Cornell University Library PR 5671.T22C2 Candlewicks; a year of thoughts and fane 3 1924 013 564 236 Cornell University Library The original of this book is in the Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://www.archive.org/details/cu31924013564236 CANDLEWICKS H I^ear of JTbougbts ant) fancies. CAROLINE TILBURY. LONDON: ELLIOT STOCK, 62, PATERNOSTER ROW, E.C, 1897. MARY. i:hc hull, blatlt tokk that ^ivue through the flaiiw S0 kiitbteli bg the sgrnpathttk nix, ^vib bies ill brightness ; so ioonlb mj) iiult thttnghts 'oEouch iox xme mcment gour reaponsibe lobe, ^a00ittg through light into forgetMneag. Cartoune, 1886-95. 3<^nuarg. In the chill darkness I stretch forth my hand To clasp thy hand in greeting, O New Year ! And listen with obedience and full trust Unto the Message that thou bringest me. Round the fair room in which my memory sits Hang pictures from the story of my life ; I would that you could see them as I do — In the soft light that all so tenderly Streams back upon them from the bygone days. Only by reverent minds Can Nature's parables be rightly read. 3anuftrg. 4- Winter is not despair : we wait in faith. Remembering the Spring of former years. What if we may not finish all our work ? Shall we then idle sit, and not begin ? Where would the world be if in sowing time Men stayed their hands for fear the harvesting Should be the gain of others ? True thoughts Shown in a dainty setting of fair words- Let this be the ambition of thy speech. Antipodean cousins ! the New Year Comes to you crowned with flowers, and your fair sky Rains sunshine on you, not cold fog and snow. Crouched o'er our fires, we send out thoughts to you, And pray your love to dare adventure here ; Fear not a chilly welcome, for be sure Only our hands need warming, not our hearts. 3ftnuairg. Sitting down in feeble despondency under our troubles is not at all the, same thing as bearing them patiently. 9- golden silence ! and, O silvern speech ! Like coin within my purse I think you be ; Gold for myself I keep, but when I would Give aught unto my fellows, then straightway 1 change my compact silence into words. The meetings and the partings of each day, As to and fro life's busy current runs, Need not all ' lightly come and lightly go ' ; For, if we will, they often bring and leave Memories undying and most beautiful. Very great enthusiasm may be required to level the mountains of life ; but we need a little of it, too, to clear the stones out of the roadways. 4 2ianuMis. 12. The best way to walk over a ploughed field is on the top of the furrows. 13- On pleasant memory's wall a picture hangs Of one who sits in sunny hopefulness, Dreaming fair visions of the time to come, And yet another by her, in the fall Of evening shadows, sits in restfulness ; Life's sweet fulfilled realities are hers. 14- Earth has its loneliness : but are we told Of solitude in Heaven ? The voices there Are as the voices of a multitude, A commonwealth of gladness. 15- She feared To cramp her life-steps up to narrow ways Of her own poor devising; so she walked Out on her King's great highway of the world, To read His finger-posts. 3ftnuftre. i6. The echoing footsteps wander down the street ; Sadly she Hstens as they pass the spot Where she one special footstep waits to greet, And still she thinks, ' How cold the tea has got !' 17- The strife of parties came not in his way — The village comprehended all his world ; He cared not for the questions of the day, And if appealed to, had no word to say, But stared with gaze bucolic, while his hat he twirled. i8. In politics he was loquacious, Of his opinion most tenacious, To an opponent oft pugnacious. Although his anger was fugacious, So saith a chronicler veracious. 19. Thou look est down from thy superior height On all thy fellow-creatures nearer earth. Yet thou art but on stilts. 3ftnuftrg. If thou art wounded, Hide not thy hurt with Pride's stiff golden cloak, Its inner side will fret thee ; rather take The garment grey of Patience — this will lie With soft and healing touch upon thy wound. Contrasted lives ! of high estate and low, Of prospects bright with hope, and dulled by fear ; Yet one in womanly tenderness and all That gives true nobleness and fills the heart With the sure light which shines in darkest hour. A life whose centre is home cannot well have too large an orbit. 23- Battling the wind to-day I walked along. Gaining at every step a victory ; My weapons were bright Love and Purpose strong, Which now I keep and give in memory — The Purpose for myself, the Love to thee. 3ftttuftrt». 24. Though unwillingly, Evil ever stands as a witness to Good. 25- The tiniest pebble thrown into a pool Wakes by its touch the slumbering ripples there ; So, as I drop my verselet in your heart. Give me to waice an answer on your face Of rippling smiles to tell you welcome it. 26. Do not let wealth part thee from industry. 27. Is thy life one Where chequering shadow' seems to make Far broader lines than those which wake Beneath the sun ? Count it not so : Upon the shadow a soft light, Reflected from his aspect bright, Love still doth throw. 8 3*^^<^^K' ' 28. All music is not silenced in a life If for brief space the full-voiced harmony Of gladness that rings out in joyous chords Be mute, the while a cadence unisoned Sinks wailing down to the deep note of grief : It only waits until the Master's hand Shall touch that throbbing string, and bid it be The key-note of a sweeter, richer song. For music is the wedlock of these two — Sorrow that smiles, and joy that yet can weep. 29. The infinitely little often seems More wondrous than the infinitely great. 3°- He who has sunshine within him can well bear frost without. 31- As in the whirlpool's centre perfect calm is held, Even so would I, amidst the eddying stream of life, Hold in my heart one spot to mirror thee, O Peace ! aeKi«?'a©ai^«.i^-'-4^^^*< ^jLif^^^^. Yesterday passes away in a straight line : To-morrow comes from round the corner. Stumping heavily down the street (Ah ! for a footstep light and fleet !), With ponderous boots and sullen air, (Ah ! for a vision passing fair !) He walks as if he would vengeance take (Ah me ! why does my memory wake !) On Earth, for her neglect of him. (Ah me ! my eyes with tears are dim !) Sleep not, O thought ! though morning break in clouds Better it is to stumble on the way, And die in trying to act, than live to dream. 2 4- All comes to him who waits — so runs the proverb ; But how the waiting-time our patience tries ! S- A hasty, angry word is more easily repented of than guarded against. 6. No, I cannot tell you now All the ' why ' and all the ' how ' You have been to me a, light, Shining through my troublous night : Only this I tell you now, That my heart has made a vow Still to keep your image bright. For Love's beacon through Love's night. 7- The glorious waves of music surged around her As she knelt there ; And, when they broke the barrier of her silence, LTprose a prayer. Sefiruftrg. Through Winter's storm all sturdily, With strength 'gainst strength the brave trees stand, Waiting till Spring's rewarding hand Shall bring their wreaths of victory. 9- Courage to do right brings power to do right. Love's streamlet that this day once brought to me Has through long years still rippled by my side ; And now to-day an added rill for thee Gives to the constant stream a fuller tide. The children's pattering feet I hear again : How can I ever call my fireside lonely ! The merry entrance and the kiss are fain To break the barrier stern, pretended only, Of my day-dreams. O glad-voiced children dear ! What were my life without you ? When you come. All the sad fancies of my silent home, By your sweet laughter vanquished, disappear. Se6ruftre. 12. Each day, or long or short, Has morn, noontide, and eve, and so in full Completeness takes its rank with other days. And shall we speak of lives as if they passed Ever unrounded from our human sight ? Surely before the Heavenly Father's Face The child's life shows as perfect as the man's. 13- We voice earth's silent parables by our deeds. 14. Weeping and praying. In her own quiet room alone she knelt ; Then, purified and strengthened, forth she came, Bringing a face from which a touch Divine Had chased away the bitterness of grief, To cheer her sorrowing sisters. 15- Our lessons oft are writ As in an unknown tongue, and we must wait For one more wise to help us to translate. 16. She never dreamt she was a heroine, So quiet and unnoted was her life. ' Just helping those around me, nothing more,' So she would say — yet it was Heaven's work. 17- Men speak sometimes as if faith had been divorced from intellect ; surely it is in their union that the highest type of mind is evolved ? A tiny spark dies before a breath : a flame will enter the lists with a gale. 19. A dull dead-level life ! half-stagnant grown From the poor foolish weeds of foolish thought All gathered there together, like to like. Shake thyself free — far better let the stream Carry thee onward to the pure, strong sea, That thou, amidst the energy of itS waves, Mayest learn the secret of a nobler life. 14 Sefituftrg. I saw one start to battle for the Right, And with my voice I could but cheer him on, Though my old eyes glanced forward mistily (As old eyes will) to lonely days to come. So half my heart was full of pride for him. The other half of selfish grief, until I chased away my sorrow and my tears. And filled my heart instead with thankfulness That in a good cause he might do brave deeds. Men run their hobbies upon grooved hnes, And dread the jerk of their displacement. Do not lie in bed to watch the sunrise, and then talk all day as if you had been up betimes. 23- True economy is a personal matter ; it does not consist in driving hard bargains with other people. Sefiruftrg. 15 24. A man need be full of philosophic calm to bear with its utter absence in others. 25- Down the long aisles I. saw How the tall columns had to end, and let The roofing arches, as with claspfed hands, Lead on still further heavenwards. Parable Perhaps for you and me of mystic things — Of how- straight-rising thoughts, though true and firm, Must to a bending spirit yet give place For higher mounting, till, each helped by each, There stands a finished Temple to God's Praise. 26. Best choose thy friends from among the worthy ones of earth, else thou mayest find a canker at the root of thy faith. 27. The sullen waves rolled in along the shore : ' O Sea,' she cried, ' why dost thou evermore Sing that sad chant to me !' 1 6 Scfiruftrg. 28. Do puzzles come before thee in thy life, Hard, knotty questions, asking to be solved ? Are duty-burdens lying in thy path Which seem too heavy for thy strength to lift ? Or seest thou far-reaching cares that stretch Beyond the bounds of thy horizon ? Then, To answer, lighten, or embrace all such, Take counsel of thy heart, not of thy head : For the one solvent of life's mysteries, The spell that takes from duty its dead-weight, The one encompassing boundary-line which holds All things in earth and heaven, is Love. 29. O Day so rarely seen ! Hovering between the winter and the spring, I pray thee, when thou comest, ask the month Who claims thee as his own that some fair touch Of sunny light may fall upon thy robe. Then, as thou passest, whisper to stern March That he, for thy dear sake, would stay his winds. Nor dark, nor light, The dawning day Touches the mountain-tops, but is for me Still far away. Nor death, nor life. My wrestling heart. Half faint, is weary for the triumph-cry, Victor thou art ! Life is our schooltime, O dull scholars we : Put not thy tears into a bottle, but wipe them away with the kerchief of Hope, i