet driven back in consequence of its self-induced antagonism to truth and goodness; and thus it is racked and straitened unceasingly. It is as when one whose eyes are weak with disease is compelled to endure a glare of light tolerable to none but the strongest vision. Thus the whole force of the angelic will is turned from love to hatred ; and there is no hatred so bitter as that of what we once loved most ardently. To the fallen angels, God, and man (the image of God), and love, truth, justice, holiness, order, beauty, harmony (the cause and interest of God), are all as hateful as they are dear to the saints and unfallen angels. And all this ruin is in a true sense the natural effect of sin ; of trying to stand in SIN JUDGED BY FAITH. 83 stiff opposition against the irresistible onrush of God's will and God's love. And when we say it is the natural effect, we do not deny that such penalties of sin are inflicted by the will of God. For all natural effects result from the will or inclination of nature, which is in truth the will of Him on whose nature all natural laws depend. For it is indeed the personal will of God which moves in all nature, physical and spiritual, and is expressed in the laws of nature. There are certain unessential determina- tions of the law of sin's penal consequences which may depend on God's free-will, but the substance of the law is from His necessary will, from the very nature of things in themselves, that is, of God in Himself. If a man leaps over a precipice, he cannot blame the rocks below for dashing him to pieces ; nor can we blame God if, when we wilfully fling ourselves against the immoveable rock of His truth and love, we are shattered to atoms and eternally destroyed. We can only blame ourselves, our own free choice. But how can a God of love entrust His creatures with such a power of self-destruction ? Here again we are complaining of the necessary will of God, as though it were His free-will. The power of choice, like every other grace, is given in resurrectionem ; for our help, not for our hurt — it is intended for use, not for abuse. If it is used for our hurt, in ruinani, that is no part of God's will or design. Yet from the very nature of the gift it must be capable of abuse in those who are yet in a state of imperfection and probation 84 SIN JUDGED BY FAITH. Self-formation, self-movement is the very idea of life. An animal is not a machine moved by God as by an outside force ; but it forms and moves itself in virtue of internal principles which obey God's will, and God's will is no physical or mechanical force. It is also the dignity and privilege of the created spirit and of intelligent life, to be self-forming. We become what we love ; we are true and good and great by freely loving and choosing goodness and truth and greatness ; we become divine by choosing God. He puts before our eyes as an end to be reached, as an ideal to be realized, a true self as opposed to a false self. He offers us life and death, sweet and bitter, and leaves us free to enter into one heritage or the other. The human spirit determines and forms itself to some degree in its every free choice. Each act is of its own nature a step taken in the right direction or the wrong. It is implicitly a choice of an ideal happiness in which God holds, either the sole place, or at least the first place, or else in which something takes precedence of God. But the angels formed or misformed themselves finally and irre- vocably in their first choice made in the full light of all the knowledge of which they were capable. The contemplation of this ruin which the fallen spirits wrought in themselves by their sin ought to breed in us that double fear of which we spoke above ; first, a fear of those evil consequences them- selves, which is altogether prudential and self- regarding; secondly, a great personal fear of God, SIN JUDGED BY FAITH. from whose necessary will and law all these terrors proceed, and of whose past anger they are the effect and expression. For indeed that anger itself is more to be dreaded than any of its consequences, since our greatest good is to be loved by God ; and our greatest evil to be hated by Him. We must therefore look back over our life of continual rebellion against the voice of our conscience and of our better self, against the voice of God within us, and think how great a weight of indig- nation we have been storing up against ourselves, albeit God's mercy has so far restrained the storm from bursting upon us. No man ever violates the laws of nature with impunity. The vengeance may be slow, but it is sure. And the law of conscience is just as inexorable, being no less an expression of the same invincible will and love. Yet in both orders there is room for miracle; for the intervention of God's free-will, which can supplement and determine, without contradicting the natural and necessary course of things. He who can heal the sick and raise the dead with His word, can call the soul back from corruption ; He who made a way through the Red Sea, can hold back the billows of wrath already curving over the sinner, ere they break and overwhelm him. If we now turn to the story of the fall of our first parents, the same lesson of sin's deadly character is brought home to us again. We must dwell upon the world as it would have been had Adam never sinned nor forfeited all those preternatural pre- rogatives and conditions of nature by which God 86 SIN JUDGED BY FAITH. designed to raise this earth to a paradise, to make it the vestibule of Heaven itself. We must eliminate sin, and concupiscence, and ignorance, and sickness, and death from this world, and people it with inhabitants who in happiness and holiness would be more akin to angels than to men such as we are. And with all this we have to contrast, not the present world, whose corruption is mitigated with the leaven of Christianity, whose despair is quelled by the hope of redemption, but rather with such a world as this would have been without the Gospel and without all that light and grace by which it was and is educated and prepared, so to say, for the Gospel. And this contrast presents us with a measure of the evil of sin and of the vehemence of God's abhorrence of sin, of His natural and necessary antagonism to wickedness and pride. He had in Adam raised man from the dust of his unassisted frail humanity, to set him with the princes of his people, almost on a level with the angels in respect of light, and self-control, and immortaUty; their equal in point of supernatural grace ; their superior in virtue of the prospective Incarnation of God and His alliance with our family. He had made him little less than a god, crowning him with glory and honour. But being in honour man had no under- standing. He would not be less than a god, but equal to God in the discernment of good and evil ; and thus in the pride of knowledge he became as the beasts that perish. He would clamber to a yet higher eminence than God had allowed to him. SIN JUDGED BY FAITH. 87 and in the very act fell headlong to earth again, maimed and crippled. Finally, we may consider the revealed conse- quences of one single unrepented deadly sin. And by a deadly sin we mean an act whereby the will aims at an ideal of ultimate happiness in which the possession of God and submission to Him does not hold the first place, but is sacrificed to something else. For in every free act, as has already been said, we implicitly make for some such ideal. If the act of its own nature and tendency is incom- patible with God's supremacy among the objects of our final bliss, it is a mortal or deadly sin. If it is compatible with that supremacy and yet is directed to some final object which is not itself referred and subordinated to God, but loved besides and together with God, in such sort that it makes for an ultimate state of bliss whereof God is the chief, but not the only factor — then the sin is venial. " He who loves father or mother more than Me is not worthy of Me," says God. It may be that such a man loves God very tenderly and sincerely. But he does not love Him with the love due to God if God holds the second place to any creature or to all creatures put together. If, however, God does hold the first and supreme place in his scheme of happiness, then the welfare of his parents or children may be an object of desire in two ways. First, in such sort that he loves his child just in the way God wishes him to love it, in sympathy with God's mind and will in the matter ; recognizing his own affection as God-given and as indicating God's will ; 88 SIN JUDGED BY FAITH. seeing God in the creature and the creature in God. And such love is only an extension of the love of God ; and its object is in a way united with God into one complex object, and loved in harmony with God. When all creatures are so loved, then a man loves God not only supremely, but solely, with his whole heart. And this is the perfection of sanctity ; a state which we have to strive to attain. Secondly, loving God supremely, and being willing if necessary to make the sacrifice of Abraham, a man may love his child or his reputation or some other creature ultimately and for its own sake, and in some way co-ordinately with God, albeit in no sense supremely. He may be willing for the sake of that creature, not indeed to break with God, but to sacrifice God's lesser interests in certain matters, just as a man who would die for his corntry may shirk paying taxes and other small duties of a good citizen. And such sins are venial ; incompatible with perfect love, but not incompatible with sufficient and substantial love. God preponderates in the affections, but He does not satisfy and absorb them entirely.^ 1 As the difference between venial sin and imperfection is a source of difficulty to many, it may be well to note that "imper- fection " is used positively and negatively. Positively, for a deficiency of some perfection that is due and obligatory ; as e.g., we speak of an imperfectly formed letter, meaning a misformed letter. It implies, however, that the defect is slight and not substantial. So used, an imperfection in our moral conduct is the same as a venial sin. Negatively, the term is used to denote the absence of some perfec- tion which is in no way due or obligatory, but which would add a certain fulness and richness to the good action in question, and is a matter perhaps of counsel. God is pleased if I am generous to the poor : more pleased if I am more generous ; but not displeased if I SIN JUDGED BY FAITH. 89 Our Saviour reveals to us the natural conse- quences of deadly sin when He says, " I say unto you, My friends : Fear not them that can kill the body, and after that have nothing more that they can do. But I will tell you whom you shall fear : fear Him who, after He hath killed, hath power to cast both soul and body into Hell, yea, I say unto you, fear Him." And here notice that He speaks to His friends ; to those whose hearts are now full of loyal love for their Master. Yet neither they, nor any of us, however fervent and devoted, can afford to dispense with this safeguard of holy fear. And who is it that speaks? Jesus Christ, the very am not more generous. If in some sense the more perfect act is also the more reasonable, it does not mean that the less perfect is positively unreasonable, but merely less reasonable, provided it be entirely good, so far as it goes, and contain no positive disorder. To make the better course always obligatory, to deny that an action is good because it might be better, to exclude all possibility of exercising free generosity by works of counsel and supererogation, is also to open the door to interminable scrupulosity and to make our every action sinful — as Luther would have it. Thus when we speak of " perfect love " as a matter of precept, and when we imply that in some sense it is necessary and obligatory that God should entirely satisfy and absorb our affections, we mean that to love ourselves or any creature with a love which is not referable and at least implicitly referred to the love of God, is, however venial, a positive imperfection. Such love is "perfect" because it lacks nothing due to it. But that we should love God with an heroic intensity of fervour, that we should explicitly and frequently refer all our affections and interests to Him, that we should be devoted and enthusiastic in His service, that we should embrace the counsels as well as fulfil the precepts — all this adds a perfection and fulness to our love which, however reasonable, is in no way due or obligatory, and the withholding of which, though less reasonable, is in no positive way unreasonable, imperfect, or inordinate ; but only in a negative way. go SIN JUDGED BY FAITH. Truth ; so calm and moderate and faithful in all His utterances ; the same God who made man and who made Hell; who became Man and died that He might save man from Hell. He does not think it a sordid thing to stand in awe of Him who is a " consuming fire." He knows that such fear is the very foundation and fibre of the tenderest and only enduring filial love and self-forgetful devotion. " Fear Him ; yea, I say to you, fear Him." How He insists upon it ! Nor are we to forget that the body is to bear its shaire in the soul's destiny for evil as well as for good ; and that the fire prepared for fallen spirits will contain all the virtuality of bodily fire. And again He says, " If thy right hand or right foot cause thee to stumble, cut it off and cast it from thee ; " that is, if your chief means of helpful- ness or of livelihood should be to you an occasion of deadly sin; or if that on which your pre-eminence and success in the race of life depends should separate you from your allegiance to God, " cut it off" — a sharp, decisive, painful sacrifice — "and cast it from you ; " put it as far from you as you can ; shake it off like a poisonous viper; no regrets, no looking back to the city of sin ! " And if thy right eye offend thee, pluck it out and cast it from thee ; " if father, mother, child, spouse, or friend, if one who is dear to you as the apple of your eye, dearer far than life itself, even if such a one should stand between you and salvation, " pluck it out and cast it from you ; " no compromise, no quarter. Surely " this is a hard saying : who can bear it ? " Yet it is SIN JUDGED BY FAITH. g> only what is said elsewhere: "He that loveth father, or mother, or child more than Me is not worthy of Me." It is only what the conscience of great and good men, pagan or Christian, in all ages have told them, that the claims of truth and justice are paramount ; that he who refuses if need be to sacrifice his only son rather than he, is not worthy of the truth ; that death is a less evil than merited dishonour. And why am I to nerve myself to such anguish ? " It is better for thee," says our Lord. He does not appeal to His own goodness, which claims my entire love and service, but simply to my prudential self- regard. And He assures me, as one who knows and sees the Hell He is speaking of, that all I can suffer in this life through loss of livelihood, through failure, through poverty and contempt, through loneliness and separation and the rending of my heart-strings, is not worth a thought compared with the misery and anguish of that eternal, unchanging state of destruction and spiritual death, that "gehenna of fire where the worm dieth not and the fire is not quenched." And if that is what mortal sin means; if that is the measure of its hidden malice and of its vehement antagonism to God's goodness, and, therefore, the measure of the Divine anger and indignation which it necessarily excites, have I not great reason to feel shame and confusion at the thought of myself as I must appear in the eyes of God, seeing what my past life has been, and how persistently I have opposed God's almighty will and love, constraining me through my 92 SIN JUDGED BY FAITH. conscience, urging me ever onward and upward, yet ever repulsed or at best unheeded. And so I betake myself to the Cross whereon God is dying in torments to save me from Hell ; and I marvel and wonder why it is He has singled me out for so much mercy, and patience, and forgiveness. I think what He might have done to me a thousand times over, in all justice, leaving me to the natural consequences of my madness and folly; and I look up to His bleeding brow and wounded hands and feet and pierced Heart, and see what He has done instead. mira circa nos tuce pietatis dignatio ! O inestimabilis dilectio caritatis, ut servum redimeres Filium tradidisti ! — " O wondrous condescension of Thy pity in our regard 1 O unspeakable tenderness of charity ! to ransom Thy slave Thou didst deliver up Thy Son ! " And if the thought of His merited wrath and indignation filled me with shame and confusion, my shame is multiplied a hundred-fold when I contemplate His patience and love. And then at His feet with Mary Magdalene and in the presence of His Blessed Mother weeping for my sins, I ask myself what have I done for Christ in the past ; or rather what have I not done against Him ? What am I doing for Christ now? What am I going to do for Christ in the future? And then I offer myself to be His for ever. Domine, quid me vis facer e ? — " Lord, what wouldst Thou have me to do?" SIN JUDGED BY REASON. "We have never been slaves to any man: how sayest thou : You shall be free ? Jesus answered them : Amen, amen, I say unto you, that whosoever committeth sin is the servant of sin." — St. John viii. 33. We have now to ask ourselves what mere reason can tell us about the nature of sin. Not that reason unassisted could ever have got as far as it can now get since faith has gone before and pointed out the way. Faith tells us many things that are well within the compass of reason; but reason would never have thought of them if faith had not suggested them. There are times and moods for all of us — all who are human, and not wanting in that frailty which, mingling with the higher and nobler elements of our nature, gives it its characteristic pathos — there are times when we think that if there were no God, no future life, no restrictions and prohibitions, life would be aimless indeed, inexplicable, unmeaning, yet for its brief span so much easier, more painless, more enjoyable, thfit we almost regret our high destiny as sons of God, and envy those whose consciences have grown callous to scruples and remorse. The constant peace and blessedness of God's service makes but a slight dint in our memory, 9 4 SIN JUDGED BY REASON. compared with the occasional crosses and restraints which are the small price we pay for it. To our ingratitude it seems that all that is right is hard, all that is wrong is easy, that God's ways are perversely uphill and narrow, and the ways of sin broad and downhill ; and we never look to the fruit and issue of one and the other. It is the policy of Satan to represent our loving Father as an arbitrary tyrant, ruling us as slaves in His own interest, or as an austere Master, reaping where He has not sown and gleaning where He has not scattered ; as one delighting in restrictions and prohibitions for their own sake, and, as it were, in order to find new occasions for the exercise and display of authority. So it was that the tempter argued with our first parents in Paradise, and so it is that he tempts us all daily by whispered insinua- tions to that same effect. Well does St. Ignatius speak of him as the "enemy of human nature." Hating God, he necessarily hates God's image and likeness and all that God loves ; and his one aim is to obliterate and defile the likeness, since his malice is impotent against the original. Still more, ever since God in Christ has wed to Himself the human family, and thus raised man above the highest angels, does the " enemy of human nature " long to degrade and profane what God has so exalted and sanctified. No, God is not arbitrary ; and if His command- ment and discipline is grievous to us in our present state, it is only because all growth and development is necessarily attended with pain — moral growth no SIN JUDGED BY REASON. 95 less than physical. It involves the death of the old, and the birth of the new, a continual process ot ceasing and becoming. It must be so in finite creatures drawn forth from nothing and reaching their last perfection in process of time. It is the nature of time itself, which is but the dying and passing away of the present to give place to the future. " Except a grain of wheat fall into the ground and die, it remaineth alone ; but if it die it beareth much fruit." Wherefore if God afflicts and chastens us, it is not willingly (that is, with pleasure), but reluctantly ; it is not merely because He chooses, but because He must. It is not because He forbids sin that it is evil ; but because it is hurtful to us, therefore He forbids it. As necessarily and as vehemently as He loves His own nature, so neces- sarily, does He love man, the image of His nature, and hate all that profanes and defiles that image ; so that God's absolute detestation and abhorrence of sin is only another aspect and dimension of that infinite love, wherewith He necessarily loves His own Divine goodness. Nor even are the sanctions with which He enforces His necessary laws alto- gether arbitrary. Hell itself is as much the fruit and outcome of sin as death is of starvation or of mortal disease ; it is as much a natural law as the sequence of poverty upon prodigality ; it is dependent indeed upon the will of God, but not upon His free- will. Men are not sent to Hell, but they go there. That he who walks over a precipice should fall to the bottom, or that he who plucks out his eyes should be blind, is necessarily the will of God — as 96 SIN JUDGED BY REASON. are all natural sequences — but it is not a result of His free choice and arbitrary decree. " Concupis- cence when it is conceived bringeth forth sin, and sin when it is finished generates death," — by a natural and necessary process. However, it is not merely because it leads to the everlasting torments of Hell that the path of sin is thorny and perilous. Hell is the natural issue of sin, just because sin is so bad in itself; it is the evil fruit of an evil tree ; it is sin worked out to its full and unimpeded consequences, and given unrestrained dominion over us. And, in like manner, it is not simply because the steep and narrow way leads to Eternal Life that it is to be preferred and followed, but because it is the right way, the best way, and really the happiest way ; because, notwithstanding a certain amount of surface suffering, the yoke of Christ is easy, and the burden of His Cross is light compared with the yoke and burden of sin ; because Wisdom's ways are ways of pleasantness, and all her paths are peace. Limited as our point of view must be, and feeble as are our powers of intuition and reasoning, yet we can, to some little extent, see for ourselves that what God forbids is really bad for us in the long run, however pleasant it may seem at first. If we cannot always understand the evil of one solitary sinful act itself, and apart from all its consequences, yet we can form such an estimate of those consequences, both to the individual and to human society at large, as to understand why God, who loves us so vehemently and irresistibly, must be so inexorably opposed to SIN JUDGED BY REASON. 97 the first beginnings of such harm ; so keen to stamp out the first spark of so destructive a conflagration. "Behold," says St. James, "how great a matter a little fire kindleth." We ourselves hate the very name or even the suggestion of those things which we have cause to know to be evil and hurtful ; and similarly God's love for us leads Him to a pro- portional hate of all that is even remotely connected with our spiritual misery and destruction. If we want to know what sin is and what it leads to, we must not judge it merely by those effects which fall under our eyes every day. For no one is so thoroughly depraved as to give way to any sin without the least attempt at restraint ; much less to give way to all sins. Far less likely is it that society at large or any great part of society should throw off every yoke and abandon itself freely to evil inclina- tions of every description. Yet it is only by making some such supposition that we can form any adequate idea of the hurtfulness of sin. Let a man give way to laziness and sloth without any restraint, and at once we see life becomes inipossible for him. One such example of inertness is enough at times to destroy a whole family and bring it to poverty and misery. What if the whole family were made up of such members ? What if all society were so consti- tuted? Plainly this vice alone — whose seed is in every one of us — would involve the speedy extinction of the human race were it let have its own way. How soon and how utterly the habit of telling lies ruins the moral character of its victims ! how quickly it extends, and how deeply its roots reach H 98 SIN JUDGED BY REASON. down into the soul ! How incurable it is ! How it paralyzes the gift of speech, whose purpose is to mirror the soul. And when the disease becomes epidemic, how ruinous it is to mutual trust and charity and reverence ! Yet perhaps we have seldom met an wholly unmitigated liar who made no pre- tence whatever of veracity; and even the most degraded populations have offered some kind of resistance to the spread of the practice. ' Perhaps one lie in itself may at times seem utterly harmless ; not only free from all hurtful consequences, but fruitful in good consequences, conducive to peace, and charity, and justice. But there is an infinite distance between the man who has never lied, whose veracity is still " virgin," and him who has crossed the line, and who has given proof that his allegiance to truth is not absolute, but qualified. It may be a little thing, but like so many other little things, it involves a great principle. A lie, as such, is an apostasy from the cause of God; a concession to the cause of darkness and deception. " It is only a venial sin," one may say. Yes, but God would rather see you blind, halt, and maimed than that you should commit a venial sin ; so differently does He judge of what is hurtful to you. A lie, how harmless soever, how helpful soever, is in His eyes like to the first plague-spot of a disease which has swept nations off the face of the earth ; it is a little germ full of the most virulent poison, and with unlimited powers of self-dissemination. We may consider anger in the same way ; the suffering it causes to its victims and to all those SIN JUDGED BY REASON. 99 around them ; what crimes it leads to — blasphemy, cruelty, violence, injury; yet rarely is it wholly unrestrained. What then if it had full play ; if it were indulged in universally? Who could live in such a hell upon earth ? And so of resentment, peevishness, discontent, sarcasm, ill-nature, pride, arrogance, boasting, meanness, avarice, selfishness, fraud, dishonesty ; not to speak of coarser vices like drunkenness and impurity. Let any one of them run its course unimpeded, and it stands to reason that it will destroy the happiness of mankind, and make life, individual and social, altogether unbear- able and impossible. It is, then, with the nature of things that our quarrel is, and not with God. We want to be free from the necessary consequences of our own actions; to keep what we have thrown away ; we barter our birthright for a mess of potage, and account our- selves wronged because we are held to our bargain. We see clearly that it is by the repetition ot single acts that habits are formed and customs become general ; and that though no one act can produce the effect, yet unless single acts are forbidden absolutely, each man will dispense himself on every occasion. And notwithstanding we act as the improvident spendthrift who, regarding each indi- vidual economy as insignificant, saves nothing, and ends in beggary. Again, our reason and intuition tell us that our whole nature is so designed and intended, that the spirit should have dominion over the flesh ; that we should never be swayed by mere feelings, passions SIN JUDGED BV REASON. and emotions, except so far as they have first been summoned before the tribunal of conscience and there approved. This is what we call self-control, or being master of oneself; and every virtue or moral strength is some particular form of self-mastery, while every vice is some particular form of self-slavery. Now, though we feel a sort of shame about merely physical infirmities, to which we are necessarily subjected, yet it is quite distinct in character from that shame we experience in being convicted ol moral weakness, of want of self-control where such control is both possible and due, e.g., in being detected in greediness, or meanness, or untruthful- ness, or dishonesty. We recognize that our nature is thereby perverted and distorted, nay, rather inverted, since what should be under is uppermost ; the flesh leads and the spirit follows : Servi dominati sunt nostri — " Those who should be our slaves, are our masters." We feel the unmanliness of sin and vice. Indeed, we are wont to characterize this lack of self- mastery as effeminate, brutal, savage — words which all confess that developed humanity implies perfect self-control. Hence even when we sin we invariably try to deceive ourselves and others by finding reasons to justify our conduct, as though we scorned to acl on mere inclination or otherwise than on principle, thereby tacitly confessing that we are thoroughly ashamed of ourselves for having acted otherwise. And together with this natural shame at our moral nakedness, there is a more or less explicit sense of guilt or of offence committed against that neces- sary will of God made known to us in the ordinations SIN JUDGED BY REASON. of nature and in the design of our own spiritual constitution ; a sense that we have not only marred ourselves, but angered Him whose work and image we are. All this, be it noted, is something quite dis- tinct from the sense of having merited the censure of our fellow-men, or the censure that our own mind tells us we should pass upon another who acted similarly. It is distinct, moreover, from the appre- hension of any pains or punishments our sin may bring upon us, of any pleasures and rewards it may deprive us of. These apprehensions may co-exist with the sense of guilt and moral shame, and even predominate in our thought where conscience has grown enfeebled, but they are merely prudential and self-regarding motives, born of a love, right in itself, but no way akin to that unselfish love of objective rightness and of the Divine will which finds utter- ance in the dictates of conscience. But besides all the positive harm which sin works in us, we must remember that it excludes and deprives us of that Divine goodness and happiness for which we were created, namely, the unselfish love of our God and Maker and of our fellow-men in God and for God. It ties us down to what is sordid and transitory; it founds our happiness on the shifting sand, and not on the eternal rock. Pride is incompatible with the praise of God ; self-sufficiency with reverence ; self-seeking with service. In every sense, therefore, sin is our ruin and destruction ; it is the death and corruption of our soul ; and it is only because at present we can drug ourselves with the narcotic of pleasure, or SIN JUDGED BY REASON. of distracting excitement, and because the spirit is not alone with itself but can pour itself out on creatures, that we do not already somewhat experi- ence the torments of the damned by a faint fore- taste. Yet all this objective harm and disorder, this hurt to ourselves and to others, is the least evil of sin, even as reason considers the matter. For our conscience testifies not only to a violation of order, but to a defiance of the will of the ordainer ; it tells us that sin is an opposition of person to person, and of will to will; an unjust opposition of the creature to its God and Creator ; of the feeble and finite will to the omnipotent and irresistible will of the Divine Goodness and Love. We feel that we have made ourselves hateful to the All-holy and All- mighty. To be loved, no less than to love, is our last end or beatitude — for all personal love is im- perfect and restless till it is mutual. We seek, not God's gifts, but Himself, just as nothing we give Him and do for Him will suffice if we withhold our very self. Sicut non sufficeret tibi, omnibus habitis, prater me ; ita nee mihi placere poterit quidquid dederis, te non oblato — " As the whole creation could not satisfy thee without Me, so neither can all thy gifts satisfy Me if thou give not thyself." ^ As it is by loving Him that we give ourselves to God and He possesses us, so it is by loving us that He gives Himself to us and we possess Him. To be hated by God, to be the object of His anger and dislike, is in itself, apart from all other evil consequences in Imitation, iv. 8. SIN JUDGED BY REASON. 103 the way of punishment, the greatest evil that can befall us. And it is precisely as involving a resistance of will to will that sin generates anger, like the steel which strikes fire from the flint. We know this from ourselves. However grieved we may be for the hurt done to us, or the opposition offered to our wishes by some inanimate or irresponsible cause, we are not angry as with a person. But voluntary opposition, especially if we conceive it to be unjust, excites first annoyance, then indignation, which grows and gathers like an angry storm-cloud, and bursts at last in a fury of vengeance and reprisal. So it is that by opposing the will and determination of omnipotent Love, sin stores up Divine indignation against the sinner, which when let loose from the restraining hand of mercy, will drive him from the presence and favour of God as chaff is driven before the face of the tempest. And here St. Ignatius would have me contrast myself with God, person with person ; and to this end first to dwell upon the absolute insignificance of my own personality, as but one of the almost intinite multitudes of men which have peopled the earth. A man may be somebody in his own house- hold and family; though even there he is soon forgotten — but what is he in a great crowd or assembly ? what as one of a nation ? what as one of a race? — and yet what is that race compared with the numberless orders of spiritual personalities which belong to the other world ? My moral and personal insignificance therefore is hardly less than 104 SIN JUDGED BY REASON. my physical insignificance as an atom of this material universe, or as a solitary ripple on the endless sea of time. And' then I am to contrast my frailty and weakness with the Divine strength and endurance, my fleeting life with God's eternity ; what am I but an autumn leaf that trembles on the bough and is caught away by the first breeze — -Folium quod vento rapitur, as Job says ; on what a slender thread I hang ! What is my physical force compared with the forces of nature ; what stand could I make against the rage of the ocean, or against the earthquake, or the thunderbolt ; what resistance could I offer to the impetus of a planet ; wha*: to all the forces ol the universe leagued against me ? And yet God moves them with His finger, nay, with the least breath of His Love, of His Holy Spirit — the Digitus Dei. And it is against the infinite impetus of that Love, against the omnipotence of that subsistent Will, that I set myself when I sin. I defy the laws not only of the universe, but of the Builder of the universe ; I endeavour not only to turn aside the course of Nature, but to change that Divine Nature whence created Nature derives all her force and necessity. Is it wonderful if sin issues sooner or later in the destruction of the sinner ? Further, in every sin I set up my judgment against God's judgment ; my wisdom against His ; I pretend to know better than He what is good for me, what I ought to do. Or I refuse to obey because I do not see the why and the wherefore. I, from my little corner of this darkened cave of a SIN JUDGED BY REASON. S05 universe, guessing from passing shadows and gleams as to what is going on above and beyond, pretend to an equality with Him whose eyes are over all the earth, and see from end to end of time. Yet what do I know compared with so many around me ? What, compared with the collective know- ledge of the race ? And what is this, compared with what is knowable to man and may yet be known ? And this again is to God's wisdom and knowledge as the light of a glow-worm to the light of the sun. How sickening and irritating is the scepticism or the dogmatism of the half-educated mind inflated with its modicum of late-acquired, ill-digested knowledge ! Yet is it anything like as disgusting as must be the self-sufficiency and vain intellectual conceit involved in every sin ? And then I am to contrast the Divine good- ness with my own vileness and poverty of body and soul ; dwelling on this corpus humilitatis — " this body of humiliation," this burden of corruptible flesh, with all its infirmities normal and morbid, designed to be a perpetual Memento of our deri- vation from the slime of the earth. Memento homo, says the Church to us year by year, quia pulvis es et in pulverem reverteris — "Remember, O man, that dust thou art and unto dust thou shalt return." Yet how little do men seem to remember it when they strut about with their heads in the air, as though they were not at best whited sepulchres ; as though they did not need continual tending and cleansing in order not to be altogether loathsome and horrible ; as though they were not at every turn liable io6 SIN JUDGED BY REASON. to be seized upon by one of those legion diseases which He in ambush round our path in the service of inevitable death and decay. In making man, in yoking the lowest grade of spiritual substance to an animal carcase, God's wisdom seemed to have devised a being to whom pride should be impossible and ridiculous, in wiiom it should find no food to feed on, no cleft or cranny to lurk in. Even under the most favourable conditions, if God has endowed me with perfect health, vigour, strength, and beauty, how perishable and transitory it is ; how slight and common an excellence it is ; above all, how entirely a gift of God through natural and necessary causes ! When I think of all the beauty and grace and wisdom displayed in physical nature which has inspired so much joy and worship in hearts of kindred beauty, and when I remember that all this, together with that of countless worlds as fair and wonderful, is but a hint at that undreamt-of Beauty which is God, surely I must be in straits for something to pride myself on if I can find aught in my body. Yet it cannot be denied that perfect bodily health and beauty often breed a spirit of independence, an insolence of pride, which leads to sin. If I turn from my body to my soul, there I find still less to boast of. Doubtless as it leaves God's hands, the soul of man, however lowly its rank in the spiritual order, is immeasurably greater and nobler than anything in the world of matter. Yet as there is no animal born so feeble and unprotected as man, so urgently in need of assistance and nurture SIN JUDGED BY REASON. 107 and education, depending as he does on the family and on society for his proper development, in like manner his soul's greatness is all potential and in capacity, and depends for . its development on union and association with God. It is by nature a re- ceptacle or dwelling-place of God's light and love, and derives all its goodness and beauty from His indwelling. For as the body when the soul is withdrawn becomes so much carrion and rotten- ness, so the soul when it* ceases to "lean on her beloved," to cling to Him as the vine to the elm, becomes corrupt and abominable beyond all measure. What brightness has the mirror apart from the sun, and what greatness or goodness has the soul which casts off God ? If this is true of all created spirits, it is truest of man's soul, the least and feeblest, albeit the dearest of all God's dear children. And when the corruption of spiritual death once sets in, then indeed, as St. Ignatius says, the soul becomes no better than a centre of pestilential infection streaming out on all sides. We can perhaps never sufficiently realize how sin ramifies in its harmful consequences as long as the world lasts ; how it is a httle spore which of its own nature tends to multiply with fearful rapidity long after the act has been forgiven by God and forgotten by us. And this gives another point of sharp contrast between the vileness of my own soul and the goodness of God, whom I offend so easily. From Him as from its source flows out all that is good in this world, whether in Nature or the sc-:l of man ; all the light and glory of creation radiates io8 SIN JUDGED BY REASON. from this Sun, all darkness and death is only a name for His absence ; while the only absolute and un- qualified evil which mars His work is sin, and sin flows from the perverse .will of man to " increase and multiply and replenish the earth," and to change it from Paradise into Hell. Vile as I am, however, soul and body, by sin I put myself on an equality with God ; as though I were as good as He. I refuse to accept a position of subjection and inferiority. It is so with every rebel and his liege-lord ; he is always a leveller and an upstart. We smile now superciliously at the old Ptolemaic astronomy, which represented the sun as whirled round the earth once a day. We show how absurd it would be to suppose a body so vast should sweep through a circle with a radius ot ninety million miles in twenty-four hours ; how much easier it is to suppose the daily revolution oi the earth on its axis ; especially when the fixed stars, whose mass and distance we now can con- jecture less inadequately, offer each of them a similar and greater difficulty. And yet, when we sin we are guilty of an immeasurably greater absurdity. We make self the centre round which God and every- thing else is to revolve ; our will is to rule, and God's is to be ruled. This is surely the worst part of sin, the personal opposition of the creature to its Creator, of will to will ; of our self-love to the love of God ; the objective harm, which is the matter oi prohibition, is a little evil compared with this; though viewed in another aspect this too is an objective disorder beyond all other. For obedience SIN JUDGED BY REASON. 109 is itself a virtue, as much as any other virtue which we practise under obedience ; and if reason is violated by a disturbance of the due relation between men, or by faults against temperance or self-control, so most of all when man sets his will against the will of God. Here St. Ignatius would have me pause and gather up the results of my recent reflections ; look back on that long indictment I brought home to myself in the review of my past life; weigh- ing well the severity of the Divine justice revealed to me in Holy Writ ; seeing iinally how all this harmonizes with the dictates of my natural reason, which is forced to cry out : "Justus es, Domine, et rectum judicium tuum — "Just art Thou, O God, and right in Thy judgments." And if God has opened my eyes and touched my heart, I shall surely break out into a cry of astonishment at God's goodness and mercy, which has borne with me so long and so patiently. For when He might most justly over and over again have cut me off in the midst of my sins, or withdrawn all His richer graces, and suffered me to run my own perverse course from bad to worse. He has instead pursued me, and overwhelmed me with forgiveness and generosity ; He has served me in all His creatures, has fed and supported me; He has given me all my life, movement, thought, and will — nay, the very acts and energies I turned against Him were the gifts and evidences of His present love. He might well have sent His angels to destroy me, but instead, He gave them special charge over me to keep me in all my ways. Instead SIN JUDGED BY REASON. of turning a deaf ear to the prayers of His Blessed Mother and of His saints, and forbidding them so much as to mention my name, He not only harkened, but longed to be entreated in my behalf. In a word, when every claim to His forbearance was forfeited, when He might have loathed me in my degradation. He pitied me instead, and secretly drew me to a better mind, to a desire for His service ; and when I was yet afar off He could bear the separation no longer, but ran out to meet me, and silenced my confession with a kiss of peace. And so I betake myself once more to the foot of His Cross, and marvel what there can be in my miserable soul that "God can so love ; what has enslaved Him to this degree of self-abasement. And from marvelling I pass to love and adoration, and thence to the sorrow of a broken and contrite heart. SIN AND SUFFERING. " Amen I say to thee, thou shalt not go out from thence till thou repay the last farthing." — St. Matt. v. 26. In the preceding considerations we have spoken of sin chiefly as of a personal offence and estrangement from God. But how does this offence re-act upon our own soul ? We know that God is the life of the soul here and hereafter. The mind is made for truth, as the eye is for colour or the ear for sound. Knowledge is the life of the mind ; colour is the life of the eye ; music is the life of the ear ; God is the life of the whole soul, mind and heart. As the ear is dead till music strikes it into life ; so the soul, till God breaks upon its vision. Without God, it is dead. Yet there is the negative death of inaction, and the positive death of destruction. To hate is more than not to love. When the soul hates what is lovable; when it loves what is hateful, then it is dead with the death of conscious destruc- tion. This is the " eternal death " which the Gospel opposes to " eternal life." As the exercise of any faculty concerning its fitting and proper object is attended with joy, so pain results from its applica- tion to a wrong object. It is like forcing a lock with a wrong key. By sin we do not merely cease to be SIN AMD SUFFERING. God's friends, but we become His enemies; and this with a mutual enmity. If it is the greatest ot spiritual consolations to be at one with God ; it is the greatest of miseries to be driven from His face. A stone is not drawn more necessarily to the centre of the earth than is the created spirit to the bosom of God. Were the stone conscious of being held back from its goal, still more of being driven from it by some contrary violence, this consciousness would mean misery. To continue the metaphor : the nearer it approaches the centre, the more forcibly and impetuously is it borne on. So when the soul shakes off the fetters of matter, space, and time, and enters its proper spiritual ether, its flight towards God is as that of a bird, no longer wearying itself with futile flutterings upwards, but freed from the snare of the fowler, and steered to its home by an unerring, God-given instinct. What then, if opposed to this fundamental attraction of our whole spiritual being, this blind restless craving for God, there be found an overmastering repulsion, so that we are at once driven and drawn ; drawn, by the deep-down, ineradicable instinct of our spiritual nature and constitution ; driven, in virtue of the self-induced distortion of that nature ; driven, by those same forces and energies which we were left free either to bring into harmony with our primary impulse or else into conflict and discord with it. The pain of conscious loss^ is no mere negation, but a sharp 1 There is conscious and unconscious loss ; and there is the con- sciousness of a loss apprehended distinctly (as when one has lost his sight) and that of a loss vaguely guessed at (as in one born blind). SIN AND SUFFERING. 113 agony, whose poignancy, no doubt, is proportioned to the clearness and deliberateness of the soul's aversion from God. The same impetus of Divine love wfhich hurries along to their bliss those souls that yield themselves to its sway, crushes to powder those who dare to oppose it, or stand stiff against it ; the same light which fills the eyes of the saints with glory, dazzles and darkens and withers the eyes unanointed by grace ; the same fire which warms and gladdens and comforts God's friends, scorches, torments, and consumes His enemies. God is the life of the soul, and God is the death of the soul, "for our God is a consuming fire."' No one, save those to whom it is given, can see Him and live. When the unpardoned soul passes " from out the bourne of time and space " into the change- less instant of eternity, where longer and shorter have no meaning, and joy and sorrow no divisible dimension of duration, it finds itself for ever fixed in a state of destruction; "for ever shattered, and the same for ever." In that first eternal pang its punishment is complete, for it is not more shattered because it is longer shattered. " As the tree falls there shall it lie." And now we turn to the other element of sin — the material element, as it used to be called. We must view it as a disarrangement of God's plans ; a spoiling of His designs ; a disturbance of the order 1 We do not mean, of course, that God is to be identified with the "fire which is not quenched," but that the thought of God's goodness torments the soul of the wicked as much as it gladdens the soul of the saint. 114 SIN AND SUFFERING. of creation ; an interference with God's created glory. For God in His goodness has willed to surround Himself with creation as with a halo of glory which in no way indeed can add to His own uncreated brightness and beauty, but of which glory He is truly the subject, even as a king receives an extrinsic glory from his retinue and the pageantry of his royal Court. Here it is that God can in a true sense be said to be dependent upon us; we can further or hinder His designs; we can make reparation for our own transgressions and the transgressions of others. When we examine most of God's precepts and prohibitions we find, as far as our poor reason carries us, that they are all directed by His loving wisdom to the good of creation in general and of man in particular ; and we can often see how sin is naturally fraught with mischievous consequences for the individual and for society. Yet until we can mount up to God's throne and view things with the eyes of Him " whose wisdom reaches from end to end, and disposes of all things sweetly," we can never hope to see more than an infinitesimal fraction of the consequences of any single human act. For example, a man tells a lewd story — a little sin perhaps for him. He may mention it in confession or he may forget it. It is passed from mouth to mouth as time goes on, and gives birth to a foul thought here and there; and this springs up in the fancy unbidden a thousand times, and draws others in its train ; and perchance the thought fructifies in deeds and actions, themselves SIN AND SUFFERING. 115 fruitful of others. Who can compute the harm or tell where it will stop, if ever ? And so of many a lie; many a harsh and unkind word; many a slander and calumny; many a theft or injustice; many a negligence and omission. How terrible it would be were God to disclose to us the sum total of that harm in the world which shall eventually be traceable to our faults ! I think we should be driven to despair at once. Still more when we consider that a blemish is more hateful according as the beauty which it mars is greater. Could we but enter into the grandeur and glory of God's design, we should be utterly confounded to see how stupendous a work we had spoilt and profaned. Of course, when we sin we do not know all this; nor do we always think very explicitly of what we do know. Yet we are justly blamed and held accountable, like little children who are told not to meddle with the clock or with some other piece of machinery which they don't understand. We know very well that sin is forbidden for good reasons, by God, whose provi- dence is ' over all ; and that we ourselves are not likely to form any adequate notion of those reasons, since they are as wide-reaching as creation. But in our littleness we want to be as God, knowing good and evil for ourselves and measuring it by oui own ken. This disorder which sin produces in creation, great as it may be, is yet a finite evil. It is an injury done to God's garment, but not touch- ing His Person. As forbidden by Him, it cannot be committed without an accompanying personal ii6 StN AND SUFFERING. offence. But the two elements must not be confounded. If I annoy my friend by upset- ting his house and furniture, I cannot undo his annoyance. That is for him to do in his free forgiveness. But if after I am forgiven I neglect to re-arrange his affairs so far as I can, I tacitly reiterate my offence. Similarly, after God has forgiven us, if we neglect to set right, as far as we can, what we have set wrong ; if we fail to restore the order which we have destroyed, or to make any compensation that is in our power, we thereby relapse into our former offence. And by harm done we must not understand the mere social effects of sin, but the disturbance of that moral order which requires the subjection of our own passions to the rational will, and of the rational will to God. For this too is a finite disorder, to be compensated by a corresponding repression of the same rebellious faculties ; in a word, by their punishment — for we all feel at once that indulgence is balanced by restriction, and over-feeding by a fast. And this is what we mean by the temporal punish- ment due to sin. We say " temporal," because it is finite, and we express finitude in terms of time. For those who die in deadly sin, the temporal punishment is said to become eternal. Not that it lasts time without end, nor yet does it cease after a time — for time is no more; but because, as Aquinas points out, the state of the departed is unchangeable, unprogressive. They are stayed, and, as it were, petrified in their first conscious instant of other- world existence. And over and above the pain of SIN AND SUFFERING. 117 personal antagonism and opposition to God — their lost treasure — there recoils upon them all the evil that they have caused in God's creation, in them- selves and in others, so that the balance of the moral order is restored, and truth and right are triumphant — Deposuit potentes de sede, et exaltavit humiles — The lofty are brought low, and the lowly uplifted. Yet compared with the anguish of antagonism to God, which is the very death of the soul, this penalty for the disorder of sin is finite. As to the precise nature of that timeless torment it is vain for us to speculate. In a modified sense we may say of it : " Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, nor heart conceived." For although it is not a supernatural mystery like the Beatific Vision, yet it belongs to that spirit world outside time and space, whereof we have at best remotely analogical con- ceptions. Our Saviour speaks of a " fire unquench- able ; " and Holy Church forbids us to confine the torments simply to remorse, or to deny that it will penetrate to every corner of our conscious being, so that the senses shall expiate their unlawful indulgence by a consciousness of sense suffering. The more we learn to look upon the whole physical and visible world as the self-expression and symbol of that world which is spiritual and invisible, and to regard this frail body of our humiliation as not merely the earthly tenement of our immortal part, but as in some sense its creation and its sacrament — even as the whole world is God's creation and sacrament — the easier does it become to conceive that the element whose ii8 SIN AND SUFFERING. infusion transforms and spiritualizes the risen bodies of the saints, releasing them from the fetters of time and space, is no other than the sanctified soul transfused with the fulness of the Divine indwelling; and that as the natural soul fashions to itself a fitting garment of flesh and blood, and commu- nicates its own nature and idea for the time being to the matter which it stealthily draws from its environment, so the same soul transfigured and glorified, glorifies and transfigures that which it assumes and subdues to itself. If this be so, it is not incongruous to believe that when eternal death is perfected in the soul, its sting should send its poison into every fibre of our double nature. But in all this we are simply groping after some less inadequate statement of truths belonging to a world wholly unimaginable, and are safe only in holding to the words of the Gospel and of the Church, to those divinely authorized expressions of a mystery which is above and beyond our adequate appre- hension, which can never be exactly translated into the language of the senses. " It belongeth to the royal lordship of God," says Mother Julian of Norwich, "to have His privy counsels in peace, and it belongeth to His servants for obedience and reverence not to will to know His counsels. Our Lord hath pity and compassion on us for that some creatures make themselves so busy therein ; and I am sure if we wist how greatly we should please Him and ease ourselves to leave it, we would. The saints in Heaven they will nothing wit but what our Lord will show them." SIN AND SUFFERING. iig There is yet another consequence of sin, that is, of repeated sin, which we must take notice of; namely, vice. Vice is a propension or inclination towards sinful actions ; begotten chiefly by our own sins, though perhaps to some extent inherited from our sinful ancestors. There are also propensions to sin which in no way owe their origin to personal fault, but are merely constitutional. Now, as virtue is an adornment of the soul — for we all feel that a good disposition is a spiritual charm distinct from that of good conduct, and that good conduct is better if it proceeds from good inclination and does not need to be forced — so vice is undoubtedly a blemish which unfits the soul for the presence of God ; not, indeed, a blemish comparable to the stain of actual sin, but still a deformity and disfigurement in point of dis- position. It was the error of Pelagianism to rate men by their disposition rather than by their actual conduct, to fix their eternal destiny by the considera- tion of what they would have done in hypothetical circumstances, and not by what they did in their actual circumstances. It is by our works that we have to be judged, by our deliberate thoughts, and resolves, and words, and actions; not by our habits, inclinations, and dispositions. These latter are indeed important, but wholly for the sake of the actions to which they give birth. But so far as morality stands for virtues, good habits, and inchnations, it may be said that our whole moral evolution consists in the gradual elimination of all evil inclinations, and in the cultivation of contrary dispositions. Sin not SIN AND SUFFERING. only retards but undoes our progress in this respect However rich the repentant soul may be in grace, yet until it is purged of all vicious tendencies it is not fit for God's presence. For flesh and blood shall not inherit that Kingdom ; nor corruption incorruption. Our mortality and frailty must put on strength and immortality. And as all birth and growth and refinement is, for us earth-bound limited creatures, at the cost of much suffering and tribulation — ^er multas tribulationes — so the purifica- tion of our soul from vice and infirmity is a bitter and laborious task. It has been disputed^ whether the purgatorial fire is merely expiatory of the pains due to forgiven sins, or is also perfective of the heart and mind of the sufferer. But in truth the difference of view is more apparent than real. It is certain that nothing ' sc, Between Bellarmine and Suarez. The former thinks that even the guilt of venial sin is renuitted in Purgatory : the latter holds that such guilt, together with all vicious tendencies, is burnt out of the soul at the Particular Judgment by an act of sovereign love, leaving nothing but temporal debts for the purgatorial fire. Plainly it is largely a matter of words. Both agree that these three things — venial guilt, vicious inclination, and temporal debt — need to be purged away, the two former by some intense act of love (whose natural language is suffering or contrition), the third by pain, Bellarmine views the three processes as simultaneous, and calls it all Purgatory ; Suarez regards the third as subsequent to the two first, and reserves to it the name of Purgatory. We know too little about duration in the spirit world to make the controversy very profitable. St. Catherine of Genoa seems to take a middle position and to apply the term "Purgatory" to the second and third processes. Needless to say, this discourse of ours is founded on her classical treatise : In Us qwe it Purgatorio determinata non sunt ab Bcdesia, standum est Us qua sunt magis conformia, dictis et revela- tionibus sanctorum. (Aquinas, in 4. Sent. d. 21. q. i. a. i.) SIN AND SUFFERING. defiled can enter Heaven, and that this refers not only to the defilement of sin or to the debt of temporal pain, but also to those vicious habits and tendencies of the soul which remain after the fullest absolution and indulgence, and are called the reliquicB peccati. These spiritual diseases and indis- positions must be cured before the soul can see God ; and they are cured as soon as the medicine of grace, already received, works its full effect ; that is, when by strong, painful acts of love the soul has corresponded to and utilized the secret forces conveyed to it through the sacraments, and has thus been perfected through suffering. Now, when we say that temporal pain is due to forgiven sin — that justice requires it, it is not to be thought that pain as such can satisfy justice ; but rather pain as atoning for that lack of reverence and love involved in sin ; pain, as an expression and embodiment of love and reverence. It is because there is no love or reverence in the lost, because all they suffer is against their will, that their pains cannot in the strict sense satisfy justice, even as in this world the wicked who rebel against God's lash rather increase than remedy their guilt. It is only love that can expiate the unjust with- holding of love ; and therefore the temporal punish- ment due to forgiven sin is really in the long run medicinal, or at all events nutritive in respect to the soul of the sufferer, whether on earth or in Purgatory. As it is but a superficial and utilitarian view of Christianity which regards it principally as a system SIN AND SUFFERING. of morality whose end is social and political peace and prosperity, and which therefore looks on the life to come as a mere sanction subordinated to the securing of those temporal effects; (whereas, in truth, Christianity wholly subordinates this life to the next, making it little better than a pre-natal existence, a time of secret moulding and fashioning) so it is a mistake to regard Purgatory as a sort of accidental stage, a mere finishing process by which the last touches are put upon a work which has been substantially completed on earth. Truly in some sense it is in this life that the foundation of our salvation is laid, that its lines and dimensions are determined and fixed, that our free-will accepts, or rejects, or modifies the plans and ideals of the Divine mind in our regard. But if the seed is sown here, it is only in the glow of suffering that it germinates and sends up its stalk ; and if in some few exceptional cases that work of development is to a great extent completed in the furnace of earthly tribulation, yet for the most, and as a general law, it is in Purgatory that the causes here freely set in motion, find due conditions in which to work out their necessary effects in the soul. Doubt- less the love of the martyrs, which, like that of their Master, finds expression in absolute self-sacrifice and in the bearing of unspeakable torments, perfects the labour of many years in a little space ; but though such extreme suffering is not for all men the price of grace and salvation, yet it does not seem likely that grace can yield its full fruit or that the soul, already saved, can be fitted for the King's SIN AND SUFFERING. 123 embrace short of an equal purification by pain. The martyrs and confessors are those who to some extent received here that purgatory which we all must receive sooner or later. But the many are too weak to purchase grace at such a cost, and God condescends to their frailty by veiling from them the full burden they have taken upon themselves till such times as they shall be able to bear it willingly. We are now in a better position to appreciate the sufferings of the blessed souls in Purgatory. When the pardoned soul passes out of this life it is ushered into the presence of our Saviour, And with the intemperate energy of love Flies to the dear feet of Emmanuel : But ere it reach them, the keen sanctity Which with its effluence, like a glory, clothes And circles round the Crucified, has seized And scorched and shrivelled it ; and now it lies Passive, and still, before the awful throne. O happy, suffering soul ! for it is safe ; Consumed, yet quickened by the glance of God.^ For it is thrust through with the sharp and fier). sword of contrite love. Who has not at times been filled with self-hatred, with a passion for self- inflicted suffering, on the sudden conviction of baseness and ingratitude towards some noble and loving soul ! What then must be the anguish, the thirst for self-vengeance, when the whole lovableness of God and the whole extent and depth of its own sinfulness is first flashed upon the soul — a pain that is saved from being remorse, and yet is increased 1 Newman's Dream of Gerontius. 124 SIN AND SUFFERING. by the knowledge that in spite of all God loves it still, loves it infinitely. And proportioned to the awful force with which the disembodied and pardoned soul is drawn towards the bosom of God, is the strain and agony of that violent separation which must last till it is perfected and purified. This then is the first and chiefest pain of Purgatory, the pain of bitter, though love-born sorrow for past unlovingness ; the agony of violent present separation from an embrace just missed. I do not know if in the nature of things this suffering can be alleviated by our prayers ; or that the Holy Souls would willingly be spared a pang of that sweet saving sorrow whereby every vice is burnt out by the roots and every virtue burnt in.^ We do not know if this process be measurable in terms of time, or if it be, as Suarez seems to have thought, the work of an instant. It is, indeed, a fiery trial, whereby the gold is freed from its dross in the scorching flame of Divine love, and as long as there is dross and impurity there will be sharp agonizing suffering. But the same light which discloses to us our sin as a treason against our Eternal Lover, also shows it to us as to its intrinsic malice. There for the first time we are set face to face with God's fair plan of creation ; and we see what it is we have helped to spoil, and to what extent. We trace the ramifica- tions of our guilty acts like ugly black lines spreading ' Not that this involves any increase of sanctifying grace ; but only that the grace and love already there should work its effect and spread itself to every corner of the spiritual frame. SIN AND SUFFERING. 125 out on all sides, and stretching forward to the last syllable of recorded time. And if now our memory leaves us conscious of only a big blot here and there, then the whole story will stand out clear as to its minutest detail ; and half-smothered motives that we refused to admit to ourselves will be dragged forth into clear light ; and we shall see ourselves contrasted not only with what our inmost conscience told us, but with what it might have told us if we had used our opportunities of knowing better. And our rectified will, in full sympathy with God's, will be shocked and horrified at the hideous moral ruin we have worked ; and it will be ardent and restless in its desire to compensate and atone by its own suffering and submission, for the disorder caused by its past indulgence and rebellion. But how measure- less and all but infinite a task will this appear ! And will it not be the earnest desire of such a soul thai all should by love and patient suffering make repara- tion to God in every possible way for this great dishonour He has received ; and especially that for the harm whereof it has itself been the author, it may, by its own sufferings, or by those of others near and dear to it, make due restitution. If I see my friend's house on fire, I will get all I have any claim on, to help me to put it out — still more, if it is on fire through my carelessness ; or through some past fault that I am now sorry for. In this it is that the souls in Purgatory so earnestly desire our help, that we may hasten the day when God's honour shall be satisfied ; and when they will no longer feel the intolerable pain of responsibility for 126 SIN AND SUFFERING. a disorder not remedied, for a debt still unpaid; and when they will at last be able to enter into the joy of God's presence purified, not only from the relics of sin, from evil or imperfect inclinations, but also from that debt of personal penalty whereof they shall then have paid the last farthing. Against the practice of assisting the souls in Purgatory our laziness suggests, with some ingenuity, that after all they are happy and blessed : Beaii mortui — " Happy are the dead." They are safe in port ; out of all risk and danger. Would God we were as well off ! Let us therefore pray and work for those who are still storm-tossed and uncertain of salvation. What comparison can there be between the two needs ? First of all, this objection is not usually urged by those who are very earnest in their intercession for the living ; or who have, in consequence, no moment of time left for the needs of the dead. On the contrary, the charity which urges to the one form of intercession, usually urges to the other. Then, it is true that the souls in Purgatory are happy sub- stantially, fundamentally. But, as these words suggest, our happiness lies in layers and is divisible. Fundamental happiness is compatible with super- ficial or less fundamental misery. The saints on earth had this fundamental happiness of being right with God ; but they also had great sufferings and tribulations of soul and body to endure. And these sufferings were very real ; and very worthy of pity. I know there is a spirituality which despises — in the case of others — any trouble that is not spiritual; SIN AND SUFFERING. 127 which is so impressed with the advantages of trials and pains for other people, that it can see nothing in them to pity. " If a man has the grace of God, he has a treasure of infinite worth. Why should we pity him because he has got all the sorrows of Job on his head ; because he has lost his home, and children, and influence, and health ? These are but temporal sorrows ; these but the thorns of a heavenly crown. Why pluck them out ? " This is not God's way, who made body and soul, and redeemed both alike ; who desires not our fundamental happi- ness alone, but our entire happiness ; who afflicts always with regret, and only " for greater gain of after-bliss ; " who feels the least of our pains far more than we feel it ourselves, being " afflicted in all our afflictions ; " who pities the pitiful, and blesses the man who has consideration for the poor and needy, and smoothes his pillow for him in his sickness ; who calls a man a liar if he pretends to bewail invisible and supernatural evils, and yet has no pity for those that are visible and natural.^ The same reasons which forbid us to neglect the temporal and bodily needs of the living under pain of reproba- tion, forbid us to neglect the sufferings of the blessed dead. Nay, because they are blessed and dearer to God, we owe them a special care and service. St. Paul tells us that our charity, which is due to all, is first due to those that are of the household of the faith. And are not the blessed dead more truly in God's household than the living ? If God wants us to visit Him in the prisons of earthly justice, much 1 I St. John iv. 128 SIN AND SUFFERING. more does He wait for our consolation in the debtor's prison of heavenly justice. " Remember the poor debtors," for they cry out to us day and night with their endless Miseremini mei! Let us make friends with them now, that when our time comes they may help us, and at last welcome us into everlasting habitations. For they will not be like Pharao's butler, who, when released from prison, no longer remembered Joseph his helper, but forgot him. This, indeed, is the least of all motives, though a good one. Still better, is the thought that alms- giving, if it be the child of real charity and pitying love of others, cleanses our soul from all sin and wins us a heritage of mercy. Also, whatever unselfs us, and takes us out of our narrowness, and makes us live for others and in others, and dwell, not upon our own wounds, but on those of Christ's Mystic Body, is an incalculable good. Again, charity to the dead is in some way more beneficial to our faith than charity to the living. For faith means a realization of the invisible world ; and one reason why this devotion flags is because we are more alive to pains we can see and imagine, than to those of the mysterious spirit-world. Humani- tarian charity, important as it is, involves no great exercise of faith in the invisible. But beyond all these reasons and motives there is one which appeals to our love of God, and of His Blessed Mother, and of the saints. His friends and courtiers. We have often heard of miners being buried alive in the bowels of the earth, SrN AND SUFFERING. lig while their parents and friends were standing above their living grave, broken-hearted and terrified, listening anxiously for some sound or sign from the depths, to sustain and quicken their languish- ing hopes. So may we figure to ourselves, God and His Blessed Mother and the saints, standing on high above the abyss of Purgatory, where the Holy Souls are buried under a vast depth of incum- brances and debts of punishment to be worked out, through which their faint cries for assistance scarce penetrate : " From the depths have I cried to Thee, O Lord. Let Thy ears be attentive to the voice of my supplication." God is in some sense powerless, and dependent on our co-operation for the deliverance of His dear children, whom He afflicts not willingly but of necessity; His wisdom and justice tie His hands, and bid Him wait for the payment of the last farthing. And Mary longs to welcome them home to her Mother's heart, with all their sufferings and sorrows past, their tears wiped away, and their cup of joy filled to the brim — even as she is said to have waited with restless longing by the tomb through the vigil of Easter to clasp to her breast the first- fruits of the dead, the first-born of her many children. And the saints are also athirst for the deliverance of the blessed dead ; for every new-comer to their festival increases the joy of all the rest — a joy that grows and feeds on sympathy, a fire that burns more fierce and bright for every new faggot that is cast upon it. And so, as usual, the instinct of the Catholic J 130 SIN AND SUFFERING. religion is found to be true and right and faithful as soon as we look into it carefully and devoutly. Our faith is everywhere seen to be an exquisite harmony, so delicate, so exact in composition, that no element can be removed or disturbed without destruction to the whole. The devotion to the Holy Souls might, to a superficial thinker, seem an arbitrary accretion to the body of Catholic teaching, something stuck on from without, that could be removed without hurt. But closer examination proves it a true vital outgrowth whose veins and fibres reach down through the whole plant to the very earth itself, whence it draws its life. You cannot touch it or tear it without injury to every other article of belief, to the doctrine of sin and its consequences — which again involves the doctrine of God as Creator and Redeemer^ — to the doctrines of vicarious suffering, of the communion of saints, of charity, of mercy, and of all the doctrines which they depend upon and involve. THE GOSPEL OF PAIN. Aut pati, aut mori — " Let me either suffer or die.'' We are told in the Breviary lesson for the feast of St. Teresa^ that, not content with the passive, patient, and loving endurance of the many crosses and afflictions whereby in the ordinary course of His providence God purified and chastened her affections, and prepared her soul for an eternal union with Himself, for the everlasting embrace of the Heavenly Spouse, she was wont, in obedience to the inspiration of Divine love, to go out of her way in search of further sufferings, to regard them as pearls of great price to be earnestly sought for, and carefully hoarded when found ; that she was restless, uneasy, fretful, if ever she were wholly free from pain or sorrow or humiliation, from the Cross in one form or another. For her, life without suffer- ing was not worth living ; it was death, worse than death: Aut pati, aut mori — "Let me either suffer or die." Her earliest manifestation of this strange passion was when as a mere child she fled from home, hand in hand with her little brother, to seek martyrdom among the Moors. That indeed was the greedy ^ This is the dwelopment of a sermon preached on her feast ia 1896 in the Carivilite Church, Kensington, London. 132 THE GOSPEL OF PAIN. improvidence of childhood, which would have sacri- ficed the unknown treasures of suffering, hidden in the womb of futurity, for one short, sharp ecstasy of present pain ; which would have driven the pierc- ing sword home at a blow, rather than inch by inch, with protracted lingerings and loving delays. But God saved her from herself and from her folly, as He always does those who love Him ;. thwarting her present good desire that He might fulfil it a hundred-fold in due season. He had in reserve for her a baptism, not of blood, but of sorrow, a far deeper chalice of suffering than that which her infant greed had thirsted for, a glorious chalice full to the brim, overflowing, inebriating with heavenly joy and ecstasy. Autpati, aut mori : she was not to die, but to suffer. Non mortar sed vivam — " You shall not die, Teresa, but you shall live and suffer and declare the wonderful works of God." A strange answer, indeed, to the problem of life's value, in these days when it is so generally assumed as a first and self-evident principle that suffering is the one unmitigated evil, and that to escape it ourselves, or to lessen it for others, is the only reasonable and worthy end we can put before us. Here both egoist and altruist, he who lives for himself and he who lives for others, are at one in their estimate of good and evil. The former, indeed, by cutting the cords which would bind him by affection to his fellow-men and make him a sharer of their sufferings, narrows the area in which Sorrow can lodge the arrows she directs against him ; the latter going out of himself by sympathy, makes, together THE GOSPEL OF PAIN. 133 with the many with whom he is bound up, an easy mark for her most casual dart. Yet what they fly from, and what they fight against in both cases, is one and the same thing — pain, suffering, sorrow. None, however, are so short-sighted as not to see that, however undesirable pain may be in itself, it is, nevertheless, in the established order of things very ■often a necessary condition of life and enjoyment ; that it must be faced firmly and frequently by those who wish to extract the full value from a finite and limited existence ; so that their very horror of pain should lead them to bear it, nay, even to seek it, in their own interest or in that of others for whose happi- ness they live. They recognize that all creation is groaning and travailing, expecting its deliverance ; that pain is the inevitable condition of growth and expansion ; that life feeds upon death ; that the present must die in giving birth to the future. Aut pati, aut mori ; no life but at the cost of suffering, seems the universal law of evolution. To survive is to struggle ; to struggle is to suffer, and to cause suffering. And this law they extend from the physical into the moral and social world, and they tell us that those who, shrinking from its seeming cruelty, would by some vain Utopian scheme end this struggle between man and man, with its attendant suffering, would in reality be courting social death and decay, would be multiplying for posterity those very evils they seek to avoid for themselves. Thus those who hold most firmly that a pleasure- able life, free from pain, sorrow, and affliction, is 134 THE GOSPEL OF PAIN. the one thing to aim at, are willing to allow that only through many tribulations can we enter into such a kingdom of enjoyment. Autpati, autmori; those who flee the Cross cannot grasp even the perishable crown of pleasure. The most selfish and shameless of pleasure- seekers, if he be not led blindly by his feelings from moment to moment, if he exercise any foresight or human prudence in the conduct of life, sees clearly that he must suffer for pleasure's sake ; that he must deny himself and practise judicious self- restraint ; that he must be a miser in economizing the enjoyments of life in the present, for the sake of greater eventual gain of enjoyment. Reflection and experience alike tell him that the pleasures of life stand out more brightly against a dark background of pain. The most acute pleasure, if continuously sustained at the same pitch, soon ceases to affect our consciousness in any way ; i.e., ceases to be pleasure ; for pleasure springs from the consciousness of an agreeable state, and con- sciousness is like a drugged sleeper kept awake only by incessant rousings and changes of position, "Without going so far as those who say (with Schopenhauer), that pleasure is only the conscious- ness of a cessation or mitigation of pain, every pleasure-seeker must allow that pain is the very tonic of the sensitive faculty, whereby the dulled appetite for pleasure is sharpened anew. Without suffering, life, even for such a one, were not worth living, but would quickly exhaust itself and become flat, stale, and unprofitable. Aut pati, THE GOSPEL OF PAIN. 135 aut mori; if pleasure be life, one must either suffer or die. If we turn to the philanthropist, i.e., to him who, in obedience to a God-given instinct for which most modern philosophy vainly seeks any coherent justification, strives to communicate to others what he himself esteems the truest happiness — we find the same inevitable condition accepted. Positivism, which includes in its scheme of benevolence all sentient creation from man down to the meanest insect, decks itself out in the blood-stained garment of Christian asceticism. It breathes everywhere the spirit of self-sacrifice, it speaks the language of charity, it vaunts the Cross upon its brow. Nay, it has rediscovered Christ ; it has raised from the dead Him whom the Churches have slain. Aut pati, aut mori, it says ; the greatest amount of enjoyment for the many can only be secured by the self-sacri- fice of the few who devote their lives to a crusade against pain, the arch-enemy, who suffer more, that others may suffer less, and yet by sympathy with the joy of others, find their own unselfish sorrow turned into joy. In all this there is something so analogous to Christian fraternal charity, that the very elect themselves are often deceived. For here too — so far as there is any definite positivist morality or law — love to our neighbour is the fulfiUing of that law. Christian and positivist alike live and suffer for the common happiness. It is, however, in their estimate, not only of what true happiness consists in, but of the relation between pain and happiness, 136 THE GOSPEL OF PAIN. that they are as antagonistic one to another, as light to darkness. Too often, indeed, the kind-hearted, good-natured philanthropist makes little profession of any definite theory of life and happiness, but busies himself incessantly "going about and doing good " as his momentary instinct or feeling prompts him. He does not delay to go minutely into the remote or possible consequences of his benevolent activity, or to search, keenly into his motives, but wherever he is pained by the sufferings of others in any form, he at once seeks to relieve his own pain by relieving theirs. And by yielding to this kindly impulse and indulging it, it becomes more and more tyrannical in its demand for gratifi- cation, so that eventually he is simply dominated altogether and indiscriminately by his abhorrence of every form of suffering. Were suffering really the ultimate evil, and were enjoyment the ulti- mate good, such a tyranny of benevolence would be simply the fulness and perfection of Divine charity. Yet let such a one be reduced by poverty, sick- ness, or other causes to long years of helpless suffering in which he can no longer minister to the happiness of others, and let him be set face to face with the problem as to what that happiness is which he sought for them and which they should now minister to him, and he will be forced to see that he has hitherto been as a physician going about dispensing drugs and remedies of which he knows nothing, for the cure of diseases of which he knows as little ; that he was healing others while he knew THE GOSPEL OF PAIN. 137 not how to heal himself; that he was a blind leader of the blind ; plucking motes from his neigh- bour's eye, all unconscious of the beam in his own. An indiscriminate pain-shirker himself, he dealt with others as he himself would have wished to be dealt with. Nay, in bearing the burdens of others he far surpassed any Christian saint. For the Christian may never, for the love of others, himself forego one particle of that final happiness which he desires to secure for them, nor incur the slightest taint of that ultimate evil from which it is his supreme endeavour to preserve them. He may never sin, even a little, that others may sin less, or stand for an instant in his own light that others may enjoy a fuller view of God's face. Whereas the philan- thropist, viewing pain as the last and unqualified evil, will endure it himself that others may escape it ; thus sacrificing what he deems his own highest good as a means to the highest good of others. This self-care is sometimes objected to Christians as indicating a lower altruism, a less absolute un- selfishness than obtains, at all events in theory, among the disciples of Comte. Yet unjustly. For though the Christian must love himself before his neighbour, and though "charity begins at home," yet his self-care and self-love is subordinated as a means to the care and love of others for God's sake, that " he may have wherewith to give to him that is in need." It is only in the measure that he has found and tasted happiness himself that he will feel the desire to impart it to others. 138 THE GOSPEL OF PAIN. Flammescat igne caritas, Accendat ardor proximos,' is the Catholic principle. If, then, a man must love his own soul before his neighbour's, it is a " before- ness " of time rather than of affection. The Christian conception of humanity as an organism, as a many- branched tree rooted in God and drawing life from Him, demands that each part be animated and moved towards the general good of the whole organism as its all-dominating aim ; and yet it is in perfecting and strengthening itself that it contributes most effectively towards this universal and unselfish end. It never could possibly be for the happiness, that is, for the true well-being, of others that a man should neglect his own highest life ; but rather, the stronger, the higher he is, the more effectively can he raise and strengthen others. The mother must feed herself for the sake of the child at her breast. It is, therefore, the motive from which it springs, the end to which it is directed,, that turns what would otherwise be spiritual selfish- ness into that truest altruism which regards God and self and neighbour as one thing — vine and branches — with one life, one movement, one interest. Most of the kindness of modern humanitarians, however well meant, is really as spurious as that of the father who weakly yields to every wish and whim of his children, who will never inflict the least pain upon them that can by any possibility be avoided, who takes it for granted that suffering is ' Kindle the flame of good desire Till all around be set on fire. THE GOSPEL OF PAIN. 139 never a good, is never to be endured save by way of economy as a condition of less eventual suffer- ing. Yet even this end should make the develop- ment of the pain-bearing faculty a far more important feature of education than it is at the present day. The whole aim of humanitarians is to lessen the amount of pain in the world, but in no wise to teach men to bear pain, much less to value it, to court it, to be in love with it, as St. Teresa was. They seek to raise the standard, not of happiness (which, indeed, they lower), but of comfort; thus implicitly making comfort, or freedom from hard- ships and bodily sufferings, if not the essence, at least an essential condition of happiness. They strive to make men less accustomed to privations and inconvenience, and therefore more impatient and intolerant of such as are inevitable, to make the conditions of contentment ever more manifold and complex, and therefore more rarely realized, more easily disturbed. Nay, the very sympathy extended to suffering, the tone, so to say, in which it is pitied, makes it much harder to endure. How often do we not bear up against trouble until we find ourselves pitied; how often is it not pity which iirst suggests to us the misery of our plight ? Suffering would be bearable enough were it not for reflection, which magnifies it and joins its several pangs into one chain of woe, and brings those that are past and even those that are future to bear upon the present, and crushes us with pain of which nine-tenths belong to the world of ideas. But this phantom I40 THE GOSPEL OF PAIN. grows to a Brocken-spectre when we see it reflected in the eyes of all around us. Our estimate of good and evil is largely taken from those with whom we dwell, and our enjoyment and suffering depend on that estimate. Thus we marvel at what our fore- fathers put up with in the way of discomfort ; we admire their patient endurance of various incon- veniences, injustices, oppressions, which to us would be quite unbearable ; and forgetting that the con- ditions of contentment are far more subjective than objective, we fancy that our ancestors must have been as miserable as we should now be in the same circumstances. Instead of inuring men to the rough climate of this mortal life, humanitarianism has accustomed them to wraps and muffles, and rendered them susceptible to every little change of temperature — poor, frail, pain-fearing creatures. Indeed, there are no greater enemies of human happiness than those who substitute pleasure and pain for good and evil. Pleasure is coy and will not be sought directly. She is found by those who seek her not, and flies, as does their shadow, from those who hotly pursue her. And pain is terrible chiefly to those who have learnt to view it as the ultimate evil. So that in pursuing the one phantom and flying from the other, they are not only diverted from the quest of true and solid happiness, but inevitably fail to secure even that which they seek. As far as this modern philanthropy understands itself, it is simply " positivist ; " it is indifferent to belief in God or in the life to come. It finds its THE GOSPEL OF PAIN. 141 motive largely in a sense of pity springing from the very decay of faith, pity for human life so short, so full of misery, so void of hope, and thence it conceives a desire to sweeten the bitterness of that lot, to crowd all possible enjoyment into life's brief span, to exclude all avoidable suffering and sorrow, and in every other way to minister anodynes and narcotics which will mitigate the sadness of existence, and foster the illusion that life, without God, without immortality, is still a prize worth having. And this same pity for temporal pain and suffering, as the evil of evils, is naturally extended to the whole of sentient creation, to all our fellow-mortals, from whom we are thought to be divided by no very certain line ; whence the extravagances of zoophilist fanaticism, and the growing tenderness for animal suffering which, though beautiful in itself when resting on a rational foundation, is altogether reprehensible when raised to the rank of a supreme rule of action to the prejudice of higher principles. The Buddhist has at least an apparent religious justification for his attitude in the matter, but the modern positivist (unlike the Catholic Christian) can offer no basis for his zoophilism save the tyranny of a sentiment, good in itself, but pampered into a mania by indiscriminate indulgence, and which by its very extravagances hurts the cause he would help. For there is no affection, passion, or instinct, however natural, or useful, or admirable in due season and measure, that may be always and every- where indulged without reference and subjection to the higher rule of reason whose minister it is. 142 IHE GOSPEL OF PAIN. It is not surprising that those who estimate the evil of the world in terms of pain and sorrow should descant in no measured language on the cruelty of Nature, and should refuse to believe that behind all there is a personal God who could prevent all this misery and yet will not. If He could not, say they, how is He almighty? If He will not, how is He all-loving? In either case how is He infinite ; how is He God ? Nor would the objection be without weight, were temporal enjoyment the final good of man ; were there no higher good with which the lower has no common measure, being, so to say, in a different plane or category. " If in this life only we have hope," says St. Paul, " then are we of all men the most miserable " — a pessimism no less applicable to life viewed merely in the light of reason ; if the present enjoyment of sentient creation be indeed the ultimate good, then it is hard to see the finger of the All-Mighty, the All- Loving God in such a result as is evident to our limited view. And therefore we find many pure, unselfish souls, bewildered with this disheartening philosophy, devoting all their energies to a fruitless contest with the inexorable laws of this seemingly cruel world, if perchance they may even by a single drop lessen the vast ocean of misery and pain, seeking no other happiness than that of procuring the happiness of others, though scarce knowing what happiness means. Their instinct of benevolence, ill-instructed though it be, is from God, the Author of all charity and unselfish love. In living for the good of others THE GOSPEL OF PAIN. 143 they are at one with the Christian, but in their estimate of what that good consists in, they are diametrically opposed to a religion which regards pain or sorrow, not merely as an inevitable and regrettable condition of good, to be minimized as far as possible, but as a positive means to good, something to be sought out and willingly embraced in due season and measure ; not merely as a, bitterness incidental to the medicine of life, but as itself a medicinal bitterness; — a religion- which says: Blessed are the poor, blessed are the mourners, blessed are the persecuted, blessed are the dead ; which commends to us the example, not of one who was merely a martyr to inevitable violence, but of one who could have descended from the •Cross, yet would not. Still, with all its short-sighted horror of suffering, modern philanthropy is well aware that it is only through much suffering that its aspirations can be realized, that it is only at the cost of endless labour and self-sacrifice that the sum of human misery can be in any way lessened, or the sum of enjoyment increased, that if such social and collective felicity be life, then the law holds good : Aut pati, autmori — " Either suffer or perish." Still more evident is it that if one's individual happiness is found only in self-forgetful devotion to the vaguely conceived welfare of others, such devotion involves continual suffering, and that the life of altruism is a life of pain. Aut pati, autmori; if selfishness be death, if unselfishness be life, we must either suffer or die. If now we turn from these who lay such 144 THE GOSPEL OF PAIN. exaggerated stress on material comfort, and on free- dom from bodily pain and from pain of the merely sensitive affections and instincts, who reduce all moral duties to the one universal duty of an unselfish regard for the almost animal happiness of others; and if we turn to those who in all ages, guided by the mere light of reason, have taken a higher and nobler view of man's nature and capacities for happiness, who find the value of life, in whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are pure, what- soever things are just, whatsoever things are holy, whatsoever things are lovable, who scorn to make pleasure an object of direct pursuit, whose single aim is objective truth and right, whether it bring pleasure or pain in its wake, who define good as that which ought to be and which they desire should be; not as that which they would like to feel; who (at least confusedly) recognize the interests of reason and conscience as the universal interests ot God, to which they but minister as servants and instruments in His hands ; if we turn to these and question them, we receive again the same merciless sentence: Aut pati, aut mori — "Either suffer or die." They know well that restraint and suffering is essential to the formation, the growth, the main- tenance of every virtue — suffering in the mind, in the will, in the heart, in the affections, in the senses. For does not the mind rebel against the yoke not only of faith but of reason ? Does it not play into the hands of the imagination and of the senti- THE GOSPEL OF PAIN. 145 ments, and betray us at all points? And is not the natural will a rebel to all obedience and law ? And are not the affections prone to selfishness and narrowness, and hostile to the wide spirit of charity and brotherly love ? And are not the senses and passions stubborn against the control of temperance and fortitude, and of all the other virtues included under these ? Are they not all so many infidels who have gained possession of God's holy land, that is, of the sacred territory of the human soul — infidels, in their blindness to the principles of faith and reason, in their spirit of boundless self- assertion at the expense of God's glory and man's happiness, infidels who are to be, not slain, but chastised and subdued and pressed into servitude in the interests of Divine Wisdom, their conqueror ? Can all this disorder be checked, all these wild forces be kept in hand, can the sweet yoke and light burden of Heavenly Wisdom be imposed and borne without suffering and pain ? Aut pati, aut mori. Life without suffering is impossible ; if truth, if holiness, if virtue, if friendship, if purity be life, we must make up our mind either to suffer or to perish. And this, all the more, when we remember that there are hours of special combat and fierce temptation to be prepared for, when the rain descends and the rushing flood rises and the storm beats upon the citadel of our soul. For, against these contingencies we are obliged to strengthen ourselves in time of peace by frequent exercise, or ascesis as it is called, by the practice not merely K 146 THE GOSPEL OF PAIN. of restraint but of mortification, by cutting off not only all that is excessive or unlawful, but also much that is lawful and permissible. These are the peace- manoeuvres and sham-fights of the spiritual life, or rather, of the moral life — for we are still in the realm of natural religion ; Nonne et ethnici hocfaciunt ? Did not the Pagan stoics teach us to do these things ? Were they not truly ascetics, passing the same verdict upon life as St. Teresa : Aut pati, aut mori — life without suffering is impossible. If we are to be victorious in the conflict with self, if we are not to be castaways, we must suffer ; we must chastise the body and bring it into subjection. If to stand is to live, if to fall is to perish — Aut pati, aut mori — we must either suffer or die. Again, if we turn to the mystics, to the prophets, poets, and seers of all ages, to those who being lifted up from the earth have drawn all men unto themselves, whose eyes have been fixed beyond human wont on the intolerable brightness of the face of Truth, who have been caught up to the heavens and have heard words which it is not lawful for man to utter, save wrapped close in the shroud ot symbolism ; when we turn to these and ask them for the law of life, we get only the same sad answer : Aut pati, aut mori — you must either suffer or die. " If any man will come after Me," says the Truth, " let him take up his cross and follow Me ; " " unless a man forsake all that he hath, he cannot be My disciple." If hght and vision be life, if blindness and darkness be death — Aut pati, aut mori ^-we must either suffer or die. THE GOSPEL OF PAIN. 147 For even the very body itself must be exalted, purified, and spiritualized by suffering, by fast and vigil and penance ; it must be subdued, tranquillized, and, as it were, put to sleep before it is an apt medium for communication between this world and the other, before it is attuned to be a fit instrument of God's Holy Spirit. The spiritual man understands the deep things of the spirit because they are spiritually apprehended, but the animal man never rises beyond the laboured methods of reason ; he knows nothing of the instincts of love, of that quick intuition which leaps to the truth, from crag to crag, and pinnacle to pinnacle, where others crawl and •clamber and stumble. Dilectus mens, says Truth, vmit mihi saliens super monies — " My beloved comes to Me leaping across the mountains." " What man can know the counsels of God, or who can divine His will ? For the thoughts of men are timid, and their foresight is uncertain, because the corruptible body weighs upon the soul, and its earthen tenement drags down the mind with its many thoughts." As far as she can by suffering shake herself free from the embrace of this body of death, so far can the soul fly to the embrace of Truth, her Spouse, her Life : A ut pati, aut mori. And if we inquire of religion in its various forms, with its doctrine of sin and expiation, we universally ^et the same response as from hedonism or stoicism or mysticism : Aut pati, aut mori — " Either suffer or ■die." Without the shedding of blood, without penance and sackcloth and ashes, there is no re- 148 THE GOSPEL OF PAIN. mission of guilt ; the soul that sinneth it shall either suffer or die. For sin is more than the folly of self-hurt and self-destruction, more than a transgression of order. It is an offence against God the Ordainer ; it is a rebellion of will against will, of person against person, of the creature against the Creator ; it is the uprising of a wave that flings itself in vain pride against the solid rock, to be thrown back and dashed to pieces for its pains. Reason can ill-fathom the mystery, but the instinct of all races has taught them that sin is in some sense balanced and set right by suffering, and that without suffering the disease is irremediable and mortal. Aut pati, aut mori; if sin be death, if absolution be life, we must either suffer or die. But in all this we have not yet touched the secret of St. Teresa's passion for suffering; for it is no other than the secret of the lover. Love must either suffer or die — Aut pati, aut mori; suffering is its very life and energy. As the ungrateful flame burns and destroys what it feeds and lives upon, so love seizes upon the heart and gnaws at it night and day, and wears and wastes the frail body, and consumes its strength with labours and sorrows. And this we see to the full in the Divine Lover, the Archetype of all lovers, the Man of Sorrows, acquainted with grief, poor and in labours from His youth, crushed and crucified and tormented by the tyranny of love, and brought down to the very dust of death. The Passion of Christ ! Why Passion ? The all-devouring passion of God's love for the soul ! Was not suffering the very fuel and sustenance of THE GOSPEL OF PAIN. 145 that fire — a fire to be fed on the wood of thrs Cross, or else to die down and perish — Aut pati, aut mori. St. Paul knew well what love meant when he said to his little ones : " We would have plucked out our very eyes and given them to you." He had learnt in the school of the Good Shepherd, who gave His Body to be torn in pieces for His sheep, His Blood to be drained out to the last drop : *' Take ye and eat, this is My Body ; take ye and drink, this is My Blood ; take all that I have, all that I am — Aut pati, aut mori — I must suffer for you or else die." Nonne opportuit Christum pati ? If love must suffer, did it not behove Christ to suffer? Can we clearly or fully explain this or justify it in the cold light of reason ? Can chill philosophy tell us why love thirsts for suffering, why it is straitened till its baptism of blood be accomplished ? Even if it cannot, what need we care ? Far more things are true than can be explained, else, there were little truth to be had. The experience of mankind cannot only vouch for the fact, but can, so to say, feel the reasonableness of it, better than it can say it. Expertus potest credere ! Which of the saints and lovers of Christ has not felt a craving that suffering alone can appease, or has not felt that he must simply die if he cannot suffer ? And does not the history of every pure and noble human love tell us the same tale ? Love, then, was the secret of St. Teresa's passion for suffering ; love ever seeking to express itself to the full ; making difficulties, where it found none made to hand, that it might have occasion to 150 THE GOSPEL OF PAIN. embody itself in strenuous effort, and so relieve the pressure and tension of its unused energy and strengthen itself by strong acts oft-repeated. Suffer- ing was the food and fuel for which it hungered r Aut pati, aut mori, without suffering it must have died down and perished. And what was the secret of her love ? For love is our life, the eternal life of our soul ; and the secret of loving God is the one thing worth knowing. Alas ! man can but speak the words of that secret, God alone can open the understanding; man can transmit the dead letter, God only can breathe into it the quickening spirit ; man can plough and sow and water, God alone can give the increase. It cometh up we know not how. Let St. John, the Doctor of Divine Love, the guardian of the mysteries of the Sacred Heart, be our teacher. " We love Him," he says, "because He first loved us." It is when God first reveals Himself to the soul as her Lover, that she falls at His feet as one dead, pierced through, as St. Teresa saw herself in vision, with a fiery dart. Vulnerasti cor meum uno oculorum tuorum — " Thou hast wounded my heart with one glance of Thine eyes." One clear gaze upon that mystery, and the soul is for ever the slave of love. As long as our mind is filled with some distorted abstract, half-true notion of the complete self-sufficingness of God, as long as our puerile imaginings picture Him as merely benevolent and patronizing in our regard, as offering us the alms of His benefits, but caring little whether we accept or decline them ; until we receive and beheve without understanding or recon- THE GOSPEL OF PAIN. 151 ciling it with His self-sufficingness, the mystery of God's dependence and indigence, love will but slumber in our heart, as fire in the cold, hard flint till struck from it by the steel. But let us once look upon the love-worn face of the Man of Sorrows, and read in its lines, its tear-stains and blood-stains, the record of the ravages of Divine love, pent up and com- pressed within the narrow walls of a finite heart j let us but see in Him the Spouse of man's thought- less, thankless soul, coming to us in beggary, poor, naked, hungry, and thirsty, to be enriched, and clothed, and fed, and refreshed by our love ; let us but hear Him as He knocks at our heart's portal and cries : " Open to Me, My sister. My spouse, for My hair is drenched with the dew, and My locks with the night rain ; " let us but realize that in very deed our God wants us, pines for us, hungers and thirsts for us, and lo ! we have passed from death unto life, from twilight to noonday, we have found a key to the seeming extravagances, the follies, the delirium, the reckless prodigalities of the saints and of the King of saints, to whom not to suffer was to die. Were that light to break upon us only for a moment we could understand, as now we cannot, the love that burned so fiercely in the heart of Teresa, a love stronger than death ; bearing all things, believing all things, hoping all things, endur- ing all things ; a love which swept aside every obstruction in its impetuous course ; a love which for twenty dark years endured the searching sword of separation from the Beloved, the privation of all 152 THE GOSPEL OF PAIN. consciousness of His presence, of all sensible conso- lation and spiritual joy ; a love whose insupportable strength at last shattered the too straitened vessel of her heart, and lending wings to her emancipated soul, bore it up to its nest in the embrace. of God ; towards the life of painless love matured and made perfect by suffering.^ • A further elucidation of the doctrine of pain will be found in the Appendix "QUID ERIT NOBIS?" Ah ! Christ, if there were no hereafter It still were best to follow Thee ; Tears are a nobler gift than laughter ; Who wears Thy yoke, alone is free. — C.K.P. It may not be altogether useless and unprofitable for us to see in what sense, if in any, we can accept the sentiment embodied in these lines, and recon- cile it with the teaching of St. Paul, where he tells us^ that if our hope in Christ be only for this life, then are we of all men most to be pitied, and where he asks, what will it profit him (humanly speaking) to have fought with wild beasts at Ephesus if the dead rise not? "Let us eat and drink, for to-morrow we die." Let us snatch the fleeting day as it slips by, let us seize on each precious " now " and make the most of it, let us crown ourselves with the perishable roses of life before they fade, let us, not work, but rejoice and make merry "while it is yet day," ere the sombre night of death wrap us in everlasting darkness and forgetfulness. St. Peter says to our Saviour : " Lo ! we have left all and followed Thee ; we have forsaken all that makes life valuable to the majority of man- ' I Cor. XV. 154 "QVID ERIT NOBIS?" kind, and we have embraced the hfe of the Cross ; what therefore shall be our reward ; what shall we get by it ? " And Jesus answers : " Amen, I say to you that you who have followed Me, in the Resurrec- tion, when the Son of Man shall sit upon the throne of His majesty, shall sit on twelve thrones judging the twelve tribes of Israel. And every one who shall have left home, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands for My Name shall receive a hundred-fold in the present life, with persecutions, and shall possess everlasting life." At first hearing, this question of St. Peter's seems to spring from a sentiment altogether opposite to that which is expressed in the words : Ah ! Christ, if there were no hereafter, It still were best to follow Thee ; and to that which taught Aquinas to answer the question: "What reward wilt thou have?" with, "None other than Thyself, Lord;" and which made k Kempis cry out: "I had rather be a stranger upon earth with Thee, than possess Heaven without Thee. Where Thou art, there is Heaven ; " and taught St. Francis Xavier to sing: "My God, I love Thee, not because I hope for Heaven thereby ; " and even which broke from the lips of Peter himself when he cried, " Lord, though all men should forsake Thee, yet not L I will lay down my life for Thee ; I am ready to go with Thee to prison and to death "—as though he would say: "Better to fail with Thee, than to triumph without Thee; Truth is none the "QUID ERIT NOBIS?" 155 less great even should it never prevail, and the gloom of Calvary no less glorious than the brightness ofThabor." And so if we look closely into the matter we shall iind that the very form in which he puts his seemingly ignoble question, exculpates him from all ignoble intent. " Lo, we have left all and followed Thee ; what therefore shall be unto us ? " Evidently then, when they left all and followed Him, they were moved by no definite prospect of other gain, and it is only some considerable time after the event that human prudence wakes for a moment from its dream, to seek reason for what has been done unreasoningly, in defiance of worldly wisdom, in a sudden burst of Divine enthusiasm. There was no reasoning or calculating, no quid erit nobis ? when, at a word, or a glance, they left all and rose up and followed Him, lured away from home and kindred and possessions by the spell of His wondrous per- sonality, by the irresistible magnetism which draws the soul back to the bosom of God, whence it came. He Himself was that hundred-fold beside whom all gain seemed but loss, whose possession secured an immutable peace in the midst of the bitterest persecution and temptation ; He was that pearl of great price, cheaply purchased at the sacri- fice of home and brethren and sisters and father and mother and wife and children and lands. Nor did they pause to think, as they let go everything to grasp at that treasure, whether it was to be the possession of a moment or of eternity. Love does not reason or reckon, but leaps up to follow 156 "QUID ERIT NOBIS?" the Beloved blindfold " whithersoever He goeth," whether to prison and to death, or to victory and hfe. "Where Thou goest," it seems to say, " I will go ; where Thou lodgest, I will lodge ; where Thou diest, I will die, and there also will I be buried." Who has ever heard of any true human love which tempered its sacrifices according to length of golden days presumably in store for it ; or which regulated its fervour on the principles which govern life- insurance; or who can believe that St. Peter's enthusiasm would have been damped in any degree had the cause of Christ been doomed to failure, rather than to eternal victory ? Eamus et nos, he would have said, et moriamur cum illo — " Let us also go and die with Him." Have not thousands of heroes counted it gain to face death and defeat beside a loved leader ; and has any leader ever been loved as Christ was ? It was for His own sake that they left all and followed Him, and not for the sake of aught He might give them. He Himself was the gift. But later, when they heard our Saviour saying, " Go, sell what thou hast and give to the poor, and thou shalt have treasure in Heaven, and then come and follow Me," they wondered what this treasure in Heaven might be which was promised to those who should do what they had already done. And what, in effect, was it, but to be with Christ in His triumph as they were to be with Him in His defeat; what, but the eternal prolongation of the bliss which they had already entered upon ? It was because they sought nothing that they were to gain everything ; because "QUID ERIT NOBIS?" 157 in blind obedience to the call of love they left all, that they were to find all— a hundred-fold in this life, in spite of persecutions, and in the world to come hfe everlasting; for in choosing Christ they chose a treasure infinite and eternal, albeit they knew it but indistinctly. " One day in Thy courts," says David, " is better than a thousand ;" one instant of eternal life better than a century of time ; one kiss from the lips of God better than unending ages of the tenderest human affection. And this were true even were it not equally true that the embrace of the Creator locks the soul to God's bosom for ever and for ever. If it is better to have been a man for a few brief years, than a toad slumbering through a century or more in the heart of a tree, it is also better to have lived the highest life of the soul, to have breathed the atmosphere of Heaven for even one day, than to have passed a whole lifetime on a base or even on a lower level, — One crowded hour of glorious life Is worth an age without a name. How many lives have been ennobled, redeemed from insignificance by the heroism or the inspiration of a moment, or of a few moments, which has made them immortal. How often have the stains of a worldly or wicked career been wiped out by some single purgatorial act of sacrificial unselfishness? Have we not all moments of clear insight or high aspiration which are more precious to us than weeks and months of our normal mediocrity? Is 158 "QUID ERIT NOBIS?" it not by the recognition of this that the Church is rightly excused from the charge of prodigahty and extravagance when she crowns a momentary act of pure love or Divine sorrow with the plenitude of her absolution and indulgence ? Can we then doubt that if friendship with Christ, the God-Man, be the highest life of which the soul of man is capable, it must then be a good beyond every other good, and one for which every other should be sacrificed, since we should not attempt to measure quantitatively, one against another, things of a wholly different order. As a moment's thought exceeds a life-time of sensation, so the briefest experience of Divine friendship outweighs in solid value all other possible experiences in a lower plane. Senectus enim vemrabilis est non diuturna, nee annorum numero computata. Cani enim sunt sensus hominis et (Etas senectutis vita immaculata — " Life is measured by experience, and not by years." One instant of that immaculate life which the soul lives as it flits like a moth through the bright, all-consuming, all-purifying flame of the Divine presence, one moment of close union with the Eternal, the " Ancient of Days," and it has lived with a fulness of life all but Divine, — " made perfect in a Httle space, it has accomplished the labour of many years." We have spoken so far of conscious personal friendship with Christ, as being the essence of this higher life whose value were no less supreme, even were it but of briefest duration ; and of which it mE^y most truly be said, ••QUID ERIT NOBIS?" 159 'Tis better to have loved and lost Than never to have loved at alL But our concern here is rather with what we might call the unconscious friendship with Christ of those who walk with Him by the way, their hearts burning within them, though their eyes are holden so that they know Him not ; those namely, who, not knowing Christ, yet to some greater or less extent live the life of Christ ; who, not having the Gospel, are imbued with the principles and sentiments of the Gospel, being a Gospel unto themselves ; who perhaps obscurely hear Him and feel Him guiding them through the voice of conscience — as the unseen Shepherd and Bishop of their souls, ever walking with them in the wa}' ; in a word, those animce naturaliter Christiance which the spirit of Christ fashions to His likeness in all ages and climes. Can it then be said, speaking of the life and way of Christ, rather than of Christ Himself, Ah ! Christ, if there were no hereafter, It still were best to follow Thee, it still were best, apart from all distinct recognition of that Heavenly Friend who is the Way, the Truth, and the Life, to walk in the narrow way of the Cross, to hold that truth, to live that life, for its own sake ? Needless to say, there have been many stoics and even professed Christians who have maintained that virtue is its own reward, apart from all its profit- able consequences here or hereafter ; so that if we assume, as well we may, that Christ gives us the very highest pattern of virtue, we can compel l6o "QUID ERir NOBIS?" such thinkers at least to admit that to follow Christ were best even if there were no hereafter. Neverthe- less, there are certain latent fallacies in their funda- mental tenet which make us a little chary of such allies, — fallacies, however, rather in the analysis and expression of their sentiment, than in the sentiment itself, which, rightly apprehended, is the noblest we are capable of. There is a certain proud, pharisaic self-sufficiency that may lead a man to seek virtue, not for virtue's sake, but for his own sake, in a spirit of acquisitive- ness and self-culture. Virtue may be sought merely as an adornment of an idolized self, being sub- ordinated to self as a means to an end ; even as the same type of character seeks learning and artistic skill, not for love of their inherent excellence, nor even for their advantageous results, but simply because self must have the best of everything. As the pagan cultivated his body by gymnastics and made it obedient to his will, so by virtue he sought to secure a mastery over his spiritual faculties, enabling him to conduct himself skilfully and success- fully through the warfare of life. If he was ashamed of a shambling gait, he was still more, but in much the same way, ashamed of intemperance or any other want of self-control. This was, in one sense, seeking virtue for its own sake, for its inherent excellence. Yet in that it made self the best- loved and ultimate end for whose sake virtue was loved, it was not really a pure love of virtue as of something greater than self, to which self should be submitted as a servant or slave. True, it was no -QUID ERIT NOBIS? 161 small wisdom to reckon virtue as the best of acquisi- tions, the highest subjective perfection, to seek it, not. as a means to any other less worthy acquisition, such as wealth or honour, and, so far, for its own sake; but it is only when truth and virtue are recognized in a more or less obscure way as having some strange, absolute claim over us, some objective right altogether irrespective of our private interest or subjective well-being, that they are strictly sought for their own sake, as ultimate ends to which self is wholly subordinated. To the superficial this would seem to be a fallacy of the imagination, decreeing divine honours to personified abstractions writ large, leading the poet to an idolatrous worship of Beauty, the philosopher and moralist to the worship of Truth and Virtue. But on closer thinking, we have here but a con- fused recognition of the imperative authority of Conscience, which tells us that we are by nature but instruments for the working out of an end communicated to us in detail in our own reason, but conceived in its entirety only in the mind of that subsistent personal Reason whose creatures we are, and who guides and moves us through Conscience for the execution of His will — the will, namely, of the living and subsistent Truth and Goodness. Hence every good man, however dark or confused his theology may be, feels a conviction that the cause of Truth and Right has a claim upon him to which every private gain and pleasure must be sacrificed ; that they are universal ends which he must prefer to all particular ends. He cannot resist L i62 "QUID ERIT NOBIS?" the indistinct impression that in trespassing against Truth and Right, he is violating not merely a possible harmony and order, but a harmony and order actually willed by a will other than his own, a will with which he therefore comes into a relation of hostility and conflict. Wheresoever conscience is awakened even to this extent, it is universally confessed that Truth and Right are to be followed for their own sakes, and apart from all other considerations of advantage ; although when once we recognize that they are personal and not msre personifications, then " Truth for its own sake," means " God for His own sake." It is sometimes contended that the joy which springs from the sense of having done right (that is, interpretatively, from a sense of union with God), and which is after all a subjective pleasure, however spiritual and f;xquisite, is the true and only motive of such conduct ; and that it is because this pleasure outbalances all the pleasures of wrong-doing that some refined natures find virtue the best investment for yielding good interest in the way of enjoyment. But, in the first place, it is those who act conscien- tiously as a matter of course and habitually, who are least sensitive to any particular glow of self- tiatisfaction when they do well; as, on the other hand, it is the oldest and hardest sinners who are most utterly dead to all sense of uneasiness and remorse. An act of virtue is one by which we chose to do what is right because it is right, and not because it is pleasant; virtue sought for the sake of the afterglow is not virtue at all, but the -QUID ERIT NOBIS?" 163 subtlest self-love. That same sweetness may be foreseen as a side issue, and may even be desired secondarily; but as soon as it diverts the soul's eye from its direct intuition of right for right's sake, and becomes itself the direct end to which virtue is but a means, then virtue is dishonoured and its supreme claims are disallowed. Besides, human nature is, after all, calumniated by this quasi-hedomist view of the matter ; and every really good and virtuous man, and every man in his really good and virtuous acts, implicitly con- fesses the truth : Ah ! Christ, if there were no hereafter, It still were best to follow Thee. It may even be said that in this, the verdict of the purer and nobler refinements on Epicureanism is not different from that of the higher stoicism. It is possible to take the grosser sense of the maxim, " Let us eat and drink, fcr to-morrow we die," as a summary of historical Epicureanism ; but in the abstract this grossness is no essential part or product of the theory, and is indignantly repudiated by its most authoritative exponents. " Carpe diem, live each moment in the best way possible, get all you can out of it, as though it were your first and last, make the very most of every atom of time, so as to live as fully as possible, to taste and experience all that is really best while it is within your reach." This is the cardinal principle, rather than any final view as to the precise nature of the "best" in question. To regard sensual pleasure, or any lower i64 "QUID ERIT NOBIS?" sort of enjoyment, as the best and ideal form of experience, is, theoretically at least, no necessary part of this philosophy. So far, at all events, there is an accord between Epicurean and Christian teachers as to the supreme and in some sense independent value of each present moment of expe- rience viewed in its isolation. If there be a duty of looking back to the past and forward to the future, in order that we may make the very most of the present, there is also a dreamy, profitless retro- spection, full of vain regrets over what is sealed up and irremediable, and an impossible or excessive straining into the future with anxious eyes and doubting heart, which is altogether contrary to the virtue of Christian hope. Each little act of the saint is idealized, at least by the end to which it is directed ; at every point of his conscious existence he can, if he will, touch the highest, living the soul's fullest life, an eternal life, each instant as it passes. This is the lesson of three lives lived at Nazareth, and of thousands fashioned to the same type. The very sorrows and crosses of life, borne rightly, have a sweetness of their own known to the elect few; even as what is biting and severe to ordinary taste, pleases the discriminating palate, or as seeming discords are harmonious to the trained ear. Surely none ever tasted life so deeply, so fully, as the Man of sorrow and tears ; and if there never was sorrow hke unto His sorrow, neither was there ever a secret joy like unto His joy — the joy of a soul that loves widely, deeply, and utters its love in "QUID ERIT NOBIS?" 165 suffering. Take the world as it is, with its sorrow- ing and afflicted milUons — what life were so full, so glorious, so joyful in the midst of sorrow, as the life of one who should love all with a passionate devotion, who should seek and find relief in suffering for all. Thus, following in His wake whose meat was to do the Father's will and to perfect His work while it was yet day ere the night came on, the saints have made the maxim of carnal prudence their own in a mystic and spiritual sense: "Let us eat and drink, for to-morrow we die." Christ is that food and Christ is that drink. In expressing Christ, or the Christian ideal, in every moment of its activity, the soul lives its highest and most blessed life; it snatches the passing "now," that acceptable time, that day of salvation, doing with its might, in the highest and noblest way, all that its hand finds to do, working while it is yet day, ' ere the night cometh wherein no man can work.^ The real fault of even the most refined form of Epicureanism seems to be the tendency to luxuriate in the sensation of satisfaction which accompanies the highest life, and to pervert this side issue into an end ; to practise self-sacrifice, not for its own sake, but for the exquisite pleasure consequent on the thought that we have acted nobly or beautifully. ' Cf. " ' Live while you live,' the Epicure would say, And taste the pleasures of the passing day ; 'Live while you live,' the sacred preacher cries. And give to God each moment as it flies ; Lord, in my life let both united be, I live to pleasure if I live to Thee." 166 "QUID ERIT NOBIS f As for the modern school of positivism, which claims Comte as its founder and exponent, it is avowedly in agreement with the principle for which we are contending. For all to whom kindness is the noblest and sweetest use of life, to whom it is its own reward, are agreed that even if there were no hereafter, yet of all lives the life of altruism is the best. Mill and others have hopelessly failed in their attempt to show that altruism and real unselfishness are mere refinements of self-seeking; for in truth the " other-regarding " instinct of our soul is as irreducible and as primitive as the "self- regarding," nay, more so. Nature's first care and deepest implanted impulse is for the specific and common good, to which the good of the indi- vidual but ministers. That apart from Divine sanctions, but few would embrace the life of altruistic self-sacrifice, does not make it less true that it were the best life to embrace. Few know where true happiness is to be found. In philosophy, as in faith, strait is the gate and narrow the way that leads to life, and few there be that find it for themselves, if they are not taught and guided. Our chief quarrel with positivism is that, while rightly insisting on the promotion of human happiness, it evades the difiiculty of defining that happiness ; or still worse, it places it in conditions that can never possibly be realized on earth for the great majority of mankind. It deludes us with the hopes of some distant terrestrial paradise as unsubstantial as fairy- land. Christ, on the other hand, tells us with terrible frankness that there is no escape from the -QUID ERIT NOBIS?" 167 Cross, and that all we can do is to learn to love it, and to utilize its hidden healing power. He does uot beguile us with the fond fancy that this earth will one day cease to bring forth thorns and briers, but teaches us to plait them into garlands. Ecce Homo ! Behold the perfect man, the perfect human life, the life of mighty love uttering itself in the endurance of pain and sorrow and humiliation ! For we cannot, as Catholics, agree with those who would commend the Way of the Cross as the best, simply because it leads to Heaven in a life after this; or even because, being the way chosen by Christ, it derives an extrinsic honourableness from Him. We hold rather that, taking this finite world as it is, the Way of the Cross is, in the nature of things, the most perfect way, the best way, the way most befitting the highest capacities of the human mind and heart. It is not the best because it leads to Heaven, or because Christ chose it ; but contrariwise, Christ chose it, and God rewards it, because it is the best. It is par excellence the way and the truth and the life, by which alone man comes to the Father and puts on divinity and immortality. So far as the rewards attached to the following of Christ are in any sense additional to its natural consequences, it is because, that life being the best, God wills to crown it and make it still better — Habenti dabitur. To return, then, to St. Paul. Truth, however seemingly many-membered, as apprehended piece- meal by us, in itself is one and simple. Let a single article of the Catholic creed be tampered with, and i68 "QUID ERIT NOBIS r' the whole fabric crumbles to ruin. The glorious Resurrection of Christ and His saints from the dead, is the seal of Divine approval set on the eternal worthfulness of the Way which He walked, the Truth which He taught, the Life which He lived. It is the sign, not the cause, of that worth- fulness, which, moreover, needs this Divine affirma- tion and sanction for the sake of the many whose eyes are too weak to discern the secret beauty revealed to the chosen disciples of the Cross. Nay, even the faith of these is ever apt to fail, is ever failing, in a world to which Christ is a fool and His Cross folly; and in hours of darkness and weakness — When our light is low, When the blood creeps and the nerves prick And tingle ; and the heart is sick And all the whfeels of being slow — in such hours we need a Divine assurance that our faith is not vain ; that we are not mere dreamers, in love with the fictions of our own fancy, as we might be tempted to think were it not that our trembling soul is steadied by the solid fact of the resurrection, which assures us that God judges as we judge, and that our reason is true to the Divine Reason when we say : Ah ! Christ, if there were no hereafter, It still were best to follow Thee. Tears are a nobler gift than laughter ; Who wears Thy yoke alone were free. THE LIFE EVERLASTING. Locum refrigerii, lucis, et pads. "A place of refreshment, of light, and of peace." Canon of the Mass. I. Amongst the other outworks and safeguards of Divine charity, we must number a longing and desire for Heaven. Heaven is counted among those four " last things " which are to be the theme of deep and continual meditation. As we should pray for an abiding fear of Hell, so also should we pray for an ardent desire of Heaven, lest at any time our love of God having grown cold and feeble, we should need the assistance of a motive appealing directly to our rational self-regard. For though Heaven consists substantially and principally in the love of God, wherein our soul reaches its highest perfection and happiness, yet this desire for our own happiness remains strong and intact even when we have ceased to identify our happiness with the possession of God. Charity is a purely unselfish, "unselfing" virtue, whose object is God and God's glory, whose motive is God's inherent goodness and beauty ; but holy hope is self-regarding — wisely, rightly, supernaturally — it looks to our own perfec- tion and happiness, which, as wc have said, is rightly I70 THE LIFE EVERLASTING. to be found in Divine charity. Charity then is the object of Christian hope ; or, as we say, " grace here and glory hereafter" — grace being the seed, and glory the full-blown flower of Divine love. Our happiness lies in unselfish love, in forgetting our- selves and hving in God, and in our fellow-man. Hence, true, wise self-regard bids us cease to regard ourselves, or rather to take a truer and wiser view of ourselves, to recognize that we are made, not for ourselves, but to be members of God and of one another ; for a collective life, love, praise, and joy. Thus when our love of God is growing cold, it is well for us to appeal to our rational self-love; to remind ourselves that His ways are ways of pleasant- ness and all His paths are peace ; that, eventually, the yoke of the Cross is easy and the burden light compared with the galling yoke of sin ; that the steep and narrow way of unselfishness leads to fuller life and joy; while the broad, easy, down-hill, selfish road ends in destruction, death, and misery. For when we have ceased to love, we can still remember the joy that we found in loving, and long to be able to love once more. And if even on earth we find our substantial peace and joy in the love and friendship of God, in unselfish service and devotion to His mystical members, we may well find a strong motive for perseverance in the prospect of the marvellous amplification which that charity will receive when it breaks through the sod into the light and sunshine of eternity and unfolds its latent treasure of leaf and flower, of colour, form, and fragrance. THE LIFE EVERLASTING. 171 We assume as a first principle that man was made to praise God, and that this life of praise is here but rudimentary or germinal ; that our present mortal state is essentially embryonic, — a time of development and growth ; a time of trial and combat. Man's life on earth is a warfare. Warfare is essentially a transitional state, being eventually a means to secure a fuller peace. All evolution and growth is attended with great pain and suffering. Nature herself is said to be groaning and travailing, expecting her deliverance. This is the Christian view of the present life — a view abundantly denied by the world and by the worldly. Man was created, not for this world, but for the next ; just as the grub does not exist for its present larval con- dition of life, but for its final life of winged liberty. This in no way countenances the heresy which denies all value to our natural and temporal existence, as though it had no reference to the next world or were not altogether subordinated and directed to it. At the other extreme, we have the base view of utilitarian Christianity, which believes, indeed, in the life to come, yet subordinates it to the present life, as though it were merely a sanction, a bribe, or a threat to secure such conduct as conduces to social and individual welfart and prosperity in the present world ; thus making, so to say, eternity a useful appendix to time, instead of the condition in which the soul dwells even already. This is a view well according with the Erastian form of Christianity fairly prevalent in this 172 THE LIFE EVERLASTING. Protestant country, where the Church is regarded as a function of the State, subservient to social and poHtical ends, its work being to secure those public virtues indispensable to commercial success and to civic tranquillity and health. This it is to effect by godly doctrine, and by an insistence on that almost pagan aspect of the Deity which views Him as a " State-God," as a God concerned, not principally with the sanctification of individuals, but with the national greatness and prosperity. Such is, of course, the teaching of Hobbes and the British philosophers of the Protestant era, who subordinate the individual to the State, as though the State could have any other raison d'etre but the perfection of its members distributively and individually. It is altogether in harmony with such a thought to regard Heaven and Hell and the life to come, as mere sanctions to secure good conduct in the present life, as means to that end ; in a word, to invert the true order of things. It is because we live in such an atmosphere of unbelief and misbelief that we ourselves come to be so listless about Heaven ; or even to think it some- thing spiritually imperfect to dwell much upon the theme, lest we should be reproached with holding a "reward-and-punishment" Christianity; a reproach which Erastianism has, not unreasonably, earned, and which unfortunately is extended to Catholic Christianity by those who are as ignorant of that religion as South Sea islanders. We are also to some extent affected by the purist or quietist fallacies of certain Catholic THE LIFE EVERLASTING. 173 writers, or by our false understanding of the senti- ments of others who have written and spoken truly enough of the self-forgetful nature of perfect love. We think that, because hope and fear are in some sense cast out by perfect love, that we should not concern ourselves much about them, but should regard them as transient phases of our spiritual evolution, as "the things of a child," to be put away by those who have reached manhood's maturity. Yet, in very truth, both hope and fear are so indissolubly connected with love that they all grow pari passu. Fear, as we have elsewhere said, is the very fibre and backbone of reverential love, being begotten of a sense of God's greatness, justice, power, indignation, and other " masculine " attri- butes, which very attributes are components of His iovableness, since what wins our love is the thought that one so great should love one so little, that one so high should stoop so low, that one so great should be so merciful, that so strong and invincible an indignation should be chained down in the bonds of a love yet stronger and more invincible. And thus in the saints the measure of love has always been the measure of fear, — albeit their fear is no longer servile when it has given birth to love and when love is matured so as no longer to need the aid of servile fear, but to be itself an all-suf&cient spring of action. It is not fear but, as Aquinas says, the servility of fear which is cast out by perfect love. And so with holy hope, as far as it too is in 174 THE LIFE EVERLASTING. some sense servile and self-regarding; bound and not free ; narrow and not universal. This servility of hope is cast out by perfect love; though hope itself grows pace for pace with love. It is the rational desire of our own highest happiness and of our spiritual development that makes us seek to become unselfish and full of self-forgetting charity. We come to recognize that our own happiness must never be the direct object of our quest ; that it is by resigning it, by ceasing to seek for it, nay, by sacrificing it, that we best secure it. " He that seeketh his life shall lose it ; he that loseth his life shall save it." Happiness conies to us as a side issue of a nobler end, and surprises us by its presence just when we have at last succeeded in putting it out of our heads as an object of con- sideration. Even then, if we dwell on it, caress it, foster it, and try to retain it, it eludes us like our own shadow ; so coy is happiness, the child of self- forgetting love. Their hope is undoubtedly the keenest and strongest who have tasted the peace of God which passes all understanding, who have known the happiness of unselfish love, — if by hope we mean placing our whole happiness, our heart's supreme treasure, in God. Hope and fear alike are strongest when love is strongest. The more we realize the loveliness of God the more must we long for Him, that is, long to love Him more. The quietist view falsely supposes that all self- regard is selfishness in the bad sense. But, in truth, these two fundamental, self-regarding impulses of THE LIFE EVERLASTING. 175 hope and fear, even in their imperfect or servile form, are not only blameless but laudable. The tendency towards self-good, self-evolution, and private interest is a force which, unlimited and unrestrained, would tend to lawlessness and evil; but governed by a higher law and love to which it subserves, it is altogether right and helpful. Nature never intended it to be a free force ; but one essenti- ally destined to subjection and bondage to a higher force. Under the guidance of God the self-seeking instinct of the individual brute-animal is subservient and conducive to a wider interest, namely, the good of the species, which is God's more principal care. And this is no less true of man's spiritual self-seeking instinct. Thus, for example, there is no positive selfishness in the conduct of one who is occupied wholly with fitting himself and his family to fill creditably their due station in society, albeit he does not explicitly think of or intend the general social good thence resulting. But if, in the pursuit ot wealth and culture he implicitly or explicitly excludes the desire to benefit society, if he injures others by injustice or cruelty, or if he otherwise impedes their due prosperity, he is positively selfish and formally hurtful to the common welfare. If, on the other hand, he explicitly adverts to the bearing of his own on the public advantage, if he intends the latter so principally that he would freely forego his private gain for the sake of the general welfare, then he is positively unselfish, and uses his natural self- regarding impulse for that very end for which it was given him, and in the way in which it was intended 176 THE LIFE EVERLASTING. to be used, that is, to facilitate the fulfilment of his first and highest duty — his duty to God and to God's interest in human society. Thus, too, we say that all the virtues subordinate to charity, such as mercifulness, temperance, purity, and the rest, are not useless because charity includes the aim of all others ; but their work is to facilitate the designs of charity, who governs them all as her ministers. Hope and fear, therefore, are the ministers of Divine love, governing us in its absence or during its minority ; serving it when it is present. There is another form of self-regard which, far from being selfish, is pure unselfishness, namely, the self-regard of him who has died to himself, who has put on a wider self, who has merged his being and life, his sorrow and joy, his interests, his hopes, his fears in those of Christ and of the children of Christ, his fellow-members in Christ's Mystical Body. For it is the self-regard of one who really and adequately knows himself — what he is by nature and by God's intention ; who knows that he is not for himself but for others ; that he is God's instrument before all else — intended primarily for God and God's Kingdom, and that he is to secure his own happiness in the universal happiness which he shares. But plainly it is only by a violent non-natural use of language that we can call this, "self-regard," while to call it selfishness were absurd. This deepest appetite of our spirit which demands a Divine and universal happiness for its food, is indeed within us. It is ours, and yet it is ours precisely in virtue of our essential subordination to God as instruments of THE LIFE EVERLASTING. 177- His universal purpose, and as moved by His will, even as the members are guided by the head to an end of vi^hich they have no consciousness. Man, indeed, being intelligent, comes gradually to under- stand the whence and whither of his extra-regarding instincts ; he comes to recognize them as the will of God working in him, and to throw himself freely into sympathy with them and to obey them as Divine behests conveyed to him by the voice of conscience. It is then only that man knows himself, recognizes his true self, and no longer lives for that false, separate self, but for the self which is merged into God. II. St. Paul tells us that the saints of God when on earth were as strangers and pilgrims, having here no abiding city, looking for "the City, that hath foundations," no mere encampment in the desert, but Jerusalem, the city of peace, founded on the everlasting hills, immovable as the Eternal Rock, "whose builder and maker is God." They were as- one in a foreign country on some brief business,, where the faces, the language, the ways are strange, uncongenial, repugnant ; whose heart is elsewhere,, who impatiently counts the days and hours- which must pass before he can gather his effects together and hurry to that goal of his desires called home. " Strangers and pilgrims ; " strangers to all around them, awkward and out of place, as one of noble and refined nature whose lot has cast him with the vulgar and semi-barbarous, who, M 178 THE LIFE EVERLASTING. notwithstanding, have their own curious code of honour and etiquette, or what corresponds to such. " Pilgrims," moreover, for they never stay their homeward march for a moment, seeing in this life the ladder that leads them upward step by step to the face of God, to their Patria — the dwelling of their Father who is in Heaven. And if we speak of this Patria in terms of place, as a pilgrimage from earth to Heaven ; or in terms of time, as a passing from the present to the future life, we but figure forth the process by which the soul is transformed from the death of nothingness whence it was drawn, into the fulness of life in the bosom of the Father whither it is drawn. For il our Father is in Heaven, our Heaven is also in the Father ; nay, our Father is Heaven. We speak indifferently of our entry into God's Kingdom,^ or oi the advent of God's Kingdom into us ; for in sub- stance Heaven is the absolute domination of Divine love over the soul whose eyes, first opened in this dim cavern of time, have been taught to bear the growing brightness until at last they have dared to fix their steadfast gaze upon the very source of all light — the True Light which enlighteneth every man that Cometh into the world. In each of its free acts the soul tries, then and there, to realize itself, to enter into that beatitude • Cf. " Licet gaudium aeternas beatitudinis in cor hominis intret, raaluit tamen Dominus ei dicere : Intra in gaudium ; ut mystice innuatur, quod gaudium illud non solum in eo sit intra, sed undique ilium circumdans et absorbens et ipsum velut abyssus infinita submergens." (St. Bernardine of Siena, Serm. de St. Joseph.) THE LIFE EVERLASTING. .79 which it dimly conceives, anf' by the desire of which it is moved and governed continually. It is as a caged bird whose every fruitless struggle and effort aims at perfect liberty, and cries out : " Who will give me the wings of a dove ? then would I fly away and be at rest ; " for it is this dream of rest which is the motive of all our action, and labour, and strife. No two conceive quite the same notion of rest for their souls. Many conceive it altogether amiss ; others, with Augustine, look only to God, and cry : " Our heart is restless, Lord, till it rest in Thee ; " but all alike are dominated in every free act by some such End or Ideal or Final Rest struggling to be born in them — be it true rest or false : be it Heaven or Hell. All are striving to pass from time to eternity; from restlessness to repose; from a state of change to an unchanging state ; from their pilgrimage to their home ; from the tent-city of nomads to the " city that hath foundations." Our free actions may be likened to the blows of some engine of war which beat and beat against a fortress gate till one of them at last realizes what all the rest, of their very nature and purpose, tended to realize, or which any of them might have realized. So each free act by itself is governed and informed or at least checked by the latent presence in the soul of an ideal of rest, of happiness, of home, which it abortively tries to realize, but which some last act will alone succeed in realizing. On the direction of that last act after which we pass into our time- less, changeless state, all depends. The saints, then, on earth have ever echoed the l8o THE LIFE EVERLASTING. aspiration of St. Paul : Cupio dissolvi — " I long to be dissolved and to be with Christ," to be uncaged and fly away arid be at rest. The first instinct of love is to seek the closer company of the Beloved, to enjoy His sweet converse, to lean on His breast at supper, to sit at His feet and hear His words. And as love grows, this instinct becomes more urgent and imperious, more painful and galling when thwarted ; and yet the very strength of unselfish love nerves the soul to endure the bitter- ness of separation in the interests of the Beloved. If for his own sake Paul longed to be released and to be with Christ, yet for the sake of Christ and Christ's little ones he was content to remain, and to remain for ever, were it needful for their confirmation and consolation.^ And this was the love of the glorious St. Martin when he prayed, " Lord, if I am needed for Thy people, I do not begrudge the labour ; " and of the Blessed Mother herself, who willingly lingered in exile after her Son's ascension that she might be to the infant Church all that she had been to Flim. Coarctor e duobus — St. Paul is on the rack between these two desires which are born and grow and strengthen together; between the claims of the individual member and those of the whole body ; between supernatural self- regarding tendencies, and the demands of charity and unselfish love which in certain adjuncts require the repression and morti- fication of the former. Thus in our time of pilgrimage — dum peregrinamur a Domino — the tension and the pain is, or should be, ever on the increase, ^ Philipp. i. 23 — 25. THE LIFE EVERLASTING. i8i according as the conflicting desires — the desire to stay and the desire to go — grow stronger- " But when that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part shall be done away," the interests of both tendencies shall coincide, " and there shall be no more sorrow," no more coarctatio e duohus. Further, this very " longing to depart and be with Christ " is of itself blind and self-defeating, and a more clear-sighted self-regard will be prudent to see that the interests of hope and charity are in truth identical, and that the self-restraint and self-denial involved in the submission of the single member to the whole Body, is really for its eventual and more lasting well-being. He whose love leads him to mortify the present " longing to depart " strengthens and deepens that longing with every new exercise of love, and strains more tightly the tension of that bond which at the instant of release will draw him to the bosom of God, to the embrace of Christ : O days and hours your work is this, To hold me from my proper place, A little while from his embrace, For fuller gain of after-bliss. No will or appetite, however high or holy, can be obeyed blindly and without limit, save only the will and love of God. Every other wish and interest must be stayed, and questioned, and examined by that sovereign rule and law in subjection to which it eventually finds its most solid gain. Else its rebellious impetuosity is self-defeating, and a series of ever-weakening present ecstasies ends in a total enfeeblement and degradation of the impulse. i82 THE LIFE EVERLASTING. Never, therefore, may the desire to be with Christ, viewed as our own personal rest and separate gain, be supreme and unqualified. It must always be subordinate to love, whose minister and child it is : " Father, if it be possible — yet not my will but Thy will be done." But as an accelerating and secondary motive it can never be too strong. Thus it is in all true, pure, reverential human love, which is ever willing to bear pain, even the pain of separation — the greatest of all pains, the last and hardest sacrifice. It is no pure or unselfish love which basks in the presence of a spouse or child, in the warm glow of domestic affection, when their true mterest, as well as the will of God, demands that heart-strings should be rent on both sides and the keen sword of separation endured unflinchingly. It is the stronger and nobler love which both nerves to the sacrifice, and sacrifices most ; which suffers most acutely, and yet most readily. It is in conformity with all that has been said that we read how our Divine Saviour, "for the joy that was set before Him, endured the Cross and despised the shame." Not as though this personal, and in some sense private joy and glory, were the leading or principal motive of His endurance. That motive was the love of the Father, of the Father's will and the Father's Kingdom. Yet so far as the Cross and the shame were grievous to the weakness of the flesh, their burden was lightened or counter- poised by the prospect of a more than compensating joy and glory. So it is St. Paul balances the light and momentary afflictions of this life against the THE LIFE EVERLASTING. 183 great weight of eternal glory in the future, and finds the former in comparison not worthy of considera- tion. It is the " What doth it profit ? " motive in another form — not the highest motive, but subsidiary to the highest ; not love, but the prop and fence of love. And he tells us how this saint and that suffered various torments and privations " looking to the reward" — Adspiciebat enim in remunerationeni ; i.e., not disdaining to enlist the services of prudent and supernatural self-regard in the cause of love — thus counteracting the weakness of the shrinking flesh. And, after all, what is this reward that Christ and His saints looked forward to ? Surely no selfish or isolated joy ; but the joy of one who lives for others, and in others, and makes their happiness his own ; who finds — though he does not seek — his own reward in the attainment of his unselfish ends. It is not his own paltry share in the booty, but the glory and triumph of his country that animates the loyal soldier to bravery. That is the joy that he sets before him. He knows that even his own personal share in the general triumph, the mere gratification of his passionate patriotism, will more than repay the toils and wounds and perils of the present moment. Similarly, he who is wise enough to see that in unselfishness and self-forgetfulness lies the shortest road to private happiness, knows well that in losing his life he is saving it ; and though private happiness is not his direct aim, yet with the assured expectation of it he can quiet the rebellious clamours of short-sighted self-love. Such was the joy that Christ set before Himself; i84 THE LIFE EVERLASTING. the joy of the Father, the joy of the whole body of the redeemed, of His Blessed Mother, of all the angels and saints ; that common joy whereof He was the cause, and wherein, as Head of the Mystic Body, He was to be chief participant ; that Gaudium Domini into which the saints enter, as members enter into the life of the head. How impossible, then, for them not to long and cry out for that consummation of all their desires ; for that full and perfect possession of God, or rather possession by God, which is the very substance of Heaven — all accessory and accidental joy being but the setting of that " Pearl of great price," the Kingdom of God in the heart. " Oh, how lovable are Thy dwellings, Thou Lord of hosts," cries David ; " my soul hath a desire and longing to enter into the courts of the Lord ; my heart and my flesh rejoice in the living God. . . . Blessed are they that dwell. in Thy house." And why blessed? "They will be always praising Thee," always entering into the life and joy and praise of their Lord; always fulfilling the end for which their soul was created and designed by Love. And again : " One day in Thy courts is better than a thousand ; " the now of eternal "being," better than ages of imperfection and " becoming ; " the joy of a single instant of that rest, than the accumulated joys of an endless pilgrimage. And, " As the hart longs for the water- springs, so longs my soul after Thee, O God. My soul is athirst for God the strong, the mighty ; when shall I come and appear before the face of my God?" THE LIFE EVERLASTING. 185 We, on' the other hand, know Httle of these longings. Far from feehng ourselves strangers and pilgrims on earth, we find ourselves only too much at home in this world ; our surroundings are by no means very uncongenial ; and if at times death seems welcome, it is rather in its negative aspect as an end of ills we know, than as an entrance into a life which has but feeble attraction for us, This may be partly due to the dimness of our faith, which must almost necessarily languish in an age and country where it has lost the support of public acknowledgment and profession, where we feel that perhaps the majority of the cultured and educated question the very existence of a future life, or at most regard it as a tenable hypothesis, but in no way to be used as the governing principle of individual and social conduct. Partly it is to be ascribed to our own spiritual state and to the neglect ■of meditation on the mysteries of our holy religion. While in every other department of knowledge our interest leads us from stage to stage, from the pueri- lities of our first conceptions to a greater maturity of comprehension ; here we remain content with the notions gathered in our childhood, which are no more suitable for our adult mind than is milk diet for strong men. We go through life with some child's dream of Heaven, as of a cloud-built city radiant with gold and colour and gleaming jewels, peopled with bright-winged beings, and with those whom we have loved here on earth ; where God, too, has His throne of state and receives a service of sweet song, of fragrant incense, of ceremonious i86 THE LIFE EVERLASTING. adoration. Nor do I say that our sensile imagi- nation can ever rise beyond such gaudy symbolism when it endeavours to picture the unpicturable, and to make visible the invisible. Nor yet are we free to deny that with the risen and glorified body, there will be also a "new heaven and a new earth," in which this sensible and physical order of existence will endure in some spiritualized and transfigured condition as an instrument of Divine praise. But riper thought should teach us to see in these things only the outward symbols and accessories of the substantial joy of Heaven, which consists in the possession of God, in the Communion of the Saints; a joy which we begin to taste even here when the charity of God is diffused in our hearts by the Holy Ghost. Our reason working on our gathering self- experience should convince us that it is only in personal love, self-annihilating, adoring, unchanging, eternal, that our heart can find rest and happiness ; and that Heaven is Heaven just because it offers us this. For what is Heaven but Eternal Life, an entering into the Life of the Eternal, through the unitive virtue of love. It is to see face to face that Beauty, the very hint of which, known as we here know it, by the rumour of faith or by the fringes of its garment, can kindle a love which devours the heart of the saints. If to hear of it can so dominate and subdue the soul, what must it be to behold it ? Nor let us forget what our faith teaches us as to our supernatural elevation to a destiny such as no introspection would ever remotely suggest. Reason ilone might possibly verify the assertion that we were .THE LIFE EVERLASTING. 187 made to find happinbss in some very close know- ledge and love of God, shared in common with all the souls of the just made perfect. But faith tells us that by grace we are re-created for a more intimate union with the Divinity; not merely to know and love and rejoice in the same Divine Good wherein God rejoices, but in some sort to apprehend it with the same kind of act wherewith He apprehends it — an act which we call knowledge for want of a better name, just as at times we speak of understanding as seeing. It is principally by reason of this conformity to God in the mode of our knowledge and love and joy that we are said to enter into that life of the Eternal, " which eye hath not seen nor ear heard nor heart conceived." And though in itself the Godhead is the same, whether it be viewed with the eye of the natural intellect or with the grace-anointed vision of the saints, yet the aspect it presents to the beholder, the impress it creates in him, the love it enkindles, is all other. Indeed, even in the order of natural vision, no two see quite the same beauty or are incited by it to a precisely similar affection. Still less can we compare the supernatural love and joy of the blessed with that of nature " unelevated." And if we turn to the object of this vision and love, it is that same object of Divine self-praise wherein God rejoices and wherein all His saints rejoice, their joy and praise being, so to say, a created and finite reverberation of the uncreated and Infinite. It is found principally in the intrinsic glory and beauty of the Divinity Itself, and second- THE LIFE EVERLASTING. arily in such communications of His glory as He has imparted to His saints, whom He has gathered round Him as a not unworthy crown of love's triumph — even as the Sun rays itself round with a halo of brightness. In all this He rejoices as the Sun in its own splendour. And each of the blessed rejoices with Him in this collective glory — self- forgetful, save so far as the glory of each is an «lement in the glory of all And if to none of those blessed souls that glory is manifest as it can be only to the mind of the Infinite, and if to no two of them under the same aspect, yet there is a certain harmony in their knowledge and love and praise, each filling and complementing what is wanting to the other; each an essential part in a perfect mosaic j each necessary to the effect of the whole ; all collec- tively making one mirror wherein God sees and loves Himself anew, one complex chord of ever- lasting praise ; many eyes, yet but one vision ; many hearts, yet but one love ; many voices and tongues, yet but one song. III. If, however, our feeble mind soon wearies of the strain, when it would try to form some conception of that Eternal joy, that joy of the Eternal, which eye hath not seen nor ear heard nor heart conceived ; if we can never form any real image to ourselves of what Heaven is, we can at least find rest and repose in the thought of what it is not. " God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes, and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow nor crying THE LIFE EVERLASTING. 189. nor any more pain, ... for the former things are passed away." And again : "They shall not hunger nor thirst any more ; nor shall the sun nor the heat beat upon them ; for the Lamb in their midst shall be their Shepherd, and shall lead them to the living water- springs." And once more: "Blessed are the dead who die in the Lord, for they shall rest from their labours." When we look upon this ruin of a world, such as sin and its consequences have left it, we are still able to figure some image to ourselves of that Paradise which God intended to be the vestibule- of Heaven, the place of man's light exile and easy probation. We can in some way conjecture what this earthly life would be were there no sin or selfish- ness, " no more death, nor crymg, nor grief, nor pain," no fruitless spiritual longings, no darkness of ignorance and error, no wearisome toiling with sweat of the brow for the bare necessities of life. Even the poor relics of this ruin, how fair they are ! how we treasure them up as the art-lover does the stray fragments of some noble sculpture whose lines tell the tale of the beauty that belonged to the whole ! How lovely still is the face of nature; how sweet her myriad voices ! And man, with all his vileness and weakness, how lovable in spite of it, nay, because of it ! If God Himself delights to be with the children of men, if " our Maker is our husband " and lover, is it wonderful that we should be tempted* to cling to one another — As if our heaven and home were here. igo THE LIFE EVERLASTING. And chief among the factors of our earthly happi- ness, that which binds together, preserves, purifies, strengthens the rest, is God Himself dwelling in us and in all around us, revealed to us in His works, communing with us in our inmost heart and con- science, imparting His light to our mind. His warmth to our heart, filling with peace and glad- ness those souls who willingly seek for Him with open ear and eye, and who most surely find Him far nearer than they ever dreamt. Take sin and its consequences away, and earth were indeed such a Paradise as might make us to cry out : " It is good for us to be here ! " Yet it would be but the vestibule of Heaven ; the shadow of the substance. At times it may seem to us that we desire nothing but rest, the mere cessation of toil and pain, of sorrow and temptation, the mere " not-being " of annihilation. Millions profess with their lips that to desire is to suffer ; that to be, is to desire ; that it is alone by not-being that we can escape from suffering ; that our wisest desire is to cease to desire and to cease to be ; to be merged once more into the calm bosom of that nothingness whose surface is by some malign cause rippled for a moment and disturbed by our individuality and existence. They do not discern that desire is woven of a double strand, namely, the love of an absent object, together with a sense of need, — the former pleasur- able, the latter painful; or that desire makes not ■only -for the cessation of the sense of pain, but principally for the fulfilment of love in the joy of .possession and attainment. THE LIFE EVERLASTING. igi If we desire the absence of pain, it is not this mere negation which attracts us. We cannot be attracted by nothing. The full object of our hope is our conscious, existing self in a state of freedom from pain. Even the unbelieving suicide is deluded by the imagination that he will be consciom of his deliverance from suffering, though his intellect may reject the doctrine of immortality. We cannot then arouse in ourselves a longing for Heaven by the mere prospect of negative rest, of no more death nor sorrow nor pain, but only by the prospect of a life immeasur- ably fuller and more lovable than this life would be were it once more transfigured into Paradise, and every weed and bramble of sin plucked up and destroyed. Even our present narrow, humble mode of existence is at times very sweet to us, when the removal of some passing bitterness has made us realize the blessing which before we unconsciously enjoyed. If, then, in its lower phases, a painless life can be so longed for, how much more the highest plenitude of being of which we are capable ? Lastly, Heaven is described in our liturgy as " a place of refreshment and of light and of peace ; " which again must be understood as telling us both what it is not, and what it is. In this world God tries His saints in the fire of tribulation, temptation, per- secution, even as gold is tried in the furnace. The noon-day sun scorches them, and the heat stifles and oppresses them. They are athirst with their battles and labours, with loss of blood. But there "the Lamb that is in their midst shall shepherd them, and lead them by the living water-springs," ».32 THE LIFE EVERLASTING. by that " pure river of the water of life, clear as crystal, proceeding from the throne of God and of the Lamb." Here they are led blindfold by the hand of faith, or if they see aught, it is by the flickering, uncertain light of reason ; their eyes are wearied and dim, straining through the gloom, and watching for the morning which seems so long in coming. God's ways are so puzzling, so mysterious, so incalculable, fooling our presumption the moment we pretend to have discovered their law. Here we can but cry out in our humility : " How incomprehensible are His judgments and His ways past finding out." But there the weary mind will at last repose in the full clear light of truth, and the doubts and difficulties will be forgotten, as the cloudlets that flecked the sky of a day long past. And if there is laughter in Heaven, it will be at the guesses and conjectures and vain theorizings of our child-life on earth, as now we laugh at the fancies of our early years. There " the city shall need no sun nor moon to enlighten it," no created or reflected light; "for the bright- ness of God hath illumined it and the Lamb is the Light thereof." Here there is unending war: war with oneself, with the world, with the powers of darkness : Militia vita hominis super terram. " Never art thou secure in this life," says a Kempis, " but while thou livest thou wilt need thy spiritual armour; for thou art in the midst of enemies, and art assailed on the right hand and on the left." But there, there shall be peace at last : Pax solida ; pax imperturbahilis ei THE LIFE EVERLASTING. 193 secura; pax intus et foris; pax ex omnis parti firma — " Solid peace, unshaken and unshakable, firm on every side, within and without." " A place of refreshment, of light, and of peace " — and why ? Because it is the place of God, who is at once our Rest and Refreshment, our Light, our Peace ; because it is the home of our Father who is m Heaven, and who is Himself our Heaven : Ubi tu, ibi cesium, atque ibi mors et infernus ubi tu non es — "Where God is, there is Heaven. Where God is not, there is Death and Hell." And so we return to the starting-point, to the First Principle and Foundation, to the truth that man is created, not for earth, but for Heaven ; not for time, but for Eternity ; not for himself, but for Another; not for the creature, but for the Creator. " Thou hast made us for Thyself," says Augustine. "Thou hast made us" — God, our first Beginning. " For Thyself "—God, our last End, "And our heart can find no rest till it rest in Thee." THE ANGELIC VIRTUE Erunt sicut angeli Dei in coelo. " They shall be as the angels of God in Heaven." — St. Matt. xxii. 30. It may be safely asserted that Catholic Christianity has developed the idea of the virtue of purity and emphasized its importance, to a degree previously unknown to the world, and hardly now known outside the limit of the Church's influence. Within those limits, no doubt, are included many non- Catholic Christians, and perhaps many whose Christianity has been puzzled out of them, but who still retain a practical veneration for its moral ideas and are unconsciously imbued with its instincts. No doubt the intensity of the stress which the Church lays upon this virtue finds its justification in some of the deepest mysteries of faith. For granted that impurity is a violation of the natural dignity of man, it follows that every addition to man's spiritual elevation increases the malice of any act of defilement or profanation. Thus when St. Paul says : " Lie not one to another, for ye are members one of another," he does not mean to give the ethical reason against lying, but he supposes THE ANGELIC VIRTUE. 193 the malice of falsehood to be admitted on all hands, and adds a supernatural reason which makes it more odious among those who are united by special ties of fidelity as members of one mystical body. In like manner, Christian doctrine takes for granted that the law of reason condemns all impurity, and then adds to the prohibition of reason other motives and sanctions drawn from revelation alone. Still it must be confessed that, as in other matters of natural religion and morals, so more especially in this, revelation has helped reason by way of suggestion. A passage in some foreign language may be utterly beyond our comprehension and seem to us hopelessly tangled and faulty, and yet a glance at a translation puts everything in its right place and proves the confusion to have been purely subjective. So the revelation of natural truths enables us to see them by the light of reason — paradoxical as it may sound ; or, if we saw them at all before, to see them now more clearly, to hold to them more firmly, and to penetrate to their further consequences. Besides, what would with difficulty have been within the grasp of the talented, leisured, industrious few, is now by revelation made " current coin " and the abiding heritage of all. If then, remaining within the purely ethical order, we seem in some points to find but a frail support for the bold teaching and instincts of the Catholic Church in this matter of purity, it need not surprise us, since we find a like difficulty in justifying many of our other natural moral instincts and beliefs which we hold to none the less firmly, knowing ig6 THE ANGELIC VIRTUE. well that more things are reasonable than reason can analyze or set out in form. Yet there is hardly any point of the Catholic doctrine of purity, which mere reason does not to some extent bear out, while in no point can it be shown to be contrary to reason. Before, however, examining the rational founda- tions upon which this body of teaching rests, we may give a brief glance at the buttresses and supports it receives from faith and revelation. If the very inclinations of sensuality, which are natural to man regarded physiologically, are in the present order a fruit of original sin, then whatever natural unseemliness or disorder there may be in them is augmented and aggravated in so far as they are doubly against the Divine will. We suppose, for the present, that man advances from imperfec- tion to perfection, and that since he rightly strives to obtain complete control over his passions, he cannot fail to regard their insubordination as a misfortune, as a moral disorder or disease — some- thing to be eradicated and overcome, something which lowers him to the " ape and tiger " level. Remaining merely in the natural order, our lack of perfect self-control in this matter is against our final dignity, i.e., against the ideal which reason bids us strive to realize. But according to Catholic doctrine, Adam was created with perfect and preter- natural self-control in this matter — starting, so ta say, at the goal of nature's utmost endeavour. This was, of course, an altogether preternatural endow- ment, as much so as was the infusion of that know- THE ANGELIC VIRTUE. 197 ledge and culture towards wl ich he would otherwise have climbed laboriously and never so effectually. That the race in its representative and head forfeited this preternatural gift by sin, makes that a penal privation which otherwise had been only a natural negation. Sensuality is, therefore, not only contrary to man's natural " final " perfection, but also to what God intended him to be in the present order. He raised us to better things, above our nature, and our present humiliation is culpable, not indeed through the fault of the individual, but through the fault of the race. This makes all insubordination of the passions irregular by a new title, that is, as a disturbance, not only of the natural, but of the supernatural order. The passions being at least indirectly under our free control, their irregularity is not merely a physical, but a moral infirmity. The cardinal virtues of Tem- perance and Fortitude are in some way defective until they have extended from the higher will into the emotional faculties which it is their office to control. However inculpable, the insubordination of the lower to the higher will partakes of the nature of vice, and is a disposition towards evil. As far {and no further) as the behaviour of our passions is not determined by necessary causes, but is deter- minable by our free choice, just so far is their rebel- lion a vice, whether culpable or inculpable, whether resulting from negligence or preceding it. Sensuality is, in the present order, not merely a penalty, like sickness or death, but an ethical blemish which cannot be acquiesced in without fault. Again, the Catholic doctrine of grace, which is THE ANGELIC VIRTUE. declared either to be or to involve a real mystical indwelling of the Holy Spirit in the soul, and thereby in the body of the unfallen Christian, makes every defilement of that temple in some sense sacri- legious. " Know you not," says St. Paul, " that your members are the temple of the Holy Ghost who is in you ? " " Whoso defileth God's temple, him will God destroy." As in the building of Solomon's temple, reverence for the sanctuary that was to be. forbade the noise of axe or hammer, and required the stones to be cut elsewhere, and thence taken and set silently in their destined places, so the tumult of unruly passions, even where blameless, is unfitting in the sanctuary of a far higher indwelling, in the soul which is a consort of the Divine Nature ; which lives and breathes with a Divine Life. It was this sense of fitness which secured for Adam the gift of perfect self-control or " integrity " (as it is called) ; and if it has not been restored to us by redemption, it is only because our redemption is as yet but imperfect, and remains to be perfected at the resur- rection in the glorification of the "body of our humiliation." " Behold, now are we the sons of God," i.e., in some true but inchoative sense, " but it doth not yet appear what we shall be ; but we know that when He shall appear we shall be like Him."^ If the sanctity of this spiritual temple is in some sense marred by even involuntary irregularity in the passions, much more real is its violation when the will approves and rests in such an unbefitting state of things, or encourages it, or brings it about. ' I St. John iii. a. THE ANGELIC VIRTUE. 199 Another aspect of the sacredness of the Christian's body is presented in the doctrine of Christ's Mystical Body, of which we are members. Our union with Him, and with one another, is not merely the moral union of any body-corporate, but a real though mystical union : " One Body and One Spirit." As the act of the member is ascribed to the whole body, so the sinful actions of Christians bring a sort of extrinsic disgrace upon Christ and His Saints, upon the family to which they belong by a tie far closer than blood. Further, as subject to the Head, the member is not sui juris, is not its own, but Christ's. Hence St. Paul argues, " Shall I take the members of Christ and make them members of an harlot ? God forbid ! " Closely allied with the same mystery is the dogma concerning Christ's Eucharistic or Sacra- mental Body, by every participation whereof, the body and soul of the Christian are mystically trans- muted and in some sense made conspecific with the glorified Body and Soul of God Incarnate. So much so that by each sacramental Communion our body acquires, if not a physical, at least a moral exigency of deliverance from perpetual corruption. For it shares in some degree His sanctity of whom it is written : " Thou wilt not leave My Soul in Hell, nor wilt Thou suffer Thy Holy One to see corruption." This belief in the future destiny of matter in general, and of the Christian's body in particular, to a share in the final glory of creation to which it has ministered, both in the order of nature and of THE ANGELIC VJBTUE. grace, is at the root of Catholic reverence for the remains of the dead, for the relics of the saints, and for bodily purity and integrity. Finally, the union of the Divinity, as it were by intermarriage, to the human family has raised our race, as a whole, above the dignity of the highest angelic orders, — even as the low-born can be lifted above their social superiors by union with a prince of the blood-royal. " He never took to Himself the angels, but He took the seed of Abraham." Although this union is not so close as that which binds together the members of His Mystical Body, still it is a moral tie such as holds one tribe or people together by community of blood. The Son of God is reckoned in the census of humanity, but not in that of the angels, who count it an honour to minister to the fellow-mortals of the Incarnate God. Hence the King of men is a fortiori the King of the angels, and Mary is the angels' queen, and Gabriel her minister and messenger. All this imparts a new dignity to every man as such, and adds a new indignity to every impurity, voluntary or even in- voluntary. All these motives, which are at the root of the intense stress which the Church lays upon the virtue of purity, rest on revealed dogma. They are non- existent for those who do not accept these dogmas, i.e., not only for non-Christians, but to a great extent for non-Catholic Christians, amongst whom as much of Catholic feeling as survives is to be ascribed to sentiments which linger on after their reasonable basis is gone. THE ANGELIC VIRTUE. Yet throughout we have been supposing that, viewed merely in the light of reason, impurity is an indignity, a violation of man's spiritual nature. This given, then whatever adds to man's dignity, aggra- vates the offence. Let us, then, see what sound reason tells us on the point. By a certain world-old philosophy which has gone under various names in various times and places, purity has been assailed on ostensibly speculative grounds. The difficulty of the virtue has at all times driven men to invent and to embrace a theory which will square with their inclination and practice ; for no man likes to admit openly to others that he lives in defiance of reason, nor will he care, as a rule, to admit it to himself. Sometimes this philosophy strives to show that purity is at most a social virtue, a matter of con- vention and custom ; and this doctrine is more dangerous when with it is held that other which regards society itself as in no sense natural or demanded by reason, but the artificial creation of formal compact or tolerated custom. At other times it proclaims more boldly that purity is a moral impossibility, that it is a violation of nature, against our first instincts, and in no way obligatory. We have a growing school of modern " after- Christians," as they have been called, which raves against all restraint of concupiscence as a supersti- tion of priestcraft. " Modesty was only made for those who have no beauty. It is an invention of the modern world ; the child of the Christian contempt for form and THE ANGELIC VIRTUE. matter. . . . O purity, plant of bitterness, born on a blood-soaked soil, and whose degenerate and sickly blossom expands with difficulty in the dank shade of cloisters, under a chill baptismal rain ; rose without scent, and spiked all round with thorns ! . . . The ancient world knew thee not, O sterile flower ! ... In that vigorous and healthy society they would have spurned thee under foot dis- dainfully ! " The writer is modern,^ but his sentiment is as ancient as the Fall. It is but the utterance of that paganism which is latent, like a seed of death, in every human heart, and only awaits favourable climate and environment to germinate and fructify. From the very first the appeal is couched in the same specious form. The fruit is fair to the eye, pleasant to taste, gratifying to curiosity, evidently devised by nature for our enjoyment ; and the doubt arises, " Hath God said ye shall surely die ? " And then comes the conclusion, "Ye shall not surely die." " The voice of Nature," we are told, " is the voice of God. In other animals we see how promiscuous obedience to their impulses leads to no disastrous results. Society and the family are violent and artificial institutions, and can bind our conduct only so far as they can force it. Outside that limit there is complete moral liberty. Further, is it not more evident daily that the distance between man and brute is one of degree, not of kind — a tenet which justifies to some extent his claim for equal • Theophile Gautier. THE ANGELIC VIRTUE. 203 liberty." No doubt evolutionary Utilitarianism would prohibit any excesses that might lead to the deterioration of the human type in future ages ; but such a sanction would avail little, under pressure of temptation, with the majority, who care nothing for the state of posterity at so remotely distant a period, especially when the effect of a single excess is so infinitesimally insignificant in the result. That all grosser hedonistic reasoning is based on a low and inadequate view of human nature, is abundantly plain. If man differs from the brute only in the higher and more eifectual development of his senses, we must allow that the final happiness to which those senses minister is of a like kind with theirs. If, on the other hand, we hold that evolu- tionist philosophy has not lessened human dignity, but has only raised that of non-human animals, conceding to them a germinal intellect, reason, con- science, then the same reasons which will presently force us to condemn sensuality in man, will equally compel us to condemn it in them, — unless we agree with a speaker at the Anglican Church Congress in 1896, who explains that sin in its essence is simply an anachronism, i.e., the abnormal survival of a habit which was laudable in our savage or brutal ancestors, but which is old-fashioned and out of date in modern man. Evolutionists and zoophilists cannot play fast and loose with common sense in these matters. If we credit brutes with moral virtues, we must blame them for their vices, or else frankly come forward as determinists, and deny imputability all round. This latter would be to 204 THE ANGELIC VIRTUE. deny virtue and vice in any sense hitherto accepted by the world ; for who would call strength, health, beauty, or temperament, virtues, or their contraries vices ? We can accept only that anthropology according to which man is of two distinct elements; one, higher and spiritual, the other, lower and animal — the lower being obviously ministerial and organic to the higher ; not, however, merely an instrument, but also a secondary partner in a common interest. Against the view, favoured by dualist religions, which regards the body as the prison-house of a fallen spirit, or as the creation of some malign power hostile to light and truth, something to be detested and destroyed, the simple philosophy of the Church (which is that of common sense and common language) shows us that the senses feed the intellect and supply it with the raw fabric of its ideas; that through them alone is the soul put en rapport with that revelation of truth which God's finger has traced on the face of nature ; that man's passions and emotions are, as it were, so much rough material to be hewn and shaped into conformity with the pattern of reason, with the ideal that nature hints at and strives with trembling hand to realize. Of themselves, these impulses are blind erratic forces in some ways, but they can be trained to run in harness, and to bear man onward to his self-chosen mark, instead of running off with him. But man has his period of unreasoning infancy, and throughout life there are innumerable daily crises and intervals where reason is either in THE ANGELIC VIRTUE. 205 abeyance, or only free to attend to one of a crowd of simultaneous urgencies. Then it is that instincts and habits, natural or acquired, play an important part in his life, even as they play the entire part in the life of unreasoning animals. Still instincts and habits, like all general legis- lation, fail in particulars, though their average result is good. These failures man can supplement by the adapting power of reason and by the free modifi- cation of his tastes and habits. And this more especially tvhen such impulses urge him towards his animal and bodily interests, to the disregard of his higher and adequately conceived good. Man, alone of animals, knows himself reflexly, knows his own double nature, his final perfection, his Creator and Owner. He alone can enter into conscious sympathy with the plans of his Maker. Other creatures are evolved; man is self-evolving, free to co-operate or to resist. It is the very nature of his probation to see whether he will choose to act as man, bringing out fully all that specifies him and distances him from the brute. His final per- fection is intellectual and moral before all things. Animal nature is fully evolved on the completion of adolescence, but man's spiritual nature is unde- veloped for years, and at best only partially advanced towards an ever-receding goal of possible perfection. In a certain wide sense of the word we might say that the distinctive perfection or virtue of a human being, man or woman, is courage : that it is in a man what physical strength or brute force is in a horse or a lion. Courage is moral strength 2o6 THE ANGELIC VIRTUE. or will-force, a power of resisting the continual btraining of pleasure and pain against the law of the Divine will, and against the claims of conscience. Those who lack this power are quickly dehumanized and degraded, being enslaved to sensuality or to vain- glory, or to some other tyranny. Many counterfeits pass for courage, as, for example, a certain insensi- bility to bodily pains and pleasures on the part of those whose nerves are coarse- fibred and whose imagination is dull and sluggish ; or a natural in- difference to the praise and censure of others on the part of those who are solitary and self-centered and deficient in that desire for the esteem and affection of others which, however hurtful when abused, is one of the noblest and most helpful of the instincts God has planted in our hearts. Again, there are some whose affections are feeble by nature, and still more enfeebled by habitual selfishness, and who are conse- quently free from the temptation of any violent love or hatred or grief or fear. If, through mere insensi- bility of these kinds, men seem to endure great pains or humiliations or sorrows or else to forego great pleasures and honours and joys, this is but a counter- feit courage. Nor again is it courage when one goes out to meet danger full of self-confidence and with a moral certainty of victory and escape, as when Goliath came forth against David; nor when through thoughtlessness or excitement or inexperience, one under-estimates the risk to be encountered. There is but little courage in hot blood, unless we are to credit wild bulls with courage, nor does all that passes for bravery on the battlefield deserve to THE ANGELIC VIRTUE. 207 be confounded with that rare moral force which it would be a miracle to find widely distributed in such a chance assortment of men. " To fear nothing," says a recent writer, "and face danger, is the courage of a noble animal ; to be afraid yet to go through to the end, is the courage of a man."^ At times men will face present pain simply in order to escape far greater pain of the same kind ; they will allow a tooth to be drawn or a limb to be cut off, counting it good economy of suffering in the long run. This may be excellent good sense, and akin to courage, but it is not true courage. A poor timid bird will often turn desperate and fight for its life with what might seem to be courage, but is only the very pressure of extreme fright. The miser will go far beyond many a saint in his austerities and self-denials, not because he is master of himself, but because he is the slave of avarice ; and the courtier will brook many an indignity and bitter humiliation, not because he is master of his resentment, but because he is the slave of ambition. And so in a thousand ways men who are by no means insensible to suffering will deliberately endure pain and con- tempt and annoyance in order to avoid what they consider greater evils, or to secure greater advan- tages. Their action in so doing is usually prudent and justifiable, and has certain elements of true courage in it, since it is governed by foresight and reason, and not merely by the pressure of present feeling. But courage in the true sense requires that we should endure or abstain, not for any kind of ' Man. By Lilian Quiller Couch. 2o8 THE ANGELIC VIRTUE. motive whatever, but for the sake of that highest spiritual good to which alone our subjection as reasonable beings is due or permissible ; for the sake, that is, of principle, of truth and right and justice, of God's cause ; or still better, for the sake of God Himself, explicitly known and loved and reverenced. Non passio, says Augustine, sed causa facit martyrem — " It is not suffering, but suffering for a good cause, that makes a martyr." It is in such suffering that man fully realizes himself and attains the summit of his glory; as indeed we see in the great Archetype of humanity to whom Pilate, unconsciously prophetic, pointed as He stood before the multitude, scourged, mocked, and rejected for the cause of God, and said Ecce Homo — " Behold the Man ! " He truly was not insensible to pain, contempt, or grief, whose body and soul were framed and devised by Divine Wisdom to be the instruments of that suffering which was to redeem the world, and who went forth to His Passion "knowing all things that were to come upon Him," and yet was silent as a sheep before its shearers — calm with seeming apathy, as if He were deaf, hard, and senseless — " so that the governor wondered exceedingly." As it behoved Him to suffer and so to enter into His glory, so it is in the act of suffering for God, or for God's cause, that every man reaches his best and enters into his glory as man. Because Christ was strong to suffer and to die, therefore were all things put under His feet ; and so far as we are filled with a like strength are we invincible against THE ANGELIC VIRTUE. 209 those who shrink from pain as the worst of evils. Hence it is said that the blood of the martyrs is the seed of the Church, and she, who knows the secret of the Crucifix, will ever have among her children those whose faith in the unseen good, will " overcome the world " by suffering. The Church, taught by Christ, bids us acquiesce in the truth that this world is not our home, but our school ; that it is designed to school U3 in that which is best among our capacities, namely, in courage, in an heroic endurance of suffering for the sake of God and God's cause. For in this our very highest capability is exerted and strengthened and perfected. Hence it follows that manhood is most pro- perly manifested in the mastery of impulse. We stigmatize one who is deficient in self-mastery as weak, or wanting in that moral strength which is to man what bone and sinew are to the mere animal. The vituperatives "effeminate," "childish," "savage," "brutal," all confess the same conception of man's nature, and of God's intention. God is therefore at once the author and moving force of our animal impulses, and of the dictate of reason which bids us control them. He supplies us with the task, and with the instruments by which it is to be accomplished. It would be indeed a difficulty were He the author of two contrary tendencies, unless, as is the case. He willed one to prevail, and made provision for its prevalence. Nor is He strictly the author, but rather the permitter, of the contrariety; nor does He will the useful force of o THE ANGELIC VIRTUE. passion to be wasted and extinguished, but to be used and applied in due place and season. It is, then, precisely as being unworthy of true manhood, and of our nature adequately regarded, that we feel moral shame over any exhibition of imperfect self-control where such control is due and possible. We blush to be detected in cowardice, greediness, meanness, selfishness, curiosity. Pro- fligates who brag most shamelessly of their vices, always represent them as proofs of their bravery, manliness, independence of superstition, of religious fear, of human respect, but never like to allow their sheer weakness and inability to conquer them. The shame that we feel at our subjection to purely involuntary animal needs and infirmities, which neither are, nor can be under our control, is in no sense " moral " shame as of something whose deformity is imputable. And the same is to be said of our shame about merely conventional disgraces, like poverty, ill-birth, breaches of etiquette. Unruly passions, on the other hand, even if not a self- chosen or a self-permitted deformity, are a remedi- able defect which may not be complacently tolerated. Now, what is true of all controllable impulses is more emphatically true of that which is chief among them, in so far as it concerns that animal function whose results are of the greatest moment both to individual and to social life— namely, the multiplying of human beings, the bringing of new personalities on to the stage of human life. If it is a momentous thing for any man to usurp the authority of God, and by the crime of murder to cut short the allotted THE ANGELIC VIRTUE. space of a human life, surely the " to be or not to be" of unborn personalities is a question of great consequence, where it behoves man, with whom its decision rests, to be fully master of himself. If it is bestial that he should be so enslaved by greedi- ness as to endanger his own health, what can be said of his slavery to an appetite fraught with so much more consequence to others ? In this matter to be determined, like a brute, by pleasure alone, is surely the most extreme irregularity, and to approve and consent to such irregularity is, in the light of mere reason, the gravest immorality. Proportional, then, to the gravity of the end is man's obligation of holding this instinct well in hand. Still, according to the insistence she places on the preservation of the species. Nature {i.e., God in nature) has made this instinct the strongest of all. Hence, while the mastery of it is most necessary, it is also most difficult, and this it is that makes chastity the very crown and seal of perfected man- hood. The usual effects, physical and moral, of sensual indulgence on individuals and on society at large, are sufficient indication of the sentence which outraged nature passes on such vice, nor need we amplify so disagreeable a topic. M^hen man once makes carnal pleasure an end in itself, reason enables him to devise and organize a thousand ways of procuring and multiplying it which are inaccessible to unreasoning animals. He sinks not merely to their level, but indefinitely lower. The physical and moral degradation which THE ANGELIC VIRTUE. results, not indeed from any one act, but from single acts multiplied like plague-spots, is enough of itself to warrant a precept of nature against any exception to their universal prohibition ; thus adding a grave extrinsic malice to the already grave intrinsic malice of any single act. In fine, the root-malice of impurity, viewed in the mere light of reason, lies in the fact that God has given us a certain very imperative instinct, for a certain clear purpose of the most vitally momentous consequence. He intends to prove and perfect us as reasonable beings in this matter, as in many others, that we may freely choose to resist this impulse where it is contrary to His declared purpose, and use it where He wills us to use it, and in the same way as He wills it. That He wills no use of it outside wedlock is a further question, and does not belong to the present dis- cussion, which is "general. Any impulse to do what is irregular is itself irregular, and cannot be approved or encouraged by reason. If murder is wrong, I may not en- courage a tendency to murder. If I may not take my neighbour's property, L may not wilfully long for it. So every impulse towards sensual satisfaction which would be unlawful, is itself naturally un- lawful. Man is under a natural obligation of tending towards the perfect control of every controllable impulse; hence even inculpable rebellions should displease him as being opposed to h.\s final perfection, i.e., to that ideal which he should aim it. They are not matter for blame, but for regret; but to THE ANGELIC VIRTUE. 213 approve them or not to regret them would be blameworthy. My temper may be quite beyond my present control, so that I am free of all self- reproach ; but I may not acquiesce in this state of things as long as there is room for further self- mastery. Thus, reason is in sympathy with the Church's high esteem of what we might call effectual purity, as opposed to that which merely exists in firm will and purpose ; as well as with her more adequate view of human nature and human virtue, — each composed of two elements, internal and external, soul and body, neither perfect without the other, yet the soul absolutely self-standing, self-sufficing, while the body apart from it is wholly valueless. Temperance in will and purpose is compatible with dipsomania; fortitude with physical nervous- ness and timidity — although they lack their proper embodiment and expression, since they have not realized that effect which of their own nature they tend to realize in normal circumstances. Again, there is a mere placidity of physical temperament that simulates peacefulness, an insensibilit)' which passes as continence, a general negation of passion which looks like self- conquest ; but these are nothing worth : virtues in no sense of the word. The full and perfect virtue is that which is measured and duly conceived by reason, enforced by the will, and gradually conformed to by the passions. It is normally the result of industry. The efforts of the will may be partly or wholly ineffectual, owing to obstinacy of the natural tem- perament ; and in this case the defect is not morally 214 THE ANGELIC VIRTUE. imputable or blamable, but only regrettable; one may not be glad of it, for it is an infirmity dis- honouring our human dignity, a matter of humili- ation, a defacing of God's image. Given, in two cases, equal internal virtue, the addition of the external virtue in one adds a certain moral dignity or ornament v^^hich the other has not. To have it in the one case, to lack it in the other, may not be imputable, either as merit nor as demerit; although to have it may be a means of merit, and to lack it, a safeguard of humility and therefore indirectly a means of greater merit. So with regard to that perfect immunity, not merely from voluntary faults against chastity, but even from all natural irregularities which the Church bids us pray for. It is not a matter of merit so much as of spiritual dignity. We should regret (not blame ourselves for) every want of that perfect self-control which is the final dignity after which reason should strive, and the want of which is contrary to God's first intention with respect to the children of Adam and the brethren of Christ We should regret it out of reverence to God's image which it is our duty to educe and perfect in ourselves ; out of reverence to this nature which the Eternal has wedded to Himself in unity of Person ; out of reverence to that Eucharistic Flesh and Blood which we feed on; out of reverence to our own flesh and blood rendered conspecific with it by reiterated Communions and destined to a like glorification ; out of reverence to the indwelling Spirit whose temples we are; out of reverence to the Mystical Body of THE ANGELIC VIRTUE. 215 which we are members, and to Christ its Head, and to Mary and to all the saints our fellow-members, who share our honour or dishonour. Hence, cceteris paribus, the Church prefers, not as more meritorious, but as spiritually more exalted, the condition of those who are thus exempt. Not that she prizes physical impotence or defect of passion, as possessing any beauty in the spiritual or moral order, but rather full passions and warm affections controlled and conquered by an over- mastering passion of Divine love. This mastery of the strong man by the stronger is in the case of some saints the result of a suddenly infused strength of charity; in most, it is of slower growth. We should indeed do ill to conceive it as a privation of any strength or fulness of vitality, an emascu- lation of character in any sense. Mere immunity, without a will firm enough to resist all rebellion, would be only material purity; but where the immunity is due to a continual overmastering of the lower impulses by the higher, too firm and strong to be sensible of any difficulty or resistance, we are in the presence of heroic and almost super- human virtue. Closely connected with this high estimate of effectual purity is the value the Church sets on celibacy and virginity. It is no mere economical or prudential motive that binds her priesthood to chastity, but a sense of the spiritual dignity befitting those who minister at the altar of the Virgin-born and dispense the Bread of Angels to others. It is strange how any school of Christianity can fail *i6 THE ANGELIC VIRTUE. to see the high esteem set upon bodily virginity by our Saviour, and how those who were closest to Him were graced by this ornament : His Mother, His precursor. His foster-father. His bosom friend, His heavenly bodyguard. Apart from this mystical reason, there is also a reason which is eminently practical, namely, the unfitness of a married clergy to preach to others a continence and self-restraint which they have little or no occasion to practise themselves. " Keep up ! Don't give in ! " they seem to cry to the many who are struggling m billows, while they themselves are enjoying the comparative security of a life-boat. With her eyes wide open to all the sin and sacrilege that celibacy has occasioned and may yet occasion, the Church insists upon it for the sake of a greater good which im- measurably outbalances all that evil, for the sake of the encouragement of those millions upon whom restraint is for one reason or another incumbent, whether for a time or continually, — and that, often in the very years when it is most difficult. Again, she knows well that the man who fights, even though he fall from time to time, gives more glory to God than he who sits at home. She knows that marriage does not create purity or the power of restraint where it did not exist before, and that to the impure and incontinent its liberty is rarely sufficient, while the transgression of its restraints is a far deadHer sin than a celibate is capable of. Reason tells us that if the unruliness of any controllable appetite is a grave disorder, far more is the unruliness of sensual desire, so momentous in THE ANGELIC VIRTUE. 217 its consequences. Even the first impulse to so grave a disorder cannot be regarded as a slight irregularity. This, again, bears out Catholic teach- ing to the effect that, given full advertence and self-control, no fault in this matter is light, although there are various degrees of gravity. Here the severity of the Church's teaching seems at first sight excessive ; for indeed it comes to this, that any deliberate and direct concession to sensual incli- nation, however slight, whether in thought or deed, is grievously sinful. It must, however, be fully deliberate, a condition which supposes perfect advertence both to what is being done or thought about, and to the gravely sinful character of such thoughts or actions ; and also, perfect self-control, so that the thought or act is in no way automatic or involuntary. These conditions are, of course, very frequently absent in the first beginnings of sensual rebellion. Again, the concession must be direct, that is, it must have sensual gratification for its motive, and not some other necessary end which would perhaps justify the toleration under protest of an involuntary gratification. But the practical wisdom of the Church's severity in regarding the slightest direct and deliberate con- cession as grievous, is evident when we reflect that here, as in some other matters, a slight concession, far from mitigating irregular desire, increases it; and if the first impulse is not resisted, it is inde- finitely less likely that the second will be. In fact it is hke starting a boulder rolling down a hill, which becomes more hopelessly unmanageable at 2i8 THE ANGELIC VIRTUE. every bound. It is the failure to realize this law, or to accept it in faith from the experience and wisdom of the Church, that lies at the root of so much difficulty in this matter. Here indeed the rule is the same for all, for those who walk by the commandments or by the counsels. But when it is a question of justifiable occasions of involuntary gratification, there is a wide range between the maximum and the minimum of liberty, which leaves room for many refinements of purity that are of counsel and not of command. There is on the one side a point after which the pretended justification is quite inadequate to the resulting irregularity of which it is the occasion or indirect cause ; on the other, a point beyond which abstinence from lawful occasions would inter- fere with plain duties or with greater good. As the counsel of evangelical poverty is : "If thou wilt be perfect, sell all ; " that is : Do not ask how much, but how little may you keep ; so the counsel of purity is, that we should inquire rather how far we may reasonably avoid lawful occasions, than how far v/e are free to encounter them. Both these limits, maximum and minimum, are relative and not . absolute ; that is, the tempera- ment, circumstances, antecedents, state of life, of each individual determine for him to what length he can go one way or the other without a violation of conscience or an infringement of duty. In practice there can be httle doubt as to which is the easier, the safer and more generous course to adopt ; or which the Church everywhere encourages THE ANGELIC VIRTUE. 219 and approves, so long as counsel is not confounded with precept to the hurt of conscience and the eventual injury of simple purity. Last of all, reason goes further, and tells us that if we have any strong vicious propensity whose satisfaction is unavoidably occasioned in the fulfilment of some imperative duty, we should regard the circumstance with a certain regret, on account of the gratification of a mortal enemy. For example, as a magistrate one may have to condemn his mortal foe, and thus to gratify his natural vindictiveness ; or one prone to drunkenness may be ordered spirits by his doctor. If there is sincere good-will in either case, the purely involuntary gratification of these lower propensities will be a matter of regret to the higher part of our nature. These evil tendencies are our spiritual foes whom we desire to starve out ; and therefore if, in spite of ourselves, we are con- strained to feed them in any way and so put off the date of their extermination, we shall hardly be pleased. Thus even in the subtlest points we find reason running parallel with the instincts and intuitions of the Catholic religion touching the angelic virtue, and confessing that God is just, and His judgments are right : Justus es, Domine, et rectum judicium tuum. A GREAT MYSTERY I. " A help, meet for him." We are told in the Book of Genesis that God created man and fashioned him to His own image and Hkeness, and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life ; that He created him to have dominion over all the other creatures on the face of the earth, to use them in the carrying out of his own work and end ; that in this especially man differed from the brute animals, that by reason of his power of thinking and choosing, he had dominion not only over them, but over himself, over his feelings, his passions, his instincts; he was not to be swayed by them, or carried along helplessly and thrown, as an unskilled rider by a spirited horse, but to make them serve him and carry him wherever and however, as long, and as far as he should judge right. And if in respect to his passions and appetites he is in authority, with respect to God he is under authority, God saying to him, as he to his passions, " ' Go,' and he goeth ; ' come,' and he Cometh ; ' do this,' and he doth it." Man was created to be God's absolute slave and servant, to do God's will and God's work and nothing else, and A GREAT MYSTERY therein to find his perfection ; while every other creature then created, was created to be man's absolute slave and servant, to help him in the per- formance of this work. What, then, was this work? To prepare himself here in order to live hereafter with God for ever, to see Him face to face; to know as God knows, to love as God loves ; to be happy with God's own happiness. Fresh from God's moulding hand, man looked round upon creation, upon the innumerable helps that God's bounty had provided for him, sun and moon and stars, earth and ocean, mountains and valleys, springs and streams, glades, meadows and forests, trees and flowers, beasts, birds and fishes, all praising God in chorus, " telling His glory, showing His handiwork," speaking of His goodness, wisdom, and power; helping man to know Him, and, knowing, to love Him with his whole heart, and whole mind, and whole soul, and whole strength. And yet, gazing round upon all these helps, man felt helpless, for there was no help found meet for him ; there were dumb slaves in abundance, but no companion ; servants by necessity, and not by choice. "All things were put under his feet," but he had no partner to share his dominion and sovereignty. He had the power of speech, but none to speak to; the power of thought, but none to think with ; a human heart, but no human object for its affections; helps, therefore, in abundance, but no help meet for him. Surely it was not good for him to be alone, neither for body nor for spirit. As his body, so neither could his soul increase or fructify A GREAT MYSTERY. in his helpless and solitary state. And yet God created him alone that he might, as it were, feel and experience his neediness, that he might value and reverence the crowning gift of creation, the highest and noblest that God had yet in store for him, the only help that was meet for him, that could deliver him from solitude midst the teeming life and endless stir of the natural world. Yes, God had withheld the good wine till the last. And whence is He to fashion this help for man ? Not as Adam was fashioned from the rude dust of the earth, but from man himself, "bone of his bone and flesh of his flesh," taken from his very substance, in a sense his child, his offspring; bound to him with all the ties that bind child to parent, and with others not less close and tender. And so, when Adam had sought in vain a help meet for him, God created woman and brought her to him ; and man said, " ' This is now bone of my bone, flesh of my flesh; she shall be called woman, for that she is taken out of man : ' for this cause shall a man leave his father and mother and cleave to his wife, and they shall be two in one." Two in one : one perfect being made of two parts. Neither complete without the other, bodily or spiritually. If, as the religion of Mahomet teaches, woman's end were but to help man in the work of perpetuating the race, then indeed she need not have been spiritually man's equal ; God need not, as the Mahometans suppose He did not, have endowed her with an immortal soul. He might have created her to be man's abject slave, in no sense his human equal. A GREAT MYSTERY. 223 But man's work, man's end, is not merely animal, is not merely to live and multiply. Our mind refuses to rest in the thought that one gene- ration exists principally for the sake of the next ; and not primarily for its own sake. Man's chief and only essential duty, end, and work is to praise, reverence, and serve the Lord his God, and thereby to save his soul ; and it is principally to help him in this spiritual work that woman was created, and matrimony instituted. In this she could not help him, were she not destined with him for a like end ; were she not capable herself of praising, reverencing, and serving God, and had she not a soul to save. How, then, does she help him in this work? As a wife principally, and then as a mother. It is needless to point out how imperfect a man's spiritual education must be, if he lives a life of complete solitude ; how many possible virtues must lie dormant and inactive, or simply wither away for want of exercise. There are recorded cases of children who have been lost in woods and forests, and have grown up in the company of wild beasts, far removed from all human intercourse. And when they were discovered, they were found to be dumb, savage, and unreasoning, like the animals among which they had lived. Now the marriage-bond is the elementary bond with respect to human society, and community of life. It is the first, the natural, the universal and most absolute of all partnerships, by which two become one. All other bonds and ties shadow some aspect of this, more or less 224 ^ GREAT MYSTERY. imperfectly. The husband and wife are constant companions, life-long friends. They have not one or two common interests only, but a thousand ; and there is hardly a single virtue which is not needed, which must not be practised and strength- ened, if they are to fulfil their duty by one another — patience, meekness, justice, prudence, fortitude, self-restraint, generosity, in a word, all manner of unselfishness. Nor is it only as the closest and most intimate oi his companions and friends of his heart that the wife helps towards the husband's spiritual develop- ment ; but as being in some sense his moral com- plement, even as she is his physical complement — the two dividing the one perfect human character between them, one abounding where the other is deficient ; one strong where the other is weak ; each soul fitting into the other, supplying its defects, filling its emptinesses, making with it one perfect image and likeness of the ideal humanity as conceived in the mind of. God. Only in the one perfect Exemplar, only in the soul of Christ were all virtues, graces, and perfections, fully developed, perfectly balanced and adjusted, justice and mercy, strength and gentleness, truth and caution, courage and discretion, energy and patience, generosity and prudence, liberty and restraint. He alone was "beautiful above the children of men," for all beauty lies in justness of proportion and delicacy of temper. But other men, if they are strong, they are often rough ; if they are just, they are harsh ; if they are A GREAT MYSTERY. 223 courageous, they are rash ; if energetic, impatient ; if generous, extravagant. Women, on the other hand, if they are gentle, merciful, prudent, patient, if they abound in tact, delicacy, spiritual-minded- ness ; they fail more easily in the rougher, sterner, and more primitive virtues. It is only in man and woman, taken together, that we have the fulness and perfection of human graces and virtues ; not merely the diamond in the rough, but set and cut and polished till all its brightness gleams out to perfection. We all recognize this when we speak disapprovingly of a man as womanish or effeminate, not because he possesses the special virtues of womanhood — chastity, gentleness, patience, tact, unselfishness, which would be to his greater honour and not to his discredit, but because he lacks the special virtues of manhood. And so a virago or masculine woman is not a muUer fortis, a brave, just, courageous, truth-loving woman, but one who fails in the graces that are the peculiar ornament of womanhood. Again, as mother of his children, she helps man, not only in conceiving, bearing, nursing, and tending their bodies ; but in perfecting the image of God in their souls, which is as much part of their natural perfection as the growth and maturing of their bodies. Her child is not fully born until it begins to be born to God, to learn from her hps to love and worship its Maker ; nor is it weaned till it has learned in some way to walk alone and without her assistance in the way of God's commandments. And for this end God has made woman more 226 A GREAT MYSTERY. spiritual-minded, more apt in the things of God, that she might be as naturally adapted for the nursing, rearing, and formation of the young soul as she is for that of the body. And so we see that it is precisely because woman has a soul to save, that she is a help fit and worthy of man ; a help in the great work of saving the soul first of her husband and then of his children ; and that marriage, as God intended it, is not merely a carnal union, but principally a joining of souls; that its end is not to replenish and overpopulate the earth with animals more canino} but to fill Heaven with saints ; to multiply bodies for the sake of souls. And so far we have not been speaking of marriage as a sacrament instituted by Christ ; but as ordained by God in the beginning, when he created man and sought out " a help meet for him " in the great work which he had to do, to praise, reverence, and serve God, and so to save his soul. II. "This is a great sacrament: I speak as to Christ and the Church." — Ephes. v. " Every good and perfect gift," says St. James, " is from above and comes down from the Father (pf Lights ; " that is to say, whatever there is good and perfect in God's works, whether in the kingdom of nature or in the kingdom of grace is a shadow, a type, an imperfect semblance, of that infinite good- ' St. Augustine, Dc bon. viduit. A GREAT MYSTERY. 227 ness and perfection, which is God Himself. " From Him," says St. Paul, " all fatherhood in Heaven and earth is named and derived." The Eternal Father- hood, the Eternal Sonship, the Eternal Generation is the only good and perfect Fatherhood, and Sonship, and Generation ; of which the natural and human are but distant, finite, immeasurably feeble and faulty imitations and figures ; like all other creatures — frail steps by which our earthly mind can raise itself up some little way towards the infinite and everlasting archetypes. Similarly, if we wish to contemplate the heavenly type, the per- fection, the ideal of marriage, we must raise up our hearts and gaze upon the great mystery of Christ and the Church. A sacrament, as we learn, is made up of the outward sign and the inward grace signified and conveyed. If the grace were signified, but not conveyed, we should have no true and efficacious sacrament of the Gospel ; no real, though mystical, application of one of the manifold fruits of the Precious Blood to our souls. In the beginning, matrimony, as ordained by God, was a sign, as it is now, of the union between Christ and His Church ; of that which was to be the ideal of the relation subsisting between man and wife ; but until it was made a sacrament of the Church, the marriage contract was not a means but only a sign of grace ; it did not convey power to the man and wife to realize and carry out that ideal, to imitate in their conduct towards one another the intercourse between Christ and His Spouse the Church. For as the 228 A GREAT MYSTERY. Holy Eucharist helps us to mature and perfect, detail after detail, the image of Christ which the Holy Ghost prints on our soul in Baptism, by which Christ is born in us ; as it helps us to grow up to the stature of the perfect man in Christ, so the Sacrament of Holy Matrimony produces in the soul of the husband a special likeness to Christ as Head and Husband of the Church ; and in the soul of the wife a special likeness to the Church, as the Bride of the Lamb ; and effects between both a mystical and supernatural union in the order of grace, over and above the moral and physical union of mere natural, non-Christian marriage — a union whose type is given us in the fiat " they shall be two in one flesh," whose archetype is the sameness, the oneness of Christ and His Mystical Body. And therefore, with St. Paul for our guide, let us look to Christ and the Church, that we may know better what the Christian husband and wife ought to be one to another ; what the Sacrament of Matrimony alone can make them — and that, on the condition of its being well and worthily received, and co- operated with, and followed up. " Let women be subject to their husbands as to the Lord ; for the husband is the head of the wife, as Christ is the Head of the Church ; for He is the Saviour of the body. But the Church is subjected to Christ ; and women likewise to their husbands in everything. And let husbands love their wives, even as Christ loved the Church and gave Himself up for her, that He might sanctify her, having purified her with the washing of water in the word. A GREAT MYSTERY. 229 that He Himself might present her to Himself a glorious Church, not having spot or wrinkle, or any such thing ; but that she might be holy and blame- less. So ought men to love their own wives even as their own bodies ; for he that loveth his wife loveth himself. No man ever yet hated his own flesh, but nourishes it and cares for it, even as Christ does the Church ; for we are members of His body. For this cause shall a man leave his father and mother and shall cleave to his wife, and they shall be two in one flesh. This is a great sacrament (but I speak as to Christ and the Church). But let every one of you in particular- love each his own wife even as himself; and the wife, in such sort that she fear her husband." First of all, then, Christ is the Head of the Church, which is His Body ; and we ourselves are the various parts and members and organs, of which that Mystical Body is made up. And although the body is subject to the head, and serves the head, and is ruled by the head, yet the head and body are not two distinct beings, but parts of one and the same being — each part necessary for the other ; both necessary for the whole being. So Christ is greater than the Church, which ministers to Him, which is ruled by Him, which is His instrument and servant ; yet He and His Church are not two distinct beings, but parts of one mystical whole, which we sometimes find spoken of indistinctly as Christ and sometimes as the Church. As the head needs the body, and the heart, and the limbs, and as it works and acts through their instrumentality ; 230 A GREAT MYSTERY. SO Christ needs the members of His Body, the Church, and works and acts through them. And again, as the body severed from the head is lifeless, sightless, motionless, and quickly falls to pieces by- decay; so the Church severed from Christ would perish at once ; the light of her infallible teaching would be extinguished ; her sacraments would be empty outward signs, without life-giving power, her discipline and organization would fall to pieces,, and her members would be severed and dis- persed like dust before the wind. The head doe& not regard the body as distinct from itself, but as making with itself one personality. It does not rule the body selfishly, as though the two had diverse interests which might come into conflict, but as having only one common interest ; and, for a like reason, the body does not obey the head grudgingly or of necessity, but gladly and willingly. So with Christ and the Church there is but one nature, one end, one desire, one operation. Once more, it is one and the same spirit or soul which quickens the head and the body; it- is the same vital spark which warms them both ;; the same blood which flows continually backward, and forward from the one to the other ; and likewise it is one and the same Holy Ghost,, who dwells in His fulness in the God-Man and who was poured out by Him upon the Church at Pentecost flowing down from the Head to the furthest members of the body. It is the same Blood which courses through the veins and Sacred Heart of our Saviour, and which fills the chalices of A GREAT MYSTERY. 231 the Church's daily Sacrifice, and which washes away the stains of sin in the Sacraments of Baptism and Penance. It is the fire of one and the same Divine charity which burns, with its all-but-infinite intensity and ardour, in Christ our Head, and feebly but truly in us His members; for it is kindled and fanned by the inspiration of one single Spirit. " No man ever yet hated his own body," says our teacher, St. Paul, " but nourishes it and cherishes it, even as Christ does the Church." How tenderly Christ cares for this Body of His ; how marvellously He nourishes it with the food of His own Sacred Flesh ; how He refreshes its thirst and washes its soil with His own most Precious Blood. Surely we are bone of His bone and flesh of His flesh ; taken out of His sacred side, when He slept the deep sleep on the Cross of Calvary, and built up, into a "help meet for Him;" surely, as far as was possible. He has left His Eternal Father, He has left His home in Heaven, He has left His Blessed Mother in tears for our sake, " for us men and for our salvation," that He might cleave to His Church, to His Spouse; for He was enamoured of us poor sinners, and His delight was to be with the sons of men. It was the custom in the East, as we see in the story of Esther and Assuerus, that the monarch's bride, before she was presented to him for marriage, should undergo a long and tedious course of ceremonial preparation and purification, involving various ritual anointings and washings. It is to this St. Paul makes allusion when he tells us how 232 A GREAT MYSTERY. nobly and unselfishly Christ loved the Church, as though some great and glorious prince, enamoured of a poor, humble village maid, were to disguise himself meanly and to serve her, and to labour and suffer and bleed for her, that he might thus win hei love and raise her up to share his throne, his honour, and his kingdom. So Christ loved the Church. He did not send for her imperiously, but came to her meek and lowly, came veiled in her own human guise, came to seek and to save that which was lost. He "gave Himself up for her," as the Shepherd who gives His life for the perishing sheep, " that He might sanctify her" with His sanctifying Spirit. Nor does He leave it to His ministering angels to prepare and purify her for His embrace ; but He Himself (auro? eavTm), the King of Glory, must wash and purify her with the water and blood that gushed from His love-pierced Heart. And this labour of love is going on day by day, as we, the members of His Body the Church, are being purified and sanc- tified and prepared for the marriage of the Lamb, when He Himself and no other will present to Himself the Bride whom He has sought and purchased, cleansed and purified, and made into a glorious Church, not having spot or wrinkle or other sign of her natural mortality and corruption; but altogether "holy and blameless." Was there ever a love-myth or romance that would not read cold and colourless beside this revelation of God's own passionate love and devo- tion towards His chosen Spouse, a cloud-wrapped love shrouded in types and figures, which shoots A GREAT MYSTEHY. 233 out a chance ray from the folds of its dark mantle — a hint and no more of the dazzling glory behind. "Behold thou art fair, O My lovel^ Behold thou art fair ! Thine eyes are the eyes of a dove ; As a lily among thorns, So is My beloved among the daughters. Arise ! Make haste, My love, My fair one, and come. Thou art all fair, O My love, And there is no spot in thee. Thou hast wounded My heart, My sister, My spouse, With one glance of thine eyes. One is My love ; My faultless is but one. Who is she that cometh forth as the rising morn. Fair as the moon, bright as the sun, terrible as an army set in array ? Who is this that cometh up from the desert, Flowing with delights and leaning on her Beloved. Put Me as a seal upon thy heart. As a seal upon thy arm ; For love is strong as death. Many waters cannot quench it. Neither can the floods drown it ; If a man should give all the substance of his house for love. He shall despise it as nothing." ' Canticles, passim. 234 -A GREAT MYSTERY. And the Bride of the Lamb, the Church, His blessed Spouse, makes answer : " I am dark but comely, O ye daughters of Jerusalem, As the tents of Kedar, As the hangings of Solomon. Do not consider that I am brown Or that the sun hath altered my colour ; For it is because the sons of my mother have fought against me, And have made me keeper in the vineyard. Show me, O Thou whom my soul loveth, Where thou feedest Thy flock, where Thou liest in the mid-day. Lest I begin to wander after the flocks of Thy companions. As the apple-tree among the trees of the wood, So is my Beloved among the sons. I sat down under His shadow whom I desired. And His fruit was sweet to my palate. Stay me with flowers, compass me about with apples. For I languish with love. His left hand is under my head and His right hand* shall embrace me. My Beloved is mine, and I am His Who feedeth His flocks among the anemones. Till the day break and the shadows flee away." A GREAT MYSTERY. 23